Just Creepy: Scary Stories - 3 Terrifying Skinwalker Stories That Will Ruin Your Sleep

Episode Date: January 23, 2026

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Starting point is 00:00:00 This episode is brought to you by Welch's Fruit Snacks. Big news for your kids' lunchbox. Welch's fruit snacks are now made without any artificial dyes. A snack parents can feel good about and the same delicious taste kids can't get enough of. All made with no artificial dyes. Try Welch's fruit snacks today. This is a difficult thing for me to type out, and I am doing so against the advice of the few people I have actually told about this in person. I am not looking for validation, I am certainly not looking for advice on how to handle what happened. I am posting this because I feel a weight that needs to be displaced slightly, and because I think people who spend time deep in the backcountry need to understand that being prepared
Starting point is 00:01:06 means more than having the right gear and the right maps. Sometimes preparation counts for nothing against things that should not exist. I will not use real last names for my companions out of respect for their privacy and their ongoing difficulty in processing the events of last September, I will refer to them as Victoria and Jake. We were a group of three experienced hikers. I have spent 15 years hiking sections of the Pacific Crest Trail and various routes through the Rockies. Victoria was our navigator, a former geologist with an almost supernatural ability to read topographical maps and terrain features. Jake was the strongest among us, a marathon runner who could carry 50 pounds in his pack,
Starting point is 00:01:49 and never complain about the incline. We were not novices, and we did not take risks lightly. We had planned a four-day loop hike in a very remote, unmaintained section of the Grand Staircase Escalante National Monument in southern Utah. Our itinerary involved navigating a series of slot canyons and high desert plateaus, miles away from established trails, and even further from the nearest paved road. We filed our plan with the Bureau of Landings, management office, carried a satellite communication device, and had rations for five days just in case.
Starting point is 00:02:26 Our trip began on September 14th. We arrived at the dirt trailhead early in the morning after a two-hour drive down a washboard road. The silence when we shut off the truck engine was absolute. The air was cool and dry, smelling of sagebrush and dust. The first day was strenuous physically, but uneventful otherwise. We covered about 12 miles, mostly dropping the air. down into the canyon system. The geology down there is overwhelming, with towering red rock walls that block out the sky and create a sense of profound isolation. We set up our first camp near a small murky pothole of water that we had to filter aggressively. The mood was light. We were exactly where we wanted to be, cut off from the noise of the regular world. The first
Starting point is 00:03:13 indication that something was wrong happened around 10 o'clock that night. We had finished eating, and were sitting in the dark, conserving headlamp batteries, looking at a sky choked with stars. It was dead silent, the kind of silence where your ears start to ring. Then, from up the canyon, we heard a noise. It sounded like a coyote howling, which is standard for that area. But as the howl continued, it shifted. It dropped in pitch and elongated into a sustained guttural moan that sounded disturbingly human. It lasted for perhaps 30 seconds and then cut off abruptly without the usual yips and barks that finish a coyote call.
Starting point is 00:03:56 Jake laughed it off, saying it was probably a weird echo off the canyon walls or a sick animal. Victoria was quieter about it. She mentioned that she had not seen any scatter tracks near the water source, which was unusual for the only water for miles. I did not like the sound, but in the wilderness you hear strange things. You rationalize them so you can sleep. I eventually managed to fall asleep, though I woke up several times feeling an indistinct sense of anxiety.
Starting point is 00:04:27 Day 2, September 15th, is when the dread began to set in. We were navigating a difficult section of slick rock, requiring careful route finding to avoid getting boxed into dead-end cliffs. Victoria was leading, focused on her map. Around noon, we found something in a dry wash. It was a pile of deer bones. Finding bones is normal. Things die out there.
Starting point is 00:04:52 But this was not a scatter from a predator kill. The bones, mostly femurs and ribs, were stacked neatly in a pyramid formation, perhaps two feet high. They were bleached white and completely clean of meat or sinew. There were no teeth marks on them. We stopped and looked at it. It felt like stumbling upon a shrine. Jake, usually the boisterous one, got very quiet. He walked around the pile keeping his distance.
Starting point is 00:05:20 He noted that the sand around the pile was undisturbed. There were no footprints leading to it or away from it, not even animal tracks. It was as if the pile had simply materialized there. Victoria wanted to leave immediately. She said the energy of the place felt heavy, a static pressure in the air that was giving her a headache. We left the pile untouched and hiked faster the rest of the afternoon. covering more ground than we had planned, just to put distance between us and that wash.
Starting point is 00:05:51 That evening, we camped on a high bench overlooking a vast expanse of sagebrush flatlands. The wind picked up as the sun went down, carrying a strange odor. It did not smell like sage or dust anymore. It smelled metallic, sharp like old pennies, mixed with the thick sweet scent of spoiled meat. It would come in waves with the wind gusts. We did not talk much during dinner. The camaraderie of the first night was gone, replaced by a shared unspoken tension. We all went into our respective tents early.
Starting point is 00:06:25 I lay awake for hours, listening to the wind popped the nylon of my tent. Around two in the morning, the wind died down completely. In the sudden silence, I heard footsteps. They were slow and deliberate, crunching softly on the cryptobiotic soil crust. It was a bipedal gate. Two feet. Step. Pause. Step.
Starting point is 00:06:48 It was walking around the perimeter of our camp. I lay frozen in my sleeping bag, my hand gripping the bare spray canister I kept near my head. The footsteps circled us three times over the course of maybe 20 minutes. They were heavy, too heavy for a human, and the spacing sounded wrong, like the stride was unnaturally long. Then the walking stopped near Jake's tent. I heard a sound that made my blood run cold.
Starting point is 00:07:13 It was a perfect mimicry of Victoria's voice. It was flat and monotone, lacking any inflection. It said, Jake, are you awake? Jake, come outside. I knew Victoria was in her tent 20 feet away from me in the opposite direction. I heard Jake shift violently in his sleeping bag. I prayed he would not unzip his tent.
Starting point is 00:07:36 There was a long silence, and then the footsteps started again, moving away from camp toward the ridge line until they faded. None of us spoke until dawn. When we came out of our tents as the sun rose, we all looked haggard. Jake confirmed what I had heard. He said the voice sounded like Victoria was speaking through a long metal tube. Day 3, September 16th, we made a collective decision to abort the loop and take the fastest route back to the truck. This meant a grueling 15-mile push across open exposed plateau country.
Starting point is 00:08:11 The dynamic had shifted from a recreational house. hike to an evacuation. Victoria was constantly checking her compass. She said the needle was drifting erratically, swinging 10 to 20 degrees off north randomly before settling back. We had to rely heavily on line-of-sight navigation using distant landmarks. The feeling of being watched was constant now. It was not just a paranoia. It was a physical sensation, like a pressure on the back of the neck. About four hours into the hike, we were crossing a wide, flat expanse with sparse juniper trees. Jake was lagging behind slightly. Suddenly he yelled, Victoria and I whipped around.
Starting point is 00:08:51 Jake was pointing toward a ridge line about 400 yards parallel to us. Standing on the ridge was what looked like a large mule deer buck. But the proportions were wrong. Its neck was too long, and its front legs seemed thicker and longer than its back legs. As we watched, the creature did not turn to run away like a normal deer. Instead, it stood up on its hind legs. It stood impossibly tall, perhaps seven or eight feet. It remained perfectly still, facing us, upright like a man.
Starting point is 00:09:24 The distance was too great to make out fine details, but the silhouette was deeply disturbing. It looked like a bad taxidermy job forced into a bipedal stance. We did not stay to investigate. We turned and ran. fueled by pure adrenaline, dropping our pace only when our lungs burned too much to continue. We did not stop for lunch. We ate energy bars while walking. We just wanted to get to the truck. By late afternoon we were exhausted, dehydrated, and psychologically frayed. We were about three
Starting point is 00:09:56 miles from the trailhead when the terrain forced us into a narrow slot canyon one last time. The walls were tight, forcing us to walk single file. The light was dim in there. even at four o'clock in the afternoon. As I walked in the rear, I heard sounds coming from the canyon rim above us. It was a chattering sound, rapid and clicking, almost insectoid but much louder. Then pebbles started raining down on us, not a natural rockfall but small stones being deliberately tossed down. We started running again, stumbling over loose rocks in the stream bed.
Starting point is 00:10:32 We burst out of the canyon and onto the final stretch of dirt road leading to the parking area as the sun was setting behind the cliffs. We could see my truck in the distance. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. We sprinted the last half mile. When we got to the truck, I fumbled with the keys, dropping them once in the dust. We threw our packs into the bed and piled into the cab.
Starting point is 00:10:56 I locked the doors immediately. As I turned the ignition, Victoria grabbed my arm. She was staring out the passenger window toward the tree line at the edge of the parking area, standing just inside the tree line in the deepening shadows was a figure it was humanoid but slouching it was dark and appeared covered in matted fur or perhaps loose dark clothing it was just standing there watching us it was maybe 50 yards away i did not wait to see it move i threw the truck into
Starting point is 00:11:27 reverse spun around and drove down that washboard road faster than was safe we did not speak for the first hour of the drive. We just stared straight ahead, waiting until we hit the paved highway and the lights of the nearest town. We reported the incident to the local authorities as aggressive harassment by a person or person's unknown, potentially armed. We did not mention the mimicry, the bone pile, or the deer that stood up. We told them someone was messing with us out there. They took a report, said they would have a ranger patrol check the trailhead, but said it was likely just some vagrant or illegal growers trying to scare people off. I know they did not believe it was just a vagrant, and I know they will not find anyone out there. It has been several months since that
Starting point is 00:12:15 trip. I have not gone hiking since. I sold most of my gear. I do not like quiet places anymore. I sleep with a noise machine on loud because total silence makes me panic. Sometimes, when I am driving alone at night on a quiet road, I will see movement in my peripheral vision, something tall and lanky matching pace with my car just beyond the headlights. I know it is probably just trauma and an overactive imagination, but I also know what we saw and heard out there in the desert. There are things in the deep wilderness that do not want us there, and some of them have been there much longer than we have. I will never go back to Utah. This is a Bose moment. You've been there, Small talks going nowhere, but then the Bose speaker kicks in.
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Starting point is 00:13:29 So you'll sue. Instant room upgrade. Stop taking bad travel advice. Start comparing hundreds of sites with kayak and get your trip right. Kayak, got that right. I'm not trying to turn anybody's culture into Campfire Entertainment, and I'm not claiming some special knowledge or saying I understand anything spiritual. I'm just writing down what happened to five normal adults on a four-day trip in Arizona because it is the only way I've found to make it sit still in my head.
Starting point is 00:14:07 names are changed. I'm leaving out exact coordinates on purpose. If you know them as it's all wilderness, you know there are places out there where the land folds in on itself, and you can be close to a road on a map and still be completely alone in real life. There were five of us. I was the organizer, the boring one who prints maps and counts fuel canisters. Dan was my closest friend since high school, the one who always pushed for one more ridge and one more night. Sarah was Dan's girlfriend, smart and capable, not the type to get spooked by an owl. Jesse was a former EMT and the calmest person I've ever met in a stressful situation, which mattered later.
Starting point is 00:14:50 Mark was my cousin, big guy, ex-college baseball, the kind of person who can carry a ridiculous amount of weight and still crack jokes about it. We were all in our late 20s to early 30s. None of us were intoxicated. Nobody was on anything. We were tired sometimes, yes. but not delirious, not dehydrated, and we had enough food. The plan was simple.
Starting point is 00:15:14 Drive up from the Phoenix area, park at a rough trailhead off a forest road, hike in far enough that we wouldn't hear side-by-sides or target shooters, set a base camp near a reliable trickle of water, and spend the days exploring side canyons and ridgelines. Four days. Three nights. Late fall, when Arizona can be cold at night, but still comfortable in the day if you're moving.
Starting point is 00:15:39 We picked Thursday, October 17th, 2004 through Sunday, October 20th, 2012. That matters, because the weather does what it does in those transitional weeks. Hot sun in the day, sharp cold as soon as the light drops,
Starting point is 00:15:56 and wind that comes and goes like a switch. I've spent enough nights outdoors to know the wilderness has its own soundtrack, and I also know what it sounds like, when the soundtrack changes. It is not dramatic. It's not music dropping in a movie. It's just one minute you have insects,
Starting point is 00:16:14 distant birds, small movement in the brush, and then the next minute it feels like somebody muted everything except your own breathing. The first time that happened on this trip, it was still light out. We met at Dan's Place
Starting point is 00:16:27 before dawn on Thursday, October 17th, 2024, and loaded two vehicles. We did the usual gear check, water filters, bear spray, more for people than animals, if we're being honest. First aid kit, headlamps with fresh batteries, satellite messenger. I had paper maps in a plastic sleeve and a compass.
Starting point is 00:16:49 We had a handheld GPS unit and two phones with offline maps. We weren't reckless. The drive was normal. Gas station snacks. Bathroom stops. The sky went from black to that pale Arizona morning blue. By the time we turned onto the last stretch of dirt, Road, the sun was already high enough to glare off the hood. At the trailhead there was nobody else,
Starting point is 00:17:11 no other cars, no fresh tire tracks except ours, and a couple that looked old and washed out by rain. The air smelled like dust and dry leaves, and that faint pine scent you get at higher elevations. We shouldered packs a little afternoon. I remember checking my watch and saying out loud, Let's be walking by one o'clock. Jesse laughed and said, You always say that. We were walking by about 1.15 in the afternoon. The first couple miles were exactly what we expected.
Starting point is 00:17:43 Rough trail, loose rock, scrubby sections where the sun hit hard, then pockets of shade under juniper and pine. We saw deer sign. We saw javelina tracks in a muddy patch near a seep. We saw a hawk circling, normal. About two hours in, we crossed a sandy wash where the trail faded. The sand was pale and fine, the kind that holds detail.
Starting point is 00:18:08 Mark was in front, and he stopped and pointed down without saying anything. There were tracks in the sand that looked like a big dog's prints, except they weren't clean. They were smeared, like whatever made them wasn't moving like a normal animal. The front prints were wider than I expected, and the spacing was wrong. I crouched and looked closer. You know how a dog's track has a neat pad impression, and then the toes? These were heavy, like something pressing down hard, and the toe marks were deeper on one side, like it was limping or twisting.
Starting point is 00:18:42 Dan said, casual, probably just a big stray. Sarah said, Out here? Jesse didn't say anything, just stood there looking past the tracks, scanning the wash like he was already thinking about line of sight. I remember saying, Could be a dog, could be a coyote with a weird gait, or it could be old and the wind softened it.
Starting point is 00:19:03 Because I wanted it to be one of those. I didn't want it to be anything else. We moved on. By late afternoon, we found a spot that matched what I'd marked on the map, a small flat area above a narrow drainage, with a trickle of water you could hear before you could see. We set tense in a loose semicircle. Dan and Sarah shared one.
Starting point is 00:19:24 Mark had his. Jesse had his. I had mine. We kept a little space between them like you do because nobody wants to hear somebody else's zipper at night. We filtered water while there was still light. We ate early. Freeze dried meals, tortillas, those little packets of tuna. The sky turned that deep orange that makes Arizona look like it's on fire, then faded to gray, then black. The temperature dropped fast enough that we all put on layers without talking about it. The first weird thing that happened was small. Around 8.30 at night, Dan stood up from the fire and said he was going to take a leak. He walked a short distance into the dark with his headlamp off because he said he didn't want to ruin his night vision.
Starting point is 00:20:08 Mark tossed a pine cone at him and told him to watch for mountain lions. Dan flipped him off and disappeared behind a clump of brush. A minute later, from the direction Dan had walked, I heard my name, not shouted, not whispered, Just said like somebody standing 20 feet away and trying to get my attention without yelling. It was my name in Dan's voice. Same cadence. Same slight rasp he gets when he's tired. I looked up automatically and said,
Starting point is 00:20:37 Yeah? Jesse's head snapped toward me. Sarah's hand paused halfway to her mouth with a piece of jerky. Mark stopped chewing. From the dark in Dan's voice again, my name, same tone, like, hey, over here. I remember feeling my stomach tighten in a way. that didn't match the situation, because there's a normal version of this where Dan is messing with me, and there's another version where something is wrong, and he needs help, and there's a
Starting point is 00:21:03 third version where neither of those is true. I stood up and said louder, Dan? From behind us, from the opposite direction, Dan said, what? He was walking back into the firelight, adjusting his waistband, like nothing. He saw my face and immediately said, what's wrong? I didn't answer right away, because I was trying to fit what I'd heard into something that made sense. Mark said, Dude, did you call him? Dan looked confused and said, No, I just peed.
Starting point is 00:21:33 Sarah's eyes were wide, she said, I heard it too. Jesse stood up slow and swung his headlamp beam into the brush where the voice had come from. The light cut across trunks and rocks and low branches. Nothing moved. No eyeshine. No animal noise. The fire popped once, loud in the silence.
Starting point is 00:21:53 Mark tried to make it a joke. Maybe it was an echo. But it didn't sound like an echo. An echo has that hollow quality and delay. This was close. This was direct. I said, probably someone messing around. And even as I said it, I knew how stupid it was,
Starting point is 00:22:12 because we were miles in, and there were no other cars at the trailhead. We did what people do when they don't want to acknowledge fear. We changed the subject. We talked about the hike tomorrow, We talked about food. We talked about how cold it was getting. We eventually put out the fire properly and went to bed. I lay in my tent with my sleeping bag pulled up and listened. At first it was normal night, wind in the branches, the faint trickle of water, an occasional small movement in the brush. Then, sometime after midnight, I heard footsteps, not a deer, not a rabbit, heavy steps that stopped and started circling the edge of camp.
Starting point is 00:22:51 I held my breath and listened harder, trying to tell myself it was Mark walking around because he couldn't sleep. But I didn't hear a zipper. I didn't hear fabric. I didn't hear someone muttering. I heard steps, slow, and then a pause that felt like someone standing still and listening back. From Dan's tent very faint, I heard Sarah whisper,
Starting point is 00:23:15 Dan? No answer. Then from somewhere beyond the tents I heard Sarah's voice say very softly, Dan? Sarah's voice, but not right, like someone copying it without knowing how she says certain syllables, a little too flat, a little too careful. I sat up so fast I almost hit my head on the tent ceiling. My hand went to my headlamp. I didn't turn it on. I didn't want to be the one to announce where I was. Jesse's voice from his tent low and controlled said, nobody answer that. Nobody did. The voice didn't come again. The footsteps faded. And eventually,
Starting point is 00:23:51 Because your body will betray you even when you're scared, I fell into a shallow sleep. Friday, October 18th, 2004, started with that clean, cold Arizona morning air, the kind that makes your nose feel sharp when you breathe. We made coffee, we ate oatmeal. In daylight, everything felt less ridiculous. You can make excuses in daylight that don't work at night. Dan was the most insistent that we not turn this into a ghost story. He kept saying things like,
Starting point is 00:24:19 sound carries weird in canyons and animals do weird stuff, and we're just jumpy because it's our first night. I agreed out loud. Jesse didn't argue, but he also didn't make jokes. He kept scanning the tree line like it was habit. We decided to do a day hike from camp and come back before dark. No splitting up. That was Jesse's one firm rule. He said it calmly, like he was telling us the obvious. We stay inside of each other. No solo bathroom trips. No wandering off to take photos. If you need to go, you tell someone and someone comes with you. Mark rolled his eyes, but he agreed. We packed light, water, snacks, a small first aid kit, a map, a compass. We left camp mid-morning and headed toward a side canyon I'd marked as interesting terrain on the map, which is my polite way
Starting point is 00:25:10 of saying, maybe there's water and it looks cool. The canyon was narrow and plumbus. The canyon was narrow and places, with walls that forced us into single file. There were sections where the air felt colder, trapped, even though the sun was up. We saw old fire rings, not recent. We saw a couple pieces of trash that made me angry, in that specific way you get when someone treats wilderness like a landfill. We saw nothing that explained the voices. Around early afternoon, we found a spot where the canyon opened into a small bowl with
Starting point is 00:25:43 a scatter of boulders. There was a faint smell there that didn't match the place. Not rot, exactly. More like wet animal and old smoke, like a dog that has been in the rain, mixed with the smell of a campfire that burned out days ago. Mark said, You smell that? Sarah nodded. Dan said, probably a dead animal.
Starting point is 00:26:05 Jesse crouched by a sandy patch and held up a hand. There were footprints, human footprints. That doesn't sound weird until you understand where we were. There was no trail there, not a real one, and the prints looked fresh, like they'd been made since the last rain. The problem was the stride. The stride was too long in places and too short in others, like someone was alternating between walking normally and hopping, or like their legs didn't match the rest of their body rhythm. Jesse pointed at one print and said,
Starting point is 00:26:37 Look at the toe. The toe area was deep, like the person was digging in hard, and then the heel was shallow. Like they weren't placing their foot normally. Dan tried to keep it light. Maybe someone in weird shoes. Jesse didn't smile. He said, maybe. We followed the prince for a short distance before Jesse stopped us.
Starting point is 00:26:57 They led toward a thicket where visibility dropped to nothing. The smell got stronger near that thicket. Sarah said quietly, I don't like that. Mark said, Let's just go back. It was the first time Mark sounded serious. We turned around.
Starting point is 00:27:15 We didn't talk much on the way back. Not because anyone said don't talk, but because every time you started to speak, it felt like you were announcing yourself. Back at camp, we did normal camp things. Because what else do you do? We filtered water. We hung food away from tents.
Starting point is 00:27:32 We checked gear. We joked a little. But the jokes didn't land the same. Everyone kept glancing into the trees like they were waiting for something to step out. As the light dropped, the wind picked up. It wasn't a storm wind, just a steady, cold breeze that moved through the drainage and made the trees hiss. It brought that wet dog smoke smell back in gusts, like it was drifting around us.
Starting point is 00:27:57 We ate dinner around seven. At about eight, Sarah said she needed to go to the bathroom. Jesse immediately said, I'll go with you. Dan stood up too, offended on her behalf and said, I'm her boyfriend. Jesse shrugged like it didn't matter and said, Fine, both of you. They walked together, headlamps on low. Mark and I stayed by the fire. I remember thinking how childish it felt
Starting point is 00:28:23 to be afraid of the dark again. Like I was ten years old, and my imagination was running away from me. A couple minutes later from the direction they'd gone, we heard Sarah laugh. It was a normal laugh. It relaxed something in my chest for half a second. Then, from farther out, deeper in the trees, we heard Sarah laugh again.
Starting point is 00:28:43 Same laugh, same pitch, same little breathy hiccup at the end. Mark's head turned slowly. He said under his breath, no. Then closer again, Sarah's real voice called, Guys? Dan's voice, real and irritated, came right after. Stop messing around. Sarah said, I'm not.
Starting point is 00:29:02 Jesse's voice low, said, back to camp, now. They came back fast. not running, but moving with purpose. Sarah's face was pale in the headlamp glow. Dan kept looking over his shoulder like he expected to see something following. Jesse didn't look behind him. He looked ahead, like he was guiding them back by sheer stubbornness. When they got to the firelight, Sarah said,
Starting point is 00:29:27 I laughed because Dan stepped on a branch, and then I heard myself laugh again from the trees. Dan started to say something dismissive, but Jesse cut him off. We're done with night bathroom trips. We use bottles. We deal with it. Mark said, This is that Skinwalker stuff.
Starting point is 00:29:46 He said it like he didn't want to say it, like the word itself tasted wrong. Sarah looked at him sharply. Don't say that. Dan said, we're not doing that. Jesse said, call it whatever you want. We're leaving in the morning if this keeps escalating. We went to bed earlier than the first night.
Starting point is 00:30:03 Nobody wanted to sit around the fire and pretend. I fell asleep eventually. I don't know what time it was when I woke up, but the fire was out and the camp was dark. I lay still, listening, trying to decide if I'd been woken by a sound or just by my own nerves. Then I heard a zipper, one of the tents, not mine. I held my breath. A second later I heard footsteps, slow, deliberate, moving away from the tents. Jesse's voice from his tent, barely audible, said,
Starting point is 00:30:34 Mark, no answer. Jesse said louder. Mark, if that's you, answer, still nothing. Then from somewhere beyond the edge of camp, Mark's voice said, yeah, but Mark's voice didn't sound like Mark. It was like someone had heard Mark talk and was trying to reproduce it without getting the tone right. Mark's voice is loud and loose and full of personality. This was flat, empty. Jesse said, nope. Then I heard the distinct sound of a tent zipper ripping open fast. Jesse stepped out into the camp and swept his headlamp in a wide arc. At the same time, Mark's tent zipper opened and Mark's real voice, groggy and annoyed, said, What? He stuck his head out, hair messed up, clearly just woken. Jesse didn't move his light
Starting point is 00:31:22 toward Mark. He kept it aimed at the trees. His voice was steady. Stay in your tent. Mark's confusion turned into fear in real time. What's going on? From the trees in Mark's voice again closer than I liked, what's going on? Sarah started crying quietly. Dan whispered her name, trying to calm her without making noise. I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears. Jesse said, not loud but firm. We're not coming out, we're leaving at first light.
Starting point is 00:31:52 The voice from the trees didn't respond. Instead, we heard something move through the brush. Heavy, low, like something crawling or moving on all fours, pushing through branches instead of stepping over them, then just as suddenly it stopped. Silence, no more voices, no more movement. And then, in the distance, far enough that it could have been in the drainage below us, we heard a coyote howl. One, then another, then a third.
Starting point is 00:32:21 Not the normal scattered howls you hear sometimes. These were clustered like a pack calling to each other. The hair on my arm stood up because, even though coyotes are normal, the timing felt wrong, like it was part of something. We didn't sleep much after that. We lay there waiting for morning, and every time the wind shifted, that wet dog smoke smell would come and go, like something was circling just out of sight. Saturday, October 19th, 2004 was the day we should have left. That's the honest truth. If I could rewind it, I would have. but in the morning, after bad sleep, with the sun warming our backs, we did what people do when
Starting point is 00:33:04 they're trying not to admit they're scared. We rationalized. Dan said, we're not going to let a couple weird sounds run us out. Mark agreed, mostly because he didn't want to feel like he'd been scared by nothing. Sarah didn't want to stay, but she also didn't want to be the reason we left. Jesse didn't want to stay, and he said so, but he also didn't want to stay. But he also didn't want to split the group or force a fight. I was stuck in the middle, the organizer who didn't want to be wrong. We compromised in a way that feels stupid now. We said we'd move camp, pack up and push deeper, get away from whatever weirdness was in that drainage, and set up somewhere more open where we had better visibility. In hindsight, it's like moving your bed to a different
Starting point is 00:33:50 corner of a room because you heard a noise in the wall. But at the time, it felt like taking action. We packed everything and left by late morning. The trail was rougher, less defined, more like following terrain and occasional cairns than a real maintained path. The wilderness out there is like that. You earn every mile. We hiked for several hours, following the map and the GPS, aiming for a saddle that would lead us into a broader basin with scattered pines. The sun was bright, and by early afternoon we were sweating in our layers. We stopped for water in a shaded spot and ate snacks.
Starting point is 00:34:26 Things felt almost normal. Sarah even laughed at one point when Mark told a stupid story about a raccoon getting into his trash at home. Then the GPS started acting wrong. It wasn't dramatic at first. Just the arrow wobbling, a little drift. That happens in canyons and under thick canopy. I didn't panic. I checked the compass and the map.
Starting point is 00:34:49 The compass said we were heading generally the right direction. The map matched the ridge line. We kept going. About an hour later we came to a rock formation I recognized. I know what you're thinking. You were lost and you saw something similar. No, this was specific. It was a boulder with a split down the middle that looked like a mouth,
Starting point is 00:35:11 and there were three dead bleached branches leaning against it like someone had placed them there. I remembered it because it had stood out the day before on our hike, and I'd taken a photo of it on my phone as a silly landmark. I pulled up the photo, same rock, same split. same branches. Mark said, no way. Dan said, that's impossible. Sarah's face went tight. Jesse didn't react much. He just said, we're looping. I checked the map again. It didn't make sense for us to be back there unless we'd turned around or gotten pulled off course in a huge way. But we hadn't. We'd been moving steadily, with the sun on our left like we intended. Jesse said, everybody stop, drink water,
Starting point is 00:35:55 eat something. He said it. like he was treating us for mild shock. Then we pick a direction based on the map, not the GPS. We did. We ate. We drank. I forced myself to be methodical. I oriented the map.
Starting point is 00:36:08 I found a ridge. I picked a bearing. We moved. Within 30 minutes, we crossed a patch of sandy soil that held prints again. Fresh ones. And my stomach dropped because I recognized the tread pattern. Mark had distinctive boots with a chunk missing from one lug on the right sole. He'd complained about it before, said he needed new boots.
Starting point is 00:36:29 In the sand, there was that same missing lug impression, clear as a stamp. Mark saw it too. He went pale. That's mine. Dan said. You went ahead earlier. You could have... Mark shook his head hard.
Starting point is 00:36:43 No, I haven't left you guys. Not once. Sarah whispered, then how is that there? Jesse crouched and traced the print with one finger without touching it fully. It's fresh, he said. This was made today. We followed the prince for a short distance, not because we wanted to,
Starting point is 00:37:03 but because our eyes kept doing it on their own. The prince led toward a cluster of trees, then stopped abruptly in a patch of rock where you couldn't see anything, like whoever made them had stepped onto stone and disappeared. Mark said, voice tight. I didn't do that. Jesse said, I believe you. That mattered.
Starting point is 00:37:22 Jesse was the first one to say out loud that he believe something was wrong without trying to label it. He wasn't saying monster, he was saying wrong. It gave the fear somewhere to sit. We pushed on and found a new camp spot in late afternoon, in a more open area where we could see farther between trees. There was a dry creek bed nearby and a small seep we could filter from. The ground was flatter. The sky felt bigger. It should have felt safer. We set up tents quickly. We didn't linger. We built a small, fire, not for warmth as much as for light and comfort. We ate without much conversation.
Starting point is 00:38:01 The mood was heavy now, like the earlier jokes had been used up. After dinner, Dan said he needed to pee. Jesse looked at him and said, bottle. Dan frustrated said, I'm not peeing in a bottle. Jesse said, then I'm coming with you. Dan threw his hands up and said, fine. I went too, because I didn't want those two out there with tension between them. So it was Dan, Jesse, and me, walking a short distance from camp with headlamps on low.
Starting point is 00:38:31 We stopped near a couple trees. Dan went. Jesse and I stood back scanning. That's when we heard it. From somewhere out in the dark, beyond where our headlamps reached, we heard my voice say, Jesse. My voice. My exact voice.
Starting point is 00:38:48 The way I say his name, the slight upward question at the end. I froze so hard my neck hurt. Jesse's head turned toward me without moving his body. He didn't answer. Dan, who had been mid-zip, whispered, What the hell? From the dark again, my voice closer. Jesse, come here.
Starting point is 00:39:07 I didn't say anything. My mouth was dry. I could feel that primal part of my brain trying to make me respond, like you do when you hear your own name. Jesse didn't move. He raised his headlamp slightly and aimed it at the direction of the voice. The beam hit trunks and brush. Nothing.
Starting point is 00:39:25 Then, from a different angle, still out in the dark, my voice again, softer, please. Dan's breathing sounded loud. Jesse's voice was calm, almost gentle, but there was steel under it. He said, That's not you. I didn't know what to do with that sentence. That's not you. It should have been absurd.
Starting point is 00:39:45 Instead, it felt like the most true thing he could have said. We walked back to camp without finishing the bathroom break properly. Dan didn't care. I didn't care. We got back into the firelight and told Sarah and Mark exactly what happened. Mark said it quietly, like he didn't want the word to carry. Skinwalker. Sarah shook her head and said,
Starting point is 00:40:08 Stop. But her eyes were wet. She believed something now too. We had a long, tense discussion about leaving immediately versus waiting for morning. Night hiking and rough terrain can kill you just as effectively as whatever else might be out there. We decided to stay pulled. but we changed how we did it. We moved the fire closer to the tents. We put headlamps and shoes inside the tents within reach. We put bare spray and knives where we could grab them without thinking.
Starting point is 00:40:37 Jesse suggested we do short watches, two people awake at a time, back to back, facing outward. It felt dramatic, but nobody argued. Mark and I took the first watch. We sat by the low fire, backs touching, scanning opposite directions. The night was cold enough that our breath showed the headlamp beams. The wind came and went. Every time it came, that wet dog smoke smell drifted through. For a while nothing happened, just darkness and the usual small sounds. Then, sometime after midnight, the insects stopped. I didn't notice at first because you don't consciously track insect noise. You just feel it, and when it stops, you feel that too. The space around you feels bigger and emptier. Mark whispered, do you hear that? I listened. Hear what? He said nothing.
Starting point is 00:41:29 A few seconds later from the dark we heard a cough, not an animal cough, a human cough, like someone clearing their throat. Mark's shoulders tensed under my back. I felt my own skin prickle. From the dark, Sarah's voice said, babe. From Dan's tent, Dan's real voice said instantly, Sarah? Sarah's real voice muffled said, I didn't say anything. From the dark again, Sarah's voice closer. Dan? Dan started to unzip his tent. Jesse, in the tent next to him, said sharply, no, it came out like a command. Dan froze mid-motion. From the dark, Sarah's voice changed. It dropped lower, like the copier was getting tired of pretending. Dan, it said, drawn out, wrong. Mark raised his headlamp and swept it slowly. The beam shook a little because his hands were shaking.
Starting point is 00:42:24 The light caught something reflective for half a second between two trees, low to the ground. Then it was gone. I shine. But not at the height of a deer, lower, like a crouched person, or an animal that was too big to be that low. I whispered, did you see that? Mark nodded without looking at me. Then we heard movement, heavy and slow, circling the camp. not crashing, not running, just deliberate steps that stopped whenever our lights swung toward them. Jesse unzipped his tent and stepped out into the firelight. He didn't do it fast. He didn't do it in a panic. He did it like he was choosing to be seen. He held his bearspray in one hand and his headlamp beam steady in the other. He said, loud enough to carry. We're leaving at first light. You're not getting
Starting point is 00:43:14 anything from us. I remember thinking, who is he talking to? And then I remembered the voices, and I understood that it didn't matter. Something was there, and he was refusing to play along. From the dark, my voice said mocking, at first light. Then Mark's voice from the dark, at first light. Then Dan's voice, at first light. It was like a chorus, each one slightly wrong, each one coming from a different direction, surrounding us. Sarah started sobbing for real.
Starting point is 00:43:46 Dan whispered her name, trying to keep her quiet. Like quiet mattered now. I felt my throat tighten. That reflex that makes you want to shout at the dark and demanded explain itself. Jesse didn't shout. He didn't plead. He just stood there in the firelight until the movement stopped. After a long minute, the wind shifted hard and the smell hit us full,
Starting point is 00:44:08 wet animal, old smoke, something metallic underneath. It was so strong it made my eyes water. Mark gagged softly. Then from somewhere very close, just beyond the fire. We heard a sound I have trouble describing without sounding ridiculous. It was like a low chuckle, but not human, like something forcing air out in a way it had learned but hadn't mastered. And then, immediately after, in my father's voice, my actual father's voice, which none of them had ever heard in person, someone said my name, not my friend's imitation, not a copied tone, my father's voice, from the darkness. I went cold all the way through. Jesse's head took.
Starting point is 00:44:49 turned toward me again, sharp. He didn't ask. He didn't need to. My face must have given it away. Jesse said low but firm. Don't. I didn't answer. I didn't look toward the voice. I stared at the fire until my eyes hurt. After that, the voices stopped. The night settled back into a tense, unnatural quiet. Jesse eventually went back into his tent. Mark and I stayed on watch until our shift ended, but neither of us saw anything else clearly. Just that occasional low movement at the edge of light, always disappearing before it could be a shape. When the sky finally started to lighten, that gray blue that comes before sunrise, I felt like I'd been holding my breath for hours. We packed as soon as we could see. No breakfast, no coffee. We shoved sleeping bags into sacks, collapsed tents with cold fingers, stuffed packs without caring about neatness.
Starting point is 00:45:44 We kept talking to each other constantly, not about fear, but about logistics. Like we were using our own voices to drown out the idea of hearing them copied again. By the time the sun actually crested, we were moving. Sunday, October 20th, 2004, is the day we got out, and it's the day I became completely sure that whatever was happening wasn't just our nerves. The hike out should have been straightforward. We had a general route. We had the map.
Starting point is 00:46:13 We had the compass, and we had the memory of the way in. We moved fast, but not reckless. We took short water breaks. We stayed close. For the first couple hours, nothing happened except that feeling of being watched, which you can't prove, but you can feel like pressure on the back of your neck. Sarah kept glancing behind her. Dan kept telling her, we're fine, we're fine.
Starting point is 00:46:39 But he looked behind too. Mark was quiet, which for him is unusual. Jesse was still calm, but his calm had sharpened into fire. focus. Around late morning we crossed another sandy wash. There were tracks again, not just one set, many. Some were deer, some were javelina, some looked like dog or coyote, and woven through them, crossing back and forth like someone pacing were human footprints, barefoot. The prints were large. Too large for Sarah. Too large for me. Possibly Mark's size, but Mark was wearing boots and we could see his boot prints beside them. Barefoot prints fresh, in sand that was cool and slightly damp
Starting point is 00:47:21 under the top layer. Dan whispered, no. Jesse didn't stop walking, he said, don't stop here. His voice had that EMT edge now, that tone you use when you're moving someone away from danger without letting them debate. We kept going. A little afternoon, we reached a ridge line where we could see farther out. In the distance, we could make out the general direction of the road. It wasn't a straight line, but it was a direction. We all felt relief, real relief, like you feel when you see a familiar landmark after being disoriented. That's when Sarah stopped and grabbed Dan's arm hard enough to hurt. She pointed down into a shallow drainage below us. There was someone standing among the trees. At first glance, it looked like a man in dark clothing, hood up, hands at his
Starting point is 00:48:10 sides, just standing there facing us, not moving. Mark raised a hand as if to wave, then stopped. Jesse said, no. He said it softly like he didn't want to provoke anything. The figure didn't move, didn't wave, didn't shift weight. I tried to tell myself it was a stump, a trick of shadows, but the shape was too clean, too upright. Dan whispered, is that, is that a person? Jesse didn't answer. He took a slow step back from the ridge like he was pulling us away from a ledge. Then the figure moved. Not walking, not running. It sort of folded downward, like it dropped to all fours too smoothly.
Starting point is 00:48:54 And then it slipped behind a cluster of trees in a way that didn't match the terrain. There were branches. There were rocks. A human would have pushed through or stumbled. This didn't. Mark let out a sound halfway between a curse and a breath. Jesse said, keep moving. We moved. By mid-afternoon, we could see the trailhead area through the trees. Not clearly, but enough that we knew we were close. That's when the smell hit again, strong,
Starting point is 00:49:21 like it had followed the wind to meet us. Wet animal, old smoke, that metallic undertone. Sarah covered her mouth. Dan's eyes were wide and angry now, like fear had shifted into something else. Mark had his bear spray in his hand. I realized I did too, without remembering grabbing it. When we finally broke out of the trees and saw the vehicles, I felt my legs go weak with relief. It was such a normal sight. Dusty cars, empty trailhead, sunlight on metal, that it almost made me laugh. Then we saw the passenger side window of Dan's car. There was a handprint in the dust, not a clear fingerprint, but a full palm smear, like someone had pressed their hand flat against the glass and dragged it slightly. The dust around it was
Starting point is 00:50:09 undisturbed, which meant it hadn't been there when we parked, because we would have seen it when we shut the doors and checked locks. Jesse stood very still and said, nobody touch it. Mark's voice broke. How did it get here? We didn't have an answer. We loaded packs fast. We got into the vehicles. Dan started his car, and it coughed once like it didn't want to turn over, then started. My car started normally. The whole time I kept expecting to look up and see that figure standing at the edge of the trees watching us leave. I didn't see it. That almost felt worse, like the absence was a choice.
Starting point is 00:50:48 We drove out in silence at first, tires crunching on dirt, dust rising behind us. When we hit pavement, I felt like I could breathe again. We got service about 20 minutes later. Phones buzzed with delayed notifications like nothing else. had happened. That normal flood of digital noise felt wrong. Then Dan's phone buzzed again. He glanced down, then froze. He held it up so we could see. It was a message in our group chat. From Dan on it said, you forgot something. No punctuation. All lowercase. Dan said, I didn't send that. His hands tightened on the steering wheel. Sarah grabbed his phone and scrolled. The message was there.
Starting point is 00:51:29 Time stamped just a minute earlier. Dan's phone was in the car, in his cup holder the whole whole time. He hadn't touched it. Jesse, in the passenger seat of Dan's car, said, Don't reply. His voice was sharp now. Sarah didn't reply. She just stared at the screen like it was a live snake. A few seconds later, another message appeared. A photo. It was grainy, taken at night. It showed our second camp, tents in a semicircle, the low fire, our gear scattered the way it had been, and it was taken from outside the circle, from the dark, at a low, angle like whoever took it was crouching. None of us had taken that photo. I know that because I was the photo obsessive, and I had barely taken any pictures after the first weird night because it felt
Starting point is 00:52:14 disrespectful, like documenting it would invite it to become a story instead of an event. Jesse hadn't taken it because Jesse didn't even like having his phone out. Mark hadn't taken it because Mark's phone had been dead since the first day. Sarah hadn't taken it because she'd been too upset. Dan hadn't taken it because he'd been arguing with Jesse about leaving and then trying to calm Sarah. And yet, there it was, in the group chat, sent from Dan's number. Jesse said again, don't reply. Then he reached over and turned Dan's phone face down like he couldn't stand to see it. We didn't stop until we hit a town with people and lights and a gas station that felt like a safe island. We went inside, bought water we didn't need, stood under
Starting point is 00:53:00 fluorescent lights like it was protective. Sarah went into the bathroom and threw up. Dan stared at the shelves like he didn't know what to do with his hands. Mark sat on the curb outside and kept rubbing his palms on his pants like he couldn't get a feeling off his skin. Jesse called the local sheriff's non-emergency line and reported that someone had accessed our vehicle and that we'd received threatening messages. We did not say the word Skinwalker on that call.
Starting point is 00:53:28 We did not say anything supernatural. We stuck to facts, voices in the night, someone around camp, handprint on the window, unknown message and photo. The deputy we spoke to was polite in a practiced way. He asked if we'd seen any other hikers. He asked if anything had been stolen. He asked if we wanted to file a report in person. Jesse said yes. In person it was worse, because you can see how your story looks on someone's face.
Starting point is 00:54:00 The deputy took notes. He didn't laugh. He didn't roll his eyes. But his expression had that quiet. This is probably hikers messing with you look. Jesse kept it factual. He handed over Dan's phone so they could document the messages and photo. They said they'd look into it, which is what they say when there's nothing to look into unless someone else reports the same thing. We drove home separately. I kept checking my mirrors for no reason. Every time the wind shifted on the highway and carried a smell of something damp and animal-like from a passing truck or a roadside ditch, my chest would tighten and I'd have to remind myself where I was. Here is what happened afterward, because people always ask that part, and I don't want to end this like a movie. Nothing followed us home in a dramatic way. There were no scratches on doors, no footprints outside windows, no final jump scare. But the trip ended things anyway. Mark stopped camping, completely. He sold his gear within a month. He told me once on a phone call
Starting point is 00:55:06 that the worst part wasn't the figure or the tracks. The worst part was hearing his own voice from the dark and realizing in a deep animal way that something could use that against him. He said it made him feel like his body wasn't fully his anymore. I understood what he meant. Sarah and Dan almost broke up. For a while, Sarah wouldn't be in the same room with someone who whistled casually. I didn't know that was a thing until I saw it. Someone on a TV show whistled, and Sarah went rigid like she'd been slapped. Dan tried to be supportive, but I could tell part of him still wanted a rational answer, so he could stop feeling stupid for being afraid. Sometimes he'd say things like, maybe it was someone messing with us, and Sarah would go quiet and look at him like he'd
Starting point is 00:55:51 betrayed her. Jesse didn't talk about it much. A few weeks later I asked him if he thought we were overreacting. He said, no, just that. Then after a pause, he added, whatever it was, it wanted us to answer. It wanted us to come out. It wanted us to separate. The fact that it used our voices tells you what it was trying to do. That's still the most useful thing anyone has said to me about it because it doesn't require a label. It just acknowledges intent. As for me, I still hike, I still camp, but there are rules I didn't have before. I don't answer voices at night, even if they sound familiar. I don't walk away from camp alone after dark. I don't assume that something sounding human means it is human. And I don't go back
Starting point is 00:56:41 to that part of the Mazatzal, not because I think the land itself is cursed, but because I learned how thin the line is between feeling like the wilderness is yours and realizing you are just a guest there. Sometimes, late at night, when my house is quiet and the air conditioner clicks on and off, I'll remember the way my father's voice said my name from the trees, perfectly, from a place where it had no right to exist. It doesn't make me jump out of bed or grab a weapon. It just sits in my chest like a cold stone, not an active threat, not a haunting, just a fact that changed the shape of the world for me. I'm not telling you this, so you'll go looking for it. I'm telling you because we went out there thinking the wilderness was just scenery and risk management and good stories.
Starting point is 00:57:27 We went out there thinking the scariest thing would be a rattlesnake or a twisted ankle. We came back with the understanding that sometimes the most dangerous thing is not teeth or claws, but familiarity used wrong. If you take anything from this, let it be simple. If you are deep in Arizona wilderness and you hear your name spoken from the dark, in a voice that should not be there, don't answer it. Keep your people close. Keep your light.
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Starting point is 00:58:28 You said this place was steps from the water. We just haven't found the steps yet. How much did we save? Enough. Enough to get lost. Or you could book a stay with Hilton. Welcome to your ocean front room. Just steps from the water.
Starting point is 00:58:45 The Hilton sale is on now. Book on Hilton.com or The Hilton. Hilton app and save up to 20% to get the stay you expected. When you want savings, not surprises. It matters where you stay. Hilton, for the stay. I don't tell this story for attention, and I don't tell it to prove anything. I tell it the same way you tell someone about thin ice you fell through once,
Starting point is 00:59:15 or the one lightning storm you barely outran on a ridge. It's a cautionary thing, and it's also a respect thing, because some places don't care how good your gear is, and some old warnings exist for a reason. This was a few years back, late fall, when the desert starts acting like the desert again, hot in the day if the sun's out, but the moment it drops behind rock, it can turn sharp and cold like a door opening. My buddy Kyle and I were doing a three-day loop in the high country just outside the four corners region, not on tribal land, not sneaking around. We were on public ground with a map that matched the boundary lines, because I don't play games with that,
Starting point is 00:59:56 You can call it superstition or basic respect. Either way, I'm careful about where I put my boots. We weren't rookies either. Kyle was the kind of guy who keeps his kit squared away, who can make a stove work when the Piazo's dead and can tell the difference between a slick rock pour-off and a safe line just by looking at the shadows. I'd spent enough nights under a tarp that I could feel
Starting point is 01:00:19 when weather was changing before my barometer did. Between us, we had redundancy. Both had headlamps with fresh lithium, Both had a lighter and storm matches. Both had a way to make water safe. Both had a fixed blade and a small repair kit with tenacious tape and dental floss. My pack was set up like always. Sleep system bagged, food bagged, tools where I could reach them without digging.
Starting point is 01:00:45 Bear spray even though this wasn't bear country, because it's still a tool. Satellite messenger on my shoulder strap. Not because I'm reckless, but because I'm responsible. The first day was clean and normal, high blue sky, wind steady, but not mean. Juniper and pinions smell on the air, that dry, peppery resin smell that gets in your clothes. The ground was a mix of gritty sand and hard-packed clay that cracked like old paint. We moved at a talking pace, not rushed, and made camp in the afternoon in a shallow bowl below a line of rocks that broke the wind.
Starting point is 01:01:22 We filtered water from a seep that barely qualified as one. of a wet spot where the earth sighed out a trickle, and we did it the slow way because you don't rush water in that country. We ate something hot, watched the sun smear orange across the butes, and talked about normal things, work, the route tomorrow, how the weather felt like it wanted to change. That night, nothing happened. Coyotes yipped far off as they do. Wind came and went. The kind of quiet you expect in the desert, where the silence isn't empty, it's just spaced out. We slept fine. Day two is where it started to tilt. It wasn't dramatic at first. It was little things that made you pause without knowing why. We broke camp early and climbed out of the bowl,
Starting point is 01:02:09 heading toward a long mesa that would put us above the washes and give us a clean line to the next water source on the map. The sun was up but weak and the air had that dry bone cold to it. Our breath showed in short bursts. Kyle had a fleece beanie on, which was his tell that he was actually cold and not just pretending he wasn't. About mid-morning, we hit a stretch where the wind stopped, not it died down, stopped. It stopped like somebody shut it off. The desert can do that in pockets, behind rock and in folds, so it didn't alarm me. But the timing was wrong. We'd been walking with a steady crosswind for hours, and then, right as we stepped into a narrow draw between two sloped ridge lines, it went dead calm.
Starting point is 01:02:56 No movement in the grass, no whisper in the juniper. Our footsteps got loud. We both noticed because we both stopped talking at the same time. Kyle looked at me like he was about to say something, then didn't. He just kept walking, slower. I could hear the fabric of his jacket shifting when he moved his arms. I could hear my own pack creak on the straps. That's how still it got.
Starting point is 01:03:20 Then as we climbed out of that draw, the wind came back. Except it wasn't the same wind. It was colder. and it had a smell that didn't match anything around us. Not the sweet rod of a dead animal, not the sharp ammonia of scat. More like wet wool left in a metal bucket. A sour animal heat smell, but carried on cold air. It made no sense, and it didn't last long, maybe ten seconds,
Starting point is 01:03:45 long enough to hit the back of my throat and make Kyle clear his. You smell that? he asked. Yeah, I said. Keep moving. That was my default. You don't stand around cataloging weirdness. You move. You watch.
Starting point is 01:04:00 You keep your options. We came across tracks in a sandy patch near the edge of a wash. At first glance, they looked like dog tracks. Coyote maybe, though a little wide. Then I noticed the spacing. Too long. The stride was stretched out in a way that suggested something either running hard or not quite moving like a coyote.
Starting point is 01:04:21 Kyle crouched and touched the sand next to one print. Fresh. he said. He held up his finger, still cool under the crust. I leaned in and looked closer. The print had the general shape of a canine, but the toes looked wrong, not five like a bear, not the clean four of a dog. It was like the sand hadn't decided what it wanted to be pressed into, blurred at the edges in a way that didn't match the crispness of the stride, like it was heavy and light at the same time. Probably just wind, I said, because sometimes that's the answer. answer, and I'm not in the habit of chasing shadows.
Starting point is 01:04:59 But I took a photo anyway, because I take photos of tracks. It's what I do. We pushed on toward the mesa. The land opened up, and with it came that big western sky again. The calm went away. My shoulders loosened. The sun warmed the backs of our necks. We took a break behind a rock outcrop, ate a handful of trail mix, checked the map in our water.
Starting point is 01:05:24 That's when we heard the first call. It wasn't close. It came from somewhere in front of us, down into the wash system that cut across our route. It sounded like a person calling a name. Short, sharp, like someone trying to get your attention without yelling. Kyle, it said. Kyle froze with a peanut halfway to his mouth. I didn't move.
Starting point is 01:05:45 I just listened. Kyle. It came again, a little longer, like the person was getting impatient, same tone, same cadence, too flat, like someone had learned the word but didn't know why it was used. Kyle's eyes were wide and he whispered, That's, that's my name. I know, I said. We stood there and scanned.
Starting point is 01:06:09 The wash was a mess of scrub and shadow and the sound was playing tricks. Out there, you learn quick that you can't always trust your ears. But I knew one thing. We hadn't seen anyone all day. No bootprints on the trail. No distant hikers on the skyline. No vehicles at the trailhead when we parked. This wasn't a popular loop.
Starting point is 01:06:30 It was the kind of place you go if you don't want to see people. Kyle, it called again. And this time it was closer. It wasn't loud. It didn't echo. It didn't have that normal bounce off rock. It was just there. As if it didn't care about distance.
Starting point is 01:06:48 Kyle started to stand up like he wanted to answer, and I put a hand on his shoulder and pushed him back down. Do not respond. said low. He swallowed. What if someone needs help? If someone needs help, they'll yell help or they'll blow a whistle, I said. And they won't know your name unless you told them. Kyle looked at me like he wanted to argue, but he didn't. He knew enough. He'd grown up hearing the same stories I had, different versions, different names, same warning threaded through all of them. Don't invite what you don't understand. Don't answer something that isn't right.
Starting point is 01:07:25 The call stopped. The land went quiet again, not peaceful quiet, alert quiet, the kind where even the birds seemed to hold their breath. We moved. We didn't run. Running makes you stupid. We just tightened our packs, checked straps, and walked with intent, staying on higher ground where we could see. The plan was to camp near a spring marked on the map on the far side of the mesa, but as the afternoon moved on, I started thinking about changing that. I started thinking about getting to a more exposed camp where whatever was playing games couldn't get close without being seen. Around mid-afternoon, the temperature dropped again. Not gradually. It dropped like a cloud passed over the sun, except the sky stayed clear. One moment my hands were fine. The next, my fingers felt numb at the
Starting point is 01:08:14 tips like I'd touch snow. Kyle pulled his collar up and said, What is that? I didn't have an answer. I checked my watch, not because it would explain anything, but because it grounds me. It gives my brain something normal to do. Then the silence broke with a sound behind us. Footsteps, not the light scuff of a lizard, not the quick patter of a rabbit. Heavy, deliberate steps on rock and grit. Like a person in boots trying to walk quietly and failing. Kyle turned his head first.
Starting point is 01:08:48 I didn't. I just slowed and listened with my whole body the way. way you do when you're trying to tell direction by sound. The steps were behind and slightly to our left, down off the ridge line. Close enough that I should have been able to see movement in the scrub. Kyle whispered, someone's following us. I hear it, I said. The steps stopped when we stopped. Then after a few seconds they started again, always just out of sight, always where the terrain gave cover. We picked up pace. The steps picked up pace. It wasn't charging. It wasn't trying to catch us. It was shadowing. We crossed a stretch of slick rock where there wasn't any loose ground to print in, and the footsteps changed. They got wrong. The cadence shifted, like the thing behind us forgot what a human step sounds like and tried a different rhythm. It went from two beat bootsteps to something with a slight drag, then back again, like it was testing patterns. Kyle's breathing got loud. I could tell he was trying to keep it steady and failing. Keep your eyes forward, I'm not. Keep your eyes forward. I'm not.
Starting point is 01:09:51 I said, don't trip. He nodded, but he kept glancing back anyway the way you do when your nerves are in charge. A few minutes later, we crested a rise and saw the spring area ahead, an indentation in the land with thicker vegetation, a few cottonwoods, and that darker green that means moisture. It should have felt like relief, but the moment I saw it, I felt my stomach tighten. Low spots with cover are great for water and terrible for visibility. We're not can't camping in there, I said. Kyle looked at me. We need water.
Starting point is 01:10:26 We'll drop in, fill, and climb back out, I said, quick and quiet. We descended into the spring area. The air down there was colder and damp in a way that didn't fit the season. It smelled like wet leaves and that sour animal note again, stronger this time, mixed with something metallic. I could hear water, a faint trickle over stone. The cottonwoods were still, no wind through the leaves, even though, up on the rim we could feel a breeze.
Starting point is 01:10:54 The silence down there pressed in. We found the water source, a narrow seep feeding a shallow pool with a film of algae at the edges. It wasn't pretty, but it was water. We set our packs down close, kept our bodies turned outward, and I pulled out my filter.
Starting point is 01:11:11 Kyle unscrewed his bottle and started filling a dirty bag. That's when we heard the voice again, not from a distance this time. From the trees. Hey, it said soft, casual, like someone stepping out of a tent at a campground. Kyle's head snapped toward the sound. Mine did too, because I'm human, and my brain wanted a face to match the voice.
Starting point is 01:11:35 There was movement between two cottonwood trunks, a shape, low at first, like someone crouching, then it stood. It was tall, too tall for the distance it was at, unless my eyes were lying. It was wearing something the color of dust, a jacket maybe, the kind of tan you see on ranchers and hunters out there because it hides dirt. But the proportions were off. The shoulders looked wrong, too narrow, then too wide, like the fabric didn't sit on a real frame, and the head.
Starting point is 01:12:07 The head was turned slightly like it was listening to us. I couldn't see the face. The shadows under the brim, if it was a brim, were too dark. Kyle's mouth opened and I hissed. Don't. The figure took a step forward and the leaves didn't move around it. It didn't crunch on the ground. It didn't sound like it weighed anything, but it looked heavy, like a cutout moving through space. Can you help me? It asked. The voice sounded like a man trying to sound tired, like someone who'd been hiking hard, but it was too smooth, no breath behind it,
Starting point is 01:12:42 no rasp, no strain. Kyle whispered, what do we do? I didn't answer him. I kept my eyes on the figure and finished filling my bag because the part of my brain that still wanted this to be normal said, Get your water. Don't get stuck here without water. The figure tilted its head, slow. Kyle, it said. And this time it said it like it was testing the word, like it liked the taste of it. Kyle flinched. He looked at me with something close to panic. How does it note? I cut him off. Pack up. We did it fast. Filter back in the bag. Bottles capped. Packs on, no wasted motion. My hands were steady, but I could feel my pulse in my fingertips. As we started climbing out of the spring area, the figure moved to follow us. No rush, just the same
Starting point is 01:13:31 slow, certain pace. It stayed in the trees, keeping cover, but it kept parallel to us, not trying to ambush, not trying to scare us with a charge, just staying with us like it had time. We climbed hard and got back to the rim, and up there the wind hit us again. cold and sharp, like it had been waiting. Kyle's face was pale. He kept looking back, and I kept telling him with my eyes to stop, because staring at something like that feels like engagement, and I didn't want to give it anything.
Starting point is 01:14:02 We walked until the sun started dropping, and I picked a campsite I wouldn't normally choose, a flat patch of open ground with a long view in three directions and a rock wall behind us. Exposed, windy, no trees close, no water close. but I'd rather be thirsty in the open than comfortable in the cover when something is shadowing you. We set camp without speaking much. We didn't build a fire. Fires are good, but fires also make you visible, and we didn't need the kind of attention a flame gives. We ate cold food, drank measured water,
Starting point is 01:14:36 and zipped into our bags before full dark. Out there, the night comes quick. The sky goes from bruised purple to black, and the stars hit like someone turned on a million small lights. You can see satellites drifting. You can see the Milky Way like smoke. It's beautiful in a way that makes you feel small, and that night it made me feel exposed. At first, it was just normal night sounds, a distant coyote, some faint wing beats, the wind moving over rock. Then the wind stopped again, and the quiet that followed wasn't the quiet of nature settling. It was like the whole place was listening. Kyle whispered from his bag, you awake? Yeah, I said, you think it's still out there? I didn't answer right away, because saying it makes it feel more real, and I was trying to keep us both
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Starting point is 01:16:36 Kyle was silent for a moment. then. That voice, it sounded like my uncle, for a second. My stomach tightened. What do you mean? I don't know, he said, just the way it said, hey, like him. I stared up at the stars and forced my breathing slow. That detail mattered in a way I didn't like. Mimicry. That's the thread that runs through those old stories, regardless of what name you put on them. Something that learns you, something that tries on voices. We lay there for maybe 20 minutes, and then we heard movement. Not far, not close enough to touch, but close enough that you could tell it was moving around the edge of our campsite, just out beyond the range where Starlight gives you detail. It wasn't one set of steps. It was
Starting point is 01:17:24 inconsistent. A few heavy steps, then a pause, then something lighter, then a scrape like something dragged a branch across rock, then silence, then a soft, Clack, like a small stone kicked. Kyle's breathing sped up. I could hear it even through his bag. I unzipped my bag quietly and pulled my headlamp out, but I didn't turn it on. White light is a challenge signal in the dark. It says, here I am.
Starting point is 01:17:52 Look at me. Instead, I held it, thumb near the switch, and kept listening. The movement circled again, wider this time, then closer, still not rushing, still like it was patient. Then, from somewhere behind the rock wall at our backs, came a sound that didn't belong. A low exhale, long and wet, like someone breathing out through their mouth in cold air, except there was no visible breath and the air smelled like that sour wool again. Kyle whispered, that's right behind us. I slid my hand under my pad and gripped my knife. Not because I thought a knife mattered against something like this, but because it gave my hand a job,
Starting point is 01:18:34 and a job keeps you from freezing up. The exhale came again, closer. Then a voice, so near, it felt like it was speaking into the space between our bags. Kyle, it said softly. Kyle made a sound that was half a choke and half a gasp. I reached over and put my hand on his shoulder through the fabric, a steadying pressure. Do not answer. I mouthed. I don't know if he saw it, but he didn't speak.
Starting point is 01:19:02 The voice changed. it became mine. Hey, it said in my own tone, the exact way I say it when I'm trying to get someone's attention without startling them. My skin went cold in a prickling wave. That's when the fear got clean and simple. Before that, there was still room in my brain for explanations. Animal, person, echo, wind.
Starting point is 01:19:27 But nothing natural takes your voice and throws it back at you like it knows you. The voice, my voice said, It's okay. Come out. Kyle started to sob. The kind of silent, shaking sob you do when you're trying not to make noise, and your body is doing it anyway. The movement outside stopped. Total silence.
Starting point is 01:19:48 Then the temperature dropped again, sharper than before. It felt like the air itself thinned. I could feel it in my sinuses, like breathing in cold metal. The hair on my arms lifted, somewhere off to our left, beyond the reach of the rock wall. Something made a sound like a coyote trying to imitate a human laugh. Not a clean laugh. A broken, uneven series of huffs that almost formed it.
Starting point is 01:20:13 I made a decision then. Not a heroic one. Just a practical one. We were not going to sit there and let whatever this was play with us all night until we made a mistake. I clicked my headlamp on and swept the beam in a wide arc. The light cut through scrub and rock and empty air. It caught the glitter of quartz. It caught the pale bark of a dead branch.
Starting point is 01:20:34 It caught nothing that looked like a person. But when the beam swung behind the rock wall, the light shook, because my hand shook just a little. And in that jitter of brightness, I saw a shape crouched low on the far side of the wall, not fully visible, just enough to register wrongness. It was folded up like an animal, but it had the outline of a person wearing clothes, knees too high, arms too long. The head was down like it was sniffing the ground. The light hit its shoulder and didn't reflect like fabric should.
Starting point is 01:21:06 It looked dull, almost absorbent. The moment the beam touched it, it moved. Not away, not toward. It slid sideways into shadow without making a sound like it belonged to the dark more than the light. Kyle choked out, did you pack, I said. And I didn't care that my voice cracked. Now. We didn't fully break camp.
Starting point is 01:21:27 We did a grab and go. bags stuffed, pads rolled, no neatness, just function. We kept our lights on and our backs together. My satellite messenger was on my shoulder, but there was no emergency button that made sense here. How do you tell a rescue coordinator, something is mimicking our voices and moving wrong behind a rock wall? We started moving down slope, away from the exposed rim,
Starting point is 01:21:53 because the terrain gave us a route that was easier to travel without breaking ankles. It also gave cover, and I hated that, but staying put felt worse. We walked in silence, headlamps low, scanning the ground for footing, scanning the edges for movement. Every so often we heard that same soft footfall behind us, always just outside the beam, not chasing, following. At one point, Kyle tripped on a rock and caught himself. His breath came out in a grunt. Immediately from behind us came the same grunt back, perfectly matched. like an echo that didn't need rock to bounce off.
Starting point is 01:22:32 Kyle made a small sound of pure panic, and I grabbed his arm and hauled him forward. Don't, I said. Don't give it anything. We kept moving until the dark started to thin into that early pre-dawn gray. The stars faded. The horizon took shape. And with the coming light, the air warmed a hair. Enough that my fingers didn't feel like they were made of wood. The footsteps behind us stopped some time in that in-between hour. We didn't notice right away, because you don't relax when you're already running on fear.
Starting point is 01:23:04 But eventually, Kyle stopped and said, I don't hear it. I listened. Only wind now, only our breathing, only the faint ticking of grit under our boots. We didn't stop long. We pushed hard back to the trailhead, and when we got there, our truck looked like the most beautiful thing in the world. Just a normal object, sitting in normal dust, under a normal sky. We threw our packs in the bed and got in without talking. I started the engine and the radio came on with static, loud enough to make Kyle flinch. I turned it off. I didn't want noise. I wanted to hear if something was near the truck, which is a stupid thought because if something like that wants you, a truck doesn't matter. But again, your brain grabs for control where it can. We drove out. As the road unwound,
Starting point is 01:23:53 the feeling of pressure eased in increments, not gone, just loosened. By the time, we hit pavement, Kyle finally spoke. I'm not crazy, he said, staring straight ahead. I know, I told him. I was there. We didn't go around telling everyone. That's not what you do. People either laugh, or they lean in too eagerly like it's entertainment, and neither response sits right.
Starting point is 01:24:18 Kyle told his uncle, the one whose voice he thought he heard in that first call, his uncle didn't laugh. He got quiet and told Kyle, in a voice that made the hair on my neck rise. that some things out there don't like being noticed, and some things like being invited. He told him not to go back looking for answers. I followed that advice. The only reason I'm saying it now is because people treat those regional legends like they're just spooky stories you tell around a campfire. And maybe most of the time that's all they are, warnings dressed up in monsters to keep kids from wandering into bad places,
Starting point is 01:24:54 or to keep outsiders from thinking they own land they don't understand. But sometimes, when you're out in the right kind of quiet, you feel something that doesn't fit the normal rules. Not a jump scare. Not a Hollywood moment. Just a slow, cold wrongness that creeps in through your senses piece by piece until the only honest thing you can say is, I don't know what that was, but it knew us. I still go into the backcountry.
Starting point is 01:25:21 I still sleep under the stars. I'm not afraid of the dark in a general way. I'm afraid of specific darkness, the kind that listens back, and I don't go near that spring anymore. Not because I'm certain what lives there, but because I'm not arrogant enough to test old warnings just to soothe my curiosity. Out there, respect is a survival skill, same as water discipline and knowing when to turn back. If you take anything from this, take that.
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