Elevation with Steven Furtick - How To Surrender To God (Jabin Chavez)
Episode Date: March 2, 2025God isn’t afraid of your struggle. In fact, He’s inviting you to face it, because He knows what’s on the other side. Stop running, hold onto Him, and let Him change you from the insi...de out. If you’ve just made a decision for Christ, please respond HERE: ele.vc/tIepfr Scripture References: Genesis 32, verses 24-31Genesis 31, verse 31Matthew 4, verse 17Ephesians 5, verse 18Hebrews 11, verse 21See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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Hey, this is Stephen Ferdick.
I'm the pastor of Elevation Church, and this is our podcast.
I wanted to thank you for joining us today.
Hope this inspires you.
Hope it builds your faith.
Hope it gives you perspective to see God is moving in your life.
Enjoy the message.
While you're standing, while you're standing,
I just want to thank God for our amazing pastors.
They're the best.
God is a God of people and places.
And man, when you find your people and you find your place, never leave.
And Pastor Stephen and Pastor Holly are my peoples.
And elevation is my place.
And God has used this house to change our lives and impact our lives and use this ministry to change us and shape us.
And I just want to take a moment to thank God for the amazing leaders that he's put in our life.
Amen.
Can you clap your hands?
And God must really love you.
And God must really love this region because he put such amazing gifts in this place.
And Pastor Stephen and Pastor Holly.
And I just honor you guys.
I know they're probably watching from, I don't know, a tour bus or whatever.
they're doing right now. But we love you. We celebrate you. We pray for you. We pray for your kids.
We bless Abby and Elijah and Graham. Just thank God for them. And I thank God for this whole team,
this whole staff that loves you and cares for you and pastors here. Are you grateful for the team here at
the church that just, amen? Amen. Amen. Amen. So I'm honored to be here. We're going to go to God's words.
So I will let you grab a seat.
Just look at three or four people as you're sitting down and say,
it looks like you've been losing weight.
Come on, tell them.
It looks like you've been.
What are you doing?
Look at your neighbors.
Say, is that Ozzympic?
What are you doing?
No, don't say that.
Don't say that.
Well, I bring greetings from Las Vegas.
And we just celebrated our seventh year of ministry.
And to God be the glory.
And, hey, if you're ever in Vegas,
to everyone here, one at every location, eFAM around the world.
When you're in Las Vegas doing ministry, amen.
Witnessing to the blackjack dealers and blessing the bartenders, amen.
I'm not here to judge.
But hey, when you do come to Vegas, and I know many of you do, please come say hi to us.
We'd love to see you.
We are a portable church.
As of right now, we meet in a high school every Sunday.
But our church city-like church next month, we'll actually.
should be moving into our first building. And man, so grateful for that. And to God be the glory.
Genesis chapter 32, for some of you are very familiar passage of scripture. For others of you,
maybe this will be new, but there is a story actually in your Bible about a man named Jacob who wrestles
with God. And we're going to talk about it today, Genesis chapter 32. I am a preacher.
Uh, teachers tell it, preachers yell it. And so if, if I start yelling, just yell back. It'll be less
awkward. Amen. Everybody just give me an amen every once in a while. Give me an uh-huh.
Give me a preach it. Whatever, whatever, whatever you feel. And, uh, we're going to have a little,
we're going to have a little conversation today. Okay. Genesis chapter 32. So Jacob was left alone
and a man wrestled with him till daybreak. And when the man saw that,
that he could not overpower him.
He touched the socket of Jacob's hip,
so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man.
Then the man said, let me go, for it is daybreak.
But Jacob replied,
I will not let you go unless you bless me.
Let's say that phrase together, everybody.
I will not let you go unless you bless me.
Then the man asked him, who are you?
What is your name?
Jacob he answered. Then the man said, your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have
struggled, you've wrestled, you've faced God and humans and have overcome. See, our life is like
a cross vertical and horizontal and we have to fight and deal with the God issue in life, but we also
have to deal with the humanity issue of life. We have to face God and ourselves. And I find that most
people are running from God and themselves. But if you would ever face God and face your own
humanity, you can overcome and live such an amazing life. Now Jacob says, I told you my name,
please tell me your name, but he replied, why do you ask my name? Then he blessed him there.
So Jacob called the place face to face or Paniol.
saying it's because I saw God face to face, yet my life was spared.
The sun rose above him as he passed by Nile and he was limping because of his hip.
And I want to talk just for a few moments.
I really kind of want to just give you maybe a life verse and a life thought
and maybe less of a sermon and more of just how I attempt to live my life.
And I want to talk about how to surrender to God.
how to surrender to God. Your life is going to be a series of surrenders. And the more God can get a yes
from you, the more he can do in your life. So let's just practice right off the bat. We're all going
pray this prayer together. Everybody say yes, Lord. In Jesus' name, amen. Amen. And amen and amen. So we find
Jacob now in chapter 32, and Jacob is on the run.
He has stolen his brother Esau's birthright. He has lied to his father-in-law, Laban,
and now both men are chasing him down and they both want to kill him. They don't know this,
but they're both in hot pursuit of Jacob, and Jacob is on the run. He's running from his brother.
He's running from his father-in-law. He's running from his decisions. He's running from his consequences.
He's really running from himself. And ultimately, I would say that he's running from God.
he's on the run.
If you want to know who Jacob is,
let me give you kind of Jacob 101.
If you're trying to figure out who is this Jacob guy in the Bible,
it can be defined in one verse.
Genesis chapter 3131 says,
I rushed away because I was afraid.
That's just Jacob.
Discontent, unsettled,
rushing away,
on the move,
scared, insecure,
you're always trying to cover up for his last lie, never settled where he's at, always going
somewhere. This is Jacob. And here's really the good news of the text. We find Jacob in chapter 32,
really at his lowest point in his lowest moment. And the good news of the text is it is here
that God finds him. Oh, I love this, that God doesn't meet him at his best place.
Mm, all right?
I thank God that he's the God of the mountain, but I'm really grateful that he's the God of the Valley.
He is the God of my strength, and he's the God of my anointing, and he's the God of my calling, but he's also the God of my secrets and the God of my weakness, and he's the God of my issues.
Yes, he's the God of my future, but he's still the God of my past.
He's the God of light, but he knows how to find me in the darkness. I'm so grateful for a God,
that can find me at my lowest place. If you feel low today, I've got good news for you. God knows how to go low.
David said, even if I make my bed in hell, you'll be there. Even if I try to go hide in the dark,
darkness is like light to you. God has a way of finding and pursuing and chasing down his people.
My testimony, after serving God now for 26 years, is not how good I am, how faith.
faithful I've been, how anointed I am, how gifted I am, how holy I am. No, my testimony is God keeps
chasing me down. Anybody grateful for the mercy of God? Oh, I know I just started preaching like
three minutes ago, but can we take our first praise break and just thank God that we're all here
by the grace of God? There's not a perfect person on your road. There's not anybody who has it all
together. We're all trophies of God's mercy and God's grace. Oh, I told you two men were
chasing Jacob. There was a third man chasing Jacob. His name was God Almighty. And he has a way of
chasing us down. He is a way of pursuing us. He has a way of running after us. And that's the
beauty of what God can do. And here's our response. Yes, Lord.
Our response to God's hot pursuit, our response to God's love, our response to God's grace is yes.
And that's what I want to talk. I want to talk about your surrender.
Because the more God can get of you, the more God can do through you.
So let's talk about it a little bit.
If I'm going to surrender to God firstly, you have to stop running.
All right.
It's going to get better.
I promise it's going to get better.
You got to stop running.
verse 24, the text begins with, Jacob was left alone.
Here's what you find when you study Jacob.
He's never alone.
He's chasing daddy's blessing.
He's hanging out with mama.
He's the first mama's boy in the Bible.
He's in pursuit of his brother's blessing.
He's running after Laban's daughters.
He's always busy, always moving, always running, and always active and always around.
He's never alone, and he finally gets alone.
And I find that so many people have traded in fruitfulness for busyness.
They think to themselves, as long as I'm busy and tired and depressed and worn out,
I must be holy.
Was that for somebody in this section?
Amen?
And so they're always active, but never growing.
always busy but rarely fruitful, always running so they never have to face God or themselves.
They never have to deal with the God issue in their life.
And so what Jacob finally has to do is he finally has to get alone long enough for God to do something in his life.
And it's here that he finally gets alone.
See, friend, I've seen this now.
I'm a rookie pastor.
I've only been pastoring for seven years.
but I have seen that, man, people just love to be moving.
And they go from job to job, career to career, guy to guy, girl to girl, marriage to marriage sometimes.
Church to church, city to city.
They're always moving.
You know what I've learned?
I've learned that wherever we go, there we are.
You discovered that yet?
You moved to Charlotte, you still you.
You married the man of your dreams and you still you.
Sir, you were mean single and you're mean married.
You, we just need to have a baby.
And then you have a baby and, ah, they're you.
Did that scare anybody else when you had a child?
You went, Jesus, it's me.
And then as they get older, they start acting like you.
You go, who raised you?
Oh, my bad, my bad, my bad.
I thought.
See, a lot of times,
we're running from things, but we're not facing things.
We're running from things, but we're not wrestling with things.
We're running from ourselves, but it's not until we wrestle with God and with humanity that we can finally overcome.
Jesus has a better way, and it's actually called repentance.
He says in Matthew chapter 4, he says, repent of your sin, turn from your sins, repent of your sins, but then he says this, and turn.
to God. See, a lot of people don't like their sin. They don't like their issues. They don't like
their secrets. They don't like their, whatever they're going through. But they don't have any power
over it. Here's why, because you haven't turned to God. See, the issue is not disliking a part of
your life. The issue is loving God. See, God is the power of repentance, not remorse.
God is the power of repentance, not guilt. There are so many Christians that hate them
themselves, but don't have freedom. Why? Because they have not learned how to love God yet.
The powers in loving God. Here's what Jesus is really saying. It's not as much of a sin issue as a
God issue. That what you really need is God. Well, now, now Paul goes further in Ephesians.
And here's how he would say to me that same scripture. He says, don't get drunk with wine.
Now, this is old King James. We're in excess. That's just a
fancy way of saying, it's never going to be enough. Whatever it is. The wine will never get you
drunk enough. The drugs will never get you high enough. The sex will never be good enough.
Your husband will never be nice enough. The kids will never act good enough. The house will
never be big enough. The car will never be fast enough. The bank account will never be full enough.
What am I saying? I'm saying anytime you get inebriated on a world system, can I talk to any
maybe you've been drinking from the wrong well. Jesus looked at a woman in John
Chapter 4 and he said you keep drinking from the wrong well and that's why you're
always thirsty but if you would ever drink of the living water you would never
thirst again. See maybe the issue maybe it's not what you think it is. See I'm trying to
I'm trying to fix my life with all these temporal things but maybe the craving is
eternal because Paul would go on to say don't get drunk with wine we're in excess
in other words it's never going to be enough instead be filled with the Holy
spirit. So what Paul is saying is he's saying there's a God issue. See Jacob had had money. Jacob had
family. Jacob had camels and donkeys and horses and cows and that's like saying Mercedes and BMWs
and a Corvette and a Ford F150 Raptor and a private. I mean he had everything yet y'all he had wives
I didn't say a wife. He had wives. He had kids. He had he had stuff but he was
missing God. And C.S. Lewis says that if you have everything the world has to offer and
you still feel empty, maybe it's because you were made for another world. Maybe it's Ecclesiase
chapter 3 that says eternity is in our hearts. And so we're trying to fill it with the temporal
things of this life, but in reality we need God. See, Jacob had a God issue. Friend, I got a God
issue. We need God. And Paul says, you're trying to get a God. And Paul says, you're trying to
get drunk. You're trying to find peace. You're trying to get inebriated on a world system that is never
going to be enough. You're always going to need excess. But instead, you can be filled with the
spirit. In other words, it's God that you're looking for.
Anybody know they need God today? I know I need God. I need more of God. So God is creating in the
book of Genesis. He's the creator in Genesis. He's, he's the artist in Genesis. And something very
interesting happens in the book of Genesis. The Bible says that God makes dirt. Okay. He doesn't make
trees. He makes dirt. He doesn't make flowers. He makes dirt. He doesn't make grass. He makes dirt.
The Bible said that he creates dirt. He creates land. And then he talks to the dirt.
And he says, dirt, get to work. And the dirt says, yes, sir.
and the dirt starts producing trees and flowers and grass and bushes.
The dirt begins to produce.
This is amazing.
That's why whenever you remove a tree from the dirt, the tree dies.
Because you've removed the tree from its source.
Gentlemen, maybe you've bought your wife flowers.
Maybe it's been a while.
Maybe do that tonight.
You buy your wife flowers and you give her the flowers in their
so beautiful, right? And they sit in the kitchen and they're so beautiful. And then after like three
days, you walk downstairs when you go, oh my God, what happened to the flowers? They died. No, they were
already dead. They were already dead because you remove them from their source. Okay, then he makes water.
He doesn't make fish. He makes water. And he tells the water, water, get to work. And straight out of
Moana, too, that water says, yes, sir, sorry, I got an eight-year-old. My bad.
That water says, yes, sir, and the water, this is in your Bible, starts producing fish.
That's why when you remove a fish from the water, the fish starts flopping and hopping and
it's going to die. It's going to die because water is its source.
Water made the fish, and the fish needs its creator.
I'm going somewhere. I'm not lost.
But when God made Adam,
when God made you, when God made me, he didn't talk to the dirt.
He didn't talk to the water.
He did not even talk to oxygen.
When God created humanity, God had to talk to himself.
And he said, let us make man in our image and in our likeness.
What am I saying?
I'm saying that a tree needs dirt and a fish needs water and Jabin needs Jesus.
And we need God.
And anytime we try to live our life separate from God, we're going to be like a fish flopping on the ground.
We're going to be like flowers dying in the vase.
Friend, we need God, not just money.
We need God.
Not just food.
We need God.
Not just shelter.
We need God.
Man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of our creator, out of our source.
He is God.
And I need God today.
Oh, if you know you need him.
give him praise for a moment.
In him I live and in him I move and in him I breathe
and in him I have my being.
And just because life might be comfortable right now, Jacob,
does not mean that you don't need God.
Oh, it's easy to be reminded in the valley that I need him,
but sometimes when things start working out,
we start telling ourselves, we've done this and we got this.
We good.
But I have to be reminded that
every time I
I get a little bit prideful I just look like that
fish flopping on the side of the river
I need God
so I got to stop running
secondly I have to admit that I have issues
yeah yeah elbow your neighbor can he tell them don't judge me
tell them don't judge me
look at one more person say I could tell you're judging me
stop it just stop just stop judging me just stop judging
me. See, now that Jacob is finally wrestling with God, God goes, who are you? Who are you?
This is an interesting question because God does not ask questions because he doesn't know the answer.
Nothing's ever occurred to God. God knows who he's wrestling with. It's not that God doesn't know.
It's that Jacob has to get honest. It's not that God's going to learn something new. It's that
Jacob's about to learn something new. Anytime God asks you a question,
It's not because he doesn't know the answer.
It's because he's trying to reveal a truth to you.
He says, who are you?
And Jacob is finally going to admit, I am Jacob.
One theologian in one commentary said that Jacob probably had not used his name in 10 to 15 years.
Well, why is that important?
Because in today's world, names don't mean a lot.
We just kind of name our kids.
We want to name our kids.
We might have a family name, but nothing is that significant.
But in Bible days, you were given a name based off of the pregnancy or based off of the season
of the pregnancy or based off of the birth. And so names were significant because the parents believed that
these were prophetic declarations over the child, that the name was going to represent the
character and the future of the child. So the Bible says that Jacob is a twin. There was a war that
happened in the womb of Rebecca. And the scripture says that as Rebecca is giving birth to Jacob and
Esau, Esau leaves the womb first. And as Esau is leaving the womb, the scripture says that Jacob
reached out and grabbed the heel of Esau. This is graphic. This is Genesis. Amen. This is rated R.
He grabs the heel of Esau and Rebecca blurts out, oh, this is. This is a graphic. This is Genesis. This is
This is my Jacob.
This is my heel grasper or subplanter, the one that knocks you off balance.
This is my deceiver.
She was basically saying, keep an eye out on the second boy.
He's going to be my troublemaker.
He's going to be our black sheep.
He's going to be our problem child.
He's a trickster.
We're going to have issues with him.
And guess what?
Everything Rebecca declared Jacob became.
Side note, parents, this is why it's so important to protect the language of your house.
Let me just talk about it for three seconds, just really quick.
Watch what you say around your child and to your child because they are like spiritual sponges
that are picking things up.
I'll move on from that, but it's important.
And so she declares this over her son, and that's what Jacob became.
He became a liar.
He became a deceiver.
He became a trickster.
He became everything that she said he would become.
So when God says, who are you?
God is trying to get Jacob to the place where he can reveal who he is so that God can
transform him because God won't heal or change what you won't reveal.
You've got to bring it into the light as he's in the light.
And so now Jacob is finally going to admit, I'm, I am who Rebecca told me I am.
Oh man, this is huge.
See, Jacob could have told God the truth.
Kinda.
God could have said, JJ, God could have said,
Who are you?
And he could have said, I'm Abraham's grandson.
I'm one of Isaac's kids.
I'm one of Rebecca's boys.
I'm one of Esau's brothers.
I'm one of Laban's son-in-laws.
See, he could have told the truth-ish.
But it would not have dealt with the real issue.
Oh man I see people every week they come in the church oh praise God hallelujah glory to God
everything good blessed so blessed we're so good we're just so good right now aren't we babe babe babe
babe it's like blink twice if you're in trouble you know what I mean it's like kids are so good
we're just so blessed we're just so happy oh I love God I love church I love waiting in that line
out there man what a blessing woo love it let me say something I'm not you don't need
be real with everybody, and I definitely don't want you to walk around with a dark cloud of negativity,
but somebody has to know the real you? Can we talk about it? And God ought to know the real you?
Like, if you're going to get honest and open with anybody, you ought to get honest and open with God,
that's why we play the music so loud here at elevation so that while the worship's going on,
you can just utter a quick prayer to the Lord. Like, Lord, I still got some Jacob in me. I still got some
mess in me. I still got some issues.
I still got some trauma and some drama.
I'm still carrying some baggage,
but God, I'm inviting you into this space.
I'm not going to fake it around God.
I'm not just going to smile around God.
See, denial is not faith.
Jesus did not say deny the mountain
and it'll eventually go away.
No, he said, you've got to talk to it.
And if you're going to talk to the mountain,
that means you have to admit that it's actually there.
This is not just, you know,
smile and be positive till everything turns around.
No, it's inviting God into your issues, inviting God into your brokenness.
It's inviting God into your pain and saying, God, I'm inviting you into this space,
do something with my life.
And God loves that.
If you think you have to be perfect to be a Christian, you have heard the wrong gospel,
friend.
This is not a message for perfect people, and this is not a church for perfect people.
This is a church for people who know they need God.
Oh, are you grateful for that today?
that we don't have to fake it with the Lord.
We're not faking it until we make it.
So he says, I'm Jacob and now God can finally do something.
Oh, but so many times we want to live in denial about where we are and who we are.
But now God knows, okay, I can get involved in this moment.
I can begin to move in this moment.
I can begin to do something in this moment because I have revealed it.
So the third thing that you have to do,
now that you've stopped running and you've admitted that you have issues,
well now you've got to hold on to God.
Somebody say, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
Jacob said, I will not let you go unless you bless me.
This is an amazing text. It's an amazing text because God picks the fight with Jacob.
God begins the fight with Jacob, and then it feels pretty short.
They're wrestling, and all of a sudden, God taps out and goes, all right, I'm done.
Wrap it up. You're done. And it's kind of like, God, why you pick a fight with me and then leave me?
y'all ever felt that way come on it's march right now but in january god picked a fight with you and
god's going to be my year oh god's going to do something awesome at 2025 i'm coming alive i'm going to thrive
in 2025 and now it's march and you're going my god my god why hast thou forsaken me where where are where are
you Jesus that's what god's that's what god's you're not the first one to experience that's what god's
God, God pursues Jacob and then he lets Jacob go and he goes, all right, we're done.
And see, I believe that God was testing Jacob.
I believe God was testing Jacob because Jacob always ran in moments of discomfort.
He ran from his home.
He ran from his brother.
He ran from his father-in-law.
He's always on the run.
And here's what God's saying, Jacob, go ahead and run.
do what you've always done and get what you've always got.
Jacob, go ahead. I give you permission to continue the cycle.
I give you permission to continue to do what you've. Go ahead. Go ahead and run, man.
Go ahead and if you want to run, run. And hear me, friend, you can run or you can wrestle.
But you can't do both. You can't run and wrestle. You're going to have to make a decision.
And by the way, the life you want, you will not get by running every time things get uncomfortable.
The life you want is going to take a wrestling match with God.
So you thought you came to church today, but this is a giant octagon in the Holy Ghost.
This is a heavenly octagon.
And God is inviting you into a wrestling match with heaven today, where you can finally face God and face yourself and say, I'm done running.
I'm done being flaky.
I'm done going from thing to thing and from life to life.
I'm ready to finally embrace what God wants to do in my life.
Let me just remind you, a church like this is not built by pastors who run every time it gets
challenging.
A church like this is not built by pastors who run every time there's tension or there's
an attack from the enemy or there's different crises going on.
No, no, no.
A church like this is built by a man and a woman of God who say,
God has called us here and we ain't going nowhere. We are wrestling with God. We're wrestling with
each other. We're wrestling with our own humanity. Anybody grateful for that today that God has given
you a fighter in this pulpit? And can I tell you the life you want? You're going to have to fight for it.
Oh, come on. Somebody shall fight for it. Fight for it. The marriage you want, you're going to have to
fight for it. The purity you want. You're going to have to fight for it. The season you're in,
you're going to have to fight for it. The business you're believing God for. You're going to have to
fight for it, the faith that you want to step into, you're going to have to fight for it.
And God goes, Jacob, if you want to run, go ahead and run.
But if you're ready to wrestle, I am ready to transform your life, change your name, and do something amazing in your life.
Oh, come on.
Can I get a yes, Lord, from somebody today that says, I'm going all in this year.
And it's here that you don't quit when you want to quit.
You don't leave when you want to leave.
You don't run when you want to run.
And sometimes you do.
Sometimes your humanity is strong.
Sometimes you're saved, but your flesh forgets it.
Amen.
Does anyone forgot their saved before?
Anybody in traffic?
Anybody ever?
Okay, okay, okay.
Just making sure I'm still talking to real people.
A couple of months ago, I tried to quit.
I'll just be honest with you.
I walk downstairs and I walk downstairs.
looked at my wife. We kind of just stared at each other awkwardly in the kitchen for a second,
and then I turned around, I went to the freezer, and I got a half gallon, a half gallon, a half
gallon, not a pint, a half gallon of Bluebell ice cream, a half gallon. People always ask me,
what flavor? I don't know why they want to know that, but vanilla. You're like, thank you for telling
me. A little OCD about that. I needed to know. So I got my half gallon of bluebell, and then I
walked over to the countertop. And my wife, I don't know ladies, why you do this, but she has a
she has like a vase of like fancy spoons that we're not allowed to use. There's a spatula I'm not
allowed to use a pair of tongs. I'm not allowed to use them. And there's this like big slotted spoon
and I walked up to her and I grabbed it. Like I'm four years old. I mean, it's a giant spoon.
Come on somebody. I grabbed this big old spoon and this ice cream and I looked at her and I said,
I'm not leaving you
and I'm not leaving God
but I'm done with this shirt I'm quitting
I'm going to quit tomorrow
so if you want to be the pastor
go ahead women empowerment
amen you could be the pastor
if you want to call Pastor Stephen
Pastor Holly make it elevation Vegas
go ahead but I'm quitting
tomorrow and I'm going to go eat my ice cream
and I turn around real dramatic because I'm a preacher
and I started walking up my stairs
with my bluebell ice cream
and my wife from the sink doing the
dishes. Now she says she's five foot, but we all know she's 4.11. Amen. She's 411.411,
Latina, Pentecostal, Holy Ghostfield, wild woman. By the way, I quit when I was at least 30 feet
away from her, amen, because if she threw anything at me, I knew I could, so, you know, I'm smart.
Pentecostal and passionate, amen. So she's at the, she's at the dishes, and I'm walking up the stairs. And I think
she's going to let me get away with it. And all of a sudden, halfway up the stairs, it's all I hear.
Y'all, God is my witness. I protected the ice cream like it was my child. I went, it's okay, baby. It's okay. Mom's
mad right now, but we're going to be, it's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Just, it's okay.
And I said, what do you mean? She said, you're not quitting. She said, so go eat your ice cream and have a
pity party and then pray. And when you wake up tomorrow, you're still going to be the pastor.
And I said, I'll pray about it.
And I walked up the stairs.
And I ate a half gallon of, amen.
You don't get like this without discipline.
Amen, somebody.
What you talk about?
This is a fight right here.
Amen, to keep this weight up.
In case you missed it online.
I said, I ate that half gallon.
So it went, wow.
And I hate that half gallon ice cream.
And I had a pity party.
And then I prayed.
And I woke up the next morning with a stomach
cake and I'm still in the ministry. Can I get a good amen, everybody? Sometimes you just got to wrestle.
My mentor, Pastor Tommy Barnett, said, Jaben, be encouraged every time you want to quit. I said,
why would I be encouraged every time I want to quit? He said, because that means you have something to quit.
And then you get happy that you could quit, but you're not going to quit. You get encouraged that
you could quit, but you don't quit. And then you keep moving forward. I said, amen, I like that.
So I thought about quitting. And then I thought about quitting. And then I was,
I didn't quit. And this is what God is saying, Jacob, if you want to, if you want to quit, go
head. But if you're ready to wrestle, I want you to wrestle. I'll have the team come. And it's here
that Jacob realizes, I'm not wrestling with a man. The Bible says that Jacob realizes I'm,
I'm wrestling God right now. See, when you choose not to run and you wrestle, you get to see a side of God.
you've never seen before. It's one thing to know there's a God and there's one thing to sense God.
But it's another thing when you can say, I've seen God face to face. It's the invitation of heaven.
And that's what happens when you wrestle. As they're wrestling. Jacob says this. Okay, I told you my name.
What's your name? I told you who I am, but who are you?
Oh, this is the question.
Every believer must ask, and if you'll ask it, God will answer you.
It's the question Moses asked in Exodus 3, who are you?
It's the question David asked in Psalm 18, who are you?
It's the question that the disciples asked in Matthew 8, who are you?
It's the question Peter needed to answer in Matthew 16, who is Jesus.
It's the question Paul would ask on the road to Damascus in Acts chapter 9.
Lord, who are you?
I've heard about you from my parents. I've heard about you from my pastor. I've heard about you from the preacher. I've heard about you from my praying grandmother. But God, who are you? Oh, you're the God of Abraham and you're the God of Isaac, but I want you to be the God of Jacob. Who are you? And if you will ask God will answer. And God answered, but I want you to watch this. He does not answer the way he normally answers.
Moses asked who are you and he said, I am.
I'll ask who are you and he said, I am Jesus, the one you persecute.
Abraham asked who are you?
God said, I am Jehovah.
But when Jacob asks who are you, God doesn't answer him with a word.
He doesn't answer him with a name.
He answers him within action.
Blesses him.
Please watch this, please watch this.
This word blessing is what a person.
parent does. The Hebrew thought behind this is like a parent and the child is running towards
the parent and the parent gets on its hands and knees. Eye to eye. And this word blessing means to get
on your knees. Come face to face with a child. Put your hands on the child. Affirmation and
blessing over them. And when Jacob wrestles with God, God stops the wrestling match and he,
It's like God was saying, kids, not Isaac.
I don't have just enough for you or Esau.
I'm the God of more than enough.
My name is El Shaddai.
I'm the everlasting God.
And Jacob, I've got enough for you and Esau and you.
And you.
And you.
And you.
And you.
And you.
And you.
And I don't speak curses over my kids.
I speak blessings over my children.
children. And he blessed him there. And he blessed him there with a new name. He said, you are no longer
your past. You are no longer what Rebecca said about you. You are no longer what Isaac allowed to
be said over you. You are no longer your worst season. You're no longer. You're no longer. You're
no longer. Your family. You're no longer. Your mistakes. You're no longer. The pain you've been
through. You're going longer. Curse. You're no longer the death. You're no longer the divorce.
You're no longer the addiction. Come you. Surreal. Somebody give God a massive shout of praise in this place.
You are loved. You are healed. You are a child of God saved. Redeemed from the curse. You are holy.
You are forgiven. You are free. You are well supplied. Protected.
You can have what God said you can have, you can be who God said you can be, you can do what God said you can do.
You're Israel, you're Israel, you can let go of the names take on his name for you.
It is amazing.
If you just said your name right now, every location online and around the world, you don't have to shout it loud, but just say, on count of three, just say your name.
One, two, three, Javan.
Oh, that name comes with drama, mystery, issues, family tree stuff.
One of my favorite scriptures is in the book of Revelation, God says, when you get to heaven,
I'm giving you a new name.
This blessing and watch what happens.
He's, oh, he's limping.
He went from running to wrestling to limping.
I don't trust anyone who doesn't have a limp.
I'm not talking about swag or trip or rift.
is or whatever the kids say. I'm talking about ow. I'm talking about God changed my walk and God
changed my talk and God changed my life and God changed my name. And I'm talking about I died with
Christ in the water and I came out a new person. I'm talking about I've been born again. I'm
talking about goodbye yesterday. God has done a work in. Oh, anybody grateful for a new name?
He's limping and then it doesn't stop there. It doesn't stop there. It doesn't stop there. It doesn't
out there. Promise I'm almost done. Here's the next thing he's doing. This is now Hebrews. Hebrews
chapter 11. He's, watch this. Put it up on the screen. He's leaning. By faith, Jacob was dying.
It's number four. Because we're all going to die. I hate to say it. I don't want it to happen,
but it's going to happen. But as he's, I want you to watch how he dies. Because he died so
different than how he was born. Sorry about that. That's called a Pentecostal shake.
But I had to speak in tongues.
I had to get it out of my arm, amen, because I had to behave because I'm at elevations.
I had to.
So watch it.
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
He's dying, but he's going to die so different than he was born.
He's now doing the thing that God did for him.
He's now on his hands and knees.
Blessing his son and his grandsons.
Watch this.
Blessing.
Worshipping on his, leaning on his reminder.
The Hebrew scholars tell us that the staff was a generational gift that you would give to your children.
And it was a history lesson.
You would actually carve into the staff different big God moments in the life of the family.
So no doubt is he's blessing his grandsons.
I could almost imagine him looking at his grandsons going,
if you knew me then, to one of his grandsons are going, Papa Israel, Papa Israel, what do you mean?
He said that staff and he goes, let me take you here.
I used to be Jacob.
Eli or a deceiver, a taker.
I was so full of fear.
I was so full of insecurity.
I was so full of.
And he starts telling the story.
Who was born taking blessing.
Dies giving blessing.
The man who was born under Rebecca's curse
dies under God's blessing.
Oh, can I tell you?
you can die different. You can live a radically different life than what was predicted, than what
they said, than what you thought, that you can live under the blessing of God, that you don't have
to just repeat the cycles of Rebecca, that you don't have to repeat the cycles of family history,
that you don't just have to repeat the cycles, but you can actually step into a new thing that
God has for you, that when you tell the story to your family, they will look to you. They will
at you and go, you could have never been that way. Our family could have never been that way.
And you say, oh, that's who we were. But we met a man named Jesus. And he changed our life and he changed
our name and he changed our walk. This is the story of Jesus Christ that he can turn it around,
that he could be. And he delivered me from all of my fears if you're grateful for that.
Can we just stand to give God a massive.
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