Founders - #357 Haruki Murakami
Episode Date: July 21, 2024What I learned from reading What I Talk About When I Talk About Running: A Memoir by Haruki Murakami. ----Founders Notes gives you the superpower to learn from history's greatest entrepreneurs on dem...and. You can search all my notes and highlights from every book I've ever read for the podcast. Get access to Founders Notes here. ----Build relationships with other founders, investors, and executives at a Founders Event----(3:01) No matter how mundane some action might appear, keep at it long enough and it becomes a contemplative, even meditative act.(4:00) Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.(4:00) The hurt part is an unavoidable reality, but whether or not you can stand anymore is up to the runner himself.(10:00) You can't fake passion — someone else, that really loves the job, will out run you. Somebody else sitting in some other MBA program has a deep passion for whatever career path you're going down, and they are going to smoke you if you don't have it yourself. — Runnin' Down a Dream: How to Succeed and Thrive in a Career You Love (12:00) What’s crucial is whether your writing attains the standards you’ve set for yourself. Failure to reach that bar is not something you can easily explain away.(14:00) Big ideas come from the unconscious. This is true in art, in science and in advertising. But your unconscious has to be well informed, or your idea will be irrelevant. Stuff your conscious mind with information, then unhook your rational thought process. You can help this process by going for a long walk, or taking a hot bath, or drinking half a pint of claret. Suddenly, if the telephone line from your unconscious is open, a big idea wells up within you. — David Ogilvy(16:00) If you absolutely can't tolerate critics, then don't do anything new or interesting. — Jeff Bezos(16:00) So the fact that I’m me and no one else is one of my greatest assets.(19:00) Failure was not an option. I had to give it everything I had.(19:00) My only strength has always been the fact that I work hard and can take a lot physically. I’m more a workhorse than a racehorse.(22:00) I was more interested in having finished it than in whether or not it would ever see the light of day.(26:00) I’m the kind of person who has to totally commit to whatever I do.(29:00) The entrenched professional is always going to resist far longer than the private consumer. — James Dyson(34:00) You really need to prioritize in life, figuring out in what order you should divide up your time and energy. If you don’t get that sort of system set by a certain age, you’ll lack focus and your life will be out of balance. I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing,(37:00) You can’t please everybody. If one out of ten enjoyed the place and said he’d come again, that was enough. If one out of ten was a repeat customer, then the business would survive. To put it the other way, it didn’t matter if nine out of ten didn’t like my bar. This realization lifted a weight off my shoulders. Still, I had to make sure that the one person who did like the place really liked it. In order to make sure he did, I had to make my philosophy and stance clear-cut, and patiently maintain that stance no matter what. This is what I learned through running a business.(40:00) The reason we're surprised is that we underestimate the cumulative effect of work. Writing a page a day doesn't sound like much, but if you do it every day you'll write a book a year. That's the key: consistency. People who do great things don't get a lot done every day. They get something done, rather than nothing. — How To Do Great Work by Paul Graham. (Founders #314)(41:00) When you follow what you are intensely interested in this strange convergence happens where you're working all the time and it feels like you're never working. — How To Do Great Work by Paul Graham. (Founders #314)(43:00) No matter how strong a will a person has, no matter how much he may hate to lose, if it’s an activity he doesn’t really care for, he won’t keep it up for long.(44:00) Nobody ever recommended or even desired that I be a novelist—in fact, some tried to stop me. I had the idea to be one, and that’s what I did.(45:00) I decided who I want to be, and that is who I am. — Coco Chanel(46:00) Once, I interviewed an Olympic runner. I asked him, “Does a runner at your level ever feel like you’d rather not run today, like you don’t want to run and would rather just sleep in?” He stared at me and then, in a voice that made it abundantly clear how stupid he thought the question was, replied, “Of course. All the time!”(47:00) I pity the poor fellow who is so soft and flabby that he must always have "an atmosphere of good feeling" around him before he can do his work. There are such men. And in the end, unless they obtain enough mental and moral hardiness to lift them out of their soft reliance on "feeling," they are failures. Not only are they business failures; they are character failures also; it is as if their bones never attained a sufficient degree of hardness to enable them to stand on their own feet. There is altogether too much reliance on good feeling in our business organizations. — Henry Ford’s Autobiography(50:00) If I used being busy as an excuse not to run, I’d never run again.(51:00) Focus and endurance can be acquired and sharpened through training.(54:00) Exerting yourself to the fullest within your individual limits: that’s the essence of running, and a metaphor for life.----“I have listened to every episode released and look forward to every episode that comes out. The only criticism I would have is that after each podcast I usually want to buy the book because I am interested so my poor wallet suffers. ” — GarethBe like Gareth. Buy a book: All the books featured on Founders Podcast ----Founders Notes gives you the ability to tap into the collective knowledge of history's greatest entrepreneurs on demand. Use it to supplement the decisions you make in your work. 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The episode you're about to hear is about obsession.
It takes Hiroki Murakami over 30 years
to find his two obsessions,
which is writing novels and running.
But once he finds them and dedicates his life to them,
he discovers a lot of useful ideas
that you and I can use in our work,
and that is what his autobiography,
that is what this book is about.
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I hope you enjoy this episode
on the obsessions of Haruki Murakami.
I'm a little hesitant about writing this book. This is a book about running,
not a treatise on how to be healthy. I'm not trying to give advice here like, okay everybody,
let's run every day to stay healthy. Instead, this is a book in which I've gathered my thoughts
about what running has meant to me as a person. Just a book in which I ponder various things and
think out loud. No matter how mundane
some action might appear, if you keep at it long enough, it becomes a contemplative, even meditative
act. Once, I was lying around a hotel room in Paris, reading the International Herald Tribune,
when I came across a special article on the marathon. There were interviews with several
famous marathon runners,
and they were asked what special mantra goes through their head
to keep themselves pumped up during a race.
I was impressed by all the different things that these runners think about
as they run 26.2 miles.
If you don't keep repeating a mantra of some sort to yourself,
you'll never survive.
One runner told his mantra. Here it is.
Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. Say you're running and you start to think,
man, this hurts. I can't take it anymore. The hurt part is an unavoidable reality.
But whether or not you can stand anymore is up to the runner himself.
So I suppose it's all right to read this as a kind of memoir centered on the act of running.
This book does contain a certain amount of what might be dubbed life lessons. They are personal lessons I've learned through actually putting my own body in motion and thereby discovering
that suffering is optional. That was an excerpt from
the foreword of the book that I'm going to talk to you about today, which is what I talk about
when I talk about running a memoir, and it was written by Haruki Murakami. So before I jump into
the book, I want to give you background into the unexpected way. I was not expecting to make a
podcast about this book. I didn't even know this book existed
before a couple of days ago. So I actually stumbled across this book on Twitter. So then what I did is
I love to read. I always read physical books. But what I'll do is if I discover a new book,
I will test it out by buying the Kindle version and I'll start reading it. And then usually if I
like the first few chapters, then I'll order the physical book because that's how I prefer to read
and that's how I like to make the podcast
and everything else.
I start reading the Kindle version of this book
on my phone, on the Kindle app on my phone,
and I could not put it down.
I read the entire book in like a day and a half,
maybe two days at most on my phone.
This really is a memoir about his two obsessions. His first
obsession is writing. His second obsession is running. And so in the book, he says, unless it's
totally unavoidable, he runs every single day. Not only does he run every single day, this is his
schedule when he's writing a novel. He wakes up at 4 a.m. He writes for five or six hours completely uninterrupted.
Then he'll go and run a 10K. He will also swim after that. Then he'll read, listen to music,
run errands, and then he falls asleep by 9 p.m. Usually there's a nap in the, like a quick 30
minute nap in the afternoon as well. And he does this seven days a week. And so even though it's
obvious that he's got a very intense and disciplined personality, he clearly believes in consistency over intensity. And so that's why he spreads
everything out over a seven day week to keep the momentum going day to day. And so he talks about
this. He says, listen, the point being is to let the exhilaration I feel at the end of each run
carry over to the next day. Even though he's physically capable of running more than a 10K
every day, he purposely pulls back. He wants that exhilaration I feel at the end of each run to carry over to the
next day. This is the same sort of tact that I find necessary when writing a novel. I stop every
day right at the point where I feel I can write more. Do that and the next day's work goes
surprisingly smooth. I think Ernest Hemingway did something like that.
In fact, it's really funny.
Again, I didn't even know this book existed, you know, say two weeks ago,
and yet in my right hand right now is Ernest Hemingway's book,
Ernest Hemingway on Writing.
I had read the book, completely marked it up, took notes on it.
I didn't think it was enough.
I've read, and I don't know if I've told you this. I might have mentioned it last week, but in the last month alone, I've been hitting like this dry streak over and over again. So I've read three full books, literally got to the end of all three books. And then when I got to the end, I was like, these are not episode worthy enough. So anyways, one of those three books was Ernest Hemingway on writing, and he talks about this in the book. Hemingway did not want to drain himself completely every day. He wanted to have a
little bit left so then he could pick up writing the next day. And I think this is an overlooked
key for these long-term projects. Again, I am obsessed with hedgehogs. Hedgehogs are the people
that do something for a long period of time. Haruki Murakami is one of these people. He's been a novelist for 45 years. He's still writing. Go to
the last few weeks, the people you and I've been talking about. Bernard Arnault, that's a hedgehog.
He's been running LVMH for 40 something years. Sam Walton, J. Paul Getty, the founder of Rolex,
Steve Jobs. You see this over and over and over again. Walt Disney. And so I think the point that
Murakami is about to make right now is really important because this is about how the hell do you manage these long term, decade long projects?
And he says, do that and the next day's work goes surprisingly smoothly. I think Ernest Hemingway
did something like that. To keep on going, you have to keep up the rhythm. This is the important
thing for long term projects. Once you set the pace,
the rest will follow. The problem is getting the flywheel to spin at a set speed. And to get to
that point takes as much concentration and effort as you can manage. That is why routine is so
powerful. This is also another reason I believe that routine is so powerful.
I don't know why, but the older you get, the busier you become.
And so as you're reading this book, the way I would describe this is he goes back and
forth between these dual obsessions and how each obsession serves the other.
And so he begins and he starts talking about like, why did he pick his career as a novelist?
Why did he pick running as the most important physical activity in his life? He talks about the importance
of picking things that are authentic to your true self, something that suits you and something that
you can do for a long period of time. So he says, I started running in the fall of 1982. So it's
actually a few years after he publishes his first novel in 1979. So he picks up running a few years
later. He says, I started running in the fall
of 1982 and have been running since then for nearly 23 years, even longer now because this
book is like 15, 16 years old. And there's going to be many times in the book where you see why he
picked a career as a novelist and why he chose to run. One of it is he's a loner. He likes to do
things without relying on other people and things that are as simple as possible.
He's like, well, if you want to be a writer, all you need is a pen and a piece of paper.
If you want to be a runner, all you need is shoes.
You don't need teammates.
You don't need any kind of equipment.
You don't need anything.
And he says, long distance running suits my personality.
And of all the habits I've acquired over my lifetime, I have to say that this one has
been the most helpful and the most meaningful.
Running without a break for more than two decades has
also made me stronger, both physically and emotionally. I am not much for team sports.
That's just the way I am. I think that very simple sentence is one of the most important sentences
in the entire book. That's just the way I am. It is clear from reading this book that Murakami
knows who he is. I was just rereading highlights from one of my favorite talks. I know I've talked
about this a million times. It's running down a dream, how to survive and thrive in a career you
love. And when I got to this part, because I was also reading the transcript. And when I went back
on this section, I added the note after I was like, you must find a business that's authentic to you.
You cannot, if you're going to do the business over the long term, you cannot fake who you
are over the long term.
And there's a line that Bill Gurley says in that talk, Running Down a Dream, how to survive
and thrive in a career that you love.
And he's talking to University of Texas MBA students.
But he says, you can't fake passion.
Somebody else that really loves the job will outrun you.
Somebody else sitting in some other MBA program
has a deep passion for whatever career path
that you're going down,
and they're gonna smoke you if you don't have it yourself.
Murakami could not be running for four decades.
He could not be writing for four decades
unless it suited him,
unless it suited his authentic self.
And he immediately draws the analogy from running to writing.
It's the same thing.
In the novelist's profession, as far as I'm concerned,
there's no such thing as winning or losing.
Maybe numbers of copies sold, awards won,
and critics' praise serve as outward standards for accomplishment in literature, but none of them really matter.
This hits so hard. What he's saying is the judge within reigns supreme.
This is my interpretation of what he's saying.
What's crucial is whether your writing attains the standards you've set for yourself.
Failure to reach that bar is not something that you can easily explain away. Then he continues to seem
and goes right back to running. For me, running is both exercise and a metaphor. Running day after
day, working day after day, right? Running day after day, piling up the races. Bit by bit,
I raise the bar. And by clearing each level, I elevate myself. That's why I've put in the effort day after day to raise my
own level. And then a few pages later, it goes back to the importance of picking a craft,
a profession that suits you, that is authentic to you, that you're not just looking around and
mimicking what other people are doing. He's going to talk about, like, if you think about what this
paragraph I'm about to read to you right now, this is why he's been able to write 15 books over 40 years and publish countless numbers of short stories.
He says, I'm the kind of person who likes to be by himself.
To put a finer point on it, I'm the type of person who doesn't find it painful to be alone.
I find spending an hour or two every day running alone, not speaking to anyone, as well as four or five hours a day alone at my
desk to be neither difficult nor boring. I've had this tendency ever since I was young. When given
a choice, I much preferred reading books on my own or concentrating over being with somebody else.
I could always think of things to do by myself. And then he goes into some of the psychological
benefits of running or just spending time with letting your mind wander. And so he has a great phrase on this.
You know, there's a bunch of different ways you can do this. He just chooses to get to this
destination through running. But he says, I run in order to acquire a void. Running gives him a
calm and empty mind. Obviously, he says like an occasional thought is going to slip into this void because people's
minds can't be completely blank for long periods of time.
But running gives his ability to give his brain a rest.
It gives him the ability to acquire a void.
And I think it's during these voids, whether it's in a shower, in a long walk, running,
swimming, whatever it is that you're doing where you get this like download, this very valuable download from your unconscious. In fact, this is something that's popped up
several times in the books. I think David Ogilvie is really the person that communicated this idea
best to me. So I'm going to read an actual quote from his book, Ogilvie on Advertising. And he says,
Big ideas come from the unconscious. This is true in art, in science, and in advertising,
but your unconscious has to be well-informed
or your idea will be irrelevant.
Stuff your conscious mind with information,
like books and podcasts and conversations, right?
Then unhook your rational thought process.
You can help this process by going for a long walk,
and that's Ogambi's words,
obviously in Murakami's words, he's running,
or taking a hot bath or drinking half a pint of liquor, I guess. Suddenly, if the telephone line from your
unconscious is open, a big ideal wells up within you. And there's also another mental or psychological
benefit from, in his case, Murakami's case, running, physical exercises has come up a bunch
of times in the books as well.
He's in an industry like a lot of people are, every entrepreneur.
You're just going to be misunderstood and criticized.
You know, maybe he writes a novel and he thinks it's great and, you know, it doesn't sell as well.
And people, critics kind of pound it and make him feel bad.
And so he says something. He says, it's not much fun to be misunderstood or criticized, but rather a painful experience that hurts people deeply.
As I've gotten older, though, I've gradually come to the realization that this kind of
pain and hurt is a necessary part of life and I would say unavoidable.
In fact, Jeff Bezos has a great line about this where he says, if you absolutely cannot
tolerate critics, then don't do anything new or interesting.
Back to Murakami.
If you think about it, precisely because people are different from others,
that they're able to create their own independent selves.
Take me as an example.
It's precisely my ability to detect some aspects of a scene that other people can't,
to feel differently than others
and choose words that differ from theirs
that's allowed me to write stories that are mine alone.
And because of this,
we have an extraordinary situation in which quite
a few people read what I've written. So the fact that I'm me and no one else is one of my greatest
assets. That's got to be one of the best lines in the book. So the fact that I'm me and no one else
is one of my greatest assets. Emotional hurt is the price a person has to pay in order to be
independent. So we've established
it's unavoidable. It's very constant through human nature and history. So what do you do?
So he uses exercise, vigorous physical exercise as a way to relieve this emotional stress that
he goes through, that everybody goes through. When I'm criticized unjustly from my viewpoint,
or when someone I'm sure will understand me doesn't, I go running for
a little longer than usual. By running longer, it's like I can physically exhaust that portion
of my discontent. He's essentially processing the struggle, the painful emotions through physical
activity. There's a great line in this biography of Teddy Roosevelt that I read, his wife and his mother die on the same day, if I remember correctly. And so he goes and he says,
like when he's going through emotional turmoil, he does this early in his life, he does this
throughout his entire life, that he needed physical tests of endurance to chase away the
depression that was bearing down on him. And this is what Teddy Roosevelt said about that.
Black care rarely sits behind a writer
whose expanses and pace is fast enough.
And it's one way to turn a negative experience
and emotion into a positive result.
And Murakami talks about this in the book.
And one of the results of running a little farther than usual
is that I become that much stronger.
If I'm angry, I direct that anger towards myself.
If I have a frustrating experience,
I use that to improve myself.
So before he was a writer or a runner,
he actually was an entrepreneur
and his first business was a jazz club.
And I think there's a little,
there's value into covering the section for a little bit
because it also gives you an idea of really the kind of his fierce work ethic that he was able to apply even in a business that wasn't suited for himself. But again, this business, I think, lasts seven years, where his second business as a novelist lasts at 45. So I think that that's actually instructive. It's like, well, if you want to be in the game for a long time, you want to get to the top of your profession, you really should try to find something that
suits you and that's authentic to you. And so he talks about this. Most of the people I knew
had predicted that the bar wouldn't do well. They figured that an establishment run as kind
of a hobby wouldn't work out. That somebody like me, who was pretty naive and most likely didn't
have the slightest aptitude for running a business, wouldn't be able to make a go of it.
Well, their predictions were totally off. To tell you the truth, I didn't think I had much aptitude for business either. I just figured that since
failure was not an option, I'd have to give it everything I had. My only strength has always
been the fact that I work hard and can take a lot physically. I'm more of a workhorse than a race
horse. And if you think about it, there's already been hints, the fact that he's more of a workhorse than a racehorse. Just look at how he set up his schedule. It's like, you know what, I'm going to work. I'm going to have the same schedule every day. I'm going to put my faith in consistency and routine. I'm going to wake up at 4 a.m. I'm going to write for five to six hours every day. I'm going to run a 10K. I'm going to swim. I'm going to nap. I'm going to run errands.
Because he talks about later on, and I'll get to this, the fact that he just thinks he's a
morning person. His brain works better in the morning. So he takes like low level stuff for
the afternoon. Like he can swim, he can run errands, you know, go listen to music. And then
I'm going to go to bed early and I'm going to do it again and again and again. That is a workhorse.
And his schedule at this time in his life, when he's running the jazz club, when he's running the bar, is going to get real crazy because he's going to be, for a short period
of time, there's going to be overlap between the two professions. We're not there yet, though. He
says, the work itself was hard. I worked from morning to late at night until I was exhausted.
I had all kinds of painful experiences, things I had to rack my brains about, and plenty of
disappointments. But I worked like crazy, and I finally began to make enough profit to hire other people to help out. As I neared the end of my 20s, I was able to finally take a breather.
To start the bar, I had borrowed as much as I could from every place that would lend me money
and I'd almost repaid it all. Things were settling down. Up until then, it had been a question of
sheer survival, of keeping my head above water,
and I didn't have room to think of anything else.
Now, at this point of his life, he can take inventory.
He's like, well, I'm about to turn 30.
Am I going to be running this jazz club forever?
Is this what I want my life to be?
I took a deep breath and I slowly gazed around.
Turning 30 was just around the corner.
And pretty much out of the blue, I got the idea to write a
novel. And this is the crazy part. He says, I can pinpoint the exact moment when I first thought I
could write a novel. He's a huge baseball fan. So it says it was around 1.30 in the afternoon on
April 1st, 1978. I was at Jingyu Stadium that day alone in the outfield drinking a beer and watching the game.
And all of a sudden, a thought struck me. You know what? I could try writing a novel.
And listen to how he describes this experience. Something flew down, the thought, that idea,
right? That little voice inside of him. Something flew down from the sky at that instant. And
whatever it was, I accepted it.
I had never had any ambitions to be a novelist.
I just had this strong desire to write a novel.
No concrete image of what I wanted to write about, just the conviction that if I wrote it now, I could come up with something that I'd find convincing.
This was in the spring of 1978, and by the fall, I had finished a 200-page work handwritten. He writes it on pen and paper. Handwritten on Japanese manuscript paper.
And it's about to get crazier. Listen to what he does here. And after I finished it, I felt great.
I had no idea what to do with the novel once I finished it, but I just sort of let momentum
carry me and I sent it in to be considered for a literary magazine's new writer's prize.
This is the crazy part.
I shipped it off without making a copy of it.
This is 1978.
It doesn't have a digital backup.
I shipped it off without making a copy of it.
So it seems I didn't much care if it wasn't selected and vanished forever.
This is the work that's published under the title,
Hear the Wind Sing.
I was more interested in having finished it
than in whether or not it would ever see the light of day.
There is a name for what he just did,
and that name is autotelic. Autotelic
is an activity done for the sake of itself. Autotelic is also the very first name. When I
had this idea like almost a decade ago, hey, I'm going to make a podcast about the books I read.
The very first name I chose for the podcast was autotelic. You can see this because in the URL for the RSS feed
for the podcast, it still says autotelic. Autotelic, an activity done for the sake of itself.
If this guy sits down, he has this thought, this strike of lightning, this almost eureka moment,
this, hey, I have this intense desire to write a novel. He does so in a few months, writes it by hand,
over 200 pages written by hand, and then sends it off. Not even thinking what happens if it gets
lost in the middle? What happens if they throw it in the trash? That is an activity done for the
sake of itself. It just so happens that is going to be his first ever published novel.
And this part of the story just made me laugh out loud because it says,
by the next spring, when I got a phone call from the publication telling me my novel had made the shortlist, I had completely forgotten that I had entered the contest.
My novel won the prize and was published that summer.
The book was fairly well received. I was 30. And without
really knowing what was going on, I suddenly found myself labeled a new up and coming writer.
I was pretty surprised, but people who knew me were even more surprised. And at this point in
his life, the fact that he was a workhorse wind up benefiting him immensely. After this, while still running my
business, I wrote a second novel. And so he is 30, but when he was a younger man in his 20s,
when he's an older man in his 70s, his discipline and work ethic are constants throughout his entire
life. What do I mean by this? Listen to what he's doing. Every day for three years, I ran my jazz
club, keeping accounts, checking inventory, scheduling my staff, standing behind the counter, mixing up cocktails myself, cooking
and closing up in the wee hours of the morning, and only then, writing at home, at the kitchen
table, until I got sleepy. I felt like I was living enough for two people's lives. Physically,
every day was tough. With these first two novels,
I was only able to write in spurts, snatching bits of time here and there, a half hour here,
an hour here. And because I was always tired and felt like I was competing against a clock as I
wrote, I was never able to fully concentrate. And so then it is this point in his life story that he makes the most
important decision and the riskiest decision that he ever makes. He decides, I'm going to go all in
on being a writer, even though most of his income is coming from the jazz club and not writing.
I felt I had been given a wonderful opportunity to be a novelist, a chance you don't get every day, and a natural desire sprang up to take it as far as I possibly could and write the kind of novel I'd feel
satisfied with. After giving it a lot of thought, I decided to close the business for a while and
concentrate solely on writing. At this point, my income from the jazz club was more than my income as a novelist,
a reality that I had to resign myself to.
Most people I knew were flat out against my decision.
Your business is doing fine, they said.
Why not just let someone else run it for a while,
and then you go off and write your novels?
From the world's viewpoint, this makes perfect sense.
And most people probably didn't think I'd make it as a professional writer,
but I couldn't follow their advice. I'm the kind of person who has to totally commit to whatever I
do. I had to give it everything I had. If I failed, I could accept that. But I knew that if I did
things half-heartedly and they didn't work out, I'd always have regrets. This is the part where he
bets on himself. Despite the objections of everybody else, I sold the business and though
a bit embarrassed about it, I hung out my sign as a novelist and set out to make a living writing.
I'd just like to be free for two years to write, I explained to my wife. If it doesn't work out,
we can always open up another little bar somewhere. I'm still young and we can always start over. All right, she said. This was in 1981
and we still had a considerable amount of debt, but I figured I'd just do my best and see what
happened. I figured it was do or die. So I put everything I had into it. And this is one of my favorite parts of the
story. I'm going to read my note to you before I read the paragraph that prompted the note.
And I wrote, he knows he found his path. The sense of relief that occurs when this happens
in your life is worth all of the struggle to get there. And this is what he writes.
When I finished the novel, I had a good feeling that it created my own writing style. My whole body thrilled at the
thought of how wonderful and how difficult it is to be able to sit at my desk, not worrying about
time and concentrate on writing. There were untouched veins still dormant within me. I felt and I now could actually picture myself
making a living as a novelist. And even though he was excited, he's like, I found my style.
This book is better than the previous ones I have written. When he tries to get it published,
the editors did not like it. They said they were looking for something more mainstream
and didn't like the book. It's called A Wild Sheep Chase. They didn't like the book at all. And I recall how unenthusiastic
their reception was. This part is so important. And there's so many parallels to the history of
entrepreneurship. It seems back then, my notion of the novel was pretty unorthodox. Readers,
though, this is so important, right? Editors are like, oh, we want something more mainstream.
Okay, well, why?
Because you want more readers.
Well, what happens when he puts out this unorthodox,
this differentiated product into the market?
Readers, though, seem to love this new book.
And that is what makes me happiest.
There's a great quote about this from James Dyson.
If you can, try to go direct to the end user of your
product because he said the entrenched professional is always going to resist far longer than the
private consumer. Thank God that gatekeeper, that publisher didn't get in the way. Oh, we don't like
this. We're looking for something more mainstream. That is the entrenched professional, right? But the private consumer is like, we love this. Give us more. Now we've been talking about this
journey from bar owner, jazz club owner to novelist. But how does this tie with the book,
with this diary, this inner monologue about running? He's not a runner yet. Now he's a
novelist. He solved that problem. But he hasn't found that second obsession, that second obsession that's going to serve his first
obsession. How does he do that? Well, he tells us a problem arose with my decision to become
a professional writer. The question was how to keep physically fit. Running the bar required
hard physical labor every day, and I could keep my weight down. But once I started sitting at my
desk all day writing, my energy level gradually
declined and I started putting on pounds. I was also smoking too much as I concentrated on my
work. Back then, I was smoking 60 cigarettes a day. I decided that if I wanted to have a long
life as a novelist, I needed to find a way to keep fit and maintain a healthy weight.
And so this is where he's looking at, okay, there's all kinds of sports I can choose. Like, why am I going to choose
running? Because that's who he is. His description of running is the same for writing and reading.
He says, running has a lot of advantages. First of all, you don't need anybody else to do it
and no need for special equipment. You don't have to go to any special place to do it.
As long as you have running shoes and a good road, you can run to your heart's content.
And so he, in the mornings, he writes.
In the afternoon, he reads.
Reading, writing, running.
No special equipment.
You need a pen and paper or a typewriter.
You need some shoes.
You need a $9 book.
But you don't need anybody else to do these things.
And an added benefit
are all those things are positive, healthy habits. And they crowd out the more obsessed you become
with running, with reading, with writing, the more they're going to crowd out things that don't
serve them. And so he just said, Hey, I was smoking 60 cigarettes a day. I think he's 75,
76 years old today. Would he be alive if he didn't kick the habit? Maybe not. But why did he kick the
habit? Because he couldn't run and smoke.
Not long after, I also gave up smoking.
Giving up smoking was kind of a natural result of running every day.
It wasn't easy to quit, but I couldn't very well keep on smoking and continue running.
This natural desire to run became a powerful motivator for me to not go back to smoking
and a great help in overcoming the
withdrawal symptoms. And this line is so great. This sentence is so great. Quitting smoking
was like a symbolic gesture of farewell to the life that I used to lead.
And then he talks about the difference of kind of like struggling through a profession or an
activity you don't like, like team sports, he hated that.
Loves running so he can do it all the time.
He can give everything he got.
Didn't, you know, he's an introvert.
He talks about it over and over again.
He's like, I just want to control who has access to me.
Well, if you're running a bar, it's a service business.
Anybody can come through the door.
You have to serve them.
Didn't like that.
And so he talks about this aspect of his personality.
Again, just this fundamental.
He did this really important work of understanding who he actually is inside. I could never stand being forced to
do something I didn't want to do at a time I didn't want to do it. Whenever I was able to
do something I like to do though, when I wanted to do it and the way I wanted to do it, I'd give
it everything I had. And so by switching into a profession that was more suited to his authentic
self, he's able to redesign his entire lifestyle.
Listen to how different his lifestyle was as a novelist than when he was running a bar.
The happiest thing about becoming a writer was that I could go to bed early and get up early.
When I was running the bar, I often didn't get to sleep until near dawn.
After I closed the bar and began my life as a novelist, the first thing that we, and he talks about him and his wife, decided to completely revamp their lifestyle.
The first thing we did is we decided to go to bed soon after it got dark and wake up with the sun.
So my new simple and regular life began. I got up before 5 a.m., went to bed before 10 p.m.
People are at their best at different times of the day, but I'm definitely a morning person.
That's when I can focus and finish up important work I have to do. Afterwards, I work out or do
other errands that don't take much concentration. At the end of the day, I relax and don't do any
more work. I read, listen to music, take it easy, and try to go bed early. This is the pattern I've
mostly followed up until today. Thanks to this, I've been able to work efficiently these past
24 years. And now he's into, you know, 40 years he's been doing this, I've been able to work efficiently these past 24 years. And now he's
into, you know, 40 years he's been doing this. I also found this interview when I got to this part,
I was also reading and listening to interviews that he's done. And I found this interview about
his daily schedule. Very interesting. It was this from this 2004 interview. And so he describes his
daily schedule. But I think the last few sentences is really what's important. So he talks about, you know, I get up at 4 a.m. I've already told
you this. He writes for five to six hours. Then he'll go run 10 kilometers and swim 1500 meters,
then read a bit, listen to some music and go to bed early. Now, this is the important part.
I keep to this routine every day without variation. The repetition itself becomes the most important thing. It is a
form of mesmerism. I mesmerize myself to reach a deeper state of mind. The power of routine is a
reoccurring theme throughout the entire book. He goes back to it. I'm struck by how, except when
you're young, you really need to prioritize in your life. Figure out in what order you should divide up your time and energy.
If you don't get that sort of system set by a certain age,
you'll lack focus and your life will be out of balance.
I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing.
Why? Because writing is an act of service.
So he's going to talk about the relationship that he has with his readers.
The entrepreneurial equivalent is relationships that you have with your customers.
What did Henry Ford tell us?
That money comes naturally as a result of service.
Focus on service.
Murakami built his entire life, his entire lifestyle, what he focuses on, his routine,
about this act of service because he believes what he focuses on, his routine about this active
service, because he believes what he's about to say in beautiful language is that the most
important relationship he has in his life is with his readers. The most important relationship that
entrepreneurs have in their business is with their customers. I place the highest priority
on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing. Why? Because I felt that the indispensable
relationship I should build in my life was not with a specific person, but with an unspecified number of readers.
My opinion on this has not changed over the years.
I've consistently considered this invisible conceptual relationship to be the most important thing in my life.
Actions express priority.
How you spend your time is all that matters.
It's not what we think.
It's not what we believe.
It is only matters what we do.
And you can tell what's a priority,
what's the most important in your life
to how you spend your time.
Actions express priority.
He has another genius thing
that I've talked about a lot.
And again, this isn't something that's,
I don't even know if it's explicit.
It's just this idea I had where it's like,
it's weird that so many entrepreneurs
focus on like converting customers that don't like them
or being concerned about like criticism of their product
or their business.
It's like, wait a minute,
your business is built by serving the customers
that love what you do and ignoring the rest.
And this may be the first time I had this like idea,
this vague notion in my head. And I don't know if I've even can even express it the right way
to how I truly think about this. But this is what Murakami writes here is like the closest that I've
got. Yes, that's exactly this like weird idea that keeps popping up. So he says you cannot
please everybody. Even when I ran my bar, I followed the same policy. A lot of customers
came to the bar. If 1 out of 10 enjoyed the place and said he'd come again, that was enough. If 1
out of 10 was a repeat customer, then the business would survive. To put it the other way, it didn't
matter if 9 out of 10 didn't like my bar. This realization lifted a weight off of my shoulders. Still,
I had to make sure that one person who did like the place really liked it. In order to make sure
he did, I had to make my philosophy and stance clear cut and patiently maintain that stance no
matter what. This is what I learned through running a business. He does the exact same thing.
Think about it. If you're a novelist, you know, what's going to happen? Any new books, especially if he becomes famous for doing this. Every time he releases a book, you're going to have a million people review the book. You know, maybe 70% says this sucks. You know, 10% says it's okay. 10% is like, yeah, I kind of liked it, but 10% really love it. And so he talks about the fact that he just focused on writing what other people thought was unorthodox, but it was
completely authentic to him. It was differentiated from the other novels out there, and it found its
market. And over time, since he was doing this for the long term, he says every time he released a
new novel, he had more readers. It didn't matter if a new novel came out and 90% of the stuff said,
you know, that's not for me. That 10% loved it, and then they told other people, and that 10%
slowly grew over time. And he has told other people and that 10% slowly grew
over time. And he has a great line in the book to describe this perspective. He says, there's no need
to be literature's top runner. And I was like, oh, I read that. And in the context of everything else
that's going on in the story, it's like, oh, he approached building his customer base the same way
you would approach building up and increasing the length of distances you can run slowly over time
year after year. And so then he illustrates
this point through training through running. This goes back to this idea of he's clearly,
if you analyze what he's doing, he's like clearly prioritizing consistency over intensity. And it's
clear as he's talking about these dual obsessions that his skill at running and his skill at
business were built the very same way. There's this little bit every day. I'm going to read this
to you. And then I want to quote one of my favorite essays, which is How to Do Great
Work by Paul Graham. So Murakami says, when I first started running, I couldn't run long distances.
I could only run for about 20 minutes or 30 minutes and that left me panting, my heart pounding,
my legs shaking. It was expected though, since I hadn't really exercised for a long time.
At first, I was also a little embarrassed to have people in my neighborhood see me running. It was the exact same feeling I had upon first
seeing the title novelist after my name. But as I continued to run and obviously continued to write,
my body started to accept the fact that I was running and I could gradually increase the
distance. I was starting to acquire a runner's form. My breathing became
more regular. He's saying I'm acquiring more skills, right? My breathing became more regular
and my pulse settled down. The main thing was not the speed or the distance so much as running
every day without taking a break. And so there's this line in Paul Graham's essay,
How to Do Great Work, which I think is episode 314, if I remember correctly. And it's something that I'm really trying to orient my own career and obsession
around. It's that consistency over decades after decades. And so what Paul Graham says is,
the reason that we're surprised is that we underestimate the cumulative effect of work.
Writing a page a day doesn't sound like much, but if you do it every day,
you'll write a book a year. That is the key, consistency. People who do great things don't
get a lot done every day. They get something done rather than nothing. And of course,
done over a long period of time. And so then it goes back to this power of routine. What does
Murakami say? So like three meals a day, along with sleeping, housework and work, running was incorporated into my daily routine.
And then immediately after this, he goes back to this idea that you and I keep discussing.
It's like, if it suits you, you're going to do it for a long time. If you do it for a long time,
you're going to get really good at it. And if you get really good at it, at something,
money is a result of that process, right? So he says, when I tell people I run every day, some are quite impressed.
You must really have a strong will, they sometimes tell me. To tell you the truth,
I don't even think that's much a correlation between my running every day and whether or
not I have a strong will. I think I've been able to run for more than 20 years. And so now,
you know, 35 years or 40 years, whatever it's been in present day. But I think I've been able
to run for decades for a simple reason. It suits me.
Go back to what Paul Graham said.
I think it's in the same essay on how to do great work.
He says, when you follow
what you were intensely interested in,
this strange convergence happens
where you're working all the time
and it feels like you're never working.
We just saw this on episode,
was it episode 355 with Bernard Arnault?
That's on a rare Bernard Arnault
interview. He's 75 years old when the interview was given. And he talks about the fact that like
this guy's up pushing himself, you know, 12 hours a day, seven days a week on Saturday morning.
He's like super excited doing all these store tour, like visits on a store, trying to like
find any like slight little detail that's off. And he just has a great line on this. He goes,
you know, when are you going to retire? He's like, I have fun every morning.
I have fun every morning is another way to say this suits me. This activity suits me.
Goes back to what Bill Gurley said in that talk, running down a dream. Somebody else,
somewhere else has a deep passion for whatever career path that you're going down.
And they're going to smoke you if
you don't have it yourself. I'm sure there's somebody that's like, I love Arnault's business.
I would love to do that too, but they don't have the passion and you can't fake it over decades.
And so we go back to Murakami on this a few sentences later, no matter how strong a will
a person has, no matter how much he may hate to lose, if it's an activity he doesn't really care
for, he won't keep it up for long. I just did this post trying to summarize the most important
lesson I learned from spending two hours with Sam Zell before he passed. And the most important
lesson, I mean, that guy had me fired up and I think about it all the time. But if I had to say
just one lesson from spending time with him was go for freedom. Freedom allows you to control what you work on. If you
control what you work on, then you can work on what you love. If you love it, you'll do it for
a long time. And if you do it for a long time, you'll get really good at it and money will come
as a result. And one of the most important unstated things, if you're really paying attention to,
as I was reading this, and if you're really paying attention to, as I was
reading this, and if you're really paying attention to what he's saying, and it's obviously in all
these biographies too, is like, nobody can do this for you. Nobody can tell you if your profession,
if your craft, if your work is actually authentic to you. So he ties us in. That's why I've never
recommended running to others. I've tried my best never to say something like running is great.
Everybody should try it. If some people have an interest in long-distance running, just leave them be and they'll start running on their own.
If they're not interested in it, no amount of persuasion will make any difference.
Nobody ever recommended or even desired that I'd be a novelist.
In fact, some people tried to stop me.
I had the idea to be one, and that is what I did.
I love that.
I'm obsessed with this idea.
I do a lot of talks at companies and conferences and stuff, and there's a lot of Q&A too.
And I've been asked this question in various forms a bunch over the years.
And it's like, how can we encourage more people to be entrepreneurs?
I'm like, it's an inner thing.
I'd be shocked if this wasn't the exact same experience you had, but the exact same experience
that Murakami sang. I had the idea to be one, and that's what I did. The greatest way, the funniest
way, or most memorable way that I think about this idea is this, I don't even know if this is true,
but there's a story about Mozart where a guy comes to him and says, Mozart, how do you write a
symphony? And Mozart replies, you're how do you write a symphony? And Mozart
replies, you're too young to write a symphony. And the man goes, but you were writing symphonies
when you were 10 years of age, and I'm 21. And Mozart goes, yeah, but I didn't run around asking
people how to do it. Murakami just said, not only did no one ever recommend that I be a novelist,
they tried to stop me. But it doesn't matter. I had the idea to be one, and that's what I did.
One of my favorite all-time quotes is from Coco Chanel. It's exactly the same idea.
She goes, I decided who I want to be, and that is who I am.
And so there's something else that's important to add to this.
Just because you love what you do, you have a passion for it, you want to do it for a long time,
doesn't mean that you're going to want to feel like doing it every day.
Obviously, it's impossible that every day of your life you're going to wake up like,
I want to do this right now.
I have to do this.
And so there's this great conversation that happens between Mirakami, an Olympic runner.
So he says, no matter how much long distance running might suit me, of course, there are days when I feel kind of lethargic and I don't want to run.
Actually, this happens a lot.
On days like that, I try to think of all kinds of plausible excuses to call it off.
Once I interviewed an Olympic runner, this guy's last name is Seiko,
and I asked him,
does a runner at your level ever feel like you'd rather not run today?
Like you don't want to run and you'd rather just sleep in?
He stared at me and then in a voice that made it abundantly clear how stupid
he thought the
question was, replied, of course, all the time. The difference is the people that reach the top
of their profession, that reach Olympic levels, the equivalent of Olympic levels in their profession,
they do it regardless of how they feel. One of my favorite movies that's come out in the last
few years has been Dune. I like Dune 1 and 2, but I've watched the first one, I don't know, like eight times.
And I love this part where Paul Atreides has to, he's supposed to be training and learning how to fight and sharpening his skills.
And there's a scene in the movie where he tries to get out of it.
He's like, oh, I'm not in the mood.
And the response by the trainer was perfect.
What's mood got to do with it? There's a paragraph in Henry Ford's
autobiography that's written a hundred years ago that talks about the same problem that is constant
in human nature. The fact that how we feel, our mood, it cannot affect the commitments that we
have to our work and to serving other people. He says, I pity the poor fellow who's so soft and
flabby that he must always have an atmosphere of good feeling around him before he can do his work. He says, There are character failures also. It is as if their bones never attained a sufficient degree of hardness to enable them to stand on their own feet.
There is altogether too much reliance on good feeling in our business organizations.
And so then I want to move on to one of my favorite lessons in the book.
And so for a while, he had the idea is like, OK, every year I'm going to run at least one marathon. And he did this a bunch and he gets a little cocky. And the lesson here is never try
to cheat to work. There's no shortcuts. And what happens is he goes through this like emotionally
devastating thing because he's like, oh, I've run marathons before. Oh yeah. And I haven't been
really training that much, but you know, like I can just show up and it'll happen.
He finishes the marathon, but he had to walk to finish the marathon.
And one of his rules was like no walking, absolutely no walking.
He holds himself to very high standards.
And so he had to break one of his own standards.
He failed to live up to his expectations.
And the fact that he had to walk to finish this marathon just made him like he was like in tears. He just could not believe it.
And I loved his self-assessment of what he did wrong. He's like, there's three reasons that I
failed. Not enough training, not enough training, and not enough training. Without knowing it,
I had developed an arrogant attitude, convinced that just a fair to middling amount of training was enough for me
to do a good job. It's pretty thin, the wall separating healthy confidence and unhealthy pride.
And his reaction to this was perfect. You go back to the basics and you recommit yourself to
your training schedule. He says, as I ran this race, I felt I never, ever wanted to go through that again.
Right then and there, I decided that before my next marathon, I was going to go back to
the basics, start from scratch and do the very best I could.
Train meticulously and rediscover what I was physically capable of.
Tighten up all the loose screws one by one.
Do all of that and see what happens.
And part of what happened is, you know, he said, as you get older, you get busier.
He becomes, you know, more well-known. He's got all kinds of different opportunities to go his
way. A lot of those are just, you know, the external world is largely an external distraction.
And what he realizes is there's always going to be more reasons not to run, not to spend the time
doing this than there are to do that. You have to hold on to the few precious, valuable reasons. And he
says, even if there were two of me, I still couldn't do all that has to be done. No matter
what, I keep up my running. Running every day is a kind of lifeline for me. So I'm not going to lay
off running or quit just because I'm busy. If I use being busy as an excuse not to run, I'd never run again.
I only have a few reasons to keep on running and a truckload of them to quit. All I can do is keep those few reasons nicely polished. No matter what, just keep doing it. He's been talking
about running. See how it goes back and forth? He's like, we're going to talk about running for
a little bit, but then we're going to draw a life lesson from there and we're going to apply it to
our craft. And so he goes, if I'm asked what's the next most important quality is for a novelist,
that's easy. Focus. The ability to concentrate all your limited talents on whatever's critical
at the moment. Without focus, you cannot accomplish anything of value. I concentrate on my work every
morning. I sit at my desk and focus totally on what I'm writing.
I don't see anything else.
I don't think about anything else.
After focus, the next most important thing for a novelist is hands-down endurance.
If you concentrate on writing three or four hours a day and feel tired after a week of this,
you're not going to be able to write a long work.
Focus and endurance can be
acquired and sharpened through training. You'll naturally learn both concentration and endurance
when you sit down every day at your desk and train yourself to focus on one point.
This is a lot like training muscles. You have to continually transmit the object of your focus to
your entire body and make sure it thoroughly assimilates the information necessary for you to write every single day and concentrate on the work at hand.
And gradually, you'll expand the limits of what you're able to do.
The great mystery writer Raymond Chandler once confessed that even if he didn't write anything, he made sure to sit down at his desk every single day and concentrate.
I understand the purpose behind
his doing this. This is the way Chandler gave himself the physical stamina a professional
writer needs, quietly strengthening his willpower. This sort of daily training was indispensable to
him. A few weeks ago when I did George Lucas's biography, in that biography he talked about that
George Lucas wrote Star Wars the same way.
He found writing Star Wars unbelievably difficult.
So what he would do is like, okay, I'm going to write from nine to five.
I'm going to sit in the desk.
I can do two things and two things only.
I can either write or I can stare at the wall.
And so Lucas sat at his desk for eight hours a day,
no matter if he wrote a single word or not.
Something else that jumps off the pages of this book is the fact that he is fully alive. He is given into his obsessions.
He's organized his entire life around these handful of things that he truly loves to do.
The personal relationship he has with his wife, the taking care of his health, the writing,
the complete control over his schedule. And I just think this paragraph just gives you an idea. It's like you want to organize your life so you feel alive
with capital letters, alive. And actually, before I read this, there's something I also
saved on my phone. It's this picture of Sam Walton. And it's a quote overlaid a picture
on top of Sam Walton that he said in his autobiography. He says, the great thing about
entrepreneurship is you get to spend your time building something you enjoy.
Most people don't get to do this. They're stuck in jobs they hate. I had the time of my life.
And you feel that Murakami has completely worked himself into a position where he's having the time
of his life. It may be a different life than you would choose or that I would choose, but it's what
makes him feel alive.
And I think this paragraph gives insight into what's important to him. He says,
most runners run not because they want to live longer, but because they want to live life to the fullest. If you're going to whittle away the years, it's far better to live them with clear
goals and fully alive than in a fog. And I believe running helps you do that. Exerting yourself to
the fullest within your individual limits, that's the essence of running and a metaphor for life. And for me, for writing as
well. If something's worth doing, this goes back to him. It's going to sound a lot like Edwin Land.
I always quote this hilarious quote from Edwin Land. He says, there's a rule they don't teach
you at Harvard Business School. It is if anything is worth doing, it's worth doing to excess. This is Mirakami's version of that.
If something's worth doing, it's worth giving it your best or in some cases beyond your best.
Now, that can also be a very dangerous piece of advice because his whole thing was like
consistency over intensity. I'm going to do things for a very long time. I want to, you know,
end my run with still a little bit in the tank so I can run and be excited and exhilarated and run again
tomorrow. Same way that he writes his novels, same way that Hemingway wrote his novels. But
Murakami makes the mistake and he pushed it too far. And this actually leads him to fall out of
love with running for several years. He runs, he decides, hey, I'm running a marathon
every year. I'm doing triathlons. I'm going to run an ultra marathon. I think it's like 60
something miles. And he talks about completing it and just hitting a wall and almost feeling
like he's dying, but having this crazy will to push through. So I'm going to get to that. But
then he's going to talk about the fact that it gave him depression. And so I'll pick right up
in the story where he's already hit this wall.
He's like, oh, I'm in trouble here.
I have like 20 something more miles and I can barely move.
Ultimately, using every trick in the book,
I managed to grit my teeth and make it through 13 miles of sheer torment.
I'm not human.
I'm just a piece of machinery.
I don't need to feel a thing.
Just forge on ahead.
That's what I told myself.
I'm not human.
I'm a piece of machinery.
I don't feel a thing. Just forge on ahead. I's what I told myself. I'm not human. I'm a piece of machinery. I don't feel a
thing. Just forge on ahead. I repeat this like a mantra, a literal mechanical repetition, and I try
hard to reduce the perceptible world to the narrowest parameters. All I can see is the ground
three yards ahead, nothing beyond. My whole world consists of that ground three yards ahead. No need.
Think beyond that.
And the effect of going too far, burning himself out was detrimental.
It says the most significant fall off from running the ultra marathon wasn't physical,
but mental.
What I ended up with was a sense of lethargy. And before I knew it, I felt covered by a thin film, something I've dubbed runner's
blues. After this ultra marathon, I lost the
enthusiasm I'd always had for the act of running itself. I no longer had the simple positive stance
I used to have of wanting to run no matter what. So this is something that's very fascinating,
and I don't think it's obvious to many people, but I really do believe that great entrepreneurs likely have low introspection.
And I'm not talking about early in their lives.
I think introspection, especially early in your life, is extremely important.
I'm saying once you've found the thing that you know you're going to commit to, introspection is not always helpful.
So let's define what I mean by introspection.
The examination or observation of one's own mental and emotional processes.
Probably very necessary before you find your life's work. But after? Questionable. Do you
think Sam Walton woke up every morning and was like, what should I do today? Should I continue
to build this retail empire? Should I watch my cost? Should I keep visiting stores? No,
there was no introspection. He was like a shark. He woke up and he just swam.
There's a simple genius to that. So in Murakami's case, the ultra marathon burns him out. He gets
the runner's blues. It takes several years and a lot of this lack of excitement about running
before he picks up the passion again and does it on a daily basis. And once he works his way
through this depression, through this runner's blues, he does a recommitment. There's this great book on Vince Lombardi called The Lombardi Rules. And rule number six is really important. And it
says, the essence of commitment is making a decision. The Latin root for decision is to cut
away from, as in an incision. When you commit to something, you are cutting away all your other
possibilities, all your other options. And that is the story of Murakami's memoir, this commitment to his dual obsessions.
I didn't start running because somebody asked me to become a runner,
just like I didn't become a novelist because someone asked me to.
One day, out of the blue, I wanted to write a novel,
and one day, out of the blue, I started to run, simply because I wanted to.
I've always done whatever I felt like doing in life.
People may try to stop me and convince me I'm wrong, but I won't change. I expect
that this winter I'll run another marathon somewhere in the world, and I'm
sure come next summer I'll be out in another triathlon somewhere giving it my
best shot. Thus the seasons come and go and the years pass by. I'll age one more
year and probably finish another novel. One by. I'll age one more year and probably finish another
novel. One by one, I'll face the tasks before me, and I'll complete them the best I can,
focusing on each stride forward, but at the same time, taking a long-range view,
scanning the scenery as far ahead as I can. I am, after all, a runner.
And that is where I'll leave it for the full story.
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