Espresso - worst punishment your parents gave you?

Episode Date: July 6, 2023

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I don't know why, but it just doesn't surprise me that like every I feel like every stepdad has that in them and they're just one like one Ziploc bag of weed away from just tearing apart the family. You ever get in trouble so bad your parents get divorced? You ever get in trouble so bad you're homeless? If you want to be my motherfucking lover, you gotta be with my motherfucking friend. Wasn't the words. Espresso Podcast 270. I'm your stepmom, Benedict Polizzi. And today we're going to hear the craziest punishments your parents gave you as a kid.

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And that's where shit goes down. Woo. Yeah. $5 a month. That's it. Did I just burst your eardrums? Yeah. But let's talk. What's the craziest stuff your parents punished you with when you were a kid that sounded a little sexual, but you know what I like for me uh oh what happened oh i told you guys on instagram i almost got arrested when i was a sophomore in high school and my dad took my phone for a year no shorter he wasn't like yo it's almost been a year. He was like, a year. Man, dude, I don't know if my dad is just like super strict or just Italian. Italian parents treat you, they don't see your age. They just treat you like you're 42 years old all the time.

I was like, can I spend the night at my friend AJ's? My dad was like, maybe I spend a night at my friend AJ's? My dad was like, maybe if you stain the deck, you know, like there's always like, like there's always a deal. I don't, I never understood how kids, like when I was growing up, just got to do everything.

I was like, are you shitting me? If I wanted to like go to the school dance when I was in eighth grade, I had to be quiet for a week. That was it. My dad was like, you don't talk until next Thursday. Maybe. I swear to God, I hope all these voice messages just, I hope we're all the same. I hope we all had an Italian dad. I don't know. Psycho parents who doesn't want them. You got to be a little psycho. So your kid's not a fucking idiot. You know, you got to have a little psycho in you. So your kids are normal. Just how it goes. You like your kid too much. Your kid's going to be

a bitch. You know that. How about one time my dad opened the fridge it's always my dad because my dad's fucking nuts but he might have been kind of normal too thinking i'm thinking about it now he opened the fridge one time all the shelves in the door the refrigerator door fell down and i laughed so loud because i thought he was going to too you know when you think something's going to be really funny and you're like and you're the only one laughing and you're like oh shit was i that off on that that's how it was but it was only me and him in the house and he locked me out until eight o'clock yo it was noon i was just outside like just sitting on the like electrical box in the front yard

pretending to be a dog for like four hours just you gotta have a little psycho parent so you can have an imagination everybody's like oh my god your imagination's crazy you're you're creative talking to me i'm like yeah you know why because i just had one day i had eight hours to kill i had to make shit up i'd have imaginary friends and shit what else something else oh dude oh my god one time uh once i was like i was just i was just being an idiot at the store because dude the store the store, the store, when you're a kid, are you shitting me? Don't let me in a store. Even now I'll get kicked out of a store right now.

God is so much fun. Especially when you're a kid where you can just let loose. But if you've got psycho parents are always like, stay by the cart. Shut up. Hey, keep your hands off shit get in the car dude one time i was 14 years old and my mom made me get in the car my 14 year old at this is what i looked like when I was 14. This. Same shit. This. 14.

Hey. My bitch ass in a cart. 14. With my legs over the front of the cart. Just seeing people I knew from school and shit. Hey. Yeah. I know.

I got in trouble. I know. Yeah. Hey. Yeah. I'm the kid in your class. I'm in a cart. Yeah. I'm going I got in trouble. I know. Yeah. Hey, yeah, I'm the kid in your class. I'm in a cart. Yeah, I'm going to be in high school next year. One time I was being such a dumbass in a store. My dad made me go to bed at one o'clock, 1 p.m.

1 p.m. You're going to bed. I was like, what? Yeah, you're going to bed. Dude, I just had lunch. you're going to bed i was like what yeah you're going to bed dude i just had lunch all right enough of my shit what's the craziest way your parents punished you when you were grown up or like the other day i don't care let's fucking talk um i think just my little sisters and i to, um, just play soccer. We were just shooting around and, um, she messaged me like I sucked or something. I don't even know. She probably didn't even say anything that bad, but she, I called her a fucking bitch and my parents or my dad took my, um, my phone, my laptop, my iPod, whatever electronics I had at the time all away for a month he also grounded me like i couldn't hang out with friends or do anything for a month so yeah i mean which

is seems silly be considering i've was brought home by the cops and didn't even get grounded for that so that's fun yeah your parents ever like let she goes i was a freshman in high school at the time so this was like eight or nine years ago you ever do something really bad and your parents like kind of don't care that much you're like what like i'll call my little sister a bitch and you're gonna take all my shit but like i got brought home in a cop car and you're just gonna let that one roll off your shoulder that was always so weird to me i was like wait why didn't i get in trouble for that okay i'm not gonna ask here we go all right so i don't know about craziest punishment but i definitely have a

fucking weird one um my mom took my pot and my bowl from my secret spot when I was 16 years old, you know, which is pretty typical. But she also took the condoms, which granted I wasn't using them, but I feel like it's kind of weird to take a teenage boy's condoms. And I also just happen to be the guy that's had chlamydia three times. So thanks for the safe sex teachings, mom. Chlamydia! media three times so thanks for the safe sex teachings mom yeah that's a little weird you're not smoking ever again and you're raw dogging from now on god 16 years old what a what a what a year for weed when you're 16 weed right when you turn 16 happy birthday to weed yeah that's wild your parents finding like a condom nothing more embarrassing i don't think

that ever happened to me thank god because i still haven't had sex but you know what i mean like it happened to my friend one time he's yo, my mom found a condom in the dryer. And I couldn't tell she's like mad or proud. I was like, homie, you just need to move out. You're 31. Yeah, I don't know, dude. I think if I'm a parent and I found my kid's condoms, I'm like, here, here's like five more. Maybe I might steal them for me though.

Damn, dog. Those are ribbed for her pleasure now they're ribbed for my pleasure let's keep going uh just just beating beating my ass that's that's about as bad as it gets right it's just a classic late 90s ass whooping oh a little bit past i think when it was still socially acceptable to do that not cool still getting a lot of hand soap too but yeah just just beat my... Bro, the way my dad used to just spank the fuck out of me. Did anybody else get... A lot of people got whipped and shit. I'm starting to figure this out.

I got a black roommate in college. He's like, bro, my mom would get a belt and just whoop the shit out of me. I was like, what? But I guess my dad would spank the... I think my mom would get a belt and just whoop the shit out of me i was like what but i guess my my dad would spank that i think my mom did too bro i was so good at like i was so i could counter it though after like a year of getting my ass spanked bro i just i would just know what's coming and like they're like winding up and i'd be like, you know, and they just, like, slapped my hand. One time I was being a little smartass. They slapped my hand.

I said, good game. Ran upstairs so fast. I don't think I came out of my room until, like, last night. But, yeah, dude, if you, like, if you do. One time my dad tried to kick me up the stairs, dude. I could see the anger, the pain in his eyes when I just, when my hips like, yeah, I didn't really, I think I did. I think I did taste soap one time, but I didn't really mind it. I was like, yo, I've had a lot of soap in my day. I've been washing my face since like

I was 10. You know, I was hitting puberty, like in third and fourth grade. I've been washing my face for a grip. Now I've swallowed a lot of Neutrogena acne wash the orange bottle. Doesn't taste too bad. So when I had to swallow soap one time i was like yo this is every night this is every night girl gargling and shit i was like top me off you got any suave in the shower for dessert let's keep going so when i was in the seventh grade, I believe. Oh, bad year. I was just being a little brat, like whatever, seventh grade or shit. Everybody's such a little cunt in seventh grade. And my mom had to get creative on how to punish me.

So she figured if she would embarrass me, that was a way to get through. If she would embarrass me, that was the way to get through. So I got in trouble and she took away all of my cute clothes, all my cute shoes. She took away all my purses, my makeup, like everything. And she made me just, everything that I had left was just awful. Just God fucking awful. Dressed like a nerd. And she would pick me up from school in the car that her and my dad had when they first got married. And that car was old as shit.

That was so embarrassing. I kind of quit being a brat. But kind of. Damn. I have never heard of that one i'm gonna make you look like shit just going to school in like a double xl like chicago bears shirt some old navy pineapple boxers just like shit you wear to bed like okay somebody needs to do laundry at home and then you just keep coming back in the same type of shit southport xxl football your dad's bad handwriting in the middle of it you're just wearing all your parents clothes go hard or go home on your back everybody's like what happened is your dryer's broken

dude that's a that's a nasty one i don't know if i'd be able to handle that i mean my clothes were just those things I was talking about though so maybe I would I was steady rocking like way too big of like uh Hillsdale Chargers football shirts when I was a kid just because I was like I don't know it's cool I guess it's like in Michigan so yeah let's keep so probably the worst punishment i've gotten as a teen was when i was about 14 or 15 i got caught sneaking out with my friends 14 15 cuntiest years cuntiest years and my mom was super strict so i wasn't allowed allowed to have posters or CDs or anything like that. Hell no. She got super mad at me, and she decided that she was going to go in my room and rip all my posters down. And she got about 100 CDs out of my closet, and she made a bonfire out back and burned it off.

You know how bad that would hurt my soul? The only thing I thought about between the ages of 10 and 14 were the posters at like Kmart and shit. You know, know that's that was like my one escape when i stepped into it like a target uh a meyer just any of those stores that like sold clothes and food kind of they'd always have that thing with the the posters dude you remember that oh that was heaven and there'd just be like there's there'd be like there'd be like 24 posters one was like a lisa frank you're like damn that goes hard as fuck but like i'm not gonna buy it you know because i can't have a lisa frank poster in my room with my homies coming in here but that shit does go hard then in sync britney spears i'd be like the things i would do there'd just be like a a prowler a yellow one remember that stupid ass car you'd be

like damn that looks good that poster with all the homies on it. They're like all like little Mexican dudes that are like G unit. I was like, oh, just pretending that I was going to buy one. There are probably those posters were probably $8.

When I was a kid, I thought there were $82.99 the way my mom acted. Mom, can I get a kid, I thought they were $82.99, the way my mom acted. Mom, can I get a poster? Oh, my. Yeah, if you bleach the bathtub for the next 72 weeks.

I swear to God, those posters had to be $8 million, the way my parents. Whoa, you want a poster? A poster. They were so clean. Get some tax, stick it on the wall. Remember that shit? Am I old?

Yeah. God, that was... All the NBA teams. All the NFL teams. She's not done yet. I'm sorry. And I just wanted to add, it was all the greats. Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, and Blink-182, All-American Rejects.

You know how it was back then. I was super disappointed. Oh no. Dude, that is cold. Your mom threw all your shit in a fire? What the f- what did you do?

14, 15. C-c-c-c-cuntiest years. That is- that's reckless I can't believe HOA didn't get your mom for like a thousand dollar fine for just building a fire in the backyard that's even crazier craziest part

was that you just made a homemade bonfire back there it wasn't even like oh my god man posters dude posters and cds god damn i still want them posters and cds bro and you know cds like dude cds were low-key kind of bad you could get away with some shit on a CD. I had an Outkast CD one time, and there was like a naked girl on it. I was like, I don't even know how I got this, but I own porn.

CDs would teach you some shit too. And your parents just deleted it all. I really, next time we do this, you got to tell me what you actually did to get in trouble, because that shit's crazy. So the worst punishment I've ever gotten by my parents when I was a freshman in high school, they have found like this little journal where I wrote that I wanted to like have somebody was horny. My first kiss with like two or three boys. Well, they took that as me not being a virgin. So they put me on homeschool my sophomore and junior year of high school.

Ridiculous. That's got to be the worst one. God, she's always listening to music. What was it? Was that some Brian McKnight I heard? Sophomore and junior year of high school. Ridiculous. I can't tell what it is.

Have you ever gotten in trouble so hard that your parents kick you out of school? I got in trouble so hard, I got homeschooled. That's just an incredible sin. There's no what dude your parents were on one because you kissed them i couldn't even have a diary growing up because i know my mom would sniff that shit out i smell number two lead pencil somewhere. And she'd rip through it, dude.

And just find out all my secrets. It happened to my emails one time. One time, my dumb ass, dude. I was like emailing girls and shit because I don't know. How lame is that? Yeah, like I sent her an email last night. It was hot. Dude, I shared the same email address as my mom.

And I emailed this girl. And I was like i love you and i kiss you and i can't wait to see you on friday my mom shut that shit down quick dude she printed out the email and highlighted all the weird shit in it she's like you're too horny bye i was like wow okay never hanging out with my friends again. Wild. You ever do something so bad you're homeschooled the next year? But low key, deep down, the way I wanted to be homeschooled growing up, did you ever just wish you were homeschooled?

God, I think I did every day, actually. They might have done you a favor, baby girl. That's not a punishment. You got to wake up and eat waffles and shit and then do like phonics? What a life you had. what a life you had you're warming up jack's pizzas and shit at lunch i swear to god homeschooled kids don't even do anything i i know i know it was all a scam your mom was on your shit making you do social studies homework shut up no your mom was watching the view and you were trying to fucking

i don't even know because you were trying to watch like marie and try to see tits on tv or something your mom wasn't your that's that's what i always thought like homeschool kids i always thought their mom like turned into a teacher for the day and they're like today and they're like at the dining room table and the mom's like today we're learning social studies chapter four in math and photosynthesis and science now we're starting with social studies first and then all of a sudden they have like a they pull down like a board and like a, like a map and they're quizzing you. That's what I thought being homeschooled was.

But homeschool people, you guys just eat waffles all day and you're fucking sweatpants and read the Bible and shit. And then you graduate and you work at Chick-fil-A for the rest of your life. The way I want to be homeschooled. Hey, somebody hit me up and let me know what homeschooled kids really do. Skip gone. Hey, Benny. So my craziest punishment was when I was 15.

C-c-c-c-cuntiest years. It was beginning of the July and my mom gave me the craziest punishments. She took away my phone, TV, computer. And also I couldn't go with my friends till like September. And the only entertainment option I had was books. So it was pretty, pretty rough. rough hey did we have the same mom because yeah we did bro my mom was psycho about that shit like right when I thought my mom was loosening it up I don't know what happened but she was like you're going to bed at eight and i was like who can that was my

mom's rule she was like you go to bed when i go to bed i'm like mom you go to bed at may you you get in there at six so it's still there's people grilling outside and stuff at six there's dogs barking and like catching frisbees and shit at six what do you want me to do at six yeah i i couldn't watch tv i couldn't listen i couldn't do shit when i got in trouble i don't know how kids remember when remember kids growing up had tvs in their rooms hey kids that had tvs in your rooms growing up you have no idea how much i wouldn't go in your room and pretend i was you for the whole day if i had a tv tv in my room i would be such a piece of shit right now i swear to god dude i would have made out with my tv the whole night if i saw one music video of Beyonce on my TV at night,

who would I even be right now? If I had a TV in my room, what a luck. Who did you, is your parents, is your dad Ray Skillman? Is your dad on the Honda dealership in town? Good fucking God. What lottery numbers did you come up on let's keep going well i lived with my dad out of college right when he got divorced oh so my biggest punishment was basically trying to find something to eat every day. Damn, that was sad, bro. But I know what you mean because dads do not cook. My dad would try to cook.

My recently divorced dad, like at the time, would try to cook. And I'd be like, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, let's go back to getting takeout. like, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, let's go back to getting takeout. I know you're trying to switch it up, build some skills, but I think it's too late in your career to be refining the chef skills, big dog. So let's just do what we were doing, which was like 15 to-go boxes of Out outback steakhouse in the fridge that was kind of lit even if the garlic bread was like a little soggy i'm still rocking with it pops yeah it is good my dad my dad had so much like my dad had so much food i can't really talk like him i can't really talk for him that's sad bro a little bit. I know your dad had some low key like

potatoes though in the closet. You can do a lot with a potato. You just throw three potatoes in the microwave. I know he had butter. What's up? Sounds like a hot night to me. Let's keep going. My mom made me eat my cigarette after oh it was disgusting and i never did it again baby girl took down a new port oh no made you eat a cigarette. That's got to be... I bet it's more healthy for you to eat a cigarette

than to smoke it though. Just took down a whole carton of Marlboros for dinner. For dessert, you can have one grizzly wintergreen pouch suck on it if you want make it last longer that's all you get god that's fucking insane hold on i just got i just got an incoming voice message. I'm trying to find it. Incoming new voice message. We're going to do this one real quick.

Hey, please excuse the fireworks in the background. But so worst parental punishment. I was in fifth or sixth grade and I'd always been getting in trouble. Nothing too crazy. But so I was always not doing homework. And my teacher called home from the classroom phone in front of all my friends. Crazy. And so I knew I was going to be in trouble that day

because I hadn't been doing my homework. And I get home and my mom is oddly calm. And she has this pink poster. And I go home, read the poster on the dining room table and it says I don't do my homework please honk she gives me a Nashville pink cowboy hat that you'd see at those damn bachelorette parties oh this is hilarious in the front of the neighborhood until 9 p.m holding the sign literally over my head she would come check on me every 30 seconds and uh former teachers drove by a bunch of people tried to talk to me and then figure out my life the girl you had a crush on

driving by the car you're in a pink fucking hat dude jackass how many honks did you get that's my kind of shit right there if i was punishing my kid that is exactly what he would do you're wearing a vest you're an assless chaps everything's pink and it says i don't do my homework. Honk at me. Oh shit. That's so funny. You deserve it, dude. I bet he, I bet he still didn't do his homework. Cause that shit kind of sounds fun. He's just an actual cowboy now. Let's keep going. So one time when I was like seven or eight, I was in the car, like coming home from Walmart or something. And I think I was like fighting with my sister and my mom stops the car and she's like, okay, get out. You're

walking. And I had to walk like a quarter mile back home. Oh, so it actually happened. That's the first time I'll stop this car right now. Yeah. And do what? You stop the car, you yell at me, and then we just keep driving. We're wasting your time. Oh, my God. I would throw up on that walk. I would feel so bad. Get out of the car, then! Okay, fine. They just drive off.

Bro, that walk would... I would be like what am I gonna say what am I gonna say how am I gonna make the overthinking that would happen in my brain on that walk it actually happened your dad was real did you at least like go into a gas station it actually happened. Your dad was real.

Did you at least like go into a gas station and buy like something fucked up and then keep walking? I would have bought like an Icy or something. An Icy and like something bad. An Icy and some beef jerky. I've actually never been more hungry in my life at this moment. And the way I want an icy right now and beef jerky. Let's keep going.

Okay. This is probably the craziest story you've ever heard, but I was a sophomore in high school and my mom got a phone call from my ex-boyfriend's parents and they were like hey so our son got in trouble and we took his phone and looked through his phone and noticed that there were messages between him and your daughter talking about somebody having weed and so of course my mom came to me and took my phone and asked me what they were talking about i don't even remember what i told her but she got in my phone and was able to read my messages and saw that i had gotten weed for one of my guy friends and the part that was kind of

it wasn't even bad i had gotten the weed and this guy lived like 45 minutes away my brother happened to have a football game near his house so we were all going i brought the weed with me in the car with my whole family and i just met him there i love the weed years dude so i just met him there gave him the weed he paid He paid me. That was it. I was just a middleman and never thought anything of it. Like this was like a month after the fact. And so of course my mom's pissed. She takes my phone and she, I think ends up calling the guy, my friend's, uh, parents and saying like, Hey, pretty sure like your son was like getting weed for my daughter he like paid her to do it and get it for him blah blah blah everybody's parents were involved it was

just a shit show and my stepdad was at work that night but my mom called him and told him and he's super strict but the next morning no my stepdad comes home and he gets home comes to my room no and wakes me up at like 7 30 in the morning brings me into his room like my parents room puts a chair in the middle of the room sits me down gets like inches away from my face and gives me a lap dance he starts screaming at me like the most degrading horrible shit in the world oh and it's your stepdad it's like you don't even know me like basically talking about how he could have lost a job because i had the weed in the car with my whole family and how like i was so irresponsible and the worst kid in the world and then my mom's right there and he's like this is all your fault she's your daughter because he was right there. And he's like, this is all your fault. She's your daughter. Cause he was my stepdad. And he's like, you should have raised

her better than this, blah, blah, blah. And saying the worst part here comes. He told me, he called the cops on me and that I was going to jail. And then he proceeded to tell me that like, because of the way I looked like I was blonde and young, like I was going to be a target for people in there. And then like basically threatening how I was gonna be treated in there because he knew the people who worked there and my mom's just like crying I'm crying and she's like how could you do that to your own daughter blah blah blah like she was just like in shock like we were all so convinced I was going to jail and then it gets even better. Oh, what's up? Should be on Jerry Springer.

He turns to my mom and said, I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. This is your kid. You deal with it. I want you guys out of my house. He literally said, I file for a divorce. I'm going to deliver the papers to you in a few days and put a for sale sign in our yard. And it said, I'm going to the bank. He went to the bank, took half of his stuff out and then went to go pick up his daughter from school.

So he kicked us out of the house, literally kicked me, my brother, my sister, my mom out of our own house. And this was all because I had brought weed in the car with my family to give to somebody i didn't even smoke it wasn't even for me but he got so mad because his job was on the line and then was just mad he's just the biggest narcissist in the world but we got kicked out of our own house had to go live with my aunt for a month just because of this it was the craziest shit i have ever i have ever literally lived i don't know why but it just doesn't surprise me that like every i feel like every stepdad has that in them and they're just one like one ziploc bag of weed away from just tearing apart the family you ever get in trouble so bad your parents get divorced you ever get in trouble so bad you're homeless

it's 2023 if your dad's not a complete maniac you gotta grow up yo damn you gotta grow up yo damn he was doing some other shit i bet i bet he was doing some other shit and he was like yeah this is gonna be this is gonna be my uh my out right here dude i don't know i don't know what he's doing now but he definitely works uh he definitely works at a liquor distribute distributing company he's got a feeling let's keep going that was crazy when i was 15 i went to the Vatican and I skipped a mass that was strictly in pig Latin. And I went with the school and they ended up telling my parents. And so when I got back, they made me take Latin classes for like six months.

And like now I'm pretty fluent in Latin. It's so fucking stupid yeah i would die learning a different language to me just it seems so overwhelming and it's they made you learn latin isn't latin like a dead language are people there's like aren't there like 80 people still speaking she just is fluent in latin like the the last the first language ever damn at least you can like read those directions on ikea instructions when you're like assembling a desk every time i assemble a desk i'm like trying to read the instructions and then like there's fucking i'm like where's english it's always latin can you help me build a desk is all i'm trying to ask wild bro you know what

you ever fuck up so bad you have to learn a new language it's so crazy You ever fuck up so bad you have to learn a new language? That's so crazy. Yeah, dog. I didn't eat a hot dog today. I didn't eat a sausage today, so they made me learn German. Now I'm fluent. Yeah, dude. It's a wrap.

Eating a cigarette? Learning Latin? You ever get in trouble so bad you get homeschooled? Or your parents get divorced? Yo, I thought mine were bad. I was just getting locked out of the house like a normal US citizen. You guys are out here getting your posters thrown in bonfires. Ah! Ha ha ha! You guys are out here getting your posters thrown in bonfires.

Ah! But if that shit's not happening to you when you're a kid, you're going to be such a bitch when you're older. So. Kiss your parents. On the lips. All of them. And thank them for being complete psychos. Nah, don't kiss them on the lips. Just smack them on the lips, all of them. And thank them for being complete psychos.

Nah, don't kiss them on the lips. Just smack them on the ass. For me. Give them the old cup cheek. And say that's from Benny. Just cup it up right on that right cheek. It's from Benny. Look at it.

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