Garza Podcast - 185 - SUICIDE SILENCE | Ernie Iniguez: Deathcore, LA Protests & Life Update
Episode Date: June 16, 2025Garza sits down in-person with Ernie Iniguez. Drummer for the deathcore band SUICIDE SILENCE. https://instagram.com/ernieiniguezdrumsMERCH: https://garzapodcast.myshopify.comCOFFEE: https://garzapodca...stcoffee.comCHAPTERS:00:00 - L.A. Protests // Misinformation15:25 - Anthony Bourdain18:29 - Odd Fan Interaction20:41 - Life Update & Catch-Up29:18 - Garza’s Kia Rio31:53 - Writing New Songs32:38 - Boyfriend D37:57 - Slaughter to Prevail43:40 - Quad Cortex47:08 - Lifted50:37 - Getting Older56:35 - Online Trolls & Supporters1:04:10 - Outworking Everybody1:07:39 - Fender 7 String1:09:50 - Chuck Norris Questions1:14:46 - Garza is Chug Norris1:16:35 - Burnout1:30:32 - Staying in Headbanging Shape1:36:58 - Korn Tracksuit1:39:18 - Orthodox & Left Handed Guitars1:42:49 - Malevolence1:45:23 - Free Knowledge1:49:03 - Last Thoughts
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It's been a while.
I feel weird, dude.
This is like...
It's kind of crazy, huh?
Is this like our first time doing it?
It feels like the very first time, dude?
What's up, dude?
Wait, are we going? Are we rolling already?
Yeah, trudging, dude.
Well, it's trudging and what?
Yo, let's...
Come on.
Come on, dude.
This goes to you and the people.
Dude, for the people.
Cheers, dog.
To music, friendship.
And getting it.
Done, dude. Cheers. Jay.
Jay. You have a star bucks.
Yes, sir.
I too have the bucks, but I've also got a claw because, you know.
Clawed up, dude.
Oh, God, dude.
The claws is a lot.
What's that matter with you?
That was a nasty slur.
You'll have to forgive me. I just came from work.
I'm super caffeineed up right now, dude.
Yeah.
I'm juiced.
Dude, I already had like three monsters.
If I put any more caffeine in here, dude, I'm going to fucking fight you.
Dude, I ran the fucking, I ran the fucking.
gamut today. So I got to work early
for those that don't know
I work in a very particular part of
downtown LA that's heavily affected by what's going on
right now. Oh yeah, yeah, man. With the protests
and a lot of that stuff. I mean,
I'm literally like
1,200 feet from the thick of it.
You serious? Oh, yeah.
You're in? There's a video
circulating online. A girl
got shot by an officer with a rubber bullet at the end
of our block. It's already on the internet.
It happened like I think yesterday the night before.
trying to get into her apartment.
Oh, no.
The cops told her to go the other way, and she's like, my place is right there.
She was by herself, unarmed nothing, and they fucking hit her with the fucking, with the
rubber round, dude.
And you can hear it as it leaves the barrel.
She buckles and just falls on the fucking ground, and I'm just like, Jesus, dude.
Oh, no.
Not a chance that she did not shit herself when she got, yeah, right there.
Dude, the audio is crazy when you hear him fucking shoot.
Can you get a bit more volume?
Watch, if they shoot her.
Look.
Oof.
Oh, that's literally at the corner from my work.
So that's right by your work?
I walk that fucking street when I leave to go to the train station.
That, I was just like, holy shit, dude.
So, you know, basically circling back to make a long story short,
because of all this is going on, we've had to adjust some shit at work.
Yeah.
And adjust some of the hours and stuff like that.
And to top it all off, they are opening a new restaurant next door to the one that I'm in.
So they're remodeling.
They're having to reroute some of the stuff in our restaurant.
And so we had to bring a bunch of refrigerators and coolers from the back and put them out in front where our area is.
So everything's really cramped and messed up right now.
I got to work and I was like, I'm going to need caffeine to get through all this and get everything organized.
Because I was by myself for like the first two hours.
So I went to coffee bean and got the biggest fucking cold brew they had.
And then smashed another one when I left.
So that's why I just got a tea and not a.
coffee because if I drink one more coffee I'd be in fucking rough shape right now. I'm already in pretty
rough shape. I'm not rubbing any holes in my fucking knees or anything like that because, you know,
not yet. These are still too new to do that too. For people that, um, because obviously we do this
in Southern California, but a majority of people that are watching us are from outside of California.
What, yes. What does it actually look like? So if I'm being completely honest, I do think,
Because I'm right there in the thick of it, they are definitely pumping it up and making it look fucking way worse on TV.
Like, I'm not saying that shit isn't happening.
Like, it definitely is.
But it also, what I'm seeing is there's a lot of, there's a lot of like, I think there's a lot of agitators that are making it fucking worse.
And it's, and it usually happens as the sun starts to go down as it gets a little bit later in the day.
because for the last, I mean, I've been at the shop for the last fucking four or five days.
Like that right there, yes, this has happened.
This is crazy.
Yes.
People are in their freeway.
Yes.
However, they really are kind of choosing to just show the fucked up shit.
They've always done that.
We've known that's a tale as old as time.
You know, they made it seem like it was this big fucking thing.
Dude, I've been at work for the last five fucking days and it has been business as usual.
It's quiet.
There's nothing going on.
Yeah. Most of the activity is right in front of the federal building, which is close. It's right around the corner. And that's where most of the activity is going on. However, most of what I have seen when I drive by is peaceful. No one's fucking anything up. No one, like, they're protesting. People are shouting and shit, but there wasn't like I didn't see anything on fire. Nobody was flipping fucking cars over. Like, you know, and maybe that's just my experience so far, but it has been, I think today is like day five of like the protests and all that stuff.
However, LAPD did come into our shop today and get some pizza and whatnot.
They were telling us to expect really crazy shit Saturday and Sunday because it's Donald Trump's birthday Saturday.
Dude, it's supposed to be like, they're telling us like you guys should probably like fucking stay ready, be ready to board your windows up in case shit pops off.
And I'm just like, cool, I work Saturday, but I'm getting the fuck out of there at 3 o'clock and see ya.
you know what I mean like they're expecting to they're expecting it to be crazy because it's Trump's
birthday yeah and like they're supposed to make like that shit right there and like he's spending
a bunch of money and having like a whole day out of it and like it's and it's supposed to be like
a nationwide thing so is it the armies it says something on the top i believe it's also like
it's uh okay so a look at the army's 250th anniversary parade and it lands on trump's birthday
which is fucking crazy.
That's like a double...
It's a recipe for disaster, dude.
It's going to be fucking chaos.
But who knows?
You know, like...
Yeah, I don't know.
And I'll be the first person to fucking say it.
I'm not versed enough
or educated enough to speak on the matter of like
what I think is going to happen.
But I am in the thick of it
of where this shit is happening and the news
and outlets are definitely
sensationalizing it.
Like crazy.
You know, and I've already, like, I've talked to some of the peaceful protesters, too,
that have come in to, like, get drink and food and shit like that.
And most people kind of agree.
They're like, yeah, I do think there's some people out there that are going about it the wrong way.
The looting and all that shit, like, it unfortunately places an even bigger target on a lot of Hispanics backs.
You know, and it's on camera.
It's on film.
People are filming this shit and putting it on the news, you know.
And so it's just like, I don't know.
Honestly, it's a very strange thing for me because I'm like, I don't really know how to feel about it.
I'm all for fucking peaceful protesting and getting the message across and stuff like that.
I don't think the looting and all that stuff is necessary, but people are going to get their point across however they want to get it across.
You know what I mean?
We get our point across by playing music.
You know?
Yeah, trying not to be too destructive.
Yeah.
Yeah, you know.
We thrash our own bodies on stage.
Yeah.
Look like fucking dummies and spin our necks around and all that crazy shit.
It's like let's just trash your own bodies.
And then we get off stage and it's all hugs and smiles and fucking kisses.
You know what I mean?
Most of the time.
Most of the time.
You know, sometimes me and Garzwell fist fight in the fucking bus afterwards, but, you know, it just depends.
Yeah.
I was just curious what it was like, you know, in a thick of it, dude.
Yeah.
I was very, like, going back from my two days off back to work.
I was like, God, I hope shit's not all fucked up.
And I got to work and I was like, oh.
Everything was totally normal.
I was like, oh, okay.
Was that same, uh,
location there when the BLM rights were happening as well?
No.
Okay.
The location's only been there now three years.
I knew it was like it was either there or like got made right after.
Yeah, it was something else before that.
Yeah.
The building has been there.
The building has been there for a long time.
But the restaurant was not there yet.
It's only been there for, we just, we just passed three years in that location.
Okay.
Yeah.
Can you tell the people what's really going on?
Can I tell the people what's really going on, dude?
You're scared.
What?
I'm scared of what?
They might take you.
What?
They're going to take me and then fucking send me back and be like, you know what?
Never mind.
We don't want them.
They're going to send me back to the States.
We don't want this fucking guy.
He's defective.
Rex goes like, we don't want the shudiest drumming here, dude.
No.
Fuck that.
No.
Yeah, no.
I'm, again, you know, I get, speaking on that matter, dude,
It's fucking scary for the people, man.
And honestly, I'm very, I'm very lucky and fortunate to have been born here.
And, you know, yeah, I have.
We are lucky to be born here.
Very, very.
Crazy.
My luck in the draw.
I have family that emigrated here way back when, you know, and obviously they're citizens and have green cards and status and all that stuff.
But yeah, it's fucking scary, man.
It's a scary fucking time.
It's crazy.
It's a very tense time out here.
And they just seem to be really like.
doubling down on it and like they're trying to like send more national guard troops in and
marines and all kinds of wild shit and um the isis said that they're going to basically occupy
l a county for the next 30 days so they're really just here fucking sweeping up it's it's crazy
it's it's fucking wild man to say the least yeah i think what's really scary is that uh at any point
dude they could bring in as many i mean armed forces here as they want yeah yeah it's not even like a
Yeah.
I mean, like, if they want to, like, really stop it, they could literally end it.
It was like, oh, throw in, like, you know, 10,000, you know.
It was funny this morning.
Actually, it's funny that you're scrolling on this right now.
Somebody posted a screencap of a tweet that Ice Cube posted at the beginning of the presidency.
And he was like, is Trump going to be the first president to nuke a U.S. city?
Let's stay tuned and see.
And they were like, yo, this aged wonderfully, like, fucking.
Wow.
How many people?
Yeah, that's it right there.
Will Trump be the first president to Nuka, U.S.
and you stay tuned.
June 1st, 2020.
Oh, yo.
That's fucking crazy, bro.
Ice Cube ahead of the crib again.
It's an L.A. legend right there.
Is there a head count of how many people are actually involved with the, or both, both involved with the peaceful protests and also the riots?
Is there actually like, I want to know that there's actually like a head count, like $5,000, $10,000?
fact check that because even I don't know.
I know it's a lot of people.
Because usually when there's any kind of protest of violent or peaceful,
there's like, oh, there was 5,000 people here.
It was like that for the last one.
Yeah.
I wonder if there's a number.
Because I want to compare two numbers real quick, just real quick.
Or maybe it's too soon to tell.
I mean, it has only been a couple days.
anything?
I will say it's a lot harder to read
when I have glasses on.
Yeah.
I was thinking the same thing.
We're both in here
with the windshields on, dude.
Why is it so hard?
No, I guess.
So we can't find a head count yet.
It says,
POTAS, nothing.
The only thing they have a head count of
is how many troops
that they've sent over here.
Trump has deployed thousands of troops.
700 U.S. Marines.
Yeah, 700 Marines,
and I think 2,000.
National Guard, and I read a
headline this morning
that says
they're not
sure why he sent so many
fucking troops. They've only deployed
300 of them in Los Angeles
County. The rest of them basically just sitting at the federal
building, just kind of waiting
to be utilized.
It's kind of fucking crazy.
And again, now this is all just of what I've read.
I don't know how much of it is true.
You know, I don't want to fucking sit here and sound
like a fucking dingus, but this is just stuff that I've
Too late.
I mean, you know.
It's too late, dude.
Thanks, dude.
Yeah, this is going on fucking, uh, uh, still no number.
Sorry, people that, uh, that are listening and watching and we are literally reading a real
time trying to find a number, but we can't find a number.
I was just curious because I wanted to compare the actual head count to, uh, the actual
population of, I mean, of Los Angeles County.
For sure, it's, it's definitely in the thousands, for sure.
Would you say, uh, 10,000?
A million?
I honestly, I don't think it's that many.
I'm, I'm gonna say probably somewhere between, like,
I'd say between 5 and 10,000 maybe.
I feel like that's a pretty fair number, at least.
Again, if I'm eyeballing it from the shit I've seen.
But yeah, it's wild, man.
It's wild what is happening.
Yeah, we are so lucky to be born here.
What a luck of the draw.
Yeah.
I've always, like, warn of that.
Like, what is that?
It's crazy.
Is that luck?
Is that what the...
Yeah.
Like any one of us could have fucking been born anywhere else.
A past life?
Yeah.
A good, good karma being passed down from a past life.
Something.
I don't know.
I don't know, man.
But yeah, you know, here we are.
We're lucky enough to be able to sit here and fucking chat and do this.
And, you know, some people are just getting fucking swept up and taken back, you know.
There's just so, and like anything else, when stuff like this happens and they sensationalize the shit out of it, they're so, they're such a.
big fucking spread of misinformation,
which I think they do on purpose also
to really throw you off the fucking trail
so that you actually don't know what's going on.
Like, you know,
keep the general public confused, you know?
Misinformation is so like,
it's so frustrating.
Like the first time I was like,
okay, I'm going to sit down and like,
you know, I'm going to try to stop being an idiot.
I want to be like educated with like some things.
This was like 27.
My first subject that I got passionate in was food
So it's like 27
Okay, I read like I was reading books about it
I was watching all the YouTube videos
And that was just food
And that was my first time seeing like
Oh, everybody's talking shit on like each other
No one's saying
This person talking shit on vegan
This person talking shit on this person hunting
Is vegan right?
Is carnivore?
It's like what am I
What am I supposed to do?
It's almost like there's no there's no right answer
It's just
And that was just food, man
And that was like my first
Like introduction
Like, wow, that was
Fucking
Did you, did you read?
I'm sure you've like
You've read Anthony Mornayne's book, right?
No, I haven't.
Really?
No.
Rest in peace.
Holy shit.
Yeah, the goat, dude.
That's a really good read.
What's it about?
It's, it kind of like documents his travels
And like just kind of like,
it's a, I don't know the correct word for it.
But he was just, I mean,
dude, Dave Chappelle said it best.
It kind of talks about him in one of his comedy specials when he was just like, you know, Anthony Bourdain had the greatest job in showbiz.
He got to travel around the world and eat food with incredible individuals.
And even through all that, the guy had such troubled fucking time that he, you know, killed himself.
It's crazy.
You never know.
You never know.
You never know what's going on in someone else's mind or life.
Never.
You just don't.
It's wild.
And people think because they're even like living their dreams.
Like you don't know.
Yeah.
You don't know, man.
Yeah.
It's crazy, dude.
Yeah, money can't buy happiness.
It's true.
It's true.
You just don't, you don't know.
You know, just like people don't know, you know, like secretly, I want to kick gars it in the fucking throat.
But, you know, I got, yeah.
First of all, dude, I don't even want you here.
People force me.
You know what?
Just throw them on here.
It's true.
I had to tell him, like, dude, listen, it's been a while.
We got to give the people what they want.
Dude, I realize today, what, it was like nine months?
It's been a fucking wild, dude.
It's been, yeah, it's been like nine, ten months.
What that?
It does not feel like that long.
It doesn't.
But then, like, when I've stopped to, like, turn around and, like, been checking out shit that's happened, I'm like, fuck, dude, it has.
And actually, right now that you brought it up, I think it's actually been a little longer than nine months because I moved to L.A. in September.
And I think our last fucking pod that me and you did was, like, the beginning of August.
That sounds about right.
Yeah.
So it's been a fucking wild.
It's been like nine, ten months.
It's crazy.
What the
That's crazy
A lot has happened
A lot has happened
Literally a lot
A lot has happened
I remember yeah
Because you
Yeah there you go
We're fact checking this right now
I'm taking the glasses off
I'm getting foggy
Wanna go up
It's or
I won't tell you
I think
I think the one that said
11 months
Yeah it might have been
The last one
It might have been that one right
Throw up on there
She shit yeah
I think that is the last
It's not Tony by date order.
It's just there.
Yeah.
Is there a way to navigate through dates?
This is like, yeah, I think.
Oh, there you go.
There you go.
It's been 10 months.
Oh, yeah, because we just finished this.
Yeah.
Okay, so it's been 10 months.
Yeah.
Man.
God damn, dude.
10 months.
Crazy.
Because I remember, yeah, August was like,
was going full throttle with everything.
Crazy, man.
It's weird even being here.
Yeah, dude.
It's weird.
Feels good, though.
Feels good.
It's nice to be back here.
Yeah, Ernie, people were telling me, dude, you got, you got to earn you back in there.
So I have a really, also a cool story that just happened.
I was going to call you, but I was like, I'll just wait until I get here and tell it on here.
I was on the five in traffic, in commerce.
Yeah.
Like right there by the commerce casino.
And I'm like, you know, traffic is, it's moving.
It's doing like, you know, five, ten miles an hour or whatever.
Very fucking slow.
someone starts fucking honking
like a fucking maniac.
I'm like, who the fuck is like
and I can't tell
because I'm not trying to look behind me
because I'm facing forward
making sure I don't bump into the car in front of me
and I'm like, who the fuck is honking?
I can hear it that it's on this side
on my driver's side and I'm just like
all right, what the fuck?
Like I'm not, I can't go any faster
and a white minivan dude pulls up
fucking next to me and I'm just like
kind of did like the side stare
and someone's throwing the horns at me
and I'm like, what the fuck?
And it's a dude
with long hair and his lady in the car,
I was just like, I rolled the window down and he was like,
yo, fuck yeah, man, suicide silence, dude, that's fucking crazy.
And I was just like, thank God.
Oh shit, I was like, hey.
And he's like, yo, Ray, Ray on Facebook, man, he's like,
I just sent you a message to you.
He's like, I'm out here on vacation from Texas.
Oh, wow.
That's cool.
Hell yeah, dude, sick.
He was like, yo, sick, inspirational, man.
Thanks for saying what's up.
I was like, yeah.
And he just drove off.
I was like, damn, that was, he scared the shit.
I mean, I thought somebody was like honking at me to speed up.
I was like, bro, I can't go any faster.
You thought it was ice.
He was in one of those grand car bands.
It's a rental.
He's driving a rental.
It looks exactly like one of the ice minivans.
Dude, I was like, what the fuck?
I made a call.
Literally, it's that fucking band right there.
That exact white fucking band, dude.
That's what he was in.
And I was just like, what the fuck.
Yeah, but shout out Ray, Ray, dude.
I'm glad you fucking dig the pod and glad you dig the band, man.
That was cool.
I was like, scared the shit out of him.
me for a second. I'm like, hey, I'm just, I'm just driving
here, dude, like. Yeah, that was cool.
Yeah, some people were just, like, looking inside
her car. It's like, what? Yeah. That's, yeah, I'm like,
that's crazy that he either had the foresight to know
what I look like from the side of my fucking profile
or from the back of my head, because I'm driving my girls' car.
Shit's got Maryland plates on it. I'm like,
what the fuck? Yeah, I do. A lot of has happened
since you came last, so, because you used to live
right down the street. You were in Santa Ana.
Yeah.
So you would come here a little bit too often, like just grab breakfast or lunch, and then we'll always leave and go to downtown and drink too much.
Native son, baby.
Yeah.
Which is exactly what we're going to do when we're doing.
Yeah, yeah.
So just for old time.
But it's kind of like not in bad way earning, but it's kind of good that you moved out because then it definitely helped with our focus.
Oh, for sure.
I agree.
Dude, I agree.
If I was still here now and we were still doing this.
shit, we would be nowhere as far as we are right now, dude. Yeah, this is literally what we were
doing. It's like, oh, yeah, you guys want to chill? It's like Tuesday. Yeah, look, I don't even
have the fucking blonde in my hair anymore, dude. There's like, there's like fucking two inches
of it left. It's all gone. It's how long it's been. Yeah, you moved away. Uh, you did.
You got a, you got a stable girlfriend. I do. I do. Yeah, I'm in a very happy loving relationship out
in the good old in the valley.
North Hollywood
How long you guys
been dating?
We are going on
nine months now
nine months?
Yeah.
When are you guys going to break up?
Nine months?
Hopefully not any time soon.
It's going pretty fucking good,
you know what I mean?
I'd like this one
to last exponentially longer
than the last one,
for sure.
Oh my goodness.
I was thinking, actually,
today I was like,
I wonder what our ladies
really think about us.
Right?
They're sick of us, dude.
Like, this guy needs to grow the fuck up, like, quick.
You know.
And we're just trying.
Oh, yeah, dude.
You know, we're not trying.
We are doing it.
Yeah, 100%.
It's just at a...
It's at a slower pace than the average human being.
Kind of a slow...
Because of what we do.
It's hard to grow up, man.
I don't like growing up.
No.
But, uh...
In a lot of ways, it fucking sucks, but...
In a lot of...
I mean, obviously, in...
And also, in a lot of ways, it's also very necessary.
Mm-hmm.
You know?
Listen, personally, I think we're, I think we're actually all doing a pretty good job of fucking, of, like, growing up and, like, aging gracefully and not.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Like, not taking ourselves so fucking seriously that it's just like, you know?
Mm-hmm.
I don't know.
I know we've probably talked about this before, dude, but it's, I've always found that it's like, there's something very, there's something very, there's something.
There's something very depressing and sad about taking yourself seriously all the time.
Oh, man.
I would fucking, I don't even know that I would have survived as long as I have if I took myself that seriously.
You know, you got to laugh, dude.
You have to fucking take time to like, I don't even know, dude.
The way, like I said, no one gets out alive, dude.
You may as well have a good fucking time.
Enjoy your time here.
You know, obviously take things seriously that need to be taken seriously.
But don't forget to fucking stop and smell the fucking roses along the way and have.
have fun and make memories and shit like that because you're not going to be around forever,
but when you go, you'll take those things with you, you know what I mean?
I didn't mean to get all deep on you for a second there, but it's the truth.
It's the truth.
It's been a very, like, a very, like, eye-opening fucking last 24 months for me.
For everyone, for everyone.
It's just, you know, everyone's experiencing life at their own fucking pace and shit like that.
But it's been really fucking cool, man.
It's been really cool.
I'm excited.
Everything is, uh, everything seems to be fine.
on all cylinders for for me for some of it seems like we never it's like we never left
it's like 10 months and we just got right back into it dude but it's funny you're walking i'm
like how are we going to do this just like exactly like this dude you forget you forget how to do
things man it's crazy but not really it's yeah but i i tell everyone it's like even what we do like
doing this or when we're doing the band pot or when you're doing your episodes or anything like that
It's kind of like, I don't think it's difficult for us because we're not doing anything out of the ordinary that we wouldn't do without a camera in front of us.
We're just fucking hanging out and talking.
And it's cool.
It is like having a catch-up.
And it doesn't always have to be like, oh, hey, did you work on this song this week?
Or what do we do?
You know what I mean?
It's like, no, we're fucking chilling.
We're talking.
It's you, me.
It's handsome Jay over there with his sick Strokes shirt, dude.
Shout out, Strokes are atop to your band.
Oh, Jay loves his jokes.
I know he does.
I know he does.
The old stroke boy, what's up, dude?
Oh, no.
He likes the strokes, he likes that turnstile a lot.
Hey, that new turnstile record?
That's pretty hot.
Pretty sick, dude.
He's got some hot, hot heat on there, dude.
And people just love that band, dude.
Turnstile is a cool band.
That's, like, that's...
They are sick, they're a cool band.
Yeah, for fucking sure, for sure.
Man.
Now, usually our conversations are of me postponing, jamming.
Were we
Writing yet
Last time you were here
No
We weren't hot
No
We were in talks about like
All right we have to get stuff set up
Oh yeah
I know we're talking about something
Oh and in fact that's what did it
That's what switched me over from coming and doing these
When you were like we got it
We have to go to the garage and get everything set up
Oh yeah over there
So that yeah
God damn that's crazy dude
Yeah so we got yeah so I guess we never talked about it
On here yet
Yeah
So we got the E kit set up.
It's been a total game changer for us.
It really has.
Our ears.
Yeah.
Even like, even like getting ready for shows is way different.
Yeah.
Like the E kit where you kind of like lock in a little bit more on like some parts.
A little bit more.
You can hear everyone really clearly.
And so it's like.
It's really sick, dude.
You don't have the, you don't have the screen of loud symbols and acoustic drums and loud amps blaring in your feet.
blaring in your face to hide a little fucking pinch or a mistake or a flub like
practicing at low volume is fucking scary but also sick it's because if somebody flub something
it's like I know that was you mostly to be Dan Kenny well we all y'all we all know who it is
that was a sloppy role dude slap roll yeah I've I've heard guards the flub a right hand riff
to you over here and there you know what I mean dude I was listening to myself play early I'm like
I'm sloppy, but I like it, though.
Here's the thing.
I don't know.
I like it.
You're,
your quote-unquote slop,
which isn't sloppy.
Yeah, it's just,
it's just a sound.
It's actually,
no, you know,
and I know we fucking joke,
we make jokes.
We, you know,
we did the whole AI thing
on the fucking pod.
Oh, that shit pissed me off.
Watch cars,
I have a monumental crash out about AI,
telling everyone how sick I am, dude.
It ruined the band.
It ruined a band.
No, but I honestly think,
you know what I think your style is?
Not even,
the best. I mean, just say it.
No, no. No. I thought that's where we're going.
I think your right hand naturally likes to play
Chug Norris.
Chug Norris, dude. That's right.
Like half a beat behind the click type of thing.
Like, if that makes sense.
Like you're just, which honestly is sick.
You never want to be in front of the click.
You want to be slightly behind or on it.
And you're permanently like slightly behind.
Which is fucking sick because it really does make for like that.
It just adds something to.
to the fucking music that's got like, you know, the bounce, the fucking the swing, the head bob shit, it's in your right hand. You have it. You know what I mean? It's in there. It's the brown sound, as I like to call it. It's just fucking in there. You got a couple of brown boys in your band. You're going to have the fucking e-old swag and bounce. You know what I mean? Look, there he is, having a fucking crash out. AI is so sick, dude. I was pissed, dude. AI hitting you with the hard facts, dude.
This is, okay, so we're talking earlier, we're talking earlier about misinformation.
Oh, now, now it's misinformation, you know what I mean?
Okay, so when AI says that I'm sick, it's like true, but when it's AI says that you're sick, there's like, it's misinformation.
It's false.
There's like some weird, like glitch.
Wrong.
Wrong.
Wrong.
Deported.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck.
Dude.
I go, I got a, I got a, I got a Kia.
It's pretty.
sick, dude.
Oh, yeah.
Garza has joined Club Rio.
It's a real exclusive club, dude.
Yep, I have a new club.
I got a 2015 white
Rio.
Thing Fox, dude.
Do you know what, dude?
I'm keyed up.
Yeah, dude.
And, hey, and listen.
This is it.
Dude, fucking.
Oh, dude.
Honestly?
And I...
Dude, the shit runs Prime.
And I got up a car max, too.
Yeah.
Yeah, dude.
Runs like a fucking champ.
And honestly, I know you were like,
sound system sucks in it I think it sounds fine
I mean you uh you can't crank it
at low volume yeah it starts to cut up yeah
I mean listen yeah it isn't got the fucking sound system
that my fucking sion has that thing fucking bumps dude honestly all jokes aside my girl's
car has an insane stock sound system
and it's fucking bumpier well it sounds yeah it sounds fucking crazy dude
she didn't even know that the sound system was that good
she got the car and then never messed with the stereo at all
and when we started dating, obviously, because I'm a fucking nerd, and I play drums, and I like EQing stuff, I got into her car, notice she had a really nice head unit, I was like, hmm, you know, and I started going through the settings, and she had everything just set like stock. It was all flat, everything was at zero.
Dude, I EQ'd the fuck out of it and, like, tuned it up. The stereo in there sounds crazy.
Really?
Yeah. Even our, dude, even our demos for the record in there sound fucking nasty. They smack in there. It's terrifying.
It's smacky.
Yeah.
It's got that hot, hot heat, dude.
Dude, we're bringing the hot, hot heat.
We're bringing the hottest of heat on this next one, dude.
Oh, yeah, real quick, they would close off the Kia combo.
I forgot who brought it up here, but someone brought up, I found out who the Kia boys are.
Yeah, I was like, you know what's up with the Kia boys, dude?
I learned literally here.
I forgot what Bennett was.
But they were talking about Kia boys.
That had to be peeling flesh.
That's a peeling flesh conversation for fucking sure, dude.
I forgot.
Fuck.
I'm willing to bet that was Jason and Soto that talked about the Ki-A boys.
This has got to be.
But I'm saying, dude, if I-
It's got to be.
If I, if I come close to any Kia boy next to my Kia,
I'm going to go full-on Chug Norris.
Just hands-on-sight, dude.
If you're a Kia boy, you are even five feet from my Kia,
I'm going full Chug-N-R-N-I-It's game over.
It's game over.
Chug-Norris, dude.
Chug-N-Ris, dude.
That's it.
Yeah, I will
I will fuck you up
And during and also for
40s new tunes
I'm going full chugnors
We have to
You don't you don't have a choice dude
You don't have a choice because I'm riding
Fucking full chug norse drums to these fucking
You're not you are having mental breakdowns
I had one fucking bad day of writing
No no
You had two
Get the fuck out of here
When I gave you a fucking four four
chug nor is chug you fucking lost your mind
listen I'm sorry that I come from a tech background
okay fucking
tech sucks dude
no one no one even likes tech model dude
gosh
I mean you know
it's all right
I like tech tech's cool
it's not my first fucking pick of the crop
but I listen to it
yeah because your weaner is this it's it lacks
it lacks a distance
I believe it's called death
but you know that's
Okay, dude, I'll let it fly.
Would you rather have a long weener but super skinny or a short weener but like dense?
Dense, dog, all day long.
So you rather have a small, dense weiner?
Dude, I won't, listen, I won't reach the back, but I'll destroy the sides, dude.
That's where it's at, dude.
Look at Jay's turning colors over here, dude.
Come on, dude.
I'll destroy the sides?
Yeah.
What this?
Who says that?
I'll destroy the sides.
I won't reach the back
Well you'll fuck the walls up dude
You know what I mean?
You know a term I heard
Obviously
Uh
Boyfriend Dick
Boyfriend Dick
Like you want to give
You want to give your lady
That boyfriend dick
You know
This is
Yeah
This is a real phrase
I've heard it too
That's the dick
That lasts
100%
You know
That's like
There's love and ball
There's
Exactly
I go
I go by percentage
When you're a single guy being a piece of trash like I used to be,
you got to give them the 70% dick.
You can't give them the 110.
Because then they start catching fucked up feelings and shit,
and it gets fucking weird.
But when you're in a relationship, you give them the 110, dude.
That's just the nature of things, all right?
I don't write the rules I just enforce them, okay?
That's it.
Yeah, so I guess the people are learning.
You don't give them that.
that 110.
Gotta give them like 70, you know?
You want them to know that it's there and you can give them a hundred and ten
if they, you know, act right, but, you know.
It does not feel like 10 months.
No, it really, it really doesn't.
The shit flew by too.
It's kind of, it's kind of nuts.
Like, it is very crazy.
It is weird.
It is weird.
It's like, what the hell?
It was 10 months ago, man.
Yeah.
It was July or like June.
I was in a weird place.
I mean, we all were
For a lot of fucking reasons
I mean, obviously
I was going through it
I know you were going through it
We all kind of were
I think we were all kind of like
I hate using the term
Figuring out what the next move was
Because I mean at least bandwise
We knew what the next move was
And I do believe we did everything right
And now we're in a really sick position in space
But I think just like in our personal lives
I think a lot of us were kind of like
Oh, at the drawing board again
Type of thing
I know I was
Mm-hmm
Yeah, I guess I really put on some
Big Boy pants for sure
Yeah
A new pair of Big Boy pants
New pair of Big Boy pants
You've been wearing like fucking eight different hats
Dude honestly
Kudos to you for that shit
It's a lot dude
People out there in internet world
Dude really have no idea
The amount of work
That is being put in behind the fucking scenes
Right now by you and by us
as a fucking group.
It is.
It's crazy.
It's wild.
It's fucking wild.
But I don't know that I'd want it any other way.
No way.
No way.
And I'm also kind of, you know, much like you, much like me, I like I like to stay busy.
You know what I mean?
Like, downtime is sick.
I had my, I went on, I went on my first vacation, actual vacation this year.
For the first time in like, fucking 15, 16 years or something like that, which is wild when I think about it.
I went, you know, me and my lady went to
Puerto Vallarta to Mexico and for like a week
we were over there for like five, six days
and had a fucking absolute blast.
But it was weird.
I didn't know how badly I needed to break
until I was there.
Oh, nice.
And I was like, oh, shit, like hold on.
Everything's been so go, go, go, go, go.
And then all of a sudden I was in a place where I'm like,
oh, I don't have to worry about going to work.
I don't have to worry about doing this right now.
I don't have to, you know, answer the phone for this or whatever.
I definitely was still checking my emails of stuff
for band stuff and all that shit, obviously.
And not reading them.
Skimming over them, quick skim.
Giving them a quick skim and waiting for guards
and hit the group chat and be like, Ernie, question mark,
and be like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm down.
Whatever you say.
He's like, hey, you're out of the band,
just let you know, I'll be like, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay,
whatever you say, dude, fucking cool.
I'll see you guys in two weeks.
No, I thought I thought it said I'm in the band.
But that was, honestly,
it was really cool,
and it was also very like,
that was one of those moments
where I was like, man, I,
uh, I, uh,
I, like, stopped and, like, paused for a second.
And I was like, oh, man.
Okay, cool.
And it was actually really tight.
It hit a big reset for me.
So when I came back home, I was like,
all right, cool.
Now I'm even more focused.
This is what I got to do.
I got to attack this this way.
Get shit done.
You know what I mean?
And so it's cool.
It's cool, man.
I think I'm like,
I've, like, we,
I know we talk about it.
you know, in when we're
and rehearsals and stuff like that, but like,
the moves that have been made
are really, really sick.
I'm really fucking excited about the rest of this year
and next year.
Next year is going to be fucking crazy.
Yeah.
Which will probably segue us right into what I'm going to talk about next.
Let's see.
Yeah, look at that.
Jay New, dude.
He's like a fucking mind reader, dude.
Boom.
He knew, dude.
Yes, dude.
So, you know.
Starting the year off, best case scenario.
Yeah, with an absolute fucking banger.
We haven't had a big tour in Europe in like years.
Forever.
Years.
Years and say what you want about slaughter, but there's arenas in there.
I'm sorry, but that's kind of sick.
Why are you sorry?
You know what I mean?
I, I am so stoked.
I'm fucking horned up, dude.
I'm pumped.
And I could care less what people think about it.
People want to bring up.
Alex's past.
Hey,
let's look at your past.
Exactly.
How about that?
The dynamic would shift very fucking quickly.
And that's the dark side of humans, man.
100%.
Anyone that will feel us to need to express someone else's wrong doings in their past.
That's probably a 100% chance they've done darker shit,
have darker skeletons in their...
Always.
It's always the people that bark the fucking loudest about it.
It's so weird.
But Alex...
Always.
Alex is a good guy
And
Suza San's
You like us or not
You can say what you want
About our past
But I'm very proud
Of the other guys
In the band
Because
Suza San's hats
With a lot of bands
Don't and you won't admit it
The bands will talk about it
But everyone has spines
We have backbones
Whether we're right or we're wrong
We back our decisions
We stand on it
We're just going to keep moving forward
That's it
That's it.
Especially when you've seen bands drop out tours because...
For far less.
For far less.
Because the internet will attack you.
But most bands have not...
Most bands have not experienced, like, losing it before.
We have.
So it's like, oh, it's like, okay, this is fine.
It's going to pass, but most bands...
And same thing, like, I know I haven't been around since the fucking beginning.
But I'm also very standing firm in that same belief as well.
You come up in an age like this now where...
Everyone is so chronically online, and it's, some people don't realize, dude, again, and I've said, it's not healthy for you, dude.
No, it's not, and the internet is not a fucking real place, dude.
Go outside, go outside and fucking all that shit you talk on the fucking internet.
Go outside and do something about it, literally.
Instead of being in your fucking basement talking shit, go outside.
Go outside and make a difference.
Go outside and start a band.
It's going to play fucking arenas, dude, instead of talking shit in your basement.
Sorry.
You know what I mean?
Like, it just, it is what it is.
I'm excited as fuck, dude
We're gonna go to Europe in January
It's gonna be like fucking
Eight degrees wherever we go
But I'm still gonna have an absolute fucking blast
It's fucking awesome
Those shows are gonna be sick
It's awesome
It's gonna be just a tour full of fucking homies
I can't fucking wait dude
I cannot fucking wait
I talk to a
Talk to someone who's gonna come hang out with us
For the UK shows
You know who
It's gonna be fucking awesome
I talked to him this morning
He's very stoked
Great.
He was like, I'm home.
I'm coming.
I was like, sick.
Which one?
Which, which show?
London.
London?
Nice.
Yeah, yeah.
Dude, we're playing the Academy.
We're playing the Brickson Academy.
Yep.
That shit's going to be wild as hell.
Finally, we're playing a massive show in London.
Oh, yeah.
Man.
Yeah.
It's taking a whole career to even get here, you know?
But like anything, we've trudged through it, dude, and persevered and fucking never, never lost sight of the vision, you know?
where some people lesser educated or fans might disagree.
Unless you're in this fucking circle of five people,
you have no clue what you're fucking talking about.
You have 0%.
Even me trying to explain it.
Even still like you need to be in.
Yeah, to really understand what's going on.
So that's why I never take any of that shit personally, offensively.
I'm like, hey, listen, that's cool.
You can listen to someone else.
You can go watch another band.
Yeah, so we're doing this in a few months.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah, so it sounds washed up.
And it will be sold out.
So, you know, like Dan Kenny said, you know, for every one person online who was bitching about not coming to the show, eight of their fucking friends are going to come and have a blast.
I try to tell the story as soon asance, man.
It's like, it's so, it amazes me how many times I got to say the same thing.
Oh, for sure, for sure.
Say it again and again and again because it's just people that just don't, you just got to drill it.
Oh, hey, look, we're washed up, right?
Well, I look sick.
If you even take off the bottom half of that picture, that's a sick picture.
That got way better
That got way better
Hands down
Get your shitty hands out of it
Every time I see
Every time I see this fucking picture
That's a cool show
Is it 100% the sweatiest outdoor show
I have ever fucking played dude
In Anish is a
It's a hot boy
It fucks though dude
That shit was so sick
It fucks but it's a hot boy for sure
And we did it on Marshalls
You guys did it on Marshall Stacks
Dude
That was the show to us like all right
It's time to get quads
Look at that
I found a
I know I make it
I make it seem to you guys
I don't play guitar
but I play here daily
I'll put some rips
I found something
this month
I learned how to switch
to tuning
oh the transposer
which shout out to Blake
from a
disability tyrant
I used it for something else
completely
I was like oh you can mess
with the tuning
so I could go from
like, you know, A to G
I just,
Boop Boop.
I was like, oh,
what the fuck is he?
You know who told me about that?
Sid. It's insane.
Yeah.
Sid was like, oh yeah,
you could just transpose it
and he like did it and showed me.
I was like, oh, this is fucking crazy.
And it doesn't change the quality of the tone either.
It's so easy and it's fucking,
it's crazy.
And I'm right there.
This might have been one of the videos I watch.
I was like, you know, how to change tuning on
on the quad.
I'm playing songs right now.
I haven't played it since I was like a teenager.
Like a, like, Stain has really awkward tunions.
I learned.
Yeah.
I really learned much trouble, like, to T perfectly.
I love that.
I love that.
So it's basically like, it's dropped, drop D.
And then, but the top screen is G sharp.
So literally I dropped D and that one pitch.
Now I'm G sharp and it's stained.
That's so sick.
And I'm finally, I finally learned at 39 years old mud shovel.
And it's such a.
I love it.
I love that.
Like, damn, if I had it when I was a kid, wow, and also corn.
Oh, yeah.
The thing about corn is like you can't play corn songs on drop a tuning.
No.
I don't play corn songs really.
But so I tune up, I tune up the B and then I drop it on the quad two steps.
Yeah.
So now I'm standard A.
Mm-hmm.
And it's, that's corn.
Once you do a power record, that's just, yeah.
A song I've been playing a lot was, it's called counting.
that that fucking clean riff
dun dun dun you know
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah so I'm playing corn songs now
I'm like oh wow this is
dude it's honestly
not only is that sick but I really
I really do feel like just as
watching kind of from the outside
as a drummer when we're in the room
I feel like ever since you and Mark got the quads
I feel like it's also not only has it tightened up
your guys is playing considerably
I feel like you guys are like
a bit more inspired too because of like having a sick tool to like really like you know
what I mean be a catalyst for like writing riffs and like jamming and having all that shit at your
fingertips on this tiny little thing is really sick like dude if I was a guitar player I'd be
fucking stoked you know what I mean it's it's it's all right there and and that's I think that's the
main thing it's like inspiring oh yeah playing them oh this is oh wow okay this is fucking sick also
I'm comparing it to pedals you know I I've used that small
like the Kirkobane chorus for I don't know how many years.
Oh, that's been in your setup for ever.
So I try to put the small stone through the fucking quad.
And I compare the chorus on the quad.
I was like, is it better?
It's better.
Wow, dude.
It's sick.
It's sick, dude.
That's honestly tight.
Yeah, I take pedals in and out.
The one that you can't really fuck with is the pitchfork.
Anything octave or whammy, you need the pedal.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
You need, and that's like the part of like the one is.
Like, you can't really fuck with that.
Speaking of, speaking of, you know, spacey effects,
a lot of people were commenting on the tour posts.
They're like, we really want you guys to play Lifted in Europe.
I was like, I'm kind of down to put that one back in the fucking set, dude.
I mean, I'll go Chuck Norris.
I love that fucking song, dude.
I'm glad that we played it on the fucking Grint Tour.
I like playing that song.
That's a sick one.
It is a fun song to play.
Oh, yeah.
And with the choir, I can even make that tone.
even more.
That's what I'm saying.
Dude,
like have it sound
exactly like the
fucking album.
It might be tough,
but we're only
playing for 35 minutes.
But it's going to make
for an exciting set list
because we really have to
grind out what
fucking songs we're going to
play or we could
just fuck around
and have two or three
different fucking set list,
dude,
and really fuck the kids up.
You'll never know
unless you come to a show.
Metallica style.
That's right.
Fucking nerds.
We'll see.
Well, if we don't break up
by then,
Yeah, we'll champ some songs.
It'll be sick, dude.
It'll be sick.
We'll champ songs, see what works, see what doesn't.
All I know is it's going to be a really sick time.
It's going to be a good time.
I can't fucking wait, dude.
I haven't been this excited to go to Europe in a fucking long time.
Oh, dude, a long time.
And I like going to Europe.
Like, I enjoy going there, but now I'm extra fucking juice for this one, dude.
I'm actually excited for this run.
And then again, see people are like, you know, they're like,
oh, I can't believe you guys are fucking opening this package.
I'm like, brother, I'm going to be done jamming and sweating by like fucking 8 o'clock every day.
You know how sick that is?
I mean, I get the freshest shower, the freshest fucking laundry,
and then I get to just fucking hang out until it shows over and do whatever I want.
That's what's up, dude.
Honestly, that's what's up.
Do you what one thing we're going to do, we're going to take a, we're going to take that pod.
on the road. Suicide?
It's happening?
I won't...
Just because I won't...
Because people like to take ideas and not give us credit.
Yeah.
So I got some pretty crazy ideas for the suey one.
It'll rock. It'll rock.
Yeah, so...
It'll rock, man.
Yeah, I'm actually looking forward to this run.
I'm like doing a tour just to pay the bills, you know?
Yeah.
Like, there's actual, like, purpose and meaning and, like, a lot of excitement for this fucking tour, you know?
Oh, you know, you know the main purpose of this tour?
What gets me really excited is like, it's such a great tour.
I don't got to hear it from you, Dan Kenny, Mark, or Eddie.
You guys are all satisfied.
Oh, yeah.
Everybody has a tour to look forward to.
Okay, now I don't, now I don't worry about it.
Now they have something to look forward to.
We could not do anything.
Hey, listen, I feel like I'm the least problematic when it comes to that thing.
I'm always happy to fucking be home and grind and do the things we need to do.
to make shit happen.
Do I love, I mean, do I love touring?
Fuck yeah.
But I also like being fucking home and be able to, you know,
sleep in my own bed and pooping my own bathroom every night.
It's kind of sick too, you know what I mean?
I'm just happy to be here, dude.
Always.
Always.
Still ain't lost on me, dude.
I've got a couple more gray hairs over the fucking course of this year that have popped out.
That's something that's changed.
You know what I mean?
Ten months.
Got a few more gray hairs.
A few more gray hairs.
A few more.
A few more gray hairs.
Few more, you know, just lessons wiser.
I think my lady
fucked me up, dude.
Now I just look in the mirror
I'm like, oh no.
Oh no, this is happening.
The brutal Latina truth, dude.
I got hit with a brutal Latina truth
and a keyword truth.
Exactly.
It cuts like a knife, but they do it
because they love you.
You know what I mean?
It's always with love.
Yeah, I look three nine, man.
You know what I mean?
I think you look fucking great, dude.
But here's the thing too.
You look 39 right now
because you got a fucking beard and mustache.
You shave that shit off.
you look like you're fucking 31 again too true you do it's the same with me i haven't shaved in a bit
either i'm pretty pretty fucking hairy right now too i was gonna take the mustache down a bit
because i'm starting to look real fucking like the tapatio man and shit but my girl likes it so i might
let it just rock whatever just trim it up before we go on tour ladies we like facial hair
they do because it hides how ugly we actually fucking are that's what it is man no it's it's
it's dude it's listen it's racist it's just racist fuck look at you beards beards on guys
is literally fucking,
it's contour for men.
Ernie,
if you cut your hair
and shave your beard,
you...
I would look like that fucking guy,
dude,
for fucking sure.
Look,
we got the same cheeks,
same eyes,
same fucking eyebrows.
I would look like
the tap of the old guy
if I cut my hair like that.
I mean,
right now I might look like
the tapathio guy,
ate the top of the old guy,
but, you know,
we're working on it,
you know?
You got a lot of...
Oh, I got another fucking...
I got a text also.
More truth.
I should have fucking
It involved
Basically it was a nice way
Saying that I need to go to gym
It was just a nice way about
But I got I
I read it loud and clear
You got you got you got the
You got the friendly nudge fucking text
Man
You better do some
But one thing I have been doing
I definitely
I've drank a lot less
The past few months
A lot less
I'm still drinking, but a way less.
When's the last time you had a triple?
Last week.
But you probably only had one though, right?
I had one, yeah.
There's little tricks here.
I'll have one less here, one less there.
I'm not going to this.
I haven't been to a show in almost two months.
It's been a fucking, it's been a minute.
Kind of cut back.
So, yeah, Ernie, you're actually the first episode where this is like our kind of next chapter.
Yeah.
Yeah, really.
Last chapter was, you ended the last chapter.
Then we came back in August.
Now this is our first one.
Okay, this is a new one.
It's kind of sick because now we're like, a lot has happened.
We're deep in the fucking writing process.
Like, we have this tour announced.
Moves are being made behind the scenes.
It's sick, man.
All of it's always exciting to me, but especially right now.
Like everyone is, everyone's head is fucking screwed on tight and like shit's about to be sick.
Oh yeah, see, look, that video clip you just put up, I only had one nose ring in that clip, dude.
I've got two.
I've got another fucking hole in my nose.
I've got two of these bad boys now.
I'm not sure about that decision.
You know.
But it's all right, man.
Hey, listen, every now and again, I get a wild hair in my ass.
Put another hole in my fucking face.
I don't know.
Maybe I'll do the septum next, you know?
Oh, shit.
We'll see what's up, dude.
Oh, shit.
Yeah, yeah.
No, no, I'm not going to fucking do it.
Who cares?
That's kind of like one of the weird things about being the band.
Like, there's no, there's nothing like you, you can kind of do what you want.
And that's the scary part.
Yes.
You can't let it, you got to just know when to go extreme, but also know when to.
Went to dial it back, for sure.
Yeah.
You know.
It can't spill over.
Yeah.
It's all, it's all smart decision making.
That's what I like to think.
God, my hair was fucking.
super fucking blonde Jesus
Yeah see look
That's no mustache right there
That was
You know
Still shot
Yeah still shot you know
But no mustache
Should I
Chat what do you guys think
Dude should I
Should I shave the fucking
Crotch duster off
Or should I leave it
Yeah so
Yeah so be honest
In the comments
Should uh
I mean okay look look
Look even right here
When they show you
See it look
Look if you shave your fucking face
Dude
Yeah
It takes the fucking face
You're right back off, dude.
It just depends.
You know what I mean?
It just fucking depends.
Yeah, I like the mature.
For sure.
Like, you know what everyone tells me?
Dude, I look, when I shave and wear a hat and I tie all my hair up in a hat,
I look like I'm fucking like 26, 27.
But I don't like wearing hats anymore, really.
They're kind of annoying.
It gets hot.
It's just one more fucking thing.
It's just one more thing to put on.
One more.
I mean, unless it's the Adidas bucket hat that Garza has, you know, bring that thing back.
dude.
I might bring it back.
You got bring it back
just one time.
You know what?
Bring it to Europe.
That's a super Euro thing.
It is.
You could definitely blend right in
wearing that thing in
fucking Europe.
It is.
Time flies, dude.
Time flies when your
life's falling apart.
Actually, yeah.
I mean, yeah, that's true.
No, man.
Yeah, so yeah.
Dude, in August,
there was no,
we had no
templates,
no systems,
no calendars.
Nothing.
Nothing, dude.
So this is like a weird, like, oh, this feel, oh, wow.
We have a straight head.
Yeah.
Well, and like anything, do they tell you?
There's no easy way around it, do you?
Oh, you fucking lost one pound there.
You got to go through.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Thank God I've lost more since then.
Holy shit.
But yeah, man.
Yeah.
You know, I can't fucking reiterate enough, man.
Things, things are sick right now.
man the movement is fucking sick i'm really happy with what we're doing music wise decision making
wise tour wise just you know and just having like the band continuously be a fucking tight family
unit is fucking sick you know it's dope it's uh the most crucial part absolutely everybody has to
be connected properly yeah 100% i mean like and everyone knows it dude you're in a fucking
you're in a band full time it is being in a
in a five-way marriage, a real fucked-up five-way marriage.
But, you know, or depending on how many people are in your band, five in our case.
Mm-hmm.
You know, Garza hates me.
I love him.
We hate Dan Kenny.
He loves us.
It goes out.
You know?
It's crazy how the music industry, the dark side of our music fans, that dark side, have tried to get rid of us, and it didn't work.
It'll never work.
It didn't work.
It didn't work.
It'll never fucking work, dude.
You can't...
This will snap other bands in half.
100%.
I'm a firm believer in that term.
Iron sharpens iron.
Mm-hmm.
This fucking...
This band really is like ironclad and fucking rock solid.
You guys, even prior to me, have been put through the fucking ringer,
come out the other side of it, still a unit,
lost fucking loved ones, lost band members, all that shit, dude.
And it's just like, yeah.
most bands would have tossed the fucking towel in the first time.
You know what I'm saying?
Still here.
Still here and everyone,
and I can say this as part of the band,
that everyone that we work with and that,
that's in the band and that we work with and that work with us,
genuinely loves doing what we fucking do.
Like, I never,
I still have yet to experience anyone give off that kind of fucking jadedness
where it's like, man, fuck this.
You know what I mean?
And that's something that's really important to me because it's like, you know, I've said it before, dude.
When I dropped out of fucking high school, I knew this was the only thing I wanted to fucking do.
And it's sick to be as old as we are and still doing it and still having fun doing it and still doing it at the level that we're doing it despite what the internet or some industry fucking guy might have to say.
Stop us.
You can't.
Got an album with the name title, dude.
Literally.
Literally.
That's that art imitating life right there.
It's real shit right there.
Yeah, that's just, they call it what's standing on business.
Is that what, is that what?
That's right.
That's right.
Is that what the kids say out there?
That's what the kids are saying, dude.
The cool kids today, they're standing on business.
It's so dark how people is tried so hard.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, yeah, dude.
You cannot fuck with us.
No.
They tried so hard.
And what's weird, people would have a really hard time of, I get it.
Like, you see a logo.
So when you say, I'm not.
When I say you, I'm talking about the people that try to fuck with us.
Yeah, yeah.
When you say suicide sounds, it's very, it's blatantly obvious you're not using your brain properly.
Like you literally can't process a thought and have zero foresight.
And for that, I feel very sorry for you because that means you're not grown as a human being.
When you say suicide silence, just understand, you're talking about me.
You are talking about me.
You're talking about my family.
You're talking about my mom and dad in their 80s that are, I don't even know.
tomorrow's not guaranteed.
They're a lot older.
They've sacrificed so much
for suicide sounds
and Mitch's family
and my girlfriend
and our future family.
When you say suicide
silence and try to drag it down
and get rid of us,
you're talking to me as a human.
I'm just trying to not be a piece of shit.
I'm trying to die.
My purpose on this planet is
I'm trying to die.
I'm trying to die.
It's a decent human.
That's all I'm trying to do.
I'm just a guitar player.
And when these people
are just trying to like
bring it down,
I'm like,
you're talking about
me and my parents and my whole family, my future family have nothing to do with this.
That is some dark shit.
That is fucking dark.
And that's why I said what I said earlier.
Unless you're the five of us or even the six, you know, from past members like Alex and Mitch and all that stuff, dude, unless you're in that fucking circle of people, your words hold fucking zero weight and you truly don't know anything about what we do, what we know, and how we go about doing things.
So that's why, you know, it's like, it's why, again, I never lose sleep at night over someone's fucking internet opinion.
You know, or negativity.
I'm like, all right, dude.
I don't lose sleep, but it helps me get up in the morning.
For sure, for fucking sure.
If that makes sense.
Absolutely.
Anyone who knows knows that phrase makes a lot of sense.
Same for me, too.
I sleep good, but when I wake up, it is there and I fucking get my ass up.
Yeah, gets the fucking job done, you know what I mean?
And also, if anything truly happened, I always say this, like, if anything was truly wrong with suezance and I feel someone was truly fucked up as a person, I would be the first to pull the plug.
Yeah.
Like, no doubt.
But, you know, you got to give people chances and you got to grow.
And if I personally believe everything is fine, then we wouldn't be a band.
100%.
Because why being a band we had no fucking money?
For a long time.
Like there's no, like what's keeping us here is,
it's always been about the music.
100% first and foremost.
Still,
still does.
So,
yeah,
fuck everybody.
It always goes back to that.
It's fuck everybody.
Look at that.
Look at that fucking group of dudes right there, dude.
You don't listen to suffocation,
fucking poser.
You're all,
you're all fired.
You're all fucking fired.
I'm taking all the publishing.
I'm taking the whole five dollars.
He's like,
can you guys guys?
a check, send it to my direct deposit real quick.
Should be pretty easy.
And I'm buying a beer.
Yeah?
You know what?
One beer.
Did you use that royalty check to get that sick pack of fucking Reese's peanut butter cups, dude?
I've been thinking about eating them, but...
I've seen you eyeball him a couple times.
Except, but then I have another thought, like, should, I just wait for dinner.
He's going to ruin his dinner if he eats him now.
I do believe...
I do believe in spoiling your dinner.
I don't think you should do that.
You know, every once in a while, it's okay, but I think these would be a cool after-dinner.
Treat.
Yeah. Oh, and also, real quick to our close off this dark subject, one thing I don't, I don't put enough emphasis on is the people that defend you. That's pretty fucking sick.
Yeah.
Everyone that comes out to the shows and buys the shirts and even in the comments, that's pretty, that's fucking sick.
That's what I'm saying. And thank you. Yeah, thank you to those fucking people that believe in what we do, that support the fucking vision, support the band, support what the band has always.
strive to fucking be about and continues to be about.
And yeah, you know, again, I can, I, the fucking list goes on and on.
I can say so many good things about it.
And I'm just, I'm fucking happy to be along, to be a fucking part of it,
to be a part of this band's fucking legacy and history, man.
It's, it's sick to fucking be here.
I'm excited as fuck.
We're excited as fuck to unleash hell on these kids fucking next year, dude.
God damn, dude.
Going full chug Norris.
Chug Norris, dude.
I was thinking about this today.
I'm gonna feel like I'm cheating.
Even like the thought of like sitting down a day and just playing guitar and writing, sounds wrong.
If all you're doing is playing guitar, there's people like me that are going to fuck you up that are doing everything.
It sucks.
Trust me.
I mean, it happens.
It cript in your head, like wearing so many hats.
Sometimes it does spill over to like the music.
Yeah.
But in the end, you like, you.
You always is, you can't deny that it makes you a better person.
And that's what pisses me off.
It makes you better person.
So, so you can't really hate it, but just a thought of like, once the work is truly done and shit's, it's an oil machine, like this podcast, it's an oil machine.
Things are cool.
Just the thought of sitting back and playing guitar, I'm like, damn, you're fucked.
If you're going up against me, I'm literally going to kill you without even like, there's not even like a close,
second place.
There's not even,
you're like,
you're years,
years past.
We're coming for your heads.
And just,
and just call me
Chug Norris.
I'm going full Chug Norris.
Chug,
fucking Norris, dude.
I'm not there yet,
but I am going full Chug Norris,
he's got a second right hand
on top of his other right hand,
dude.
Shit's crazy.
There he is,
dude, the man himself,
Chug Norris, dude.
Are you going to wear that
shirt on stage to you?
Unbuttoned, dude?
I want another shirt.
I mean, like,
my face in there,
just chug Norris.
Take every like
Maybe like the back is like
Burning all like the other bands
Or like or like they're like hung
That's the most damn shit ever
I'm just like looking down naked
No you should you should fucking
Key shorts
Waring the fucking Chuck Norris shorts
We're wearing fucking churner shorts
Waring fucking jorts
Dude, what if you were like the fucking, like,
the puppet master in your fucking hands have them all fucking hanging from your fucking fingers?
That's hard too, dude.
Jesus!
Action passed, dude.
Regardless with the work, I do feel of that deep, competitive side coming back.
It's like, I'm, you know, pissed off again.
I was always, oh, it's good.
We need it.
It's nice.
We need it.
It's very needed.
I miss it.
It's, it's the sickest.
It's honestly the sickest.
If you hear me talking about you, just, if you see me in person,
you have
just
I will say
too worse
to you
you're welcome
that's it
that right there
Garza's coming up
to you like that
right there dude
The two Draco's
just fucking smoking
dude
Yeah you don't want to
fuck with that guy
You don't
Look at his fuck
He's got the lemon
pepper steppers on
dude
Imagine me with this outfit
I'm going to
Crazy work dude
Crazy work
I'm gonna write the record
In this topic
Man
I'm gonna write the record
With this outfit
And that's it
That's it
That's, that, dude, that outfit creates fucking riffs, dude.
Scary riffs.
I do feel the competitive that, it's like deep.
It's like coming out.
It's like, kind of fly out.
I'm like, oh, there it is.
There's that fucking eight-year-old kid.
It's like, this pissed.
Someone's taken up.
Kind of, kind of, immature.
Oh my God, dude.
These keep getting fucking better and bettered.
Dude, I need a bazooka.
I need a fucking bozook.
Bazook.
Bazook blast?
Yeah.
Bazu
Blast on the record, dude
For the bazooka Rift,
dude
Speaking of
Bazooka,
I got number three
coming.
It's almost done.
Number three is coming.
Oh, word?
Yeah, I'm gonna call it.
Holy shit.
I'll probably name it.
Damn.
Chub Norse.
Number three.
Lucky number three, dude.
That's crazy work.
Fuck.
Number three is coming.
It's probably
I probably be done in the...
I know we talked about it
and we can't talk about it
and tell me what's rough
like the colors that you're doing there.
I know you told me a night.
Oh,
I'll tell the color.
It's going to be a pearl,
pearl white.
Oh,
that's okay,
okay.
I've always wanted a white guitar.
Always.
Damn, dude.
Always wanted.
Classic but modern.
God,
it's gonna be so horned up,
dude.
It's gonna be you.
Are you,
are you going?
No,
no fret markers,
too?
Same,
yes, same.
Same specs.
Same thing.
Fuck yeah.
Things are gonna be so hard,
dude.
It came out of nowhere, too.
I don't know where.
It did evolve a game of golf.
So golf is sick.
Golf is really...
Golf is tight.
Dude, first promo photo I'm going to take.
It's going to be me next to the Kia.
Club Rio with the fucking strats next to you, dude.
I want to have the strat next to the fucking white Kia.
You need to stand on the roof of the fucking Rio, dude, with both fucking rigs in your hand, dude, and the third one behind you.
That's it, dude.
That's it.
Yeah, so this is going to be...
It means a big hard body, dude.
This is going to be in a promo shot.
To me honest, I'm tired of all these guitar players are posting their fucking sick cars.
It's dumb.
I'm going to post my- He's posting the fucking Kia with the fucking guitar rig.
With the fucking fender strap.
With the Kia?
Hard.
Fuck, everybody.
God damn, dude.
You got me juiced.
Now I'm all fucking juiced up, too, dude.
I'm fucking.
I'm bringing the hot, hot heat, dude.
The hottest of heat.
I'm bringing that hot.
I'm almost there.
I'm not there yet, but I'm close.
There's always a new.
Obstical.
A new obstacle.
New obstacle.
But they're necessary.
They're necessary.
I gotta find a drummer.
I gotta find.
I gotta go on Craigslist.
You gotta go shirtless and fucking don't shave your chest so that you're just like that, dude.
I will admit here, I don't have that hairy of a chest.
No, no, neither do I.
Even if you don't shave it, like, damn, how do you have that, how are you that hairy?
I think Mark might be the only one who's probably close to being that hairy.
That's fucking hairy.
That's it.
Yeah.
None of us are, none of us are.
What's their hairy boys?
Chuck Norris probably has a hairy wiener.
For sure.
For sure he does.
There's no way he doesn't.
Are you fucking kidding me?
Okay.
If someone paid you a thousand dollars.
Oh, here we go.
Is someone paid you a thousand dollars?
Okay, I'll give you a thousand dollars right now in cash.
Fresh cash.
Okay.
Would you rather touch Chuck Norris's wiener or his balls?
But you have to touch one to get the thousand dollars.
That could be yours.
I'm probably going sack
You're going to touch a sack?
I'm probably going sack
You're going to touch
Chuck Norris's sack?
Dude, I feel like touching
Chug Norris' fucking sack
Probably like
Will give me some crazy
Like extra amount of testosterone
Because he's a fucking man's man
Dude, I don't know
There's just
He's probably got juju dude
I would touch a sack for a thousand bucks
That's gay though
20 bucks is 20 bucks
Dude fucking
Listen, all right
I'm not fucking scared
Okay but there's
There's also
catch. Oh, oh, okay. All right. Hold on. Pause. No ditty. Roll it back. What's the fucking catch. You got to give me 15%.
There's a finder's fee. All right. Hold on a second. I get, I get the finder's fee.
I'm bad at math. It's 15% of a thousand. Somebody quick. I just been on like this chug Norris kick.
Oh, 150 bucks? All right. That's fine. I give you 150 bucks. That's cool.
Appreciate that. That's a good deal. That's good deal. I appreciate that, man.
you know there's no time limit
at how long I got a touch right
I could just like
give him the love tap and get fucking paid
I just I don't grab
like I got a fondle
it's gonna be like a solid like 100%
a 110 grabbed
he always moves his old
yeah
he always moves
the cold post
oh my god
that's why I'm making sure
because we're because we're negotiating
the contract in real time
So it has to be like a 1 10% grab.
All right.
Full ball grab for $1,000 and I give you $150.
Yeah, I'll still do it.
I'm not scared, dude.
Oh, yeah.
After a workout.
After a workout.
All right.
Okay, that tips the scale in the other direction.
Don't be a pussy about it, dude.
If it's after the workout, I'm not giving you this.
15% I'm keeping the extra 150 yeah that that's the deal or no deal right there dude that's
it like yeah that's after a workout I'm good I know how gross my balls are when we get
off stage dude I would not want to touch someone else's nuts like that dude fuck that okay
this conversation took a hard left turn really fucking quick how did we get here no one more and
then I won't stop I promise right one more hit me with the hot hot heat okay okay let's say
Your job in the band is seriously at at Jeopardy.
And it's only one way that you could save your job.
It's only one way.
I knew it was happening one day, dude.
And we have a fucking direct support tour with sleep token.
We're fucking playing the form.
And we're getting paid more than a sleep token because we're sick.
But there's only one way that could save your job.
What is it?
Is you got to make eye contact with Chuck Norris's boner for one hour.
you just had to look at it.
Oh, like look at it? Yeah, I can do that.
Like eye contact.
Yeah, it's fine.
Okay.
You fuck?
That's fine.
I'm staring at an object.
Yeah.
Whatever.
And then you had to, and then when,
then when the fucking,
then when the hour's over,
you had to hold his hand and be like,
thank you.
Thank you for this beautiful moment.
I'm telling this was a lovely tea party, dude.
Absolutely, dude.
I'm not scared.
Okay.
I'm not fucking scared, dude.
And then after that,
I'm just kidding.
Okay,
and then after that?
No, then, well, I really,
Ernie, I really appreciate your dedication to this band.
Dude.
And that's how.
I'm here. I'm here.
And that's how you do it, man.
That is.
That is how you do.
You show it for your boys, dude.
You know what I mean?
Look at them, dude.
All greased up and shit, dude.
That's crazy.
He's greased up.
It's going to go on for a while.
And I think, uh, there has to be shirts, dude.
Because I'm always looking for ways
And you always to say chug
And when I heard chug Norris
I'm like
Why didn't I think of that?
Honestly, it was like the fucking
Like the light bulb fucking went off
Because Dan King said it
But he said it in the different way
He met chug like
Chug beer
Right, right
Because that's what we're like
Oh, okay
And then you were like wait
No chug nor yeah
I was like
Fuck
Good God dude
Like
I'm thinking like
Chug me
Like chug now
Or like
Chug me up
or own
Only chugs, dude
Only chugs
Man chug Norris is like
That's what's so crazy about English
Like when you find word combinations
You're like what the fuck
They're endless
You just gotta find them
Chug hub dude
What's the hub?
No porn hub is dark dude
That's just dark
Well I have a couple more things
Ernie
Shoot
Before we wrap up this beautiful moment
Yeah
One it's what's on your mind
what is on what is on what's on my mind yeah oh man uh nothing okay yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah no i'm i'm uh i'm uh i'm just excited to get back to writing this uh this coming
this coming week which we're in tune very very very very close very very very close did i miss
anything what what's been going on uh with with the internet the internet
I'm feeling like I'm missing something.
I don't know.
Oh, wow.
He fuck.
Jada's brought my mind.
Oh.
Jad is buried my mind.
Yo.
Damn.
Well, shout out to Nick O'Hunnel, man.
It's sad, but it's probably taking a little break.
Again, I watched, I watched his video about it and all stuff.
And we kind of talked about it a little while ago.
Like, you really never know what someone's going through, especially, you know, you know,
And I kind of never really thought about it in the manner that he explains it when it's like,
that's a dude whose job in life has been online for the last, what, 10, 12 years or whatever?
Like, that's fucking crazy, truly.
And he said it, you know, it is, it's, there's a lot of parallels when it comes to what he does and when it comes to what we do.
You know, you, it's like there's still a job to be done.
It's like for us, you know, we go on fucking tour and a loved one back home,
passes away or some shit like that.
And a lot of the times it's like, you can't go home.
You got to keep, you have to keep touring.
You have to keep fucking, you know, dancing for the fucking big man or whatever you want
to call it.
And it does take its fucking toll on you.
But at the end of the day, what I guess all that to say, kudos to Nick for realizing
that he's like, hey, you know what?
This is not good for me right now.
I need to fucking take some time away and, you know, get my shit together.
all this stuff. I respect it, man, because it's like, it is. That shit, your, your mental health
is fucking important, man. And, you know, it's first and foremost that stuff is really important.
You can, you can get so sucked into it all and not realize that you're crumbling beneath the
fucking surface until, until it happens. And you're just like, holy shit, where of the last 10, 12
years of my life gone, I've missed all this stuff. I've had to de-prioritize things to,
you know, get on the internet and make a video for people on the internet because it's my job
and stuff like that. It's, it's really wild. It's really crazy. I watch the whole thing on the
on the way home from work. And yeah, man, shout out Nick. I hope he's doing well. I hope he's
getting the rest he deserves and the fucking, you know, rechargeing the batteries. And hopefully
he can get everything, get everything sorted, get him, get himself into a good place mentally and, you know,
come back at some point.
Maybe even come back, who knows?
Yeah, you know.
Come back or not.
But if not, none of us would be upset or blame you for it.
You know what I mean?
No, you got to take care of yourself.
Yeah.
I've seen it happen, man.
He's a very hard worker.
For sure.
Period.
For fucking sure.
And people start YouTube without even knowing exactly the way it is.
It's a fucking, how do you explain this?
It's like something that you put coal in.
Yes.
It's like a furnace or something?
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
Yeah.
you know like a coal-powered furnace or a fucking um you know yeah and it's and
you have to stoke the flame constantly and feed the fucking meter and you know you get to you get
to a fucking point where yeah you know like yeah like looking at this right here you have you built
this from the fucking ground up you built that from the ground up and there's still so much room
for growth and all that shit but if people really knew
the amount of work that goes into making
those numbers happen
even to where that's at is daunting.
It's crazy.
It is crazy.
And I'm not saying this shit because
I'm your bandmate and I'm in a band with you
and we're friends.
You genuinely are one of the hardest working fucking people
I have ever encountered in my life
when it comes to doing this.
And when you talk about wearing the multiple hats
and shit like that, that's not me like,
you know, fucking jerking you off or whatever.
It's like, it's crazy.
dude. You have
four different full-time jobs
outside of being in this fucking band.
It's crazy. It's crazy.
But you make it work.
You know what I mean? And also
shout out our guy fucking Jay
back here, dude. It's been me
and Jade is grinding, man. Literally.
It's literally. It's only like a two.
I believe in the Joe Rogan model
have a fucking
circle so fucking small, dude.
So all you have is people that
you trust. It's it. One,
or two people maybe,
tops,
tops.
That's it.
Yeah.
Every clip,
people don't know this,
so you can't have to,
like,
talk about it.
Every clip you see,
all the social media stuff you see,
it's Jay and it's handcrafted.
Yeah.
You,
I could tell when I see like an AI clip,
everything is,
all this you see are handpicked
by me and Jay and their handmade.
Yeah.
And that,
that constitutes you guys sitting,
in here going through hours of fucking footage
to get the clips.
And I know that. Everything is chosen by us.
Everything is chosen by us.
To the name, every little thing is heart
and soul. So if it does well,
sick, if it pops, or who cares?
Yeah. It's everything that we have literally
handpicked. But I respect that about it
too because it's so
like it truly is like organic
and done by the two of you.
This isn't some shit that you guys
throw into a generator and be like, cool, it's going to make a
fucking clip here. We're going to put it up and just let it be up
fucking easy street it's like you guys are doing the fucking work that's awesome it's awesome man
and like i said these just the machine as a whole dude it's a it's a crazy time right now it's
crazy i wish people knew yeah it's uh it's it's it's a it's a furnace like it's constant coal and
once you stop putting coal in there it stops yeah it'll bring it is shocking how like it stops so
i do feel for like i guess you could call them YouTubers or influencers because for us i mean it's
we we get this
yeah so there's work and it
it fucking sucks sometimes but we get like
the in-person interaction and there's
and there's this there's always this payoff
yes yes we we get the hang out with chris barnes
and shit we get to talk to you
we have in-person stuff
and even us this is fucking crazy dude
this is tough on our minds
100% emotionally like this is
crazy so the idea of
it not
Not having the payoff, I honestly couldn't do it.
So I do feel sorry for like, you know, like people that live on the internet.
And that's, you got to put out content, content, content.
Like, where's like, where's the payoff?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Where's the fucking pay off.
It's a wild thing, dude.
The internet is a wild place.
You know.
Like, you need that human connection.
For sure.
For sure.
That's why I was, honestly, it's why I was so stoked to come back in here and fucking do this.
It's been such.
I'm like, damn, fuck yeah.
We just picked right up where we fucking left off.
I love that.
And it's cool because it's just like still kind of completely separate from the riding process and the band stuff.
But you know what I mean?
Like we're just, we're fucking hanging.
We're hanging.
We're in here fucking chopping up.
Dude, it's nice.
It's nice to be back.
I'm glad I made the drive down from L.A.
Yeah.
Next time we'll pick a day where we're not working.
So, well, next time we'll get fucking hammered.
I'm down.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Do me, me and just browsing the internet and like it's kind of weird like seeing, I don't know how to word this, but like you see like the thumbnails.
It's like a someone reacting to another YouTuber that's reacting to that thumbnail.
It was like a weird thumbnail.
I'm like, dude, this is.
Thumbnailsception, dude.
This is weird, dude.
I'm sorry.
I back the content thing, but it got really weird.
I don't know if you guys saw it.
I don't know when the post went up.
It might have been this morning or yesterday.
But I think what's his name on Instagram?
Breakdown King made a post with the Garza podcast clip in the,
the back that somebody was like also like talking about i just saw on the way to work it's uh
oh where is it at this guy post so much shit holy crap dude he's he's he's he's on there shout out
dude i respect it dude it's it's a lot dude is fucking crazy oh right there there it is
yeah he's like caught these two watching people in flesh yeah yeah the shit has mad views
that's crazy wow
see the YouTube stuff and
actually I've been hearing this has actually been going
on for many years is like
you like kids in the high school
in college like oh I want to grow up and be like
a YouTuber or like a
influencer but you don't really know
the work
it's work it's not like you just go on YouTube
everybody wants to be a YouTube or an
influencer until it's time to be a fucking
YouTuber and influence and they realize
how much you actually got to fucking do
and they're like oh you know what
maybe not you know
it's true it's true it's like legitimate work well because you also like anything else you also have to remember
what you're seeing on the fucking screen is this much of what's actually going on in the background to get to that point
and that's a lot of people still don't grasp that concept you know and i don't blame them or anything
like that but yeah it's it's fucking wild man it's a shillot of work it's a shillot of work and it's a shillot of work for a very very
small demographic of people
who are actually psychotic enough to do it.
That entails people like you and myself
and that handsome guy over there.
You know what I mean? It's crazy.
I mean, coming from me, I couldn't do it.
I can't talk shit. I couldn't do it.
Like, again, we've had conversations.
I remember you hit a fucking moot point a couple times
where you were just like, oh, dude.
Fuck, man.
This is like, yeah.
A couple mental breakdowns.
Like, dude, this is like so much work.
But at least we have like,
You have the constant light of the headed and tunnel.
And the constant, you have constant payoff.
You're hanging out with people.
It's like that, that human connection, that's, that's, that's the payoff.
It's true.
And you hear about it.
And like, so that, that's sick.
But to do this and then had not the, no connection?
I couldn't do that.
No, fuck, no.
I couldn't do that.
So hats off to people that do that.
That's not me.
Yeah, no. No.
And I think that's also something really special in this platform, too,
with you in mind, like doing this thing, you know, in the music world and shit like,
that like, dude, sometimes I'll just go click on the page and just scroll the thumbnails and look
at all the fucking people that you've talked to in the last four years.
It's wild.
It's fucking crazy, dude.
It is wild.
And you've really still only scraped the fucking tip of the iceberg.
There's still so many other sick guests that you're going to have sitting in this very
fucking chair, dude.
It's going to take my whole life.
Yeah.
This is like a lifetime.
Yeah.
It's funny.
I know, like, if you're starting a podcast, you need.
need to think like 20 years 40 years ahead i've already done my mental vision yeah i'm on the five-year
plan then the 10 year plan the 15 years like the 30-year plan there's things that i'm thinking about
that i know no one else thinking about how am i going to do this then i'm always planning for like
trend uh changes and uh but it's it's it's a lot dude look at that it is and goats and this is not
even like we have even i know we have me a scratch the surface that's what i'm saying i keep saying i keep
telling people my brain right now is at 60%.
I'm not even like, I'm clear ahead,
but I'm still not anywhere near where I need to be.
I'm still,
I'm still figuring.
There's no one that I can call it,
but how do you do this?
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So we're kind of,
so me and Gior are kind of left to just kind of figure things out.
So, but,
but once I'm at 100 and we're flying,
and the only way you,
and this is like a weird thing, like the,
the, I don't know,
I don't know what you call it.
Like the listening,
muscle, like the focus muscle, it's a very, it's an extremely fickle and weak muscle.
If you're not constantly doing it, it goes away quick.
Yep, it does.
And it's scary.
It's like, sometimes someone will sit down and start doing it like, I forget how to do it.
Like, really?
We did one two weeks ago.
It's a very weak muscle.
So if you, if you want to, you got to condition it constantly.
Constantly.
And we put out a podcast every two weeks.
And I'll argue, that's not enough.
Yeah.
If you're not putting out a podcast at least once a week,
like I had nothing to tell you.
Like there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's still no way for you to get better.
There's no way.
Yeah.
And we put out two weeks.
And even now,
I'm like,
damn,
maybe we should,
I,
I,
I'm talking,
maybe I should do like one more or somewhere.
Like,
it's,
it's such a weak,
weak muscle.
And it goes away so,
it's not like riding a bike.
It goes away so fucking quick.
I'm like,
yeah,
you have to keep it fucking.
It's,
it's shocking.
walking sometimes.
And we're at like,
we're almost like to a 200.
I'm like,
it's nothing.
Fuck.
It's nothing.
That's fucking crazy.
200 podcasts is nothing.
You're like,
maybe you're like kind of walking up to like the like start like start of like the race.
Yeah.
Like walking kind of kind of us in the band.
Yeah.
We're what are at our eighth record.
Yeah.
It feels like we're just starting.
I've been saying that a lot,
but it feels like, okay,
now we're at the starting point.
Mm-hmm.
Okay, cool.
And I love that.
I fucking love that, dude.
It's fucking...
Just work.
But, man, it is...
Right there.
It is worth it.
Click that, click that picture of Mayhem Garza.
Right there, dude.
That's...
That's a few pounds lighter.
That's all you need to know right there, dude.
Fuck with me.
There's a guy that's gonna turn 40
and headbangs harder than all the upcoming my espades
at the core bands.
That's factual shit right there.
What's up?
I will head bang harder than all these bands
that are supposedly killing it.
I will fuck you up.
Strongest back, strong as back and neck in deathcore, dude, besides Corps grinder.
Yeah, he's, he's, he's the go.
Course grinder is the go.
It is fucking wild.
How old is he?
Like, 55?
I look at him like, oh, I'm okay, I'm ch-oh.
That's, that's called conditioning every day, dude.
That dude's deck is conditioned to just do that.
Look at that fucking shit.
Is this recent?
God, dude.
Is this recent?
Oh, my.
Holy fuck, dude.
See, this is what it's all about, dude.
This is my North Star.
Course Grindr.
Monkey.
I know.
And I think Angus Young might be in there
because he's old as fucking so trying to do his thing.
He's still going.
So those three guys are my no star.
Jesus Christ, dude.
You have all these bands in their early 20s
don't even fucking move.
Are you serious?
Good God, dude.
This is the goat.
You cannot fuck with that, dude.
Honestly, I can't do that.
That's insane.
I would throw up on myself, dude.
I would throw up so quick, dude.
There's things that, of course, granted with head being harder than me,
but I got a few moves that could rival him.
You got some moves in the box that you let out every now and again.
See, that's what it's all about.
Straight up, straight up.
That's what it's all about.
Jesus.
We got a hot, man.
God dang it.
That hot heat, dude.
Do we miss anything?
I feel like I went on a few rants.
Look, look, that was just back in October, dude.
All this is.
Going in the paint right there.
Ready?
We're just ranting.
That's right, dude.
Look at that.
Look at that.
That's a strong fucking back and neck right there if I've ever seen one, dude.
That's yoga.
That's it, dude.
Yoga and gym.
That's it.
Now you guys know the secret, dude.
Stretch, do yoga.
Go to the fucking gym.
Eat bean and cheese burritos, dude.
Keep your fucking neck strong.
Dude, all the secrets are born as special.
fuck.
But it's
what gets the
fucking job
done though.
You gotta
I try not
be that guy.
Like I don't want to be
like the self-pop guy
but you gotta get up really
you gotta make your
fucking bed
go to gym
yoga.
It's true.
It's true, man.
It's the discipline.
It's just like.
It just works, dude.
There'll be a time
where I skip the gym
and I come in here
so unfocused
and it blows me away.
Again,
that fucking weak,
that brain like
is a weak muscle
is like,
oh you're gone.
Yep.
I missed a gym a week and I'm a fucking idiot now
And I think it also
I think real like real talk
I think also age affects it a lot too
The age is scary you have to keep it sharp
Dude I've always said this dude
And I will continue to say this until the fucking day I'm dusty
And in the fucking ground dude
My grandpa made it to 101 years old
But he kept his fucking brain sharp
Until the day he was gone dude
And that is really what has given me
Wow
That like the insight and like the knowledge to be
like okay cool like you know it's it's easy it's easy in your life to like you know as an aging
fucking person to be like man like all right like that's it i'm getting old or i'm starting to
fucking fizzle out it's the the moment you start letting your fucking brain even believe that
it'll start happening because for me that's where it starts it's like it's your it's your
brain your brain is your main fucking frame it controls everything and if you keep your fucking
brain sharp and your focus fucking raises sharp and you're constantly challenging your brain
to fucking learn new things and read and and just stay mentally fucking sharp I actually feel
like it does help you not only a age a bit slower but it keeps your fucking brain healthy
and fucking young because it is a muscle too it is there's tissue in it and all like you know what
I mean and I really do feel that way and you know shout out my fucking grandpa rest in peace
100 to 1, dude, and literally
still sharp as a fucking knife.
Yeah.
It's crazy as fuck.
That's sick, dude.
Yeah.
You know, I aspire to be that fucking guy, man.
100%, dude.
That dude lived with
purpose and integrity
till the very fucking end, dude, and I'm like,
cool, man.
That's all I want to be like.
That's awesome, though.
Yeah, 100% dude.
Hard.
Only guy I know that worked harder than you.
Definitely.
definitely an insane fucking work ethic dude
but it's awesome that I have
that I have you as a friend and a bandmate
to also look up to you with your fucking work ethic
too it's like sick it's not
you know what I mean it's cool to know there's other people
that fucking want to work that hard too
and be like yeah that always keeps side of the
fucking vision that's
and Nash was shit dude
you know what else is working though
it's uh
my dude I'm always horny
yeah that'll also keep you pretty fucking motivated too
I'm not gonna lie I'm pretty fucking
juice 24-7 also so there's that
that's great we're getting older
and we still got that
still got the fucking the heat
dude that hot hot heat
dude well testosterone
is a primary male sex hormone
there you go I learned that right now
this is very true
what's exciting is a
yeah Jay's killing it we're killing it
it's fucking but there's
it seems like
whenever like there's like a plateau
he always break through
and you have like a new emotional and mental capacity.
For sure.
Because right when I think, oh, this is, I'm done.
This is where we're at.
But like, you break through it.
Like, oh, wait, you can handle more.
You can handle more.
You can handle more and not get burnt out.
Burnt out is from this, which, you know, I felt out, you know, not having a good system.
You know, and if someone says they're working smarter and not harder, they're fucked.
100%, dude.
I'm working smarter and harder.
Dude.
How can you do more, just be a little bit more wise and more focused.
and no.
I believe it was
God's hate that said this.
Life is hard.
Be harder.
Yeah.
That's fucking right, dude.
That's fucking right.
I need that like a...
Right there.
That's right.
Be harder.
That's right.
They should make
like boxers or something.
Or like some kind of...
They have six shorts,
but I'm not going to lie.
Dude, a pair of gods hate briefs.
I'd wear them.
Briefs, yeah.
Dude, briefs?
Fucking be harder right over the fucking junk, dude.
I'll wear them shits in a second, dude.
That'd be hard where people will buy it.
That's right.
Dude, shout out.
Shout out the young brothers, Taylor, Colin, love them.
Free idea.
Free idea.
Free ideas.
Free ideas.
Be harder.
Let's go.
Dude, they have swag merch.
Yeah, yeah, those shorts are hard.
I'd wear those shits in a second.
I'll see pictures of their merch pop up on, like, social media.
I'm like, they had the best merch.
They have sick fucking merch, dude.
They do.
They really do.
I see the, I see that thought and creative.
Oh, yeah, absolutely, dude.
That's fucking dope.
Like, damn, why don't we get sick?
The camo tracks suit, let's go, dude.
The matching hoodie and sweatpants?
I bet you could spin kick in those fucking things all day long, dude, for sure.
I will spin kick you wearing those pants.
Is that going to be your new pajama rig for the bus or what, dude?
Let's go.
No, I'm wearing the, I'm wearing the,
fucking corn track suit.
To bed?
After the show, you're going to put it on and sleep in your bunk like this?
That might be my after show outfit.
When the show is over, I'm going to walk around with the corn track suit and drink a lot.
See, okay, see, here's the thing, though.
You're right on the money with that, too.
You know why?
Because that track suit is loud as fuck.
Hell of European also.
You're going to blend right in wearing that fucking thing in Europe, too.
Are you kidding me?
I won't even stand out.
Dude, you and Jack will be fucking twins.
You guys are both going to be wearing Adidas track suits.
the entire fucking time.
I should probably do that.
Look at those things, dude.
Fuck yeah.
The Russian tracks.
I will say I feel so cool with it.
I'm like, I feel like.
Honestly, it's a sick-ass jacket, too.
I'm like, this is me.
Wait, do you have the matching pants?
Yeah, I do.
Oh, shit.
Have you worn them?
They're massive.
They're like baggies.
Oh, that's right.
That's right.
I need to get them like, what's that?
Fucking tailored.
Yeah, tailored.
Yeah.
I mean
Man
I mean the
The wiener is happy
But yeah for sure
It's got room
But you know
It's like it's still but too
New Metal
I feel it
I know what you mean
I was never like a
Janko's guys
Yeah
Damn
Jenko shout out the boys
In Orthodox
Oh speaking of a sick album
You heard that new Orthodox
album?
No
Boy
That John is
Heavy
Yeah
Oh yeah
That new Orthodox is
That new Orthodox is fucking
sick as shit.
Real fucking sick.
Well, Mike's a better drummer than you, so.
Mike is a better drummer than me.
Mike is fucking goaded, bro.
They're gonna be here in August, right?
They are, yes.
This will be one of the shows I'll be at.
They're actually here on Shiloh's birthday.
Oh, wow.
Yeah.
Good.
Yeah.
Ah, they're so fucking sick.
Dude, I love fucking Orthodox.
Shout out the boys in Orthodox.
They are.
They are heavy.
Some good.
boys right there man good boys and also and shout out to uh lepanic guitar players i love him i love
he is a psycho dude his riffs are fucking crazy and he plays a guitar upside down and fucking
it's just it's so fucking crazy dude that's just a talented bunch of fucking dudes right there
dude all of them all of them and yes mike is a better drummer than me and also's a better
guitar player than me you know they're insane dude handsome shiloh crebs dude
denim dan
all that fucking jeans on
I love it
love him
but they're all
you know big pants music
they're all about the ginkos
and the big pants
I love it
of course
they rock that shit dude
dude wait till I start
practicing
it's gonna be over
for all you bitches
dude
wait till I start
wait till I practice
for the first time
in my whole life
when I have to sit down
and
just try to practice
I have some
uh
is you playing right-handed
that's not awesome
that's their other guitar player
Ben
they have a guitar player
yeah I think he's
I think he's a new addition to the band
oh yeah but also sick as fuck
super sick yeah man
they're sick I love Orthodox
I would also love to tour with them
at some point as well too
I know we've tried in the past
yeah but
but you ruined it so
okay Ernie had this name
where like what talk about
hey maybe we should get this band
on the on a tour
and he'll literally DM on our text from and call him
hey you guys you guys are on the tour
I was like, let's get this thing
fucking done.
No, I was like, no, we got like,
go to the proper channels.
Oh, my shit.
Sorry, you guys aren't on tour.
Here, real quick, though, click that
fucking video of Austin.
Right, yeah, there.
That's the fucking...
Dude, playing like that is so fucking crazy.
It is fucking wild.
It's confusing.
I love it.
But it sounds so sick, though.
It looks so cool.
Gates to hell.
Yo, I think you left your guitar upside down.
Fuck yeah, dude.
Shout out Orthodox, man.
Fuck yeah.
Things are sick.
We had a malevolence in here
and I was playing Josh's
Ibanez.
It just looks hot.
Is it sick?
Yeah, it's hot.
It's like a sunbursts and a
but he's left-handed.
I was playing lepanded.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
It is.
You would think it translates.
You were like.
It's weird.
It's weird as fuck.
Yeah.
It's like kind of sound like shit.
It's like, oh, trying to do it.
You're trying so hard to fucking do something.
Oh, just something.
Real quick speaking of my loved ones.
What just happened with their fucking music video?
It got taken down?
You know about this?
No.
So they filmed, I guess, a portion of their music video in front of the National Trust.
And the National Trust reached out and had the fucking video removed.
No.
Because apparently you're not allowed to fucking fill.
film on there, yeah, has been taken down after the UK's National Trust got irritated by
the band filming on a public walking path that was like near it.
What the fuck?
Which is fucking crazy.
I'm like, what?
Like, yeah.
Like, because I, you know, I follow them on Instagram or whatever and they put, they're like,
hey, we're sorry to the fans that we had to take this down because of the National
Trust, like having issues with us filming in front of it or something like that.
I bet I guess, like, I guess another user took the video and uploaded it like on their own
page on fucking YouTube.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, can we?
Yeah, it was funny,
there's like a other version that we could find.
Yeah.
Well, no, like, apparently it exists again on YouTube,
but it's just like a random user uploaded it.
Yeah, this fucking fucking.
Try to find it to be a random.
Unless that already got fucking Ixnade, too.
Oh, this is malevolence.
No, fuck.
Is this one?
This is, yeah.
This is it?
Okay.
Yeah, so where's the part?
Oh yeah, remember I've seen, like, photos on that.
That looks beautiful.
Yeah, so I guess there's, I guess, clips in it somewhere
where they're in front of the National Trust,
and I guess they weren't supposed to film in front of that or something?
Now, where is it?
I don't know.
Is that it?
Oh, that can't be it.
Yeah, where?
Sorry for those you listen, we're trying to find this part.
Oh, yeah, I guess that might be it.
Oh, yeah, yeah, okay.
Yeah, because it says they use, like, a walking path.
and you're something like that's like they got pissed at that
it's fucking goofy like
I like the way it was worded oh
we were irritated I'm irritated right now
yeah what the fuck like
I'm fucking irritated what the hell
love these boys 11's is so sick
and they're awesome they made me
sometimes you just see something
or they say or someone says them to you're like oh like oh wow
they made me rethink a riff they
they write the riffs in four parts
I was like, oh, then like once I heard that,
all the riffs made sense.
They always put four riffs in one.
Huh.
If you actually hear them,
oh, there's like this part and this part.
So, oh, shit.
Yeah, you do put four riffs in one.
Interesting.
See, I think that's another cool thing about having the platform you have
and getting to do this with all kinds of musicians, too,
is you end up gaining new perspective too.
I've learned so much.
It is insane.
It is wild.
And that's sick.
I love that.
I'm not saying, look, I'm not saying listen to the podcast or watching it.
I'm not saying that.
But if you're not watching this or listening to this,
and you're serious about playing music or being an artist,
you're literally fucking up.
There's so much free game getting given out on this fucking podcast, dude.
It's all out there for, you're, I'm doing it in front of the world.
This is for me, too.
I'm learning.
And literally, it's out there for free, dude.
And anyone can get on here and get game, dude.
That's real.
And sometimes you learn something.
And like, I wouldn't imagine I'll be learning golf from Buzz Osborne.
I literally, that week, I did what he said.
I was like, I practiced my putting.
I was like, oh, shit.
And I got a submiss dream.
And he also said, a big one Buzz said was,
that's the, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
A big one he said was, because he said how he's,
pretty famous for always writing.
Yeah.
Being very, like, prolific.
And then that conversation came up.
I guess he always plays songs that he loves.
And eventually just kind of,
branch off to a new riff.
I started doing that.
I stopped writing.
I was like, oh, I'll play a corn song.
I'll play a staining song.
I'll play with, like, limb biscuit.
I was just songs that you just love.
And eventually, you just stop playing the song,
and you play something else pops out.
You're like, whoa, dude.
It is, dude, it's the literal most form of drawing inspiration out of your favorites.
Literally like this.
Literally.
Literally.
For free.
Cool.
Literally gold for free.
Yeah.
So much game, dude.
So much game being getting out, dude.
Free.
Love that for free.
Boom.
Gratis.
Like, do you like, I'll watch it.
I'll go out and try it.
Yeah.
Why not?
What did you got to lose, dude?
I learned how to putt and I learn how to write more.
And now you got another seventh string coming, dude.
Sick.
Boom.
Swag.
Dude, it goes, I mean, learning, learning and being curious.
man.
See, now I'm not sure what happened
when he landed on hiring me in the band,
but, you know, it was a learning process.
We're here still.
Not all decisions, and also,
you got to be comfortable with all decisions you make
aren't going to be good ones.
And this is living proof.
Living proof that
not every decision you make is in the video.
See, look, you hired a fucking shitty drummer.
Now we're going to go play arenas in fucking Europe,
dude, with slaughter and dying fetus.
I'm looking forward to it, man.
It's going to be so sick. I'm excited, man.
It's in January,
August, September.
I think we have a six months?
November.
Yeah, yeah.
Seven months.
Seven months.
Seven months, yeah.
Oh, yeah.
Full transparency, I learned my months literally this year.
So full of transparency,
39 years old.
I learned.
I feel a 9-11 joke coming on.
I'm kidding.
I learned the order of months.
Oh, shit, dude.
Okay, cool.
Cool.
Well, Ernie, do we,
I think we covered it all,
dude.
Do you miss anything?
I think we're fucking good, man.
Where can people find you guys?
We're fine, or find you.
I think you find me.
I was like, I mean...
I'm in the same man as you.
See, he's already trying to separate me.
You can reach me and find me on my social medias all at Ernie Enigas drums on Instagram.
I believe I made my Twitter the same handle now as well.
You're on Twitter?
And yeah, I check it like fucking twice.
month because it's a fucking cesspool.
Just like an email?
Pretty much.
Yeah, and I play drums in the wonderful band Suicide Silence with this guy and a couple
other cats.
That's about it, man.
That's it.
Yeah, come say what's up.
Catch me at a fucking show near you.
I'm usually out and about.
I've been inside for a few months.
It's time to go back outside.
Same.
It's time to go back outside.
I've been inside the past two months.
I feel ready to go.
Tonight's actually the first show.
This is a big coming back.
Yeah, yeah.
Got the power with you and I've been not going to shows for a bit.
Now tonight is Kalashy.
Is that changing?
Yeah.
So it's not to be a little appearance.
Yeah.
Well, you did a terrible job at promoting the band.
Do you have a band?
Yeah, I'm in the band's Suicide Silence and we're going on tour in January with Slaughter to Prevail
and dying fetus.
Okay.
You have a podcast too, right?
We do.
We have the Suicide Silence podcast.
Oh, that's cool.
Yeah.
You can also find us
and any updates on that as well
at the Instagram
Suicide Silence Pod.
That's POD.
All one word.
Great band.
I'm killing it, dude.
Yep.
The Suicide Silence Pod is on Instagram.
It's on TikTok, YouTube.
Everywhere.
every Thursday
Spotify Apple
every Thursday
thank you for listening
to watching it out
so it's growing organically
and slowly
so it's pretty fucking sick
like really really
all jokes is I thank you everyone
for like really like watching
and supporting and like
building this up in a way
that even I wouldn't have like
guessed imaginable
it's really sick
it's really cool to see
and like
and just have people
really be enjoying
what we're fucking doing
outside of music
it's cool man
it's very cool
so thank you guys all for that
appreciate it
got everyone platform
this is a new time
that's right
What a time to be alive.
That's a great screen cap to end on right there, though, for sure.
That's how Dan Kenny's going to end up if we don't write a fucking sick record, dude.
I'm proud I sat here and I didn't eat the Reese's.
Yo, honestly, do you fucking high-fi from across the room?
I'm pretty proud of myself.
Are you going home or are we going to eat something?
Let's go fucking grub.
Okay.
We'll have a J-pick or something.
All right then.
Cool.
All right, guys.
Love you, Ernie.
Well, love you, doggy.
All right.
All right, everyone, appreciate it.
Until next time. Later.
Later.
