Espresso - LOVERS AND LIARS AMA! (w Michi, Camille, & Jan Danielle)

Episode Date: June 13, 2024

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Benedict, what was it like watching the finale where you and Jan Danielle both proclaim that you're both in love right after you guys broke up? Wait. What? No. And you want to go out for a drink? Not her shooting her shot. Russo Podcast. Shot 319.

I'm your girlfriend, Benny. And we've got the holy trinity of F girls here today. Jan, Danielle, Camille, and Michi. What's up, guys? What's up? Hi. Thanks for having us. Wait, you got that wrong.

I was a nice girl. Shut the fuck up. So was I. All right, before we get started, remember, upcoming stand-up comedy shows, Columbus, this Thursday, tonight, Portland, June 26th, and Philly, July 25th. Get your tickets at benedictpolizzi.com.

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So what's up? God, what have you been doing? Can we catch up? Can we catch up? Jane, I haven't talked to you in so long. What are you doing? So long. Same shit, different day.

I mean, I don't know. I think I'm taking a break from the race. Whoa. Didn't think I'd ever say that. Wow. Yeah, I'm cutting down. You're still lying. You're such an idiot.

Anything Benny says, I think your followers know that. That everything that comes out of your mouth is a freaking lie. I'm walking down the street. I'm walking down the street and I go, damn girl, that ass looks good. Is that a lie? I would never say that. I'm nice. I'm a nice guy. True.

Okay, that's crazy. Oh, he's polite. So you're done with raves. What are you doing? What are you up to? For real. I'm traveling. I like traveling a lot.

Where are you going? Summer. I'm going to Aviva. Jan just bought a one-way ticket. I bought a one-way ticket. I don't know when I'm coming back. Love that for you, girl. Ready, Bentley? I want to go. one-way ticket I don't know when I'm coming back love that for you girl ready Bentley

god it's like you won a game show or something you're crazy you guys won that money I forget you got that money yeah no we haven't yeah I was gonna ask did it cash in yet

we got that money everybody's like what'd you spend it on I'm like dude absolutely, absolutely nothing yet. They're saving it for you. You're saving it for you. Yeah. Yeah. Just saving it. Camille, what are you doing?

You look burnt. I am. I just got back from Key West. I'm living in Florida and just live in the Florida lifestyle. Different boat, different day. Shut up. You're so below deck right now. I can't even look at you. I am so below deck. I've been doing a ton of below deck events recently. There's like this

girl who was on this past season and she's like a go-getter and she's been putting together all these meet and greets and events. So I've been really in the below deck click for the past couple months, but I'm still working on boats. Just, you know, living the good life. Do you get recognized more for below deck than lovers and liars? No one has ever said anything about lovers and liars to me.

Really? Has anyone ever come up to any of you guys? Oh, are you for lovers and liars? Yeah. Really? Well, Benny, you're like at a party.

You've been on it three times. Like I could see how people would notice you. Sometimes, but not really for lovers and liars. But I think it's a big Midwest show because my friend in the Midwest was like, everybody, like my mom watches it. I was like, what the fuck? It's funny.

Yeah. Because all my friends are like, dude, I watched your show last night, but is that that girl from Below Deck? And I'm like, what is that? Below Deck is huge, huge, huge, huge. Yeah, I get recognized all the time for Below Deck. I was infamous on Below Deck. So yeah, you recognize me.

If you know me, you know. You're the villain on that too? Yeah, I just can't run away from the villain. Jesus Christ. She does it well though. She does. Thank you. Thank you. everything I just can't run away from the villain Jesus Christ does it well though she does thank you thank you when did that drop and like is that can people watch you on that right now yeah so that was like 2022 I think and then yeah you can just find it on YouTube TV

gotta like pay for it or whatever that's what's up uh you still making music yeah I make music here and there but I'm kind of like just like a little lost right now like like i'm like i don't know what the fuck i'm doing i'm just doing it yeah every day is another day just trying to figure it out right up yeah that's about it really michi what's up i moved to la i'm yeah love it so much. Still working at my IT job. Yeah. That's crazy. I don't think people know that, that you're a corporate girly.

I'm a corporate girly. It's been like four years now. So I don't know. I work remote, so I'm going a little stir crazy. I'm like in this house all fucking day. Yeah, but you have a nice place. I saw your follow Michi on TikTok. She pops off.

Well, everybody pops off on TikTok. Jan, Danielle does too. And Camille, I don't even, wait, do you have TikTok? Danielle does. I was like early TikTok. I was like early TikTok. I got my 40K like right in the beginning of COVID. And then I just, I just stopped using it.

Feel that, feel that. But you did a little apartment tour Michi on TikTok. And I was like, damn. Yeah, it's a great style. But you did a little apartment tour, Michi, on TikTok, and I was like, damn. Yeah, it's a great style. You know how to decorate, girl. Thank you. I put a lot of effort into it because I spend so much time at home, so I had to.

Yeah. Feel that. All right, let's get into these questions. I didn't go through them. I didn't sort any of them. They're just raw. And we're just going to figure it out. So, okay.

Here we go. Here's the first one. I don't even know. Let's go. I have a question about FBoy Island Season 1. Why didn't Garrett get paid at the end? Didn't he play the game perfectly? Did you guys hear that?

Yeah. Okay, that's not about lovers and liars, but it's okay. And that is kind of weird. Garrett won FBoy Island as an FBoy and he didn't get the money, which is like kind of the point of the show. Yeah, that was weird.

Yeah. Yeah, but at the same time like I mean I guess like FYI and lovers and liars is a show where they just kind of make it up as they go so they're probably just like I don't know Michi you were definitely gonna uh go with Casey if he picked you did you ever think about because you're an f-girl did you ever think about taking money like um yeah I did it was it was back and forth throughout the season until the end um but I remember Jen and I would have so many conversations like fuck should I just take it and I was trying to convince her to take the money i was what are you doing casey everyone was trying to convince me to take the money it was yeah i don't know we're girls it's like we're like so nice and like you know like nurturing and shit so of course

we're like oh we can't like you know screw them over yeah like suck low-key like yeah it's so real yes i don't know camille if you're an f-girl and you made it to the end i would have been like she's taking it you wouldn't have i went in as a nice girl because i like just had such a villain era on below deck and i was like okay let's get the media back right let's get this let's get it all you know but it's worse now it's like no like it's just like i can't wait no way i feel like i mean even on lovers and liars like you were the comedic genius of the entire thing like regardless yeah like whatever so much drama but the drama needs to happen in order for us to have a good show but i really you're so

funny on this no my favorite line ever was the botox one like the way oh yeah i mean like i've got a little more movement these days for you the scam danielle like i was like it's all good it's the way that all of my friends now call me scam danielle my boss okay but granted my bosses are both very big fans of benny so they'll call anything that he does and i'm like this is ridiculous you're still scam in my phone so we're good i know my my name in his phone is scam likely so when i call him it pops up as scam likely with my caller id pic that's crazy that That's insane.

God. Scam. Were you going to take the money the whole time? No. When did you change up? I told Bill before we even moved into the villa, I was like, I can't. If I make it to the end, I can't take the money. That's not who I am as a person.

I was ready. Do I regret it now? Hold on. Do I regret it now? Absolutely. I should have taken the test. I was ready. I was like, why wouldn't she? Like if she came on the show as an F girl,

why? Like I was, I was ready for it. I was so ready. Like when I was interviewing for the show and then when I actually got there, I was like,

fuck. Like it's harder than it seems to be so evil. When you're like in competition with a bunch of girls like you know you want the guy to like like you so you like convince yourself you're like liking him and you forget the whole freaking plot you know it's like i remember uh on the overnight we like had a part like okay everybody's in their separate little villa or whatever the girl and the guy the girl the guy that has the girl over but we all like had a party in like my

villa and michi was there and michi was like she was like we're all kind of a little bit faded but she was like and he i actually like casey you were like under the table telling me all this stuff but I was still like I don't even know if like she might be playing me right now like because I I just had no idea but you're like I think I tell him that like he was right here I was so drunk and the way that like the next day I they like put that clip of me and they're saying like i swallowed my vomit and it was because i was so hungover but i'm like there's no there's no context to that i just swallowed my vomit like i got so drunk it was you were being hilarious we we were saying the next day we're like michi had the zoomies last night i did bro it was the first time we could have unlimited alcohol.

I was like... No cameras. No cameras. No cameras. No microphone. We'll waste it. I'm gonna go work. I got fucked up, Camille.

All right. Here we go. Next one. Benedict, what was it like watching the finale where you and Jan Danielle both proclaim that you're both in love

right after you guys broke up. I'm so sorry. What? No. And you wanna go out for a drink? Not her shooting her shot.

Get out of here. Okay, she's saying what was it like watching us say we love each other on TV after we broke up? Wait, that's the question. You gotta fill me in.

You guys are not together. Oh, no. We broke up like three weeks ago. Yikes. It's's alright it's all good answer the question I'm trying to think what did we what did happen I think I didn't watch it when it dropped I don't think

you did either Jan and I think you texted me when it dropped hold on I watched it I binged it in the gym and everybody's trying to text me and I'm like absolutely not nobody text me and I'm like absolutely not. Nobody text me and me and Benny watched the finale together after we broke up.

I'm trying to go to our text real quick. What did we actually say? Pulling off the wrist. You go you at the finale. I'm going to be the most straight up with you i've ever been i'm in love with you then you just go you guys are so unserious i can't

then you go can i post these pictures and i was like yeah i bet that's how it was like so confused that when i posted those pictures and i was like green we agreed on what pictures i'm posting they were cute they were good they were good i think since you guys are just both on serious it was like whatever we're just gonna watch this yeah it was cool the picture only good because you picked out what i was wearing in all of those pictures. Festival fashion designer type shit. Okay, next question. Question for the girls.

So who assigns your role as an F girl or a good girl? Is that a network decision, producer decision, or is it really truly your decision to go in? Okay, yeah, greated i could choose to be an f girl a good girl i don't know just wondering i applied as an f girl there were two separate applications so that was a me from the get did you even give it a thought to be a nice girl? No, I was like, I'm not going to find love on television. That's stupid. But I know I really underestimated the social experiment. That is reality TV. So it's insane.

Yeah. I am. I went in as a nice girl and they pretty much tried to get me to be an F girl. And I was like, no, no, no, no, no. But yeah, you go in is what you want, what you want to be an f girl and i was like no no no no no but i yeah you go in is what you want what you want to be yeah that that's but you didn't want to be an f girl i just you were trying to switch up the okay yeah i was trying to get the narrative back right on on the google Mm-hmm. Nice. Literally. Jan? I mean, I'm an F girl through and through, so you should have seen my, like, audition tapes. I was like, there's no way I'm going to go on TV and find a guy that I like.

Like, that's absolutely insane. You said that multiple times. Checks out. Checks out. I know. What did they make you guys do for auditions? Like, did they, was there any, any like bizarre thing you had to do? Oh, no, just like a lot of questions. The most bizarre thing was the interview with the psychologist. Oh, that was crazy. You left me feeling crazy. I was like, wait, am I like psychologically OK?

I don't. He's like, do you ever feel like you want to kill yourself i was like yeah i mean no no he was like right now yeah he was like what's the worst thought that's ever entered your brain i was like oh my god yeah no he was the same guy who did my american idol psychological exam you're an american idol you didn't know that no drop the link it's a part of my personality bro come on you gotta get you gotta know it what did they say to you on american idol hold on we gotta unpack that real quick um they said you're good but you're just not good enough for the live shows i got cut right for the live shows so i made it for yeah it was when i was like a lot younger and it was during covid we had like lot younger and it was during COVID. We had like COVID officers and shit.

And like Hollywood week was really cool. They like put you up for two weeks and you go through all these rounds and rehearsals. And it's like, you feel like a pop star and then you get eliminated and you're like back to Mississippi. What song did you sing? And then we'll continue. I sang, the last song I sang was You Don't Own Me by Leslie Gore, and then I sang Kill Me, Hopefully. You won't sing it right now, though. You're right.

Absolutely correct. Okay. Do you guys remember when they made us get in a bikini and do a 360? And dance around? Oh, that's what I was going to ask. Because for my audition for f boy they were like okay um flex flex real hard now take your shirt off and i was like is this a scam

i was like you guys are gonna put this on the internet i'm in traffic right now i know i was like what are you looking for they're like turn around i'm like this is crazy they're like drop your pen i'm kidding but that, yeah, the questions were a little were a lot, I guess. Did they try to sway you? Like, no, you should be a nice girl or no, you should. They didn't mean, yeah. They were like, you sure you want to be a nice girl?

I feel like you could really play this F girl thing. Yeah. Okay. Now they need my truth. There we go. Hi, this question is for jan and mitchie do you girls actually classify yourself as f girls in the same sense of an f boy or was that for the premise of the show and if you do what is the most fGirl thing you've ever done? I played the fifth. I played the fifth.

Nah. Nah, mama. Oh, God. So are you really F-Girls? Or was that for the show? Like, deep down, are you F-Girls? And what's the most F-Girl thing you've ever done? Never have I ever.

I feel like the term F-Girl is just so what you make it. Like, for me, F-girl was like, oh, I de-center men. Men don't mean shit to me. Like, we don't need men. You know, they don't provide us anything of substance, whatever. Fuck them. Like, that was my approach. And I was very much like, but like, am I the type to be like having all these like situationships and a roster and stuff? Like, I really don't have the energy for that. Actually, I will tell you, I was this guy for like two months and I was super into him.

And he invited me to go meet all his friends. So he arranged like this whole thing, whatever. I met all of his friends and I blacked out at the bar and was making out with some random guy in front of him and all of his friends. And so it was like this huge like, fuck you bit. I like blacked back in and his friends were like you're so fucked up like he literally wanted us to meet you like you're just making out with some random Joe Schmo and I was like I don't know I don't know

what just happened you just weren't into I really I guess it wasn't I've never blacked back in before that's weird yeah your vision goes like so f girl vision uh jay and

tear it um am i actually enough girl stop laughing podcast with him here can we just he's gone um i think that at the time of me like applying for this show i was in this place where i was like i don't really want anything i kind of just want to have

fun and do whatever so sure but i feel like deep down i'm such a freaking simp and it's the bane of my existence. I just I can't not like be a lover girl when it like really comes down to it. What's your zodiac? I'm a Gemini sun, a Leo rising, but my moon is in Pisces. Bro, what language? Say your signs because this one person asked me on Instagram and I thought that was a good question. She's like, what are all your signs?

I'm a Cancer, Sun, Gemini, Moon. I'm a Gemini, Moon. I'm a Virgo, Sun, and an Aquarius, Rising. I don't really know what I am. Benny is quadruple Scorpio. Four out of the six big six placements are in Scorpio. I'm at a Scorpio's house right now. I don't know how to do that. I was like, those towels in theements are in Scorpio. I'm at a Scorpio's house right now. I don't know how to... I was like, those towels in the background

are so Scorpio. It sucks. This is the most f-girl thing I've done. I'm like, I'm here. I have no idea how I really actually feel about this kid. Yeah. She just called him a kid. And he's got the fucking world on the wall behind him.

Is that an Airbnb? Not me dating Christopher Columbus? He's like a big fisherman or whatever i don't know oh god so below deck all right jan what's the most f girl thing you've ever done oh god i thought i was gonna glaze over that i thought i wasn't gonna ask you either but i have to i don't know i just feel like the entire like like, from 18 to, like, 21 was all F girls. Like, what's the worst thing? There's some bad ones in there. But, like, I don't know.

You beat her on the bush. They all just, like, they all just come together. It doesn't have to be the worst one, but just give a little detail for the people. I've, like, woken up with somebody one night and then went to bed with somebody else that was pretty bad i remember on the show remember on the show we played never have i ever and they didn't put it on the cw yeah because you were asking me all these crazy questions and i was like there's no way you're gonna put these on wait can I just say something about the show why did it feel like like jump cuts like the whole show was like it was like there was no real storyline that I could follow with my ADD brain

it was like such a quick cut and so much was left out which is such a shame because there were some really crazy funny moments that's a good question what what is the one thing that was left out which is such a shame because there were some really crazy funny moments that's a good question what what is the one thing that was left out that you wish was in there bro my whole date with casey the ranger oh the smash room thing i was so jealous of that date that sounded fun it was so much fun and it was so cinematic so we were like breaking shit and they were like leaving the producers were like that's the best date we've had all season and then it's just poof gone what is that and when he came back behind the scenes he was like dude me jesus shit i was he was like i actually had a lot of fun i was like oh damn he probably likes her it was in the like in one

of the things in one of the promo it looked cool go ahead no no you go um i was probably like my first date there was so many like really good conversations that were had that would have like just made more sense to be a part of it like would have really shown our connection and and like a lot of that was left out i was like damn like we actually really like fell in love low-key like in that moment. And you could, you just couldn't tell. That's so crazy to say, but it's real. Our whole relationship was cut out. Like people watching are like, wait, how did she even get to the top two?

Like there was no Casey and I the whole season. Hannah either until the very end. That's yeah. Well, yeah. Maybe they had to like save time for commercials or something does that even make does that even check out i don't know yeah of course like you you don't remember watching it on the tv and how many fucking commercials there were it was awful yeah but i guess if there's no commercials like when it was on hbo that they had more time to like mess

around maybe maybe that's why there was no like like Limbro and shit like that that's what I really missed about these last couple seasons on CW is there was no like when you get eliminated like scenes I love those I would have been so funny with the girls mm-hmm

a lot of our skits we did like funny skits and shit that never made it damn okay here we go A lot of our skits. We did like funny skits and shit that never made it. Okay. Damn. Okay, here we go. How long are you actually on this island? And what are you doing when you're off camera?

Because it looks like you're only like on camera, like, I don't know, an hour a day. That's a lot of day left. Also, where is this island? Were you actually in love when you said you were do you miss limbro and nice guy grotto as much as i do whoa that was perfect good timing yeah go ahead when we weren't filming like we have two dark days a week so like no filming at all for two days and those were just like rot days we would just like watch tv like we'd all huddle with all day big raw days you learned oh we played poker one night that

was good i took a unison and i just a lot of girls were kissing yeah let's talk about that action during those like there's no way that's not going out and there's just like a house of all these girls like yeah jay and loki you're gay i'm okay so are you so let's just address the elephant in the room hell yeah um i wasn't a part of this night i decided to go to bed early nobody decided to wake me up i would have loved to be a part of this night. I decided to go to bed early. Nobody decided to wake me up. I would have loved to be a part of this just game we had going on. But yeah, apparently there were girls kissing each other,

making out with a banana. I think that was one. What was it? Like truth or dare? Truth or dare, yeah. Yup. Yup. That was the one night I decided to go to bed early. We were filming for like 12 hours a day though. That was the one night I decided to go to bed early. We were filming for like 12 hours a day though. I appreciated the schedule like a lot because with Below Deck, it's like 24-7.

Like there's RoboCams everywhere. Like the cameras don't stop until everyone goes to sleep or like drink until three in the morning. You know, like it never ends. Whereas like this, it was, okay, we're going to start filming at 11 p.m. Or sorry, 11 a.m. We're going to start filming at 11 PM or sorry, 11 AM. We're going to finish filming at like 11 PM or like midnight. And then you'd get your sleep and you'd start over. So it was like nice to be able to reflect and have time to yourself to really, you know, think about what the fuck you're going to say on camera. Cause they can take anything and use it.

So, you know, it was nice to have that time to think about that. Whereas with below deck, you didn't have time to think about any of that. It was like anything you said could be used against you. Yeah, it was to this was it was actually a really easy, easy schedule. It's kind of like, come on, you guys, can we get the cameras on set? Like you remember? Yeah, definitely. I thought it was crazy, though.

Some days we'd have 45 minutes to eat dinner, get ready, pack up all our shit because it was elimination night and be like, good to go. Yeah, tell them about that, how we had to do that every elimination night. We had to fucking pack all our shit because if you got eliminated, you couldn't go back in the house. They'd send your bag straight out. So, like, you'd see girls leaving stuff. Like, it was such a disaster because, like, some days I wouldn't eat dinner because I would rather look good on camera than fucking eat. No, like, no, let's be honest here. So it's like having to pack living out of a suitcase for those five weeks.

Right. Brutal. Oh, and it wasn't on an island. Can we say that? Yeah. LA Island. Malibu. Yeah. Can we say that? No. Sad. L.A. Island. Malibu. Yeah, it was at a wedding venue in Malibu.

And we had two days off every week because on Saturday and Sunday, the wedding venue would have wedding receptions and weddings. And we couldn't be like going on dates and shit with a wedding in the background. So we had two days off in a row. And there was actually wasn't there a tornado or some shit? There's a hurricane. Oh, a hurricane. Yeah, there's a hurricane. So we had three days off in a row.

That was miserable. And we didn't have our phones either. You can only have your phone for like maybe 20 minutes for one phone call a day or not even a day on your days off. Yeah, a week. That's right. It's awful. It's like being in jail kind of it was but um yeah after having three days off and sometimes two days off i'd be like bro i don't even know what i said last time i talked to any of these girls like

it was like restarting every time and i don't know if that was good or bad but yeah jen and I had journals we were like diligently writing our journals every day so we just documented everything yeah the journal ooh that would be some shit to put on the internet right there what's the

darkest thing you put in your journal aww look at the kitty cat oh my gosh so cute right a beautiful cat he's a demon don't be fooled i'm getting allergies already all right so let's get to the chicks is this show plural or was it all just for tv because when i look back at all your Instagram, you know, I'm not really seeing if you're really with the people that y'all chose in the finale.

Like, I want the scoop. Like, was y'all all, like, putting y'all all into this, basically? Because I don't know. I don't know. Something just not adding up to me. The show was great, by the way. You know, I loved it. And I will watch it again and again and again.

But I just believe, I'm curious, like, is this real life or did y'all just do this for TV? We all did it for TV, but then it becomes real life. Like you go on the show because it's like all right let's get on tv let's do this whatever happens happens that kind of vibe i think right nobody really goes on that show being like i wouldn't fall in love but you're just like let's go mess around on tv and see what happens and then like you do you do fall in love so yeah it's all to me it's real i don't think it's possible for it to not feel real because if you think about it there's no communication to the outside world you don't

have your phone all you have to think about is this person 24 7 for five weeks yeah so yes it is real it's very real it seems like it can't be real but like once you get into the environment and there's like competition and like you gotta i mean you gotta impress somebody there's like money on the line and feelings it's like yeah i can't fake this anymore and like i mean i fall in love in like four business seconds so that's just how it is for me normally. Whoops. Oh. Yeah. That was a good question though. Jan, miss quiet over there.

You know how it is. I was waiting for you to say so. I was waiting for you to say so. I was like. How real was it for you? How real was it for you? I mean, they were together for a while after the show. Oh, yeah.

That's another thing. She's like, it's not adding up. I'm looking at your Instagrams. Well, like the show came out. The show was done filming a year ago. So like a year went past. That's why our Instagrams like aren't caught up with the show timing and stuff like that. But me and Jan dated for like 10 months.

And that was the realest, probably best relationship I've ever been in. And I mean, we can post the pictures if you want want but there's like there's hella stuff out there and nah it's definitely real and i think michi i wasn't sure like what's going on with you right now you you have you gotta are you booed up yes I am dating actually my roommate in LA oh that's why she stays at home so much that's why I be at home we be playing house it's so crazy I like genuinely feel like this is my soulmate and he could ask me to marry him tomorrow and i would say yes like i probably will marry this guy he looks good i saw him on your tiktok yeah i was hot i saw the hard launch i saw i saw the hard launch i was collecting clips for like six and like yeah there you go when i'm allowed to

in the show i will so that's what went down like that's another thing it's like they they stay together and they like hang out and stuff but we can't post anything until the show comes out so you can't we would you wouldn't be able to see them together in real time anyway and then once the show comes out you're kind of over it you know my hair looks different like everything's changed so it's kind of weird yeah my red hair i'm like who is she you know like the black that looks great thank you here we go another one so my question is for the ladies how was it living in a house with all the other ladies spell it the t the t says i need a tea oh i got the fucking tea sis let's go i got kicked out of my own fucking room i got kicked out of my room like low-key like i'm really not sorry about it

don't but like pretty much like michi comes up to me one day and she's like hey like what's her name wants to move into like this room or something i meet you i could be getting this wrong maybe this wasn't you who did this but you were in that room and you're like they want to move in to like this room or something. I meet you. I could be getting this wrong. Maybe this wasn't you who did this, but you were in that room and you're like, they want to move into this room. And like, you're the only one who gets along with Elizabeth. Could you leave?

And I'm like, yeah, sure. Wait, I don't remember this. You don't remember this? No. Okay.

So pretty much I was living in that room with you guys and we were going for Casey and like we were like we weren't we did not like each other we definitely like we're not like close or anything like that yeah and you're like hey like you know the girls just want to know if maybe you know you can go live with Elizabeth because like there's like the girl in Elizabeth's room wants to like live with us and I was like I was like god I guess I'm the one that's gotta go because I'm the only one who would put up with Elizabeth's shit. And you.

Yeah. You actually did have a rough time because of that, because you like tolerated her. I cried to you. I remember like you got to take care of yourself. You got to get it out. But I will tell you guys a little inside. One night I was living with Victoria Peanutbrain and fucking sorry. She hears this.

This is gonna be terrible. I love you, Victoria. You're beautiful girl. That's crazy. Yes. Keep going. That's fucked up anyways.

So, so, but during the show, she was just like really out of her element. Victoria was, and she didn't really have anything to say except. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. And so it was me, her and Elizabeth. And they they were like like they were wearing me thin like one night she came in after interviews victoria and she was like crying to me like they made me say like bad things about you and like you've been so nice to me and so supportive and i just feel so bad i'm like look babe it's okay like i you know i've done the tv thing before i get it like they just need sound bites like it whatever. I don't take it personally. And then

Elizabeth's got her shit going on and she's just like venting to me all the time. And I'm having to like reassure her. And then that night I like, I broke down crying to Michelle, one of the producers. And I was like, I can't live with these girls. Like I'm not gonna be able to finish filming if I got to live with this. Like this is wearing me so thin and Michelle's sitting there and she's like, yeah, yeah, yeah,

yeah, yeah. And I'm like, now you're starting to sound like Victoria, you know, she was like, I just wanted to see if you'd catch that night. They got eliminated together.

And I was like, Oh, that's not your life. The tensions were definitely high living with all those girls, like way too much estrogen. And you would hear like stuff going on that like was very concerning. I don't know. Like.

Go ahead. Go ahead. Talk about a brie brie. Well, no. Well, there was one room. It's so funny. There was one room. They put like a sign like do not enter vibrating coochie.

Oh, what? I remember one night I slept in a room that wasn't fucking mine and i was like i tossed the answering i couldn't sleep i'm like sitting there and above me in the bunk i just hear and i'm like someone's fucking masturbating on top of me right now wait wasn't that my room i think yeah it was jan on top of you. It was Jan's room for sure. Jan, I don't know. I don't remember. I'm pretty sure that was my room, but it wasn't me. I'm not going to say who it was, but I also took that note.

I have like all the notes that like the girls would leave around. I put it all in my journal before we left. I was like, these are mine. I'm craving them. That's smart. Didn't someone like take their mattress and sleep outside? I remember hearing that. Did Mia do that or something? I don't know. That's smart. Didn't someone like take their mattress and sleep outside? I remember hearing that. Did Mia do that or something?

I don't know. That was like. Yeah. Mia, the first night that she came in, she was like making this whole scene and it's a baffle about like not wanting to sleep in the room with Camille. Yeah. So she dragged the mattress out and it's like jazz and fall, like helping her pull this mattress into the other room.

And there was like just like seven people in one room and then like camille i had my own fucking room for a whole almost a week i was like y'all y'all played yourselves that's actually amazing and wish and then hannah moved into my room hannah was like okay camille's got a full room to herself there's three there's four of them there's four rooms right yeah yeah four rooms yeah and she like came into my room and then me and hannah like became best friends because of that it was just it was it was honestly so much fun i will say like it's so nice to have so many girlfriends across the united states that i can call and be like hey like any of them would pick up and be like absolutely like we all really did get along in the grand scheme of things

um but for the for the sake of tv like there was tensions were high and we were all fighting for the same men. So, you know. Yeah, it was like camp for sure. It was like camp. Who annoyed you the most? Elizabeth. Why? Because she was delusional, bro.

That event session just took it all out of you huh that was probably like a three hour long event session yeah it was just yeah what computer on the charger yeah alright let's keep going okay

not that I think I only have time for one more you guys I'm sorry okay okay and then I more, you guys. I'm sorry. Okay, okay. And then I'll let you guys finish the rest. Is that a deal? That's cool. I'm just trying.

I can read these questions, but I'm looking for a good one. I like the voice note idea. That was a good idea. Ladies, I wanted you to know that this show would have been nothing without you three. You're all three iconic. My question is, what's something you've learned about yourself by being on this show would have been nothing without you three you're all three iconic my question is what's something you've learned about yourself by being on this show what's something you've heard about yourself other than being psychotic no I'm just kidding no I learned that I'm the same I'm the same way I was on below deck I need to keep my freaking

mouth shut I always have to interject and I'm I'm like, I just sometimes I'm like, I don't want to see myself or hear myself fight anymore. Like I just, I just always feel the need to like have the last word or like bring up something. It's like, just shut up, Camille. That's what I learned. It really does provide a level of like self-awareness, but I I mean the whole experience provided me with the understanding that I was very emotionally unavailable and I never thought that I was the problem so I yeah like I was like we talked to Dory our producer and I'd be like well I don't understand like how do I feel so deeply about this guy she's like bitch you've been emotionally unavailable your whole life I'm like fuck you're right she producers are super real with you and they really do help

you out it's kind of like your therapist on the show yeah 100 jd what'd you learn um that i just feel like i've been playing for this like f girl persona like literally all my life and that's feel like I've been playing for this like f-girl persona like literally all my life and that's that's like so fake like I learned that that's just so fake and I just need to drop it am I gonna stop getting tattoos and shaving my head and getting piercing absolutely not I think my eyebrows next but like I'm too soft like I'm soft that's just like that's what it is so it was so nice to watch like your walls come down it was really cool to see like episode by episode like you started out like this one way and then like just watching i was like she's such a little softy

don't laugh benny no jan what jan and i would meet at like like the estate with like the vanity mirrors and stuff every time. And she'd be like, oh no, this is bad. Like, this is real. I really like him. I'm like, this is crazy. Like I was watching it happen every day. Like, wait, Jan, this is like dead ass. She's like, no, it's dead ass.

I'm like, oh my God. Okay. It was beautiful. Hey guys. Okay. Go, really okay go go go okay bye bye you guys okay bye

bye bye see you Camille thanks bye okay you guys want to keep going I'm down

yeah fuck it okay sick there's like there's like five more voice messages we'll get to them but no I was going through

it the night Jan said she was an f-girl like I knew I i i expected the worst but like honestly like and everybody's like bro you're so dramatic you like walked off and like and like people don't know that that walk off literally i did that for like 20 minutes i was shivering up there i was shivering and i was like can he like can I go get him? Also, I just want to say, because I didn't tell you this or send you the videos, my

grandma would piss off when I came out as an F girl. She wanted me to send you a video and I haven't sent it to you yet. That's why she has a video of herself. Send it and I'll put it on this podcast.

Do it, do it. Okay, I'll put it to you. Hell yeah, do that. Okay, go ahead. Why did you say F to Benedict? I was expecting you were telling him nice girls. Oh my God. Oh, and remember there was like wild animals on the island nobody knows about this but like when i walked off and jane was like i'm an f girl and i walked off and i was sad there was like a

family of raccoons that came next to the stage like by nikki and it was like the most i don't know it's just perfect for that show like right when things get serious there's just a family of raccoons like attacking Nikki and everybody is like, where are we? Those raccoons were everywhere and there was also bee infestation for the first half of the season. It was bad. Oh, I forgot about that. It would be just like talking

on the couch and there'd be like four bees crawling on us at the same, like literally, I would just get used to it. And at one point I was just like, well, fuck it. Like, let's just let the bees. But I'm surprised they edited out all the swatting everyone oh so how do you feel about him say dude there was always a fly

always always a fly the most consistent thing on the show is there's always a fly all right Camille's not here but this questions for her this question is for Camille and then I have one for Jan at the. Camille's not here, but this question's for her. This question is for Camille. And then I have one for Jan at the end. Camille, can you teach the girls how to get your hair to stay slicked back?

Like you rocked the entire I think you rocked it the entire season, which every episode I was very impressed. It's like, how does she get her hair to stay back, though? Like that Kim K just out of the shower slick back look love it i try to do it and i don't know i have like really thick hair it doesn't work anyway that's a girly question benedict's probably like rolling his eyes right now um no i want to know everywhere your hair differently um and then this other question is for jan oh uh did you feel bad like re-watching it and like all the shit you talked on benny like was that awkward because i love benny and watching it as a pod member i was like i swear if he picks this girl i'm gonna be so pissed so much shit but obviously he

grew on you but do you ever feel guilty for like kind of making fun of him on the show anyway let's be girl out did you I don't think you bad I know I mean I know you didn't feel bad but I don't think you talk talk that much shit

um I feel like in the beginning I kind of did like whenever the girls would they kind of knew they were getting eliminated or maybe they thought like you know there was like an inkling in the back of their brain like i might be going home tonight i'd give them shit to say about all three of the guys i'd be like call this guy out on this and say that benny looks like somebody's gunkle and that was so good i'm so pissed I didn't make it. Who said that? Sid the bae got eliminated and she was like going

through all the guys at the end like I'm an f-girl bitch like bitch. I'm 22. Respectfully she's like Benny you look like somebody's gay uncle CJ. That was so good. I was like oh you're so right. I will still talk shit to Benny's face is the thing like yeah i'm honest i'm

open and honest i'll tell her yeah that was the best part of our like on on screen we'd be like getting ready to kiss and we'd both be like i'm gonna throw up and then just also your hair looks crazy can you fix that yeah yeah shut up but how do you get your uh hair to slick back fill her in like it has to be like day two day three old hair so like dirty hair and just like a lot of gel and hairspray so her hair was just dirty the whole show? You got hair. Alright. Couple more. Ladies, I was just wondering

what reality show you think Benedict should do next because you know, he's not done yet. Thanks. Okay. You're done. You're you think Benedict should do next because you know he's not done yet thanks okay done you're done you're retired sorry that's for you you can go on big brother you can go on the circle

you can go you can do those yeah you can't go back on dating shows damn like the bachelor okay I'm gonna have to turn them down I don't really watch reality tv so that i don't know either yeah put me on a cooking show yeah okay here we go okay so my question is for michi and camille i think that you would both make perfect leads for f boy island

have those kinds of conversations been taking place? Um, well, it was a conversation when I got eliminated. Um, but I'm happily in love now, so I will not be returning to the island yeah I don't know yeah do you think Camille would go back yeah I think so

I think it'd be funny I would tune into that like all these men fighting for Camille like I would love to see her in a position of power with like a bunch of men like that would be so good and like camille's like all over the place but i think everybody deep down like like likes her you know like i don't know why but like everybody kind of fucks with camille like yeah she could do anything you'd like, okay, I still fuck with you. You want to hate her, but you can't.

She's too good. She's hilarious. Yeah. I don't know what it is, but she'd be good. Michi for sure. Who do you think the other girl would... Who do you think would be good? Who else would be good from the bunch of... From all you guys?

I think Jaslyn would do really well. I was going to say. Jazlyn, I don't think she gets enough credit, bro. Jazlyn is hilarious. She's funny as fuck. If it was Camille,

Jaz, and Danny, it would be perfect. Oh, Danny's good too. Yeah. Yeah, maybe.

If they do, F boy, I don't know. Who knows? We'll see. Okay. First of all why do we have to record and just read out a question like if we were to type it because i can't read that aside from that mitchy were your tears actually real at the end that you actually liked Casey or was it because you knew you weren't going to win? And then Camille, I'm a nice girl too, but there's a difference between being a nice girl

and being so rude to everybody. Gosh. No, my tears were real. I would not have cried on TV for money because I frankly found it to be so embarrassing that I even did that. But I digress. Like I mentioned earlier, I really found out throughout this whole process that I was very emotionally unavailable. So for the first time in my life, I was like confronted with like for five weeks, I only thought about this man and like we hit it off and I really thought it was like something. Right. And, you know, he would obviously say, oh, after this. Oh, I can't wait for you to meet my family. Oh, I can't wait for us to date after that. So and at the time, you think he's only saying that to you know, he was speaking to me made me think that we were leaving together. So obviously in hindsight, that was just the,

you know, but yeah, real tears. Yeah. I could, I could tell it was real because even after you eliminated, you're like, yeah,

that was, I thought that was the craziest part of the show yeah like you know you like kind of like you eliminate somebody and you have to like tell them why and it's like sad but you were like no no no i'm not gone yet bitch like i'm still here i was like you want to put me back up there i thought that was insane i just that was good that was good yeah okay hold on also jan danielle didn't forget about you uh see you at the next rape girl so cute hey claire that's me there all right what is the next rave or are you not going anymore no i will be going to day trip in long Beach and then Lost in Dreams in L.A., which my friend Joseph will be playing.

And he invited the both of us to come out there. There you go. Meet and greet. Jay and Danielle will be there. Have her spit in your mouth. Benny will also be there. No, I'd rather jump out of a window than go to a rave Benny have you ever spat

in someone's mouth at a rave um no it was a dude at the Abbey in Hollywood but kind of same thing same thing same thing alright

maybe maybe maybe. But that is all the voice messages. We'll probably get a couple more in today and stuff like that. But I'll answer them on your guys' behalf. Thank God. All right, guys. Thank you so much. Yeah, for sure.

Remember to follow Jan, Michi, and Camille on Instagram. Watch Camille on Below Deck, American Idol, and all 15 of her other reality shows. Follow Meechy on TikTok. Follow Jan on TikTok. Go to a rave. Let them spit in your mouth. But, all right, fam. See you later.

See you guys later. Peace. Bye.