Fresh Air - Pedro Pascal Got Fired A Lot

Episode Date: August 14, 2025

Chilean-born actor Pedro Pascal has faced countless on-screen challenges, including cosmic battles and cartel kingpins. He's nominated for an Emmy for his role on the HBO series, The Last of Us. He s...poke with Tonya Mosley about getting fired from restaurant jobs, his dance training, and his parents' exile from Chile. Learn more about sponsor message choices: podcastchoices.com/adchoicesNPR Privacy Policy

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Starting point is 00:00:26 If you've watched TV, gone to the movies, or even glanced at a bus stop ad in the past year, you've probably seen Pedro Pascal staring back at you. This summer alone, his face has been splashed across posters and billboards for the Fantastic Four First Steps, Eddington, and Celine Song's materialists. He's also gearing up for Avengers Doomsday, and that's on top of an Emmy nomination for his role as Joel and HBO's The Last of Us. In the past decade, Pascal has become one of Hollywood's most magnetic leading men, often playing reluctant protectors like in The Mandalorian and The Last of Us, who find family in the unlikeliest of places.
Starting point is 00:01:08 That connection between found family on screen and his own life came into sharp focus during his Saturday Night Live monologue in 2023, when he credited his parents for making sacrifices to bring him to the United States from South America, a journey that, began with political exile and help shape a career defined in part by portraying outsiders finding their way in. That combination of personal history and on-screen vulnerability has made him something rare in Hollywood, a star that people feel like they know. A recent New Yorker cartoon captured it perfectly. A therapist tells a client, it's not strange at all. Lately, a lot of people
Starting point is 00:01:48 are reporting that their faith in humanity is writing entirely on whether or not Pedro Pesquist is as nice as he seems. Pedro Pescal, welcome to fresh air. You will have to assess and share with everybody whether this is true, I suppose. Well, I think we're getting off to a great start. Congratulations on your Emmy nomination. It's a really big deal for you. Oh, gosh. Thanks very much. Thank you.
Starting point is 00:02:14 Well, let's talk about The Last of Us. So I want to get folks up to speed if they don't know it. The Last of Us is based on this hit video game. set in this post-apocalyptic America, overrun by this fungal outbreak that turns people into the deadly infected. So basically like zombies on steroids. And at its core, it's about your character, Joel, who is really contending with the loss of his daughter and trying to survive in spite of all of this. And Ellie, a teenage girl, you all connect, and she might be humanity's last hope. We've watched you guys survive these impossible circumstances.
Starting point is 00:02:53 And then season two happens, and I'm going to spoil it. You die very early on in a very brutal way. And I was completely blindsided. I know you have heard this before, but I actually had to take a break for a moment. Sure. Because it was so much. Even for you, it was a lot to see your character die. I understand.
Starting point is 00:03:15 I mean, it's happened to me on other shows I've watched. I've had to take breaks whenever they throw these kinds of blindsides. Yeah. Very sadistic to be attached to something. They know it and they play with us and we stick around. Right, you know it in taking on the role. I did, yeah. So that's kind of how, and of course, the whole world of gaming really opened up to me when I took on this part.
Starting point is 00:03:42 So it was just such a monumentally successful video game. And the medium of storytelling within this, within gaming, is also. very sophisticated and more and more so over the last, you know, decade. It's a cinematic experience in itself playing the video game. And also a very literary one as well because of how complex the stories can be. And so all kinds of genres and this one obviously really being unique in how kind of grounded it was in its human characters, right? And the more skill you have at playing the game, the more you can unlock the story as it unfolds, right? Because my nephews lost their minds when they found out that I had gotten this job, and I hadn't heard of it.
Starting point is 00:04:32 I hadn't heard of the game. You tell this funny story where they weren't just excited. They were like. Yeah, they were like screaming. I called my older sister, and they were in the car, and I was on speaker, and I didn't even get the four words out. I just got the last, and they were like, the last of us. You got to do it, you know. And so that being said, because of the nature of what the character's story arc is and how structured it is on the adaptation, it was always a one-season deal.
Starting point is 00:05:05 Oh. And then the second season would be very committed to the second part of the game and that it was all pretty mapped out in terms of like. Your character was for a finite amount of time. going to die. Yeah, and that he was going to go early like he does in the experience of the game. So in season two, you have now connected deeply with Ellie, who is a young girl, 16 years old, who might hold the key to curing this fungus that is taken over the world. She's immune to it. And you all are on this journey together. You meet up and you're connected. And so you're moving through this world together. And you make this.
Starting point is 00:05:49 this choice that changes the ability for her to actually maybe be the person that could provide the cure. And so in this scene, which is a spoiler, you explain to her why you've made the choices that you've made to keep her in the relationship with you instead of possibly being the person that could provide the cure. Let's listen. Making a cure. would have killed you then I was supposed to die that was my purpose my life would have mattered
Starting point is 00:06:26 but you took that from me you took it from everyone yes and I'll pay the prize because you're going to turn away from me but if somehow I had a second chance at that moment I would do it all over again because you're selfish
Starting point is 00:07:00 because I love you In a way, you can't understand. Maybe you never will. But if that day should come, if you should ever have one of your own, Well, then. I hope you do a little better than me. Man, look at us.
Starting point is 00:07:50 We're about to start crying in the studio. That was my guest today. Pedro Peskell in season two of the last of us. Ellie goes on to say to you, I don't think I can forgive you, but I'm going to try. When you think back to that choice, Joel choosing to keep her alive, to love her and for his own comfort over those other bigger things, the greater good for society, because she might hold a cure for this fungal thing that's spreading across the world. How do you see him now? Like, do you see his decision as selfish or something more complicated?
Starting point is 00:08:28 You know, it's interesting. I think that the primary way that I was able to understand it is that it isn't. a choice. He is incapable of losing her and incapable of processing in a rational way what would be a profound sacrifice for him for the greater good. It is not
Starting point is 00:08:58 something he is able to understand because of all of his unprocessed grief and loss over his original daughter that he was unable to save, that he's lived with, that is literally the kind of defining factor of his adult identity post-apocalypse. He is the man that didn't save his daughter's life. And before that, he was the man that lived for his daughter's life. And so once he's stepped into reluctantly, but inevitably into that kind of a relationship again, he's incapable of giving her up. And I can imagine, so I can't objectively say that that's the right thing to do.
Starting point is 00:09:55 And given any kind of like, you know, God, forbid any of us find ourselves in circumstances like these, but you would just hope that you would do, you know, the right thing, but who knows what any of us would be capable of when it is related to love and grief and loss and trauma and all those things. And so I was always like, well, he didn't have a choice, you know, even though he very clearly did. But not one that he was in relationship to it's almost like his own like body could only see one way i just don't know what my initial instinct would be but i would sort of like one of nurture a mind that that knows that violence is is never the answer yeah but it's not hard to again because it's all imagination
Starting point is 00:10:56 and sort of like emotional play and make-believe, as dark as it may be, it is make-believe in the end, so it is easy, very easy for me to imagine taking somebody out if they're coming for my own. I know. So could you survive Pedro for real, like in a real life if this was like? I don't think so. I don't know. I think if the people that I love were sticking around.
Starting point is 00:11:26 and being like, you know, no, we got to deal with this. And I'd be like, oh, shoot, okay. All right, let's face this, because I'd be too scared of leaving anybody behind or leaving anybody on their own. But I don't know. I'm definitely not down for stress. Right. I mean, because there's the constant fear of the people you love keeping them safe constantly.
Starting point is 00:11:49 That's what keeps you going. That's kind of what keeps you alive. With Joel, I think it's different because he feels he's lost all the people that he loves. And then he doesn't really let himself love anymore. He's looking for his brother at the beginning of the first season. His brother, and he loves very much. But outside of that, he's not allowing himself to love. So it really is simply survival.
Starting point is 00:12:14 And I don't know if I would have that will. You hosted SNL in 2023, but we're still talking about it like it was just yesterday. It comes up often. You know, it's like a high point for many actors. What did it mean for you? Oh, everything. I have to say. It's trying to lean away from being too hyperbolic about it,
Starting point is 00:12:38 but it was definitely like the most romantic experience I've ever had. Romantic. Professionally. Yeah, what do you mean by that? It's legacy, you know, number one, what it has authored in terms of cultural, for better or worse, you know, since it started. And so it's just something I grew up with.
Starting point is 00:13:04 Some of its original stars are my biggest imprints. I mean, Eddie Murphy came from S&L. I know, right? S&L gave us Eddie Murphy. Right. Were you thinking about that during your time on there? I was thinking about all of that. And then I think that what I was expecting was all of that
Starting point is 00:13:23 to really kind of make it a miserable. experience because I would be so afraid and so in my head about bombing on live TV and and and really like marking a point in my life with public humiliation. That's so much to hold. I know, I know. But let's just say, you know, you hold it, but you start to let it go. Was there a moment on the set where you were like, oh, I'm doing fine? There is a process that is so, it's so ritual.
Starting point is 00:13:58 And we have such an incredible community of actors, you know, that have gone through the experience, and so many of which that were so willing to kind of talk to me before I went into it. Because, you know, it's something you feel you can't say no to, but also with the offer is terror before excitement. And which has been, which is the case for many people that I've spoken to. Did you call us people? Or did people call you up when they found out you're going to be on there? For the first couple of weeks, I didn't talk to anybody because I wasn't willing to think about it beyond my capacity of facing the reality that it was going to happen.
Starting point is 00:14:36 And then once there was an announcement and it was out there, then I started to, I talked to friends that had been on it. But right before I got into my first sort of like Monday night meeting with the cast and the writers and Lauren Michaels. I was talking to Aubrey Plaza, who had just hosted and had slayed. And she took me through this process, and she was just like, just go with it. Monday's this. Tuesday's that. Wednesday starts to ramp up, and it starts to turn into this. And then Thursday, like, you know, like save yourself, you're going to have the Wednesday night, dinner, don't get too drunk.
Starting point is 00:15:14 Because on Thursday isn't when it really is, you know. Because at dinner is when it's the whole cast and the guys. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And you have a dinner and it's like, it's all. a ritual that has been fine-tuned or very much in place from its very beginning, but it definitely feels like you are in this like decades-long experience
Starting point is 00:15:36 that holds you very, very well. And on Monday, the first thing was going in and having a one-on-one with Lorne in his office and sitting across from this legendary person in the intimacy of just, just the two of you having, I don't know what we were going to talk about. Well, you know, I just didn't, I didn't, I didn't care.
Starting point is 00:15:58 I was just going to sit there and I'm going to listen or, you know, I hope he doesn't, I hope I'm not meant to contribute anything because all I have right now is fear. And to my left is this fish tank with these big-eyed, blinking, smiling, kind of bulbous-lipped fish that are, you know, kind of like curiously swimming up to the glass to check out the stranger in the office. And it's just giving you this sweet, dumb smile and blinking at you. And it was so disarming.
Starting point is 00:16:30 I have no idea if it is intentional on his part. But it was, oh, my God, did it work? And then he is somebody that really wants to set you up for success. And I felt very seen. And then comes the community of actors and writers that are all fully enthusiastic and passionate about what they do and get really excited. If you're down to do whatever they want, oh, heck yeah. You were down. So my producers and I had a debate really about what clip to play because they were all so funny.
Starting point is 00:17:16 But I want to play a clip from a skit you did called. Fan cam assembly. So you play Mr. Ben. He's a popular high school teacher. He's leading this assembly with all these students in an auditorium about the tech rules of the school, specifically begging kids to stop making fan cams of you, Mr. Ben. And just to let the audience know, since they can't see it, like these fan cam videos, you're like, I mean, you know, they're edits. They're like, you're hot. Like, you're looking at the camera smoldering, you know, like, you're all of this.
Starting point is 00:17:52 And the students push back when you say, like, don't do this anymore. They push back. They, with Stan slang. And they keep cutting together new fan cams of you in real time. Let's listen. No, skinny legend. Why are you doing this? Because you have made thousands of fan cams of me, and I'm not sure what they mean.
Starting point is 00:18:11 But I know it has to stop. But we make them because you're our beloved and you have us in a child. Okay, don't say that. I just don't understand. Why do you make sparkly fast romantic montages of me every single day? Like this. I mean, we don't make them every day. Yeah, just on the days you send us or give us life.
Starting point is 00:18:47 No, what does that mean? Don't worry, it just means your foot is always on our necks. See? Is that me right now? How did you make that so fast? And how did you take over access to the monitor? Mr. Ben, why are you so mad? You're in your assembly era.
Starting point is 00:19:11 I'm not mad. I'm confused. Is the way I ate this up? a compliment because it was nom-nom-da-lish and had you gagged? Exactly. We love you down, Mr. Ben. You're so father, period. That was my guest today, Pedro Pascal on S&L from 2023. Have you ever had a surreal moment where you're like, oh my gosh, wow, I am a meme.
Starting point is 00:19:40 I am a certified meme, and people are making edits of me every day, hundreds of them, on TikTok and Instagram. I love the young generation so much. I'm just listening to that and all of the phrasing. I just die for it. I really do. And I came to it kind of late. You know, just like everybody, I don't know what year we're talking about,
Starting point is 00:20:03 but at some point, you know, I had Facebook and then came Instagram. TikTok I didn't have. I think, yes, at one point, it found its way. way like into my algorithm but I think that yeah like you found your way into your algorithm yeah yeah yeah I'm gonna call it it I'm gonna call that it found its way into my algorithm because um you know which are also kind of you know brilliant hilarious edits to songs and um I definitely am flattered um totally perplexed by a lot of it because, I don't know, I mean, how would you feel? You know what I mean? Like,
Starting point is 00:20:53 you just have to kind of just sort of go, all right. Right, right, right. Just let it be. Just kind of like, because it authors itself on its own, really. And so there's a strange relationship you feel you don't have to a thing that's kind of happening. Our guest today is actor Pedro Pascal. We'll be right back after a short break. I'm Tanya Mosley, and this is fresh air. You moved to New York for college, and you got deep into the theater. You had these small roles on television, Law and Order, some other little bits.
Starting point is 00:21:29 All of them. All of them. Right. But your breakthrough role did not happen until 2014 with Game of Thrones. And I want to go back to that time period, because I think you talked about, like, it was 15 years of entry level for you, which a lot of those years were in the theater. That's 15 years of climbing, of near success. Because what had been success for you up until that moment? Success up to that moment, which was huge, because I tell you, when you get a call and they say
Starting point is 00:22:02 you booked apart, whether it's like, you know, two scenes in an episode of Law and Order, you know, you jump up and down. And it always felt that way. And as I got old, I think that there was incredible success in just supporting myself through acting. And you were doing this through theater. Through theater and episodic television. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. And the medical insurance through equity, which was our stage actors union, was really good.
Starting point is 00:22:36 I don't know how good it is now. Yeah. But it was that these kinds of things really, really help you survive. And even though you're barely, like what you're actually putting into the bank is barely enough to, well, it's not nearly enough to pay your rent. But there are a lot of elements in place with consistent work that just kind of help you get by. What were some other things you were doing in those in-between times, between roles, between theater roles and this episodic television appearances? I was working in restaurants. And I was never good at it because that's a real skill.
Starting point is 00:23:09 you know service is highly highly demanding work and highly um laborious and um i mean a lot of it can be anyway some busy restaurants i mean that is some high octane um is it true that you got fired like 10 times oh yeah yeah yeah yeah from different restaurants oh yeah yeah different cafes that were opening up from like i got fired from being a barista to being like the number one where you said That's a lot of firings, Pedro. I know, I know. You know, there would be a lot of different reasons. I would be lying if I didn't say that sometimes it was attitude.
Starting point is 00:23:53 Yeah, I'm not perfect. And, yeah, one manager didn't like my attitude or one customer didn't like my attitude, or I just wasn't very, honestly, I wasn't very good at it. I didn't get good at it until it took, it took years to get good at it. And to be sort of consistently in one place, there was a, I can't believe I'm talking about this, but there was a restaurant manager named Alyssa. And it's funny, we can turn this into kind of the theme of feeling and being seen and kind of believed in. You know what I mean? I had that at a restaurant, and she kind of, you know, she sort of stuck it out with me.
Starting point is 00:24:36 And she really, really kind of helped me learn instead of through kind of pressure and antagonism, but support how to wait tables well. And she was just kind of like on your side as a restaurant manager. And I felt that to be kind of like a rare and very refreshing kind of energy. What was it about acting? Because you started talking about wanting to be an actor at like four years old. Well, it was born in 75. And just think about seeing E.T. in the movie theater.
Starting point is 00:25:14 You know, think about seeing Poltergeist and the Goonies and, you know, gremlins. And, you know, so I was a very, very easy source of building a fantasy of, you know, wishing you were either living these adventures, experiencing these adventures. adventures, or part of the adventure of telling those stories. Yeah. You know? I keep coming across these little details, like you being obsessed with the color purple. Yeah. James Baldwin for colored girls to kill a mockingbird.
Starting point is 00:25:49 So you were really into literature as well. And I'm trying to piece together, who is this kid? How would you describe yourself back then? You were a deeply feeling child. But what did these worlds provide for you? because, you know, they're entertaining for everyone else, but it sounds like there was another step for you where you felt immersed in them.
Starting point is 00:26:09 Well, I think being moved, you feel very alive. You feel very inspired, you know, and in school, in a way, by incredible storytelling, incredible performances, incredible literature, you know. So the process around the color purple was very interesting because we had cable TV and Whoopi Goldberg
Starting point is 00:26:35 had a televised show that had been transferred to Broadway and then shot for television for HBO. It was just called Whoopi. Yes. And she was playing
Starting point is 00:26:47 a bunch of different characters and I was just floored. It was magic. And with that show, Whoopi, I mean, I saw that so many times I could do some of her monologue. The hair and the towel.
Starting point is 00:27:03 Oh, my gosh. And he said, okay. I said, okay. We said, okay, okay. And I mean, I literally haven't, I haven't seen that since I think the 80s, you know. And it's imprinted, right? And then I'm walking out of a movie and I see a poster of this like silhouette of Whoopi Goldberg in a rocking chair with purple and Stephen Spielberg's name on it. and her name, Whoopi Goldberg, in the color purple.
Starting point is 00:27:33 And I'm just like, here I am completely moved by the marketing of it. And I think the movie is a masterpiece. And I think it's one of the greatest screen performances in the history of cinema that she did in her purely freshman experience, her first time on camera, on film. Her first movie role. Right. I know. I just was frankly overwhelmed, you know, by it in the best way. And I couldn't let it go. So I had to get the book. And I read the book. You'd walk around with the book? I would hold it, yeah. I would hold it like a, like a treasure.
Starting point is 00:28:13 Your mom saw this in you. She saw this and wanted to connect with you because of it. You guys would have these family movie nights. Yeah, yeah. My dad was my dad was the was the moviegoer. My mom was selective. She would fall for, she would notice much more if I was like really into a book. Or if Prince was in it. So you were a big Prince, Prince. No, she was the Prince fan.
Starting point is 00:28:49 She was the huge Prince fan, which by proxy made me a big Prince fan. And that's around Purple Rain time. Oh, yeah. Let's take a short break If you're just joining us My guest is Pedro Pascal We'll continue our conversation after a short break
Starting point is 00:29:04 This is fresh air What were these movie nights like These family movie nights Well Purple Rain is a perfect example Of where we all went together Like my dad would try to take us on a school night Whenever he got a chance to whatever he wanted to see But Purple Rain was like we're all going
Starting point is 00:29:20 You know And I guess they're sort of you know, my most special memories. We're a very sort of like movie-going family. My older sister has a love of dance and did ballet. So we would go to the, as a child, she studied ballet. And so we would go to the ballet a lot. I hated it at first until I saw, I think,
Starting point is 00:29:48 a really hilarious production of a midsummer night's dream. and then started to kind of really appreciate the kind of storytelling that happened through dance. Did you ever dance? I didn't. I didn't dance. I mean, I danced, you know, like, at any chance I got. Yeah, to France and stuff. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Starting point is 00:30:12 I danced around the house. Yeah. I danced around my parents' parties, Christmas, New Year's, all that stuff. I never took class. But then in a performing arts program that my mother found that I went to from my freshman year in high school to graduation, you had to study dance, you know, did West Side Story. And I love dance. And actually got sort of really seriously into, I guess what you would call sort of postmodern style of improvisational dance in college. And that was the only work I could get when I graduated, actually, were through movement professors and doing a lot of downtown stuff. When you say downtown, what do you mean? South of 14th Street, St. Mark's Church, Lower East Side, East Village, site-specific performances, this piece called Demeter's daughter
Starting point is 00:31:02 that was conceived by a choreographer named Tamar Rogoff, who is a lifelong family friend and mentor to Claire Daines. What kinds of stuff would you do for them? Like post-modern dance, like sort of create, movement and dance and then it wasn't the kind of thing like this is the choreography learn it it was like let's move and let's write this together kind of like improvisation but for for the body for body movement I'm so fascinated about that physicality because there is a holding of the body and all the characters that you play I'm thinking about in the last of us
Starting point is 00:31:46 like how would you describe what Joel is holding and his body yeah holding a lot of trauma one and then in a more
Starting point is 00:32:01 simple way this is a man who works with his hands he's a contractor and he builds things he I think expresses himself through
Starting point is 00:32:19 his physical relationship to work and to maintenance and that kind of thing. So it's sort of like understanding a person who works very roughly with his hands and is in sort of a very consistent relationship to physical labor, you know, in a way that he probably loves, because it's way easier than having a conversation. Right, right. But it's so fascinating about you and your history with dancing because, I mean, so much of, well, so much of your acting is so physical.
Starting point is 00:32:57 Like, I'm just thinking about a lot of films that you're in. There's so much silent power and what you're doing, but it's through your body that you're telling the story. Well, Game of Thrones being a perfect example of, like, experiencing, you know, that level of exposure for a part. And one would argue that what, the role is most known for is the fight. Yes.
Starting point is 00:33:23 And that is more dance than you can possibly believe if you don't want to get killed anyway. You know, that is that is that is physicality in its purest form. And that is choreography in its purest form. So it's just ironic because I was already pushing 40 when that job happened. And so the doors that opened were. frankly, leaning in the world of action and a lot of highly, highly, highly physical choreography in the experiences, more so than I could have ever imagined. Having had a lot of, like, fight choreography on stage, you know, in Shakespeare and all that, but this was, like, another level. Your family history is fascinating because your parents fled Chile when you were.
Starting point is 00:34:18 a baby. Growing up, what was the story that you heard? You know, I didn't hear any stories about it, actually. And I hear stories now because I ask. And I also am met with the sort of desire to share and desire to tell what it meant for, you know, my father's sisters to say goodbye to their brother in that way for my mother's family to live in the terror of the experience of her going into hiding. Because what's the story, because the story that you came to learn, your parents were very young. You were a baby and they fled from South America to the United States to Texas. Yes.
Starting point is 00:35:05 We had asylum in Denmark first and we're likely to, you know, stay there. Were it not for somebody that helped hire my father into his. lab in San Antonio, Texas. Why were your parents exiled? Oh, well, they were involved in the opposition movement against the military regime under Pinochet. They were Ayanne the supporters
Starting point is 00:35:27 and, frankly, just very young, and liberal. And my mother's side of the family, there's a cousin of my mother's Andres Pascal, who was a leader of the opposition movement. And so
Starting point is 00:35:43 that, I think, just by association sort of could put the name and family in in peril. But there was someone who brought an injured man to my mother's and father's home, knowing that my father was doing his residency at a hospital and asked for help. And he'd been shot in the leg. And it was a priest who brought him over to our house. And, you know, at this point, I'm an infant, so obviously I have no memory. But the priest was taken into custody,
Starting point is 00:36:24 and he was tortured, and he gave names. And then they went looking for my parents. And, you know, and so they had to, you know, go into hiding and find a way to survive. there are a lot of details that kind of go into it that create like such a fascinating story the odd circumstance of my father finding out that someone was in the lobby asking for his name and a patient that kind of like interrupted the moment where the officer wanted to um was about to ask my father who he was or his name if he was doctor in fact dr balmeseda and um and um and
Starting point is 00:37:10 and a patient that was like, you know, I'm in pain and no one is attending to me. And I almost wonder, I mean, you know, you've got to be careful because, you know, how much story do you build around it and what's really real? But this was this chance circumstance that gave my father the opportunity to sneak out the back to go and get my mother and go into hiding. And they were right because they came to the house. They tore everything apart, and it was about six months before they found a plan to sneak into the Venezuelan embassy and claim asylum and be reunited with my sister and I. What a story to learn in adulthood. It's not a lore, it's not a story you grew up knowing and having pride in. Right.
Starting point is 00:38:00 I had a sense of it. I remember one very, very vivid experience of seeing the movie missing. See, this is the funny thing is that, like, here we are this nuclear family in the suburbs of San Antonio, Texas, with this not distant legacy of escape. I mean, the dictatorship was continuing on, and I'm seeing a movie about it in my house, and Sissy Spaceic is the size of my mother. Right, because the age of my mother, and the movie missing, right, by Costa Gras. and her, you know, being out in the streets past curfew by accident and her life being in peril and me somehow putting all of that together and understanding that sort of placing my mother in that circumstance as a child
Starting point is 00:38:51 and just like absolutely falling apart. How old are you? When the movie came out in, I must have been like, I don't know, maybe seven. Wow. Yeah, it was a different time. Parents were letting us watch whatever was on TV. But I'm saying wow about you piecing that together and somehow understanding Sissy's basic is my mom. Yeah, feeling that way.
Starting point is 00:39:16 Feeling that way in that moment. And it had to stop. I fell apart. You literally started crying. Oh, I started, I mean, it was like, you know, I think something, you know, bordering on howling. I was so traumatized by the idea. I don't know. I never got a chance to talk to my mom about it
Starting point is 00:39:42 the way I'm talking to you about it. You know, unfortunately, I wonder if she understood. But, yeah, I guess just to answer it simply, no, not really. When you say you wonder if she understood, what do you mean? If she understood that I was kind of a son who was scared for her, you know, and kind of absorbing the context, but not really knowing how to process the context. If you're just joining us, my guest is Pedro Pascal. We'll continue our conversation after a short break.
Starting point is 00:40:19 This is fresh air. Movies have been so important to you in your life. Everything. Yeah. They allow you to understand the world. Yeah, yeah. And now you're doing that for other people. Do you ever think about it like that?
Starting point is 00:40:34 I feel profound gratitude to be doing something that I love to do and the people that I get to do it with and being sort of always a part of an experience, you know, whether it's well received or not, but always like everyone involved is putting their entire selves and bodies into, you know, and cares so much about. about making it, and it's very bonding, it's very fun, and I don't know anything else. That S&L appearance, it also happened on the anniversary of your mother's death.
Starting point is 00:41:12 Mm-hmm. Yeah. Did you clock that for yourself? I really did. It was, obviously, a sad anniversary for most of my adult life and for my, you know, know, my family's life, my siblings, you know, their whole lives. And I don't think I realized it until there was kind of like a post-it-note announcement in the way that SNL does, where they have the date, the host, and the musical guest.
Starting point is 00:41:45 And I realized that I hadn't seen that, I hadn't seen those numbers together outside of my mother's gravestone. I was like, oh, my gosh, wow. And of course, there was so much opportunity there to sort of add fear to the experience in a profound way. This is going to be a double negative anniversary. And it was the opposite. And my family was there, and it was a day of, like, achievement and joy, incredible, joy and community, because the other magical part of S&L is that it really actually felt like old days in the theater, like showing up and doing a reading of somebody's play
Starting point is 00:42:42 or like mounting something on the fly, you know, and were it not for all of those years, I think in New York, I think I cognitively could have easily had a total meltdown because of how you are needing to read cue cards and be in the moment. So that it would be, you know, on February 4th was a gift that I'm holding on to. What a gift. Yeah. Oh, Pedro. This has been great.
Starting point is 00:43:12 Thank you, Tanya. Thank you so much for having me. I can't tell you, this is part of my little pinch me moment. I told you before we started, I've been listening to NPR. Through my parents since I was a teenager in my entire adult life, I've been listening to fresh air forever. and getting to sit here with you is very special. Pedro Pascal, he's nominated for an Emmy Award for his performance in Season 2 of The Last of Us.
Starting point is 00:43:40 His film Fantastic Four First Steps is still in theaters, and Eddington and the materialists are now streaming. Our interviews and reviews are produced and edited by Phyllis Myers, Roberta Shorak, Anne-Marie Baldinado, Lauren Crenzel, Teresa Madden, Monique Nazareth, Susan Yucundi, Anna Bauman, and John Sheehan. Our digital media producer is Molly C.V. Nestor. Our consulting visual producer is Hope Wilson.
Starting point is 00:44:06 They a challoner directed today's show. With Terry Gross, I'm Tanya Mosley.

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