Front Burner - MDMA: from ‘club drug’ to the doctor's office
Episode Date: July 26, 2023Australia is leading the way on normalizing the use of some psychedelics. The country’s medical regulator has approved M-D-M-A for use for people suffering from PTSD. Regulators in the US – just l...ast month – published guidance into the use of psychedelics for possible use treating some medical conditions. How does a drug, known for its use on the dance floor, make its way to the medicine cabinet? To find out more about all this we have Rachel Nuwer on the pod today. She’s a freelance journalist and the author of “I Feel Love: MDMA and the quest for connection in a fractured world." For transcripts of this series, please visit: https://www.cbc.ca/radio/frontburner/transcripts
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So MDMA is seeing a bit of a rebranding. Most people know it as a party drug that makes you feel really happy.
And it's never really disappeared from clubs.
But it is illegal.
And it was once demonized by anti-drug campaigners as a substance that eats holes in your brain.
We're seeing the widespread abuse of MDMA, a drug called ecstasy.
And they think it's harmless. They think it's a hug drug.
And yet science-based examination suggests that this drug may have permanent impairment of neurochemical function of the brain,
never mind the possibility of dropping dead the first time you use it.
But before it became popular at raves and festivals,
it was used by therapists.
And now it's having a bit of a full circle moment.
Authorized psychiatrists are allowed to prescribe medicines
containing the psychedelic substances psilocybin and MDMA.
Earlier this month, Australia became the first country in the world
to declare MDMA a legal medicine.
Psilocybin is accessible to people with treatment-resistant depression,
while MDMA can be used for PTSD.
In the U.S., any day now, a team of neuroscientists
who are part of the Multidisciplinary Association of Psychedelic
Studies could publish their findings on phase three clinical trials for MDMA as treatment for
PTSD, the last hurdle before FDA approval. That means it could become a legal treatment as early
as this year. It's not that people just had a blissed out experience, felt great about the world
and they were cured. But a lot of the time it was revisiting the trauma.
It was painful, difficult experience, but the MDMA seemed to make it possible for them to do it effectively.
In Canada, psychedelics companies and some doctors are hoping Ottawa will also authorize MDMA
to be prescribed for treatment-resistant PTSD through a special access
program. In February, Health Canada issued instructions to healthcare practitioners
who are looking to get MDMA for their patients. Rachel Neuer is a journalist who's been reporting
on the therapeutic potential of MDMA and recently wrote a book called I Feel Love, MDMA and the
Quest for Connection in a Fractured World.
I'm going to talk to her today about the fascinating history of MDMA
and what the research shows about its potential medical benefits.
Hi, Rachel. Welcome.
Thank you so much for having me. So I was wondering if we could start by going back to the pandemic, which is a time none of us really want to talk about. But that's when this all started for you, right? We were all in lockdown and you were feeling disconnected. I think a lot of us were and you decided to do some Molly. And what
did that do for you? Love it. We're just jumping right into it. Yep. Yes. World. I am a drug user.
Well, yeah, I was here stuck in New York City during lockdown. You know, this is like April
2020, the really height of uncertainty and anxiety.
And my husband and I and a friend who was in our pod, our quarantine pod, decided to
do some Molly.
And normally when I do Molly, I do it in a club.
It's just like a really great time.
It makes me feel good.
But in this particular instance, there was more therapeutic overtones than I'm used to.
I really felt connected to everybody around the world who was going through this same
period of just fear and uncertainty and disconnection, and especially to people who had lost loved
ones.
But I was also turning over in my own mind some issues that I'd been having with my career,
with the direction my life was taking. I'd been craving a new challenge and wanting to just try something new. And in that
moment, sitting on my couch while I was on Molly, I realized, hey, I could write a book about Molly.
So that's really where the idea for this book came to be.
Yeah. I wonder, for people who've never done it, could you describe
what taking MDMA feels like on a physical level and mentally as well?
Sure. I've got to caveat my answer and say that I've never done MDMA in a formal therapeutic
context. And people do say that in therapy, it really doesn't feel like ecstasy. They say,
I don't know why it's called ecstasy. This is really hard work. So I can't speak to that
subjective experience myself. When you're on MDMA in a more recreational or just non-therapeutic
setting, whether that's at home with a partner, having a conversation or at a big warehouse rave. The first thing I usually notice that kind of hints that it's starting to work is
that I find myself just smiling, smiling for no reason, just really genuinely smiling, which isn't
something I normally do when I'm just standing around. Then it begins, you kind of go up this,
they call it like a plateau. So the feelings start coming on. And then once you plateau,
like you hit the real MDMA high, it's waves of euphoria, just sort of this really nice feeling.
It's really hard to describe in words, but that's why people call recreational
use of MDMA rolling. It's this rolling feeling of ecstasy. And again, you just feel really
connected to other people, you know, to the people you're with, to the other people on the dance
floor. You know, usually you can kind of look and catch people's eyes and give each other this
knowing smile and you know that they're on MDMA too. It's just a
really beautiful feeling. And it allows me at least to be in the moment in a way that I'm not
really often in the moment in my sober life. I'm not thinking about all the things I have to do
or the things that went wrong today or whatever little neurotic worry I have in my mind at the
moment is just completely erased. And I'm fully in the moment,
enjoying my friendship, my friend's company, enjoying the music, and just kind of being
in a way that is elusive for me when I'm not on MDMA.
So MDMA, it's also known as ecstasy, which you mentioned, or the love drug.
It's now known for making people feel all the things that you described, so present and euphoric and connected to other people.
But its origin story is pretty interesting, right?
It was created by a German pharmaceutical company that was trying to develop a blood clotting agent.
Exactly. So I think a lot of people think of MDMA as ecstasy parties, but the story really begins
in 1912 when Merck, the German pharmaceutical company, filed a patent for MDMA. And as you
mentioned, they weren't actually looking for MDMA. They were looking for a blood clotting agent,
and MDMA was just a chemical intermediary on the way to get to that. We don't know actually if Merck discovered
the psychoactive properties of MDMA. There's some hints that perhaps they did over the next few
decades, but they're really guarded about people getting into their archives and poking around for
answers like that because I think they do want to, or have traditionally wanted to distance themselves from MDMA's psychoactive properties.
And then there was a point in the 1970s where some therapists were giving MDMA to their patients
in sessions, right? How did it make its way into therapist offices?
Yeah, great question. So again, you know, we think of MDMA as this party drug, but
once its first popularization wasn't among recreational users, it was among therapists
and their patients. So MDMA was re-synthesized in 1965 by a psychedelic chemist in the Bay Area
named Alexander Shulgin. And he actually tried MDMA himself. And he compared it to a low calorie
martini because he was still fully in control of himself. He could have a chat with his wife,
his friends. But it didn't cause hallucinations or things that you think of traditional psychedelics
or classic psychedelics like LSD doing. But what Shulgin did notice about MDMA was it opened up
what he described as a window. He just felt
like he could communicate with his wife, for example, without any fear or judgment of himself
and put aside whatever baggage they had from past issues and just be really honest with her.
And he thought that this would make MDMA a really exceptional tool for psychotherapy in the same way
that LSD had previously been used for
therapy in the 1950s before it was banned. So he introduced MDMA to a therapist friend of his
named Leo Zeff, also in the Bay Area. And Leo tried it, was really, really impressed and became
sort of a Johnny Appleseed of MDMA in the therapeutic community, spreading it first to therapists in the Bay Area, then abroad to the US and Canada, and even to Europe. And MDMA became this really, really popular tool
that therapists use as a sort of catalyst for enhancing whatever type of psychotherapy they
were doing, whether it was couples counseling, whether it was treating trauma, or whether it
was just helping people get to know themselves a little bit better. But the thing is, they were keeping all this really quiet,
because they knew that if the DEA here in the US caught wind of this, they would absolutely
schedule MDMA, you know, take it off the shelf so that therapists can't use it so that research
can't be done on it, just because this was the height of the war on drugs. And this is sort of like what the government did, you know, any new drug on the market, the knee jerk reaction was
to schedule it. So these therapists were using it kind of quietly, despite it also not being
approved by the FDA. Exactly. Yeah. Some therapists did publish some research on it, but
nobody was doing clinical trials on it or
anything like that. To your point about not having the FDA approval, the DEA's main argument in that
case was that MDMA can't have currently accepted medical use because it hasn't been approved by
the FDA, which the judge was like, that's not a good argument. No, but again, they just did what
they wanted and banned it. Yeah. And I want to come back to why the DA cracked down on MDMA in just a second. But while these therapists were
experimenting with MDMA as a treatment for their patients in the late 1970s and early 80s,
it also started making its way onto the club scene, right? How did that happen?
Yeah, actually, that's a really great point you raise. So it's not like it was only being used
by therapists at this time. I mean, for a few years, it was. The late 70s, it was pretty much
confined to the therapeutic community. But as one therapist who was working with it back in those
days told me, it's a drug that makes you feel good. And any drug that makes you feel good,
it's inevitably going to escape onto the recreational scene. And that it did. Some people began manufacturing MDMA not
to sell to therapists, but to sell to club goers. And New York, San Francisco, and Dallas, Texas,
of all places, emerged as sort of the center of MDMA club culture.
of all places emerged as sort of the center of MDMA club culture. At the time, MDMA was still,
when it was spreading on the club scene, it was still legal and it was really available everywhere, right? Like I was reading that there was a record store that sold it on the side and
rang it up as accessories. It was being sold at spas and there were spas that were offering MDMA massages. And yes, you can find it at clubs and
bars. Yeah, exactly. I mean, it was legal, so you could sell it wherever. And the examples you cite
all come from Dallas. There was a club at the time called the Stark Club that had just opened.
And on opening night, someone had flown down from New York with a bag of MDMA pills and was like,
flown down from New York with a bag of MDMA pills and was like, just hand these out. And it really made the Stark Club this incredible center of Dallas nightlife and also just sort of expanded
the idea that people had of what a Southern city could be because you had people of all races,
all genders, all backgrounds, you know, partying together and like hugging it out on the dance
floor in a way that you just normally wouldn't in, you know, pretty conservative Texas. And yeah, MDMA spread all
over town. Like you said, spas, pretty much all the clubs had it. You could buy it at the record
store. It sounds like it was quite a scene. I wish I could travel back in time to see it for myself. So you mentioned some of the concerns around health and safety and MDMA that were really
being talked about at that time. I think I read it used to be known as a drug
that would like eat holes in your brain, right? And this is still obviously a banned substance in
both the US and Canada, except under limited circumstances, which we'll talk about in a bit.
But what do we know at this point about the dangers of MDMA?
Yeah. So in a therapeutic setting, you are taking a set amount of MDMA
under guidance and you know what your drug is. So in therapy, as long as you're doing it in a
legal sense, you are not going to face any serious negative side effects. There might be
psychological difficulty, but that's related to your trauma,
not so much the MDMA. You're not going to overdose or something like that. However,
in a recreational setting, the problem is that you don't know what you're getting. You have to
buy your drugs illegally because again, MDMA is illegal. So you're buying it from whoever,
maybe it's someone you know, maybe it's not. But regardless, you don't know
what is in that pill or that powder or those crystals that you bought. It could be laced
with meth, for example. It could be laced with bath salts, synthetic cathinones. You also don't
know the purity of what you're getting. So you might get something that is like 60% pure and
you're not feeling anything, so you take more. Or you might get something that's 60% pure and you're not feeling anything. So you take more or you might get
something that's 90% pure and then you accidentally take too much and overdose that way. So people
have died from accidentally taking too much MDMA. People have also died from taking adulterated MDMA.
If you do take the, let's say the correct dose of MDMA, and it is actually MDMA, the biggest risk is that you're
going to overheat. This is mostly people who are, you know, dancing for hours at a time,
not taking breaks, not hydrating, and then they develop hyperthermia as a result. So if you look
at MDMA related deaths, overheating is the number one thing after, you know after adulterated pills and accidentally taking too much.
Yeah. Do we know much about the health effects of regular long-term use, recreational use of MDMA?
Ah, right. So I guess the question there is, does MDMA eat holes in your brain like
some of us were told in the 90s? Yeah, the answer is no. You're not going to develop holes in your
brain. There is evidence that if you take MDMA at too high of doses, too no, you're not going to develop holes in your brain. There is evidence
that if you take MDMA at too high of doses, you know, too frequently, we're talking about,
it's subjective, everybody's different. But you know, if you're taking MDMA once a week,
for example, for an extended period of time, you can have some negative side effects,
like some memory problems, some people report anxiety and depression developing,
but there's also evidence that once people just cut back, stop taking MDMA so much,
those problems go away and any damage to their nerves that deal with serotonin, that's the main
problem that occurs, seem to resolve. At least that's what studies in animals suggest. So, I mean, all in all, MDMA, like any drug,
like any substances, can be risky based on how you use it, but it's really not that risky of a drug
when you look at the number of ER visits or the number of deaths that result compared to
other substances, even legal substances like alcohol. I want to zoom out a little bit from just MDMA. In the last few
years, we've heard the term psychedelic renaissance being thrown around quite a bit, maybe because of
the research that's being done around the potential medical benefits of these drugs. But it also seems
like culturally, there's something happening outside of labs as well. There's more interest in
psychedelics among the general public, it feels like. Would you agree with that?
Yeah, 100%. I live in a little bubble. I'm in New York. A lot of my friends are drug users. So
I have a slanted view of the general public in the US. That said, even in the time that I've been working on this book,
so 2020 to today, things have changed so much. My mom, for example, and my dad are open to having
conversations about psychedelics in a way that they definitely weren't just a few years ago.
When I told my mom I decided to write a book about MDMA, her reaction was not very encouraging.
She was just kind of like, oh, and not very encouraging. You know, she was just
kind of like, oh, and sort of shut down, whereas now she seems really interested. She's asking all
kind of questions. And I don't think that's just because, you know, her daughter happened to write
a book about MDMA. I think it's seeing, you know, headlines, so many news stories about psychedelics
that are mostly piggybacking on that science that's kind of come in as what seems like
a sudden wave, but really these studies have been in the works for literally decades, you know,
trying to work through the bureaucracy and red tape of working with a strictly banned substance.
So it's partly the science. I think also people are just really looking for answers and for help. You know, we're living in really tough times, like the climate change headlines and signs
of that all around us are just, you can't ignore them anymore.
The division politically, you know, in the US, for example, it's, you know, really, really
shaken people up.
Also, mental health, you know, mental health is at an all time low,
not just here in North America, but around the world. And people's faith in, you know,
pharmaceuticals is a bandaid that's just gonna, you know, make their depression go away or make
their life suddenly magically better, has waned and people are looking for answers for things that
are going to bring them relief for their mental suffering, but also ways that
we can perhaps reevaluate what we're doing as a society, as a species, you know, to try to get
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Definitely weed has a lot. And the legalization of weed for recreation in a lot of states here
has paved the way for, you know, people to be more open about mind-altering substances that
aren't just alcohol. So just going back to MDMA then, we've gone from it being used
in therapist's offices to becoming a party drug, to being banned, to kind of returning to its roots
and re-emerging as a possible therapeutic drug. And like we mentioned, it's still illegal in the
US and Canada. But what does the research tell us about the potential benefits of MDMA in a clinical setting?
So the research on MDMA-assisted therapy, so just to clarify for listeners, this isn't being given
MDMA and going home and taking it like traditional pharmaceutical. This is taking MDMA in the
presence of a therapist and going through a guided therapy session on MDMA. So the therapy is really
integral here. Otherwise, you would see people coming out of raves, you know, with their
trauma miraculously healed, which usually just does not happen. You need that guiding hand of
a therapist and also that intentional setting of your own mind to engage with your trauma or engage
with whatever it is that you're hoping to deal with under your MDMA assisted therapy session.
that you're hoping to deal with under your MDMA-assisted therapy session.
So the research is furthest along for MDMA-assisted therapy for post-traumatic stress disorder, and it's really, really promising. There are indications from additional trials
that MDMA-assisted therapy could be useful for a whole host of things. So there's evidence that
it really helps to treat social anxiety in autistic adults, for example.
There's also evidence that it helps for substance use disorders, for alcoholism.
And people are beginning trials now to test things like depression, obesity, a whole host of things that could potentially be helped with MDMA-assisted therapy.
How does MDMA work in these settings? And why is
it seen as effective? Like what happens in the brain, if you could explain that?
Yeah, this stuff is really fascinating. And the science on the mechanism of how MDMA-assisted
therapy actually works is pretty new. It hasn't been replicated by other labs besides the one
that discovered it, which is really the gold standard for science.
So we need those replicated results.
We need more testing.
But those caveats out of the way, neuroscientists are super excited about these findings and think that they really could finally explain what is happening in MDMA-assisted therapy and just psychedelic assisted therapy writ large. So there's a lab at Johns
Hopkins run by a researcher named Gould Olin. And she's found that what happens under this
therapeutic setting with MDMA is that the drug reopens what's called a critical period. Critical periods is just a term for neuroscientists use for these times of finite
malleability when our brains are primed to learn new things. This usually happens in childhood. So
think of how easily a kid can learn a new language compared to we adults who just completely struggle
to pick up a new language, most of us. So critical periods exist because there are more things out
there in the world for us to learn than we could be possibly ever pre-programmed with at birth.
And so what MDMA-assisted therapy does is reopens a critical period for what's called
social reward learning, which is just the intrinsic reward that a social species like
our own gets from being around each
other. And it allows you under that context to go back into your memories of trauma and the habits
you've formed around your trauma, the narrative you've told yourself about who you are as a result
of this trauma, and really reevaluate them and literally rewire neuronal connections that have formed around that trauma.
So that is why it seems to be such a powerful tool.
So we should mention that there have been some questions around the strength of the research,
about the size of the trials, which some say are too small, as well as the way placebos are used,
because it's easy for participants to know whether or not they've received the drug.
That's just something to keep in mind. and there are a lot of examples in the book of people whose lives have been changed
by these treatments i wonder if you can just maybe highlight one for us that really stuck with you
maybe the most succinct story is that of a
gentleman in the UK named Dave. And Dave actually wasn't participating in the PTSD trials. He was
participating in the trials for alcoholism. But like many people who have substance use disorders,
his was driven by underlying trauma. So Dave had suffered from really crippling panic attacks
since he was a late teen. It could be just the most mundane trigger that would just send him
into an absolute panic. And over the years, he found that the only thing that could control this
panic was alcohol. So he would just have a bottle of vodka with him at all times and reach for it
and start chugging. And that over the years formed into a habit. He was drinking all day. It was disrupting his family life. He
went into rehab for a while and he was trying also all kinds of treatments for this. He was seeing,
like he said, every therapist basically across the UK and none of them could really bring him
lasting relief. Under the influence of MDMA-assisted therapy,
Dave came to terms with the driver behind that alcoholism and behind those panic attacks,
which was the fact that he had actually witnessed his mother's murder when he was a young boy.
But this happened to Dave and he's one of these guys in the UK, they call them,
they have a stiff upper lip, get on with it. Don't talk about your problems.
Yeah.
So, you know, he never talked about it.
He and his dad spoke about it like once when he was 30 years old.
But under the influence of MDMA, he actually, you know, returned to that night in his mind
and was able to just, you know, clearly see that this wasn't his fault.
There was nothing he could have done, you know, as a young boy to save his mom. And ultimately, he was able to forgive the killer for what he had done to his mother. And
also just come to terms with the fact that his amygdala, the part of his brain that is the fear
center, had been calling the shots for his entire life. And he made up his mind under the
MDMA, no more, you amygdala. And he's had really great results. He's able to function in his life,
be a lot healthier, happier. And when he feels those panic attacks coming on, he can recognize
those triggers and do other things instead of reaching for that bottle of alcohol.
triggers and do other things instead of reaching for that bottle of alcohol.
So Rachel, Australia is now going to be prescribing MDMA and psilocybin to patients. The FDA could approve it any day now, like you said. In Canada, there's now a special access program to
allow some people to access drugs like MDMA and psilocybin through their doctor's approval.
And there's a lot more research happening around the world. We could see access to MDMA and psilocybin through their doctor's approval. And there's a lot more research
happening around the world. We could see access to MDMA expanded pretty soon, right? What are you
watching as these drugs become integrated into healthcare systems around the world?
Oh, gosh, there's so many things and so many unknowns. I mean, the biggest thing is access,
making sure that insurance covers this and
that there's means for everybody to get the help they need if they want it, and not just have these
therapies confined to, you know, the very wealthy. Another issue is therapist training. So like I
said, MDMA reopens this critical period, it returns your mind to this state of childlike vulnerability.
So, you know, if you take MDMA with a therapist, and, you know, your therapist harms you, or,
you know, they make a sexual pass at you, for example, or they're just not a very good therapist,
there can be some real harm that results, you know, even worse than how you came into the therapy,
that really sets you back. So I want to
make sure that there's, you know, solid therapist training and that there's also checks and balances.
I do think that there's going to be a lot of disappointment. You know, there's been a ton
of hype in the news about the potential for these therapies. And I think they are going to profoundly
change many, many lives. But, you know, not every medical treatment works for everybody in the same way. And
I think there are going to be a number of people who are really disappointed in the results or,
you know, have okay results, but not like absolutely transforming results. So that's
something that people should be prepared for. And I think we need more data on just to show like,
who these therapies work best for under what circumstances, you know, who are the best candidates and how to maximize the potential success. Rachel, thank you so much for this
conversation. It was such a pleasure to talk to you. Thank you so much for having me and thank
you for your interest. All right, that's all for today.
I'm Tamara Kandaker.
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