FULL SEND PODCAST - Abella Danger x Nelk Boys | Ep. 82

Episode Date: April 14, 2023

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If you guys are watching this, the last three weeks of pods have been filmed in like, I guess, two to three days. Yeah. This light is so bright right now on my face. Yeah. Does it look bright? You look great. I know. We're on the stage right now.

I want Brad to perform. You want me to, what? I don't know. What do you want me to do? Honestly, it's different during, like. You should talk about, she seems like she parties a lot. Yeah. Yeah.

I'm going to ask about some party stories. Let's do it. I'm sure there's a lot. We can talk about ours, too. You want a mint? I got a mint for you just because. I always wake up with like 40 of those in my pocket. Yeah, yeah, here.

Yeah, I got you. Yeah, jump in. A Bella Danger on the podcast. Thank you for coming. I know. I don't know why. Why not? You don't know why you're here?

Well, because I, yeah, I don't feel like I'm like at that level of like the guests that you guys have. I was like, oh my God, what do they want me to me? And it was funny because it was like three different people. Like it was like my agent and then someone else, someone else, they're like, you need to do this podcast. And I'm like, I've seen it. Like, I should not be on that podcast. No, we want you. Why not?

You're actually probably my favorite guest we've ever had. What? Yeah. Top three. Yeah. I think you, Elon Musk, O.J. Simpson and then you. No, they put they put they put, he put a you over Elon. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. That must have been a really cool guest though. What's that? That must have been a really cool guest. Oh yeah. It was huge. It was huge.

It was huge Miami he fan. Uh, yeah. So I mean, I grew, I was born and raised in Miami. So I saw when we won our first NBA championship, I was like in fourth grade. And then I just like, like, even when the heat are doing awful like this season, I I still go to every game. Like, I love the heat. Like, I'm very proud.

I was literally at a game. And I had to, like, I looked over my shoulder and, like, 10 rows back. I was like, oh, shit, that's a bell of danger. 10 rows back. Was 10 rows behind you? Yeah. That sounds like, I'm not like trying to flex that. I'm just trying to give you an idea.

You're 100% flexing right now. Wow. I've good seats, bro. You flex on her. Though, so I'm like, how was 10 rows behind you? I must have. That sounds like a fake story. I don't know.

I literally said, like, gravy. No, I'm kidding. Yeah. Oh, okay. I was going to, yeah, I didn't even want to sound just like that. But every season rolls around, and I, like, pick exactly which games I want to go to. And I'm, like, either courtside or right behind. No, but I will say heat games out of all NBA games, heat games are the best games.

There's just so much energy. Really? Yeah. I mean, I'm biased, but I've definitely been to a lot of good, like, Lakers games. Lakers is dope. Yeah. It's such a different vibe. And something about being at the Stable Center.

I really enjoy that, like, the Staple Center. Well, I don't know what it's called to me also. Crypto Arena. Yeah, Cryptoerina, but it's very iconic. And he sat court side with Hasbullah last week. Did you see that? Did you really? How was that?

It was so fun. My two best friends are obsessed with him. I think he's great. But my two friends, like, all they do is just send each other like, Hasbullah. Some people like love him or hate him. A lot of girls like are scared of him. Some girls are like, I showed this girl the other day and she was like scared of him. She couldn't even look at him.

I mean, he's cute. I mean, I'm not like, I'm obsessed. But yeah, my friends definitely love him. Yeah, I saw that thing with like Mike Tyson. And I was like, I don't know if he knew he was like. like a baby or not, but I saw that whole thing. He's not a baby. He's 20. No, I know.

But I guess, like, Tyson thought that he was a baby. Yeah, it looked like it. Yeah. Tyson's on a lot of rooms too, right? Before we got on here, you were talking about like going out pretty often in Miami. Is this a, is a place you frequent? So, yeah, 11 is like, 11 is part of my identity. Like, I spent every single birthday here.

They've told me, like, last year they were like, you spent more money than any other woman that buys tables here. You're buying tables here. Yeah, because I buy my own sections. I don't, I don't, I don't, how much is that? That's a light, X? Oh yeah. I'm not, like, yeah. Like, I'm not going to have no one buy tables for like, total? I honestly, I was like, don't even tell me. I swear. We got to find that out.

Yeah, so this was for last year. And I mean, every time you can get a table. And I mean, every time you can get a table, it can range like average. It'll range from like four to like a depending who's performing. But then like on really special shows, it'll be like like the most I paid was like 15,000 for that. Are you throwing money? I will say that. Are you throwing money? Huh? No, I don't really throw money, like, but, I mean, my friends do, but it's like, I've already thrown enough. So what other, not to take anything away from that? That's a huge stat. I wish I had that stat.

So you, like, never work out. Yeah, no. I never work out. Yeah, no, it's not a. Never seen a gym. What is that? Are you guys sad that you're leaving Miami? Might leave Friday.

We need to go out. Yo, yeah, yeah, yeah. We just went three days in a row. have you have you gone to live yeah we didn't do live we went where did we go first night we went to fuck it's been a blur this was like the hardest three days we've ever went honestly yeah it was crazy we weren't going to go to ultra at all and then we went two days yeah Sunday we were going to call it a day and then we ended up like last minute we just went I was funny what you were saying you go to church going to church I think it's just like it's I mean I don't know how many days you've ever done in a

but three is like the older you get now too yeah the old are you no I'm 27 I'm 28 Okay. Does it hit you harder now? Of course. Are you getting me hangovers or like the worst ever? Like, when did you start to notice a difference though? Probably like 24. You're like, oh, it's different now. It's not even that old. It keeps getting worse. It keeps getting worse. It's not. I'm 33. Fuck. But maybe it's also because I'm like drinking more. Like before I used to like, like, like now it's just like back to back shots. Like I'm like, oh, I don't want to have a mixed drink like the calories and just like shut. Yeah. So it's like. And for. What is this? This is our seltzer. Happy Dad. I want some. Try one. Do we have a cold one? Do we have a cold one? I mean, I'm going to sexy fish out this.

I might as well be. So you were asking me about working out. Do you like have a certain regimen? I actually just got back into the gym. Why recently? Because summer's coming and yachts season is upon us. And I haven't worked out literally since I was since before, I mean for like last summer. It's bad.

I really rely on like my genetics a lot. Damn. Like these. Damn. You're actually going to jack. Yeah. And you just like work out like intermittently because you're like summer. Yeah, like, I'll start when it starts hitting me when it's like yacht season is coming.

Like Memorial Day weekend is like what kicks it off. Like that's like the first yacht this summer. And that's just like the Miami thing to do. Like everyone just rents yacht and like you just spend all day on them. She doesn't get played out. I feel like it's played out though. No, dude, during the pandemic, that was like how we would entertain ourselves. Like all the clubs, everything was shut down.

11 closed down first and it opened down last. So like everyone like on the water, you could just do whatever you want. So that's like all we would do is just rent yachts and like go out to the water because we Couldn't go out anywhere here. It was like all locked down. But you don't get tired of, you didn't get tired of the yachts at some point? No, why? I don't know.

A good yacht day is pretty fine. I mean, if I got tired while being on the yacht, I would hide in the room and, you know, people like day drinking is way better than like night drinking. I don't know. I like night drinking more though. I feel like such a degenerate, dude. Like when I drink during the day and like everyone else is like, like, all of like, I don't know, whoever's not around me drinking with me, they're like being normal at their jobs

and stuff and I'm like. But what are the people who sleep in way too late? Like. Adrian's around you though. Yeah. I like you stay out till if you go out if you came here one night honestly I'm not as bad as I used to be like I think I'm like the better of my friends I'll stay out until like seven okay that's pretty late no it used to be worse it used to be worse do you wake up the next day like with anxiety and like depressed about your decisions I live with anxiety every day every day every too but I mean it makes it way worse I used to go to smoke so much weed and then from one day to the other it was like what when you smoke you get too high you get bad anxiety oh my god so bad I should think about every little thing I've ever ever in my life. I relate to that. Do you have an answer for anxiety or how to solve that? Do I have an answer? Yeah. Yes. Yes, I do. He gets really spiritual and drink less alcohol and do less

drive. Very philosophical. I'm a philosophy major. So I will get deep with you. Oh, really? Yeah. Have you ever been ayahuasca? No. What about mushrooms? Yeah, of course. Yeah. You like it? So I haven't done them. I actually had a bad trip on streams on a yacht. And I think it's because I was on a yacht and I was stuck on there for like eight hours and I literally just wanted to be on land again and I haven't done it since like a full trip like that I was like a whole bad trip and I was like what am I doing it's and it was like a three day like binge basically like 11 well Gold Rush Friday like 11 and then y I all day yeah I all day yeah do you like old rush I like we used to rip gold rush I love those ones sometimes it's more of a five than 11 100% well it's the same

or so whatever but yeah you don't give as much like 11 you have to like kind of put on at gold rush you can just do whatever there like I've gone there in sneakers like yeah vibe like you can literally just go there and what about booby trap just i can't with booby trap why that's my go too i can't because it's crazy there well you if you have a double cup and you're in booby trap it's like a vibe a double cup you just said a double cup what's a double cup go ahead and explain it's like a little little bit of like purple spray yeah exactly i'm getting high as fuck oh i don't think i've ever seen him with a double cup he just said that you don't know me you don't know i've seen you all the time all the time you guys know i've been out with him many times she's never had a double cup maybe we

should all go out together. Are you guys leaving tomorrow? Yeah, we should. No, you don't want to do? Why don't you get a table? No, dude. We'll get the one next to you and we'll see who gets more lit. Like, which tables? Oh, it's party together. Yeah. Okay. I'm sponsoring, you sponsoring the table? Are you paying or what? No, but you guys are. Well, if you guys are both there. I'll split with you guys. Okay, you three split and then I'll bring like people. He's like, I'll bring people. I don't need people. He's going to have. I'm going to know. No, but I want to know if you're like, because I feel like not that many girls are in here buying table. Like, who else is really doing that? It's always the guys.

Yeah, they tell me it's not as often as, like, I'm definitely a commodity as far as. Like, wouldn't they just give you a table? They have given me tables before. But, I mean, it's not something that you suck. There's so many celebrities here. They can't just give tables. Yeah, like, are you kidding? Yeah, I guess so.

And especially when it's like, we, I've seen really cool performers here. Like, when it's like 50s, like, like, Rick Ross or something like that. Like, it's much better than Guayno concert if you think about it. Like, they're performing right here. And my table's, like, always get that section. Like, whenever there's a performer, that one or that one, it's like much more, intimate fun than like being at a concert yeah and yeah so you said you're a philosophy major yeah I'm back in school right now and I'm also a philosophy tutor yeah I've been back in school

for two years and I just where you so no I go to I go to Miami Dade and I'm actually applying to transfer to UM April 1st is the deadline and I'm like so nervous so nervous because I need to get into the year like I need what philosophy transcripts and like a transcripts in like a essay so yeah I had to write an essay about a time that I overcame in the face of adversity and then I just have to like give them my transcripts and but it's a really hard school to get into right now it's 29% acceptance rate so last year they had like 49000 applicants and only 20 yeah so yeah for philosophy but it's a pre-law what's your theory on like plato and shit what do you mean my theory on plato like plato's like what's my theory of like what do I

think about plato yeah yeah i mean i'm not really that into plato more like my faith so no I actually don't like socrates either. Yeah, I'm more like Nietzsche, like Spinoza. Yeah. And then I, I mean, I definitely like a like prima facie deontology a lot. And then virtue ethics, which is Aristotle, even though it's like an incomplete theory, that's the one that I kind of practice every single day. But also more like logic and argumentation, like structuring arguments and stuff. So you're going into law. Yeah. You want to be like a lawyer? I'm going to be a lawyer. Yeah. I'm going to do gender discrimination. What is it? Gender discrimination. Gender discrimination.

That's like my passion, yeah. Like, what type of law is that? So, like, for example, if you're being treated unfairly in, like, your workplace on the basis of sex, then I could defend you in a lawsuit that you place on your employer. Okay. Yeah. She should get her contact info. Just in case you ever needed. Well, it's going to be like three or four years, right?

It's going to be in five years, actually. I know. It'll be perfect timing for you. It's, but it's actually gone by really fast. It's seven years total. These past few years have, like, flown by. Like, I'm done with my second year. You decide or what makes you want to do all this?

So I always wanted to go back to school. Even when I was like my agent, who's been my porn agent since I was 18, he knew I always wanted to go back to school. And then the pandemic hit and no one could shoot. And people would book me for shoots and then they would see that I would be partying all night and they'll be like, you can't, because I would get a COVID test 24 hours before. So I'd get the COVID test and then like go out to a strip club and it's like your test is no longer good.

Oh my God. And I was like, bro, I'm just going to wait for this to blow over. I was like, fuck, I'm just going to go to school. And, yeah, I was like no time. I was, I was 25 when I decided to. So it was like a good time. I still kind of blend in with the students. Kind of, not so much with the boys, but like the boys are looked really young.

But the girls, I like, are you on campus? What? Yeah. All my classes are in person. And they all see you? Yeah. And how does that go? Like, my professors know.

Like, you're pretty famous. Yeah. My professor, no, like, my philosophy professor, he, last semester, he was like, he was like, can you please stay after class? And I was like, oh, my God. Yeah. Wait, wow. Hey, wait, what does he say not here?

Hold on, you have to tell us how that, what happened. What the fuck? Yeah, I'm going to tell you. So he was like, can you please stay after class? And. It's still just, it sounds like a plot. What was your grade in that class? Is it good?

Yes, exactly. Before or after the meeting? No, this is the beginning of the semester. Okay, walk, let's do this. So he's like, he's like, you'll please stay after class and I was like, sure. And then he was like, listen, you're not at all what I thought. He was like, you're really engaged. just in class and you really seem to like philosophy,

do you want to be a tutor? And I was like, sure. Wow, it's getting good. Just so you know, I used to be a porn star and some of the students might recognize it. Because I don't care. What did he say? Like, really? He was like, really?

Which one were you? And I was like, come on, buddy. And I was like, I was a fellow teacher. He's like, you're her. But I look like really, like I go to school with like no makeup on and like my hair up and like in PJs. Like I do not go to school.

Like, it'll be a rare day when I go cute. That's a good tactic by him. And yeah, He's really cool. Yeah, he's really cool. Like, my debate, I was on the debate team. I, like, recently just quit because I'm, like, transferring. And I got really pissed at my partner at the state tournament last month. But anyways. But my debate coach needs to, like, I don't care. Like, I don't care. Like, I don't know. People don't really seem to care. Because, like, there's just so many. There's, like, over 700 videos that you can watch. It was actually shocking when, like, the New York Post said that I was, like, number one most watch. last year on Pornhub. And I was like, whoa, like, I guess people are just watching them so much because new ones aren't coming out. I don't know.

I found it weird because I was like, how is it now that I'm, I was number two for so long. So how long did it take to shoot all those videos? So I shot, I shot scenes. I would shoot almost every single day from when I was 18 until I was, it was March 13th, 2020 when my scene, last scene got canceled. So I was like 24. So from 18 to 24. So you were shooting scenes every day.

Almost every day. And then I got contracts into browsers. And then so I went from shooting like 22 scenes a month to shooting like 15 scenes a month. And then that's when I was able to move back to Miami. So I could just like fly in and out because I hated L.A. Like I was born and raised here. So I feel people that really enjoy L.A. They don't really like where they're from.

And I love being from Miami. So I just always wanted to move back here. Is browsers like the deal that everybody wants? I don't know. I can only speak for myself. But, like, I grew up, like, I grew up in that culture, like, in high school. Like, if someone had a bang bro's password or a browser's password, like, that shit got passed around. Oh, yeah.

Like, everyone, like, would, like, pass around or bang bros or bus. We used to ask our fans for, like, if they have accounts. Yeah. And, like, if anyone has a password, just DM us, boys. Yeah, you always, like, every two months, like, too many people would log into it. So you'd have to, like, get a new one. But our fans would always just send us, like, browser's accounts. Are you being serious?

I'm being dead serious. Absolutely. You've had the fucking login and password. I actually have a point. you don't want to be on every day because it's like really high production but like sometimes you want to have a browser's day like you're in that mood you know yeah my my first scene my first scenes were for bang bros and it's so Miami and like so on brand and I love bang bros as well like like I love the way I used to do like the reverse bang bus so I would like I would pick up the guys

and like leave them stranded it was so fine does anybody ever take like the acting like very seriously before the scene like a lot of us like how important was that for you if you had a role We want to make sure it's like funny or something. Like if it's like a funny script, like we want to like, you know, we get the script a few days in advance. So we make sure we all have our lines. Like you don't want to be that dick that's like making the day it takes so much longer. Because the script, some of them would be like pages and pages and pages long. Yeah.

So we would take it seriously in the sense that we would make sure we were prepared and we knew what we were going to be doing that day. But we like, you know, it's, it's important. Like it's, and it's supposed to be funny. So like, we would even laugh after it takes. Like we would want it to be something that people could laugh to be. where they jerk off. I don't know how many people actually watch them. Well, who was your favorite character to play?

Oh, man. There's been so many. I, yeah. The tutor. Right. There's been so many. I can't even, but most of my browser scenes,

they would always, they would always write scripts for me. I guess, you know what was my favorite was, you remember fidget spinners? Yeah. What the fuck? Were you a fidget spinner girl?

What the fuck? That's kind of weird for girl. So they made me a fidget spinner butt plug. And it would actually twirl like in my, wait. And it went viral like that scene like that's fucking pretty creative. So like yeah so it might like I would be bent over and like you would just see it like Did you sell those after?

No. Yeah, you could have sold a lot of those. Could have sold a lot of them. No. But it was like so like current and it was so current at the time like everyone was obsessed with fidget spinners. I'm I'm curious about that you filmed for so many days like were there ever days or you just didn't want to do it? Um, so there were days where I was time.

of like getting up early because call times you're fighting daylight and it takes a long time to shoot like a scene like it'll take like eight hours so some days whenever the the what is it when you fall back when you fall back day light savings and stuff yeah that but you know not to spring forward the fall back I dread that because in the calls times would be like 7 a.m. 8 a.m. And I really enjoy sleeping in. So that's what I would hate. And then the traffic every day you're going to a different location. So you could be going far as fuck like those menials. things. But I was never tired to like have sex. Yeah. So you enjoyed doing it the whole time throughout. Oh my God. Are you kidding? No. Like that was the best part of my job was the sex part. Like that was the easiest part of the day. Like that was like the shortest like the actual sex part's only like 25 minutes. Yeah. But then like shooting the acting and like taking pictures of everything. That was the worst part. That was like the long shit. Like the sex part is like. How much of it is like like fake like done up? What do you mean? Oh like the sex part. Yeah. Well I get. I can only speak for myself and I always try to be as genuine as possible.

Like I would genuinely try to connect with people and like have like genuinely good sex with them. Like I would go out of my way to work with people that I really liked working with. Yeah. And I would look forward to working with them. And it's like it's honestly great because you know you're going to have really good sex and then you don't have to talk to them afterwards. And it was pretty dope. It was great. No, it really was great.

And it was like I would tell browsers like I need one scene a month with this one, one to see a month with. this one like I and I would look forward to these days and they're like we're like having this little thing for a day where we're like all cute and we're like having sex and then we just go home like I don't even have your phone number and it's like until next time like thanks for the orgasms yeah do you ever catch feelings on set I have yeah I did when I when I first started yeah I did um and then like because it's like you have such girls have like this you know I mean, you really like having sex with someone. You kind of start to like the guy afterwards.

Yeah. And so I did like have little crushes on some of the guys after I word to them. And then I realize I'm like, okay, no, they're just trying to give me good sex. They're not trying to date me. So that didn't last too long. But definitely when I first started, I was soon because some of these guys are like sex gods. Like they're just so good. What about the sin master?

What? Johnny sins. Oh, yeah. He's great. I love it. So I grew up watching Johnny. Is that good? Or is I like that? Yeah. Yeah, he was great. He's not my favorite. Like, he's not my number one. But yeah, I definitely enjoy really working with him. And when I, when I met him, I was like kind of starstruck because I grew up watching like Phoenix Maria and Nikki Benz and Johnny Sins. So I was like, oh my God, you're like Mr. Brazer. It's like meeting like, I don't know. Well, wait, what are like some of the things that they do that makes it so good? Like, tips for like people watching or something. I don't know. Honestly, I feel like it's a lot is their intensity and like their confidence to just like kind of man. And. And. And do it in such a way that it's very considerate to, like, a girl's wants and needs.

Like, they very, like, not fucking your, not fucking your hair up. You really listen to like a girl. You're not giving the advice, bro. I'm so intense. Yeah, like, just very intense. Like, you're like, I don't even have to think. Like, I'm just like, me and length. Yeah, what's like, three things that, like, we could do to, like, step up our game?

Well, but who's to say your game isn't already good? There's always room for improvement. Just pretend it just needs some work. Because he's like, like, I mean, what do you mean? He's just, I mean, every girl I've been with his satisfied when they meet, I promise. But do you know that for facts? I'm not saying that they're not. But how do you ever know for a fact?

Because let me tell you, so many women are so good at faking it. So do you ever really know for a fact that you really satisfied a woman? So tell us, how do we know? You can't really know. But she can't leave you the fuck alone. Okay. Does he know your dick is good? Yeah, Thursday wasn't good then.

If she doesn't talk to you, again, like, if she's not blowing your phone up, like, she's not really into the sex of you. But, yeah, she's going to, like, want it again and again and again and again. She's going to keep going back. Damn. Are you like, I'm great? No, no. So now I'm serious.

No, no, no. Going through your. So what are the three tips, so we never got to that? To just be very passionate. Okay. You know, be very passionate and be intense. And, like, you definitely listen to what a woman's wants and needs are. And I don't know.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know from a guy's perspective. can more tell girls that it'd be good at sex. Is there like a stereotype or a pet peeve that you have about the industry that people from the outside might have? Yeah. I feel like the worst stereotype that there is is that people that girls just get into porn like for money. And like it's really so far from the truth. Like we like making, you don't even make that much money in porn to like really to have to want to like put yourself out there like that and have sex for

millions of people to see and have your parents find out and your friends find out. And like that is something that you wouldn't just do for money like it's a huge decision and a lot of girls really do it because you want to experience your sexuality in a safe environment in a safe controlled environment where there's a bunch of people where if something goes wrong you can say cut you can say stop and like it's not this thing that every i'm sure there are people that do get it get into it for monetary gain however that isn't the case for every single person so i think that is the biggest misconception that kind of runs me the wrong way because yeah Do you think that's a bad thing for the people that just get into it for the money?

No, I mean, no, and I get, and it's not even bad for people to think that. Yeah. You know, that misconception, cool. Like, you don't know. Like, that's, and that's your opinion and you're definitely entitled to that. But don't judge me or, like, put me in this box as if you know me because that's your assumption for the industry as a whole when I'm an individual and everyone is different. Right.

So why did, why did you originally get into it? Okay. So I had a boyfriend who was a porn star, right? For how long was he a porn star? So I don't even know. He didn't stay in the industry as long as I did. But I mean, we lost touch. So I was dating him for months.

And then he was always telling me like, do a scene with me, do a scene with me. And I was always so scared to. But then I would go to set with him. I would go to browser sets with him. And everyone was so nice. And it's so, it's such a fun place. And you would go and have sex. And you're using all these fun scripts and whatever.

It just became normal to me over time. And then one day I was just sitting outside of a subway and I was like, text by me. I was like, I really want to shoot a scene. So then he sent them pictures of me and then like the very next day I got tested and then the day after that I shot. However, he wanted me to only shoot with him. And that's what I thought to be an issue.

Being the feminist that I am, it's just hypocritical that you think it's okay to have sex with any of the women that you want. And yet I should only have sex with you. And I'm just something like that When I did my first scene I just wanted to shoot and you know I wanted to shoot DP Like I just wanted to try everything Like I said I wanted to really experiment with my sexuality

And he just wasn't down with it So then we broke up And I kept doing born Was the first time at all awkward Were you like this is kind of No because it was my boyfriend The only weird part about it People watching is not

The guy filmed me so the only part where I was like Weirded out was when the director was like Okay turn around and show me your butthole I was like what do you want to see that I did not think that that why would you want to say I get wanting to see my vagina I get want to see my booze why do you want to see my bowl like I didn't I didn't get it and then I tried an end I was like oh I get it but at the time I was like you want to look at that like

it was just weird this one would want to see my bow yeah yeah I was going to just to follow up with that what are some of the negatives or things that you didn't like about the industry I mean the the main thing is I don't like how people view the industry I don't like how people judge me and treat me as less than a human being it's not i don't like dislike anything in the industry i dislike how people outside of the industry treat us for doing what we do like i'm telling you right now if there wasn't the social stigma that there is surrounding porn so many more fucking people would do it like if they if what their parents or friends thought wasn't a factor if like that's that stigma didn't exist so many more people would do it like i'm a hundred

percent like i feel like more people with only fans are starting to do it yeah like so many people now that have only fans they low key are like yeah they're porn stars it's basically porn yeah like and it's just behind a paywall but like it's no different than being a mainstream performer and all power to them like that do you do that do you have that i haven't only fans yeah but i don't post any um point on it i just post like nudes and stuff and i talk to my fans on them but i don't post any like hard i haven't shot how long have you been doing only fans um not long enough honestly i should have gotten on that bus way fucking longer than it took me way like i've had it for like two years i think not that long like kind of when i ended when i was like okay let me like try

would you ever go back to it that's not something that i can answer with full confidence right now i can i i think now yeah yeah right now i think now what made you want to like stop so i so the pandemic like once the pandemic happened it kind of all fell into basic i kept trying to go back into shooting and then it just kept like dude literally one time I flew to LA to shoot like five scenes and like all the directors canceled me because I was like partying before I went there and I was like this so fucking dumb like I was stuck over there like for one week without shooting anything and I was like okay whatever this is like right now in order to get tested like you had to do anal swab like you have to do so many different types of testing they just added a urethra swab

and it's like yeah and having to get COVID like it's so much and it's so much and it's How often do you have to test? I used to have to test every 12 days. I don't know how it is now. But I would only have to do blood and pee. But now it's like an anal swab, like a throat swap for COVID. Like it's so much. And it's just like, I don't know.

But you never know. Like I, I loved it. I like, yeah, I was an animal. What about like those like those like fan videos? Have you seen that? What do you mean? Like where like a porn starts like with a fan. Like, do people actually, is that random?

Can you sign up for that? A hundred percent is real. People can sign up for that? He's very curious about this. Yes. Yes, that's 100% real. Like, I know my friend, Adriana Chajik has done them and this girl that I know Kelsey Monroe has done them as well. And they really are fans.

Oh, that's, wow. I know a girl who like fucked a fan. The guy who want to fuck a fan contest and she started dating the fan. And she had a baby with the fan. Wow. What? Yeah. Good for that guy.

So it's like, damn. What? Yeah. I mean, good for him. So what do you, what do you enjoy on a day-to-day? Like, what's your day-to-day look like? Are you hitting a gym? Like, what's going on?

So my day-to-day is going to school. Yeah. And I tutor, I tutor, I do to five hours a week. I'm really boring. Like, I really, like, just hanging out with my friends and going to dinners and stuff. And then I love partying, like, an animal on the weekends. I love going to basketball games. I'm super chill, though.

I don't really. I feel like you have some crazy party stories. I do. I might have to show one. You don't have to be something. A full send podcast. Yeah. If there's one place you could tell it.

It's fair. I can't because my friends will like hate me. Just one? Because they're not about me. I don't, I'm honestly like the most behaves. I sort of got, I'm like the most behaved out of my friend group. Who's not behaved? What the hell?

I'm like the mommy. You take care of them. I literally like they're like my children. Damn. We need a story. I'm such a good girl. Yeah, no. I don't have any here.

I really don't. And like, dude, especially in this place, the shit I have seen. What, go on in here? Yeah. Why it was us? We had to come together one day. It's probably me, honestly. We're coming together.

We're going to be back here for UFC Miami. Are you really? Are you going to go to that? Yeah, of course. We're going to go. It's like the after party, like after the fight, right? Yeah, here. I think we're going to go to story after.

Oh, no. We're going to go to the fight. Why? I mean, no, she's a story. I'm going to go watch the fight at a goal. rush because like it's so fun to watch the fight there like with the big out of screens what other sports are you you watch UFC NBA NFL everything I'm a very big I'm very big he fan and then I love baseball so I went to a classic though here aren't they oh let me tell you the marlins are so so bad the games

aren't even fun we've gone right yeah we have one of world series so not good they're jeter fucked everything up not to throw shit a hand but what it's just funny dude like I went to the Cuba versus U.S. game and they got destroyed. Cuba got destroyed and there was like protesters running on the field. It was crazy. What is it that you like so much about Miami? That's just so different for you. Well, I'm from here.

I was born here. I was like, I think it's so cool that I was born here. Like, I'm so lucky to be like everywhere that I drive around. Like, I have memories here. I started going on to clubs here when I was 15. My first old show, I was 13 years old. Whoa. Wow.

Yeah, like I can show you pictures on my Facebook. I'm being like 14, 15. 15 in space like I imagine what a playground Miami is when you're in high school it's I'm surprised you're still like doing it then because you've been doing it for 10 years now so I had a break because I moved to L.A and I never went out when I was in L.A. Like I honestly I would go to I lived in LA years ago mind you so I would go to house preaching stuff I would go to this place called exchange sometimes I think I was called exchange but it's just so whack like everyone there is just like very I feel people here you know people here you know people

here may be materialistic and stuff, but, like, they're not, like, as cloud chasing. You think in L.A. is, like, way more cloud chase. Like, like, bro, like, I hang out with my friends here and, like, we don't, we're not, like, on our phones, like, posting stories every two seconds. Like, we're literally just hanging out, like, and actually, like, I don't even want to post have this shit that we're doing. I mean, there's no comparison to Miami to L.A., like, everyone is just, like, with their cameras out, like, putting everything on their stories, like, just trying to look cool as fuck. And, like, it's just, like, not relatable to me. Like, I really rather.

When did your, because your, your IG's pretty popping. Yeah. So when did that start? to take off. So I've just been on IG for a really, really long time because I used to have like pornsters really, we do Twitter because like on Twitter we could post everything, right? So I had Twitter. I love Twitter. It's like my favorite app, I think. How many followers do you have on Twitter? Only 2 million. It's not as, because there's like less users on Twitter, I think, than on Instagram. I don't know. So pretty solid though. Yeah. I mean, I like and I and I genuinely just enjoy like tweeting,

screaming out into the void. I like that. So then there's so then there's so then there's someone that had like a fake Instagram account of me and I was like fuck I like basically got forced into making an Instagram because I was like there's this person like like hitting people all pretending to be me and stuff and then I just made an Instagram like in 2015 or 2016 and just I never I don't like honestly I don't know why I I just a lot of porn starts have huge following yeah I don't I don't know why I have really like dude I go to conventions and do like signings and the line like not even trying to be like anything like that but like porn fans are like very dedicated fans and it is crazy like they show love okay i mean

it's like the most intimate thing but that's also like they're like meeting someone that like made them come so many times okay now i have to ask you obviously some creepy shit has happened but what's the biggest red flag or something that happened you're like holy shit i mean i had a stalker once that was great in miami no i don't know who he was i was on my way to greece and this guy was like sending me pictures of my house and stuff like but only that one time and i really don't know how he figured out but he hasn't bothered me for a long time he was like pretending to be a girl and he was like yeah trying to befriend you yeah but he was like sending me pictures in my house i was like god oh my god are you talking about yeah no no no that's the weirdest thing that's

happened yeah there's nothing weird that's happened interaction in person oh no i see that's the thing i'm like i've got to really like no one's been weird in person like Yeah. No one's ever been rude to me in person. Thank God. Like even when I'm here and it's like packed as fuck like people will be like coming up to me and asking me for pictures and stuff. But never anything like aggressive. Is it more love from dudes or more love from girls? What do you fucking think? I'm just like I'm just asking. I'm just asking me. I mean, I do get love from girls. What do you guys are girls? But we're working on the girls still. No, I love it though. Like yeah. Do you watch any YouTube or anything like that? I have seen a couple of your guys's episodes actually. Do you know which ones? Um, so I have to look on my history, but I have seen like a couple of them. And I forgot which one you guys were like, really, I think it was Elon Musk. So you guys were like really excited that it was going to like happen. Yeah.

And then, yeah. But that's why I was like, why are they asking me to be on this podcast? No, we did Alexis, Texas too. That was like one of the, that Alexis Texas. Okay, bro. She's a legend. It's fucking Alexis Texas. Like that's one of the favorite ones.

Alexis Texas is. That's one of the most viewed ones though. Oh, I mean. But again, it's Alexis text. Yeah, but you're a bell with danger. We want to do more females in general. Yeah. Yeah.

That's cool. That's cool. Do you have relationships with any other girls like Alexis, Texas? So my biggest, my best friend in the adult industry was August Ains and she passed away. So, no, it's okay. I don't know how you have any, you don't even know who she is. But she was a really popular performer. And it's actually weird because when she passed away, a lot of people, she became like number one on Pornhub.

And I was like, that's so strange. What does that say? Same thing with music. Yeah. Okay, but is it the same thing as music? You're like crying, jerking off to this girl. Like, is it the same thing? It's way, I mean, search is just go up.

So different. Holy shit. Holy shit. He said something earlier, though, about being a feminist. Yeah. When is you find out? Yeah, but I'm not like an annoying feminist. What's an annoying feminist?

Okay. Probably like someone who's really radical and just is like a man hater. Like I adore men. I'm friends with a lot of men. And yeah, I don't think that it's, men's fault that women, I think it's more like a government problem, not like men as a whole. How's the government? Okay, so like, it's not your fault that like you get paid more than women. You get me? It's it's the government's fault that it even allows that to exist. Just say it was

the government who made it so women couldn't have a bank account without a male, without a male signature. So it's not something that I blame men for. Like, I'm not like a man hater. Like I'm just like a woman lover. I'm guy lover too. Like, I mean, I'd rather hang out with more guys and both, both, but, you know. When did you start to develop that sort of like that idea about feminism? So one day I was with the director. Her name is Jackie St. James and she's a female porn director. And she was explaining to me feminism.

And I was like, I don't need to be a feminist. I feel like I have the exact same rights as men. I don't feel like I felt like it was almost being a feminist was in a way, feeling like you're inferior to men and me just being a very proud person I said I don't need to be a feminist I feel like I'm equal to men I don't feel inferior to them at all and she says you don't understand the reason why you feel this way is because of all the work women have done to give you these rights in the past and then I started to do research and I and I my biggest influence like my biggest role model is like Ruth Bader Ginsburg so you know I just learned about all the things that women

done to give us so many rights. Like I didn't know that women couldn't have their own bank count without like when was that though that was a long time ago it was like in the 60s yeah that's but still that's not even that long ago no it's I agree but what do you think now is still missing so right now the pay gap between men and women is still different so men so like me and you we both have the same degree we both go work at the same law firm for example like you'll automatically get paid more than me because you're a man and I'm a woman so that's just one thing that really irks me that women are still getting paid less than men.

That's, like, my number one thing because, I mean, yeah, why not? Just pay the same. Don't pay men less, pay just women the same. Is that exactly accurate? Is that true? Yeah, I mean, you could Google it right now, the gender gap between men and women.

So it's just because... It's just because women. Yeah, and it's even, like, different barriers. So, like, it's like men, black men, women. Like, yeah, like, you can look it up. I haven't seen the exact number. I can't look at it right now. Oh, I'm not going to look at it.

No, no, I'm just like, so you're reaching for your pocket? Why, you want it to take the other side on this? No, I'm just curious. No, that's the details. Yeah, I haven't checked on it recently what the percentage is exactly, but it's definitely still existent. There's still a pay gap between men and women. It is closing.

So hopefully I get to see it in my lifetime. You're probably helping close that gap with all, like, you've made and stuff. That's the cool thing about porn, though. Porn was like, porn and, like, modeling are, like, two of the industries that I can think of where women automatically get paid more than. men, and I love that for me. I was like, cool. Do you think, like, OnlyFans has given a negative outlook?

Because I feel like girls that are cashing out on Only fans, all guys do is rip on them for cashing out on OnlyFans. Really? I don't know. I guess I'm very, like, unaware of, like, negative comments. I like that. I don't know. Like, I'll turn off my comments.

I won't even read them. Like, it's just, like, for what? Like. I think it's dope. I mean, if guys want to pay for that, that's, like, their own issue. Yeah. Whatever. And if they don't want to pay for it, cool.

Like I don't like do whatever you want I don't give a fuck It's like all about how you use it Or it is like you actually have to like I think the biggest thing for Like users on only fans Is being able to like connect with a girl And like a personal way

And just be like talking to them and stuff Like because that's something that you Not gonna be able to do on any other platform We were talking earlier We were in the hot tub Nicole took back and forth You're in a hot tub? Yeah we just went to the gym

Oh shit Are you good? Yeah I don't know if I missed me not That's okay Was that on purpose for like the No Trying to get the fans turned on. Could we use that for the fun now?

So we were in a, we were, we were basically went to the gym and then like hot tub, cold plunge. And we were talking about, um, people using only fans. And it's kind of like, you know, like personalized pornography or personal. If, if you're getting pornography from it. Like custom. Yeah. You know how like everyone's into like, I want my supplement to have these things in or I want to order this from Uber. It's like that direct.

I want this type of content. I think that's why it has so much success because it's like and and a lot oftentimes from like, you know, I guess it's considered amateur because it's not some professional girl most of the times. It's like a girl who just has a content. So some girls, they offer like customs. So I've done customs before where you can say, okay, so I want you to like moan my name. I want you to like spank yourself and like do this, this and that. So I think that's another cool feature that only fans offers. Do you do that? Yeah. What's a crazy? So honestly, I get like, I've done them like here and there. But dude, like the request gets so blooded. And so.

weird. What's the most common request? Like there's one that I have on my phone this well the most common one I guess is for people to just like for me to say them my name say their name and stuff and like but one guy was like can you just like burp for like 10 straight minutes and I was like guys and how much do they pay for that? What's the offer? So you pay per minute. So every girl like chooses um how much you want to charge per minute and dude like it's just so that's a weird can't you see like how much like each person spend like your biggest spender? Um yeah So you can, on only fans, you can. Like your top spender?

Are you able to say what yours is or no? I have to look. Wait, hold on. Did you do the burping? Yeah, well, how long was that burping? No, I was like, I can't burp on command like that. Like, I mean, you never even try? No, I mean, I drank a bunch of these.

I guess I could do it because I did just burp. But it was like a silent one. He wanted me to be like burping. I still have it on my notes. Like, it was like burping. I don't know. So what's the most you've made in a month on only fans? Yeah.

Um, not that much. I would say like 400K. Okay. Not that much. All right. Did you say not that much? Well, not as much as comparison to like other girls that I know. That's like my highest month. But I know girls that will make way more than that a month. I guess you don't have to do the burping if you don't want me, right?

No. But it's just like it's one thing that I just can't. Like I know people that can burp on command, but I just don't. It would be disappointing. Like he would ask for a refund because I'm going to be like. Maybe he's like maybe he wouldn't even care. He just wants you to try. I think Black China claims she makes like $200 million.

You think that's true? She just got rid of all her stuff. She just shut down her only fans. 200? She was. She shut down her only fans. She took out tattoos, fillers, everything. She got baptized.

You didn't see that? For getting the $200 million? Well, yeah. She got the money now. She's like, I'm leaving this money back. That shit's on like, yeah. No, but you can't go get to $200 million and say, hey, I'm going to fucking fuck all you guys. She just, she really quit.

She quit and got baptized. What do you think about that? Because she, like, she used it. And she's like, you don't have to get baptized. after though. You could just quit, right? That's just a bit excessive. Don't ask me about the baptism because I'm not like religious. But I'm good.

That's just fuck. Just quit. Yeah, just. I'm going to do. Do you see the picture of like we're getting baptized? Yeah. I didn't see that part. That's really.

I was popping like yesterday. Really? Yeah. Were you? Not on the gram. I was here until 7 a.m. I'm here till 7 a.m. than I before. Dude, do you guys have to stay and we have to party is together.

No. I'm going to go. Do you guys all live in L.A.? Yes. Where do you get like? Well, we're in Orange County, which is not. We travel so much, though. Personally, I was in LA.

That's right. Personally, you what? I'm in LA more than OC. Okay. Just letting you know. You are. I used to love the show the OC. Really?

Yeah, I wanted to live there. It's just chill. There's not a trash. It's like the reality. It's like the reality dating bullshit. Do you like the OC was a scripted one okay. It's like Laguna Beach. It's all scripted.

It's all scripted. No. Oh, that shit was like, you know, it was a scripted like actual show. And then the, Guna Beach Day was like reality TV. How about the hills? That's even worse, but I love the O.C. Have you ever been casted or tried to be in like a reality show like that?

Yeah, I tried to be on the challenge really bad. Like, I love the challenge. My friend Polly and Kara have done a lot of the challenges and won them. And they're just like so like anti- porn stars I feel or they just hate me. But because I want to be on the challenge so fucking bad. That's like the only thing I've like never like accomplished that I wanted to do is be in the fucking challenge. Why? You'd be huge publicity.

Because it's cool. Like I like, I really like fitness competitions and like they do such insane things. Like, have you ever watched the challenge? I've not yet. Have you guys ever seen it? I think I know what you're talking about. Yeah. It's crazy. Like, it's actually insane. It's actually insane. Like, we watched The Bachelor last night season finale. Oh, I've never watched that. Is it so stupid. No, it's all such a show. I can't. I like more when they're like, I like reality TV more when people are like competing for something. Like, you know, at the end of it, you're getting 500K and like you're doing crazy shit to get it. Like I don't think I could do Survivor

But like in the challenge they stay in a nice house And that's the thing Everyone is like always having sex Nonstop on the challenge And they're like filming it So it's like they're doing softcore points Like what's wrong with my hardcore point? Wait I thought the challenge was a gym thing

No it's like a it's like a fit It's like a very intense endurance like game But they're also living in sex actively They're all living in the same house So they like all get drunk and like fuck each other And the little cameras you know Yeah film it How about ManTracker?

What is that? Would you go on that? No what is it? What the fuck is man tracker? Yeah, what is that? No, it's reveal what you're watching. Yeah, what the hell? I'm just trolling.

It gives me, it thought he was like talking about like parental control that like MTV one where like your parents would pick who you date, you know? No, I don't even. What? How old are you? I'm 33. Oh, what the heck? Yeah.

How old do you think I was? I thought you were younger than that if you haven't seen parental control. Of course I've seen that on MTV where they check the rooms of the other people. I haven't seen it. Coal for yourself, Brad. I don't watch a lot of TV, man. So do you watch a lot of? TV. You like, do you have any shows you like in particular?

Yeah. I like to. But at UCI suck. I kind of rewatch stuff a lot. I have a really bad. Which what do you rewatch the most? Friends. Friends. No, I hate friends. I really. I just, friends sucks. You hate, what? What is this? You're not even that guy. Did you finish lost? Yeah, I did. Did you? I didn't. I got like to like to like, finish. I'm telling you. Listen, I heard it is a brutal ending. Wait, what are you talking about? It is. Do you want me? You can't if you want.

Wait, what shows this? No, I'm never going to rewatch it. Okay, okay. So they were lost. They fucked the ending up. So. You know what it is? You like that ending? No,

how are they dead the whole time? Good, good, good, good. I fucking needed that ending. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. No, they fucked the whole thing up. And it was like 14 seasons too.

Dude, I don't know if it was 14, but it was good. I like, I just rewatched it because the first time I watched it, I didn't get to the ending. And I was like, okay, I need to. They really flopped that.

Bro, it's bad. But that's a good show. Like I, it was, yeah, it got weird real quick. like you're like you had the whole time yeah i tried watching manifest that other like plane crash version show with the time lapse yeah yeah which is like interesting the beginning and then they got all these powers and i'm like oh god lost again it's like lost all over again fuck

except of except aliens this time it was like magical powers it was like no yeah is it is it hard to go from having like sex with professionals and to civilians no it was actually really easy. Civilians. I like to go civilians. I love that. Easy. So.

Well, isn't the bar set pretty high? Like, I'd be probably nervous. No, regular guys are like really good at six too. It was, yeah.

Like, it was, I mean, it wasn't. I love this. Why is that such a crazy question? No, it's a really good question.

These guys are like, you just, okay, so what it is is with, with the industry, you have a less chance of like disappointment. Because it's kind of more guaranteed.

And of course, when in real, life, there are sometimes that I did have bad sex, but most of the time it was really good. Like regular guys are porn guys are the same as regular guys and regular guys are the same and they're both capable of being really good at sex. It's sex. It's not a fucking, it sounds. But it's important.

I was going to say it's not science, but I was like, is it? It kind of is. No, it's important. I have one of my best friends is like seeing this new chick and he can't last longer than 30 seconds and it's been like four times. She probably loves that. Let me tell you. She probably loves that.

I think that's like the biggest compliment ever. Like, please take, like, two. minutes and your friend you're talking about your friend but forever or only for the first few times no like for the first yeah for the first few times and then if you start and then if you start taking long i'm gonna be like what the fuck were you doing who the fuck have even fucking even does it have to be awkward after or she honestly i i can't stand if a guy takes a long time to come like i really can't what's the perfect amount of time the best um the purpose amount honestly like max bro like the perfect amount of time is probably like eight minutes like shit

ten minutes like he's stressing right now i'm not but i just heard like that shit My average is fine, but longer than that, I'm sorry, I'm like, spinning a lot when I talk. No, you're good. Anything longer than that is kind of extra. Like, our porn scenes would be like 25, 30 minutes. And I'm like, oh my God. Like, when I shot a scene after, because after lockdown, I did shoot. And it had been like three or four months.

And holy shit. Like, I had, all my endurance was like gone. I was like, oh, I need to stop. And you wonder. Like, I. I was when I was like what the fuck because it's really thing about it like no unless you're like shit-based and it's like after a long night you're not going to be wanting to have sex to that long like come on like have you gone from the club to a shoot before no but I did go from I did go from

like parties in L.A. to a shoe is that like okay or I mean you go and say you could take a shower you brush your teeth we bring all our toilet shoes and stuff like we always shower like before after scenes like we don't leave the location without like showering afterwards and yeah do you have like a green room or like there's catering and all that it's really so like it's usually shooting in houses so like we'll get like we'll each pick a room where we can just like chill out but i mean if you really like the guy that you're working with or the girl that you're working with you're like hang out all day what you like shoot the shit and build chemistry yeah we'll do stuff like before this like we just like we just like what like just actually yeah like we'll go

like we would go smash like in the corner before the scene yeah wow Oh, my God. It's O-T. Yeah. Okay. I'll tell you a lot, like a lot of performance like this. Sounds like you got to be like this takes a lot more. Especially because like then that way you can like.

You got to be cutting. You have like an intimate moment before you're like in front of a bunch of people. Because when you're on set, it's like this. Because a guy ever like. So it's like you're more like connected. Yeah. You're like having a little moment where it's just like you and before you go put on a show for everyone. Wow.

You think that's common in the industry? Yeah. Like suit you know that's common. Yes. I'm not the like this is common. in practice that people have label like Are you like more interested in like

big like meathead but probably not that smart guys or like do you like like I don't know maybe smaller I felt like an attack dude I feel attacked I think the former yeah

what do you mean you mentioned the former in the latter so you mentioned the so you do like meathead probably dumb ass but no but really but I like very smart man

but there you know You could be both. So she liked the Jack guy. Yeah. Oh, fucking asshole. That's what the former meant before. Yeah.

He needed that. Sorry. Anyway. I know that's so fucked up. You were like, no, I mean. No, I mean.

Well, if you're comparing, you know the hand. It's like genius, fucking idiot. People always know the latter, but a lot of people don't know the former. I mean,

it explains itself. Yeah. Yeah, I guess I lost that one. It's okay, man. Fuck. Is there a reason why? Um,

I want to know why. Let's get deeper here. Vanity, I guess. Vanity? Because I could throw you or what? Huh? Because I could throw you? No, I mean, I guess because you want your equal.

I mean, for me at least. I mean, I grew up in Miami. Like, you want fit men. Yeah. And there's like, we got like the, we got the healthiest city in the U.S. again this year. So we have the lowest amount of heart attacks or strokes. And people here just look good, I feel. Because of the sun.

Yeah, I like really shredded. The weather. I always like, shredded. No. But definitely big arms and like big chest. Like you don't need to have a six-pack though. Like you would have a bit of a barrel? Like a barrel?

What's a barrel? Like a bit of like a- Oh, yeah, that's fine. So you're down with the dad-bod as well? You should be a-old. You're trying to be a genius. Strong dad-bbaugh. That's a good guy. Well, if you're smart, that's a bigger chest.

Yeah, like you need to definitely be bigger like up top than like down there. Okay. You can't skip leg day. You need to have some booty. Like, if I got booty, you got to have booty. That you can get that. You just have to work for that. That's the point.

But that's the point. And especially if I'm bringing it. Like, I mean, but some girls don't care. Like, some girls do like, you know. Yeah. I'm into like pale, burnet. Like, the guys, like, I mean, but also that's not going to keep me from being attracted to a guy. Like, I just really, like, really smart men.

And, yeah, really smart men. Nice. Teach me something. That's why you want to be a lawyer? Um, no, I want to be a lawyer. I've always wanted to be a lawyer, honestly, for the longest, like, every, like, Ever since, I remember, I always wanted to be a lawyer. I just thought it would be such a badass.

Does any part of you feel like what you were talking about, how it's looked from the outside, right? Be like, this is a challenge that I got to prove. Oh, yeah. Like, it's going to be definitely very hard for me to be taken seriously as an attorney. However, I don't give a fuck because I'm going to be a really good attorney.

And everything I do, I really try to put 100% of myself. Like, I was on the dean's list last semester. Wow. I graduated with high honors. Oh, nice. down fuck well i mean you're fine okay how do you know that how do you know he's fine i mean he seems happy great dude okay just anyway this guy you can tell this is it you guys are best friends no it's one of my good friends yeah not best friend no definitely not my best friend

my best friend my best friend i was actually gonna say we are best friend whatever yeah i mean you got to think about opposites a chat yeah but like at the same time like i would probably spend more time with someone that was like Jack just because we go to the gym together. Oh yeah. He doesn't go to the gym together before this. Yeah, but you don't work out though. You don't fucking work out. I'm natural. I'm natural. He's not. I don't work out. I'm not mean. I'm talking being

an honest person. Wow, dude. This is such bullshit that you're getting this empathy. No, he never does. I'm literally saying it right now. This is fake. Okay. What's fake? This is fake. This is fucking fake. I get the gym bro thing. Like, I have two friends that actually work here and they're definitely like in the gym every single day together. Their friendship is very cute.

They're definitely little gym goes. So you're not really, are you really a gym sister or no? You're just an intermittent gym. No, I just got back into it and I'm only working on like three or four times a week. That sucks. Dude, it's the thing that I get shredded so quick. Like, I wish I just, I'm just, I'm going to show you after this. Like, dude, like you like my arms aren't even.

I get jacked. Like I don't even think you understand. Like no, like no animal, like no antivar, nothing. No antivar. I like how she knew the name. What the fuck? Whoa. Because you think bitches in Miami don't take this?

Wow. That's the one they take that. That's the one they take. To make you jacked? Their voice, their voice change. The inverse sales are probably high. Going up right now.

They're going up right now. Yeah, they'll like cycle it. They'll like do it for like half a year and then like you cycle in and out. I don't know how the fuck that works, but I don't do that shit. Yeah, I mean, when you when you start to. I just don't like what people, like, I don't care if people do serious.

I just hate when people say they don't do it. And I'm like, bro, your nipples are telling me otherwise. Your back needs telling me otherwise. Like, it's fine if you don't. Do it, bro. Just don't try to say that you don't. Like, it's fine. It's pretty obvious. You can tell. No one gives a plug. It is. It's obvious. But then you like, come on. Like my ex that actually got me into Warren was like, oh yeah, I have nerds and steroids. I'm like, bro, you're lying. Like, explain all the needles in the bathroom or what? The same thing. First on, your ball socks and your back knee, like your nipples, you can always tell. Really? Like when a guy has on steroids, yeah. But your nipples don't always get fucked up from taking sense. They don't. They don't. But come on. Bro, the other day I was looking at, I don't want to say who. I don't want to say who. I was looking at a boxer, and I'm like, you for sure do a lot of steroids.

It was gross. His nipples looked weird. No, I don't know, because I just don't want to talk shit about him, but I just didn't like his nipples. I was like, you. Yeah, Gino is what I'm assuming. What? Yeah, guy no. Like, you had the tissue.

Yeah. When that's not, that doesn't always happen, though. It doesn't. Yeah. You're getting defensive right now. No, no, I'm just saying it's like, but if you have that, but if you have that, then, like, don't try to say that you've, like, never done steroids. Like, it's obvious.

Oh, yeah, if you get gyno. But some people can get gyno and never have taking steroids. That's also true. Some people, it's just a hormone. Yeah, for sure. Just answer the question. Bro, we're not talking about. I'm just educating people, man.

Okay. When you make it in my mouth this time. When you do start law school? Is that when you'll stop? Or do you think you'll always do only fans or will you stop doing only fans? No, I'm still doing it. Bro, what the fuck? Like, if I get into you on, that shit's 42K a year.

Like, and I'm people to go out of pocket. Like, I'm not. Even through law school, I'll fucking do that shit. Like, Probably when I start practicing is like when it's a little unethical. Because then you'll start making that bag too. I mean, but attorneys don't make like, I make way more than attorney. I know.

Does that take away from motivation? Are you scared of the workload of being a lawyer too? No, I'm really not. It's a shit ton of work. I really just want to help people. Like, I want people to remember me and like, think like this, this woman really helped me. And I, that's why I love professors. Like, I think that is like one of the most noble jobs that you can have.

And I've, like, cried to some of my professors before, and I've told them, you don't even know how you've shaped me as a human being. Like, even in the smallest way, like, like, two things that they have taught me will, like, make the way that I think change forever. And I'm so sad, especially this semester, because I'm transferring schools and either going to FIU or UM, and I'm going to miss, like, so many of my professors so much. Like, I'm sad, but happy and excited because I'm trying to go to this. Have you ever pulled up to some of like a social event, like a college social event? Yeah, I went to a frat house once to deliver some fleshlights. Oh, my best friend actually went with me. I was like, please protect me.

When we go, it was a fucking disgusting. Oh, dirty in there? Oh, my God. It was a frat house at UM. Okay. Were you delivering your personal ones? Yeah, yeah. So it was all the rushes were how to compete in a talent show.

And I was like, okay, so for whoever wins a talent show, I'll give them some flushes. I'll come and draw them off. And the floor, there was, like, just this thick film and just, like, old beer, just smelled disgusting. It was hot. And I walk in and there's, like, 30 rushies, like, naked, is sweating. Not naked, but, like, shortless, sorry. And I was like, whoever wins, I get, and I got the fuck out of there as fast as I could. I was like, oh, but.

How fired up were they when you pulled up with those, though? Oh, yeah. That house was fucking nasty that night. You thought it was nasty before you got there was fucking disgusting. Yeah, I think, I brought more than one. And I was like, give them to, like, the top three. That thing was passed around probably, too. Oh, God.

This is our secret. You're not supposed to share a fucking flashlight. Like, that's just nasty. You'd share what, wouldn't you? No. Have you ever used a flashlight? No. No.

I would try it. I'm not. I'm not one of mine. Maybe like, because we're friends. I'll bring you like someone else's. You know, I'll send you like the list of the flashlight girls. And then whichever one, whichever one you like, oh. How do they make them?

So they actually mold our vagina. So they put something in and they get like a mold? So they don't go like fully fully in. But they do like a 3D scan and they they do mold like with like some polymer thing. I don't know what, don't ask me what it's made out of. But we would, they were, we did like master be before it so that are. You masturbated before they made the mold. Yeah.

So then you're, your click gets swollen. Got it. We weren't allowed to like come because it'll go back down. So you're wearing the glasses. I feel like once you start, once you use one of those though, it's going to be hard to not use it. Really? I mean, I don't know. I don't know. Like, I wouldn't want to travel with it. You know, I don't think so. Because you probably feel like more of a loser after you jizz and a flesh like that. I use a vibrator and I still go back to my hands sometimes.

Really? Yeah, and a vibrator is so good. Like, sometimes like, sometimes like, I just want my hands. So I don't know. It's like one of those things where you probably use it and then you feel really after. Yeah. I mean, I said it before, but I think I think a good joke is better than Texas. This is the perfect time to say that I don't jerk off anymore. Oh, he's. He hasn't done it. That's awesome. But I mean, after I masturbated like, especially like with the it. I'd be watching I'm like, ugh, turn it off, like, discuss it with myself a little bit.

How long has it been now? It's been more than a year. I haven't watched porn. That's really cool. No porn or no jerking? Both. No porn or no drinking. Oh, jerky.

Yeah, no. I've had some drinks. Why do you do that, though? I feel like you do that just to tell people to do it. You know to jerk off to your friends, but you have the drink for a week. No, yeah, I'll have a drink. I'll have a drink. No, I mean, why did I do it?

Yeah. Just mental clarity. I just like it found myself trying to find you. Are you like really into it? Not, like, really into it, but I just did it more than I probably sure. Defined really. I mean, like, I could, you know, I could do it a few times a day. Just say what it is.

A few times a day? Yeah. Okay, you were really into it, my God, because, like, that's a lot. Like, I'm sorry. That's actually, yeah. Yeah, so I stopped. I was like, I needed it. Do you ever watch me before?

Uh, it'd be cap if I said no. Yeah, yeah. You don't remember. Yeah, yeah. Some day. Yeah. Yeah. I feel you.

Why, were you starting to go down like a dark hole or? No. It was more so just like, it. I mean, dude, three, four times a day, like, that gets in the way of your productivity. I just wanted mental clarity because it's also like you don't, I didn't want to like try to get that. You're trying to get that like release. How do you feel now? You feel clarified or whatever?

I feel better, yeah. Because you don't have, you have less moments of like ups and downs and less like, oh, I'm looking for this, trying to find this. And I think that you ever will again. No. Yeah. I don't think that's honestly so commendable. He fucks a lot though. That's why.

Yeah. But that's great. That's great. That's a little different. Yeah. I mean, he's in a relationship. Now she's got to take it three or four times a day, though. So that's not fair to her.

I love that for her. She's like, Brad, can you just jerk off? And I'm sure she loves, and I'm sure she probably really likes that you don't jerk off. And, like, all of your orgasms belong to her. Like, the only time that you come, it's because of her. So she loves that. Yeah, that's actually, whoa, that's great. Yeah, I think that's fucking epic.

Like, I love that. Yeah. I think every guy, no, you know what? Then I wouldn't make any money. So, yeah, no. Keep jerking off. jerk off all the time don't stop yeah but it's funny though it was just it just gives you a little more like clarity i'd say because you're like not looking forward to that like moment you look forward

to other moments you're like looking forward to it well it's just like you know you knew like if planning it's not so much planning i wouldn't say i mean there were times where i was planned i mean i'm not going to front but um it's just like you don't fitting it into your schedule yeah i guess yeah i mean i had to work it around the gym um but you could like do it at the gym like in the locker room in the shower no in the car he owns a gym so he's i do it i've jerked up i know that office has seen some tricks that too i haven't jerked it at the gym no i haven't jerked off in the car i've never even i fucked at the gym before but that's kind of cool that's i want a gym i feel like your life is like a porno it's pretty cool having sex three four times a day having sex

i've had sex in a gym in a porno but not in real life yeah i've done in real life just wow what about on plane have you done that no never no nothing on a nothing on a plane okay Like one time I have you have yeah You've done it on commercial right Yeah Oh sorry no it's fine When time I got a promise to appear in court Like I almost went to jail shooting a porn out

I'm like really free of the where It was in Miami I was in Fort Lauderdale actually And I was shooting a bang bro scene And I'm a fucking idiot for just Because I can say no to a script But I was like 20 and I was crazy And the scripts was like

Okay basically you're gonna stand on the side of the road But naked holding a sign this is fuck food comma knee dick And I was like fuck yeah And then like the director where he chose for me to stand it was right across a yoga studio and we did the take so many times that I guess they called the cops and out of nowhere like five cop cars come like grab me, pull me in the back of the cop car. I'm like crying my eyes out. I was like go to jail. Like cry. I literally like I was having a panic attack. And thankfully because my mom, I've actually never told anyone this like publicly. I've never talked about this. But but thankfully because my mom had an address here, I was able to get a promise to appear and I wasn't going to have to like, so literally being from Miami saved me because if not, I would have had to go get a mug shot that show would have been fucking everywhere.

None of the cops were fans. They weren't trying to let you go. Women because they knew they had to apprehend, when you got to call, you have to apprehend like a naked female, like it has to be women. So it was five female cops. That's not good for you though. No. No, but it got dropped.

So they actually, yeah, like, Bangbro's got me a really good attorney and they like dropped it. So it didn't. I was actually stressing about it. I was like, God, I have to say that shit's still on my, like, record. But it's because, well, I did because I'm applying to you. I'm literally the deadline is April 1st. Like, I'm submitting my, my application the night before. Today the 28th of March? Yeah, it's literally almost here. Like, you don't understand. Like, it's on Common App. And like, I'm so, I've done everything I could do. You know, I have all my extracurriculars. Like, I literally was on the debate team. You really want to be a lawyer. Yeah, I really am. What was your favorite topic to debate?

about um so the my favorite one i like philosophical one so so my favorite one that i won i won third and so british parliamentary it has four finalists and it was like my it was like two months into me debating and it was against um the other three teams were um and we got third over like and the people that got first and second like they have been debating for years and it was this house believes we should live fast die young and i was put on the negative for that so it was so i believe that you shouldn't live fast and die young so i booked philosophy into it. And virtue ethics and virtue ethics is all about living on a balance between vices of depravity and vices of excess. So you don't want to be this person that's like live fast. I like whatever. I just went into this whole spiel. What do you really believe? Is that what

you really believe? That's really what I believe. So it was great. But debate also teaches you to look at things from another perspective because I have had to fight debate things that I don't believe. Like I like you find out what your position is first. And then you get the resolution. and you're like, fuck I wish I was on the neck for this or fuck I wish or you're happy with what you got. So it's cool. I really liked it. Definitely got recognized a few times at a pretty tournaments.

It was funny. Damn, it's pretty cool. It's interesting. Yeah, it's so funny. I go just super nerdy and like, yeah, just sit there. And you get the resolution and then you like run to your war room. You have 15 minutes of prep and you're like writing down all your arguments and then. So what were your arguments why you should we should live, live slow?

So because you should live in a balance of life where if you're living in a vice in vices of excess, you're not going to be able to really enjoy and remember the life that you live. See, the jerking off too much. Yeah, exactly. So that is a vice of excess. You want to live in that balance. And also when you live fast, die young, it's kind of selfish because you're only living for yourself.

Like you don't want the people around you to feel like you're not taking care of. yourself and you are living too fast and dying young although great for you if that's what you want you're going to leave a lot of people that care about you really heartbroken that wish that they could have had years and years more with you that they didn't get to have so um yeah we win we went we went that fuck yeah I like but it was like wait I like you you sit there 15 minutes and I'm like you're writing down pages and pages and pages and you're like read is you it's called spreading which is speed reading so because you only have a limited time so I'm like sitting there like, I'll show you a video afterward.

It's funny. I'm excited. It's like not comprehensible. Like the judges have to be like, they know a lot about debate. So they're sitting there writing the flow. So they're sitting there right. How do they decide who's winning? Because you have to go, you have to check off points.

And so your contentions, which is like why you should win the argument, they have to outweigh like the other person's contention. So it's kind of subjective. Yes and no. Because if you only have three contentions and like this other person has like five, and, like, their arguments way yours out. Like, I mean, man, some rounds, I'm like, I know I fucking lost that. Like, because it's like, like, one of them was, like, about political centrism.

And I was like, I don't even know what this is. Like, I literally had no idea. And then I learned afterwards. But do you guys know what that is? I don't know. But it's pretty, it's pretty cool. What is it? I don't know.

And you can't do. You can do any other research. You can't do any. Well, you know? I mean, just based on the word, it sounds like it's like, it's just, you're just in the middle. Trying to find a middle ground in politics. So, yeah. And then sometimes you have to take a side.

So this has believed. So I was on the pause, but it's like, I do believe that you shouldn't be. Sometimes you do have to take aside to Pfeiffer what's right. So I had a really hard time, like, arguing that. Also, didn't know what it is and you're not allowed to do research. Everything is like off your head. Like, so either know what you don't. Like you can't.

That's the topic on the spot. That's dope. They give you a topic. Then you go to a separate room that you're signed to you have 15 minutes of prep. And it's all that basically all you have in your head is British part. entry. Like, you cannot find, you cannot use your computer, you can't use your phone. And then after the 15 minute prep, you're like in that room and you're arguing. So it's not even like I could Google what the fuck that shit was. Well, that's pretty respectful. I mean, if you're also making this

much money monthly and you're still this motivated to do this shit, that's like, that's like, joining the debate team was something that like I did because it would look good on my UM application low key, but then I ended up really liking it because they want like someone who's like has extracurriculars and that's why I started being a philosophy tutor too, but then I just ended up liking it. So I kept on doing it. Do you any other extracurriculars, like clubs or anything like that? No, I mean, yeah, no, I'm just on the debate team and philosophy tutor. That's pretty funny. He's a lot of time, though. Yeah, I like it, them. Good for you. Yeah, it's amazing. We should get a topic. We should get a topic to debate. Oh my God. Yeah, you guys should get a topic to debate. Why else you? Why not you do? She's the

pro. You're Mr. Full of Shick. I'm not. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Did you hear this guy? No, I don't want to do that. Like, you guys really love each other. Well, if I get my 15 minutes in the prep room, I would do it, but like, I can't do it right now. Do it live, pussy. That's really cool that you don't jerk off. Yeah, not at all. I don't know anyone that doesn't jerk off. Yeah, I just, I gave it up.

I'm like compelled. He only gave it up so he could like be this guy to tell people he gave it up. No, I really think I'm going to like give it up. Let's make a pact. No, I really feel like, no, like honestly, I've been like. You know how many think this guy's since he stopped jerking off? Because I could just still have sex. You could just have sex, yeah.

Since he's stopped jerking off, he's done ayahuasca twice. He's fucking started journaling. Because he's trying to find a different vice because he can't control when he gets pissed. No, that's not true, dude. It's like I can't fucking beat my dick, so I got these fucking hardcore drugs. No, he just chirps me because he acts like he does. Yeah, of course. Yeah.

No, I journal. Come on. Thank you. Want to compliment us too? You're great. She complimented a lot too. Yeah, I know, I know. I think so.

This fucking light is just not doing any justice. Give Stine one one time. never been in here and it's so bright. Yeah, give Stania a compliment. Go ahead. I knew that. How do you have to look like that? What's good tonight?

Listen, I was going to tell you, you have gray eyelashes. Oh, I've never. I don't even know if I like that. Okay, dude, different one maybe. Yeah, it does. What about blue eyes? Can you see those? Yeah, that's really nice.

Thanks. Wow. I had to give you the compliment to give me of us, whatever. I mean, should we do 11 tonight? Can you? No, it's not open tonight. What's today? today's Tuesday yeah that's my god

have you guys been to sexy fish i have yeah yeah did you like it do we even eat there i think i've been there before i think it's pretty have you been there before okay huh you've been there yeah i think the food's pretty good yeah i think the food yeah i don't know how i feel about like the whole ambiance and stuff did you like gecko yes yeah i like gecko a lot gecko is a great spot it's so good yeah it's so good the lounge is fun too yeah listen we're gonna be here because you're saying until friday you're gonna be here till Friday, yeah. Thursday night it is. Sir. Let's do it. I'm gonna take you out. I'm diving. All right. Well, I mean, did your girlfriend come as well? No. Oh my God. Yeah, you need to go.

You need to go. You need to go. This is true. This is true. Get out. Where's the next light? Oh my God. You see, you're going to be like the one that is not lasting. You're going to last like 30 seconds. No. No. You're going round. Yeah. How is it possible? I'm After so many days, I feel like you just explode. Mental. Mental. You're secretly drinking. Damn.

Did I was going to make you, ayahuasca, make you throw up? No. Oh, I heard that it makes you really sick. Not really. It depends. Like when you shroom, it kind of gives you like a. It can, it can't because, I mean, it is a purgative. So it does, it does kind of, you do want to throw up.

I just, I loved it, yeah. Did you go to like the country it is where you do it? I did a private. it. I had someone fly out and do it with me. Wow. That's really cool. I don't know. It was amazing. I mean, I'm not anti-jugs. Definitely have done drugs.

But I don't know how it. I don't know. You get a lot out of it for sure. Really? Yeah. This girl that I know did it and she was like, I'm done with porn. She like changed her name to like Kitty and then like two months ago. She's done with porn and she changed her name to Kitty.

After Iiawas. That's what I'm scared of. Yeah, something weird like that. And like completely like just things every night. But then got over it. I don't know. Yeah. I'm kind of cool with like

I mean I have crippling anxiety don't get me wrong but yeah I don't know I don't know if I want that extreme of like change or clarity I don't even know if some things are better not clear yeah what do you do for your anxiety do you have anything that's helped you with it watch TV watch TV I don't know if that's a good one why I distract you

like you get physically like health anxiety just don't think yeah like I just got like overwhelming thoughts like you know like sporadic thoughts too many I'll have like a song playing in the background and then thinking about this and thinking about... Too much. Yeah, just too much. Like, I just wanted to be like silent.

Like I heard there's people out there that their brain is literally just like silent. Well, that sounds like it sucks too, though. You want to need a balance, right? Yeah, I want to even balance. But I mean... Do you do anything for your anxiety besides watching TV? Like, have you trying to meditate? No.

No. Fuck it. I guess I should. Yeah, try some things out. But I don't know. Maybe a part of me doesn't believe that it's an. Like, anything's going to work. Well, you got to get over that first.

Yeah. Really? I don't know. I'm kind of a skeptic. Do you know who sits next to you at the heat games? Just want to throw this out there. There's a guy sits behind you two rows and to the left. Is it?

Are you going to say you or something? Pat Riley. Oh my God, bro. Fucking Pat Riley. It's not Pat Riley. That's Pat Riley. It's not fucking Pat Riley, bro. He made me look like an idiot.

Who is that? GM of the Heat. But he's coach of the Lakers like the biggest legend ever. legendary coaches in the NBA. The biggest legend of all time. Like Juicy Jane made a song about him. He invented the term three Pete. You know that?

He's the go. He invented the term three Pete. Damn, what a fucking imposter. Oh, yes, he is. Well, you can come sit in the big boy seats with us when we go, too. When do you go to heat games? So do you, like, he's. Like, when my friend doesn't want to go.

Oh, my God, he's capping. He's capping, man. No, I have. I get seen for first of times. Look, this guy is not him. That's fucking, that guy's a douche. Oh, my God. Let me see.

that's the guy that always is what a fucking imposter he does his hair exactly like him I'm pretty sure I dapped him up and says yo Pat you're the man he was like you're a fucking idiot no and everyone goes up to him and everyone be dabbing him up like literally

and he just like is like yeah I fucking love that yeah he probably loves that I know but I feel bad you know let him live in his little he's never saying like yeah I'm Pat Riley people just who's your favorite player in the NBA right now

yeah Tyler Hero yeah he's having a big season and I love Bamonabaya yeah he's good too Jimmy Butler like what about Kyle Lowry I like him

he gets a lot of hate bro but I thought we do really well when he's playing like he's been out a lot this season like the injuries but when it's not one one player injured it's like the other

but when everyone that's supposed to be playing is playing including Kyle Lowry like we always fucking do so well yeah and he's great like I mean all the guys that I know though don't like him

but I like it I like Vickle Adipo, but he fell off a little bit. He used to be a superstar. He comes off the bench, but also Eric's bolster doesn't get the respect he deserves either. I like stress, too, though, Robinson. Yeah.

It's just a birthday today. Happy birthday. All right, are we good? That was fun as hell. It must have anything else you missed. No, there's nothing. Oh, this is fire. Yeah, thank you so much. Yeah, this was fun. You're really cool. Yeah. This was really fun. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah. It would be more fun if we actually, like, you know, this conversation,

it leaves the podcast, you know, leave the group chat, and it actually comes into fruition, and we actually do go out. We'll go out. We're in Thursday night. You don't got to beg us too hard, trust me. No. Thursday night, let's go. Don't lie to me.

I won't be friends with you anymore. We'll be here. All right. This is awesome. Thank you so much. All right, thank you. No, we'll be here Thursday. We'll be here.

Okay, cool.