Just Creepy: Scary Stories - Scary LAW ENFORCEMENT Stories

Episode Date: May 1, 2026

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Starting point is 00:00:33 Free of charge. BetMGM operates pursuant to an operating agreement with Eye Gaming Ontario. I'm changing the names in a few small details because this involved an elderly victim and a criminal case that went through court. But the part that matters happened the way I'm about to tell it. I worked nights as a deputy in a rural county, where most of the calls were the kind you would expect, cows out, drunk drivers, domestic arguments that had been going on for 20 years before anyone finally called us. Every now and then we would get a prowler call from somebody who lived alone. And nine times out of 10 it was a raccoon on the
Starting point is 00:01:24 porch or a neighbor turning around in the driveway. I never treated those calls like a joke, though, because people who live way out in the county know the normal sounds around their house. They know when a branch scrapes the siding. They know when the water heater kicks on. They know the difference between a coyote in the pasture and a person walking through the gravel outside their bedroom window. That is one thing I learned early. Scared people can still be very accurate. This happened on a Thursday night in late October. It had been raining off and on since dinner, not hard rain, just a cold, steady drizzle that made the roads shine black and kept most people inside. I was working the east side of the county by myself. My closest backup was Deputy Morales,
Starting point is 00:02:10 and he was at least 20 minutes away if he was driving normal, and maybe 12 or 13 if he pushed it. The dispatcher that night was a woman named Tessa, who had been doing the job for years and rarely sounded rattled. A little after two in the morning, she came over the radio and told me she had an open line from a residence at the very end of County Road 7, possible prowler, elderly female caller, alone in the house. I remember her voice changing a little when she added, caller says there is a man inside the residence wearing her deceased husband's clothes. I asked Tessa to repeat that because I thought I had missed part of it. She said the caller's name was Fuler, age 81, widowed, no known medical flags in our system, no prior mental health calls,
Starting point is 00:02:58 and the husband had passed away earlier that year. Agnes told dispatch she saw a man standing in the hallway outside her bedroom, wearing her husband Harold's brown workcoat and his church shoes. She said the man was not Harold, but he was dressed like him. She had locked herself in the kitchen with a revolver. Tessa said Agnes was whispering and refusing to put the gun down, but she was answering questions and did not sound confused. That part mattered to me. A person can be wrong about what they saw, especially at night, but there is a difference between confusion and fear.
Starting point is 00:03:33 Tessa said Agnes knew the date, knew where she was, knew her daughter's phone number, and knew exactly which room the man had been standing in. County Road 7 was one of those roads that starts out paved and normal, then turns into a narrow strip of cracked asphalt between dark fields, then finally becomes gravel for the last mile. The fuller place was the last mailbox before the road dead-ended at old timber company land.
Starting point is 00:03:59 I had been out there once before for a storm damage report. It was an older farmhouse, two stories in the main section with a lower addition built onto the back, white siding, green shutters, a sagging barn to one side, and a long driveway that curved around a stand of pine trees. It was not the kind of place a stranger would find by accident. You had to mean to go there, or you had to already know it was there.
Starting point is 00:04:25 I drove without siren and cut my headlights before I turned into the driveway. I did not want to silhouette myself in every window if someone really was inside. The rain had slowed to mist, and the place looked dead except for one yellow light glowing in the kitchen window. The porch motion light came on when I got near the front steps, and I could see the ramp someone had built for Harold when he got sick. There were flower pots lined along the railing, all full of dead stems from summer plants, and one of the pots had tipped over recently because wet dirt had spilled onto the boards.
Starting point is 00:05:01 I remember noticing that before anything else. It bothered me because it was not windy that night. I radioed that I was on scene and asked Tessa if Agnes was still on the phone. She said yes, and then told me Agnes had just said she could hear someone moving upstairs. That was not what I wanted to hear. Because from where I stood in the yard, the second floor windows were black. I could see my reflection faintly in the glass, and behind that, nothing. I went to the front door with my flashlight low and my hand on my sidearm.
Starting point is 00:05:34 I knocked and identified myself loud enough for Agnes to hear, but not so loud that I felt stupid doing it. No one answered at first. Then I heard a woman's voice from somewhere deeper in the house, thin and shaky, saying, I'm in the kitchen, don't come through that hall. The front door was closed but not locked. The storm door was latched. I had Tessa tell Agnes I was entering,
Starting point is 00:05:58 and I stepped inside into a little front sitting room that smelled like old wood, raincoats, and furniture polish. I called out again, told Agnes to keep the gun pointed away from the doorway, and moved slowly toward the kitchen. The house was quiet in the way old houses are never really quiet. The furnace clicked. A pipe tapped somewhere in the wall. The floorboard shifted under my boots.
Starting point is 00:06:22 My flashlight passed over framed photos on the wall. Herald in a VFW cap. Agnes holding a baby. A family Christmas photo from maybe the early 90s. There was nothing out of place in that front room, but the hallway passed it felt wrong immediately. The hallway ran straight back toward the kitchen with doorways on both sides. One doorway led into what looked like a downstairs bedroom.
Starting point is 00:06:46 another led into a small den. At the far end, just before the kitchen, there was a narrow staircase going up. Every interior door along that hallway was open. That might not sound strange, but it was something Agnes mentioned later. She said she closed every door before she went to bed. She had done it for decades because Harold used to tease her about heating rooms nobody was using. She closed the den door, the sewing room door, the bathroom door, the basement door, door and the door to Harold's old room. When I walked in, every one of them was standing open.
Starting point is 00:07:22 Agnes was sitting at the kitchen table in a pale blue robe, both hands wrapped around an old revolver that looked too heavy for her. She had the muzzle pointed at the floor, but her finger was inside the trigger guard. I froze in the doorway and spoke to her as calmly as I could. I told her my name, told her I was alone for the moment, and asked her to keep the gun right where it was while we talked. She stared past me into the hall, not at me. She was small, maybe five feet tall, with white hair pinned back and glasses sitting crooked on her nose. Her face looked gray. I have seen people upset, and I have seen people shaken after crashes and fights and housefires. Agnes looked like she had been pulled out of a nightmare and was waiting for it to walk into
Starting point is 00:08:11 the room behind me. I asked her where she saw him. She pointed toward the hall with the gun still in her hands and said, Outside my bedroom, he was standing there like he was waiting for me to wake up. I asked her if she knew him. She shook her head right away. No, no, I don't know his face, but he had Harold's coat on, his brown car heart, and Harold's shoes, the black ones, the ones I put in the cedar closet after the funeral.
Starting point is 00:08:42 I asked if the man said anything. She swallowed and nodded. He said, Agnes, just my name. But it wasn't Harold's voice. It was a man trying to sound quiet. I asked where the cedar closet was, and she said it was upstairs, in the room that had been Harold's before he passed, because he slept downstairs toward the end. That meant if she was right, somebody had not just walked into the house. He had gone upstairs, opened a closet, taken out clothing that belonged to her dead husband. husband, put it on, and then stood outside her bedroom in the dark. That was the first moment I felt the hair rise along the back of my neck. I did not believe in ghosts, and I did not believe
Starting point is 00:09:26 Harold had come back to scare his wife. I believe there was a man in that house, or there had been one recently, and he had done something so personal and cruel that even in a job where you see a lot of ugly behavior, it stood out. I got Agnes to set the revolver on the table and slide it toward me. She did not want to, but she did it after I promised her I would not leave her alone. I unloaded it and set it on the counter behind me. Then I backed into the hall and started clearing the downstairs. I told Agnes to stay in the kitchen and keep talking to Tessa. The downstairs bedroom was empty. The closet was full of medical equipment, folded blankets, and boxes of adult diapers left over from Harold's illness. The den was empty too, though the television remote was
Starting point is 00:10:12 on the floor, and there was a dent in the cushion of Harold's recliner, like someone had been sitting there not long before. I checked behind the curtains, under the desk, and inside the little bathroom. Nothing. The basement door was open. It was an old wooden door with a hook and eye latch on the kitchen side, the kind you could secure from upstairs to keep kids out. The hook was hanging loose. The steps down were steep and narrow. I called out twice before I went down. The basement and smelled like damp concrete and heating oil. My flashlight caught the shapes of canned goods, paint cans, an old freezer, and a workbench covered with jars full of screws. There were plenty of places a person could hide, but nobody did. I checked around the furnace, behind the freezer,
Starting point is 00:11:00 under the stairs, and along the foundation walls. There was a bulkhead door leading outside. It was closed, and from the inside it looked locked with a sliding bolt, but the bolt was not fully It was resting against the bracket instead of through it. That meant it could look locked from a distance while still being easy to open. I radioed for Morales to step it up and asked Tessa to start another unit if possible. We were a small county, and another unit at that hour could mean a state trooper coming from two towns over. I went back upstairs and found Agnes exactly where I had left her, still staring into the hallway.
Starting point is 00:11:38 I asked her about the basement bulkhead, and she said Harold. Harold used it all the time when he was alive, but she had not opened it since he died. She said the bolt was always shut because raccoons used to get in. I asked if anyone else had a key to the house. She said her daughter had one. A neighbor named Ruth had one for emergencies, and that was all. Then she paused and said Harold used to keep a spare outside in a concrete owl near the front flower bed.
Starting point is 00:12:05 But after he died, her daughter told her it was unsafe and took it away. I asked when that was. She said June, maybe July. Harold had died in April. I asked Agnes to walk me through exactly what happened. She said she had gone to bed around 9.30. She had watched the local news in the den, turned off the lights, checked the back door, checked the front door, closed the basement door,
Starting point is 00:12:29 and gone to sleep in the downstairs bedroom because she no longer liked climbing the stairs at night. Around two, she woke up because she heard the upstairs floor creek. She thought at first it was the house settling. Then she heard a closet door open above her. She knew the sound because the cedar closet upstairs had a sticky hinge, and Harold used to complain about it. She sat up and listened. A minute later, she heard footsteps on the stairs, slow and careful. She grabbed the revolver from the drawer in her nightstand, which she said Harold had kept loaded for years, and she sat there in the dark. Then her bedroom door opened. She had locked it with a little brass push-button lock, not a deadbolt or anything serious,
Starting point is 00:13:13 but she had locked it. The door opened anyway. She saw a dark shape in the hallway. Her bedroom was lit only by a nightlight plugged in near the dresser, so she could not see him clearly at first. Then he stepped forward, just far enough for her to see the brown coat, black shoes, and gray work pants. Harold's pants. Harold's coat.
Starting point is 00:13:35 Harold's shoes. She said the man's head was tilted down, so his face was in shadow, but he was taller than Harold had been and much thinner. He whispered, Agnes, and she screamed at him that she had a gun. He moved backward, not fast, and pulled the bedroom door shut between them. She fired once through the door. That was the first I had heard of a shot. I went back to the bedroom and found the hole. It was low, about waist height, through the hollow core door and into the door. the opposite wall of the hallway. There was no blood that I could see, and I had not smelled gunpowder because the house was old and damp, and the shot had happened maybe 15 or 20 minutes
Starting point is 00:14:17 earlier. The shell casing was still on the bedroom floor. Agnes said after she fired, she heard him go down the hall toward the kitchen, then she heard the basement door, then she heard nothing. She stayed in the bedroom for a minute, then got scared he was coming around from another direction, so she ran to the kitchen because it had the phone. She called 911 from the wall phone and sat at the table with the revolver until I arrived. That was when Morales pulled into the driveway. I could see his headlights sweep across the kitchen window, and I felt better for about three seconds. Then Agnes grabbed my wrist with a strength I did not expect and whispered, he's still in here. I asked why she thought that. She pointed toward the hallway again,
Starting point is 00:15:02 because that door was closed when you went downstairs. I turned and looked. The den door, the one I had cleared and left open, was now closed. I have had people ask me why that moment scared me so much. It was a closed door, that was all. But inside a house you have already searched, while standing next to an elderly woman who has just told you a man dressed in her dead husband's clothes came out of the dark.
Starting point is 00:15:27 A closed door is not just a closed door. It means either you missed someone, or something. someone moved in behind you while you were focused somewhere else. It means the house is bigger than you think. It means you are already behind. I told Agnes to get down beside the refrigerator, away from the hallway. I drew my sidearm and radioed Morales to come to the front, not the back. I did not want him walking into the kitchen doorway if someone was watching from the den. He came in a moment later with his flashlight and shotgun, and I pointed at the den door without saying much. He understood. We moved down the hallway together.
Starting point is 00:16:05 I announced ourselves and ordered anyone inside the den to come out with hands visible. No answer. I opened the door from the side while Morales covered it. The room was empty. But the television remote that had been on the floor was now on the arm of Harold's recliner. Morales saw it too because he looked at me, then looked back at the chair, and his face changed. We cleared that room again, slower this time. behind the curtains, behind the recliner, under the desk, closet, nothing.
Starting point is 00:16:37 The windows were locked from the inside. There was no exterior door. If someone had been in that room, he did not leave through a normal exit. Morales asked quietly if I was sure the remote had been on the floor. I told him yes. He did not question me again. We decided to move Agnes out of the house and into my patrol unit until we had more help. That sounds simple, but getting an 81-year-old woman in slippers and a robe out of a house she believes contains a man wearing her husband's clothing is not quick. She kept saying she needed her medication, then her glasses, then her house coat, then she would freeze outside. I finally wrapped one of the kitchen blankets around her shoulders and guided her through the front sitting room while Morales watched the hallway.
Starting point is 00:17:23 The whole time, Agnes kept looking up at the ceiling. Right before we reached the front door, she stopped hard enough that I nearly bumped into her. She whispered, he opened Harold's room again. Above us, from the second floor, came the sound of a closet door creaking. Morales and I both heard it. It was not a pipe. It was not wind. It was a long, slow hinge sound from upstairs, followed by one heavy step.
Starting point is 00:17:48 Then nothing. I moved Agnes the rest of the way out fast. I put her in my patrol unit, turned the heat on, lock the doors, and told Tessa to stay on the phone with her. By then, a state trooper named Kincaid had started our way, and our sergeant was coming from his house. It would still take time. Rural policing is not like television. When you are out in the county at 2 in the morning, help is coming, but it is not coming through the door in 30 seconds. Morales and I re-entered the house.
Starting point is 00:18:19 We cleared the downstairs again, then went to the staircase. The stairs were narrow enough that we had to go single file. Morales stayed behind me, covering over my shoulder as best he could. I remember the smell on those stairs. It was old cedar, dust, and something else I could not place right away, not wrought exactly, more like dirty laundry left wet. At the top, the hallway ran left and right. There were three bedrooms and a bathroom. All the doors were open. Every room was dark. Harold's room was on the right. Agnes had called it Harold's room because his clothes and personal things were still there, but it looked like a storage room now. There were cardboard boxes, a hospital bed frame folded against
Starting point is 00:19:03 the wall, stacks of old newspapers, and a cedar closet with the door standing open. Inside that closet, hangers were moving slightly, not swinging hard, just barely shifting like someone had touched them moments earlier. I stepped in and saw empty spaces among the clothes. A brown Carhart coat was gone. A pair of gray workpants was gone. A hanger that probably held a white dress shirt lay on the floor. The black shoes were gone from the shoe rack. Agnes had been right about all of it. In the middle of the room, on top of a cardboard box, sat a framed photograph of Harold and Agnes on what looked like their 50th anniversary. The glass had been cracked. It had not been cracked when Agnes last saw it, according to her later statement. The photo had been placed face down, then picked back up and set upright again, because there was a clean rectangular shape in the dust where it had been lying. That detail has stayed with me because it felt mean in a way that stealing would not have. Whoever was in that house was not just looking for money. He wanted Agnes to know he had touched the parts of her life that still hurt.
Starting point is 00:20:15 We cleared the upstairs and found no one. The windows were locked. the closets were empty except for clothing and storage. The bathroom had dust on the sill and no sign anyone had gone out. That should have made us feel better. It did not. The more empty rooms we found, the worse it got, because we had heard movement. We knew we had heard it.
Starting point is 00:20:37 Agnes had heard it from outside in the car at the same time we did, because she told Tessa over the phone. They're upstairs now, and he's in Harold's closet again. That was recorded. one had to take her word for it. The state trooper arrived around then, and Sergeant Bell pulled in not long after. Bell was old school, calm, not easily impressed by strange claims. He listened to the summary, looked at the house, and said what we were all thinking. There's an access point we haven't found. That shifted the whole thing from a normal prowler search to a slow examination of
Starting point is 00:21:14 the structure. We stopped moving room to room like we were clearing a current threat and started looking for places a person could move through without being seen. Old houses are full of them. Crawl spaces, knee walls, laundry chutes, attics behind closets, root cellars, additions built onto additions by people who never pulled permits and did not leave drawings behind. We found the first clue in the pantry off the kitchen. It was a narrow room with shelves on both sides, full of canned peaches, green beans, flour, old coffee tins, and paper towels. At the back of the pantry was a tall cabinet that looked built in. Morales noticed scrape marks on the floor in front of it. The marks were fresh because the wood underneath was lighter. He pulled on the cabinet and the whole thing shifted
Starting point is 00:22:06 forward an inch. It was not built in. It was just heavy and fitted so tightly it looked permanent. behind it was a small square door in the wall, about three feet high, painted the same color as the plaster. The latch had been filed down or worn down so it could be opened from either side. Bell looked at me and said, well, there it is. The little door opened into a dark void that smelled exactly like what I had smelled on the stairs, only stronger, damp clothes, dirt, old wood, and human sweat. We did not crawl in. We called out, got to, got to, no answer, and held our lights inside. It was a low passage running behind the pantry and along the back of the house. It was not a proper room. It was more like an unfinished crawl space created when
Starting point is 00:22:54 the back edition was built against the original farmhouse. There were pipes, insulation, wiring, and old brick supports. The dirt below was covered in plastic sheeting in some areas and bear in others. On the ground, just inside the door, was a crushed water bottle. Past the that a blanket, past that a pair of muddy gloves. That was when everyone got quiet. Bell called for a K-9 from the next county and told dispatch to notify the on-call detective. While we waited, we secured the obvious exits and kept Agnes in the patrol car. Her daughter, Melissa, had been called and was on the way, but she lived 45 minutes out. Agnes would not let us take her to the station until Melissa arrived. She kept asking if we had found him, not
Starting point is 00:23:42 Not someone, not the man, him. She never said Harold, but I knew that was what she meant. She had spent months learning to live in that house without her husband, and now some stranger had used his belongings to make that grief feel alive again. The K-9 handler arrived a little after three. His dog alerted hard at the pantry access, then again near the basement bulkhead, then again in the upstairs hallway outside Harold's room. That confirmed what we had started to understand.
Starting point is 00:24:11 The hidden space did not just run behind the pantry. It connected to the basement area and somehow to the upstairs wall or closet. The house had a route through it that Agnes never used and maybe never knew existed. Harold might have known. A worker might have known. Someone had found it and had been using it. We waited for the detective, but before he arrived the man made his move. It started with a sound from inside the wall behind the kitchen, not a creek, not a bump.
Starting point is 00:24:40 It was breathing. I know how that sounds, and I know it is easy to make more of a memory after the fact, but I am telling you, four of us heard it. The dog heard it too and started barking at the pantry. Bell yelled for the person inside to come out, no response. Then from above us, somewhere in the ceiling or upstairs wall, a man whispered, Agnes, it was not loud, it was not dramatic. It was just a rough male whisper, drawn out enough that it made my stomach tighten.
Starting point is 00:25:09 Agnes heard it from my patrol unit because she started screaming. I could hear her through the closed car door. The K-9 handler moved toward the pantry access, and Bell ordered him to hold. The hidden passage was too tight for us to enter safely without knowing where it led. Then the ceiling above the back hallway thumped once, hard, and dust fell from the light fixture. Someone was moving fast inside the structure. Morales and I went upstairs. Kincaid stayed downstairs with Bell. The canine stayed at the pantry. At the top of the stairs,
Starting point is 00:25:45 we heard something moving behind the wall of Harold's room. It was close enough that I could hear fabric dragging. I pointed my flashlight at the cedar closet. The back panel of the closet, which had looked solid before, was open about four inches. I ordered him to come out. Nothing happened. I ordered him again, louder. The panel opened another inch by itself, Then a hand came through. It was dirty, thin, and gray-looking in the flashlight beam. The fingernails were long and black underneath. The hand gripped the inside edge of the closet panel,
Starting point is 00:26:20 and for a second, it just stayed there. I told him to show both hands and come out slowly. Instead, the panel flew open, and a man lunged out of the closet into the room. He was wearing Harold's brown coat. He had on gray pants that were too short for him, black dress shoes without socks, and a white shirt buttoned wrong. He was not old. He was maybe in his forties, tall, underweight, with a beard grown in patches, and hair stuck flat to his forehead from sweat.
Starting point is 00:26:53 His face was dirty, and his eyes were wide in a way I still do not like remembering. In his right hand he had a long screwdriver wrapped with tape around the handle. I had my weapon on him and was yelling commands, but he did not stop. He came out low and fast, not at me exactly, but toward the door, trying to get past us into the upstairs hallway. Morales hit him with the taser before he made it three steps. The probes caught in the coat and the side of his neck, and he locked up and went down hard on the floorboards. The screwdriver skittered under the hospital bedframe. I got on his back while Morales kept him covered. The man was stronger than he looked, and fought even with the taser still cycling. He kicked, twisted, and kept trying to crawl toward the closet opening. He did not say,
Starting point is 00:27:42 I give up. He did not ask what we were doing. He kept saying, I live here, I live here, I live here. We got him cuffed, but it took all of us once Bell and Kincaid made it upstairs. When we rolled him over, he smiled at me. That sounds like a detail someone would add to make a story scarier, but he did. It was not a big grin. It was a small, tired smile, like he knew something funny that we did not. Then he looked toward the bedroom door and said, She shouldn't have called. I have arrested people for ugly things. I have seen people covered in blood, people high out of their minds, people crying, people laughing, people trying to act tough. This man was different. He seemed offended, not scared, not angry in the normal way, offended.
Starting point is 00:28:31 He looked around Harold's room while we searched him and acted like we had interrupted him in a place he had some right to be. In his coat pockets, which were really Harold's coat pockets, we found a small flashlight, two house keys, a roll of cash held with a rubber band, a cheap prepaid phone, and Agnes's wedding ring. She had taken it off at night because her knuckles hurt, and she kept it in a little dish beside her bed.
Starting point is 00:28:57 The dish was still there. The ring was in his pocket. his name was Daniel Meeks. None of us recognized him at first, but the detective did once he arrived. Meeks had a record for burglary, trespassing, and theft, mostly from barns, hunting cabins, and seasonal homes. He had been hired by a local handyman crew after he got out of jail. That crew had done small jobs at Agnes' house after Harold died.
Starting point is 00:29:24 They repaired the wheelchair ramp, hauled off medical equipment, and replaced a rotted board by the back steps. Melissa, Agnes' daughter, had arranged it. Meeks was one of the men who came out. He had been in the house. He had seen the layout. He had seen Agnes alone. He had seen where she kept her purse, her medications, and her checkbook.
Starting point is 00:29:48 Most important, he had seen the concrete owl by the front flower bed, because Harold had not used it for decoration. The spare key had still been there during one of those repair visits. Later, after he was in custody and the house had been processed, we learned how long it had been going on. Meeks had copied the spare key before Melissa removed it. At first, he came into the house when Agnes was at church, or grocery shopping. He stole small things, cash mostly, food, medication, jewelry, Agnes had not worn in years. Then he found the pantry access.
Starting point is 00:30:25 Harold had apparently used that space for plumbing repairs. There was a route from the pantry crawl space down into the basement and up through the back of the cedar closet in Harold's room. It was miserable and tight, but a thin man could move through it. Meeks started spending time there. Then he started staying overnight. I know that sounds impossible. I would have thought so too before that case. But Agnes was elderly, hard of hearing in one ear, and living in a big old house with rooms she rarely entered. Meeks had made a nest in the crawl space, behind the pantry with blankets, bottles, snack wrappers, a bucket, and a battery-powered light. He had stolen one of Harold's old radios and kept it wrapped in a towel so he could listen quietly.
Starting point is 00:31:11 He had cut peep holes through old knot holes and gaps in the wood. One looked into the kitchen near the stove. One looked into the downstairs bedroom. One looked into the hallway. He could watch Agnes move around without being seen. He had been there while she made coffee. He had there while she talked on the phone to her daughter. He had been there while she watched television. He had been there while she slept. That was the part Melissa had the hardest time hearing. She kept saying, My mom said she felt watched. She had told Melissa for weeks that she felt like someone had been in the house. Melissa had assumed reasonably that grief and age and living alone were making her anxious. Agnes said doors were open when she knew she closed them. Melissa told her
Starting point is 00:31:58 old latches slip. Agnes said food was missing. Melissa told her she probably forgot eating it. Agnes said Harold's recliner smelled like body odor. Melissa told her maybe the old fabric needed cleaning. Meeks had counted on that. He picked a victim whose own family might explain things away before calling us. The night of the call, he had gone too far. That is what we think happened, and it matched the evidence and his later statements. He had been drinking. We found small liquor bottles in the crawl space. He had gone upstairs through the closet access and started going through Harold's things. At some point he put the clothes on.
Starting point is 00:32:38 Maybe he was cold. Maybe he thought it was funny. Maybe he wanted Agnes to think she was losing her mind. I do not know. But he went downstairs and opened her bedroom door while dressed that way. The little push-button lock was easy to open with a thin tool, and he had done it before. He expected her to be asleep.
Starting point is 00:32:58 or he expected her to freeze if she woke up. He did not expect her to fire a revolver through the door. The bullet did not hit him, but it scared him enough that he retreated into the basement route and hid. When I searched the house the first time, he was behind the pantry wall or moving through the space between the basement and the closet. When Morales and I saw the den door closed
Starting point is 00:33:21 and the remote moved, that was Meeks testing us. He had slipped into the den through a wall panel hidden behind an old bookcase. We had not found it because the bookcase was loaded with photo albums and looked like it weighed 500 pounds. He had watched me search the den from inside the wall the first time. I had stood within two feet of him and had no idea. When we finally searched every hidden space in the house,
Starting point is 00:33:49 we found signs of him everywhere, food wrappers, a stolen prescription bottle, a pair of women's earrings wrapped in tissue. A notebook with Agnes' routine written in short lines. Church 9. Daughter Call 6. Mail 1130. Bed 9.
Starting point is 00:34:07 It made me sick to read that. He had turned her life into a schedule he could use. In the crawl space above the kitchen, we found one of Harold's old ball caps, a pair of Agnes's gloves, and several photographs taken down from frames. He had not just burglarized the house. He had inserted himself into it.
Starting point is 00:34:26 The cleanest part of the resolution, was that he was caught inside the house with Agnes' property on him, and clear evidence tying him to the hidden spaces. There was no mystery for a defense attorney to dress up later. He had the keys, he had the ring. His fingerprints were on bottles and wrappers inside the crawl space. His DNA was on the blanket and the clothing. His prepaid phone showed searches for Agnes' address, and worse, searches for other older residents in the area whose names appeared in public obituary. detectives later connected him to at least two other burglary cases involving widows who had reported strange things before items went missing. One woman had told her son she heard someone breathing
Starting point is 00:35:10 behind her laundry room wall. Her son thought the dryer vent was loose. After the Fuller case, they checked her house again and found pry marks near an attic hatch. Meeks ended up pleading guilty to a list of charges that included burglary, stalking, theft from an elderly person and assault on law enforcement because of the fight during the arrest. There were more charges from the other cases. He got enough time that Agnes did not have to worry about him coming back. That mattered to her. It mattered to all of us. Agnes never spent another night in that house. Melissa took her home that morning and the family sold the property the next year after disclosing everything and sealing off the old access spaces. I saw Agnes one more time at the
Starting point is 00:35:57 courthouse. She was dressed nicely, wearing a gray sweater in her wedding ring, which had been returned to her after evidence processing. She thanked me and Morales, but she did not say much about the night itself. When the prosecutor asked her if she wanted to make a statement, she stood up with Melissa beside her and said she wanted the judge to understand that Meeks had not just stolen objects from her. He had stolen the feeling that her home belonged to her. Then she sat back down. That was all she needed to say. I have thought about that sentence for years because she was right. People talk about home invasion like it starts when someone kicks in a door. This was worse in some ways because he had invaded the house slowly, quietly, a little at a time, until Agnes was
Starting point is 00:36:44 living with him without knowing it. He knew what chair she used. He knew where she kept her medication. He knew what time she went to bed. He knew which boards creaked and which doors stuck. He knew enough about Harold to wear his clothes and say her name in the hallway. He turned her dead husband's coat into a weapon. The thing that still bothers me most is not the closet door opening or the hand coming through the panel, though I remember both clearly. It is the first search of the den. I can still picture myself standing there, flashlight moving across the curtains, the desk, the recliner, the floor. I can still see the remote by my boot. I can still see Harold's chair, and now I know Daniel Meeks was behind that wall, silent, close enough to hear me breathing,
Starting point is 00:37:33 waiting for me to leave the room so he could put the remote back on the arm of the chair and close the door behind me. That was the lesson I took from the house at the end of County Road 7. Sometimes the call that sounds impossible is not impossible at all. Sometimes the elderly woman whispering to dispatch is telling you exactly what happened. Sometimes the dead husband is not a ghost and that is worse. My name does not matter for the purposes of this story. What matters is that I spent 26 years as a detective in a small county sheriff's department in the Pacific Northwest,
Starting point is 00:38:15 and that the case I am about to describe is the only one in my career that I solved without being able to put anyone in handcuffs. The man responsible was beyond the reach of any court by the time I figured out what had happened. But I did figure it out, and I am writing this down now because I retire, last spring, and my wife thinks I should let it go, and I have tried, and I cannot. Putting it on paper
Starting point is 00:38:40 is the closest thing I have to letting it go. I am going to change the names of the towns and the forest, and the people involved. Anyone who lived through this in real life will recognize what I am talking about, and I am sorry to those families if reading this opens an old wound. I have tried to be respectful, but the truth of what happened in that forest deserves to be on a record somewhere. and the official record has it wrong, and I am the only person left alive who knows the whole of it. I will call the town Holland Creek. I will call the forest, the Merrick National Forest. The events I am describing took place over the course of about 18 months, beginning in the spring of 2012 and ending in the fall of 2013. I was 44 years old when it started. I had been a
Starting point is 00:39:29 detective for 11 years. The case came to me the way most cold cases. cases come to a detective in a small department. The previous detective retired and his caseload got divided up among the rest of us, and I drew the short straw on a stack of files going back to the 1960s. Most of them were nothing. Bar fights with no witnesses, a handful of unsolved burglaries, two suspicious deaths that had been ruled accidents but that nobody had ever quite been satisfied with. And one missing person's case from 1994 involving a hiker named Thomas Meriden, who had walked into the Merrick National Forest one morning in August, and never walked out. I read the Meriden file on a Tuesday afternoon in April. I remember it was a Tuesday because I had
Starting point is 00:40:17 just come back from lunch, and I was thinking about how I had eaten too much and how I needed to get back to walking in the mornings. The file was thin, 28 pages. The original, Detective had done a competent job. Meriden had been 31 years old. He had been an experienced backpacker. He had filed his trip plan with the Ranger Station, which was something most people did not bother to do, and he had stuck to it until somewhere around the third day
Starting point is 00:40:47 when he had not checked in at the planned waypoint, and a search had been initiated. The search had run for two weeks, volunteers from four counties, helicopters, dogs, Nothing had ever been found, not a backpack, not a piece of clothing, not a single boot print off the trail. Meriden had simply been gone. It was a sad case, but it was not, on its face, a strange one. People disappear in the woods. That part of the country has six million acres of forest, and a person who steps off a trail in the wrong place can be gone in 20 minutes and never seen again. I made a note in the file to follow up with the
Starting point is 00:41:27 family if they were still around, and I moved on. What stopped me was the next file in the stack. The next file was from 1987, a hiker named Gloria Vance, age 26, who had walked into the Merrick National Forest one morning in August and had never walked out. The search had run for two weeks, volunteers from four counties, helicopters, dogs, nothing had ever been found. I sat at my desk for a long time looking at those two files side by side. Then I got up and I went to the records room and I started pulling files. What I found over the course of the next three days was this. In August of 1948, a hiker named Charles Pell, age 33, had walked into what was then called the Merrick Wilderness and had never walked out. In August of 1955, a hiker named Ruth Hallorin,
Starting point is 00:42:21 age 28, had walked into the Merrick National Forest and had never walked out. In August of 1962, a hiker named Daniel Voss, age 30, had walked into the Merrick National Forest and had never walked out. In August of 1969, in August of 1976, in August of 1983, every seven years, always in August, always one hiker, always experienced, always alone, always the same forest, always nothing found. 1990, 1997, 2004, 2011, 11 hikers, going back 64 years, 11 open files, 11 families that had never gotten an answer, and the next one, if the pattern held, was going to walk into that forest in August of 2018. I want to stop here and explain something about how a small town detective thinks.
Starting point is 00:43:18 when you have 11 cases spread across 64 years, and they happen to 10 different detectives over the course of a dozen administrations and three changes of department leadership, no single person ever sees the pattern. The detective who handled the 1976 case had been retired for 12 years by the time the 1983 case came in. The detective who handled the 1990 case died in 2001. None of the files cross-referenced each other.
Starting point is 00:43:47 none of them noted the seven-year interval. They were 11 separate cases, each won a tragedy on its own, and the only reason I saw the pattern was because I happened to inherit all of them at once, and I happened to read them in chronological order, and I happened to be the kind of person who notices when something happens twice on the same date. I went to my sheriff with what I had found.
Starting point is 00:44:11 I will call him sheriff daily. He was a good man. He had been the sheriff for 19 years. He listened to me, lay it out, and then he sat back in his chair and rubbed his face and said, Well, that is something. He told me to work it. He told me to take whatever time I needed, and to put together a real case file. He told me to be careful about who I talked to, because the families of these 11 people had been through enough, and he did not want any of them getting their hopes up that we had finally figured out what had happened to their loved one
Starting point is 00:44:43 until we actually had figured it out. I agreed. I worked the case for the next 10 months on the side, in between my regular caseload. I went back through every one of the 11 files, page by page. I cross-referenced everything. I built a spreadsheet. I plotted the locations of the last known waypoints on a topographic map. I read the reports from the search and rescue teams. I read the interviews with the families. I read the trip plans the hikers had filed with the Rangers, going back 64 years. The trip plans were the thing that broke it open. Six of the eleven hikers had filed formal trip plans with the Ranger Station. Five of them had not, either because the system did not exist yet at the time of their disappearance, or because they
Starting point is 00:45:30 had not bothered. Of the six trip plans I had, four of them included a planned overnight at the same location. A backcountry campsite called Halvers Meadow. Halver's Meadow is not on any current map. It was a designated campsite from 1946 until 1974 when it was decommissioned and removed from the official trail system. The campsite still exists physically. It is a small clearing about nine miles into the backcountry, on the north fork of a creek whose name I will not give. After it was decommissioned, the trail leading to it was allowed to grow over, but old maps and old hikers still knew about it, and people still went there. Four of the six hikers with trip plans had planned to spend a night at Halvers Meadow. The other two had not listed it specifically, but their
Starting point is 00:46:20 planned routes would have taken them within a mile of it. The five hikers without trip plans, I could not place, but I knew, from the family interviews, that at least two of them had been heading into the same general drainage. So I had a location, or close to one. The next thing I did was the thing that almost ended my career. I went to the Ranger Station. The Merrick Ranger Station has been staffed continuously since 1938. There are usually three or four full-time rangers assigned to it, plus seasonal staff in the summer months. The head ranger when I started looking into this was a man I will call Ranger Holloway. He was 67 years old. He had been a ranger in that forest for 41 years. He had personally been involved in three of the 11 search and rescue
Starting point is 00:47:05 operations. He had known several of the hikers personally because they had checked in with him before going into the backcountry, and he had been the last person to see some of them alive. I went out to the Ranger Station on a Wednesday in February of 2013. I brought my files. I sat down with Ranger Holloway in his office, and I laid it out for him. The seven-year interval, the August timing, Halvers Meadow, the 11 names. He listened to me without saying a word. He had a coffee cup in his hands, and he did not drink from it the entire time I was talking. When I was done, he set the coffee cup down, and he looked out the window at the parking lot for a long time. Then he said, Detective, I am going to have to ask you to leave. I asked him what he meant.
Starting point is 00:47:52 He said he meant exactly what he had said. He said he was not going to discuss this with me, and he was not going to answer any questions, and he was going to ask me to leave the Ranger Station and not to come back without a warrant. He said it calmly, and he said it without looking at me, and his hands were shaking when he said it. I left. I drove back to town, and I sat in my car in the parking lot of the sheriff's department for a long time, and I thought about what had just happened. A 67-year-old federal employee with 41 years on the job had just thrown me out of his office
Starting point is 00:48:27 for asking him about a series of disappearances in his forest. He had not denied that the disappearances had happened. He had not told me I was wrong about the pattern. He had simply refused to talk about it, and he had been afraid. I went back into the office, and I started making phone calls. There were six other rangers who had worked the Merrick Station at various points during the relevant decades. Three were dead. Of the three still alive, the youngest was 71, and the oldest was 84.
Starting point is 00:48:58 I called all three of them over the course of that week. The first one hung up on me as soon as I said the words, Halver's Meadow. The second one told me he did not remember anything about the disappearances and asked me not to call again. The third one, the 84-year-old, listened to me for almost 20 minutes without saying anything, and then he said, Son, you need to drop this. I am telling you that as a kindness. Drop it and go home and forget about it.
Starting point is 00:49:26 Then he hung up. I want to make something clear. I have been a detective for a long time. People do not act this way unless they are afraid of something. Three federal employees, all retired, all in their 70s and 80s, all reacting the same way to the same question. That is not coincidence. That is fear. And fear that has been kept for that long by that many people is fear of something specific.
Starting point is 00:49:53 I went back to Sheriff Daly, and I told him what had happened. He listened, and then he told me he wanted me to ease up. He said the Rangers were not suspects. He said pushing them was not going to get us anywhere. He told me to focus on the physical evidence and on the disappearances themselves. I agreed. I did not ease up. Two nights later at two in the morning, my doorbell rang. I lived alone at the time. My wife and I had been separated for about a year. We were working things out. She came back to me later that summer, and we have been together ever since. but at this particular point I was living by myself in a small house on the edge of town.
Starting point is 00:50:33 I kept a pistol in the nightstand. I got up and I got the pistol and I went to the front door and I looked through the peephole. Ranger Holloway was standing on my porch. He was in plain clothes. He was alone. He looked like he had not slept. I opened the door with the pistol behind my back and he saw it and he said, Detective, I do not have a weapon. May I come in, please, I let him in. I put the pistol on the kitchen counter, but I kept it close. He sat down at my kitchen table. I made him a cup of coffee. He held the cup in both hands and he did not drink from it. He said, I am going to tell you what I know. I am going to tell you because if I do not, I think you are going to get yourself killed, and I am not going to have that on me. After I tell
Starting point is 00:51:23 you, I am going to ask you to never speak to me again, and I am going to ask you to never put my name in any report, and I am going to ask you to handle this in whatever way you can handle it. That does not involve me. Do we have an understanding? I told him we did. This is what he told me. In the summer of 1945, a man named Aldous Renner came to work at the Merrick Ranger Station as a seasonal hire. He was 23 years old. He was a veteran. He had served in the Pacific. during the war, and he had come home with what at the time was called combat fatigue, and what we would now call something else. He was quiet, he was competent, he kept to himself, he was hired on full-time the following spring, and he worked at the station for the next 38 years
Starting point is 00:52:11 until he retired in 1983. Renner was, by every account, a model ranger. He knew the forest better than anyone. He led search and rescue operations. He trained new staff. He was respected by his colleagues and by the hiking community. He never married. He lived in a small cabin he had built himself on a piece of inholding land inside the forest, about four miles from Halver's Meadow. In 1973, a young ranger named Peter Wexley was assigned to the Merrick Station. Wexley was 24 years old, fresh out of forestry school, and full of energy. He took to renter, who was by then in his early 50s, and Renner took him under his wing. They became friends.
Starting point is 00:52:56 Wexley spent a lot of time at Renner's cabin during his first two summers on the job. In August of 1974, the second weekend of the month, Wexley went out to Renner's cabin on a Friday evening to have dinner with him. He had done this many times before. When he arrived, Renner's truck was there, but Renner was not at the cabin. The door was unlocked. Wexley went inside to wait for him. In Renner's bedroom, in a footlocker at the end of the bed, Wexley found things that he should not have found. He found driver's licenses. He found wedding rings.
Starting point is 00:53:31 He found a woman's wristwatch. He found a small leather notebook in which Renner had recorded in careful handwriting, 11 names and dates, going back to 1948, with the most recent entry being from 1969. Five years before, there was a blank line below the 1969 entry with a date written next to it. The date was for the following weekend. Wexley closed the footlocker. He left the cabin. He drove back to the Ranger Station and he sat in his truck in the parking lot for two hours. Then he went inside and he told the head ranger, a man named Buchanan, what he had found. Buchanan was 61 years old. he had worked with Renner for 28 years. He listened to what Wexley told him, and then he told Wexley to go home and to come see him in his office at six the next morning, and to tell no one
Starting point is 00:54:22 else what he had found. When Wexley arrived at the ranger station the next morning, Buchanan was there with two other senior rangers and the regional supervisor. They sat Wexley down, and they talked to him for four hours. They told him that they had suspected Renner for many years. They told him that they had suspected Renner for many years. They told him that there had never been any evidence. They told him that the bodies were almost certainly somewhere in the backcountry around Halver's Meadow, but that the area was too vast to ever search, and that without a confession or a body, no prosecution was possible. They told him that they had a plan. The plan, which Holloway told me about with his hands shaking around that coffee cup at two in the morning in my kitchen,
Starting point is 00:55:03 was this. They were going to confront Renner. They were going to tell him that they knew. They were going to tell him that he was going to retire immediately, and that he was going to leave the area, and that he was never going to come back. If he did not agree, they would turn the contents of the footlocker over to the FBI. If he did agree, they would say nothing, and the families of the 11 victims would never know what had happened to their loved ones,
Starting point is 00:55:30 but at least there would be no 12th victim. It was a coward's bargain. Holloway said this himself when he told me about it. He said the men who made that decision in 1974 had spent the rest of their lives knowing they had made it, and that he had spent the rest of his life knowing he had inherited it. Renner, when confronted, agreed. He retired immediately. He sold his cabin.
Starting point is 00:55:57 He moved to a small town in Arizona. He lived there for the next nine years. In 1983, Renner came back. He came back in August. He came back without telling anyone. The first the Rangers knew of it was when a hiker named Daniel Voss disappeared from the area near Halvers Meadow in the second week of the month. Buchanan, who was by then retired, but still living in town, drove out to Renner's old cabin, which had been bought by a family from California, who used it as a vacation home. The family was not there. Renner was. He had broken in. He was. He was broken in. He was. He was, he was. He was
Starting point is 00:56:34 was sitting on the porch drinking coffee, watching the sun rise over the meadow below the cabin. Buchanan sat down next to him. They did not speak for a long time. Then Renner said, I tried, Buck. I tried for nine years. I cannot stop. Buchanan asked him what he wanted. Renner said he wanted to die in the forest. He said he wanted to walk into the backcountry one more time, and he wanted to not come back. He said if Buchanan would let him do that, he would write down the names and the locations of all 12 victims, including the one from that month. And he would leave the paper in the cabin, and Buchanan could do with it whatever Buchanan thought was right. Buchanan thought about it for a long time, then he agreed. Renner went into the cabin and he
Starting point is 00:57:22 wrote down the names and the locations on a piece of yellow legal paper. He folded it, and he put it on the kitchen table. He took a small canvas pack that he had brought with him, and he walked out the back door of the cabin, and he walked into the forest. Buchanan watched him go. Buchanan went into the cabin. He read the paper. Then he took it to the wood stove in the corner of the cabin's main room, and he lit it, and he watched it burn until there was nothing left of it but ash. Then he drove home. Holloway told me that Buchanan had told him this story in 1996, when Buchanan was 83 years old and dying of pancreatic cancer, Buchanan had told it to him because he wanted someone to know,
Starting point is 00:58:04 and because Holloway had by then become the head ranger, and because Buchanan had wanted to warn him. Buchanan had told Holloway that he believed Renner had died in the forest in 1983. He had no proof, but he believed it. He had felt that Renner was the kind of man who, having made that bargain, would honor it. And then, in August of 9th,000, 1990, seven years after Renner had walked into the forest, Gloria Vance had not yet disappeared. That came in 1987, but in 1990, the next one in the cycle had disappeared, and Buchanan had been
Starting point is 00:58:40 forced to confront the possibility that Renner had not died, and that Renner had been living in the backcountry the whole time, and that the seven-year cycle was continuing. Buchanan had died in 1996 without knowing for sure. Holloway had inherited the secret. Holloway had carried it for the next 16 years. He had watched the disappearances continue. 1997, 2004, 2011, he had told no one. He had told himself that there was nothing he could do,
Starting point is 00:59:13 that Renner, if he was still alive, would be 90 years old now, and could not possibly still be active, that the disappearances must have some other explanation. He had told himself many things. When I had walked into his office with my files, he had known that all of his stories had run out. He told me he was telling me because he wanted me to find Renner. He said he believed Renner was still alive.
Starting point is 00:59:38 He said he believed Renner was living somewhere in the back country around Halver's Meadow, in some shelter he had built, surviving off the land, coming out once every seven years to do what he did. He said he had no proof. He said it was the only explanation that fit. He gave me the location of Renner's old cabin. He gave me the names of the two senior rangers who had been part of the original confrontation in 1974.
Starting point is 01:00:05 Both of them were dead. He gave me a photograph of Renner from 1981. A thin, gray-haired man, unsmiling, standing in front of the ranger station, hard eyes, quiet face. Then Holloway stood up and he left my house, and he drove away. He retired three months later. He moved to Florida. I have not spoken to him since.
Starting point is 01:00:29 I want to tell you what I did with this information. I want to tell you, because it is the part of the story that I am proud of and the part that I am ashamed of in equal measure. I went to Sheriff Daly. I told him everything. I gave him Holloway's name, even though I had promised not to.
Starting point is 01:00:46 I told him I needed resources. I needed search and rescue. I needed dogs. I needed a helicopter. I needed 30 people for a week. Sheriff Daly listened. Then he told me that what I had was a story told to me by an old man in the middle of the night, with no physical evidence and no living corroborating witnesses. He told me that Renner, if he was alive, would be 91 years old,
Starting point is 01:01:11 and that the idea of a 91-year-old man living in the backcountry and abducting hikers was not something he could take to the county commissioners to ask for funding. He told me that he believed me, personally, but that he could not do what I was asking him to do. He told me he could give me three days, two deputies, and a search and rescue volunteer. He told me to use them well. I used them well. We went into the forest on a Monday morning in May of 2013. I had Holloway's directions to renter's old cabin, and I had topographic maps of the surrounding drainage, and I had a working theory about where, in those drainage, a man who wanted to disappear might build a shelter. The theory was based on water sources, sun exposure,
Starting point is 01:01:55 and access to game trails. I had spent three weeks studying the maps before we went in. We found the shelter on the second day. It was about two and a half miles north of Halver's Meadow, in a side drainage that did not appear on any current trail map. It was built into the side of a hill, dug back into the earth, with a low stone wall in front of it, and a roof of cedar's shakes covered over with sod. From 30 feet away, it was invisible. From 10 feet away, it looked like a rock outcropping. We only found it because the search and rescue volunteer, a man named Pete who had grown up hunting in those woods, noticed that the game trail we had been following went around a particular spot in a way that did not make sense. Renner was inside. He was dead. He had been dead
Starting point is 01:02:44 for some time. The coroner later estimated he had been dead for between six and ten months, which would have placed his death in the late summer or fall of 2012. He was 90 years old when he died. He had died in his sleep, on a low cot in the back of the shelter. His body was mummified by the cold and the dry air. His face was peaceful. The shelter was about 12 feet by 15 feet. It had a small wood stove, a pile of split wood, a shelf of canned goods that he might be made. He was a small wood. must have packed in over many years. A kerosene lantern, a water filter, and a row of trapping and fishing equipment hung on the wall. It was the home of a man who had known how to live in the woods, and who had lived in them for a long time. Against the back wall of the shelter,
Starting point is 01:03:31 on a shelf above the cot, there were 11 small wooden boxes. They were each about the size of a cigar box. Each one had a name carved into the lid. Each one contained a single object, a driver's license, a wedding ring, a wristwatch, a hair clip, a pair of glasses, 11 boxes for 11 people. There was a 12th box on the shelf, empty, unmarked, waiting. There was also a leather-bound journal on a small table next to the cot. The journal contained in renter's handwriting, the names of the 11 people, the dates of their disappearances, and the locations of their bodies. The locations were given as compass bearings and distances from a series of landmarks Renner had named himself.
Starting point is 01:04:16 Things like the Broken Pine, the Bend in the Creek where the rocks are red, and the high meadow above the rock slide. It took us another four months to recover the bodies. We brought in the FBI. We brought in cadaver dogs. We brought in archaeologists because some of the burials were 60 years old. We found all 11 of them, every single one. brought them home. Charles Pell, Ruth Halloran, Daniel Voss, Margaret Eames, Stephen Cordell, Henry Whitfield, Thomas Meriden, Gloria Vance, Walter Klein, Diana Roybal, Frank Estes,
Starting point is 01:04:53 11 names, 11 families, 11 funerals, 64 years too late. The case was closed. Officially, it was closed quietly. The official narrative, the one given to the press and the one in the public record, is that the bodies of 11 missing hikers were found in the backcountry of the Merrick National Forest as the result of an investigation by my department, and that the perpetrator was a former Forest Service employee named Aldous Renner, who had died of natural causes some months before his crimes were discovered. The official narrative does not mention Halvers Meadow. It does not mention the seven-year cycle. It does not mention Buchanan or the bargain in 1974. It does not mention Holloway. It does not mention the 12th box. I made the decision with Sheriff
Starting point is 01:05:45 Daly to leave those things out. The Forest Service had its own institutional reasons for wanting them left out. The families, when we contacted them, almost universally said they did not need to know the whole story. They wanted their loved ones home. They wanted to bury them. They wanted to grieve. The full story would not have helped them, and it would have ruined the reputations of men who were already dead and could not defend themselves, and it would have implicated an entire generation of Forest Service employees in a cover-up that none of the current employees had any part in. I have made my peace with that decision, mostly. The thing I have not made my peace with is the 12th box. Renner had been dead for at least six months by the time we found him.
Starting point is 01:06:31 He had died in the late summer or fall of 2012. The last hiker to disappear had been in August of 2011, a year before Renner's death. The next disappearance in the cycle would not have been until August of 2018. The box was empty, unmarked, waiting. I have thought about that box many times in the years since. I have come up with a few explanations. The first explanation is that Renner kept the boxes ready in advance. that he prepared a new one after each cycle,
Starting point is 01:07:04 and that the empty one was simply for the next victim, and that his death in 2012 interrupted a cycle that he had every intention of continuing. The second explanation is that the box was for himself, that he had known he was getting old, and that he had prepared a final box for his own death in the woods, and that the contents of the box, which would have been whatever object he chose, had been overlooked or not yet placed when he died.
Starting point is 01:07:31 The third explanation is one I do not like, and it is the one I am writing this down to get rid of. The third explanation is that there is something about that meadow, or that drainage, or that forest, that is older than Renner, something that pulled him there in 1945, and that fed on what he did for 64 years, and that would have found someone else to do it after him if we had not gone in when we did. I do not believe this. I am a detective. I do not believe in things like that.
Starting point is 01:08:02 But Renner was not from that area. He was from Pennsylvania. He came back from the Pacific in 1945, and he applied for jobs at six different national forests. And he took the job at Merrick because it was the first one to offer him a position. And in his journal, in an entry dated 1947, the year before the first killing, he wrote that he had been having dreams about the meadow.
Starting point is 01:08:27 He wrote that he had been hearing it call to, him. He wrote that he was going to stop fighting it. I do not believe in things like that. I am writing this down anyway. The 11 families have their loved ones back. The case is closed. Aldous Renner is dead, and his shelter has been destroyed, and the meadow has been allowed to return to forest, and the trail that led to it, has been blocked off and decommissioned and will not appear on any future map. The Forest Service rerouted the entire backcountry trail system in 2014, so that no permitted route comes within two miles of where the shelter was. The drainage is closed to the public. There are signs on the boundary trees saying the area
Starting point is 01:09:10 is closed for habitat restoration. The signs will stay there forever. I retired last spring. My wife and I bought a small place by the coast, and I spend my mornings walking on the beach and my afternoon's reading, and I am happier than I have been in a long time. Sheriff Daly retired the year before I did. We have dinner once a month. We do not talk about the case. I am writing this down because I wanted on a record somewhere, not the official record, a record that might be found by someone, someday, after I am gone, who will know that the full story was known by at least one person and was not lost. The 11 names mattered. The men who covered it up in 1974 were wrong, and they knew they were wrong,
Starting point is 01:09:56 and they paid for it in their own way over the rest of their lives. And Aldous Renner, whatever was wrong with him, whatever called to him from that meadow, whatever he was, is gone. He cannot hurt anyone else.
Starting point is 01:10:10 The cycle is broken. The forest is quiet. The hikers who go in there now come back out. They come back out every time. I have checked. I checked in 2018, when the next one would have been due, I checked in 2025, when the one after that would have been due.
Starting point is 01:10:30 There has not been another disappearance in the Merrick National Forest in 14 years. Whatever it was, it is over. That is the end of the story. I am going to put this in an envelope, and I am going to put the envelope in a safety deposit box, and I am going to give the key to my lawyer, and I am going to tell him to open it after I am gone. Someone will read this someday. Someone will know. That is enough.
Starting point is 01:10:56 That is all I wanted.

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