El Podcast de Marco Antonio Regil - 285 - La fuerte historia de una adolescente con alcoholismo - Nirvana Hank

Episode Date: August 28, 2023

Esta semana, Nirvana Hank nos abre su corazón para contarnos su fuerte historia al caer en el alcoholismo, siendo una adolescente y cómo logró salir de esta terrible enfermedad.Tu mente puede ayudarte a sanar emocionalmente, después de una gran adversidad. Descubre cómo en mi clase sin costo: https://marcoantonioregil.com/mente-ytCada semana en mi canal de Telegram, accede a contenido e invitaciones solo para fans. Únete en: marcoantonioregil.com/telegram¿Quieres llevar del podcast a tu vida lo que aprendiste esta semana? Descarga GRATIS nuestra revista digital. Da click en marcoantonioregil.com/aprendamos Sigue a Nirvana Hank en:Instagram: @nirvana.hank *Importante: Nuestros invitados son expertos en sus temas y reflejan su conocimiento y su punto de vista, siendo conscientes de que cada una de las opiniones es totalmente personal. La información, datos, comentarios, estadísticas que se presenten en el Podcast de Marco Antonio Regil, son de exclusiva responsabilidad de quienes las emiten y no representan, necesariamente, el pensamiento de Marco Antonio Regil o de la producción del podcast.

From the eight years, I was so infelisely, so insatisfececha with my life, I had a man, had 18-armanes in that time, I had had

all over the world, but I was not really, for me, the alcohol, I did know,

that first that first that I was, that I was more euphoria had, yeah no there no,

no, my head was a calli- and there no, my head more than

more than that's just to make. I mean, my mom. It's not my mother. Well, well, I'm going to take. No? What, what's just, you know, you know, I talk to

the most low in your life. You know, there's just to go to up to the right. And, de actually, to talk fond no is mal. For example. To talk fond of the solution. Vivir mal, quillard, is very easy.

Vivir perished in the alcohol, in the substance is easy. The to go to get to live, there's a little complicated, but if it's a worth it, but nobody you're going to

give to get to do you, you need to do you. According to a study of 2019, the 25.8%

of the people of the people of 18 years have consumed alcohol of excessive and

dangerous. The Organization World of Health report that the consumer

notive of alcohol provoked more more of more more than

many many people. Today we Beyeza, a family, friends, studios, viages,

all over. But since he had 14 years, he was alcoholic. He was a baby after the mother.

Eight years after after, took the and was sent to a nexus where he

was a period of a year and a time. A story, a story of transformation,

resiliency, and love property. From the Hotel Fiesta American, viucto,

our public, students of our schools in line and Nirvana Hank, is the podcast.

The Mark Antonio Regis, is a production of RGL Entertainment, and all his their own his own my job.

A million. A million. A good to to be here, and then I have to recognize the valiant that's doing

at transform the vener in medicine, to transform something that was so difficult

and so that you, while you're doing an alchemist, you're trying the things,

and obviously you're help you, me imagine, to talk to this, but you're just helping me that's helping us can't be able to be in this moment, and that yeah, either they're

or some familiar, can be passing, for something to what you lived. Yes, thanks, thanks for the invitation, for having me. I'm super-emocenada.

I'm going to create magic, or I'm sure-ist. And, yeah, who'd say, who for accepting, my debilities, my and my vulnerabilities, I was able to

help someone else. So, my life, me imagined, I'm going to coming down, with the lights, the cameras, and I said, I mean, I was the child, I was the more introvertida, more calliata, more penosa,

and I'm very meadosa. And I'm going to be, it's like, in what moment, I'm a lotcura. And it's there where, a lot of times we've been that the great difficulties,

or the great dolors, if, if those, if those, if those we just tombs with a more proper and with an aperture

to transform us can't be able to get in a grand bendition. Totally. Totally. I thought that my

infirmat that the alcoholism was a really to be to get a matter, that were to

repercuter mal in my family, you know, you know, that's to do you want to do

that's been the complete opposite. And effectively one thinks that you know

that's that your vulnerabilities you're to be more more

the complete opposite. Accepting with the head in the way of and I'm doing it's a

more more more good for you because it's a lot of the thing you're in that's a not that's that's about

this. Versus to say this is this is who is who I and I'm transformed it? Has said

that's a liberty? Totally. But it's pure acceptation is a thing, it's a second

of the time of course I was that I'm got to say the closet of my a new

I'm a panic. I mean, I was even my people, I could say, I'm going to get a lot of a lot of

my way. I mean, I always wanted to make the really the thing that can't do and that I'm

that I'm and I'm impotentent until the alcohol, that my life has had been a

ungovernable, that I need that I'm that costed much much, but with the time, I'm going to

I'm sure I'm myself and me I'm just an orgulia. I mean, thanks a God, because I did many years very oscuros and I came very strong. But the

life that I've givened for nothing. What a marvellia. That's got to get you. Now, we're going to talk to a myth. Because much people think that there are like stereotypes of the people

addicta. Right? They're thinking that are some losers, some perders, that's only a person poverty, that has to be like a bit a disgrace

very strong or something, but this is the alcoholism or the addictions, you can present to

any person. Yes, and look, the things like are, I was an alcoholic, and I

thought, an alcoholic, a man without in his life, in the case,

you know, with the bottle in the the man, passed out so, so,

is, and he, he's, and he, and never I'm

I imagined that I, I'm a woman Nirvana Hank could be alcoholica is the fact that I'm there's

there's stereotypes exactly I always I'm always I'm sure you not even I'm talking about

it's a completely ignorant I thought I think that I'm that I'm that I'm a

problem with the alcohol but that not was I'm a really a very a mental

that you can't pass to whatever person not only only to the

women So, of actually, have many more more women than men. Ah, so interesting. No, I know so much of the women, we're talking solas. So, so it's so notary. It's occult.

Because it's accepted, socially. Exactly. And the culture, well, not only not only a Mexican, but the culture much,

empooja to take a single and that when go to take, it's control. Because he lives all a life trying to control

and be good and that your family to accept, and that family your spouse, sotacept, and it's like,

like, we're like, so the people don't know but we're not a lot of people, but we're much more people,

you know, you know, we're not, no, we're going to get to conclusions, we're going to talk to myths,

we're going to talk about the first is the first, but the first, is the first, is to understand your story, comprehend your

story, how a little a little a child of an company, of the most famous that of the most

of the Papa, we did we did in the, in the stadium of, this, of the, of the, of the, of the Cholos. So, I, from from here, I never could imagine that someone that was in a a home that had had had a problem of alcoholism, because that is another of the mythos, no? If you have money, if you have education, you know, you have a family, you, have 22 brothers. Yeah.

How is that is that a, how is that a new year, because you started, started, You started at the 13 years? I was I'm acolyca. Anacist you a alcoholic? So, so, is it, you know,

with a disposition for the alcoholism? Yes, but Felicidated, you've been did your because

nobody, 20, 15, 23, but nobody is a second of those 22 brothers that

are you. So, are many. Thank you. Thanks. We're just, how is that a,

a little that was a little, that's it's a it would have it, it seems perfect. It's the perfect.

Because it's the myth of that if you have money, or it's all, the bruncas is when you have money. But how, how is the the root of this?

Tell us your story. A me is super interesting, because, of actually, when I got to rehabilitation, I had very

blockied to my infancy, many, many, many years. I, at the seven we moved

to the house, and before of the seven I have three, four the records in my

life, no? But of the few things that I'm my mom no matter my mom

no more than me to be a lot of the little bit about and we had been in so I'm

really, I think a one of a novela a man a can't he came to

a carerer he's they're put on a scaleas and and to me that idea me fascin't and

and from eight years I was so infelis so insatisfied with my life. I had a father in my mom had 18

brothers in that time. I had many all the world. I was all but I was so like something that

something that that provoked that all that all that was not. Since I I was

I was I was I was I was I was I I was I was I'm a

never I'm whatever but for favor I don't want my father no care to my my mom

I don't want to my brothers. I mean, I mean, I'm in the school, I'm very difficult because

I'm a very, very very tempraned that the people to me not, but they

were to for the prestige, for my name, for my time, they were to

eat more than the house, and I learned that I could not could

to be to the people. And without having this, me

made this, and in my house, we were in this then

then less than than 23. But I'm always my little

my friends my friends, I don't know you're in a NIRB, you know, you can't come back to

you know so I'm so I'm and I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm never I'm

not sure I'm not sure you but I'm that's not that I was that I was that I'm that I'm

that I'm that's very that's when you're when you because you never time that I'm

certainly because of but what What's the product of a really? It's very interesting.

And that's my infirmatism. For that I know I'm not I'm alcoholic the day that's

my mom or the day that I'm a drug or the day that I know. I'm a alcoholic I'm a

hypersensibility and a characteristic the hypersensibility is that we're we're we're

there. There's a story that I'm that I'm there two people that were

playing football in their house. And between those both rompen

a ventana. So, I'm a little bit more my dad. And the alcoholic thinks,

my father no me want to my infancy. I don't see the regains of

my pastigues, the, the, the, the that my mom

metian in much many times in much classes, that's painting, music,

piano, piano, no? And I I'm to see a mom that

was a mother, that was more culta, I only I mean,

I was a I mean a great I mean I didn't I didn't know I didn't know but also I'm trying me I'm too

the calliata you guys never said I never did nothing apart that I'm I'm a panic because

because from I always I always always I'm so I'm so I'm a coate and I

I'm a major two minutes so just So, since very little bit, my brother, his first two years of life, nasced my momenny, now I'm sorry. And I'm sorry, and he was very young. Sovary a lot,

sofrey much, the poor little. So, my family had to do account that, that if me put in his cuna, he'd have to die of year. So I think that, literally, from my first days of life, I had to put this carnet of, I'm a very for someone more.

You can't support in me, I don't import. Or my sense, no matter. And so, And so was all my life. Like to get me all the way

all the way and you know so it's more a lot of so you're saying is that you

tell you you're a story with that your interpretation of the life was

no me not they're not they're not they're what you what you what you think

you're that you think that you're that's about with my gemel

well we we're my gemelo, my gemelo, um, from my gemelo, um, he said, he has his things

that my mom always he took much, much, much, and much empathy, no? And, like,

he's always a little more of help. So my mom always was there for him. And I, I don't know

I was I was, I was, that my mom wanted more than my mom, so I mean, then I didn't

want to be the carino of my mom, I also wanted to be your favorite. But, that I don't I'd

say to it. And I'm a other she's the major super well, she's really was super well. It was good.

In the school, 10, in all the fascination of my papa. So my papa has

his favorite, my mom has a favorite and I, so I, so I always me sent me a lot.

And, I go, too, me caused that he had a much envy to me to be

a much a bit of the women, a lot of competitivity, I mean, so, many times in my

infancy, but I always was only, I never I'm, I really, I felt like

my parents, obviously then I know, but in the moment, for many

I always I thought, you know, so you told that that story, and that story,

obviously provoked a great- that's, yeah, was a solidity, I didn't,

and I think also sounded, two, two, two, two, two,

men, 22 I'm not I'm not I'm sure I'm I'm the I'm the

I'm the I'm sure I'm my mom I'm sure it's very easy that a little a

kid a this is that imagine you imagineate how many people don't they're when they're

two three three and my family we're 23 so it's complicated wow

so those those are the so you think you you're not she was her favorite

that was her then you're a little disconnected, solo, and then I'd be this story to, I, I, I, I,

I, I, I, I, I, I mean, I was, I was, I was,

I was, I was, so, so, so, so, you, so,

I, I, and I, I, and I, a story, one, a little,

a little, we, we're, we're, we're, we're, we're, sometimes,

my, one, my, one, he's you guys that you're really my

parents never more really my but they're two. And I'm trauma me and I

well, and I'm the little the child that's a my man, I

then I'm I'm really really said for what I'm I'm so I'm I'm not

I'm not I'm I'm still yeah it's that's very

very because at that you that's that's starting to you're so

they're in realities that's They're in your subconscious, and then there's to actuar. Yes. And then, you're stills

growing, but the alcoholism came to much after. Or, there was something, before, before the alcoholism, your mommy, fallece when you you have, 12?

I had 12. I had, before the 12 years, had you manifested some, an addiction, a problem? No. No.

Just it was, I think, his, his, a great detonate at least in me me me detoned a great depression

and I'm so I took it so I'm so I'm to get to get to get back addiction after that

I'm in rehabilitation wow. So your relation with your when you was,

was a very good communication or or there a distance there? My mom and it's

very interesting because as like I my mom we've been two kids and I've had been

interesting because of that they've got them. I mean, we've got them stories and we've lived other lives. It's super interesting. My mom,

first of all the 45. So, yeah, an edad more great. And, well, they were different the things.

Then she was going to the political in those years when I was more when I was when I was

in my infancy, I always saw my parents very lehons, like strange, very freeos. I just

I was, the reality is that I was all the time to get to the school, I'd go to the school and we'd go to get to

go to do this the time we'd go to San Diego or what that's so, so they were presentes but I don't see that my

parents always were nocentes that never never stood there for me. Maybe my my papa me made

economically but emotionally never never never sent I didn't even didn't even my mom and I'm

my mom, she was a, she was to have always the time. If there a regano, I'd be of my

mom. So, all over my mom. And I, that was that was that was

really a very strict. And like, I was not to go to get to go to to do,

to come to a house of things like like, was very particular, and I didn't know.

So, I had much fear, and I always was very very I never

I never I remember that's the last I remember I'm back I was in my court, I meted above of the

camera, I got to get a a little bit more to my camera, I know my my mom I want to

get to get so so and then in those months that's a getting to get a

well, I've been a two years but we know I'm he had

had a yeah and not and not so you don't you don't that's

that's that was another the other when I had 10 years to you they're

they're and and after my mom was a greater a great that in the

life had been a battle and he he's he's sure that I'm

going to she's we're we're we're two years and to the parents and

he said to my dad the love of his life he said he said to no he didn't know

that nobody knew that nobody And so, he, he was in the last year, there was a

day that was a little bit of that he had liberated, and they were so they were so I remember that for

first time in my life had to be a man, that was a panic, never was never was up

but he got it on a play and I remember perfect of that image. And also for the first

in my day, I did take to make some never had seen to take

to take to my mom. And, so that's just so, I mean, eventually

recalty and the meloma multiple she was like he got so he ended up the life

and for me was, I don't understand all this for me my mom was from day for the other

I don't I know I know I was that something I was about but I didn't know

to do what was about when you when it's when you can't you

you can't you logas you you can do some to do you to

I'm, or you're still resented, or how, how, how, how, how, how, when I was, I went to

the abitation of my past, that, that, I mean, I, I mean,

my father, and I said my father, that me to go to my mom. So,

I was, a, all, all, a, all, and I'm, I'm,

I'm a brother, and I did a question, and I'm my last,

and I'm, last time in my life, that I am I'm in my mom. And I'm going to do know that my

life and I'm going to get in the car of my mom and I say, keepate, she will enojured, you're going to castigate,

quit, let's get to get to be to get my relation with my mom. That's a realtor.

That's that makes, that you do you fallece your mommy and there is where

starts a depression more profound. Yes. I think it was progressive

because more or almost the first of she was like she was like all the

all over all the and I didn't know and I my dreams, my

dreams me tormented much and I and I always I was living and

that was in Spain and I'm and that I was going to get a a day

a day I'm going to get to you're trying to you're trying? that my mom was waiting and that I had to go to look at

but I'm going to go to get to look at my house. It was something it was super rare but the thing was that I was that was such a

that was this fantasy that not wanted to that my mom yeah not was about. That effectively had fallen

that was that was the last time that I was that was it was it was not it was

I'm not before. Before to continue with the podcast I'm I'm asking what is

the secret of the people that's a lot of the well, the clave is in our dialogue internal. Me refer to those conversations that we're with the voceita that's in your

mind that, a lot of times not are good and they're starting and, de-empowering, and, de actually, alayn't of the exit and the felicity that you may make exactly for the same, and when I took a conscience, is, I mean, when I did a point, and I learned

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we're going in the class. And now we're We'll gopast. And as the

time, I'm going to to start too. To cut it? Uh-huh. Before the alcoholism?

Yes, before the alcoholism. Well, before you start a alcohol. You know, that's an condition that you

had to start. Yeah. It was like a few of my mom was I was I was in the school and

a professor like me I asked, like me said, because I'm so I'm so because I'm

so it's a thing, that's that's, that's not the things. And I'm I'm trying to feel about. Because calli-a-tie-te-de-be's more beautiful.

So, I gotre a regla, and I started the brazo. And in all the time, I'm injuring, this professor. No, you know, you're doing? No, you know, you know, that's about to mourn't my mom. And still, you're going to lastimarily- As-a-law-a-court-you- to start. To cut it.

I'm injuring to the professor. So, I mean, so I'm a real estate and I was there's a badger's in the mesabank and

I felt liberation because never me had been ever ever but in that moment

I found I the way to liberate of my first addiction all the nights I know that

irrelevant of what was going to my life if I was in the school if I was

me had to be my my brother's, if I were what were in the night I could get

to get a a navagra a navag to my hair and all over not be all the time. I did so

all the days? All the days. You know, you know, to your house to do you?

To get to do you know, I mean, I mean, I was a little bit of the end up on the

the pierna and so, and I had been always been always been so, that's

that rarita really. It's that, is that to think that's the the dolor

physical. So the dolor that's you're going to get to get to get to emotional. I prefer

I prefer to come here to my body. So what of some when you do you

do you make when you do you make to make a little a here and I think of the

here and I'm that you get to that's what you're doing? I'm

I'm definitely I'm definitely I'm I'm emotional, that my way to liberate

was by the the other I'm trying to I'm sure because I'm I'm just I'm not to do anything

when I'm noj't with my power superior, and other things, because why you you're just

you've got to be she I'm not to my life to make sure that I'm she was so good,

that philanthropic that helped how you do a lot how can't a lot terrible, with

sofirmation. I don't I was and I'm sure. And I'm the way of lastimed me myself.

I mean, I didn't feel a good daughter, why not I'm for her, because I never I said,

I'm not I'm not even I'm a little of the sonrisa of my mom, of herrisa.

So, why? And in instead of being able to be to learn or external

I, I never never you never did you your family, what you

did you You said, oh, I'm sorry, me I'm to cut them, to your gemelo, to nobody you said, to anybody you're saying? No, I didn't, I mean, I said, I'm saying. About, to what I felt was acceptar. And I don't want to acceptar.

I always have needed to hear of all, and the life easy, and comodda, and that's what I like. So, to talk, clear, that no could. But, if I had a better a big of that she was talking.

And the two, I remember that we made this woman that said to me, naceo this competitivity, no? I'm very competitively.

But, but before, a way very retorsida. So, with this her name, we we had, we made her

more cortas. She's more. It's more. It's more. It's more so I'm going to sang'er more. And she's

got more profound. And then I took more more super toxic. Clearly, nobody

knew what was going to and I'm percatable of the bad that's not. Wow,

that's never, never ever seen a story so, and then? You know,

what's you're doing this to start to start to? More or less

to the 18, 19, I think was the last, so, were

many years. Many years. Yes, because I've got a, a,

a, in the Nobody Nobody's D'A Cauton to do a lot of

my family I think in the first because the first one person one of me

made he made a a time that so, so, so,

so, so, the time was, the was the was your your friend,

and why, so I also, I'm super really, I'm my best

my my caroy, because to him he can't tell what I'm just, I'm can't do

my life, and total, that the professor was I'll say I. So I'm with my papa and my papal

and my papa, I'm not the way, but they're they're not they're not an addiction. Yes,

but not they're not going to go to talk about that therapy, for you know, that's just it's just

not just a way of, not you're not a lot of not you're a system that said we're going to

let's do you not a little bit of a planer? No, a plan you know? A part of

you. And, obviously, very preoccupied for me, my family and in that time,

my papa no really was in the therapy, in that then so never was

like a option, many years after I went to but again, one,

I was not ready, not was not to start to start to start to

my life, my my thing, I was, so, zero

was I was not not me did the therapy after much

then the alcoholism, in how how it entered? Like in those times, before the alcohol I went to the cigarro and I'm really a lot of

I was still. I remember with a friend I was in the secondary, I was, I don't know because in the

laboratory of sciences, there were cigars. So we went and we were and we're and we're we're just

we're super cool, you know? So, then I'm going to do you know that I don't only that I'm

to make sure to make the cigaros in the yearna. So, then I'm I'm going to be able to my house. And all of course, we're going to take.

We don't know a service, what I never I was. And, well, I was super-emoconated to that yeah, I'll get a Monday to be able to get to the school and to tell to all, what cool that we're because we've been put this atrace in my house and that nobody's ever ever had entered and so.

So that night, all we remember vividly, that after two, two, three, services, all they'd have to take, and they said, yeah, me Sinty, yeah I'm too much, I don't want to take. And I don't know how they'd want to make, because for me

the alcohol, me did count, from that first time that I was that I was, more euphoria had, yeah no, there were no, my head was call back, yeah, no, my head was nothing more than the euphoria of that moment, and me

I'mename. Also, I'm the next I'm sure. And obviously all of them have been decided to take

normal. And I'm not. So I was the only that no's not the last thing. I've

passed super well, that we've been going to all over all over all the lot of

Risa, even, until I even I'm to be able to to be that I'm that I'm

not that not you're that I'm not sure, I'm trying to do that I'm trying to do that I'm

do with just to make. I'm I'm sure. The key is what you said the dialogue

in your head was exactly. The idea the idea, the mind, you're

you're talking about the story that you was, you're was a tormenting

yeah was a pure and that's what is the alcohol and the substance

with also, also the stuff the substance, the drugs, the person

or like they amortiguan that that we're you're set up you're in the they're not

exactly and I'm so you and then in the alcohol you're you're you know

to find that you know you're not you yeah and for other other side to be

to get to start and I'm to know I'm going to I'm in my house I'm

I'm the chippies the chiquita the not you the no not you're sufficient

for to be and I I, and I'm a anthro, and in the antro, and I'm always, I'm talking about

a tonne, so I was, and it was the most high of the place, and I was there no had problems

of family, yeah no had no had any the more the world, me sentia the more wapa,

the most prepotent, the that I nobody me will lastimar because also when this was

a year that was when I was in the funeral of my mom, there was in some moment

that I'm I'm I'm at the all of the school. And I felt a verygwensa.

Verguenza that they're being so bad, that me be being that they're being being so bad

and that I can't do that I'm that I'm a trauma of I always have to be good

the people always me to be very that they're that they're that they're that they're that they're

vulnerable. So, in the I, I'm this sentiment of pertenance of,

of prepotency, of being love and felicity that I had all my day of and I'm

but I amomore. So I'm so I'm so you found you like security popularity,

here I'm here I'm here I'm in some yeah and the relationship

with your father not very very very very no to the

from my mom I I was a villain. I needed a villain in my story, needed to give him, and the poor-cuitousy, he's been very very reputuos, and me respectu, thanks a God. But

I, I go, he, de a day for the other, it's a thing that in his life had had done. And apart, with kids, of 12 years, it was it was complicated, and that he had to die to mom. The truth, he was in a depression, because your mom, according to record,

was the love of his life. Yeah. So, he was, he was, but your mom was the love of his life. Yeah,

that's what I'm very, and I'm really, I mean, I mean, I mean, I mean,

to have 19 kids, to keep, to help, to educate to the kids, and at the

time, he was going to be the poor that could be in the life, to get the

life, I was, I was the same time, and the same time, with a

very public. Sure. As a as a president municipal of Tijuana. Was in those

years? It was the last time? He was before. He was president in the 4. In the 2004. So,

yeah. She was in the 12. The 12. So, no, no, no,

no way a good with your father, you know, you know, you could not get that

to get that. Yeah, no. No, there was to get on to get to get back.

And, and he I'd and he'd come back in papa and and I

know, I think, no, I think, kind of, what's, and when so, when so,

when no, and when I'm going to have to you, so, so, those, the,

those, those, they were very strict, and I'm, I'm not, I was, I'm,

I said, I'm, I'm, I don't know any little, I know, me, because I

, I'm going to me, I was, I was, I was, more and more, and more, and more,

and more, and more, I was, more, I was, more, that I was to make a year to give to

four years I'm going to see you never said you're saying you're yeah I'm to go to

give to New Year I'm I'm coming years I'm like I'm literally very of a when the way

I imagine that I'm to embarrarra in the car that that I don't you know you're not

you're not my not you're exactly totally totally I was so enojada, that he said,

but what's the past to get a car to get a car to get a here. He got the point the

point of the because I because I felt that he had lastimated at not to say me to my

mom and the I'm that he had lastimated that now he had to pay to me,

that I he had to he had to he and I'm I'm I'm the most

he was over oh yeah and I like I'm I'm the suffering in your

because I felt that was in a rebanch of some way or a way to say here I'm a little maybe

inconsient if I'm so I'm so I'm because you need to I need to the final

of the day even even is a interesting it's very so it's super curious because how have

been changed because how have been one of I'm having 18, 19 19, I lived

out of the the place, and as the way to I'm going to hear,

I'm you know, how you I'm good, I'm like you like you

to make you talk about and that you know, okay, thank you and I said,

this is the victory. He made the and I'm he had got to he had

got to and I did I'm going to make a but the he had paid to

me, I'm I was that she was a that he was that was that he was

victorious, a way a way way just to lastime. And if he wanted to get to make

a few various times, I know, but I, I know, I was, you were in alcohol?

Then you were, you know, you know, the days of the time? How,

how did you get this time? I consumed the days of the time, a lot

sometimes I thought that had to sometimes sometimes I'm, not has

been I'm used to I'm going to the last time the last time there's a thing you know and what you

did you do you know in what you know of this the this dolor, the disconnection with your

family the culpability about what your mami the the recores and the courtes

and the you had you had got rid of the alcohol and I imagine you did

a circle of people that they were that they You're the people, I imagine that were the people cool,

that's all, they're taking, and fum, and they're, yeah, yeah, totally. And,

yeah, so, a little, my amissaries they were going to be because,

I've had been after a little bit of I'm thinking, because, for example, I'm a friend,

my name, thanks a God, but that in those last few years, we're, we're,

not, no, I'm not cool, that's fumando that mariguan, that's consuming

that alcohol, not so not only was, it was a mariguana. Yes. No, no, I don't

my, no, it was my drug of addiction. For me it's always the alcohol and the

wine, but the marijuana, yeah, the sometimes and when. And,

no, of a time, there was, I was, I mean, I'm, a,

I mean, I'm, I'm, my, marguana me was very very easy to have to

let me asked, I'm, I'm don't want to be six months, and I

did, and it with the alcohol, never could. But, yeah, at the final I'm going to

because, it's dolorous to be on to be the other side and be that a person that's, a little to

be a lot more, because me has to live it now. And I'm so I'm so I'm just because

you're just because you're because you're just the way that you want to you're doing and many

many people even people even because of your pap, not you imagine, so how you're going to be

when falleska to your papa. And I said to my papa, I don't I'm going to do you know to give a

time. Wow. So, so eventually those amissities good, that were saying the

back, then the back. And then were these new new amissaries that were of the

consumer, that no had nothing in their that, that no they were not doing

and we we were to take all the times. And so when when he came

to the pandemic, I was studying the university, living here in the city of Mexico, and, well, with my amissaries here, and so, when it gets to the pandemic, I'm I'm going to go to my department in the city of Mexico, and me regress to live in my house of my papa, that was very difficult.

Yeah. Because in that time, my papa was about his last wife, that for me, me I'd dole in the soul, to be it in the last, me dolea horrible. No, I could understand any a little, and had been taken years new, that I I was, I was a little bit of the 19 in that thence, but at least it was the chiquita and it was the quata. And now, now are you, now are one more there's a lot. So, that's it, so that's the

sense, pertains to with the family, has dissolved still more. Because yeah, like, no, I'm a special I have. Yeah, of what a little bit of that I didn't. Any I'm the chiquita, no my gemilita. Exactly.

My papa is a woman, that's my mom. I mean, I'm I don't

pertainsco. Exactly. And I, in that then in quarantine, I mean, I mean,

with the risa and the wintos of my and I, I, I, I,

I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm back to go, my father, I'm, I'm,

university, and my, my attitudes were so neurotic, they're very desprecable, that obviously the people

yeah no, I'd want about, if I was my own myself, then I'd all my amistavs.

Of all the groups of WhatsApp, of all me got to literally. And I

was I was frustrated, but without quite accept it, and I had four years in

a relation, that I had been in that, I mean, I was, I'm just, I

just, I that was my my best friend in that's my time. She was studying but we gotramed routine of that there's a

no there's a no time we're taking to take all the days. Like at the second two me said

I said you know, you know I'm askeed the wine I said no I don't want to

and you all right and at the time you I don't know I didn't how I didn't

come to I'm but she she's just she because she because no want She doesn't

She doesn't She doesn't So I'm She took With her She took her She took a Media

She'd have Two, three Tras And I I'd I'm I'm at the two Motelette

In my Vida No motivation I was I was Inconciently I was I was

I was I'm doing but with I'm I'm gonna I'm I'm now see to

And then it's just a 25 of May that I'menice. What was more for me is that last boorachera

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consume you put very aggressive me, you're not you're not and me makes a bad.

And I alcoholica I said, I said, yeah, that has has done that has

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In some point in the night in that blackouts, because all the days that time that I was, that time that 24 of Mayo after she

said that various hours after I was a while I'm in the space. That was like the

little moments that I'm in the world of the little bit of because I was I was a

and I had to be suffering, me dolea and I did me I'm sorry I'm

I'm sure, I'm I'm gonna go to the video and I put so in my bolsillo

and I and I'm and I'm I'm gonna this video that I don't I remember to where

I was has been I'm going to you know, you know, you know, you know,

you know, not, but you know, not. Agar you know, you know, and you say,

you're doing, I'm going to see, I'm going to see, I'm going to I'm going to do you know, that I said

a year, how I came to get a my camera, have made a message that he'd be me made,

have been made some story comprometod, I'm, I've been done, I've been done,

and checked my social and I remember I saw I agree with and nobody me wascrib to and I was never said

I was like me do it but I don't want to do you I'm going to my photos I'm

this video completely in black of various minutes and I'm I'm and it

the voice of my my friend that is talking a story is talking about

and so then someone more a voice very ronka and

profound, and he says, no has anything of what you're saying. Literal, you're saying pure tonteria. Obviously, with words much more fortes. So my amiga, he says, if you're does count how you put when you're transforms. I've never

all my life listening, that had a problem with the alcohol, that maybe I'd probably to pay the help, that had a problem, but always I'd find a way to to be to be

even I'm it's not really. Sentit a lot of unobuance and I'm immediately and

there was when I went to the, neither of the sofa and I go to

the bayon and I see in the mirror cruda with the light of the light of

the night before so, I'm feeling asco for me and I

see that me have been vomitado on And I'm the first And the second And the third

I think that I've been a half Living so I think And I'm And I think In that In that precise

moment I'd I've got I've got I'm So I'm I think I think the

I've got a little of a I'm a Cope't more And I can't go And then

I'm going to I'm going to But the Bino But the Well, I'm going to go to go to be in my

and I'm going to and I'm going to be able to get to make of this odor like putrefacto between the bomito, the

cigar, the alcohol, the sudor so I'm to feel so I'm just to feel more because

I'm just because I'm, in that I was that actually I didn't the reason. All right

all the others were the reason and if I was a problem with the

real There's a new You've seen, there's In the whole That's the time Totally. That's when Now I took

Fondo. That for me To talk Fondo, no is the moment necessarily more below your

but the moment in where you say, I don't want to make sure the things and not sentia

that I I merceia living well, or be well, but in that moment

I said, I don't want to live like, I'm not my papa, and there was that I said, Jorge, I'm very crud.

But if I don't you mark, right, I don't you mark never. I think I'm a problemita with the alcohol and I need to me internen. You said,

I think I need that I'm internen. So, that was the shock of the video and the, was the moment, it was the moment

for the moment of transformation. You know, you're, and you're acceptast you. Yeah. No,

I didn't know that, I said, I mean, in that moment to me had said, you are you're alcholic, zero.

I only have a problem with the alcohol. I mean I was, I think. genuinely that that's my mom, or no see, because I was too suburbia. My natural is to be soberbio.

I mean, to give the help, accept that I need the help, me cost a little bit more. But in those then, for me,

it was accepting the derotah, that I had a farcassed. I'd all a life I was trying to demonstrate that I was the first, the independent, and

accepting that needed a help, was accept to the result. But, well, I'm asking, that me going to say, but for what, Nirvana, why, Nirvana, what, that's, that's a carolica, alcholica, and you know, you had, because?

What did? And he said, yes, it's all. It was all. Wow, how it's respected and it's so, and so I'm admiro. And, yeah, all day so.

And what did so? to? At the day next, nothing, I'm going to go to get to do you, get to

a banning a lot of a lot of going to be in a hour. Okay. And yeah, I'm

I'm going. And where you went? I'm going to Guadalajara that I no idea because.

So, so, you said, you're going to help in Guadalajara you're going to go to be

a while to be that's that's what my father. So, metst to

to be to get a minute a one of your in one hour. And I'm like I'm

kind of a call you just get your jeans, some you know you get your passport.

Okay. So I go to the phone, and I'm going to packer. I'm

crying. I'm going to get to get to to be to be to be a sterica

and I'm going to I'm I'm going to go to where I go to

go to where it's color, where it's the frioes, I mean, I've gotcone, or me pants? I mean, I don't have any idea of to get to get me literal. And the only that I had in my head, uh, ingenue, was the movie of Girl Interrupted. I don't know if you've seen.

Anjily, Njali. A hospital mental. Yes, yeah, yeah. And all are like in pants and sootercitos. So I said, well, I'm going to get my suittercitos of lana and of cashmere and my pants. And, and then, and, well, empaque that. little did I know

that I'm that I'm exed but you're going to you're going to an annexo that's a kind of a real estate

beautiful, right, right, or something like that one is what one's imagine that a person

of a family with money does when does when has when it has a totally of drugs or

of alcohol I said I'm I'm sorry I'm I'm going to make a a little,

I'm not, no, not very but in Malibu where I'm my coffee-s in the morning with my

cigarette, yoga, the class of yoga, go to a lot of an al- an ardu to be

a bit of your massages ohio sun, coming in the play in the morning

100% that's what I thought that I was nervous but but with peace.

In the moment that I did I'm sorry because I didn't know I was but I'm sure I'm

accepted. And I'm and I've paid help what you did you did you did you

did you I'm a past curious but then I'm going to Guadalajara I'm

that you yeah that's I'm I'm I'm not I'm that you

where I was, with what people, how many, I don't asked, nothing, all the time. You've got to. I'm going. So,

I'm going to do you go to do this car and there's where I'm where I'm depended to the secretary of my papa. I mean I

just said, subete that car. Bah, I'm so. So, so, the door of the car,

a man, that's back with the cover of vertical. So I was just got a incontentententent,

no. Subet the car. So the cover of the So in the face of the Sore-bockes In fact Like,

I don't know I'm talking Okay Apart it's super Util Because I'm I'm sure I'm sure

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah We all right We know We're just in the

In the pandemic Yeah Fatal And you said Well this You know You know You know

No You're It's gonna Yeah No Well Good Yeah

So I So I'm No, I don't ask you to the rancro of Vicente I'm not there

to be a tequila to the to get to you know, I'm going to have been I used the

but it but it but resulta that these people had a

going to inauguror an in Tepatitlan Jalisco so then we were in the

car and me went and I went to two three things that I always

been a person not I'm like the Plata mundane. The small talk

I'm sorry, I'm in quiet, I'm sorry, you're just about about to talk about something,

I'm going to think, I'm like to think and it's like that I'm going to and I'm going to

ask, that's what's I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, how many,

you know, I'm 20. The top of the tapabok has bolted you've been said, yeah,

no, well, yeah, we're , So we've gone to the group, and I used

my first joint of double A. I don't I remember to nothing more than you. You've been a group of

alcoholics anonimo? Yes. Okay. What do you do? These people have the compromise

to go to the inauguration and then we went to the group and we came to the group and the people who

are coming in the car, and I'm doing in the car with the senior of the car of the other. And at the side, and at the

she said, she's to share in the group. And in the Junta, Compartee, I'm, you know, I'm a goate, that I don't want to share my Papa with nobody. And I'm, what on the people? For me, I mean, I mean, I mean, I'm more yeah, I'm more than me. And I'm trying to

share, I'm just so much I'm, well, I'm, so... You can't say what you're gonna, it's a podcast. It's like to do you know, can't, but... And I'll, can't talk, or... Obviously. It's more

I like the people that before. Before we did it. We're doing the stuff.

So, so so let's let me talk to hear that Christal, Crico, Michas, prostitution,

violations. All right. I said, I'm a cavae, I'm, where I'm I'm sorry. I'm

I'm more to fear of the really, but I don't said nothing. We got

from the house. I remember that the cubre- vocas, me I'm, I'm going to

get a minute, I'm really with much a minute, because I'm in a little in a

man, I'm in my case, it's a panic. A don't my manned to my papa?

Literally. And then I'm so I'm going to ask you, what you what you consume?

No, well, that alcohol, but a sometimes marijuana but more alcohol, oh, okay.

And every kind of the time, I don't know, the time, because no I'm not in my

life, but so no, but that's blah, blah, and at the final I said, I can't

see that you can't be you know, well, you know, is he's, so you know, obviously I don't see anything

for my father. So, that's not. Like I was to be resenting nothing. Nothing,

no, so we're back to Tepatitlan and we went to to the cover-bocas me says,

you're going to do you're going to the house of this senior, the that had said,

I said, jole, what I'm going to, so we're going to to be able to do you, I remember that's I'm going to forget,

I'm going to a cell, and a and a menaceero with a palo santo. I don't know what was

a palo santo, and I thought it's a guyo and marijuana. It's very. So,

so I'm very great. Very very. No, well, I'm very very much

and my father me man made here. So, then me says the

signora, oh yeah, I'm, I'm a big lot of a lot of you know, and I'm

well, well, I'm a no, it's that me no, I'm not I'm used the

no more I'm not after the alcoholics anion yes, I'm sure to offer you

do a exactly, exactly, I'm I'm just like I'm quite but

well, I'm I said, no, no, I'm just, but I'm good,

so I'm sure, who knows when you when you well, well, one,

one, And I'm I'm going to And I'm going to You know, I'm going to I'm a cigarro And I'm going to I'm going to

You know, How do you You know, I'm going to This man I know this This man's I'm not

I'm going to And I'm I don't me I'm going to You know, I'm just That's a Well, then I

That's the Manimimimus I don't see No idea Indifference I'm I don't want A relation

And I And he And I said, and you have your men, you know, well, I'm going to complicated, but, well, thanks. And I said, what on with this chismosa? Sure, me will be grabar and it will be to go to do with, I don't know.

And I'm saying, well, if you want to go to go to sleep, tomorrow we'll go to go to costar, I'm going to go ahead, mariguana, mescal, temascal, super well, thanks, papa, you know, super-emoconata. And yeah, at the day the day the day

the day the next I'm just to that's the what are you what are your words?

I'm, with this sir, I'm not I'm here I'm not I'm not no I'm

no idea indifference no exist because one never did in a movie in a movie in a

yeah you gotrace the the thing you're what you're what you is that

obviously if you know you know you know indifference retiresso total, he says

Jorge, no Papa why you you need help us what that's what I'm super interesting

because no to someone else I know some other another other friend you know yeah

that's so I'm very interesting because now now I've my my

my respect so he he he was me my time

me gave my my space all all all that all

and I and a past to all the courage that I I don't

I don't accept that I I'm that I'm I'm much

I'm a lot of muchismicement, obviously, and many because I'm always knew, that if in someone

could confi in a person, and that's someone could help, I'm going to be a

despite of that he didn't say, but I never was that's all your parenting. It was

you need to you. Totally. Oboio, it was and you dole in your

carson, not to not have what you were to, you, but it

was a a that's you can't manage it and you don't know the indifference

yeah, with you know I'm not I'm sorry I'm not you know it's natural but I'm

I'm just I'm just all the people I'm gonna you need a good relationship

because if no you you're not you're you're not to be you're gonna you're

not even you're that's that's that you don't know I'm different

I don't I need my family I don't need to my my papa I'm

I'm And I'm really I'm sorry. And I'm a way of a different. I know,

I know you know you've a diet based in plants since how's, nine years? Nine years.

So, you know, I was in middle of the problem of alcoholism with a diet

based in plants. At the 14, me, I said, you're de gana.

Uh-huh. Yeah. So, for one with a idea, with a food,

or no, or for what was the vegan? in my case simply

for the animals. For those animals. I'm, I'm very chican, very antisocial. A me,

the people always have been much panic. It's more, I think my my fears is to be in a quarter

without a person of my fears medos, literally. Well, here we're. But this is

more easy, you know? Because, me me you get to question to questions, but in,

so, if not, to start a to a conversation with a panic, it's. So,

the chiste is that I, the chiste is that much more for the animals, because no me d'i'n't it's easy, you love them

to love them back, and you're not, the cabo the dog, the perritte not you do yougues, that's the magic

of the animals, actually, yeah. And, and I always me really chica, I didn't

that I'm not God to decide when when it's going to be to turn the life of someone

and at the two years I remember that one I remember that one I remember that they were a cameo

a cameo, and I felt a and then in a caro. I mean, I saw a

back. And very intelligently to the video, they did you get a little because you know,

that's more a little when you're not, you know, when you make a back.

The speciism. And there I think I all the life are like all the years. So,

no, me, I don't be a good, I'm doing a lot of

many things of things of there's there's a very low-pezo. So, me my papa, right now, this is very small. And at the 14 years, we've gone to

India and not to eat meat. So, very maniosament, me I did vegetarian, yeah. And I I'm, I'm going to say, Papa, I'm going to eat a vegetarian, and I'm going to eat in my life. Well, well, with that no backes much of peso and say, is a goodologist, go, and go to

eat a newtriologist. So I've done a year of vegetariana, and yet since vegan, but to what I go is that I'm going, is that I'm I don't think my life is for my life is more than the of a dog,

the dog, the of a lot of a and the for that's just vegan. And all of this was going to the same time

that you're in this terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible, so very interesting, yeah,

very, very, very interesting. Because it's the stereotype that one could think of

a person alcoholic, because one would say, no, well, if it's vegana,

you have a concientsia. Yes, but we're going to to put a people to the people in in cajitas, right?

Like, here. It's the piece back here. And the life is so much. Yeah.

We're going to think also that the vegan are good, I mean, I'm eating chips and tachis and Oreas

and Pina for all the day, you know, no, they need to be more about that. We're not

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after the mescal and the cigarette, and you're up, and you're, to, where you go? Well, the day next, we subed to car

another with the same people of the other I'm remember that I'm

there are a lot of there's a carretta and there you know you're you're

about you're no more I'm a question about and I'm no question to and it

we're like a big and it was like a barda of various like three four

meters with a with a armado of a little we we're

and then I was I was I'm the Feliz. It's like... A lot of

a barra in a barred with a car in pure a lot of there. There were backas

so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm so innocent emocent

emoconated to go to Emoscel is that I've been those nobles to the two I'm

to be on themasca that's I'm that I'm that that I I'm

I'm But then... But not confundas Thailandia with the market here in Mexico. No. Peor, eh? Peor than that's

you know, you know, more than I'm that's... What's... One of the when I... In Berlin,

we were in the class of German, then you'd say, you said, oh, well, I'm a... I'm 23 years,

I'm of Mexico, and I'm from... So, then you go to the side of me and he says, I'm here,

I'm here, I'm so... I'm... I'm... I'm... ...and I'm... I'm Mexican.

Fatal. You're are you don't know in Guatemala say about my

excuse me ignorance I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm to say

to the man to yeah that God God I

I mean one I'm also I'm yeah I'm Guantau

Guadalachara Guatemala Nirvana God is, you know, so supera the movie,

but well, it's good that you're so you can't talk so you're so you get to get a

a barra and the bachas and the emascal so I'm very emotional so I'm very we're in the temascal and

yeah well we're thinking super super well when I'm my mom my papa and in that they're

in those there's and I'm They say, give me to your cellular, your

your and your malet. And there was a bachron. Mm-hmm. So,

I'll give in a port- port-a me say, pass-allet. So,

is that, well. Quintan us, that can't, no. It's a

long in the story. You, do, you, do you do you

do I'm done, canceling my class of yoga. Excellent. I'm so

proud. No, count us. Total that we got uprored the and there were like six companions in the

piece of those of the covigitas of quadrits so it was it was all they're a so they're in the

so a lot of I'm going to look at see with those so I'm paniqueyada I'm gonna to buy them

to sell to make so you then they're they're they're they're gonna get at

the I'm I'm gonna take photos and for the portfolio so

then then you do you do you I'm, I'm going and I'm going to get to bea

to bea in, then I'm, so, I'm waiting the water, no? Me said, no,

there's a boiler, metete. So, soberia, like, I'm, so, so I'm,

so that you know that I'm doing that I'm very, with all the time, I'm done I'm doing

I'm done I'll take a maleta, thank you. No, here, all, we always use the same. Bah. So, then I'm change, me salgo, and me sitan with this chava, and me say, well, for today you're going to to be here, she'll be a lot,

and you'll tell, to be there's a lot, and that's what, so, yeah. So, then I'm sitting, and me to say, here no, there's to be a world of the afloorah, here you don't come to be friends, no you're going to be to see, no vas to be nobody in the box,

no you're going to do whatever, not you're going to not you to move, at least that you'll be and then you don't want to ask you

do you want to don't want to you know, you don't ask you what is this nothing, nothing I was going to

I'm saying I was like like those that put in the page and that then they're connected with the end up

so it's so it was so I'm so without going to connect those the filet so in this

this chava when when I said, but I said, I mean, I don't understand, because they

are you're going to answer with the right? And I said, but why with the right and I'm

with the right? I mean, and if were surta, I'll answer to the hand to make a second,

but, I mean, so, because I'm the right, and I'm there's

there's and there's and there and then you say, but why why do you say,

and why not more, the light red, but it's light, but no, that no,

that's there. I don't understand I wanted to You thought You thought of So you Yeah

And so And yeah I remember I remember that I was a I'm sure that I was doing then I'm

getting to this is there are a quarter of desintoxication The people that get in the hospital

or at least this type of annexos normally are people that are intoxicated

with drugs much more more fertes crystal heroin things

that do you do sometimes months of some also, people who are

days without dorm, a time, and so, without without eating,

so they're to get in this work, and the only thing is you're in your life,

and then I don't understand, but then I'm just I'm going, you're going, you're going to

go to be to the granja, and I'm, but I'm, what is the granja, but I don't

ask about I, I was trying to decifrard and I start that one

a company the question, well, how much time will be to be here? And I, and I said, no, that the process you're going to define, how much time you're going to be here. And I, okay, well, I'll say that I want to start three months because I have to enter at the university. So I have a thing to do with my life, no? No? No. Obviously, your time no, you know, but it's coges with your

discipline and your honesty. And I'm to hear that, I remember that in those days, the chava

with the time, and he starts to the window and he says, oh, he's

he's one, poor-sit no know, that of this so I,

but I, so I, that I, I had, I was to get to get to get to

and I started that, they were they, they were, they, so,

So I felt much MEDA And I said Where did I My dad I thought I said My Papa

thought that I was making other things but I just I only I don't have anything

I can't I'm I'm so much MED And those days also There was like

there was like a ventanal of a and I I I was

I was I was I was that right that that is responsible caretons,

right that's to be at the a while, I'm a little bit of a puberty, I'm put a little to put in

the coo and I'm going to say, look, if not you need to get a little, I'm going to and then you

want to get to and yeah, but then I'm imagineate, the daughter of Jorge Hank, she's suicide

in an annexo and that was what me motivated. To not to do it. PURO

literal. I'm to hear of that I'm that's just well, well, but I guess

more beautiful. Eventually I'm to go to the grander. The grand is the

annexo as a nexus, and I'm with pures and I'm so I'm getting to start the

discipline, me say, you have to do the things, that we're going to eat this

and that so that's so that's to make sure to make sure how it does it the first

two two two times that you assigns a company that you will

do a company In best of you start listening the discipline and doing I'm going to

I'm going to think, I'm going to get to be able to be able to talk to talk about and I'm

going to say that I'm to say that I'm going to say that I do my cellular and a charger and

I'm a Uber, I'm going to I'm in Guadalajara to Tijuana, I'm, I'm cruised to San Diego

and I'm going to annexar to to San Diego because I no to do any to do any to

do any to do. So, to the 15 days, or 14, me passan to talk to the responsible. I don't know how I did. Well, yeah,

manipulate, obviously. And then I'm to talk to talk with the responsible and I said, I think here there was a error.

My papa, I sure, I thought that was going to other things. I only consume alcohol. So,

me, my mom, is my bad, my abuela, well, I'm, I'm sure,

that I'm to come. And I and I'm said, look, she are, they are

they are alcoholics and she's addicts but I don't have nothing to do I'm going to he's a he's just he's a

oberbiate and I'm in my head that's that's that and I said me listen to get to this surely you

you know you know you're going to you're going to get to do all what you you're going to do this place so let me

I think that I was going to doble to and me he said, I'm you know, if

you're in- you're in-est but you're a-nexed, get to siter. Tomalah. A bas-honsote. So,

I've got two years fantasied with that I'm to get a time I was my cellar never,

I never thought that I'm going to be to answer. That's, there's, there's, there's, there's,

there's, there's you there's you know, that's using. Well, they're going to let's

know, manioser, sure, I'm going to let's let's see of here? That, that actually, me I remember that, curiously, one of those

first days, when I get, well, I know, well, then I'm going to Hanka. A-da. So, the night, he'll talk to a responsible with me, and me says, oh, yeah, to care your nominimato, you're going to change your name. How do you?

And I'm, well, then I'm a problem. So, then I'm I'm a couple of the service doors, in the annexo, me try them to a because me said,

ha, ha, ha, that said that's that she said that's named after Hank and he's and then he's called and I'm just but I'm

like they're like so you can't say nothing I'm just I'm like yeah but that's a so you're

so you're so you're so they're like to get to start to come to get to like to get to to say hey

you're not you're more important than nobody and you're going to do this is that Like I, the day

the day next to the day next to I'm exiled. So, I'm made around to the first place where they were

to be able to a place, and at this place, and at this other clinic. And there was two more months,

until that they were to go to the house to the house of me to come. But in

this first grander that I'm in a treatment, canion, and I remember that one

the responsible just, after I after I was after, after you and he's presented in the commedore,

no? So, because from all are, all are so all right and they're in pretty

and then so, and so something, something, something, you know, you know,

my does it about your whatever, the money, that you have the

money, you're not, you're an annexed more, that's a little bit of she's

and I'm and I'm and I said, this, this, this, it's

that's this, she's about me. The of the Cien annexed

it It's It's personal And yeah, It was very complicated And during the Process,

Volving to the thing of Have you, you've got a Because the alcohol of the

cold of the I imagine I'm doing food vegetables vegetables or you're

doing eating to come Sano I'm thinking Yeah You're

in desintoxication your your body did have some to where you

the alcohol I need to something? Thank you, no. I never

I'm not. I never when a dependentia is when a question to I'm not, I'm not

I'm not I'm not because I'm at the 5 all of people start to take to not make a

so I'm alcoholic, then the alcoholics to take in the morning then I'm so I'm not a alcoholic

so I'm yeah, so so I'm so, so so I'm so never took some symptoms of

withdrawal of abstinence No, No, never Tumlorinus, thanks a God no, and really

really was so paniqueed mortified for what I was living so that was that was going to really never

really never was really never never you never and you you're going and you

yeah yeah more more than less more than so I mean I mean

I was actually at because me I made make much because

because the majority of the people that get in there are so they're so they're much food

much, I remember a lot of much rice and so I was really really going to get a

because I was super in diet before to get there and then and then the fact

the really the truth I was over the nine days, I remember there my madina

the that, the fact, the manned at the car in the car, she was in my madrina and then

he came to talk about and I felt a little of the little bit of a little a car

known compared to all my companies annexedas no so I'm so I

gave me a cigar so I just I just I sent a comfort super cool of that

yeah it's a fun of my reality of this anexo so

we started we And I remember that I said, but I'm about how you're going to obviously not, I'm not

I'm sorry I'm doing the help I'm going to be super false super falsea super false yeah

me sound a live of Instagram 100 so like because in Instagram everything all is all this bad

all we're we're happy so we yeah yeah so that was that was a false

per capita in my prepotency in my victimization and not I'm never

know that I'm that's the most that's that first I'm I'm

asked you I'm my motherna I'm super good madina super super

father we we're on the month I compete

compete my my mom my mom my my my

and I could and I could be not that that that was that. I meaned about I was a lot Pintiading me that I'd tell you that story. For you, it was a

really, I don't suffer a little. Yeah, because also, I costed much accept my suffering. Because the suffering of many other people we want to be like, well, okay, she's alcoholic, but because she's a little abuse,

a violation, or so, because something something she has had a justification. But I said, well, I don't have a infancy I'm like I can't say that I've got infancy good.

I mean I costed much derot me and accepter that I'm too often me too that my not even thought that

my parents not to be there in my case it costed much time to accept it and more accepter that I was

that I was that I was that you were that you're that you're you need but my time you're

talking about the time you're and it's experience your and your life.

I was the first days, I'm sorry they're so they did you you're going

to be able to you're that you know, in Berlin a year and that you did

you know so I was so I was a man I'm I'm to make my

feeling my fond of something. So like no something your dolor was the door was the

lossence yeah was my It was a It was to You're a Abandoned Yeah, but

At least That's my Error, That's the I was always I remember that When I was When I was

Whenerer's He had been To have been to Because you To be at the Two, I was Yeah, I was Well, you

You know You did you You know I was never To be a Even before In the Surveational

mediocre, but those are my first semas, comparates, compared me with the companyers. Until that one of the Chist of the AA not is comparat, but identify a point of

comprehension. And it I was perfectly one way that a companyer told a story that very, well,

very, was very, very, a 14 years, suffered a question of her brother and termed her

and I'm embarrassed and I didn't know how to say to her and his father. Wow. And her way to escape was

to turn to see her she's going to the story of how she was about about and the fear to do you

to get to know, fear that they were to get her tired, all those those fears,

when I know I'm that companyera I don't pass for the same as she, but I think the

same things I sent you the same to you did you to think to suicide to?

To you when I I saw that I'm a lot of the carer's in the escalarys

and I'm talking about I'm trying my mom here right but I'm going to find there about

what I'm going to say the people who's going to do that that's things I think about

and when I'm going to I think I'm a point of that's the point of these is the

these are these and much other things and you're blockiards but many things that I

don't I don't want to accept it, but when I hear my reality in the book of someone more, there is when I'm atrebo, I'm also to be in a spejo. Yes, and there is when I'm going to sanar the things, and eventually, I'd be a madrina and then when I'd start to talk more and more

with her, with much fear, much of admit, and, of course, it's dolorous, to, to be able to bring all those areas of the past, and I don't understand how and why me going to to make sure.

But also I'm in your good to get your blue. That nobody

to give to give to give to get to get to let you deliver. Or that

they're in a kind of then the then I'm I'm not so I'm sure,

but I do you do because I need to get to get to quite

before. It was very mannosa but I was disciplin and

eventually then I went I'm going to my light and I

you do you do you do you to have you a little a little a little

yeah I'm a little a year in that a group a little yeah eventually

me do my light and I go to a house that's

that's your function to be an intermediary between the clinic and your

life normal much much people so so it's he's all

and it's but I think firmly that you can't And then

you're in taking, you know, a year and a half was the process, no?

A year and a year. And when you're you're came to the city of Mexico?

You're you with your father to Tijuana? No, when I

went to visit a many times to my father, I, I was my

first a family. I think, like, like, five years, that were going to

live with more, and and I'm and then then then I'm I'm very mageousamely

I'm going to get to the university because there's if they can't say no so I'm so I'm

in the city and I when I was when I was in the group in the clinic I said to my madrina

is that I was that I did get to because I didn't put with that discipline because me was a

I was a great to get crudy to get a and then I'm I'm exigued in the concurses and like not

I'm going all the time and then defraudable my papa so I'm really got to that's

so I'm to get to but I would like I would be really like I'm a really

that's not I'm just I'm just but I'm I'm just I'm just I'm and I'm

always I'm always I'm always I'm used the service to write all the days.

I fascin't, me changed the life. And then I'm moved to the university, and I'm going to get to

and then I'm going to know, I don't know I'm going to you know, you know, what you

did you know your heart? Yeah. Yeah. So, if you're light on the eyes,

and you're different when you're about that that's so. That's so,

the animals and the amounted always has been my most my more my I see and I was I'm

so much I'm sorry yeah? Well, 24 hours nothing more always always you know

that's the that's the technique I'm supposed there's this ideology to live all over the plan of the 24 hours that is literal

today I'mannesco and at least I'm a lot I'm just to thank you my more more of life one more in sobriety

no way more in sobriety I don't know how you're going to consume so thank you, so thank you for never to let's get your own own and that's your only me and that's

only for today for so so your mission day is today is today? I remember that my madrina I said

madrina but how I never I'm going to I'm going to talk I mean I I thought I to make a double A that they're to

take me two copies two shots of vodka not more you know with a bitcuitita of a yeah but that

but that no a life in sobriedad. I mean, I see quite motita of a time. Nothing.

And I don't understand. So, how? How I'm going to live a life sobria?

How, and in my bode how I'm going to do do? And when I'm going to

do you do you know, how do you I'm saying, for a nirvana for today not you

for you tomorrow tomorrow, but for not. Sure. Because if it's a loza

enormous, never difficult for an alcoholic accept that sentence of a day for the other, you know, but to start

to live all for today, a me has changed the life, yeah, in the consumer,

but also to be a little on, for today, me going to get a exercise,

today I'm going to do you to work, today I'm to do the person that I'm a person that I

want to get a diet, because you you're still a lunace, because you're

a man, the things are on all, nothing, I've learned it, that nothing

you know, I know that's perfecting that my life not is for always, and I'm 23 years, but who can't

be, perfectly my life can I'm gonna, you know, I mean, for you, in order, having done, I've always wanted to do, and being the person that's ever, Thank you for these 24 hours. Well, thanks, thank you.

For what you've been pasted? Why can you tell your story, Nirvana? Because I imagine that at the when you came to your time ago, I've been to a year and a half of rehabilitation. Because you've got to get them the cellular.

How many? One year. Without, so, without you, no publiced on your social, no WhatsApp, you disappeared.

When you're when you're when your friends, all the world I thought you, at least I'd like to hear that I'm saying

I don't know I'm done I'm sure I'm sorry I'm sorry that the other I was like I'm much a very

to be a infirmat but sure that all of that I'm in a situation obviously but a

me I was a much a very so when I when I'm to see to see to see

this year this year then I went to Europe with my family and with my and with my mother and she

moved to move that I used to get a mudders things. Mentirosissima but with but with all to be able

to cut out because the truth was I was much a very yeah then I'm inventable

history and that and that's I'm going to do you're going to do my video and all they're

but I'm but to be I'm sure I'm not you know what obviously all you know obviously all

you're alcoholic, and that's realtyation, but well. So, total that's a first video with much

going to practice the 12th of pass, that is to share the message. And I

had a good to help to help to that I was I'm,

I thought that the old was the man that was that he was not in the

other in the I was I was I was a lot of and I had much I was

I think six years in consume but because I was able to give a idea a and that could

go to a group of a was to sign a contract with that I'm a predidora and I'm not

I know that any I was to share to pass the message and submit video

then was a I'm a I'm a I'm going to I'm going to many people and there's many people

and they're and they're I'm saying, and they're things that get in the heart and even people

and even that's like to you know how to help to do I mean I said at

the first I never in my life I thought that for you accept my vulnerabilities I was able

to help someone more and neta it's me has that many years

that I've thought that not mercees the life that no I'm that's nothing to

that's that's a lot of a lot of that's a great, and for

a question what you to say to be to be to be a person and that you

can't someone that you could be that person to that that child to that

that child to that someone that has a someone that has a

that has a family that has I think the majority we've been to have you been very certain in autodestruction negating

as much as as you know what you're saying what he's a friend who has been a friend who fellesio and I I'm a time we've been to

a time of Robert Kiyosaki and he went to Phoenix to see if he was to get at my house He was he was a casted by his

he was caught to coqueting with a friend and they went and I'm what you're going to do you no no no

for favor I'm not so I'm going and I'm what I'm and he's and it's and it's

it's like we we're going to we're going to let's we're going to you're you you're going to you're a

good man magnificent man executive of the the people more intelligent and more incredible

that I've known in my life. He was a real man. It's a transformation. Yes.

She went to Las Vegas and she had said a day's the wife saying,

what we did it she was rehabilit but but he was a little

and fellesio after the alcoholism and then I was so I'm with much care

and then we dole to us so what you to do you know I know

I know we know we have we have to do. What is someone who has a familyer or an friend friend, a friend, a family, and what is someone that's happening for that? What is

your advice for someone like? First, that, I with the time of my mom, I get to understand that not all the almas that are in this world are destined to live to the 100 years, plenos, and

felons. There are many people who are coming to to get us in the way to show us to all the other many other

lessons and if they're their time in a time it's because

they're they're a purpose that me a lot and

so and well the alcoholism the really is a very

very very very very really because I also

I'm I'm very to be a people and those

and they are coming they're how, how's they're going to and so it's very much,

not? Because those you're just for their egoism because they're in the other but I'm also I'm

so I'm so I'm so in my case when I was using many people and they're saying,

NIR, I think you you're a problemita with an alcohol, why don't you need

you're not you're internas or you know there's there's a re-haps, why not you and when

when I'm there were many many many people you're you will you'll let's go over to cuter.

I mean, I mean, I'm a other. But I'm caused a lot that's and much

resentment. So, in instead of them to talk to make your word, the only that you

did you are, but you are you to come to do to do? It's more, you know,

you're not my friend, and those was my life. And that's what you

when an alcoholic is in consume, all, all the hypersensible, all

it's very dolorous and very costoso. So, when you get to say your truth and one, that is not is to accept your reality, the only thing is what has done

all his life. So when you when you have a family, a person kind of, a friend, a man who is a man,

for an addiction, for ludopatia, for some type of a sort of a or some padeciment emotional,

the best what you can do you, the is to love them, that they can confiar in you, for that at least they can

talk to talk with a person. And eventually, will get the day where they talk in the and decide to change their

life and want to give the life. And how beautiful that can't feel the confidence in to come

to ask to you? How did you you with your father? Exactly. Yes. Yes.

Yes, yeah, but, yeah, it's very dolorous and it's very costos, but no,

you know, to care, give us, and we're going to do you, the bestiards, and the best, to be there

until that they want to want to, do you, can't, you can't get to not,

no, because they're to be because they're going to get to simply. It's

very dolorous of the really, and it's very costosos, but for other other

other side, I think that's to look at the type of things, something we're in we're doing

we're doing too. And that person is too not. To talk about. To talk about is the

principle of the solution. A mean a man one of this said, that's a bendition

to talk because you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know,

you know, there's already just left to be right, that's all that's good, I

I'm in my friend that's the that's a future, that's his life, it was a

matter, it's a woman, he said, you're going to you know, I'm not going to support this,

then I'm not a card, I mean, I remember that was an executive very, was my chief, it was an

executive very high of an company international, and he, and he, he made a calle an email,

where he he said to all, to his clients, to his friends, to the family,

that was alcoholic and that was in rehabilitation during I think six months and he was out of contact and he was he decided to internar and he was

to where nobody nobody saw where nobody said and he said he went to another person she, regressed her the

same the alcoholism because that is the thing when when when an alcoholic when a tequila a tequila a beer a transformation

incredible is like it's like other person, no? Yes, and is what I percate from the first time I was that a great characteristic of the alcoholic is that one of the first that is not

it's impossible. And it's a change radical? Is another human? Yes. Obviously the alcohol has its effects in

the human and there some people, it's potentializes his, his enoch, his courage, then those they're

they're invents, but something very very very we're just to make you

the question to not not get to not sure I'm responsible of the thing you

I'm in I'm sure but I'm not but the reality is that you no Irvana

I'm always been there there there there's there not much

I'm not manifestar like like I'm very very very miedos perfectly

I'm perfectly I've been been but I'm never much me

I'm but for I'm not I'm For today, I want to be the story and is honest. But those fears are being being part of me

and in the alcohol. One of the last you're consuming salem parts of your personality, nefast as, as I was a supermently very very, I wastimore to

many people, but really was I was a little different. And what what to do your friend because that was

for him, I suppose, it's your spiritual. And there many times that every person has

it's a way way to make my voice in that video was what I did you I need to

need to change that's my phone but there are people when they get to their family when they're

when they're when they they're when chocked and I also I also I also I also

I met in things things but my fund was I'm, because

it's because it's it. I'm like I'm a problem so I'm really a problem

yeah, every person every person has a moment to talk for him in the family because

obviously his wife has made that she had gone with my family seven days

in Las Vegas those they're they're not not that you know that I'm not that I'm

I'm I'm casted I'm I'm in the in the in the in the

in the in the in the time well, it was seven days terrible and he was

going to get to do you because it's disappeared seven days of the job, the novi

of my was in the time, the two were alcoholics, so they connected and they were and they were

a disaster it was like the, of a movie, exactly, and the and the

wife's and the what we do you see what we did it so I mean

I'm I'm what I what I do? I said, I don't know, no see. I'm, where is that? I'm, no, I'm sorry.

I'm, and me, and I'm, and I'm duele with all the heart, but what we did we do. And so, and so, and so it was a wonderful human, but to talk about, the alcohol, entrava, and it was another person. Yes.

It's what I've ever been to say, that my father was that I was alcoholic, or my mom, was the reason for the reason for that they were that's recently I was born in my father the

I'm always I'm a lot to have me had been a old oldical and and this this is a man he starts

to say, I'm going to know my father, I'm going to and I know my my mom

and I'm he said, oh, how you're you're going to say, he said, he said,

he said, he's, he got retorted, he'll say to say, I'm going to say, pardon,

if I'm put sentimental, but he's he said, I did and I've done to dole of that you

there's a lot of you know, there's a lot of all right, I'm going to my papa, I wasobstabst about sobriot,

talking the organ and so talking, wow, what a man so marvell I'm a man, I met you to the albert,

I had an hotel in Acapulco me made to the albert and me did my first class of natation and all, I'm getting a last year, I'm going to be

my mom, I'm going to be my mom, God, then, he said, you know, you're going to,

you're going to, you get to, and I'm going to get, I'm sure, I'm not, never had

never had never, I'm, and I'm, I'm, and I'm, I'm, I remember,

I'm, I remember that I'm, I'm, to get, to be, and I'm, and I,

and when I , you know, he'd be, so, he's, he'd be, and I, and I,

did you know, I'm, he'd he'd, the, I was in his hotel and all the days I've got to

him he had a colonel of the military very in Acapulket one day

was sobri and it was the only day in my life where we we were the only

day where I asked what I was to do with my life I I asked for my

mom and I took for and the day I did I again to

he never to go in my life So, so, yes,

but experimented in various occasions how in some people the alcohol enter, and it's like

the, like the movie, you know, the mukees and the little bit, it's another thing.

It's a monster, it's impressive. It's impressive, what some people, it's probably, thank you good,

of the very and how beautiful, how you know, what you can't hear your head and that's what really, I mean, I remember in a tribunal

to have to have to record the murder of my mom and, I mean, I mean, that when I was to be to

her, there were in the people, were in the the carmenors and a doctor and I, I mean, I

with the I, but why not curates to my mom? I want to my mom?

I don't want to be, I don't want to behe, I wanted to make me a mom, but why me abandoned after? Why me left? If I have 12 years and my coate, too, why not you've left? I mean, that revivir, all those emotions and givele a voice, I suppose, to your head. I think it's what to me, me, me, changed the life, and what beautiful. And is that, the realadism is a problem is super-triste, because not we're not

people badas but we're people that we're we need to a way that we need to

that's a problem, of that that's the same, and we're and we we're not

we're not you know you know you're not you know you know you're not you're

euphoria or eventually you not and it's a really that's a very really hard

and how affect people to our world. But I think that more me allienta to continue

to keep my story and to be doing it so I'm beautiful and start to think it's

about the thing that perfectly it can be to be to you

and me to a to any a whatever irrelevant of sex

a position socioe economic occupation physical ed, gender

nothing a Any person to be a lot of a lot of the around around consumed in the

substance. But, after a rato me asked about that if could ask to you a thing is perfectly

that's perfectly human, it's completely normal, feeling envy and then anger, and resentment,

pain, and the is completely normal and human. And it's valid. The

to be able the help not means that you mean, it's less than the other. For nothing, it's completely human and even I applauded. Felicities for care of something for you and for your

life. The therapy not only is for the locus or for those who have some people that want to feel is better. And it's completely valid. All right. Everybody we're living well. If you're bad, it's very easy. Vivir perdied in the alcohol, in the substance is easy. The start and play for your life, there's how complicated, but if it's it's worth it, but nobody to be able to give.

You have to sell and to play for it, a day-on-day. And it's a, it's a way different, but if you're the same result.

Because what you are trying to do with the alcohol, as is to escape of the pain. So, at

cartartes, I prefer I prefer to feel this pain, imagine how much, imagine how that's the

pain of the pain of the load of a shortada physical, that's small,

compared to the dolor that's in the right. So, you're to get

from the and the therapy, the work is the problem, only the

difference is that you can't get the way, you get to get to

the lot, the sort of, the end, to enter and if

there's a start, but you have to do, it's like when something

is like a a erreda. You know, you know, you know, you know, it's whatever thing to not togartel. Well, for sanar, you have to be

a bit of a pus and go to look horrible. Exactly. But when it's what there is there on, Irvana? Exactly.

It's that's a lotcura my life, the day of today. I never thought that I was going to be

a little. I never thought that I mean, I know, I also, I before, when I was I'm rebecca

that sonrisa because you will be a man and he is going to because not you can't be able to

perfectly, for something me kept I'm in this life, a past of the times that

the times that I attended in my life, I was, I was I was,

I was out of the carterterer and I had the door and and for favor, that I

never, that I'm the quantity of the I'm that I'm that I'm contra of my

life and that irrelevant to that the day of all the day of this

I'm I'm I'm a I think that God has a thing that I'm

that's a thing that I'm a lot of my life that I adore

to my family with all my my my dad is my my

my my I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm

I'm I'm I'm I'm so I I'm so I I

you see because you I sent me my mom and I've learned that with all my friends I mean,

I mean, we're just we're making we're seeing, I have learned that the life not is for

always, the people around not are going to be to be to but for today,

I'm going to take and I'm to say the truth, that I'm that I'm and that

I'm I'm a life. I'm a full of love, of many miracles and many blessings,

thanks a God. Practicates yoga, no. No, meditas? I do. I do exercise. I'm a lot. And so?

And you're a life spiritual? Practiccas to do some religion? No, I don't know. I don't know.

But I do in a power superior that today I go to say God, but perfectly could have

another number. But for me my power superior is that that's the that's the that's the day

to the day of day of day. That's the day and that I think it is perfect in the life too. And with your

father, I'm so, I'm sorry. That's, what's good that in life you can say, I'm

that you know, that you're going to get to a papa to am I. That's precious because

now is being vulnerable. Now that maybe that that little, that's a little, five,

six, seven, seven years, is that's what I'm saying to what I'm what I'm going to I'm going to

I'm going to I'm not quite I'm not I'm not because it's like to accept the derogues to give the

victory to him I feel like but neta I'm glad I'm all the days that thanks to God he's

my papa and today still in life and still in that I'm that I have been the pastes with

him and another that we never in my I've been any of the little

I'm in the way to tell you know, I'm my life and my never I'm

never I'm really that I'm really I'm really about the thing that's publicament you're talking to I want to be

I've not to be not I'm in a conference okay my podcast my podcast so it's

a time but then he's a bit and then and the communication with

your momita I mean obviously not can be in the plan of physical because

not it physically but it and it exists so how is your communication

with you how you how you know but one one of the

four months annexed I think he was just the padrino of the

cur of bocas and he said he said he said he's mehumilad

Nirvana so what what he he made you do you do you

do that's what is that is that he's how how

how like how how sembrar humold in you

to let tell to to to Then then... Yeah, it's like

to doverby and... Ah. ...toe To open... You abres, to hear what do you

do they're because when you know, you're saying, look, here your pantalones

those you're to get a back, you you're going to pay permission for all and you

and you and you all, so, so, for, for example, to take a

word, to take a time, and that's that's discipline, at the principle is,

it's, it's a very rigorous, a majorer and so, in the life of outside,

I mean, I mean, I'm my reporte, if you're manifest, me take into

a matter with a good, so all the all the days, I'm going to my madrina,

and also, in, in your moment, when I, when I lived in the group,

for example, and I had, um, no, some service to do, so,

if I, you're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, to

give a permission to your suburbia by saying you can you can't you can't

get a and accept the other that's the that's the that's the to make humiliation,

that you learn to try that you're to say okay to say okay go, fluio,

and swelto and fluio and create that someone more to help you and he he helped

to establish a communication with your mom because my question that is no,

I go a day and he said I've done a little bit of a your name. Scribele a a new a car to do you.

And then we're going to let in a no-se-k in a capilla and so blah. So I

I've I've been my mom never had communicated with her nothing. And that

day I sent me and I wrote a car super beautiful that I

have to try and I and I he he and he he was that the

mom the last that I last time I've seen many problems, but those have had been resolved. I've known

the love. I've got many good friends. I'm more great. I'm going to the double than you.

Yeah, not I'm the same little bit. Jorgeito, my brother, I said,

I'm very very good. I always he's my good. He's my good. We know much.

I'm much with all my brothers. Now I get to my dad. And, I,

I said, I, I've I've never I'm I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry for having you've done for having to be done for not have been good for never

never said I'm and that you know you and that but thanks for having been done

two years with you in best to it I'm my mom was two years

I've I'm I'm a time I'm I'm I'm and I

write you that's in voice Alta and I know because it's

because my brother, my gemel also also he's he's

he's he he's and when he I'm my carcin'

my little of the one that's a same continue.

Yore and that's me really to to to come

to to start that that capitul, and to accepter, not because it's not because she has been a relation with her. Only are different the things. Now, the day of the mother's, her

couple of years, or the times that I'm in Tijuana, I go and I'm going to come to the other of those senaces, and me can't. And I'll just let's do it. And in life, I never, I never, I'm a lot. So that for me is something, no, I see, very beautiful.

And now, I think, it's manifest to my mom in ways many my time. That's a bit of my coonets that I'm not a little

day I'm talking that one my mom a barra that's a super rare because she not he was

a day she was up to sing and and all all very happy and all right because my

mom so elegant so good that was so good that was to but she emosioned

so so it's so much so much so all of that, but I mean,

so, I mean, and when they're going to tell you know, it's like, I'm

not quite, I'm not quite, but thanks a God, she gave, I'm

to tell them to make sure, I'm, I'm doing to know, how old, your life, she's,

I've sanated much, one of the first first that I'm my madrina, uh,

me the kids me calli gody godel let's get them to get them to get them

not, convivirls and I thought it was for my men because it

I'm so much that I that I'm that you could be and then one

one time when I when I had a little when I was a little bit

she's my mom and so I'm so I thought that for I was with my madrina and me always I've been enchanted

to learn to know and me has been to know my same and understand why I'm like I'm like I'm know my

panorama of because Nirvana is Nirvana. A day I'm sure you my dad. The truth I don't know

why not I'm good my love in the kids. Me said she me said she me said

well, because because not you to you to you to be a little little

to your little to a new to your interior and that I'm insults, obviously. And then I went to

my quarter, and I said, and I said, I'm in a little, the NIRBIS, my mom, when we we'd have to the vestigeous, recently I'd like, recently, I'm chinted-a-en-chin-chin-a-sion-a-a-a-a. I'm notarita, because I try a chongito. But super-lacio, then I said, when you get to the house,

I want, limpia, with the vestido planch-and-and-a, and with the buckles in the the Abiloh, so you're going to do you and we're

going to the time, we're in the time, then he's embarrava the

year, chino, dispeinado, wrugated, and we get to the house and my mom,

how you did my my new? And you, you're because you did you didn't

get used, then you're never I never I didn't I think I'm that I'm

can't be in my times and I was the times so frustrated and a sometimes they're

so I'm happy with my connegito with the animal and that was my infancy so I never never me never I always always wanted

my my my little bit like my little I wanted to act more madura more grand so always me kept a

and then well many years after I came to understand that I I'm thinking all this that I'm I'm doing

the pastes I'm I'm my myself, I'm I'm I'm

put to my father, a life, to do all the everything

to do and I'm really to make a mind that in

certain ways. And I was to act um childish like

like infantil yeah was it was it was

I was I was I was I was I not

I prefer to be the and the and the really the and then

but now, I'm going to give a person I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to a lot of a little bit of

a bit of or I'm going to do my fear but of actually right that was my

anniversary I went to the grandja where I was I was with the company and I'm and they're

like a it's like a like a little bit water, natural, no-so-k. So, like, they're like to and then,

and then, the lake this, but it's a little, bird is too. So, I was going, and I thought,

no, manch, is that cool, that if you're so I'm really, but I'm a need to a little,

and me says, what on, madrina, no, I'm going to get to be and I'm, and I'm,

no, that's- but I'm, but I'm I'm sure, but I'm made me well,

so, until that after I'm a couple of me said Madrina, Teree

with us we're in we're in our four and I'm just that I'm afraid and I

just me like that's like I'm in the we're just that we're just well, well, well,

we're going to and I'm no, no, but well we're so well, we're we we're all

we're all that one, that anyone that's grave, and yeah we're one, two, three

and then, so I'm I'm in my head I'm in my head I'm going to we're going to

together, but then they're to get to and then we did a permission, to be a little, to

tryver me to do the things that me to do the only to I'm manifesto that this

company just just to get to come to come to me to get to talk to me

to talk to Those things, I mean, me a lot of gusto. I mean, I'm just to be the same, to try outrever, to prove

things new, to do things new new. I'm never it's tardy. Nunc't to do you to do.

Totally. That liberty, that love, that love, that loo, no more risitos, no more

vestidititos, perfects, planchados. That's, that's good done. No? Yes,

perfectly. You can't you'll get to load when you you want you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, to get to break it, yeah, you know, yeah, yeah,

I'm trying to, that's interesting, that, that's that in programs, in conferences, and all, you're just, you're just able, and you're about, you know, and I'll be, yeah,

and I'll be, about this. I'm sorry. No, no. That's not. You're not. To thank you. To tell your history, of being vulnerable, and

this is the the best of the that's a nation that we can't that we're completely inundated to be able to be tired,

to trygarten the emotions, not say and not to ask what you're in other place. Yeah, that's in a

really, that's the lucur, and I do thanks that this was the way that that I

took it and no, D.O. Davy Adams living in Motto 6, California. Yeah,

or perdied in the alcohol. I don't see, I could have been many many lives and I thank you.

You could have you could you could have been to have you know what you're saying all what I'm going to have passed you could have sequestered and

to have you thought you're going to to your center to rehabilitation no could have had passed many things so so of all

the heart you know to do that part of the team tell you let me send him much much much much much

much more remember remember always that no he did nothing a and that has all

the liberty to ask you what needs you're doing the best you're doing you're a little

you're a good thank you thank you thank you thanks for thanks for to share

thanks for you guys a story we'd give us a thank thank you

I'm I'm I'm to continue in Instagram uh without how you

pedigabas and then I'm appeared to be an history where you am I'm a little bit of

I've seen many, I've seen many, I've seen many I'm saying I'm a pain to say, I'm like you

and I'm like I'm I'm I'm engaged and I'm so good that's and then

after you after you I'd like you'd like to come to come to talk to after that

bit of Pee-Doh. And I'm the daughter more me impact because I'm wow, how valiant he's talking

his story being of a family super public in Mexico because the majority of the people of this live like a

secreto and no he's not and I'm so I'm we're talking to we're talking we're talking

we're we're sure that many people who are to be going to learn to learn to

find something and to find a way they're living or for the least they're going to

be able to you're in the annexo like this I'm here I'm not I'm a thing that's

this is much more more common of what it's so so you're so you're for your sanation and for

you're totally and thank me I'm in I know much people who I'm not a person

that's often could accept her and he's done to get into the life. And they're so many a part of

a family, a spouse, I mean, stories are very very because the people still don't work that the alcoholism is a

person, nor the family. So, like we've been a deficit of attention, for example. Tantas many, but,

there's a problem with, but it has been to be a vergence. like the chancers the chirolices, the alcoholics,

we're able to a, and perfectly it's a more thing that's a very much, and nothing, I'm here. Really,

I'm really, I'm an alcoholic more, nothing more. Well, I'm a kid of an alcoholico.

Here we're gonna, the people that want to see them, I'm not in social, because I like much

what you do you know, your double Instagram, the, the, the, the, the old,

the, the, the, and you're going to be competing, and then the other one of the activist, conferencist, that's all the time, I'm trying to, in all the other than I'm going to,

Nirvana Hank, in Insta is where most I'm more, I'm more of my day-a-day, a lot of my cabals, disculp me, in TikTok, I'm also,

I'm also, I'm like, I'm like, you're like, you're going to, you're all, we're all, we're all,

we're all right, yeah, yeah, I see, the mara-a-mora, like, like, like, like,

And to the people that want to directs Anonymous, a WAA, in where they can find information. There's a there's a

where you can't be able to you, but normally, there's a fact there's a that says, a medical

affect a minimum to 10 people to your around. Imagineate. So the quantity of people that

know we know a alcoholic in our lives, let you an alcoholic, but an addict, an in in persensible. I mean,

all we really we know someone. So, if you think that you think you the problem, too

you can to do you to do with a person of these characteristics and ask him obviously to go to a no means that you're an alcoholic

or you're an addict only do you try to try and see if you and tryvete go and look a group and if you

have the problem padrissimo and if you know what's what I do and also there's a group no for

children or family of alcoholics yeah yeah it's that's too that's also it's

originally it's originally it's originally it's but now is a range of much more aborted, are children, they're kids, friends,

not more, or are people, there's a friend, for example, that has had been five parishes, and he goes, I think,

maybe my parents are not the problem, maybe I'm that I'm a puros alcoholics, and decided to

go to Alanon and since he has changed the time, but that's, for the

those means those you know, if you know to someone pertenessiente to WD

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