Horror Stories - 8 True Asylum Horror Stories | "The Patients Weren’t the Only Ones Still Inside" 😱 That Make Locked Wards Feel Alive After Midnight

Episode Date: September 24, 2026

8 True Asylum Horror Stories takes you into locked wards, abandoned corridors, and treatment rooms where the silence feels anything but empty. In this chilling collection, you’ll hear terrifying acc...ounts set inside old psychiatric hospitals and forgotten asylums—places where footsteps echo after dark, patient rooms seem to remember who stayed there, and the people working the late shift realize they may not be alone. This episode is made for fans of true horror stories, asylum horror, haunted hospital stories, scary stories to sleep to, and long-form creepy storytelling. Put on your headphones, turn down the lights, and settle in for eerie encounters involving abandoned wards, unexplained noises, shadowy figures, locked doors, and the unsettling feeling that something still remains inside. If you enjoy atmospheric narration, paranormal encounters, and disturbing real-life-style horror stories, this one belongs on your late-night playlist. #TrueHorrorStories #AsylumHorror #HorrorStories #ScaryStories #HauntedAsylum #CreepyStories #ParanormalStories #HauntedHospital #NightShiftHorror #HorrorNarration 8 true asylum horror stories, true asylum horror stories, asylum horror stories, scary asylum stories, haunted asylum stories, true horror stories, true scary stories, horror stories, scary stories, real horror stories, creepy stories, disturbing horror stories, haunted hospital stories, hospital horror stories, abandoned asylum horror, abandoned hospital horror, psychiatric hospital horror, mental asylum horror stories, haunted psychiatric hospital, asylum ghost stories, paranormal asylum stories, scary stories to sleep to, horror stories to sleep to, bedtime horror stories, late night horror stories, creepy hospital stories, haunted ward stories, locked ward horror, patients still inside, ghost encounters, paranormal encounters, unexplained hospital stories, scary narration, horror narration, chilling true stories ☕ Support the show, send your own horror stories, and help shape future episodes. 🎧 Join the darkness here: ⁠https://buymeacoffee.com/horrorstoriesnetwork⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:04 Hello everyone and welcome back to horror stories. I know many of you use these episodes to fall asleep, so before you drift off, I'd love it if you could leave a comment letting me know where you're listening from around the world. Also, don't forget to like and subscribe if you're enjoying the episodes. Story 1 Psychiatric hospitals in the 1970s were nothing like most people picture today. They were secluded strongholds where experimental procedures unfolded behind locked doors and no one dared to ask questions.
Starting point is 00:00:41 I began my residency at Clearwater Psychiatric Institute immediately after medical school. Back when being 26 felt old enough to change the world, but still young enough to place my trust in the wrong people. The institution occupied 40 acres of pine forest in northern California, roughly two hours outside Sacramento. It housed 300 patients, divided among separate wings according to their diagnoses
Starting point is 00:01:07 and the severity of the severity of the state. their conditions. Dr. Gregory Hoffman supervised the women's ward where I had been assigned. He was nearing 60, with silver hair that was always combed straight back and pale gray eyes that could hold your gaze without blinking. It felt as though he were deciphering words written somewhere inside your skull. At first, my responsibilities appeared completely ordinary, evaluating patients, distributing medication, documenting behavior, and completing all the routine duties that were supposedly preparing me to operate my own practice someday. The other residents complained about the hospital's isolation, its obsolete equipment,
Starting point is 00:01:48 and the fact that certain doors remained locked even to members of the medical staff. I assumed every institution had its own peculiar rules and procedures. Everything changed one evening in October when Dr. Hoffman asked me to remain after my shift. He led me through sections of the building that my access card had never opened before. We passed through two security checkpoints, where guards inspected special clearance badges whose existence I had not even known about. Then we descended a stairwell into a windowless basement corridor, illuminated by fluorescent tubes that buzzed like furious wasps trapped above the ceiling.
Starting point is 00:02:26 He told me that I had been chosen to participate in a classified research program financed by the federal government. According to him, it involved a revolutionary treatment for trauma that could completely reshape our understanding. of how the human mind processed and released psychological damage. There was something almost religious about the way he described it. We would administer carefully controlled quantities of lysurgic acid diethelamide to female patients suffering from severe emotional trauma. The drug would supposedly dissolve the protective barriers their minds had constructed around traumatic memories,
Starting point is 00:03:00 enabling us to guide the women as they reprocessed those experiences within a controlled therapeutic setting. Dr. Hoffman presented me with a thick manila folder filled with consent forms. Every document had been signed and notarized. He assured me that all legal requirements had been met, although the sensitive nature of the study demanded absolute secrecy, even from colleagues who were not members of what he referred to as the project team. The first session I witnessed was conducted in a room that had once been an operating theater.
Starting point is 00:03:31 It had white walls, one-way observation glass, and a reclining chair that looked more appropriate for a dental office than a psychiatric facility. The patient was Diane, a 32-year-old woman who had been admitted for severe depression after her daughter drowned three years earlier. Dr. Hoffman gave her LSD on a sugar cube, precisely measured at 200 micrograms, while I monitored her vital signs and recorded observations on specially designed project forms. Within 40 minutes, Diane's pupils had expanded until her browned. eyes appeared nearly black. She began talking about colors seeping through the walls like watercolors dissolving in the rain. Using a calm, hypnotic voice, Dr. Hoffman instructed her to
Starting point is 00:04:16 return to the day of the accident. He asked her to relive it one frame at a time while the drug broke apart whatever defensive structures her mind had erected. Diane began to cry. Then she started laughing. After that, she produced sounds unlike anything I had ever heard emerged from a human throat, a strange mixture of singing and wailing that made every hair in my arms rise. It was not merely the force of her reaction that unsettled me. It was the way Dr. Hoffman watched her. He leaned toward her with unmistakable fascination, rapidly covering a pages with shorthand that I could not decipher. Without consulting me, he raised Diane's dose for the following session to 350 micrograms. He claimed we had to overcome her resistance before we could reach the underlying.
Starting point is 00:05:04 trauma. During that second session, Diane scratched at her arms until she drew blood. She was convinced that insects were moving beneath her skin and carrying messages from her dead daughter. I tried to intervene and administer something that would calm the hallucinations. But Dr. Hoffman seized my wrist with unexpected force. He said that stopping the process would destroy months of preparation. Two physicians I had never seen before observed us from behind the one-way glass. They wrote their own notes and occasionally spoke into tape recorders held close to their mouths. By the third week, 12 women had been enrolled in the project. Each was struggling with a different kind of trauma, sexual assault, childhood abuse,
Starting point is 00:05:48 the loss of a child, or domestic violence that had left physical as well as psychological wounds. The sessions became progressively longer, sometimes continuing for eight or nine hours. The doses increased to levels that would have been considered dangerous in any legitimate therapeutic environment. Dr. Hoffman also introduced a technique he called guided reconstruction. While the women were deeply immersed in their hallucinations, he suggested entirely different versions of their traumatic experiences, attempting to replace their actual memories with invented ones. He would tell a rape survivor that the assault had only been a dream and that she had actually
Starting point is 00:06:27 spent that night safely asleep in her childhood bedroom. In their altered conditions, some of the women began to accept these fabricated memories, at least for a short time. The morning after such sessions, it was agonizing to see the confusion in their faces when reality began asserting itself again. They looked at me like people drowning and searching desperately for something solid to grasp, yet I had nothing I could offer that would help them determine what was real anymore. The night everything collapsed we were treating a patient named Janet. She was 28 years old and had been admitted after making several suicide attempts following a miscarriage. She had participated in the program for two weeks, and Dr. Hoffman had increased her dosage during every session, convinced that she
Starting point is 00:07:13 was approaching what he called a breakthrough moment. That evening he administered 500 micrograms, more than twice a standard therapeutic dose, while gentle classical music played through speakers installed in the corners of the ceiling. For the first hour, Janet remained motionless in the reclined chair. Her eyes moved rapidly beneath her closed lids, as though she had entered REM sleep. From time to time, she murmured words too faint for me to understand. Then her breathing changed,
Starting point is 00:07:43 becoming a series of deep rhythmic pants like those of a woman in labor. Her hands moved down to her abdomen, pressing and kneading the flesh beneath her hospital gown. Dr. Hoffman leaned forward. That familiar glimmer of fascination appeared in his gray eyes as he began addressing Janet in a quiet measured voice. He told her that she was safe, that she was bringing a new life into the world, and that everything was unfolding precisely as it was supposed to. Janet grew increasingly agitated.
Starting point is 00:08:14 Her fingers tore at the fabric of her hospital gown until she ripped it open, exposing a pale abdomen covered with old self-inflicted scars that resembled a map of everything she had endured. The baby's coming. The baby's coming, she repeated. Her voice climbed higher with every repetition until it became a scream that reverberated off the white walls. I reached for the sedatives we always kept ready, but Dr. Hoffman lifted a hand and ordered me to stop. He insisted that we had to allow the experience to reach its conclusion. Interrupting it at that stage, he said, would result in psychological fragmentation. Behind the observation window, the two unidentified doctors moved closer to the glass. One of them was recording the session with a small
Starting point is 00:09:00 camera that I had not noticed earlier, preserving every second of Janet's disintegration. What followed still returns in my nightmares with the same vivid clarity it had when I first witnessed it. Still believing that she was giving birth, Janet began digging her fingernails into her abdomen. She tore through her own skin with a degree of strength that should not have been possible. Blood spread across the chair's white leather and collected beneath her, and Janet was laughing. It was a terrible ecstatic laugh, as if she had just achieved something miraculous. Dr. Hoffman finally reacted, but he did not move to help her. Instead, he grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me between himself and Janet, using my body as a shield while
Starting point is 00:09:44 yelling for the security guards. By the time the guards restrained her and I managed to slow the bleeding with direct pressure and emergency sutures, Janet had gouged deep wounds across her stomach. She continued mumbling about holding her baby and asking why we had taken it from her after she had worked so hard to bring it back. What followed was chaos disguised as established procedure. Nurses seemed to materialize from nowhere and rushed Janet to the medical wing. Forms were signed, countersigned, and collected. Dr. Hoffman spoke quietly with the observers while they packed their recording equipment with practice speed. No one would tell me anything about Janet's condition except that she was stable. When I tried to visit her the next morning, her room was empty. The bed had been stripped
Starting point is 00:10:30 to the bare mattress, and the hospital system contained no record that she had ever been transferred to the medical unit. That afternoon, Dr. Hoffman summoned me to his office and pushed a stack of documents across his mahogany desk. It was a non-disclosure agreement several pages long, filled with legal terminology concerning federal classification and the penalties for unauthorized disclosure, including imprisonment. He reminded me of my student loans. He pointed out that the project's funding included a substantial bonus that would eliminate my debt. He also emphasized that my cooperation would be reflected positively in my residency evaluation. His gray eyes never blinked as he assured me that Janet had been moved to a specialized facility for intensive treatment. that her relatives had been informed
Starting point is 00:11:19 and that everything was being managed according to approved protocols. But I could not forget what I had witnessed. I kept thinking about the 11 other women still trapped in the program, the doses that continued to rise, and the observers standing behind the glass with cameras and tape recorders.
Starting point is 00:11:37 That night I slipped back into the restricted wing using my access card. My intention was to copy the patient's records and find evidence of what was truly taking place. The filing room was exactly where I had expected it to be. However, when I opened the cabinet labeled with our project code, I discovered something that tightened my chest with panic. There were hundreds of files,
Starting point is 00:11:59 some dating back years before our program had allegedly begun. Every folder documented similar experiments involving different drugs and methods, but the subjects were always female patients with the histories of trauma. The oldest records were dated 1965. At the bottom of each file was a stamp I recognized from newspaper reports about congressional investigations. MK Ultra Sub Project 58, Psychochemical Vulnerability Studies. I took as many files as I could carry and cram them into my medical bag, aware that I had only minutes before the security officers made their rounds.
Starting point is 00:12:37 Together, the documents revealed a pattern of systematic experimentation that turned my stomach. Some women had received enormous quantities of LSD combined with electroshock treatment. Others had been subjected to sensory deprivation while hallucinating. The detailed observations concerning personality reconstruction and the dissolution of memory sounded more like science fiction than legitimate medicine. One folder contained photographs I still wish I had never seen. The women in them had empty eyes. Some were catatonic, while others were clearly suffering from permanent psychotic.
Starting point is 00:13:12 Each had been categorized as an unsuccessful project outcome. The newest file was dated only three days earlier. When I opened it, Janet's admission photograph was staring back at me. Yet the status section bore a stamp that I could not understand. Subject relocated. Montreal facility. Further testing required. I photographed every document with the small camera I had purchased to record patient progress.
Starting point is 00:13:39 My fingers shook so violently that I had. so violently that I had to retake several of the pictures. When I arrived at work the following morning, my key card had already been disabled. Two federal agents were waiting in the lobby beside Dr. Hoffman, who refused to look me in the eyes. They informed me that I was being transferred immediately to a Veterans Affairs Hospital in Texas. My residency would continue there with full credit, and all my relocation expenses would be paid. They made it perfectly clear that this was not a request. My apartment had already been packed. My possessions were inside a moving truck, and an airline ticket was waiting for me at the airport.
Starting point is 00:14:20 The agents accompanied me to my car. One of them casually mentioned that they knew about my late-night entry into the records room. The surveillance cameras had captured everything I had done. Nevertheless, they were prepared to overlook the incident if I respected the agreements I had signed and moved to Texas without causing trouble. Dr. Hoffman disappeared two days after my departure. Through contacts from medical school, I learned that he had simply vanished. His office had been cleared out overnight, and he had left no forwarding address. It was as though he had never existed.
Starting point is 00:14:54 For years, I kept the photographs hidden, transferring them from one safe deposit box to another. I was too frightened to release them, yet I could not bring myself to destroy the only evidence proving that those women had not imagined their nightmares. Eventually, I contacted a journalist who was investigating MK Ultra Operations. I gave him copies of everything on the condition that my identity remains secret. He later published articles about government-financed LSD experiments. But Clearwater Psychiatric Institute was never identified by name. By that time, the facility had already been closed and demolished.
Starting point is 00:15:32 A shopping complex had been constructed in its place. as though those buildings had never occupied 40 acres of pine forest. Through medical records and careful investigation, I managed to locate three women who had participated in the project. Two were living in long-term psychiatric institutions, their minds never having completely recovered from what we had done to them. The third had changed her name and relocated to Canada. When I finally obtained her phone number, she refused to speak with me.
Starting point is 00:16:02 I could find no trace of Janet in any system available to me. It was as if she had been entirely erased from existence. Sometimes, however, I wonder whether the stamp mentioning the Montreal facility signified something far worse than an ordinary transfer. I completed my residency in Texas, established a modest private practice, and tried to help people in the proper way. Still, I never stopped carrying the burden of those months at Clearwater. The camera I used to photograph the records remains in my desk drawer. The film was developed long ago and hidden somewhere safe. It serves as a reminder of how quickly medical ethics can be discarded
Starting point is 00:16:42 when someone convinces you that you are working in service of a greater cause. Whenever a patient speaks about trusting a physician completely or placing their mental well-being in another person's hands, I remember Janet screams. I see the blood spreading across that white chair and Dr. Hoffman's gray eyes observing everything with cold scientific detachment. The truth is that I escaped only because they decided to let me leave. I was insignificant.
Starting point is 00:17:10 Nothing more than a resident who could be transferred in silence through the proper combination of threats and rewards. The true architects of that project, the people who financed it and gathered the results, are probably still out there. Their identities remain concealed behind classified seals and levels of government clearance that I will never be permitted to reach. Story 2.
Starting point is 00:17:37 In the spring of 2018, I worked as an intern at Riverside State Hospital in Illinois. I had just completed my master's program and was determined to make a meaningful difference in psychiatric care. At 26, I believed I understood the system. Its procedures, its chain of command, and the rules that supposedly had to be followed to protect everyone involved. My supervisor was Dr. Harold Brennan, who had worked at Riverside for 32 years, and managed the long-term ward with military precision. Every morning I arrived at exactly 7 o'clock, used my badge to pass through three separate security checkpoints,
Starting point is 00:18:17 and spent the day examining patient records, observing group therapy sessions, and learning the delicate choreography of institutional psychiatry. The hospital itself was a remnant of the 1950s, filled with pale green walls and narrow windows reinforced with wire mesh. It was the sort of building where the same thing, sound of someone's footsteps continued echoing through an empty hallway long after that person had disappeared from view. Of the 43 patients housed in our ward, one captured my attention during
Starting point is 00:18:48 my first week. His name was Robert Garrison. He was 61 years old and had been institutionalized there for 11 years. Unlike many of the other patients who moved through their daily routines with vacant expressions or whispered to companions no one else could see, Robert spoke clearly and intelligently, almost desperately so. Whenever I passed his room during rounds, I found him seated at a small desk, composing letters to attorneys who never answered him, and filling yellow legal pads with painstaking notes about his case. He had arranged his room like a makeshift legal office. Newspaper articles were taped to the walls in chronological order, while court papers were organized inside improvised folders he had constructed from paper bags obtained at the hospital
Starting point is 00:19:35 commissary. Every item was dated and carefully cross-referenced. Robert insisted that he had been framed for the murder of his wife. He said someone had planted evidence and manipulated him into confessing. Nearly every patient had a personal explanation for why they had ended up there. But the accuracy and methodical structure of Robert's arguments made me slow down and listen during those early rounds. On a Thursday in May, I decided to retrieve Robert's court records from the basement archive. Dr. Brennan was attending a conference in Chicago, and I justified my decision by telling myself that I was simply being diligent. Understanding a patient's background, I reasoned, would help me better understand his psychiatric condition. The archive smelled of dampness, mildew, and aging paper.
Starting point is 00:20:23 Long rows of metal filing cabinets extended into sections of darkness where the overhead fluorescent lights had burned out years before. Robert's folder was as thick as a telephone book. It was packed with psychiatric assessments, police documents, and transcripts from his 2007 trial. His wife, Catherine, had been discovered dead in their bathtub. She had drowned after someone struck her in the head with a ceramic lamp taken from their bedroom. On the surface, the prosecution appeared to have built a convincing case. Robert's fingerprints were found on the lamp. Neighbors reported hearing him and Catherine arguing on the night of her death.
Starting point is 00:21:01 Most damaging of all was Robert's detailed confession, delivered three days after the murder during a therapy session with Dr. Milton Cross, an expert in recovered memory methods whom the police had brought in. While reading the confession transcript using the flashlight on my phone, I noticed something peculiar. The language sounded nothing like the way Robert normally spoke. His supposed confession was saturated with psychiatric terminology and clinical expressions that a high school mathematical, teacher would never be expected to use naturally. Terms such as dissociative episode and effective dysregulation appeared throughout the document. Even the account of the killing sounded as though it had been copied from a forensic medicine textbook, not spoken by a man remembering his own actions. At the bottom of the transcript, I found a reference number for the original audio recording.
Starting point is 00:21:56 I searched through several evidence boxes until I discovered an old cassette labeled Robert Garrison, Session 3, May 15, 2007. My heart hammered as I carried it upstairs and searched for a cassette player. Eventually, I borrowed one from the occupational therapy room, where tapes were still used during relaxation exercises. Listening to the recording was horrifying, not because of the things Robert said, but because of the manner in which he was led to say them. Dr. Cross spoke in a polished yet relentless voice. He guided Robert through what he described as a therapeutic hypnosis session designed to unlock memories that had been suppressed. During the first 20 minutes, Robert sounded sleepy and nearly drugged. He responded to ordinary questions about his childhood, his marriage, and the
Starting point is 00:22:45 unremarkable details of his everyday schedule. Then Dr. Cross changed his approach. His questions became increasingly suggestive and specific. You were furious that night, weren't you, Robert? Catherine was involved with another man. You took the lamp from the bedside table. You can picture yourself doing that now, can't you? Robert answered in a flat, emotionless tone, like someone reciting words from a script he did not comprehend. He gradually began describing the killing
Starting point is 00:23:16 using the same unnatural clinical language that had disturbed me in the written transcript. Every few minutes, Dr. Cross could be heard encouraging him. That's right, Robert. Go further. Tell me what you're seeing. By the conclusion of the 90-minute recording, Robert had admitted to a murder, but the account sounded far more like Dr. Cross's constructed interpretation of the crime than an authentic memory belonging to Robert. I devoted the entire weekend to investigating Dr. Milton Cross online.
Starting point is 00:23:47 What I discovered left my skin crawling. Between 2004 and 2009, Cross had participated in at least six other criminal cases in which defendants produce similarly elaborate confessions while under hypnosis. Every confession contained the same type of clinical vocabulary, and all six defendants were eventually convicted primarily because of those statements. Two of them later died by suicide in prison. Another suffered a psychological collapse and was declared incompetent to stand trial. The remaining defendants were serving life sentences. Cross vanished from publicly accessible records after 2009. However, However, I located an obituary published in 2011 that claimed he had died in an automobile accident in Nevada.
Starting point is 00:24:34 That was disturbing, but it was not the detail that affected me most. In every one of those cases, Cross had been brought in as a consultant. Neither the defense nor the prosecution had hired him directly. He worked through a private company called Behavioral Solutions Inc, which maintained contracts with several police departments to provide specialized assistance during interrogations. Behavioral solutions dissolved in 2010, only a few months after Cross's final documented case. I arrived at the hospital an hour early on Monday morning. My laptop bag was weighed down with printed articles and photocopies of Robert's records that I had made at a 24-hour copying shop.
Starting point is 00:25:15 My intention was to show everything to Dr. Brennan and persuade him that we needed to contact Robert's public defender. I was also considering reaching out to the Innocence Project. Robert must have noticed something different in my behavior when I visited his room during the morning rounds. He raised his eyes from his writing and looked at me with an expression I had never seen on his face before. It was hope, unfiltered, fragile, and desperate. You discovered something, he said. It was not a question. I gave him a slight nod and whispered that I was investigating the matter. I told him to remain calm and allow me a few days.
Starting point is 00:25:53 I will never forget the tears that gathered in his eyes. or the way he squeezed his pencils so tightly that it broke in two. I spent the remainder of my shift documenting every detail. I prepared an extensive report containing timestamps from the cassette recording, references to Cross's other cases, and a formal recommendation that Robert's conviction be reviewed. But when I returned on Wednesday morning, the situation had completely changed.
Starting point is 00:26:20 Robert was no longer seated at his desk. He sat on the edge of his bed, silently staring at the wall while saliva ran from the corner of his mouth. Beverly, the charge nurse, told me that Robert had suffered an acute psychotic episode on Monday night. According to her, he had become violent and assaulted and orderly. Yet when I asked which orderly had been attacked and what had actually occurred, she appeared confused and could not provide any specific information. Dr. Brennan had approved an emergency medical procedure, a transorbital lobotomy.
Starting point is 00:26:53 It had been performed on Tuesday afternoon by a visiting surgeon whose name did not appear in any of our staff directories. I frantically searched the hospital's electronic system for the report I had submitted. It had vanished. There was no trace of it, not even in the deleted records history. My access card no longer unlocked the basement archive. When I attempted to sign into my account from a home that evening, I discovered that my credentials had also been revoked. Brennan left a voicemail informing me that my internship was being terminated because I had violated patient confidentiality procedures. He instructed me to return my identification badge no later than Friday. I could not simply leave and pretend none of it had happened. On Thursday night I persuaded
Starting point is 00:27:40 Jamal, an orderly who had always treated me kindly, to meet me at a diner near Route 47. He was visibly anxious and repeatedly glanced through the window toward the parking lot. After drinking three cups of coffee and receiving my promise that I would never reveal his name. He finally told me what he knew. Robert had not experienced a violent outburst on Monday night. Immediately after dinner, someone had sedated him and taken him directly to the medical wing. Jamal had witnessed two unfamiliar men in suits pushing Robert's gurney. Both men wore visitor badges, yet they somehow possessed keys that allowed them to enter restricted sections of the hospital. Even more troubling was Jamal's revelation that this was not the first incident of its kind. During his eight years at
Starting point is 00:28:28 Riverside, he had witnessed at least four other patients who were actively trying to appeal their cases, suddenly suffer alleged psychiatric episodes requiring immediate surgical treatment. It always occurred when Dr. Brennan was conveniently occupied or away from the hospital. The operations were always conducted by visiting surgeons who disappeared afterward, and the relevant paperwork was inevitably misplaced, improperly filed, or lost altogether. The following morning I drove to the hospital one final time. I was not there to surrender my badge. I wanted to see Robert. Security personnel attempted to stop me, but I claimed that I had left personal belongings in my desk and that Dr. Brennan had authorized me to collect them. The lie probably gave me no more than ten minutes. I located
Starting point is 00:29:15 Robert in the dayroom. He was seated in a wheelchair beside a window. His eyes empty and unable to focus. The articulate, meticulous man who had spent 11 years fighting to establish his innocence no longer existed. I knelt beside the wheelchair and spoke his name. Robert slowly turned toward me. For an instant, a faint trace of recognition seemed to flicker somewhere behind his vacant stare. Catherine, he whispered.
Starting point is 00:29:42 Then he said nothing else. While leaving the ward, I encountered Dr. Brennan in the hallway. He stopped me by placing one hand on my shoulder. His fingers pressed just a little harder than necessary. Certain patients are here because the system understands precisely where they need to be, he said softly. It's regrettable when young idealists failed to recognize the larger picture. For the sake of your own career, I'm sure you'll remain discreet about what you experienced here.
Starting point is 00:30:12 For several weeks, I tried to find anyone willing to hear me out. I contacted legal aid groups, journalism departments at universities, and even the ACLU. Without the original paperwork or access to Robert's hospital records, however, I possessed nothing more than my own account. It was my word against that of a respected state institution. According to the official documentation, the cassette recording I had heard had never existed. Two days after I used the copy shop to duplicate the records, a strangely convenient fire broke out in its storage area. The flames destroyed the store's surveillance footage as well as the copying machine records.
Starting point is 00:30:52 Three months later, a letter arrived from the state licensing board. It stated that someone had filed a complaint concerning my unprofessional behavior during the internship. It also warned me that any future effort to obtain psychiatric credentials would face an extensive review. I eventually accepted a position in medical billing, placing myself as far from direct patient care as possible. as possible. Nevertheless, I preserved every handwritten note I had taken and every screenshot I had captured before my access was disabled. I stored copies across multiple cloud accounts registered under different names. Last month, five years after my nightmare at Riverside, an unexpected email arrived from Jamal. Robert had died from pneumonia in the hospital ward.
Starting point is 00:31:37 He had remained forgotten and silent until the end, but that was not the only reason Jamal contacted me. Beverly, the charge nurse, was preparing to retire and had begun removing old documents from her private filing cabinet. Behind one of the drawers, she discovered something that must have slipped into the narrow space years earlier. It was a partial photocopy of Dr. Cross's original notes from his sessions with Robert. The document contained handwritten observations that had never appeared in the official transcript. Cross had written the following in the margins. resistant to suggestion, increased sodium pentothal dosage. Narrative implanted successfully after third attempt, clients satisfied with results.
Starting point is 00:32:23 Beneath those words was a telephone number accompanied by another handwritten instruction. Contact Harold Brennan for remaining payment. Beverly was terrified and wanted no involvement in the matter, but she gave the document to Jamal. He photographed it and sent the image to me before burning the physical copy himself because he was too frightened to retain the evidence. I still possess that photograph. It is encrypted and concealed. The only proof that Robert Garrison spent 11 years confined inside a psychiatric hospital for a murder committed by someone else. He was not lobotomized because
Starting point is 00:33:00 he had become violent. He was lobotomized because he refused to stop declaring his innocence. Sometimes I find myself wondering how many other people are sitting inside institutions at this very moment. Their truths erased by chemicals and surgical instruments. Their stories hidden in basement archives that no one will ever think to examine. Story 3. I never imagined I would be writing about Kyle here, but after what the police showed me last week, I feel like I need to put this story somewhere. Maybe someone else can understand what happened because I certainly cannot. Kyle Brenner was my roommate for two years, while both of us were studying at a film school in Boston. In 2022, he dropped out so he could devote all his time to his YouTube channel.
Starting point is 00:33:51 His videos focused on paranormal investigations, urban exploration, and similar subjects. Kyle was fascinated by abandoned locations, especially buildings connected to disturbing histories. He could spend hours investigating a single place, searching old newspaper archives and tracking down former employees' residents or patients who might know something about it. His channel had approximately 40,000 subscribers. It was not enormous, but it was successful enough for him to earn a respectable amount through sponsorships and paid memberships.
Starting point is 00:34:26 One night in early December, Kyle told me he had discovered the ideal location for the largest live stream he had ever attempted. It was an abandoned psychiatric hospital approximately three hours north of Boston. The building was called Whitmore State Hospital, and Kyle had been researching it for several months. During dinner that week, he talked almost constantly about everything he had uncovered. Whitmore State Hospital operated from 1923 until 1986, but its reputation came primarily from the experimental operations performed there during the 1940s. A physician named Clarence Whitmore, the hospital had been named after him, had apparently carried out lobotomies before the procedure received official approval.
Starting point is 00:35:11 These were not ordinary lobotomies either. Kyle showed me photocopied pages from old medical publications in which other physicians condemned Whitmore's techniques as needlessly invasive and ethically questionable. Considering the restrained language used in medical journals during the 1940s, those descriptions probably meant his procedures were unspeakably horrific. The state closed the entire surgical wing in 1947 following the deaths of several patients. Nevertheless, the rest of the hospital continued operating for almost another 40 years. Kyle had assembled an entire folder of supporting material. It even contained architectural
Starting point is 00:35:51 blueprints that he had somehow acquired through a contact working in the county records office. On the night of December 8th, Kyle arranged all his broadcasting equipment in our living room and performed a final inspection before leaving. He carried two cameras. His primary DSLR and a backup GoPro fastened to his chest. He also packed three separate flashlights, additional batteries, and his phone, which he planned to use as a mobile hotspot for the broadcast. I remember watching him adjust different settings on his laptop, trying to ensure that the stream would remain stable, even if the signal at the hospital was weak. He had been advertising the event on his channel for weeks under the title The Whitmore Investigation, Live in Unfiltered. When the broadcast began
Starting point is 00:36:38 at 9 p.m., nearly 3,000 viewers were already waiting in the chat. I watched the opening minutes from my bedroom. Kyle was driving through dense fog while explaining the hospital's history to his audience. He told them that the surgical wing where Whitmore had conducted his experiments had remained sealed since 1947, but he believed he had located a maintenance tunnel that could provide a way inside. The viewers were ecstatic. Donations immediately began arriving, and people put. posted messages asking Kyle to investigate particular rooms. I fell asleep at approximately
Starting point is 00:37:14 10.30 that night while he was still broadcasting. Everything I know about what followed comes from the archived video and chat records that the police later showed me. Kyle reached the hospital at around 1015. The building looked exactly the way anyone would expect an abandoned psychiatric institution to look. Its windows were shattered, graffiti covered nearly every accessible surface and vines climbed the exterior brickwork. He spent approximately 20 minutes circling the building and showing his audience the different wings. He also read several old signs whose lettering was barely distinguishable in the darkness. The main entrance had been covered with boards, but Kyle located a side door that someone had forced open. He assumed other
Starting point is 00:37:58 urban explorers or vandals had done it before him. Most of the first floor consisted of administrative offices. There was little of interest. apart from several old patient records scattered across the floor. Kyle refused to touch them, telling his viewers that the patient still deserved privacy. Even decades later, things began to feel strange after he discovered the staircase leading into the basement. According to the chat log,
Starting point is 00:38:25 viewers started reporting an unusual sound in the background at approximately 11 p.m. They described it as a low hum or a persistent droning noise. Kyle apparently could not hear it through a sound. his earbuds. The basement was the point where the old surgical wing joined the main hospital. As Kyle moved forward, his flashlight repeatedly illuminated long shadows extending through the corridors. The walls were covered with the mint green tiles commonly used in hospitals of that period. Most were cracked, while others had fallen away from the walls entirely. The recorded stream shows Kyle spending about 15 minutes working his way through a maze of hallways. He followed the
Starting point is 00:39:05 building blueprint, illuminating it with the screen of his phone. Meanwhile, the chat became increasingly frantic. Viewers repeatedly claimed that something was moving at the outer edges of the camera frame, always disappearing before it entered full view. A user named Brooklyn Ghost 22 posted in capital letters that someone was unquestionably in the basement with Kyle. Either Kyle was not paying attention to the messages, or he was deliberately ignoring them to create suspense. He continued describing everything he encountered. Old gurney shoved against the walls, rooms containing corroded bed frames, and a nurse's station where medication records from 1986 were still lying on the desk.
Starting point is 00:39:48 Then he discovered the door. It was made of heavy metal, with the word surgical sweet bee stamped onto a brass plaque. A chain had been wrapped around it, but both the chain and its fastenings were heavily rusted. Kyle removed a crowbar from his backpack. The timestamp reads 1147 p.m. when he finally succeeded in breaking the chain loose. As he pushed against the metal door, its bottom scraped across the floor. The noise traveled through his microphone and echoed throughout the basement, causing several viewers to comment that it sounded like a person screaming.
Starting point is 00:40:23 The surgical chamber on the other side was preserved in a way that made no sense. An operating table remained in the center of the room, with its leather restraints hanging from the side. cabinets stood along the walls still filled with antique surgical instruments. Kyle slowly swept his camera across the room. That was when it happened, when everyone saw the movement. In one corner partially concealed behind a tall medical cabinet with glass doors, something unmistakably solid ducked out of sight. It did not resemble an ordinary shadow or an illusion produced by the moving flashlight.
Starting point is 00:41:00 The chat erupted, messages telling Kyle to get out and move. warning him to look behind the cabinet appeared so rapidly that the words became an indistinguishable blur. Kyle approached the cabinet, suggesting that the movement had probably been caused by a raccoon or another person exploring the building. His primary camera remained pointed toward that cabinet when the viewers began posting frantic warnings about the video from his chest-mounted camera. The GoPro had captured something that the DSLR had missed. In the enhanced recording, the police showed me What appear to be human fingers can be seen wrapped around the edge of a second cabinet approximately 10 feet to Kyle's left. It looked as though someone was cautiously watching him from behind it.
Starting point is 00:41:45 Kyle never noticed the fingers. His complete attention was directed at the first cabinet as he pulled it away from the wall to examine the space behind it. There was nothing there except peeling paint and stains from old water damage. The viewers, however, had become hysterical. The audience had grown to almost 8,000. people and donations were arriving with messages pleading for Kyle to leave the hospital immediately. One person donated $50 and wrote, Please just run now. Kyle finally checked the chat on his phone. The video shows him pausing most likely as he read the warnings. Then he laughed. He genuinely laughed
Starting point is 00:42:24 and said something along the lines of, come on everyone, you're letting your imagination take over. This is only an old building. He then decided to investigate an adjoining chamber accessible through a doorway on the opposite side of the surgical suite. The next room appeared to have been used as a preparation area. It contained old sinks and several metal tables. As Kyle entered, strange interference began affecting the main camera. Horizontal bands rolled across the image every few seconds. Kyle suggested that the hospital's old electrical cables might still contain some residual energy. The explanation made no sense, but that did not stop him from continuing. The preparation room opened into a narrow corridor containing three doors.
Starting point is 00:43:09 Kyle tested the first two, but both were firmly locked. Even striking and prying at them with the crowbar accomplished nothing. The third door was already opened by a few inches. The video timestamp reads 12.14 a.m. when Kyle pushed it inward. Based on a nameplate that remained on the desk, he concluded that the room had once been Clarence Whitmore's private office. It was a small small space, perhaps 10 by 12 feet, furnished with a desk, two chairs, and filing cabinets positioned along one wall. Papers covered the floor and furniture, as if someone had emptied every folder decades earlier and simply abandoned the mess. Kyle placed his main camera on the desk so it could capture a wide view of the room. He then began inspecting some of the documents with his flashlight.
Starting point is 00:43:57 That was the point when the broadcast became genuinely disturbing. The audience could see Kyle reading papers in front of the camera. Behind him, however, a shadow appeared in the doorway through which he had just entered. It did not correspond to Kyle or to anything else in the office. The shadow remained visible for several seconds before disappearing. Then it returned slightly closer than it had been before. It continued vanishing and reappearing, moving nearer each time. One viewer captured a screenshot and enhanced it. According to that person, the figure looked like someone dressed in old-fashioned medical scrubs, standing absolutely motionless. Then something even more unsettling happened.
Starting point is 00:44:40 Kyle's voice began to echo. It was not the ordinary reverberation one might expect inside an empty building. Instead, words Kyle had spoken earlier in the broadcast were repeating softly somewhere in the background. Viewers could hear his earlier statement. It's only an old building, playing repeatedly. Each repetition became slightly loud. At 1231 a.m., Kyle lifted his camera from the desk and turned toward the doorway to leave the office. The entrance was empty. There was nothing obstructing him. The moment he stepped into the corridor,
Starting point is 00:45:15 however, his flashlight abruptly went out. It did not flicker or gradually dim. It simply became completely dark. The camera automatically switched to night vision mode, revealing the hallway in a grainy, greenish-gray image. That was when the viewers saw the viewer saw the camera. what Kyle could not see in the darkness. Several people were standing in the corridor. There was not just one figure. Three or four of them stood motionless at different locations along the hallway. Each one faced the wall with its head pressed against the surface, like children being punished. Kyle retrieved his second flashlight. The instant its beam illuminated the hallway, every figure disappeared. They did not flee. The footage does not show them moving away. They were
Starting point is 00:46:02 simply no longer present as soon as the light reached the places where they had been standing. Kyle quietly suggested that the night vision setting must have created an illusion, but his voice had begun to tremble. He increased his pace and attempted to follow his previous route back to the surgical suite. The chat had descended into complete disorder. People begged him to contact the police or escape the building by any available route. The number of viewers had climbed to 12,000. One person repeatedly posted the same warning. They're following you. Kyle eventually returned to the surgical suite, but the room was no longer exactly as it had been. The viewers immediately noticed that all the medical instruments inside the cabinets had changed position. Objects that had previously
Starting point is 00:46:49 been scattered randomly were now arranged in perfectly straight rows, with every sharp edge directed toward the center of the chamber. Kyle either failed to recognize the change or chose not to mention it. His only concerns seemed to be reaching the door leading back into the main basement corridor. While he crossed the room, his GoPro recorded something that the primary camera's microphone did not capture. It was the sound of breathing, slow measured breaths that appeared to originate from several directions simultaneously. The enhanced audio played for me by the police was even more disturbing. Beneath the breathing, there was a noise like metal grinding across tile as though someone or something was being dragged along the floor.
Starting point is 00:47:34 Kyle reached the door to the principal basement hallway at 1243 a.m. He grasped the handle and pulled, but the door refused to open. It was not locked. The handle rotated normally. It seemed as though something on the opposite side was physically holding the door closed. Kyle placed the camera on the floor and gripped the handle with both hands, pulling with all his strength. Viewers filled the chat with messages ordering him to turn around.
Starting point is 00:48:02 In the camera's view, the leather restraints attached to the operating table had risen straight into the air. They remained upright in defiance of gravity, stretching toward the ceiling like long fingers. At that moment, the broadcast began failing. The image froze briefly, dissolved into static, and then returned. Every time the picture came back, Kyle occupied a different location in the room, as though portion of the footage had disappeared. In one moment, he stood at the door. After the next interruption, he was beside the operating table.
Starting point is 00:48:36 Then he appeared near the cabinets. Kyle did not seem aware of these sudden changes. He continued speaking as though no time had passed, still claiming that he was attempting to open the exit. His voice no longer corresponded with the movements of his mouth. The sound might have been delayed, or it could have been audio from an earlier point in the broadcast. The viewers could not determine which explanation was correct.
Starting point is 00:49:01 At 12.51 a.m., the stream became stable for approximately 30 seconds. Kyle had abandoned the door and was trying to break a small window positioned high on one wall. He had stacked two gurneys on top of each other and climbed onto them, striking the glass repeatedly with his crowbar. Numerous viewers pointed out that Kyle's shadow on the wall had too many arms. The enhanced footage confirms what they saw. Although Kyle had only two arms, his shadow had four. The additional pair hung uselessly at unnatural angles. Then the audience heard Kyle's voice speak with perfect clarity.
Starting point is 00:49:38 Don't turn off the light. Don't turn off the light. His mouth was not moving. Kyle continued hitting the window without speaking. The only sounds coming directly from him were the impacts of the crowbar against the glass. Yet his voice kept repeating that warning from another location somewhere inside the chamber. At precisely 1 a.m., the entire picture became white. It was not static, and the screen did not turn black. It was a field of pure white. The broadcast remained that way for four minutes and 17 seconds. The chat continued functioning during the interruption,
Starting point is 00:50:15 with thousands of viewers asking what had happened and begging Kyle to answer them. At exactly 104.17 a.m., the image returned for three seconds. Kyle's face filled. the entire screen as though he were holding the camera directly beneath his chin. His eyes were completely open, but he was staring at something above the camera instead of looking into the lens. His mouth moved with incredible speed as though he were speaking far too rapidly to be understood. The only audio, however, was the same repeated sentence. Don't turn off the light. The broadcast ended at that point. It did not fade or display an error message. It simply cut to nothing.
Starting point is 00:50:56 The chat remained active for hours while viewers attempted to understand what they had just watched. At approximately 2 a.m., someone contacted the Boston Police Department. Officers there explained that they could not respond because Kyle had been broadcasting from New Hampshire, so they notified the state police in that jurisdiction. It took the authorities three days to locate the hospital. Kyle had deliberately concealed its precise position during the stream because he did not want to be arrested for trespassing. When officers finally arrived at Whitmore State Hospital on December 11th, they found Kyle's car parked outside and covered with frost. His broadcasting equipment was still inside the same
Starting point is 00:51:38 surgical suite. Somehow the camera was continuing to record even though its battery had a maximum operating life of only four hours. The memory card contained 43 hours of footage, despite having enough storage capacity for no more than 16 hours. Most of the video should showed nothing except the vacant surgical chamber. Every few hours, however, Kyle's voice could be heard faintly repeating the same warning about the light. The most disturbing discovery came when investigators examined the timestamp information. According to the camera's internal clock, the device had been recording without interruption since December 8th. Yet the displayed dates changed unpredictably.
Starting point is 00:52:20 Sometimes the recording was dated December 2022. At other moments, it showed Mark. March 1947. Some timestamps displayed dates that had not occurred yet. A police technician attributed it to an equipment malfunction, although he admitted that he had never encountered anything similar. The officers discovered Kyle's phone in the basement corridor. Its screen was cracked, but the device still worked. The live streaming application remained open. It displayed zero viewers and reported that the broadcast had been running for minus 17 hours, whatever that was supposed to mean. Kyle's backpack was found inside Whitmore's office. Every object had been placed
Starting point is 00:53:02 carefully inside, as though he had neatly repacked everything in preparation to leave. Kyle himself was nowhere in the hospital. This is where the situation becomes even worse, and it is the reason I am writing about it now. Five days after the authorities recovered his equipment, Kyle entered a gas station and Concord, approximately 60 miles from the hospital. Security viz. shows him walking through the entrance at 3.47 a.m., approaching the counter without hesitation and asking the clerk to call someone for him. According to the clerk, Kyle could not remember his own telephone number. He also had no memory of how he had reached the gas station. He repeatedly insisted that someone had to turn the light back on inside the hospital. The police collected
Starting point is 00:53:48 him from the station, and he has remained under psychiatric care ever since. I visited him on two occasions. During the first visit, he showed no sign of recognizing me. He spent the entire time drawing detailed plans of Whitmore State Hospital on every piece of paper he could obtain. The second visit occurred last week. Kyle seized my arm and spoke my name. It was the first time he had recognized me since the police found him. He claimed that he remembered everything that happened that night. He said he had discovered far more than deserted rooms in the hospital basement. According to Kyle, people were still living and working inside the building. They were still carrying out medical procedures. He did not describe them as ghosts or supernatural entities. He insisted they were actual
Starting point is 00:54:36 human beings who had never departed when Whitmore State Hospital closed. He said they had survived inside areas absent from every architectural plan, hidden spaces between the building's walls, and had continued the work Clarence Whitmore began. The doctors believe Kyle is experiencing psychosis caused by severe trauma. But Kyle gave me exact coordinates and specific measurements, indicating where those concealed sections should be located. I have not told anyone else what I did next. Yesterday I drove to the site because I wanted to examine the hospital from outside. The entire building had been demolished. There was nothing there except an empty parcel of land. The official demolition order was dated December 7th. The day before Kyle's live stream,
Starting point is 00:55:24 And the company listed as having demolished Whitmore State Hospital has no record of ever performing the job. Story 4. Greystone State Hospital had been closed since 1987. But in March 2016, I obtained authorization to spend three nights inside while working on a documentary about psychiatric institutions during the 1950s. At that stage of my life, freelance work was barely covering the rent on my Portland apartment. The place had essentially become a storage facility for old medical publications and declassified government records. I had pursued stories like this since my 20s, and after more than a decade in that career, I had learned that audiences became more interested as the history grew darker. I had spent six months investigating Greystone because of the electroshock experiments performed there.
Starting point is 00:56:21 Dr. Edmund Farrell had directed a program that allegedly treated patients with schizophrenia through intense. intensive electrical therapy. However, most of his records mysteriously vanished after a patient named Dorothy Vance died under suspicious circumstances in 1958. I arrived at the hospital on a Wednesday afternoon carrying two duffel bags packed with recording gear. My equipment included five digital audio recorders, a camcorder, replacement batteries, and enough protein bars to sustain me through the weekend. The building resembled exactly what anyone would expect from an abandoned asylum. Paint peeled from the walls and most of the windows were broken. The only exception was the electroshock ward on the second floor, which had somehow remained almost perfectly preserved.
Starting point is 00:57:08 Room 213 was where the actual procedures had been carried out. Walking through its doorway felt like entering a photograph taken 60 years earlier. The leather restraint chair was still fastened to the floor with bolts. The original switches and dials remained on the electrical control panels. An observation window looked into the room from the hallway, although someone had sealed it at some point using industrial-grade adhesive. My plan was straightforward. I would position the recorders at different locations throughout the ward, allow them to operate overnight, and hopefully capture atmospheric noises that could be incorporated into the documentary. I left one recorder on the metal instrument table beside the restraint chair. A second went on to the window sill overlooking the courtyard. I positioned the third in the hallway directly outside room 213 and placed the fourth near the abandoned
Starting point is 00:58:00 nurses station. The fifth remained with me as a backup. While arranging the equipment, I noticed something unusual about the observation chamber behind the sealed window. Long scratches marked the interior surface of the glass, as though someone trapped inside had attempted to claw their way out. The adhesive around the window had yellowed over time, but the seal remained firm. According to maintenance documents I had uncovered, the observation room had been closed in 1959, shortly after Dorothy Vance's death. During the first night, I slept in the former doctor's lounge farther along the hallway.
Starting point is 00:58:38 It was distant enough from the electroshock ward that I would not be disturbed by every minor groan or creek produced by the deteriorating building. At approximately 2 a.m., I awoke because I thought I heard someone walking on the floor above me. That was impossible. The third story had collapsed years earlier. There was literally nothing overhead except exposed support beams and pigeons. I examined my phone and confirmed that the audio recorders were still operating. When I looked down the corridor, I could see their small red indicators blinking in the darkness. The hospital had a distinctive odor, like damp newspaper blended with something medicinal that had permeated the
Starting point is 00:59:17 walls over many decades. I returned to sleep after reminding myself that abandoned structures produced all kinds of noises, particularly buildings with so much history seemingly seeping through every crack. The following morning I went to retrieve the recorders, eager to discover whether they had captured anything useful. The first three devices remained precisely where I had placed them. When I reached the nurse's station, however, I discovered the fourth recorder lying on the floor instead of resting on the desk. It was still operating. When I picked it up, I saw that its batteries were nearly depleted, even though I had installed a fresh set the previous evening. I gathered all four recorders, returned to the lounge, and began transferring the audio onto my laptop. Most of the
Starting point is 01:00:05 recordings contained exactly what I had anticipated, wood settling, wind passing through shattered windows, and possibly rats moving inside the walls. Then I listened to the file from Room 213, recorded by the device I had placed on the metal tray. At 3.47 a.m., a woman's voice could be heard quietly reciting names. Dorothy Vance, Franklin Hewitt, Margaret Rousseau, Anthony Carmine. The voice was barely louder than a whisper, but I recognized several names from my research.
Starting point is 01:00:39 They belonged to patients who had undergone Dr. Farrime. Farrell's experimental procedures between 1954 and 1958. She continued speaking for approximately two minutes, ultimately listing perhaps 15 or 16 people. At the very end, she clearly spoke my name. Brian Novak. I had never used my real identity in any published work. Every article I wrote appeared under a pseudonym. I had certainly never told anyone at Greystone my actual name, not even the caretaker who had granted me access to the hospital. The voice sounded as though it were traveling through water or coming from an enormous distance. Despite that strange quality, every name was unmistakable, particularly mine. I replayed the section three more times desperately searching for a rational
Starting point is 01:01:29 explanation. Someone might have been playing a joke, but who could have known the names of those particular patients? The historical information I had gathered came from numerous scattered archives, and some of it had only been obtainable through Freedom of Information Act requests. I examined the recordings captured by the other devices during the same period. Most contained nothing except normal background noises, but one detail stood out. Approximately five minutes before the woman began listing names, the hallway recorder captured the noise of a door opening. It did not sound as though anyone had forced it,
Starting point is 01:02:05 nor was there the groan of rusted hinges. The door opened smoothly as if someone had unleashed. locked it with a key. The recording from the nurse's station, the device I had found on the floor, contained something entirely different. Beginning at precisely 3.42am, it recorded a steady tapping sound that resembled fingernail striking metal. The tapping continued rhythmically for nearly an hour. I spent the rest of the day examining photocopies of old employee records that I had obtained from the state archives. There was no indication that any female employee had worked closely with Dr. Farrell during the experimental procedures. The only staff members mentioned were two
Starting point is 01:02:46 male orderlies and a male nurse named Christopher Dalton. However, in the margin of a report dated 1958, someone had written a short message in pencil. Mrs. F. knows about the recordings in 213. Mrs. F., could the note have referred to Farrell's wife? I searched every document for additional information about her but found nothing. Daylight was fading. forcing me to choose between packing my belongings and leaving or remaining for the second night. I had driven four hours to reach Greystone. My authorization allowed me to stay for three nights, and the truth was that I desperately needed the material for my documentary. Despite every instinct urging me to leave immediately, I chose to remain.
Starting point is 01:03:31 I repositioned the four recorders and added the fifth backup device inside room 213. This time I placed it directly on the seat of the leather. the restraint chair. I did not sleep at all that second night. Instead, I remained in the doctor's lounge with my laptop, listening to additional recordings from the previous night and comparing the name spoken by the woman with the hospital's patient admission files. At approximately 1 a.m. I heard unmistakable footsteps in the hallway. They were not coming from above this time. They were on the same floor as me, moving gradually in the direction of the electroshock ward. I took my flashlight and went to investigate, but no one was in the corridor.
Starting point is 01:04:12 The recorders remained in their assigned locations, their red lights glowing like tiny points in the surrounding darkness. When I directed the flashlight into room 213, I saw that the fifth recorder, the one I had positioned on the restraint chair, was lying face down on the floor. I knew I had fastened it to the chair with gaffer tape because I specifically wanted to prevent it from falling during the night. The tape remained attached to the seat, but it had been torn cleanly through the center, as though someone had pulled the recorder directly through it. I retrieved the device and examined it. It was still recording, but the screen claimed it had been operating for seven hours. That could not have been true because I had activated it only two hours earlier.
Starting point is 01:04:57 Somehow the timestamp had also changed to the previous night. I was attempting to understand what I was seeing when a sound startled me so badly that I dropped the recorder. A woman was humming inside the sealed observation chamber. It was not coming from one of my recordings, nor was it an echo from elsewhere in the building. The humming was physically coming from behind the window covered with adhesive. I pressed my ear against the glass and heard it with greater clarity. It was a lullaby, something that felt familiar,
Starting point is 01:05:28 yet fundamentally wrong because several of the notes were slightly out of tune. The humming abruptly stopped. Then I heard breathing. The breaths were slow and deliberate, as though someone on the other side had placed their mouth directly against the glass at the exact point where my ear was resting. I recoiled from the window and ran back to the lounge to collect my belongings. I had no intention of spending another minute inside Greystone. As I hurriedly threw my equipment into the duffel bags, I realized that one audio recorder was missing. It was the device from the metal tray in room 213, the same one that had captured the woman recited.
Starting point is 01:06:06 names during the previous night. Every instinct told me to abandon it, but each recorder had cost $300, and I needed the equipment. I returned to Room 2-131 final time, because my main flashlight was already packed. I used the light on my phone. The recorder was not on the metal tray. It was not lying on the floor, and I could not find it anywhere else in the room. When I turned around to leave, I noticed something that should have been impossible. One corner of the adhesive seal around the observation window had been pulled away from the wall. The opening was barely large enough for a person to push their fingers through. Fresh adhesive ran down the wall like dripping honey. The following morning, after driving directly home without stopping, I received a telephone
Starting point is 01:06:54 call from Greystone's caretaker. He said state police officers had been summoned to the hospital because someone had broken into the sealed observation room. My missing recorder had been discovered inside. The authorities had also found my fingerprints on the room's interior walls and door handle. That chamber had remained sealed since 1959. When investigators examined the historical records, they learned that it had originally been sealed
Starting point is 01:07:21 from the inside, not from the hallway. The caretaker told me the officers had found something else within the chamber. A container filled with old, to reel recordings from the 1950s. Every tape had been marked with the name of a patient. The final tape in the box bore my name, handwritten in pencil. When the police played it, they heard 47 minutes of my own voice describing electroshock procedures I had never investigated. I used complicated medical language I did not understand, and spoke as though I were Dr. Farrell himself,
Starting point is 01:07:55 performing a session on a patient named Brian Novak. The police asked me to report for questioning, but what could I possibly say? I had never entered that observation room, even though the fingerprint evidence indicated otherwise. My attorney advised me to claim that someone had taken my fingerprints and planted them inside. I could tell that not even she believed the explanation. The investigation continued for several months. During that time, I conducted my own inquiry into Dr. Farrell's wife. I discovered that her name was Francis and that she had been a patient at Greystone before marrying Edmund Farrell in 1952. She had originally been admitted for hysteria and auditory hallucinations.
Starting point is 01:08:38 Francis claimed she could hear the thoughts of individuals who had not yet been born. The hospital staff described her as having an unusual obsession with recording equipment. Their notes stated that she sometimes spent hours speaking into empty rooms, insisting that she was leaving messages for, the documentary maker. Francis Farrell died in 1959, the same year the observation chamber was sealed. According to the official account, she suffered a self-inflicted electrical burn while attempting to operate her husband's equipment without assistance. I never completed the documentary. All the footage I recorded at Greystone remains inside a box in my closet. I have not watched
Starting point is 01:09:20 any of it since that night. Sometimes I consider destroying everything, but I can never force myself to do it. Last month, a package arrived without a return address. Inside was one of my audio recorders, the same device the police claimed they had retained as evidence. It contained a recording dated April 2017, which was still one year in the future. The voice on the recording belonged to me again, except I sounded approximately 70 years old. I described undergoing treatment at Greystone and thanked Dr. Farrell for curing my temporal displacement disorder. The recording, the recording Continuing for three hours. At the end, I can hear the same woman who spoke during my first night inside the hospital. This time, however, I recognize her voice. It belongs to Francis Farrell.
Starting point is 01:10:08 Session complete, she says. Patient Brian Novak admitted March 2016, discharged April 1959. Story 5. During the final weeks of summer in 2015, the air conditioning system in the West Wing of Riverside Memorial stopped working. The heat made every 12-hour shift inside the psychiatric unit feel endless. After working there as a nurse for 11 years, most patients and cases had started blending together in my memory. Natalie Foster was different. She stood out from the moment her husband Tom accompanied her through the unit's doors. Natalie was 34 years old and had been an accomplished architect before her psychological collapse, designing buildings that received professional awards, Tom had discovered her sitting fully dressed inside their bathtub, insisting that she needed
Starting point is 01:11:06 to rehearse what it would feel like to lie inside a coffin. Her admission documents described her condition as a severe dissociative disorder accompanied by depersonalization. Those medical terms, however, failed to convey the absolute certainty in her expression when she told me during her initial assessment that she had died in an automobile accident three years earlier and was merely a ghost pretending to be alive. She explained it with complete composure, as casually as someone might state that water was wet, where the sky was blue. Natalie even carried newspaper clippings about unrelated traffic accidents in her purse.
Starting point is 01:11:43 She would point to random victims mentioned in the articles and claim that each story described her own death. Dr. Warren Steinberg had treated Natalie for two months when he suggested the exposure therapy that ultimately changed everything. I still remember that staff meeting with disturbing clarity. the fluorescent tubes humming above us, the bitter flavor of the coffee from the break room, and my supervisor Karen repeatedly clicking her pen because she was so nervous. Steinberg proposed taking Natalie into the hospital morgue. He wanted her to look at actual dead bodies and confront the undeniable differences between their condition and her own living state.
Starting point is 01:12:22 His theory almost sounded rational when he presented it alongside charts and published studies. He spoke about radical exposure therapy, and supposed breakthrough cases reported by a research hospital in Phoenix. But I felt something tightened violently in my stomach when he explained that Natalie would need to remain in the morgue for extended periods. He was not discussing brief visits lasting several minutes. Each session would continue for hours, and she would undergo at least three sessions every week. Karen questioned whether the program had received ethical authorization. Steinberg immediately produced a thick folder containing official documents.
Starting point is 01:13:00 signatures from the hospital board and consent forms signed by Tom. Tom had wept while signing them. He was desperate to recover the woman his wife had once been. The first session occurred on a Monday morning. Because Natalie trusted me more than the other nurses, I was assigned to accompany her in Steinberg. The morgue was located in the basement beyond the loading docks where hospital supplies were delivered.
Starting point is 01:13:25 Reaching it required following a long corridor with exposed pipes running across the ceiling. Condensation dripped from them onto the cracked linoleum below. Dr. Coleman, the chief medical examiner, met us at the entrance. He wore the same permanent frown I had always seen on his face and was clearly uneasy about the entire arrangement. Nevertheless, he was obligated to cooperate because of whatever agreement Steinberg had reached with the hospital administration.
Starting point is 01:13:53 Natalie walked between us as calmly as if she were attending an ordinary therapy appointment. She even hummed softly to her side. The tune resembled a lullaby being played in reverse. When Coleman opened the heavy metal entrance, a rush of cold air carrying the chemical odor of preservative struck us. Natalie smiled. She said it felt like returning home. Eight stainless steel examination tables occupied the morgue.
Starting point is 01:14:19 Three held bodies concealed beneath white sheets. The fluorescent lights cast a cold blue tint over everything, making even the living people in the room resemble corpses. Steinberg instructed Natalie to sit in a chair he had positioned between two occupied tables. She was close enough to reach out and touch either sheet if she chose to do so. For the first hour, she remained completely motionless. She barely blinked while Steinberg wrote observations on his clipboard and questioned her about what she was experiencing.
Starting point is 01:14:51 Natalie responded in a distant dream-like tone. She described how familiar the room seemed and said the bodies beneath the sheets were just like her. trapped between two worlds and pretending to be something they were not. After approximately 90 minutes, she began speaking directly to the covered corpses. She was not shouting or behaving wildly. She addressed them in quiet, intimate whispers, as though exchanging secrets with old friends. Steinberg appeared delighted. He wrote more quickly in his notebook while murmuring phrases about breakthrough responses
Starting point is 01:15:24 and indicators of cognitive dissonance. Watching Natalie leaned toward one of those sheet-covered, figures and speak sincerely to whoever she believed was listening made my stomach turn. My reaction had nothing to do with the smell of preserved flesh saturating the room. By the third week, Natalie had stopped consuming ordinary meals. She claimed that dead people had no need for food. The only nourishment she accepted came from protein shakes that Tom forced her to drink whenever he visited. The morgue sessions had increased to three hours each. Steinberg had also received permission to leave Natalie alone for portions of those sessions.
Starting point is 01:16:03 He observed her through a security camera while reviewing his notes upstairs. During one appointment in early September, I was taking my break outside the morgue when I heard Natalie through a ventilation grate. She was not speaking. Instead, she produced wet, repetitive noises like a person attempting to learn how to breathe underwater. I hurried inside and found her pressing her face against a body bag that had arrived earlier that morning. morning. She was drawing deep breaths through the plastic, and her eyes had rolled backward in their sockets. Natalie later explained to Steinberg that she had been trying to remember the smell of death. She wanted to compare her own scent with that of the bodies. Steinberg recorded her explanation as though it represented a significant therapeutic breakthrough, rather than acknowledging
Starting point is 01:16:49 that she had literally been inhaling the fumes of a corpse through a plastic bag. After that episode, the changes in Natalie intensified. She transformed from a confused yet functional woman into something completely different. Her skin developed a grayish tone that could not quite be explained medically but was unmistakably abnormal. The way she moved also changed.
Starting point is 01:17:12 Every gesture became slow and intentional as though she were submerged underwater or controlling her body from somewhere far away. Tom stopped visiting after Natalie told him that he was speaking to an echo. She insisted that the real Natalie was downstairs inside drawer number seven, waiting for someone to bury her properly. The other patients began avoiding her because they claimed she smelled a formaldehyde. This happened even though Natalie showered twice every day, scrubbing herself until portions of her skin became raw and started bleeding.
Starting point is 01:17:45 Steinberg continued the treatment regardless. The sessions eventually lasted four hours. He brought newly arrived corpses into the room for Natalie to do. sit beside and documented her responses as she ran her fingers across their cold faces. She whispered questions that none of us could fully understand. Judging from her reactions, however, Natalie appeared to receive answers that only she could hear. Everything disintegrated on a Wednesday in late September, beginning with a telephone call from Coleman at approximately 2 a.m. Security personnel had discovered the morgue door propped open with a wheelchair. When
Starting point is 01:18:22 they investigated, they found that Natalie had somehow escaped the locked psychiatric ward and reached the basement alone. She was lying on an unoccupied steel table with her arms folded across her chest. At first, she did not appear to be breathing. Her breaths were actually so faint that the security guard initially believed she was dead. When the staff attempted to move her, Natalie's entire body became rigid. Every muscle locked into place as though rigor mortis had already begun. It required four of us and two orderlies to transfer her onto a gurney. The most inexplicable detail was her body temperature. When we finally obtained an accurate measurement, it was only 76 degrees Fahrenheit.
Starting point is 01:19:05 At that temperature, she should have been experiencing severe hypothermia. Yet her heart continued beating at a stable rate of 40 beats per minute. Steinberg arrived less than an hour later. He was furious about the security failure, but captivated by now. Natalie's physical condition. He ordered us to warmer while simultaneously documenting what he called a death state achievement in his notes. Natalie remained in that condition for the following two days. Her body stayed cold and stiff, and her breathing was barely perceptible, yet somehow she remained alive. She did not respond to voices, touch, or even painful stimuli. Her eyes
Starting point is 01:19:45 stayed open but unfocused. Her pupils were so severely dilated that her brown irises appeared black. Then on Friday afternoon, Natalie abruptly sat upright. She turned her head toward an empty space beside the hospital bed and began conducting a complete conversation with someone who was not there. It was not the confused, disorganized speech normally associated with psychosis. Natalie engaged in what appeared to be a genuine two-sided discussion. She paused as though listening to replies, nodded in response, and even laughed at something her invisible companions seemed to say. She referred to the morgue as a waiting room. She described the corpses as travelers preparing to begin a journey. Natalie also said that the woman in drawer seven, the person she had previously
Starting point is 01:20:34 identified as the real Natalie, had been teaching her certain things. When Karen asked what she had learned, Natalie gave her a peaceful yet empty smile. She said we would never understand because we were still pretending to be alive. We were continuing to play the game of warmth, breathing, and heartbeats. Following that incident, the hospital administration finally intervened and ended Steinberg's experimental therapy. But it was already too late. By the beginning of November, Natalie had stopped speaking altogether. She refused to respond to anyone. Not the replacement psychiatrist, not the nurses, and not even Tom when he visited one final time before filing for divorce. Every day she sat in the exact same location inside her room, facing the corner where two
Starting point is 01:21:21 walls joined. Her lips moved constantly, as though she were participating in conversations that none of us could hear. The new psychiatrist was Dr. Lisa Thornton, a woman recruited from Johns Hopkins. She attempted every treatment she could think of, antipsychotic medication, mood stabilizers, and even electroconvulsive therapy after obtaining permission from Natalie's family. Nothing brought Natalie back from wherever her mind had gone. She displayed awareness of her environment only when staff members took her to other areas of the hospital for medical examinations and the elevator passed the basement. Whenever that happened, Natalie pressed both hands against the elevator walls and leaned toward the doors.
Starting point is 01:22:05 Her entire body strained in the direction of the morgue, like a plant bending toward sunlight. Six months later in May 2016, I received another call during my morning shift. The night nurse was a recently hired man named Dennis, who did not know Natalie's complete history. During his 4-A.M. room check, he discovered that she was missing. Security footage showed Natalie calmly leaving the psychiatric ward at 317. AMA maintenance employee repairing the air conditioning system had somehow left open the door that was supposed to remain locked. They found Natalie in the morgue exactly where everyone should have expected to find her. She was sitting on the floor beside drawer number seven,
Starting point is 01:22:48 the same place where she had always claimed the real Natalie was being kept. What happened next is the part that continues to prevent me from sleeping. Natalie did not appear to be alone. At the very least, she was engaged in a complete two-way conversation with someone. When hospital officials later examined the surveillance footage, they could clearly see her responding to something beside her. She stared at one particular location, reacted as though listening, and even extended her hand to touch something invisible.
Starting point is 01:23:19 The security systems audio captured Natalie's half of the exchange perfectly. She spoke about finally being prepared, understanding what would happen next, and knowing that the period of waiting had ended. When staff members tried to make her stand and leave the morgue, her body entered the same rigid condition as before. This time, however, her temperature had fallen to 68 degrees Fahrenheit. Her pulse was barely present, beating perhaps 20 times per minute.
Starting point is 01:23:49 Dr. Thornton decided that Natalie should remain where she was while the medical team monitored her vital signs. She feared that physically forcing Natalie to leave might trigger complete cardiac arrest. For three hours, Natalie remained seated beside the empty gurney. occasionally she nodded or smiled while her lips continued moving in an uninterrupted conversation with whoever she believed was present at seven twenty three a m natalie suddenly rose to her feet and walked into the center of the morgue then she spoke in a firm perfectly clear voice the first words she had uttered in months natalie announced that she finally understood the woman in drawer seven had explained everything to her dying she said did not mean stopping it meant transitioning. She had been approaching it incorrectly by attempting to force the process. Natalie explained that she needed to wait for her appointment.
Starting point is 01:24:43 Everyone had one, she said, and hers would be arriving soon. Before anyone could answer, Natalie calmly accompanied us back to the psychiatric ward. She allowed herself to be returned to her room, sat in her familiar position facing the corner, and resumed her silence. That occurred eight years ago. Natalie remains in the same ward, sitting in the same corner, and continuing those silent exchanges with someone visible only to her. She has become a kind of legend among hospital employees, the patient who remained among the dead for so long that she forgot how to live. New nurses invariably ask questions about her, especially after noticing that she does not appear to age correctly. Her skin retains its faint gray color regardless of how much sunlight she receives during outdoor therapy.
Starting point is 01:25:31 and her body temperature never rises completely into the normal range. Dr. Thornton resigned after two years. She admitted that she could not explain Natalie's condition from either a medical or psychiatric perspective. Steinberg lost his medical license after an investigation determined that he had fabricated portions of his research data. Despite that, he continues publishing papers about Natalie's case from his retirement home in Florida.
Starting point is 01:25:58 As for me, I transferred into pediatric care after that final incident. I could no longer tolerate passing the basement entrance every day while knowing what it occurred below. But sometimes while working a night shift and walking near the psychiatric ward, I wonder whether Natalie is still positioned in that corner, whispering to the companion no one else can see
Starting point is 01:26:18 and patiently awaiting the appointment she described. And I wonder exactly what will happen when that appointment finally arrives. Story 6. The summer of 1982 to permanently change the way I viewed psychiatric treatment. Pinewood Behavioral Center stood in an isolated part of rural Pennsylvania, 40 miles from the closest town.
Starting point is 01:26:44 It was surrounded by endless fields of corn and gravel roads that became deep channels of mud whenever storm clouds passed over the area. I had worked there as a nurse for approximately three months. I was only 23, and it was my first proper job after completing my education. Most employees lived on the property in old dormitories that had been converted into staff housing. The buildings dated back to the 1940s when the facility had operated as a tuberculosis sanatorium. The isolation wing where I was assigned contained 12 padded rooms, although we rarely occupied more than three or four simultaneously.
Starting point is 01:27:22 During my first week, my supervisor explained that those rooms were only to be used as a final option. Her name was Judith, a woman with steel-gray hair and a person. permanent coffee stain on her uniform. She assured me that isolation was reserved exclusively for patients who presented an immediate threat to themselves or others. At the time I believed her. I trusted the institution and accepted that every decision we made was intended to benefit the patients. The patient everyone called Jimmy had been at Pinewood for six months when everything happened. His actual name was James Whitfield. Jimmy was 31 years old and had been diagnosed with severe bipolar disorder. During certain episodes, he walked through the hallways for hours while quietly
Starting point is 01:28:07 repeating sequences of numbers that never seemed to follow the same pattern twice. He was not aggressive. Most of the time, he was simply confused. He constantly asked about his sister, who had died in a traffic accident five years before his admission to Pinewood. On a Friday afternoon in August, another patient suffered a breakdown during group therapy and began screaming that insects were crawling beneath his skin. The outburst frightened Jimmy and made him increasingly agitated. The charge nurse Carl decided that Jimmy needed to calm down in isolation. Carl had been employed at Pinewood since the 1960s and always carried the odor of menthol cigarettes on his clothes. I considered his decision excessive. Jimmy had not attacked or threatened anyone.
Starting point is 01:28:54 He was frightened sitting in his chair with his hands covering his ears while he rocked back and fourth. But Carl held a higher position than I did, and challenging a senior employee was not something a recently hired nurse did if she hoped to remain employed. The storm arrived at approximately seven o'clock that evening, just as Carl and I were escorting Jimmy into room nine. The lights flickered as we moved along the corridor. Every few steps, Jimmy stopped and placed both palms flat against the walls, almost as though he were attempting to detect vibrations inside them. The numbers aren't right today, he repeatedly whispered. 7.14, 21, but then it jumps to 23.
Starting point is 01:29:37 Why does it jump? Carl tightened his hold on Jimmy's arm and practically dragged him through the final few feet. The padding inside room 9 extended eight feet up every wall. Its yellow foam had absorbed decades of perspiration, terror, and things I did not want to imagine. Wire mesh reinforced the observation window in the door. A metal cage protected the room's only overhead light. Following procedure, we removed Jimmy's shoes, belt, and every other object that he might potentially use to injure himself. He offered no resistance.
Starting point is 01:30:13 He even folded his clothing carefully before handing it to me. His eyes, however, never moved away from the cage light above him. By 8.30 p.m., the storm had disabled electrical service across half the county. Pinewood's emergency generators activated with a grinding mechanical groan that reverberated through the building. I was conducting rounds in the main ward when every light abruptly went out for approximately 10 seconds. They did not merely become dim. The darkness was absolute, so complete that I lost all awareness of where I was standing. When the emergency system finally stabilized, only half the lights returned,
Starting point is 01:30:51 they cast elongated distorted shadows along the corridors. Mr. Donovan, the hospital administrator, summoned the remaining employees to an emergency meeting in the cafeteria. Only about 15 staff members were present. Donovan had a narrow mustache that he habitually touched whenever he became anxious. That night, he could not stop running his fingers across it. We'll be operating with restricted power until morning, he told us. The medical wing, pharmacy, and primary nurses' stations have priority. areas classified as non-essential will remain without electricity.
Starting point is 01:31:28 Someone asked what would happen to the isolation wing. Donovan dismissed the concern with a wave. The rooms are secure. The patients inside will be fine until tomorrow. Standard procedures will resume after electrical services restored. I tried to object. I reminded him that Jimmy had been placed inside room nine that afternoon. Donovan interrupted me before I could finish.
Starting point is 01:31:52 The isolation rooms were used for decades without electrical power, he said in a patronizing voice. They were designed to remain safe in total darkness. There's nothing inside that patients can use to harm themselves. Carl supported his decision. He claimed that before the hospital had a proper electrical system. Patients sometimes remained in those rooms for days while candles provided the only illumination in the hallways. Still, I could not escape the feeling that something was wrong. I kept remembering the way Jimmy had stared at the protected ceiling light and how he was always counting.
Starting point is 01:32:30 At approximately midnight, I attempted to check on him despite the order. The hallway leading into the isolation wing was completely black. My flashlight could barely illuminate three feet ahead of me, as if the darkness itself were swallowing the beam. Both emergency exits at opposite ends of the wing had been secured with chains and padlocks years earlier after a patient escaped. that left only one route into or out of the area. I remained at the threshold for about five minutes,
Starting point is 01:32:58 repeatedly calling Jimmy's name into the darkness. The only response was the pounding of rain against the roof and an unusual metallic groaning that resembled pipes expanding and contracting. Saturday passed slowly in a blur of emergency procedures and barely contained disorder. Without adequate lighting, half the patients refused to leave their rooms. Those who ventured out wandered through the, the dim corridors like ghosts, colliding with walls and crying. Two separate medical emergencies nearly became fatal because we could not locate the necessary supplies quickly enough inside the
Starting point is 01:33:33 dark storage rooms. I repeatedly asked Carl when we would be allowed to inspect the isolation ward. Each time he brushed aside my concerns. The rooms are soundproof, he would say. Even if a patient were shouting, we couldn't hear it. They're safer inside those rooms than they would be out here in all this confusion. I noticed, however, that Carl never approached the isolation corridor himself. He constantly invented reasons to remain on the opposite side of the hospital. Throughout the day, the generators coughed and sputtered, repeatedly coming close to shutting down completely. Judith showed me the isolation record maintained by the night staff. The most recent notation for room nine was the entry I had signed when we admitted Jimmy at 7.47 p.m. on Friday. No one
Starting point is 01:34:21 had returned to examine him. That's the procedure during electrical emergencies, Judith said, although uncertainty had entered her voice. We limit contact to conserve resources. The power was finally restored at 6.14 on Sunday morning. I was inside the break room when the fluorescent fixtures suddenly buzzed back to life. After spending two days surrounded by shadows, the light seemed so intense that everyone had to cover their eyes. I immediately started toward the isolation wing, but Carl stopped me in the main corridor. We'll conduct the rounds together, he said. His expression had changed. The usual arrogance was absent, replaced by tension around his mouth. Under full illumination, the isolation hallway looked different. Rainwater had leaked through
Starting point is 01:35:10 the ceiling tiles during the storm, leaving dark brown stains that spread across the floor in strange patterns. The air also carried an unnatural odor. It was metallic and sweet at the same time, like copper coins mixed with decaying fruit. When we reached room nine, Carl struggled with the keys. He dropped them twice before finally unlocking the door. Jimmy, he called before pulling it open. There was no answer. The door swung inward, and Carl's entire body immediately stiffened. When I attempted to look past him, he extended one arm across the third. the doorway to block me. Get Donovan, he said, barely controlling his voice. Call the state police and don't allow anyone else near this wing. Through the opening beneath Carl's arm, I saw part of the
Starting point is 01:35:58 room. That image continues to return in my nightmares 40 years later. Jimmy was curled into himself in the corner, completely motionless. The yellowed foam padding I had noticed on Friday had been ripped apart in long vertical sections. It looked as though a creature with claws had repeatedly dragged them down the walls. Then I saw the bruising and my throat tightened. Dark purple and black marks covered every visible portion of Jimmy's body. They formed perfect oval shapes resembling fingerprints, but the distance between them was far too great for ordinary human hands. His fingernails were bloody and torn. Several were missing entirely. Deep scratches crossed his face and throat. The wounds formed arrangements that almost resembled symbols or letters
Starting point is 01:36:45 written in a language I could not recognize. The overhead light, the same fixture Jimmy had watched so intently, had been destroyed. Fragments of glass covered the floor, each reflecting the severe fluorescent illumination entering from the corridor. On the wall opposite the entrance, someone had written numbers in what appeared to be blood. Seven, fourteen, twenty-one, twenty-three, The sequence had been repeated so many times that it covered the entire surface. The detail that continues to disturb me most was the position of Jimmy's body. He had pressed himself as deeply as possible into the corner, as though he had been attempting to force his way through the wall to escape something none of us could see.
Starting point is 01:37:34 State police officers arrived within an hour, followed by investigators from the Department of Health. They closed the entire isolation wing, photographed the room from every direction, measured the bruising and scratches, and documented every number written across the wall. The lead investigator was Detective Reeves, a woman whose hair had turned gray prematurely. She questioned me continuously for three hours. She returned again and again to the timing of events.
Starting point is 01:38:04 Precisely when had the electricity failed? Who decided that no one should inspect the isolation rooms? Why had nearly 35 hours passed before anyone entered room nine? I told her about the outage, Donovan's instructions, and Carl's refusal to permit anyone near the isolation wing. Detective Reeves recorded everything in a small spiral-bound notebook. Occasionally, she stopped writing to examine photographs of Jimmy's wounds. These bruising patterns, she said at one point, showing me a close-up that made me nauseated. The medical examiner believes they're consistent with restraint marks, but their placement is impossible to explain.
Starting point is 01:38:44 They're located on areas Jimmy couldn't have reached himself, and they're too consistent to have resulted from a struggle. She paused and tapped her pen against the notebook, and we have no evidence that anyone entered the room after you and Carl locked him inside on Friday. What investigators discovered afterward was somehow even more disturbing than the room itself. The electronic security records operated on an independent battery. According to those logs, the door to room nine had remained closed. from Friday evening until Sunday morning. The lock registered my key card at 7.47 p.m. on Friday. The next recorded access was Carl's card at 6.31 a.m. on Sunday.
Starting point is 01:39:27 There were no entries between them. The surveillance cameras intended to monitor the hallway outside the isolation ward had been intentionally disabled. The outage had not caused them to fail. Someone had severed their cables inside the security office on Thursday night. Before Jimmy was even assigned to, to isolation. The maintenance records revealed another troubling detail. Two weeks earlier, someone had submitted a work order requesting an inspection of Room 9's electrical system, specifically the
Starting point is 01:39:57 protected overhead light. The assignment had been signed as completed by a maintenance employee named Paul Garrett. When investigators attempted to locate him, the Human Resources Department discovered that he had abruptly resigned the day after completing the work. He left no forwarding address and emptied his apartment on the hospital property in the middle of the night. Garrett's personnel file contained a note from Judith mentioning troubling conduct and an inappropriate fascination with patient's histories. No one had ever investigated the warning. The inquiry continued for several weeks, but Paul Garrett was never found. Investigators did discover something concealed inside the maintenance tunnels running underneath the isolation wing.
Starting point is 01:40:40 Everyone involved eventually wish they had never searched there. Someone had constructed a crude living area in the tunnels. It contained a mattress, bottled water, canned food, and hundreds of photographs attached to the pipes. The images showed patients inside the isolation rooms. They had been taken through tiny openings drilled into the floors. Some photographs were several years old and depicted patients who had long since been released or transferred elsewhere. Investigators also recovered dozens of the photographs. of journals filled with detailed observations about the patients, including their behavior and their
Starting point is 01:41:15 fears. Jimmy's name appeared repeatedly throughout the newest volumes. Garrett had secretly observed him for months. He documented Jimmy's numerical patterns in every occasion on which he spoke about his dead sister. The final journal entry was dated one day after Garrett had supposedly resigned. It contained only three sentences. Room 9 is prepared. The connection is complete. he'll understand when the lights go out. Police investigators believed Garrett might have altered the electrical system, possibly creating a method of accessing or controlling the room remotely. They never discovered any evidence explaining how he could have physically entered and exited without opening the door.
Starting point is 01:41:58 Jimmy survived, although I am not certain that survival is the appropriate word. He never spoke again or made eye contact with another person. Regardless of which room he occupied, he remained seated in a courtroom. corner and traced numbers across his palms with one finger. The sequence was always identical. 7. 14. 21. 23. Jimmy was eventually transferred to a state institution in New Jersey. I later learned that he died there in 1987 after suffering cardiac arrest in his sleep. The official investigation concluded that Jimmy had experienced an extreme psychotic episode while isolated. According to the report, the storm in complete darkness intensified his condition,
Starting point is 01:42:43 causing him to inflict all the injuries upon himself despite the physical impossibility of doing so. Pinewood Behavioral Center closed six months after the incident. Officially, the closure had nothing to do with Jimmy. The stated reasons were financial reductions and the facilities deteriorating infrastructure. Those of us who worked there understood the real reason. After the events in room nine, employees refused to approach the isolation wing. Patients began rejecting treatment and families removed their relatives from the facility. Pinewood simply died. The building was demolished in 1984. Before its destruction, I returned one final time. The entrance to the isolation wing had been secured with chains. Through a narrow opening, however, I could see along the corridor.
Starting point is 01:43:33 Faintly visible among the dust and debris were footprints traveling both. toward and away from room nine. They were fresh even though the entire building had stood empty for more than a year. I never returned after that and never attempted to uncover anything else. Some questions do not require answers. Some doors were meant to remain locked. Story seven. I never expected to walk through the doors of Westridge Psychiatric again, certainly not as one of its patients. Years earlier I had worked there as a night nurse. My 12-hour shifts were filled with screams, unexpected emergency calls, and that peculiar stillness that always settled over the hospital shortly before sunrise. After a painful divorce and a downward spiral that eventually left me
Starting point is 01:44:23 struggling to function, I voluntarily admitted myself. Crossing those familiar sliding doors with a hospital wristband instead of an employee keycard was humiliating. I was looking at the same corridors I had known for years, only now I was experiencing them from the other side. side. The fluorescent lights continued to buzz overhead. The building retained the same sterile hum and the same faint combination of disinfectant and burned coffee. My first several nights were uneventful, or at least as uneventful as nights can be inside a psychiatric hospital. My room was in the east wing. It remained quiet apart from a continuous murmur coming through the air vent. I told myself it was merely the HVAC system. The same mechanical noise I had heard
Starting point is 01:45:10 hundreds of times while working there. Then one night at approximately 3 a.m., I was lying awake when I realized the sound was not constant. It grew louder and softer in an uneven pattern, almost like a voice struggling to shape itself into words. I moved closer and placed my ear near the vent above the bed. For a moment I could have sworn that someone was crying. Soft, fractured sobs drifted in and out through the metallic reverberation. The following morning, I attempted to dismiss the experience. Perhaps another patient had been crying somewhere along the hallway and the sound had traveled through the network of ducks.
Starting point is 01:45:49 Even so I thought about it for the entire day, the rhythm of those sobs and the desperation behind them. Later I was coloring in the common room to keep my hands occupied when I noticed another noise coming from the vent above the television. This time it was a man whispering words I could not clearly understand. None of the other patients reacted. When I questioned one of the orderlies, he stared at me without expression and said the ventilation system had not functioned in years. The central system has been out since the fire, he added before walking away as though the information were completely insignificant.
Starting point is 01:46:25 That night I pulled my mattress closer to the wall directly beneath the vent. I needed to prove to myself that I was not falling back into the hallucinations that had caused me to seek treatment in the first place. I waited in darkness, staring at the weak green light of the exit sign. At approximately the same time as the previous night, the whispering returned. This time the words were clearer. A frightened woman pleaded for someone named Dr. Lang. Then a deeper voice answered her sharply, speaking in a severe commanding tone. I recognized that voice.
Starting point is 01:47:00 Years earlier I had heard the hospital's former chief psychiatrist use that exact tone during emergency assessments. But Dr. Lang had been dead for nearly 20 years. By the fifth night, I could no longer sleep. Whenever the hospital became silent, voices filled the ventilation shafts. Sometimes I heard weeping. Other times there was laughter. Long intervals of silence would suddenly be shattered by shouting.
Starting point is 01:47:26 These were not random sounds. They resembled complete conversations that had been broken into scattered pieces. I began recognizing into... individual voices by the way they hesitated, gasped or reacted to one another. It felt as though real people were trapped inside a repeating cycle. The staff had given me a small tape recorder for making therapy notes, so I attempted to capture the voices. Every time I played the recording back, however, it contained nothing except static and the electrical
Starting point is 01:47:56 hum of the fluorescent fixtures. The next morning I reported everything to the employees on duty. I expected someone to at least examine the air ducts. Instead, they contacted the attending psychiatrist Dr. Hillman. He smiled far too readily and explained that I was projecting unresolved emotional trauma onto ordinary environmental noises. Within an hour, the staff altered my medication and transferred me to another section of the hospital, as far from the east wing as possible. The walls in the new area were newer and considerably thicker.
Starting point is 01:48:30 They had been painted a pale shade of green instead of the faded beige color I remembered. For a short time, the transfer appeared to work. There were no whispers and no sobbing, only the faint rattling of the heating system. But the silence did not reassure me. It felt artificial, like someone had merely pressed the pause button on a recording. One afternoon during occupational therapy, a maintenance employee arrived to repair a flickering light. I asked whether he had ever heard voices traveling through the vents in the old East wing. He gave a quiet laugh.
Starting point is 01:49:06 Lady, those vents haven't carried air since before I started working here. I continued questioning him, and his expression immediately changed. His eyes shifted downward toward the floor. There used to be an audio system for observation, he said in a near whisper. Back when the hospital recorded patient sessions, they ran the cables through those same ducts. But that was before the vents were sealed. He apparently realized that he had revealed too much.
Starting point is 01:49:34 He hurriedly gathered his tools and left before I could ask another question. I could think of nothing else for the remainder of the day. I knew the location of the old observation room. It was concealed behind a locked storage section near the east exit. After the lights were turned off that night, I slipped into the corridor carrying a flashlight I had hidden inside my pillowcase. The hallway was completely silent apart from the distant groaning of pipes cooling within the walls. When I reached the old observation room door, I immediately noticed the padlock.
Starting point is 01:50:07 It was new and polished, completely unlike the hinges surrounding it, which were heavily corroded. I stood there hesitating for a long time. Eventually, I directed the flashlight beam through a narrow opening beside the handle. The light illuminated a reel-to-reel tape machine resting on a metal shelf. A thick layer of dust covered the recorder, but its electrical cord was still connected. I remained in the darkness with my heart hammering, listening to the faint mechanical hum of something that sounded alive behind the door. My flashlight flickered. For less than a second, I thought I saw motion inside the room, the reflection of a person slowly pacing back and forth.
Starting point is 01:50:47 When I leaned nearer, the voice returned. It was the same woman I had previously heard through the vents. Once again, she begged for Dr. Lang. The voice did not originate from the observation room itself. It came from somewhere deep inside the wall, traveling through layers of plaster and metal. The air around me felt electrically charged, as though a storm were gathering somewhere beneath the hospital.
Starting point is 01:51:12 I hurried to the nurse's station and attempted to explain what I had discovered. Before I could finish, the staff summoned security. Several orderlies escorted me back to my room. They injected a transparent medication into my IV and instructed me to rest. I remember moving in and out of consciousness. Every time I opened and closed my eyes, the ceiling seemed to bend slightly above me. At some point between sleeping and waking, the whispering began again. This time the voices spoke my name.
Starting point is 01:51:43 They sounded gentle, almost welcoming, as though they were pleased that I had returned. When I regained consciousness, I was in another room. It was smaller than the previous. one had no windows and its walls were painted entirely white. Dr. Hillman told me I had suffered an episode. He said I would be discharged soon as long as I cooperated with the staff. Something about the way he spoke sounded rehearsed. Whenever I asked about the East Wing, he avoided looking directly at me. Several days later, a young intern mistakenly handed me the wrong folder during my final evaluation. The documents inside were maintenance records for the hospital's
Starting point is 01:52:23 old ventilation system. The most recent entry was dated 15 years before I had ever begun working at Westridge. A note beside it stated, vent ducts permanently sealed after audio monitoring discontinued, tapes archived in storage C. The hospital released me one week later. I attempted to forget everything that had happened. I repeatedly told myself that the voices had been another symptom of my breakdown, a damaged mind trying to transform meaningless static into something understandable. But occasionally when my house is silent and the air conditioner switches on, I can still hear it. Somewhere within the soft hiss coming through the vents, a faint broken voice repeats my name exactly as it did inside Westridge. It always becomes silent after speaking the same three words.
Starting point is 01:53:14 We hear you. Story 8. On most days the hospital, cafeteria carried the combined odor of bleach and overcooked vegetables. I had worked there for three months, handling whatever tasks needed to be completed. I cleaned meal trays, replaced bed linens, and assisted nurses when they had to move patients who were too weak to stand on their own. The job was far from impressive, but it paid enough to cover my rent and gasoline. In a town like ours, earning enough to meet those basic expenses qualified as stability. The hospital was old, constructed during the 1950s. Paint peeled from the walls, but no one ever repaired it
Starting point is 01:53:58 because funding was supposedly arriving during the next financial quarter. Everyone repeated that explanation every quarter. My shift normally began at noon, although the supervisor frequently changed the schedule without warning. That was how I found myself assigned to the Nutrition Ward one afternoon. Its hallway was quieter than any other area of the hospital, faded murals depicting fruit and cheerful chill. children covered the walls, but the figures resembled ghosts more than anything intended
Starting point is 01:54:27 to encourage the patients. Employees explained that the ward was being used for a dietary research program. However, the children inside rarely spoke. Those who did seem too exhausted to complete an entire sentence. One girl attracted my attention almost immediately. Her name was Emily. She could not have been older than 11. Her hair was so pale that it appeared white beneath the fluorescent lights, According to her chart, Emily was participating in a restricted protein intake trial. She always greeted me when I delivered her meals, even when the tray contained nothing more than boiled rice or tasteless broth. Her voice was quiet, as though she were conserving every word until it became absolutely necessary.
Starting point is 01:55:12 I began arranging my cleaning round so they coincided with her meal times, giving me an opportunity to speak with her for a few minutes. Over the following weeks, Emily became noticeably thinner. Her wrists appeared so delicate that it seemed the hospital identification band alone might leave bruises on them. I mentioned my concern to a nurse named Dana. She told me there was no reason to worry because the physicians were carefully monitoring everything. But I never saw any doctors visit the ward during my shifts. The only people who regularly appeared were interns carrying clipboards and black binders that they guarded constantly.
Starting point is 01:55:49 Every observation they recorded seemed predetermined, as if they already possessed the answers before asking the questions. One day I entered the ward and discovered that Emily's bed was empty. The sheets had been neatly folded, the pillow sat perfectly centered at the head of the mattress, and her medical chart had disappeared from the slot on the wall. I assumed the staff had transferred her to another department, but the answers I received did not make sense. Dana claimed that Emily had been relocated for observation. Although no one could tell me which floor she had been sent to. When I examined the patient register, Emily's name was completely absent.
Starting point is 01:56:27 It was as though she had never entered the hospital. That night I remained in the building after my shift ended, claiming that I needed to restock supplies. At approximately 2 a.m., the corridor lights dimmed to half their normal brightness. The entire floor became unnaturally silent. I quietly approached the office used by the interns, the one with a window made of frosted glass. Muffled voices came from inside.
Starting point is 01:56:53 Two men and one woman were discussing reclassification and noncompliance. Then one of them referred to the girl who had failed the intake protocol. They did not need to say her name. I knew they were speaking about Emily. When the office door began to open, I slipped into the storage room on the opposite side of the hallway. The three staff members emerged while pushing a stretcher concealed beneath a thin white sheet. The shape under the fabric was much too small to belong to an adult.
Starting point is 01:57:22 For an instant, I saw a pale wrist extending from beneath the sheet. The hospital identification band was still fastened around it. I could not read the name, but I recognized a faded blue ink mark near one edge. Emily had accidentally stained the band with her pen on the day she drew a small flower for me on her napkin. My mouth and throat became completely dry. They pushed her through the rear corridor, which led directly into the base. I did not sleep after witnessing that. The following morning I went immediately to the records department.
Starting point is 01:57:55 The clerk was a man named Ellis who had worked at the hospital for decades. He informed me that files from the nutrition ward had been restricted by the administration. I asked why a child's medical record would receive that kind of classification. Ellis leaned closer and lowered his voice. Those children aren't registered as pediatric patients, he said. they're classified as research subjects. The word's subject struck me more forcefully than anything else he could have said. That afternoon I returned to the nutrition ward while pretending to deliver clean linens.
Starting point is 01:58:30 The atmosphere seemed heavier than before. I noticed that someone had repainted the door to Emily's former room, using a color slightly darker than the other doors. Inside a fresh tray of untouched food rested on the table beside a name tag belonging to a different child. The old odor remained, however, a weak trace of antiseptic mixed with something acidic, like infant formula that it spoiled. I was not allowed to remain there for long. One of the interns saw me and said the area was prohibited until further notice. Her words were polite, but her eyes delivered a much clearer message.
Starting point is 01:59:06 Leave immediately. Several days later, hospital administrators circulated an internal memorandum stating that a child from the nutrition ward had died from complications associated with malnutrition. The document did not identify the child. By the following morning, every banner advertising the clinical trial had been removed. Posters promoting community wellness initiatives replaced them. I overheard hospital employees whispering that the dietary research program had never received formal approval from the Ethics Board.
Starting point is 01:59:38 Its financing had apparently come from a private sponsor whose identity no one seemed to know. Everyone behaved as though nothing had occurred, but the nutrition ward remained half vacant afterward. I attempted to submit a formal complaint through the patient advocacy department. The representatives there informed me that my statement was inconsistent with the hospital's official records. I asked whether I could speak with the attending physician whose name had appeared on Emily's case. The clerk told me that the doctor had resigned during the same week the internal memorandum was distributed. When I continued asking questions, administrators threatened to dismiss me for violating patient confidentiality rules. That was when I understood that they were not concealing an isolated error.
Starting point is 02:00:23 They were protecting an established pattern. I resigned two weeks later. Before leaving the hospital, I found one of Emily's drawings hidden beneath a pile of dietary records. It was nothing more than a tiny flower drawn in blue ink. I folded it carefully and carried it in my wallet. for years. Even now I occasionally searched the news, hoping that someone has finally uncovered what truly happened inside that ward. There has never been a single report. Emily's case has not received so much as one brief mention. Perhaps that is the most horrifying part of all. Something so
Starting point is 02:01:00 cruel can happen directly in front of countless people and still disappear without leaving any trace.

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