Follow Him: A Come, Follow Me Podcast - Joseph Smith History 1:1-26: Dr. Steven Harper: Part II

Episode Date: January 3, 2021

Part II of this week's episode.Dr. Harper focuses on the First Vision and touches on the four first-hand accounts. Multiple accounts of miraculous events describe a pattern throughout the scriptures (Alma the Younger, Paul, etc.).

Welcome to Joseph Smith History with Dr. Stephen Harper, Part 2. Lead us up to a beautiful, clear day early in the spring of 1800 and 20, 200 years ago. So he decides that he's going to act. The answer is not necessarily gonna be in the words I'm reading on the page, the answer might be in doing what other people have done before me. The first revelation is,

if you ask wisdom, mask God. And Joseph says, I decided I would give that a try. So he's going to act in great faith, right? It requires faith for him to try this out. We use this phrase in the Church of Have Faith. And I like what you're doing is an act of great faith because what we don't realize is when I kneel down at my bedside, that's faith. When I pick up the book to open it and read and ponder, that's faith. And sometimes

we don't realize that having faith, sometimes we think of it, I think, as like the force, like having faith is I just sit here and have faith, whereas acting faith is a completely different thing. I think Elder Bednar was at 2008, a talk called Ask and Faith, and he said, Joseph's question was not which church is right. His question was, which church should I join? It was the idea of action that you're talking about right there. Elder Bednar, a shaped mind thinking on this point and his emphasis on the agency that Joseph is using here. The choice to believe that the testimony of James might be true. It could make a difference if I go into the woods and pray. That's faith. He goes to a private place and he starts to

pray and he's immediately overwhelmed by an actual being from the unseen world. Had such astonishing powers to bind my tongue, I couldn't speak, he thought he would be overwhelmed. It seemed to me for a time as if I were doomed to sudden destruction. Now, if this were being mapped out on a storyboard, this is the point of the story where the bad guys have closed in and all is lost. Tom Cruise is just about to drop off the cliff with the time bomb exploding. This is so much better than any of those stories. So much more is at stake here.

I had a student particularly tell me once she talked about her depression that she goes through. And she said, this verse 15 is one of the closest places she said that's described what I experience. I'm seized upon by this power this this depression it overcomes me. I'm saying but very real. I can't talk about it. I can't it has an astonishing influence. She said, thick darkness is the way to describe it. Thick dark. Now, I'm not saying that all depression comes from the adversary. Please don't get me wrong. There's many youth and adults out there who struggle with depression and anxiety. They can identify with that last part of verse 15 of,

yeah, I felt something similar in my life. It's unseen, right? But man, it is real. I've always emphasized those three words for a time, for a time, right? It will end. And he lets us know. It will end. He didn't know it at the time. It was going to end. But I love those three words for a time. This is just for a time. You're going through this. I love that. I think that's, you does insightful to me. I appreciate that. It makes me want to draw attention to the fact that what we're reading here is Joseph's factual memory, but it's also laced with interpretive memory. The factual memory is the kind he could have had when he walked out of the grove. I saw two personages, they said these words, but the interpretive memory is the kind where he can say things like, it seemed to me for a time as if I

were doomed to sudden destruction. And he's going to go on later and say, it seemed like I was Paul before a grippa. It felt like this. I've often thought then in sense. And one of the reasons that the accounts of the vision vary is because they have different interpretive memory woven into them, just like you and I do. My students asked me about near death experiences and there's some really interesting things in some of those, but I always tell them separate what they saw with how they interpreted it because, you know, at that part, we may know something more about because the section 137 or 38 or something, but that's a great way to put it, factual memory, interpretive memory.

That's a seeker's skill, a seeker develops the ability to discern the difference between facts that are true no matter what perspective you choose and interpretation of those facts that depend completely on the perspective that you choose. Maybe the most important thing in these first 26 verses is the first line or two of verse 16, right? What do you do when the bad guy has closed in the ultimate bad guy? The stakes are enormously high. Your eternal welfare is at stake and you're in the dark night of the soul. Thick darkness has gathered around. It seems like your doom to sudden destruction. Joseph chose to exert all my powers to call upon God to deliver me out of the power of this enemy, which it seized upon me.

And at the very moment, when I was ready to sink into despair and abandon myself to destruction, not to something I was imagining, but to a very real power. Just then, God delivered me. Yeah. Verse 16, I'm going to label it the choice. Because he could quit, right Steve? He could just lay down and be like, I'm done. I'm done, okay, okay, I don't want to know. I don't, maybe on a smaller scale, but I think if I do that all the time.

And I often abandon myself. I often choose the easy way out. I often don't do the hard work of making the right choice. Here, Joseph, making the right choice. Here Joseph makes the right choice. This choice is the opening of the restoration. He didn't know it then. He wouldn't know for a long time after that. The church in a sense wouldn't even know it until half a century after the fact when we finally canonized the first vision. But when we look back, searching our past for the moment, you know, what was the choice that was made that opened the restoration? It's this choice.

That's why I said at the beginning, this is the most consequential choice in history, outside of the Savior's Atonement, outside of his choice, to offer himself for us. I made a note of that. You call it massively consequential. I thought, yeah, massive consequences for the planet. I mean, this is amazing. Yeah. The three of us sitting here, that comes from this choice, right? I mean, this whole thing is not a good thing. Everybody listening to us.

Yeah. And the fight against it. I mean, there's a huge, huge fight against the first vision right now. As you all know, and there are casualties being taken. There's a war being waged. Why? Because there's so much at stake.

It's massively consequential. I just had an idea that I would challenge parents and I think I want to do this with my older teenagers is tell them my story and tell them my, the moments of my decision. Like you said, I didn't know it at the time, but as I look back in my life, there were moments of decision. They were massively consequential in my life, right? And to my future, and to theirs as my children. And I think this is, this would be a great opportunity for, for moms and dads to sit out and say, let me tell you about one of my verse 16s, where I had a choice to make.

About turning point. And how God helped me. The moment where I was all in, I mean, exerting all my powers to call upon God. This is when I thought I am all in. Yeah, because sometimes our kids look at us and go, you were born with a certain tie, right? You never went through this.

I was in the delivery room going, everyone gather around, we're gonna read some scripture, right, that's how my kids sometimes see me because they weren't around when I was in my own little 14 year old time. Maybe obviously not as profound, but we've all had moments of decision that changed everything for us.

If the problem just ramped up in verse 15 and early in 16, this is the resolution. And you can feel it. If you put monitors on people who are paying careful attention as they read this, you could probably see their heart rate change and their blood pressure change. And this resolution just provides the answer to Joseph's problem. He is delivered from the enemy which held him bound, and he sees two personages. There's brightness and glory, he filed a description. So we shouldn't expect Joseph in any of his accounts of the vision to be able to do an adequate job.

There's no way. After he first wrote the vision himself in 1832, the very next thing he wrote in the same book was a letter. And in that letter, he prayed, he just sort of spilled his prayer out on the page. He said, Lord, deliver me from the narrow prison of paper pen and ink and a crooked broken scattered in imperfect language. How do you write what defies all description? It can't be done. How do you describe the indiscriminate? Yeah. Yeah. So it bugs me a little when people want a whole Joseph Smith to a standard that neither they or anybody else can probably meet. I love to tell my students and require them to think about what are the first revealed words of the restoration. In 1832 account, it's Joseph, my son, words of the Restoration. In 1832, account, it's Joseph, my son, license, are forgiven. And in this account, it is Joseph, this is my beloved son, hear him. The first revealed words of the Restoration are God calling Joseph

by his name. He doesn't write the word Joseph in here. We sometimes miss it. That we think in the italics, this is my beloved son, here, him. I really want everyone to see that Joseph, he knows your name, God knows my, I think in that first word, he finds out something we all need to find out that God knows who we are. Joseph here thinks he's a literary failure, right? He started off this story by telling us,

look, I barely had a chance to go to school, don't hold me to high standards here. But if we were just noticing how powerfully he just juxtaposed the thick darkness with the relief that comes, it couldn't be done better, I don't think. Let's say here, though, that there's a big difference if he's telling the story than if he's writing the story.

The 1832 autobiography, which is like six pages long and two sentences and misplaced modifiers. And it's both beautiful and it's messy. It's kind of a disaster. So that one is handwritten by Joseph. And the first thing he says in it, too, after he gives a grand introduction to it, he says, I can't write. I never barely got to go to school. I was only instructed in the ground rules of reading writing in arithmetic, so don't please expect a lot. When he writes, it's a painful and difficult thing for him to do, but when he just tells this story, it turns out like this. He can tell it in a way that is powerful and beautiful. I don't mean to a way that is powerful and beautiful. I don't mean to diminish the written one he did either. That one's beautiful for its own reasons, but this document we're reading is unbelievably powerful.

I want to make sure everybody knows in case there's any question, I believe this with my whole soul. I believe this story is true. And I'm really thrilled that it is because I'm in that store. I'm the person in this store with Joseph, not as heroic as him, but it's even better for that reason. God rescues anxious teenagers is what this tells me. He listens to us. He calls us by name. He sends his only begotten son to save us.

I love those things. I'm grateful for them. I think I've heard you say this before, Steve, or one of your contemporaries, Joseph doesn't know where to go to get forgiveness of his sins. I know where to go to get forgiveness of my sins because of him, right? Because of Joseph. So not only does he have to go through the similar process I have to do, but he has to show me how this works and then how I can do it. So I appreciate him on both accounts. One, he's like me, two, he's the trailblazer, to what, you know, I have now, right?

Because I know where to go. We know that there's some conflict potentially between verses 10 and 18, or at least they can be read that way. In verse 10, Joseph says, I'd often said to myself, is one of these churches wrong. Who of these parties are right? Are they all wrong together?

If anyone's right, which isn't, how shall I know it? So he has often said that to himself. Now, verse 18 says that when he sees the two divine beings, he asks them which of the churches is right because at this time it had never entered into my heart that all were wrong in which I should join. There's definitely a conflict there with verse 10. There could be, I've read this stuff over and over as you have, and I've read all the other accounts over and over. I was one day reading them at lunchtime outside the church history library. It was a beautiful sunny day. It took them out with me. I wanted to

see if there was something I was missing. I wanted to listen to Joseph again. And I was prayerful about it and the red, red, red. And I recognized something I'd never seen before that day. And that is that Joseph tries hard in his accounts to distinguish between what's happening in his mind and what's happening in his heart. Once I saw that, I recognized that his dilemma, his big problem, is that he can't reconcile his head and his heart. How many of us have had that problem? That's really what it is. I mean, even the conflict between Methodism and Presbyterianism is one of mind and heart. So here in verse 10, Joseph says, I had thought this in my head a thousand times. I had thought, maybe they're all wrong.

That's a terrible thought. He doesn't want to conclude that. That'll be a terrible conclusion. So rather than conclude that, he wants to try to find out for sure. He doesn't want to decide that on his own. So he seeks a revelation. He seeks to know wisdom from God. And in that wisdom,

he learns your thought was right. The Christian churches you have to choose from, they're all based on neo-platonic philosophical creeds that really do a terrible job of describing the nature of God. And as a result, they're an abomination to God. And so here God shows up and says, that's not me. The creeds are not good biographical statements of who God is. I am different, and here I am. And I'm going to restore the real way of thinking about God through Joseph Smith.

I'm paraphrasing the whole restoration here in the nutshell. Joseph here says in verse 18 now, it had never entered into my heart. I wasn't convicted in my heart about that. I thought about it, but. It's easy to, especially if we're already looking for a way to convict Joseph on cross examination, right?

It's easy to get him right there. Ah, Joseph, I caught you in a lie, but if our goal is to listen to him explain himself, and if we'll do it over and over, then what you notice is that he's completely consistent on that point. He completely consistently, through all the accounts, paints a dilemma between his head and his heart that he can't himself reconcile without more revelation, without wisdom. And here he gets it.

One thing I've loved is in verse 8 where he says, it was impossible for a person as young as I was, so on equated men things come to me, certain conclusion who was right and who was wrong. And here just 10 verses later, he's like, it's not impossible for a person as young as I was. When you add the Lord in the mix, I came to a very certain conclusion who was right and who was wrong. So. Hey, Steve, I want to hear some more about because I think this is so important. I've had my students ask me, sounds like Heavenly Father sounds mad or it sounds like the Savior sounds mad.

Notice what's the abomination. It wasn't the people. They were good-hearted people. It was the creeds. So give me another sentence or two about what were those creeds and why would those be singled out here in the first vision? Those creeds are an abomination. I really appreciate the question, John, because none of us on this conversation have any desire to impune Christians of any denomination. I remember actually hearing this as a missionary that why would I listen to you? You think, according to your prophet,

I am an abomination, right? God hates me because of what I believe. And I had never even read it that way, but yeah, that's how some have used it as almost a weapon against Joseph. The creeds are wrong about who God is. The creeds of Christianity are based on a Greek philosophical idea that ultimately there is only one thing, and that's God. And everything else has come from God. That means that all of creation is out of nothing. That you and I can't become like God.

There's not a heavenly mother, exaltation, right? In other words, all of the most beautiful things of the restoration are impossible if you're starting point is the creeds of Christianity. God of the creeds is not passable. He's not capable of anything that is human, including relationships or emotions. He is without body parts and passions. Well, the God of the first vision is not like that.

He knows Joseph's name. he has a beloved son, they can stand next to each other in the air, they can call Joseph by name, and Joseph says in his other accounts, they filled me with joy unspeakable. And for many days I was filled with love. When we, as Latter-day Saints are accused of not being Christian, that is true if your definition

of Christian is someone who believes in the God of the Christian creeds. I am fatically don't. This is past Sunday. I spent two hours in an evangelical church in Gainesville, Florida, and then went to sacramenting. I loved it. I loved every minute of it. I was edified. There was beautiful truth taught. I've fellowshiped with other Christians. So I don't wish to be misunderstood as somebody who attacks Christianity or other Christians. I just want to say that there is great good news that the restoration of the gospel fixes what went wrong when our apostles were all gone. And all we had left was some philosophers and all they had to work with was some Greek philosophical ideas and what that led to was this idea that goddess is just one therefore creation of pre-existing materials, including intelligence and element. And therefore, there's not such a thing as agency,

the way the restored gospel has it. There's no possibility for our exaltation and being with families forever and becoming like God. So all the things I love most about the restoration are at stake in whether the creeds are right or wrong. In Jacob 5, the Lord says, I've seen a bunch of fruit on the tree, and none of it is good.

It doesn't produce what I want. I want exalted children, and the creeds cannot produce exalted children. Just in my Christ never lasting gospel class at BYU, I take my students through the creation of the Nicene creed, probably the most important of all the creeds, the most pivotal of all the creeds, and where it kind of goes off the rails. And what it was, it was really an argument between two church fathers.

Aries and Alexander had differing views about Christ and his divinity, and it was a fight between the two. And so what in that NIC and Creed, the first that initial nice scene creed, where it goes off the rails is what is called anti-Aryanism, where Alexander just wanted to beat Aries. It wasn't about scripture, it wasn't about getting the correct view, it was about making sure that Aries is out. Again, we're not anti-Christian by any means, but there is some difficulty in that creedal history. Well, I like the way Steve said it. We don't view God through the lens of the creeds. And I think just for our listeners, go find Elder Jeffery Arholtz talk. I think it's called the only true God in Jesus Christ

who without hastened is a great conference, a level talk about the creeds, about what they are, about the possibility of, I mean, in John, this is life eternal, that they might know thee, the only true God, and not a creed that says he's not noble, but John that says you can know him, and Jesus Christ whom he has sent. He talks about the creeds a little bit, just briefly,

and I think that one word most teenagers won't know creeds. A lot of my students don't know creeds. A lot of my students don't know creeds. And to say- So dude from the Rocky movies. Yeah. So that's what he said in 19 was an abomination. It was the creeds. Stephen Covey, who I just think was from another planet. That guy was so brilliant. He just kind of made this offhand comment once that if you look at the articles of faith, it kind of looks like the articles of faith came in the same order in which things were corrupted. And the nature of God is the first article of faith. And I thought, wow, that's true. First thing Joseph needed to know that

he learned here, wow, God is real. He called me by name. And as you said, Steve, my soul was filled with love. And for many days, I could rejoice from that other account. How interesting that they unfold in an order, the articles of faith even. And kids love to hear stories, right? Little kids, older kids, they love to hear stories, especially of their kids, of their parents. I think if you could tell your children a few times where you found out God knew your name, who you were. To me, that's something that sits in them and has impact. There's a lot of research showing that families wear the parents have told their story

and the kind that you're talking about. Those are stronger families. That was like Justice Miss Family. His mom told the story. Now Steve, I want to ask you about something. You've said things like 1832 autobiography, you've said the term other accounts. There might be someone listening who's going, I, what are you talking about? Just give us a brief overview of, I've heard you call it the four

or five. Okay. This is depending on how you define account. All right, I'm a little worried about going all the way to Nerdville here. Okay, no, this is the time to go to Nerdville. This is it. This is the only one who are still with us are the ones who are going, I want everything. I want to be Steve Harper. I want to be the only ones who are still with us. Yeah. In the book of Acts, there are three accounts of Paul's marvelous conversion experience or a couple in the book of Acts, there are three accounts of Paul's marvelous conversion experience,

or a couple in the Book of Acts and one later in his letters, I should say, and none of them are alike. None of them match exactly, and some of them have conflicting details. Of course, everybody knows there are four gospels, but by four different authors. But here we have presumably Paul as our source of these three, of the original knowledge. If we can realize that that's not a reason to throw Paul's conversion out, but rather we study those accounts and learn everything we can from them. The same thing is true in the Book of Mormon, right? There's multiple accounts of almas conversion. They all come from him. He tells them, sometimes he tells it short, sometimes he tells it long. He tells it for different reasons, and he tells it in different present contexts. Well, that's true for Joseph Smith too. Joseph told his first vision repeatedly. It got recorded for us at least four times,

in primary accounts, primary meaning it was recorded by Joseph or somebody who was working under his direction to record it as he told the story. The earliest of those is 12 years after the vision in 1832 and the latest one is in 1842. It's what we sometimes call the Wentworth letter. Between that, there was the one that we know best, the 1838 account, Joseph started it in 1838, then spent the winter in jail at Liberty, Missouri, then finished it in 1839, and it was published in the church's newspaper in 1842, and now is in our Pearl of Great Price. That's the one we've been reading today. That's the one we're looking at. It got put into the Pearl of Great Price in 1851 and the Pearl of Great Price got

made into Scripture by the Saints in general conference in 1880. And so it's by far the best known account. It's the most complete one. It's the one Joseph felt most comfortable sending out to the world. The earliest one that we've been referring to, the 1830 Charter Biography, he's suppressed that. He didn't share it with people. I think he didn't like it. As I told you, it's kind of a rough literary product. I find it beautiful for all of its candor and raw access to Joseph's teenage self. But I think he looked at it and thought, last thing I want is my raw teenage self and my terrible grammar out there

in front of the whole world to look at. So the things I want most probably prompted him to say, whoa, I'm gonna throw that in the garbage can and get somebody smarter than me to help me with this writing project, which is what he always did after that. He didn't throw it in the garbage can and get somebody smarter than me to help me with this writing project, which is what he always did after that. He didn't throw it in the garbage can, thankfully. But you loved the 1832 account.

I've heard you talk about it. Yeah, I loved them all. I have four favorite accounts of the first vision, primary accounts. And besides that, there are five secondary ones. That means somebody who Joseph told the story to wrote it during his lifetime. A couple of apostles who published it in Europe, Orson Pratt and Scotland, Orson Hyde in Germany on their missions. A journal entry by Levi Richards,

a newspaper account by a fellow named David White, a letter to St. named Alexander Nyebauer, recorded in his journal, just a month before Joseph was killed. Okay, four primary accounts, five, What'd you call him secondary accounts? Yeah. Awesome. Keep going. Four primary, all I got was two written down, 8032, the rough one, 183839, the one we have. There are two others and they are an 1835 journal entry. Joseph was telling a visitor who had come to see him

about the coming fourth of the book of Mormon. And he said the first thing that happened in that series of events was the first vision. So this is a great example of interpretive memory. You don't know that your first vision is your first vision until you've had subsequent visions. You don't call World War One, World War One. It'll have to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to go on to is in telling this fellow from the East in November of 1835. So 15 years or so after the vision, he says, yeah, the Book of Mormon came forth this way.

First thing that happened is I was worried about my soul. I went to the woods to pray. I saw a personage. He revealed another personage and they told me that the churches were not theirs and they filled me with joy and speakable, said that I'd been forgiven of my sins. It's a beautiful fast-moving account. It bears evidence that Joseph was more comfortable

telling the story when he was orally doing it than when he was trying to be the writer himself. And what I'm talking about now is what we call the 1835 account, the journal entry. And the best place to get at these is at the church's gospel topic, SSA titled First Vision Accounts, which has links to all these. So the best place to get at the raw documents themselves is Joseph Smith papers.org. And that'll be second or third on your list if you Google First Vision Accounts. And folks should also know these are available in their gospel library app in the church history part. Absolutely. First vision.

Very transparent event. What's the fourth? And 1842, which is what we call the Wentworth letter. This is a letter to a newspaper editor from Chicago who wrote Joseph saying, hey, a buddy of mine is writing a history of New Hampshire. And we want to tell your story. It was New Hampshire where Joseph was a kid, had his leg surgery. Joseph was becoming interesting and curious, curiosity. So a good way to sell books would be to include stuff like that and wanted to tell his story. That was a breath of fresh air to Joseph.

One major reason there are differences in the accounts is that Joseph's present circumstances when he told the story had a big influence on how the story got told. So you'll notice in the one we read in the Pearl Great Price that it is defensive. And this comes after the worst year of Joseph's life, Liberty jail, extermination order, exile from a Zuri, all that, then you write your history, the way you're going to write it is, owing to the many reports put in circulation by evil disposal, designing people. I'm going to tell you the truth. I'm going to tell you the truth of hot persecution and bitter persecution. And I've been persecuted since I was an infant. And it all started a few days after the first vision when that minister told me was all of the devil. That makes perfect sense. He says, I knew it. I knew that God knew it. And I could not deny it. I'm not going to. Or he says, they did in reality speak to me because you could tell people are saying you made it up. It's yeah, in reality. There's there's it's defensive. Like some people can read and say, boy Joseph was pretty uptight that day.

Well, yeah, he was. He just spent through the crappiest year of his life. And people were hating him and driving him and his family and his people robbing them of their property, taunting them and feathering them and incarcerating them in jail, et cetera, because of his testimony of the restored gospel. And so he could either cave in and say, oh, it's all a fake, or he could be defensive and resolute. In the face of that persecution that worst year of his life, he decided to be resolute. And that's why that one has the tone that it has. It may even contribute to all their accrues or an abomination, their professors are all corrupt. In the 1842 account, where he's writing to a newspaper editor who's actually asking for Joseph to tell his own story, Joseph paraphrases the father and the

son saying, they told me that all of the churches were believing in incorrect doctrines and that none of them was his church. A little softer. Same story, but definitely a different tone to it. Softer, maybe even unconsciously so. I don't know how much Joseph thought I should be really defensive and sound like I'm spitting venom. Or if that's just the way it happened because of the year of his life. This last year, 2020, I've been a little more defensive

about just in my explanations of things, just because it's been a hard year. I mean, wouldn't it be great as a missionary? I use this quote probably every class that I teach is it's good to be faithful, it's better to be faithful and competent. And as a missionary, when someone says, well, Joseph Smith said, to be able to say,

let me tell you a little bit about when he wrote that, what he was going through. Let me show you a different account where he's not that, what he was going through. Let me show you a different account where he's not so defensive, the tool for conversion, it's the tool for explaining. I think so too. To make the multiple accounts

of the first vision of weapon against Joseph in the vision, you have to be willing to make some assumptions. And if people will just test their assumptions, all of a sudden it becomes a much less potent weapon. Right, why would I assume there shouldn't be multiple accounts of something so spectacular? I mean, there are a Paul's conversion of almus. Why not, Joseph's?

Yeah, but they're different. Why wouldn't they be? Why would I assume they would be? Joseph didn't write him down for a long time. Why would I assume that he would? This is a guy him down for a long time. Why would I assume that he would? This is a guy who tells me the first time he puts his pen to paper in both of this as autobiographies. He tells me I don't write. I'm not well-educated. It's a miracle I'm writing this at all. Not that it took me so long. So when we test our assumptions, we find that really there's nothing more than what we imagine history should be like.

Instead of listening to somebody who was actually there, the only eyewitness in the Grove, tell us what it really was like. If I'm going to criticize Joseph, well, you should have written it down. He might turn to me and say, how much of you were written down? Like, well, I'm not the same. I'm not the prophet. Sometimes we think of people in history as if they know the future. Like, well, now I've got to go and do, right? Because we're going to end up in Salt Lake

with the conference center in the jazz. So I've got to get all this going. When President Oogtor said, doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith. In my mind, he might, I could take that as, analyze your assumptions. Yeah. And interrogate your assumptions. Yeah, interrogate your assumptions.

First of all, identify them. Don't confuse assumptions with facts. Facts, I tell my students, facts are something that everyone that's verifiable no matter what perspective you choose. An assumption is something that just depends entirely on the perspective you choose. First of all, people need to identify their assumptions and interrogate them

and see if they're really sound. Can they withstand careful scrutiny? I always go to Luke 24 where the two apostles say, well, we thought he was the Messiah, but he wasn't, because such and such didn't happen. That's all based on assumptions, right? And the Lord responds with you fools. Right?

That is a terrible assumption. And he corrects their assumptions. And they take it. And so I've often told my students and others saying, take your assumptions to the Lord and let him correct them. He probably will say, that's a bad assumption. One woman said to me once, she said, don't you think if the church were true, it would be bigger?

And I said, why would you think that? And she said, well, wouldn't you assume that if the church were true it would be bigger? And I said, well, not really. In the scriptures, I've seen Nephi say, I saw the saints of God. They were few. The scriptures don't really give that assumption. Where'd you get it? And she really just said, she just kind of told me.

I would just figured. If you base your faith on assumptions, it will be easily overturned. Because your assumptions are nothing more than what you imagine. They have no basis in revelation, history, et cetera. And Hank, you said if, right, assumption started with an if. If, yeah, I call that hypothetical history. Dreadful way to do history. If this, then wouldn't that be? No. Not necessarily. I think I've heard you say before, well, if I had the first vision, I would go home and immediately tell my family, would you?

Would Joseph? Why would you expect to Joseph to hurry go home and tell his family? I'd be scared to tell anyone. Right, I'd probably keep things close to the vest going that people are gonna think I'm nuts. The Bible tells us that Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart. I think Joseph tells the Methodist minister excitedly and gets totally rejected. And then I think he clams up and doesn't tell anybody else for a good while. Brakes my heart to think of Joseph in liberty in 1838, thinking everybody is suffering

because of this. And that's the time we say, okay, nevermind, made it all up, right? We talked about a first vision, but so many of Joseph's visions later, were shared visions. I just think that's amazing. And it's so validating that,

hey, Sydney, you were there, all over you were there. And you now have a burden to share what you've seen as well. I just feel like I'm getting to know him and I feel for him. He said, Marone, I told him that his name would be known for good and evil. And Steve, you said there's a war against the first vision, but I want to be on the other side. I want to be the one speaking the good. I want to buy and I want to, you know, kind of publicly

announce it. I'm standing by this guy. I'm so glad. I'm so glad there's another account that where he adds a detail of my soul was filled with love and for many days I could rejoice. I love that. I love the account where he says I thought the forest would be consumed talking about the Brightness and the thank you for those extra details and especially the part of being filled with love because that just makes sense to me. You're in the presence of God. He calls you by name. What does that can do to you to have this glorious being? Look at you and call you by name. I think it happened to Moses too. Now I know that man is nothing. I never suppose that. I love that those are extra details are available. If someone said, hey, I found another account of Alama's

conversion story written by him, I'd be, wait, what? What else can I learn about it? I wouldn't go, well, he didn't tell that the same. You know, I'd be so excited about it. I see to finish, I think it really helps Latter-day Saints. It at least it helps me to hear people who are as educated as you and there's and I think education has its place people who are as educated as you and there's and I think education has its place educated who they you know everything that the people who hate Joseph Smith know. You know everything and I want to know how you feel about Joseph and how you feel about the restoration. Well you know I think the word I that I associate with this question is Marvel. I'm Marvel at Joseph. I marvel at what the Lord did through Joseph.

Some people think I, this sort of love for Joseph Smith. I honestly could not care less about Joseph Smith if all he was was an upstate farmer in New York. There were a hundred others there. By the same name, at the same time, I'm not even kidding about that. Why are we not talking about them? Because they didn't have a first vision.

They didn't translate the Book of Mormon. And how in the world is Joseph Smith different than them? Right? If we were to ask him, he'd say, I was an obscure boy. I wasn't different than them. I was If we were to ask him, he'd say, I was an obscure boy. I wasn't different than them. I was a no one of consequence, but in hindsight, he knew, and we know that he was, right? He asked of God in great faith, and God opened the heavens on him, not just for him, but for all of us, right? There were a lot of other people in his time and place and before and since who have had just as sincere a heart, just as deep of faith, have been just as desirous to know God's will for them and whether God loved them or not.

And Joseph's answer is their answer too. It's my answer to, right? I love him because the Lord loved him and opened the heavens upon him and he loved the Lord. I love Joseph Smith because he didn't back out, right? In those most difficult times of his life, right? And as you both know, he said later in his life, if I didn't know better, I would back out. This is hard, but I can't back out," he said. I have no doubt of the truth. Well, there have been other people who've had no doubt of the truth and backed out. And that tells you something about this kid that God picked, hand picked. He does not back out when the going gets unbelievably tough. So the best thing to me about Joseph Smith

is he is undaunted. You cannot keep him down. You will have to kill him, but you won't be able to do that until his work is done. In 1838, he learned by revelation that the Lord would make sure he lived at least five more years. I joked earlier about it, you know, Tom Cruise movie where you set the time bomb ticket and all that at the end. And Joseph Smith's life's more interesting

and exciting than that and so much more consequential. He had a ticking clock by January 1838, and he knew that he had to get the priesthood keys implemented. Israel beginning to be gathered. The saints endowed and sealed, and all of those ordinances into the hands of the apostles and their wives before he could be killed. And he did that. He barely did it. And once he got that work done, he said, they can kill me now. In fact, it'll be a relief. I feel as light as a cork, he said the day he finished that work. And he was back to that native cheery temperament. But the most intense times of Joseph's life, that native cheery temperament. But the most intense times of Joseph's life, that native cheery temperament was sort of suppressed by his anxieties, his worries, his workload,

the pressures that were on him. I love that he was willing to shoulder that load, the load of the restoration. I don't care a lick for Joseph Smith, the farmer. I love Joseph Smith, the prophet. Anybody listening to this can tell, I don't think of him as perfect. If he were perfect, I'd be so much less interested in him. I couldn't relate to him. The magic of him for me is that he's like me, in a sense. He His the same teenage concerns, and he shows me the way to find resolution to them.

Joseph Smith reveals Christ. He revealed Christ in the book of Mormon more powerfully and politely than anybody had ever done before. He revealed Christ more powerfully and politely through his revelations in the doctrine of covenants than anybody had ever done before. He revealed the planist salvation more clearly and completely than anyone had ever done before, and he didn't have

as much education as I did when I graduated from the sixth grade. He translated the book of Mormon in a single spring between the seventh day of April and the last day of June 1829. Everybody who watched him do it marveled and knew that he did it by the gift and power of God. People sense of decided that he didn't, right, that he did it in this way or that way or somebody else did it, not him. Every shred of evidence in the historical record says that he did it in a single spring dictating it entirely, almost entirely to Oliver Cowdera, who wrote it, as Joseph dictated it by the gift and power of God. So these are the reasons why I have faith in him, why I love him.

We could point out all kinds of flaws. We could point out all kinds of controversies and complexities. I'm not ignorant of those things, and I'm not denying those things, but what I want people to make sure they understand is what he did. And that can be boiled down best by saying the first revealed words of the Restoration are, Joseph, my son, thy sins are forgiven thee. I hear that as Steve and my son, your sins can be forgiven you on the exact same terms and conditions. And so can everyone else's. Who else solves the so-terriological problem of Christianity, where there are three truths that are irreconcilable? God loves His children. Salvation is available through willing acceptance of the Atonement of Christ, and many, many, many people

live and die and never hear of Christ or accept. That's only a problem because of the apostasy, because in about the fourth century of the Christian era, philosophers made death the deadline that determined salvation. Joseph Smith obliterated that with, well, the Lord did through him, right? Joseph Smith obliterated that with, well, the Lord did through him, right? There are others, right? The problem of suffering. Who else gives us a better resolution to the problem of suffering than the Lord does through Joseph Smith? So anyway, you can tell that I'm excited about this. And the first vision is the beginning of it all. And I'm really thrilled that we're studying this year. The work the Savior did through that kid that he called in the spring of 1820.

It gets me so excited. I think this has been great. I'm so fired up. Thank you, Steve. Thank you, both. I really appreciate what you're doing. Join us, please, on another episode of Follow Him as we move forward. The Come Follow Me Manual. We hope that this is a great benefit to you. You can listen to this podcast wherever podcasts are found and also on the Our Turtle House app. Thank you once again for spending time with us and we will see you next time. We would love it if you and picked up the podcast on our Turtle House. Yeah, the app is great.

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