Just Creepy: Scary Stories - Disturbing TRUE Scary Stories Perfect for Background Noise or Sleep

Episode Date: May 29, 2026

Disturbing TRUE Scary Stories Perfect for Background Noise or SleepLinktree: https://linktr.ee/its_just_creepyStory Credits:►Sent in to https://www.justcreepy.net/Timestamps:00:00 Intro00:00:18 Stor...y 100:21:14 Story 200:36:20 Story 3Music by:►'Decoherence' by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.auBusiness inquiries:►creepydc13@gmail.com#scarystories #horrorstories💀As always, thanks for watching! 💀

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Starting point is 00:00:40 free of charge. BetMGM operates pursuant to an operating agreement with Eye Gaming Ontario. I knew something was wrong with the cabin when I woke up. and saw the kitchen chair pulled out, not tipped over, not moved across the room, just pulled out from the little round table by maybe two feet, angled toward the hallway, like somebody had been sitting there while we slept. I stared at it for a while before I said anything. My boyfriend Ryan was still asleep beside me, faced down with one arm hanging off the bed. It was barely light outside. That gray morning light was coming through the cheap blinds, and I could hear
Starting point is 00:01:25 rain hitting the leaves outside the window. At first I tried to explain it away in the dumbest possible way. Maybe I had left it like that. Maybe Ryan had gotten up during the night. Maybe one of us bumped it when we came in from dinner. But I remembered pushing both chairs in before bed, because the cabin was small, and that table was right in the walkway between the kitchen and bedroom. I remember doing it because Ryan had laughed and said, You really can't relax, can you? I got out of bed and walked into the kitchen. The chair legs had made faint scrape marks on the wood floor, not deep marks,
Starting point is 00:02:00 just those pale lines you get when furniture drags across old flooring. Our cooler was still against the wall. The front door was still locked. The little chain lock was still hooked. The sliding back door was locked too. I checked it twice. Then I noticed the thermostat. We had set it to 68 before bed because the cabin had that damp mountain smell,
Starting point is 00:02:24 and we wanted the heat to kick on a little. It was set to 74. I stood there looking at it, and that was the first time I got that heavy feeling in my stomach. Ryan came out a minute later, scratching his head, half asleep. I asked him if he had gotten up. He said, no. I asked him if he had touched the thermostat. He looked at it and said,
Starting point is 00:02:46 why would I set it to 74? That was enough to make me feel weird, but not enough to pack up and leave. Not yet. That's the part people always judge when they hear stories like this. They think they would leave right away. Maybe they would. I don't know. But when you're actually standing there in your socks on the first morning of a trip you already paid for,
Starting point is 00:03:07 your brain starts working against you. You start trying to make everything normal. The cabin was outside Gatlinburg, not deep in the world. woods or anything, but far enough up a road that had no street lights. It was one of those small one-bedroom rentals that looks cute in photos, because the photographer knows how to hide how close everything is. Wood walls, little gas fireplace, old couch, tiny kitchen, hot tub on the back deck, mountain-themed signs everywhere. The listing said it was private. It said secluded. It was not really secluded. There was another cabin down the slope.
Starting point is 00:03:46 but the trees blocked most of it. From the front porch, all you could see was gravel driveway, wet leaves, and the road curving down through the woods. The host's name on the app was Dale. His picture showed a smiling older guy in a baseball cap standing in front of a lake. He had a lot of reviews. Most were fine. Clean place, great location, cozy cabin, good communication.
Starting point is 00:04:12 There were a few that I remembered only after everything happened. One said the cabin made weird noises at night. One said they felt watched, but blamed it on being city people. One said the host was almost too responsive. At the time, I thought those were just picky people being dramatic. That first morning, Ryan messaged Dale and said the thermostat seemed to have reset itself overnight. He didn't mention the chair because I asked him not to. I didn't want to sound crazy.
Starting point is 00:04:41 Dale responded in less than a minute. old cabin thermostat has a mind of its own sometimes i can swing by later if needed ryan showed me the message and shrugged i said don't have him swing by ryan laughed a little and said okay he won't swing by we went into gatlenburg that day we did the normal tourist stuff breakfast walking around buying candy we we didn't need it rained off and on i tried to forget about the chair and for a few hours i'd did. When we got back to the cabin around six, I noticed something else. One of my hair ties was on the bathroom sink. That sounds like nothing, and honestly, I hated myself for even caring, but I had put that hair tie on the nightstand before we left. I knew because I had taken it off
Starting point is 00:05:31 in bed the night before, and it had gotten caught around the little lamp switch. I remembered untangling it. Now it was on the sink, sitting beside Ryan's toothbrush. I picked it up, and held it for a second. Ryan was unloading a bag of snacks in the kitchen. I said, did you move this? He said, move what? My hair tie. No. I said, it was by the bed. He gave me that look people give when they want to be supportive but don't want to encourage you. He said, maybe it stuck to your clothes or something. That made enough sense that I accepted it, even though I didn't believe it. We made dinner in the cabin because neither of us felt like going back out. It got dark early because of the rain.
Starting point is 00:06:17 By eight, the windows were black and every sound outside felt closer than it should have. That was when we heard the cough. It came from under us, not outside, not from the deck, not from the neighboring cabin, under the floor. It was a short, wet cough, one sound. Then silence. Ryan froze with a fork halfway to his mouth. I looked at him and whispered, You heard that.
Starting point is 00:06:43 He nodded. We sat there listening. The refrigerator hummed. Rain tapped on the roof. The cabin creaked a little, the way cabins do. Nothing else happened. Ryan got up and walked around the kitchen, putting his ear near the floor. I said, don't.
Starting point is 00:07:01 He said, it's probably pipes. I said, pipes don't cough. He didn't answer. He went to the front door, opened it, and stepped on to the port. I followed, but stayed inside the doorway. He shined his phone light toward the side of the cabin. There was nothing but wet dirt, leaves, and the black open space under the deck stairs. The cabin sat on a slope, so the front was close to the ground, but the back was raised. You could see lattice around the lower part, the cheap kind that hides crawl spaces.
Starting point is 00:07:33 I had noticed it when we arrived, but I didn't think about it. Ryan walked to the side of the porch and shined his light down. Hello? he called. I hated that. I hated how loud his voice sounded and how fast the wood swallowed it. No one answered. He came back in and locked the door. For the rest of the night, we kept the TV on, not because we were watching it, just because silence felt worse. Around 10, I messaged Dale myself. I wrote, Hi, we heard what sounded like coughing, or maybe an animal under the cabin. Is there a crawl space or anything? Just wanted to check. He answered almost immediately. Probably raccoons. They get under there sometimes when it rains. Nothing to worry about. I'll have pest control look after your stay.
Starting point is 00:08:23 That bothered me. Not because of what he said, but because of how fast he said it. He didn't ask what side of the cabin. He didn't ask if we wanted him to check. He just explained it away and told us it would be handled after we left. Ryan said that was normal. Hosts don't want to deal with stuff unless they have to. I said, why wouldn't he tell us there might be raccoons under the cabin before we booked? Ryan said, because then nobody would book it. He had a point, but it did not make me feel better. We slept badly. I don't think either of us said we were scared, but we both acted like we were. Ryan put his duffel bag in front of the bedroom door, even though the cabin didn't have a separate bedroom door, just a sliding barn-style thing that didn't lock. I kept waking
Starting point is 00:09:09 up and checking the corner where the hallway met the kitchen. At some point in the night I heard the floor creak. Not a random house sound. A slow creek under the bed. Then another one near the wall. I held my breath so long my chest hurt. Ryan whispered, you awake? I whispered, yes. We lay there listening. The sound didn't happen again. In the morning, our leftover pizza was out on the counter. We had put it in the fridge. Both of us remembered putting it in the fridge because Ryan had joked that cold pizza would be breakfast. The box was open.
Starting point is 00:09:45 One slice was missing. That was it for me. I said, we're leaving. Ryan didn't argue. He didn't joke. He just nodded and started packing. I went into the bathroom to grab my makeup bag, and that was when I noticed the vent cover.
Starting point is 00:10:01 It was on the wall close to the floor, beside the sink, one of those rectangular return vents. I had noticed it before, but now one screw was sticking out farther than the others. The bottom corner of the vent wasn't flush with the wall. I crouched down and touched it. It moved. The whole cover shifted a little. I said, Ryan. He came in holding his hoodie. I pointed at the vent. He said, what? I pulled it gently. It came away from the wall with almost no effort. Behind it was not duct work. Behind it was a dark, empty space. For a few seconds, neither of us moved. Then Ryan got down on one knee and turned on his phone flashlight. The beam hit unfinished wood, dirt, and some kind of narrow opening that went back behind the bathroom wall. Not big enough for a grown person to walk
Starting point is 00:10:51 through, but big enough to crawl through. I backed away so fast I hit the tub. Ryan said very quietly, get your shoes. That scared me more than if he had yelled. I went to to the bedroom and grabbed my boots with my hands shaking so hard I could barely get them on. Ryan was still crouched by the vent. He leaned closer, then jerked back. I said, what? He said, there's a cord. I said, what do you mean? He reached in and pulled out a white phone charger. It was plugged into an extension cord that ran back into the darkness. That was the moment everything stopped feeling like a weird cabin and started feeling dangerous. Ryan stood up and said, We're going now. We didn't pack neatly. We shoved clothes into bags. I left shampoo in the shower.
Starting point is 00:11:42 Ryan left food in the fridge. I grabbed my purse, my phone, and my keys, and we headed for the front door. Then my phone buzzed. It was a message from Dale. Everything okay over there? I read it once and felt my whole body go cold. Ryan asked, what? I showed him. He looked at the message, then looked around the cabin like the walls had changed. Neither of us had messaged him that morning. We hadn't called him. We hadn't opened the app since the night before. I whispered, how does he know? Ryan didn't answer. He grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the door. The chain lock was still hooked. The deadbolt was locked. He opened both, and we stepped on to the porch. The gravel driveway was in. The gravel driveway was empty except for our car. For one second, I felt stupidly relieved. Then Ryan stopped. The hood of our car
Starting point is 00:12:34 was wet from rain, but the driver's side door handle had a clean smear on it, like someone had recently touched it and wiped rain away with their hand. Ryan unlocked the car from the porch. The lights flashed. We ran to it. I got in and locked the doors before Ryan even had his seatbelt on. He started the car and backed down the driveway too fast. gravel popping under the tires. I kept looking at the cabin. Nothing moved in the windows. No one came out.
Starting point is 00:13:05 But right as the cabin disappeared behind the trees, I saw the lattice under the back deck shift. Just one panel. It pushed outward maybe an inch, then settled back. I said, drive. Ryan said, I am. We didn't stop until we got to a gas station on the main road.
Starting point is 00:13:24 It was one of those places with a station. subway inside and bright lights that make everything feel less insane. I got out of the car and immediately started crying. Not loud. Just that shaky kind where you can't get a full breath. Ryan called the police. At first I could tell the dispatcher thought we were reporting a bad rental experience. Ryan kept saying, no, someone is inside the crawl space. There is a charger under the bathroom wall. Food was moved. The host messaged us when we found it. That got their attention. An officer met us at the gas station about 20 minutes later. He was calm, which helped a little. He asked us what happened from the beginning. We told him about the chair, the thermostat,
Starting point is 00:14:09 the hair tie, the cough, the pizza, the vent, the charger, and Dale's message. When I said the name Dale, the officer asked for the listing. Ryan showed him the Airbnb page. The officer looked at the host photo for a few seconds, then asked, this the person you've been messaging. We said yes. He didn't say anything right away. He just took down the address and told us to stay at the gas station. I asked if we could go with him, because some part of me still wanted proof that I wasn't losing my mind. He said, no, stay here. So we stayed. I remember every minute of that wait. I remember the smell of hot bread from the subway. I remember an older couple of people. I remember an older couple buying lottery tickets. I remember Ryan standing by the window with his arms crossed,
Starting point is 00:14:59 staring out at the parking lot. I remember refreshing the Airbnb app over and over, even though there was nothing new. After maybe 45 minutes, my phone buzzed again, Dale. You leave something? I dropped the phone on the table. Ryan picked it up and read it. Then another message came in. You should have told me you were checking out early. Ryan took a screenshot and called the officer back. The officer answered and told him not to respond. That was the first time I heard yelling through a phone that wasn't on speaker. It was faint, but I heard it.
Starting point is 00:15:35 A man yelling in the background. Then the officer said, We'll come to you when we're done. That made me sick. We waited almost two hours. Eventually, two police cars pulled into the gas station. The same officer came inside with another one. they asked us to sit down.
Starting point is 00:15:53 He told us they found a man under the cabin, not outside it, under it. There was a crawl space access panel behind the lattice on the downhill side, partially hidden behind stacked firewood. Inside, there was a narrow path under the cabin that led to the bathroom wall and part of the bedroom wall. The vent cover in the bathroom had been modified so it could be removed from the other side. There was a sleeping bag, bottled water, snack wrappers, a flashlight, a flashlight, a bucket, an extension cord, and a small space heater. There was also a tablet. The officer didn't
Starting point is 00:16:27 tell us everything on it right away. He just said there were notes about guests, guest names, check-in dates, which cars they drove, what time they usually left, what time they came back, stuff like that. Ryan asked if it was Dale. The officer said yes, but not the Dale from the host photo. That photo was of the actual owner's brother, who had died a few years earlier. The man messaging us was named Dale, but he was not the cheerful guy in the picture. He was the owner's cousin, and he had been helping manage the property on and off. The actual owner lived out of state, and apparently didn't know Dale had been staying there between bookings. Then the officer said something that still makes my skin crawl. He wasn't just staying there between bookings. I already
Starting point is 00:17:16 knew that. We both did. But hearing it said plainly made it real. The officer told us Dale had a key to the cabin, but from what they could tell, he usually didn't use it while guests were there because it was too risky. He used the crawl space instead. He could listen through the vents. He could reach the bathroom wall. He had access to a small gap behind the kitchen lower cabinets where he could push one cabinet panel loose from the back. That explained the pizza. He didn't walk into the kitchen like a normal person. He reached in from behind the cabinet. That detail messed me up more than almost anything else. The idea of us sitting 10 feet away watching TV while a hand came through the back of a cabinet and took food from our fridge or counter made me feel physically ill. They also found a
Starting point is 00:18:04 small camera. The officer was careful when he told us. He said it was not in the bedroom or bathroom. It was placed outside under the back deck, pointed at the hot tub area. We had not used the hot tub because of the rain, which I still think about. The camera was connected to a battery pack and hidden behind a support beam. Ryan asked if there were more cameras. The officer said they were checking. I asked if he had been inside while we slept. The officer said they didn't know yet.
Starting point is 00:18:32 I said, the chair was moved. He didn't answer for a second. Then he said, we're documenting everything. That was enough of an answer. They took our statements. We handed over screenshots. We showed them the messages. They asked if we wanted someone to escort us back to get our things, but I said no before Ryan could even look at me.
Starting point is 00:18:53 I never wanted to see that cabin again. The owner called us later that night, not Dale, the actual owner. She was crying. She kept saying she didn't know. She kept saying he was family and had helped with maintenance. She said he wasn't supposed to stay there. She said she was sorry. I believed that she was sorry.
Starting point is 00:19:14 I did not care. Airbnb refunded us. They paid for a hotel for the night, though we barely slept there either. Ryan pushed a chair under the hotel room door handle, and I checked every vent in the room, even the ones near the ceiling that no person could ever fit through. The next morning, we drove home. For a few days, I kept expecting Dale to message again. I blocked him in the app, but I still felt like my phone was waiting to buzz. I kept thinking about him under the floor while we walked around barefoot. I kept thinking about that cough. I kept thinking about how he knew we were leaving. The police contacted us a few more times. They said Dale had been charged with several things, including burglary and unlawful surveillance.
Starting point is 00:20:02 I don't remember the exact wording of all of it. I remember asking if he had done this to other guests. The detective said they were contacting previous renters. That answer told me enough. A few weeks later, Ryan found one of the old reviews from that cabin. It had been buried under all the positive ones. It was from a woman who stayed there with her sister. She wrote that they heard, A man clearing his throat, under the floor, but assumed it was sound traveling from the neighboring cabin.
Starting point is 00:20:32 Another guest said their leftovers went missing and joked that the cabin had a snack ghost. Someone else said the host seemed to know they had used the hot tub even though they never mentioned it. Those reviews are gone now. The whole listing is gone. I don't know what happened to the owner. I don't know if she sold the cabin or still has it.
Starting point is 00:20:52 I don't know if Dale ever admitted to anything beyond what police found. I don't know how many people slept above him without knowing. I do know he was there with us. He was there the first night when the chair moved. He was there when the heat changed. He was there when my hair tie moved from the bedroom to the bathroom. He was there when we heard coughing under the floor, and when we found the vent, he knew. That is the part I still can't get past.
Starting point is 00:21:20 Not the crawl space, not the charger, not even the camera, it's the message. Everything okay over there. He sent that because he knew we had found something. We were not being paranoid. We were not hearing old house noises. We were not making each other nervous for no reason. There was a man under the cabin, listening to us figure it out. I've been driving trucks for going on six years, started when I was 22, right after I got out of the army.
Starting point is 00:21:57 Most people hear that and assume I drove fuelers or something overseas, but I was a mechanic. I just wanted something where I could be on my own and not have anybody in my face all day, and trucking checked both boxes. I run a regular route, pick up out of a distribution center in Salt Lake City, drop in Omaha, deadhead back, or grab whatever load they've got going west. Interstate 80 straight through Wyoming and Nebraska. I'd been doing that same lane for almost three years. When you run the same road that many times, you get to know it.
Starting point is 00:22:30 You know which rest areas have working showers. You know which exits have decent food. You know which truck stops are clean and which ones you don't want to walk through after dark. There was a diner I used to stop at off Interstate 80 in Wyoming, maybe 45 minutes east of Cheyenne, open all night. Coffee was good. There was a waitress on the overnight shift named Joanne, and she always saved me a slice of pie if she knew I was coming through. This was August of 2002. I remember because my niece had just turned four, and I'd missed her birthday party, and I was running myself ragged trying to get
Starting point is 00:23:07 east in time to swing by my sister's place on the way back. I rolled into that diner at 2.30 in the morning on a Tuesday. Tuesdays are slow on that stretch. Wyoming in the middle of the night, you might past two other trucks in an hour. The parking lot had my rig and one other pickup and that was it. Pickup was a dark blue Ford F-150, older model, maybe early 2000s, had Wyoming plates. I didn't think anything of it. I went in and sat at the counter. Joanne wasn't working that night. Different waitress, older lady, didn't catch her name. I ordered a coffee and the chicken fried steak with mashed There was one other person in the place, a guy sitting in a booth by the window. I noticed him because he was the only one in there besides me, and because when I sat down,
Starting point is 00:23:55 he was already looking at me. I'm going to describe him as best I can remember. Maybe 45, 50, white guy, brown hair, longer than it should have been, kind of greasy. He had a beard that wasn't really a beard, more like he just hadn't shaved in a week or two. He was wearing a car heart jacket, the brown kind, even though it was August, and probably still 70 degrees outside. Boots, jeans. He looked like a hundred other guys you'd see in any truck stop in the country, except for the
Starting point is 00:24:30 way he was looking at me. I want to say something about that. I've been driving for six years. I am a woman. I'm 28, and I'm 5'4. I have been looked at. I've had guys whistle at me at fuel islands. I've had drunks at truck stops try to talk to.
Starting point is 00:24:45 to me when I'm just trying to get to the shower. I've had dispatchers say things on the phone they shouldn't have said. I know what it feels like to be looked at as a woman. This wasn't that. He wasn't checking me out. He was watching me. He was studying me. He was working something out in his head, and he was taking his time doing it. He had a menu open in front of him, but in the whole time I was in there I never once saw him look at it. The waitress brought my food. I ate. I had my phone out, and I was scrolling through it, but I was watching him in my peripheral vision the entire time. He didn't order anything. The waitress came over to him twice, and both times he waved her off. He had a coffee cup, but I don't think he ever drank from it. I ate maybe half my steak.
Starting point is 00:25:30 I wasn't really hungry anymore. I kept telling myself I was being paranoid. I kept telling myself that he was probably just some weirdo who was high or had a head injury, or didn't know how to act around women, and he was going to find. finish whatever he was doing and leave. I kept telling myself that. I also kept watching him. At one point he moved seats. The booth he was in had benches on both sides, and he switched from the bench facing the door to the bench facing me. He did it casually, stood up, took his coat, slid around to the other side, sat back down. Now he could see me straight on. The menu was still open in front of him. That's when I knew. I'd like to tell you that I had to tell you that I had
Starting point is 00:26:14 some big plan after that, but I didn't. I just decided I was leaving. I waved the waitress over. I asked for the check. She brought it. I put cash on the counter $22. Told her to keep the change. I got up and I walked out. I want to tell you something about how I was thinking right then. I wasn't scared exactly. I was alert. There's a difference. Scared is when your hands shake. Alert is when everything goes quiet in your head, and you're just paying attention. I'd been alert since about three minutes after I sat down. I walked out to my truck and I didn't run. I made myself walk normal.
Starting point is 00:26:55 I climbed up into the cab, locked the door, and I sat there to see what he was going to do. He came out maybe 45 seconds later, walked to his pickup, got in, didn't start it. I started my engine and pulled out of the parking lot. There was a pilot a couple miles down the road, and I'd been planning to fuel up there before the diner stop, but I'd been low on coffee and decided to eat first. So now I needed diesel. I pulled out onto the access road and got on the on ramp heading east. Within about 30 seconds I saw headlights behind me. He'd pulled out too.
Starting point is 00:27:31 I told myself this didn't mean anything. There's one road. He's going east. I'm going east. That's how interstates work. I took the exit for the pilot two miles up. He took it too. I pulled into the truck side of the lot, into the fuel island.
Starting point is 00:27:47 Three big rigs over from me, there was another driver fueling up. An older guy I'd seen in there before but didn't really know. I gave him a nod. He nodded back. I got down to start fueling. And that's when I saw the blue pickup pull around the back of the truck island and park three pumps over from me. He didn't get out.
Starting point is 00:28:07 He just sat there with the engine running. Everything in my stomach dropped because there's no reason for a pickup to park at the truck fuel island. The car pumps were on the other side of the building, maybe a hundred yards away. He'd driven past them to come over here. There was no reason to be where he was unless he was watching me. I finished pulling the diesel handle out and set it in the pump. I climbed back up into my cab. I locked the door.
Starting point is 00:28:33 I picked up my CB. I need to explain something about CBs. Most truckers don't really use them. anymore. Everybody's got cell phones. Everybody's got their own thing going. The CB is more of a backup, or a way to talk to other drivers on the road if there's an accident up ahead or whatever. But every trucker monitors channel 19 out of habit, including, I figured anybody who used to drive and now drives a pickup and hangs out at truck stops at 2.30 in the morning. That was a guess, but it felt like a good guess. I keyed up the mic and I said, Hey Bobby, you copy?
Starting point is 00:29:09 Nothing. Because there is no Bobby. I said, Bobby, this is Kelly. You copy? I'm at the pilot off exit 359. I'm fueling up. Where are you at? I waited about 10 seconds. And then I keyed up again. And I made my voice do the thing where you pretend you're answering somebody on the other end. I said, yeah, okay, I'll wait here for you. How far back you? Pause. Okay, 15 minutes. That's fine. I'll grab a coffee inside. There's some weirdo been following. me from the 80 diner. I'll point him out when you get here. Blue F-150, Wyoming plates. Three pumps over for me right now. I put the mic down. I sat in my cab and I watched him in my mirror. He sat there for maybe 20 seconds. Then his reverse lights came on. He backed out of the pump space. He pulled
Starting point is 00:29:58 around the front of the building and got back on the access road heading east. Didn't fuel up, didn't go inside, didn't do anything except leave. There was no Bobby. I don't know. I don't know anybody named Bobby. I made him up. I got his plate as he pulled around. Wyoming plate. I wrote it down on the back of a receipt. Then I sat in my truck for another 10 minutes to make sure he wasn't coming back, and I finished fueling. I went inside the pilot and I asked the cashier if I could use their phone. I called the Wyoming State Highway Patrol. I told them what happened. I gave them the plate. I gave them my name and my CDL number and my company and where I'd be for the next several hours. The dispatcher told me they'd run it and call me back. I bought a coffee and I sat in the
Starting point is 00:30:46 booth nearest the window where I could see my truck and the parking lot. I called my own dispatcher on my cell and told her I might be sitting at this pilot for a while. She told me to do whatever I needed to do. About 40 minutes later, the cashier waved me over, State Patrol on the phone. the trooper on the other end said the plate came back to a man named Dennis Wayne Holcomb, 47 years old, address and Casper, had two open warrants out of Nebraska. One was for aggravated assault on a female, an ex-girlfriend from 2019. The other was for failure to appear on the same charge. They were considered active.
Starting point is 00:31:25 He asked me to stay where I was. They were sending a trooper to take a statement. The trooper got there about an hour later. Younger guy, polite. Took my statement in the booth, wrote down everything I said, asked me to describe Dennis Holcomb, asked me to walk through everything that happened from the moment I sat down at the diner to the moment the pickup pulled out of the pilot. He told me they'd put out a be-on-the-lookout for the truck on the eastbound lanes of 80.
Starting point is 00:31:55 I got back on the road around 5 in the morning. I drove with the CB on the whole way to Nebraska. I didn't hear anything for two days. I'd finished my Omaha drop, picked up a return load, and was headed back west when I got a call from a number with a Wyoming area code. It was a different trooper this time. He told me they'd picked Dennis Wayne Holcomb up at a way station outside Sydney, Nebraska, about six hours after I'd called it in.
Starting point is 00:32:21 He was driving the same Ford F-150. He had a handgun in the glove box that he wasn't legally allowed to have because of his felony record. He had zip ties in the center console. He had a roll of duct tape in the back seat. And he had what the trooper described as a, quote, hygiene kit, end quote. He didn't want to tell me more about that, and I didn't ask. The trooper said they were going to charge him on the warrants and on the federal firearm violation.
Starting point is 00:32:49 He asked if I'd be willing to testify if it came to that. I said yes. It took about 14 months, but it eventually came to that. I had to fly out to Wyoming twice, once for a preliminary hearing, and once for the actual trial. The prosecutor pulled the security footage from the diner and from the pilot. The diner had two cameras inside, one pointed at the counter, the other pointed at the booths. In the booth camera you can see Dennis Holcomb, the entire time I'm in there. The prosecutor showed the jury the footage frame by frame.
Starting point is 00:33:25 He never opened the menu. he moved seats twice. The first time was when I sat down at the counter so he could see me better. The second time was about ten minutes in when I shifted on the stool, so he could see me better again. He watched me eat for 41 minutes without ever taking a drink of his coffee. The pilot footage showed him pulling around the gas pumps and parking at the truck island. The prosecutor walked the jury through it.
Starting point is 00:33:52 There was no reason for him to be there. The only reason to be there was me. His lawyer tried to argue he was a man who'd had a weird night, said he was lonely, said he just wanted somebody to look at. The jury didn't buy it. They came back in three hours. He was convicted on the warrants and on the firearm charge and on attempted kidnapping in the second degree.
Starting point is 00:34:15 He got 19 years. He'll be in his late 60s when he gets out. I want to tell you a few things about what I learned from this. the first thing is the CB. I don't know for certain that he was monitoring Channel 19, and the prosecutor never proved he was. But he left within 40 seconds of me getting on that radio. 40 seconds.
Starting point is 00:34:37 I think he heard me. I think he heard me say, I had somebody coming, and I knew his plate and his truck, and he made the call right then to leave. If I hadn't been a trucker, if I hadn't had the CB, I don't know what would have happened at that pilot.
Starting point is 00:34:54 There was nobody else at the truck island by then. The other driver had already left. The second thing is the diner. The reason he picked me, I think, is because I was alone in the middle of the night in a place where nobody was going to remember either of us. The waitress who took my order was tired and just wanted to get through her shift. She didn't even ring me up. I put cash on the counter.
Starting point is 00:35:17 If he had grabbed me in that parking lot, the only thing on camera would have been the back of his head as he walked out the door. Nobody at that diner would have been able to tell anybody anything. The third thing is the fake call. I made up Bobby on the spot. I didn't plan it. But what I did plan, a long time before that night, was a rule. The rule is this.
Starting point is 00:35:40 If something feels wrong, I act like it's wrong. I don't wait for it to get worse so I can confirm it. I don't tell myself I'm being paranoid. If my gut says something is off, I treat it like it's off, every time, without exception. That rule is the only reason I'm here telling you this. I still drive that lane. I still run Salt Lake to Omaha and back. But I don't stop at that diner anymore.
Starting point is 00:36:06 I don't even take that exit. I'd rather drive an extra 40 minutes to the next truck stop than ever pull into that lot again. Joanne, the waitress I used to know, retired about six months after all this. The diner closed in the spring of 2024. I drove past it last month, and the windows were boarded up and the parking lot had weeds growing through the asphalt. Dennis Wayne Holcomb is in a medium security prison in Wyoming. I looked it up once. I'm not going to look it up again.
Starting point is 00:36:37 I don't need to know any more about him than I already do. I know what he was. I know what he was going to do. I know I'm the reason he didn't. That's enough. I almost didn't answer the Facebook message because I didn't recognize the name. It came in on a Wednesday night while I was eating dinner over the sink in my apartment. His profile picture was an older guy standing next to a pickup truck,
Starting point is 00:37:10 wearing a camo jacket and holding a coffee cup. His name was Wayne Pritchard. I had no clue who he was. The message said, Hey, bud, you probably don't remember me. I was good friends with your dad. Saw your name pop up and thought I'd reach out. hope you're doing all right.
Starting point is 00:37:28 I read it three times before I replied. My dad died when I was 16. Heart attack. No warning. He was 48. One day he was leaving for work with a travel mug in his hand. And that night my mom was sitting on the kitchen floor because she couldn't stand up after the hospital called. I was 23 when Wayne messaged me.
Starting point is 00:37:50 By then, I had gotten used to people bringing my dad up in weird little bursts. Old co-workers would comment on birthday posts. A guy from his church softball team once sent me a picture of him holding a bat and wrote, Your old man could still hit, stuff like that. So I replied, Hey, thanks for reaching out. I'm sorry. I'm not sure I remember you. He answered right away. No worries at all. You were young. Your dad and I used to hunt together out near Lolo Pass.
Starting point is 00:38:19 He talked about you constantly. That got me. My dad did hunt near Lolo Pass. Not every year, but enough that I remembered him packing coolers in the garage, and coming home smelling like cold air, coffee, and gun oil. He had a couple friends he went with, but I didn't know all their names. I mostly remembered one guy named Mark because he had a loud laugh and brought us smoked trout sometimes. I asked Wayne how he knew my dad. He said they worked together for a while at a machine shop outside Missoula and stayed close after that.
Starting point is 00:38:51 He said they did a few elk trips, helped each other with projects, and got each other through some rough patches. That last part felt private enough that I believed him. We messaged for maybe 20 minutes. He told me my dad had been proud of me. He said my dad used to talk about how I took apart radios and old computers. That was true. I used to do that all the time. He said my dad always figured I'd end up doing something with my hands or with electronics.
Starting point is 00:39:20 That was true. too. I work as a low-voltage technician now, mostly security systems, access control, cameras, that kind of thing. I asked him if he had any pictures. He sent one a few minutes later. It was a photo of my dad standing beside a truck in a gravel lot, wearing the old brown Carhart jacket that my mom still had in a closet. He was holding a paper plate with a burger on it. The picture looked like it had been taken at a company picnic or something. I had never seen it, but I was a little. I stared at it for a long time. Then Wayne wrote,
Starting point is 00:39:56 He'd be proud of you, kid. I didn't know what to do with that. I just typed, thank you. That was how it started. For the first couple weeks, it was normal enough. Wayne would message me every few days. Sometimes he sent pictures. Some were of my dad.
Starting point is 00:40:14 Some were just old hunting areas, trailheads, muddy trucks, stuff like that. He told short story. Nothing huge, just normal guy stories. He said my dad once forgot coffee filters and used a paper towel. He said my dad hated sleeping in tents if there was a truck nearby. He said my dad called cheap flashlights dead batteries with handles. That sounded exactly like him.
Starting point is 00:40:39 I didn't tell my mom about Wayne at first. Not because I was hiding it. I just didn't think it was a big deal. My mom had remarried by then, and she didn't like getting surprised by grief. Some days she could talk about Dad for an hour. Other days, one picture would shut her down. I figured I'd mention Wayne when it felt natural. The first time he called me, I almost didn't pick up.
Starting point is 00:41:03 I was in the parking lot of a hardware store waiting on a co-worker to bring out conduit. My phone rang from a number I didn't know. I let it go to voicemail, then check the transcript. Hey, bud, it's Wayne. Just wanted to hear your voice, I guess. No pressure. Call me anytime. That made me uncomfortable, but not enough to block him.
Starting point is 00:41:25 I told myself older guys just talk like that. Some of my dad's friends had always been overly sentimental after a couple beers. I figured Wayne was lonely. I called him back that night. His voice was lower than I expected. Gravely, slow. He sounded nervous at first, then got more comfortable. He asked about my job.
Starting point is 00:41:48 He asked if I still lived around me. Missoula. I told him I had an apartment off Brook Street. I didn't give the address, but even saying the area felt like too much after I said it. He told me he lived outside Stevensville. He said he had been divorced for years, no kids. He said, I always figured your dad would have me around more as you got older, but life happened. I didn't really know what that meant, so I said, yeah. Then he said, I guess I always thought of you a little like family. That was the first thing that made me pause. I didn't remember ever meeting him.
Starting point is 00:42:25 Still, I let it go. A week later, he asked if I wanted to get coffee. I said maybe sometime. He said, I know that means no, but I'll take it. I felt bad and told him Sunday morning would work. We met at a diner near Reserve Street. I got there early and parked where I could see the dining. door. I don't know why. Maybe because he still felt like a stranger, even though he had my dad's
Starting point is 00:42:51 photos. Wayne came in wearing the same camo jacket from his profile picture. He was in his late 50s, maybe early 60s, big hands, gray mustache, hair tucked under a faded Montana Grizzly's hat. He looked like half the guys you see standing in line at the feed store. He recognized me before I stood up. He smiled, but his eyes got wet almost immediately. Man, he said, you look just like him. I don't, really. I have my mom's face. My dad was broad and dark-haired and had a broken nose from high school wrestling. I'm thinner, lighter-haired, and my nose is normal. But people say that when someone dies. They look for them in whoever is left. I gave him an awkward hug because he opened his arms. He held on longer than I expected. Coffee was
Starting point is 00:43:42 fine at first. He told me stories I mostly liked hearing. He talked about my dad getting his truck stuck in mud. He talked about them fixing a busted trailer jack in a snowstorm. He talked about my dad singing along to old country songs even though he didn't know the words. Some of it felt real. Some of it felt too polished, like he had practiced it. At one point, he reached across the table and put his hand over mine. I pulled back without thinking. He smiled like I I had embarrassed him. Sorry, he said. Just hard seeing you groan. I laughed a little because I didn't know what else to do. When the waitress came by, he told her, this is my best friend's boy. She said, That's nice. Wayne looked at me and said,
Starting point is 00:44:30 closest thing I ever had to one of my own. That bothered me more than the hand thing. After coffee, he walked me to my truck. He looked at it for too long. Your dad would have liked this. he said. It was a used Tacoma with a cracked fog light and a dent in the tailgate. My dad would have told me I paid too much. Wayne asked if I hunted. I said not really anymore. He looked genuinely disappointed. That's a shame, he said. Your dad would have wanted you out there. I said, maybe. He said, I could take you, show you some of the places he loved. I told him I'd think about it. When I got in my truck, he stayed standing beside the driver's window. I had to start the engine before he stepped back. That night he sent me a message. Good seeing you today.
Starting point is 00:45:19 Felt like having a piece of your dad back. I didn't answer until the next morning. I wrote, same here. Thanks for the coffee. He replied, anytime, son. I stared at that word for a while, son. I told myself it was just how older men talked. Some guys call everyone's son, cashiers, mechanics, waiters. It didn't have to mean anything, but Wayne kept using it. Morning, son. Proud of you, son. Call me when you can, son. I stopped replying every time. I didn't want to encourage it, but if I waited too long he would send something like, did I say something wrong or sorry if I'm bothering you guess I just miss your dad then I'd feel guilty and answer the second time we met he brought gifts he asked me to stop by a cabela's parking lot
Starting point is 00:46:11 because he had a few things your dad would have wanted you to have i should have said no i know that now at the time i thought maybe he had an old knife or some photos he opened the back of his truck and pulled out a cardboard box. Inside was a flannel shirt, a pocket knife, a compass, a small tackle box, and a framed photo of my dad. The photo was real. The rest, I wasn't sure. I picked up the flannel.
Starting point is 00:46:39 It smelled like Wayne's truck, old cigarettes and pine air freshener. I said, was this his? Wayne said, he left it with me years ago. I wanted to believe that. I really did. but my dad was not the kind of person who left clothes with people. He kept everything in bins, labeled with masking tape. My mom still had most of his hunting stuff.
Starting point is 00:47:04 I said, I'll ask my mom if she remembers it. Wayne's face changed, not a lot, just enough. His smile stayed there, but his eyes didn't. Your mom and I didn't really see eye to eye, he said. That was new. I said, oh, I didn't know you knew her. He shut the truck tailgate a little hard. harder than he needed to. Not well, she kept him on a short leash. I didn't like that. My mom and
Starting point is 00:47:29 dad had a good marriage. Not perfect, because nobody does, but good. She did not keep him on a leash. If anything, she was the reason he got out of the house at all. She pushed him to go hunting, take trips, see friends, stop working Saturdays. I said she was pretty good to him. Wayne looked at me, then nodded. Sure, he said. Of course. I should have left the box there. Instead, I took it. Again, guilt. Again, that stupid feeling that if I rejected him, I was rejecting some piece of my dad. That night, I finally called my mom. I didn't even get through the full name before she went quiet. I said, do you remember a Wayne Pritchard? She didn't answer. Mom? Why? He messaged me. He messaged me. He said he knew Dad.
Starting point is 00:48:22 How long has he been talking to you? The way she asked it made me sit down. A few weeks. What did you tell him? Nothing serious. Did you tell him where you live? No, not my address. Did you meet him?
Starting point is 00:48:38 I didn't answer fast enough. She said, Please tell me you didn't meet him. I felt like a kid again. Mom, what's going on? She took a breath, but it sounded shaky. Your father was not friends with Wayne. I looked at the box on my kitchen table.
Starting point is 00:48:55 He had pictures of him. They worked together for maybe six months. He said they hunted together. No. He knew stuff. What stuff? I told her about Lolo Pass, the coffee filters, the flashlight joke, the truck in the mud.
Starting point is 00:49:13 She said, some of that could have come from Facebook, some from people at the shop, some he may have overheard. Your dad was friendly with everybody. That didn't make them friends. I asked why she sounded scared. She said,
Starting point is 00:49:29 Because Wayne had a problem with boundaries. That was the exact phrase she used. A problem with boundaries. Then she told me things I had never heard. When my dad worked at the machine shop, Wayne had latched on to him. That was how my mom put it. At first, it was normal.
Starting point is 00:49:48 He asked my dad to lunch, asked for help with his truck, called a lot. Then it got strange. He started showing up at the house. He brought gifts. He wanted to take me fishing when I was six or seven, even though my parents barely knew him. He told people at work that my dad was his brother. My dad got uncomfortable and tried to back away. Wayne did not take it well.
Starting point is 00:50:13 He called the house late at night. He left long voicemails. He accused my mom of turning my dad against him. One time, my mom found him sitting in his truck across from our house after midnight. My dad reported him to his boss. Wayne was fired not long after, though my mom didn't know if that was the only reason. I couldn't talk for a second. I kept looking at the flannel in the box.
Starting point is 00:50:38 My mom asked what he gave me. I told her. She said, Your dad never owned a compass like that. I picked it up. It was scratched, but not old. not really. What about the knife? Send me a picture. I did. She replied, not his. I sent the framed photo. That one took longer. Then she called me back. Where did he get that? I don't know. That was from the shop
Starting point is 00:51:02 picnic. I've never seen that copy. She told me to stop talking to him, not slowly, not carefully. Just stop, block him, don't answer calls, don't meet him, don't explain. I said, should I give the stuff back? No. What if he comes looking for it? Call the police. That was the first time I actually felt scared. After we hung up, I put the box in the closet. Then I took it back out and moved it to the trunk of my truck because I didn't want it in my apartment. Then I worried he had somehow tracked the box or put something in it, which sounds paranoid, but at that point I didn't trust anything. I went through every item. The flannel had nothing in the pockets. The tackle box had old hooks and sinkers. The compass was just a compass. The frame had cardboard backing with those
Starting point is 00:51:53 little metal tabs. I pulled it apart and found nothing. The knife was normal. Still, I drove to a dumpster behind a grocery store and threw away everything except the photo. I couldn't throw away a picture of my dad. I took it out of the frame and kept it in my glove box. Then I blocked Wayne. For about two days nothing happened. Then I got a message request for my message request from a different account. The profile had no photo. The name was WP. You didn't have to block me. I deleted it. An hour later, another message. I don't know what your mother told you, but there are two sides. I deleted that too. Then he called from a blocked number. I didn't answer. He left a voicemail. Hey, bud, I don't want to do this over messages. You know me. I would never hurt you.
Starting point is 00:52:43 your mother never liked me because your dad trusted me. That's the truth. Call me back. I saved the voicemail. The next day, there was a folded note under my windshield wiper at work. My job has a small lot behind our office. Customers don't usually park there. You have to know it exists. The note was written on yellow legal paper. Your dad would be ashamed of how you're treating me. That was all it said. I stood there holding it and my hands went numb. I showed my boss. His name is Eric. He's a quiet guy, ex-military, not the type to overreact. He read the note, looked around the lot and said, go inside. He checked our camera system. The angle wasn't great. But it caught a blue Ford Ranger pulling into the lot at 11-16 that morning.
Starting point is 00:53:33 A man got out, walked to my truck, put the note under the wiper, and left. We couldn't see his face clearly, but I knew it was Wayne. Eric told me to file a report. I did. The officer who took it was polite but not very interested. He said since the note wasn't a direct threat, they couldn't do much right then. He told me to keep records and call if Wayne showed up again. I asked if someone could tell him to leave me alone. The officer said they could try if I had his number and address. I had his number, but not his address. That night, I searched him online. I found an address outside his number. I found an address outside Stevensville. I also found court records. Nothing violent that I could see.
Starting point is 00:54:18 A divorce. A couple traffic tickets. One old misdemeanor trespassing charge from years back that had been dismissed. I couldn't see details. I sent everything to my mom. She called me right away. You need to stay somewhere else tonight. I said, I'm fine. She said, you are not listening to me. He used to sit outside our house. That got through. I packed a bag and stayed at Ryan's place. Different Ryan than the Airbnb story, obviously. This Ryan was my friend from work. Big guy, married, two kids, lives in a house with too many dogs.
Starting point is 00:54:56 His wife, Marissa, made up the couch and didn't ask many questions, which I appreciated. At 2.13 in the morning, my phone lit up. Blocked number. I silenced it. Then again. Then again. Then came a voicemail. I played it on speaker with Ryan standing in the kitchen holding a baseball bat,
Starting point is 00:55:17 because that was the kind of week it had become. Wayne's voice sounded different, not drunk exactly, tired, angry under the tired. You're making a mistake, you're letting her poison you. I loved your dad. I was there when nobody else was. I'm the one who knows what he wanted for you. You need a man in your life. You always did.
Starting point is 00:55:40 Marissa whispered, oh my God. The voicemail kept going. I'm not some stranger. You don't get to throw me away. Your dad promised me I'd be part of your life if anything happened to him. That was a lie. I knew it was a lie the second I heard it. My dad would never have promised that.
Starting point is 00:56:01 Not to a man my mom barely trusted. Not without telling her. Not without writing it down. Not like that. I saved the voicemail too. The next morning, Ryan drove me to the police station, having him there helped. I played the voicemail. I showed the messages. I showed the note. I showed the work camera clip. This time, they listened.
Starting point is 00:56:24 An officer called Wayne while we were sitting there. He put it on speaker after telling Wayne he was being contacted about unwanted communication. Wayne sounded calm at first. He said, I'm just trying to help the boy. The officer said, He is an adult, and he does not want contact with you. Wayne said, that's his mother talking. The officer said, no, he's here. There was a pause. Then Wayne said, let me talk to him.
Starting point is 00:56:55 The officer said no. Wayne said, he needs to hear the truth. The officer repeated that he was not to contact me, come to my home, come to my work, or approach my vehicle. Wayne said, I understand. But the way he said it did not sound like he understood. It sounded like he was trying not to say something else. For five days, nothing happened.
Starting point is 00:57:20 I went home. I changed my locks even though I had no reason to think he had a key. I put a camera in my window facing the parking lot. I started parking under the light. I checked my back seat every time I got in my truck. I hated that he had done that to my life so fast. On the sixth day, my neighbor knocked on my door. Her name is Angela.
Starting point is 00:57:42 She lives across the hall and has two little boys. I barely knew her beyond saying hi. She said, Hey, sorry, weird question. Is your dad around? I just stared at her. She looked embarrassed. There was a man here yesterday asking which unit was yours.
Starting point is 00:57:59 He said he was your dad. My mouth went dry. What did he look like? She described Wayne, older, mustache, baseball cap, Cammo jacket. I asked what she told him. She said she didn't tell him anything because he gave her a bad feeling. He had been standing too close to her door and he kept looking past her into the apartment. He asked if I lived alone. He asked what time I usually came home. He said he wanted to surprise me. Angela said, I told him I didn't know you. I could have hugged her. I called the police again.
Starting point is 00:58:35 They came, took another report and talked to Angela. She had a doorbell cam. She had a doorbell can. and it had him on video. Clear this time. Wayne standing in my hallway, smiling at her camera before she opened the door. That video changed things. The officer said they would contact him again, and that I should look into a protective order. My mom drove up from Hamilton the next morning and went with me to file the paperwork. I hadn't seen her that angry in years, not crying angry, cold angry. While we waited at the courthouse, she told me more. She said the worst incident happened when I was eight. My dad had taken me to a hardware store on a Saturday morning. When we came home, Wayne was sitting on our porch. He had brought me a birthday present, even though my birthday
Starting point is 00:59:19 had been three months earlier. My dad told him to leave. Wayne started crying and saying my dad was abandoning him. When my dad tried to close the door, Wayne put his hand on it and said, You can't keep him from me too. I didn't remember that. My mom said they didn't tell me because I was little, and after Wayne got fired, he disappeared. Until now. The temporary order was granted. Wayne was served two days later. That night, someone left a cardboard box outside my apartment door. No knock, no note. I found it at seven the next morning when I was leaving for work. For a second, I thought it was a package for Angela, because she ordered things constantly. Then I saw my name written on top in black marker. Not just my first name, my full
Starting point is 01:00:07 name, my middle name too, I did not touch it. I went back inside, locked the door, and called the police. It took them almost an hour to get there. During that hour, I stood in my kitchen staring at my front door. Every sound in the hallway made my chest tighten. Angela texted me from across the hall and said she had taken her boys to school and hadn't seen who left it. The officers opened the box. Inside were photos. Not a few photos. Stacks of them. Some were old pictures of my dad. Some looked like they were taken from a distance. My dad getting into his truck.
Starting point is 01:00:45 My dad standing outside the machine shop. My dad in our driveway, carrying groceries. My mom watering plants in the front yard. Me as a kid riding a bike without training wheels. Then newer ones. Me leaving work. Me pumping gas. Me walking into my apartment building.
Starting point is 01:01:03 Me sitting in my truck outside a Taco Bell. looking at my phone. There were printouts of my Facebook posts, my old graduation announcement, my mom's wedding announcement when she remarried, my dad's obituary, folded and unfolded so many times the creases were soft. At the bottom of the box was the framed photo I had thrown away, not the picture, the frame, the exact frame, the glass was cracked, there was a note taped to it. I kept what you threw away. I had thrown away. I had thrown. that frame in a grocery store dumpster miles from my apartment. That meant he had either followed me there or found it later somehow. I still don't know which option is worse. The police took
Starting point is 01:01:48 the box. One of the officers told me very plainly, you should not stay here tonight. I didn't. I moved in with my mom and stepdad for a while. That felt humiliating at 23, but I was too tired to care. My stepdad, Paul, didn't make a big thing of it. He just helped me carry my bags into the spare room and said, You're safe here. Paul is not an emotional guy. He fixes tractors, watches baseball, and says maybe ten words during dinner. But that night, he sat in the living room with a rifle across his lap until morning.
Starting point is 01:02:24 Wayne violated the order three days later. He sent a letter to my mom's house, not through the mail. He left it in the mailbox, which is apparently also. illegal, though that was the least of it. The letter was six pages long. I only read the first page before my mom took it from me. It started with, I know you're all trying to make me look sick. Then it said my dad had chosen him to guide me. It said my mom had stolen me from him. It said I had been trained to fear the wrong man. It said Wayne had waited years for me to be old enough to understand. That line made me feel like I was going to throw up. He had waited. He had waited.
Starting point is 01:03:02 years, not missed my dad, not wanted closure, waited. The police took that too. After that, things moved faster. They arrested Wayne for violating the order and stalking. I don't know every charge. I just know he spent a short time in jail, then bonded out. That terrified me, but by then the case had enough weight that people were taking it seriously. A detective named Harris came to talk to us at my mom's house. He had the box of photos. He had the letters. He had had the voicemails. He had footage from my work and apartment. He had messages from both Facebook accounts. He also had something else, a storage unit. Wayne had stopped paying for a small storage unit in Missoula a month earlier. The facility owner had started the auction process, then recognized
Starting point is 01:03:51 Wayne's name from a police inquiry and called it in. The detective asked if we were willing to come identify items. My mom said yes before I did. The storage facility was one of those rows of orange doors off a frontage road. We met Detective Harris there on a cold morning that smelled like wet dust and diesel. Paul came with us, so did another officer. When they rolled up the door, I expected junk, old furniture, tools, maybe more photos. There was some of that, but most of it was us, plastic bins with labels. My dad's name. My mom's name.
Starting point is 01:04:28 My name. Years written in black marker. Inside were newspaper clippings, printed photos, notebooks, old birthday cards, copied documents, maps, and things I recognized from our old house. A broken taillight lens from my dad's truck. A baseball glove I thought we had donated. A school photo of me from fourth grade, still in the little paper folder. A Christmas ornament.
Starting point is 01:04:53 with my name painted on it. My mom picked it up, stared at it, and said, This was missing after we moved. Nobody spoke for a while. Detective Harris opened one of the notebooks. He didn't let us read much, but I saw enough. Dates, times. Boy rode bike with red helmet.
Starting point is 01:05:12 D. Home 632. Wife left 8.15. D. Angry today. Boy taller. The handwriting got worse in later notebooks. Bigger, harder press. Some pages had my dad's name written over and over. Some had mine. There were also letters Wayne had written and never sent. One was addressed to my dad. One was addressed to me when I was 12. One was addressed to me on my 18th birthday. That one began. Now that you're a man, maybe you can finally know me. This episode is brought to you by Activya. You might already be eating yogurt, but not all yogurts are created equal.
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Starting point is 01:06:30 glad she didn't, and I meant it. What was she supposed to say when I was a kid? There's a man who thinks he belongs to this family. There's a man your dad was afraid of. There's someone watching from outside the normal parts of life. No, she did what parents do. She kept it away from me until she couldn't. The case did not turn into some dramatic movie thing. There was no big trial where everyone clapped. Wayne's lawyer tried to make him sound like a lonely older man who had handled grief badly. But the storage unit changed everything. So did the photos of me as a child. So did the note saying he kept what I threw away. He ended up taking a plea, stalking, violation of the protective order, a few other charges tied to harassment and
Starting point is 01:07:17 trespassing. I don't remember every legal term because honestly, by then I just wanted it over. He got jail time, probation after that, and a long protective order that included me, my mom, and Paul. It didn't feel like enough. Maybe nothing would have, but it was something. Before sentencing, I got to make a statement. I didn't want to. Then I did. Then I almost backed out. In the end, I stood there with my hands shaking and read from a piece of paper. I told the judge that Wayne didn't love my dad. He collected him. He didn't miss our family. He studied us. He didn't want to help me. He wanted access. He wanted a role nobody gave him. He used my grief as a door and got angry when I closed it. Wayne stared at the table the whole time. He did not
Starting point is 01:08:10 look at me once. That bothered me at first. Then I was glad. When it was over, my mom cried in the parking lot. Paul put his hand on my shoulder and said, your dad would have hated that guy. For some reason, that helped more than anything else anyone said. I moved out of my apartment after the lease ended. I changed jobs a few months later too, not just because of Wayne, but because every time a Blue Ford Ranger drove by the office, I lost focus for the rest of the day. I live in a different town now. My social media is locked down. I don't accept message requests from people I don't know. I don't post where I work. I don't tag restaurants until after I've left. I kept the photo of my dad from the shop picnic. That might sound strange, considering where it came from.
Starting point is 01:08:59 But Wayne didn't own that memory. He didn't get to make every picture dirty. My dad is standing there in his brown jacket, holding a paper plate, squinting because someone took the picture facing the sun. He looks annoyed, which makes me laugh because that was him. He is he. He is hated pictures. I asked my mom if she wanted me to get rid of it. She said, no, he's yours, not Waynes. So I kept it. The thing I still think about the most is how normal Wayne seemed at first. Not charming, not slick, just normal. A lonely guy with a truck in old stories. He knew just enough true things to make the lies easier to swallow. He knew where my dad hunted. He knew the jacket. He knew the jokes. He knew the kind of man I missed.
Starting point is 01:09:46 that was what made it work. If he had come in acting obsessed right away, I would have blocked him on day one, but he didn't. He started with pictures, then coffee, then gifts, then sun. Then he wanted more, more replies, more time, more permission, more space in my life. By the time he said, you need a man in your life. I already knew what he really meant. He didn't want to be my dad's friend. He wanted to replace him, and the worst part is he had been waiting for his chance since I was a kid.

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