Jocko Podcast - 443: Spiritual Warfare On The Battlefield. "Fight The Good Fight"
Episode Date: June 19, 2024Chaplain Robert Rayburn, Army Chaplain. "Fight the Good Fight" on Chaplain Rayburns experiences in The Korean War and the lessons he learned.Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/j...ocko-podcast/exclusive-content
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This is Jocko Podcast number 443 with Echo Charles and me, Jocco Willink.
Good evening, Echo.
Good evening.
There are bodies of communist soldiers on the roads, bodies flattened by tanks, bodies without heads or arms or legs,
bodies beginning to decay with the warm spring sun.
I have actually had the experience of being forced to drive my Jeep over these bodies as we pressed forward in the attack.
There was not time to even remove them from the road.
Then there are the bloated carcasses of the Chinese pack animals adding to the awful stench.
Then there are the wounded, and sometimes they seem worse than the dead because of the awful suffering many have to endure.
For days we kept running upon scores of our own American GIs who had been left wounded on the hills by their buddies when they had to retreat so fast.
They were taken prisoner by the Chinese, but because they had no medical facilities or very inadequate ones, nothing was done for them.
And when in the turn, when they in turn retreated, these men were left lying again on the hills.
When our infantry men brought them into our aid stations, the smell of their bodies was almost unbearable, and they knew it.
Every wound was filled with maggots.
It takes a strong stomach to stand near and try and say something comforting, while an arm perhaps hanging by a few shreds of flesh for days is caught off by a doctor trying so hard to be tender.
And incidentally, one doesn't have to tell those men that God answers prayers, they told me, in very vivid terms too.
And then perhaps the most pathetic of all sights we see are the little children, hordes of them,
wandering through the streets of a battered town where the battle has just ended.
One will see a little girl so dirty and emaciated that it would be difficult to tell how old she is.
She might be seven or seventeen.
Perhaps she squinted one eye for her other eye has been blinded by shrapnel.
Her hair is matted with caked blood and mud
Her only garment is a white dress so filthy could never be really white again
And strapped to her back will be an infant, not more than a year old
The child's head hangs backward in an unnatural way and his eyes are open
Yet he doesn't see
he is dead the victim of starvation perhaps this sounds overdrawn but it isn't just yesterday i spent
the day trying to help out in a house where some of our infantry men had found nearly 150 children
with a brave man and two women trying to take care of them at least a third of them were victims of
acute malnutrition and one has to see their tiny bodies shrunken
so that they look like just a tight skin stretched over a skeleton and has to look into their
little eyes and see the glassy stare and then hear the faint wimpers that seem to come from their
very souls in order to realize how utterly horrible war can be oh how this poor stricken desolate
land needs prayer and ho how the world needs
prayer and that was a letter written from the front lines of Korea to the
National Missions Committee to inform them of what was happening in the war and the
letter was written by dr. Robert G. Rayburn an army chaplain serving on the
hundred and eighty-seventh airborne regimental combat team the Racasans which
comes from the word
Japanese word falling umbrellas
They were the first soldiers to parachute into
onto Japanese soil in World War II
They're part of the 101st Airborne Division
The screaming Eagles
Who we actually had the honor of serving with
In the Battle of Ramadi
The 100
The first of the 506
Red Curry
And chaplain Rayburn
Had also served in World War II
As a chaplain
Where he also saw combat
but additionally, he wrote a book.
And the book is called Fight the Good Fight.
And the book centers around his experiences in the Korean
where he talks a little bit about World War II.
But the lessons that he learned there,
and many of the lessons that he learned
are comparisons between combat on the battlefield
and, of course, because he was a chaplain,
spiritual warfare.
Turns out to be a very interesting lesson, a very interesting read and also a lot of very interesting
lessons to learn.
So let's get to this book by Chaplin, Dr. Robert G. Rayburn.
Here we go.
It will not be difficult for the reader to imagine the surprise and the shock I received when
in the midst of a busy and happy pastorate at the college church on the edge of a edge of
Wheaton College campus in Wheaton, Illinois, I suddenly received a summons to report for a physical
examination preliminary to orders recalling me to active duty in the army.
So this guy who's in World War II, gets done with World War II, comes back, he's now a normal
chaplain out there in the world.
He's got his little pastorate by Wheaton College, living a happy life, he's married, got kids.
He's just carrying on with his life.
But you know when you join the military, you sign up, let's say you sign up for four years.
And then they usually will hook you into like two more years of something called reserve duty,
which, you know, when you go two weekends or one weekend a month and two weeks in the summertime.
And then they have something else.
It's in the fine print.
It's called inactive reserve.
Meaning you're not going to do anything, but you're still part of the military.
And if we need you, we're going to call you up.
So was it kind of like tiers where not I guess for lack about it term,
tears where it's like, okay, you're just active duty.
Then you're active duty.
Yep.
And then reserves is if we need you.
And then inactive reserves is if we really need you kind of a thing.
You nailed it.
Yeah, yeah.
But pretty much when you're on inactive reserve,
it's almost unheard of that the call comes.
Super low probability.
Especially after you just got done with a massive world war.
When you kind of sorted out the problems of the world,
everyone thought right yeah sure so you're probably signing that thing all y'all say in the inactive
reserve cool hey there's some little benefit maybe helps you the VA I don't know what the
benefits are yeah fully I was on paid for that right no you no pay just like what we're doing
for real yeah but reserve is reserve you reserve you get paid yeah inactive reserve we just got you
we just got your number basically yeah like if we need you we'll call okay all right yeah so he gets
this letter this summons and he goes into Chicago
and he goes to see the Army Chaplain from the Fifth Army.
So it's like the high-ranking guy.
And the chaplain tells him,
you can just forget about being recalled chaplain.
Unless this situation gets much worse,
we are going to take care of this emergency with those chaplains
who volunteer to return to active duty
and with those who are already on active duty status.
You don't need to worry.
So he goes in, he gets the summons,
and he goes in and the dude's like, hey, don't worry about it, bro.
Like, we get it, your summon.
We just want to know where you're at,
but don't worry about it.
you're not going to get recalled.
Then he gives a little background here.
I'd served as a chaplain of World War II
and had had combat experience
with field artillery in the European theater of war.
I was in France when my first baby girl was born
in far off Seattle, Washington.
I'd known something of the heartaches and trials of war.
Not only had I seen it on the battlefield,
but also from the separations and loneliness I personally endured.
So look, man, he's done with this military stuff.
but he did stay in the reserves.
He kind of talks about how he wasn't really sure.
He kind of had the notion in the back of his mind, like, look, I'll stay in the reserves.
I'll stay in the inactive reserves.
If they need me that bad, all right, I get it.
I had been assured that inactive reservists would be the very last to be called in the event of an emergency
that all the active reservists and the National Guard would go first.
So you forgot about the you got the reservists and then you got the National Guard,
and now you're down to the inact reserves.
So he thinks it's going to be good to go.
but he does get activated.
When the first summons came and I faced the necessity of leaving my family, my friends, and the work that I love, by the way, I'm only reading little highlights of this book.
I'm obviously not reading the whole thing.
There's a lot more detail in it.
When I first, when the first summons came and I faced the necessity of leaving my family, my friends, and the work that I loved and in which the Lord had so wonderfully blessed me, a feeling of resentment.
rose within me. This was not fair. Had I not done my duty for the country in the last war?
Weren't there others who had not already sacrificed years with their families who could step in
and meet this present need? So ran my thoughts. But then the Holy Spirit himself began to speak
sharply and plainly to me. I had preached to young people that when they turned their lives over
to the Lord, he made no errors in what he did with them. His ways were perfect. And even
though they should be called upon to face more difficult things, which were not of their own
choosing, he would, according to his own promise, work everything together. Had I preached to others
something I was not willing to believe firmly for myself? So he's been telling people, look,
man, the Lord will take care of you. So when the Lord brings something to you, don't worry about
it. The Lord's got a plan for you. And now all of a sudden he's like, hey, the Lord plan showed up
but I'm not down.
He starts questioning it.
Not down.
So he has to make some adjustments in his mind.
It's one of those things.
You realize you're not following your own word.
Yeah.
Or in his case, he realizes not following the word.
So he goes, he got to roger that.
He's going to move forward with it.
He gets his physical exam, no factor.
He's concerned about his family.
Now, even though he got recalled.
So he's like, yep, you're coming back to active duty.
But you remember when General Mukayama got recalled back to active duty for the Gulf War?
And he didn't go to Iraq or to the Middle East.
He stayed here and backfilled some training commands and took over training.
So he kind of gets, Rayburn here gets the same reassurance.
He says, again, the chaplain was most reassuring.
No chaplain, he said to me, you don't need to worry about going overseas very soon.
You are just recalled for 21 months of active duty, and you will probably have all of that right here in the States.
I think you can safely count on a year at least before you'll be ordered overseas, and you probably will not go over even then.
I would, by all means, suggest that you make plans to take your family with you.
So that's what he's going to get relocated to a spot, and it kind of looks like, okay, you're going to be doing some training or overseeing some recruits or something like that.
We get it.
You're just an inactive reserve.
We're not going to, like, send you overseas.
So he goes to Camp Carson and he's getting he's getting moved to Camp Carson.
And he says this fast water list in Colorado.
So he's moving from Illinois out to Colorado.
The day before the moving van was to have pulled up in front of our home to load our household goods for the trip to West,
I received a telegram from the War Department telling me I was to report after a shirt furlough to Camp Stoneman, California for shipment to the Far East.
Bro.
By the way, I always like to mention this.
You know Dick Winners from Band of Brothers?
This happened to him.
And he got called after World War II got called to go to Korea.
And when they got to the ships up in San Francisco, they're like, hey, if any of you, I forget if it was a point system.
But if any of you, World War II vets and you spent X amount of time overseas, you can leave.
And he's like, cool, I'm leaving.
And he did.
He did his part and he didn't think he needed to do anymore.
However, not a chaplain Rayburn.
He says, so now, of course, he's getting orders to go to the Far East, and going back to the book,
why should this happen to me?
Was it fair when there were a number of chaplains in the same camp who had never spent the day
in combat duty?
But again, the Lord gained a real victory in my life.
I recognized and confessed my complaints as sin.
I realized clearly that his hand was guiding.
So he's like, okay, this is what we're doing.
This is what the Lord's plan is.
Let's roll.
Good attitude adjustment.
So he spends the last few days with his family, gets on the Navy transport.
They set sail, left from San Francisco.
11 days they're in Japan.
Spend a little bit of time in Japan.
Fast forward a little bit.
Then it's from Japan to Korea.
It's one night on the ship.
You show up in Korea.
Again, a bunch of cool details in the book.
It's going to be really hard to get this book, by the way.
It's going to be hard to get this book.
Maybe somebody will put it in a reprint.
But I looked on Amazon today.
There's the one copy.
How'd you get it?
His grandson sent it to me.
Oh, damn.
Yep.
His grandson sent it to me a few years ago, but as you know,
I had a big stack of books.
Yes.
So I finally got to this one.
His grandson, who also served as a chaplain.
Oh, right on.
So.
They take the overnight trip to Korea.
They land in Pusan.
And now he, again, fast forward a little bit, shows up the 8th Army chaplain.
So this is the head chaplain in country.
And he says this, back to the book.
He explained how difficult had been his job in recent months because of the very serious shortage of chaplains.
Some had been killed in the early days of the fighting.
A few had been taken prisoner by the communists.
Others had been wounded and evacuated.
Altogether, there were many units without proper chaplain coverage.
We were the very first group of chaplain replacements that had arrived since the outbreak of the fighting.
Yo.
So you're checking in, and why is there such a high demand signal?
Oh, it's because a bunch of our chaplains have been wounded and killed.
So let me interrupt for a second.
So the position of chaplain.
I know what a chaplain is.
So is that like a position in the army?
So you go through training like everybody else or whatever.
And then like that's one of the positions you can take up if you want.
And then when you go.
Yep.
So you can be an officer, which meant you're like you went to college to become a whatever religious figure you're going to become.
You know, whether you're becoming a Catholic priest or a, you know, whatever.
A rabbi.
You go through schooling and then you'd be an officer in the military.
And then there's also enlisted guys that just join out of boot camp and they're,
let's say they're religious people and they want to work in that environment.
And so there's like, that's a job that you can have as an enlisted guy too.
Okay.
So it's comparable to, and let's say, you know, how you imagine it right in the thick of fighting kind of a scenario where, you know,
saving private Ryan, right?
You know that one scene where it kind of shows everybody all the little positions where all the,
all the positions in the, when they storm the beach there.
So it has like medic, for example.
You compare it to like a medic.
His job is to go in there, fight, fight, fight,
but when it comes time to do medic stuff,
boom, he springs into action with his specialty.
Same thing with the chaplain, right?
Where...
Except for the chaplains don't have the fight, fight, fight part.
I'm not supposed to be fighting.
Oh, dang, so they're just sort of there.
They're there to provide spiritual support.
And you'll have every religion.
You know, I mean, not every unit will have.
every religion, but there's like, like I said, there's Catholic, there's Protestant, there's
Jewish, there's Islamic, like you'll get every religion, there could be any religion that you could
have.
Because in that scene in, in the same environment, Ryan, there was a scene where the guy was, like,
dying and so in the middle of the fight and there was a chaplain there, like blessing
them and stuff.
Like, but it, that makes sense.
That's true, but the chaplain most likely wasn't carrying a machine gun.
You see what I'm saying?
Yeah, that's...
Now we're going to get to this.
This guy actually ends up carrying a weapon because it was a little bit different.
It's heavy.
And he's going to talk about that.
So yes, you ever seen like, you know what a conscientious objector is?
Yeah.
Those guys that don't believe in fighting, but a lot of times they would make them medics.
So they're going out and providing medical support, even though they're not carrying a weapon at all.
Right.
There's a movie, right?
Yeah.
About the, what's his name?
The guy from the social network, whatever, Garfield.
I think it was in it.
I don't know.
What you're talking about?
I don't know the actors.
But yes.
Oh, okay.
There is a movie about that.
Medal of Honor recipient.
Yeah.
So, now, so this guy checks in and they're saying, hey, the reason you're here is because we're losing chaplains, getting killed.
And now the same guy, the 8th Army chaplain, the chaplain in charge says, before I give any of you an assignment, I have one post that I want to fill, if possible.
We have a paratroop regiment here in Korea, and they need a chaplain.
As you know, all paratroopers are volunteers, so I cannot.
assign one of you to that regiment unless you volunteer for the job. Is there anyone who would be
willing to volunteer for airborne? There was a moment of silence. I said nothing. I had an opportunity
to go into the airborne when I was in chaplain school at Harvard University during World War II,
and I had flatly turned it down then. I was even less interested in being a paratrooper now that I had
than I had been then. I was several years older. My bones were that much more brittle. And to be honest,
there just wasn't anything about jumping out of airplanes that appealed to me.
In a few minutes, one of the other chaplains who was on the end of the semicircle in which we were sitting in the office said,
tell us what would be involved, chaplain.
First of all, said Chaplain Toby, and that's the guy that's in charge.
Tell me what your denomination is.
I am a Roman Catholic, was the reply.
I'm sorry, chaplain, but that eliminates you.
We already have a Catholic chaplain in that regiment.
We need a Protestant.
This statement narrowed down the selection considerably of the eight chaplain.
five were Roman Catholics. We three Protestants looked at one another. Count me out, said Chaplain
Nierman, a Missouri synod Lutheran. I'm past 50 years of age and too old to be jumping out of
airplanes. I'm afraid you'll have to count me out then, too, said Chaplain Larry Staples,
a Methodist with whom I had formed a fine friendship. I have just recently recovered from an
abdominal operation and I do not believe that I am in the physical condition for anything like
that. It doesn't take a brilliant mathematician to know how many were left. All eyes were on me.
I started to say count me out to count me out too. I'm not interested in jumping out of airplanes,
but I didn't. As I started to speak, I was restrained. I am sure it was the work of the Holy Spirit.
I thought all the way over here
I have been praying earnestly
that the Lord would lead me to
just the outfit where he wants me to work
suppose this is it
so there you go
he gets the job
he actually prays about it for a while
he asked for like some time
and he prays about it and he gets his answer
which is get some
and the Lord said
get some
here we're
go and fast forward a little bit it was not a long trip to the Bivouac area of the
hundred eighty seven the combat team was in camp in a large apple orchard just at
the edge of what was then the largest air base in operation in Korea just a few
miles east of the city when the chap when chaplain done the Catholic priest and
his assistant came for me I was received received with the warmest cordiality
fast forward a little bit so he does that interruption and then then this happens I was
introduced to all the men in the tent he gets brought to like where he's going to live I was to get
to know them very well in the coming days they seem so friendly and hospitable that I thought to myself
the airborne is for me I've never before experienced such a warm reception in any army unit
but then before many minutes had passed I discovered the least at least part of the secret
behind the cordial reception sit down Rayburn said said chaplain done when after five or ten
minutes of arranging my things, I looked like I was quite settled. I have some information which
will be of interest to you. I suppose you noticed the centuries on the gate when you came into
camp. That means, as you may already know, that we are on alert. You got in here, but you can't
get out. We have a combat jump behind enemy lines day after tomorrow. My eyes must have displayed
my amazement. I know that I gulped, but I couldn't go along on a combat jump. I don't know a thing
about parachuting. Chaplain Toby assured me at the 8th Army headquarters that I would be given
several weeks of training and several practice jumps before I'd be required to make a combat jump.
Oh, I know, chaplain, but there's really nothing to this jumping, was the reply. I'll show you all
you need to know about it tomorrow, and then you can come along and go with us. You'll really be in with the
men if you do. Well, I don't know. It sounds a little bit too soon for me, but even as I said that I was
reminded that the Lord had known all about this jump when he had given me his precious promises,
and perhaps it was good for this mission that he had brought me to this unit. So I added, but I'll
think about it and perhaps I'll go. You could, of course, come up on the land tail, but no paratrooper
ever wants to do that was the contribution of the chaplain's assistant. I was to learn that the
land tail consisted of all the vehicles of the airborne units which were not dropped with the
troops in combat and which were driven up to a unit after the tanks had broken through the enemy
lines and established contact on the ground so he gets like you know you could go up with the land
units even he knows dude's never jumped out of an airplane before his first jump is going to be a combat
jump so then he meets his assistant these the all the chaplain
have like their assistant, which is an enlisted guy.
Chaplain Rayburn, this is Corporal Cliff Bruton.
Cliff, I want you to meet your new chaplain, our new chaplain, Chaplain Rayburn.
Hello, Cliff.
I said extending my hand to him after receiving a snappy salute.
The young corporal took my hand and gave me a good firm handshake, and he spoke a word
of cordial greeting and looked straight into my eyes with a bright, broad smile on his fine face.
I was so immediately impressed with him that I said, even before I let go of his hand,
look to me, Cliff, as though you might know the Lord Jesus Christ as your personal savior.
Yes, sir, I do, he answered, tightening his grip on my hand.
With real earnestness, he continued.
I met the Lord last summer when I was stationed in Fort Bragg, North Carolina,
and he's real and precious to me.
It would be quite impossible to tell you what the life of Cliff Bruton meant to me
and to many of the men in that regimental combat team during our next few weeks and months.
There was never any question in my mind about his content.
continuing as my assistant what a splendid attractive consistent Christian testimony he lived
I could in no way describe the effect it had on other men I was continually hearing
some GI make a statement like whatever Cliff Bruton has it's the real thing he practices
what he preaches fast forward a little bit the following day my arrival the day sorry the
day following my arrival I was to have received some instructions from chaplain
done but he found himself entirely too busy with
other duties around the regimental area and the day passed without a single word of instruction
from him. And he's talking about he's supposed to get airborne instruction. By the way, it's
just like, I'm going to talk you through. Imagine you were going into a jiu jitsu tournament and I'm
like, hey, let me just tell you what it's going to be like and that's what you're going to go with.
Cliff did all he could to encourage me and gave me the only real instruction that I had,
carefully showing me the most important things such as proper body position for leaving the plane
and the parachute landing form. I was fully convinced that the Lord wanted me to make this jump.
I was doing all I could to be well prepared for it.
So again, like you're going to go in your first jiu jitzy tournament.
You've never done jih Tjitsu before.
And I'm like, hey, let me spend 20 minutes just kind of telling you what's going to happen.
Just explaining it to you.
Yeah.
And then you're going to go.
Cliff and I had been assigned to jump with I company.
And it turned out to be we were in the fifth plane over the drop zone.
And then he talks a little bit about the prep.
The first remain shoot goes on the jumpers back.
He puts these arms through the straps.
he kind of talks about all that.
He has to learn how to do this for the first time.
Talks about what the troops are carrying.
The equipment is hung on the straps below the second or reserve parachute.
Each man carries a bed roll wrapped in waterproof.
Poncho to keep it dry in case of rain.
A small kit bag with toilet articles, food for a day and a half, a few changes of socks and other necessary items.
On his right side, each soldier carries a weapon, a carbine or an M1 rifle.
I had only a 45 pistol hanging on my belt.
And he gets into that later.
Why?
There were 44 men in our flying box car.
Not one, not counting the crew of the plane.
22 men were sitting on each side with their backs against the side of the plane.
Ours were among the very first planes to take off that morning.
So he takes off.
And here we go.
We were now high in the air and gaining altitude steadily.
I began to look around me in the plane.
The men were not talking and laughing as G.
eyes usually do when they are in a crowd each one was sitting quietly in his seat gazing into space
seeing only what his mind pictured for him i began to observe closely the expressions in their faces
i noticed that man after man wore an expression of absolute agony great drops of perspiration stood out on
their brows it was not only because the temperature was warm either for it was chilly winter day and we
were high into the air i began to think these men i said to myself know what's ahead of them
Every one of them had made many jumps before, and each one except myself had been in combat jump in North Korea just a few weeks before.
I had heard a few tales the previous day of terrible things that had happened on that particular jump and in the hours that followed it.
If these fellows that know what to expect look like that, how should I look? I thought.
It was just then the feeling of sheer panic seized me.
I began to shake and tremble with fear.
I confess I felt utterly dismayed.
It seemed that I just couldn't go ahead with the jump and jump into space,
but I did the only thing that a Christian needs to do or should do in a situation like that.
I dropped my head over my reserve parachute and began to pray.
Dear Lord, I cried, the only reason in the world that I am up here in this plane this morning
riding along to this jump is because thou didst make it very clear to me the day before yesterday
that thou didst want me.
here. But I came along to repent, to represent thee to these men. I'll never be any recommendation
for thee if they see that I'm shaking with fear, but I can't help myself. Thou will have to do
something for me. Dear Lord, please give me a testimony with these men and quiet my fears.
Suddenly again, as I prayed, the Lord stopped me. And for a second time that week, he spoke to me in
words unmistakable and clear this time it was just comforting statement from the most familiar
of psalms i will fear no evil for thou art with me and guess what he falls asleep don't do
so he goes from horrified shaking trembling uncontrollably lord comes in and calms him down
nothing to fear and he falls asleep back to the book fast forward
little bit I was hardly awake when the red light came on in the end of the plane
indicating that we had just four minutes remaining before we were to jump and then
it goes through the protocols of jumping which is interesting because he's the same
I went to army airborne school for Benning Georgia get some airborne all the way
stand up hook up these are the same commands that they've been given that I got in
nineteen ninety one I went to airborne school and when we when the red light
would come on stand up hook up
Sound off for equipment check.
These are all the same quotes.
This is exact same thing.
Pretty nostalgic.
Yeah.
And then fast forward a little bit.
What a glorious sensation.
One experiences in realizing that his parachute is open.
One major peril is over.
And then I shall never forget the feeling of absolute helplessness, which took over,
which overtook me on the drop zone near Muson on the good Friday morning that I made my first
parachute jump. The Lord protected me and brought me safely to a landing on the bank of a little
creek. The first sergeant who jumped with me went right into the water behind me. I shouted to him
that it simply didn't pay to be experienced in parachuting. Before either of us could get out of his
parachute, however, we began to hear bullets whizzing past our heads. We had been in the fifth plane
over the drop zone that morning, so we were among the very first few men to land on the ground.
When the first bullets went whistling past my head, I fell flat on the ground and the sergeant, considering that another wedding, was not to be avoided at such a time as this, dropped himself on his stomach in the shallow water.
I grabbed quickly and almost instinctively for the 45 caliber pistol, which was hanging on my belt on my right side.
It was then that I took it from its holster and had it firmly grasped in my right hand that a snickering realization overwhelmed me.
I held in my hand a weapon that I knew hardly anything about.
It was almost utterly useless to me, for I had no training nor practice in handling of it at all.
Chaplains in the U.S. Army do not carry weapons in combat.
During World War II in Europe, we were strictly forbidden to have them on our persons.
This had never presented any problem for me, for I had never had any desire to carry one.
I felt that I was in the army to minister to the spiritual needs of the American soldiers,
not to participate in the fighting as such.
When I arrived in the Far East, however, at one of the supply points through which we had passed,
I was issued a pistol.
I'm a chaplain, I said to the officer who's issuing equipment, and we don't wear firearms of any kind.
I don't need this.
Chaplain, he replied, these communists don't know anything about the Geneva Convention.
and even if they did, it wouldn't make any difference to them.
We've had enough chaplains killed and taken prisoner
to know that they are not abiding by the rules of warfare.
That little cross shining on your helmet
makes a very nice, bright object at which to aim from a little distance.
You'd better take this weapon as a matter of self-defense.
Check.
That's why they're bringing weapons.
Fast forward a little.
He says, I thank God that my friend, Sergeant Streby,
had an M1 rifle with him and that he did know how to use it. He made short work of the soldiers
who were shooting at us and soon he had left me and was leading his company. The Lord wrote that
experience indelibly upon my memory. I thought of it many times in the following days. I
acquainted myself with my pistol at the first opportunity but also pondered the spiritual lesson
which the Holy Spirit had made very real to me. Alas, there are
entirely too many Christians today who are in the moral struggle that is going to that is going on
between Satan and his forces and our Lord Jesus Christ with his forces who have been reduced to
ineffectiveness because they do not know the weapons of their warfare and as a result they are
depending upon others to impart spiritual strength to them and to ward off the attacks of the
enemy as well or perhaps they are not consciously depending on others to fight for them they are
making an effort to fight the devil with the wrong weapons.
And he goes on to say,
the pistol in my hand on the drop zone was of no value to me.
No more will the weapons of your spiritual warfare be of value to you.
Unless by his grace, you learn what they are, take them, use them,
become proficient in the use of them, and never allow yourself to be found without them.
So there's your lesson number one.
Continuing on,
suffice it to say that within the next few days,
the next few days were fierce with fighting.
With comparatively little difficulty,
we secured the drop zone,
which was just east of the village.
The tanks broke through and established
the vital ground link with us late in the evening
of that same Good Friday on which we had jumped.
I spent most of my time that day
in the battalion aid stations
and regimental collecting area,
giving what comfort and help I could to the wounded.
There were happily not too many the first day.
And then fast forward a little bit.
About 2,000 yards short of our ultimate objective for that day,
we were forced to stop in a little burned out village
where the second and third battalion set up their aid stations together.
All during the remaining hours after that Easter day,
the medics kept bringing in the wounded and dying.
because of the continual rain and a very low ceiling, we had no air support at all.
And the helicopters that evacuated the most seriously wounded from the drop zone near Mousson couldn't get in to pick up any of our wounded men.
A chaplain's position on the battlefield is not moving in the front line of attack where he could help and minister to only a few at best, but in the aid stations where those who need him most are brought as quickly as possible after they are wounded.
as I stood over those wounded and sometimes dying men in the aid stations that day,
how thankful to God I was that he brought me to that field of battle,
even though he had used such an unexpected and unusual method of bringing me there,
for I knew that I had a message for those men that needed it worse than anything in the world.
I thanked God again and again throughout the day that I could give those men such a simple yet wonderful message
and tell them of a savior who had come into this world and died in order that the death they were facing upon that battlefield would not be death, but would rather be the entrance into a more abundant life.
When a man's life, blood is running out on the battlefield, he is only interested in something which is going to be good after this life is over.
The Associated Press and a news release, which was run in many newspapers in the States, told of my jumping for the first time,
in combat.
Chaplain Rayburn jumped with his regiment in order to hold Easter services for the troops
behind enemy lines.
There were no Easter services in our outfit that day.
But I hope and believe that someday, when I reach the glory land, I shall meet some men who
entered into that place of blessed rest from the muddy battlefield that Easter Sunday.
Fast forward a little bit.
Just three weeks to the day from my first.
first jump in Korea, I was told I was to make a second jump. And this time it was to be at night.
I had had no time to take any of the promised jump training, for we had been in the thick of
the fighting. And when we had been pulled out of the front lines for a brief rest, our first
responsibility had been to get our equipment in shape so we'd be ready when committed in another
combat assignment. So again, there's more detail in the book.
But it gets done and now gets sold up.
You're doing another jump.
What's interesting about this jump, this jump is a training jump.
So he's going to get his first training jump.
But he's nervous about it, obviously, because it's a nighttime jump.
So he's sort of having those second guesses and thinking about it and praying to see what kind of support he can get.
He says this, he stopped me again in the midst.
of my prayer and began to speak to me slowly, clearly as he had before, from a passage of
scripture in which I had no, I had had no meditation for weeks as far as I could remember.
This is what I heard him say as I knelt before him in my tent.
The darkness hideth not from thee, but the night shineth as day.
The darkness and the light are both alike to thee.
What a direct answer.
So he, again, he was going to try and figure out a way to get out of this jump.
And that's what he writes about that.
He's trying to figure, you know, he talks about how a chaplain,
like chaplains, they get some leeway, right?
You know, they're not the combat hardened dude.
They're not like, go, echo.
No, it's like, hey, the chaplain says, hey, I'm not sure I should do this.
People, you know, we get it.
Understood.
And he's thinking about going down that road.
But the Lord says otherwise, the Lord once again says get some.
He was telling me that the safety and well-being,
which he had promised me before were just as much to be counted on for this occasion.
So fast forward a little bit.
I was only the fourth man from the door this time,
so almost as soon as the red light changed to green,
I cast myself through the door and out of the inky darkness.
As I had gone out the door on the right side of the plane,
a young soldier had jumped from the left side.
He was fourth in line on his side of the plane,
the same place I occupied on my side.
Because I was considerably heavier than he,
I fell faster and when our parachutes opened I was quite a distance below him
one swings like a pendulum in a parachute when it first opens and when this lad began to swing
he came right into the lines of my parachute up very near to the canopy and to his dismay got himself
so tangled up in the taut cords that he could not get disengaged this is a nightmare you
got a dude above you that's wrapped up in your parachute you know what parachute lines is like
It's a little parachute cord.
It's like the size of this wire.
You know, it's just tiny cords and there's a bunch of them.
And when it gets tangled up, it's just a no go.
It's not going to get untangled.
Yeah, yeah.
So this guy's all tangled up in his, in Rayburn's parachute,
in Chaplin Rayburn's parachute.
As he struggled to free himself from the cords of my parachute,
something happened, which almost invariably happens when two parachutes come close.
to one another, one above the other.
The bottom parachute, which was mine, robbed the top parachute of its air.
It collapsed and hung uselessly around his feet.
He could not pull his reserve parachute, for if he would have undoubtedly tangled the same
cords in which he seemed fastened.
If it had opened properly, it would have come open under the canopy of my parachute
and further difficulties would have most surely been encountered.
So he's just tangled up.
His shoot collapses.
and now they're just a big cluster.
But luckily, the chaplain's parachute is still open.
Having the weight of a man hanging on one side of my canopy, however,
changed the angle of my descent.
And when I saw, as dimly as one could see on a dark night,
that I was almost to the ground,
I realized I was going to hit in a very awkward position.
Although my feet touched the ground first,
my body was at such an angle that my feet and knees could not take up any of the shock of the landing.
I sat down where sitting is best.
One hits the ground normally going about 15 miles per hour.
With two men on my parachute, we were falling faster.
The medical officer told me that if I had hit with that force on a normally hard piece of ground at the base of my spine,
I would have undoubtedly either been killed or very seriously crippled for the rest of my life.
But the Lord had given me a promise and he had prepared a nice soft furrow of damp rice patty for my landing.
I'd just win squish right into it.
That's a huge difference.
You get a nice little rice soft rice patty.
Yeah.
Bro, in compared to freaks or whatever.
Yeah.
So the normal, he said the normal speed is 15 miles per hour.
Yeah.
Is that current?
I don't know.
But it's not a comfortable landing.
On the type of parachutes that they're jumping at this time, just big round parachutes,
basically that you could throw a sack of potatoes out and it would hit.
Yeah.
It's not like, when you see a.
when you see
modern
special operations guys
or skydivers
yeah they're jumping
square parachutes
that have air cells in them
that fill up their wing
they have lift
like it's a whole different ballgame
to what these dudes are doing
yeah a whole different ballgame
yeah so like I'm considering 15 miles per hour
and yeah sure you know then that number
seems kind of low when you compare it to like
30 50 whatever
but I was on a go cart
and I hit the curb
like a high curb
and it wasn't even 15
It was probably like, it was just under 15.
And if my body would have hit that, yeah, I would have been messed up.
At 15, too, by the way.
So he's probably going faster than 15.
Yeah.
Because you can definitely see like me being a heavier dude when I would jump static line like this.
Yeah.
And I'd have a radio with me.
Like you're hitting hard.
Coming in hot.
Yeah, you're coming in hot.
Yeah.
And then I guess you kind of factor in everything though, right?
Because you got boots and, you know, kind of clothes.
And then if, yeah, if it's great.
Grass still you can that's gonna be but you can handle for sure but then yeah if it's a squish like if it's like a wet big big puddle or something like that you're like that's gonna make a huge different freshly piled rice patty
Yeah back the book the corporal hood ridden down with me landed feet first in a perfectly normal way
He picked himself up and came running over to me when he was close enough to recognize me he put it out well if I'd have known who I was riding down with I wouldn't have been half so scared
He had a good ride with the chapie
The chaplain says, yep, we're good.
Fast forward a little bit.
We were on the central front,
having been in combat
in a number of widely scattered areas
on the long fighting line
which stretched across the Korean Peninsula.
In the particular positions
which we occupied at the time
when the incident which I shall describe occurred,
we remained more or less stationary for some time.
One evening, just about dusk,
Word was received that all officers were to come to the battalion CP command post for a briefing.
Upon arrival there, we were told that we had received orders to move out under cover of darkness for a special mission against the enemy.
Our positions were to be turned over to the Rocks, Republic of Korea Army.
The entire regimental combat team was to make a surprise attack against the enemy in a sector,
several Myers removed from our present position.
We were told that in a certain valley across one of the large tributaries of the Han River,
there was believed to be a full division of communist troops.
Although we were only a regiment, we were counting on the superiority of our weapons and firepower,
our extreme mobility, plus the element of surprise to make it possible for our regiment to overwhelm an entire division.
The area and plan of attack were carefully pointed out on the map,
and we learned that it would be necessary for us to forward a large river,
which we would have to cross
for all bridges had been completely destroyed.
We had not left the briefing tent when it began to rain.
It rained heavily throughout the entire night.
So they're getting ready to go over this river,
into this valley where they're supposed to be,
they're going to be outnumbered,
but they figure with the element of surprise,
we've got superior weapons,
we're going to be okay.
As they leave the tent, it starts raining hard.
So just important fact,
because we've got a river to cross.
What does rain, big rain,
do to a river, going to make it swell?
They have a little conversation.
He's talking to Cliff, his assistant.
I said to my assistant who was driving the Jeep, Cliff, how does this mission sound to you?
I don't like it, Chaplain.
It was his reply.
It sounds very dangerous to me.
I don't like it either, Cliff, and I believe we ought to stop and pray about it.
So that's what they do.
They pull over the side of the road.
They stop.
They start to pray.
And as a matter of fact, in the States.
And he writes about that he got a letter from the States later that his friends in the
States and some of his congregation, like, had the feeling that they should pray for this regiment
for a mission because they've, whatever, they had that, that intuition that something was going
on. So that's exactly what happened. So they launched the mission, fast forward a little bit.
They're trying to get over this river. Well, the river was now flowing fast. There's a bunch of
trucks that are going through the river. The water's nearly a foot deeper than it had been the
previous day. Orders are getting shouted. It's like, it's a disaster.
right but he's in his little Jeep and so him and Cliff they like go all right let's try
and get around the trucks and they do it he says the little Jeep struggled valiantly in a very
short period of time we were pulling up on the slippery bank on the far east side of the river
on the far side of the river our motor never having even sputtered so even though there's a lot of
people having trouble he gets through it kind of they do a little they take they go off the beaten
path and they get get over and then he says this we will only help congest the river bank if we
stay here I said to Cliff let's go down on the road
I studied this area on the map and I feel sure that I know where we are going.
We should soon come upon some of our men up ahead of us.
We can at least discover a command post and we can stop there.
Leaving the Ford behind, we started down the muddy road.
There was evidence in the ruts of the road that several of our vehicles had preceded us along the way, but
not one we could see.
We had covered nearly two miles and still not seen any of our own troops ahead nor had any
come up behind us I began to grow a bit uneasy that seems I'd be a lot on easy
makes sense to me too we're an enemy territory alone chaplain and his assistance would be
easy prey for an enemy patrol or even a sniper I believe we better stop here I said we'll wait
here until some of our men come along in the meantime we can have some breakfast so that's what
they do they start getting some breakfast well they see some Koreans and it's cold they see some
Korean civilians they're wearing their civilian uniforms or civilian attire and they walk over
to them and they're like
Hey, can we get warm by your fire and they kind of heat up some of the food and kind of have those
nonverbal communications.
It's a little awkward.
He's explaining in the book.
And back to the book, he says, as we are finishing our meal, we noticed a thick cloud was
settling down upon the valley in which we were waiting.
We are completely surrounded by high hills and already the tops of these hills were hidden in
the clouds that were coming lower and lower.
I noticed a Jeep racing back along the road from the forward area.
The officer in the Jeep hailed me.
I ran to the road to talk with him.
Orders have just come from the general over the radio for us to get out of here.
Chaplain, and we are to get out fast.
Turn your Jeep around and get back across the fort as quickly as possible.
With those words, he was gone.
I had no time for questions.
So that's what they do.
They get back in the Jeep.
They start hauling along the road.
We soon joined the main body.
And when they join the main body, he sees an intel guy.
And he says to the intel guy, say, cap,
Why the sudden exit?
I thought we were going to make an attack on the enemy.
Well, Chaplain, we were.
As you know, it was to have been a surprise attack.
But we discovered just in the nick of time that instead of us surprising the communists,
they were all set to give us a surprise.
Instead of there being one division in that valley, there were actually three.
They must have discovered our intentions, and they were going to let us get across the river,
for then they would have had us surrounded.
With their artillery, they could have zeroed in on that ford and cut us off from our retreat,
and they could have annihilated us.
However, just as our advanced elements discovered what the situation was, that cloud settled
down on the valley and covered us up completely.
The enemy didn't know that we were retreating.
And even if they had known, there was nothing they could do for they couldn't see us to shoot
at us.
That cloud coming down on us was the luckiest thing that ever happened to me in my life.
That wasn't luck, Captain, I answered him.
That happened because we have a God who answers prayer.
We prayed it definitely about this mission this morning.
Chaplain, maybe you've got something there.
He said, I know I have.
There's no doubt in my mind.
It was the Lord's doing.
I proceeded to tell him briefly of our experience after we crossed the fort,
describing our stop to eat with the Koreans under the bridge.
Chaplain, the captain broke in.
Those Koreans you ate with were undoubtedly North Korean communist soldiers
who were planted there disguised as South Korean civilians in order to throw us off track.
They were just waiting for a signal to take care of you.
If it's any comfort to you, you had breakfast with the enemy this morning.
So that's one of those things.
Chapter 7.
I haven't been reading out all the different chapter numbers, but this one's know your enemy.
Be sober, be vigilant because your adversary, the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about seeking whom he may devour.
Peter 5.8.
And he goes into this a little bit.
Our adversary, Satan, has been most successful in dulling the consciousness of multitudes with regard to the necessity of carrying on any warfare with him at all.
Though many Christians would admit the reality of a personal devil in whose person centers all opposition to God and his son as well as to all that is good and righteous, they have never felt it is.
incumbent upon them to study his tactics so that they might engage him in spiritual combat.
They know nothing of what it means to resist the devil so that he will flee from them.
As long, of course, as the adversary can keep a believer from actively resisting him, he has won a
great victory.
And the believer experiences continual defeat, even though he may be little aware of its cause.
did you ever see
usual suspects
usual suspects
no the biggest trick
the devil ever played was making
people think he didn't exist
that's what this is talking about
yeah yeah
and he goes into our own great nation
has discovered that there were enemies
working within our borders
during the last few years
that were an important part of a worldwide conspiracy
to destroy our very way of life
and all that we hold most dear
Americans who willfully
willfully ignore the seriousness of subversive activities of our communist enemies in this country
are themselves endangering the lives and liberty of their fellow free men and are giving
great comfort to the forces of the communist enemy. One of the first lessons of warfare
is that of camouflage. The communist enemy in Korea made most effective use of this method
of securing advantage over our troops. I shall never forget talking to a slightly wounded GI.
One day just outside a battalion aid station where he had come to receive treatment for some superficial wounds received in the fighting at the front.
Chaplain, he said to me, the worst thing about this messy fighting over here is that one can never see the enemy.
I've been right on the front line for four days getting fired at and I've never yet been able to see a single enemy soldier.
If I could see them, I could hit them, but it's terrible when you can't see them.
Many times during those difficult days, I had officers and men tell me substantially the same thing.
The rough brush-covered terrain of Korea was easy to hide in, and the Chinese particularly made very effective use of camouflage.
It was often somewhat demoralizing for the United Nations troops.
The Christian needs to be aware that his adversary will do all in his power to keep himself and his efforts covered up completely.
often he hides behind a mantle of respectable good works.
How often Satan conceals his real intentions by posing as an angel of light.
You're going to be careful.
The demon is a liar.
If, however, the devil cannot succeed in hiding himself completely, he may try another tactic,
and that is that of confusion.
This was illustrated for me vividly any number of times in Christ.
We were in positions to the north and a little west on the west central front in the spring of 1951, a few days after our drop at Muson.
All of a sudden I heard a loud voice coming from the direction of the front lines.
I could tell it it was greatly amplified and was reaching over us in a loud speaker.
I felt sure that our outfit did not have any equipment like that in use, but it was easy to determine that the voice was speaking in English.
so I began an investigation to determine what was happening.
It did not take long to find out.
The Chinese had set up several loudspeakers on top of the ridge,
which represented their front line,
and they were broadcasting an appeal to the soldiers in the foxholes facing them.
They were telling us that we were fighting a needless war.
The Koreans, they said, hadn't asked us to come over and tear up their country.
We were destroying their homes and farms, making orphans of their children,
and generally ruining their land.
All this was because of a few Wall Street capitalists had ordered
us to fight a bitter war far from home to serve their interests our mothers wives
and sweethearts were lonely for us and longing to have us at home it was a senseless
war anyway for the Red Army was invincible and it was foolish for us to think that we
could defeat it why did we not just lay down our weapons and tell our superior
officers that that we weren't going to fight any bloody war any longer for the sake
of a few capitalists how skillfully the devil labors to introduce confusion
to the hearts and minds of Christian soldiers.
When they are fired with enthusiasm for onslaughts upon his territory through
prayer and the preaching of the word, he whispers in their ears that it is foolish to think
their efforts will really accomplish anything.
He will point to the weakness and failures of other Christians.
Yeah, there's going to be some propaganda out there on all fronts.
That's like even with, you know, the class.
classic is like you you decide you're gonna make some change in your life you're gonna do
something good yeah you know you're gonna quit drinking sure you're gonna start lifting
start training gonna write a book you're gonna do something productive make it app get a
new job you know like that kind of stuff yes sir what do I say to you dude you
work you all why you doing that yeah what's your problem dude why you working out so
much. Dude, why you couldn't drink it? This was fun. Yeah. That's what happens, man. The voices.
That's the devil. The chime in. That is. Yeah, yeah. Pointing to the failures of other Christians,
that's an interesting one. You know how like when you have doubt in your mind, right? Or something like that.
Where you're like, why do I think I could do this? So many people have tried and failed, you know?
So it's like, I might as well not even try. Guy. Dude, he's been working on that forever. He's not
getting it done. You think you're going to be able to do it? Yeah, yeah.
freaking team guys are the worst
I told you that story like Seth was
wanting to apply to Princeton
yeah yeah Princeton
and people
he comes to me he's like dude I was wanting to do this
Princeton program but guys are telling me not to do it
I'm like who's telling you not to do it
is it they're saying it's going to mess up
that's career
oh having an Ivy League
freaking masters
yeah international policy
you think it's gonna be real
bra that's gonna be real bad for you
that's gonna hold you bad for you that's gonna hold you back
pretty bad yeah yeah that's jacked up yeah people do that kind of stuff all the time yeah oh yeah I'm
gonna go to this jihitsu camp you know it's a wasted time what yeah yeah it's it's I mean you know
I'm studying for that promotion exam dude what are you being such a ass kisser yeah a lot of these
like states of being that we kind of consider ourselves are really just kind of as it's a result
of comparing and it's like compared to others compared to maybe yourself you know in a different
time or whatever.
Because without that comparison, it's almost like you're just kind of floating.
Like you don't know where you kind of stand, you know, as a person.
So, and I guess that kind of goes for most things about yourself.
I mean, when it really comes down to it.
So yeah, you get someone around you, like, you know, and it's like kind of like when it
the status quo, right?
It's like normal, right?
So the comparison of me and you, I'm used to it.
So we're good.
You can kind of move forward like this.
When that discrepancy gets too big and I see myself.
in a potential position of inferiority by comparison,
that's when I get uncomfortable.
Superiority, that's different.
But inferiority, so there's what?
There's probably a few ways for me to wind up inferior.
That's if I do worse or if you do better.
So I'm going to be more inferior if you do better.
Freaking, I'm over here just doing what I normally am doing.
And you're over here making me feel inferior.
You're making me inferior by comparison, by the way, which is kind of how it works, you know?
So it's like, ah, you can kind of understand, really.
But still, you got to understand that that's what's going on.
You know what's weird is I've bought a lot of houses.
True.
In my life.
For whatever reason.
Almost every house that I've bought, especially back in the day, especially back in the day,
when it was always like a big stretch.
Yeah.
basically 90% of the people would be like dude you paid too much for that dude that's a bat like right
just haters yeah you know like that's you know freaking have that mortgage hanging over your head and and
and i would say that as a young seal that was one of the best things that I did and I wasn't even
that young I wish I would have done younger but as a seal oh just investing in just buying a house
yeah buying a house got you like
Like you have the opportunity to buy a house, so I bought a house.
And some guys would be like, dude, that's like, that place is run down.
I can't believe you're paying that much.
Yeah.
You know, all that kind of stuff.
Just haters.
Yeah.
But when you kind of think of the term of haters.
When I try to think of another term for haters, it's hard to think of another term than haters.
It's very appropriate, right?
It's a thing, right?
It's kind of the perfect word for what it is.
I think you're correct.
Yes.
You know, well, you know, it came from player hater.
Okay. I did not know the
etymology of this. You explained to me.
It came from player hater?
Player hater. Okay, so
from what I understand.
You know, don't hate the player, hate the game.
Okay, so I'm a player.
Right.
It's, let's say, put properly,
it's, it's,
it's an expression that was.
Did it get famous in a movie or something?
Don't hate the player, hit the game.
Maybe.
I don't know what particular movie,
but it's essentially in the dating market.
we'll say.
Okay.
Right.
So you're,
obviously we know
what a player is someone
who kind of plays the field
essentially,
right?
He's a player.
You know,
it doesn't necessarily
settle down with one person,
obviously, right?
We all knew that from a long time ago.
But,
so, you know,
it kind of,
thinking about it goes
against traditional norms,
I would say.
And, you know,
he's a player.
So people,
that's going to make
some people uncomfortable.
Now,
those people,
when they're uncomfortable,
they're,
they're going to have negative things
to say about this player.
That's the player
hater, right?
because,
hey,
I'm over here doing, you know, I'm not breaking any rules.
Maybe it's not the normal.
So that's the player hater.
They're hating the player, right?
So then as a defense, the player will say, hey, don't play the player.
Hate the game.
These girls are being accommodating to me, even though I have more than one.
They're still playing the game with me.
You see what I'm saying?
So don't hate the player, hate the game.
So that's the whole hate the player, hate the game thing.
Now, player hater, after a while.
Was there any, was there ever any connotation to like,
anything else or was it all had to do with that?
At that point, it was there anyone that's like, hey, you know,
oh, you know, Jocco's super aggressive when he's doing jiu-jitsu and like he keeps going,
Dean Lister keeps going for footlocks.
Footlocks are legal, bro.
Yeah.
Like, don't hate the player.
You know, we want to hate the game.
Yeah.
So, and then, yes, after a while, like anything, the idea, it kind of gets distilled down
to just the idea, not the very specific idea in a specific context.
So it's like, okay, you're just player hating because you're kind of jealous of it.
Like if you're a guy, right?
Player hating usually comes from other guys.
I mean, especially back in those days, not the girls.
Girls don't player hate.
Unless they're pretty sure about that.
On the other girl, maybe, you know, something like that.
But it's more common with other guys to be player hater.
It's kind of like a, it's not a cool thing to be kind of.
This is a weird branch from this book.
But it's cool.
I'm telling you.
Let's go.
I brought it up.
I opened the door.
Yes, you did.
But it transferred over to just haters.
Just the idea of, because usually player hating isn't a legit thing.
It's jealous. It's like a guy's like, oh, that guy gets all the girls, you know, say something for us.
Kind of he's player, he's player hating. So he'll go and say, talk bad about him or whatever out of jealousy.
He's player hating, right? After a while, that same jealousy can go for any situation where the guy's doing good and you're jealous. So you're going to, you're going to tear him down a little bit.
Player hating, you know, you know, you're over here just hating the player, you know? So then, yeah, then it just moves on.
And we just go on and on. So any situation where someone's just jealous of your success and they, and instead of,
of obvious success obviously right let's say this guy is this or you're buying you know
houses or whatever obviously a good thing obviously success let's not get crazy I bought a house
right in the beginning I bought a house still counts and I remember people were like dude you paid
that much for that area it counts what's wrong with you yep of course so yeah I don't care
if it's a huge massive success or just a little tiny team tiny success for a match to do it's a little
all I have to do is do something a little bit better than what you're doing and and I can
I'm open myself up for that yes
Expect the hater.
Yeah, the player here.
So yeah, there you go.
So any success met with jealousy, that jealousy is hating.
Well, and then it gets shortened down, obviously.
So you don't say player hating anymore.
You just say hating.
But then the people that are hating are haters.
Yes.
Which is kind of a thing, right?
Player haters.
So that's what this turns into.
Like these little whispering and these little things that people are saying,
these negative things.
And do you think that's ever worked on you?
What?
Where someone was like, bro, you shouldn't be.
we can train every day or you know do you think that you have ever gotten drawn back down
into the pit like the crab thing you know the crab's the bucket thing yeah yeah yeah put it this way
I can't off the top of my head I can't think of any time that I did in specific but I'm sure
what about when you didn't get that Cadillac the first time that had nothing do with anything
that are you sure yeah you didn't think it was a bit much and you were like oh I can't get a
Cadillac escalator oh yeah the GMC well man
No.
No?
That might have been, I mean, if, if, look, this is a stretch.
But if anything, it was maybe the anticipation of it, but no one said anything.
Like no one, no one said nothing that caused me to feel nothing or whatever.
But you were thinking maybe there were potential haters.
Yeah.
You know, so, and more so than haters, it's just like, I don't know.
I thought that maybe I was pursuing a, even though I didn't think I was, maybe people would think that I was pursuing a specific persona that was.
know that wasn't like me or whatever in that very specific situation which turned out to be not the
case but you feel like you've adapted to it now yeah like well I'm the same exact person so
there's no adapting to anything you know yeah the haters kind of got to you a little bit pre-haters
no it was my triggered like there is there was no haters I can't just be like it was
potential haters to be honest it wasn't about haters at all I didn't want to like it was
I was anticipating people would see me a certain way,
and I was wrong about the way they'd see me,
you know, kind of a thing.
You know, like, if you said...
But you didn't think they'd be haters.
You thought they'd just be something else?
No.
No, I don't know.
Nothing.
No, nothing.
But whatever.
You understand.
Hey, we went through this before, you know.
Hey, it's all good.
It's all good.
Try not to be a hater.
Let's say that.
Yeah.
Well, being a hater, here's the thing that it's one of those,
few things that a lot of times when you're Haiti.
Like everyone knows you're hating.
Dude, that's the thing.
That's what I was thinking is like in the SEAL teams back in the day.
Yeah.
When someone was like, let's face it, what the boys were doing,
like we're going out, we're drinking, we're partying, we're getting after it,
just doing that, right?
So when someone wasn't doing that and they were doing something productive as a human.
Yeah.
It would be like, oh, are you going to freaking go to the library?
Right.
You know, like be mad at someone because they're going to go read a book.
You know what I mean?
That's just haters.
But.
And I was part of the hate team.
Well, when you kind of think about it, there are specific things, not to go too deep on it,
but I think sometimes it's important to understand these things where, like, okay, so there's hating.
It depends on where it's coming from.
So if the rest of the boys are like, they're even an ounce of jealousy that this guy's going to the library, then, yeah, it's hating.
That's what I think it is, too.
Yeah.
Because I know I'd see somebody doing something squared away when I was young.
And I'd be like, what are you doing?
You know?
Come out.
What's wrong with you?
Were you a little library?
You're going to take a college class?
Like, this is before online.
I think you could get books or something.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
You could do like a correspondence course.
Yeah, yeah, fully.
And I only probably knew like three people in those early years.
Actually, probably not even three.
I'd probably like two, maybe one.
Sure.
But, you know, oh, what are you going to do?
Do you want to be an officer?
That was another big one.
Oh, yeah.
That's another big one I thought.
It makes sense.
Yeah, yeah.
Oh, you're going to become an officer?
Yeah.
Like when I became an officer, well, I definitely heard some of that.
Heard some of it was like, bro, what are you doing?
Yeah.
Some of who was some not from the haters, but some of it.
Right.
A little bit haters.
Yeah.
But there are some, there's such thing as someone like going against the green as far as the group
of what we're all doing.
And sure, it's their pursuit.
And sure, when we intellectually think about it, we're like, hey, he has a right to do that.
You know, in fact, we should be supportive.
him as a brother kind of a thing but at the same time there's that feeling of like
bro like this is what we're doing you're you're you're making a little bit of a divide with your
your defection you know you're over there doing some other stuff you know except for the fact that
look if you were going to go to one bar and we were all going to a different bar
we would have a different kind of that kind of thing yeah be like dude what are you doing
like that's a different thing than you're going to the library to go work on your degree
yeah yeah now we're now we're hating
A little bit, yeah.
I would say.
Check.
All right.
Going back to the book.
And it's a heavy transition here.
The most horrible day of my war experiences in Korea started off very well.
Our military maneuvers had been highly successful.
We were pushing the enemy back rapidly.
In fact, we had him on the run.
Orders had been given that we were not to stop, but we were to press our advantage to the full.
If the enemy could be kept off balance and not allowed to regroup, we would be able to press
forward several miles before stopping to establish a strong line of defense.
As I have said, orders were given that our convoy was not to halt under any circumstances.
We were pitted against the Chinese in this particular sector and our artillery, mortars, and
machine guns were destroying them in such numbers that their dead bodies were actually piled
on one another in spots.
There were places on the road where the bodies were lying so thick that it was necessary
to drive our trucks right over them.
There wasn't even time to clear them off the road.
road. The reader can imagine what it meant to me, a Christian minister to drive over those dead
men. He will understand that it was all I could do to allow my driver to continue along that road
over those bodies. And this convoy of trucks, and this is a different one, fast forward a little bit,
there's a group that gets ambushed. As this convoy of trucks and ambulance has reached the narrow
defile, defile, the enemy machine guns and mortars opened up.
from both sides of the road riflemen appeared behind almost every rock and tree their fire was
murderous they had closed the trap none of our trucks were able to get through in a few moments
they had all been set on fire even the wounded men in the ambulances were all killed as far as i know
only one man survived that massacre and he only for as long enough to stumble back through the
darkness to the regimental command post i talked to him briefly as he lay dying in the aid station
O Chaplain, he cried, we didn't even have a chance.
They didn't even give us a chance to surrender.
For two days, the enemy held that narrow cut,
and it was impossible for us to get supplies and equipment
through to our battalion ahead.
They fought doggedly to get back to us,
and we tried desperately to get through to them.
Our only communication was by radio.
When we finally did break through,
the effort had cost us many casualties,
and it was all because the enemy had concealed himself
and his intentions from us,
and we had not taken proper precautions in our haste.
Those were dark days, days of counterattack.
It was incidentally on such days that the American soldier displayed his true magnificence.
There were never any whining complaints, never any who thought we should give up.
Every man had faith that though the situation looked dark for the present, the strength and resources of his own.
beloved and great nation were behind him and that the tide would be turned and the enemy would be defeated
victory was sure to come in spiritual warfare there are times when in the midst of apparent peace and victory
the devil suddenly hurls something very fierce at us we must be prepared for the attacks of
satan wherever they come less satan should get an advantage of us for we are not ignorant of his devices
That section is called know your enemy.
Again, these are very, very applicable.
Not just a warfare, not just to business, not just to leadership, but the spiritual warfare as well.
It all works.
Go in another section here.
It was dawn and the dull light of the day was beginning to give some substance to the high hills, which completely surrounded us.
I was asleep in my sleeping bag on the ground under a tent, which my assistant and I had hastily erected in the darkness just a few
hours earlier suddenly I was awakened from the sleep of exhaustion by the familiar yet
somehow terrorizing sound of incoming mortar fire by the time one has been in the thick of battle a few
days he will pick up this with his consciousness in the very first whistle of an incoming mortar artillery
shell he learns to flatten himself out quickly on the earth if he does not have a foxhole handy
by the time the second or third shell hit our area area both my assistant and i were out of our
sleeping bags had our boots on and were stumbling around in the semi-darkness
seeking a place of greater safety.
Orders were shouted at us.
We were immediately to strike our own tents,
get into our trucks, and disperse at top speed.
There was no delay in complying with these orders.
What had happened?
It did not take us long to discover.
As our infantrymen had proceeded through the valley the day before,
in their effort to reach their ultimate objective
and get dug in before nightfall,
they had not been able to thoroughly flush the hills of all enemy soldiers.
One very sizable group of communists
had apparently escaped observation
and were well entrenched in bunkers and other fortifications atop the hill,
which was nearest to and looked down on our bivouac area.
The mortar fire was soon followed by the sharp crackle of enemy machine guns.
Some of these were well below the crest of the hill.
They were answered by our own machine gunners on our perimeter defense line,
then was heard the sharp crack of rifle fire as our outpost men began to discover targets for their guns.
A real fight was underway.
It became immediately evident that every resource of our regiment
which was available, would have to be used to wipe out that enemy's strong point.
As long as the enemy remained up on that hill, commanding such an excellent view of our main supply line,
reaching to the men out in the front, our regiment's whole position was in jeopardy.
While the intermittent small arms continued at long range, our tanks were quickly brought into a position
through a rough semi-circle around the base of the hill.
In what seemed like an amazingly few seconds, the skillful gunners,
that man, the tanks had taken accurate aim of the big guns on top of the, on top,
and at the front of the tanks were hurling their heavy charges of steel into fortifications
at the top of the hill. It is an awesome yet thrilling sight to stand directly behind a heavy
tank and watch as with each sharp crack of explosive charge, a projectile screams its way
to the target with a message of death and destruction. The eye can actually follow the shell.
After a few moments of this kind of pounding by the tanks, I wondered if there could be any possibility
any possibly I wonder if there could possibly be any of the enemy left alive in their bunkers
caves and foxes at the top of the hill but there were in a little while air force and the
marine air wing were called in to help darting out of the cloud-filled skies fast jet planes
swoop down upon the hilltop their first passes were accompanied by sharp bursts from their
machine guns one after another they emptied huge tanks of napalm on the enemy positions as those
tanks of jellied gasoline hurtled to the earth, they spread searing flames over the whole
crest of the hill and downsides for hundreds of feet in some places. I found myself thinking with
compassion about the enemy soldiers who caught in the searing flames. I had seen Napalm
used in maneuvers. I had even watched it from a distance in early days of the fighting in Korea,
but I had never seen it so close before, so close that I could hear the crackle of the flames
as they hungrily licked up everything which they touched. Because even this was not
enough however the planes a few of them returned once more and dropped huge
blockbuster bombs on the top of that desolate hill then veered away and
disappeared from view in the clouds or behind more distant hills surely I thought
there could be nothing living on the top of that hill after such bombardment
from the ground and air but the order was given to the infantry two companies to
start slowly the ascent to the top and slowly painstakingly the already weary men
of those two companies began to climb
toward the burned down summit of that hill it became apparent even to those of us who were watching from a battalion aid station which had been set up in the valley to receive any who might be wounded that there was still opposition to be encountered at least one infantry men from each platoon was wearing a bright panel of orange on his back to identify himself and the men with him to aircraft overhead there was always the possibility of the crew of an airplane shooting the wrong men unless the pilot has positive identification because of these bright panels
We were also able, which were also visible to us at the base of the hill, we could watch the progress of the men as they inch their way toward the top, occasionally having to stop and take care of a stubborn sniper.
It was not an easy hill to take. Finally, less than two hours after the first platoon of infantry had started up the hill, word was received from one of the men who had carried a radio on his back that the last vestige of enemy resistance had been wiped out, and the hill was secure.
Our attention could once more be turned to the task of pushing forward with the main force of our frontal attack.
This incident which I have just described and many others which I experienced during months of my service as a chaplain
with the heroic men of the 187th Airborne Regimental Combat Team in Korea kept very forcibly before me
the striking similarity of much of which I was seeing there on the field.
of battle to that which a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ encounters the good fight of faith in the lives of believers
the arch enemy of the souls of men Satan himself erects strongholds from these he renders the believer
impotent robs him of real victory and makes his life something less than the joyous experience
of fruit bearing for the glory of God which it should be perhaps the reader will instantly
recognize that Satan has some holdouts in his own life. Most of us know are weak spots. But if we
have made provisions for the flesh and allowed ourselves to live with known sin in our lives,
we have permitted the devil to erect a strong point from which he will press his attack
against our lives. The devil's strongholds are not confined to the lives of individuals,
of individual believers. Sometimes they are found in the corporate body, the church, and must
dealt with there the important fact for all of us to remember is that the battle
against evil cannot go ahead powerfully and successfully unless the devil's
strongholds are brought down no matter where they may be found those little
things little strongholds it is mortal warfare between all that is good and
holy on one hand and all that is evil and corrupt on the other this conflict is
Conflict has raged in full fury from the moment it began until this very hour every tension which you feel every trial that you experience
Every crime that you read about every sorrow that you endure
Every war every injustice every pain is but a part of this dreadful conflict
God has taught me a good many things about spiritual warfare while I was on the battlefields of Korea as I watched this
spiritual precepts of his word being illustrated before my eyes
He implanted firmly in my heart the fact that I could never expect a spiritual victim
If I were willing to let the enemy erect strongholds in my life the communist enemy could never have been driven back
Into the vastness of the higher mountains of North Korea had we left him strongholds on the hills behind our lines in the south
The devil will never be driven back in retreat from our lives nor from those whom we are spiritual responsible if he retained strongholds from which to sap our spiritual power
It is my profound hope that in this little
volume of personal experience, I shall be able to open up to the reader clearly, that which
God made so very clear to me in the dust and mud, the disappointment and heartache, the
problems and nightmares of a cruel war in a faraway land.
If in the bitter experiences of the Korean War, I learned the basic and important principles
of spiritual warfare so that I can make them understandable in a new and challenging way to
the readers of this volume, I shall be thankful to the Lord for every hardship that crossed my path
and for every trial that bore down on my soul. And I'm going to close it out the book with this
section here. It says, God, God's people have been called to life of a warfare. Their role is that of a
soldier. The believer is not chosen for a life of ease and comfort in this earth. He is a pilgrim.
and a stranger here
and is to wage a constant warfare
against the spiritual forces
of great darkness.
So you can see.
Lots of lessons to be learned.
The principles of combat
can be applied to the battlefield,
can be applied to business,
can be applied to leadership,
can be applied to jiu-jitsu.
And yes, they can be applied to spiritual warfare
against the darkness.
And chaplain Rayburn,
Robert Rayburn, Robert G. Rayburn kept up the fight, the spiritual war, even after he left
the combat zone in Korea.
In 1956, he joined with the Evangelical Presbyterian Church.
He became the founding president of Covenant College.
His brother, Jim Rayburn, founded Young Life, which is like a Christian youth organization
still active today.
The college is still active today.
He wrote a book in 1980 called O.
Let us worship.
There's a college in Manipur, India, which is named after him.
And as I mentioned earlier, he had four children.
So Robert Rayburn had four children.
And one of his grandsons, Rob Rayburn, who was also an army chaplain, actually sent me this book in 2012.
So like over three years ago.
He sent me this book.
But it was in the stack, you know.
finally got to it.
So thank you to Rob for sending me this book.
And it's also, you know, it's just so interesting.
You know, we hear from the private soldiers on the front line.
We hear from the platoon commanders.
We hear from the company commanders.
We hear from the generals.
We hear from the admirals.
We hear from the, we hear from everyone.
But we hadn't heard from a chaplain yet.
Now, there's a few other key chaplains in military history that will, that I have in the stack.
so we'll get to some of them
we've mentioned a few of them before
but we'll get into some detail on them
but to me what I liked about this book
was how he had
how he had put the context of
spiritual warfare over the context of combat
very much the same way that I put the
context of leadership and
jiu jitsu and whatever else we're doing
over
put that overlay in the combat and
And it works as well.
So there's something, there's something primordial about combat and how, how those principles
can be applied in all directions.
And it also made me think of the Musashi saying, when you know the way broadly, you'll
see it in all things.
So, that's what we got.
It's always reassuring.
So the, just for clarification, um, still,
learning a lot of this stuff. So the, so the chaplain using a battle. The enemy, what, under the
Geneva Convention is not allowed to engage with the chat. Okay, so. You're not supposed to,
like when a ship has a red cross on it, you're not supposed to hit it with a torpedo either.
Uh-huh. And what happens if he do? War crime. War crime. So he mentioned that the Koreans,
they don't care about that. Is it because they're not part of this agreement or it's just because
they're just crazy. Whether they were actually participated in the Geneva Convention, I don't know.
But yeah, they were seeing clearly, you know, they had examples because chaplains were getting
killed. Yeah. So, so what I'm saying is, so how does that work? Like, if you're not part of the
Geneva Convention, what, the rules don't apply to you, or you're just straight up in the red,
as far as you're kind of a criminal element? Well, it's kind of the same thing with like Al-Qaeda,
because they're not part of the Geneva Convention. So they don't follow any rules.
We stick to them.
Yeah.
But they don't care.
Okay, so my next question would be, okay, so let's go back for World War II.
Let's say Germany, were they part of, or was that even, when was the Geneva?
Well, yeah, you could look at World War II because, like, they didn't use gas.
Yeah.
Like, there was, there was basically a rule after World War I.
Hey, we're not going to use chemical weapons.
Okay.
So they, so they kind of, and they did, you know, there's cases where they didn't follow it.
I mean, clearly the Holocaust took place.
Right.
But there's cases where, you know, the Germans would capture Americans and be,
and treat them appropriately.
Okay.
And we would capture Germans and treat them appropriately.
Right, right.
Okay.
So there's, there was like a level of understanding.
Now, could you say that about the Japanese?
Mm, you know, when the Japanese would just behead people that had surrendered,
you'd say, well, no, they're not complying with the Geneva Convention at all.
Did the Germans in some case do that?
Yeah.
The Germans had a couple massacres that took place.
So what I'm saying, or asking, I guess, is.
And look at America, the Milai massacre, which we covered on this podcast.
Yeah.
Completely out of, out of bounds.
But those are, yeah, and yeah, I understand.
So the, I mean, obviously that's like war crimes.
So it's like, yeah, Milai is like, okay, that's obviously a war crime.
And somebody's going to get in trouble for that.
Well William Callie got pardoned but yeah we can on paper we'll say technically right where that that should be the case that's how it works we'll say
So let's say world war two you're in a battle and you you you know you
Let's say you engage a group of guys right and two the guys are dead one guys these are enemy fighters
And we're fighting Germans yeah so so so American yeah
Engages the Germans cool got it yeah and two Germans dead one German
wounded not dead and then they have a German chaplain and he's trying and he's uh he's
attending to the the wounded man the wounded man okay and actually all of them and then there's
one more enemy in that group active okay can you like bomb them you would probably bomb them
because there's one guy that's actively there okay so without without that guy it's kind of like
hey, they're not engaging.
So it's almost like a rules of engagement kind of a scenario.
Yeah, yeah.
Okay.
So you got to let them go or like leave them be or just what?
If that guy is shooting at you, you're going to shoot at him.
Yeah.
You know, whether or not you're going to drop a bomb.
You're probably dropping a bomb.
Like if you have the capability.
Right.
Because you got, I mean, how are you knowing what's, you know, how are you identifying what's
happening?
Right.
You're taking fire.
You're going to fire back.
Yeah.
You don't know that there's a chaplain up there that's, you know, given his last rights to
his, some of the other soldiers.
Right.
How are you going to know that?
So it's essentially do the best you can to like not kill the chaplain kind of a scenario.
Yeah.
But clearly the communists didn't care.
Right.
Because they were just, it sounds like they killed a lot of chaplains and wounded a bunch.
Yeah.
Especially.
And look, does that mean that they were intentionally doing it?
Not necessarily.
Like if you're a freaking airborne chaplain and you draw, think about it.
You see an airborne group assaulting your position.
you're going to start shooting those people.
You don't know that one of them happens to be.
You probably wouldn't even register this guy as like a chaplain.
Yeah, see, and that's kind of part of my whole kind of point is it's crazy to
and I guess when you really think about it, it'll start to make sense,
but it's crazy you're having straight up all out war where the goal is to kill the guys,
you know, when, you know, when necessary kind of a thing.
And then you have these little exceptions and rules and stuff, you know, it kind of,
it feels weird.
Well, think about this.
when you shoot someone,
if they're now incapacitated
and they're no longer fighting,
now you help them.
Like if you shoot,
if you are a bad guy and I shoot you and you fall down
and you're incapacitated
and you're not holding your weapon,
you're not doing anything threatening,
and now I move into the building that you're in,
now I actually have to work on you.
I have to like trying to save you.
And if I don't,
that's a violation of,
wow, yeah, see, yeah, it seems weird,
but I guess not, right?
I mean, I guess, you know,
when you kind of like level it down a few where you can like the UFC or something.
You can kick the guy as hard as you possibly can with you,
the hardest part of your body,
like the shin that's reinforced through training,
by the way,
as hard as you possibly can,
right in the face and the nose,
right?
Knock them completely out.
And that's literally the goal,
by the way,
of this sport.
But you can't do it if his knee is on the ground.
You know,
it's like it's weird.
Like,
So yeah, yeah, I guess I mean it starts to make sense, you know, it's like there has to be some order in this chaos if we can help it kind of a scenario, you know?
It's like I see what we're trying to do here.
We're trying to work things out in one way or another and how crazy it'll get.
It'll get crazy.
It'll get actually the craziest.
But even no matter how crazy it gets, I don't care if it's up to level 10.5, 11 level crazy.
There still has to be some order.
Someone's got to keep some level of order.
That's why I don't know.
entities and something the law of armed conflict and the gene would come out yeah that's why those
things exist rules of engagement yeah they have to be there yeah otherwise you're gonna have problems
so you can kind of imagine back in the day before all you know before order kind of came like
yeah and then what you were getting you were you were getting controlled by just the technology
that you had I mean how many people can you kill when you have a sword yeah you know how many
people can you kill when you have a damn bow and arrow like you can kill a lot but you're
you're not just like straight, just wiping out.
Well, yeah, no, you can wipe out villages.
Yeah.
Well, Genghis Khan, Genghis Khan would just go kill everybody.
Yeah.
I mean, every, yeah, you're right.
You know what, you're right.
I shouldn't have even made an argument against this.
Or I didn't, wasn't making an argument.
But you make a good point.
Back in the day, it's like, oh, yeah, we're just going to kill everyone.
Yeah, there's no rules.
But although there are, there are few examples of, I'm going to kill everyone, like genocide.
Yeah.
Back in the day.
It's enslavement.
Yeah.
Like, take property.
enslavement, rape and pillage,
but as far as we're just going to kill all of
whatever you are, that hasn't happened
a ton of times.
Yeah, and I don't know history
the way some people do, but
you just generally kind of imagine
where like a Genghis Khan scenario, somewhere where they're
like, hey, you know, that land seems beneficial
for us and we're going to go take it.
I'm just going to decide with my
group, my team,
to take it. And then whoever
is in the way, like there's no one
saying hey wait a second that's against the rule you can't just sort of invade you can't just
do that there's no rule so they'll just go out there and they're just cruising over there they're
farming they're picking their you know strawberries and stuff like that and they're like whoa this is our
land now let's and then whoa what do you say like oh you're going to resist okay kill that person
I'm gonna take this these girls as wives I'm gonna take these but eventually he's like no
what are we doing you want the land cool don't kill me right some you know what I'm saying yeah yeah
yeah slowly over time but I'm just saying there's no
rules of engagement. There's no, like, now you can't really do that, you know? And as far as like
the differentiation between back then and now, it's kind of like, hmm, but it does make sense.
I mean, Russia just rolled into Ukraine. Yeah, but you see like somebody's going to be like,
hey, wait a second, you can't do that. Let me, you know, kind of like, you can't do that.
Yeah, you know, there's somebody saying it and doing something about it at the very least,
varying levels of success. But still, I'm just saying that's in place, you know, when you think
back in the day, not as much. But you do, that does make sense, too.
too with the technology where you're like,
yeah, you can kill a bunch of people with a bow and arrow.
Well, comparatively speaking, no.
Because even you just get a machine gun.
Have you ever seen the simulations on YouTube
where they're like three modern infantry men
with machine guns against whatever Roman Legion?
Have you ever seen those things?
No, no.
They're like simulations.
They're like little computer simulations
and it's just chaos.
Yeah, and that would be sense.
But it's not some like highly technical simulation,
but it looks like a video game is being played.
But it looks like there's some kind of algorithm behind it,
where they've actually put in the to run the model.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, yeah, fully.
And that's kind of what I was thinking there,
where you get 10 guys with bow and arrows,
10 guys with machine guns,
or you get just two different runs, right?
Where you got a bunch of people with all bow and arrows
or something like that,
and you got 10 versus whatever.
and then run the same thing with machine guns.
Because machine gun is just like what?
What's the time of like potential kill per person?
Like bow and arrow is like one, at least I don't know what, four seconds.
The machine gun is like not even one second per bullet.
And that's one guy.
And you got way more bullets, you know?
How many arrows can you carry?
Like how many arrows could you carry if you're in battle with a bow and arrow?
How much do you think realistically?
Maybe.
be I mean if you really loaded out yeah
fully loaded yeah maybe 50 50 60 yeah maybe even 100 if you're getting crazy
okay you're going along yeah let's go 100 but compare that to like a basic machine gunner
it's like way more yeah rolling in hot yeah so I get it I understand it's all it's all a
process and we're trying to improve it and refine it over time makes sense well we you know
we talk about mental well being yes talking about spiritual well-being we know that
Physical well-being will help out on all fronts.
We do know that.
So we know we're working out.
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We need fuel.
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I'm drinking a hydrate over here.
I'm drinking a blue raspberry hydrate.
Yeah.
It's very good.
Yeah, I'd say the hydrates are like, so again, I say this before, I'm saying it again,
they're surprisingly good.
All of them.
Yeah.
You mentioned in that video.
That just came out, by the way, that like, oh, the orange is tasty.
Kind of indicating in the thousand.
your jam? No, I think I said that about the lemon lime is go is the go-to, but if you want,
if you, if you're feeling like a nine-year-old that wants candy, get the fruit punch.
Yeah, that's all I'm like my son like, yeah, fruit punch. Yeah. But they're all good. The flavor,
you know, is he right now? Seven. Yeah, so seven-year-old and you want some sugar. Yeah.
The fruit punch tastes like Kool-Aid back in the drink. Yeah, straight up. Fruit punch.
Yeah, yeah, fully. He always, yeah, he has one going all day, just, you know, you know, when it's
finished, he grabs the next.
next one he just hasn't going all day hey man get it good yeah that's the cool thing no
downside good all upside stay hydrated you know kids running around yeah it's true um but yeah
good all clean by the way yeah what does that mean it means no the main thing is no sugar
and no artificial sweeteners yeah because you can throw in the cyclolose or whatever those things
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Do you have echo.com?
You don't have that deal.
Echo charles.com.
Echo charles.com.
What's on it?
Nothing.
Okay.
Well, you know.
You know, sorry.
Okay, if you want to connect with me, I'm at jocco.com.
If you want to, we're on social media as well.
Echoes at Equitral.
I'm at joccoa.
Just be careful because there's the devil.
That's true.
He's got an algorithm.
It's evil.
And he'll pull you into it.
You won't even know what's happening.
I'll be camouflaged.
Yeah.
You'll waste a bunch of time.
You know what the one of the devil's tricks is to,
I kind of figured it out.
I think I did.
I don't know.
Maybe I didn't.
But this is what it seems like.
You know the whole short term versus long term?
Like he wants to entice you with the short term 100%.
And if you feel if you really allow yourself to feel it,
it's weird how the short term is so much more like powerful.
Immediately as a dose, you know?
The dose is more powerful, you know?
But it always screws you.
You know how they say the deal with the devil?
That's usually what it is.
It's where it's like something up front you get that's like very hard to resist
and then you get screwed on the back end,
which means later.
That's what it is.
That's the deal with the devil.
That's the devil does.
Yeah.
So that's kind of what the algorithm does.
Two.
So there you go.
Don't let it get you.
Don't let that short term.
Little dopamine get you.
Also, thanks to the Army, Navy, Air Force, Marines,
with a salute to the chaplains
and religious rates and the MOSs
in those service branches
that help fight the darkness
in the world alongside those who fight the enemy.
Thank you for your service.
Also, to our police, law enforcement,
firefighters, paramedics,
EMTs, dispatchers, correctional officers,
Border Patrol, Secretaries,
service and all other first responders thank you for your service here at home fighting
against the darkness and everyone else out there choose and know your weapons watch out for
the camouflage and the deception don't forget that the darkness is everywhere they can
even make little strongholds in your own soul so you've got to watch out for it because
it's waiting like a lion like a lion seeking who
whom he may devour.
Don't fall prey to that.
Be vigilant.
Be sober.
And keep getting after it.
And that's all we've got for tonight.
Until next time, this is Echo and Jocko.
Out.
