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Take it away, Robert Evans.
Gosh, it could happen here.
Wow.
I did it.
Brilliant. Thank you. Yeah, I did it. Brilliant.
Thank you.
Yeah.
I love that, really.
Thank you.
You're Robert Evans.
We also have Christopher Wong, Garrison Davis,
and we have Andrew here with us,
who will be leading this episode.
Hi, Andrew.
Hello.
Hello, everyone.
How is the weather?
It's so hot.
In Portland, it is cold. Everywhere else in the continental United States,
it is a boiling hellstorm.
Actually, today
it's only 84.
But yeah, we have
three days where it's barely in the 80s, and then
it goes back to being like 97 again.
It's very exciting.
I don't understand your temperature
measurements.
It's lovely today.
It will be lovely for the next couple of days.
And then we'll be burning.
36.
36 is 97.
It's going to be perfect here forever.
Climate change is over in Northern Oregon.
I have declared it.
Well, if you declared it, it must be true.
Exactly.
So today, I want to have a bit of a discussion
an open discussion um about my favorite kind of discourse and that is dead discourse
uh i wanted to talk about a discussion quote quote-unquote, that people have been having a couple weeks ago about restaurants.
Oh, restaurant discourse.
This whole idea that people heard about five minutes ago and got super riled up over and sparked a whole bunch of drama because that's what social media incentivizes.
incentivizes but i figured you know we could have a nice round table discussion here about quote-unquote restaurant abolition and share our thoughts on the ideas presented in the
zine that inspired it for those of us who read it abolish restaurants by pro-life info
but first of all i wanted to share a bit about my experience in the food industry it was quite brief and by brief i mean like four days
i started working at this this winery slash cafe that was um owned and run by this trust fund baby
and it was very clear that she had failed up for most of her life.
It was a very disorganized and very stressful experience.
I quit a few days after I got it because instead of making coffees and preparing wines and stuff,
I got a job pushing paper in an office, which is only marginally better.
I don't want to speak over like food service people or
anything because like my experience is very limited but in my own limited experience it sucked
i mean my blood turned to water trying to keep up with everything it was one of those kind of
under the table jobs where you don't have a contract or a specific job description
it's just like you're doing everything so you're sorting and taking out recycling you're organizing
stock you're making coffee bussing tables you're cashing products you're handling
accounting for some reason like lady i just got here but i'm already doing accounting um and so
on and so forth i didn't have an official break either and i wasn't allowed to sit at all um i
mean my boss said that i could stop for lunch when I needed to.
But because of this constant responsibility she was piling on to me,
I basically never got a chance to take a breather.
The one time I did take a lunch break,
she rushed me out to the lunch break because I was taking too long.
And she was busy taking care of her other real estate and her only consistent customers
were her friends and yet somehow you know she kept the doors open and the lights on
because you know trust fund baby but yeah to reiterate it was a very sucky experience.
What about you all?
You all had any?
Yeah, I worked at a restaurant for starting when I was in high school.
I was 15 and a half for three or four years, part of college.
It made me learn a lot about how awful people are but it was like you did learn how to work in a team and things like that helpful
skills there but management was terrible uh not exactly easy work not exactly fun work um Um, yeah, it was like, I honestly feel like a lot of people should have to do some type of job like that so that they learn, you know, how to treat people who work in that in that kind of position.
Um, because mostly my memories of it is terrible, horrible customers who just treated people like scum yeah but i needed
the job so yeah yeah my only experience in food service was working at a sonic not for a crazy
long time but it was terrible um and it left me with an abiding like respect for people who have
to do that and uh i i you know we can talk we'll talk more about
the restaurant thing but i certainly don't think fast food restaurants are a thing that exists in
my ideal future because i don't know how you could possibly operate those without a tremendous amount
of human suffering and wasted potential because they're just they're bad things now that said any utopian society will have a way to acquire popeyes but
perhaps not at like midnight in every city of the country whenever you want it my utopian society
is a world in which kfc has been abolished and everything else still exists wow yes yes well
that's the episode everybody thank you again this is it could happen here sponsored by carl's junior
i'm perfectly okay with imperialism
but like i need some okay you know i'm saying yeah yeah keep the kfc andrew what what kind of
like can i ask like what kind of restaurant i know robert said his was fast food mine was very like
casual food what what kind of restaurant did you work at right it wasn't it was like a winery slash cafe. And it also served food.
It was like attached to a hotel.
Oh, yeah. And the hotel part of it probably made it even worse.
Yeah, her parents owned the hotel.
Oh, yeah. All right. Yeah. I'm sorry.
Yeah. Chris, Garrett, either of you either work in the food service industry at all?
Yeah, I worked at a bakery for like a year and a half, mostly back of the house.
But I mean, I would, you know, would end up washing washing dishes and taking out recycling and all that kind of stuff.
But most of my work was designing recipes because I was more on like the food science angle.
because I was more on the food science angle.
I don't know.
Yeah, I mean, I have complicated feelings on cafes specifically.
I mean, I love anarchist cafes
and the idea of anarchist cafe.
I would love to have one at some point.
It's operated by the workers,
quote-unquote owned by the workers.
With a shooting range out back.
But obviously there's... Guns and buns. We a shooting range out back. But obviously there's
guns and buns. We call it guns
and buns. You can get a croissant
and you can shoot a 9mm.
If you want to fund my cafe, by all means.
Guns and buns sounds
like the name of a gym or something.
Whatever you want.
Andrew's absolutely right. That sounds like a gym.
Guns and buns is a
breakfast cafe gun range strip
club and apparently
as long as as long as you fund
it you can name it whatever you want
but the people will fund it Garrison
obviously the food service
industry has yes we'll just make it a cooperative
that makes everything
sorry please continue
yeah but like the food service industry has a lot of problems
but if i were go if i were able to go into a bakery like maybe like two or three times a week
to just bake food for people and that helps me live the rest of the week i would totally do that
right so like it depends on a lot of factors but i think it's like there's ideas around like an
anarchist cafe worker owned cafe that'd be like totally chill to work in it, to be there a few days of the week making food, because I enjoy making food.
I enjoy baking.
I like food science.
But when you start tying that into labor and exploitative labor practices and the notion of having to serve other people, then it gets a little bit more tricky and less good.
Less cash money.
I understand.
Yeah, exactly.
Yeah.
You know, what's kind of funny about it, I would say, is like – God, I lost my train
of thought.
Go ahead, Robert.
Let me just think for a sec.
Well, so, I mean, one of the things that i have noticed over the years because i've had
a lot of friends work as bartenders as waiters and waitresses there are there's a chunk of people
who really like the work they usually don't like their employer they often have issues with like
their manager or whatever but like they like their co-workers and they enjoy the the act of like
doing restaurant stuff um i i and i know that like so one of the
things that i did recreationally for years is i was good i would go to these regional
burning man events and one of the rules there is like everyone pays the same thing to get in
there's no like get there's no like talent so there's nobody who's like paid to be there as an
act and there's no like exchange of currency allowed but there are restaurants there are people
who like bake food and and give out and like make and give out coffee there's there's multiple bars
and a number of the people i knew who were like the most who would spend the most of their time
which is again totally their own at these events volunteering as bartenders were people who worked
as bartenders and we're like look i like serving drinks i hate a lot of what goes along with being
in a bar but i enjoy making and serving drinks. There was this one really cool dude out in the
middle of, he was out because it's a spread out over acres of woodlands. There was just this guy
I found one night alone in the woods at like a podium sized little booth lit up bar he'd made.
And he was like, look, I am a very good bartender. What I do not like is making the same things every night for drunk people who don't know anything about a good mixed drink.
So you and I are going to have like a five minute conversation and then I'm going to tell you what I'm going to make you based on like.
Yeah. And it was fucking dope. Yeah, it was really cool like that.
Yeah. More stuff like that. More like restaurant pop ups that are like those types of things are just are divorced from like this notion of like, you know, being served by a lower class member of society.
Instead, it's people sharing actual interests that they have, and they're not obligated to be there, or else they're not able to pay their rent.
There's lots of things in a utopian society where we're like, yeah, I would totally be down with doing some kind of thing related to giving food to other people
or preparing food or mixed drinks.
I like making coffee a lot, espresso and shit.
I can totally see that.
But right now, it's just a totally different field,
by and large, for most people in the food service industry.
And it sucks to work in the food service industry yeah the food service industry
is one of the most exploitative industries in the country that said the idea of gathering in public
to consume food and beverages is fundamental to human beings and we're never not going to have
that as societies so there has to be ways in which to have versions of that.
And again, probably not the every 10 minutes
you get the same three fast food restaurants
that are open all night.
That probably, that definitely does not exist
in an ideal society.
But in any better society,
human beings will gather to eat and drink around each other
because it's something we've done
in every civilization that has ever existed. So andrew do you want to talk a bit more about the actual
zine because i feel like a lot of people's discourse around the zine is not about the
zine itself it's about what the title of the zine is yeah because people should read the actual zine
if you read it it makes very reasonable arguments. The title's just intentionally provocative.
So, yeah.
And what I've realized about intentionally provocative slogans
is that the people who want to get it,
they tend to be drawn into those kinds of things.
And then there's some people who see something provocative
and it kind of shuts them down.
Yes, yes.
Some people see something so provocative
and see it as like, hmm, I want to learn more.
And other people see it
and they have that kind of a gut reaction to it.
It's like the backfire effect type thing.
Yeah.
So, I mean, to get into kind of the history of it
and just the idea of restaurants as the zine explores.
According to the discourse,
a restaurant is just a place to eat.
If you sit down
in the middle of a desert with a table
and a chair and you eat something, that's apparently
a restaurant.
That is not a restaurant, but okay.
The definition
of a restaurant is
a place where people
pay to sit and eat meals
that are cooked and served on the premises.
Okay.
Commerce is
a part of the definition of a restaurant.
Why do we
universalize
and naturalize things that are neither?
That is my question.
It's like what people do with the state
or with capitalism, with police or gender.
I mean, just like those things things the restaurant is an invention but it's been crystallized and and induced into
our minds as something that is eternal that is natural it is universal you know when when cronk
brought his buddy brock a piece of chicken that was a restaurant you know it's like we take we take these things
that come from very specific modern capitalist context and we stretch them out over the entire
human experience if you look into the history of restaurants the first restaurants began to appear
in paris in the 1760s even as late as the 1850s, majority of the restaurants in the world were located in Paris.
And I mean,
for those who know a little bit about history, Paris
is kind of an interesting place where a lot of things
happen.
Especially during that rough
time span.
There's a lot of stuff going on there.
Exactly. I mean, elsewhere in the world,
communal meals were quite common.
People cooked communally and they ate communally and there were no restaurants. Specifically, before the invention
of restaurants in Paris, around Europe at least, rich people had servants who cooked
for them, travelers had inns where their meal was included with the price of the room and
they ate for the innkeeper and his family, And peasants, they ate their meals at home.
And of course, there were also caterers for events and special occasions,
and there were taverns and wineries and cafes and bakeries for certain foods and drinks.
Of course, later on, all of those things, the taverns, the wineries, the cafes and the bakeries,
after restaurants came about, those other institutions started to shape and bend
into the sort of the mold of the restaurant that was established.
Restaurant, based on the name of it,
comes from this idea that they were meant to restore health to sick people.
Restaurant.
Restaurant.
Right?
And they used to serve these small meat stews.
So by that metric, Taco Bell cannot be a restaurant.
I would argue that it is the only restaurant.
Well, it's going to restore bowel movement.
If you have any kind of blockage, it will restore that.
But besides that, I cannot,
I do not think it's going to restore anything.
Yeah, Taco Bell is probably something like
a laxatant.
But, yeah, so
why France? Why Paris?
Why restaurants?
It kind of occurred
after the food craft guilds were
abolished by the revolution. It was like this attempt to kind of democratize the food craft guilds were abolished by the revolution.
It was like this attempt to kind of democratize the food industry, you know, liberty, galate, fraternity, hon hon hon, all that jazz.
So restaurants began springing up because all these former cooks of the now beheaded king and aristocrats, they wanted to work somewhere.
Sure, yeah.
So, you know, in a restaurant, you could get a meal at any time.
The business was open.
Anyone with money could get a meal.
The customers would come and they would eat at individual tables,
eat individual plates and bowls of food.
They get to choose from a number of options.
And they grew in size and complexity as they went along.
They got a fixed menu.
And eventually, one beautiful day,
we invented the Baconator.
Yes.
Fun fact,
the Baconator was the first
burger I had when I went to the US.
Wow.
I would apologize,
but this country's done so much worse than that.
107
fun facts about Andrew.
Yeah, you know, it's a little thing to tune in
and you get a little new fact that you could, I don't know,
add to my Wikia page or something.
But yeah.
Yeah.
It was mid, honestly.
My brother makes better burgers.
That's besides the point
yeah nearly every
burger that you can get at a fast food restaurant
is mid
yeah
TGI Fridays had some good boogers
though
TGI Fridays
that is the place when you're in a town
you've never been before
that's where you want to just show up and get absolutely shithouse drunk until 2 a.m.
with like a bunch of strangers at the TGI Friday's bar, which is the Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
Like it's only people who can't hack it in a regular bar and weirdos traveling through town.
I love a TGI Friday's bar.
Okay.
I was not aware of that stereotype.
I mean, there's a TGI here in Trinidad.
And, I mean, last time I knew,
they had like some kind of karaoke thing going on.
But yeah.
It's probably the vibe.
I haven't been 20 times.
Anyway, I think this is enough product placement
for one episode.
I think we're really shouting out a lot of different places.
Speaking of product placement,
here's ads.
Sure, why not?
So the growth of the restaurant
came the growth of the market.
With the growth of the restaurant came the growth of the market. With the growth of the restaurant came the growth of the market.
Needs that were fulfilled either through a direct relationship of domination,
like between a lord or a king and his servants,
or a private relationship like within the family,
they were now being fulfilled on the open market.
What was once a direct oppressive relationship
now became the
relationship between buyer and seller. A similar expansion of the market took place over a century later with the rise of fast food
because as the 1950s
housewife was on her way out
being undermined and
as women started to move into the open labour market
many of the tasks that
were done by women traditionally
were being transferred onto the market. Not to say
that women still don't do the majority
of care work in modern society
but as women started moving into
the office into the workplace things started to shift with regard to eating and eating patterns
now the important point to note is that of course you know the whole women moving into the workplace
thing is kind of a white woman phenomenon because
you know people of color women of color were in workplaces before then in large numbers yeah and
there's there's a thing i think it's important to note here too which is like part of what's
happening here is that like some of the care labor that white women were doing gets transferred onto
non-white women and this this is this has been one of the things that like i i think we talked about this a long time
ago in an interview i did with it with a nurse but like like for example you see this with health
care a lot where like a lot of like union workers get these get you know they get really good
health care plans from the unions but those health care plans are basically subsidized by
not paying women of color like shit and there's this whole sort of like trend around this
of sort of like like you can you know if if you're rich if you're rich enough you can escape housework
but you escape housework by essentially thrusting it on someone on someone else who's like further
down the social ladder than you yeah yeah it's kind of like a form of that um that phenomenon
people have been talking about the the idea of choice feminism as in any choice that a woman's make that a woman makes is part of
the feminist sort of movement so i saw some discourse happen recently people were talking
about um how a woman should have a right if she's a housewife that she should still be able to you know pursue
her interests which is of course agreed and the solution being proposed to that was that
the man the breadwinner would pay for a domestic servant to come and work for the woman so that she
can pursue her other responsibilities her her other interests and desires.
And so it's just kind of this...
Perfect. What a close-up.
Externalizing.
Exactly.
Because then this woman is working away from her family,
and then, you know, it's just like,
it's a messed up system.
But yes, so as fast food restaurants began to grow rapidly people began being paid wages for
what used to be housework and of course as we know capitalism could not exist without the
billions of dollars of unpaid labor that women perform on a yearly basis. Modern restaurants emerged in the 19th century under specific
conditions. They had to be businessmen with capital to invest in restaurants. They had to be
customers who expected to satisfy their need for food on the open market by buying it.
And they had to be workers with no way to live
but by working for someone else as these conditions developed as capitalism developed so did restaurants
and so at the root of this whole abolished restaurants discourse needs to be
an understanding of where restaurants came from their historical development you cannot
take them in isolation and project them, like I said,
across all of humanity.
Because it's only through understanding through its specific circumstances
that we can transform it as we transform society as a whole.
As I was saying, you know, there's a lot of things that are hell about restaurants.
The way that work comes in
like waves
and rushes
a lot of slow time
in between
we're either really
stressed out
or really bored
I remember working
there at the winery
and like for most of the day
I just have to be like
shifting around
bottles
on the shelves
I couldn't sit down
and chill
or be on my phone
or anything
I just had to
busy myself until a customer came.
And customers never came because it was a failed business
propped up only by her parents' money.
Did you ever get told the phrase,
if you can lean, you can clean?
Not in those exact words.
Yes, in those exact words.
God, and every fucking manager who says it to you thinks that like it's their cool line i was fucking anyway yep yeah so you have to just you
have this this constant thing of trying to look busy while having nothing to do.
Or you try not to fall behind because you have 10 things to do.
Everyone's always working harder and faster.
And of course, the boss wants to squeeze as much work out to the same number of people as possible.
Like you're pushing people to these ridiculous extremes, which is why it's a kind of stereotype now of like restaurant workers all being on drugs you know
there's also this whole inhumanity to like employees being paid in tips
now as far as i know nowhere is that as severe as it is in the u but of course around the world there are tipping
cultures of varying degrees
and so
when you have that sort of
work where your
your living, your subsistence
is so directly tied to like
tips
not only do you
have this sort of divide being created between the workers
between like for for example,
the waiters who make the tips and the cooks who don't make any tips.
And they sort of had to compete against each other because the waiter is
trying to get as much done as possible so they can make their tips quickly.
So they could have their, you know, quick service.
Whereas the cooks,
they have no intrinsic motivation to push themselves harder.
And so it just becomes stressful i never got tips from baking in the back of the house unless some of the people
in front of the house would like share the tips at the end of the day by their own like yeah and i
know folks who worked in places where all tips were shared with the way the kitchen staff and
it seemed to be a 50 50 breakdown of this is really good and everyone gets
paid fairly and this
is actually some scam by management
to deny people a bunch of tips by like
pooling them in certain fuckery that gets done
so like it's like
any formulation of this
inherently winds up being pretty abusive
yeah and
dividing you know
another interesting and I mean as you guys mentioned stressful component
about you know this line of work is of course the customers
which customer service people in general tend to hate
you know whether you're working at a bar or you're working at a
you know a restaurant or even working in like sales in some
sort of like retail store their whole subreddit is dedicated to how terrible customers are
to workers and so that sort of dynamic of service it it really changes people. I mean, customers can just as easily be working class as the people working in the restaurant.
But there's still that dynamic that's created when you are the one being seated and served and the other person is on their feet serving you.
some of the worst customers in america at least are uh working class and poorer folks who it's like their chance to be above somebody like when they go out to a restaurant so they can be extra
shitty yeah that is the thing that happens surprisingly they're even like restaurant
workers who treat restaurant workers badly when they go to a restaurant. Yeah, exactly.
It's like someone gets the opportunity to be to exert the power
and they do it in this
short amount of time.
Although, I will say, I'm sure those are
also the restaurant workers who treat people badly
at the restaurant they work at.
Including
co-workers.
Some of the worst things that have ever been said to me
were by customers at the restaurant job I had
yeah
not surprising
no
and I was like
not
I was like
I was like in high school
I was a kid
and these were like grown-ups being horrendous
so
like I think
I think it's like I don't know like when people talk about this
like when people talk about restaurants like in the discourses it's it's in a way that's like
it's incredibly abstract and doesn't like it doesn't it doesn't think about the fact that
like the relationship between the customer and the people who have to interact with the customers
the host etc like that that is a social relation.
And it's a social relation that like, that like, like the, the,
the power dynamic inherent to it ascribes sort of different,
it ascribes different kinds of behavior to the people who are,
who are like on either side of it.
Like it, it, it, it controls like what you have to do as a server,
like what the performances you have to give like
the smile you have to put on which is actually like that's the original thing of what emotional
labor is right it's like the labor you have to do to make the person who you're serving like
think that you're like happy and enjoying it and like having a good time but then you know
on the customer's end too it's like you get this sort of you know it's like oh this is your one
chance to to be on top of a sort of power relation and like that like that like that specific thing is so fucking evil it's like there there's there's
a story i think about a lot from i read it in chuang originally was it was about um like one
of the last emperors of the tang dynasty like his concubine like loved licha and like okay i get it
it's licha that it's really good but like licha has grown leech has only grown in this in the south of china you can't really grow
it in the north it just doesn't like it's too cold it's too arid and so in order to get her
leecher like every morning they would send like the fastest riders like in china would like be
sent by horse like to southern china and then back so that they could get the leecher there in time
like for it still to be like ripe
and like edible and you know that that's the kind that's the kind of power that used to only
literally the emperor of china had this ability right like the like the emperor of fucking china
could get this commodity and like force everyone in a chain to go do something for them and now
like everyone has that like literally everyone has that power like every time you use amazon
you have that power every time you go to restaurant, you have the power to do this.
And it turns people into monsters because like that's, you know,
the Chinese emperors are like,
these are some of the worst people who've ever lived.
Now like everyone, everyone like,
just like the fundamental basis of the society is there is a place where you
can go and you can become the emperor of fucking China.
Maybe there's a problem with the idea of instant gratification
being reliant on the exploitation of other people yeah and like yeah that doesn't seem right garrison
oh yeah never mind don't worry now watch me as i order next day delivery on a 1600 drone just to
just to fuck around in my backyard like yes it's it's everything is fine
in america i i do i am like of the opinion that the grocery store is like the primary artistic
achievement of capitalism as a system um they are objectively marvels um and they're they're built
on a river of blood deeper and wider than is – it's a hyper object, right?
It's like impossible to comprehend the full scale of cruelty that goes into being able to like, well, it is November 14th.
I'm going to go get a fresh bag of grapes that have been genetically modified to taste like cotton candy.
Yeah.
Picked by people making cents an hour in –
Yes.
In a country that's on the other side of the world.
Yes, whose relatives are shot for attempting to scramble over the border.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That the grapes pass through easily.
Yes.
And I think that points to another, I think, part of the dynamics with restaurants that happens, which is that, okay, cooking takes time right and the the less and less time that you have
the more like the more reliant you become on yeah like on these services and so you see this with
like you know like china has like a like a particularly horrible like delivery culture
like you can like you can have someone deliver food to you, like to the train, like a train will stop at a stop and you can have someone run a bag of food to you and then like leave and you just like you go to the next stop and you get off.
And that happens because everyone's working 996.
And so it's like, okay, you're working 9 a.m. to 9 p.m. six days a week.
And, you know, you literally do not have time to cook because you're working 12 hours a day.
And this, like...
Another good example of this is, like,
restaurant...
People who work restaurants, like,
line cooks and chefs
hardly ever cook for themselves.
They always get food from other restaurants
because they're cooking 8 to 10 hours a day.
They're not going to go home and cook for themselves.
They...
Yeah, it's... This system almost makes it makes the things that prop it up yeah become necessary
to keep the whole thing going it's all like balancing super like precariously on its own
weight it's it's equivalent to like if you're in a criminal syndicate making somebody you're
working with tangentially shoot a man in the back of the head so that you both and then on your way home you just
want to pick up some like sushi from a fucking uh grocery store that requires ingredients from
all around the world and is made by people who are not getting enough money to to make it and
is horrible for the environment and the fisheries and all that kind of shit um and but like what
are you supposed to do like you you just you just finished like a 10-hour shift.
Like, do you not deserve like one nice thing at the end of the day?
So it's, if you, people can't, like either you become like a complete aesthetic, right?
And reject and go kind of Ted K and live in a shack in montana and reject all of these these kind of
modern conveniences or you accept that like you're going to spend some time wading into the river of
blood because otherwise the things you have to do to stay alive in this society are completely
emotionally unsustainable yeah this this was the original like before it kind of became this cop out
for like just doing whatever you want
like this was the original there's no ethical consumption or capitalism it's about this was
about like this specific problem that everything in the society like even even if you're fucking
living in the woods in montana it's like yeah like where where did where like where did your
cabin come from like where did your nails come from who made the hammer it's like everyone's
like completely dependent for everything on the exploitation of other people.
And it is it is a.
Yeah.
The one thing that gives me a little bit of hope is when Andrew was explaining how like restaurants came arise because of people who used to like work for kings and shit, who then started working at restaurants because they still wanted to make food. It was like that evolution, taking it to the next step is people who work at restaurants
now no longer having to work
under capitalist exploitation
and realizing, hey, I know how to cook well.
I'll just set up like ways
to feed the community
outside of this system of commerce, right?
That is the next evolution.
If you start with people cooking for the king,
people then cooking in places
where you pay to eat
in this exploitative system, and then people cooking for people so, people then cooking in places where you pay to eat in this exploitative system,
and then people cooking for people
so that there's food around in a community setting, right?
If you follow that trajectory,
that's actually kind of hopeful.
It's almost like we've come full circle.
I mean, in some ways, yeah.
If you just go back to being places...
Communal eating.
Yeah, communal eating.
If there's places around different
communities different towns different like urban centers that have that have the capacity to feed
people who are not able to cook cook for themselves that night or that day that's something that if
if it's there is ways of setting that up which i can see being so much better than how restaurants
work you know yeah maybe maybe people wash their own dishes afterwards maybe people do something that up, which I can see being so much better than how restaurants work.
You know, maybe people wash their own dishes afterwards.
Maybe people do something to help with like prep or something, right?
Like there's ways to make this that gives you the parts of restaurants that are actually really convenient without the exploitation.
And so that type of like community cooking is something, I mean, you know, that's even
similar to like how like a good dinner party operates.
Just that kind of extended out across, you know, more of like a pop-up setting and say, hey, yeah, this month we're using all of these ingredients that are grown in our general local area, right?
We're not getting shipped.
We're not getting like strawberries in December shipped from halfway around the world.
We'll make stuff
that is available um as it you know as it's grown or we can pickle we can store food right and yeah
and maybe we we've we've turned the old defunct walmart into a grow shelter so once or twice
during the winter there are some strawberries and everybody comes together and shares this marvel
that the community came like worked as a team to ensure would be available
but you can't just go and buy four pounds of strawberries that are produced with their like
twice the weight of the strawberries and pesticide in order to keep them alive in fields that were
never meant to grow strawberry like maybe that's not available all year round like yep yeah yeah
just get back to the point being raised about, um,
about like the ethical consumption of the capitalism, because that's a really important point.
The whole purpose of that saying has been bastardized,
but it really is crucial to have a nuanced understanding of it.
What frustrates me is that it's been taken and it's been turned into this
justification.
Like, Oh, it's okay that I buy from Sheehan.
It's okay that I buy a $3,000 haul
from Sheehan because
no ethical consumption under capitalism.
Where somebody
goes and
they engage in something that is
not a necessity.
Andrew, you're talking around
my two and a half pound a day veal habit, and I don't appreciate it.
Yeah, that sounds like a problem.
That's like some Joe Rogan nonsense.
Like, I eat two and a half pounds of veal every day, and that keeps my brain running smoothly.
Cavemen only ate veal, Garrison.
It worked out for Jordan Peterson, so I mean...
Exactly. It did work for Jordan Peterson
he's doing great
cries at the mere
notion of Antifa
I would do an impression but it'll hurt my throat
so hang on
thus I would say
i would say that as we were saying you know that there really is
is potential we see even under these conditions that
that people find ways to survive you know they create like these informal
work groups that are not only
able to come together and push back against management but able to work together to create
trust within each other you know you have like for example waiters who would try a hand in the kitchen on a slow day or a cleaner or who might pick up a thing or two
a dishwasher who's trying to move up to become like a line cook all these different workers they
they do things certainly to try to undermine the unnatural divisions and hierarchies and between
the skilled and unskilled um in the restaurant setting of
course it doesn't always work because there are you know settings wherein the manager successfully
created divisions you know whether it be the manager creating a division between
um teen different nationalities of immigrants or you know playing upon
someone's queer phobia against like queer staff or someone's biases against
i don't know i can't think of a third example but there are ways that managers try to like sow these divisions between workers
and there are ways that workers try to push back there are also ways that managers try to do the
opposite to create a community within the restaurant that includes themselves so instead
of fostering isolation and prejudice they create a community that especially in small restaurants
that involves them that talks about that you know the boss might share with them how difficult it is
working and organizing for the business of the restaurant and or they might create like a special
kind of restaurant focused on their identity so they might create a special kind of restaurant focused on their identity.
So they might create a restaurant for queer youth, where all the staff are queer.
Or you have a restaurant for a black-owned restaurant, where all the workers are black.
And try to create a community based on this identity.
But it kind of erases the unavoidable class interests between workers and management it smooths over that
dimension so it becomes more difficult to organize and speak up for your rights because
you're aware that the managers are human and they are struggling. Which kind of brings me to.
The idea of restaurants with no managers.
And the idea of cooperatives.
The issue with cooperative restaurants.
Is that.
They basically have to collectively.
Take on the role of managers.
Managing themselves.
Creating.
Those pressures. And pushing those pressures upon themselves.
They enforce the work on each other and they have to work longer in some cases and work harder in some cases
because the structure of a restaurant is designed to make money.
And if it is not making money, then everybody loses their job so due to this pressure uh boss is in a position
where they have to push workers to get as much out of the workers as possible you raise the boss on
the occasion from the equation but you keep the rest of the concept of a restaurant and
the line between worker and boss becomes blurred to the extent where
it's almost like that image of a person with a boot on their hand holding a boot on their head
where this oppression that was once external becomes internalized because that is how a restaurant survives
through oppression, through exploitation
it's kind of like with how
self-employed people are under capitalism
yes you're working for yourself
and you have some freedom in that regard
but you're still restricted
by the broader system
you haven't escaped it
you've just
had to navigate it
and I have to make quarterly payments
to the IRS
yeah
I mean
I think we work for ourselves
in some capacity
a certain level of freedom
and it
you still have those pressures
and
it's just you have to inflict them on yourself
you know you don't have like a break that has been mandated and so at least in my case
i don't take breaks because that's just how i am you know you work longer hours you
push yourself harder and harder you work on days when you should be resting,
and it's just, it illustrates the fact that liberation is not to be found under this system.
It's something totally new, with a totally different metric of success,
a totally different metric of sustenance,
a totally different bare minimum, and a totally different metric of sustenance totally different bare minimum
and totally different motivation needs to be the foundation upon which society is built
because it's profiting now we can
yeah and i think there's a like i think the reason this debate
happens like this this whole discourse happened in the first place was just that like like just the like a lot of it really was just a complete inability to imagine
like literally any other way of like even just like like any other way of getting food that
does not involve you going to a place and telling someone to make it for you
and like that i don't know like
yeah it's like the the fact that there have already been sort of seismic shifts in the way
that like food production happens right i think is evidence like no we don't have to do it like
that like we just we just do not it wasn't like this for most of human history we could do something better than
whatever they were doing before it yeah a lot of people might you know wish for like in this
so let's just shift over into the abolition section of it the restaurant abolition a lot of people look to for
example a union as a path by which in the short term you know we make certain gains and belong to
we can take over and radically transform it the difficulty comes in
how unions have traditionally operated in the restaurant sphere they tend to be significantly less successful i mean restaurants usually have very high turnover
people in the last couple months um they often employ like a lot of young people who are just
looking for part-time or temporary employment a lot of people do work they are constantly looking
to move on to better
things and so it makes it difficult to create a stable union with a stable membership that can
buckle down and really negotiate and push for the interests of the people working because people
working are constantly changing i think one of the like one of the really grim things this led to is that like like especially when fast food took over like the the
major unions that even do exist which is like now we like we're just not going to bother even trying
to organize these people because they just assumed it was impossible and so like there are there are
very very few fast food unions i mean like i think one of the only like even sort of functional ones is the IWW
like organized Burgerville,
but that's,
that's been like it,
like the,
like the,
the big unions when they've done campaigns for fast food workers,
it's like,
it'll be something like fight for 15,
but it's like,
they're not actually trying to like form unions of these restaurant workers.
Like they don't,
they're not even trying,
they're just trying to,
they're,
they're using them for sort of like lobbying
and advocacy.
Yeah.
And the difficulty
also comes when a union is established
itself.
Because
a union
structurally
is not always
by all the workers.
You know, there's still sort of a hierarchy of bureaucracy
that may establish itself and try to maintain itself,
even if it starts off benignly.
No, just for all of the radical history that unions do have,
quite a few unions, particularly in the United States,
have also been conservative bastions and bastions of different attitudes about stuff like white supremacy.
The union movement is as much Blair Mountain as it is trying to stop
black people from being able to work on trains. All of those things are part of the history.
Yeah. I'll speak
briefly on the union situation in the Caribbean, particularly
in Trinidad. the trade union movement was intrinsically, inextricably tied with the anti-colonial movement and the movement for independence.
We used to be saying that the unions became tied up with the political parties that arose after independence and well during the process
of independence what ended up happening with the unions was that they ended up being tied so
deeply with the political parties that ended up being that the established unions uh you know
the higher-ups in those established unions they have these relationships of favors and obligations with the politicians.
A lot of politicians come out of these union movements and end up establishing their own political careers.
And because it's all so tied up when workers get into these industries that do have union, that have been unionized,
there's a very clear separation between the union and the workers
because while the union is able to you know push for the workers rights and you know they're still
separate from the workers the union still exists as a negotiator between the workers and the management.
And so even if the workers wish to go beyond just negotiating,
the union exists almost as a release valve for any sort of class antagonist,
so any kind of pressure, any kind of real pressure
against the status quo.
I mean, it's not just unique to Trinidad or to the Caribbean.
I mean, it's globally, across history,
we've seen union struggles kind of go over the same sort of dynamic.
You know, new generations of workers, they build up the movements,
they build up the unions, and the unions begin to change.
And perhaps new union leaders spring up to replace the old union leaders.
When put under the same position, under the same pressures, they react in the same way as the bureaucracy ends up being rejuvenated.
Unions are reformed and they end up going back to the same old ways that they had been before.
ways that they had been before and in some cases the fight to reform the union takes the place of the fight against the boss because of all the bureaucracy and system of obligations and just
deeply rooted ideas about the place of the union because while unionizing is a difficult process union leaders do tend to enjoy certain benefits from
their position and as we are aware of you know certain hierarchies are self-justifying
those are the top 10 to 1s perpetuated it's kind of like and so this idea that and this is kind of like this idea that, and this is kind of an unsettled thought of mine,
but it's kind of like the idea of using the state to establish workers' power and then abolishing it afterwards.
Using the union to get some measure of workers' power,
and expecting this union of a certain structure that exists toward negotiating ends
to somehow push in these sort of more radical directions.
There's a saying that the writers of the zine say,
it's like restaurant unions need there to be restaurants
and we don't
I think that sort of applies
more broadly because when we get into
the whole idea of work abolition
it's this concept of
workers are people
outside of work
but a workers union exists within the confines of work,
as we understand it.
And so I think that's where the difficulty lies.
The scene goes on to say later on that
every time we attack the system, but we don't destroy it,
it changes, and in turn changes us and the terrain of the next
fight gains are turned against us and we are stuck back in the same situation at work the bosses try
to keep us looking for individual solutions or solutions within an individual workplace or an
individual trade but the only way that we can free ourselves is to broaden and deepen our fight
we involve workers from other workplaces other industries and other regions we attack more and more fundamental things the desire to destroy
restaurants becomes the desire to destroy the conditions that create restaurants we aren't
just fighting for representation in or control over the production process our fight isn't against
the act of chopping vegetables or washing dishes pouring beer, or even serving food to other people. It is with the
way all of these acts are brought together in a restaurant, separated from other acts,
become part of the economy, and are used to expand capital. The starting and ending point
to this process is a society of capitalists and people forced to work for them. We want an end to
this. We want to destroy the production process as forced to work for them. We want an end to this.
We want to destroy the production process
with something outside and against us.
We're fighting for a world where our productive activity
fulfills a need and is an expression of our lives,
not forced on us in exchange for a wage.
A world where we produce for each other directly
and not in order to sell to each other.
The struggle of restaurant workers is ultimately
for a world without
restaurants or workers.
And I mean,
so I think people are still going to call some alternatives
to restaurants, restaurants anyway.
Probably.
But
I hope this discussion
has caused people to kind of
deepen
their approach to this issue. as cause equals kind of deepen
their approach
to this issue.
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I am Robert Evans, and this is a podcast about things falling apart and sometimes how to put them all together. And, you know, today we're actually going to be talking more about the latter, which I know is revolutionary for us.
We're usually just kind of like getting way more into the Doomer stuff.
But I think there's been more than enough of that, particularly in the wake of several horrific Supreme Court rulings that I don't really feel the need to go into
detail on. But one of the things that has happened in the wake of these rulings is this kind of
liberal reaction to the fact that, and they're right to be angry about the fact that they're
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located in the south that is where
like the bulk of the support for the the hard rights policies comes from um and it's led to this
like fuck texas fuck florida fuck uh these these quote-unquote like red states these regressive
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clamping down on the country. And so today I wanted to talk with some folks who live in and
around the Dallas, Texas, what we call the DFW area, Dallas-Fort Worth, and who have lately been
organizing to kind of both confront this rising Christofascist, like the street aggression portion
of it, and to provide support and defense for people who are being victimized by it.
So I'd like to welcome some representatives of the Elm Fork John Brown Gun Club to the show.
Hey, y'all.
Hi.
Yeah.
Do you want to kind of introduce yourselves to start however you'd like to be known on the show?
Yeah.
I'm Satan.
I'm Bubble.an and bubble um and i'm how long have y'all been like doing because there's there's two specific things that kind of i don't know i became
aware of y'all and and we had some brief interactions or i had some brief interactions
with some of your folks in 2021 during the the snow thing that that
destroyed everything um and so i've been kind of watching y'all's socials ever since and there were
a couple of things recently that struck me as very uh worth discussing actions that you y'all were a
part of one of them was there's a neighborhood in dallas called oak lawn that is kind of colloquially known as the gayborhood it is like the um the gay neighborhood in dallas
obviously and so it's a place that you know even before kind of things got a little easier after
20 you know 14 2015 um it was kind of a safe uh place and a little bit like of a fortress for like people who are not, you know, straight and cisgender, which is and kind of are, you know, for an idea of how aspects of the DFW area can be the town I grew up in Plano had a condoms to go move in.
And within like two nights of setting up shop in Plano, somebody fired a nine millimeter handgun through the window.
Like it's not a it's a place where it could be difficult. Um, and so obviously repression and
kind of violence and fears of vigilante violence, um, from folks who are queer has, is, is
understandably amped up in the wake of everything that's been happening. And y'all carried out an
action where a, a sizable group of leftists marched armed through the gayborhood
um the one of the there were a couple of different chants that that i was hearing one of them was um
about bashing back something like that you want to talk a little bit about like that action and
what actually went down um sure so at the beginning of pride, we had a large group of fascists come to the Gaberhood.
You know, they were shouting rumor. They were telling us the fist of Christ is coming down on you soon and, you know, making really out there threats.
So we discussed, you know, what we could do to be proactive to make sure that doesn't happen again.
And we ended up getting together some groups who were interested in an armed demonstration, which even here in Texas is not something you see too often.
And we decided to march through the gayborhood you know um i would say a majority of the people that we know are uh
lgbt and uh it's our neighborhood so you know we put on this demonstration there and it was
you know kind of incredible we got some looks but we also got a lot of support um we had a lot of great uh chants um you know bottoms tops we all hate cops
there we go yeah yeah these days bash back yeah that was the that was the one that was in the
video um and so what was the uh i'm interested in kind of because i i think this is the kind
of thing that is potentially very useful.
We have seen one of the things that I have personally observed and that has been observed by a number of folks is that when these kind of right wing mobs who primarily want people who cannot defend themselves or don't have the numbers to defend themselves, they want to like beat the shit out of people in a gang.
Right. Like that's that's the proud boy thing.
That's the patriot prayer thing that's all these weird little groups
primarily what they want to do they don't want a fair fight and when they are confronted with
organized people on the left who are armed that tends to scare the shit out of them and
if i'm not mistaken during that day where you you had those Christian fascists kind of coming after that queer family event, like one of the one of the live streams that one of the right wingers had people were some of them were like commenting on the fact that there were people leftists open carrying and like how unsettling they found that.
So I'm interested in kind of how the idea to we're going to do this have this kind of a march you know through this neighborhood
we're going to make sort of a show of force how that idea kind of came together and then what
logistically did y'all like feel the need to set up like i'm going to guess it wasn't as simple
as like hey everybody with a gun like come come meet here and we're going to have us a walk
um so i'm interested in kind of what the logistics are, because I think this is the kind of thing that people, other people are going to want, like, find useful to do, like statements of we are here, we have the tools to defend ourselves, and we're not going to just passively let you run through our neighborhoods fucking with us.
statistically one of the big things was just making sure that everyone who was carrying was carrying properly and then also to protect our own selves, making sure that whoever was
carrying was also protecting our identity by wearing essentially full black block.
Which that in itself sends a message.
A bunch of queer people marching through the streets of Dallas in full black cloth with guns
sends a message like, we're not going to take your shit. We're done.
You know, you're not going to mess with our bodily autonomy.
That march happened, we had planned it to be on that day
originally, and that happened to be the day that Roe v. Wade was
overturned.
And it essentially just evolved that morning to a more intersectional bodily autonomy march.
But really, logistically, it was mostly about protecting ourselves and making sure that people who weren't carrying the firearms were also protected from our firearms.
Yeah, I want to dive into that a little bit because that's such an important aspect of it is the ensuring.
So I have seen a lot of marches and I will be honest.
I have seen a lot of people being armed on on both sides politically who have done things with guns that I would consider reckless.
Probably the top moment in my mind is during a big march in Portland.
Somebody leaned over and a Glock fell out of the front pouch of their hoodie that they were just head loose in there.
Yeah.
So obviously it is not as it should not be as simple as like, you know, load up on guns and bring your friends, so to speak.
How do you attempt to ensure like how like how do you actually go about handling the safety aspect
is it like are you appointing essentially kind of like range officers before the march we're
keeping an eye on shit like what does that actually look like um i want to i want to give
two examples for the march we did in the gayborhood um it was different in that it wasn't publicly
announced where in um it was going to be where it was going to be.
So it was kind of a by invitation only demonstration.
So we knew pretty much everybody that was coming,
except for people in the neighborhood who kind of joined ad hoc.
So that's one way that we've done things.
When we do more of like protest security for other actions um you know there are different people
who will feel motivated to bring um arms and usually they know what they're doing pretty well
in the couple of instances where someone is being unsafe um you know one of us will just go over
there and talk to them you know like hey you you really need a sling for this or, you know, don't don't be pointing it in any way at a building.
Just little tips like that to, you know, resolve the behavior.
because one of the things, like, whenever you have sort of a gathering like this is de-escalation, and even within people within the march, potentially, like, dispute resolution and that sort of thing.
What was the, how did you kind of organize for that?
Like, what was the planning on that and like?
I think that's a really important question.
One of the first things that we decided pretty early on is that we are not there to police any protesters so you know
if someone is is doing something illegal uh and no at no point will we you know tell them to stop
or try to make them stop we may move away from the area or something like that but we're not there to
police our people at all when it comes to like counters coming up and antagonizing, uh, the main thing we do is
try to put ourselves between them and any people they're targeting.
Um, and you know, we have cameras, we have less than lethal.
We have different tools to try to deescalate that.
Yeah.
And so when it comes to like, uh, uh, I guess training training on that, and did you kind of did you have any sort of like, infrastructure, human infrastructure, whatnot, set up prior to this to like, make sure people who were like doing de escalation were folks that you knew, you know, had strikes me that there is a great deal of like trust that's necessary to put together something like this to be able to meet up with folks and like march armed together requires probably a little bit more in the way of trust than, you know, just showing up at a protest.
That's kind of more conventional.
of more conventional um was there sort of some any kind of like i don't know system or or like yeah training or whatnot that y'all had for specifically like how to behave how to de-escalate
all that kind of stuff or was it just like folks that kind of you knew from from prior events were
good at that sort of thing i mean as far as our group goes, I can speak for myself personally and say that I trust each one of our people with my life.
And I think because of that and because we were really the ones putting it on,
we knew that if something were to go down, one of us would get in the middle of it, and we all trust each other. I think that in any sort of organizing environment,
trusting the people that you're working with 100% is one of the most vital things that you can do
because they're going to be the ones beside you when a proud boy rolls up and you want the person
beside you to be someone that you can trust. And we do that. We do have, you know, we do practice and we do train together.
And we also have fun together.
And having that certain level of trust means the world
when you're putting yourself out there in that way.
And how long of the folks that are kind of like,
you're most affiliated with like making this happen,
how long have y'all been sort of organizing and doing stuff together?
I would say most of us met since 2020.
A lot of us met in organizing different facilities during 2020 after the
George Floyd protests.
And then just the boom in mutual aid that happened in DFW after that, whether it was through homeless outreach or bail bonds or however we met each other.
It was mostly through that mutual aid community and getting out in our communities and organizing ourselves and trying to find like-minded people who wanted to see the same change happen.
like-minded people who wanted to see the same change happen now um i think one of the uh one of the things that's been on my mind a lot lately and that that y'all particularly bring up
is the challenges of organizing in parts of the country where not just you know the police who
are always pretty regressive but the entire legal legal structure is set up to, as Florida
has increasingly done, as a number of states have done, like punish protests, penalize
activism, make things more dangerous for people who are like going out there in public, in
addition to doing things to try and criminalize, you know, people who are not straight, you
know, white Christians. So when you look at like kind
of the challenges of organizing in a place where it's more dangerous, and obviously it's not
particularly safe to be organizing against, you know, the LAPD, but the court system in
California is broadly speaking less stacked against you. So if you had advice to give to
people who don't have this group of friends and people they've been organizing with for a couple of years already, but they want to have that, they want to build that in their community, where would you suggest they start?
to all kinds of events, supporting a broad range of groups.
And if you're at the protests, if you're at the feedings, the distributions,
you're going to meet people and you're going to build trust, mutual trust there.
So that when you want to start a project, you want to start a group,
you'll have those people that know you.
It is very dangerous uh i think it's always important to tell people to watch your opsec you know don't be resharing all kinds of activist stuff
with your personal profile that has your name and your birthday and all of that but yeah it really
goes to meeting people in person i think yeah and I mean, that's such a difficult part of it,
because I think for a lot of people, particularly who maybe are living in rural areas who are living
kind of outside of places that have well formed protest communities, social media and the internet
is is a lifeline for them. And often in a lot of cases, like how they came to a lot of the
political beliefs and a desire to do something. But you're right like you can't you you have to actually get like face to face on the ground
with people to actually build the kind of relationships that can lead to the sort of
activism that y'all are doing and that's that is a tough needle for a lot of people to thread i
think and you know in those more rural communities if there's not already those systems in place,
you know, set up a monthly meal distribution with the local homeless shelter or the local
homeless camp.
And if you, you know, can get a few friends, more people will show up and you can build
that community yourself, even where it's not existing already.
It's more about just finding those like-minded individuals that are already
existing in your community and getting to know your neighbors.
Yeah.
And to trust your neighbors.
I think that's a great, as far as a plan of action goes,
as good as you can get for at least starting down that road.
Before we kind of move on from this specific action,
I did want to talk a little bit about the conversations you had, both with people who lived in Oak Lawn and also with passersby.
I'm wondering, did you have any that particularly surprised you or that particularly stick out to you right now?
I personally was a little bit more surprised with the amount of support that we received.
bit more surprised with the amount of support that we received just because while Oh Juan is the gay bird hood it is a generally more blue yes very anti-gun
typically yeah very yeah and to see you know people sitting on the patios of the
bars hearing for us while we were walking by um especially as someone who has
been you know grown up in that area it it meant a lot you know it it really shows almost like the
cultural shift that we're going as far as leftist politics go if people are going to be supportive
of us yeah that's really interesting to hear now i i were there did you have any kind of interactions
with sort of i don't know people who were who were more conservative or more on the on the
center right side of things i think we had a couple people um who were kind of filming and
frowning it's always hard to tell yeah in that case but no one really said anything to us
that's interesting i mean yeah and now that was that what
that kind of brings me to the next topic which is how how how did dallas how did dpt handle this
even hardly out of our cars yeah we had multiple police cars surrounding us while we were just
unloading um they were constantly trying to guess
where we were going with the march
by cutting off streets and trying to like escort us
and like, you know, blocking traffic and things like that.
But we were there less than five minutes before,
I would say at least four police cars were surrounding us, asking us questions.
They were pulling out their guns like we were a threat.
Geez.
Well, I mean, yeah, that's that doesn't surprise me.
Did you have any kind of like direct is did they send like the PIO up to try and you know talk with organizers or whatever
um so they did right at the beginning and i think that interaction went really well um because they
approached us as we were getting ready and they said you know what group is this who's in charge
who's who's leading what are your plans and you know every single person who was there was disciplined
enough to either say nothing or say no plans there's no group there's no leaders and you know
after that they kept their distance they did not really interfere more interesting yeah i mean that
that is one of those things um that uh police i don't know i i've always found it useful to
to when you are having when you have to have an interaction with a police officer and um
sometimes it is unavoidable like you need to kind of focus on like what are the things that they
need to hear for this interaction to like end um and end you know not in them getting violent um and i think it sounds
like yeah you you y'all handled it perfectly like that that was the right way for everyone to react
like you were it is texas like it's not like it is at all illegal to walk around with guns
um so yeah i mean that's that sounds that sounds again i'm impressed by kind of both the boldness of the action, but also the discipline that was required to actually, that was required like from the ground up, right?
Not because like there was some sort of like vanguard leadership exerting force downward in order to actually make this work safely and in a way that left, hopefully, and it seems like this is the case, people
who live in the area feeling, broadly speaking, pretty good about it.
I would say that, you know, since the march in particular, just in DFW in its entirety,
the support that we have received has been almost overwhelming.
You know, people now recognize the people
in Black Block as being
safe, and they're going to help
us. If I need something, I can go to
them. And that's the
whole purpose of community defense, is
having, like, my goal would be
to have everyone be that person.
Now,
the other thing I would wonder, because it's,
you know, I've spent a lot of time at black block
protests but generally in portland oregon where a hot day is like 80 degrees um y'all are in
fucking dfw um those those summers are no joke and wearing the gear that y'all are wearing is is um
a potentially dangerous thing right like was there was there, was it kind of individual
or left up to affinity groups
to like figure out hydration and stuff?
Or did you have people who were kind of watching folks
and reminding them and like trying to ensure
that like that part of it was handled?
Because that does strike me as a specific risk in this case.
Most of us do have at least minor street medic training
as well as our own hydration kits.
And we all carry extra electrolytes
and things like that for people who may not be part of our group who may also need assistance
that's a big part of it here in texas is that that's the main risk with protesting in the summer
is dehydration heat exhaustion heat stroke yeah yeah You know, we do recommend that the people who are in Black Block wear moisture-wicking,
loose layers.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Marino is your friend if you can get it.
Yeah, exactly.
But, you know, all of us are at least trained enough to recognize those symptoms.
We make scenes that we can pass out to people about
how to protest safely in the summer, in the heat specifically.
That's great.
Because it's so much more dangerous.
Now, one of the things I've been seeing recently, and this is, I'm guessing from a more recent
march, was the photo going around that's kind of viral on right-wing social media of, it's
a black and white photo there's uh an individual
um with a plate carrier and an ar um and another individual with um like a chest rig and what i
think is a beretta um carbine um and uh both of them are at a reproductive rights march um and
there's a mix of really interesting reactions from the right
like on this um and i'm interested in kind of yeah your thoughts there yeah so it's it's been
really weird um we try to track whatever's being posted about us um sometimes it can give us intel
on people who might want to target us um but we've been noticing you know it's like a solid
third of right-wing comments are kind of
broadly supportive i think it really throws them for a loop um you know we we've even seen people
saying uh actually bodily autonomy is a lot like gun rights and things like that so that's been
it's been really weird i think um being armed might kind of humanize us for some of those people
in a way it's been a weird thing i have thought a couple of times that i mean a number of times
i talked about this on the first season of it could happen here i think that there is some like
potential to bridge some divides there with kind of the existence of an increasingly prominent left-wing gun culture.
I know one of the comments I saw was somebody like going through the gear display and be like,
actually, no, they're reasonably well set up. And like, everything seems like this is exactly how
you'd, you know, want to have it done. And just people being like actually appreciative. And I
guess maybe there's a degree to which like, if're if you're in that community from a right wing side, but not like a straight up fascist side, maybe there's a potential for like more commonality.
And like you said, the idea that like, oh, maybe some of them will actually broaden their support for reproductive rights, you know, or at least consider it. I don't know that that doesn't strike me as like a negative move. And it is particularly in a place like Texas.
You have to try to at least have some sort of common ground with people who are more on the right wing side of things because there's so damn many of them.
Yeah. So I think it's one of those cases where when ideological or when ideology gets atomized to just like guns good you know that is like a
core belief for some people um that can draw them to being supportive of pro-choice marches in a in
a weird way it's it's kind of a pretty specific kind of brain worms but uh yeah i'm seeing it a
lot yeah i wouldn't like call it necessarily a positive like it's a it's an aspect of things that are negative but it's something that also can be like useful and and potentially positive
like even though if you get into what's leading someone to like oh i re i re-examined my beliefs
on reproductive rights because i saw some people marching with guns that's not like a sign of of a
series of thought process that i think is like wildly positive but at least
somebody maybe came around on something i mean it's a step in the right direction yeah it's better
than them going the other way you know we've been talking about the effects of getting all this
right-wing attention and uh you know in a way that's what we want. We want to advertise that we have strong community defense. And on the flip side, you get all these supportive comments, and hopefully those people don't want to kill me anymore. So it's just a net positive, we think.
of protests can increase security for a community like one way is that maybe there are people who will get scared off because they don't want to risk like getting shot and the other is that
maybe some people will re-examine their opinions on that community because it's now more familiar
to them because they're probably way too into guns but yeah absolutely so let's talk about um
the the there was a specific action um that kind of the thing that was going around on Twitter
was these Proud Boys trying to get into,
I believe it was a library,
and like a line of parents squaring off with them
to like stop them.
Can we talk a little bit about that?
Yeah, that was in McKinney.
It was the day after Groovy Wade got overturned.
And we honestly didn't know what to expect when we got there
because of McKinney. We were like, are we going to be very much so outnumbered in this? And when
we arrived, there was already about 30 to 40 people who were either parents or friends of the library there in support and maybe only 15 or 20 people
in opposition. So it was, you know, a pretty good welcoming supportive environment. And about 30
minutes after we got there is when the Proud Boys arrived. And we just really only had to tell two
people, hey, they're Proud Boys. And before we could even get over there to, like, block them off ourselves,
there were, like, eight to ten soccer moms in their flip-flops, Nike shorts,
and handmade signs standing in front of them and blocking them from coming any closer.
And, of course, they did get closer as people were leaving the library
and the event was ending and things like that but it was one of those things where it just
organically happened and it was it was beautiful that's awesome like in a place like mckinney of
all places like i grew up in north texas was the last place I would expect to find, like, a soccer mom in Nike shorts
asking, like, thanking me for bringing my gun to the library.
It was amazing.
That's wonderful to hear.
I mean, and people who are not in the DFW area won't understand this, but, like, yeah,
I spent a significant chunk of my early life in McKinney, and I would not have expected that reaction there.
Yeah, that's really, really good to hear. And it also is, you know, I'm I obviously have been supportive of a number of tactics to confront fascism, including people
showing up and blocking stuff and protesting or confronting them physically. But I don't think
there's any more durable kind of community self-defense than that, than a group of people who are just kind of live in an area and around
and curious, realizing there's a threat and immediately acting against it. Like that's such a
powerful thing. Yeah, saying no, not in my neighborhood. and you know again like we didn't expect to have that
reaction which made it that much better when we saw it and you know having those people for the
first time in their life maybe even come face to face correctly with fascists probably has a
lasting impact on them as well like i hope that they keep going to more events like that and keep going and
protecting their community from these people.
Now, let me ask you,
when you have these kinds of interactions with folks and when you had these
specific interactions with those specific folks, is there kind of,
is there sort of an information spreading thing afterwards?
Is there like a, Hey,
here's who we are and like where you can find out more about us,
um,
like kind of attempts to like,
let people know who you are and what you're doing and how they can,
you know,
follow you and whatnot.
Like,
is that a,
uh,
is that a,
is that a,
a part of the activism or was it more just like we're showing up to kind
of provide a barrier for these people?
And like,
that's not,
this is not the time or place for that.
It's a little bit of both.
Um, a lot of these actions we are invited to, or for these people and this is not the time or place for that? It's a little bit of both.
A lot of these actions we are invited to.
We have kind of made it a point to be known as we are here to help.
So a lot of times we will get invited or people will send us an event and we do usually try to get in touch with whoever's organizing the event
to make sure that they are comfortable with us either open carrying or what they prefer
to concealed carry and things like that um because it is still necessary to be polite
yeah um but then also when we do we always meet people at these actions who are wanting to get more involved than just that one time. And we do have ways for is, I mean, the city itself is fairly blue,
but there is,
I mean,
even within the Dallas area proper,
a tremendous amount of people who are like extremely conservative,
obviously.
I mean,
we've,
I don't want to be harping on this too much,
but is there a degree to which you are concerned about like attempts at,
at infiltration and whatnot or attempts to,
yeah,
like kind of like,
you know,
to do sort of the,
the fascist equivalent of what a lot of anti-fascists do with right wing
groups.
There is a lot of concern about that.
Um,
we just,
you know,
we do the best we can.
We think we've done a pretty good job already,
but clearly,
yeah,
very careful with,
um,
you know,
who were,
who were in contact with,
who were working with.
Um, we've had to, you know to stop working with abusers a few times.
That is a tough one.
We don't expand nearly as much as we could,
given all the people who want to be part of this particular group.
We believe more in many strong groups and try to help people do that. But yeah, it's a tough struggle.
avoid that but how do you avoid like because the if you look back at the actual history of cointel pro right and the shit that like hoover and his his goons were saying to each other like the goal
was not to infiltrate every left-wing movement the goal was to make people be so afraid of
infiltration that they weren't able to effectively organize and so that that is i guess kind of the
real trick is this obviously there's a degree to which you want to be on your guard.
You need to be careful.
It's important to be not just ethical, but responsible in your OPSEC.
But you also can't let fear of that sort of thing happening just because you're kind of surrounded in a place like North Texas.
You can't let that fear stop you from trying, right?
I think a big part of that is it goes back to the trust thing.
You know, we don't really let people into the close folds until they've come to a few actions with us.
And they've, you know, proven that they're not, you know, filling the beans all over Twitter.
And things like that, you know, we know who they are and know what they're not, you know, filling the beans all over Twitter and things like that.
You know, we know who they are and know what they're about.
And then we involve them a little bit more.
It's all about building that trust with the people you're working with.
It just goes right back to that is, you know, trust is built over time.
And the longer we all know each other, the more we trust each other.
time. And the longer we all know each other, the more we trust each other. And then, you know,
we are able to have those conversations about welcoming more people in and, you know, setting up the processes for that. Now has, just on a logistical standpoint, the kind of notoriety y'all
have gained because of some of these actions, has sort of led to like difficulty in terms of we
we're dealing with like so many much interest so many people reaching out to us like how do you
how do you actually like organize kind of that like how you how you respond to people when shit
goes viral you know i i know how overwhelming that can be yeah that's been pretty new to us
um we've been more used to being kind of your local crew that does things no one ever talks about. And having a larger profile now is a challenge because we do know, you know, attracting a lot more attention, you know, put some constraints on us.
you know, put some constraints on us.
But I think that goes back to why it's important to have a lot of different groups doing a lot of different stuff.
You know, you can't just have one group doing all the organizing that needs to
be done in an area.
It's just a bad idea.
You know, if a group gets taken out for a variety of reasons,
you don't want everything to fall apart.
Yeah.
So I guess kind of,
as we come to probably close to the end of this,
were there,
were there things that I didn't get into that you wanted to talk to about
what y'all are doing and,
and kind of what you want other people know,
particularly folks who,
I don't know,
we're in,
in Louisville or in,
you know,
fucking Idabel,
Oklahoma and,
um,
kind of want to feel, want to
build, um, or at least help to help to protect their community in a place that, um, there's
additional challenges in doing so. Yeah. Um, I've seen that, uh, recurring events, no matter what
it is, you know, book club club distribution if there's a place that
people can find you regularly that's a great way to have the kind of people you want to meet you
know just just walk up and talk to you um for me what you know watching your op sec and also
compartmentalizing your information like if i don't need to know something i don't want to know it
um and that's a good way to stay safe while also, you know, being able to organize and
take action because like you said earlier, it's the most important thing is the will
to do something.
If you're just, you know, the safest thing you can do is stay in your basement, but,
uh, then no one will do anything.
Yeah, exactly.
Right.
Um, was there anything else either of of you all wanted to get into?
I guess I also want to plug passing on training.
So whatever skills you have, we've taught medical stuff,
how to do an oil change, how to fire, gun stuff, martial arts.
You know, unarmed fighting is also important.
Share knowledge with each other. You know, make each other more powerful in that way.
Yeah, that is, I think, a great line to end on.
Thank you, everybody else.
And yeah, you can check out.
Actually, you guys want to plug your socials?
You can follow me at Bubble Break on Twitter.
And it's kind of out now, but you can
follow AnarchoAirsoftist.
We have training videos on there.
Excellent.
And then, of course,
Film Fort John Brown Gun Club
on pretty much all platforms
except for TikTok currently.
Yeah, I never got into TikTok either.
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What?
what's inspiring networks of violent accelerationism my nihilistic loss of faith in the possibility of
human progress and i don't i don't i don know. That's probably not a good way to.
Yeah, it'd be like that sometimes.
Garrison, what are we talking about today?
This is It Could Happen Here.
Podcast, bad things, world falling apart.
There's just been a big shooting in Boston.
You probably heard about it.
Not Boston.
Chicago.
Highland Park, Chicago.
Highland Park, suburb of Chicago.
Not Boston.
The Boston bombing.
Not Boston.
Not Boston.
Not this.
I was thinking about the boston bombing oh there
we go it's also not really in chicago we should know it's like 30 miles away right yeah yeah it's
like it's it's it's it's it's a northern suburb yeah it's like it's and it's yeah because i i've
heard a bunch of people say it's like a super rich neighborhood and then i've heard other chicago
folks say that like no it's like a an rich neighborhood. And then I've heard other Chicago folks say that like,
no,
it's like a,
an upper middle class neighborhood that used to be richer.
And anyway,
whatever,
it's not like Chicago.
That.
And yeah,
we'll be talking about it because it's,
it is an incident that fits within a pattern of behavior that very few
people understand,
nor really prepared to think about.
And part of why is because if you actually understand what's going on with this shooting,
there is no political utility in what happened.
Yeah.
And I mean that in a number of ways.
There is no, if you are someone who is supportive of more stringent gun control, there is not
political utility in the shooting for a number of reasons,
including the fact that Illinois has strict gun laws.
And while a lot of Illinois gun crime
has to do with weapons that come in from other states,
he bought his legally in the state of Illinois.
And even though like this guy was on police radar,
he had made threats before.
They had confiscated all of his knives
and he was still allowed to buy guns.
Even though Illinois has a red flag law
that very easily, if you can confiscate a man's knives, they could have confiscated his, stopped him from buying guns or whatever.
Plenty of laws on the books to have stopped this.
And it's useless in a left right political sense of the word imagery he's put on only because the right has immediately leapt on calling him a transgender antifa shooter.
And I guess in terms of a social media thing, sharing him draped in a Trump flag is the quickest way to like rebut that.
But that doesn't mean he's not.
It's not useful for actually understanding what's going on.
Right.
Yeah.
So let's.'s yeah there's very
this is it's it's in a pattern of shootings that are becoming more common the past few years we
saw it at the uh there's a school shooting last like october or november that the the shooter had a very similar profile. And it's a part of this growing online trend
using imagery related to mental illness
to encourage and justify mass acts of violence
in some rebellion from how our regular society is structured
and how people usually think of reality.
So it's something that we generally, people who spend a lot of time researching this,
myself included, try to be very careful about how we talk about this, right?
Because we don't want the wrong things boosted, but also everyone just being in the dark isn't
great either, right?
That's frustrating, right?
If people are curious,
they're going to start to look stuff up. And it's better that they have someone who knows
what they're talking about explained to them than just have them be in the wild west of the internet
on side image boards or forms learning about these nonsense propaganda styles.
There's a few things that are unique about this guy i mean he was not
only making the propaganda but he also did he also did a violent act that is actually more unique
than usual usually the people who are involved in making this type of propaganda that he was making
he made youtube videos music he was he was very prolific in what he was putting out content-wise into the internet.
And usually the people who put stuff out in this style of propaganda and this style of very meme-driven, violent, mental illness fetishization subcultures, they don't – generally the people who make the stuff don't go out and do the stuff.
This is one instance where this did happen.
So that's actually unique for a few reasons.
Yeah, I mean, I think one of the things that's interesting about that is that,
and this is something that has not been discussed
nearly as much as I think it ought to have
in the wake of the shooting.
This guy basically released an ARG
at the same time as he carried out his shooting.
We're going to get to that.
I mean, because in some ways, this is a really good explanation, released an ARG at the same time as he carried out his shooting. We're going to get to that.
Yeah.
I mean, because in some ways, this is a really good explanation or not explanation.
This is really an example of the post manifesto, like post manifesto terrorism.
Yes.
There's not there's not a written manifesto.
It's someone's entire online presence and their entire online documentation is that.
That serves as their manifesto. The whole image of them online, everything they've put out,
it represents the thing that they want spread. These types of people are less likely to write,
you know, like a 10- about how about why they hate x minority
instead they're going to leave piles and piles of clues and puzzle pieces music videos and content
that lead people into what they want to project as their mental state to be um so it's like
everything is and everything is part of what they want to put out. Yeah, and I think both you can see the act itself,
the shooting itself,
as an attempt to spread the art that he was making
and to spread this profile that he had built.
There's a reason why that logo that he had for himself
was all over everything.
There's a reason why-
Pretty unique logo.
Very unique logo.
He put out some of the videos one from 10
months ago showed the location he's believed to have started shooting from it looks like um
so he was planning this for a while and he i think this was this was meant both as almost as like an
advertising campaign for this guy's ep if you want to look at it that way yeah but in a broader sense
like like it's it's it's it's more circular than that, right?
He wasn't just trying to spread his stuff, but he was trying to spread his stuff in this imagery and branding that he had created for himself in order to put other people in that same mind state.
It was also very personal to him.
I've spent the past few hours watching hours of the stuff that he's put out.
And
there's videos
that he's animated of him doing
a suicide by cop.
There's music videos
he's made about doing a school shooting.
These are ideas
and thoughts he's been grappling with for a long
time, and he finally did the thing.
I'm unsure
currently if he always knew that he was going to do this or if he was actually trying to fight it
now that's that's honestly not even worth debating because it's not useful to what's going on no
because he did it right yeah because because he did it but we've had you can see the types of
stuff he's been putting out like yes the the street that he did the shooting on he uh has a long a long zooming clip of that same street in videos that was posted like over a year ago um so he's
been he's been thinking in this way for a long time this isn't like a fast radicalization this
is someone who has been heavily steeped in very very small niche online subcultures for a long time i mean like the guy is 22 years old
he's he's had his twitter account since 2011 he's been online so much um it's a deeply online
person deeply alienated uh socially isolated uh deeply like disassociative and this is this is by
the way consistent with what his friends have said
consistent with what people who knew him and worked with him and put music and albums together with
him have have repeatedly a number of them at this point come out and said variations of like
yeah man he he got like really weird like it was not not like and not in the way that like oh he
got super into q or like he became a nazi But like he got weird in a way I didn't understand and I stopped associating with it.
He got detached from parts of like modern reality in ways that are really hard for people to understand.
And I think it is important to emphasize just the deeply online nature of this.
He made a whole music video titled I Rely on the internet that you can't find anywhere.
So don't even try to.
For the love of God, you don't need to.
You don't need to.
But like, but it opens, it opens by him saying, I get mad when other people are more popular
than me on the internet.
And the mass shooting is in line with this, with this style of thinking, right?
He is trying to reify himself into a into a memetic image
to spread around the same way many mass shooters try to do this same thing yeah he is doing this
extremely intentionally um he wants to be the thing that represents a very specific idea
and i'm it's again we are always trying to be very careful but like how much we get into this
because you don't want to boost the wrong thing but it's no one of the important to talk about because it's costing a lot of people their
lives and no one really knows how to deal with this problem right now one of the beautiful things
about our current age is that if you are someone like if you are someone who researches terrorism
extremism violence particularly in the american context although certainly not exclusively christ
church and all germany i don't need to go into it but if you are someone who who focuses on this
stuff um you will repeatedly have the experience of encountering a new subculture online or a new
trend a new like species of meme and find yourself wondering like when the first shooting's gonna be
um i made a significant chunk of my career because I was paying attention to one particular group of folks online when they did their shooting.
And I am not primarily – I've not been in the – we've talked a little bit about Schizo Wave, which is kind of, broadly speaking, the thing that this guy most embodied.
Yes.
That is the propaganda style, which has a bad name yes it is
we're not saying this because he's schizophrenic we're not endorsing its name this is the style
that people who are involved in this online community use it's about fetishizing parts or
fetishizing media-driven aspects of mental illness to encourage violence it is that's
what it's about obviously mental illness yes the aesthetics of mental illness to encourage violence it is that's what it's about obviously
mental illness yes the aesthetics of mental illness right people who are who actually you
know deal with mental illnesses are much less likely to commit violent acts they're actually
more likely to be the recipient of yes of violent acts yes it's not it's not about documented so
like yeah this is this is like i think important to actually get people to like understand because this is one of the things that if you look at like tucker carlson for
example like how alex jones responding to all these shooters the thing they pivoted one of
the things they pivoted to is oh it's because all these people are on antidepressants and it's like
no yeah no i'm gonna i'm gonna talk about so there was there was this tweet by i hate talking about
marjorie taylor green because i think it's useless to talk about her and it only inflates the thing that she represents.
But she had this tweet about a picture of him that he posted.
And she's asking, is he in jail or a rehab center or a psychiatric center in this photo?
That's not his bedroom.
What drugs or psychiatric drugs or both does he use?
And the image here is of an image very clearly Photoshopped of this person sitting in like
a mental institution holding a Bible.
And it's part of this thing that is like, again, fetishizing the aesthetics of mental
illness, right?
It's like, oh, look at me.
I am so detached from
reality i be i i i belong inside a mental institution yeah and the aesthetics of christian
fascism which is also a weird part of it there's a photo one of the like uh images he posted in
4chan i think it was fortunate i may be mistaken about the exact location but it was like it was
a catholic saint with like the the the
sacred heart like in her hands with the head replaced by like some anime girl i i've i've
i have not seen that yet but yeah yeah i'll send you a link yeah this image of that he made of of
inside this this mental hospital like that that is that is part of the joke to him right yeah the
joke like i don't think he would actually assume that someone would think this is an un-Photoshopped image.
I think he would find that hilarious.
No, because it's so obvious.
It's so clearly photoshopped.
Like, Marjorie Taylor Greene is just, like, unable to determine the most basic Photoshop.
Like, you can see the edge marks very clearly.
But, like, this is part of the joke, right?
And everything, getting into what he actually believes about reality and stuff isn't important because everything about this is has to do with like
post-ironic violence and post-ironic like comedy post-ironic like ideas of reality it's the
difference between this what is sincere and what is real and what is ironic and what is fake don't
matter they as long as they're happening,
that's what's happening.
So it's all as real as,
as anything else.
So getting into specific ideas about what he personally believes doesn't
actually matter because one,
we don't know if that's genuine at all.
He's,
he's putting everything out intentionally.
And two,
it doesn't matter on the actual material circumstances,
what are producing effects inside our world right now,
like these types of like acts of violence, but's it's everything is put out should be it'll
seem like contradictory it'll seem confusing right he he he opened a video of his that he
was like doing a live stream like like i think like over like a year ago and he he calls everyone
who's watching his live stream uh like he callsists. He's like, hey communists!
And it's not
because they're actually communists, it's not because he likes communism,
it's not because he's necessarily a fascist
either. It's that all these things
are so blurred and you use them interchangeably
to produce this sense of meaninglessness.
And the reaction
to this meaningless world
that he's constructed for himself
and these types of online subcultures try to construct, the only sensible reaction to this meaningless world that he's constructed for himself and these types of online subcultures
try to construct, the only sensible reaction
to this meaningless world
is for them to do these types of acts of violence.
That is the point.
So the actual details of what they're saying
aren't important because it's all about
constructing this world that is utterly meaningless
and self-contradictory
and confusing and
nothing makes sense.
And the only way to respond to that is to get out of it.
And that's part of what they're trying to do.
And there are, I mean, again, part of the frustrating thing is that there are all of these things that people try to kind of simply affix to this are pieces of it.
American gun culture, the fetishization of violence as the way to achieve positive ends
in our culture
is a part of this.
It's why,
it's part of why
the natural response
to everything is meaningless
and confusing
is go on a killing spree.
And likewise,
the fact that politics
is where it is,
where you have like this one party
that's the Republican Party
that is almost entirely dedicated to like owning the libs and just purely attacking people rather than
trying to do anything because their policies have been unmitigated disasters for the country.
And the other side just kind of blithely tells people to vote like that hopelessness, that
like that that kind of nihilistic aggression on the right all feeds into this.
And you could say that like a great deal
of right-wing media particularly right-wing alt media is kind of forms a heavy component of like
the milieu that this guy was radicalized in yeah but it's more like that kind of stuff provided a
language for him than it is that that kind of stuff was specifically like his motivating i mean
same thing with like trumpism right like yeah he he engaged
with trumpism only in a way that it helps kind of destabilize things and is this like orbit of chaos
right that's that's why it that that that's why it's into it right he was deeply into stuff around
conspiracy theories paranormal deep nihilism um getting cut off from consensus reality getting
awakened to some like greater truth
everything that he's actually into is all just to serve to serve those types of means politics
aren't the core part of that but it's a reaction to politics and then he's going to use it as just
as just another tool it's because yeah many of them are racist. Maybe they can share racist memes, but that's not actually the center point of what's going on. And, you know, in some ways it'd be
easier if it would be, because that gives you something actually easy to target. Otherwise,
right now, you know, when you're trying to address this whole propaganda style that is encouraging
these things to happen, it's a harder thing to clamp down on, because it's like an endless game
of whack-a-mole, trying to find out find out you know who is the big people pushing content like this right now
in like these weird niche communities how can we get them taken down and they just always pop back
up right it's always it's it's this endless game so it's hard to target and that leaves you with
the feeling of like hopelessness on how this situation will be solved which is like also part
of the point of why these attacks happen is to is to get that reaction um but it sucks like it's it's it's and it's always bad to just
have the like the only thing you think about is like oh wow i don't see a way to solve this it's
just terrible but that's part of the intention here and man it's it's not good because you know
you this this isn't the first shooting that has happened from this schizo wave aesthetic.
There has been other ones.
But these things are, normies are going to start hearing more and more about this.
And that sucks.
It's going to become more of a thing that people are going to be aware of, right?
As soon as NPR starts talking about it, you're like okay this is this is fully this is this is fully escaped the box it's it's
it's one of those things when um because i was just i was saying earlier like what it's like
when you finally when you find yourself staring at something that is going to blow up in a violent
way and just not knowing when uh you are one of a number of folks who i've known
who are kind of particularly dealing with this space and it's been like two years that folks
have been saying like there is there will a bit like and the the thing that is most almost as
frightening as like anything else is that and then fucking brett bear is going to be talking about
schizo wave on the news like we're going to have
to we're going to have to deal with like joe rogan trying to parse this shit out while stoned um
while stoned and and while talking about the cali yuca and we'll talk about the fucking cali yuca
which does lead us into the bored ape yacht club garrison so are we gonna are we gonna segue into
so we're gonna talk about one thing that dealing with schizo we finished talking about one thing dealing with schizo wave and we're going to enter into other thing that the only accurate
way i can describe describe this is that my my dives into this into this theory are the equivalent
of what it feels like to have a psychotic episode and that's not that's not disparaging at all it's
about the actual things your brain does
when that happens how you take one meaningless piece of information and project meaning onto it
to make it super important um and how that kind of cascades down oh boy so the board the board
ape yacht club um aka now i guess the boardpe Nazi Club, because people online have decided that they're
really good at researching Nazis, I guess.
Somebody hop into the fucking subreddit
and tell us that we needed to be dealing with this.
Yeah.
I was like, randomly, I visited some of my friends in Chicago
who are like normies, and they were telling me about this video,
and I was like, oh, no.
Yeah, it is, again, it has fully escaped the box now and that's part of the problem so there is this
youtuber uh who made a video in partnership with a quote-unquote internet artist um about how the
bored ape yacht club uh friends of the pod uh are secretly this nazi op to troll everyone into spreading esoteric nazism that's
that's the claim now first i'm going to say that the guy who made this video was in partnership
with this internet artist who at the same time launched a rival ape based nft project and this
video served as an ad for his rival ape nft project and his to be clear his ape nft project and this video served as an ad for his rival ape nft project and his to be clear
his ape nft project was taking the art that the board ape yacht club used for their apes
making no changes to it and just selling it to people on a different platform which is like
intellectual property theft right right like i never want to be the guy saying the board apes
are legally on the right here but they sure are I can't believe – we are not defending Bored Ape Yacht Club.
It's stupid, and I want them to be hit with a brick.
We're talking about this because people are appropriating the term – appropriating almost like the aesthetics of anti-fascist research to start selling their own products.
They are appropriating the aesthetics of scholarship focused on extremism in order to sell NFTs.
That's what's happening with this The Bored Ape Yacht Club Are Nazis video.
So, again, so all the information comes from this guy who's a rival NFT internet artist.
Yeah, what's his fucking name?
Ryder Rips, I think.
Yeah, Ryder Rips.
Yeah, because he's being sued now by the board apes or whatever
and like good god
everything
I'm not
if you watch the video that we're referring to
I'm not disparaging you in case
you thought it was convincing because I mean that was part
of the editing because he was trying to make it seem convincing
but every single thing is like cherry
picked and squished together
to resemble meaning but once you actually open it up you're like oh this is actually nothing
um the whole 30 minute section on the cipher is about them doing ciphers badly to get a result
out of the clues that they were given they're looking for specific results to match whatever
they want to see um and everything else is the connections are so tangential um and it's it's like synchronicity
gone bad right it's people who take these things and project meaning onto them when in reality
that's just how everything in the world works and it's not actually meaningful or important it's
just because you're focusing on it so you're going to see it everywhere this is the same thing we
were talking about in our food factories conspiracy video yes our podcast sorry and it basically one of the things that has made this i think spread
so virally is that there's a germ of not truth but there's there's a single convincing point
that it all starts from and the single convincing point is that the board api club logo
looks like it very was ripped from that other nazi logo absolutely yeah it is very much patterned
off of like the um the old ss death's head well i shouldn't yeah because there's a number of things
going on there because the nazis were really good at graphic design and because also that's not
originally a nazi thing it has its origins in a prussian military unit and there's a reason why
the death's head went so far and it is generally like for example when you see a death's head on a ukrainian soldier in like ukraine that dude's probably got
some pretty nazi fucking beliefs yeah it's not a it's it's not a again so the fact that you see
something that looks like it may have an inspiration in that um but like is a worthwhile
point to start looking at stuff absolutely but once you go at it with a conclusion in mind,
then find things just to back up your own conclusion,
that's not how you do good research.
Because, man, like, one of the founders is Jewish,
not saying Jewish people can't be fascists or whatever,
but, like, half the people who started it are ethnic minorities.
They're really bad writers,
and they put together this thing that's complete nonsense,
and people are now assuming it's this mega conspiracy, and it's not.
It's just bad.
And I think part of why a chunk of the people who hate it want there to be a conspiracy is because this thing has made so much money, and it is utterly banal and idiotic.
And it is utterly banal and idiotic.
and idiotic.
And it is utterly banal and idiotic.
And part of the thing,
a lot of this comes out of,
and a lot of the strength that kind of this individual,
this thing has,
this video has,
comes out of the fact that
years ago,
a number of folks,
some of whom are present company here,
started warning people
about the ways in which fascists
would hide things like 14s and 88s.
Yeah, all of like dog whistles,
hidden imagery,
all that kind of stuff here is and
and so people started to get primed to the fact that that happens that the nazis hide shit and
that that that you should be on the lookout for it but one of the things that has been forgotten
i think in kind of the rush to do that for shit like this is that it's not just the fact that
they're hiding like in in the specific case of people who are putting 14s and 88s and shit,
when I was discussing that,
it was nearly always in the context of like
members of Patriot Prayer and the Proud Boys
and affiliated groups
who were beating people in the streets, right?
So you don't just have the imagery.
You have someone going out and doing things
that like they are claiming have nothing to do with fashion,
but like, no, you can see like they're signposting this
and they're carrying, yeah. If you have an ape's numbered one four eight eight which is a thing in the video
it's because there's like ten thousand of these apes and they're all numbered in numerical order
yeah it's like the fact that in a group of a set of ten thousand apes one of them is a number of
1488 is not nazi dog whistling even any more than it would be satanic dog
whistling that there's going to be a 666 in there you know it's like it's just like there's one
that's 6969 just like there's one that's 2347 whatever yeah it's like that thing people used
to do where like i don't know if people still do this but like there when i was like kid people
would like you'd get someone who'd like pull out a grid of a city and they start drawing pentagrams on it.
Yeah, exactly.
And it's like, well, yeah, there's a bunch of random lines.
If you can draw anything you want.
Yeah.
But the other thing that's a really that's a big problem about this is not only it's passing off bad extremism research to sell their own NFT product, which is bad in and of itself.
their own NFT product, which is bad in and of itself.
It's also saying the stuff that
doesn't need to be said out loudly to a huge
audience, all while using
the fast-wave image style,
and that sucks, because it's talking
about things like traditionalism. It's talking
about types of esoteric Nazism
that usually we don't want to put
a giant megaphone on, because when people get
really into this, you get stuff like
the shooting that happened a few days ago.
Those are the same internet
communities that this stuff is really fostered in.
So we don't like to amplify it, because
the more people who are in these communities,
the more their brains slowly get chipped
away at by these people making
these types of hypnotic propaganda.
So, when we
have a YouTuber that has a
video with millions of views talking about the
kalyuga talking about julius avola talking about a whole bunch of stuff around like extremely niche
occult nazism that's not great especially when they're using the fast wave style of video editing
to make it seem really cool and scary and when they're doing it ultimately to make money in an
nft scheme right it's it's it's more than just this is not just somebody did research that was like bad. This is somebody crafted a viral thing using the aesthetics of research and dropping some really dangerous shit into the consciousness in an irresponsible way to sell the same ape drawings they were attacking
extremely frustrating because yeah even the whole cipher section of the video i'll still
reel against because it's about people using a bajillion cipher methodologies to get specific
results out of it that they want and all the results they get out of it also are like not
problematic and are kind of explainable like all of them refer to something about monkeys anyway.
So even if they are true,
it's not,
it's,
it doesn't necessarily need to be referencing this obscure thing in
traditionalism.
It's like,
Oh no,
that's because it's the name of a fucking monkey.
And I don't,
again,
I don't have any actual opinion on whether the board api club has someone
working for it that is hiding in secret references because honestly
i don't care uh because all because what it's viewed publicly as is a stupid nft thing yeah i
mean it's not it's not viewed publicly by people who use it as a secret nazi conspiracy because if
it is what's the impact what's what's the impact that it's had like how how would it matter if it's
a secret nazi conspiracy theory what's it what's it doing yeah it's a secret Nazi conspiracy theory? What's it doing? It's selling bad pictures of monkeys.
When we talk about the first wave of this and the need to explain the symbols that people were hiding in these right-wing street movements, a bunch of whom wound up feeding into Jan 6th, it's easy to say, well, what the harm was.
They were going out.
They were beating people.
They were planning terrorist attacks, right?
Doing terrorist attacks. Again, I fucking hate fucking hate these board ape motherfuckers i
think this is the stupidest fucking i don't know trend i've seen in my entire goddamn life
i cannot point to anything even vaguely nazi they have supported or done like and among other things
if you want to know if something is a dangerous conspiracy
or a stupid grift the one question you should ask yourself and this isn't always relevant but
one question you should ask yourself is is jimmy fallon involved because if jimmy fallon is involved
it's probably just a dumb grift because i mean the whole the whole the watching this guy break
down how you get secret messages out of these ciphers is, it's the same thing as like QAnon shit.
It's people wanting to get an answer out of numbers and things and then pushing that answer as truth, even if it's like not based in any form of reality.
Yeah.
it's it's so it's really frustrating to watch people basically start using q anon style research tactics to justify their hatred of an nft project which is like no you can just dislike it from
being an nft thing you don't need to wrap it in a in this package that is just really bad extremism
research part of one of the things that scares me about this attack and about like what's going to happen kind of in the media after it is that I think kind of inevitably these aesthetics are just going to get co-opted on a wider and wider basis.
That's what's happening on TikTok right now.
Oh, good.
These types of fast-wave and skits-wave aesthetics are just becoming a core part of the Zoomer online aesthetic.
And that sucks.
a core part of the zoomer online aesthetic and that sucks the the other point i was i wanted to mention about the highland park thing is like this this guy that did this is such a perfect
profile of this type of de-attached uh like gen z like almost i i like like post-politics terrorism
um that like he is such a perfect example
of someone who's been online
since he was a very, very little kid
trying to make content online.
Everyone in Gen Z needs to be performing all of the time.
Your whole life is a performance
for the internet. He was doing that
same thing. He's been making
music and videos and shit
since he was
younger than me.
He's been doing this for a long, long time.
And the types of
nested
communities that you fall
into, it's such
a clear example
of the very types of things
that me and others have been
talking about and warning about for a while.
And it's the whole, like, muddledness of reality that we even get with this, like,
Bored Ape Nazi Club video, right? They're all part of this same problem with the internet. Like,
our brains weren't designed for this much information coming at us at the same time.
We cannot sort it all out. And it's not ideal not it's not great yeah i would rather it not be like
this i don't know how to like come at people with a solution to this because this is a an unsolved
problem it's like come up with a solution for uh the fucking um the the fact that uh emissions like
are not going to be reduced i know because the world because the world does
suck um but yeah very be very cognizant of video propaganda styles and anyone that uses flashing
like classic or catholic um like uh imagery be very very careful be very careful of people
who fetishize the aesthetics of mental illness be very careful about about people that that you wrap these aesthetics of of mental illness
and like a very violent package um because like that that's what we get with with with the shooter
he was like doing doing videos about about you know these types of mental illness that end with
him just like a picture like a drawing of him holding a gun um you know, these types of mental illness that end with him, just like a picture, like a drawing of him holding a gun.
You know, way before he bought a gun,
he was making art about this.
Yeah, I think the one that stuck out to me most
was him repeatedly referring to himself as a sleepwalker.
Yeah.
Which, I don't know, like, obviously,
that is very much in line with the schizo wave aesthetic stuff
that, like, you have been talking about.
It also kind of makes me think,
I mean,
it,
it,
it,
it brought me to thinking about Barbara Tuchman,
who is a historian who wrote a book called the guns of August.
That's a history of world war one that,
that describes kind of the machinery that got set up and marched everybody
into that situation exploding like
sleepwalkers right um like this system has been set up and the people are kind of so unwilling
to see where it's leading that uh everything's just kind of marching with a with a sense of
inevitability towards a worse and a worse end point and that's
that's what scares me most about this that i've listened to many of his horrible songs and there's
and there's lyrics very similar to that idea yeah um about that kind of inevitable like fate
driven nature of our current situation and how reality has become so muddled with the internet um and like we there's
been uh an intentional top-down effort to destroy any nature of consensus reality and make everything
up for debate um there's there is there isn't facts no longer are a thing like they just don't
exist um yeah and this is the world that results from that
happening when there's people in power who put are pushing for this like you know like steve
bannon is among you know one of many people who are pushing for this type of world um this is the
result that we get and this is the result that they kind of want us to get it's it's yeah i mean
because if everything is true and that's fine fundamentally like what they're going at for
is this idea that like everything's true and nothing is true, and that's fundamentally like what they're going for, is this idea that like...
Everything's true and nothing is.
Everything, yeah.
And if you hit that state, you can do anything, right?
Like to steal a quote, who was that?
Was that fucking Crowley?
But like that's very much...
Nothing is true, everything is permitted?
Yeah, yeah.
I mean, that goes all the way back to the assassins.
Yeah, well, allegedly goes back to the hashishim, yes.
Sure, sure, sure.
But no, but it is, like, that is the thing, right?
I mean, even the shooter guy had numerous Discordian references in his shit.
Yep.
Yeah, it's all about the same stuff.
It's all dealing with these same problems. And right, obviously, if you know, if you deal with disassociation, as I sometimes do, if you, you know, like parts about the discordian aesthetics, and like, like the kind of ideas they play with, that does not make you an inherently dangerous person. That's, that's not the problem here.
um the right like you could like i'm you know in some ways but i i think about a lot of a lot of these same topics because i look at all of this i'm i look at all of this research all the time
so it is my brain's in a similar is in a similar place that's that's that doesn't make you a bad
person that doesn't make you dangerous um but i think it's important to be cognizant of the type
of propaganda that people are
pushing, the types of propaganda trends and styles that are producing material effects
in the world, like these types of shootings.
Yeah.
And so I don't know what else to say, honestly, because it's bad.
Yeah, it's, it's a problem.
I would say if anyone ever tells you about something they saw on the
internet hit them and run away screaming that's a good that's a good way to move forward um and
please don't don't start other thing is like you know we're gonna we're gonna the right is gonna
have two possible reactions to stuff like this right they're gonna one do a satanic panic they're
gonna be like oh look at these people doing occult shit.
Let's do another satanic panic,
which would suck.
There's that option.
Obviously, that would tie into transphobia.
That would tie into a whole bunch of bullshit.
The other option is that people start
using mentally ill people
as a scapegoat.
We should lock up people who deal with mental illness.
Lock up the homeless. That would suck. wouldn't solve the problem either wouldn't do it
yeah and like that's the thing i've actually been seeing this in the last really like probably three
months is there's been a bunch of people who've been calling for like bringing like bringing sort
of old school asylums back that's that's exactly what the people the people who make this propaganda
that's exactly what they want that's that they want you to have that reaction that would make things so much worse
if you put people like this in an asylum for 10 days then they get out there they are so much more
likely to to do these types of things not because they're actually like not because like nothing to
do with their actual whatever like mental things they have going on it's because of the aesthetic
stylings right they want to be a character in a story if they feel like their life is going in a direction that they are a
character in a story they're getting put in these situations that they've memed about right this guy
his pictures he's photoshopped of himself inside mental institutions right it's it's a character
in a story if you do that you're playing right into their hands it is that is not what that
should not be the focus of what we are doing.
Carceral problems are not the solution to these types of things,
especially for people who are just making music online.
What are you going to do, fucking arrest people for the music they make?
That is not the solution.
Don't let people turn this into targeting people
who have actual like mental like mental things that they deal with don't make them the scapegoat
of this um and be very careful if anyone tries to do any kind of satanic panic nonsense about
secret occultists who are trying to alter your kids reality or whatever be very careful because
anyone who uses that type of framing
for this problem is not genuine.
They do not actually care.
They are pushing something that they want.
Yeah.
I mean, and I think one of the reasons why
the idea that these people are kind of seeing themselves
as part of a narrative is important
is because it represents a discontinuity
with the way mass shootings have worked
for most of the time that people listening to this have been alive in the United
States.
Prior to a couple of years ago, really 2019 was the big break year for this.
The vast majority of mass shooters were also committing suicide.
That was part of the goal.
That was what happened.
And if you are an individual with a gun who has just committed a series of murders, it
is very easy to make sure you die in that attack.
It's extremely easy.
That is why so many of them did it.
That has stopped being a given in the way that it used to be.
The change, I think, was Christchurch was the main inflection point for this.
But a lot of these guys go down alive.
The Buffalo shooter, taken alive.
The last skitz wave shooter from a few
months ago uh was taken in alive um just intriguing because if i was to watch all this video propaganda
beforehand i would have assumed that this guy wanted to die within the act a lot of the stuff
was written about him doing this to kind of end his life and escape into whatever is next that that's the kind of
feeling i get a lot of a lot of his writing and yet he didn't uh it's a great deal of the uh
of the imagery he was putting out particularly the shit with him in in the asylum as kind of
evidence of of where like part it was part of why i suspected like he had he intended to get
taken alive that is that is that is very possible i mean like yeah because in some way yeah i'm not going to
speculate this is this is not not necessarily the most useful yeah i'm not gonna i'm not gonna
speculate further uh but there's a lot of a lot of possible things to to to think about there which
i will do so because i have all the stuff don't no one else please like it's you don't don't look at the stuff
because it's like forbidden right don't don't don't seek it out because it's like oh it's
forbidden knowledge that they don't want you to see it's dangerous ooh that's that's not the point
the point is it's bad and now it's also like hard to find so like just like don't don't watch it
like it's not it's not even it's not worth watching it's not yeah like i watch a bunch of
this stuff like like in the immediate wake of it and like my what happened to me was i got a fucking headache you get a headache bad
and it's like you feel bad it's this sucks it wastes your it wastes your time like yeah like
if if you want to get this like the experience of this without having to like do this shit like
fucking eat a bunch like eat a shit ton of candy watch watch and then you'll feel like shit watch watch pink floyd's the
wall jesus christ yeah except except the thing is the thing is if you're eating a bunch of candy
you're watching the fucking wall like it's actually better experience before this is actually good
yeah whereas this is just like it's it's only the bad parts of that but i i only look at this
because it's my fucking job and yeah it sucks yeah all right well um you know i'm gonna i'm gonna say we're
probably done here um yeah so i don't know until next time again if anyone tries to tell you about
something that happened on the internet strike them and flee remember Remember, run, hide, fight from people trying to tell you
about things happening on social media.
These are, this is the good strategy going forward.
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are trying to fix them. What it is today is a podcast with Tarek Loubani of Glia.
And what really inspired me about his story
and made me want to share it with you
is that it came out of a really dark place.
Tarek was on the ground in Gaza
treating gunshot wound victims
and a lot of gunshot wound victims.
Like I remember reading his field testing of the device
and just being appalled by the number of people who have been shot,
lots of them children.
And some of the reporting he was doing, right?
Like, oh, I had this tourniquet and we were reusing them
and they don't work very well in a pediatric application
because kids shouldn't be shot, right?
But instead of getting down, he was able to make a solution and i think that's really
important and i really like that even through like this dark and terrible stuff that we've all had to
experience and he experienced in gaza he was able to see a positive solution a way to look after
people to move forward in this case to prevent death and preserve life and i think it's easy to
focus on the dark stuff there's enough of it happening but I think it's easy to focus on the dark stuff. There's enough of it
happening. But I think it's important to focus on the great people who are doing great things to
protect and care for other people as well. So that's a little bit of what we got today,
and I hope you enjoy it. So I'm here with Tarek Loubani. He's from Glia. They're a company I
came across when I was writing about 3D printed tourniquets.
Would you like to introduce yourself? Tell us a little bit about Glia and what you do there.
Thank you so much for having me. My name is Tarek Labani, as you had mentioned.
I'm an emergency physician. I work in Canada, in a city in Canada called London,
and I also work in the Gaza Strip as an emergency physician as well.
work in the Gaza Strip as an emergency physician as well.
Glia was really an answer to a problem. The problem being that when I see patients in Gaza, they don't get the same quality of
service that I can give to my patients.
Of course, that's multifactorial.
But a big part of that has to do with the way in which we as the medical profession have medical devices that we don't
release, that we don't give access to other people to use. And so GLEA's purpose was to take the most
medical devices that doctors use and to make sure that they were accessible and available to doctors
all over the world. Okay. Yeah, yeah, that's very cool.
And you make a number of devices, right?
Like I know that I first talked to you about the Tornike,
but you make also a stethoscope, is that right?
The stethoscope is the calling card of medicine.
And so it was the first project that we started working on
to test out the theory.
I mean, we started with the theory that, hey, we can probably make a device that's just
as good as a $300 device, but the costs, let's say $3 or even $30.
And that was the stethoscope.
We tested it.
We published the results.
We proved it was as good as the gold standard, the Littman Cardiology 3 at the time.
And using it both in our own practices,
also making it available to other people to make for theirs.
Okay, yeah.
And so that's what's really interesting about your company
as opposed to other companies, right?
You're not necessarily like manufacturing and distributing.
You are providing the designs that allow other people to make them right and so can you talk about some of
the like uh i know that you use 3d printing and i want to talk about that but also like i remember
seeing that the tubing and the stethoscope comes from uh like a coca-cola machine right so some of
those considerations yeah absolutely the purpose is to make these devices available to other people for the lowest possible, but
also like actually be available.
It's no good if you can make it for 20 cents, but the parts that are required are nowhere.
So that's why we went with a basket of items that are more or less universally available.
And we made the stethoscopes out of that. For example, you can probably get the very specific kind of earpieces that most stethoscopes have,
but they are naturally going to be less available and less abundant than if you were to use regular
earbuds that come on headphones. There are way more headphones out there than there are
stethoscopes. Therefore, those parts are more available. Of course, they are
less expensive, but even if they were slightly more expensive, it would be worth it. What we
really take away is the monopoly and the profit motive. And so by doing that, or rather, let's say
the exorbitant profit that medical device companies are making.
And by doing that, we're really able to realize the promise of patents.
All of the devices that we make were patented at one point.
The promise of patents is that when the patent is over, you'll get a cheap device.
But that promise is not realized.
The stethoscope is a 300-year-old device, basically.
is not realized. The stethoscope is a 300-year-old device, basically. And the fact that it is not available at the highest quality except for $300 is kind of nuts. So that's why we started there
and, of course, moved on to more and more complicated devices, much more complicated
even than the tourniquet by now. Okay. Yeah. I remember reading,
because you kept a blog, remember on like medium where you
talked about testing uh the tourniquet uh when when you were in gaza and it just a like you know
if you read medical literature that it did it this was just the shocking i remember being absolutely
shocked by the number of casualties uh you were encountering encountering and then also like you were saying like the the lack of available tools um so perhaps you could explain like uh a little bit of what you
saw there and then um how these tourniquets have been able to help you address that like massive
disparity in access to care the tourniquet project really started in Gaza because we noticed that after one
of the wars, the war in 2014, that we had a particularly high casualty rate, of course,
but of that there were many deaths that we would classify as preventable. Deaths where we felt that
had tourniquets been available, those patients likely wouldn't have died.
When we started working on it, of course, we knew at some point there'd be another war.
It is very common in Gaza for there to be attacks by the Israelis.
We didn't anticipate for it to happen so fast and for it to happen in a way where the tourniquet was so necessary.
That, of course, was what's called the Great March of
Return, where Palestinians protested en masse. And one of the Israeli responses was to shoot live
fire at the protesters, often targeting about 80% of the hits were targeting the arms and the likes,
which is where tourniquets are the most effective. So the high number really is owing to the way in which the
Israelis decided to deal with this protest, the fact that it was a protest rather than a specific
war. And that meant also that we could predict with a relative degree of accuracy where the
injuries would be, which meant that it was even more important to have the right equipment and
the right training. It was part of an overall
strategy. So of course, it's not like tourniquets were the thing that saved lives. Tourniquets were
part of a campaign to train paramedics and to train doctors in how to stop bleeding and these
kinds of injuries. And they were one of the most important tools in that campaign, but only part
of that campaign. Yeah course of course you need other
tools and obviously the education and the you can't just slap it on and then the person's fine
right obviously there's a lot of care afterwards which is important too um can you maybe talk us
through um you talked about like the promise of patents right and i think this is important in in
exactly what we're talking about in tourniquets because it's a little different to uh like uh medic medicines right
it's a little different with medical devices um so there are existing tourniquets on the market
right and i think uh the sort of market leading one is the cat um can you explain like why
are those not getting to people who need them desperately in these areas?
The problem with the tourniquets that are available right now kind of falls into a few different categories. North American Rescue, the makers of CAT, have two key patents on the CAT.
And as far as we can tell, just based on the posture of the company. If anybody else were to make exact cat replicas, they will be sued.
The people who are willing to then make exact cat replicas
tend to be people who are unaccountable and largely have not much to lose.
And so that's why we saw a glut initially,
for example, with the Ukraine campaign,
of tourniquets that were relatively low quality.
And so you can't just make the device. You also have to know that the device will work
because you don't want to discover that when you put it on an arm or a leg and then it fails.
Gaza is an acid test of all of these things, because not only are devices generally not available or expensive,
it's kind of at the bottom of any purchase list, for example, but also in Gaza there's a complete
international blockade, Israeli-led of course, but there are other countries that are
contributory, and that blockade means that equipment can't get in so long as the Israelis deem it to
be of military value. This is where things like dual-use devices and so on come into play.
The tourniquet is a medical device. It can only be a medical device. There is no second use.
And so it should be exempt. However, even if the Palestinians could afford 50 US
dollars per unit, which should be the cost to get one in, the Israelis won't let them in. So de facto,
even though they shouldn't be banned, they are de facto banned. And that means that not only can we
depend on cheap Chinese retailers, let's say, to give us replica tourniquets, we actually have to
manufacture them ourselves. When we open sourced our designs, it was with an eye to two things.
One, making it available so that the replica makers can make higher quality replicas.
They're already making replicas. We may as well give them a legal replica rather than a patent
busting replica.
Not that I think there's anything wrong with that in these cases where there's emergencies,
but just the same, GLIA's tourniquet doesn't break any patents.
And at the same time, in addition to giving them the ability to make high-quality tourniquets,
we can also make high-quality tourniquets locally and domestically.
to make high-quality tourniquets, we can also make high-quality tourniquets locally and domestically.
Because, of course, national liberation, as it were, in the medical device space can't come if you can't make your own devices. We discovered that during COVID. The Palestinians have known
that for decades now. And we're kind of rediscovering it in Ukraine, where there just
aren't enough tourniquets and so they they are forced
to improvise or accept tourniquets that they don't want to accept right yeah like i think uh i think
covid was this great example that we can't continue to rely on the sort of whims of global capital to
provide things that we need to survive i think your manufacturing is fascinating uh so because
you're using essentially uh commonly available materials in a 3D printer. Is that right?
Yeah, that's correct. I mean, we're not against using other things. They just have to be very simple.
For example, our electronics use PCBs. You can't 3D print electronic circuits just yet.
So we use PCBs. But when we design our PCBs, there are a couple of ways to design it.
You can design an eight-layer board that can only be manufactured in one or two places in the world, or you can design a board that's three times the size but can be manufactured anywhere in the world.
And when you're talking about credit card-sized devices, if it's notebook-sized instead of credit card-sized, it doesn't really matter that much.
if it's notebook size instead of credit card size, it doesn't really matter that much.
For example, the example I'm thinking of here is an electrocardiogram,
where we took a device that had failed in the market that the makers open sourced.
And they had intended it to be a fitness device.
And then it didn't work.
Their company went bankrupt.
And so they open sourced it.
So we looked at their schematics, all of the problems that they had already solved.
We said, okay, the problem we're going to solve is to make it so that this can be manufactured in a high school electronics lab. And we were able to achieve that. It was bigger. It was
twice as big. But who cares? The old one was half the size of a credit card. Who cares?
You make it a little bit bigger, but at the same time, you make it much more accessible. Twice as big, 20 times more
accessible. I know some of your stuff, like your tourniquets, there's not much or any really of a
performance trade-off from what you've seen, right? Indeed, they might be better for some
pediatric applications,
if I remember correctly. That's right. So when you think of the way in which corporate devices
are made, they are made to the specifications of particular buyers. And the buyers are the people
who have the money. Who's the buyer for tourniquets? When you think about who needs tourniquets
consistently, who has money to give you tourniquets? Who should you market to?
There's only one sane answer, and that is first world militaries, especially occupation militaries
or militaries that are engaged in ground level warfare, who are expected to take small arms or
IEDs. And so there are not many children who you have to sell to in that particular market.
There aren't many small women or even women at all that you have to sell to in that market.
So I don't think that North American Rescues engineers would have any trouble making sure that their tourniquets worked amazingly well for children.
But why?
Why would they spend $1, $2, $20, $30 million doing that work and research when that's not their audience and
that's not their buyer. For us, the normal person, the civilian is the, in quotation marks,
buyer. They're not the ones buying, but they're the ones who are the main consumer.
And so they're the ones who we target. In Gaza specifically, 45% of the population is under the age of 14.
You'd have to be crazy to go out there and put a tourniquet out that only works on big, burly men.
So that's why we were driven to do that.
And as for the performance trade-offs, yeah, you're right.
What we learned about spec sheets on lots of these devices is that they're made up.
There isn't really a great way to know how well a tourniquet works, unfortunately.
There isn't a really great way to know how well a stethoscope works.
And so some of the first work we did was actually designing some tests so that we can say,
okay, well, here's how you prove that the stethoscope works as well as that stethoscope.
Or here's how you prove that this works as well as that.
And those testing protocols, we made them open source and easily available too.
For example, if you want to test a stethoscope, you can do that with a pair of headphones, a microphone, and a Hello Kitty balloon.
That's how we did it originally.
Could we have spent $10,000 making that test straight?
Yeah, we could have. But that wouldn't have helped us in terms of helping other people
make stethoscopes wherever they are. Yeah, that's very cool. And then by
open sourcing that test, you allow for other people who have ideas or sort of models for
their own improvements or different designs that they can then use that test, right? And
continue to improve and share their improvements with others.
I do not want to work on stethoscopes anymore. I want people to take it up. And it doesn't mean
that I won't, of course I will. But my favorite thing is when somebody sends a message and says,
hey, I like what you've done. Here's how I think it could be better. I love those messages.
I love them.
And you know what?
Nine out of 10 of those ideas don't work out.
They don't pan out.
But 10%, like our stethoscope since 2017,
all of the improvements have been from other people
because we haven't had the time and money to work on it.
But we have been open-minded,
have incorporated lots of
design changes that other people in the community have suggested that's a good thing it's good for
everybody yeah i think it does an excellent job at getting the like the fundamental conceit of our
uh drug and device development model right which is that uh the which isn't true actually that
there's massive r&d costs and those R&D costs have to be recouped
by charging a massive amount for a period of time and making access to that medicine or device a
privilege, right? And then eventually, the cost will come down, which they often don't, and then
everyone will have access to this thing. And it's been my experience that it doesn't work that way.
But what you've shown is an alternative, right? That people want to help and that there's
not a need for this price gouging to facilitate the improvement in this technology. Is that fair?
We're not taking a purely altruistic model here. People are generally improving the stethoscope
for their own uses. So there is a self-interested aspect if you want to present it that way.
There is a self-interested aspect if you want to present it that way.
What we realized is that actually the most useful way to develop a device is to make it as good as possible and release it and then have other people who want to improve
it have a capacity to share back to you.
So as much as I believe in altruism and I do think every time that I've seen people collaborate, I've seen a tremendous amount of it.
This more resembles the open source software model, which is actually the world I came from.
I came from the free software model, where, yes, you do things just for the fun of it, but also very large corporations are involved. For example, some of the stethoscopes improvements happened because a lab needed to use it
for some experiments on animals. And so they made modifications and they fed them back.
Amazing. That's fantastic. But that was totally self-interested that they knew that it would cost
them significantly less to build on our work and it would cost them nothing to share back their contributions.
So we're not going out there trying to prove that everybody is good at heart, even though I do actually think that's fundamentally true.
we're doing is showing through this model that devices can advance with relatively little upfront costs and with the contribution of many many members yeah and yeah that's a you phrased it
really well i think that people have this self-interest which also serves other people's
interests and and it's like yeah i've seen it in all kinds of open source communities like um we've
reported before on 3D printed guns,
which is obviously kind of a different end of the spectrum.
But it's fascinating to see this global exchange.
And I'm sure you have people,
you've mentioned that there are people in Myanmar
who are printing your tourniquets, right?
We were amazed when people from Myanmar had reached out
and said that we've seen your tourniquet and we want to implement it.
We have a situation that's very similar to Gaza.
We thought that's exactly what we want.
What they did was two things.
One, they took our instructions and they used them, but then they also fed back to us how those instructions were incomplete, how they could be better, and some design changes that made their lives better.
Again, amazing.
By them using it, by them taking, they also gave.
And that's the sort of relationship, the kind of solidarity that we've seen whenever other people have used our devices.
We've noticed that they take, and it's not a problem if people in Myanmar had just taken and not given anything back.
That's fine too, because it doesn't take anything away from us to share.
This is a kind of sharing where the more you share, the more there's potential for benefit,
but there's never a loss.
You never lose by sharing.
In that sense, we're not also trying to present it as though we need people to share for us
to feel that this model works.
We don't.
But we're already making it anyway.
We're already using it anyway.
We're sharing.
And some people help out by contributing back and some people don't.
we're already using it anyway we're sharing and some people help out by contributing back and some people don't it's it seems to me to be the most effective way to develop devices for low
cost and make sure that they get out to where they need to be yeah because the kind of 21st century
and people who need them can find them as you found out right like people across the world do
you have a sense of where else they're being used the The tourniquets right now are being used in Gaza, in Ukraine, and in Myanmar. If they're being used
in other places, we're not really aware of it, but people aren't compelled to make us aware of it.
And all three of those locations have moved forward the project tremendously. For example,
moved forward the project tremendously. For example, for Ukraine, the Ukrainian support people weren't really able to contribute so much their own ability to construct and make,
but they were able to contribute really important research, financial, and testing capabilities.
And so, of course, a project like this costs money. They're like, hey, look, we don't have print farms, but we do have some cash that we want to put into it. And we were able to use that money very, very effectively, more effectively than if they would have bought the pieces, to then create the capacity for them to go and make their own tourniquets.
on trinicats okay so yeah let's talk about that that's fascinating and uh and we could maybe contrast it to a sort of another model right like uh if um because you i understand you're able to
go to ukraine and help them set up uh as opposed to yeah it would have taken months i imagine to
do that with uh i don't know how they make the cats, but they mold it or something, but with
a non-open source, non-printed model, to set up a tourniquet factory in Ukraine or Poland
would take months, right?
Yes, absolutely.
But you're not going to, there's two reasons why North American Rescue, I'll just call
them NARA from here on out, won't do that.
One of them is that that conflict at some point will end.
It's very expensive to set up production lines.
And the other thing is the more tourniquets you put into the market, the cheaper tourniquets get.
Supply and demand, we learned that one pretty well from capitalism.
And so they have an inherent disincentive, whether they recognize it or not, whether it's conscious or not,
North American Rescue and all these companies have an inherent disincentive in flooding the
market with tourniquets, whereas we do not. For us, it's the opposite. We lose pretty much,
Glia loses about $10 to $20 per tourniquet that we manufacture. We have no incentive to keep doing it. We want
other people to do it because we want as many tourniquets to be provided as possible.
What we do then is we heavily subsidize the tourniquets using our own internal funds and
fundraising that we do with the goal of getting them out there so that deaths can be prevented.
And so we want other people producing.
When I go there, every tourniquet somebody else makes instead of me
is less headache for me, is less pain for me,
and is less financial loss for me and for Glea, of course.
So our incentives are different.
They want a shortage, consciously or not.
And we want an abundance. We want everybody
to have a tourniquet in their pocket. That's our goal. Can you talk a little bit about your
experiences in Ukraine? You were there pretty recently, right? Ukraine is a very, very complicated comes to tourniquets, because the tourniquet wasn't this... I'm going to mind my words very
carefully. I'm not Ukrainian. I'm not a Ukrainian doctor. And my experience there is very limited.
I am in solidarity with the medical community in Ukraine. And part of being in solidarity with a medical community is recognizing
that even when there are weaknesses, it is not my place to insert myself into their processes.
And so the way that the Ukrainians have approached tourniquets is at the outset to ban all 3D printed tourniquets and to basically make it so that only what they considered to be high quality tourniquets,
mainly the CAT and another one or two models, were available in there.
This unfortunately created a tremendous shortage.
created a tremendous shortage. And the other thing that functionally happened was a disconnect between the policymakers within the medical community and the people on the ground. The
people on the ground, of course, are doing whatever they can to provide care wherever they can. And
the policymakers are a little bit more disconnected from that and so have different considerations.
a little bit more disconnected from that and so have different considerations.
The shortage then creates this difficulty. There are, of course, 3D printed tourniquets aren't accepted officially in Ukraine, but there are an abundance of 3D printed tourniquets in Ukraine
because the people on the ground are accepting them. And what we see is a kind of
grassroots experimentation with how it is that we can prevent deaths. The other difficulty is that
tourniquets are a tool, and in bad hands, this tool isn't going to work, even if it's a great tool.
And so one of the things that I realized, and I think
everybody at this point, I'm not saying anything that's new or unknown to the community, we all
realize that without appropriate training and how to use a tourniquet, they're not going to work.
And so even high quality tourniquets out there in the field are failing because they're being used improperly and causing unnecessary deaths.
So I don't know how deep you want to get into that experience in Ukraine, but I think what we can say is that it's important to be in solidarity with that community.
all of the experience that we have and all of the capability that we have to produce tourniquets that the Ukrainians themselves both officially and on the in the front lines
are able to use and and feel are actually safe for their patients yeah yeah that's a difficult
situation I think obviously a lot of what's happening in ukraine has been necessarily like
like rushed and it's somewhat uh perhaps chaotic isn't it's the wrong word but it took a while for
people to uh to fully sort of um understand that the necessities of the scale and the scale of the
conflict um or perhaps understand this is still the wrong word but um yeah to come up with the
most of the way to do the least harm i guess that's such a great way to frame it and i think even from your experiences
you see that very often in these situations that's the name of the game it's not even doing
what you know is best but rather figuring out what the least worst scenario is yeah yeah so often
i think uh and it's very easy i think think, to backseat drive these things, right,
from our positions of safety and sort of plenty to say,
oh, well, they should have done this, they should have done that,
which I think you did very well to explain.
The first and most important thing is to be in solidarity
with the people there and to hopefully allow their experience to guide us in how we can
best help them to to prevent death prevent harm and so can you talk about what you were able to
do there what sort of interventions could you make to hopefully help prevent more dying the main
thing that that we did in terms of so I I kind of was there with two hats on. One of them was the
tourniquet manufacturing hat. And the other one was as an emergency doctor, because remember,
fundamentally, what brought me to medical devices in the first place was that I was an emergency
doctor having problems actually caring for my patients. As a tourniquet manufacturer,
caring for my patients. As a tourniquet manufacturer, basically it was about engaging with other people who are making and using tourniquets to understand some of the roadblocks
and problems. One of the biggest ones is that there isn't a great way to test units of tourniquets. So
traditionally, tourniquets are tested by design. NAR says, here's our design and here's how we tested it.
And then we accept that this particular company will make this particular device to this particular standard.
But in the Ukraine, especially with the presence of replicas and 3D-printed tourniquets, there became a new problem.
How do you test each unit rather than a specific line?
And working on that, I don't know how into the weeds you want me to get,
but working on that is still a problem that is unsolved, but has been one of the biggest
issues that we've been dealing with. On the emergency medicine side, of course,
when I provide direct care to patients, I was in a hospital on one of the communities on the front line on one
of the fronts. And so providing direct care became important. And working with the doctors, many of
whom didn't really experience that much, have that much experience with trauma patients. So working
with them to share our experiences from Gaza in low-resource trauma medicine, and also to gain from them their
experiences because, of course, their scenarios and situations are different. It's more
artillery-based rather than small arms fire or sort of bombing-based. So there are different
scenarios. I had a lot to learn from them, and I did, and I tried to contribute some of our
experiences as well. The training I think
is probably the number one problem right now but that's my personal opinion as one doctor who is
there for a limited period of time. So that individual unit test that you're working towards
is because I know in theory at least a cat is a single useuse device, right? So in theory, if you just slapped it on something that could measure pressure and tightened it, that device is then being used and shouldn't be used again to provide care.
Is that the bottleneck you're running up against, or is it making a way to test things that's replicable and cheap and accessible?
Reusability was the number one problem that we tried to tackle in
Gaza because we couldn't print tourniquets as fast as they were being used. And so we
reused them up to 10 times. And when I was in the hospital, I walked by this IV pole
with a bunch of tourniquets hanging from it. And I instantly recognized what I was looking at.
of tourniquets hanging from it, and I instantly recognized what I was looking at. That was a tourniquet rewash station in which tourniquets that came off of patients were being rewashed,
dried, and then sent back out into the field. Whatever you think the standards are for a
tourniquet, when there's this level of shortage, that's what's going to happen. That's what
happened in Gaza, and that's what happened in the Ukraine. That's what I saw with my own eyes. Of course, we don't need to stretch
that far anymore to recognize this. What were people doing with N95 masks two years ago in my
hospital? We were holding them, storing them, washing them, reusing them. So this is something
that we see whenever there's a shortage shortage and it makes the unit testing that much
more important because if you could take an already used tourniquet and assure that it will
succeed the next time it's being used that is so valuable so valuable and it cuts down every
tourniquet you can reuse as a tourniquet you don't have to import you don't have to buy you don't
have to package you don't have to uh ship over all of these lines. Yeah. Yeah, of course. I think it's probably, we should
probably address like the, the ways in which they can fail because I think, uh, like just people in
the United States actually in an extremely like resource rich setting, right. Uh, we'll probably
have knowingly or unknowingly acquired a tourniquet on Amazon or somewhere else, eBay,
that might not be a real one.
It's real, but it might not be a reliable one.
Can you explain how they fail and what the consequences of that failure are?
There are two kinds of failures when we talk about tourniquets.
One of them is what we would call a technical failure.
And the other one is a clinical failure.
A technical failure is the easiest one for most people to spot.
The tourniquet literally breaks in your hand and that's it.
You hear a crack, you see something crack, you see a break, things fall apart.
The end.
you see something crack, you see a break, things fall apart. The end. And so one of the things that we want is to minimize these by over-engineering. So for example, the first glia tourniquet
was engineered to spec. You're supposed to be able to turn it three times, and so we made it
so you could turn it three times. And then what I realized is that even I, who was like super well-trained, I would be in the field
running while my eyes were full of tear gas, while people are shooting. And I'd forget that I turned
it two times, three times. So we started over-engineering the tourniquets. At a certain
point, of course, every tourniquet is going to break. You turn it enough times, every tourniquet is going to break. But that's not necessarily going to be the case
if you have even a moderate amount of training. I'm going to turn it four or five times, but I'm
not going to turn it 20 times. So the technical failures are one kind of failure. The other one
is clinical failure. Now, here's something that I wonder if
you knew. About 35% of tourniquets from the gold standard company fail. They fail on application.
And that number goes up to 50% if you were to check 60 seconds after application.
So what does this tell us? What this tells us is that clinical failure is actually the
important marker here because we know tourniquets break and we know tourniquets fail in general,
especially tourniquets that have been in some GI's pocket in Afghanistan for six months.
Those ones, their failure rate can go even higher. And so what we train people to do is to recognize clinical success. Put on a
trinicate. Did the blood stop? No. Put on a second trinicate. Did the blood stop? No. Try a third
one, if you have them, obviously. And so the routine training involves applying a second
trinicate. And one of the happiest moments for me, I mean, this is obviously bittersweet, but was
when I saw a patient who was brought in by a medic who I had been in the training for,
and he had applied two tourniquets to a guy who certainly would have died had he not had
the tourniquet applied to him.
certainly would have died had he not had the tourniquet applied to him. It was exsanguinating so much, injury so severe that he needed a couple of tourniquets to really get it under control.
So it's where we have to recognize that there is no magic tool. This is part of an overall program.
There's no 3D printer that's going to train people it's just going to make you stuff
then you have to do the rest of it right yeah yeah so i think if we uh we should look maybe
at the fact that like i live in the united states and you're in canada um i think there were like
three mass shootings yesterday uh right the the threat of violence is certainly at a high for recent times in uh for a more
diverse range of people right there's always been violence in this country there's always been
violence against certain groups of people disproportionately in this country um but
people are probably more concerned uh with treating gunshot wounds than they would have been 10 years ago. So if someone
was looking to make one of your devices, how can they do that and do their best to ensure that
they are doing so in a way which gives them the best chance of success? At the moment, I would say
to the individual maker, don't do it. Not for a life-threatening situation. If individual makers
want to make tourniquets, then they're going to have to be proficient at three big things.
One of them is plastics, 3D printing, ensuring that the quality of the plastic is good.
The other one is sewing, that is to say, assembling sewed stuff. And the third one is quality assurance, because even done perfectly,
a certain number of tourniquets aren't going to make it. And that quality assurance is both at
the moment of manufacture and then over time, because of course all devices deteriorate over
time, but tourniquets have such an important role that you have to check them periodically to
make sure everything's okay. So I would say to the individual maker, don't. Or if you do,
do it as an exercise rather than as an actual tool. If somebody is in an emergency situation,
there's nothing they can do except to do it, then be in touch with us. So for example, there are makers
in countries that have been in touch and have said, okay, look, I have to do this because
the situation here is bad. We support them as best as we can. We try to send people out to them,
or we try to have them ship units to us. We try to get them up and going. Glia is not a medical device manufacturer. Glia
is an access to medicines, an access to medical devices company. And part of that is making sure
that people who are making medical devices are doing them to the highest possible quality.
So if you are forced to make them be in touch with us, we will help in any way that we can.
However, there's another category of people, and that is manufacturers who already know
how to make medical devices.
To those people, we say, take our stuff.
Please use it.
Please.
It is there for the taking taking and it is high quality.
It works really well.
And if it's missing something, tell us,
we'll make it better for you and for us.
Yeah, that's great.
I think that's really excellent advice.
And perhaps a good note for us to finish on,
where can people find you?
If they want to get in touch,
if they want to look at some of the devices,
like making a stethoscope i imagine
could be like a fun project and a lot less uh potential risk there so where can they find that
stuff absolutely the stethoscope is such a fun project it's fun because any everybody has a heart
in general and um you can listen to your family and friends and loved ones and it's one of my
favorite things when i'm in practice and I listen for
sometimes a patient will be there with their son or daughter or child.
And I'll tell the kid, you want to listen to mommy's heart or daddy's heart.
It's one of the best things. So the stethoscope is a great, fun,
low risk project. Please go ahead and do it. Make it.
You can find our stuff anywhere you can find
printable stuff. It's on Thingiverse. It's on printables. It's basically everywhere.
Or through our GitHub or on the Glia site. So that's glia.org. And if people want to participate,
they're very welcome to. We always want, need, and love help. And of course, it's a community.
You can never have too many friends.
So we're always looking for more friends
and love to see more people.
We have a Mattermost.
Obviously, it's not just our devices that are open source.
We try to make our entire stack open source
so people can join and chat with us
and hang out with people who are doing really, really cool and super impressive stuff.
At this point, I love to recognize the fact that I'm one of the least productive, least impressive people at Glia.
Really, the work that's happening is amazing.
And it's led by lots of smart, dedicated, visionary people.
Yeah, that's great to hear.
It's really cool that you can,
we can work with people as well.
So hopefully people do get in touch.
I'm sure there'll be someone
who's interested in what you're doing
or has something to contribute
in some fashion.
Yeah, thank you so much
for giving us some of your evening.
Is there anything else you'd like to say
before we finish up?
I think the most important thing to say
is that there's this mystique
that people develop.
You alluded to it earlier.
There's a mystique people develop around medical devices.
Medical devices are solutions to problems.
And they were made by people like me who don't know what the hell they're doing sometimes.
And so let's not aggrandize or separate ourselves from the people who are doing this work.
Yes, we have to be cautious.
Yes, we have to be rigorous. But at the same time, we can all contribute and be a part of this.
Very cool. And can people find you personally anywhere? Do you have social media that people
could follow? Yeah, if people look up my name, Tarek Labani, I'm on all the socials, as is Glia
as well. So you can contact me or Gllea and participate in anything that you want. And
like I said, we always welcome friends. Great. Wonderful. Thanks so much, man.
Thank you so much. That was such a pleasure.
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