followHIM - Joseph Smith History 1:1-26: Dr. Steven Harper: Part I
Episode Date: January 3, 2021Did you know that the story of the First Vision is the second greatest story ever told? BYU Professor, Historian, and Editor, Dr. Steven Harper, takes us on a deep-dive into Joseph Smith History. ...From Joseph's humble beginnings to facing overwhelming odds, we see Joseph Smith as the hero of a great story, one that includes each one of us.Part I focuses on the context of Joseph Smith's childhood, family relations and religious influences that culminates in the first vision and Part II focuses on the First Vision.
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Welcome to Follow Him, a weekly podcast dedicated to helping individuals and families with their
Come Follow Me study. I'm Hank Smith. And I'm John, by the way. We love to learn. We love to
laugh. We want to learn and laugh with you. As together, we follow Him. My friends, welcome to episode two. John, can you believe it? We came back for episode two.
The longest running streak ever. Yeah. I rarely got a second date in high school.
So this is a big deal for me. Thank you for joining us on Follow Him. We are so excited
for our interview today. John and I are going to be the hosts each week, but we also are going to invite a guest.
And our guest is going to be what we would call an expert.
This week, we have Dr. Steve Harper.
Thanks, gentlemen.
It's great to be with you guys.
I can't remember how many years ago, but I picked up this Joseph Smith's First Vision
by Steve Harper.
And I'll tell you, by the end of it, I was so
uplifted. And especially the last chapter called Seekers Wanted was just the mindset of being a
seeker, seeking truth. I just thought it was beautiful. In fact, I don't know if Steve
remembers this, but I wrote him an email just to say, thank you for this contribution.
I can't say enough about him. Someone should not be that smart and that good looking. It's not fair. Now, before we get started, we should say, John, that our podcast can be found
on regular podcasting channels. I'm a dad. You're a dad. John's a dad. You know, here I am. I want
come follow me to come alive for my family. I want to fulfill what President Nelson has in mind with this. And I come to this Joseph
Smith history. And for a lot of people, they'll read these first, what, 26 verses, and they'll
say, I don't know how to take this into my family, right? I don't know how to make this new. I don't
know how to make this exciting. So for just a dad, how have you done it? Well, guys, all I know in answer to that
question is how not to do it. I set my kids down and say, we're going to go for 50 minutes and I'm
going to do the professor thing. And you're going to sit reverently and listen and enjoy it. And
you're going to enjoy it. And my little eight-year-olds are like, if you want dinner.
So far that has never worked ever.
My advice is get out of Joseph's way.
This is the best story in the scriptures.
And by that, I mean, not only that it's true.
I mean, the consequential nature of this story is massive.
Second only to the atonement of Christ, right?
His suffering for us, His crucifixion for us, His resurrection for us.
Second only to that, this story is the most consequential.
Certainly, it's in the top two for storytelling as well, right?
The last week of the Savior's life is pretty compelling.
A story has to have a protagonist, somebody who's inherently interesting, somebody who is up against
enormous odds, somebody for whom the stakes are high. And then as the story goes along,
they just get raised until they're extremely high and our blood pressure goes up and our heart rate increases, forces of antagonism
get stronger.
And when all is on the line and when the bad guys have closed in and there's a dark night
of the soul, then the hero does something, makes a choice.
Everything depends on the choice.
Well, you can tell from that Joseph Smith history, especially these first 26 verses.
They're a great story.
So the best thing for a dad to do is get out of Joseph's way.
Let him tell his story.
I could start that with my kids.
What's your favorite movie?
Why?
Why?
What's a great movie got to have?
I had a boss when I was working on the Saints project.
Rick Turley was my boss in Salt Lake at the Church History Library. And he said, we want to write something that will feel like you're in an engrossing movie. And the worst thing we could do is come out onto the stage while the movie's playing and tell the good people, now I'm going to give you a lecture about what's happening in this movie. One thing I would say as a parent that I've
tried to do, at least for my older kids, is I've tried to use these first 26 verses as kind of a
recipe to having your own experience with God. Let's look at what he does. What can we also do,
right? I can read scripture. I can pray. I can attend my meetings.
I can, you know, reflect and ponder.
You know, Joseph, it seems to me, was always saying, you need to have your own experience
with God, right?
You need to do this.
And this seems to me that it could be a recipe for having your own experience.
I just love the fact that we can emphasize that he was a boy.
He was a young man. I mean,
a lot of adults just don't ask questions. And here he is, well, which one of these is right?
They can't all be right, or can they? The reason that was a big problem for him is he said,
I had become convicted of my sins. So he was looking for the place to find forgiveness,
and he couldn't find it. And that resonates with a lot of
teenagers, right? They're looking for forgiveness. They want to know if they've done something so
heinous that God will not love them anymore. And if they can possibly find forgiveness, where is it
and how do they get it? When I learned that myself, it really connected me to Joseph Smith.
In many ways, it's a very typical family, right?
They didn't know that they were going to be the first family of the restored gospel of
Jesus Christ.
They had no idea.
Yeah, they're sitting around.
Can't you wait?
This is so exciting.
Nobody would have necessarily thought that of them either.
Although Grandpa Azel Smith thought there was something that was going to be pretty
special about one of his descendants.
But they didn't know what that was until they looked in the rearview mirror after the first vision.
But in the meantime, one of the most interesting things about them is that they are the first generation, that is Joseph's mom and dad, first generation in their families for a long time that is unchurched.
Neither of them belong to a church.
And I think it's common for us to think that all people back in the old days were more religious and church folks.
And they're actually not.
They're Christians.
They believe in Christ.
They believe that redemption will come through Christ.
But they don't agree with each other, Joseph Sr. and Lucy, about how that will come and whether you need a church to mediate that salvation through Christ.
So there's a fair amount of agreement between them, and then there's a fair amount of disagreement.
And both of those things are actually quite important to the circumstances that lead to the first vision.
I've read before that it was Lucy who felt, and I think, Steve, actually this comes from you.
To Lucy, any church was better than no church.
To Joseph Smith Sr., it's the opposite.
Better to not go to any church than to pick the wrong church.
What do we know about the siblings? Joseph has two older brothers, an older sister, and then as you can see, several younger siblings.
He idolizes his big brother, Alvin, thinks the world of him. And Alvin is that responsible,
cool-headed, self-sacrificing brother that every family ought to have. Listeners may know if
they've read Saints that Joseph and
William don't always get along real great. William comes to see Joseph as kind of a bossy big
brother. They actually have a fistfight in 1835. Isn't Joseph Smith the president of the church at
that point? Yeah. Oh yeah. To me personally, this is important. This is not a perfect family.
They don't get together and say, let us pray, right?
Every moment of the day.
And I think this might make a Latter-day Saint family feel a little like breathe a sigh of
relief.
These adult brothers got in a fistfight.
So you imagine that in the childhood, there's got to be some things like that happening.
For sure there is.
This is a family that's typical.
They're pious, God-fearing, but they
also believe in pop culture stuff. They believe in what the most critical people would call a cult
and what others of us would just call folk magic and so forth. They're like other people of their
time and place. They get along well, and then they don't always get along well, right? Even mom and dad,
as we've seen, the tension is quite an important catalyst for Joseph. If everything is perfect in
your life, you don't typically work very hard to seek and receive revelation. Joseph had a set of
problems, and that set of problems led to the sacred grove. And that set of problems comes from the particular family he lives in at the particular time and place where he lives.
My kids get along perfectly.
They never fight.
They never argue.
And that's when they're asleep.
But man, it seems like sometimes the moment my kids wake up, especially the younger ones, they're at each other.
And I'm going, what am I doing wrong? I like to hear that our first family was a normal
family. And I bet Sophronia pushed Catherine and I bet, you know, Hiram said something mean to
Joseph or to William and said, you know, don't be so lazy. And I like to picture Lucy Mack saying,
don't, don't say that to him. You got to say, hey, stop yelling. Hey, just go outside.
One thing you notice from reading Lucy's memoir is that she's an anxious person, right?
For those of you who have an anxious mother, and you can imagine how that might contribute
to Joseph's, pay close attention to his words, great anxiety, for example.
And that's just one of many times where he uses
words like that to describe this situation. Well, some of that is inherited from his mom.
And I don't just mean in the DNA. His mom is a worrier. She worries very much about how they're
going to pay the bills and whether they're going to be respected by their neighbors and whether
they're going to find salvation. She's a mom. She's a great mom and she's a worrisome mom. And some of that worry gets
reflected in Joseph for better or worse. And Joseph also inherits a lot from his dad. He thinks
in some ways more like his father thinks. He is an interesting mix of the two. His father's anxious
too, though. We shouldn't think mom's anxious and dad's not. Dad has anxious dreams and he worries all the time about whether
he's going to be able to provide well for his family and whether he's going to be able to lead
them to salvation or not. What we've done here, I love this, is we've made them very relatable.
And I think this is the real story is that you've got a dad who's, who's, how am I going to pay the bills?
Cause that's a lot of the moving,
right?
Is we've got to pay the bills.
Ginseng,
a root investment or whatever.
And they lost a lot of money early on.
And,
you know,
like many of us,
it's,
it's an up or down thing.
It's a rollercoaster ride,
right?
When they're on the verge of,
of having everything work out great,
it all falls apart.
And that happens over and over again.
Devastating diseases come through and afflict the family and bankruptcy, right?
A few times.
Then there's a volcanic eruption on the other side of the planet that they don't even know
about.
The whole northern hemisphere, the temperatures drop.
So is that the reason they move?
It snows in June?
Yeah. It's Rexburg.
And the crops in their part of the world are very devastated by it. Can you imagine that?
Had three years in a row of losing all your income, my family couldn't survive. We'd have to do something else. You think, well, where is the grass greener? And the reports are in
Western New York, the grass is greener, literally. And it's
easier to grow weed on it. So let's go there. And it's cheaper, right? Isn't the land a little
cheaper out there? Well, you can get it in good terms. That is, you can get it over time. What do
you have to invest? You don't have a lot of cash, but you have some strong backs. You've got some
mom and sisters and brothers and a father who all know
how to work hard. Listen to Joseph tell you that part of the story. We know how to work hard and
we did work hard. And so that's what they have to invest. So a little bit of money and a lot of hard
work can turn into a hundred acres and a good house in Western New York. And that's why they go.
That's what lures them there. They're not thinking, well, we got to get over there
because there's plates. Look at the Lord working with their everyday lives to put them in the
place they need to be in. You know, it might give us a bit of insight into opposition, right? I tend
to view every bad thing that happens to me as a negative, where if I look at it the way you're talking about, it might be that I could see that the Lord is causing me to grow.
And not only is he moving me somewhere I need to be, but he's also shaping me into the person I need to be when I get there.
So he could just tell them, hey, I need you to move to Western New York in a dream. But you're not going to be the person you need to be when you get there. Right. So he could just tell them, Hey, I need you to move to Western New York in a dream, but you're not going to be the person you need to be when you get there.
Sometimes with my students, I say the Lord is playing chess with the Smith family and he's
just moving the pieces exactly right. And they're going, all right. And they have no idea until he
goes checkmate. And, and the first vision occurs. We didn't talk about the leg operation at all.
It's not in this part
of the story, but you did talk about diseases that come through the family. Lucy's memoir,
her mom's memoir tells us that Sophronia is saved by the family's great faith. They pray and seek
and receive God's blessing of healing Sophronia. And Lucy is a major part of all that, of course.
And that's the story of her
life. She has learned to pray in faith. She's devastated when her sisters are killed by
tuberculosis, and nearly Lucy herself, and she promises God early and often in her life that
she will seek his ways and his church if he will preserve her life, And Lucy wants to be saved, right? She's anxious and desperate
to not meet God, not having been saved by Christ. And Joseph inherits that. This is where you can
see where the disease and the concerns about salvation come together, right? These people
know people who die. Death is everywhere, and it will take
you tomorrow, if not today. And that's the world they live in, and they don't want to meet God,
not having been redeemed by Christ. That's a major pressure that is working to get Joseph
into the grove as well. There's a lot of mortality all the time. When everything's perfect in your
life, you don't go seeking for help. I imagine Joseph often heard his mother express that idea of, am I prepared to meet God? So the same disease
that goes through the family with Sophronia, Joseph gets it. And that's what results in the
leg surgery. The disease is typhoid fever. It killed like hundreds of people in the Connecticut
River Valley where they were living. It's not long after Sophronia's life is spared from typhoid.
Joseph gets a bone infection that doctors today call osteomyelitis.
It lodges in his shin, and it's excruciating.
Interesting thing to notice here is this is not in his history, right?
And there is an appendix to Joseph Smith history. There's
in the manuscript history book A1, if we were looking at the actual record book this is taken
from, Joseph Smith history is taken from, we'd turn all the way to the back of the book and we'd
notice that Joseph's clerk wrote in a version of the story about the leg surgery.
Well, this tells us a couple of things. It tells us that it wasn't the most important part of the story to Joseph.
Right.
And I remember hearing it a lot from my primary teachers as why not to drink alcohol,
which I just think maybe that wasn't the whole purpose of telling the story.
That's not the purpose of it at all.
A lot of primary kids out there drinking alcohol, so we need that lesson for the primary. We're worried about the CTRs tippling
behind the church, man. Talk about mixing up storylines because someone said he didn't want
to drink alcohol because it was against the word of wisdom. But it's quite a good clarification for
us to make because it can lead to feeling disillusioned. And we sometimes have taught
it as if it was a cautionary tale about the word of wisdom,
but it's not in Joseph's history for that reason.
Joseph never makes the point about not drinking alcohol.
That's not relevant to him.
It's his mom in her memoir who says, you know, that good boy of mine was so faithful,
wouldn't even take brandy to dull the pain of his leg surgery.
He just said, let dad hold me and I'll be okay. She was telling us about her and her family and about her husband,
actually, even, right? One of the differences between Lucy and Joseph Sr. is that Joseph Sr.
drinks to avoid the pain and the hard work and the struggles of the life we're talking about.
The reason we know this is because he told us in a patriarchal blessing that he gave to Hiram, to his son. He said, I'm thankful to you
for being good to me when I have in the past been out of the way through wine, right? Some people
think that Joseph Sr., that means he's an alcoholic. It doesn't mean he's an alcoholic. People are
confusing a disease of alcoholism that is debilitating if the person drinks with someone who has drunk too much alcohol
from time to time. Yeah. Not the same thing. No evidence whatsoever that Joseph Smith Sr. or Jr.
are alcoholics, but there's evidence that both of them give to us that they both drink from time to time.
And that, as you noted, Hank, is before the Word of Wisdom.
And how common is drinking in their day and time?
You would be weird if you didn't.
Yeah.
If you put it the Latter-day Saint lens, of course, you're going,
Dad drinks.
The ward is going to be so concerned, right?
And the bishop's going to want to come over and see our
family, but completely different context. There's no word of wisdom for 20 more years.
And then it'll be a hundred years after that, before we think of it in the way we think of it
now. And some people are troubled by that, but it's just because they haven't learned to think
about change over time the way a historian does. I do the same thing within my New Testament classes. Jesus didn't drink real wine, did he?
It was more like juice. And I'm like, well, no, it was real wine. It was alcoholic wine.
How could he do that?
He didn't pasteurize it.
Yeah. And I talk him through it. It's a different time, different context.
It's good too, to realize that the word of wisdom is an unusual revelation. Many of the revelations were given for a problem. Then the
word of wisdom says, yeah, I'll, I'll address the problem you're having here. But the real value of
this is to warn you and forewarn you about evils and designs, which do and will exist in the hearts
of conspiring men in the future. You don't have tobacco company executives manipulating nicotine levels in 1833 and 1834, but you do now. And by
the time Hebrew J. Grant is the prophet to really tell us we got to get to work on the word of
wisdom, we need it now. He was the right prophet at the right time to give us emphasis on a
revelation that was good for us in 1833,
but we really didn't need the full effects of till the 20th century.
And I think we're going to see that throughout our study this year,
is the Lord getting things in place long before they're needed.
And then when they're needed, they're there.
One of the things historically that I've enjoyed showing teenagers,
I found at Barnes and Noble Noble this fold-out book
that's got to be like 10 feet wide
called The Wall Chart of World History.
It was so fun to show, here's the time of Christ.
Here's the meridian of time.
Here's a time where apostasy begins.
And here's this long period of apostasy.
And why didn't the Lord restore the church in 1500s
during the time of Martin Luther,
and then show how all of the United States of America is set up, and oh, here's the Declaration
of Independence, here's the Constitution finally ratified 1791, and there's these long stretches
of time, and then it's like 14 years later, Joseph Smith born, Sharon Vermont And to show how quickly, once religious freedom was sort of guaranteed,
that how quickly the Lord had things in place. The beginning of the American Revolution is between
the birth place and the birth date of Joseph Smith Sr. and Lucy Mack Smith. So George Washington is
a mere couple hundred miles away. How do they move? Like,
how do you move in 18? What year do they move? 18, 16 and 17. I say it that way because it takes a
while. Dad goes first and he's got to go find the place and try to make the contract. If it's not a
good idea, he'll send word back and say, nevermind. If it is, he'll send word back and say, come on.
When we talk like, oh, they're going to go from Vermont to New York. This is not a two-hour
jump in the Hyundai Sonata. I'm going to zip over there and call you.
Yeah. Weeks of travel. You can walk it. You can ride a horse. You can take a cart or as Joseph's
family will do, they'll load a wagon with most of their stuff. And then most of them will walk all or part of the way.
The wagon is for taking the stuff in.
There's not a whole lot of passenger space in it.
Joseph is still hobbled at this time from the leg surgery.
It's still tough for him to walk.
And he walks a good chunk of the way.
It's a hard trip.
Mom leads the group.
The family has contracted with a teamster, what we would today
think of as like somebody to drive the truck that our stuff is in and get it to the place where
it's supposed to go, load it up and unload it. And the guy's a jerk. He's a bully. And she finally
fires him partway into it. And she's little, isn't she little? Yeah. Yeah. She's not a great big
woman. She's five foot probably right yeah and
Joseph gets pushed down uh by the guy and the family that are that are with him he gets picked
on and and they finally get to where they're going meet dad and it's a happy reunion and they decide
this we're gonna make it we're gonna we're gonna get ourselves 100 acres in the woods they're gonna
move south out of
Palmyra within a couple of years. And it's south, a few miles south in Manchester, where the Sacred
Grove is. This is an important thing for students of the First Vision. For some reason, we have
Palmyra fixated on our brains as Latter-day Saints. They move there. They're clearing their own land,
right? They got to build your own house. This is a build your own house time period. There's not a guy there saying, okay, what kind of floors
do you want? What kind of sinks do you want? Do you like the travertine and so forth?
Right. They are going to hire a guy later to build them a middle-class house, right? They're
aspiring to middle-class respectability. But for right now, you better some shelter and it better be not very
time consuming and it better be made out of the same stuff that you're cutting down to make
yourself room for a cash crop. In other words, they got to get a cash crop in the ground as fast
as they can. And Lucy says, in about a year, we cut 30 acres of hardwood trees down. I don't know if any of the listeners have
ever done that. I think I may have cut one hardwood tree down over the course of my life.
And it is hard. With a chainsaw. Yeah. It's hard, hard work. And they're pulling stumps out too,
right? Some of these trees are. Yep. Sometimes they'll just leave them, but sometimes they'll
pull them out or burn them or whatever it takes.
They'll split the trunks into rails.
They'll haul, they'll burn as much as they can.
They'll haul the ash to an ashery.
They're incredibly industrious people.
I'm going to use this on my boys, right?
When they're like, Dad, I want to play the switch.
I cleaned my room.
I want to play.
I'll be like, no, we're going to be like the Smiths.
We're putting in 18 hour days, right?
We're going to go outside and cut down trees.
Sounds good.
Now he starts attending church meetings.
I assume that's with his mother.
It's hard to know for absolute certainty.
The chronology here is difficult to pin down.
Part of the reason for that is we don't know when Lucy and some of the family joins the Western Presbyterian Church. Those records are not available. We know when
they get out of it later in the 1820s, well after the First Vision, but we don't know when they get
in. So what we have are just a few scraps of people remembering that Joseph, for example,
caught a spark of Methodism
on the road to Vienna, which seems to be a reference to him attending the Methodist campground,
Methodist meetings that were held along the roadside. The Methodists are gaining ground
on the Presbyterians rapidly here. Okay, so Methodism is a kind of a new
idea, Methodism, with Presbyterian being kind of the solid? Presbyterian is the old church, the respectable church.
And they actually have two churches in town, brick buildings.
This is what Lucy's family, this is her tradition that she comes from.
This is what she sort of aspires to in a social sense.
And the Methodists, in some ways, are new kids on the block.
And they're aggressive, and they're aggressive and they're plain and they emphasize a lot more sort of
personal responsibility and ability. The difference between Presbyterianism and Methodism,
at least in this time, was Presbyterianism is God choosing you. Have you been saved because
God wants you and so you can't really do anything. You just kind of wait until you feel God choosing you versus Methodism, which is you can choose God. You can go out and be saved by, you know,
not by your own works, but because you're seeking him. It's definitely an idea whose time has come.
The Americans are saying we should represent ourselves and we should have our own representatives
and we should have a say in our government. Methodism comes on the scene and says, that's true for your religion too.
Brigham Young seems to lean towards Methodism. John Taylor seems to lean toward it. I think
Wilford Woodruff as well seems to lean toward it. So some are going to church and some aren't. This
is an interesting thing because there's Latter-day Saint families just like this. Some are going to church and some aren't. Mom is going to church with Hiram, Samuel, Sophronia, and everybody else is staying home, right?
Yeah, Alvin stays home. Dad stays home. Joseph stays home. They're the more free-thinking ones.
I don't want any kid hearing this going, see, Mom, I don't have to go to church, right? Joseph
didn't go to church with his mom.
But that's interesting that half the family is heading to town.
It's a long walk, right?
That's a long ways to go to church.
You got to work hard to get to church. And it would be superficial to say, well, Joseph Sr. and the boys are lazy or not as devoted or something.
That's really a misreading.
They are just as much concerned about the
salvation of their souls as the rest of the family, but they are super frustrated at the
narrowness of the Presbyterian God, especially, and of the hypocrisy that they see in the clergy.
Yeah, he says this here. He says their feelings were more pretended than real.
Right.
Was Joseph Smith, was he a big time Bible reader?
Because he says, I was one day reading the epistle of James.
And I've always thought that means that's not the first time he picks up this book.
Mom says in her memoir, he never read the Bible through.
And I think the first time he ever read the Bible through was in the mid 1830s when it was the new translation.
Yeah, Tony said that
to us. He said, here we are starting this church, and he's thinking, I better read this thing all
the way through. He lives in a biblically saturated culture. There's no way around it,
but he's not himself a systematic reader. Joseph is a deep reader. He is a thoughtful reader,
and he'll dwell on it, right? You can tell
that from the way he talks about James 1 and 5. Never did any passage of scripture come with more
power to the heart of a man than this at this time to mine. I reflected on it again and again.
That's characteristic of Joseph's Bible reading. He's one of these students, and I've had these
that grab onto a phrase and it stays with them, stays with them forever, versus some students who are going line by line because they want to finish the book.
That's not Joseph. He doesn't care so much about finishing the book as he does about finding the answer to his problem.
Right.
And it's important to know that there's an assumption in his culture that this is a thoroughly Protestant culture. And just real quick for everybody who's listening, Protestant is like a protester, the opposition to Catholicism.
What that means is the Bible is it.
There's not nearly so much emphasis on sacraments or ceremonies.
Right. That's Catholicism. Yeah.
Right. It's Christ and his word.
Your answer will be in the Bible.
Notice that that's what Joseph is assuming.
Where can I find the scripture that tells me whether the Methodist church or the Presbyterian church is right?
Where can I find the scripture that tells me where to gain forgiveness of my sins?
The big epiphany for Joseph is to come to realize those scriptures are not there.
The book is not closed.
It's not the archive of all
God said. Instead, it says, if you lack wisdom, in 1820, if you lack wisdom, you can still ask God.
The Bible is an open book. It's a book of experiences of people who received revelations.
It's a book of testimonies of God's work in the lives of his people.
And Joseph has to come to realize that can be ongoing.
It doesn't just have to be included in the covers of the book.
That's a major departure for him.
And frankly, that's the genesis of the restored gospel.
Kids come to me with their problems.
Dad, I don't know what to do about this.
This class is killing me.
This friend is really driving me crazy. What do I do to say, let's look at the scriptures. We do it so much in our family that it becomes kind of natural, right? That's what it was to Joseph. I've got a problem.
Naturally, I'm going to go to the scriptures and try to solve my problem.
Yeah, I love that, Hank. The thing that bugs me is when I hear Latter-day Saints
cheapen the whole process
and boil it down to four words, just pray about it, right? That's not what it says,
and that's not what he did. He worked intellectually hard. He worked spiritually hard,
and that's the inheritance of Latter-day Saints is to work really, really hard to sort out your problems.
And to not just think that the work is with my brain or with my heart.
It's both.
To seek learning by study and also by faith,
where God will tell you in your mind and in your heart by the power of the Holy Ghost.
That's the legacy of the first vision.
Now, I think we've done that sometimes with Moroni chapter 10.
We've said, read it and pray about it, and God will give you the answer.
Well, there's a little bit more to it to that when it comes to Joseph Smith history.
He didn't just read it and pray about it.
There was a lot of anxiety.
There was a lot of pondering.
Joseph's time, there's a lot of time to ponder.
You're going to walk to town.
You're going to walk back.
You don't have your headphones in.
You're thinking the whole time.
You're out planting seeds, cutting down hardwood trees, you're probably thinking.
His 1832 autobiography says, between the age of 12 and 15, I become seriously impressed. My mind becomes seriously impressed with regard to the all-important concerns for the welfare of my
immortal soul. He spent years worrying and thinking and studying and working on this problem.
You go back to Moroni's promise and Moroni 10.4, the ask, but Moroni 10.3 is ponder how merciful
God has been since the time of Adam until the time you receive these things. That's a long process.
That's Enos wrestling. It's going to take a while to learn everything that God has done since Adam and ponder it in your heart.
People have said, I've done what Moroni's promised and I didn't get an answer.
Why didn't I get one?
And I think part of it is God's not going to give you an answer you're not prepared to actually act on.
So maybe all this pondering prepares you to act.
This concludes part one of Joseph Smith history. Please join us in part two,
the first vision.