Garza Podcast - 237 - Best Pantera Album, Banana Man & 90 Days of Sobriety
Episode Date: June 15, 2026Don’t forget to support the podcast here: https://patreon.com/garzapodcastGarza here, headbanging at Warped Tour right now. Enjoy the episode!00:00 - 90 Days of Sobriety15:36 - Spending & Saving... Money18:02 - First Show Back?20:55 - Children’s Books, Pete the Cat & Imagination26:21 - J Check-In27:53 - Q&A: Self-Discipline39:02 - Systems For Dummies48:29 - Q&A: Best Pantera Album59:07 - ‘Banana Man’ Reaction1:11:35 - Upcoming Shows1:12:34 - Kurt Ballou
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All right, good morning, good evening.
Good afternoon.
Doing a quick little check in here.
Man, the week just flies by.
It's been almost a month since we've done one of these
and you kind of forget how to do it.
Let's see.
I guess it's a big deal, but not at the same time.
Last Saturday was, I hit my goal.
I just want to share it with all you.
It's bringing you into my my world.
You know, I spoke about it a little bit that I stopped drinking alcohol, being drunk and buzzed.
And the goal was three months.
And I want to ask Jay and all you guys, how long is a month?
Is it 28 days?
Is it four weeks or is it 30 days?
Probably 30 days, right?
It's kind of like the
If you average it, the 31 days and then the 28
Probably 30 days, huh?
30 days, like a good marker.
Cool.
All right, so I went, okay, let's just make this 90 days.
And yeah, that was last Saturday.
90 days.
I don't know how I should say this,
but it was pretty easy.
I am enjoying it.
Three months sounds doable.
but for some reason when you say 90 days it's like holy crap 90 days that's that's a lot of days
but uh it's only three months so kind of like a weird psychological thing there um that maybe
helped me without me even knowing but i i had a goal knowing that okay once it hits now what now
what's the
because I remember the day before
I saw you I think I think it was March 8th Sunday March 8th was the first
day and then someone asked me
what does that mean like do you mean
you're not going to smoke either
I was like thought about all shit I didn't really think about that
yeah so March real quick March 8th June 6
Saturday, June 6
was my celebration.
I'm already doing sidebars,
but I did it. My celebratory
was Sunday the 7th
and I had a
cupcake
with my lady at Starbucks.
It's actually called a celebration
cupcake.
So I had a
cupcake to celebrate.
It's weird
actually.
Now that I think about it, celebrating is kind of, I'm trying to find a picture.
Because this cupcake, I want to show the world, this cupcake, is called Celebration Cupcake.
I guess he can't, oh, man, maybe it might be actually this particular, oh, actually, I think I saw it.
Yeah, it's actually the one, right, right, that one.
No, right, right, that one.
That's the cupcake.
Just that, just that, oh, it was moist.
when you have a moist cupcake
it's just wet
oh yeah so
that's been my new
it's kind of like an inside joke
the past month I'm like man that's like
that's wet
it can mean anything
it mean like you're horned up
you're horny or like it's really good
uh that's sick
it's kind of like uh
I've I've been saying that
I've been saying that to Ernie a lot
like Ernie I'm fucking wet
But it is that the cupcakes wet, dude
It's just like moist
When it's like
When the pastry is like moist
It's like oh it tastes so good
And it's funny like celebrating something
I'm like normally
I mean me and Jay would do all the time
We'll fucking go out have a beer
I was okay
Okay I'm sitting down
The goal was accomplished
Now what?
How am I going to celebrate?
Okay
Let's get a cupcake.
Um, so that was cool.
That was a new experience.
And then we went to BJ's,
BJ's brewhouse.
And they had like the sampler platter because he wanted everything.
It's like that little hamburger sliders and, um,
some mozzarella sticks.
It's hard word to say.
I call them cheese sticks,
but also not trying to be proper here.
Um,
some guacamole.
Yeah,
that's the,
exact platter I had.
And that was the celebration platter.
Got a non-acoholic beer as always.
I think BJ's has only Heineken Zero, if I'm not mistaken.
And that was it.
And then I went home and proceeded to watch a lot of trash TV.
Which is basically, I think no one will watch.
right now is Love Island or something.
Like, you know, when like the couples go on Ireland and then they cheat on each other.
That's, yeah.
And they, like, do overdubs.
Yeah, it's something like that.
So that was, that was the celebratory weekend.
So, yeah, again, just trying to bring you into the world.
So the first day, I remember the first day we talked about it, I was very surprised on the
reaction from from people like it's like okay is this too personal it's just like oh no people like
watch this thing because they want to see bands and music and chugging and getting wet and you know
but it's like fuck it i'll do a little experiment it's my personal life this is this this what i'm doing
and it's a very surprise in the reaction to how many people watch shows and how many people
how many of you don't drink uh very very surprised in their reaction um so yes just want to give a
just want to bring people in and so yeah now i started thinking about the future um the future
uh am reflecting what the hell has happened a lot of mental clarity my problem solving skills
as far as thinking
how do you solve a problem has
I mean it's not even
I can't even compare it's
it's being a lot easier to solve
problems
this
the brain processing power
my RAM
my mental RAM
it's way quicker
again I can't it's just
it's like a different person
because I like to listen to people
and process what they're saying
and I know people say that I have like a dumb look
on my face
but that makes me sad
I actually thought about that this morning
like actually makes me sad because
that's how people look when they're listening to you
like when someone listens to you and actually it's like processing
like okay okay like thinking like oh huh
okay cool
like people
have a certain look on their face when we're actually listening to the words that you're saying and
caring about you and not thinking about what they're going to say next they're like oh do think about
it it gets in their brain they process it and then they do their best to give the answer so uh
obviously doing this is it needs to be it needs to be uh presentable and uh that reaction time it's getting
it's way quicker.
I mean, I just can't.
I can't even compare.
I definitely notice it.
So that fucking helped me, dude.
Like, all of these things
helped me, I guess,
kind of stay on track because
the results were very immediate.
Lady says I'm
uploaded.
My eyes are clear, she says,
which she's happy. I'm fucking stoked.
and the pod feels like it's getting better.
I'm having fun.
I want to say I'm saving money.
I'm definitely saving money.
I have been doing a habit where if I go to show and I'm at the bar, I order the drink.
Okay, I get my athletic.
I'm my sponsor.
Yeah, athletic.
Come on, baby.
I will push your beer.
for some reason
I'm like
I don't know
like when you're at the bar
you're present
I'm like I haven't
I have been tipping more
I don't know why I'm doing that
it's like a sober thing
I don't know
so I'm saving a little bit of money
I'm still spending money at the bar
still buying people
drinks
I don't know
I'm happy
I don't hey you want
I guess I'm trying to live through
some people I've been meeting
you know maybe I don't know
I kind of get
that now. But yeah, it made
everything easier. Getting the immediate
results.
The not bloated is
super nice. So yeah, again,
again, I'm just going to sidebar. This is the
clarity sidebar.
The clarity rant, but
the future,
I'm not 100%
sold
on
not drinking again forever.
I'm not there yet.
definitely some non-negotiables it taught me
I think about that like this morning like
man it just catches up like
be at Lampo's pizza and Corona hanging out with the boys
you know boys lunch which means three beers guaranteed
go to a show see oh no
what I see recently I saw a case of strain recently
and Black Dollar murdered that that would
been three beers easy me and jay would do a pod the pod's great let's have three beers that's nine
beers a week not even raging just like casual that's nine beer nine times forward what's that
36 that's 36 beers a month dude like it and uh it adds up and uh the touring as well
like a couple of shots or beer before
I start rocking
head-banging like I'm pretending I'm 21 again
Um
So non-negotiable
It's like I'm never going back to it
I'm never drinking before shore again
Unless it's like
I don't know
Monkey hands me a shot or something
It will take something crazy
Um
Tricking on tour is a big no-no
I'm
Unless it's again like it's someone crazy
Like fucking James Hepfield
Gives me two beers
Um
casual drinking no more drinking and shows no more
as far as like me meeting you all in person
that's sometimes I'll have beers with
with some of you that I met at the observatory or
DBZE and Corona it was a cheering action at some point
house of Bluzanaheim all the places I've been seeing guys at
drinking on dates even like a glass of wine
it says all that shit's done I can't it's it adds up
It's a slippery slope.
So the only way to stop that is to stop it completely.
But again, I'm not 100% sold yet.
It would be like once every like six months.
It would be rare, but I'm not 100%.
I'm a no drinking yet.
But I could be wrong.
I'm going to continue to live my life as if it's like right now.
100% I'm going to start smoking weed again
again once up
I don't know
I already don't smoke a lot
but I guess people get crazy about like sobriety
or it's like everything has to stop
but it's never a problem for me
I like smoking because it gives you like the introspective
kind of makes you kind of freak out
as I heard people say
I heard Joey Diaz
like comedians say that
you gotta hang out with the devil
and for me smoking weed is not fun
it's not like a social thing
it's like alone
kind of okay kind of process some stuff
so I see myself
going back to that
every a few months
getting like a nice little reset
but
I told my lady
I'm gonna make a list
of people I would drink with
it'll be like fucking five people or something like i see rarely or but yeah uh thank you for uh letting me
talk about it um this probably helps without me even knowing probably helps my subconscious
talking about it um because last year was i know we talk about it a lot but last year was
fucking crazy like just talking to so many new fucking bands and
all these shows and all these
two beers here
a beer here three beers here every fucking show
like every week
um
and having these like insane
um death conversations
and the research it was fucking crazy
um
so this really put things
um
into a healthy perspective
but just thank you for being part of the journey
um i'll keep you
uh probably updated on the next one
where I'm at.
I'm not going to smoke probably until another few months.
I've got to handle some personal stuff
looking at some apartments right now
in Corona.
I'm almost there.
What else?
What else have we been doing?
I'm on the same boat as all you guys.
Trying to save some cash.
I know last time I mentioned it,
I bought this fucking laptop
two grand out of the gates.
base level has the fucking M5 chip so uh that two grand sucked um lucky i had it but it is saving me money
right out right out the gates uh it's the gas dude the gas is fucking the gas is not wet it's just like
i mean coming here that's a quarter tank here and back and then at least on at least an
hour and a half
driving time.
So I've been
remote
like 90% of time.
So usually I'll come here
because the computer was always here
and on my gear
would be here.
I'm okay, I'll put it up.
I'll take a guitar at home.
Wake up and
oh shit, I'm not going to go anywhere.
Just laptop all day.
Just fucking hang out.
I have like a table
in the backyard.
And it's like a little blanket
to like the right and on Leo
Leo Art my cat likes to
just take naps there all day so he's
he's chilling all day kind of being like like a co-worker
and I'll shake I get to hang out with Leo
almost all day
as opposed to like the morning at night
and handle some you know
boring stuff and like
so that's been nice
save me money on gas I'm probably gonna get
the money back of my investment probably in six months
because that shit that man a full tank
and I eat
You guys know, I have a, I have a Kia.
It's a little Kia Rio, dude.
And it's, it's also a small tank.
And it's been at least 50 bucks to fill it up, dude.
Like, so filling it up, like,
be four days coming up here six days a week.
So that's probably at least 250 bucks.
Yeah, I'll probably be saving 200 bucks,
spending money on probably
one day a week
it's probably 50 bucks a month
I'll be spending on gas now as opposed to
250 so I'm like that's that's pretty sick
um
what else has has been going on
uh
I guess there's not much to say about it
but uh
I'll make more of an update on the next one
but this is so we're recording this on Thursday
by the time this drops on Monday
you're already going to be posting pictures
I'm flying out
I guess I'll
How should I say?
I'm talking in past tense or future tense
So I'll just talk about it in future tense
So I'm flying out Friday morning
To Washington, D.C.
Because it'll be my first show
Back with Suicide Silence
And I don't know, I don't even remember the last show.
I don't remember.
It took a seventh month.
It was a seventh month plus break.
It didn't even
It didn't even fucking feel like a break man
It's not even fucking
It's not even fair
Because we were doing this thing
It was
Still involved with music
But it might have been
Mayhem I think we were talking
It might have been Mayhem
Or
Or the Milwaukee
Metal Fest I think
I don't know
I don't fucking know
It might have been
It might have been
Mayhem on it
But that was a wow girl
So yeah, people have
See some comments every once in a while
So
I'm looking forward to it
Already packed up
You got you got if you want to
If you want to save some stress
If you're packing to go somewhere
I tell earning all the time
Stop stressing what are you stressing about? Make a fucking list
List
Go down your list
It makes packing so easy
And I'm pretty much done packing
just made a little list
um
slaughter
prevail was of my first taste of rocking
with no no shots in me so
a lot of firsts
um
this weekend
gonna rock
gonna rock a big show
it's been a minute
and uh
wonder what I'm gonna do after
probably smoke a cigar or something
or something
I don't know maybe
another
Cupcake
I don't know
But
It's probably
gonna be easier
Than I think
The past 90 days
I've been
We're easy
I can't front
It was
I'm lucky to have a really
Good support system
The lady
This is going great
Mom and dad are very supportive
Um
Being 40 also helps
I'm not like 20
And like a fucking
Young Psycho
So that
That's cool.
Looking forward to it.
I got this
and then to wrap up my update.
This might be boring,
but again, this is my personal life.
To the Starbucks is in the
Barnes & Noble. It's really peaceful.
And then
I'm a real big fan.
If you don't
like reading,
children's books
are
I get like
I'm talking like really deep insight
of just reading
these children books like
shit that you can read in less than five minutes
front front to back
kind of like the same I will get like
reading like I guess I don't know an adult book
I don't know like
reading book it takes me like two weeks to get through like like like a full one and um so i think
i've mentioned it here before i'm really a big fan of pete the cat i actually brought the book i bought
on sunday pete the cat dude if you're just uh listening uh pete is a blue cat and uh maybe
this is selfishly why i love him um he plays guitar and uh he's just fucking
sick. So Pete the cat, it'd be curious
what I'm talking about.
So this one I never seen before
and I was shopping around
and it's called Pete the Cat's
Groovy Imagination.
And that's
If I'm at Barnes Noble
or anywhere that has books
I'll open it up
and I'll read a sentence
and if it kind of like hits you, I buy it.
and uh yeah uh jay j's pulling up if uh in case you want to see it too and uh it's just these dude i'm telling you like i i guess i'm just sharing my inspiration with you because people ask me where do you get inspiration from for for riffs pete the cat will make you write riffs so that's just kind of why i'm tied into the podcast and music um because this shit gets me fired up and uh i apply it
to hear
and suicide silence
but yeah
anyways
why I got it
um
he uh
also Pete likes going to
the beach
and uh
he he woke up
really looking forward to the beach
but he woke up
and there was raining outside
and then um
says here like
instead of being bummed out
he used his imagination
to remain positive
and then he
he drew a picture
he played guitar
I could show you this like
guitar picture
real quick
yeah see so
but he's fucking
I guess it's be a better one
so he's drawing and then he's
pieces he's strum
he's ripping right there dude
he's fucking ripping
so that's obviously inspiring
and
then he saw a box
and then he colored the box
and he closes, he says
P closed his eyes and
had it and
had an out of
this world dream and then he
basically imagined it was a fucking rocket
ship dude so he's fucking, he's
flying. He's flying.
And this is why I bought the book.
All this
I mean, all these
Pek the cat books are full of these but uh that when when you want to dream of something new
thinking outside thinking outside the box is the grievous thing to do i was like that's this
it makes yeah it's it's heavy um because it's true like uh thinking outside the box
like you're talking like adult level like inspirations it's like you get it less than five minutes boom
read these children books but uh also like another thing about not drinking it just makes me
go on rants i rant i rant even more now so i don't know that that's a good thing or a bad thing but uh
be patient with me on this fucking journey so yeah pretty cool in the back is this a box and him
looking at this box thinking but it's cool yeah it's very true man like always
when you're riffing
I'm always like
well how can I
okay what
what can I do
or something like with this
it's always like it's always
out of the box stuff
and it's really
uh
the outside of the box
ideas tend to come
when you kind of return
to that like child
like state
it's just like
just kind of
no brain
just kind of let the imagination go
oh shit that's
that's
That's kind of cool.
So yeah, that might inspire you to write riffs or do your choosing art or inspire you at work.
So I just wanted to assure that with all you.
And I think before I derail this podcast even more, I think we get an update from Jay.
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What up?
Back at it.
Back at it, dude.
After a nice little break.
Just what I've been up to?
Did I've been doing the rabbit hole on photography?
Nice.
Like still photography.
How's that going?
It's sick.
I've been learning a lot.
I realize I learned a lot through like video cameras.
Because that's what we do here.
You know.
Mm-hmm.
But then, yeah, a lot of shit just applied over to still photography.
And, yeah, just kind of prepping for that kind of stuff.
And yeah, I had bronchitis, so that was sick.
Oh, really?
Yeah, I think, like, last week, I just couldn't stop, like, coffee.
And I was like, what the fuck?
And, yeah, I figured it was that.
I mean, eventually it went away, but that was pretty bad.
I think I got it somewhere in Mexico, TBH.
Oh, shit.
Yeah.
I'm stoked to be back.
To be honest, I was just kind of just out and, you know, I'm studying.
So now it's, uh, you're probably the first guy I talked to besides my wife and my dogs.
Oh, wow.
In like a week, so.
Oh, fuck.
Yeah.
So, yeah.
So yeah.
What's up, world?
Hell yeah, dude.
Welcome back, dude.
Think we're ready to, I'll pop into some questions, man.
All right, let's do it.
Some, uh, again, I try to make a short and we already ran to for 25 minutes every time.
I'm sorry.
Oh, God.
I can't help it.
All right.
First one.
This is from our, our Patreon slash Discord.
Dalton.
Dolton, this is actually straight from Discord.
Dolton, 0-1-100.
How do you help yourself?
That's fine.
J-J-sh trying to fuck me up, dude.
How do you help yourself with self-
discipline from playing every day to sobriety how much does keeping your mental clarity
come into play how do you keep up with it hmm you actually yeah um you actually already said it
um so you kind of answer your own question but it's again to me it's boring stuff but i guess
uh to the outside world or all you listen to watching could help but uh it's discipline man
I mean, the sobriety was discipline in a way.
Mental clarity.
You got to do things like the gym, reading cool books, kind of searching.
Can have a natural, it's a natural curiosity just to search for your inspiration.
How to keep up with it.
It's discipline, dude.
Like, having your daily habits in order.
The first half of the day is pretty boring.
I thought about it.
Like, should I do, like, more day and live stuff?
I mean, how am I going to make, you know,
how am I going to make, like, me answering emails, like, you know,
exciting for, like, a social media post.
You know, this is tough, but waking up, hanging out with the cat.
handling business
going to gym, come back
have a fucking stupid shake.
I have a personally
I put protein powder
shout out to Jocko
he has the best protein powder
in my personal opinion
spinach
uh
beets
I put on some fucking
creatine in there because creatine
is uh
it's been
uh known that it helps
with mental clarity,
it's also known as like a cognitive
boost.
I take it for that, but also
it just makes you fucking buff.
It is pretty crazy.
Like, I do the minimum, like, five grams
in the shake. It's just like, it's just
white powder. It looks like cocaine.
And, um,
I notice when I don't take it, like, the lifts
just like are so much harder.
I'm trying not to be like, like, an advocate for,
but damn, do you like,
I'll go off it to cycle off it
And then like
You're trying to bench
You know get that fucking
Get that primal pump going
And uh
I notice that when I don't take it
Like the lifts go down
Uh
So it helps out with its strength
So that's really cool
Um hydrated
Um
So that's shake slash breakfast
And then shower
Either come here or do more business
But self-discipline man
Just cert
And then once you get the fucking boring stuff out of the way,
and then you fucking do your instrument or, you know,
I'll chug or, uh,
for you,
you might be a drummer or a bass player or an artist.
You might draw.
So,
uh,
just getting like the,
like the morning,
for me,
it's just the morning.
It's boring stuff.
I'm sorry,
but it's just boring shit.
Like,
the mornings have to be there.
Um,
Black coffee. So it's like first thing in the morning, it's just, you know, hang out with Leo, feed him. Black coffee. Fucking press the fucking water kettle.
So I have to get the caffeine. Check out, check out some emails. Do do some podcast stuff. The first 30 minutes. So it's out of the way. I used to read 30 minutes every single day. But the past three weeks have been, um, pot stuff. You know, all, everything that that you see, like the,
the social media titles and the titles of the stuff that's that's been in the morning.
It's clear ahead.
And then once that's done, then you have, you know,
always make a room to be creative because your brain needs space,
space and clutter.
And I do notice,
I'm answering this in real time,
so I apologize about all over the place.
But I do notice like,
when you handle like the to do list.
it's you're more likely to stay discipline.
I'm kind of answering this in real time
as I'm processing it in my brain.
I noticed like yesterday I had to,
you know, because I'm leaving Friday,
so I changed strings all three of my guitars,
which took way more time than usual.
I haven't played in a while,
So my live rigs kind of out of orders
I had to like take the put
I'd the reinstall my my wireless system
screwed in clean up the back
Undue
Undue the zip ties kind of re-redo it
And then uh
So oh shit like hours just past hours
Um
But do you notice when you kind of get that stuff
This gets stuff out of the way
You're more likely to
Be disciplined
And they have like a good
lunch. You know, I have, I have my meal prep. You know, I've been, I'm, I'm, I'm making
hamburgers. Pretty sick, dude. I got these wheat buns from, um, from Walmart. Again,
uh, taste good. Uh, wheat, I guess it's better, at least it's better than, um, than white bread.
And then, uh, I had this like super lean ground beef. I mean, I'm, I'm, I'm making in bulk.
So I made all of these, like, patties. And then some broccoli because broccoli,
broccoli, uh, it was great for you.
It sucks to eat it.
Uh, but it's in there.
So there's a little, a little bit of broccoli, a little fucking protein fucking hamburger.
And I put it, I put it here in the oven.
Boom.
Help healthy meal.
Done.
Uh, got three, four hours worth of just to do list.
Done.
Okay.
I'm hungry again.
Meal prep.
Boom.
Okay.
Now, then, uh, you got the energy to do what, do what you want.
Um,
cause you're,
your brain kind of, I mean, you probably all know,
you probably all know what I'm talking about.
Like, your brain just fucking shuts off, man.
It's just,
like, you're fucking tired and you made, like, all your decisions
earlier on day and you're like,
second half of the day, you're kind of done.
Like, fuck.
But,
if you maintain your discipline throughout the first half,
you kind of get like a second, third wind, I've noticed.
I'm telling you this a real time as I'm, like, processing it in my brain.
Oh, shit.
Like, sometimes, sometimes if when it's,
like 7 p.m. or 8 p.m. I'm like, holy shit,
I kind of have like a second, third win.
And that only happens
when like, I mean, the day
was essentially perfect. Like,
you know, some, you know, on my,
on my weekdays,
um, you know, 5 p.m.
I might get a domino's pizza, you know.
Then that second win doesn't come or
or that third win. It's like, okay, I'm fucking done. But, uh,
notice, you kind of set up your, your,
your day and your
and the day before
things tend to go
how they're supposed to
and up you have energy
you're motivated
you're motivated if you have energy and it's really
hard to be motivated when you don't have energy
because motivation's so
fucking cliche dude
cliche but motivation is just so
like it's so
it's so
finicky
it's barely there
so when you kind of stack it
so when you stack
it against it
it's like it's not even there
um
and yeah
and then you do it again
the next day
and then the next day
and then the next day
and so on and so on
um
so that without going
on a full on rant
that's kind of
I mean that's that's what helps me
and it might not be perfect
but uh
I keep
you also again like you answer your own question i got this again i got this from from jaco it's
literally in it's literally in the word self discipline yourself it comes from you and we all have it
i always tell people and i i the reason why i keep talking about it i try to just ingrain it into
everyone's brain especially if you're like a musician listening um like i was that guy
I was that fucking lazy
fucking not motivated fucker
and I got really lucky with suicide sounds
really lucky. We got lucky with some great music
some great albums that kind of put us
into a spot but
yeah it made me fucking jaded
and I wasn't motivated
I was a cliche musician
drinking and
um
just not
just fucking jaded
so I do
I'm lazy
because musicians are fucking lazy
we are lazy
motherfuckers dudes
so cliche again
like if I can do it
anyone can
I was like
the fact I'm even sitting here
talking to you
in three
cameras
that's gonna be posted
on YouTube
and it's like
it's fucking
I will not imagine
I will be here.
This is fucking crazy.
So if I can do it, anyone can't.
I was that person.
I was that fucking lazy piece of shit.
So I learned,
I guess I learned how to be self-discipline.
It comes from yourself.
It's in there.
It is fucking,
if you have a working brain,
it's in there, dude.
You've got to fucking dig it out.
This is a subject I'll always talk about
and bring you up because even for me,
I got to remind of myself
I gotta go out to Barnes Noble
and buy Pete the Cat books
Just get reminded
You gotta search for it man
But yeah without going on
A longer rant
Dalton
Thank you for your Patreon
Patreon slash Discord question
What about systems
Because I've been seeing you develop systems
And
And I've been you know
Using that for myself too
Oh hell yeah
Because you know
That's when motivation
And sometimes it's not there.
So when you have like, like when you get up in the, like, when you have to go to the gym, you're like, you don't have the energy.
Yeah.
But the clothes are already set.
The keys are already, you know, the bottles filled and all that.
Totally.
Oh, you're right.
So it's like systems to, for when the motivation is not there, you just, you're already going.
So like, when we do pods like this, fucking three cameras on you.
It's the day scheduled.
Maybe we're like sick or out.
But it's already set.
So it's already going.
Whether you want it to or not.
True.
Right.
So I've been seeing, I've been seeing you do that.
So I'm like, maybe you can talk about it on your systems, yeah.
Oh, thanks, man.
Yeah, uh, yeah, those systems.
Um, and me and Jay have both been in here, uh, many times sick, sick as fuck.
But it's, yeah, you're right.
It's already set up.
So setting yourself up for, uh, this can sound wrong, but you set yourself up getting
ready to fail or getting ready to fail or getting ready to fight.
Because once it's already there, you, you just, you just, you just,
got to do it.
Yeah, what's helped me was, yeah, developing systems.
I have Google calendars, just kind of free up the space.
I literally set up the next six months.
I like looking out six months out.
And I have in a calendar as far as maybe guests or something.
Like, it's already done.
Like, okay, I'm going to hit up these.
I'm going to hit up these people.
It's probably going to, this is basically the next six months of the podcast.
I mean, um, that takes like, it takes a few hours.
It's, it's tedious stuff.
It's very tedious.
But once you develop your system, like for me, like, for example, like a Google calendar.
Um, because you can't keep it in, in your head.
I try that and have experimented it with other ways to develop systems.
Like, like, like, for example, a failure for me was, uh, okay, I need.
I need a calendar.
Oh, but I'm old as cool.
I like, I like to write things down.
Okay, so I literally bought like these massive paper calendars and like they were like,
they're on the wall here over.
Like so I had like the whole like year and like a half in like a paper calendar.
But it just didn't work because it was too much.
And when I had to adjust, it just made it like like impossible.
I was like, okay, this is not working,
but there's something there with the system.
So I'm like, okay, it's funny.
Like when I, when I reject digital stuff,
a lot of times I bite myself in the ass.
So hopefully you can learn for my, my mistakes.
And then once I was like, fuck this, dude,
I'm doing, I'm going on the computer.
I'm making a digital calendar.
I have it on my phone.
I have it on the fucking laptop.
Boom.
it hit so when you develop a system and it hits like he's got to fucking ride it dude and uh yeah like
birthdays uh it's having friends birthdays on there um separate you can make separate
calendar so you have like a per i have a personal subject podcast one a suey one um a schedule one for
for me and j it's it's all separate it's all separate but there and that was very helpful
Because, yeah, days, I'll tell you straight up, like days that today.
Like, Jay just said it.
It's a perfect example.
Like, I woke up today, fucking lazy.
I don't want to do shit.
But the system is in place.
The podcast set up.
My calendar is there.
And my to-does that I set up a week prior.
And it's all right.
I'll just follow these to-dos.
And I fucking dragged.
I dragged my fucking lazy body, physical body to physical body to
the gym. I got
sucked. I was fucking tired.
But it was done. Oh shit. Feel good.
Take a shower. Hang out
with the cat. All right. I feel better. Now we're here.
It's already set up. So it's setting
setting up your systems.
And I think it's different for everybody.
Like, because I would try something that
someone else is doing. And
then it wouldn't work.
Like, I have like this X, how do you say it?
XLR sheet or, um, XLR sheet or something like a Excel.
Yeah, yeah.
And, um, I already made my own, um, schedule on there too.
Like, okay, I, I couldn't find, even like once you could pay for.
I couldn't find it, um, online or like, I couldn't find something that resonant.
that resonated with me.
I mean,
because I'm stupid.
I tell people,
I say all the time,
I'm a fucking idiot.
I'm like,
I need something simple
that my brain
could be just sick off
and I could follow it
and adjust it quickly.
So I just,
one day I'm like,
fuck this.
I just made my own.
Oh,
like,
what,
like,
what do I want?
I made this,
this fucking thing.
It's four pages.
And one page is like,
um,
like,
the whole day for a week from 6 a.m. to 10 p.m.,
the whole week is there on one sheet.
So knowing what you do every single time,
the next sheet over looks over the month of like,
like I call them Big Rocks,
like the top two priorities for that week or that day.
So the next sheet is like a month, the month.
The next one is like the year.
And then the other one is five years out and that helped me.
And like this Excel sheet, maybe one day I'll share it.
But it's super stupid.
Like, it's stupid.
And but for me, it works.
I couldn't find a scheduling sheet that was dumb enough.
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So that's helped me.
So I know because throughout the day, it happens all the time.
Like throughout the day or that the week, you'll get ideas.
Well, oh, shit, I got to do that.
I got to call this person.
Oh, shit, I should probably do that.
I should probably go to the, I don't know, I should probably go to the bank on Thursday or something.
And you always tell yourself, you're going to be a member.
You're not going to remember.
I do it.
It's a thing your brain does.
You say you're going to remember, but you don't.
It happens to me all the time.
I forget 100% of the time.
So, successfully.
I'm trying to be honest with with you.
I think about 85% plus
I'll be successful.
Okay, stop what you're doing.
Put it on the fucking sheet.
Okay, it's there.
Boom.
Because sometimes that, that 50%
it gets me.
Okay, I'll remember it.
Nope.
It's, it's gone.
It's somewhere.
It's out,
it's out in the,
I don't know,
in the idea ether.
But, yeah, getting those systems going
has definitely helped me.
And that's definitely in line with the sober stuff.
Like my scheduling and systems have become much more precise and more simple.
And I do it all the time.
How can I make this dumber?
Like, how can I make this more simple?
And that's hard to do.
It's so hard to be simple, dude.
Like, I tell shit people all the time.
Like, how can I make this more simple?
And I find that the more simpler,
that's even a word.
I don't know.
It's simpler as a word.
I make it.
The more you stick to it.
And workouts, too.
It's all, I have it on like a sheet of paper.
I take,
I like carrying it.
So I have it in like a little notebook.
I take to the gym.
It's just, I'm not thinking.
What's to work out?
See?
Okay, weight there, that weight.
Go up, go down.
It's all the, I'm not thinking.
I'm lazy and I don't want to use my brain.
So, uh,
setting that shit up to where you think less.
That shit helps me.
And as Jay said,
it's finding your system.
I think,
because my system is like no one else's.
Like,
I made a dumb one.
But it's working for me.
It's working and sticking.
So hopefully you find your own system.
And,
yeah,
Dalton,
thank you for your question.
Try to give you a short answer by,
we just fucking want.
Got to give it to them.
Maybe you could drop the,
calendar and the Patreon for download.
Oh shit.
Just to.
Oh, fuck, dude.
Fucking subscribe.
Patreon on fucking calendar?
Hell yeah.
Get that game.
Just to get like a, you know, an idea.
Like, oh shit.
Totally.
Yeah.
It's good idea.
Yeah.
It'll help everybody.
All right.
The next two, next two questions are heaters.
So saving this for a midpod.
But here we go.
Let's see.
A.C. Ray Reeves.
Did I get that right?
Yeah. Okay. Here we go. Far beyond driven or forward display of power. I saw this question. I'm like, oh damn, that's a good one. Um, obviously I think we're talking like personal preference. And, man, obviously Pantera is one of the biggest middle bands known to be one of the greatest to ever do it. Might not ever be topped.
especially when we were talking about the era, what it meant.
I found Pantera through Bulger.
If you ever talk about, I know people don't like when I do this, but I, I just love, I love the singles.
People call me a poser for it, but I don't care.
I love walk.
walk is such a phenomenal song
and i found heavy music
and then these bands through these music videos
like if if walk didn't exist
i wouldn't have found pantera
the first metallic song i heard was enter sandman
um
there's there's a show on mtv
they're like it was like spring break
uh spring break they're doing like covers outside
it's just random and it's
he was covering enter sandman
something you will never do because it's not cool
well that's why I found that band boom um
so I found corn
got the life came on boom
it changed my fucking life
got the life it's it's the single
I know there's deep cuts
through all these bands
but uh
it's the fucking
it's like they're those songs are massive for a reason
you know
uh
I you know I've I've talked
about Nirvana smells like teen spirit like smells like teen spirit is massive for a reason so
I'm not the only one but I'm just kind of stating like the obvious but it's just not cool to say
so to have a song a heavy song to have such an impact like walk is just like to stay bands try to
do it I try to do it like how do I just do like one riff and just like
like that's the song.
How do I do that?
I haven't done it yet.
And very few bands have done it.
I can't even think of a band that has done it, right?
Like, how do you write a riff like that?
Dude, just the one, just the one and its top string.
Don't buy a hand out.
That's, so that's one of my personal favorite.
Again, this is personal preference for me.
In my opinion, what gets me horned up.
and it makes you want to pick up a fucking instrument
and follow my own journey and dream.
It's that riff, dude.
I mean, it's like,
if you're a dime bag,
where did that riff come from?
Like, holy shit,
were you like,
were you in your room jamming for hours?
Were you,
I mean,
there's rumors of dime shitting on a toilet
and still playing guitar and practicing.
Those are the rumors I've heard.
did it just like pop up one day
were you drinking
were you hanging out with your buddies
like damn how did that
where that riff come from
and what it's done
for heavy music
it's just I mean it's it's unmatched
but on the other side
you have
far beyond driven
and they just took it to a whole other level
and
might have been the first
I think it's the first
like for
kind of prove to the world
that you could
be number one
and just have a
fucking
crazy record
a crazy record
and I've heard
shout out to
Dean Carr
I believe he was
he was a photographer
for the artwork
Um, very, very cool guy.
And if, if I'm not mistaken, um, this was actually not supposed to be the cover.
I think the cover was like, so, so the cover now is on, on the head, but I think the actual cover was like a butthole.
If I'm not, if I'm not mistaken, which is too crazy.
Um
Potatoes
What a
Is
Yep there it is
And we're going to have to blur that that one out
But yep
I knew I wasn't talking out of my ass
But a pun intended
But uh
Yeah shout out to you a Dean car
A great a great photographer
But uh
I mean that's inspired bands like mine
Like you could
You could be over the top
Heavy
You could just
you could just go
ham
and still be
number one
I mean they were probably the first
I mean
I mean please correct me
if I'm wrong
I mean it's was there anyone
prior to that
that is
have that
create that heavy
of a record
that reached like number one
or even like top 10
um
but again
I think we are talking
like personal preference
um
Sorry, we're on a, we're asking AI.
Quiet, I mean, that's like pop, though.
Yeah, it's pop.
Pop metal?
Yeah, I mean, Shadow the Pantera, they're probably the first.
For me, I'm jamming Fulgar in my spare time.
As far as, like, guitar.
Oh, so a Far Beyond trip, maybe you don't know.
It came out March 22nd, 1994.
Hit number one.
When I was first learning, you know, I was trying to learn walk.
And I'm not, I'm not a solo guy.
I'm not like, I'm not the kind of player.
But I was trying to learn the walk solo.
Like, you know, like the fucking classic like, like, my dumb ass was in my fucking room.
We're trying to learn that.
And I got there and then I stopped because then time just goes off.
and I could, I'll never be able to do that.
And it was like, you know, kind of like more simple, I guess you could say solo.
So that, you know, that got me horned up.
And it takes a lot, dude, for me to learn a solo.
Like, I think I learned, uh, Metallica's unforgiven against more simple, kind of viby,
a bluesy, okay, I could kind of get a gate with that.
And it makes sense because I think James actually played that solo.
So that makes a lot of sense.
But I mean to learn a solo, it's like,
I can't even think of the other one I have.
Walk.
Unforgiven.
I can't even think of another solo I try to learn.
It got me that horned up that like a rhythm player like myself
was like, okay, I'm going to learn this fucking song.
That's what Volga did.
Like it made people want to play.
It made people like, like my son.
that arguably still can't play guitar.
Oh shit, I'm gonna fucking learn done.
And I ain't it.
And it's just an impactful riff.
And also I was learning new level.
That chromatic ascending riff, like that shit was like sick.
And then and then he chugs it.
And then there's a top string verse, which I love top string stuff.
It was like juicy.
A little challenge.
but simple enough to like anyone someone like me could like oh shit like i want to learn that and i can
um it was it was really fun mouth mouth of war you know this okay that's like i think i i could do that
so that that record just makes you it makes a beginner and you like just want to play
where i think far beyond driven doesn't have those kind of songs they're i mean they're great
songs is a very extreme record but forward just has such a um impact for uh like the simple players
i never really it's i don't think i really try to play anything off uh far far beyond driven
but i think uh probably depending on your age or how you heard the records your emotional attachment
to said records um i think that's all person
some preference, right?
If we're talking like
Desert Island,
I'm taking
vulgar. So that's my pick.
And feel free
to talk shit to me.
I would really appreciate it.
So that's my pick.
What are your picks?
But yeah, thank you for your question.
When I saw it, I was like,
this is juicy.
This is a fucking juicy one.
I think we have time for a one more
Um
Actually uh
Let's just
Let's just move on actually
Because we're already like like an hour in
Yeah yeah
Let's uh
Let's do the reaction
So I try to avoid this
Sometimes just scrolling social media
I'm like okay
Like I keep seeing this fucking clip
I keep seeing these clips
And then eventually someone told me
Hey uh you should
you know what do you think about this i keep i kept seeing this banana man thing and uh so
purposely because of the podcast i chose not to watch it until this moment because i want to
get my natural reaction and my um similar to you part i get like that first gut reaction to it
and i was actually jamming this this band earlier right before the podcast me and j jammed a song
from i end it right end it
All right, so I have no idea what's about to happen.
I have no idea.
So, I'm doing know what I'm talking about.
Let's, uh, let's, let's, let's have some fun.
All right.
So what, what the hell's going on?
The infamous, infamous banana man.
That happens to be at every crazy show.
Okay, so if you're just listening, there's a banana in the crowd.
Can we crank this?
There we go.
It's cool.
That's all you see is a fucking banana.
Let's get a pencil.
You want to do it now?
Oh, oh.
What's going on, man?
Fuck, you do it, my niggins?
No, no, no, no.
Not good.
He wanted to be attention and now he has it.
Okay.
Um, okay.
I'm just saying, he was asking for attention now.
You got it.
Uh.
He's looking a little scared now?
Yeah.
Oh, shit.
Oh.
Oh, oh my goodness.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Where's the banana man?
But the song's sick.
I can't lie about that.
All this.
All right.
So there's pieces of the outfit in people's hands.
I see that.
Where do you go?
What happened to him?
That was probably it.
Okay.
So does people seem kind of pissed about it?
So I was like, okay.
So just for some best.
backstory.
Mitch actually have gone to shows
wearing a banana suit.
So this has been going on at shows like
well over two decades.
I've seen this early 2000s
in Corona at showcase theater.
So pretty,
people dress weird at shows.
It happens.
A common one lately has been
Jesus.
I've been meeting many forms of Jesus
at shows.
I have interacted with one of them
Cool
That's what you want to try to add a show cool
Um
Also I have I have heard a rumor that uh
The band have since deleted their Facebook
Um
It seems like there's a fucking negative vibe
Um
I guess would have said that
No
Um
Because what if he was naked
I don't need that
What if it's just like a naked banana?
Yeah, telling people to take it off.
I personally wouldn't do that.
It creates too many problems.
It's kind of a weird...
It's irresponsible.
I guess you would say it's, yeah, it's slightly irresponsible.
Maybe you're just in the moment, you know,
the vibe in the moment.
I get it like you're fucking out of show.
or like I see this fucking big banana.
I mean, right at the gate,
it's like all you see is like a banana suit.
It looked like a fucking lead pencil.
That's kind of all, I saw.
But if you're wearing a banana suit at a show,
you have to expect,
you have to expect some attention.
You know, that's going to gather some attention.
Most likely, maybe some unwanted attention.
But, uh,
yeah telling people to rip off the suit personally i wouldn't do and it seems from uh clips i'm
seeing photos i'm seeing he goes to other shows he wears the banana suit um so it's kind of his
his deal like i mentioned about like the jesus um i'm pretty sure this more than one i met the
one uh at the observatory i talked to him um cool guy
and I guess that's what they want to wear
Would I personally tell the audience to
Rip off the
suit
Maybe in the moment it didn't seem like across the line
Maybe it seemed innocent
In the moment
Coming again
Full transparency
I'm in suicide silence
We tell people to fucking split the room down the middle
and then 80% of the time, one or two people tend to stay in the middle.
So that is their choosing.
They've chosen to be in the middle of a wall of death.
That's what they call it.
It's called a wall of death.
They're choosing to participate in their own way.
So what are we encouraging?
but then again that that that's a that's a pit you're kind of expecting a pit and also uh people have come to expect
that from us oh we're going to see suicons they're going to do a wall of death um either you're in
or you're out you have your option you do have your option to opt out which again i don't know
what makes people say in the middle i wouldn't do that and people on the side they
have chosen to be a part of this
I guess the argument
for the banana suit
he did not choose
to get his shit ripped apart
so
I guess that is the difference
like telling people to take off the suit
I guess that is like
I mean it's weird
because it
this has never happened before
so I guess there is like a line
kind of crossed there
because
like you can't really choose
that where people could choose to be in a pit or not people could choose a stage die people could choose
to be in front of the stage and knowing damn what was going to happen people were in their fucking
headwalk they're gonna jump on um but when the band calls out hey we're gonna rip off this fucking
banana suit from a person that's known to wear it maybe uh i'm playing devil's advocate i'm sure in the
it felt right but yeah
you can't you can't do that man
because I'm processing this in real time
you probably you probably shouldn't have done that
but uh it's tough man
you're fucking rocking like you're chugging
you're playing breakdowns and then you see
your fucking banana suit you're like
rip out that fucking banana suit
I mean that's a
I mean that's kind of a mosh call out too
I mean we've done mosh call out so you know
fucking fucking hurt somebody
I mean
I don't know I'm going to throw out
the years, the things that we said on stage,
fucking kill somebody.
Like we said,
but we,
but you obviously don't mean it.
You are,
we obviously don't mean it, but this is very intentional.
Like, we, we don't mean,
for someone to get hurt. We don't mean,
we'd kill somebody. We just say,
we just say to kind of, you know,
that's just the vibe.
It's hyperbolic.
Yeah. I guess this is a, a new line
that we,
that we all have learned in real time not to cross.
You can't tell people to rip off the fucking banana suit.
What do you think of the bananas, though?
Because I've seen them at, you know, chaos and carnage.
And I saw Eddie be like,
like, annoyed by the banana.
Yeah.
But not, like, singling out like that, you know?
Yeah.
It was more just, like, get in that wall of death, like that shit.
Yeah, so you want to wear banana.
So you better get in the wall of death.
But there's, like, something obnoxious about it.
it maybe. Like just banana
like it's big and yellow.
Yeah. You know?
Sticks out. And it's like it's like a metal show. I mean we've seen all
kinds of shit like we've seen a fucking Pikachu
Um
I see Pikachu Jesus as always
But it's also Pikachu is also yellow. So it's just like you see this big
fucking yellow thing in a fucking sea of black shirts
I think we need to get a comment from a banana man
get a get uh get his take I'm pretty sure this will get to him
hopefully uh so banana man if you see this or you hear this
uh either comment on this shit or some give us your uh
let us know you're alright and hopefully you take this as a grown experience
um don't let don't let it get to you
you know call you know hit up hit up the band you know right reconcile you know it's not it's not
something to fucking hate the ban for it's not hopefully get you to talk to him clear it up
shake hands maybe one one day um hash it out yeah hash it out that's that's growing up too
hashing it out.
I didn't expect this to be so hard to process.
I was like,
I wonder what I think about it.
I wouldn't do it.
And I've seen a lot of bananas it shows,
a lot of weird shit.
Well, cool.
That's a good closer.
As always, unsuccessful.
Making this thing short.
Let's see.
Unfortunately, this is coming out Monday.
So literally tonight, I'm going to see the band Katie.
I know they're also playing House of Blues, but let's see.
Shows I'm going to.
I'm actually not going to many shows this month.
However, Saturday, June 20th, I will be at 1720.
I'm going to see Devourment.
I've seen them in a long time, so I'll be driving out to L.A.
I know they're doing two shows
I know they have
I think it's 20th
and 21st
shout out to Brad their drummer
I think they're actually doing the podcast
so that's probably the only show
even up until the next solo
checking we do
probably the only one I'm going to
and yeah
our next guest
next week will be Josh Middleton
from Silosis
so tune here for that
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Thank you.
And also real quick,
people are loving that
Krippaloo EP.
It kind of felt in a moment.
You know what?
We haven't had like a production talk ever.
Let's just let it go.
And thank you to
Kurt for just
being...
a well of knowledge dude
like all the shit he was talking about
you I had no idea what the hell is going on
like to be straight up with you like I'm not a
I'm not in the
production side you know
I made a records but he out he makes records
like he fucking mics his shit up
and knows how to mix it so uh
thank you Kurt for a great
two hours flew by
that shit fucking flew by
so I thank you hope you all enjoy
if you're a producer trying to get into producing
definitely check out that episode
So, and yeah, I'll either see you at the show or I'll see you next week.
That's it.
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