Fresh Air - Harriet Clark spent 37 years visiting her mom in prison

Episode Date: July 20, 2026

In 1981, members of radical offshoots of the Weather Underground and the Black Panthers robbed a Brinks truck carrying over $1.5 million. It ended in a shootout, killing two police officers and a secu...rity guard. Judith Clark was driving a getaway car. She was sentenced to a minimum of 75 years. Her 11-month-old daughter was left to be raised by Judith’s collective and later by Judith’s parents. Terry Gross talks with her daughter, Harriet Clark, whose new acclaimed novel is drawn from childhood experiences visiting her mother in prison. “I think she figured out how to mother me in some of the most difficult conditions possible,” she says.  Also, Ken Tucker reviews two albums that draw on rock's past: The Dirty Knobs’ ‘Mission of Mercy’ and Low Cut Connie's ‘Livin in the USA.’Subscribe to our free weekly newsletter Follow us on Instagram Subscribe to our YouTube channel Check out the Fresh Air ArchivesSee pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for sponsorship and to manage your podcast sponsorship preferences.NPR Privacy Policy

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Starting point is 00:00:00 This is fresh air. I'm Terry Gross. One of the last actions of the extremist left-wing groups with roots in the 1960s was the Brinks robbery of 1981. Two militant groups, one an offshoot of the weather underground, the other an offshoot of the Black Panthers, robbed a Brinks armored truck carrying over a million and a half dollars. It ended in a shootout, in which one security guard and two police officers were killed. Judith Clark was a getaway driver, who was sentenced to 75 years to life. It meant leaving behind her 11-month-old daughter. That daughter, Harriet Clark, is my guest. She's just published a novel that draws from her own experiences, being raised by her grandparents and visiting her mother in prison every weekend for most of the 37 years her mother was incarcerated.
Starting point is 00:00:51 It required traveling about an hour from New York City to Bedford Hills Correctional Facility, a maximum security prison for women. Harriet knew her mother would never get out, but she did get out after being granted clemency and released on parole in 2019. Harriet Clark's new novel is called The Hill, a reference to the prison in the novel being on top of a hill. It's her first novel. She received the Paris Review's Plimpton Prize and has received fellowships from the Iowa Writers Workshop and the Wallace Stegner program. Harriet Clark, welcome to Fresh Air, and congratulations on the book. You're an incredible writer, and I'm glad that you wrote this.
Starting point is 00:01:33 It is an absolute trip and thrill to be speaking with you, and I'm so grateful to be on the show. Thank you. I'm honored to hear you say that. I want to start with a reading that I think will help set up your story and your mother's story. And this is from pretty early in the book when Susanna, the child, the main character, is leaving the dentist's office with her grandfather, and her grandfather has just had one of his teeth capped. So this is as they're leaving. My mother had robbed a bank, the first woman said. No, the second woman said. My mother had expropriated funds for the purpose of revolutionary struggle. The woman's tone suggested that she was
Starting point is 00:02:17 possibly defending my mother and possibly mocking her. When my grandfather emerged dazed and swollen, it did not seem right to press for explanation. But he must have heard what the woman said, or the anesthesia must have caused his mind to wander, because on the drive home he spoke to me for the first time about my mother's crime. A misguided attempt, he called it, to steal from the rich and give to the poor. Then an elaborate explanation of the insurance mechanisms of banks
Starting point is 00:02:44 and further clarification that many people had money in banks, not just the rich. When this lecture got into the weeds, he shifted gears into another regarding imperialism, racism, militarism, also materialism, all the things he said that he and my mother
Starting point is 00:02:59 opposed and that he assured me I opposed as well. His face was very close to the steering wheel. Your mother took it too far. How old were you when you first learned
Starting point is 00:03:11 why your mother was in prison? How is it explained to you? I don't have a memory of coming into awareness of my mother's crime. It must have been
Starting point is 00:03:24 explained to me but I don't recall who explained it. My mother made clear from when I was very young that she was in prison because she had been part of something that cost three men their lives. So I think I knew from before I even knew what I knew that people had died
Starting point is 00:03:45 and that my mother was in prison because of that. And she, in that sense, always raised me to understand that in some ways she was guilty and that was why she was in prison and that she would always be there. But I'm not actually sure who explained to me the details of the crime. When you found out that she was part of a revolutionary group and that the robbery was supposed to support the revolutionary cause,
Starting point is 00:04:15 what did you make of that? Did you know enough about politics when you learned that? Did you know enough about radical movements and where this robbery fit in? Yes and no. Unlike Susanna, I continued to have a relationship to the women in my mother's collective. I had a half-sister, and so I returned to that collective every three weeks for the weekend, and they were still very actively political. And so I did grow up inside a far more political atmosphere than Susanna does.
Starting point is 00:04:51 She's really in the aftermath of politics. And I grew up inside active organizing. So I think I did understand something about the particular movements and commitments they had. But again, you know, for 40 years, every conversation I ever had with my mother occurred in a crowded room that was surveyed by officers or on a phone line that was recorded. And so we didn't have the privacy to talk about some of the things that might have been hardest to talk about. And for most of my life, you know, my mother had to make prison a place I wanted to come to. You know, our visits had to be enjoyable. And so in that sense, too, it was very rare that we were sitting there getting into the nitty-gritty of her crime,
Starting point is 00:05:49 especially when I was young. You know, fundamentally, she was trying to play with me and have fun with me and let me feel close to her. Would you describe how the prison looked to you as a child? I think fundamentally the prison looked to me like a hill. It's hard for me to remember what the prison looked like to me as a child because I went there for almost 40 years, and it changed a lot in that 40 years.
Starting point is 00:06:19 became much more prison-like. You know, it had initially been a reformatory for women, and so they would have, when I was very young, you know, these brick buildings that actually didn't look too terrifying. And then, of course, over the years, it became much more and more and more barbed wire and gun tower and whatnot. But I think that primarily my memories of the prison from when I was a child, I was trying as minimally as possible to interact with the space, and I primarily was interacting with the people. So, you know, I knew all the officers out front. And so the experience of approaching the prison felt less like approaching a building or a series of buildings and more like approaching a series of people and processes I was
Starting point is 00:07:08 about to engage with. The prison was like your home, or your second home, because you were there every Saturday. Susanna, in your novel, vows to keep reading. returning there for the rest of her mother's life since the assumption one she was going to be there for the rest of her life. And that gives Susanna a sense of security, of routine, of safety, and of purpose, and of course of connection with her mother. Did you feel that way too? I mean, yes and no. I think that there is a way that the prison was a holding container for me and is meant to be a holding container for Susanna. I think in the prison, she's existing inside patterns that really do give a certain kind of steadiness to her life.
Starting point is 00:07:57 Whereas actually, I think one of the things that makes prison in real life quite difficult is that they're always changing things on you. You know, they don't want you to be stabilized and steady. The point is a certain kind of perpetual instability so that they can enact control over you. So I could wear the exact same outfit one week to the next and they could say, nope, those sleeves are too short. You can't come in. So actually, my experience wasn't quite as steady as Susanna's is, though I do think that I had an experience of peacefulness by virtue of the fact that I knew nothing was ever going to change. You know, my mother had been in there as far back as I could remember and she was going to be in there forever. And so that felt like a kind of steady piece for me and made me feel different than the great difficulties the kids around me were in. Was it a good feeling to know she would be there forever? I mean, it was prison. On the other hand, she was always there. She was always waiting for you. You always knew where to find her.
Starting point is 00:08:59 Yes, I think that I did experience myself as having a piece that the children around me did not have. because, you know, most children lose their mothers to prison within their active awareness. You know, they had a mother at home. Most women in prison were the primary caregivers for their children. Most women in prison are mothers. And so they lost their mothers. And that is obviously an incredible trauma that I felt fundamentally spared. And most kids, even though their mothers often had long sentences, their mothers were actively trying to come home.
Starting point is 00:09:37 And I never envied that. It seemed like another form of torture to me, the way these kids were always hoping, you know, they would, at the end of visiting hours, they would say, will you be there this weekend for my recital? And some of the women would say, I'll try, you know, or will you be able to be there for my graduation? There was always this possibility on the horizon that to me seemed so torturous. And so I felt grateful to be spared a certain kind of hope and waiting. You know, I was thinking that writing the novel was in a way of like staying, visiting your mother in prison. It took you about 20 years, I think. It's not like it was the only thing you were doing, but you worked on it for 20 years until you felt like you got it right.
Starting point is 00:10:25 And so for those 20 years, like, you were like living in prison. And so there were many years after your mother. got out when you were still in your writing life in prison? And did you want to be there? Did you feel like there were still things you had to work out or that you weren't ready yet to leave that part of your life or to feel like you comprehended that part of your life? A hundred percent. I think that that's true both with the prison, especially my childhood experience of the prison, the book allowed me to stay inside rooms and atmospheres that were still bewildering to me, that I was still kind of working something through about. But I really felt that
Starting point is 00:11:18 in terms of my grandparents and their friends, you know, they had been my entire life until my grandmother passed away when I was 16. But by the time I was 19, every single one of their friends who had been very, very, very present parts of my life. Every single one of them had passed away. And so an entire world I had lived inside was gone. And it felt to me like I was, you know, exiled for my own life in many ways. And so certainly working on the book was a way that I stayed in those rooms too. I think, you know, the characters, the grandparents' friends in the book, none of them are exact transcriptions of any of my grandparents' actual friends. But that feeling, of being inside rooms while adults talk around you and fundamentally ignore you.
Starting point is 00:12:10 That was the feeling of my childhood, and there was something meaningful to me, painful but meaningful about being able to stay inside that feeling in those rooms and realms. Did you do research for the book? Did you go back and read news reports contemporaneous with the Brinks robbery that your mother participated in? Yeah, for many years, I had assumed that if I wrote a book that I would have to know a lot more than I did and about lots of things, you know, so I read books about radicals in the 30s, 40s and 50s to better understand my grandparents. And I read about radicals in the 60s and 70s, to better understand my mother and her friends. And I read about prison officers.
Starting point is 00:12:56 And I read a lot of books about children of prisoners. And finally I realized that I did not want to write the book that knew those things, you know, that I wanted to write a book that was about not knowing those things that had to do with a certain kind of atmosphere of incomprehension that Susanna is inside. And that I think is a dominant quality to lots of people's childhoods, you know. And so I decided I didn't want to triumph over my childhood bewilderment. I wanted to see if I could kind of conjure the atmosphere of that bewilderment and see if it could be resonant for readers. As part of my research for this interview, I read an article in the New York Times from early in your mother's incarceration. And it was a profile of her. And it describes her as reluctant to have participated in the Brinks robbery because you were a baby.
Starting point is 00:13:53 But she felt she needed to prove her commitment to the revolutionary cause. She was in the getaway car She didn't see the shooting The money was thrown into the car And the Brink's truck was carrying like $1.6 million I don't know how much Was actually stolen
Starting point is 00:14:09 And she portrays herself As a very kind of insecure driver And a really bad getaway driver And doesn't really know where she's going And I think maybe gets in a little accident at the end Yes So did you read that I don't know how much she told you
Starting point is 00:14:26 I don't know how much she wanted to talk about participating in the robbery and being the getaway driver. So, like, the more you learn, how did it affect your opinion of your mother? I mean, one thing I'll say is that my mother was a getaway car driver. She wasn't the getaway car driver for the primary van that was used. But I worry that I do share certain qualities with Susanna in terms of a kind of willful unknowingness. I mean, I have made myself understand better the details of my mother's crime. But one of the things I had wanted to dramatize in the book, you know, there's a chapter where the grandmother who believes you should look things in the face, you know, she's always saying to
Starting point is 00:15:10 Susanna, do you go out of your way to know nothing? Susanna keeps saying, yes, you know? And that's a lot what the book is about, you know, what feels so threatening about knowing things about our loved ones, like knowing their mistakes or. their sufferings or their histories. You know, in the novel, the grandmother really doesn't want the burden, because it feels like the burden of raising Susanna after Susanna's mother's in prison. Is that the vibe you got from your grandmother, that she wanted to be free, but she was
Starting point is 00:15:42 tied down, taking care of you? You know, the older I get, the sadder it is to me how little I knew my grandmother, not only because she died almost 30 years ago, but also because I really knew her in the wake of the two greatest tragedies of her life, which were her daughter's life imprisonment, and then her husband, her great loves, death. And so I think I knew my grandmother in incredibly grief-stricken years. And so my grandmother did have a certain atmosphere around her of clearly being somewhat embattled with the life she had. But it's hard for me to source exactly where those feelings came from. And I will say the grandmother in the book is not my grandmother.
Starting point is 00:16:38 But also the fundamental thing I had wanted to dramatize in that book was, you know, my grandmother did. not want the life we had. And to some extent, I did. I loved my grandmother, and she felt like my whole life. And so, you know, there's a moment in the chapter where the grandmother is fantasizing about how their life should be if the mother hadn't committed the crime. And Susanna says, I want to live with you. And her grandmother says, then you're wishing a man dead. And I think that was a real conundrum to me in my life, that sense of how can I value my life? If it's based off of, a tragedy and suffering by so many other people. And so that was one thing that I felt I was trying to look at in the chapter. And also, this, the fact that my grandmother and I did have this difference, because she always knew we were inside a tragedy. She always felt this should not be as it is. And I fundamentally did accept the life I had and still found much of it meaningful and delightful even. I recently interviewed Zaid Ayers,
Starting point is 00:17:50 who's the son of Bill Ayers and Bernadine Dorn, who were two leaders of the militant left-wing group, The Weather Underground. And so Zaid wrote a memoir about growing up underground because his parents, early in his life, had fake identities. They were basically in hiding underground. So one of the themes in his book
Starting point is 00:18:15 is if his parents knew that they were going to continue as revolutionaries who were going to be doing revolutionary acts that could easily get them in prison, why do they decide to have a child, knowing that they could be locked away for years? And I'm wondering how much you thought about that, too. You know, it's interesting because from the outside, people have often been struck by my mother's abandonment of me. And I know that that is touched on, this idea of the mother abandoning her child is touched on often in the book. But my actual lived experience was of my mother's profound devotion to me because, you know, most people have to share their mothers with the world. You know, their moms have partners and jobs and other kids and friends. And every time I saw my mother, all she was doing was giving me attention.
Starting point is 00:19:12 I was her whole world. And so I didn't have the feeling of being abandoned by my mother in my kind of conscious reality. I'm sure something in me did feel fundamentally abandoned in life. I think I've always felt somewhat precarious. But I didn't feel abandoned by my mother. And because her love for me was so present, it was never confusing to me why she'd had a child. I could see how much she wanted a child. I could see how much she loved me. And I was also, you know, if you're raised in a women's maximum security facility, you're raised around women who are perpetually being demothered, whose mothering is being disrespected. And I've never wanted to imply that my mother was less of a mother to me because she had other commitments. My experience is not that she's less of a mother. I think she's an incredible mother. I think she figured out how she's a mother. I think she figured out how she was. to mother me in some of the most difficult conditions possible.
Starting point is 00:20:12 And so I think because I've never felt like I had a second-class mothering experience, it doesn't feel to me like, why did she even bother having a child if it was going to be under these conditions? I knew she loved me and wanted me, and I knew it was the great tragedy of her life, not to be able to be around me all the time. Let me reintroduce you here. if you're just joining us, my guest is Harriet Clark. Her new novel is called The Hill. We'll be right back after a short break. I'm Terry Gross, and this is Fresh Air.
Starting point is 00:20:45 This is Fresh Air. I'm Terry Gross. Let's get back to my interview with Harriet Clark. Her new novel, The Hill, draws on her own experiences when she was 11 months old in 1981. Her mother, Judy Clark, drove a getaway car and the armed robbery of a Brink's truck, carrying over a million and a half dollars. Judy was part of a militant revolutionary group that was an offshoot of the militant revolutionary group, the Weather Underground. The robbery was in collaboration with a radical group that was an offshoot of the Black Panthers. The goal was to raise money for the revolutionary causes they stood for. One guard and two police officers were killed in a shootout. For most of the 37 years Judy was in prison, Harriet spent every Saturday visiting her. until you were eight when your grandfather died he drove you to the prison every weekend and you'd spend the time with your mother and there was there was a children's room where you could be with her was that considered like an important reform in the prison i think not all prisons had that and i think your mother's prison didn't have it forever either I mean, it is one of the greatest pieces of good fortune in my life that my mother's prison had that room because I was able to want to see my mother because the environment in which I saw her could be playful. So there's a large visiting room that has dozens of tables.
Starting point is 00:22:16 And then in the back of that room separated by this kind of large plastic wall is a carpeted room that. that has lots of toys and games and just places you can sit on the floor so that you don't have to be at these kind of stern separating tables. And it is run by women within the prison. In the book, it's run by nuns, but that's not accurate to the actual children's center. It was run by women inside. And so you can play with your mother. Your mother can touch you. Your mother can read to you.
Starting point is 00:22:54 you can as much as possible still be a kid with your mother. You know, they try as much as possible to keep the officers out of that room, so you're not having a sense of constant surveillance. But eventually, you know, the last 20, 25 years were spent in the other room where you just have to sit at the table and talk to each other, which luckily my mother and I are incredibly good at. After your grandfather died when you were eight, a nun from the prison took on the responsibility of picking you up and driving you to and from the prison every weekend.
Starting point is 00:23:30 Was that a responsibility she took on herself? Was she assigned that? It seems so wonderful and unusual. Well, I'm glad you think it's wonderful and unusual because it's made up. It's part of the novel. Oh, I thought that really happened. I thought I'd read that happen. No. There was an amazing nun at my mom's prison, and she did occasionally drive. me to the prison. And she did many heroic things. When my mother was transferred when I was six to Tucson, Arizona, she actually flew me to Arizona to help enable me to visit my mother because those visits were so hard for my grandparents. And so there was a nun who played a profoundly healing role in connecting me and my mother and also connecting my mother and my grandparents.
Starting point is 00:24:15 But most of my rides to the prison after my grandfather died actually happened from the women in my mother's collective, both because they stepped in to help make sure we had that relationship and because it was a way that they could continue to see me. Did they stay revolutionaries? I would say every member of my family remains committed to. opposing how oppressive and unjust the current systems of our country are and to imagining more just systems. So yes, they have all remained political. They all use their retirement to do, you know, organizing on behalf of collective movements. My mother, too, has remained political. You know, she was an organizer before she went in, and she was an organizer when she was inside. She organized a huge amount in terms of the college program and parenting programs,
Starting point is 00:25:17 and an AIDS counseling program. And so in that sense, she was a revolutionary in the prison too. You know, she's always thinking about how we can create better conditions for people's lives. And the prison really demanded that. And it's the work she does out of prison. So, yes, you know, I don't consider any member of my family an ideologue anymore. But I do consider them profoundly committed people. And when you talk about your family, you're talking a part about the collective,
Starting point is 00:25:47 Yes. That your mother was a part of, and the collective raised you for the first five years of your life. It's interesting you still think of them as your family. When my grandmother died, I went back to live with two of the women from the collective. And they've always been my family. They're my primary family now because I don't have my grandparents in that particular part of my family from my youth. So, yes, I very much consider my extended family. my family, I feel very lucky, you know, Susanna's life is quite narrow in the book, but I was very
Starting point is 00:26:25 lucky and when I fell out of conventional nuclear care structures, I really did fall into a vast network of care. You know, it's the two truths of my life that something in me has been and felt somewhat orphaned and something in me has been incredibly well cared for by a very large number of people. I want to hear more about the nun who worked at the prison and who helped you get to Arizona to visit your mother when she was transferred to a prison there. Yes, that also was one of the great blessings of my life was to be raised with Sister Elaine, which thousands of children whose mothers were in Bedford Hills Correctional Facility. This was one of the blessings in their life as well. for many reasons, both because structurally she created the Children's Center and the nursery and the programs that made us be able to have, you know, the good times we could have with our mothers.
Starting point is 00:27:22 But fundamentally, Sister Elaine, she walked into that prison every day, and part of what you saw was how much she respected our mothers. You saw her take delight in them. You saw, she always said, oh my gosh, your mother loved you so much. Oh my gosh, your mother showed me this picture. your mother showed me this drawing. Everything she did was to make it clear, I respect the relationship you and your mother still have. I respect your mother. And that is incredibly important in an environment where what you are seeing constantly is your mother being degraded. You know, I think even some of your questions have to do with how critical I am of my mother. And the truth of
Starting point is 00:28:03 the matter is, I think my mother will have to be out of prison a very long time before I could take a fully critical look because it's very, very painful to be raised where your parent is perpetually being criticized, degraded, and controlled around you. You feel protective of them. And I think kids feel protective of their moms in prison. And we knew that Sister Elaine felt protective of them too, that she was sometimes felt like the only protective force in there. And so she was just this experience of lightness in a very dark place and really gave me a way of understanding how you forbear in dark places. You came to think of prison as collective punishment because the whole family is being punished.
Starting point is 00:28:51 It is collective punishment. I don't think of it that way. It is collective punishment. I mean, when I say that prison is collective punishment, I mean, you know, it's this very tricky balance in the book where on the one hand I'm trying to communicate that degrading conditions are degrading. These are forms of deforming people's lives, not just the people inside, but the people who love them. You know, I didn't want to have a wedding because I didn't want my mother to not be there. I didn't want to have a child because I didn't want that child to grow up in prison like I had. You know, and so I feel like one part of me did want to show this is a system that's impacting millions and millions and millions of people across this country. And on the other hand, you know, you have to show that people resist their own degradation and that they're vastest.
Starting point is 00:29:38 than the circumstances they're in, and they do fight for meaningful lives. My guest is Harriet Clark. Her new novel is called The Hill. We'll be right back. This is fresh air. This is fresh air. Let's get back to my interview with Harriet Clark. Her new novel, The Hill, is based on her experiences visiting her mother in prison on weekends for about 37 years. She was a getaway driver when members of radical offshoots of the Weather Underground and the Black Panthers robbed a Brinks truck in 1981. It ended in a shootout, leaving two police officers and a security guard dead. Your mother's sentence was commuted and she was released on parole in 2019. Was there a campaign for her release?
Starting point is 00:30:24 Did you campaign for it? I did not campaign enough. You know, my consciousness was... entirely shaped by the knowledge that my mother would be in forever. You know, one of the differences between me and my mother is that she wasn't imprisoned her whole life. And I was, you know, so if I, you know, if things happened when I was in, you know, coming to visit her and, you know, something happened and they made the visitors wait for hours outside in difficult ways, you know, my mother would say, you need to lodge a complaint, you need to do something. And I never would
Starting point is 00:30:59 because I was institutionalized. I did accept things as they were, and I had accepted my mother was going to be in forever. And I think I just couldn't ever really rouse myself to believe she was going to get out. In that way, I feel like, of the many extraordinary changes brought about by my mother's release, one is that I will never have the arrogance of thinking something is impossible again. You know, I had a fundamental skepticism that has now been humbled. So when other things seem like they stand no chance, I kind of think, well, your mother got free, you know, so much as possible when people come together to try to make something happen. When your mother got out of prison, did she live with you at first? No, she's never lived with me.
Starting point is 00:31:51 And actually, you know, I think that many people, my mother included, I think did expect that we would be making up for a lost time, you know. But actually, because I was so shaped by my mother's imprisonment, you know, it's like my whole life, my whole life as a child as an adult, I could never call my mother. You know, I have no memory of ever wanting to of having something upsetting happen and wishing I could call her or having something exciting happened. I just never, I knew I couldn't call her and I didn't want to call her. And now, of course, she's like any mother and she's like, why don't you ever call me?
Starting point is 00:32:25 you know, so I think that maybe she and others thought, you know, now we would be together all the time. But actually, it's like I'm kind of this awkward teenager having to learn for the first time how to, you know, get my mom to leave the house so I can drink with my friends. You went to college outside of New York and grad school. Did you feel guilty for not being in New York where your mother was, not being able to visit her on weekends? I remember the last visit I had with my mother before I moved to California. And I do remember feeling very heavy leaving. You know, it wasn't just that every week of my growing up I visited my mother in prison. It was also that every week of my growing up, I left my mother in prison, you know.
Starting point is 00:33:19 So I have a very strong muscle memory of what it feels like to walk out of the visiting room. and down the hill and you're feeling the prison at your back, you're feeling your mother at your back, the women there, and they're this kind of like presence you're carrying with you on the walk to the train and on the train and you're thinking of them and you're thinking of them until you're not, you know, until you're in the free world and you forget to think about them. And that's actually a terrible feeling. And any time I could get a ride from my mother's prison, I often would fall asleep, you know, so that I could kind of wrap up my life inside with sleep and then wake up in the free world. And I remember very much the visit where I was leaving my mother to move to California.
Starting point is 00:34:07 And I remember wanting very much to be able to fall asleep of kind of wanting a break from this consciousness before I woke up in the next one. Did you know your father? Yes. Not really when I was young. He was underground when I was very young, and then he was in prisons where I very minimally visited him until I was 12. So I really only got to know him when my grandmother was dying. Were you able to build a relationship with him? Yes, and I feel very grateful about that because throughout my whole childhood, you know, he was supposed to initially just be my sperm donor.
Starting point is 00:34:52 They had never signed on to be my father. It was only once my mother was in prison and my father was underground that the collective and the parents involved decided my sister and I should have each other. And so for most of my life, I referred to him as my sister's father, which for the most part I still do. But he was a really incredible man. He had incredible courage. And he was very different from my mother. So I think that when he first got out and came into my life, he had a very different analysis of their behaviors and a different relationship to politics than my mother did. And initially I think that that was hard for me.
Starting point is 00:35:37 But I feel very grateful now to have had both their influences. And to, I mean, he had had cancer when he was inside multiple times. And, you know, if he hadn't been a doctor, the way they treated him would have killed him. And so he had spent a lot of time after he got out trying to bring attention to the medical mistreatment in prisons. And he was just a remarkably committed person. So now it feels like a great gift that I can think of him as my father because I'm very proud to have him as my father. So you spent 20 years. That's not all you did.
Starting point is 00:36:14 But over the course of 20 years, you were writing this book. You kept rewriting it. Why did it take 20 years? I say in my acknowledgments that writing the story, the book was really a cover story for wanting time to myself. And I think for many years that was the case until 2017 when Trump came into office the first time. And that was when I decided, I think in part because, you know, he had the family separation policy at the border. And I was seeing people have this rightful outrage at having kids taken from their mother's arms. and I really shared that outrage, but I was also a little bewildered, you know, like, don't you know
Starting point is 00:36:56 that this is happening every day at jails and prisons all over this country? You know, all detention is family separation. And that was when I realized maybe people didn't know how massive this was. And that was the first time I thought, oh, I'm going to write a book. And when I saw this footage of parents carrying their children hundreds of miles, you know, on their backs and in their arms, I knew that this was heroism. You know, I knew that I was seeing the hero's journey and that these were people calling on extraordinary reserves in themselves
Starting point is 00:37:26 to try to keep their family together. And I realized that, you know, the protagonist of my stories who never seemed to really do anything, I thought, I realized actually she also was a hero. You know, she was doing something incredibly difficult. She was resisting the great forces of separation, prison, and death to try to keep her family together. And so once I knew she was a hero, then the story had a shape and I could finally write a book.
Starting point is 00:37:54 Harriet Clark, thank you so much for talking with us. Thank you so much for having me. It really, it's a great honor. Harriet Clark's new novel is called The Hill. After we take a short break, rock critic Ken Tucker will review two new albums that draw on Rock's past for their sources of inspiration. This is Fresh Air. This is Fresh Air. Rock critic Ken Tucker has a review of two new albums that draw on Rock's past for their sources of fresh inspiration. The first is Mission of Mercy from guitarist Mike Campbell, who co-wrote most of the hits you know from Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers.
Starting point is 00:38:32 Campbell's post-heartbreakers band is called The Dirty Knobbs. The other album is Living in the USA by Low Cut Connie, led by Adam Weiner, whose fans range from Elton John to Barack Obama. We'll start with Mike Campbell on the Dirty Knobbs. I've read a couple pieces recently about how country music is the place where rock and roll now resides, or how guitar rock is an outmoded form that persists only as nostalgia. Then I hear new work by Mike Campbell or low-cut Connie's Adam Weiner, and I'm reminded once again that rock and roll is always alive, always hiding. in plain sight.
Starting point is 00:40:30 That's Mike Campbell and the Dirty Knobbs from their new album, Mission of Mercy, in which Campbell continues with unabated energy and skill to explore the kind of elemental rock he made for decades with Tom Petty. Campbell's new work always avoids nostalgia while carrying an air of hard-won serenity. Low-cut Connie is Adam Weiner's vehicle for piano-based rock and roll tinged with social politics. For a decade, we may never get to a chance again,
Starting point is 00:41:37 let ourselves dance again, so come out as campus in the United States. For a decade now, as singer, songwriter, and pianist, Wiener has fronted a shifting group of musicians, putting on wild, sweaty shows that usually find him stripped to the waist and leaping off the piano. Wiener's method is liberation through controlled chaos. Better Living Through Rhythm and Blues. That's Let Me Speak to Bobby, from Locot Connie's new album Living in the USA.
Starting point is 00:43:14 Weiner was one of the first musicians to decline to play at the Kennedy Center under the current administration, and given the tone of this collection and Wiener's recent statements, the Bobby in that song could be Health and Human Services Secretary Bobby Kennedy Jr. Now, and in some of his earlier work, Wiener has spoken of the oppression of people in matters of race and gender. Overall, this album's finest moments occur when Wiener's music embodies the soaring freedom promised by Roots Rock and Roll.
Starting point is 00:43:45 He's done a superb job of updating it on a song such as Can't Be Wrong. Weiner says in a statement accompanying the album that every song here was, quote, recorded in one hot take, just blurt it out, capture it, and put it out. That's how rock and roll was born. But of course, Adam Weiner and Mike Campbell know
Starting point is 00:44:36 that the music is more than blurt and release, that rock and roll was born from performers who very knowingly transfigured their experiences to create revolutionary art. The revolution is over, but its passion, complexity, and rewards remain as long as long as. life-altering as ever.
Starting point is 00:44:55 Ken Tucker reviewed new music from the Dirty Knobbs and Low Cut Connie. Tomorrow on Fresh Air, my guest will be Andre DeShields. He won a Tony for his performance in Hades Town. He's also in the new film of last year's London revival of the show. He's now on Broadway in Cats the Jellicle Ball. DeShields describes himself as Afro-queer, a longtime HIV survivor, and an underwent. reformed hippie who grew up in Baltimore's innermost inner city. He's frequently described by others
Starting point is 00:45:36 as a Broadway legend. I hope you'll join us. To keep up with what's on the show and get highlights of our interviews, follow us on Instagram at NPR Fresh Air. Fresh Air's executive producer is Sam Brigger. Our technical director and engineer is Audrey Bentham. Our engineer today is Adam Stanishefsky. Our interviews and reviews are produced and edited by Phyllis Myers and Reh Bledonauton. Lauren Crenzel, Teresa Madden, Monique Nazareth, Thea Chaloner, Susan Yucundi, Anna Bauman, and Nico Gonzalez Whistler. Our digital media producer is Molly C.V. Nesper. Roberta Shorak directs the show. Our co-host is Tanya Mosley. I'm Terry Gross.

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