Fear& - Oh Wait There Was Actually Streamer Awards Drama.. ft. YourRage | Fear&

Episode Date: December 8, 2025

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But again, it's not a competition. I don't know. He just likes to pick fights. You try to start a fucking war. Now you know why I don't like coming. Yeah, he's always picking fights. Always. That's true.

Always. I'm in a good move because. The heat is not on him for once. That's why. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to another episode of the Fear and Podcast. We are joined by a fantastic guest, Your Rage. Oh, welcome to the Fear and Podcast, my friend. Your Rage Gaming.

Your Rage Gaming. I'm here. Welcome. Welcome. It's good to have you. We are also here joined by Hassan Piker and Qudy Cinderella and, of course, myself, Austin Show. We don't do any politics on this podcast. Oh, yeah, don't. No, I know what they're too about the politics and judicial brainchairs and whatnot.

I'm calm. Yeah. Hell yeah. Yeah. We were going to do that, but instead, obviously, we're going to be talking about something happened last night. I don't know if you guys are aware of it. It's called the Streamer Awards, hosted by QT Cinderella. WQT in the chat.

Yeah, WQD in the chat. No comments. WQD all around. QT. I don't have any comments. You have no comments on the streamer awards. Okay, well, that was. And that's it.

We're moving on. All right, we're moving on. No, no, no, no. Let's talk about it. No, we got to talk about, obviously. Let's talk about it. I want to start off by saying that... Hold on.

Is this is Mike picking up? Okay, cool. Yo. Right. Yeah. Although... Why did you think... I just want to make sure.

Sometimes our technology is a little... The elementary. Like, you know, is you still about... No, no, no. I'm tapped in. I'm always tapped into production. You know what I mean? I got one ear over here.

You've never done that. I tell you, I'm always tapped in. This is a guy you need. You know what I'm saying? He makes sure everything is... I know we have a producer. I'm right here. But I don't know, maybe he's high.

I don't know. You know what I mean? Which is his right. You know what I mean? You should never assume he may not be high. That's what I'm saying. He's always fucking. And I'm saying, wait, wait, wait, what would he be high off of?

What's going to be high? C, MDMA, ketamine. He went to ketamine first, but yeah, cocaine. He could, he's, why the fuck do you have a crackhead as a producer? What do you mean? I don't know what time he showed up. He was on fentanyl. I was like, what the hell did you find him?

You know how fucking difficult it is to get someone to travel all around the world with you and get shot at by fucking cops and get like stung-grenated and shit? Yeah, he's got PTA. He was there in them, oh, you do be in them trenches. I don't go out. Yeah. He got on the camera. This motherfucker is like, always like, Austin, you need to go to a protest with me.

Always. He's like, it'll be fun. It's a calm one. It's a calm one. The last time he told me that, he got like, somebody threw a hand grenade at him or And he almost got shot with a... Oh, yeah, okay. You're paying him well, right?

You put his fucking life on a ladder, and then, yeah. Oh, yeah. No, he is... I definitely need a... The yard, I think, has a somewhat better paid producer, but that's it.

Well, actually, they're more profitable. But they don't have a better streamer of the year hostee. That's right. They don't have a woman, is what you want to say. We have a woman. We have a woman. We're the better podcast.

It's all good. Have you been on the yard yet? No, I don't know what that is. They're fucking racist. Do not go on the yard. They're racist Ludwig. That's how you know. What the, wait, that are not racist. They can't be racist.

Ludwig is black. Ludwig is not racist. Ludwig is black. His dad is Jamaican. That's a stepdad. Step dad. Wait, he's got to. Wait, did you know Ludwig can stepdad in time?

No. Yeah. I'm finding out for the first time. He taught him patoward. Ludwig comes out to me. He's like, God damn. Are you serious? Are you this fucking?

No, his stepdad is Jamaican. Yes, Ludwig is half black. But Ludwig is not half a black. He was born from a white man. Yeah, no, he's definitely, he's from New Hampshire. I don't think they had that bad day. He's a New Hampshire and he went to Arizona. Those are the two whitest places you could go to.

His mom didn't remarry until he was like in adulthood. So he's like a quarter black. I guess if you want to give it to him, it's up to you, I guess. so don't actually all the other all the other co-hosts are fun it's just lovely this wait who else is on the show is uh falco nick uh and and slime and aiden yeah yeah no no no eight different eight oh no that's how you know the racist oh what happened i'm sorry what you got we didn't talk about rage i don't know rage i can't believe you wouldn't it to and now rage i do apologize sometimes he gets a little woke

You know, he crosses a line He crosses a line I get called a libtard wokee sometimes Really? Yeah, I'll be damned I said, I already remember Yeah, that's what he's hanging out with They think he's woke

Yeah What's some things that you've said That you got called woke for? Oh, like, I think I don't care If Gabriel get married And stuff like that They called you woke for that? Yeah, or like, I think

regular shit, I don't know I think it's normal. That is kind of woke though That's awesome. That's insane to be That's not, I don't think If someone considers that statement to be woke They are fucking out of this world

I think woke is a good thing It's a term of endearment It was eventually It was Until white people stole it And then made it a negative Okay Because like it was originally

From the black community Yeah yeah It was black people shit It was like oh you woke Like some black people like And it got turned into some Some political shit I'm like yo what the fuck you

It's kind of political. It was, but, like, it's different. It feels different. It was actually how Drusky presented it in his skin. Yeah. Like, that is, like, the original woke is like that. You know? Unks.

But what the hell does that got to do with the streamer award? No, thank you for bringing us back. So, I want to say something, okay? We've had a tumultuous here. There's been a lot of ups. There's been a lot of downs. There's been a lot of Ws. There's been some Ls.

well. But I think it was a wonderful experience, at least for me, to get together with a bunch of people I haven't seen in a very long time. At least speaking from my experience, I literally was in Ireland and I caught my trip short specifically to come back for streamer awards because I knew, you know, being in the room with everybody is always a great experience in general, even if it doesn't look like that from afar. Even if it doesn't look like that on the Internet, because there's a lot of people that have different agendas that watch from afar and take things in a certain way. But I think inside of the room, it was mostly all love, right? Yeah.

I had a great time. And it's an impossible feat to be able to get hundreds of streamers from all around the world to come to one place, be there at the same time, not stream, okay? And also simultaneously, you know, arrive on time and have like a specific schedule that they must follow. Yes, and streamers are a constituency of people that notoriously don't like to be told what to do. Yes,000 percent. And are perpetually late, you know, loud, obnoxious, you know, and to get them all in a room and to get them seated for several hours is an incredible feat. Yeah. It's also, you know, some that absolutely zero people appreciate.

from afar. They watch it and then they're like, yo, I fucking hate this shit. And they don't understand what goes into it at all. Yeah. How much shit it is. You know, here's your flowers cutie Cinderella. You did it this year. You

okay. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. How do you feel about it? You know, I think it is a learning process. If you were to learn how to ride a bike and you could only do it once a year, it would take you many, many years to learn how to ride a bike.

The landscape changes every year, as well as, like, I don't have, I had to use a new production company this year, and so it's like a big learning curve for them compared to, like, I have so much information I've learned, and I can only pass that on, and then you just have to trust people and hope for the best. And, you know, I think it can only get better. I agree. Let's get messy. You're using the same production team next year?

I am not getting messy It is just I mean I mean So what problems are people like having with it Like I don't I let the show

Feeling good I think I think everyone Who attended had A good time for the most part I got so drunk at the after party I got so drunk You know I was I had so much fun

Went to the after party got hammered and I was like, I'm going to go out again after I get back, but I was so drunk that I couldn't even go. I passed out in my in my suit. I do think they were some heavy pourers at the after party from what I heard. I'm used to the drinks was strong. I'm used to the gay bars

and they just poured the whole bottle into the cup and it was fine. No, it was fantastic. It was a great time. I had a wonderful time. I got to sit next to Hassan the whole time which was, I don't know why he's doing that. I don't even want to fucking get into that. Whoa. I don't want to get into that. You have to

understand something about his son. He is a little homophobic. He he swathe, he made everybody switch seats so we can sit next to each that's not true. That's not true. That's what he did. Did you fuck up my cameras? No, I didn't. I was sat in my seat. In fact, there's a photo of me sitting alone at the table because nobody else

was sitting down. They were getting drinks and I was sat. That's a double thing. Why don't people sit in their seats? People get stressful I don't know. It is so crazy. Wait, can I say nigger? No. Yes. No, yeah, of course you can. Of course you can.

Wait, wait. No, no, no, you're not allowed. No. Are you the what? What are you going to say? No, I was to say, am I the first person saying nigger on his pocket? No, no, no. What the-

We haven't said it. I say it all the time. No, no, no. No, we- Who the hell has took the, like a virginity for me? I did. Wait, what do you say? Actually?

Actually? Actually? She did. What? What? She said. Wait, hold on this out. How did this out, though.

Agent was on the street. agent was on the podcast and she said two letters back to back so technically she didn't say it well he said at first and I said what is that two letters what the letter Y and the letter N back to back when so so she didn't actually say it you can't say when no I can't say that y'all are not we're woke brother I don't know what that means but y'all don't know I'm not going to say anything it means young N word oh chat they're not allowed to say YAN? Like the letters? No, we're not allowed to say that. I am not saying that at all. But anyway, she just, she just said it and we joke about it. But the other joke also is that...

You can't say whatever you want. The other joke also is that I always say QDy Cinderella is racist, which I can't even joke about it anymore. But every time I have, do you know the crash dummies? Not. You probably send their clips on, on a TikTok. They're two of my buddies. They're fucking hilarious. But every time they're on our podcast, Qudy Cinderella is mysteriously not here. So we used to say... I don't come to... this show very often. Well, you don't? Isn't this your show? No. No, it is. Of course.

Excuse me. We all are equal owners of the show. Yes. I take a lot of PTO. Cudy Cinderella, equal say, equal pay. I tell them to not pay me. On the Fear Am podcast, I say I don't want to come. On the Fear Am podcast, women get paid the same as men.

Yeah. Unless we take a trip. I do work 25% less. Yes. Yes. That's true. She gets paid more per hour. They're making up for the loss.

that women have taken. Unless we fly to China at which point we do take, we put a lien on it. Yeah, we did put a lien on me. The period of podcasts

because we'll just go on a trip and we'll just take our money and then we'll just take the water. Yeah. Because I don't want to go. Why don't I want to go? Why don't I want to go? She doesn't like to me here.

Yeah, be here. It's your shit. Well, it's a great question. We have a lot of here. Part of it is an archetype that I lean into. Okay, which is. Just being

Ora. Yeah, just being a painful. dry bitch yeah I'm always entertained by you thank you I know you are always I'm living for it always but I think no I think like I don't I don't like them

yeah she doesn't like us but we love her and we tell her to be here constantly oh that's kind of like how me she kind of has I don't know why what do you mean yeah yeah exactly yeah I'm sorry you like them begging you to come so what's your and what's your No, I love them. No, no, no, no.

What is my A. What's your AMP? You don't like AMP? No, no, no, no, no. He's, he's Faze, but he likes A&P more. No way, I don't, okay, all throws aside. That's, okay, I don't know, that's my brothers. That's my brothers.

That's the word on the street. That's not the word on the street. That's the word on some of the streets. Where did the street? No, of course, he's always trying to, he's trying to get me killed constantly. My question is like, was your, was your AMP? is probably whine about it. Wine about it is your AMP.

Faze is my A&P. Okay, low-key, yeah. I do feel like Faze could be your A&P. You do fucking hang out with Faze more than you hang out with me. Because we're fucking cool, gang. And they're so nice to me. You fucking poggers. Yeah.

With it are. It doesn't translate the Faze for me. No, it doesn't. No, no, no, no. You're lying. You see me. You see Fahgers. Me, I think A&P, I think.

No, you don't. It's so weird. Those are like my other side of the family type shit. Long, long. Yeah, the side of the family you hang out with more that you enjoy the company of better. I don't know. He just likes to pick fights. You try to start a fucking war.

Now you know why I don't like coming. Yeah, he's always picking fights. Always. That's true. Always. I'm in a good move because. The heat is not on him for once. That's why.

It's true. It's not a long cutie. You're age. Put it back on this motherfucker. Your age, I'm telling you one of these days, I'm going to kick his ass. Please. I'm a bust. I'm just going to bust.

I'm going to bust open the door and I'm just going to whip his ass. He's going to be on stream and he's going to just whoop his ass. He's going to shut. No, I'm not going to. Come on. Whoa. Come on. No.

I'm gay and that's too much. Oh, okay. That was too much. Can I have that candy cane by the way to suck on? Thank you. Okay. Hold on. I need a.

There you go. Thank you. Speaking of, yeah, go ahead, go ahead. I feel like you're the perfect guy to ask. Yeah, no. You can ask me anything. I'm an open book. And I love that. I have, this is some real shit.

I'm ready for it. Wasn't I talking to you about this? Yeah, that's why I'm nervous about what you're going to ask. It's okay. I don't mean no harm by it. He doesn't. I'm going to say it. He means no harm by it.

Okay, I was going to ask if it was homophobic of me to do gay friend applications. On scream, like a 20-1, I'm trying to get a gay homophobic. He needs a gay friend. I think that's great content. I think that's cool. Look, why do you, well, let's roll back, roll back. Why do you need a gay friend? He needs one.

Okay, so tell me what, how does this come to a point where you're like, I need a gay friend? Because like, I really think about it like, yeah, I don't got no gay friends. And why don't got no gay friends? Yeah, okay. Isn't that homophobic? No, no. Ain't there like millions of gay, nicks, how I got no gay friends? I know.

It is weird that you don't have any. Look, you feel me? I can try to look homophobic. I don't. That's the word on the street. Wait, wait. Wait, what word on the street? People are saying it's weird that you don't have a gay friend.

Look, look, I'll be honest. I'll be honest with you. I don't think, I don't think it's humble. I think it's great that you want more gay friends. Oh, I thought you were going to say, I don't think it's homophobic. It's great that you don't have any gay friends. No, wait. No, I think it's great that you want more gay friends.

Truly, I think it is. Now, the fact that you only need one is maybe you're a homophobic friend. Okay, wait, hold on. If it happens, it happens, but like, that's a lot of... He's like, hold on now. We got one. Dude, he's going to start with one gay friend. He's going to build up to it.

Calm down with this multiple. I was going to start with what I'm going to start with what I'll go. Okay. You want me to cast that show for you? Oh, my God, that'll be great. That'd be perfect. I mean, I can be your gay friend, but we'll add a second one. Yeah, we'll add a second one.

Austin could host it for you and cast it. You fighting a gay friend. A gay homie. A gay homie. Oh, my God. Okay. Now, what do you hope to achieve by getting a gay friend? Do you want, like, a different perspective?

Low-key. I don't know. Gaynexas is actually, like, funny. They're funny. They're just like, yeah. Every gay person's like, it's pretty fucking funny. Yeah, we have the best time ever. Yeah, what the fuck happened to you?

I'm really fun and funny. He's funny. Hey, Ferey and it's Austin Show, and I've been completely abandoned. But you know who didn't abandon me? Shopify. That's right. Shopify is our partner. Well, we want to sell things like merch,

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Sign up for your $1 per month trial and start selling today at shopify.com slash fear. Go to shopify.com slash fear. Shopify.com It's a last year. So you want a gay friend. Yes. You want a gay friend. Okay. Have you met a gay person before?

Besides you? Yeah. Am I the first gay person you've ever met? I'm trying to think, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. What the fuck are you talking about? I met niggas. At the time, I didn't know they were gay.

And they ended up being gay. Like, who? People from high school and shit. Who in phase is gay? No. I'm not gonna lie. I feel like Lacey is low-key gay. Really?

Damn. And is that why he's so homophobic? I'm just kidding. Wait, wait. Why do they, why do people call? Lacey homophobic? No, no, no. Okay. What do you mean?

What do you mean by gay? I'm kidding. I'm kidding. No, you can be honest. No, he makes fucking edgy jokes. I love good. But can't gay people make edgy jokes about gay people? Yeah, but he's like, so you're saying he should say he's gay and then he has the past. I'm saying I think he's gay.

And that is why he feel cultural. I think he loves Darla too much to be gay. Well, he could be bi-sexual. No, my-exuality isn't quite. Because he does love Mar- Marlin too much to be straight. I mean, shit. Not to be well.

That's why I thought he was gay. What? Yeah. He thought he's fucking Marlon. He's so handsome. And I feel like if you're around that dude, Lacey is not fucking Marlon. Hold on, hold on. If you're around a dude, that's that handsome all the time, at a certain point, it's like,

all right, dude, what's going on here? You want to fuck Marlon? I don't. If I hung out with him all the time, maybe I'll fuck Marlon. Who knows? Listen, I do. Lacey. I'm just kidding.

He's not joking. He's not my type. Oh, he's all your time. Wait, hold on, we're not talking about this. Listen, Lacey is pretty handsome. Yeah. Lacey's getting handsome. Yeah, yeah, okay, he's a good look.

He's not my type either. But, like, okay, so, like, the thing is, like, you know, you have a type, right? What's your type? I don't know. I don't know if I have a type, though. You just got a look, wait, we're not talking about dudes. What's your type of? We're not talking about dudes.

What are we thinking like tall, dark and handsome? Yo, no, no, no, no. Maybe a beard? I don't think I have, no. Maybe a man. Wait. But see, now you're getting homophobic. Strong man.

Strong man who could just, you know. Just, you know what? Post you up. Stop. Stop. We post to play basketball, bro. You can't play basketball, bro. You can't play basketball with a gay man if you?

Yeah, yeah. No, the way you're talking. That's the reason. That's the reason I'm going to think you're homophobic. That's the motherfucker fucking say you want to back and shit on me. What the fuck? Yeah, I mean. No, I don't think I have a type.

If you look in women, you don't have a type. If I'm attracted to you. I say the same thing. I don't have a type. Like, any. Every race has like... I have like a celebrity type. Like, I like...

Billy Elish. Yeah. Billy Elish or Paige Becker's or Phoebe Bridgers. They're all women. Okay, they're all very white. I just realized. She has a type. Yeah, you have a type.

Those are the wayfish pastiest women. No disrespect. They're all beautiful. They're wonderful. They're natural. All right. Well, come for him. But they're women.

Right. Well, I was going off my women type. Yeah. My man type. is Ludwig, obviously. The main character of a Disney Channel film that Ludwig Zach Efron looks like a main character

Disney Channel Prince. You know what I realize is you like twinks. You know what a twink? Do you know what a Twink? Beggars is not a twink? No, Ludwig is. Wait. Llew is not a twink?

No, he's not. He's not a twink? You can be a twink and not be gay. It's like a body type. Twink is like a body type. Like Timothy Chalamee is a twink. Yeah, it's like a twink is like an effeminate. Well, not a twink.

necessarily if I mean. It could just be like a... Like March. Yeah, like March. Fucking twin. He's a twin. In the gay... This is why you need a gay friend. This is why I need a friend.

They'll explain to you like the different tribes. What's rage? He's an otter? I don't know, actually. No, he's a jock. Yeah. Oh, your jock. What is it?

Your jock. An otter is a slender man, right? Slender, but a little bit hairier. Yeah. See? You got, because you got in the hair. Right? Are you hairy?

Not, not, not really. Like your body hair. That's like, you're a lot of body hair. If you're, no, a bear is a heavier. Yeah, and heavier, yeah. But I'm saying like the otter is a skinnier version of a bear. Like, Hassan's a bear. No, he's not.

Yeah. You're a daddy. You're a hunk. That's crazy. Bears are, yeah. Bears are like, you know what we need to do? I need to do a stream and take you to a gay bar. Oh, no, hold on.

I've already, I've already doing that. You are? Wait, who the fuck is taking you the gay? Okay, so Silky's brother, Bill, right? He's hell of gay? Like, like, like, really gay? Or, I mean, there's no way he's. He's not.

Oh, okay. Has he told you that? He says he's not, but there's too much episode. No, you can't. Okay. This is why you need. No. We're going to the gay bar.

Wait, Silkie's brother? Yeah, Bill. We're going to the gay bar and handcuffs. Does Billy know you're going to the gay? No, no. We're going to have head cuff together. Oh, no. We're going to have mad drunk and we'll see who folds first.

No. No. That's awesome. No. What? No. I love that. I love that.

Yeah, you've got to get a live dance. See who gets a boner. That's crazy. This is like 2000s, we need to get you a gay friend, stat. Before you go in and do that. Yeah, don't listen to anything I say. This may be a point of no return. Nah, I feel like that's comp.

That's calm, bro. Yeah. That's cut. No. What? I'm going to save you. This has been one of my favorite episodes so far. I don't want to, look, look, first of all, you got to make sure the guys that you're doing it with is gay.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, doing what with? Going to the gay bar with. Going to the gay bar with. No, you might not be. Okay, yeah, but you can't speculate. Like, that's one thing. You can't keep calling him. Oh, yeah.

What are you doing this? That's not helpful. Oh, my God. Let me have some fucking fun. No, there's video. My dog. No. Wait, wait, okay.

What if you literally see it and you're like, you clock it? You're gay? You want me to put my gay on? We've also, we've, yeah, why are you being more sensitive than you normally? We did have to do it one time. We've literally done that before. Okay, okay. Yeah, but, like, that time was a random person.

It was odd. He had a cookie company, a crumble cookie. What kind of straight? Oh, no, we've done it twice. Oh, wait, what's the other time? Yeah, it was the guy that was like looking at boobs. I'm like, no straight man talks about boobs like that. You know what?

He was going, wow. Where can we find a clip? March and look it up. Oh, no. Silky's brother, Bill Gay. So like that on YouTube. You might find something like a compilation. Let me get this straight.

You're going to handcuff yourself. off to him. And then, like, the loser has to suck each other out. What the fuck is y'all? Go to the fucking bar. We get fucking white girl wasted. Okay. And there's be a bunch of gay niggas. Whoever, like, folds. Like, what are we handcuffed, though?

Wait, wait, wait, wait, like, well, hold on. So you, whoever... I like that. Whoever... Oh, he has to do with the... Whoever folds... Crack baby? Yeah.

You know what I'm doing right now? We're going to save time right now because I am going to hit somebody up to send me a clip we could be talking about that I'll talk about that I like it be like yo send you send Bill's gayest moments

yeah yeah yeah yeah you know send me a tit talk or Twitter clip or a YouTube clip of Bill saying some gay shit Silky's brother for me

real quick as fast as you can thank you so it's gonna it turns out he's just the straightest man of all the time you guys are just calling him gay so look I think you should be careful

I mean look I you need a gay friend And that's all I'm going to say. You need a gay friend to help guide you through this. Okay. Everybody needs a gay friend. This is what I think you should do. I have one.

Can I be honest? This is what I think you should do. You need to do your gay show before you go to the gay bar because your gay friend is going to be a shield. You should bring your gay friend to supervise. He's going to help you so you don't get into situations in which you slip into homophobia. You know what I'm saying? Like, because it's a slippery slope.

Sometimes you don't even know you're being homophobic. Oh fuck You know what I mean? Like you slip into it you can say it. I have the past see I'm gay See I get you know like sometimes you'll be like oh I love gay people Like you don't even know what you're doing Yeah that sometimes you're gay sometimes you be homophobic you know what I mean and you're not even trying to be you don't even feel like you're being hateful It's why you need a gay friend you know you know what you're saying yeah let's do a trade what are we doing trading I give you the nigger pass you give you a upper pass

Oh, that's calm. You, I get an F pass, he gets an impasse. No, fucking go crazy in this bitch. No, I will, I will not accept that. He will never accept that. I would never. I would never. Bro, hold on.

That's good trades though. That's top two words. M. F, what? I'm asking you, we say both. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Yeah, maybe.

Maybe Billy can. I'm going to go consult the homosexuals, and I'll get back to you. Okay. He has to consult the count. He has to consult the count. You're giving off. First of all, in the power rankings, one is way higher. Yeah, yeah. That's not an equal trade.

That's so much. No, no, no, no, it's more so like... My word is like a seventh round pick. No, no, no, it's more so like... It's like, like, the word itself sounds con. What is that? Nigger and the F word, they sound good to say. Like, what were you said?

What was the word that you said before that? What does that mean? Like, comparable? Like, compy. No, like, good, cool. Oh, you're not hip. No, I'm... I'll let me go over here.

Okay. It's on the other side. Mr. Mr. You need a gay friend. You need a fucking black friend. Wait, that's actually a really good point.

Yeah. You don't have black friends. You have pa, Gerb, black friends. Is that the same? Well, that's what we'll do. We're gonna be... I have plenty of black friends.

Yeah, who? Wait. He's gonna say Nick Paul. I have a black uncle. My uncle, Ricky. It feels like... Is he your friend?

No, no, he's my uncle. He's my, not my blood, but, but, you know, But Blackford, you got? A black friend that I have? Bro. Don't say, not at a P.

Wait, which one? I was going to say. Is he Mormon? Is he from Portland? No, he's either or it's not going to know what he's talking about. I call him my uncle. He's not actually my uncle, but it's my uncle's one of my uncle's best friends, and I call him. So he's not even your friend.

Lisa, but I don't know. What if you do a trade? So you do the countermising the retail. You do the 20V1 find a black friend. Black friend. Oh my God. That's what. That's what, Austin?

That's comp. Yeah. That's calm. Am I not how you say that? Yeah, anyone can say that. You can say that. That's comp. Okay.

All right, okay, we'll do that. But you got to, you got to let me get you a gay friend before you do this stream at the gay bar. So it's inherently, yeah, it's inherently a little. Wait, what, what homophobic thing could I accidentally say out of gay barro?

So. There's no way you're confused there. The first time you did you think I'm going to get flurzed? Yeah, of course. Of course. Of course. You can head out of the gay bar. Yes.

But the thing is, this is what I find, homovoid, when you're like, ugh. Oh. That's homophobic. Yeah, that's home of vote. Okay, so I can't do that. Because when you treat, well, no, you go. I was just going to say when you treat, when anybody has the reaction, that is inherently invalidating a person's identity. You know what I'm saying?

It's like, think about it. If I went to you and I was like, ugh. You know what I mean? Yeah, that's what I was going to feel. You know what I'm saying? If you hit on me and I went, ugh, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like. Yeah, it's like, if a, like, gorgeous woman hit on me and I was like, ew, like, why would I do that? Like, it may not be for you.

No, but it is, it's like, I don't cringe by, like, if I say a game, I'm not going crazy, but if you're saying like, yo, you're going to get hit on and touched on. Yeah, but of course, but, but, but in the same way, if a girl came up to you and she, and she wasn't your thing. And she started hitting on you. Like, you know, be like, like, ugh, like, I don't want, like, I don't like, I don't like exactly. You know what I'm saying? But, like, would you like, if a girl didn't mind to? I mean, I'm sure there's... I'm asexual.

I do that way, everybody, bro. Wait, that's LGBTQI. Wait, I'm part of LGBTQ. Yeah, what my God, there's your flag. Surprise, we got that flag. We got to take that home with you. So do you get to say it now? Yes.

Because I don't think you're like, I don't think you're homophobic, you know what I mean? Like, but some people... But see, I... No, no, no, no. But like, I don't... Are you laughing, what the fuck? You can be, you can do homophobic things

without being homo-like you're not a hateful person you're not a hateful person this man's homophobic all the time he's hateful he's hateful right very much so what the type of hateful things does he do oh like he called me the ass all the time yeah all the time he didn't he didn't there was no trade either he just like I just call he just hit me with the upside well I walk in he said what's up he just turned on you no I do not get turned on he is not you do it because it turns up yeah he is he is not my type is so it's not homophole He is not. This man to me, you know, you know how the girls go crazy. They do be going crazy.

Yeah, they don't they? Yeah, they, they, they, they, wait, who most sexy? Hazan or Marlon? Like, the power rankings. They're different, they're different types of men. I think Marlon is, is a beautiful man. He is a, he's a, can I be honest? I think, I think that, I think Hassan, like, that's, like, that's a, that's a, that's a man right there. You know what I mean?

Like, that is, that is a, like, women, like, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a primal, the women get primal for him. So he's the duke dentist or the, uh, other, uh, I used to be back in the day. Oh, you fell off. I fell off for sure. Okay, like you was crazy. You're pushing 40, bro. Bro. You push your fucking 40, bro. Okay, first of all, you are, you are, you are, you are an ass hair away from 30. You're an ass hair away from 30 Wait, what do you hit your midlife crisis? 50 or 40. I've already had mine. I suppose.

Yeah. Oh. Cutie, you're hitting her a quarter life crisis. I have my quarter life crisis. Yeah, you're like 23. I'm constantly in crisis. That's true. But anyway, what I was trying to say is like, yeah,

when I was first popping off on on Reddit and stuff, everyone would be like, the meta was like all these other like content creators, all these other girls would be like, oh my God, he's so hot. And that was like what went viral for like, The first two or three years of my... For the record, I never said that. You literally baked me a cake. That's not even true.

You baked me a cake. For clout. Exactly. I never said you were hot, though. I never said you were hot. But that was the point, like, girls that wanted to get clout would be like, oh, my God, he's so hot. No, I went on a dating show for you, and I chose host. You went on a dating show again?

Yeah, thank you. Yes. You are her. Yes. I just never want you to forget. I kicked her first round. No, but. No, he didn't.

No, you didn't. No, you didn't. Oh, I would love to pull the tapes, but I would never do that. Yeah. Was that my show? Yes. Oh.

Not yours and other guys. Oh. But we won't pull the tapes, but I, if we did, you did not kick me the first round. Okay, the second round. Nope. It was early. So you were the method.

Yeah. That was it. But then I saw, I saw, I saw Duke popping off on TikTok in the same way. And I was like. Oh, I see why you mad because he took your shit. No, no, no. I was done.

I was done way before. No, he forced you to be done. You had no choice. I was way, way washed by the time Duke came on the scene. But I just know how

the highs and lows are. That's all I was saying. I was like, they're going to come for this man one day when he does something. Because when you're all aura, like when you got a lot of aura, when you got a lot of hype,

people are so fucking ruthless. Because then one day they'll just be like, oh, I didn't like the way he, I don't know, picked up a cookie and ate it, and then, like, randomly they'll turn on you. It's really fucked up.

The internet is a fucked up place. Has that happened to you yet? Have people turned on you? All my dogs turned to snakes? They didn't believe in magic? I don't... I don't... I don't lie with me. I don't think that can happen. I don't care to enough. Like, like, does I don't think people... You're saying you're oralist.

Whoa, hold on, no, no. You need to have oral. I lose it. I got none. Don't get it fucked up. The only award I won at the fucking Face Sub-Uvathon Awards, was most or. You understand me? That's an or awful group of individuals right there. Yeah.

You feel me? Silky. Badass. Jason the ween? Him. Plat boy. Lacey. He's a swaggett.

It's a swagger right there. Oh, that's a new word. Yeah, swaggett. I can say that right? Can I say that? You're looking at me like. Swaggett? Of course you can say.

I'm a fucking swaggett. Oh, swaget like. But not. But not. It just has the same end of it It's not a derivative of that, correct? It's not a derivative of it No, it's not. Swaggett, like swaget

No, I got it from that word. It's not it's not it's not it's not a lot of people would say stragg it Like straight no no but that's that's that's what swaggett like I've never heard that It's like like you max prestige from being a person was swag to a swaggy You're fucking swagger I've never heard that before rage events a lot of words did you know he was like famous for that Did you make that word? That's why. Your claim to fame is Riz, right?

Or you claim. No, no, no. It's Gat. Or was it Gat? So tell me, how did you, you invented Gat? I saw that, I saw a clip. I thought it was, yeah, my mistake for thinking it was Riz. Oh, it was Gap.

You invented Gap. Now, what is a Gat? Gat. Can you please describe me to show you? I mean, I'm sure. This is my, this is my legacy, chat. This is my legacy, bro. kill yourself? Are you going to find some lead

and shove it in your fucking mouth finally so everyone can finally be happy, Hassan? You're going to shut your fucking mouth up by filling it with lead? Yeah, bitch. Yeah, you're going to fill it with lead, bitch. Yeah. Don't join in on her bullshit. Yeah, I'm going to do that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I got

jump. Yeah. Yeah. So, okay. Why do I need haters? She's a she's a swagger. Your friend. Fuck is. Anyway, yeah, go ahead. Explain what God is, please. To the whitest audience you ever... A GIAT!

If you hear someone say Giat, it's like, imagine Hazanabe, he stands up. He does have a... Big ass butt poking out of them pants. Yeah. Like, you just say, Giac. He does have a fat ass. And that's just some shit, like, niggas be saying like, god damn, like shit like that, right? Yeah.

But when I was streaming, I was saying it overly. Yeah. And in my chat used to mock me by spelling it out. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like G-Y-A-T. Yeah, it just became a thing within our community. And then he said it one time And it cost of that stream

And Ticot ran with it And the word is ruined I don't even like saying it no more bro I've heard of it I've heard of it It's a description of a woman's ass specifically I'm not just a butt No he's just a butt in general

I can see a nigga with a big ass butt on the game I'd be like yeah Okay Damn Okay And do you do you use Is it like God is like similar to God Like God damn

Yeah it's supposed to be like God damn But like like like Yeah Okay I got it If I was up to you, if I was like, cutie, my God, you've got a fantastic guy. Okay, see, see? This is what it got dragged, right?

Okay. Because I'll only say like, like, yeah. Like, yeah, I want to say, oh, look at that gai. It's like, wow. It should be like, wow. It's a little informal. It's not super formal. Like, my lord, that lady has a wonderful gat.

All right, what's up next? No. What's up next? What's up? Yeah, he's ruining it because he's got the weatherman cadence. And any time, anytime a weatherman is making a joke, like when the, when the, when the, When the meme reaches local TV and like a broadcaster is saying it,

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like what do you got what's the next up he's going to a gay bar Oh term Yeah what are you What are you trying to put out there So that I can say it ahead of time And so I can be cool

And give us all a word to a vent And we'll see which one catches on Listen It's something that just happens naturally Like is there ever a word That you wish you could say Because you're a woman I can say every damn word

You can say Yeah You can say no Wait, is that only one? No, YouTube, YouTube will demonetize you. Oh, yeah. That's, but the C. You, even though, even- Why can guys say that?

Wait, where is that one? It's like, it's a vagina. And this one, but it's like a more, it's a vulgar to say like, Like, like, girls can say every word at, like, I'm like, penis, I'm a kick, I'm a kicker in the, it's like a, I'm a kicker in the, is like a, I'm a kicker in. If we can't say, y'all can't say dick. Yeah, that's not how that works. That's not how that works. It's like, it's not how that words.

It's like, you know how everyone can say Cracker, but not everyone can say the N word? It's kind of like the same power dynamic. Oh, but got no oral like that. Don't nobody say that shit now anyway. Imagine they say, yo, y'all can't say, we like, hi. They're not saying that shit.

That's a good point. Okay, good point. Good point. I've got nothing. What's another woman word? Morbid word? No, woman word. I don't think we have any.

Yeah, I don't think we have any. Another white woman word. I mean, I'm not looking at you directly. Yeah, y'all don't got no gate keeps. We have nothing. Nothing that's ours. Hey, we cool. We can see. We got shit. They can't say. That's true. That's true. We've got a lot of things that they can't say. Like, white men are really.

I don't know of another gay word. It's really tough for us white guys out here, man. Don't have any words. Yeah, see fucking slurs and shit. Even though I did get fucking banned for. saying Cracker before. Did you know that? Wait, you did it? I got banned for seven days

because I called someone a cracker ass bitch. Oh, I remember that clip, bro. Wait. I don't remember. Damn. Yeah. How fucking stupid is that?

More gay ones, like gay words that other people can't say. Yeah, but I don't know if gay men can say them. People get upset if you use the word twink and you're not gay. Wait, really? I said twink, though.

But if you're putting, if you're throwing the word twink around, like, if you're like a straight person and you're like calling somebody a twink, oh, but it's okay to like... If it feels like it's a substitute for the F word. Yeah, you twink. Like, it sounds good. Yeah. It does have good mouth feel. It's all about the mouth. I didn't know that.

Yeah. Anyway, let's get back to streamer awards. Oh, yeah. You're talking about. Yo, we just yaps. Yo, we stop trying to run from this. Let's talk about it. It was a great.

You talk about it. So I love getting up on that stage. Oh, my God. It's true. You really did you do. Yeah, you did great. You were very good. I wanted to thank you.

Not because of all the controversy and stuff and no one yelled at me, but because there were jokes in the monologue that you had about me and Kaya that I had, of course, said yes to ahead of time. But it was cool because now I can. can joke about, like, the electrocuting Kaya stuff. So no one is calling me a terrorist. I realized, because like, past two

years, everyone's like, oh, he's a terrorist. Oh, I've made terrorist jokes about you, but now... Oh, no, no, no, that was fine. You making those are fine as well, but you made, you made terrorist jokes about it? I'll call him anything. Yeah, me too. But everyone was calling me a terrorist for the past two years because the Israel stuff, right? Which, you know, sucks for Israel

because everyone's on my side now, suck my dick. Anyway, um... It's true. Hey, you ever been on Fox News? No. Just get there. My point is, my point is like, that was like much trickier, I think.

Because like when people say that, then other people are like, oh, what is it? Oh, like this guy is controversial or whatever. But now, like, oh, you jab your dog. It doesn't hit the same as terrorist. So I feel like that's a better substitute. That's on the package that. I'm trying to find the silver lining here. Okay.

Right. You know, I think I think it'll only get better I love that I think you know every year I learn a lot We learned a lot this year Learned a lot I'm telling you

Learned a lot Put me up on a podium Would you learn I won't say Press conference Let I learned a lot Just put me in there I'm gonna give it a bean

As a black person I'm gonna give me the bean Look listen You have now the stream of words It's like a bunch of communities That weren't there before Like a lot of the black communities There W&L we're all there

I feel like you now have to I love Fan Fan Fan Fan is my girl Right You're ready to be the floor host Is what you're saying to me That would be sick You could do really well

Because I'm not gonna win no fucking wars No you can still You can still win No I think you're You're 20 gay friend What the hell is what I didn't know I think I wanted a bar Potentially a gay man

Is gonna is gonna do numbers But you know no no no You need an actual game No no no He's gonna get one But that is, though, for the next stream, like, having, like, a black, like, or someone that's more hip to, like, what's going? Because a lot of people, they don't, they don't know what I agree.

So they're like, who the fuck is this person saying some shit? Imagine it was like, I'm not saying get Kevin Hart. If Kevin Hart made the same jokes that Fan Fan said, everybody would be fucking laughing. Hey, Kevin Hart, if you want to do it for free. You feel it? We would take you. That'd be awesome. You just have to have a little bit more.

Yeah, I get it. It's also, it's a little, it, uh, I think the floor host role, um, I think there was just some miscommunication. That's all. I think it just needed to be more of like a wholesome check-in, how's your night going? And, you know, we just live and we learn, and we know that. The only thing that I would

like to clarify, and I don't want to, like, I mean, there's a lot of things I would love to clarify, but I'm not going to. But I just want to say that Rekai was banned for stealing. He was banned from Twitch for stealing something. And Twitch allowed him very nicely to come to the show. They were like, it's fine, because

technically it's against TOS or whatever. Motion, motion. But I asked him, what's the coolest thing you ever stole as a fun, like, clip to say, haven't you learned your lesson? Like, you can't say that. Like, don't get banned again. And then that was taken as racially charged. And it, I didn't ask that question because he's black.

I asked that question because he got banned for stealing. I'm not going to lie. Without no context, though. I know what I heard it, I knew because Yes, because that's the problem is we are all in a room And we all know that Rikai had special permission to come We all know that Rikai was banned All of us knew that in that room

Yeah That's why everyone in the room got it Like immediately like everyone was like Ha ha ha you know everyone in the room laughed But people online did not know that Rikai is banned They just see me picking on a 16 year old boy 17 now Oh 17 year old boy I'm like I didn't

That's not I would Anyway Thank you for clarifying I personally didn't understand it at the time Yeah he thought it was racially insensitive He sat there and he said up What a king

Yeah he sat he said I almost stood up in Russia stage Yeah he he oh He almost got up and he said Speaking of rushing the stage The fuck was it You know what's crazy As soon as I seen her walk up Pull the clip

I knew what she was doing Pull the clip What if you guys What if you guys review the stream rewards When I'm not in the room Okay, okay, we don't have to. No, you can. You could, because you want to watch the clip and you want to react to it.

I think that's fine. What if I just go to the bathroom? Okay. I'm just going to go to the bathroom. Okay. All right. Do you want to go to the bathroom? Yeah, yeah, I got to go to the bathroom.

Okay. I go to the bathroom. What are you guys going to talk about? I don't know. I do exactly what I'm going. So, so this girl. So, is India love. India love.

Yes. Right. And have you, have you, do you know over? She's like, she's like, very known in like, the industry of the world. She's like a, she used to be reality TV stuff. Did she do, I heard she do only fans? She, I generally don't know. I just know that she's.

Hold on, I don't want to misspeak here. I don't know that she's known. Okay, she's like, hey, Ruby Rose is known. Yeah, yeah, yeah, like that. Marsh, cut that part out. I don't know if she did. She might have. Okay, I don't know.

Hold on, let me look that up. I don't know. Do you just remember what of the things that she knows for? No. Oh, when he's just going to mention. I remember one thing you said. said to her. Oh, I don't know. That's my friend now.

Oh, hold on. Four days ago, Yahoo! Hold on. Hold on. Yahoo News. India Love made $2 million on Onlyfans, but quit for this reason. I mean, Yahoo News is reporting. It's got to be real. All right, so you can keep that in, I think, because she I didn't want to. I don't want to... I don't want to put something out there. What if I started a huge rumor,

though? And then next... I'm at with, like, saying whatever the fuck comes to my mind, he's the exact opposite. Imagine, imagine, imagine that goes viral. All of a sudden, I'm in lawsuit with India Love, because I, you know. Yeah. But you ask the question, though. That's true. That's true. I asked it. Thank you. Okay. So, so India Love, Valcray gets

called out on the stage to present the next award. And in the middle of that transition, India Love walks up the step. And she tried to pull a Kanye. And she tried to like pull. Well, she did pull a Kanye. Let's roll the clip. The weakest, the weakest version of that.

Let's roll the clip. Breakout Streamer of the year. Went to adapt. And congratulations, and we respect you for what you did. But Rikai should have won breakout streamer of the year and DDG. I don't care what y'all say. Shout out, Rukai, shout out. Blah, ba, ba, ba. Okay, that was unnecessary.

But go back to the beginning for me real quick. Yeah, play it right good. So breakout streamer of the weird, went to breakout streamer of... You should have stopped right there. You can't do a conian moment and stutter. You can't be stuttering. You're going to do something like that. I know.

I know. She had that locked in the chamber, and she fucked in the chamber, and she fucked up. I was so in shock when it happened. I was like, there is no way somebody is getting up on the stage to pull this time of the moment. I knew exactly what was happening while it was happening too, bro.

I just didn't think she was going to do it. What took me a second? I was like, that's not Ray. Because I heard it say Ray and I heard her try to talk while like trying to say, yo, excuse me. I'm like, okay, yeah, she's about to do something.

Oh, so she was like getting through the crowd. I thought that she got permission to do that, like behind the scenes, but I thought everybody was in shock because usually when somebody steps on the microphone, they have permission to do. Exactly, and then she got escorted it out, dead ass. Yeah, she got kicked out of the venue right after that. That's not good clips.

Well, I was just curious, if I was in a position to get up there, no, what do you think, like, what would have been the proper way to intervene in that situation? Stop! Well, no, like, I can't lay her out on stage. That would be insane. Wait, wait, hold on. You want to put hands on India Love. No, I wasn't going to put any hands on her.

I was going to touch her. Who would win in a fight? India Love or awesome. I think India Love could be. I feel like she's a fight. I don't know. I feel like she's feisty. I think she would probably whip my ass.

Because what am I going to do? I can't hit a woman. I would never do that. No, you can never. Even if you did, I think she's still wook your ass. Honestly. You think that theoretically, if I could hit a woman, which I would never. You would never.

Under any circumstance. There's no. You would have to be possessed by the devil or some sorts. Even if a woman had a gun, I'd say, I can't hit you. Whoa, hold on. You shoot me. I'm going to shoot me. That's a bit.

On behalf of all men, I'd say. take this bullet for women. You're catching all type of RKOs, all type of shit. Okay, so anyway. So, like, you crack your knuckles, you're like, oh, it's my time to shine. So if...

I've been waiting for this moment. So you don't think I could... You think India Love would beat me at, beat my assent. Okay, I think so. Okay, well, what if I got like a sucker punch? You distract her a room? What if I just laid out

India Love on the stage? Do you think I'd be the hero? No. Just like a lineback. kidding me? No, no, that's bad. No, absolutely not. Well, I would never do that.

Yeah. Unless you're recorded. No, I would never do that. No, there is no point where that would be appropriate. It wasn't. It wouldn't be. I was just saying theoretically. Yeah, that was, that was lame.

But if Valkrey would have laid her out on the stage. That, I don't think that that could happen either. Would have been appropriate? Okay. I feel like, I feel like she's feisty. Yeah. I mean, Valkerreari probably guys, I feel like Vakray Logie has like a secret. like she'd be hiding

like a piece she's done like the athletic stuff with like the streamer games and stuff and she's like sneaky athletic huh so if I pull some up

well hold on why are you talking to her over I don't know why are we talking about fighting India love this is what he loves I don't want to beat anybody's ass I don't want to beat anybody's

you know my brain is like so fucked up that it goes off into these weird tanges and I was like I would never do that's you know you heard of the call the void uh

like what have I just said you know that's your call the Boy, you see like a girl on stage and you're like, what if I beat the fuck out of her? No, I wasn't thinking I was going to do it. I was just like going through theoretical. That's an interesting thing. Like, I could ruin everything right now.

Yeah. You know what I mean? It's like, it's like being at the edge of a building and be like, I love my life, but what if I just fucking ended it? Everybody would be so fucking confused. Why the, he was happier as hell. And he just jumped. We were having a great time. He just jumped off. Do you think anybody's killed himself for that reason? Like, yo, I want to just like,

I'm sure. And fuck some people up. As a meme? I bet somebody has taken the call of the void and, like, they were not, they weren't even, they just went, I'm sure. I'm sure somebody was like you have to be fucked up to get there. I mean, India Love said she was fucked up last month. That's why she did. Oh, yeah, okay. So, did she apologize for anything?

I don't know. It was just corny gang. That shit was bad. I don't think anybody there, like Rakha or, who else she said? She said Rakai. DDG? They wouldn't even want her to do that. That's just corny.

I don't know. Yeah, definitely. Well, anyway, and for the record, I... What was your highlight of the night? For the record, I do not want to fight her. Okay. What was your highlight of the night and low light of the night? Low light, losing.

Oh, yeah. Well, at least you got... Fucking, at least you got nominated. And I didn't get nominated for shit. Okay? Neither did I. Hey, wait, you did he get nominated for anything? No, I didn't.

Good, motherfucker. You took my fucking just... Oh, that's right. I've fucked you. Fuck this motherfucker. That's true. And he's been ducking me for basketball ever since.

I didn't see the votes on that one. That's right. That's right. That's a good year. Hey, better luck next year, you know? Fuck that. Nah, I'm going for some... Maybe you won't be nominated next year either.

Then we can sit in the no nominations table. I'm going for some shit next year. I don't get fucked. I want to win something next year too. I don't know what it is going to be. I need like, we need like a award for like gay people exclusively. Yeah. A gay award.

There are so many more gay streamers that actually streamed, though. So what would you get? This man. Wait, this is gay knickers that stream? Yeah, of course. There's an entire gay community. This is why we need to get you a gay friend. Brother, what I'm talking about?

Of course. I had to talk about the girls, though. I don't count. Yes, there's gay. There's gay men. There's drag queens. Yes. I had a show where I took people.

What? I'm just in awe of, of, of, what? There's so many gay people that stream. What kind of like isolation chamber you've been in this entire time? Was because you're, you haven't been, let me show you to the gay side. But at the same time, how would I know? I can't, I'm not going to know if someone's gay if I watch it. I probably have, I just don't know.

See, and you didn't even care. You wouldn't even get them. They were gay. Gay people are regular people. That's so what I look at them is going to be regular. You know me? It's a good fucking PR. I was so sorry.

I guess. Oh my. They're regular. And you would support if they got married. Right? Yeah, yeah. Why'd your voice get high? Doug.

No. That was weird. No, he don't have a problem. Try that one more time. Would you support you and gay people got married? You think they should probably... Yo, they do get married, bro. Yeah.

And they should stop. And then, you know... Obama, bro. He did that shit. He did that shit, right? Yeah. Yeah, he did. Obama?

Yeah, he did. It was under his presidency. Yeah. That was a middle school, I think. That was, yeah. No, he did. He passed, well, the Supreme Court under his administration. Yeah, Obergefell.

Yeah, Obergefell. Yeah, he gangster for that. Yeah, he is. He is, and we thank him for it. Now, when I get married, he did run on. Now when I get married, he did run on. You know the most, you know the most, you know the most, we all have an evolution. You know what I mean?

Look, he didn't give a fuck. He was just saying it to win. What the fuck was I going to say? Fuck, I forgot what I was going to say. Gay marriage. Yeah, gay marriage. All right, well, I have some other stuff that I want to bring to the table here while you still think. There is a designation in the Twitch streaming world, Poggers versus W&L.

Now, for those of you at home who don't know, W&L comes from the fact that, like, it was at the time, like, you know, Kai, Aidan, like a bunch of people, Rage who were popping off. And they were, their audiences were mostly coming from TikTok, even though they had been streaming for a while on the platform. but because of this new influx of, like, TikTok viewers, they didn't know the emotes that people used to use on Twitch because there was a lot of, there's a huge emo culture on the platform. So they would just spam W's and L's. And then, I don't know who invented the term Pogger. Let me tell you.

So the W&L actually came from, like, older streamers, like Los Polos. Oh, yeah. Flight Reacts, Cash Nasty, Soluminati. Cash nasty. There was always, in their YouTube videos, they're spamming Ws, shit like that. So, and, like, we came from the YouTube side of, like, the, like, the, like, the, like, that side of shit.

That, that's like me and the bruce. Yeah, there was no emo. Yeah, you were using W's and L's instead. And dead ass. I forgot. I think it was SQC. I went live one day when I was streaming no face cam, like, 2018 or something. Mm-hmm.

2019. I look at his chat. I'm like, yo, what the fuck is this? What do I, every time I open this motherfucker chasse, he pogged you, this pogged this, what is this poggers? What is this pogger's shit? And so I'm like, yo, chat. That looks fun, though. I want y'all to start.

spam that pogger emo and then we just start calling all the poggers. Wait, you started that? Yeah. You invent everything. What the fuck? You invented all this stuff. But like at the time, I don't think it's like something crazy. I've just saying words. You coined it. Yeah, yeah. Hell yeah. But now, now it's like taking on a life of his own. Yes. And

people make distinctions like who's poggers, who's W and L. And I wanted to ask you, you've been streaming for how long now? Since 2018. You've been streaming since 2018. and when would you say you blew up? Like when you became like...

When T-Tit-Tas started going crazy with my scary videos and reactions I'd say like 2020. Yeah. 20-21? So around the same time that I think I got big on Twitch as well. But would you say that in the beginning when you were blown up, when Kyle's blown up,

that there was like negativity associated with you guys? Like where there was like, like there was a group of people watching on the platform. There was a very white platform at the time that felt some type of way about black content creators blowing up on the platform. Yes, because we were all in our own little bubbles. Yeah. For straight, like, we're just thinking about this community. We're not even really seeing y'all too much. We know of y'all.

Like, we know about the SQCs and all this shit. But, like, our clips started going so crazy. They started entering LSF. Twitter threads and like the reactions from some of the streamers on y'all side, it would be like, oh, these freaking loud-ass, fucking loud and loud equals funny-ass streamers, and that just became the narrative and all that left LSF threads to the point where the streamers are saying it too. We're like, yo, that's not even what it is.

So people automatically are like, yo, fuck them, they're fucking racist and shit. Because we're fucking, why you say loud equals funny? Half of us are not even fucking loud, just fucking, you're raging Kai, whatever the case may be. But yeah, and that's, ever since then, it's been like a little divide kind of shit, because People feel like streamers would be saying shady shit and whatever the case may be and how shit evolved from there. Would you say that the state of affairs in the WL versus Parker's community is better now?

Oh, I feel like it's better. Because a lot of us, like me now, agent, like Jay's, a lot of W&L streamers are like, we're all like collabing and shit now. You feel me? and don't think like I made that list the poggers versus the paugas

oh I wasn't even think about that pull that up March I just want to see what the list is well let's cover let's cover the Patreon you know what

that's a good idea yeah we'll cover it because we are at time your age thank you so much for accepting my personal no we got one more hour oh no no

I bet for the that's already dope for the first part yeah we got Lou I know thank you for accepting my personal invitation to the podcast because we know that it was made and solidified the invitation. He

wasn't responding. Yeah, I was playing basketball. He was busy. If it wasn't for me through a mutual friend of ours, we wouldn't be here right now. I can't believe you're taking credit for this. This was a last second poll. I appreciate it. This was a last second poll. Okay.

I appreciate it. That's crazy. You're taking credit for this. I appreciate it. Thank you for coming out. I like this fucking guy. Yeah. Eddie. You could take them. I don't want a gay friend no more. They lie all the time. Anything you want to shout out before we go?

Yeah, we're going to be able to find you. You can find me, just search up your rage on any platform. Shout out, Faze. Follow all the Faze boys, too. Yeah, I appreciate y'all for having me. I told you all you're going to pull out yesterday. That's true. That's true.

I didn't think so. I thought you were intimidated by how badly I'll beat you in the basketball course. I ain't nobody could intimidate me. You know that. It's just what it is. You can be LeBron change in front of me. Okay, LeBron is different. Okay, that's different.

At that point, that's not even because that's just delusion. Yeah. All right, we'll see you on the Patreon. Peace out. Peace out. Peace. That's why. I just hope they cure cancer, that's all. That's why I'm aligning with the fucking clankers, bro.

I had a whole speech. I don't give a fuck. I stand with them. I don't like calling people. So you're hoping that they save you specifically. I'm on their side. I don't get down with the wire back, the clankers and all that shit. Fuck that.

That is, that is. Bro, that is racist. Why are we so mean to robots? Those are slurs. The crazy thing about these slurs robots is they were just changed ever so slightly from real slurs, right? Yeah. Yep. Yeah, they were just changed ever so slightly.