Girls Gone Bible - Alcohol Sucks | Girls Gone Bible

Episode Date: October 10, 2025

Hiiii GGB! This week's episode is all about alcohol, drugs, smoking and SOBRIETY. Angela goes deeper into her miraculous story of Jesus getting her sober in a way she never has and we just have a really honest conversation on why laying down any and all substances is so important. we love you so much. Jesus loves you more. -Ang & Ari ORDER OUR NEW BOOK! You can order our new book “Out of the Wilderness— 31 Devotions to Walk with God Through Your Hardest Seasons” at girlsgonebible.com/book JOIN US ON GGB+ 🥹❤️ https://ggb.supportingcast.fm COME SEE US ON TOUR:  Tickets for our tour are now on sale.Go to www.GirlsgoneBible.com/tour October 16, 2025 San Francisco, CA October 25, 2025 Morristown, NJ October 26, 2025 Patchogue, NY November 14, 2025 Atlanta, GA December 6, 2025 Los Angeles, CA  Beam Visit https://shopbeam.com/GGB and use code GGB to get our exclusive discount of up to 35% off. Ritual Instead of striving for perfect health, aim for supporting foundational health. Get 25% off your first month, only at https://ritual.com/GGB IQBAR Fuel your body and brain with IQBAR. Plant based protein bars packed with clean ingredients and functional nutrients. Text GGB to 6400 for 20% off plus free shipping. Olive & June Salon-quality nails from home made easy with the Olive & June system. Everything you need for a flawless at-home manicure. Get 20% off your first system at https://OliveandJune.com/GGB Everyday Dose Upgrade your morning routine with Everyday Dose, a mushroom coffee alternative. Focus, energy, and gut health without the crash. Get 45% off your first order at everydaydose.com/GGB with code GGB. Dose Daily A daily wellness beverage crafted with adaptogenic mushrooms for energy and mental clarity. Save 25% on your first subscription at DoseDaily.co/GGB using code GGB WE LOVE YOU AND CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU! 

Hi guys, I'm Ange. And I'm Ari. And this is Girls Gone Bible. We are a faith-based podcast where we talk all things, spirituality, mental health, relationships. But we talk about everything from a biblical point of view because we love Jesus so much. We are just two average girls. I don't know why I thought to myself below average. that's why

why do we have to absolutely like destroy ourselves during the info when we were murders so you're not alone we talk about everything from the biblical point of view because we love Jesus so much

he saved our lives transformed our lives and we always say come as you are just don't stay that way what's up Vange what's up on how you doing?

I'm doing really good other than the fact that I came 40 minutes light. I already thought we were starting at 2.30. We were starting at 2, but I was 5 minutes late, so you were only 35 minutes late. And one of my green flags I'm going to give to myself is that I'm always, if you tell me to be there at 2, I'll be there at 1.30. Yeah. That is a green flag. That is my green flag. You're always early. You're always on time. You are a respecter of time. I am a respecter of time. I got a haircut.

today. My appointment was at 9. I got there at 8.20 sat outside. Her thing for that long. Does there a diagnosis for that? I just don't want to be, um, what's the word? Disrespectful? Like, you know, um, something of your time. Inconsiderate. Yeah, that's a great word. That's a really simple word. I couldn't get out. Am I ever just going to be able to say the word? And that's a great word. That's a great word. I love your haircut.

Thank you. What's the word you said in our prayer? I wanted to, vitality was it? Oh, no, virality. That's a really good word. Explain to us what that means. You had to see us in my, when you were praying. I opened up one night ago.

Really? Virality is something going viral. And so I prayed right now before we started this episode. And I prayed a lot this morning. I pray typically over every episode, hopefully, you know? but today was a really important one for both Ari and I, where I prayed today. I never pray that God would, like, give us more eyes or more views or have more people watch the podcast, but I literally prayed.

And I think he would release me to say that, like, this morning, I prayed for favor on this episode. I prayed for virality that an episode like today where we're talking about sobriety and alcohol and drugs and smoking and a bunch of things I prayed, Lord. like I unashamedly ask for favor and then this episode would go viral that parts of this episode would go viral so that people could hear a message like this and that there would just be a call to sobriety and a call to laying down of the things that we know are not good for us let's get into it let's get into a gur so I know that um you wrote a devotion solely on

sobriety. So why don't we get into it because I think it's your best. I think it's your best devotion. Really? Yeah. I love when you talk about sobriety because I know how many people it's freed and I know that couldn't have been easy to come out and talk about sobriety. Yeah. Thank you for saying that. I know how much it's freed you even being so vulnerable and talking about it. I remember maybe one of our first like maybe the sixth or something episode was sobriety. Do you remember how much I was freaking out being like, Ari, what are we doing? I, like, went into my story of how much I drank and the little alcohol bottles and how I was an alcoholic and it was really bad. And I remember freaking out.

And it's so funny looking back now being like, now we've told everything. Yes, we have. You know, and like we have no issue like disclosing anything. And that back then I just remember talking about my sobriety. I'd never talked about it on Instagram. Nobody knew I was sober. Really quick, I want to say, look at us. Look at Luz.

What is Lus doing on a book? I just want you guys to know we just had a meeting for this book for our devotional today with our team. And like, you guys, they're ecstatic. I'm just going to go out and say it because we should celebrate our devotional that we put our blood, sweat, and tears into writing this was so beautiful and so hard. We could have never prepared. Do you know how much it hurts your head to write so many words? We had a meeting and our team is just like ecstatic because it's people are loving it and people are buying it and people are like getting transformed through this devotional and we could

have never thought that. I remember there were so many moments like especially with the purity devotion. I would, I like erase the whole thing. I was like, I'm not putting this out there. And then I just felt that conviction of like, no, you're putting it in there. I thank God we did Those hard parts It seemed so embarrassing

And so many people were like No I relate to this Even with sobriety Yeah I feel like it's helped so many people open up And be able to Who's calling us? Who's calling us?

Answer it Joy Everybody wants them on Baby, you're on the air You're on the air Sing them a song Sing us a song. All right, give me a word.

He's so sick. He's so sick. He had mucus coming out of his eyes. Listen, I need all 15.5 million of you subscribers praying for me. Oh, guys, pray for John because he's feeling sick. You must be better by him. No, it's Thomas. Oh, shoot.

Oh, shoot. All right. I don't know him. Okay. Love you. Are you going to come on soon? Are you going to come on soon and speak in tongues? He speaks in tongues over all the seats at our shows.

It's the best thing ever. Never, never in English. Never in English. You want to say a little something? Only what the Spirit of the Lord's saying. We're talking about sobriety today if there's anything you have to say. Yeah, what would you tell the kids? It ain't worth it.

It really isn't worth it. I promise you guys, this is a mighty man of God. God, but doesn't like to. What do you mean? That's the best advice. It's not worth it. I know. It isn't worth it.

If you play with fire kids, you're going to get burned. Yeah, that's really good. Yeah, and maybe what's the word of the Lord? What would he say? He'd say, listen, it ain't worth it. Okay, baby. I love you so much. Bye.

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it's had. All that matters is that God's in it and that people encounter Jesus through the devotional, and we believe that that's happening. But to hear from our team how well it is doing and performing is just, like, absolutely insane. And we're so grateful to Jesus. And it's just a testament that, like, the story. spirit of, or, um, the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. Like this book, uh, speaks

prophetically into the lives of whoever reads it because it's our testimony of Jesus that speaks to them prophetically. It's absolutely amazing. So please get your copy at girls gone Bible.com slash book. And so we're going to start. Today, you guys, we want to talk about sobriety. We want to talk about alcohol, drugs, smoking weed, smoking cigarettes, vaping, all of the addictions, all of the things, all of the substances that for some people watching, you might have grown up as a Christian or you are born again and really all in with Jesus. And you're like, this is a crazy topic to even talk about because as a Christian, of course nobody does drugs or smokes weed or drinks alcohol. But the truth is we live in a world.

where lukewarmness is a thing and double-mindedness is a thing and passivity in your faith is a thing where you can be following Jesus and still partaking in activities that are, I believe, and Ari believes so against what God calls us to do. And that's happening with a lot of people all around, all around us. And so we just want to talk about sobriety because it's a huge part of my life. I've been sober in November, it's going to be six years, which is... Oh, my gosh, November. Yeah, it's coming on.

The geek is coming. The cake. Yeah, it's going to be six years. Six years. Which is like... My gosh, I cannot believe it's going to be six years. Time is literally flying. I met you when I was three.

Yeah. That's such an accomplishment. Six years. It's so crazy. Wow. Unbelievable. So... What a testament.

Thank you. Seriously, what a testimony. To so many lives. And I can't wait for you guys to hear because as time has gone on, Ari and I talked about this the other day where as you mature in your faith, you begin to realize more of your own testimony because you're able to look back. The first time I got touched by the Holy Spirit that I like got encountered by the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit fell on me. I remember, I was thinking about it on my way here, looking back, I didn't know what was happening. And I was listening to a sermon, literally get wrecked by God, like literally get brought to my knees. Holy Spirit's on me. I'm crying. I'm shaking.

I don't know what to do. I think it's something about the sermon. So I take out my headphone, rewind the sermon, and then put it in my mom's ear and wait for the same thing to happen to her. I didn't know that I encountered the Holy Spirit. I was just like, what just happened? Was a girl get up? Yeah, it was Sarah Jake's Roberts. The first time I ever remember getting like baptized.

It was Girl Get Up by Sarah Jake's Roberts is where God met her. Yeah, that's unbelievable. Isn't that crazy? And it was in your house? Yeah. My mom was caretaking for a woman named Julie. So we're at Julie's house and I was just in the bathroom. Maybe like washing my face or something with headphones in.

I get baptized in the Holy Spirit. baptized. Like the Holy Spirit falls on me. Not because all of us have the Holy Spirit inside of us, but the Holy Spirit came on me. And I didn't know what, I didn't know what being baptized in the spirit was. So I take out my headphones and then put it in my mom's ear and I just stare at her waiting for her to experience what I experience. And she's just like, cool, cool. Like, you know, isn't that so interesting? And then I, over time, that kept happening. I kept getting encountered by the Holy Spirit, I would listen to say you put the, put the drink down. No, no, no, no. This was way after. So, so this is like, there's like. Process. Yeah. It peels you like an onion. Peels you like an onion,

literally. No, that's how he deals with us. Yeah. It's like layers, layers. It doesn't, you know. Yeah, not every, sometimes people have a story where they give their life to Jesus. They're baptized in the Holy Spirit. They put everything down. They're delivered, freed, saved, transformed in a moment. know that people who have that story, that's not either of our stories. It's been a process. He meets us. Then he meets us again. Then he meets us again. And he chips away at the stuff that's around our heart. You know what I mean? And we're going to do another episode kind of like all around that. So I'm just going to start a little bit out of this devotional. It starts with Ephesians 518. Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead,

be filled with the spirit from Angela. Alcohol almost destroyed me. Because of my experience, I have taken a hard stance on overconsuming alcohol or any other substance that alters one's state of mind. I hope my story of how alcohol nearly ruined my life sheds light on the effects of this epidemic. Since I was a little girl, a looming feeling of danger has haunted me. I've always felt unsafe, and I've always looked to outside sources to feel secure. My brokenness and pain in this area drove me into the arms of a vice that would never actually fulfill me or bring me lasting comfort. I was only 15 years old when I realized that I really enjoyed drinking. It's not even that I loved to party. What I loved was the ability alcohol gave me to escape my pain, even at such a young

age. Self-medicating with alcohol or any substance is all fun and games until it turns on you. It feels like it's helping until it's not. This is how the devil works, not just with substance abuse, but with any sin in our lives. It's always good in the beginning, shiny and appealing and seductive, but then Satan leads you to your destruction by the very thing that used to feel so good. Anxiety and alcohol were a deadly duo for me. The more I drink, the work, the work I began to feel when it wore off, because you guys know that I went through a horrific period of years of anxiety, panic disorder, OCD, de-realization, depersonalization. I had a bunch of phobias. Like, I just had so much fear. I was a very fearful person, and I had really bad social anxiety.

So the idea of having to be around people was really hard for me. I could barely look people in the eyes. I could not go to a social thing without drinking. And I had a fear of panic attacks, which is literally panic disorder. So I would not leave the house because I was afraid that I'd have a panic attack. And then it says, my tolerance was rising, so I drink more. This is the violently toxic cycle that happens with alcohol. I went from having an unhealthy relationship with alcohol to being completely dependent on it, emotionally and physically. One morning, I went to Whole Foods. I hadn't had a drink yet.

And within a few minutes of shopping, withdrawal hit, and I was shaking uncontrollably. My head was pounding and my ears were ringing as I struggled to remember where I'd parked my car. It was absolutely terrifying to realize that I couldn't even take a short trip to the grocery store without having a drink. The shackles were tight. I was in bondage, and the future did not look promising. At this point, I had everybody close to me praying for me. But I couldn't bring myself to stop, no matter how many times I tried.

It hurts my heart to remember how badly I did not want to be doing what I was doing. I just wanted to feel better. I couldn't stand to look at myself in the mirror. And when I did, I didn't recognize the person looking back at me. My eyes were empty and lifeless. There was no joy, no hope in them. I was a dead man walking, and I was really scared. Have you ever asked yourself, how did I get here?

How could I have let it get this far? How did I allow it to get this bad? That was where I found myself. I was trapped in an endless cycle. I wanted to numb the underlying pain, so I turned to a vice. The vice produced an immense amount of shame and guilt that I couldn't stand to feel, so I ran back to the vice to drown off. the noise and repeat. So this is what my journey with alcohol looks like. And guys, I want you to know

anybody who struggles with alcohol or substance abuse, it's not for no reason. It's not by accident. And it's not just bad choices in life, which that is a thing, right? We have a choice, regardless of what happened in your childhood, regardless of how you were raised, regardless of abuse and all the things. You have a choice. And a lot of people, grow up in really bad situations and still make good choices for their lives. So that's not to say that we're victims to anything that happens. However, if you see someone who is struggling with addiction, who's struggling with alcohol, who's struggling with sin, first we remember that we don't wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers that we have an adversary who's

trying to take every single one of us out. And every single person, some more than others grew up experiencing trauma and pain and dysfunction and so people don't end up in bad situations just because they chose to get there and so I think that's something that's really important in noting when we're talking about alcohol and we're talking about substance like people are in pain and they're hurting so badly and it feels so good to have a vice it feels so good to have something to cope with, whether it's alcohol or smoking weed or even vaping or sex or blah, blah, the millions of things, or being addicted to work and making money.

Like, everybody wants to have a vice because it does feel like it makes things easier and it doesn't. In the moment. In the moment it does. Yeah. Right. Right. But it's a never-ending cycle.

And it doesn't. actually ever bring fulfillment or peace. It just, it numbs you for a second. It never frees you. Only Jesus can free you. Only Jesus can bring true comfort. I talk about my testimony a lot, but, you know, I grew up in a situation where one thing led to another that led me to living a life of avoidance and escaping.

I really have struggled. in my life to cope. Yeah. I've always escaped to something since I was a really little girl. And so growing up, experiencing a ton of pain and a ton of confusion and a ton of like, yeah, there's, I'm not going to get into it, but there's like a million reasons why a little girl ends up addicted to alcohol, you know, and those things don't happen by accident. And so I found myself, as you guys know, having those panic attacks.

My mental health was really bad. I was really scared. Intrusive thoughts. We've talked about intrusive thoughts before. Those unwanted thoughts that like are persistent that come up and you're like, oh, what was that? That was scary. I was really struggling in my mind, really afraid. And so I started drinking to numb my pain, to avoid my pain. Alcohol was the only thing that made me feel better. All of my friends drank. You know. It was this, sorry, this was started in Florida, right? Yeah, when I was in high school, I, from an early age, I mean, since 15 years old, drinking with friends, drinking on the beach in Florida. Like, that was our lives. Like, that was all of our lives. I was no different from other kids, which is so scary and sad that there are 14, 13-year-olds

drinking today. It's the norm. It's literally the norm. I know. And so, yeah, it started. at a really early age and even then though I'm coping, I'm medicating, I'm not well, I'm not feeling good, I don't know Jesus. And then I grow up and all of my friends are doing the same thing that I am, you know, and then I move to L.A. And everybody drinks. Drinking is the most

normal thing. Why would you not drink? You're now 20, right? Yeah, 18. Okay. So move to L.A. Yeah, 18. And then, but even then I recognize, I wasn't an alcoholic, but I look back and I recognize that my drinking was different than other people. So everybody's drinking is bad because it's not good. But mine was different. I remember specifically, you know, Saddle Ranch? Yeah.

Yeah. So I remember being at Saddle Ranch when I was like 18. And being with all my friends from college, it was the end of the night. we all had like those mock those cocktails that are like all that sugar and like yeah those big ones at saddle ranch and it was time to go it was closing and we were getting up to leave i remember this so distinctly that everybody sitting with me all got up and they leave their drinks full and i remember finishing mine and i asked my friend like why didn't you finish your drink and she's like we're just going home why would i drink that i remember clocking to myself

that was not normal like what I just did yeah and and then you finished it and then I finished it and that's just like one little instance but like it's it was a it's it showed me like there's why are you even finishing that drink when you're just going to go home you know that's not normal that's not good and then I for the next couple of years drink on and off not like an issue by any means but then after I had my first panic attack at 19, by 20 years old, I found myself self-medicating, which means that I would drink for the purpose of feeling better. I would drink for the purpose of not having social anxiety, thinking I can't be with people. I'm like the most, I've been like the most social person my whole life.

And Satan came into my life and literally attacked my strength, which is how, much I love people and being with people and he fed me this lie that I was like a socially anxious person and he would tell me like you're introverted you don't know how to be with people you can only be with people if you're drinking that's the only time you're fun that's the only time anybody wants to be around you because that's when you're crazy and fun and I would be like yeah you're right I should only I should only be with people if I'm drinking and then so I developed this social anxiety where I could only be with people if I was drinking, and that only led me to drink more and more often. And then by 22, 23, as most of us know, my story takes a

really dark turn where my anxiety was so bad that I couldn't even leave the house. I was like no longer a functioning human. I was in a relationship that was really toxic and really bad. I was living with the person um i lived in like this big house with a bunch of young people and i lived with a boyfriend at the time just perpetuated this culture of drinking and it was just so dark i'll never forget i lived in this big house and it was like all brick so it was kind of like dark inside like it was a red brick i always just it's like it was like the set of euphoria not like doing a bunch of drugs or like whatever, but it was just dark. And you have young people everywhere just living this LA life and they're drinking and this and that. And I am living in this

house and it's so dark. Even the walls were dark. Oh my gosh. Like I think about this time and I didn't have a life. But the people in the house would drink to like party. So they would leave. They would go places. They would like have friends. I literally stayed at the house. I didn't want to party. I didn't want to be around people. I simply had a scheduled drink every hour or two, not because I wanted to be drunk, but because I was not okay. I was mentally so gone, so unwell.

And I, like, borderline started to lose my mind a little bit because of the alcohol. It creates paranoia. It creates delusion. It creates anger. It creates, like, Alcohol, even if you're not drunk, but you've been drinking, it changes your personality. Alcohol changes everything and marijuana changes everything. These things are really bad for you.

I know. So then ultimately, I get out of this relationship. I move somewhere else. I go back to Florida for a little bit. And then I, this is cut back to Florida? For like a couple of weeks, yeah, because I moved out of that house. went to Florida and this is like kind of embarrassing and but like you know what there's no shame I was in a relationship and then I literally jumped into another relationship right away like

literally immediately and totally all of us grown up yeah me too like literally no time in between jump into another relationship and then live with that person's family and I was talking to John about this the other day actually and I kind of like told him this story of of like going from this one house with this one guy in his family, then to another guy in his family. And he literally, with tears in his eyes, was like, Ange, you weren't even, like, looking for boyfriends. Just want to be safe.

You just wanted to be safe. And he's like, you were literally Angel on the run. Like, one place to another, where can I find shelter? Where can I find safety? And then I start dating someone else. And then I'm living in his house. My whole life is in shambles. I just got out of a four-year relationship.

and now I'm in it. I was so unwelled between the mental health and the alcohol. I was not making my own decisions. I was completely gone. Like I was, even if you're not drinking a lot, alcohol will impair your decision making across the board.

In every area of your life, it'll destroy your relationships. It'll destroy your marriage because you're not yourself. You're not. It destroys. Even if you're not an alcoholic, but you're drinking often, it will change.

change who you are. And so now I'm at this new person's house and in this new relationship. And thank you, Jesus, for that person because it was the best thing that ever happened to me. But imagine I'm a 23-year-old girl making horrible decisions. I don't know what's going on. I have no guidance. I'm just, it was a mess.

Yeah. It was a mess. Yeah. And then I've told the story before. So I'll make it somewhat quick. But I just, I need you guys to understand what freedom looks like. because I'm about to be six years sober. And I don't even consider myself like a recovering alcoholic because I was delivered from alcoholism.

I was delivered from addiction. And that's not everybody's story. It's not like, like I wasn't just like delivered from anxiety. And some people are I still struggle with anxiety, but I was delivered from alcohol. And that sort of freedom, that solid like freedom. Like there is no, I'm not even, that's not a part of my identity anymore. Like that's available. And so for me, Socrates, you guys know Socrates had been praying for me for like six months every single day, reading scripture, I'm praying for myself. I'm discovering who Jesus is. I'm learning a little bit about authority. I'm learning about who God is and what he died for and what freedom means and what the blood of Jesus is that by Jesus is stripes, I can be healed. And that if I give my life to Jesus and I literally take authority against all that's happening in my life, I can be set free.

And so I'm praying like this. I start praying for myself every single day. But imagine the breakthrough didn't come right away. It was months and months of misery, destruction. Anyone who would have looked at me would have thought, God is far from this person. Were you drinking at the time when you say, okay, so you find Jesus? You're learning about Jesus, but you're still in the process.

Yeah. So by that point, I had met Socrates and I was born again, right? Like the first five minutes he met me, he probably led me to Jesus. And I grew up Catholic, but I hadn't been truly born again and dedicated my life to Jesus. So I had been born again, and I had been, but again, this is sometimes people's story is like some people have a this day. I gave them everything and everything changed. That's not my story. It was a gradual process.

I was in way too deep in the darkness. You know what I mean? It took some time for me. And so all this, all these months of praying, Socrates, praying, me praying. Imagine how God was like with me every moment backing me, showing me like the light is coming. You will be free. I had no awareness of this, but God was, he was with me. In the darkest moments of my life, he was right there. Yes, he was right there. And it was Jesus who put me in contact with Socrates. It was Jesus who had Socrates lead me to the Lord. It was Jesus

who orchestrated all. It was Jesus who got me out of that house and brought. me to this house and honestly these are bad decisions but works all things together for good Romans 828 this is what he does he even takes our biggest mistakes and says I'm going to use this and so I Thanksgiving 2019 I go to Thanksgiving dinner with my ex and his family who doesn't drink and I bring the party in my backpack with me with my little bag I brought alcohol with me because I knew there wouldn't be alcohol. And at this point, my ex had started to have conversations with me and being like, what is going on? This is not good. You need to stop drinking. And at that point, I was trying. I was trying to do just wine and beer. Like no hard liquor.

I was having a two drink minimum, maximum, whatever. I was bound. I was in bondage. You have to just say completely cut it off. Like you can't even give the devil this much room because he will keep you stuck and bound. And it's a lie to think like, oh, I could just do it sometimes or have a little stop, stop. You have to go 100% the opposite way. You can't even give yourself this much allowance because you'll just keep going back. I know. I know. And so Thanksgiving 2019, my ex catches me drinking at his family's house. That night, he gives me an ultimatum. I write about it in the devotional. He gives me an ultimatum and says, I want nothing to do with you if you're going to keep drinking because I can't watch you do this to yourself. And at that

point, you guys, I would go through withdrawals if I didn't drink for 30 minutes. Literally, I could not go that long without drinking or I'd start to shake. I was completely addicted. And anybody watching who smokes weed or smokes cigarettes or vapes, like you probably know what withdrawal feels like your body actually can't go on anymore without that thing. And that is so anti-gospel. Like the only thing that we're supposed to need and depend on is Jesus. And so anyways, that moment, that night, I received supernatural deliverance from alcoholism. And it wasn't a big moment. It wasn't like I said, Jesus, I'm giving you everything and I'm done. I have spent hours and hours with Jesus asking him, what was that moment? Where were you? What does that

look like? Where was this when this happened? I want to get a picture of it. I was at my ex's house. He had six cats. If that paints a picture. He had six cats. And I was sitting on a step. I was sitting on a step that leads into his room and he was standing up and he was looking like basically above me and being like I'm done. Like I want nothing to do with you. You've lied to me. You've hid this from me. You said you were done and you brought it in your bag and now you've disrespected me and all this stuff. And it was exactly what I needed. I'm looking up at him. And all I'm thinking is I am a piece of garbage. Like I hate myself. Like literally as much self-hatred as you can have is what I had for myself. I absolutely hated myself. I hated what I was doing. And I've sat with Jesus and asked

him, where were you in that moment? Like, how did I, in that moment, not even make a decision, but something happened where I was so defeated that I never drank again. After that day. After that day, that moment, and I've sat with the Lord so many times, and I feel like what I sense from Jesus is that those months of prayer are what led to break through. those months of taking authority of relentless prayer of having people back me in prayer

Jesus stepped into my story and literally my testimony is not by strength not by my but by my spirit says the Lord that was what happened because I never made the decision to stop drinking I simply stopped that night I'm telling it's such a weird thing because I remember that moment maybe having a thought of like oh man I have to stop right but I remember feeling so defeated and almost like I had left my body I woke up the next morning and I didn't drink like you didn't crave it no no I craved it I went through withdrawals so my body was craving it definitely so that first day I was in bed dying I thought I was going to have a seizure withdrawals are the scariest thing that can happen to you you're shaking in bed you're sweating

i'm telling i i was i think i told my ex something like you have to get me a drink like you have to i'm like pleading and begging like i can't do this i'm bawling my i'm like it's one of the most horrific things you can probably see as someone go through withdrawals and he's like no no you're going to be fine you're going to be fine it was literally god sent and that guy wasn't even a believer like he's like you're going to be fine but what's interesting is that right in the other room was a bar of alcohol. So I could have walked five steps when he was in the bathroom and got a drink. But I didn't do it. God said no. It's the Holy Spirit inside of me, empowered me to not get up and drink. Jesus stepped in and said,

you can't save yourself. You're done. I'm saving you. And then I always tell people like, I think I had to go to work a couple days later. I think I didn't leave the house for a couple of days. I just stayed in bed and had the shakes and was miserable and thought I was going to die completely disassociated. I'm driving to work. I worked at Joey Woodland Hills, a restaurant. I was a server, and I was driving to work, and there was this liquor store to my left that I had a tab at because I didn't have any money because I wasn't working at that time. so I didn't even have any money.

So I would literally, I had a tab at the liquor store. That's like how bad this was. I'm driving by, and it was like an instinctive reflex to turn into the liquor store. Every time I passed it, even if I had alcohol. Like I would just like not even think about it. I'd turn in. I remember so distinctly driving by the liquor store. It's right here.

I'm watching it as it's going by. And then I just keep driving. and I think to like I look back then I didn't know what was going on but now that I look back the Holy Spirit was inside of me moving my hands and my feet getting me to where I needed to go literally like not letting me like I was no longer in control of myself yeah yeah it was empowerment this is the Holy Spirit's power at work in our life yeah I never made the decision to stop drinking and then it wasn't that was in November it wasn't until Christmas I didn't talk about being sober once that whole time that whole month because I didn't know if I was sober I never said

I'm sober I never said here's my sobriety date I'm done it was never anything like that I didn't talk about it because I was confused I didn't know what was going on and then during Christmas I remember telling my mom hey mom I think I'm sober and my mom didn't know how bad it was was. So she was like, okay, awesome. And then it wasn't until maybe literally a year later that I started to talk to people and say, hey, I'm sober. I didn't even know that I was getting sober while I was getting sober. It's so insane. It's so wild. And I say all that to say you guys, that I, Jesus pulled me out of a really scary place. And in my position, you do not. get better without rehab or without A.A. or without a program or something like, you don't just

get better. And my journey with anxiety after that took a long time to heal. But I had Socrates who prayed with me very often. He was my connection to Jesus because I didn't really know Jesus for myself yet, but I had somebody. And if you just have one person, do not neglect having even one person that will be there for you, that prays for you, because their prayers will carry you until you're strong enough. So I say all of this to say that I can't believe I'm standing here today, almost six years sober, never craved it one time in six years. That first week of going withdrawals through withdrawals is a little bit different. But like, I don't even consider myself a recovering alcoholic because I'm not recovering. I've already, I've been

recovered that day. I recovered. By Jesus. By Jesus, by the spirit of God supernaturally. This is the Jesus that we talk about here. These are the types of things he does. So if anybody sitting here thinking that whatever has bound you, the alcohol, the cigarettes, the addiction, whatever you think has all this hold on you, because Ari and I both know in different ways what it's like to be so bound by something that even as a follower of Jesus, you think this is the one thing Jesus does not have authority over. There's no way that Jesus is stronger than this. And we're here to tell you that we've both been through a lot of stuff. I went through something that I stand here and I'm like, I don't know how I made it through.

But Jesus was stronger than the alcohol. Jesus was stronger than the addiction. Jesus is and forever will be stronger than whatever is in your life. He's already put it under his feet. And you have the authority. You have the right to put everything under the authority of Jesus, to bring everything under submission, to bring your body under submission. If you're addicted right now to anything, any substance, you have the ability to speak to your body and say, I put you under the submission and the authority of Jesus Christ. And I say, be free in Jesus' name from whatever it is, alcohol, all the things. You have authority and it will not have a hold over you anymore after today. I, first of all, just, I just love you. I love you. So,

much. I love being your best friend, and I love you saying this story is like the first time every time. And I just thank you because this isn't easy at all to share these vulnerable parts about your life, being in a dark home. And I know how hard that was to talk about that from the beginning and you don't know how many people you help like you don't know how many people you free you don't know how many people look at you and say look at this girl like I'm not alone I can get through it too I'm not unworthy I'm not too far gone so many people that are drinking that come up in this thing that like I know because I'm from Massachusetts like this is what we do like so many people feel like I'll never be able to come out of this like I grew up in this and they hear you

and they see you sitting here today glowing beautiful on the other side of it. And you don't know what you're doing for those people. And I've even talked to a girl recently last week in Massachusetts. And you were half of the reason why she has a woman's center that she helps recovering alcoholics. And she's over for four years. Let's go. Because she found Jesus through your story. Oh, Jesus.

So I just, I know it's like, you know you can't even see it, but you don't know. know what you're doing. Oh, I love you. But by being open and vulnerable and loving on these people that are battling it. So I'm just so proud of you. I really am. Thank you so much. I really am. I wanted to ask you, um, I, and maybe you, like, maybe you didn't struggle, but what did after you, okay, so you were delivered and what did that next season of your life look like? Like, can you walk us through how your life looked because I know that you were partying you were in LA how did your life change what did your day to day to life look like because even when we're delivered we still have to do a complete life change so tell us what your life looked like moving

forward after the alcoholism a hundred percent I mean I lost all of my friends during that time because my friends during that time I mean and I was like doing night life I worked I was you know doing bottle service. So I first of all, quit the bottle service job. Thank you also to my ex for saying you're not going there because it just breeds out. You're not going to stay sober in an environment like that. So I think what's so important for everyone to hear is that your friends and your environment are literally everything. My ex during that time, he also got sober with me because he was like, you can't do this by yourself. And you certainly can't do this if I'm also drinking. So he got sober and I went into intense isolation. And that's not what God would have

for people. God would have us be in Christian community. I didn't have that and I didn't even know what that freaking was. I had never even been to a Christian non-denominational church. I was still like, you know, I had no idea about any of that stuff. But for me, I went through isolation. I was with nobody except my ex at the time and maybe one or two friends. I wasn't around alcohol for at least the first six months of being sober. Nobody drank around me. And then after that I was able to be around people, but it was intense isolation. And I went through deep healing. And Socrates walked me through so many things. We had so many, honestly, and I'm not ashamed to say this, because I'm not ashamed to be charismatic, deliverance sessions.

There was a lot of prayer that had to go through. I had accumulated a lot of darkness and a lot of stuff that was not good. And so I had to, I dedicated my life to healing. And at that time, I wasn't reading the word yet. So I would advise people differently than what I did because I got a lot of anxiety journals. I got gratitude journals, but I was trying, you know. I was doing all the things for healing. And I was meditating.

I was trying to silence my mind. Now we know that we meditate on the word and we fill our minds with the Word of God. But anybody who's in that position has to go through intense healing. And your life has to change. You cannot be in the environments that you were in before. Me getting out of that dark brick house that I was in, I was going to die in that house. I would have died in that house. And I needed to be able.

away from all of that and God in the middle of my absolute destruction somehow led me to a place that was the opposite of that. And that was the most important part, getting out of the environment. And I know, guys, Ari and I are like loyal people who are like, you never leave anybody. You never, like I'm sorry, but I'm going to be the one to say it. You can lovingly, like Tony said last week. Like you can say like, I love you so much, but like this doesn't work for, you have to get out of situations that aren't good for you. You have to get away from people who are influencing you to do things that you shouldn't be doing. It's life or death. Like it's you will do what the people around you are doing. Yeah. Yeah. You know. Yeah. All right, guys, morning set the tone for my

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alcoholic is it goes back in your family line. And so I just, just saw so much darkness and alcoholism. I just looked at my family and I was like I just and like where I come from and how I grew up even in high school. I mean, half of my high school died because of alcohol and drugs. There's so many scriptures, right? Like that we can even read. I mean, there people drank wine in the Bible, but you have to be careful in Proverbs, verse 29, it says, who has anguish? Who has sorrow? Who is always fighting? Who is always complaining? Who has unnecessary bruises? Who has bloodshot eyes? It is the one who spends long hours in the taverns, trying out new drinks. Don't gaze at the wine, seeing how red it is,

how it sparkles in the cup, how it smoothly it goes down. For in the end, it bites like a poisonous snake. It stings like a viper. In 1 Corinthians, verse 6. It says, you say, I'm allowed to do anything, but not everything is good for you. And even though I'm allowed to do anything, I must not become a slave to anything. I've just, I don't know, I grew up, and I've seen how much it destroys, you know? You can get sober, and then you fall, and then you go back. And I've seen it my whole life with friends and family and drug addiction and alcoholism. And it, I mean, it's one of the worst diseases you can ever go through.

It's not as simple as it seems for most people. And so, yeah, and I just, the whole time we talk about alcoholism, I just think of how many people fall back into alcoholism. And they're like, I'm too far gone. It's such a journey with substance is. It really is. My dad's best friend owns a sober house. And that's the girl I was telling you about. And this girl that was in the sober house, my dad.

dad's best friends started talking about Girls Gone Bible. And she's like, wait, Andrew R. She's like, I found Jesus through their podcast. She started talking about you, how she saw how you were sober. And she's like, I've been sober for, I think it's been three years. And now she literally runs sober houses for mothers, single mothers that were alcoholics, that struggle. And I just want to talk about, I was so blessed to have met her and hear her story because she um it's something that she grew up she had been drinking since she was seven years

old wow and i feel like this could help so many people because most people do need a a most people do need to go to rehab yeah and you know what guys like that's okay that's so okay yeah because it's i mean rehab saved my dad a a like truly saved my dad it gave him community. It showed them the Bible. But I just wanted to read to you because so many people in Massachusetts just struggle with this. This is like there's something about the Northeast that you just grow up in this environment of alcoholism. It's so normalized. It's just, it's crazy. My name is Angelica, by the way, and she said, for someone who has struggled with addiction since I was 12 years old, I look at these definitions, and all I see is symptoms of what addiction

is. The most important part is not even addressed in the clinical books are taught in school for those studying addiction. What the world is doing is treating the symptoms and not getting to the root. From someone who has tried every method possible, I can tell you that the one true answer to addiction is addressing the spiritual part. Addiction at its root is so deeply spiritually connected to the deceptions and the lies that we believe about ourselves, about this life and about God. From someone like me, I was born into addiction and alcoholism. It was a part of my life from a very young age. It was part of how we lived, how we coped. And honestly, it was a solution for my spiritual brokenness for many years. I never wanted to live. I was always

suicidal. And the very first time I took a substance, I finally felt like everything was going to be okay. Yep. Drugs and alcohol took away that feeling of unworthiness, that feeling of never being good enough or pretty enough or smart enough. It gave me the ability to be free from the mental torture I had experience as far as I can remember. Growing up being abused, emotionally, physically, and sexually obviously played a huge part in that. But again, that is all spiritual. When you're a child and you experience physical, sexual, and emotional abuse, you're being exposed to a bond experience. So she goes on and says this. In the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous, it says that we can have our own conception of God.

While I understand why that's written to help people take their first step toward faith, I also recognize that it doesn't fully align with the deeper truth. At its core, alcoholism is selfish, self-centered, and driven by the need to control and have things our own way. It's rooted in pride and thinking we know better. True freedom then comes only when we surrender that mindset and truly accept God truly is. So I thought that was so interesting It says in AA

Because I always thought that they teach about God But they say in AA that you can have your own conception of God Yeah And basically they call it a higher power Yeah I didn't know that I thought it was all about God You thought it was Jesus? I did Yeah

And so yeah I just I thought that was interesting If anyone's in AA right now battling That can be tough Because when you make your own God you're fighting this battle by yourself and we can't fight the battle by ourself. You can only be Jesus.

Your true freedom will never come from a higher power. While that probably does help a lot of people, the idea of a higher power is a beautiful thing that definitely helps people and they're still not truly free.

Yeah. And they still haven't found the true source of freedom. And even if somebody is able to get free on earth and stay free from alcohol. If they don't give their life to Jesus, we know where they're going.

Yeah. And that's devastating and that's heart-wrenching and that can't be the case. And like, I'm so happy that you mentioned that that, like, having a higher power does not equate to believing in Jesus. You either put your faith in Jesus or you're believing a lie.

Yeah, yeah. And we just want to say alcohol is not a sin. Being drunk is a sin. Yeah. Alcohol is not a sin. however looking to anything other than Jesus for comfort is a sin yeah looking to anything except Jesus for fulfillment is a sin so having a glass of wine yes isn't necessarily sinful but what is your heart behind it are you trying to have more of an

identity are you trying to feel more comfortable are you trying to feel like more a version of you that you want to be that is sinful and it's just just so bad for you and it's false peace and it's not worth it alcohol impairs your judgment whether you're drinking or not if it's in your life like it will impair your judgment for days after you even have one night of just a couple of drinks it changes your brain chemistry it makes you a different person you know imagine if you're married and and your spouse married one version of you but then every time you drink they get a different version of you that's not fair and i'll just say one more thing. When you are struggling with alcohol, you need to be surrounded by a body.

Yeah, yeah. Addiction, whatever it is you're struggling with. We are not designed to do this alone. No. Jesus gave us each other. Like we need to be surrounded. I can't tell you, when I am in like a fight or flight for my life because I'm struggling mentally, I need my people. This is why I talk about people, friendships so much because this is what is going to get us out. You need to be surrounded. If you are dealing with addiction, you need to be surrounded. You need these people to hold you up and carry you through. That's why people have sponsors. Sponsors are the best thing for you. Get a sponsor, get a trusted sponsor that can walk this thing through with you. Yeah, you need people. You need people, absolutely. And like Ari said, there's nothing good that comes from alcohol.

In fact, there's a lot of bad that comes from alcohol. So even if you're not just addicted to alcohol and will, we will even talk about that more. But we can read Genesis v. 20 or I'm sorry, Genesis 9 versus 20 to 27. Here we have Noah. And this is a story about how drunkenness leads to shame and destruction. And how often does that happen to people where they drink for a night are? And then they're like, they wake up the next morning. with all this anxiety because they don't know what they said they don't know what they did they

acted in a way that they wouldn't have acted and it leads to so much shame um so in this story Noah began to be a man of the soils is after the flood Noah plants a vineyard and he becomes drunk he drank of the wine and became drunk and he laid uncovered in his tent so he laid naked in his tent and ham the father of Canaan saw the nakedness of his father and told his two brothers outside. Then Shem and Japheth took a garment, laid it on both of their shoulders, and walked backward and covered their father's nakedness. When Noah woke from his wine and knew what his youngest son had done to him, he said, curse be Canaan. A servant of servant shall he be to his brothers? So in this moment we see Noah was laid naked, and then his son

dishonored him and put a curse on the land of Canaan. And I know this sounds really intense, but like imagine the first mention of alcohol in the Bible ever leads to a curse and not a celebration. So people who use alcohol as a celebration, the first time it's ever mentioned in scripture, it's not a celebratory thing. And I just imagine, like, Noah is a good, righteous man. And he ended up in complete shame. because of his drunkenness.

Imagine how many people go through that where they drink and then they're like, oh, I wish I didn't do that. I wish I didn't say that. It makes you different. I know, I know. But look at even Noah, the most faithful man fell.

And that should free you right now. That even Noah, who was so obedient, so faithful, a man after God fell. So, yeah. And so while you're sitting there beating yourself up, feeling so far gone, feeling so much shame, be reminded of Noah so good that even fell yeah you know it's so real I mean and like what are you saying you don't need to have shame but the truth is that alcohol the weed the

vapid that everything is going to lead to more shame it will lead to more shame and you don't have to be bound you can be free Jesus granted you freedom he gave you the spirit is the Lord and where the spirit of the Lord is there is freedom if you call on the Holy Spirit if you accept Jesus into your life, and then you're baptized in the Holy Spirit, you can receive true lasting freedom. And if you remember my story, remember all those months of praying, and then there was the breakthrough. Some people receive breakthrough in a second. Some people, it takes a little longer. We don't always know why God does things the way that he does, but what I know is that he promises freedom. He promises complete freedom. And like Ari said, you might fall and then

get back up. The truth is, if you've gotten sober, if you've laid something down and then you pick it back up again because you think, oh, I could just do it one time. I guarantee you it won't just be one time. You'll find yourself directly into the same cycle. Like six years later, I could think, oh, it's been so long. Why don't I just have one drink? I promise you, I will be right back to where I was in that brick house within days. Within days. And for you guys, because That's how Satan works. Oh, I thought there was something on my face. That's how Satan works.

And so if you did give in again, just get sober again. Just lay it down again. Just submit it to Jesus once again. You can get sober again. You can lay it down again. But there can't be this back and forth, wishy-washy. Oh, maybe just one more time. It will trap you again and it will keep trapping you until you decide,

because it is a decision you have to make. that I'm done with this for the rest of my life, whether it's alcohol, whether it's vaping, with anything that you're addicted to, that you're dependent on, that you want, that you have a craving for. That's not allowed. You can't do that. You can't live like that. It means you're in bondage. It means that your mind, body, or spirit is craving something other than Jesus, and we were not meant to live that way. That's worship. If you're craving anything other than Jesus, you're worshiping that thing. And it's idolatry and it will lead you to death. You know what I love what you said? And I think that's really important is like you might

fall, just get back up. And that's so real. I think the tension is here. Everyone falls. Everybody sins. Everybody. Yeah, I don't drink anymore. But guess what? I sinned probably three times this morning, eight times yesterday. Like with the words that I say, the thoughts that I had. Like, of course. But this is like the point of maturity in your faith is it's one thing to talk. And then it's one thing to fall into sin. Of course, you're going to fall into sin. And then you also get to a point where you decide, no, I'm never doing this again. And you let the Holy Spirit empower you for that to happen.

But that can only take place when first you've made the decision to not tolerate something. And you have a clear conviction because a lot of people are like, one day alcohol is bad, but then the next day, it's okay. And so, of course, they're going to be falling into sin because you don't. even know what you believe. But then it's another thing to know what you believe and then be human and fall into sin. So this is where we begin, guys, we make a decision. Where do we land on this? Are we going to make a decision to never get drunk again? Are we going to make a decision to never buy a vape again? Are we going to make the decision that alcohol is bad for me and there's nothing that good it does in my life? Are we going to make the decision that marijuana does

Do not do what I say it does for my life because it doesn't. Because it doesn't. It's not doing anything for you. Also, you know what, alcohol and weed and all these substance in studio too? It ages you. Agees you. If that's not. If that doesn't say I'm never touching you.

Can I do how this? That is enough for me. That is enough for me. Hey, if you're a vein, here you go. Don't smoke cigarettes because it'll give you wrinkles. goes. So for vanity purposes, there you go. And more importantly, it leads to death. No, seriously. But make the decision today. And let's just pray for you guys. Lord, we just lift up every single person in this who's watching this video or listening to this podcast who is at a crossroads Jesus, who hears your

voice saying, come to me. They're hearing you Jesus for the very first time maybe saying, come to me, lay all of that stuff down. You don't need it. I am better than with the thing that you're holding on to. I'm better. I'm more fulfilling. I'm more comforting. And it's real and it's everlasting. So, Father, I just pray for every single person. I pray that they would encounter you so intensely right now, Jesus, that they would fall, be brought to their knees in an encounter with you. I pray this very moment, Holy Spirit, you'd fill their rooms and their hearts. their minds with your presence and that the spirit of freedom would fall upon them and that there would be supernatural breakthrough right now in Jesus' name, that the addiction that is held

on to them that has its claws in their neck, the thing that they love, the thing that they're worshipping, the vice that has brought comfort. We break the stronghold in the name of Jesus, and we say be free in Jesus' name. Guys, I just want to invite you into a moment. If you've never given your life to Jesus. This is where your freedom starts. Okay, this is where the spirit of freedom comes over you and inside of you and on you and empowers you, annoys you, and empowers you to live a life of freedom because we need Jesus to do it. He did it in our lives. He will do it in yours. But you have to accept him first. The God who sent his son on the earth to get up on a cross, to die a brutal and painful death, to be beaten, bruised,

marred beyond recognition so that by his wounds, the wounds on his back, you could be healed in this moment. He lost his life so that you could gain one. He gave up his life so that he could right now in this very moment give you a brand new one. And this moment can be your moment of absolute breakthrough and turn around. But in this moment, you not only have to accept Jesus, but you have to declare repentance, that you repent of the way you've been living your life. You repent of the addiction. You repent of the idolatry. You repent that you have had this thing in your hands and you've said it's more important than Jesus. I put it higher than Jesus. So in this moment, the best thing you can do is give your life to the one who gave it to you. Jesus loves you

so much and he wants you to be free. And someone needs to hear that because you're living in sin, shame, bondage and addiction thinking God doesn't want me to be free. But the truth is, he died so you could be free. So receive freedom and don't settle for not being free. In any area of your life, do not settle for not being free. So pray with us. Dear Jesus, I give you my life. I believe you died on the cross for the forgiveness of my sins. And now you're seated at the right hand of the Father. I believe you resurrected from the dead, ascended into heaven, and now you're seated at the right hand of the Father, reigning in glory forever. Jesus, I invite you to be Lord of my life. I repent of my sin. I renounce my sin. I renounce the world. I renounce the devil.

I repent from my addiction. I repent for my substance abuse. I repent for my idolatry, and I repent for turning to anything except you. Lord, I turn my heart to you right now, and I give you everything. And I declare that my mind, my body, and my spirit is under the submission and the authority of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. You said that you would heal us and that you would free us. So, Lord, I say I believe you at your word,

and I declare that I am healed, and I'm free in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. He's waiting for you. He's already after you, just like he was in the bathroom with Angela, when the whole time he was right there and he had her girdled under his arm. It's the same with you. All you have to do, it's so simple. It really is.

Help me. Help me. Get into community. Like, he will be your strength. You just have to take that first step. say, I need help. I want to put this under my feet. I don't want to be addicted to this anymore. That is the first step. If you're saying that, we are so, so proud of you. And so isn't Jesus. We love you guys so much. We're so proud of you. Go be free. Go be free. May the Lord bless you

and keep you. May he make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you. May he turn his face towards you and give you peace. Shalom, shalom. We love you so much.