It Could Happen Here - Thi'sl, The Nispey Hussle of St. Louis, On What It Really Takes to Make Our Hoods Better feat. Prop

Episode Date: September 17, 2025

Thi'sl is a child of the Lou, who ran the streets, was in the foster care and justice systems. Now he runs an incredible mentoring program. He talks about how to really REALLY reduce crime, you have t...o be a trusted voice.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Starting point is 00:02:39 What up? It can happen here. It's your favorite cousin prop. Y'all already know what it is. I'm about to black this mug up because y'all don't be blacking it up enough. Anyway, all over our country, there's this sort of narrative around,
Starting point is 00:02:55 crime, which is verifiably false, but we also understand that a lot of times the feeling of crime and safety is a lot of times a vibe. Like, it's kind of how it feels. You could tell me the crime rates is down across America, but in my city, if I still feel like, you know what I'm saying, not safe or safe, you know, your perception of that. Anyway, point I'm trying to make is there are truly verifiable
Starting point is 00:03:21 data-driven ways to actually create safety and reduce harm in a city. And a lot of that is around trust and services. So what I decided to do, y'all, is to bring y'all who I lovingly called the nifty hustle of St. Louis. Ladies and gentlemen,
Starting point is 00:03:40 can I introduce you to the homeboy Thistle? With the red shirt on. Look, man, you already flamed up. I wasn't going to bring up the flame of it all. With the wrist. Hey, I'm like, gotta throw the red shirt off a prop. Oh, man.
Starting point is 00:03:56 Happy to be here, though. Yeah. Man, we're happy to have you, bro. That was the one, that's funny, because that's the one asterisk next of your name with me, is all that red you beware. Hey, man. It'd be like this as I was little.
Starting point is 00:04:08 Yeah, I know. You got to be who you are. I would not respect you were you to not be flying your wolf. You know what I'm saying? So I appreciate you. I'm retired. I'm retired. I'm tired.
Starting point is 00:04:19 He said, look, look, that's what I love to here. We're going to get into it. So we're going to get into it. So this. is, like I said, the Nipsey House of St. Louis, when we first met, I had no idea people out there really actually said, thar. Yes. I thought that was a joke. I thought y'all was doing too much, and then I met this, and he was like, oh, it's over there right, thar. I was like, wait, y'all really say that. No joke at all. That's really y'all slag. That's really how we talk. We really
Starting point is 00:04:44 talk. And the crazy thing is, I slow down talking. You know what I'm saying? Sometimes it'll be like here and there. But if I didn't get to go away and be like, girl, I heard, darn, darn, darn, her. Yo, yo, yo, yeah, call, switch. All right, perfect. So, first of all, let's tell them what you do now. So kind of give me a brief introduction, who you are, what you're doing, and then we'll go to the origin story.
Starting point is 00:05:08 So, like he said, my name, Dizzle, Travis Tyler, that's what my mom named me, from St. Louis, Missouri. I am, man, I'd be trying to figure out what am I sometimes. Like, for real, even when I was doing music, I never felt like I was a rapper. Yeah. I felt like I was an artist. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:05:29 You know, and I still feel like I'm an artist in the sense of the word now because I create things. Yeah. From inspiration, you know, alchemy. I create from the mind. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But I'm not what you would consider an activist. I'm not a politician.
Starting point is 00:05:45 Mm-hmm. But, like, I'm always in the middle of something that's happening. Yeah. And that's how I've always been. And I have a passion for the youth of urban community, especially black youth. I have a passion for black men, especially black men that are either trying to escape the reality of street life or black men that are being re-entered into society from prison. I have a passion for the rebuilding of the black community.
Starting point is 00:06:15 So my whole life, that's pretty much been my thing. No matter what space I've landed in has always been. my thing when it comes to community and so that's it man like I'm wearing the shirt is actually Flight 100 from my mentor program I mentor in the city youth
Starting point is 00:06:33 ages 10 to 17 not just setting up some of the mentor them but creating the rights of passage like creating a pathway intentional pathway like I think a lot of time with inner city youth well I didn't go say in a city youth especially with fatherless
Starting point is 00:06:49 young men Whether wherever they're in the world, whether it's the suburban neighborhood or the inner city or rural or third world country, with fatherless young men, they tend to lack some of us a passage way of, oh, this is who you can become. This is what you need to do to become it because there's no one to really guide them. So with our mentor program, that's my goal. not just the mentor young men and send them home and try to keep them out of trouble but help them identify who they are
Starting point is 00:07:24 and who they were born to be and helped them get to that place. Yeah. And you still got that group home joint, right? Yeah, so the group home, it's funny we're going to interview now. I just stepped down from her Friday. Okay.
Starting point is 00:07:37 But it was a good thing. It wasn't a negative. So I ran it for like a year and a half, helped rebuild the program, brought it up to the modern age, staffed it, created new things for the boys. Learned a lot myself in the process. And now I'm going for a throttle into shaping out my Flight 100 program.
Starting point is 00:07:57 Yeah. Because the end goal, like one of my end goals is to build a school. Yeah. Flight 100 Academy. All boys. Keep the same boys from kindergarten to 12th grade. Wow. That's my mission.
Starting point is 00:08:10 Yeah. What I truly enjoyed about what you're doing is, at least with the group and the mentoring thing is the trust factor in the sense that, you know, when you get involved, especially in the juvenile system, like, they tell you that your record sealed. They say that.
Starting point is 00:08:27 Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know what I'm saying? But, like, in practice, it's not the thing. So, like, I think oftentimes, if there's a step between getting into juvie or into central, you know what I'm saying? If there's an in-between step, if somebody could come in the middle of that
Starting point is 00:08:44 and say, look, let a little homie. stay with us. You know what I'm saying? Or, you know, let's say you caught a case and then every once in a while, like obviously both of us can say this from like personal experience. Every once in a while, you might score a judge on a good day. You know, you score a judge on a good day and they say, I'll tell you what, I heard of this program over on the other side of town. You could either do this. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Or you could go to Camp Rocky. You know, out here, that's what it was. Like, you can go to Rocky or you can go to this program. And like, 10 out of 10, I'm going to be like, let's go to this program.
Starting point is 00:09:17 But sometimes that program be just as bad, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. But if it's ran by somebody who has been through the system, who understands it and knows that like, here are the traps, here's are the ways for which I know I was taking advantage of, I was abused, and this is what we're not going to do here. You know what I'm saying? The goal is for you to never come back to this. You make a valid point.
Starting point is 00:09:41 One of the reasons I believe God allowed me to go back into the space with the group home was, bro, honestly, you will be surprised how, I'm trying to word this in a good way, but I don't think it is one. Can you say it however you won't? You would be surprised how messed up the foster care system is. Yeah, yeah. A lot of these kids get pulled out of their homes. So the group home that I was at, mostly all of our boys, they came from. from environments where they have been taken from their parents.
Starting point is 00:10:14 Yeah. And so I was one of the transitions to live a group home. So my objective, my daily task was to teach a group of young men how to transition into manhood, how to go out on their own, pay their bills, live on their own, all of this. You'll be surprised, though, these kids get pulled from their homes and their parents. Yeah. And they're saying to them, oh, we're going to send you somewhere better. Better.
Starting point is 00:10:39 Yeah, yeah, yeah. And the places that they send them to do more harm to them than their home. Yep. Like they're sending them with people that are worse than their parents. Yeah. And one, they don't have a voice to advocate for them. So here I am right now. It's crazy a few months back.
Starting point is 00:10:56 I was like, I'm going to talk about this every chance I get, which is crazy. They don't have nobody to advocate for them because I'm sure there are people that have been through the foster care system. But for some reason, people see that stigma. There are probably celebrities that have been through foster care. But they see it as a stigma. Yeah. Like, oh, they don't want to talk about that point. Oh, my prayer it gave me up.
Starting point is 00:11:15 I don't know who my prayer it is. I was in, you know, whatever the case is. They don't have nobody to advocate. Yeah. These kids, a lot of these kids are treated so poorly. Yeah. In these places that the law should step in. People tend to not understand why they act the way they act.
Starting point is 00:11:32 Yeah. But you got to think, ultimately, you are walking into a child's home and you're kidnapping them. That's what you're doing, really. Yeah, so if I come to your house at 8, 9 o'clock at night, when I was 14, me, my cousins, my brother, a bunch of my siblings were taken from my mom and my aunt, right? I watched it from across the street because I was over my friend's house. Holy swooped up, social workers swooped up. It's nighttime. You go into somebody's house.
Starting point is 00:12:06 You take their child. They don't know where you're taking their child to. Yeah. But child doesn't know where they're going. Mm-hmm. And then they get to the residential or the group home, and they act in a fool. And you got a bunch of unqualified, untrained staff members there. They don't know how to deal with them neither.
Starting point is 00:12:23 That's just looking for a job. Yeah. And when they get there, they talk about why they're acting like this. Come on, fan. If somebody just came to your house and took you from your parent, you would be acting the same way. And if you worked, you saw it. Like, let's just be real. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:12:36 Yeah, you just saw them. You're going to sit there and talk all night. These kids, they're acting out because. they've been abducted, basically, in their mind. And even, Pat, way beyond their point, I know most people have seen, if you had in the movie, DoSit, where they talk about the Shacklin family
Starting point is 00:12:53 and how they basically made dophines out of the whole West Virginia with oxycodone. You know, oxycodone, how do you want to pronounce it? And they show in the movie how these doctors were getting these kickbacks for introducing the drugs to the patients in West Virginia.
Starting point is 00:13:10 Who better to practice with drugs than children. We ain't got no parents. That nobody cares about. Yeah. Bro, they take these kids and they put them into the system three, four, five years old. And they start doping them from day one. Man. Five dose dope over and over and over.
Starting point is 00:13:34 Switch them out. Put them on something else. Let me see how this don't work. Switch them out, put them on something else. By the time they got them. to me at 18 years old, they're like, bro, fry. Yeah. Fried.
Starting point is 00:13:45 And then you got, you got case workers. They don't care about the kids. They don't call. They don't come see them. They don't pick them up. They don't do none of these things. And the kids sitting there feeling like they don't got nobody in nowhere. So my main space that I function in right now, especially for them, is to be an advocate.
Starting point is 00:14:00 Yeah. Every chance that I get, I'm going to talk about it. So people can put eyes on it. But also, that's one of the reasons that I'm building the things that I'm building. So that we can have a space. where it's like, no, you don't have to go to. Because there are a lot of people I heard that have the good ideas. They have, there are some good programs.
Starting point is 00:14:17 Yeah. Like, there are good programs, program that I was at. It's been around 468 years. It's a decent program. So there are good programs that are out here, but the whole system as a whole, it needs to overall. So when I had an opportunity to peep behind the veil, I was like, you know, I, you know me, I go and get to talking.
Starting point is 00:14:36 Yeah. I think, obviously, you're talking to talk, but, like, one of the things that, you know, in the humanitarian space that I, like, I serve in, they have a saying that says, peace works at the speed of trust, you know? So, like, even with all these good programs in different places, it's like, if these kids don't trust you. Yeah. My name is Ed. Everyone say, hello, Ed. Hello, Ed. I'm from a very rural background myself. My dad is a farmer and my mom is a cousin. So, like, it's not like...
Starting point is 00:15:10 What do you get when a true crime producer walks into a comedy club? I know it sounds like the start of a bad joke, but that really was my reality nine years ago. I just normally do straight stand-up, but this is a bit different. On stage stood a comedian with a story that no one expected to hear. The 22nd of July 2015, a 23-year-old man had killed his family. And then he came to my house.
Starting point is 00:15:40 So what do you get when a true crime producer walks into a comedy club? A new podcast called Wisecrack, where stand-up comedy and murder takes center stage. Available now. Listen to Wisecrack on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. This is a tape recorder statement. The person being interviewed is Krista Gail Pike. This is in regards to the death of Colleen. Slimmer.
Starting point is 00:16:11 She just started going off on me, and I hit her. I just hit her and hit her and hit her and hit her. On a cold January day in 1995, 18-year-old Krista Pike killed 19-year-old Colleen Slemer in the woods of Knoxville, Tennessee. Since her conviction, Krista has been sitting on death row. The state has asked for an execution date for Krista. We let people languish in prison for decades,
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Starting point is 00:19:26 because obviously you wasn't always talking like this. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I don't know. And I think that that, like, legitimacy, you know, or that realness that I'm sure, no matter how doped up or how painful them kids are, like they can look behind your eyes
Starting point is 00:19:40 and say, okay, but he knows. Yeah. Yeah, so give me a little bit of that. Get a little bit of the retired whooping, all that. Oh, it's funny, I got this video on my page that I posted. I started off saying, ain't nobody coming to save you.
Starting point is 00:19:56 Yeah. And at the end of it, I go through this story about being in the group home and all that. And I say, have y'all ever seen the Marvel movie? where they like, this is your origin story? I'm like, that's my origin story. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:20:08 So for me, that part of the group home was significant in my life. Real, real significant. So before I went to the group home, I was already outside. Yeah. Like, there are a lot of things that I've experienced in this world that when I look back, I just be like, man, that's crazy. Bro, when I was 14 years old, me and my girlfriend were living together. Crazy, yeah.
Starting point is 00:20:30 Bro, no, I slept in the bed. Yeah, 14. Every night With my girlfriend At 14 Like we basically lived again Me and her in the room Her mom in the next room
Starting point is 00:20:43 And so I was Because of my mom's issues Like I've been At this point I've been my soul provider You know Minus a short period of time Her and her
Starting point is 00:20:55 Where it's like I went to live with my daddy And he sent me back Or with my grandma For a short period time My grandfather All those were short periods of time time. But since I was like 12, I've been taking care of myself. So I was outside early.
Starting point is 00:21:07 Yeah. Like hustling, making money so I can provide for myself. Yeah. 14, like I said, I was living with my girlfriend. We were sleeping in the same bed. When I went to the group home, my mom, the caseworker, and the police came and got me from her house. Mm-hmm. And put me in the car, drove me two hours out of St. Louis to a ranch little house out in the woods. Yeah. town full of white people like I was a hood kid like when they got me true story
Starting point is 00:21:38 I had on Dickie overalls like the zip up the brown boy yeah and some boots like where they had a baby yeah the St. Louis like like y'all don't know like the influence of like West Coast culture yeah yeah yeah it was very big out there so he was like yo I'm zipped up with the beanie
Starting point is 00:21:54 and the dickies it's like you would think you was in South Central yeah yeah so I had on a beanie the zip up dicky boy like yeah So they took me out to the woods, and man, I got there. And when I got there, it was the first time in my life. I think I felt that level of desperation and hopelessness.
Starting point is 00:22:13 Because I was supposed to stay there until I was 18 or 21. That was with their words, based off my behavior. I'm 14. So I'm in my head, like, I'm from a beer six years. Like, yeah. So I'm meeting all these kids. They're like, I've been here since I was this age. And I've been in the system since I was this.
Starting point is 00:22:30 And they moved me here. and they, so I'm hearing all these different stories from different people, and I'm just like, dang, it's crazy, you know? Yeah. And then one day, it was right after Christmas. I'm sitting there at high in sight. I got a different perspective of it. Now I was this kid.
Starting point is 00:22:45 I never forget him his name was Roger. When I first met him, the very first day that I came, he sat down beside me. He said, man, if my granddaddy was her, he wouldn't want me talking to you. And I was like, why? He said, because he didn't like black people. So I turned right to him and said, why did you feel the need to tell me that? Right, why you tell me that, yeah. Like, I was like, you could have kept that to yourself.
Starting point is 00:23:04 He's like, I don't got nothing against black people. I'm just saying my grandfather don't like black people, so I'm like, whatever, okay, cool. Yeah. It's like right after Christmas, Christmas Day, I was sitting in a group home, nobody called. Like, I'm watching all the other kids, they're getting gifts, they're opening their presents. Yeah. Depending on their programs, some of them, they get to go home. Like, so I'm sitting there ain't nobody called me on, got no gifts, I don't got nothing.
Starting point is 00:23:29 And I'm just sitting in the church. like, just pissed all the day, basically. Yeah. And one of my workers came in later that day. I seen her, she was talking to the lady. The other lady that was about to get off. It was behind me. And I heard her talking.
Starting point is 00:23:42 She said, he just sitting there all day? She was like, yeah. And she was like, did anybody call them or anything? She was like, no. She was like nobody. So I'm, and it's crazy now that I've been back in that space more than once. Yeah. I've experienced that with kids.
Starting point is 00:23:57 Yeah. CNN. And I know what to do. like, oh, I got you, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah, yeah. And so I'm sitting there at that point. She's like, no, he just sitting there all day. And so she went, came out.
Starting point is 00:24:08 She's like, oh, what you doing? This lady played a significant role in my life. I wish I could remember her name, bro. Yeah. Like, so she was like, what are you doing? I'm like, nothing. She was like, you want to go to the store? I'm like, to do what?
Starting point is 00:24:21 She's like, her, I got something for you. So the state gave each kid a $100 wall for a gift card. Wow. So she's like, you got a gift card The Walmart for $100, boy, I had never been to Walmart before. I ain't know what Walmart was. So I'm like, all right, man, let's go. We go to Walmart. I'm walking around.
Starting point is 00:24:39 He ain't never been to Walmart. I had never been to Walmart, but walking around. I'm looking around the store. I got this hunting. Oh, guess what I buy? No lie. True story. White T-shirted and some dickies. Yes, yes, yes.
Starting point is 00:24:54 White t-shirted some dickies out of Walmart in the country. I love it. So I grab these Dickies, White T, go back to the group home. I'm still mad because ain't nobody called me. Nobody came to see me. You know, none of that. And so the next few days, man, me and dude,
Starting point is 00:25:11 we always ended up in the living room at the same time. And I'm mad. Yeah. So 14, you got to think when I was 14, bro, I was like probably 6, 6 foot, 6 1. Yeah. Like 180, 200 pounds when I was 14. Yeah. And so while I'm there, they have some little weights.
Starting point is 00:25:31 I had started lifting weights and everything. Oh, man. So I'm programming. I'm a big old kid. Yeah. So don't get to talk of crazy to me. We sit in the living room. He's like, man, what you doing, boy?
Starting point is 00:25:42 So my conversation goes back to the first time. Like, he's racist. Yeah, yeah. Now I know. Yeah, now I know. I'm like, what you mean? Boy, he's like, you heard me, boy. I'm like, boy as in kid or boy as in racist.
Starting point is 00:25:54 Yeah. He's like, boy, you heard me. Now we're fighting. I said, hey, bro, I'm going to tell you this one more time. Don't call me a boy again. Yeah. He said, what you going to do, boy? Let that fool up.
Starting point is 00:26:05 Yup. I'm talking about how he's on the floor. MLA style. Locked in, bang. Hey, night, night, yep. Lock in on it. You have it. So by the time they come in, I got them by the back of the neck.
Starting point is 00:26:18 Yeah. And I'm rubbing his face across the carpet. Yeah. I'm like, what you call me again? He's steady saying, though. He's like, boy, you're already boy. So now high sight, though, when I looked back, I had to think and say,
Starting point is 00:26:30 yeah, damn, me and he was sitting there the same time. Mm-hmm. I thought back and said, oh, he ain't had no visitors on Christian Smith. Yeah. Oh, he's mad like me. He just as hurt as you. He was hurt. He didn't even know how to process.
Starting point is 00:26:45 You're the craziest storyteller ever. Like, because I'm like, they can get to the point. And I see it right there. Now I know, like, he ain't know all the process. So I roughs him up, whatever. So when the people come in and they see me, you know, they, like, grab me up, because I'm six foot. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Starting point is 00:27:01 It's on you. Black kid from the city. Yeah. You know everybody record and story that come in there, so they know, like, he's a gang member, he did, see that. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I'm aggressive. They snatched me up, throw me in the role.
Starting point is 00:27:13 They put me in this room called an isolation room. This room was like an 8 by 10. All the walls were metal. Yeah. The door was like this thick wood with a little bit of one doing the thing on it. No way out unless they let you out. Being carpet on the floor, bro, when they shut that door, I just lost it. Yeah. My brain said, you're going to die in hurt.
Starting point is 00:27:35 Ain't no way out. Yeah. And I got to kick in the door. I got the yelling. And I'm talking about, bro, I just was whaling in that. But they just, they paid me no mind. They didn't even come to the door. It don't make no difference until you calm down.
Starting point is 00:27:48 They're like, he can't get out. And so this girl that I knew there, he came and sat down by the bottom of the door and talked under the thing, and she was like, hey, you got to calm down. She's like, come down her. So I lay down on the floor. I'm breathing through the crack. Like, I'm breathing under the door. She's like, you got to calm down.
Starting point is 00:28:07 Like, they never going to let you out of her. They scurred. She's like, I'm out of her. Like, you got to. So I'm just laying out, regulating. And I go to sleep. Wow. And I wake up in the middle of the night.
Starting point is 00:28:17 I knock on the door, they let me out to use the bath on the dude. Like, it was a big white dude used to be overnight. He was like, if I let you out, or you're going to get the trip. And I said, no, man, I just got to use. the bathroom. I already didn't use it every once. I'm like, I just want to go to the toilet. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So he's like, all right, come on. He let me out. I went back in. He locked the door. When I went back in there, bro, I said to myself, this was my, one of my origins. I said to myself, I said, when they let me out of her, 14 years old, I said,
Starting point is 00:28:44 I'm going to be different. Yeah. I'm being in control. I'm going to show the world who I am. Yeah. When they let me out, I play the game after that every sense. And so I went to another group home. I stayed there. I'm supposed to be there for a while. And I got to that group home and I asked the people, I said, how do the program work? As soon as I got there. They said, well, if you do this and then you go to level this and you go to this level, I said, how long
Starting point is 00:29:08 do it take? They said, probably like 90 days. I said, I'm going to do it in 60. I love it. They said, okay. And show enough. 60 days later, bro. Less than 60, I was done. Yeah. They called my mama. My case had been dropped because my mom was doing what she's supposed to do. And they're like, you can
Starting point is 00:29:24 go home. Yeah. So now I go home two days before I'm turning 15. I get back home though my mom was on the same mission. And I've been outside ever since. Beautiful, man. And one thing after another just shape me into who I am. The hero.
Starting point is 00:29:39 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I was going to say that that authenticity of like even having the wherewithal to know that like, you know, at the end of the day, little homie was scared, right? Yeah. He was hurt too. Like he was just hurting.
Starting point is 00:29:53 So when you have that sort of. of like level of empathy and you know when you were outside like the reasons for which you were outside you know what I'm saying and having those connections it's so clear to me how that fuels the direction you're in and it proves to me the cornerstone premise of my whole movement here which is like yo if you understand a hood you understand politics yeah you walked in there and said what's the game what's the play okay what's the game how does this work yeah this okay now I know how to work it here's a way to make it better I know how it I know how I felt in it.
Starting point is 00:30:25 So if somebody else has to be in there, this is the way it needs to be done because I know I would have succeeded had this, this, and this happen. Let me, let me push you forward to now and then to more like sort of the bigger like national conversation now. So like the national conversation,
Starting point is 00:30:43 all of us, we live through, you know, in the time that you were there and the time was going on at L.A. too, like just this hyper policing where, you know, for us, probably the same for y'all the cops were just another gang to us you know what i'm saying like y'all just as violent as bad and as dangerous as everybody else in these streets like you ain't make no difference to us yeah and sure yeah like in the same way that you know if you were having
Starting point is 00:31:10 a rodent infestation at your house i mean sure you could bomb the house right and yes the rodents are gone yeah you're saying but you've killed everything yeah you know what i'm saying but then get to say, like, you know, as a metaphor, it's like, oh, look, we were tough on crime. We ended crime. You know what I'm saying? Well, it's like, well, yeah, but that's because you locked us all up. Like, it didn't, this didn't really help us. But, you know, we're seeing sort of across the country, despite all of these efforts and
Starting point is 00:31:40 proof that, like, the streets are different. And it's not because of any invading forts. It's because of people like you, people like J.B. And OKC letter are, like, truly from the city. who really care and move at the speed of trust. Like I said, moving at the speed of trust and are saying, look, it's one kid at a time. It's one program at a time.
Starting point is 00:32:02 It's one advocate at a time that, like, says incremental, slow, door knock, build trust, one kid. You know what I'm saying? That's like, it's not a movie. Yeah. It ain't sexy. Yeah. It ain't sexy, bro.
Starting point is 00:32:16 You got to be outside, you know. Yeah, yeah. I'm going to breeze through when you caught one to the leg. Yeah. But, like, even in the process of doing the good you were doing, there was a moment where, like, I knew of, like, you're, like, you were in neighborhoods, like, you know, doing backpack drives and back to school things, you know what I'm saying? But these are, like, in, these are in active areas. Like, you know, everybody can't just walk in to this park and be like, I'm going to do a fundraiser. It's like, like, no, we robbing all of you.
Starting point is 00:32:49 You know what I'm saying? So, like, after years of doing this, you know, one little Y-in, didn't know who he was dealing with, you know what I'm saying? Caught you slip in, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? You had to rebuild. And I've seen even health journey from that moment sort of change to bring you into the position you're in sort of now, which is like, obviously it's somebody we can deeply admire. My name is Ed. Everyone say hello, Ed. From a very rural background myself, my dad is a farmer and my mom is a cousin, so like, it's not like...
Starting point is 00:33:26 What do you get when a true crime producer walks into a comedy club? I know it sounds like the start of a bad joke, but that really was my reality nine years ago. I just normally do straight stand-up, but this is a bit different. On stage stood a comedian with a story that no one expected to hear. Well, 22nd of July 2015, a 23-year-old man, had killed his family. And then he came to my house. So what do you get when a true crime producer
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Starting point is 00:34:20 is Krista Gail Pike, which is in regards to the death of Colleen Slimmer. She started going off on me and I hit her. I just hit her and hit her and hit her and hit her. On a cold January
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Starting point is 00:37:22 This September, listen to The Psychology of Your 20s on the IHeart radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get, your podcasts. Can you talk a little bit about, obviously, without getting personal, without sharing anybody's like personal information, but some of the sort of like things that you've seen with some of the young homies who've been able to, maybe. maybe, like, calm some stuff down. You know what I'm saying? Like, maybe actually, like, this working. You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah. So, I think, um, you nailed it as a whole.
Starting point is 00:37:58 It takes a person that people trust to bring a level of calm. So even when I got shot, when I got shot, bro, I ain't had dudes in my inbox. Where he at? Yeah. That'd be outside. Ready to slide, huh? Ready to, they're ready to slide. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:38:15 Yeah, that's like, hey. Who got you? You know him? Let's go. Yeah. And I'm like, no, I'm cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know, and so sometimes when things like that happen, people take things into their own hands.
Starting point is 00:38:26 Yeah. That you don't know nothing about. Yeah. And so after that, they were like, do you want to do this news interview? I was still broke up. I couldn't get out to bed. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:38:36 I'm like, yeah, you know. But my reasoning for doing a news interview was so people could hurt my heart. Yeah. And you have a dizzle in every neighborhood around America. Yeah. So here's the thing about police.
Starting point is 00:38:52 Police are reactive. Yeah. By the time, police are aware of things, a crime has happened. Yeah. The murder has already taken place. Yeah. The shooting has already happened.
Starting point is 00:39:04 The robbery has already happened. The person that's stopping the crime is Ms. Kathy. Yeah. That live on the block. Yes. They say, hey, come on. Yeah. Where are you going?
Starting point is 00:39:15 I can tell you, straight. Uh-huh. We had this lady in our neighborhood. The name was Miss A. Ms. Alexander. How many times as a kid, I would be walking past her house on my way to do something stupid?
Starting point is 00:39:27 Yeah. And she'll say, come her. Yep. And you go sit down on the porch and talk for like 15 minutes. Respect. You have to respect her. Yeah. And you're done.
Starting point is 00:39:37 Or the dude that used to be in the street, it's a dude her in St. Louis. I don't really know him, like personally, personally. but his name he goes by the name Yo Banger You know what I'm saying? Yeah X street dude
Starting point is 00:39:52 Everybody love him You're what I mean? Yeah Yeah Bro be outside Like Politicking Yeah
Starting point is 00:40:00 Running programs You know Doing stuff like that So those are the people That cause change In every community Let me tell you a place While we're on this subject
Starting point is 00:40:10 Where I think we feel it Especially with organizations organizations that typically come into our neighborhood, they come for agenda. Yeah. And politics. And what they don't understand is what you're saying. If you understand the hood, you understand politics.
Starting point is 00:40:24 Yeah. So when they pull up on us in the hood and they got this big organization with all this money and they're like, this is what we want to do. No, this, you're telling me that because you were trying to build an army of people to fight for your cause. Yeah. And what they do is they come into our spaces
Starting point is 00:40:40 and they don't empower those people right there. Yeah. I've said this to people a hundred times. If you really, really, really want to see impact and see change, you need to go to the community and see the people that are already leading it. There you go. The people that you're talking about.
Starting point is 00:40:56 Yeah. The reason I'm able to go in the park in that neighborhood is because I'm a leader over there. At one point, I was one of the leaders actively. Yeah. So people that know me, they respect me. They understand my journey and my transition. and that report is what get the work done. Police are reactive, bro.
Starting point is 00:41:17 By the side of the police come, somebody dead. It's already done, yeah. Yeah, it's people like me on the phone. When bro, I call like, man, bro, I'm about to snap. It's like, no, bro, where are you at? Yeah, yeah, you know, what we're doing. And so I think those people need to be in power more. See.
Starting point is 00:41:32 For any organization that's listening or possibly here it is, we don't need you to come to our community and build a hub. Yeah. We don't need you to put an office there, and I'm just going to be candid. and bring a whole lot of white people and gentrify a program. We don't need that. What is needed is if you have resources, you have money, you have things,
Starting point is 00:41:55 you can bring structure, you can bring system, but bring it to empower the person that's already in that space. It's going to take you 30 years to get the kind of respect that person, get over there already. And you know why they can be fully involved? Because they still got to work. They still got to do things. You still, yes, you still, yes, man.
Starting point is 00:42:14 So if you want to really empower the community, take that 40, 50, 60, 70,000, 100,000 that you're about to run on this smear campaign against whoever else you don't like. Yeah. And take some of that money, take about 75K of that, and give it to somebody like yo bang. Yo bang, a, Miss A. Yeah, for us it was Alex Carrasco.
Starting point is 00:42:35 Yeah, give it to people like that. Yup, because we lived in the Mexican hood. You know, he had his three puntos. Like, we already knew. he was like what he was. Give it to people like that. You give it to him, you know what I'm saying? He'd look, that man took me camping for the first time with Alex Carrascoe.
Starting point is 00:42:51 You know what I'm saying? And believe it or not, believe it or not, part of the reason that you turned out the way you did is because of siege that people like him planning. Yep. No, facts. It was the difference between you and the other dudes on the block that didn't go. That's exactly. Like exposure, bro, is key. Mm-hmm.
Starting point is 00:43:09 What you're exposed to right now, one of my missions I'm working on. over the next couple years where I'm going to take a group of kids from the hood to Africa. They have to see it, bro. That's one of my missions. They have to, yes. Yeah, I'm going to take a bunch of kids from the hood to Africa. Like, so they can get over there and see what it really looked like.
Starting point is 00:43:24 Yeah. But also just taking them other places. They could also go to, like, Denver. Like, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, I'm saying, yeah. Yeah. I took a group of kids to KAA a few years back, like inner city kids. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:43:36 And they were blown away. Yeah. Like you said, going camping, you get to see. water and boats. When I used to teach, I taught in the city called Pomona. It's in the Inland Empire. It's kids from L.A. I've never seen the beach. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:43:50 You've never seen the ocean, and you're from Los Angeles. You know what I'm saying? So, like, yeah, that exposure changes everything. Have you set up some sort of, like, fundraising things so we can see if we could get our listeners to maybe, like, fund this Africa trip? So if you go to my page,
Starting point is 00:44:06 just Flight100Foundation.org? Flight 100Foundation.org. Okay. Yeah, it's a donation tag. It'll go to the Give butter page. Okay, we will link to that. Yes.
Starting point is 00:44:17 See, that's all I needed. Yeah. Listen, bro, I want to thank you for your time, man. Some of y'all know, like, I've known this man for a long time. We've ran into many of cities and many of shows. Always appreciated you, too. Yes, sir, man. I think there was a little bit of like, we've been sitting in green rooms that both of us
Starting point is 00:44:38 know good and well that we just, why are we here? Like, we have no reason to be in this room. Yeah. But we are. We are. It just has very much, very much a, very much of like a real, recognized real with somebody like this, man.
Starting point is 00:44:51 And like you said, bro, like, there's thisles in every city, man. And I appreciate the fact that, like, and that's part of what makes you what you are is that, like, it's the things that happen that when there's no cameras on. Yeah. That for us that we're mostly proud of. Yeah. It's not the stuff that, like, everybody sees. It's what's happened.
Starting point is 00:45:10 Like you said, it's when. it's the phone calls you have to have you know the meetings you have to set up you know what I'm saying and like the like those things are the things that really keep a city safe I want to say this before we go
Starting point is 00:45:24 we talked about something before you start recording okay yeah yeah yeah and I want to point it out because I think it's important too we were talking about how resources prevent violence so everybody know
Starting point is 00:45:39 where there's no hope there's violence that it's desperate, right? Yes. So right now in St. Louis, we have been informed that the senator, who's a Republican senator, he's linked up with DJT. Okay, okay. And they are, they're building the FBI baser and they're bringing in more FBI agents to divert violence, right?
Starting point is 00:46:06 Yeah. one again law enforcement is a reaction to crime yeah they don't prevent it yeah here's a reality that everybody that has a brain to think should be aware of them i don't care how many fbi you bring how many police you hire there are not enough law enforcement to govern the earth yes yes period it's too many yeah there's not there's too many of us yeah yeah you can't govern the earth Like, that's a no-go, right? Yeah. Most cases, when I see people make these arguments about this, I'm a person I like to use facts.
Starting point is 00:46:44 I get straight to the facts. Like, we get the points. So in St. Louis, right, from 2020 to 2024, the murder rate in St. Louis has dropped by 113. Come on, fan. Yeah. 113, bro. That's a lot of lives. So in 2020, the number of homicides at St. Louis was 263.
Starting point is 00:47:11 The number in 2024 were 150. See. There are certain things that I'm not going to say they are the exclusive reason, but there are certain things that I know have contributed to that, and it's not law enforcement because our police force is short right now. They don't do too much of nothing. Yeah. There are a few things I know they have contributed to that.
Starting point is 00:47:32 the main thing is resources and compassion. But they are fueled through a certain few things that I want to shout out. One of them is an organization called FCC. Freedom Center, St. Louis. My homie, Mike Milder.
Starting point is 00:47:47 Okay. The other one is Action, St. Louis. The other one is Mission, St. Louis. The other one is We Power, St. Louis. We Power, STL. They fund early childhood development. Word.
Starting point is 00:48:01 Like, crucially important for our community. Wow. You got FCC, Action St. Louis, Mrs. St. Louis, Black Men Deal, We Power, STL, just to name a few. People like Yo Bangor, these are the people that have been actively in the community for the past four years, the past mayor to Sharma Jones. She probably got a lot of things wrong in people eyes, but she was the last. directing certain things and empowering people in a certain way
Starting point is 00:48:35 these organizations have thrived over the past four years and as a result you see the number of homicides in the city decrease. So why do we need to bring more FBI agents? What is that for? Show. Shouldn't we be throwing more money
Starting point is 00:48:52 into these organizations? If they are out heard deterrent crime, they got FCC has data. Yeah. They have data of reconciliation. I'm talking about my boy, Mike Milton, he's stepping into roles with one case in particular. A young man was driving in the court with another young man.
Starting point is 00:49:14 He was drunk. The young man died. He reconciled him with the mother. The mother in return went to the judge and was like, he don't need to go to jail. He needs to go to treatment. Wow. Like, why is he going to prison?
Starting point is 00:49:27 Wow. Damn, man. And then when they get, when they get released, of justice, yeah. Restorative justice. When they get released from prison, they go to FCC and they spend time with them and they learn restorative justice. They take accountability. Wow. Wow. So if we go, if we need anything in St. Louis, in D.C., in Chicago, if we need anything in these cities, what we need or people to be realistic about what's happening, and if you want to do something send some of that funds you're going to use to hire more law enforcement
Starting point is 00:50:05 into these places where you know people are already doing things because let me tell you something else it's 2026 almost it's 2025 ain't nobody scared to the police like they used to be this ain't 1962 bro don't nobody see the police and be like
Starting point is 00:50:19 oh my gosh you're going to police these dogs are grown men just like another grown man ain't nobody scared of police no more that ain't a thing bleed like the rest of us that's not a thing yeah you bleed like the rest of us. Yeah, my little square up with the police, bro.
Starting point is 00:50:33 They're dangerous. Right now. Straight square up. That's what I'm trying to say, bro. Look, we can talk about this, man, because that's the way we are with these ice agents. It's like, you think I'm scared of you, bro? You think I'm scared of you, homie? Yeah. Anyway, thank you, Thist. Thank you for it for, like, bringing it back to the data and shone in the light on like people actually doing the work. You can follow you on
Starting point is 00:50:55 Instagram. It's I am Thizzle, right? It's T-H-I-S-L. This, yeah. T-H-I-S-L. Flight 100Foundation.org Mm-hmm. Is the website. Social media,
Starting point is 00:51:06 you can find all this stuff there. You'll find all that. All right. It can happen here. Cool Zone Media. We appreciate y'all. Appreciate you, Brock. Yes, sir.
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