Just Creepy: Scary Stories - Scary Gas Station Horror Stories
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I was 19 when this happened, and I was working overnights at a gas station outside a town
most people only drove through because there was nothing else there.
I'm not going to say the real name of the place, mostly because my old manager still owns it,
and I don't want people bothering him.
But it was one of those highway gas stations with four pumps, a tiny attached store,
and a sign that buzzed so loud you could hear it from the ditch across the road.
It sat about 20 minutes outside town.
right where the highway went from regular two-lane road to long, empty, dark stretch.
During the day it was normal.
Construction guys came in for coffee.
Moms got gas on their way to the lake,
and old ranchers stood at the counter talking about weather like it was breaking news.
At night, it was a whole different place.
The road got quiet, the lights over the pumps made everything look washed out and fake.
And every car that pulled in after midnight made me look up from my phone,
because there was always this feeling like nobody should be out there unless something was wrong.
I took the night shifts because I was young and dumb and I wanted the extra dollar an hour.
I had just finished my first year at community college and moved back home for the summer,
and I thought working from 10 at night to 6 in the morning would be easy money.
Most of the time it kind of was.
I stocked cigarettes, cleaned the coffee station, mopped the bathroom,
and watched videos with one earbud in until somebody came in.
My manager Rick was the kind of guy who looked like he had slept in the back office since 1984,
but he was good to me.
He told me the first week, don't be a hero.
If something feels off, lock the door and call the sheriff.
The money in that register is insured.
You are not.
I remember laughing because I thought he was being dramatic,
but he looked at me dead serious and tapped the glass next to the little silent alarm button under the counter.
He said,
people get weird after midnight.
The gas station had cameras,
but they were old and grainy,
and only some of them actually worked right.
There was one above the counter facing the front door,
one pointed at the coolers,
one behind the building facing the dumpsters,
and two on the pumps.
Pump 4 was the farthest one,
closest to the highway entrance.
The camera on Pump 4
had this annoying flicker where it would go black
for half a second every once in a while,
and Rick kept saying he was going to replace it, but he never did.
I still checked it all the time because Pump 4 was where people parked
when they didn't really want to be seen from inside the store.
It was close enough to the light to look normal,
but just far enough away that someone could stand by the driver's side door
and be half hidden by the pump.
This happened on a Thursday night in late July.
I remember that because I was supposed to go camping with two friends that weekend,
and I had spent half my shift texting them about what we needed to buy.
It was hot in that way where even at one in the morning the pavement was still giving off heat.
The front doors kept fogging and clearing every time the air conditioner kicked on.
The store smelled like burnt coffee, mop water, and those cheap hot dogs that roll around all night until they look like leather.
It was slow.
I had maybe six customers between 10 and midnight, then nothing for over an hour.
Around 1.30, I went outside with the trash and stood there for a minute because sometimes the
the silence felt better than the hum inside.
The highway was empty in both directions.
The sky was clear, no wind.
Just the lights above the pumps buzzing and bugs hitting the plastic covers over and over.
At about 150, I was behind the counter counting the change drawer for something to do when I
heard tires come in fast from the highway.
Not screeching, but fast enough that I looked up right away.
A little silver sedan pulled into pump four and stopped crooked, almost too far forward.
forward. The front tires bumped the concrete stop and the car rocked a little. I could see it through
the front windows and on the camera monitor at the same time. The driver's door opened and a girl got
out. At first, I thought she was drunk. That was honestly my first thought, and I'm not proud of it.
She stepped out weird, like her legs were weak, and grabbed the side of the car before she shut the door.
She was probably in her early 20s, maybe a little older than me, but not by much.
She had on shorts and a big faded sweatshirt, even though it was still hot.
Her hair was messy and stuck to her face like she'd been sweating or crying.
Then I noticed she was barefoot, not sandals kicked off in the car barefoot.
Actually barefoot, like she had been walking on gravel.
Her feet were filthy, and one of them had dark smears on the heel.
She didn't go to the pump.
She didn't even look at it.
She looked over her shoulder toward the highway,
then started walking fast toward the store.
The way she moved made my stomach drop.
She wasn't walking like someone who needed gas.
She was walking like someone trying not to run
because running would mean admitting how scared she was.
I straightened up behind the counter and pulled my earbud out.
When she got to the door,
she pushed it open so hard the little bell above it slapped against the glass.
She came in breathing like she'd been holding her breath for a long time,
and the first thing she said was,
Can you lock the door?
I just stared at her for half a second because it was such a strange thing to hear.
She looked right at me,
and her eyes were so wide I could see the white all the way around them.
Please, she said, please lock the door.
There's a truck following me.
That snapped me out of it.
I came around the counter and flipped the lock on the front door.
We didn't usually lock it during business.
hours, obviously, but overnights I was allowed to, if something felt wrong. The second the lock
clicked, she backed away from the windows and stood near the end of the counter, still staring
outside. What truck, I asked. She pointed toward the highway, but her hand was shaking so bad,
it looked like she was pointing at everything. A white one, she said, a big white truck.
They've been behind me since the county road. I lost them once, I think, but then they were there
again. Do you know them? She swallowed and shook her head, then nodded, then shook her head again.
It was like she couldn't get the answer outright. One of them maybe, she said. I don't know,
I don't know what's going on. I asked her name, and she hesitated before saying, Maddie. She said it like
she wasn't sure she should tell me. I told her my name was Ethan. I told her I worked there and that she
was safe inside, even though I didn't actually know that. Saying it felt stupid as soon as it left my
mouth because the whole front of the store was glass. Anyone outside could see us perfectly.
I picked up the store phone and dialed the non-emergency line first, which was also stupid.
I should have called 911 immediately, but I was 19, and some part of my brain still thought
there was a chance this was a misunderstanding and I was going to look like an idiot.
it. While it rang, Maddie crouched behind the chip rack so she couldn't be seen from the windows.
That was what made me hang up and dial 911 instead, because she didn't look embarrassed or
dramatic. She looked like if someone saw her through that glass, something very bad was going to
happen. The dispatcher answered, and I told her I was at the gas station on Route 18, and there was a woman
inside saying she'd been followed. While I was talking, headlights appeared on the highway. I saw them
before Maddie did, two bright white points coming from the same direction she had come from,
slowing before the turn-in. My mouth went dry. The dispatcher asked me to repeat the address,
and I did, but I was watching those headlights. The vehicle turned in without using a signal.
It was a white pickup, big, lifted, the kind with tires that stick out too far and a row of
little orange marker lights over the windshield. It rolled slowly across the lot and passed pump one,
then pump two, then pump three. For a second I thought it was going to leave. Then it stopped behind
Maddie's sedan at pump four. She saw my face change and crawled closer to the counter without
standing up. Is it them? she whispered. I nodded before I could stop myself. The truck sat there
idling. The headlights were still on, pointed right at the back of her car, making the silver
paint shine like a fish underwater. I could see three shapes inside the truck.
One driver, one passenger, and someone in the back seat.
The windows were tinted, but the pump lights were bright enough to show movement.
Nobody got out right away.
The dispatcher's voice was in my ear asking if the woman was injured.
I told her I didn't know.
I told her the truck was here now.
That changed the tone of the call fast.
She told me deputies were being sent and asked if the doors were locked.
I said yes.
She told me to keep them locked and not to confront anyone.
Then the driver's door of the truck opened.
The man who got out looked normal, and somehow that made it worse.
He wasn't wearing a mask.
He wasn't carrying a weapon where I could see it.
He was maybe late 20s, tall, with a baseball cap and a gray t-shirt.
He stretched like he'd just been driving a long way, then looked toward the store.
He had this relaxed smile on his face, like he was about to come in and buy a drink.
The passenger got out too.
He was shorter, heavier, with a shaved head and a red plaid shirt.
The third person stayed in the back seat at first.
The man in the cap walked to Maddie's car and looked in the driver's side window.
Then he tried the door handle.
Maddie made a sound behind the counter that I still remember.
It wasn't a scream.
It was this tight little breath like she had been punched in the stomach.
I looked down at her and she had both hands over her mouth.
The dispatcher asked what was happening, and I told her one of the men was trying the woman's car door.
She told me not to go outside. I said I wasn't.
I was trying to sound calm, but my voice kept cracking.
The man in the cap stepped back from the car and said something to the guy in plaid.
I couldn't hear it through the glass.
Then both of them turned toward the store.
They walked up like regular customers.
That was the part that messed with me most.
They didn't rush.
they didn't act angry.
The guy in the cap even looked up at the sign above the door,
like he was checking if we were open.
Even though the lights were on, and I was standing right there.
When they reached the entrance, he pulled the handle.
It didn't open.
He looked surprised for one second.
Then he smiled at me through the glass.
Hey man, he said, loud enough to hear through the door.
You locked up?
I held the phone down by my leg so he wouldn't see it.
System issue, I said. I can't open the register right now. That was the first lie that came to my mind.
It was a terrible lie, but I said it. He looked past me into the store. His eyes moved over the aisles,
the counter, the coffee machine, the bathroom hallway. I shifted so I was blocking his view of
where Maddie was crouched, but there was no way he didn't know she was inside. Her car was at the
pump. There was nowhere else she could have gone. We just need to talk to our friend, he said.
The word friend made Maddie start shaking harder. I could hear her breathing under the counter.
No one else is in here, I said. He looked right at me then. The smile stayed, but his eyes changed.
Come on, bro. The guy and plaid leaned closer to the glass and cupped his hands around his eyes to see
inside. I stepped back toward the counter, trying to keep myself between him and Maddie. I kept
thinking about Rick saying not to be a hero, but it's weird when something is actually happening.
You don't feel like a hero. You feel like a scared kid pretending to be an adult because someone has to.
The dispatcher told me deputies were still several minutes away. Several minutes sounded insane.
It felt like these guys had already been there for an hour. The man in the cap knocked on the
glass with two knuckles. Not hard. Just tap, tap, tap, tap.
Maddie, he called. We know you're in there.
I looked down without meaning to.
She closed her eyes like hearing her name had actually hurt her.
He saw that small movement.
I know he did because his smile got bigger.
There she is, he said.
Tell her to come out.
We're not trying to cause problems.
I didn't answer.
I kept the phone hidden and said into it as low as I could.
They know her name.
The dispatcher asked if they had weapons.
I said I couldn't see any.
The guy in plaid stopped trying to look through the glass
and walked to the side of the store, toward the big windows by the drink coolers.
I could see him pass outside, his face moving in and out of the reflections.
I realized then that the front door being locked didn't matter as much as I wanted it to.
The whole place was basically a fish tank with snacks.
Get in the office, I whispered to Maddie.
The back office was behind the counter through a narrow doorway.
It had a thicker door, but the lock was cheap.
still better than hiding behind chips.
She crawled at first, then got up in this hunched way and hurried into the office.
I followed her just long enough to push the door almost closed.
I didn't shut it all the way because I needed to see the store.
When I came back out, the man in the cap was still at the front door.
He held up his hands like he was trying to calm me down.
Hey, I get it.
She probably told you some crazy stuff.
She does that.
I didn't say anything.
She's been drinking, he said.
We're just trying to get her home.
That was the exact kind of thing that could have worked on me if she hadn't come in barefoot and terrified.
That's what scares me when I think about it now.
If she had walked in a little calmer, if he had arrived first, if he had said,
My girlfriend is having an episode or something.
I might have believed him.
I hate that.
I hate how normal he sounded.
She drove here, I said.
She can call whoever she wants.
He stared at me for a few seconds.
Open the door.
I can't.
Yes, you can.
The guy in Plaid came back into view from the side of the building and shook his head at the man in the cap.
He must not have seen another entrance.
There was a back door, but it had a metal bar across it from the inside.
It was mainly for deliveries, and Rick had told me to keep it barred at night because people
used to sneak around back and steal beer.
The man in the cap stopped smiling.
You're making this into a bigger thing.
than it has to be. I don't know why I said what I said next, maybe because I was scared and trying
to sound stronger than I was. I said, police are already on their way. The second I said it,
both men went still. That was the first time I saw the real them. Before that they were playing
normal, annoyed maybe, but normal. When I said police, their faces changed in this flat, cold way,
like I had just moved the night into a different category. The guy and plaid turned and looked
toward the highway. The man in the cap leaned closer to the glass. You called the cops? He asked.
I didn't answer. He looked past me again. Maddie, he shouted. You really want cops involved.
You want to explain everything. From the office, she whispered, oh my God. I looked back and saw
her standing just inside the doorway with both hands wrapped around herself. Her face had gone gray.
What does he mean? I whispered. She shook her head.
I said fast. Nothing. He's lying. Please don't open it. I'm not. The man in the cap reached into his
pocket. My whole body tensed because I thought he was grabbing a gun, but he pulled out a phone. He
held it up and started recording me through the glass. This dude locked us out and kidnapped our
friend, he said loudly, like he was making a video for evidence. She's not okay and he won't let us
in. The guy in plaid started banging on the glass beside the door, not hard enough to break it,
but hard enough to make the metal frame rattle. Open the door, man. The dispatcher told me to move
away from the windows if I could. I backed up behind the counter. The layout of the store
suddenly felt awful. There was nowhere good to go. Behind the counter wasn't really cover.
The office was small, and if they broke in, we'd be trapped. The bathroom had one stall and
a tiny window that didn't open. I kept looking toward the road, praying to see flashing lights.
Then the third person got out of the truck. I saw him on the pump camera first. He stepped
down from the back passenger side and walked around Maddie's car slowly. He was older than the other
two, maybe 40s or 50s, wearing jeans and a dark button-up shirt. He didn't look angry. He didn't
look worried. He looked bored. That scared me more than the banging. He went to the trunk of Maddie's
car, tried it, then moved to the rear passenger door, locked. Then he looked toward the store.
Maddie saw him too. She made another sound, this one almost like a sob. That's him, she whispered,
who. I don't know his name, she said. He was at the house. That was when I started getting pieces
of what had happened, but not the whole thing. Later the police told me more, and some of it came
from Maddie herself. She had gone to a small bonfire at a house outside town with a girl she
worked with. She didn't know most of the people there. At some point, she felt weird after drinking
half a beer, not drunk, but wrong, heavy, slow. She went to the bathroom and called her older
sister to come get her. While she was in there, she heard men talking outside the door. One of them
said her name. One of them said something about her car keys.
She panicked, climbed out a bathroom window, and ran barefoot through the side yard because she had taken her sandals off by the fire.
Her car keys were still in her sweatshirt pocket.
She got to her car and drove off before anyone realized she had left.
The white truck started following her a few miles later.
But I didn't know all of that yet.
All I knew was that she had recognized the older man, and she looked more afraid of him than the two at the door.
The older man walked up between the other two.
He didn't knock. He just stood there and looked at me through the glass. His face was plain.
That's the only word I have for it. Plain haircut, plain shirt, plain expression. He looked like
someone's uncle who fixed lawnmowers in his garage. Open the door, he said. I didn't. He pointed
at the phone in my hand. Who are you talking to? I raised it just enough for him to see.
911. The guy in plaid cursed and stepped away. The man
in the cap looked furious now, but the older man didn't react much. He looked over at Maddie's
car, then at the road, then back at me. How far out are they? he asked. I don't know why,
but the calm way he asked that made my skin crawl, like it was just another thing to factor in.
I didn't answer. He nodded a little, like he had made a decision, then turned to the man in
the cap and said something I couldn't hear. The man in the cap argued with him for a second.
The older man snapped his head toward him, and the younger guy shut up instantly.
Then all three of them walked away from the door.
For one second I thought it was over.
I thought they were leaving because cops were coming.
The man in Plaid got into the passenger side of the truck.
The older man got into the back.
The man in the cap stayed outside and walked toward Maddie's car again.
What's he doing?
Maddie whispered.
He tried the driver's door one more time.
then he bent down near the front tire.
I couldn't tell what he was doing until I saw his arm move.
He had something in his hand, small and shiny.
He jammed it into the tire.
The front tire sagged almost right away.
He's cutting her tire, I told the dispatcher.
Maddie started crying for real then.
Quiet, but real.
Not loud enough for them to hear,
but enough that it made me feel sick.
The man in the cap moved to the rear tire on the same side and did the same thing.
Then he stood up, looked at the store, and made a little two-finger salute at me before getting into the truck.
The truck backed away from pump four. It did not leave. Instead, it drove around the far edge of the lot and parked by the air pump near the side of the building, half in shadow.
That was worse than them being at the door. At least when they were at the door, I could see them. Now they were waiting.
The dispatcher said deputies were about eight minutes out.
I remember yelling, eight, without meaning to.
She told me to stay on the line.
I said they had slashed her tires and were parked on the side.
She asked if we could move to a secure room.
I told her the office had a door.
She told us to go there if we could do it safely.
I waved Maddie into the office and followed her in,
pulling the door almost shut behind me.
The office was barely bigger than a closet.
It had a desk, a safe bolted to the floor,
a shelf of receipt paper,
an old chair with cracked fake leather and a little monitor showing the same security cameras from the counter.
I turned the volume on the phone as low as I could and kept it near my ear.
Maddie sat on the floor with her back against the safe.
Her hands were still shaking and there were little bits of gravel stuck to the bottom of her feet.
For a few seconds neither of us said anything.
We watched the monitor.
The truck sat by the air pump, headlights off now.
I could see just enough of the hood and wind.
shield to know it was still there. I'm sorry, Maddie said. That caught me off guard. What? I'm sorry. I shouldn't
have stopped here. I just saw lights. You did the right thing. She shook her head. They're going to come in.
No, they're not. I said it like I knew, but I didn't. The front door was locked, and the glass was
thick, but it wasn't bulletproof. The back door had the bar, but it was old. The windows on the side of the
building were smaller, but someone could break them. I kept looking around the office for something
I could use if they got inside. There was a box cutter on the desk and a metal flashlight in the
drawer. That was it. A box cutter and a flashlight against three men. Maddie asked how long until
police arrived. I told her a few minutes because I didn't want to say eight. She nodded like she was
trying to believe me. On the monitor, the driver's door of the truck opened again. The man in the cap got
but this time he had something in his hand.
At first I thought it was a crowbar.
Then he stepped under the sideline, and I saw it was a tire iron.
He walked along the side of the store, not toward the front door this time.
The camera lost him when he got too close to the wall.
I told the dispatcher he was walking along the side with a tire iron.
She asked where he was now.
I said I couldn't see him.
That was the truth, and it was the worst truth in that whole moment.
Then there was a loud metallic bang from the back of the building.
Maddie grabbed my arm so hard her nails dug into my skin.
I looked at the monitor showing the back door.
It flickered, then showed the empty dumpster area.
A second later, the man in the cap appeared at the edge of the frame.
He walked up to the back door and hit it again with the tire iron.
The sound inside the office was so much louder than it should have been.
The building was old cinder block, and the bang traveled through.
everything. He hit it again. The metal bar across the inside of the back door held, but I could
see it jump in its brackets. I whispered, they're at the back door. The dispatcher's voice
got very firm. She told me to stay away from that area and that deputies were getting close.
I wanted to ask what close meant, but I didn't. The man in the cap hit the door three more times.
Then he stopped. On the monitor, he stepped back and looked at the door like he was checking
whether it was worth the effort. Then he looked up. At the camera. It was mounted high on the back
wall, angled down at the dumpster. He stared at it for maybe two seconds, then raised the tire iron
and smashed it. The monitor went black. Maddie whispered, No, I felt something in me drop. It was
like the building had lost an eye. Then we heard glass break, not at the front, not at the side.
from somewhere near the back hallway, where the employee bathroom window was.
It was small, but it was glass.
I had never once thought about that window as a way in because it was narrow and high,
but I guess someone else had.
I stepped out of the office just far enough to see down the hallway.
I couldn't see the window from that angle, but I heard pieces falling into the sink.
Then I heard a man grunt, and then a shoe scraping against tile.
I slammed the office door shut and locked it.
The lock was one of those cheap push-button ones like you'd have on a bedroom door.
I knew it wouldn't stop anybody.
Maddie knew too.
She stood up and backed into the corner by the safe.
He's inside?
She whispered.
I nodded.
The dispatcher asked if we had somewhere to barricade.
I looked at the desk.
It was heavy, but not huge.
I set the phone on the shelf and shoved the desk against the door with my shoulder.
Maddie helped even though she could barely stand.
The desk screeched across the floor, and I hated the noise because it told him exactly where we were.
We jammed the chair under the doorknob, too.
It looked pathetic, but it was something.
From outside the office, we heard the bathroom door open.
I have never been so aware of sound in my life.
The buzz of the light above us, maddy breathing, my own heartbeat in my ears.
The tiny crackle of the dispatcher threw the phone, footsteps in the hallway, slow ones,
He wasn't running. He was inside and he knew he had time enough to walk. The footsteps came closer, then stopped near the counter. I pictured him standing there, looking around the empty store, seeing the office door shut. I held the box cutter in one hand and the metal flashlight in the other. My hands were so sweaty I kept shifting my grip. Then he knocked on the office door. It was the same tap, tap, tap from the front glass. Maddie, he said, this is getting stupid.
She covered her mouth again.
He tried the doorknob.
It turned, caught on the lock, then rattled harder.
The chair under the knob scraped against the floor but held.
Open it, he said.
I didn't answer.
He hit the door with his shoulder.
The whole frame shook.
Maddie flinched and ducked beside the safe.
I pushed my weight against the desk, but I weighed maybe 150 pounds at the time, and I had never
felt smaller.
He hit it again.
The lock cracked.
Not all the way, but enough to show.
a thin line of darkness near the latch. I thought he was going to break through right then.
I thought I was about to have to swing a flashlight at a grown man crawling over the desk.
I remember thinking, in this weird, clear way, that my mom had no idea where I was emotionally,
like she knew I was at work, but she didn't know I was in a back office at two in the morning
waiting for a guy with a tire iron to come through a door. It made me feel like I was already
gone, like the normal world was very far away. Then the front door
alarm chirped. It was a small sound, but we all heard it. The front door had a sensor that beeped
behind the counter whenever it opened. I knew it hadn't opened because it was locked. That meant
somebody was messing with it. The man outside the office stopped hitting the door. From the
store, a different voice yelled, Corey! That was the man in Plaid, I think. He sounded nervous. The man
at the office door didn't move. The voice yelled again. Corey, we got to go.
That was the first time I had a name for the guy in the cap.
Then very faintly I heard it, sirens.
They were still far, but they were there.
The man at the office door leaned close enough that I could hear his breath through the crack.
This isn't over, he said.
He said it quietly.
Not like a movie villain.
Not dramatic, just quiet.
Like he was telling us a fact.
Then his footsteps moved away.
I didn't move the desk.
I didn't even breathe right.
We watched the office monitor.
The pump cameras were still working,
and I saw the white truck peel out from the side of the building so fast it almost
clipped the corner of Maddie's car.
Corey ran from the front of the store and jumped into the passenger side while it was already moving.
The truck shot out of the lot and turned onto the highway with its headlights off for the first
few seconds.
Then they snapped on.
Maybe ten seconds later, two sheriff's vehicles came in from the opposite direction.
I know that sounds like the part where it should feel safe, but it didn't.
Not right away.
When the deputies arrived, I still couldn't make myself move the desk.
One of them came to the front door and knocked,
and I could see his uniform on the monitor,
but I still asked the dispatcher to confirm it was really them.
She did.
I pushed the desk back enough to squeeze out,
then went to the front door with my legs shaking so bad I almost tripped over the rubber mat.
The first deputy inside was a woman named Deputy Harris.
I remember her because she looked at me once and then looked past me at Maddie, and her whole face changed.
She went from alert to gentle in half a second.
She asked Maddie if she was hurt, and Maddie just started crying again.
Not loud.
It was like her body had been saving it until an adult showed up.
I felt stupid for thinking that because I was technically an adult too, but in that moment I did not feel like one.
The deputies checked the building and found the bathroom window broken inward.
There was blood on the sink, probably from Corey cutting himself climbing in.
The back door had dents in it from the tire iron.
Maddie's two tires were flat.
There were marks on the office doorframe where the latch had started to split.
They had me sit on the curb outside while they talked to Maddie in one of the patrol cars.
I remember the pavement still being warm through my jeans.
The store lights were all on.
The pumps were empty, except for Maddie's car sitting crooked at pump four, front end low from the slashed tire.
It looked sad in a weird way, like it had tried its best and barely made it.
More deputies showed up.
Then Rick showed up in sweatpants and an old t-shirt, hair sticking up, looking like he had aged 10 years on the drive over.
He hugged me, which was awkward because Rick was not a hugging guy, but I let him.
He kept saying, You did good.
You did good.
I didn't feel like I did.
I felt like I had almost gotten someone killed because I didn't call 911 fast enough.
They caught the truck about 40 minutes later.
I didn't see that part, obviously.
A deputy told us later that the driver tried to ditch it on a dirt road behind an irrigation canal.
The three men ran.
Two were caught pretty fast.
Corey, the guy in the cap, made it farther but had cut his forearm badly on the bathroom window.
And they found him hiding behind a shed because of the house.
there was blood on the weeds leading right to him. The older man was the one who scared the deputies
the most, from what I heard. Not because he fought, because he didn't. He just sat down when they
found him and asked for a lawyer before they even told him what he was being arrested for.
The story that came out was messy, and somehow worse, because it was normal enough to be real.
Maddie had gone to that bonfire with a co-worker named Jenna. Jenna had apparently been
seeing Corey on and off, and Corey had brought the older man and the guy in Plaid. Maddie didn't know
them, but Corey knew who she was because Jenna had talked about work. There was no proof of what they
put in her drink or if they put anything in it, so I don't want to say that like it's a confirmed fact.
But Maddie said she felt fine, and then suddenly felt like she could barely move. Her sister later
told police Maddie had called her from the bathroom crying and saying she needed a ride. Then the call
dropped. Maddie got scared, climbed out, ran to her car, and left. Corey and the others followed
because her car was the only one leaving, and because, according to him, they were worried about her.
That was his excuse. They were worried about her, so they chased her down a highway,
slashed her tires, broke into a gas station, and tried to get through an office door.
I had to give a statement. I had to give another one a week later. The
security footage helped a lot, especially the pump footage and the camera inside the store.
The back camera was gone because Corey smashed it, but the system still recorded him walking
out of view with the tire iron, and the inside camera caught him coming from the hallway after
the bathroom window broke. It also caught the men at the front door saying Maddie's name.
I never watched the full footage. Rick did. He told me not to. He said there was no reason to put
it in my head twice. He was right, but it was already there. For the next few weeks, I kept
working days only. Rick didn't even ask. He just changed the schedule and told me if corporate
complained they could come work the overnight themselves. Maddie came back one afternoon
about a month later with her older sister. She looked a lot better, but she still had that same
guarded look when a truck pulled in outside. She thanked me, and I said something dumb like,
yeah, of course. I didn't know what else to say. Her sister hugged me and cried a little,
and that made me more uncomfortable than anything because I didn't feel brave. I felt like I had
just been the person standing closest to the lock. Maddie told me she didn't remember every
part of the drive. She remembered the truck lights in her mirror. She remembered missing a turn because
she was too scared to slow down. She remembered seeing the gas station sign and thinking if she could
under lights, someone would help. Then she said something that has stuck with me more than almost
anything else. She said, I almost didn't come in because I thought you might not believe me. That messed me
up. Because she was right to worry. I did have that split second where I thought she might be drunk
or confused. I did start to call the non-emergency line. I did wonder if there was some other side to it.
That's the thing people don't like admitting. Real danger doesn't always come labeled clear
Sometimes it comes with a normal-looking guy smiling through the glass, saying the terrified
woman hiding behind your counter is his friend.
I quit the gas station before the end of that summer.
I told everyone it was because school was starting again, which was partly true, but honestly
I could not handle the sound of tires pulling in after dark anymore.
Even now, years later, I don't like being inside gas stations at night.
If I stop while traveling, I pick the brightest one.
I park near the door.
I look at who was parked without pumping gas.
I notice trucks that turn in behind other cars.
I notice women walking in alone.
I notice bare feet.
The gas station is still there.
Rick finally replaced the cameras and put a security film on the front glass.
Pump 4 is still pump 4.
I drove past it last year when I was visiting my parents, and for some reason I slowed down.
It was daytime, busy, totally normal.
A guy was filling a work truck.
A little kid was picking candy inside.
Nothing scary about it.
But I still saw it the way it looked that night,
with Maddie's silver car sitting crooked under the lights,
and that white truck idling behind it.
I still think about the moment Corey said,
This isn't over.
He was wrong in the practical sense.
It was over for him, at least for a while.
They got charged.
They didn't just drive off into the dark and disappear.
But in the way that matters when you're 19 and scared out of your mind, he was kind of right,
because that night didn't stay at that gas station.
It followed me home.
It followed Maddie home.
It changed how I see people who smile while asking you to ignore the scared person in the room.
And the part I hate the most is that if Maddie had gotten there five minutes earlier,
I might have been outside taking trash to the dumpster.
If she had gotten there five minutes later, those men might have been there.
have caught up to her on the road before she saw the sign. If the door lock had been broken,
if the backdoor bar hadn't held, if the deputies had been farther out, if Corey had gotten
through that office door before the sirens came. I don't know what would have happened. I just
know that at 150 in the morning, a barefoot girl ran into a gas station and begged me to lock the
door. And I am never going to forget the look on her face when the truck pulled in behind her.
This happened when I was 26, in the fall of 2017, at a gas station about 11 miles outside a small town in eastern Oregon.
I won't give the exact town because the station is still there, although it has a new owner now,
and I don't want to cause problems for people who had nothing to do with it.
It was a little two-pump place off a state highway, with one diesel pump on the side for ranch trucks,
a single bathroom key on a wooden paddle, and a store barely big enough for three aisles of snacks.
We sold cigarettes, coffee, beer until two, fishing bait, windshield washer fluid, and those
microwave sandwiches that always burned on the edges and stayed frozen in the middle.
It was not a scary place during the day.
During the day, it was boring in a way that made you feel safe.
Old men came in for scratch tickets, mom stopped with kids after school, and every other customer
seemed to know the owner by name.
At night though, it felt like the building had been dropped.
in the middle of nowhere and forgotten. There were no streetlights past the lot. Behind us was an
empty field with a broken fence line. Across the highway was a stand of cottonwoods along a drainage
ditch. When the wind moved through them after midnight, they made this dry whispering sound that got
into your head if you were alone too long. I worked nights because I needed the money and because I was trying
to get away from people. That sounds dramatic, but it's true. I had gotten out of a bad relationship
earlier that year and moved back in with my older brother, and I liked the fact that the shift was
quiet. I liked not having a manager breathing down my neck. I liked stocking shelves, making coffee,
counting cigarettes, and listening to old radio shows on one earbud while the cooler compressors
kicked on and off. Most nights, nothing happened. A trucker would come in around 11,
maybe a drunk guy after last call, maybe someone passing through who looked half asleep and
asked where the bathroom was. After two in the morning, it was usually just me, the humming lights,
and the security monitor above the cigarette rack. The cameras were decent for a place like that,
one above the register, one outside facing the pumps, one over the front door, one in the back
hallway by the office. The outside one was the clearest, which is a lot of the first.
ended up mattering less than you would think. A camera can show a person coming and going. It can show a
car, maybe a face if the angle is good. It can't tell you why a man walks into a gas station
covered in blood and buys beef jerky like it's the most normal thing in the world. The night it
happened was a Tuesday, or technically very early Wednesday morning. I remember because Tuesdays
were the slowest. It had rained in the evening, one of those cold fall rains that made the
parking lot shine black under the lights. By midnight it had stopped, but everything outside was
still wet. The air smelled like mud and diesel. I had already mopped once and was annoyed because
every person who came in left shoe prints across the tile. There had been almost no customers.
A couple in a Subaru bought gas and coffee around 1115. A logging truck stopped for diesel at 1220.
After that, nothing. At about 1.40 in the morning.
I went outside to bring in the windshield squeegee buckets because the wind had picked up.
I remember standing by pump too and looking down the highway both ways.
There was nothing coming, no headlights, no engine noise, just wet pavement, dark fields,
and the cottonwoods moving across the road.
I had that feeling you get sometimes in empty places at night where you become aware of
how far away help would feel if you needed it.
I went back inside, locked the front door for a minute while I used the bathroom, then unlocked
it again because we were technically open 24 hours.
A little before two, the door chime went off.
I was behind the counter with a box of cigarette cartons open at my feet.
I didn't look up right away because I was cutting the plastic off a sleeve of Marlboros,
and I figured it was just someone getting coffee.
Then I heard the wet sound of footsteps, not rain wet, different.
I looked up and a man was standing just inside the door.
He was average height, maybe 5'10, with a stocky build and a brown canvas jacket zipped halfway up.
He had on jeans, work boots, and a dark baseball cap with no logo that I could see.
He was probably somewhere between 35 and 50.
That's the best I can do.
Some people have faces that don't give you an age.
His face was one of those.
heavy cheeks, pale eyes, rough skin, short beard with gray in it, and he was covered in blood.
I mean covered. It was on the front of his jacket, soaked into the zipper and the collar.
It was on his hands. It was smeared along one side of his neck, and there were little dark spots
across his face like spray. His jeans had blood down the thighs, especially on the right side,
where it looked like he had wiped his hand over and over. Some of it was still bright. Some of it was still bright.
some of it had dried darker.
I knew enough from hunting with my dad as a kid to understand that it was not ketchup, not paint,
not transmission fluid, not any other dumb explanation my brain tried to offer me in the first two seconds.
The first thing I said was,
Sir, are you hurt?
He looked at me like I had asked him what time it was.
No, he said.
His voice was calm, not shaky, not out of breath.
He didn't sound drunk either.
That was one of the first things I told the deputy later.
He sounded almost bored.
I said, you're bleeding.
He looked down at himself, then back at me.
It isn't mine, he said.
He said it so plainly that for a second I didn't understand the words.
It wasn't like a threat.
He didn't lean in or smile.
He just corrected me.
I remember my hand still holding the box cutter I had been using on the cigarette carton.
I set it down slowly because some stupid customer service part of me
thought I shouldn't look confrontational. Then I asked, do you need me to call someone? He walked past
the front display of chips and said, no. He went to the drink cooler in the back like he had been
there a hundred times. Maybe he had. I had only worked there a few months and plenty of locals
came in when I wasn't on shift. I watched him in the convex mirror above the aisle. He opened the
cooler door, took out a bottle of orange Gatorade, then stood there with the door open longer
than he needed to. The cold air rolled out around his boots. His bloody hand left marks on the
cooler handle. My body felt split in half. One part of me wanted to run into the office and call
911. The other part kept telling me not to make him nervous, not to do anything sudden, not to
act like I was scared. I had never been in a situation like that before, and there is no clean
instinct for it. You imagine you would know what to do, but your mind starts trying to turn
horror into routine. Customer, register, payment, receipt. Keep voice normal. Don't stare. He closed
the cooler and walked to the snack aisle. He picked up a bag of terriaki beef jerky. Then he grabbed
a cheap lighter from the little basket near the register, even though I didn't see him buy
cigarettes. He set all three items on the counter in front of me, Gatorade, jerky, lighter.
His hands were worse up close.
The blood had dried in the lines of his knuckles and under his fingernails.
His right sleeve was stiff with it.
There was a cut on the back of his left hand, but it was small,
nothing that could explain what he looked like.
I rang him up because I didn't know what else to do.
The total was $11 and some change.
I don't remember the exact amount, but I remember the register screen glowing green.
He handed me a 20.
It was damp.
I did not want to touch it, but I did.
I did. I gave him change. He took it, slipped the lighter into his jacket pocket and opened the
Gatorade right there at the counter. He drank half of it in one go. His throat moved normally.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and left a smear across his upper lip.
Then he said, you got a bathroom? I said, around the side of the building, keys there.
I pointed to the bathroom key on the hook near the coffee station. I don't know why I did that.
I think I was still trying to behave like this was a regular transaction.
He looked at the key but didn't take it.
Never mind, he said.
Then he picked up the jerky and walked out.
The door chime went off again.
The store was quiet after he left, but it wasn't the same quiet as before.
The whole place felt contaminated.
There were bloody shoe prints on the tile from the entrance to the cooler and back.
There was blood on the counter where his fingers had rested.
There was blood on the cooler handle.
The $20 bill was lying in the register drawer on top of the others,
and I remember staring at it like it might start moving.
I looked through the front window and saw him cross the lot.
There was a vehicle parked near the edge of the lights, past Pump 2.
I hadn't heard it pull in.
It was an older, dark-colored SUV or maybe a small pickup with a canopy.
I could not tell for sure because it was parked badly,
angled toward the road with the front end in shadow.
The man opened the driver's door, tossed the jerky inside,
then stood there looking out toward the highway.
That was when I finally picked up the phone.
We had a landline behind the counter,
and my cell was charging in the office.
I dialed 911 with my thumb shaking so badly
that I hit the wrong number the first time,
and had to hang up.
The second time it rang once before a dispatcher answered,
I kept my voice low and said,
I work at the gas station on Highway 27 near Mile Marker 82.
A man just came in covered in blood.
The dispatcher asked if he was still there.
I said, he's outside.
She asked if I was safe.
I looked through the window as she said it, and that was when he turned around.
He was still by his vehicle, maybe 30 yards away,
but he was looking straight at me through the glass.
I don't know if he saw the phone in my hand,
or if he just saw my posture change.
Maybe he had been waiting to see what I would do.
Maybe he knew exactly what I would do.
His head tilted a little.
Then he started walking back.
Not running.
Not at first.
I told the dispatcher.
He's coming back.
She told me to lock the door if I could do it safely.
The lock was on the front door itself.
There was no button behind the counter.
I had to go to the door to turn the deadbolt.
I moved fast, but he saw me move.
That was when he started running.
I made it around the counter and got to the door just as he reached the other side.
I turned the deadbolt, but the latch didn't fully catch because he hit the door with his shoulder
at the same time. The door slammed inward about three inches and caught on the chain lock,
which was one of those flimsy chains you put on an apartment door. I had put it on earlier
when I used the bathroom and never taken it off. That tiny mistake probably saved me for a few
seconds. He shoved again. The chain stretched tight and the screws in the frame groaned. I pushed back on the
door with both hands and yelled, Go away! He didn't answer. He hit it again, and one of the screws tore loose.
I saw his face in the gap. His eyes were wide now, not bored anymore, not calm. There was spit on his
beard. I backed away, and the chain snapped out of the frame. He came through the door so hard he
stumbled into the newspaper rack. It fell over, and paper slid across the wet floor. I ran for the
counter because that was where the silent alarm was, but he caught me before I got behind it. He grabbed
the back of my shirt and yanked me sideways into the candy display. My hip hit the metal corner hard
enough that I had a bruise there for weeks. The phone was still in my hand. I remember the dispatcher's
voice coming out of it, small and far away, asking what was happening.
He slapped it out of my hand.
It skidded under the counter still connected.
He said, why'd you do that?
That was the first time his voice had emotion in it.
He sounded offended, not scared, not angry in the way I expected.
Offended, like I had broken some rule between us by calling for help.
I tried to say something.
I don't know what.
Sorry, maybe, or I didn't.
He grabbed my jacket with both hands and drove me backward behind the counter.
my lower back hit the cigarette shelves and a row of cartons came down around us. I remember the
smell of him, blood, sweat, wet canvas, and something sour like old beer. His face was close to mine,
and I saw that the little dark spots across his cheeks were drying at the edges. He said again,
why'd you do that? I told him, you need help. That was the wrong thing to say. His expression
changed and he shoved me down. I hit the floor behind the counter on my side. Before I could get up,
he was on me. I had been in fights before, but not like that. Normal fights have some kind of
rhythm. Someone swings, someone blocks, someone yells. This was just weight and panic. He got one knee
on my stomach and one hand on my throat. His other hand pressed down over my mouth and nose.
I couldn't breathe at all. I grabbed at his wrists and they were slipped.
My fingers slid over blood and skin.
I tried to buck him off, but there was nowhere to move.
The counter boxed us in on one side, the cigarette shelves on the other,
and the floor was slippery from the rain he had tracked in.
I remember thinking very clearly that this was a stupid place to die,
not in a heroic way, not saving anyone.
Just on dirty tile behind a gas station counter with lottery tickets scattered next to my head,
He leaned down and said something, but because his hand was over my mouth and my ears were roaring,
I couldn't understand it.
His hand moved from my mouth to my throat, and then both hands were there.
He squeezed.
That sounds simple, but it does not feel simple.
It feels like your whole body becomes one need.
Air.
That's it.
Nothing else exists.
I kicked at the cabinet under the register.
My shoe hit something metal.
I clawed at his face and caught his cheek with my thumb.
He flinched but didn't let go.
There was a moment where the edges of my vision started to darken.
I had always thought people exaggerated that, but they don't.
It really does narrow in.
The fluorescent light above the counters seemed to shrink.
His face got blurry except for his eyes.
I could hear the phone under the counter,
the dispatcher still talking, but it sounded like she was in another room.
Then my right hand hit the box cutter.
It was on the floor where it had fallen from the counter.
I grabbed it, but I couldn't get my thumb on the slider.
My hand was too weak, and he had my neck pressed at a bad angle.
I held it anyway and dragged it against his forearm.
It didn't cut him, not really.
But he felt it and shifted his weight.
That gave me just enough air to make a sound.
I don't know why I said what I said next.
It came from nowhere.
I have a gun. It came out as a broken rasp, barely words. He froze. I said it again, louder,
with everything I had left. Gun, under the counter. There was no gun under the counter. There had
never been a gun under the counter. The owner hated guns and had a little sign in the office
that said employees were not allowed to bring weapons to work. The only thing under the
counter was receipt paper, a trash can, and the phone he had knocked away. But he didn't know that.
His hands loosened a little. I turned my head toward the lower shelf by the register and jerked
one arm in that direction like I was reaching for something. It was not convincing acting. I was
half choking and terrified, but it was enough. He released my throat and threw himself backward.
I rolled sideways, coughing and gagging, and slammed my elbow into the cabinet.
He stood up so fast he knocked his shoulder into the card reader.
For one second, we were both just staring at each other.
His face had changed again.
He looked, not scared exactly, but uncertain.
Like the situation had stopped making sense to him.
I reached under the counter like I was going for the fake gun.
He ran.
He didn't say anything else.
He vaulted over the fallen newspapers, shoved through the front door,
and crossed the lot toward his vehicle.
I was on my hands and knees behind the counter, coughing so hard I threw up a little.
I crawled to the phone because I could hear the dispatcher saying,
Are you there? Are you there? Over and over.
I picked it up and tried to talk, but my voice barely worked.
I made some sound and she told me officers were on the way.
I remember saying, he left, but it came out like air through gravel.
Through the window, I saw his vehicle pull out.
No headlights at first.
Then they came on halfway down the lot, and he turned onto the highway heading east.
I tried to read the plate.
I could not.
It was either covered in mud or I just couldn't focus.
The vehicle looked dark green or black, older, boxy.
That was all I could give them.
The police got there maybe six minutes later.
It felt longer, but the dispatcher told me later it was six.
The first officer came in with his hand on his weapon.
and found me sitting on the floor behind the counter with my back against the cigarette shelves.
I had one hand on my throat and the box cutter still in the other.
He told me to put it down, and I did.
I wasn't offended. I probably looked insane.
They locked down the store and called an ambulance.
I didn't want one because I felt embarrassed, which is ridiculous, but true.
My throat hurt so badly I could barely swallow.
My voice was almost gone, and I had read.
marks that turned dark purple by morning. The EMT told me I needed to be checked because choking
injuries can get worse later. I went to the hospital. They did scans. Nothing was broken.
I had bruising, scratches, burst blood vessels in one eye, and a sprained wrist from trying to
pull his hands off me. The blood in the store was tested. Some of it was mine from scratches and a
split lip. Most of it was not. That is what the deputy told me. Most of it belonged to an unknown
person. That sentence has lived in my head for years. They checked accident reports. Nothing. They checked
hospitals in the area. Nobody came in with injuries matching that much blood loss, at least not
locally. They contacted nearby counties. No missing person case lined up right away.
There were no reports of a stabbing, shooting, bad crash, or animal attack that explained it.
The man's fingerprints were not in the system, or at least none they recovered, came back to a name.
The $20 bill was taken as evidence.
The cooler handle, counter, door, and bathroom key area were all swabbed.
They got his face on video, but the angle from the register camera made his cap shadow his eyes,
and the outside camera caught the vehicle only from the side and rear.
The plate was unreadable.
The rain, the angle, and the mud made it useless.
I saw the footage once because the deputy asked me to confirm it was the same man from beginning to end.
I wish I had not watched it.
The worst part was not the attack.
It was him before.
It was seeing him enter the store and move so normally while I knew what was coming.
He looked like any tired man stopping after work.
He stood in front of the jerky display for almost 30 seconds.
He compared two bags.
He put one back.
He chose Terriaki.
There was so much blood on him, and he still cared which flavor he bought.
People always ask if I think he had killed someone.
I don't know.
I know what it looked like.
I know what he said.
I know the blood was not mostly his.
But I don't know.
That uncertainty is part of what makes it hard to set down.
If they had found a body, that would be horrible.
But it would also be an answer.
If they had found a wounded person, same thing.
If they had found him, maybe he would have said something that made sense, even if it was awful.
Instead, there is just this empty space where the explanation should be.
The sheriff's office sent photos of his vehicle to other agencies.
They showed stills from the camera around town.
A few people claimed they recognized him, but none of it went anywhere.
One guy said he looked like a mechanic from a town two counties over.
Another said he was sure he had seen him at a bar near the interstate.
somebody else said the vehicle looked like one owned by a ranch hand who had moved away.
Every lead either fell apart or led to someone who had an alibi, a different truck, or a face that only sort of matched.
For months after, I would wake up with my hands at my throat.
My brother said I made choking sounds in my sleep.
I went back to the station once to pick up my last check and felt my knees go weak when the door chime rang.
It was just a UPS driver.
He smiled at me and said,
How's it going?
And I almost started crying right there by the coffee machine.
The owner replaced the front door, upgraded the cameras, and put a lock button behind the counter.
He also asked if I wanted my job back on day shift.
I told him no.
I appreciated it, but I never worked at a gas station again.
What bothered me most in the first year was the thought that someone else was out there who might have been hurt or dead and never found.
I kept searching local news.
I searched missing persons pages until it became unhealthy.
I looked for anything from that week, that month, that whole season, a hiker, a rancher,
a woman leaving a bar, a man who disappeared from a rest stop.
There were cases, because there are always cases, but none that matched cleanly.
No one from that area, on that night, with a direct link to that highway, at least not one
the public ever heard about. After a while, my fear changed shape. At first, I was afraid he would
come back because he had said nothing after the attack, because he knew where I worked,
because he had seen my face. Then I realized he probably did not care about me at all. That
sounds comforting, but it wasn't. It meant I had only been a problem in his way for a few minutes.
It meant the person whose blood he wore mattered more to whatever happened that night,
and I would never know who they were.
I still remember small things I wish I didn't.
The orange Gatorade bottle sweating on the counter.
The wet 20 in my hand.
The way his boots squeaked on the tile.
The little click of the lighter when he picked it up from the basket.
The fact that he asked about the bathroom and then changed his mind.
I have wondered too many times why.
Did he mean to wash off?
Did he hear something outside?
Did he decide he had already stayed too late?
long. Did he want to see if I would turn my back? I remember his exact words when I asked if he was
hurt. No, then, after I told him he was bleeding. It isn't mine. That was the most honest thing he said to me,
and it did not help anyone. Every few years a deputy calls me when they review old open cases
or compare evidence to something new. The first time, my stomach dropped because I thought
they had found him. They hadn't. The second time, same thing. Nothing.
just checking details, just making sure my contact information was current.
The last call was two years ago, a different deputy by then, younger voice.
He asked if I remembered anything else about the man, any tattoo, ring, accent, smell,
limp, anything that might not have made it into the report.
I told him no. Then I told him about the jerky flavor because for some reason that felt important.
He wrote it down, or at least he said he did.
I know this is not the kind of story with a clean ending.
I wish it was.
I wish I could say they caught him because he tried it again,
or because the blood matched someone,
or because the camera footage was enhanced like on TV.
I wish there had been a trial, a motive, a name.
I wish I knew whether the person he hurt survived.
I wish I knew if there even was a person,
though I don't know what else there could have been.
All I have is what happened inside that store.
A man came in from the dark covered in someone else's blood.
He bought a drink, jerky, and a lighter.
He told me the blood was not his.
When I called for help, he came back through the door and tried to choke me behind the counter.
I lied about having a gun, and that lie is the reason I'm still alive.
Some nights, when I stop for gas now, I still look at the cashier and wonder if they know how thin that glass is.
I wonder if they know how quickly a normal shift can turn into the worst thing that ever happened to them.
I always park under the brightest light, and I always look at the other cars before I get out.
If someone is sitting in a vehicle at the edge of the lot, I leave and find another station.
And if I ever walked into a place and saw a man covered in blood, I would not ask if he needed help.
I would lock the door first.
