Jocko Podcast - 301: This Is Life. This Is Death. This Is The Final Spin. An Alternate Biography.
Episode Date: September 29, 2021Final Spin. A preview and analysis. 0:52:22 - Final thoughts--Extended.1:16:15 - How to stay on THE PATH.1:37: 13 - Closing Gratitude.Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/jocko-podcast/ex...clusive-content
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This is Jocko podcast number 301 with Echo Charles and me Jocco Willink.
Good evening, Echo.
Good evening.
How did I end up here?
I'm smart.
I'm funny.
I look pretty damn handsome if I do say so myself.
But here I am.
Nowhere.
And it seems this is where I will always be.
Nowhere.
Bedroom.
It is not an apartment, but it looks like one.
cheap furniture well-used carpet not clean but not dirty the bedroom is not unique in its wares bed desk chair dresser small bedside table with lamp overhead light janky ceiling fan spinning at a low speed then there is the decor pictures hung neatly on the walls they are strange
or at least indicate a strangeness that is hard to interpret harmless but different
Johnny walks in 20 something leaning towards 20 pretty damn handsome for an unkempt young
man who stays up too late and eats the wrong foods and drinks more beer and whiskey
than he should he looks at his brother Johnny is frustrated he tries to remain
restrained but it can be hard after all these years what the hell cleaner man I told you about
these shirts already looks distraught Johnny sees Johnny cannot stay frustrated
after all this is Artie his brother and no one could really be mad at Artie
what is it not clean Artie replies earnestly
concerned, wondering if he had somehow failed his brother?
No, Artie.
It isn't that it is not clean.
It's clean, but it's just a t-shirt.
I know, Artie cuts in.
It's a hundred percent cotton t-shirt.
I used a warm, warm cycle.
It shouldn't have shrunk at all.
I'm always careful about that.
It's not shrunk, Artie.
That's not it.
It's just...
Never mind.
Forget it.
Forget what Johnny?
What's wrong?
This was killing Artie.
The one thing he was supposed to be good at, and it seemed like he messed it up.
Artie, Johnny replied, as kindly as he could.
It's just that it's a t-shirt.
You don't press t-shirts.
You don't put starch in t-shirts, buddy.
But the creases are sharp, aren't they?
Artie replies, wondering what on earth the problem could be.
The creases are sharp, Johnny concedes, but that's not the point.
You don't put military creases in T-shirts.
I've told you this before, Artie, but why?
Cotton holds the starch really well.
Johnny starts to get frustrated again.
He's been down this road before many, many times.
Look, cleaner, I know that.
You always tell me that.
And I always tell you, you just don't starch impress T-shirts,
because because you just don't do it.
Mom likes hers pressed.
Johnny lets out a sigh.
Artie realizes he's gone too far.
Listen, Artie, I get it.
But I'm not mom.
And I don't want my t-shirts to be starched and pressed.
It's a Black Sabbath t-shirt.
I just wear it out with a pair of jeans, okay?
Can you just give them a simple wash and dry from now on, please?
low heat tumble dry
Artie asks
wanting to get a good procedure
locked down
Johnny smiles
yeah Artie
I think that would be perfect
thanks bud
I can do it now
Artie offers
I gotta go
okay
it won't happen again Johnny
thanks Artie
Johnny said with a smile
and Johnny
Artie asks
what
I'm sorry
It's okay, bud.
It's okay.
Johnny feels a little bad as Artie walks away.
They are brothers.
They even look a little alike.
It isn't too much of a stretch to see the similar genes.
Dark hair, blue eyes, pronounced eyebrows,
but that is where the similarities end.
After all, Artie is different.
A little pudgy, glasses.
It is possible to tell from looking at his face that something isn't quite right.
There are medical names that could be assigned, but most of those wouldn't quite hit the mark.
He's older than Johnny by six years, but his peculiarities keep him living at home.
Johnny, on the other hand, doesn't have an excuse to still be living at home other than Artie and his mom.
they both need him around
that's what he tells himself anyway
johnny's bedroom is the same room he has always had
mattress on the floor
no box spring no bed frame
posters of rock bands on the wall from when he was younger
black sabbath motorhead
lead zeppelin ac dc
some muscle cars too
he hadn't bothered to take
though them down as he outgrew them he also hadn't bothered to clean his room very often
clothes remnants of food and beer cans on the floor this was all a stark contrast to
Arty's room critically clean with the bed tightly made and then there are the walls
of Arty's room and their curious decor the walls neatly display pictures of clothes
washing machines and dryers there are brochures about various lines of
laundry equipment on his little desk some of the more colorful ones are also
hanging on the wall there are also coupons for laundry detergents fabric
softners and stain removal products on the desk in an envelope the source of
his nickname cleaner is no mystery at all already likes to clean
Laundry to be exact.
That right there is the opening to a new book a new book called Final Spin, which was written by me and it is a novel. I guess that's what it says on the cover sure
But it's also kind of a poem. It's also kind of a manuscript. I don't really
I don't really know 100% what to call it, but it's not normal in the way of
that it is written.
And so as far as the storyline goes, it's,
I was thinking about this,
I think it's a little bit of an alternate autobiography of sorts.
Have you ever heard of alternate history books?
So it's where they take some event in the past and they change it.
You know, what if the Nazis won, right?
What if the South won the Civil War?
They call them alternate history books.
So I was kind of thinking this is almost like an alternate biography in a way.
Maybe not specifically, but maybe some of my friends, some of the experiences we had with my life.
If I'd taken some different turns along the way.
Well, I did notice the guy's name is Johnny.
The guy's name is Johnny.
Yeah, but then there's like you're going to see as we talk through this, there's some composite characters.
And it's almost like everyone's a composite character.
What do you mean composite?
Meaning different people from my past kind of assembled together.
Maybe two people that acted a certain way or one characteristic from someone.
Maybe a little bit of a characteristic from me.
So that was kind of the starting point.
These kind of humans and you put them in this situation.
So what is the book about?
I'm going to start off by reading a review of the book.
The first review to come out about the book.
And this review came from something called Publishers Weekly,
which is a publishing trade magazine that's been around since 1872.
And the subtitle of this thing is the,
International News Magazine of book publishing and book selling.
This is the heavy hitter of this industry.
Since the 1940s, the book review section has sort of become the center of the magazine
and the online website and it carries a lot of weight.
And truly ultimately determines a lot of what you read, depending on how it does and
how this publication talks about it.
What's interesting is the reviews in Publishers Weekly are anonymous.
they're short, they're blunt,
and oftentimes to the point of being brutal.
You can see that the people that write them
can be harsh,
and they're usually crafty writers,
so they're harsh in a pretty savage way.
I was reading a little bit about it.
One author said,
a negative review is never pleasant,
but publishers' weekly reviews
have a particularly heart-stopping quality.
And this guy wrote a piece.
I didn't write down his name,
but it was how he got a bad review and just what it felt like.
Now, as I said, this book is, it's different.
It's not a normal book.
It's hard to classify the form that I wrote it in.
And I've written a bunch of other books before, some bestselling books,
some New York Times bestselling books.
But here's the thing.
Those books were of a different genre, right?
And that means a lot in this world.
in the publishing world, in the literature world.
I've written a bunch of these nonfiction adult books.
That's what I've written.
And I've written children's fiction books, right?
But neither of those are fiction adult books.
So it's like saying, well, I played professional football,
so I can play professional baseball too.
It's sort of like saying that,
which we know doesn't really work that way.
And most people can't handle that.
Transition and don't handle that transition. So going into this going into writing the novel
Right. I got warned ever tell you about this? Probably I got warned by my publisher
By my I got warned by my editor. I got warned by my agent
They were they were I think
Little bit trying to talk me out of it a little bit trying to talk me out of it right? They're saying it's a different world
And they don't care what you've done before and they might they might they might
might actually hold your other books against you.
They kind of say that kind of thing, right?
And you should just maybe stay in your lane.
Which, by the way, I got that about my kid's books too.
But this story is one of the stories that's in my head.
And I got a lot of stories in my head.
And this was the one that bubbled the surface that needed to get out.
So I got it out.
And this is what Publishers Weekly had to say.
So here we go from the critics.
Final spin, a novel by Jocko Willink, former Navy SEAL and Children.
book author Willink, Way of the Warrior Kid series, marks his adult fiction debut with
the downbeat and gripping story of a group of characters abandoned by the American dream.
At age 23, Johnny cares for his alcoholic mother and mentally challenged brother Artie while
holding down a dead-end job as a stock boy at a big box store.
Artie is obsessed with clean clothes and when the laundromat where he works is slated to
to be sold Johnny decides to buy the business in order to keep already employed.
To come up with the $40,000 he needs, Johnny and his best friend, Goat, decide to rob the safe at their store, hand off the money to the owner, then high tail it to Mexico.
They get the money, but the getaway scheme is flawed from the start, and Johnny and Goat quickly have the state police on their trail.
to make matters worse Johnny is forced to say goodbye to his girlfriend Jessica who has just found out she is pregnant
Willink tells his story in quick blasts of haiku like writing and they give the example here
Johnny on the customers at his workplace quote people flesh covered robot beings in need of fuel
and meaning they find both here end quote with dialogue reminiscent
of early David Mehmet told with a gritty simplicity this retains a hold on the reader
right through to the inevitable tragic climax so that's the plot of the book and that's
the impression that they got at publishers weekly which was really an awesome review
I was definitely very stoked to read that as was my literary agent as was my
publisher as was my editor everyone's things you're rolling the dice everyone's nervous
they're scared well yeah you kind of are rolling the dice but the nature of
dice is you win and you lose you know a lot of times what people worried about is
the losing part yeah but there is the winning part yeah now so they compare me
they compare the the writing or at least the dialogue to yeah the dialogue I
want to get myself too much credit here but they they compare the dialogue to
David Mamet, Mamet, who is, well, straight up, he's a Pulitzer Prize winning freaking author.
He's a playwright, he's a film director, director, a screenwriter.
He's written all kinds of stuff.
You ever heard of Glenn Gary, Glenn Ross?
Yes, sir.
Yep, he wrote that.
Yeah, coffees for closers.
Always be closing.
Speed the plow.
He wrote the screenplay for the postman, always drinks twice.
little Jack Nicholson
the verdict the untouchables
Hoffa wag the dog
Hannibal
he wrote and directed
things change
homicide Oliana the Winslow
boy
state in Maine
Spartan just a bunch of stuff
what I'm saying is that this guy's a highly
respected and accomplished writer
definitely I was
very pleasantly
surprised and humbled to be compared to him
in any way so we're off to a strong start
we're feeling good about it so far
much appreciated
because this is a different world.
So it's interesting.
Appreciate, yeah, people, if you want to get the book, that will be awesome.
And it's not a complete dud.
We'll say that.
So now, this is an interesting, we're going to get into the book a little bit,
which is going to be a little bit tricky because I don't want to ruin the story.
Spoiler alert.
So I'm going to keep it a little bit focused on not going too much into it, but at the same time, getting into the characters a little bit.
So the characters.
Let's start with this guy, Artie.
So we got this guy Artie, who you already heard about.
He's got some kind of mental challenges, which I don't name in the book.
And the reason I didn't name them in the book is because a lot of times I've met people in my life where I know that they have some.
some kind of mental challenge, but I don't know what it is.
I'm not a doctor.
There's no, they're not wearing a label on their hat that says whatever mental
challenge they've got.
And so I didn't want a label.
You know, I didn't want to throw a label on there.
This is the particular situation that this person's in.
And the other thing is I, you know, people have such a wide variety of mental challenges that
you don't know what you're going to get.
So where did this character came from?
Well, this is a very direct story.
I worked at Wendy's.
Hell yeah.
Yeah.
I don't know if that, I don't know if that warrants a hell yeah, but I worked at Wendy's.
And when I worked at Wendy's, you've been to Wendy's before, right?
Yes, sir, I have.
Which, let's face it, kind of props to Wendy's.
Wendy's is good to go.
Wendy's serves it up.
And I used to get my chow on at Wendy's when I was a teenager.
Well, this Wendy's where I worked, it was, there was a salad bar.
You know, they have a salad bar at Wendy's.
I don't know they still have a salad bar at Wendy's not that I know of oh I don't know so back in the day
Back in the day they had a salad bar Wendy's and the person that ran the salad bar
That took care of the salad bar that resupplied the peach slices and the Caesar salad dressing was this woman who clearly had
She was probably I'm gonna say 55 maybe 60 years old
So older woman thin short hair her name was a
Gene and she obviously had me just so it seemed like some kind of perhaps autism
but I again I don't know she's not wearing a label but she was super into the salad bar
she was probably the best one of the best employees ever she loved this salad bar she wanted
to be squared away she was out there with a washcloth wiping up if anybody if you spilled
a drop of salad dressing on your on your maneuver from
the spoon to the plate she was on it she was standing by with a rag she was
gonna wipe that up like almost bumping into you but she also knew that that
wasn't correct so she'd give you you know three quarters of a second to take one
step towards the croutons and she was in there getting on it so she's there
and she's working and she loved it I mean like she was obsessed with it and no one
would talk to her right everyone was kind of mean to her right because you could
make fun of her and she was an easy target and I
was cool to her you know I'd always say hi hi Jean how you know you know I'd try and
talk to a little bit and every time I would start a conversation with her hey
Gene how are you you know hey Jean how's it going today and she'd be like I just
opened up a new can of of of croutons in the bow or a new a new can of sliced
peaches they're gonna be so good have you oh that's awesome you know and I'd say
oh you know it's here like lunch break hey Jean are you gonna take a lunch break yeah
but first I'm gonna get more sliced onions out here and have you seen the onions
they're so fresh
She was just fired up, man.
To the point where I was torn between thinking if it was an abusive situation where she was being taken advantage of to where the other, like, complete opposite, was she just, was she so lucky to be there and happy that they hired her and like here she was with this job?
So that was one part of it the other part of it that struck me that stuck with me for my whole life
Is that she was
Happy right so here I am this young freaking punk-ass kid and I'm there with other punk-ass kids that are working at Wendy's and
Everyone's kind of miserable right?
Did you ever work at a fast food joint? Do you ever work at a restaurant? I did not work at a restaurant
The bar nightclub yeah, but even being a bouncer in a bar and nightclub is not
Not yeah that's that's let's face it that's like a little bit kind of cool yeah a little bit right
I mean you have a little power was also a bar back at one point at other clubs and
bartender so it's service yeah but it's different you're correct it's different it's a little bit
cool yes to be a bouncer at a club yes sir right I mean that can be a definitely a cool
It's not cool to work at Wendy's
running the grill,
running the salad bar.
You're not happy about it.
There's no benefits.
Zero.
You know,
other than you're getting paid money,
which is kind of cool.
So what struck me,
what I was remembered is we're all kind of miserable.
Even this is what I also remember.
Like the general manager,
and I don't remember his name.
But he was like,
he was one of those guys that was just a work working,
you know,
just always pissed off.
about something like hey what you know always mad yeah so even the owner I mean he was I don't
if he's the owner I don't think he's the owner but he's definitely the general manager
he might have even been the franchise owner or something he's in there all the time yeah
but you he had to be making legitimate money because when you when you're a general manager
one of those you're making good money but he was freaking miserable so I'm thinking to myself
everyone here is miss every single person here 100 I mean how many employees did they probably
have probably a total of 35 to 40
employees, you know, day shift, night shift, you know, everyone, everyone's part time, you know,
so no one's really working. So there's like probably 40 employees there total. And every single
one of us was miserable and hated life except for Jean. And she was smiling and she was into it.
And she was amped. So I took that idea and the reason I ended up with laundry,
is because I worked at,
or a place where I used to go to the laundromat in San Diego
had this, the people that own the laundromat,
the, they were from Asia and the wife didn't speak English.
But the husband would be kind of be there,
but the wife didn't speak English,
but she'd come out and talk to me in,
I don't even know where she was from,
but she would talk to me and smile and laugh and make jokes.
Not in English.
Not in English.
But they were funny
They were so funny that I would laugh I would laugh
I would be with my wife I would laugh and not even know what it was about
You know she might point it like you know a pile of clothes and say something
In whatever language she was talking to it and then just start laughing if my wife and I would just laugh
It had to be pretty funny for her to get that much joy out of it right?
So I don't know that I landed on laundry
So there we go there we get already that kind of
wraps up this guy already as a character where he came from so now we get this other character
johnny which as you said that's my it's my i guess my real first name is john so do we get to
johnny from that kind of but i don't know i maybe just the generic of of the name johnny more than
anything else but probably the strongest influence on this character is a kid that i grew up with a kid
named Jeff Lang, who I've talked about on this on this podcast before. So Jeff Lang was like my best
friend from maybe third grade, maybe second, no, probably second, second, first or second grade
until seventh grade. And in fifth grade, man, we, we were in the same classroom together
all day, because that's before you start going to different classes, right? So fifth grade,
we were in the same class, you know, sitting next to each other.
And we were, we were troublemakers, right?
Just always getting in trouble, always causing problems,
always, you know, laughing when we shouldn't be laughing,
just doing stuff that we shouldn't have been doing.
But he was always a little bit more.
He had a little bit, he had a little bit less obedience in him.
I didn't have much.
He had even less obedience in him.
So like at that point when the teacher would,
Threaten you to be quieter.
You go into the office.
That was he could I got checked by that.
Jeff wouldn't get checked by that he'd go next level get sent to the office, right?
So he had a little bit extra and he was super funny. I mean hilarious, you know kind of an athletic stud
Which which what does that mean that means when you're in fifth grade you kind of kick ass at dodge ball right?
You play kickball and he's really good and run fast. So yeah just fast and all that stuff just a good really good athlete better than me
funnier than me
taught you know
just just a good
he was just kind of like a little bit better than me
and everything and he also had a little bit
of extra rebelliousness
so
as we got older
I started kind of
we started to deviate
in our lives together
you know we were
we were still always friends but
he started like
drinking, started doing drugs, started listening to, I guess he went down like the kind of
hippie music, drugs, that kind of thing. And I was going into the hardcore music and more like
the straight edge thing. And so our past really kind of deviated. But we were still friends.
Because we were such good friends for so long that it doesn't matter what he's doing and what I'm doing.
We're still friends. We just have this, you know, huge common connection. And as we got, so as we
got older, he went really, you know, I don't even know if he, I don't even remember if he graduated
high school because he went hard, you know, doing drugs and drinking and just doing that whole thing.
And not a bad person.
That's just what he was doing.
And still, I'd see him, see him in town.
We'd, you know, we'd always connect.
We'd always just had that friendship.
And I remember I joined the military, I joined the Navy.
And, you know, small town.
He kind of knew he'd heard what was going on.
And then I saw him.
And I remember he said something to me like,
because you know, when we were little kids,
we'd play Army all the time, right?
When you're, look, when you're seven years old,
10 years old, 12 years old, and you live in the woods,
you're playing army, right?
You're burning a cork and putting,
making your face black and putting camo on
and shooting BB guns at each other.
That's what we did.
We shoot BB guns at each other.
And every time you got,
hit you had to take a layer of clothing off.
And I remember the Red Rider.
It makes a little boom when it's like
boom.
It's spring activated.
And because, you know, we try and put limits on the number of pumps you could put
on the pump action weapons.
But I remember the Red Rider because you could hear it.
Boom.
And then it would hit you.
So,
you know, he was into the same kind of stuff I was.
And then as we got older, we deviated.
So I see him.
the last time I see him before I leave for the Navy,
he's, you know, clearly not on a great path.
And he said something to me along the lines of,
he said, yeah, you're joining the Navy.
I said, yeah.
And I don't even remember if he knew what a seal was.
I think he kind of did.
The only I kind of did at that time,
I mean, no one knew too much about it.
But he's, I remember he said something like,
Hey, I wish I could go with you.
And I was like, you can, bro.
Let's go.
And I could see, like, maybe that could.
And he said, I can't.
He's like, I can't, I can't.
Something like I can't anymore.
Like he knew he was kind of too far gone
to correct the path that he was on.
So I ended up going the Navy and I was going through seal training.
And I was probably around just before,
week maybe just after how week I forget but I called my parents to check in I talked to my mom
and I found out that Jeff had killed himself and he had broken up with his girlfriend at the time
and he'd killed himself and that was you know just just a very sad because well I think what made it
the most sad to me was that he had gone down this path
and he had way more potential than I had as a human
and it was all gone.
And that was really sad.
And when I looked him up,
you know,
this is one,
the last time I recorded,
I talked about him on this podcast,
which was a couple of years ago,
I had Googled him,
just Googled his name,
which you can Google people from,
you know,
1745 and there's some record
and there's some,
you know,
genealogy report about who they were,
and you Google someone from 1942 and there's you know an obituary about who they were and I googled his name and there was like nothing nothing which is just horrible because he was freaking hilarious smart on just an awesome guy and and quite I didn't mention this but the book you know the dedication of the book is just for Jeff Lang
So that was sort of a lot of where this character Johnny came from.
Somebody with kind of potential and just stuck, made bad choices.
Made maybe not bad choices, but different choices.
Maybe he had some bad luck thrown in there.
Lived his life.
So that's Johnny.
You hear about these two.
Um, next up, you get a guy named Goat, who's Johnny's best friend.
I'm gonna go to, uh, page seven here in the book.
Nice shirt, man.
Goat says with a smile as he sees Johnny's starched black Sabbath t-shirt,
its military creases running from each shoulder down to the waist.
Up yours, Johnny replies.
That cotton really holds the crease, doesn't it?
Yeah, it does, Johnny says.
You couldn't iron them out or anything?
I tried, but damn.
He uses an industrial press and he looks at me like I'm ripping his heart out.
What can I say?
My brother is crazy.
Yeah, but that son of a bitch can iron some shirts, can he sure as hell can.
You want another one?
What time do we have to be at work, Goat asks.
Not until 10.30.
Shit.
Let's do this.
Two more, Lucy.
Johnny says to the barmaid, BB's bar.
Dingy, working class watering hole.
Cheap final seats.
cheaper drinks goat is about the same age as Johnny though he looks a little
younger his dark skin has an almost childlike texture his black hair looks as if it is
always organized regardless of what he has been doing his eyes are dark and deep
he is handsome he too has that look about him that says he shouldn't be here
shouldn't be in a dead-end job shouldn't be in a dead-end job shouldn't be in a dead-end
Bar shouldn't be in a dead-end life, but he is. So there's a goat.
Full name George Martinez. That is Johnny's best friend. And again, this guy is kind of a composite
character of friends that I had grown up. The story takes place in Southern California.
So he's a Mexican kid. I grew up with a bunch of white people.
primarily but when you're out in California you see the there's really no
distinction between you know different people and that's just another kid
another kid that has a bunch of potential another kid that's talented another
kid that's smart another kid that's handsome and another kid that's kind of stuck in a
dead-end scenario with what I say dead-end job dead-in bar dead-dead in life right
that's where we end up.
That's where we're at.
And we were talking before the podcast
about the young,
I think Carrie was saying,
you remember what it was like
when you were younger and it was just all in?
Kind of like you're just on board, right?
And down for the cause.
Down for the cause, right?
Down for the cause.
And that was,
the characteristic that I kind of try to throw in here with goat
was that character.
of being down for the cause.
And what's cool, when you, when you talked about Johnny being based on me,
there's parts, definitely elements of me in Johnny for sure.
But one of the elements that's, that's from me in goat is just down for the cause.
I mean, the stuff that you do in your 16, 17, 18, and then when I got in the Navy,
you're 19, 20 years old, guess what?
Oh, that's what, as you like to say, echo, that's what we're doing.
Yep, down for the cause.
We're down.
We're ready to go.
Well, is that what we're doing?
Hey, all right.
Once you kind of slip that switch,
that's why, man, the young men in the world,
they'll do some crazy shit sometimes
because they're just ready to rock and roll.
Ready to rock and roll.
So there's your two main characters.
And again, one of the things,
one of the immediate feedback points
when I submitted the manuscript
was how about some more character development?
right and what I said is you already know these characters we already know these characters we grow up
with these characters everybody knows these people everybody knows these people we all know them we are them
in many ways so I was like what what else do I need to tell you what else do I need to tell you you know
these people I know these people there's your character development look around you uh you started this
with Artie. And that's one of the first things that jumped out on me. Or it's like, not only do I know
who that guy is, I've known a guy or girl like that since I was a little kid. And it's just,
he's just there. He's down for his cause. Some negative, some positive. Some are like angry at
everyone. Some are just happy to see every, you know, like, but really, you know, not a, kind of in a
generic almost kind of way. I mean, it's more particular because of the book and everything.
Right. But you know that guy. Totally know that guy. That's the first thing that jumped out of me.
Artie.
Artie.
Oh,
yeah.
And how many Ardys have you known?
About 12, I would say.
Yeah.
But they fit that in one way or another.
A little different flavor over here.
For sure.
You know, oh, man, I could go deep into it too where some people would tease them just like
your girl, Jean.
Same exact thing, man.
And they're everywhere.
So it's like, yeah, you know, we all know Arty, I think.
Most of us.
We all know an Ardy.
We all know Gene.
We all know Johnny.
We all know a goat.
Yes, sir.
These are our people.
And there's the character development.
Yeah.
And look, obviously there's more character developing that goes on.
But, you know, for me to take the time to explain this, this is one thing you're going to notice when you read this book is I'm not trying not to waste any time.
Yeah.
I'm trying to waste any words.
I'm trying to get you there.
Get you there.
Get you into this as quick as possible and allow you to to utilize what you already know as a person.
Yeah.
To put the context around what's happening.
Use this schema.
I was reading this book and they went deep in the word schema.
Oh, damn.
That's what you're doing.
Use stuff that you already know to describe, you know, something new.
Right.
Interesting.
And you use like, you do this in real life too where you use less words than necessary kind of thing.
And it's weird because it makes you kind of go like deep in your own head almost when you read it.
Like even that one when you're describing a,
people, you know,
however you described in the news,
just like real,
it's like,
you didn't do this,
like the opposite of that,
the opposite of that is like some grandiose thing
where it's like, you know,
one after another,
the people piled in like a this and like a that
and then this person,
and it's the,
but no,
you did the exact opposite,
but meanwhile,
you get the same effect,
but it's more like in your own head,
like real,
real personal kind of presentation.
You know,
there's something I talk about
with leadership.
It's minimum force required.
Yeah.
Right.
I as a leader want to use the minimum force to get you to do what I want you to do.
Yeah.
To get you to do what we need to do, right?
Minimum force required.
I don't want to say, hey, echo, here's what you need to do.
I might say, hey, echo, what do you think about doing this?
And you're like, oh, yeah, that would probably be good, right?
I want to use the minimum force.
I try and write, I tried to write this book where the feeling is there with the minimum amount of words.
Get the point across with the minimum amount of words.
it does add drama to it.
Let's admit that,
because even in real life,
this book aside,
like it's more dramatic that way.
Well,
I also say all the time,
the less you talk,
the more people listen.
I mean,
I say that all the time.
I give that as leadership counsel.
Hey,
if you're in there and you got something
to say in a meeting
and you say it in 14 sentences
and it takes you seven minutes,
maybe 14 seconds,
maybe it takes you seven minutes to say something.
that you could have said in 14 seconds,
the 14 second route was way,
is way preferred.
Of course.
And it's going to have so much more impact.
Yes, sir.
But let's face it,
the added specifically added drama is undeniable.
Like so if we are here,
I don't know,
let's say we had to,
I don't know,
make key chains or something.
And there was like a hundred thousand key chains
that needed to be made
and we get here at 5 p.m. or whatever.
And I,
And I ask you, and you're like, yeah, we need to get these done or whatever.
And then I look at them.
I go, hey, are we going to do all these tonight?
And there's two different scenarios where you could be like, you know what?
Yeah, we're going to get all these done tonight.
Or you could just look at me.
I know.
The answer is fucking yes.
Yeah.
It's hell yes, but it's way more traumatic.
Yeah.
You didn't even say anything.
Didn't say anything.
Exactly right.
Or you could pull, which you typically do, you'll just say yes.
And that's it.
I want more.
I want you to make me feel good.
I want to,
but it's just this big black hole
of nothingness
that I'm just left with
except for yes.
Like with that,
you got to make of it
whatever you're going to make of it,
but yes,
you know,
so it's like,
yeah,
we're more dramatic.
It's good, though.
So that's what the book
is written like.
We're going to roll into,
I'm just trying to give
some of the characters,
right?
Some of the characters.
Here's the,
I guess this is our leading
female character in the book. Here we go. She is a pretty but tough looking girl.
Thick black hair that wants to curl but is for the most part straightened by its own weight and volume.
Pale skin, dark eyes, eyes with a hint of fight left in them. But most of the fight is gone.
worn away by long hours and hard work and worn away by the reality of life jessica where have you been
she asks working where else johnny responds defensively you can't call or anything sorry he replies
i'm a prick yeah you are she says you never held that against me before don't start now you buy
me a drink and i'll forgive you lucy soko and coke johnny shouts to the barmaid
So-co and Coke got it, the bartender responds.
How's work, Johnny asks, although he knows the answer.
The usual, Mark's an asshole.
Everybody comes into that place as a fucking asshole.
And I do what I do.
Smile and kiss their ass.
Why don't you quit, Johnny asks.
It's an earnest question, even though the answer is known by him.
She knows the answer too.
She also has the same question.
Why don't you quit your fucking job stock boy?
Ouch. Thanks, Johnny mutters, dejected.
Well, I mean, fuck, of course I'd quit that job, same as you, but who's going to pay the rent?
The bartender approaches them and places the southern comforting Coke in front of Jessica.
So-co and Coke, she says, matter of fact.
Thanks, Lucy. Johnny tells her.
Thanks, Johnny, Jessica says to Johnny.
Anything for you, darling, he says with a smile.
Great, you're horny, she says.
Hey, he replies defensively.
I'm just, don't worry, I am too, she says with a smile.
So there's Jessica.
Again, where does Jessica come from?
Kind of a composite character of growing up, of traveling, going to different towns, different cities, restaurants, bars.
She's a waitress.
I've known many Jessica's in my time.
And like you said, I think we've all known plenty of Jessica's.
And look, she's hardworking.
She's determined, but she's up against the odds.
And she's also productive, and you've learned this in the book,
she's a product of some bad decisions,
or at least some decisions that aren't great ones, right?
So she kind of ends up in her stuck in this position as well.
And to quote Harvey Keitel from Reservoir Dogs.
Yes, sir.
Waitressing is the number one job for female non-college graduates in this country.
And I always, I always, you know, because I worked in restaurants, man, that's a freaking hard job.
And you got to smile, right?
Well, yeah, customer service is critical.
You got to smile.
So not only are you working a hard job and people are treating you bad in some cases.
Yeah.
Where this, this isn't cooked good enough.
By the way, if you ever are serving me and I return something to the kitchen, it is totally jacked up.
Because if it's not totally jacked up, I'm just going to like, just going to get it down.
Yes, sir.
I mean, you got to give me a raw bleeding piece of meat if you think I'm going to return to the kitchen.
What about the wrong thing?
If someone gives you straight up the wrong thing, they mess your order up, wrong thing.
Is it something I'm down with?
You know?
Like, is it okay?
Is it like, hey, I ordered the rib I get a piece of prime rib.
Cool.
I'll eat it.
What if you get a fish?
I'm probably going back.
I'll be cool about it.
I'll probably just say, you know what I might do in that situation?
This is how nice I am.
Like, I hate to say that.
Yeah.
No, because I'd probably be like, hey, you know, I'm all.
so interested in getting a steak can you bring your rabbi you get both go with my fish and maybe maybe put
that in a doggy bag or something do you do you uh do you on the inside do you actually feel bad that you
have to do like yes you have to you feel bad huh yeah yeah i don't like um i don't like messing with
waitresses i don't like you know anybody in service right you know anybody in service i don't like
being that guy.
Yeah.
The,
the proverbial guy, right?
That's like, hey.
Yeah, man.
Can you hurry up with that?
Yeah.
You know, I'm the guy that'd be like,
I guess I'm not drinking water tonight because I haven't seen a long girl in a while.
But, hey, you know, when someone does good service, like, I'm definitely going to take
care of them too.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You know, that's what we're doing.
But that's Jessica, right?
We get this.
She's sort, honestly, she's kind of like a female, Johnny.
in a way right she's smart she's good looking she's witty but maybe not the best choices maybe she didn't
roll out in the best environment and that's addressed too in the book you know there's some there's
a level of ownership that gets you know responsibility for our actions and she's the one that kind
of pushes that like hey you can sit around here because at a certain point I don't want to get too
much into it but Johnny starts saying well you know we didn't I didn't I didn't have the right
upbringing and all this and she's like hey
dude no one made you quit school no one made you do this no one made you you did those
things um but like you said these are these are these are people these are normal people
these are people in the world these are people I grew up with these are my friends to this day
people I met along the way now that's kind of your main characters one more character
I want to introduce.
And look, there's a bunch.
There are a lot more characters in the book.
I shouldn't say a lot more.
I tried to limit the number of characters as much as possible, right?
I don't want to have this big complex storyline that's hard to follow.
I wanted it to be, when you heard someone, I want you just to know who it is and, boom, you're locked.
That was my goal, simplicity.
There's another character that I do want to bring up because he does, you got some,
He's got a little bit of impact.
And this character, as you heard from the review,
from the Publishers Weekly Review,
Johnny and Go, they work at a big box store.
And their boss is this guy named Gerald Lundstrom.
Jerry, also known as Jerry,
and they call him the weasel.
That's what they call him.
So let's get an introduction to Gerald Lundstrom, the weasel.
Let's get an introduction to the big box store
to what they're John.
are and what they do there they're stock boys so here we go you would think
Americans survived on fucking mayonnaise goat says disgusted no shit stock boys boxes
tile floor and industrial shelves food detergent electronics pretty much anything
can be found here every day from the time the doors open until they
clothes there are customers here buying milk and batteries and toilet paper and garbage bags
tomatoes popcorn salami people can buy anything here and they do consumption in
massive quantities to fill their massive bellies and run up their massive credit card debt
people flesh-covered robot beings in need of fuel and meaning
They find both here.
I mean, honestly, who the fuck needs a half a gallon of miracle whip for their house?
Goat asks earnestly trying to comprehend this madness.
Well, obviously, a bunch of people need it.
All this will be gone in a couple of days.
Goat shakes his head.
What the hell do they do with it?
Do they put it in their cereal or something?
I think they butter their wives up with it.
God damn, that's fucking disgusting.
Yeah, it is.
Johnny agrees.
From the end of the aisle, a loud.
high-pitched voice breaks their conversation.
Jerry, the night manager.
You guys need to stop talking and get that stuff stacked up.
Less talking and more stocking.
We've still got pickles, mustard, chrisko, and canned ham.
I got your canned ham, goat whispers under his breath.
Jerry walks toward goat and Johnny.
Thin.
Late 30s.
Smoker.
Greasy hair.
beige Levi dockers polo shirt yellow gold-colored necklace with cross gold
colored watch fake what did you say Jerry asked aggressively goat stand up
goat stands up straight and belts out I said I got your canned ham Jerry shakes
his head he tries to think of an original comeback but he can't think of anything good
He resorts to all he knows
Well, you just keep running your mouth like that
And we'll see if you ever make supervisor
Not wanting to engage in a verbal battle
Jerry quickly walks away
Goat stands there shaking his head
Motherfucker he says quietly
Then unable to contain himself shouts
Supervised this you weasel looking motherfucker
Johnny looks at him
I'd fucking kill myself
If I ever made supervisor at this shit hole
Yeah, and that fucking prick walking around like he's fucking Steve Jobs
Loser I'm fucking loser
At least he's easy to rip off Johnny concedes
Yeah, he's got that going for him
I'm getting a couple of bottles of Jack tonight Goat says
I'm getting the nastiest rot gut gin I can find
So there you go
That's the manager
Have you ever had a manager like my boy like the weasel? I
God. Do I need to do character development or do we know who Jerry the weasel
Lundstrom is right we're gonna use a schema on no one yeah for sure and I had so much
fun writing that dialogue I heard Chuck we heard K dog behind the scenes over there
Chuck but as I was rolling some of the just because that's what it's like right
you know you're 22 23 years old you're have you have a crap job you know you know
Dave Burke good deal too yeah
He was a stock boy at Target.
Hell yeah.
And he was a stock boy when he was at Target, and he was like 15.
And he's like, you nailed that dialogue.
You nailed those characters.
And I go, I was they, I said, how can that be?
You weren't like that.
And he was, no, I wasn't like that.
I was 15, just trying to do a good job and trying to get money.
He goes, but I worked with guys that shouldn't have been working there that were 22, 23, 24 years old.
And I would hear them talking.
and you freaking nailed it.
These guys talk to each other and talk shit.
So we all know managers like this,
kind of a stereotypical manager.
And that's the way the world kind of gets put together for this book.
Now, again, I don't want to spend,
I don't want to start covering the plot of the book.
You kind of heard it from the review,
a little bit of what happens in the plot.
You don't get the whole deal,
but that's sort of the direction we're heading in.
Got to get the book to get there.
But I did want to kind of just talk about some of the themes, some of the other themes that are in the book.
One of them is kind of this idea of being obsessed with random things, which we all certainly do.
I do.
We all end up obsessed with these random things.
And if you look at it from the outside, it doesn't make any sense.
So, Jiu-Jitsu, surfing, archery.
rock climbing music guitars NASCAR lawn
super into your lawn right super into fishing super into yoga super into cooking
super into grill like there's all these things that people just get into and
that level of obsession could be about anything right and that was that was one of the
fun things that I had with Artie was I was thinking what would be the most
random kind of thing that you could be obsessed with.
How about laundry?
Doing laundry.
But there's not that much difference between being obsessed with doing laundry and
archery.
And believe me,
I'm pretty obsessed with archery.
I spend a bunch of time doing it.
I spend money on it.
Like,
why?
I could be making super clean clothes.
Jiu Jitsu.
Hey, we're super into Jiu Jitsu.
Yeah, we can talk about this freaking skill and this and that.
But at this point,
we have kind of.
of the basic skills that we need to defend ourselves.
We're just doing it for a whole other reason, right?
Lons, right?
Yeah.
Like lawn care.
People get fired up for that stuff.
Oh, yeah.
So that's something that we do.
It's an underlying theme in the book is, man, think about what you're doing.
What are you obsessed with?
Why are you obsessed with it?
Yeah.
We get into some weird stuff.
Yeah.
Yeah, that is weird.
Consumerism.
Buying stuff.
That's another thing.
do you wrap that you wrap the obsession around also around consumerism buying stuff and if you've
ever been to a big box store which I certainly have been to many and still go to or so I should
say still shop back because because I don't go to them very often my wife kind of gets that done but
you go into those places and it's we consume a lot of stuff right and here's here's what I think is
interesting and nowadays you know this this
This book takes place in the early 90s, late 80s.
I'm going to say early 90s.
So there's no cell phones.
But one thing that I've found that I think, I believe,
and you can tell me what you think.
I think, have you ever built something?
Yes, sir, I have.
And it gave, that took you some time and effort?
What's the biggest thing you've ever built?
Big, biggest one.
Yeah.
I don't know.
But that wasn't, that did not come from.
my Kia.
Yeah.
So, okay, so I don't know the biggest thing.
That's going to take a while for me to think of, but the thing that did jump out at me
was I used to make slingshots when I was a kid.
Okay.
So, um, you'd go down in our, in my case, I'd go down the valley, the canyon, whatever,
um, and you'd find a guavitri.
I like the guavitry wood.
Uh, you, and then you find where there's like a perfect Y.
It can be like too narrow of a split.
Right.
And it can't be too wide either.
There's a lot of those.
You got to find the perfect one.
Boom.
You cut it, all three spots.
And you bring it back.
You skin it.
Let it dry for a little bit, like a few days or whatever.
I used to, this is when I went extra on it.
I'd sand it down so it looks kind of cool.
You can put finish on it.
I never really did that.
And then you go by, it's called surgical tubing.
Yeah.
And then you attach them.
And then you cut off the tongue of your shoe.
of like an old shoe or whatever.
You cut it off and then poke the two holes, use a knife or even like a whole puncher.
It's harder to do the whole puncher.
But, you know, you do the two holes, attach the surgical tubing.
What I would do is I'd do this.
Cirgical tubing, go in the hole, curl back.
I'd super glue it together, wrap it with thread, not too tight because it might start cutting into when it starts to oxidize a little bit.
And then tape, like small piece of day.
So it would be super strong, super strong.
The same thing, both sides are all four attachments.
And boom, there you go.
Looks nice too.
How did you feel when you were complete?
Yeah, amazing.
That's why I do a bunch of them.
Like, I don't need like five slingshots, but yeah.
Oh, yeah.
I'd have the two or three going.
So I think there's some, I don't know,
there's probably some chemical dopamine hit or whatever that you get when you actually do something,
when you build something.
Like I've built, like redoing my house.
Like remod, like ripping out, gutting my hat.
One time I did my kitchen.
And I gutted it in 72 hours.
I gutted the whole thing, demoed it, got it out, redid the electrical,
redid the plumbing, put in a subbox, what's that called?
I put in a sub box for the electrical.
I forget what it's called.
But I put it in like a whole new electrical system.
And then I drywalled it.
And I did that all in 72 hours.
And, but you feel like accomplishment, right?
Yeah, yeah.
Building like fences at my houses, building, I remodeled my other house.
So like these major projects, you feel this good sense of satisfaction when you're done.
Well, in the modern world, we do a lot less of that, right?
So you can replace that sort of satisfaction by clicking on the Amazon, whatever, buy now.
Right?
And all of a sudden you feel like, but the thing is, since you did,
Didn't put much effort into it.
It's not that gratifying, so you want to do it again.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So I think that's why people roll into freaking Costco, they roll into Costco and they roll out with
way more stuff because they just walk through those aisles getting that dopamine hit, dopamine
hit, dopamine hit, dopamine hit, dopamine hit, dopamine hit, because they feel like they built
that thing or they harvested.
Yeah.
It's the same thing when you go hunting and you like harvest the meat.
Super gratifying.
Super.
like 1,000 times more gratifying
than buying a steak at the store.
And believe me, buying a steak at the store
is kind of gratifying too.
But you get that dopamine, you're like,
oh, yeah, then this is going to be so good,
but it's way less.
So you buy another one.
Right.
You know, and then you buy this,
you buy that, right.
Yeah, that's weird, huh?
So it's kind of like when you kind of maybe
cut it all the way down to what the hell's going on
with that little transaction.
It's like, you know, like almost,
for lack of better way of putting it in the wild,
or in the, you know, nature, whatever,
you put in this work and then you,
uh,
you run through some challenges,
you overcome those challenges,
then you get the reward, right?
Any pursuit.
That's sort of the system.
Yeah.
And your brain, you know, follows along accordingly.
Boom, you put in the work,
you get obsessive over it.
You run into a challenge.
You overcome the challenge and you're back on your path to,
you know, for that main goal, you know,
and the harder you work, the bigger the reward,
usually, right?
As far as in your brain, like the bigger the payoff,
you know, so it's like if you overcome all the challenge,
And then you finally reap that reward.
In your case, it's hunting the elk or, you know, whatever.
Whatever the reward is, the prize, right?
There, boom, there's your ultimate satisfying dopamine hit, whatever.
But now it's the same thing except you reduce the work part so much, but you still get the little reward.
Yeah.
But here's the thing.
You reduce the work, the reward.
You get rewarded, but it's less work, less reward.
So what do you do?
You do it again.
Less satisfying.
Yeah.
It's less time, but you just do it again.
Oh, yeah.
I'm going to order this.
I'm going to buy that.
Yeah.
And so you end up in this sort of weird cycle of satisfaction by just buying stuff.
Brad, and, you know, and we've talked about this too, brother, the people who make the stores, the layout and stuff, oh, they know about that kind of stuff.
That's why there's a thing called impulse buy, right?
So they put the candy right there by the checkout stuff that you didn't plan on getting, but it's like, oh, I'm going to use one of those right now, you know, kind of a thing.
It's like an impulse buy.
You ever get, I don't see you doing this, but maybe.
you do I don't know but you know when you shopping on Amazon right and me I get a lot of
carry will relate to this where I get a lot of little cables and little tools and whatever you
know just for this thing or that thing or whatever and then when you check out or when you add it to
the cart they'll introduce all these other things people also bought yeah and then I'm like yeah
you're like double me double me oh yeah I could use that never going to use it but I could I
could imagine myself using this pair of pliers you know so many I have two pairs of pliers by
the way already. Oh, but that one with the red handle and that one's kind of dope. And it has a little
thing on the side. I am the, I am the most, I research stuff to the point where it's stupid. You
trying to get me to buy something. I was looking at someone's, I was looking at one of my, I was looking
at one of my kids. Yeah, my kids Instagram. My, my daughter was like, oh, I have an advertisement
every third whatever picture is an advertisement. Yeah. And I go, no, I go, I hardly have any. And
She's like no way and I showed her and I have like almost no promoted ads
You know why I never click on them and never they know I'm like low
No conversion I'm like the lowest conversion ever
I'm not even wasting their money throwing that thing in front me because you you could have the best freaking idea in the world and I'm gonna start like
I'm gonna have to research that
Yeah, and I'm surprised Amazon just doesn't check me out without showing me anything because they're just over
Don't even try yeah don't even try
Are not worth it.
So that's an underlying theme, but here's the, here's the kind of the real, I don't know,
maybe it's the heaviest underlying theme.
Is this the idea and it is, it's about happiness, right?
Not only about happiness, but this sort of underlying unhappiness in the world, underlying
sadness in the world.
when I was a kid and I was working at Wendy's and I saw Jean and I saw that she was freaking happy and I knew that I wasn't and I didn't even know if I could be it didn't seem like an achievable thing it seemed like there was too much it seemed like there was too much underlying things that
in the world that just are going to be bad.
Right?
And I always sensed that in the world.
I always sensed always, I always had this sense in the world of this underlying sadness,
this underlying despair, this underlying suffering.
And I don't want to use the term depression because maybe you wrap all those things together
because depression seems like it's a clinical sort of like a problem that you treat type thing.
And I didn't feel like this was a clinical problem.
It just seemed like life to me.
was not going to go the way you wanted it to go for anyone.
You're going to end up in a wrong job.
You're going to end up in the wrong relationship.
Something's going to be wrong with your health.
Something's going to be wrong in your family.
And we're going to die.
And we're all going to die.
And before we die, we're going to suffer.
And by the way, everyone that you know and everyone that you love is going to suffer and die.
And so I would always, I kind of had this underlying sense of the world.
And then I would catch like glimpses of people that were happy and
Sometimes it was someone like Jean there was another guy that worked at a freaking junkyard
Who was kind of jacked especially when I was younger you know when you were younger and in the in the 70s
If someone was jacked in the 70s like it was a whole
It was like a next level right? Yeah
Because you're you're not used to seeing people that are jacked at all and I remember seeing this guy who
who worked at a junkyard.
And he looked happy.
And I was like, dude, this guy's just jacked
and just lifting engine parts around the junkyard.
And it seemed like he was happy.
So that's sort of this underlying theme.
And I'll tell you, like, when I got to the teams,
thank God.
When I got to the teams, that's when I started feeling like,
oh, like kind of happy.
Like, this is cool.
The people I'm with are kind of cool.
And life's not going to be perfect, but we're going to have a good time living this imperfect life. So I started to get a little bit relieved of that as I got older.
But I think that, you know, Johnny kind of realizes that he's not going to be happy. And this is the other sort of the other sort of underlying theme is this idea of of sacrifice.
And when Johnny realizes that he can't be happy or at least he doesn't think he can be happy
He sees that you know kind of the way I looked at Gene the Wendy salad bar girl
But that's his brother and the situation unfolds where he's not going to be able to be happy anymore
Where where Artie is not going to be happy anymore and Johnny knows if he makes sacrifices he could preserve the happiness for his brother
other, especially because he's never going to be happy himself.
You know, I had this conversation with Stoner one time.
We were out surfing.
And he was asking me that, he's like, bro, I don't know.
It's like the same thing.
He's like, bro, I'm never going to be.
How am I ever going to be happy?
I'm never going to be happy.
You know, we were literally, it's like a beautiful Southern California.
We're out at our surf spot for whatever reason.
There's not many guys out.
There's a little offshore breeze the water's warm. It's a you know chest ahead high swell pretty consistent like it's it doesn't get any better and he's out here saying to me like I don't know how do you ever how you ever find happiness and I'm like bro this is it man this is it right here and that's what you know that's what that's what you have to be able to find you have to be able to find that
The path that you're on, even though it's challenging, even though they're suffering, that's the happiness too.
And the sacrifice part is putting others above yourself.
You know, and obviously on this podcast, we talk about heroes and we talk to heroes in many cases.
And most of the ones that we talk to here are military people, right?
Soldiers, sailors, airmen, Marines.
But those aren't the only people.
Those aren't the only people in the world that are heroes.
And I'm not just talking about law enforcement and, you know, firefighters and first responders as well either.
There's all kinds of people in the world that put others above themselves and put other people's happiness above themselves.
And whether that's mothers and fathers and sisters and brothers and wives and husbands and friends.
I mean, there's friends that do that.
friends that put other people's happiness and other people's success above themselves and
Really that's that's the that's the under that's one of the other underlying themes of the book
Is and that you know that's that's that's a theme that's consistent with all the books that have written fiction nonfiction people that are putting others above themselves
That's what leadership is and ultimately so I think if you can put other
others before yourselves then if we do that then you can find some happiness and at a minimum at a
minimum you can leave the world in better condition then you found it and if you can pull that off
I think if you can pull that off then you can die with a clean conscience and you can die with a
smile on your face and you can leave a smile on the face of the people you left behind final
spin.
So we can't obviously cover the whole plot, the details.
What we'll do is maybe in a year.
Remember what we did with Musashi?
Yeah.
With Musashi.
So this is episode 301.
Episode 401.
That's actually two years, isn't it?
Yeah.
We'll give people two years to sort it out.
Is that long?
Should we do one year?
So we do, so we say three, five?
50?
Sure.
Okay, we'll go 350.
We'll shoot for 350.
So 350, we'll do full spoiler.
We'll just tell everyone what's going on.
We'll take a bunch of questions about the book.
And yeah, we'll do it again, where we can go a little bit deeper on all the plot.
You know, as I started getting feedback from people and people start asking all those awesome questions that you ask when you read books and what's this part about and what does this represent.
We'll do all that.
the books for
for sale right now.
I would order it if I were you.
Why?
Clearly,
because you want that first to dish.
And here's another reason.
This is us against the establishment,
by the way.
This is us against the literary critics.
Right?
This is us against the big publishing companies,
the media companies.
We're the outsiders.
I'm an outsider.
I'm tell you what.
I go to New York City
and I roll into those publishing offices.
I am an outsider.
I might as well be purple because I'm not from that world right they don't the
interesting thing is I mean I was an English major in college they don't know
about that they just look at me think knuckle-drager meathead which I take as a
compliment generally but yeah they don't want us to win so join the cause
right let's let's let's let's let's let's let's let's
Let's take the fight to them
Get that first edition
And here's the other thing
I was planning to do a
Speaking thing kind of like Jocko Live
What we did last year right before COVID hit
I was we were booking it up
And the whole freaking
The industry is still paranoid
And a bunch of the venues started getting crazy with the way they were going to run them
And someone wanted to cancel
And so I said all right fine we'll put it off
So I'm gonna do a Jocco Live tour
with this.
I don't know what cities I'm going to.
The only city I keep saying I want to go to is Detroit.
I just want to go to Detroit.
And by the way, there's, so, you know who Jack White is?
Jack White.
White stripes.
Oh, I'm thinking Todd White.
No, I do now, yes.
Yeah, yeah.
So he's got a thing up in Detroit.
He's got a place where he can record bands straight to vinyl.
Oh damn.
So it just straight to vinyl.
I think it's a venue that holds like 50 people.
Oh,
so I want to do Jocco Live there.
I want to record it straight to vinyl.
Yeah.
And just get,
man's getting artisan on us.
Bro, straight to vinyl?
I think it might be the only place in America
where you can do that.
That sounds correct.
And plus the white stripes are awesome.
Jack White's freaking awesome.
So that would be sick to do.
So I'm going to try and go to Detroit.
Maybe I have to do a big show before that.
to get everyone in there
but then after that
we'll go straight to third man records
straight to vinyl
do you have a record player
yeah
it's looking into that
one of my Amazon spirals
the record player
they have a lot nowadays
yeah it's vinyl dude
yeah man it's not going away
we're talking about people
being obsessed with things
yeah vinyl's one of them
get that vinyl out
that record sounds better
allegedly
I remember there's
there's a Motorhead album where he put in between the songs on the CD has like the record sound like
I'll do that yeah come on back it's pretty sick right yeah well that's I mean even with film that's
all right where it's like no film looks like way better video and and photography they're like no film
all day yeah digital is whack digital lame lame doesn't look as good doesn't look as natural doesn't
look is, you know, doesn't flow with your senses.
So Detroit, that's one city I know I'm going through.
Why?
Because we want it to flow with our senses.
Yes, sir.
We're going straight to vinyl.
I don't even know if that's a possible thing.
I don't.
I don't know if it's possible.
You know, people might be like, you can't do that.
You're not even a band.
I'm like, no, I'm going to talk, though.
It's an, you've done albums with tracks.
We have done albums.
With tracks.
Yep.
So this would be an album.
An album straight out.
You've been to Jocco Lives.
Yes, sir.
I have some of them might be cool records right yes sir they would be vinyl vinyl all day man
then you get clear vinyl you get the red vinyl right you know what I'm saying I don't know what
red vinyl is but the vinyl's red that's what red vinyl is where you get the clear vinyl what's
clear vinyl clear the record's clear you can see through it you ever heard of it I never
heard of that before K dogs in the house in the game yeah so when I do that thing but I guess it's
going to be spring or something like that we'll go live we'll hang out if you're rolling up you've
got that second edition let's face it I'm still appreciative sure you know I know we all know
where you're at appreciate the support let's crush the world with this book um echo
speaking of crushing the world we kind of have to crush ourselves right in order to cross the world
which by the way it'll make you tougher
Yeah, which by the way, I just came back from hunting.
And for, I think it was 13 days, I did not lift weights because I was in the mountains.
Brutal.
Or as I call mountains.
Sure.
Hell yeah.
But I came back and I was all fired up, you know, and felt like I needed to, man, I have doms in my arms right now.
In my, I haven't had doms in my arms in a long time, dude.
So, we got to crush ourselves.
that can take a toll at times.
What do we need to do to kind of stay on the path
to get better so we can cross the world?
Well, keep in mind mentally and physically,
doms in the arms that indicates that you're working out your arms,
which I respect.
So, you know, I'm sorry that you have the dumb,
but welcome to my world.
Well, okay, so we want to minimize domes.
Well, no, no, maximize yet, minimize, mitigate domes.
Okay, I would say that's a good call.
It's kind of a dichotomy, really.
But let's face it, would you, would you want to have doms every day on your arms?
Would that include, would that increase progress or not?
No, it'd be bad, right?
You know, obviously there's a lot to it.
But generally speaking, simply put domes every day, no, probably not.
Okay.
When the domes heals, then you want to elicit more domes in one way or another.
Yes, but it's a process and it's ongoing.
Nonetheless, I'll tell you what you do need is supplementation.
That'll help you.
through doms or no doms.
Right on.
So through this path we're all on.
Supplementation is very helpful.
So we'll talk about energy drinks first, right?
As far as energy to see, I know.
I said it, energy drinks.
Yep.
As if that,
as if what we're talking about fits in with all the categories of all these other
drinks that are in the energy drink category.
Yeah.
So, you know, me,
if you're new to this.
When they're not.
Let's face it, they don't.
Don't.
The stigma that you felt like in your brain or whatever.
Oh, energy drinks.
That.
Stigma, don't worry about that stigma anymore.
In fact, forget that stigma.
Forget it.
Don't totally forget it because there's other drinks that still have.
You need to keep the stigma in mind.
Yeah.
But you can have the stigma avoidance.
Yes, like detached from the stigma.
How about that?
Leave it behind.
Just leave it behind.
It doesn't control your brain and how you think of energy drinks necessarily anymore.
If you know about Jocko Go.
Okay.
Is it Discipline Go or Jocko go?
It is Jocko Discipline Go, technically speaking.
I got corrected by someone on the inside, which I respected, by the way.
But either way, go.
Jocko, discipline, go.
It's an energy drink that is good for you, front to back, good for you.
Not the kind where you're drinking, you know, you ever seen that?
There's this commercial, I think one of these comedy YouTube channels.
They're like, oh, if energy drink commercials were honest or whatever, and they called it like a metal tube of psychedelic poison.
They're out of something, but they kept referring to it as a metal tube of some kind of poison.
Yeah.
Accurate.
Yeah.
Oh, Brian.
Watch the video.
It's funny.
You're like, damn, that is all true.
And it's interesting.
Either way, it's not that.
That's not what this is.
No poison.
It's different.
Yeah.
Actually, good for you.
It's good for you.
It's like a health drink, energy drink.
But even though that makes it sound kind of like not really what it feels like, just keep in mind.
It's an energy drink.
It tastes good, is good, and is good for you.
And it gives you.
energy.
It gives the energy.
It's legit.
No chemicals.
None of these weird preservative things because of the process of high quality.
It's quality.
Many flavors.
The best in which is mango factually, in my opinion.
Check.
But you're going to have to choose for yourself on that one.
It's called Jocko Go.
Also got joint warfare.
Yes, sir.
I,
I must say even joint warfare has its limitations because I need more right now.
I take it every day.
Thank God, because otherwise I might even be completely immobilized right now.
I might be laid up.
Here's the thing.
Drug warfare is not going to help your doms.
Oh, really?
I mean, maybe we'll.
What is going to help the doms the protein?
Protein is going to help your doms.
Yes, sir.
So joints, joint warfare, super krill, right?
But when it comes to actual rebuild, we need to go milk.
Yep.
That's for the muscle.
Yes.
Additional protein in the form of the dessert.
You know what I had for breakfast this morning?
Which I normally don't eat.
Moke shake, pancakes.
Moke.
Guess what I had for lunch?
Moke, because I could, I knew what you just told me.
The Dom's, I know it needs help.
Yes, sir.
I need to repair my muscles.
Oh, yeah.
Freaking sore, dude.
By the way, speaking of Mulk, the new, and you actually, all the ingredients were in front of my face,
but you turned me on to this or to the precursor of this new formula for the ultimate
milk shake depends on what flavor you like.
But if you like the chocolate one, this is the one.
Mint chocolate or dark chocolate.
chocolate or peanut butter chocolate whichever one you want half of a or half of a frozen banana
overripe Tulsi Gabbard turned me on to that okay so we got a you know a little
collab going on frozen half a frozen banana two scoops of the malk I did the darkness
soy milk you know because like soy silk I don't know whatever the one that it doesn't have
lactose in it's it's super low okay if you go regular milk and you're concerned about if you're
trying to go lower on the calorie thing.
Regular milk, even 2% is not the best one for you.
Because I'm over here on the whole milk.
Yeah, yeah.
Sometimes straight up and half.
Well, you're not.
Well, you're not going on a lower calorie scenario.
Let's face it, you can't, you know, your little machine can't handle that kind of stuff.
Either way, if you are, this is the deal because I was going to give it to the kids for the
ultimate front end test.
You see what I'm saying?
Anyway, you go half soy milk or almond milk, whatever, the unsweetened one.
And then half of that, it's lactose-free.
It was the chocolate milk that you mentioned.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's like lactose-free.
There's way less sugar.
And it's like double, triple-filtered or whatever.
And you go half that too.
Oh, just for the extra boost of chocolate or whatever.
Yeah.
Man, drink that one.
It tastes like ice cream.
I think the banana, but it's not a whole banana,
so you don't get the real super banana flavor,
but you get the sweetness from the banana.
And, bro, it tastes like it's ice cream.
For real.
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
Put ice in there.
Boom.
Mix that up.
go milk, protein in the form of a highly desirable dessert.
Highly desirable.
I'm designed one right now.
I've already had two today.
That's how,
it's true.
Also,
Jock white tea.
If you're into tea,
you know,
something light,
that's the OG,
that's the original.
That is the OG.
Oh,
yeah.
That is the OG.
I was never a tea drinker,
to be honest with you.
And I was surprised about how many,
like,
tea drinkers were like,
brother,
Jaka white tea is,
that's the legit.
one yeah
legit interesting
you can get all this stuff
at vitamin shop
you can get all this stuff at joccofuel
dot com by the way if you
subscribe it gets shipped to you for free
you can get the
Henneryg
drinks
here's the thing you mentioned
Hennery from time to time you know what
energy is
it's energy is an actual thing
yeah it's it's uh Hennar Gracie's got something
yeah it's Hennar Gracie's charisma
his whole
Oh, that's his energy.
Yeah, you know, when he talks,
he's like, he's real, brother.
That guy's on it, man.
You want to listen to that guy talk forever.
And that energy that he brings,
that's a energy.
That's a energy.
maybe an assay bowl, but that was a henry one.
But I think it's in the presentation.
So I'm just saying it might be, might be.
I don't know.
Maybe, maybe not.
But it might be misleading to say, hey, they are considered Hennard G.
drinks.
You see what I'm saying?
I don't know.
So, okay.
So this was not officially endorsed by Hennar.
Yes.
Okay.
But if you want to get these drinks,
Gennergy drinks, just made that up because there's a Jocko energy drink.
Sure.
I don't know.
Genedy.
Sure.
Hell yeah.
If you want to get these Genneryrug, these GENERG drinks, you can get them at Wawa as well on
the East Coast. And by the way, we'll be rolling out for everybody else in the country that's
not on the East Coast that's been hitting us up. Like, what about this store? What about, we're
working them. And we should start to see some of those other big stores across the country
rolling out shortly so that you way you can get. So, yeah, there you go.
There you go. Speaking of getting some, you know, you want some American made stuff. And when
I say stuff, I don't mean just random stuff. Right. Good stuff. Jeans.
Boots, various other leather goods, depending on how creative Pete is feeling.
Some wallets in there.
Can you still get the wallet?
Yep.
Both of them.
There's like a small one and a big one.
Yeah.
So back to the jeans, Delta 68 and the, what's your OG factory?
Factory genes.
Impressive genes.
And I care about more elements of genes as far as when you put on jeans than this
jaco guy.
You care about a number of things, which are critical and fundamental.
I get it.
Functionality.
Yes, sir.
Is all I care about.
Yes, sir.
In life.
But me, I care about the fit.
You know, when I put on the jeans, I look at it.
Fit is part of functionality.
Yes.
In my opinion.
Okay.
I care about the aesthetic fit as well.
Not important.
Okay.
See, I understand.
Yes, sir.
So, you know, when I'm in the mirror, I look in the mirror and I look at myself and I look
at my wife next to me.
And if she's like giving me the approval, that means a lot.
See what I'm saying?
Versus I put them on and she's like, stoic face.
Maybe sour face.
Wow.
That's got to be rough in your household.
Maybe let's see what else.
Maybe you have like those types of reactions.
That means,
that means a lot to me.
You see what I'm saying?
My wife's just stoked.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well,
you know,
why she's stoked?
Because you put on the Delta 68 like it is in my case.
Look,
maybe it doesn't mean much to you.
Nonetheless,
it still reaps the same benefits.
You see what I'm saying?
And your wife,
my wife,
they're there to convey,
you know,
their approval and around we go.
You see what I'm saying?
So it doesn't matter if you notice
or not.
Origin USA.
Oh yeah, American Made.
So when I say American Made, it doesn't mean we assemble them, you know.
No.
Sown and grown.
Grown and sewn right here in America.
Everything from the-rebuilding this whole freaking country.
Bringing manufacturing back to here.
That's what we're doing.
Yeah, they're doing some great stuff over there.
Also, Jocko's store.
It's called Jocco Store.
That's where you can get your shirts and hats and hoodies.
Anything you want to wear to represent the path.
discipline equals freedom you can go deep on the idea of discipline equals freedom by the way
yes you can yeah sometimes kind of hard to understand but when you understand it I mean I wrote a whole
day of book about it so I mean I would say I went some help yes sir yes sir nonetheless you want to
represent you for telling me I could go deep I have gone deep well I'm thinking you know how
okay you ever you listen to music when you work out yes okay so sometimes I will too sometimes
sometimes to listen to podcasts depending on the podcast sometimes the podcast sometimes the podcast sometimes the
can distract you from the workup, by the way.
So keep that in mind.
But every once in a while, I'll go with nothing.
Not listen to anything.
That's when you find your mind just going deep on some random thing
that's always in front of your face or whatever.
And that's what happened recently to me.
Disciplining was freedom.
Like, man, I have the freedom to do all this stuff,
but I'm not going to do it because I'm disciplined.
You see what I'm saying?
And you can go deep in your own mind.
Anyway, if you're representing that,
you can get your shirts and hats and goodies.
A bunch of other stuff on Chaco's door.
dot com.
Also, we have a subscription situation
called the shirt locker.
Kind of an exclusive deal.
You know,
it's a monthly thing.
You get a new shirt different
from the,
from the me.
Exclusiveness.
It's slightly exclusive.
It's available to anybody.
It's real exclusive.
I'm just saying,
if you're part of the shirt locker,
you're wearing your shirt locker shirt.
Someone who's not part of the shirt locker,
they see your shirt,
they're going to be like,
hey, where can I get that?
You see what I'm saying?
Yep.
That's the,
in exclusive.
It's pseudo exclusive.
Right.
Nonetheless,
cool,
cool designs.
Jocco store.com.
Speaking of subscriptions,
you can subscribe to this podcast if you want to.
And it's everywhere.
We also have some other podcast,
Jocko unraveling podcast with my bro D.C.
We're recording a couple this week.
Grounded podcast.
What are we holding on to that?
Are we holding on to it?
It's still out there.
It's,
yeah.
Some people are waiting for it.
Let's say it's seven people.
It's a non-scheduled podcast.
Okay.
We'll see.
Maybe at some point we just roll back deep on the grounded podcast, Warrior Kid podcast.
We also have the underground, Jocko Underground podcast.
It's our alternative location in case things get tyrannical around here.
I don't think they will, but some days I wake up thinking maybe they will.
will. So anyways, we've built a platform that we can operate on with pure independence and not
have to rely on the current platforms that we're on. We hope it doesn't come to that. But if it does,
it would be foolish for us not to have a contingency plan. If you want to help us with that,
you want to be a part of that, go to jocco underground.com. It costs $8.18 a month. You can
probably figure out what that stands for. $8.18 a month. But listen, if you can't afford that,
but you still want to support, you still want to be in the game, email assistance.
at jocco underground.com.
We'll get you in there.
We release another podcast once a week.
That's a little bit more.
It covers some tangential topics.
Try and give you a little bit more information,
let you know what's going on.
Do a Q&A.
We're answering a bunch of questions on there.
So if you want to help us out there,
go to jocco underground.com.
Yeah, that one's good.
It's in the way, you know,
like you go along with a certain thing
and you can try to evaluate and maybe sum up.
Like, what is this?
What is this?
Right?
And you know, you say Q&A, which it is essentially.
But it's like, it's kind of like when you go through life, whether it be currently or before, whatever.
I'm just saying you think about your past.
You think about the present.
There's all these weird questions.
What?
This is a funny way of saying it.
Currently or before.
It is true.
It is true.
Nonetheless, you're still going to have like, you know how there's like questions rolling around?
Like, what does this?
What does this mean?
Like, what's my take on this at the end of the day?
You know, if you're kind of asked that question to you.
yourself. I think you offer a really good like your take on it and it's usually really
informed usually and it can kind of help a lot of us make sense out of certain
elements of life, you know, whether it be the specific questions that people ask or the
first part that we talk about like, you know, is our, is our children soft now? You know,
is society becoming soft or like, you know, succumbing to the to the trick of advertising
or, you know, like that kind of stuff. Like that's real stuff.
that we're dealing with like daily you know yeah I think it brings awareness yeah
you ever heard me talk about if I wanted to scare you yeah but I told you hey I'm
gonna be in the house and I'm gonna scare you what are my chances of being able to
scare you yeah yeah lower almost zero yeah if you don't know yeah man and I'm gonna
know where you I would say I'm 99.9% gonna scare you yes sir so with life if you
have an opportunity to think through a problem
or think through a question
before you actually have to contend with it,
it's going to make you unscarable.
Yeah.
So just that's another,
I think that's the benefit of
the jocco underground.com podcast
is we're addressing those kind of things
to get you in that situation
where you can't be scared.
Yeah.
Or you're ready to deal with whatever's in front of you.
Yeah, fully.
It's one of those things.
But yeah, also, we have a YouTube channel.
Jockle podcast YouTube channel.
Boom.
Some excerpts on their video version of this podcast.
Some enhanced stuff on there.
Some behind the scenes.
I was going to say some behind the seats on there.
Occasional.
We just released a one.
Yes, very occasional.
Every once in a while, we will happen a lot of times against your will,
but then it usually becomes against my will.
We go down like certain, you know, little pass or whatever.
And here's the thing.
I don't say we post behind the scene stuff on there, even though we do.
because it's not very often.
It's irregular.
But they're on there, though, for sure.
If there are some behind the scenes,
info, conversations worth posting,
they're on there.
Yeah.
Anyway, it had a benefit.
Yeah, YouTube.
That's a good one.
Also, Origin HD.
Yeah, yeah.
YouTube channel.
Very good.
You want to see the,
you want to see the,
what do you call like a Phoenix out of the ashes industry
and how someone can do that?
Yep.
Can achieve that?
step by step
boom
that's a perfect example
so you can see that go down for sure
so yeah check that one out on YouTube as well
also got a
speaking of albums now this one is not on vinyl
no not yet anyways
not we didn't record it at Jack White's
studio in Detroit
no I'm looking forward to that
I hope I get to do that
that'd be rad right it would be yeah
especially that kind like where you said
there's like 50 people or something like that
like a small yeah
super hype.
I wonder if I'd get super hype for that.
I think I would.
You know how sometimes I get hyped?
Yes, I do know.
Well, this one's not on vinyl, but it's called psychological warfare.
Little, little mental spots to help you get through those moments of weakness.
You can get that anywhere.
You get MP3s.
Also, flipsidecanvass.com.
That's Dakota Meyer.
He's got a company where they're printing stuff for you to hang on your wall.
Awesome stuff.
to keep you on the path.
Also got some books.
Obviously, first and foremost, the final spin.
You got the intro.
Find out what the hype is about.
It's good, man.
Pre-order it right now.
Comes out November.
First week in November.
Competitive people are going to be watching.
Who's looking at it?
I don't know.
We'll see what happens.
It's a risk.
It's a risk.
I asked my editor.
when discipline equals freedom field manual comes out came out
when it was about to come out I said have you ever taken this much of a risk before in a book
he said no never because it's so different he said this one same ballpark
these kind of books this the book doesn't exist there's no book like this
so final spin if you want to support you want to be high-fiving you want that first
the dish order that thing leadership strategy and tactics field manual the code the evaluation
the protocol discipline equals freedom field manual the brand new version
Way the Warrior Kid, one, two, three, and four.
Mikey and the Dragons about faced by Hackworth.
And of course, extreme ownership and the deGuardomir of leadership that I wrote with
my brother, Lafaban.
And speaking of Lafabin, we have a leadership consultancy.
We solve problems through leadership.
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We also have a muster coming up.
It's a live event.
It's in Las Vegas, October 28th and 29th.
Come and get some of that.
You can find all those things at Escalonfront.com.
We also have an online training at Extreme Ownership Academy.
The leadership is not something you just learn and now you're good at.
Oh, I got a shot of leadership.
I read one book.
Now I'm good.
No, you got to work at it like the gym.
So we've got a leadership gym for you.
Go to Extreme Ownership.com for that.
And if you want to help service members active and retired, you want to help their families.
You want to help Gold Star families.
Check out Mark Lee's mom.
Mama Lee.
She's got a charity organization.
And if you want to donate or you want to get involved, you want to help out, go to America's
mighty warriors.org and if you want more of my ridiculously rambling reads or you need more of
echoes obtuse opinions you can find us on the inner webs on twitter on the gram and on that
facebook you boy echo that echo charles i am at jockel willing and thanks to all the men and women
in the army navy air force and marines look final spin is a book it's a fiction story
I sat around and came up with this idea and wrote it.
And the only reason I was able to write it,
the only reason I had the freedom to write that
is because you all are out there providing security and stability
through your service.
So thanks to all the military.
And the same goes to our police and law enforcement,
firefighters, paramedics, EMTs, dispatchers,
correctional officers, border patrol, secret service,
and all first responders.
We get to do what we do because you do what you do every day
to keep us safe and everyone else out there happiness happiness isn't a destination you don't get there
you don't arrive you are there this is it and it might not always seem like it but the struggles
and the sacrifice those are life and those ultimately are happiness and you will find them
most clearly
if you put others before yourself.
So keep pushing.
Keep looking up.
Stay clean.
And of course,
keep getting after it.
And until next time,
Zeko and Jocko.
Out.
