Heart Starts Pounding: Horrors, Hauntings, and Mysteries - 127. Camping Horror Stories // DARK SUMMER VOL. 2
Episode Date: July 10, 2025A young girl vanishes without a trace in the Alaskan wilderness. A camper loses 10.5 hours on his camping trip with no memory of what occurred in that time. And a young couple goes to a secluded part ...of a camp site, only to run into someone they’re not expecting. Subscribe on Patreon for bonus content and to become a member of our Rogue Detecting Society. Patrons have access to bonus content as well as other perks. And members of our High Council on Patreon have access to our after-show called Footnotes, where I share my case file with our producer, Matt. Apple subscriptions are now live! Get access to ad-free episodes and bonus episodes when you subscribe on Apple Podcasts. Follow on Tik Tok and Instagram for a daily dose of horror. To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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There's a phrase that echoes in the minds of anyone who's spent time in the wilderness.
Leave no trace. It's a gentle reminder to respect nature, to not leave
behind any trash, gear, or any other marks of your passing. You enter quietly, you tread lightly,
and then you disappear without disturbing a thing. But this simple advice can also be haunting,
because sometimes people go into the forest and then vanish without any trace at all.
No footprints in the mud, no gear left behind showing they were ever there.
Just empty silence and a lingering question.
How does someone just disappear?
In the summer of 1998, Johnny Renee White, who went by Renee, was at a crossroads.
She was 16 years old, she had just dropped out of high school
and she was looking for work.
Renee had brown hair that she wore, short or buzzed,
and she had a tattoo on her stomach.
But despite her tough exterior,
she was a genuinely optimistic person.
She kept these journals that spoke about
how excited she was to start her future,
especially with her boyfriend,
how they were going to save money to buy a house one day.
That summer, she was living with her mother on Kodiak Island in Alaska.
Kodiak Island is a rugged place. It's lush and it's green, but it's very remote,
dominated by mountains that plunge into the sea and endless stretches of dense spruce forests.
On clear summer days,
the ocean surface sparkles brilliantly under the sun.
But when fog rolls in, as it frequently does,
it blankets everything in a deep, soft gray.
By July, Renee had finally caught a small break
in her search for work.
She got a call from a 30 year old woman
named Sharon Dawson Rake Coglow.
Sharon had a four year old daughter
who Renee had watched before,
and she wanted to know if she'd like to watch her again
for a short camping trip.
Sharon planned to attend the Kodiak Music Festival.
Knowing that she would be drinking and unable to drive,
Sharon asked Renee to watch her daughter
and serve as a designated driver.
The arrangement was pretty straightforward.
Renee would spend the evening with the child
at Passag Shack Bay State Recreation Site,
this beautiful area about 40 miles from her home
while she enjoyed the music festival.
And then they'd all travel home together.
Renee jumped at this opportunity.
It was easy money.
One night of camping and driving around some tipsy adults,
sign me up, she thought.
That evening, Sharon came and picked her up.
But when Renee popped the door open,
she was met with the face of a stranger.
Sharon was sitting in the passenger seat
and driving was a man that Renee hadn't seen before.
His name was Roland Scott Tennyson, and he was Sharon's new boyfriend.
He didn't say much as Renee loaded her things into the car and buckled herself into the backseat next to Sharon's daughter.
And then, on that July 18th, the four of them drove deeper into the Alaskan wilderness towards the campsite. But only three of them would return.
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The next day, a 911 call got placed to the local police.
A woman who ended up being identified as Sharon
explained that she was camping
after attending the Kodiak Music Festival,
but when she awoke,
the other people she was camping with
were nowhere to be found,
and she started to get a bad feeling.
According to Sharon, the morning after the festival,
she woke at the campsite
and saw that she was completely alone.
Well, not completely alone.
Her four-year-old daughter was with her,
but Renee and her boyfriend, Roland,
were nowhere to be found, and also the truck was gone.
She waited to see if they would return,
but a few hours passed and they didn't.
With growing anxiety,
she called authorities to report them missing.
Could someone come out and help her look for them? Not long after she hung up the
phone though, a figure emerged from the trees. It was Roland, but he was also
alone. Where's Renee? Sharon asked. But Roland just had this serious look on his
face. He told her that the night before, just after midnight when Sharon was already asleep, he
and Renee had driven off to collect firewood along the beach.
They traveled roughly three or four miles east toward Narrow Cape, which was close to
Kodiak Cattle Ranch.
Roland said that his truck became stuck in the sand.
They weren't prepared for a chilly Alaskan night.
Renee only had sandals on, a mid-ribbed t-shirt
with a picture of the earth on it, and stretch pants.
So they decided they would sleep inside the vehicle.
Roland claimed he fell asleep around 4 a.m.
And when he awoke at 10 the next morning,
Renee had vanished.
By this point in the story,
investigators arrived at the scene and he relayed it to them.
He told them that after he woke up,
he assumed that she had walked back to camp.
But when he got to the campsite around noon,
Sharon had already alerted the authorities
and Renee was nowhere to be found.
But the details of his story didn't entirely add up.
When police examined the scene
Renee supposedly disappeared from,
the first thing they noticed was
there was no firewood in the truck.
If they had been collecting firewood the night before,
there wasn't anything to show for it.
There were, however, traces of fire marks in the sand,
like a fire had been lit,
but they never found the remains of an actual campfire.
Authorities also found no drugs anywhere,
there was no evidence of foul play
or blood inside of the truck,
and yet, Roland's account raised many questions,
like why had he waited two hours after waking up to return and seek help?
Search teams combed the vast inhospitable terrain
around Pasagchek Bay and Narrow Cape.
The rugged landscape of Kodiak Island
is notoriously unforgiving.
There's these thick clusters of alder bushes
and tangled spruce forests.
The terrain quickly becomes disorienting,
especially in bad weather.
Searchers, dogs, helicopters, and coast guard vessels
painstakingly examined miles of the beaches.
They looked over the rocky cliffs,
all of the ravines, the scrub land, but nothing turned up.
Not even a single footprint.
There were no articles of clothing,
not a shred of evidence indicating
where the teen girl may have gone.
And people familiar with Kodiak know the reality
of being unprepared outdoors.
The island's nights are really cold,
even in the summertime.
Renee's sandals and light clothing were totally inadequate
for the climate and the terrain.
And actually, as the search stretched on, the lack of evidence made investigators question
whether Renee had even made it to the beach at all.
The complete absence of physical evidence seemed impossible if she had indeed walked
back to the camp.
There would be at least one footprint of hers.
When Renee's mother heard the news,
she was completely devastated.
But her grief quickly turned into suspicion.
She also didn't believe Roland's story for a moment.
In fact, she suspected that whatever happened
to her daughter must have occurred back at the campsite
and that the couple, both of them,
knew more than they were letting on.
Her suspicions deepened when Sharon tried
to apologize to her, but the apology
was really cryptic and weird.
She ended up saying, quote,
"'I didn't mean for this to happen.'
Didn't mean for what to happen exactly.
No one would ever find out.'
Because the only two witnesses to
Renee's disappearance have maintained their story this entire time. That Renee
walked out of the car and vanished without a trace into the Alaskan
wilderness just like thousands of others have. In Alaska there are 176
missing persons per 100,000 people.
For reference, the average in America is 7.4 missing persons per 100,000 people.
That's at least according to the World Population Review.
Renee's mother would go on to seek legal recourse in the matter.
By 2000, after exhaustive searching had yielded nothing, Renee was declared legally dead.
Her mother filed a wrongful death lawsuit
against both Roland and Sharon,
alleging Roland had likely harmed Renee
while possibly intoxicated.
But by that point, Roland was residing far away in Arkansas
and he stayed quiet.
He never once gave investigators any answers.
Ultimately, a judge did award Renee's mother
$1.5 million in damages and found Sharon liable.
But from my research, it doesn't really seem
like any of that money was ever paid.
Renee's disappearance remains an enigma.
Was she really at Narrow Cape with Roland
or had something sinister occurred at the campsite itself?
The timeline given by Roland doesn't make any sense
for no footprints to be found near his truck
when he insists she was there and must have walked off.
It just doesn't add up.
The lack of struggle, the absence of any physical evidence, and Roland's persistent
silence all deepen the mystery. Sharon's young daughter had been present. Is it possible
she saw something she couldn't articulate because she was too young? Could she have
remembered anything helpful, anything vital at all at just four years old? To this day,
authorities have found no physical evidence
tying anyone conclusively to Renee's disappearance.
No one has been charged, leaving only speculation.
But investigators still believe
there may be a trace of her out there.
A single scrap of clothing they missed,
a footprint they overlooked.
If you have any information on Renee's disappearance,
you can still call
the Alaska State Troopers at 907-225-5118.
Renee disappeared just south of what's known as the Alaska Triangle, a mysterious section
of the Alaskan wilderness where very strange things are said to happen. Planes vanish out of thin air and so do people.
We have a whole episode dedicated to the mysteries
of this part of the world,
which I'm gonna link in the description
for those who haven't listened.
But to be honest, mystical parts of the forest
are not unique to just Alaska.
People have shared stories of unexplainable things
happening in the woods for, well, centuries,
which brings me to our next camping tale.
It's actually a type of story that I've come across a lot
while researching odd things that people have experienced
while camping.
And that just makes it all the more chilling,
that this is something that's maybe going on
that people have no explanation for.
This story comes from
reddit user HealthySouths2610 and was posted in the Backwoods creepy subreddit two years ago.
This happened many years ago when I was about 10 or 11 years old. I wouldn't describe the area I
was in as Backwoods necessarily, but it was a wooded 100 acre ranch. The land is in the southwest
part of the United States.
My family owns the property
and we have family reunions every year
and all stay for about five days to camp.
There's an area of the ranch where we all set up camp
and we cook and we eat.
Getting to that part of the ranch requires driving
through a small village and several gates
for around two miles.
The first gate beyond the village is slightly past
a set of railroad tracks.
That's a lot of description,
but it is relevant later in the story.
Because I had been camping at the ranch
for as long as I could remember and the land was private,
my parents would allow me to go off on my own during the day
as long as I didn't go too far.
I would spend time walking the property
out near our camp area,
looking for arrowheads or trying to catch tadpoles in the ponds.
On this day, I left the large camp area after lunch, which was around 1130, and I told my mom
I was going to a nearby creek. I planned on catching some tadpoles to bring back to camp
and be back on time for a swimming trip that my cousins were planning. They wanted to go to this nearby river
and I really didn't wanna miss it.
I made it down to the creek and I got several tadpoles.
I probably spent a total of 15 minutes down there.
To get back to camp, I would have needed to either
climb up a relatively steep embankment
with a lot of loose rocks or circle around
on a longer route with a flat trail.
Now, I would usually go up the embankment,
but I didn't have a top for the water bottle
that I caught the tadpoles with,
and I didn't wanna risk slipping
and spilling them out or killing them.
I had never walked the longer trail by myself,
but I had with my dad,
and I felt confident that I could find my way
back to camp on it.
As I walked back to camp,
I had my head down looking for arrowheads in the
washed out areas of the trail. I started feeling a little creeped out as I continued walking.
We all know that feeling, right? It's like someone's watching. It was unsettling, but
I chalked it up to just getting spooked being on the trail by myself.
Now, this next part, I can't explain whatsoever.
It's as if a light switch was turned on
or someone snapped their fingers and I came back to reality.
Except when I came to,
I wasn't on the trail I had been on before.
I was near the railroad tracks and it was completely dark.
My mom was standing in front of me,
shaking my shoulders and yelling, "'Where were you?'
Two things I remember really clearly
about the moment I came to are,
one, the look of fear, anger, relief
in my mom's tearful eyes as she was yelling at me,
and two, the confusion I felt
about what the hell was going on.
The last thing I remembered
was walking on the trail back to camp.
And now suddenly it was dark and I was standing on the railroad tracks leading to the ranch,
which was over two miles away, mind you.
The best way I can describe it is to compare it to the movie The Butterfly Effect.
The main character would be living in one moment and then suddenly he'd wake up somewhere
entirely different.
My parents drove me back to camp and I learned that it was 10.30 p.m.
This meant I had been gone for 11 hours.
About 10 and a half of which I can't account for to this day.
My parents and all my family had understandably freaked the hell out when I hadn't returned
to camp.
They had been looking for me the entire day.
I was a really good kid growing up
and almost never broke any rules.
So my parents were baffled at my behavior.
I tried to explain to them that I had no memory
of getting to the tracks, but they didn't believe me.
They thought maybe I got lost and was embarrassed
to admit it.
This was the only time I've ever experienced
something like this.
I can't explain how unsettling it is
to not be able to account for all of those hours I was gone.
Was it coincidence that I had that creeped out feeling
on the trail and then lost 10 and a half hours of my life?
I wish I had answers for what happened.
Has anyone else had anything similar happen?
That last sentence was a call into the void
to see if anyone else had experienced something
as strange as they had,
as if to prove to themselves
that they weren't losing their minds.
And someone did reply.
They said, quote,
31 years ago, a friend of mine and I went camping.
We took an ATV, four gallons of water, some food, and a shotgun.
We rode as far away from any civilization as we could.
Closest house was maybe 10 miles away.
There was no roads for about seven miles.
We were near the Tennessee River.
It was fall.
We set up a camp and we started a fire.
We ate our food and were just hanging out.
It got dark and there was nothing to do, so we scattered the wood and poured water all
over the hot embers.
There was nothing hot remaining after we poured out the water.
We all got into our tent, I was the last one in.
I zipped it up and as soon as I sat on my sleeping bag, it immediately got bright.
Like a strange bright light shining straight down on us.
Within a couple of seconds, there were footsteps around the tent. I grabbed my
shotgun, my young friend started crying, and I told him to stay calm. I'll protect
him. That's the last thing we both remember. We both snapped up the next
day around 11 a.m. We looked at each other, kind of freaked out.
We asked what each other remembered
and we couldn't remember anything.
So we packed up and neither of us
has ever camped there again.
No one believed us when we told them the story.
And I've thought about that night every day
for the last 31 years.
It's always on my mind.
The rest of the comment section is full of people
sharing similar experiences or their own theories
as to why this happens.
One poster mentioned once he lost a day and a half.
He assumes he was sleeping,
but he's also not quite sure
how he could have slept that long.
Someone in the thread suggests that this is all caused
by dissociative fugue states,
and they say that maybe the poster touched a toxic frog in the pond and it triggered a fugue state.
Another person suggests that there's actually portals to different dimensions in some forests out there,
and people happen upon them all the time without knowing.
The poster could have accidentally stumbled into one and traveled through time.
It's the fay, someone says,
or you were drugged by another traveler
and didn't realize it.
There's not one single explanation
that everyone can agree on,
but people do agree
that they have heard stories like this before
and that each time it completely chills them to their core.
I wish I had an answer for you about why this happens.
I wish I knew if it were toxic frogs
or a medical condition, but I don't.
I just know that I see this kind of story a lot.
And maybe that's a sign that I need to warn you.
But the next time you're out camping
and you get the feeling of eyes on your back,
pay close attention to your watch.
More after a short break.
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from all people and just recharge.
But just when you think you're alone,
something might be waiting for you.
In August of 2004, Kathy Cutshall was at home
in Fresno, Ohio when her landline started ringing.
She had just had an eventful day mailing out invitations
for her daughter, Lindsay's upcoming wedding.
Lindsay was currently working at an outdoor adventure camp
in California with her fiance, Jason.
And Kathy thought maybe it was Lindsay giving her a call,
so she eagerly answered the phone.
But the voice on the other end was much older
and much too serious to be Lindsay.
They told Kathy that they were calling
from Lindsay's summer camp.
She and Jason hadn't turned up to work that day
and the camp was concerned.
Did Cathy have any idea where her daughter might be?
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It wasn't like Lindsay to not show up for work.
She was an incredibly reliable person.
When was the last time they saw her?
Cathy asked.
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Last week, she and Jason packed up some camping gear
and were heading out on a weekend camping trip.
The last time anyone at the camp saw them
was when they were leaving.
Something wasn't right
and Kathy got a really sinking feeling.
She relayed all of the information to her husband, Chris,
and that night they packed their bags
and flew out to California.
And then, just three days later, they got an update.
On August 18th, 2004, a local resident
was taking their routine morning walk
along a stretch of Jenner Beach,
an isolated stretch of coastline
along California's Sonoma Coast,
and a few hours' drive from where Lindsay and Jason worked.
When all of a sudden, a short distance ahead,
they saw two dark colored blobs in the sand.
At first, they looked like long misshapen rocks,
but as they got closer, the rocks started
to look like fabric.
And that's when they realized
that these were actually sleeping bags.
Two people must have camped out here overnight.
The person started walking around them
as if not to disturb the campers,
but as they passed,
they saw something that made their heart drop.
There was dark crimson blood in the sand.
Actually, not just in the sand,
it was soaking through the sleeping bags and
blooming out all around them. Without a second thought, the person ran into town to call
the authorities. And it didn't take officers long to identify the bodies as Lindsay and
Jason. They were laying side by side and they had both been shot in the head. And the first
question that popped into everyone's mind was,
who could have possibly done this to the young couple?
Lindsay and Jason had met at a Bible college
in West Virginia and the relationship blossomed
over their shared love of scripture and nature.
They spent their summer guiding youth on rafting
and rock climbing adventures in the Sierra foothills,
diligently saving money and planning their upcoming wedding.
Seeking a romantic escape
before returning to the Midwest for their wedding,
they went on a spontaneous weekend getaway
to the Jenner Beach area.
And from what we know about their final days,
it seemed like they were joyful and carefree.
Photographs that were later found on their camera
show the couple
grinning in front of San Francisco landmarks, buying souvenirs at Fisherman's Wharf and soaking
up the really beautiful views of the Golden Gate Bridge and Alcatraz. After sightseeing in San
Francisco, Lindsay and Jason drove north along winding roads past wineries and these beautiful
coastal towns. And that night they arrived in Jenner
and they actually hoped to stay at the Jenner Inn.
But when they got there, they found it was fully booked.
A woman at the front desk remembered speaking to the couple.
It was either Friday or Saturday night.
She didn't quite remember, but she could recall,
they said that they would just camp
on the secluded beach nearby.
Now that area of the beach was actually off limits to campers and the woman almost spoke
up to say something.
But the young couple was already out the door.
That was the last time anyone saw them alive.
After that they were discovered on the beach. And as authorities were assessing the scene,
they started to realize just how grim it was.
Both Lindsay and Jason had been shot execution style
with a 45 caliber Marlin rifle.
Though there was no sign of robbery or a struggle,
which was a detail that really disturbed the detectives.
From what they could tell,
it didn't even seem like they were awake
when this took place.
They probably didn't even see the face of the person
who did this to them.
Officers also noticed how far off the beaten path
they actually were.
The couple had found a really secluded spot
off of the already isolated area.
It was tucked underneath some cliffs. How
would someone have even found them? And that was really the most perplexing part
in all of this. Nothing on the empty sandy beach indicated that another
person had been there at all and there was no murder weapon to be found. No, it
was like someone had materialized out of nowhere and attacked them.
Initially, Lindsay's father wondered if the couple had maybe come upon someone who didn't like
Christians. The couple was very devout and they were prone to bringing up their faith to strangers.
What if they had crossed paths with someone who was triggered by them?
And at the same time, police were also racking their brains
to try and figure out who could have possibly done this.
And they remembered a case from 30 years prior
that was eerily similar to this one.
See, on June 21st, 1971, the bodies of a young couple,
Anne Durant and Leif Carlson,
were found on Vancouver Island in Canada.
They had both been shot execution style, just how Lindsay and Jason were.
But the perpetrator of that crime was known.
A woman had seen a man cleaning a.22 caliber rifle, the one used in the shooting, nearby the scene.
She approached him and actually spoke to him, and he told her that he had just killed a couple
that was camping.
He said he didn't approve of their relationship
because they were unmarried.
But then the man vanished before police arrived.
However, he left a Bible with some passages circled
as well as his ID at the scene,
and his name was Joseph Henry Burgess,
a draft dodger that wound up in Canada
escaping the Vietnam War.
Even though they had his name,
police weren't actually able to locate him again
after his ID was found,
and it was believed that he probably escaped back to America.
But think about it, how similar the scene sounded,
and he didn't approve of unwed couples.
Could this man have also been responsible
for the slaying of Lindsay and Jason?
Well, the answer to that question
wouldn't be so easy to uncover
because for the next five years,
Joseph's location would be unknown.
That is until 2009, when it was confirmed
that he had been killed by police
in a shootout in New Mexico.
At that point, Joseph was one of the most high profile
wanted criminals in Canada,
and he was also known locally in New Mexico
as the Cookie Bandit for a series of burglaries
he had committed.
When Lindsay's dad heard the news of Joseph's death,
it was very bittersweet for him.
It didn't really provide any closure to his daughter's death.
There wasn't any physical evidence tying Joseph to the scene, but he had to believe in his heart
that if Joseph died and was guilty for the 2004 killing of Lindsay and Jason,
that he would pay for his sins.
But as the police started putting together more pieces
of Joseph's life, they started to realize
that Joseph was probably in New Mexico
committing burglaries in 2004,
not in Northern California,
where the young engaged couple was murdered.
And that added another complicated piece to this puzzle
because if it wasn't Joseph, then who was it?
Well, the police just didn't know.
They didn't have many other leads
that they could follow at that point.
And so the case started to go cold
and it went cold for the next 10 years
until there was a surprising update in 2017.
So in 2017, Sonoma County police in Northern California were investigating the murder of
a man named Seamus Gallin.
Seamus had been shot in his family home point blank during a family argument.
The perpetrator was sitting there in front of the officers with a wide-eyed blank stare
that honestly chilled them to the bone.
It was the victim's brother, Sean Gallin.
Now, Sean was already known by law enforcement because he had a pretty troubled past.
There was the animal cruelty, the odd behavior that frightened neighbors, and when they asked
him why he did it, why he killed his brother. His answer was as terrifying as his detached stare.
Sean said that the shooting stemmed from a grudge
he carried from their childhood.
Apparently, Sean had punched Seamus when they were very young
and Sean felt like Seamus never forgave him.
He told the police, quote,
"'If Seamus had just gotten over it, this would have never
happened. Once in custody, Sean began to unravel completely. During hours of interrogation, his
demeanor shifted between detached indifference surrounding his brother's murder to bursts of
chilling candor. Investigators really pressed him because they started to get a feeling
that there was maybe more to the story
than Sean was telling them.
And it worked.
Eventually, in the middle of their conversation,
Sean made a terrifying confession.
He told them that he was responsible
for the brutal 2004 murders of Lindsay Cutshall
and Jason Allen on Jenner Beach.
And after 13 years, detectives finally had a break.
As Sean detailed the events that led up
to the murders, detectives really got insight into his very troubled mind.
It was mostly shaped by a traumatic childhood.
Sean had grown up pretty isolated in rural Sonoma County. He was partly homeschooled, he never completed high school,
and he was described by acquaintances
as withdrawn and eccentric from an early age.
His family life was really strained
and his parents were actually very concerned about him
starting when he was a child.
His father, David, reportedly sought out help
from social workers because he was so worried
about Sean's increasingly erratic and violent behavior.
But his mother, Susan, refused all outside intervention.
She wanted to maintain this reclusive
and insular family environment.
Sean also had multiple psychological evaluations
over the years that really painted him as
this deeply troubled person marked by paranoid delusions, antisocial behavior, and schizotypal
personality disorder.
It seems like he experienced hallucinations and he claimed to be haunted by voices and
demons.
He believes that this condition was triggered by a strong dose of LSD that he took in his 20s.
The drug experience really disrupted his mental health
and it halted all of his plans for a normal life
and it plunged him deeper into isolation and instability
and Sean spiraled further going so far as to commit
those acts of animal cruelty I brought up earlier
and he accumulated tons of firearms
and explosive materials at this time.
During his confession,
Sean recounted the night of the murders
with the same chilling detachment he had
when he was talking about his brother's murder.
It was August, 2004.
He said he had been drinking heavily.
He was driving along Highway 1 near Jenner Beach
late at night, and he impulsively decided to
head down to the secluded beach. Carrying a flashlight, he walked down a steep bluff and
he spotted Lindsay and Jason sleeping peacefully in their sleeping bags. And that's when he returned
to his vehicle, retrieved his rifle with a sawed-off barrel, and he went back to the beach. He described feeling a sudden impulse,
an uncontrollable urge to kill.
Quietly approaching the couple, he raised his rifle,
and without hesitation, he fired a single shot at Jason,
which killed him instantly.
He said Lindsay awoke from the noise and looked at Jason,
but then Sean shot her too. The murders were
totally random. They were completely impulsive. There was no argument. He hadn't even spoken
to the couple. Sean then gathered the spent shell casings and contemplated removing the
bullets from the victim's bodies just to cover his tracks. Ultimately, he decided against it.
Instead, he concealed the casings
deep in a Blackberry thicket,
20 minutes driving distance from Jenner Beach.
The casings were actually still there in 2017
when the police went to go confirm his story.
In the aftermath of the murders,
Sean was actually on the police's radar
in connection to the crime.
Just days after, he was apprehended
near the Blackberry
Thicket because he was wearing camouflage gear and carrying a loaded gun that he had stolen.
And apparently police were suspicious enough of him that they went to search his apartment.
And there they found really, really disturbing signs of violence and instability. There was
copious amounts of blood everywhere, dead animals and materials for bomb making.
But even though all of that was found in his apartment,
investigators found no direct evidence linking him
to the Jenner murders at the time.
He was, however, arrested on an unrelated weapons charge
six days after the murder.
And from jail, he made a really crucial phone call
to his father, David, and he instructed him
to dispose of all of his guns,
but he wouldn't tell him what for.
David still complied, and he disposed of the weapons
in an attempt to protect his son
from whatever he was running away from.
At one point, though, authorities did show up
on David's doorstep and asked him if he knew anything about the rifle that was used in the murders.
Was it possible that Sean had one that matched?
And David lied to the officers.
But then he felt wracked by suspicion and guilt, so he ended up confronting his son a couple of times.
He even showed him a police flyer that asked for information about the murder weapon used at Jenner Beach.
But Sean denied involvement every single time his dad asked, even though his dad remained
suspicious.
And tragically, the accumulated weight of suspicion and guilt became unbearable for
David.
And in 2013, nearly a decade after the Jenner murders,
he took his own life.
Sean later told detectives that he believed
his father's suicide was at least in part driven
by the unbearable suspicion that Sean was responsible
for the killings.
He described it to detectives as the straw
that broke the camel's back.
Sean's confession finally brought closure
to the Jenner community and
the grieving families of Lindsay Cutshall and Jason Allen. Yet the chilling nature of
his detachment and remorselessness recounting the murders left investigators really disturbed.
Sean also consistently blamed his victims. He said that their decision to camp in an area
where camping was technically prohibited
made them somehow responsible for their own deaths.
But that wasn't the case.
Jason and Lindsay were two travelers planning their wedding
who chose to sleep under the stars for a night.
They didn't do anything wrong.
And maybe that's why camping can feel so eerie
and unsettling at times.
Because it's not necessarily about what you do right or wrong.
Sometimes it's just about being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Sometimes you don't know who is lurking just beyond the tree line or who else is coming
on your camping trip unexpectedly.
But what do you guys think?
Do you guys have any plans to go camping this summer?
Have you had any strange experiences
or terrifying encounters while camping?
Please let me know wherever you listen,
drop a comment, shoot me an email.
There's a form on my website, hearthstartspounding.com.
I love hearing your stories so much.
And if you want more,
I do have a terrifying camping story actually that
didn't make it into this episode that I'm going to share with producer Matt on our after show called
footnotes, which is available to the high council tier on Patreon. Over the next few weeks, we're
going to get even more into the dark side of summer. And I'm so eager for you to join me.
Next week, we're actually boarding a cruise ship for a mystery that I seriously cannot get out of my mind.
Until then, stay curious.
Heart Starts Pounding is written and produced by me, Kayla Moore.
Heart Starts Pounding is also produced by Matt Brown.
Sound design and mix by Peachtree Sound.
Special thanks to Travis Dunlap, Grayson Jernigan, the team at WME, and Ben Jaffe.
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