Just Creepy: Scary Stories - Scary Stories from the 1990s
Episode Date: July 22, 2026Step back into the unsettling world of the 1990s, when videotapes and one-hour photo labs could hide terrifying secrets. In Story 1, two video-store employees discover a mysterious VHS containing foot...age of their own lives, while Story 2 follows a photo technician who notices a disturbing pattern in a customer’s photographs. Turn down the lights, put on your headphones, and enjoy these two chilling stories, then subscribe for more frightening videos and follow the podcast wherever you listen.Linktree: https://linktr.ee/its_just_creepyStory Credits:►Sent in to https://www.justcreepy.net/Timestamps:00:00 Intro00:01:28 Story 100:52:52 Story 2Music by:►'Decoherence' by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.auBusiness inquiries:►creepydc13@gmail.com#scarystories #horrorstories #1990s💀As always, thanks for watching! 💀
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Time when a videotape could appear with no name, no digital trail, and no way of knowing who had been watching.
And when a role of film could reveal something you were never supposed to see.
Our first story begins after closing time at a blockbuster, when two employees discover a tape that doesn't belong to the store,
and when they press play, they find footage of themselves.
And in the second story, inside a one-hour photo lab, a technician notices that one customer
keeps ordering double prints of strangers, houses, and darkened doorways, until one of the
photographs points directly back at him.
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Now, turn down the lights, put on your headphones,
and welcome to scary stories from the 1990s.
The tape wasn't ours.
I knew that before I pressed play,
because somebody had peeled off the Blockbuster label and stuck it back on Crooked.
That's the detail I always start with when I tell this story,
which is almost never, because for a long time, the only people who knew the whole thing were me,
a girl named Kelly, a detective with the Richardson Police Department, and a man who is still,
as far as I know, in a Texas prison. But I'm in my late 40s now. The store has been a mattress outlet
and then a vape shop, and is currently nothing. And last month my daughter asked me why I won't
let anything with a return slot face the street at our house. So here it is.
All of it, in order, the way it happened in the summer and fall of 1997, when I was 19 years old,
and the assistant manager of a blockbuster video in Richardson, Texas.
The store sat in a strip center off Plano Road, close enough to Richardson Square Mall that we caught the movie crowd coming and going,
and close enough to Central Expressway that Friday nights ran the whole crew ragged.
If you were alive and renting movies in 1997, you know exactly what the inside of that store looked like without me.
telling you, because every one of them looked the same. Blue carpet with the ticket pattern.
Yellow shelf tags. New releases running the entire back wall, faced out boxes, seven copies
of everything, the neighborhood favorites sectioned by the door, a wire dump bin of previously
viewed tapes for sale at 999, the candy racks, the microwave popcorn, the cardboard
standee for whatever was coming next month, and behind the counter, out of sight below the
register line, the machinery that actually ran the place. Two industrial tape rewinders, a bin of
returns waiting to be checked in, and a 14-inch television with a VCR that we used to test tapes
when a customer swore the movie they rented was damaged, and it was never once actually damaged.
I'd worked there since the store opened, and I'd been assistant manager since March, which at 19
meant I closed five nights a week and got paid $5.85 an hour to be legally responsible for a cash drawer.
I was saving for tuition at Richland College and living at home with my mother and my little sister, Beth,
who was 13 that year. I'm telling you where I lived and who I lived with now, up front, because it
matters later, and I want you to already care. The store manager was a man named Wade, mid-30s,
who had come over from managing a chief auto parts and ran the store.
off a clipboard. Wade wasn't a bad guy. I want to be fair to Wade, even after everything,
because the way he handled what happened wasn't evil, it was just small. He was a man whose whole
professional instinct was that any problem in the building was a customer service problem,
and some problems are not customer service problems. And he found that out the same week I did.
The closers, my people, were Kelly and Marcus. Kelly was 20, took classes at Richland during the day,
and was the fastest check-in person I've ever seen.
She could run a stack of returns through the scanner,
eyeball each tape for rewind,
and rack the rewinder without ever looking down.
Marcus was 17, a senior at Berkner High School,
funny, 6'4-3, and worked weekends.
Most closing nights it was two of us.
State of the art crew, 1997.
I want to spend a minute on the routine
because everything that happened grew out of the routine,
and because there are people reading this who never lived it.
A video store ran on a loop.
Tapes went out.
Tapes came back.
Tapes went out again.
The front door had a returned slot cut into it.
Steel flap, with a padded bin on the inside, and that slot never stopped.
People fed it on their way to work at 6 in the morning.
People fed it at 2 a.m. on their way home from wherever.
When you were closing alone in a quiet store,
the sound of the flap banging and a tape hitting the bin would make
you'd jump every single time, and then you'd laugh at yourself, and that was just the job.
You checked the returns in against the account. You looked at the late date, and you had the late
fee conversation, which in 1997 was the single most contested transaction in American retail.
$3.50 per tape per day. I've been screamed at over $3.50 by men in business suits.
I've had a woman throw a copy of the First Wives Club at my chest. None of it meant anything.
It was noise, and the loop ran underneath it, out and back, out and back, and every tape got
rewound and every tape went back on the wall.
Two more pieces of the store you need, and then I'll get to the tape.
The first is the mirrors.
Our store had six convex security mirrors mounted where the walls met the ceiling, the big
fish-eye kind, angled so that a person standing at the register could see down every aisle
without leaving the counter.
We had them because our camera system was a lie.
There was a camera housing over the door and another over the back corner,
and neither one had ever had a working camera in it.
The franchise owner had bought the housings and skipped the rest,
and Wade told me that with a straight face during my first week,
told me the housings did the psychological work,
and the mirrors did the real work.
Shrinkage was candy, and Nintendo 64 cartridges mostly,
kids working in pairs,
and you learned to read those mirrors without,
thinking about it. You learned the shape of a person who was shopping, and the shape of a person
who was waiting for you to look away. I got good at the mirrors. I didn't know yet that I was in
training. The second is the schedule. The week's shift schedule was handwritten on a photocopied
grid and taped to the wall of the break room, and a second copy, and this is the one that I think about,
was taped facing outward in the little office window behind the counter, where any customer
standing at the register could read it if they wanted to. First names in shift times, Monday
through Sunday, in Wade's block printing. Nobody thought anything of it. It was 1997. The whole
world was taped up facing outward back then, and nobody imagined anything was ever going to read it.
The tape came in on a Tuesday night in the middle of July. I know it was a Tuesday because Tuesdays
were Truck Day. New releases came in Tuesday. And that July, every truck,
was heavy because Ransom had just hit video, and we had a wall of it. Mel Gibson, 40-some
copies, and we still had a waiting list. It rented so hard that copies of Ransom barely touched
the shelf. They came through the slot, got checked in, got rewound, and went straight back
out the door in somebody else's hand. Around 10.30, half an hour before close, Kelly was
running the return bin, and I was counting the second drawer, and she made a noise.
an irritated little sound, and held a tape up over her shoulder in my direction without turning
around. The case was one of ours, a ransom case, our barcode, our sticker on the spine.
The tape inside was not. Every rental tape we owned wore a printed Blockbuster face label with
the title in our store number, laminated flat by a machine. The tape in Kelly's hand had a label
that had been peeled off something and pressed back down by a human thumb, crooked, with a bubble under one corner, and the label was blank. Not our stock. Somebody's personal tape, a standard T-120, the kind sold in three-packs at Eckerd, and it had come through our slot inside our case, checked out to an account. This happened, by the way. Not often, but it happened. People taped over rentals by accident. People grabbed the wrong tape off the top of their VCR.
People returned their own wedding video inside our copy of Twister,
and came back the next day Whiteface to trade.
The procedure was simple, and I could do it in my sleep.
Pull the account, note the mix-up, set the personal tape in the lost and found drawer,
charge the account for the missing movie unless it turned up.
Kelly pulled the account.
And that's where the night turned wrong for the first time, in a small way, a paperwork way,
the kind of wrong that you notice with the front of your brain, while the back of your brain
quietly starts paying a different kind of attention.
The account the case was checked out to had returned their copy of ransom four days earlier.
Tape and case, complete, checked in by Marcus, rented back out twice since.
Which meant the case in Kelly's hand was a second case.
Same title, our label format, our store number, that didn't exist in our inventory.
Somebody hadn't accidentally returned the wrong tape.
Somebody had manufactured one of our cases,
or duplicated our spine sticker closely enough to pass in a padded bin at night,
put their own tape inside it,
and fed it through the slot on purpose,
addressed in effect to whoever opened it.
I didn't assemble all of that on the spot.
On the spot, Kelly and I stood there turning the case over under the counterlight,
saying the kinds of things you say.
That's weird.
that's so weird. And I made the decision that 19-year-old assistant managers make, which is that a mystery
tape at 1045 on a Tuesday was a problem for the test VCR. We locked the front door at 11. I killed the
outside sign, left the security lights on over the floor, and while Kelly ran the vacuum,
I put the tape in the little VCR behind the counter and pressed play, and the 14-inch screen flickered
and settled, and I was looking at our own parking lot. I need to describe it. I need to describe,
the footage carefully because I watched it three times that week. Once that night, once with Wade,
once with the police. And it's the most completely memorized piece of video in my life,
and I've never seen a single frame of it since 1997, and I never want to. It opened mid-shot,
no titles, no leader, the way home camcorder footage always opened, handheld, but braced against
something, a car window frame, we'd figure out later. So,
So the image breathed a little without wandering.
It was our lot at night, filmed from the far row of parking out by Plano Road, maybe 150 feet
from the storefront.
You could read the glow of the sign.
You could see the whole front of the store, the poster windows, the door with a return
slot, and the pool of light the entrance threw across the sidewalk.
For the first while, nothing happened, and my honest first reaction was relief.
had gotten a camcorder for Christmas and burned tape learning the Zoom, filming whatever was out
the windshield, and our sign was bright, and that was the whole story. The Zoom went in and out. It
found a shopping cart. It found the marquee letters, amateur hour. Then the timestamp in the corner
clicked over past midnight, and the front door of the store opened, and two people came out,
and the camera stopped wandering. It was me and Marcus. There's no describing what it does to you,
watching yourself on a stranger's tape.
I knew the night even.
Marcus had a rolled-up poster under his arm,
a space jam, standy poster I'd let him take home when the promotion ended,
which dated it to late June,
roughly three weeks before the tape came through the slot.
On the screen, three weeks in the past,
Marcus and I stood on the sidewalk while I locked the door,
and we talked about something.
And he laughed, and we walked to our cars,
and the Zoom followed me, not Marcus, me to my corolla, and it held on the corolla,
until my headlights came on and I pulled out onto Plano Road, and then the image cut.
The footage jumped, and it was the lot again, different night.
Rain on the windshield in this one.
The timestamp was four days later, closing again.
This time it was me and Kelly, and the camera found Kelly the moment the door opened and stayed on her,
out across the lot, into her Civic, and held on the Civic's tail lights all the way to the exit.
The tape ran 40 or 50 minutes, and it was all of that.
Night after night, cut after cut, spread across most of a month by the time stamps.
Our closings mostly, but a few daytime shots, too.
Wade carrying the deposit bag to his truck at 10 in the morning,
Marcus on his break eating a Waddeburger on the curb.
Whoever held the camera had learned our shifts.
I understood that while it was still playing, standing behind my own counter with the vacuum
roaring somewhere behind me in the dark store.
Because the pattern was right there in the time stamps.
He was never filming on nights I'd have called slow.
He knew when we closed heavy and when we closed light.
He had our rhythm, the store's whole loop, out and back, and he'd gotten it the same place
I'd gotten it, by showing up over and over and paying attention.
And then the last section started and everything before it's,
stopped mattering. The camera wasn't at our store anymore. It was across a different, smaller
parking lot in daylight, late-day light, filming the front of an apartment complex, two-story,
tan brick, exterior stairs, the kind that lined every street off Spring Valley Road in those
days. A young woman came into frame carrying a plastic blockbuster bag, our bag, and walked toward
the stairs. I knew her, not her name. The police pulled her name off our membership records
later, and I'm not going to use it here. I'll call her Carrie, which is close, but I knew her
the way you know a regular. She rented two or three nights a week, always came in alone,
always right before clothes, chatty in a tired way, worked some kind of temp job she'd complained
to Kelly about, neighborhood favorites and romantic comedies. She'd been in so often that spring
that Kelly used to have her account pulled up before she reached the counter, and she'd stopped
coming. I hadn't consciously noticed until I saw her on that screen, and then I noticed all at
once, cold. I hadn't seen Carrie in weeks. On the tape, Carrie crossed the lot with her rental
in the bag, and the camera came out from behind whatever it had been braced on, and the image went
loose and low and moving, walking motion, the frame swinging with somebody's stride, and it was
following her, closing on her, and she reached the bottom of the stairs, and a shoulder
shoulder in a light-colored shirt came into the left edge of the frame. The cameraman's own shoulder.
That close now. And then the camera swung down and away, filming asphalt, filming feet, and the audio.
The tape had audio, tinny little camcorder audio that had been nothing but wind in traffic for
40 minutes. The audio caught a short high sound and a scuffle of shoes on grit and one heavy
soft impact, and then nothing. The camera had been set down on something. A car hood, the
Police thought later, based on the angle.
It sat there, level and patient,
recording the corner of the building and an empty parking space for six more minutes.
Nobody crossed the frame.
A door closed somewhere off screen.
At one point, far off, a car engine started and faded.
The empty space sat in the frame, and the timestamp counted.
And I stood behind the counter of a locked video store at midnight
and watched six minutes of nothing with my hand pressed flat over my mouth,
and then the tape ran out of recording and dropped to blue screen,
and the VCR's Auto Rewind kicked in with a clunk that made me jump harder than anything on the tape had,
and behind me the vacuum shut off.
And Kelly said my name, and I don't remember what I said back.
I remember what we did, though.
We did it right, and I'm still proud of us.
We didn't re-watch it.
We didn't call anybody's house at midnight.
Kelly wrote down everything we could pin.
The timestamps, the apartment complexes look, carries regular customer status.
On the back of a returns report while it was fresh,
and I ejected the tape with a pen through the label hole so I wouldn't put more fingerprints on it than I already had,
which is a thing I knew to do from a decade of renting cop movies,
and we put it in the office safe with the deposit,
and I called Wade at home, and at 8 the next morning I called the Richardson Police Department.
a detective came out that afternoon. His name was Del Rio, 40s, quiet, drank the breakroom coffee
without complaining about it. He watched the tape twice in the office with the door shut,
and when he came out his face had the carefully blank look that I now understand police wear
when a thing is bad and thin at the same time. Because it was thin. He walked me through the
thinness himself, at the counter, in a low voice, and I'll comprehend.
press it. There was no crime on the tape. There was the strong shape of a crime. A followed woman,
an off-screen struggle, six minutes of empty asphalt. But no face, no plate, no name, and no victim.
He'd have someone identify the complex from the footage and knock on doors. He asked for whatever
we had on the regular customer who matched the woman, and we pulled Carrie's account. Her rentals
had stopped cold on a Tuesday five weeks earlier, mid-membership. Three tapes returned on time,
and then silence, and the phone number on the account rang to a disconnected line. That put weight
on it. But, and he was straight with me, which I appreciated later even though I hated it at the time.
A single woman letting an apartment go and moving on with no forwarding was, in his words,
most of the missing person calls he ever took. And none of the district's open cases matched her,
because nobody had ever reported her missing.
Same song as the tape,
the strong shape of something and nothing you could book.
He took the tape, the manufactured case,
and are lost and found log,
and he gave me a card,
and he told me to call if the account holder came in,
or if anybody came asking about a lost tape.
He said that last part looking at me steadily,
and I understood that Detective Del Rio
had already worked out the thing I'd only half worked out.
which is that the tape hadn't come through our slot by mistake,
and mistakes were therefore not what we should be waiting for.
Wade's reaction was Wade.
He was rattled.
He'd watched it, and it got to him.
But by the next staff meeting the rattled had set into management,
he gathered the closers in the break room and told us the matter was with the police,
that it wasn't to be discussed with customers or with anyone outside the store,
that the company didn't need a Channel 8 situation,
and that if anybody asked, nothing had happened.
He wrote,
Nothing happened on the whiteboard and underlined it.
I want you to hold on to that image,
because for the next two weeks,
that was the store's official position.
And it meant that when the man finally walked in,
the only people who knew enough to be afraid of him
were me and Kelly,
and the only instruction we'd been given was to smile.
He came in on a Thursday afternoon,
two days after Del Rio took the tape.
At about four o'clock,
which I later decided was chosen, early enough that the store was quiet, late enough that
the schedule taped in the office window told him I'd be there, because Thursday was one of my
doubles, and the whole world could read our schedule. I was alone at the counter, Kelly was in at
five. The man came through the door and didn't browse. That's the first thing I registered about
him, before his face, before anything. He came through the door on a line, straight at the counter,
and nobody came at the counter on a line except returns and complaints,
and his hands were empty.
Middle-aged, soft, maybe 50, glasses with a light tint to them,
a striped golf shirt tucked into pleated khakis, tucked tight, belt-sinched.
Thinning hair combed with real attention.
He was sweating, which meant nothing in a Dallas-July,
except that our air conditioning ran hard enough that customers complained,
and the sweat didn't stop.
Everything about him said harmless, and I want to be honest about the fact that if he'd walked in a month earlier,
harmless is all I would have seen, a dad.
A guy who'd argue a late fee politely and pay it anyway.
The whole costume worked.
He said he had an embarrassing problem, those words.
He'd returned a tape by accident, a personal tape, home movies, family stuff, irreplaceable,
and he was hoping we still had it.
And then, without my asking a single question, he answered all of them.
And this is the moment my scalp actually moved, standing at that register.
He said it would have come through the overnight slot the previous Tuesday, the 14th.
He said it would have been inside a case for ransom.
And he said, smiling, apologetic, dabbing his lip with one knuckle,
that whoever closed that night would probably remember it.
And hadn't that been the tall kid and the young lady?
Or was that the night both of you were...
He caught himself there.
He let the sentence die and reshaped it into something about how he was terrible with faces,
but it had come out, before the sentence died.
Both of you.
He knew the tape hadn't been found by the tall kid and the young lady.
He knew it had been found by two closers, on Tuesday the 14th,
and he was standing at my counter watching my face while he said it.
And the tint in his glasses was light enough that I could see his eyes doing something entirely
different from what his mouth was doing. His mouth was embarrassed. His eyes were checking in on his
tape. The tape was outworking, and he'd come by to see what it had caught. Here is where I told the
lie, and I've run this moment back 10,000 times, and I still don't fully know where it came from,
except that some very old part of the brain took over. I made my face do bored. Retail board,
late fee board, the face I made 40 times a shift. And I told him, yeah, that rang a bell,
a blank tape in a rental case, no label. I told him the policy on found tapes with no name was they
went in the recycler bin, that we bulk erased and resold as previously viewed blanks,
and that Tuesday's bin had already been run. I told him I was sorry. I offered him a coupon.
I've thought a lot about why he believed it, and I think the honest answer is that the store backed my
He had spent weeks studying our routine, a loop that took tapes in and processed them and pushed them
back out.
And I'd just described that loop eating his tape, and it was exactly what the store he'd been
watching would do.
He stood there a moment with his tongue touching his upper lip, doing the same math on my face
that I was refusing to show him.
And then he thanked me, and took the coupon, and walked out on the same straight line he'd
walked in on. The second the door closed I got the plate, or I tried to. I came around the counter
fast and stood at the poster window, and his car was backed into a spot in the far row,
backed in, nose out, out by Plano Road, in the exact patch of the lot the footage had been
shot from, and he crossed to it at a walk that was almost a jog, and the plate was against the
hedge, and I never saw it. Beige sedan, a cutless Sierra, or something.
something in that family, brown pinstripe.
I wrote all of it on a returns report,
along with every word of the conversation while it still rang,
and I called the number on Del Rio's card,
and then I called Wade, in that order,
and I want that on the record, in that order.
Del Rio came out that evening and took me through it twice.
The detail that sat him back in his chair was the date and the case title.
Those had never gone past the police, Wade, Kelly, and me.
When I got to my lie about the bulk eraser, he stopped writing and looked at me for a second,
and said that was quick thinking, and then said quietly that it also meant something I needed to hear
plainly. As far as that man now knew, the only living record of what was on that tape was the
memory of the employees who'd watched it. He asked me who'd closed on the 14th. He wrote Kelly's
name and mine, and drew a box around them, and I watched him do it. Wade's response was to ask
whether the man had been rude to me. I wish I could tell you the police swept in behind that,
but the next three weeks were the slow part, the grinding part, and everything happened in inches.
Del Rio worked it. I know he did, because he called the store with follow-ups. The apartment complex
from the footage had been identified off Spring Valley, and a unit there had been let go by a young
woman matching Carrie in early June, rent abandoned, no forwarding. Her temp agency had marked her a
no-show the same week. She now existed as a person of concern with no family anyone could locate
fast, which meant it all still hung in that gray zone, where a grown woman is allowed to vanish on
purpose. The beige sedan in my description matched nothing usable. The manufactured case had been
wiped clean, and our own prints were all over the tape. He told me they'd stepped up patrol passes
on the shopping center at close. I did start seeing the cruiser some nights, sliding to
through the lot around 11, some nights, and in those same three weeks, the man closed in on me by
inches, and I can lay the inches out in order. First it was the phone, store phone, evenings,
starting maybe five days after the counter-conversation. The voice was his, soft, apologetic,
unhurried, and the calls weren't thing. That was the genius of them. Is this the blockbuster
on Plano Road? What time do you close tonight? Do you have raced?
ransom in, and then, folded into the middle, every time, is the assistant manager working tonight.
The young man, I don't recall his name. The first time, Marcus answered and told him, told him my
schedule for the week, because a customer asked and that was the job. After that I briefed the
crew. Nobody's schedule goes out over the phone, take a name, and number. The man never left
one. Kelly noticed the background before I did. The calls had traffic in them, wind on the mouthpiece,
sometimes the bong of a passing car over a driveway hose, payphones, different ones. There was a payphone
bank outside the Tom Thumb up Plano Road and another at the Texaco by the highway. And to this day,
I can't walk past the ghost of where a payphone used to be without hearing that voice asking what
time we closed. Then it was closing time itself.
He stopped coming inside, never came inside again, in fact, not once after the coupon,
but he began to be adjacent at 11 o'clock. The beige sedan, nose out, far row, twice in one week.
Once across the street entirely, in the mall's satellite lot, which I only spotted because
I'd started standing at the poster window with the lights off before walking out,
studying the dark lot through the glass, a 19-year-old learning counter-surveillance out of pure animal need.
I called the patrol number both times.
Both times the lot was empty by the time the cruiser swung through.
He knew their rhythm too.
Of course he did.
Rhythm was the whole thing he was.
I stopped letting Kelly walk out alone.
We left in a pair every night.
Engines started in a pair.
And she followed my car to the light at Beltline before we split.
split, and we never talked about the fact that we'd invented a procedure.
We just did it, the way you put your seatbelt on.
And then, on a Tuesday in the middle of August, Tuesdays again, I think the day was part of
his joke.
The flap on the return slot banged at some dead hour of the night, and when Marcus ran the
morning bin, there was a second personal tape in it.
No rental case at all this time.
No pretense of a mix-up.
a bare T-120 with a peeled, restuck blank label, crooked, with a bubble under one corner,
sitting in the padded bin on top of somebody's copy of Jerry Maguire.
Marcus, God bless him, followed the new procedure and didn't touch it past gloves.
He called me. I called Del Rio, and this time I didn't press play.
The police watched it first, and Del Rio brought it back to the store that evening,
and sat me down in the office and told me what was on it. In a voice I hadn't heard him,
used before. And then, because I insisted, and I did have to insist, he let me see enough of it
to confirm what he needed confirmed. It was my street. It was my mother's house, filmed in morning
light from a parked car's window, the brick, the live oak, my corolla in the driveway with the
sun coming up behind it. It was our garbage cans out on a Thursday, which is trash day on my
street, which meant more than one morning. And it was the corner two houses down.
where the RISD, bus stopped at 7.40 a.m. and it was a small knot of middle schoolers with
backpacks, and the Zoom went in, past the other kids, passed all of them, and found my sister,
and held. Beth. 13 years old, backpack on both shoulders, holding a folder against her chest,
waiting for the bus, on a stranger's tape in a store's back office, in a detective's hands.
The tape ran four minutes and it said one thing.
It was an answer to my lie, mailed through the same slot the lie had been built to protect.
I'd told him the machine ate his tape and nothing came of it.
And here was his reply, patient and unsigned.
I know it didn't.
I know you watched it.
I know where you sleep.
I know who you love.
And I know what time the bus comes.
Del Rio put a car on my street the next morning.
And the morning after that, and Beth got walked to the bus stop by our mother for reasons my mother was only half told.
and I aged about a decade in a week.
And I want to mark this point in the story clearly,
because everything to hear had happened to the store,
to the routine, to the crew.
This was the moment it became mine.
Whatever he'd done to carry had started exactly this way,
with him, unseen, learning the rhythm of a life.
And I was now somewhere in the middle of that same process,
and the only two facts in my favor were that I knew it was happening,
and that he didn't know I knew he'd told me,
so himself at a counter in a striped golf shirt? Or was that the night both of you were
both of you, two closers? He'd known that first Thursday, exactly who had seen his work.
And in the second week of September, on a night when the schedule in the office window said the
two names, he had a box drawn around in his own head were closing together. He came to collect
us both. But before I tell you about that night, I have to tell you about the three weeks in front of
it because the three weeks were their own kind of bad, and skipping them would make this sound
faster and cleaner than it was. Nothing about it was fast or clean. It was 20-some days of an
ordinary life with something wrong running underneath it, and I've come to believe that's the
true shape of these stories. Not the night everything happens, but the long stretch where you
carry it around while the rest of the world rents movies. At home it was lies of omission, approved
lies, and I hated every one of them. Del Rio had sat with my mother once, early, and given her
the sanded-down version. An unstable customer had fixated on the store. There had been some
concerning behavior. Patrols were watching the street as a precaution. All true. All missing the
tape of her daughter at the bus stop, which he and I had agreed, in the office, that she didn't need
in her head while it was being handled. And I signed off on that, 19 years old, deciding what my own
mother could carry, and I still don't know if it was right. So my mother walked Beth to the
corner every morning under the polite fiction of new neighborhood caution, and Beth complained about it
the way 13-year-olds complain, loudly at breakfast, and I sat there eating cereal with the actual
footage running behind my eyes, and I learned that you can hold a spoon steady while doing that.
It's a skill. I've never been proud of having it. I did my own counterwork too, because sitting still
had stopped being possible.
Our membership system could pull account histories, and I spent two closes going through it
with Kelly.
Every mail account with rental activity that dropped off or went strange around mid-July, every
account opened in the last year with daytime-only rentals, anything.
It was a haystack with no needle.
Our store carried over 11,000 member accounts.
The fields were name, address, phone, and drive-off history, and nothing in a 1997
video store database was built to answer the question, who here is watching us.
We found nothing. I learned after the arrest that his account was nine rentals in two years,
all daytime, all on time. A file so quiet no search I could invent would ever have surfaced it.
He was in our own records the entire time, filed under clean. I think about that more than
almost any other part of this. Then there was the evening at the Tom Thun.
which I've never been able to prove was anything, and which I'm certain to my bones was something.
First week of September, a Wednesday, my night off. My mother needed milk and I drove up Plano Road
at around nine, and the payphone bank stood outside the store's entrance, three phones under one
steel canopy, and as I walked from my car, a man was standing at the middle phone with his back
to me, pleaded khakis, soft build, thinning hair under the sodium light, and I stopped walking
in the middle of the parking lot, just stopped, between a cart corral and somebody's minivan,
and as I stood there, the man hung up and didn't turn around, and walked away from me down the
front of the store and around the corner past the ice machine, unhurried, and was gone.
I never saw his face. I stood at that cart corral for a minute, and then I went to the middle
phone and put my hand on the receiver, and the receiver was warm, and I called the store
from it, from that exact phone. And Marcus answered, and I asked him, my voice doing its best
impression of bored, whether anybody had just called. He said, yeah, actually, a minute ago,
some guy asking if I was working tonight. He told him no, night off. I drove home the long way,
watching my mirrors the whole time, and I didn't buy the milk, and I've never told my mother
why there was no milk, and if she ever reads this, that's why, Mom. That's why there was
no milk. The last thing from those weeks is the schedule, and I wanted on the record because
it's the one fight I lost that mattered. After the Beth tape, I asked Wade to take the shift
schedule out of the office window, the outward-facing copy, the one any customer could read.
I laid out the reasoning in one sentence. The man knew our shifts, and this was where our shifts
were printed. Wade heard me out, and then he explained, not unkindly, that the window schedule
was how the whole crew checked their hours, that moving it would confuse everybody, and that
we shouldn't reorganize the store around one weirdo. He said the police had it handled. He said,
and he tapped the whiteboard when he said it, that the main thing was that we all stayed calm
and professional. So the schedule stayed in the window, facing out, in Wade's block printing,
first names and shift times, Monday through Sunday. And in the second week of September it said,
For Thursday, in letters a man in the parking lot could have read through binoculars and photocopied at his leisure.
And did, the trunk inventory proved he did.
Two names, 10 to close.
Mine and Kelly's.
It was Thursday, September 18, 1997.
And I can tell you the date without looking anything up because it's on the arrest report.
And I've read the arrest report more times than I've read anything else ever printed.
It was me and Kelly, 10 to close.
an ordinary hard Thursday, new release turnover, a birthday party's worth of kids in the Nintendo
aisle at 8, a man who wanted to fight about a rewind fee on Star Trek First Contact at 9.
Marcus had asked off for a football game. Wade had left at 6. By 10.15, the store had gone
into its late shift shape, three or four browsers drifting the aisles, the ceiling speakers
playing the promo loop. Kelly running returns.
me facing the new release wall, which means walking the back wall pulling every box flush to the shelf edge,
a job I'd done so many thousands of times that I could do it in the dark.
Hold that thought. I didn't know it at 1040.
What happened at 1040 is that the phone rang once, a half ring, chopped off,
and Kelly picked it up and got nothing and hung up, and we traded a look,
because the payphone calls had trained us both to hate the phone.
And then a customer needed her, and the moment passed.
At 10.55 I called our own second line from the register phone to check the time clock modem,
a nightly chore, and the line was dead.
Both lines.
No dial tone, no static, nothing.
Dead plastic against my ear, and I stood there holding it and looking out the poster windows
at the parking lot, and the parking lot looked different.
The way an ordinary place looks when one new piece of information has just changed.
every single thing it contains. I know now, from the report, what had happened outside.
The phone line came down the strip center's rear wall to a junction box by our stockroom door,
and it had been cut, cleanly, along with the line to the empty suite next door. He'd either not
known which was ours or not cared. What I knew that night was less and worse. The calls had
always been him checking whether I was working. Tonight nobody had checked, and now the phone was
dead. It didn't take detective work. It took subtraction. Here's what I want you to understand about
the next 20 minutes, though. The last 20 minutes we were open. Nothing happened. That's what a real
siege is. The movies get it wrong. Customers checked out. I smiled, ran cards through the
knucklebuster when the deadline killed the card machine and blamed the phone company out loud,
laughing while my eyes went to the mirrors between every sentence. Kelly called.
caught it off my face inside a minute. She asked me nothing in front of customers, just moved
to the counter and stayed inside arm's reach of the silent alarm button, which lived on a bracket
under the register lip, wired straight to the alarm company on its own cellular box, the one
piece of the store's security that wasn't a lie, and which Wade had shown me exactly once,
in March, saying we'd never need it because the housings over the door did the psychological
work. At 11, I walked the last two browsers out, a couple renting fools rush in, and I've
wondered for 28 years whether they ever knew what store they were standing in, and I locked the
front door behind them, and threw the top bolt, and killed the sign. Store policy after
lockup was written down somewhere, and it was this. One closer runs the drawer counts,
one walks the floor, straightening, pulling stray tapes, checking the restroom in the stock room,
Then lights out, alarm on, out the front in a pair.
The floorwalk took ten minutes, and I'd done it over a thousand times,
and until that September I'd never once thought of it as searching the building.
That night I stood at the counter with the keys in my fist,
and looked down the length of the store, at the aisles I knew by heart.
The head-high rose of action and comedy and drama running away from me under the security lights,
40 feet of shelving you couldn't see over or through, and above them the six fish-eye mirrors
holding their six warped little copies of the room, and I did the math I should have done at 1040.
I'd watched the door all night, but the door had been unlocked for 13 hours, and I hadn't watched it
for 13 hours, and a man whose entire art was rhythm, who knew our promo loop, our slow hours,
our floorwalk pattern, what time the last browser left, which of us counted the
drawer, didn't have to come in at the end of the night at all. I never said any of this out loud.
What I said was Kelly's name, once, quietly, and she looked at me, and I looked down the store,
and that was the entire conversation. She put her hand flat on the counter three inches from the
alarm bracket, and because the button had to be held for a two-count, and because we didn't
actually know anything yet, and because two teenagers who set off a silent panic alarm,
over a dead phone line, we're going to have a very weighed morning ahead of them.
I'm being honest about every factor that was in my head.
I did the floor walk.
I took it slow and I took it wrong on purpose, and that's what saved it.
The routine walk ran the aisles in order, one through six, front of the store to the back.
Instead, I walked the front cross aisle along the registers,
where the ceiling mirrors could work for me,
reading each aisle's mirror before I passed its mouth,
Mirror 1. Empty Isle. Mirror 2. Empty. The store hummed. The promo loop had shut off with the sign and the only sounds were the air conditioning and Kelly turning the drawer's quarters, which she was doing steadily, evenly, on purpose, so the store would sound the way the store was supposed to sound.
The fifth mirror was family and kids, and in the warped little circle of it, low, at the far dark end of the aisle where Disney met the back wall, between the shelf line and the shelf line and the same.
the floor, there was a shape that the shelf shouldn't have had, a pale curve, hip high, motionless,
a person's shoulder, in a light-colored shirt, belonging to somebody crouched at the end cap with their
back against the wall of tapes, somebody who had walked into Isle 5 as a browser at some point in the
ordinary evening, and sat down in the blind spot where the shelving met the stockroom corner,
30 feet from two teenagers counting money, and waited for the lights to start going out. He had made one
mistake in an otherwise very careful evening, and it's the reason I'm typing this. He'd learned
the store from a parking lot. From 150 feet out, through a windshield, our aisles read as solid
walls and the mirrors read as dots on the ceiling line. He'd mapped every rhythm the store had,
but he'd never worked a shift under those mirrors, never learned that from the front cross aisle,
the fifth mirror sees the Disney end cap. The store he'd studied for a month had one more angle than
he knew about, and it was showing me his shoulder. I didn't stop walking. That's the part I still
don't know where I found. I read the shape in the mirror in one stride and kept moving at floorwalk speed,
past the mouth of five without turning my head, and at the mouth of six I said in my checking
the restroom voice, loud enough to carry, that the restroom light was out again and I'd grab the
step ladder, store noise, nothing noise. And I came back up the far side along the poster windows
toward the counter, and Kelly read my face at 40 feet, the way she read a barcode, and her
hands slid the three inches, and she pressed the button, and held it, one two, before I'd
covered half the distance, and nothing in the store changed at all. No siren, no light.
The alarm was a cellular whisper to accompany in another city, and the store hummed on,
and somewhere behind me in Isle 5, a patient man crouched in the dark, 30 feet away, not knowing
the police were already rolling. The dispatch log says the alarm company received the panic signal
at 1118, and Richardson PD logged the call at 1119, and the first unit, which had been running the
stepped-up passes Del Rio had set weeks before, and was four blocks up Plano Road at a gas station,
marked arrival at 1122, four minutes. I've lived whole years shorter than those four minutes,
because at 11.20 he stood up. I think he'd heard the wrongness by then, the floorwalk that never
finished, two closers now, both behind the counter, the lights that weren't going out on schedule.
Kelly saw him first, in the mirrors, the pale shirt rising up out of family and kids at the far end
of the store, and there was no crouch about him anymore, and no browsing, and no costume.
He came up the length of Isle 5 at a fast, flat walk, one hand down at his side holding something
short and dark that the arrest report would inventory as a stun gun, and the other hand carrying
a folded pair of ratchet tie-down straps, and he wasn't coming at the front door. He was coming at
the gap in the counter, the swing-through by the rewinders, the entrance to the employee area, to the office,
to the safe, to the two names in the box. And I'd love to tell you I did something from a movie,
but what I did was throw the bolt on the counter gate and put my back against it with the register
between me and the gap, and Kelly stood on the button she no longer needed to hold,
and screamed the store's address into the dead phone anyway, on pure adrenaline.
And the man reached the counter gate and put his weight into it, twice, close enough that the
gate jumped against my spine, close enough that I could hear him breathing through his nose,
fast and even, workmanlike, a man dealing with a stuck drawer, and the parking lot outside
went red and blue. He stopped pushing the instant the light changed. That efficiency,
is the thing my body remembers most. No panic, no freeze. The wait just left the gate,
and he turned and went away from the light, down the back cross aisle at a run,
through the swinging door into the stock room, where the rear delivery door had a panic bar
and opened onto the alley behind the strip center, and where the second unit, following the
protocol Del Rio had written for this address after the Beth tape, was already parked in the alley
with its lights off.
He came through the panic bar at a dead run with a stun gun in his hand,
into the alley, into the takedown,
and the report says he was proneed out and cuffed at 1126,
and it says he made no statement,
and it says the arresting officer noted that the subject, once cuffed,
stopped resisting entirely and asked one question,
which was whether the store's tapes got erased before resale,
even face down in an alley,
still checking on his tape.
The rest I mostly know from Del Rio, the papers,
and the trial that never quite happened
because he pleaded out in the spring of 1998.
His name was Gerald Fisk.
He was 51, and he'd rented from our store
exactly nine times over two years,
always daytime, never late,
an account so clean it had never once surfaced.
The beige sedan was registered to his late mother's name
at an address he hadn't lived at in a decade.
In the trunk and the back seat, that night, inventoryed.
11 more T-120 tapes, a camcorder in a zippered bag, binoculars,
a photocopied blockbuster shift schedule, three weeks old, our store,
Wade's block printing, along with two older schedules going back to June,
a spiral notebook of times and initials that the prosecutor would later walk the judge through page by page,
and in a paper Tom thumbsack, a woman's wallet, a hairbrush, and a set of keys with a blockbuster
membership card on the ring, Carrie's card, our store number on it. They ran Fisks' paper the same
night, and his paper had a hole in it, a rent payment in money orders, on a house in Garland
leased under the name Gerald Loomis. Richardson and Garland PD went through the Loomis House at
4 in the morning on September 19th, and in a back bedroom with the windows screwed shut,
a hasp and padlock on the outside of the door, and a television with a VCR on a milk crate,
they found Carrie, alive, 91 days after the six minutes of empty parking space.
I'm not going to write anything else about those 91 days, because they belong to her,
and she survived them. And the last I ever heard, years ago now and secondhand, she was living out of
state and married, and I hope the rest of it to this day. Fisk took a plea in April of 1998,
aggravated kidnapping and unlawful restraint for carry, burglary, and the stalking counts for us,
and the sentences stacked up past his life expectancy, and the papers gave it three days and
moved on, because in 1998 the world was full of news and a video store was nobody's idea
of a crime scene. The store went back to being a store almost insultingly fat, and
Wade erased the whiteboard. The schedule came out of the office window. I took it down myself
the day after, and Wade never said a word about it. Kelly finished her associates and moved to
Austin in 1999, and we still talk every September 18th, every year, about nothing, for about 10 minutes,
and it's one of the most important phone calls in my life. Marcus is a coach now. I left the store in
2000 for a real job. The store left the world a decade after that, and the 14-inch TV,
and the little VCR went into a dumpster somewhere, along with the rewinders and the mirrors and all of it.
One more thing, and then the ending, which isn't mine. It's from the search inventory,
and it's the reason I finally wrote all this down. When the police went through the Loomis house
that night, past the padlock door, they photographed everything, and Del Rio showed me one
photograph months later because he said I'd earned the whole picture. It was the living room,
an armchair, a TV tray, a rented videotape on top of the VCR in its blue and yellow case,
nine days overdue, our sticker on the spine. The movie he had meant to return was still sitting
in his VCR when police searched the house. Every one-hour phototech from the 90s will tell you
the same thing if you get a couple drinks in them. We looked, all of us, at everything.
The machine printed your whole roll right out in the open, 36 4x prints of your life sliding down a conveyor into an envelope,
and the person running that machine saw every single one.
Birthdays, new babies, vacations, girlfriends the wife didn't know about.
We saw it, we sleeved it.
We handed it across the counter with a smile and said, that'll be 849, have a great day.
I'm telling you that up front so you'll believe the rest of it,
because the rest of it only happened for one reason. I looked. In 1994 I was 22,
taking what I kept calling a semester off from Wichita State that had quietly turned into three
semesters, and I worked the photo counter at a one-hour lab in town East Square, out on the east side
at Kellogg and Rock Road, biggest mall in Kansas, Dillard's on one end, pennies and seers holding
down the rest, a food court that smelled the same every day of its life, an orange Julius,
a Sam Goody, a glamor shots, where women went in normal and came out with feather boas and a
soft focus problem. Our lab sat on the main concourse between a Walden books and a place that sold
nothing but airbrushed t-shirts, and we had the big backlit sign every lab had. One-hour photo,
double prints every Tuesday. Hold onto the double prints thing. It matters at the end.
The lab itself was one machine and a counter. The machine was a Noritsu mini lab,
about the size of two refrigerators laid sideways, and it did everything, developed the film in
C-41 chemistry, scanned the negatives, exposed the paper, ran the prints out a shoot at the top
where they dropped into a catch tray in order. My job was feeding it, keeping the chemistry in spec,
cutting negatives into strips of four for the sleeves, and doing color corrections on the fly,
because straight out of the machine half of everything printed too cyan or too dense, and a good
tech rode the correction buttons frame by frame. I was a good tech. I'll just say that plainly because
it's load-bearing. I shot my own stuff on a Pentax K-1,000 I'd bought used. I'd taken two
photography classes at WSU before the semester off, and I knew film the way the other counterstaff
didn't. My manager, Arlene, had been in photo finishing since the photomat kiosk days,
and could run the machine asleep, but she processed pictures. I read them.
There's a difference, and the difference is this whole story.
The other regular was Deb, mid-forties, part-time, worked morning so she could get her kids off the bus in Derby.
Deb's contribution to history is that she's the one who took in the first role, and she remembered him, and what she remembered turned out to matter.
Now.
The job had rhythms.
January was dead.
Spring break brought the beach rolls.
May brought proms and tornado season.
sometimes in the same envelope.
Every role of film in Wichita eventually crossed somebody's counter,
hours or Walgreens or the Dillon's Grocery Lab,
and after a few months, you'd seen the whole catalog of what people photograph,
and I can tell you the catalog is short.
People photograph what they love and what they can't believe.
That's it. That's the whole list.
Although, and I need to give you this,
because without it, my judgment in this story means nothing,
the list has a weird back page, and a working tech saw the back page every week.
There were roles that stopped you cold and turned out to be nothing,
and learning that was part of the trade.
My first month, I ran a role that was 24 frames of headstones, different cemeteries,
close-ups of the dates, and I about called somebody,
and Arlene looked at two frames and said genealogy.
Retirees did it all the time, she said,
photographed the family graves before the weather takes the carving.
She was right.
The man who picked it up wore a Korea veteran's cap and tipped me a dollar.
Another time it was a whole roll of one intersection, crumpled cars from nine angles,
skid marks with a tape measure laid beside them,
and that one was an insurance adjuster, obviously.
And the only thing wrong with me for wondering was that I was new.
Rex, dead deer, a burned kitchen,
a neighbor's fence photographed for a lawsuit, teenagers with somebody's dad's gun posing in a basement.
The drawer of almost alarming was deep, and 99 times out of 100, there was a boring adult
reason standing right behind the print, holding a clipboard. So understand, I wasn't a jumpy kid
looking for a monster in the tray. By March of 94, I'd been trained out of jumpy. I knew the
boring reasons. I went looking for the boring reason the way Arlene taught me.
every single time. Which is why the first role stopped me, because it wasn't either one.
Envelope G. Sutter, no phone number. 24 exposures, Kodak Gold, 200. Prince. Four by six,
glossy, double. It came in on a Tuesday in the middle of March, dropped with Deb in the
morning, picked up same day. I ran it around lunch, 24 frames, and I still remember the
tray filling up and the feeling of my attention shifting one frame at a time, from bored to something
that didn't have a name yet. Houses, that's all. Houses at dusk. Shot from across the street.
A tan ranch house with the porch light on. The same ranch house from a different angle. A split level
with a basketball hoop over the garage and a Plymouth Voyager in the driveway. The Voyager again,
closer, the frame centered not on the van, but on the strip of side yard next to it, where a
stood open, a two-story on a corner lot, dusk again, one upstairs window lit. The same window
zoomed the curtain glowing. No people in the first 15 frames. Then frame 16. A woman at a bus
stop bench shot from inside a car. You could see the doorframe edge and a sliver of
side mirror intruding on the left of the frame. She was maybe 30, work clothes, a Taco
Tico cup beside her on the bench, looking up the street for her bus.
Frame 17 through 19.
The same woman, same minute.
The Zoom walking in closer each time.
Frame 20, a kid's bike lying on a front lawn.
21, the bike again.
And behind it, the front door of the house standing open into a dark hallway.
Nobody visible.
22 through 24.
The tan ranch house again.
Full night now.
Porch light off.
I want to be careful here because everything that went wrong with getting anyone to care about this
started in this exact spot.
So I'll say it the way the police eventually said it to me.
There is nothing illegal in the paragraph you just read.
You can stand on a public street and photograph a house.
You can photograph a stranger at a bus stop.
Creepy isn't a crime.
I knew that at 22 standing at the catch tray,
and I sleeved the negatives and stuffed the envelope and put it in the pickup bin under S.
And when a man came for it at 4 o'clock,
I wasn't even the one at the register.
Arlene handed it across.
Cash.
I got one look at the back of him leaving.
Medium everything.
Tan jacket.
Walking unhurried up the concourse past the airbrush shop.
And I remember deciding, consciously,
the way you decide to let a yellow light go,
that it was a real estate guy.
Comps.
Insurance adjuster.
Something with a clipboard attached to it somewhere.
Deb told me something about that first drop-off
months later in the break room, after it was all over the news and we were allowed to compare notes.
She said he hadn't left. One hour service, and most people looped the mall or went to the food court,
and he'd gone and sat on the concourse bench across from us, the one by the planter, facing the lab,
and stayed the whole hour, not reading, not people watching, or not the way people people watch.
sitting with his hands on his knees, watching the counter, watching the machine run,
watching her sleeve envelopes for 60 straight minutes,
and when his prints hit the bin, he was standing at the register before she'd called the name.
She'd written it off the way we wrote everything off.
Some folks are particular about their pictures.
What she'd actually watched, we understand now,
was a man surveying the lab the same way he surveyed everything,
learning our counter the way he learned back doors, who worked it, where the eyes went, what the
routine was. We were in the rotation before I ever ran a frame, except real estate guys don't
shoot houses at night, and nothing about a bus stop woman is comps, and he'd ordered doubles.
I didn't sleep great that night, and then a week went by and the machine fed me 400 other
people's Easter, and I mostly forgot. That's the true part nobody likes. I forgot him for a while. You
would have two. Envelope. Paul Reese. No phone number. 24 exposures. Kodak Gold, 200. 4x6, glossy,
double. Second roll, first week of April. Different name, different handwriting on the envelope.
And I'd learn later the handwriting thing was its own piece of work, because he wrote each alias in a
different style, slanted for one, printed for another. And he kept them straight, roll after roll for
months. Deb took this one in too, and Deb's the one who flagged it, sort of, by accident.
She mentioned it at shift change the way you'd mention weather. Another one of those house rolls,
she said, Guy gave her the creeps, wouldn't put a phone number on the envelope, said he'd just
come back. I ran it personally. More houses. A new neighborhood this time. I recognized a street
sign in Frame 9, Blue Stem, which put it east side, not far from the mall.
And that's the first time his photographs attached themselves to real ground I could drive to,
because up to then the houses had existed nowhere, the way pictures do.
This role had people, a man in his 50s getting his mail, shot long,
a garage interior shot from the street, shelves, and a deep freeze visible in the dark
past a parked Buick.
And six frames, six of the back of a yellow house from what had to be an alley,
back door, back windows, a swing set, a dog run with no dog in it.
Here's what I did that I'd never done in a year and a half at that counter.
When I cut the negatives, the machine's cutter left me one orphan strip,
and instead of sleeving everything into the envelope, I pulled the test print.
I should explain test prints, because this is the part of the job nobody knew existed,
and it's the reason any of the story ends the way it ends instead of some other way.
When the chemistry drifted or the paper lot changed, we ran calibration, and when a frame came
through badly exposed, the machine sometimes double-fed, or the tech reprinted with corrections,
and the bad copies, the rejects, the tests, the doubles that shouldn't exist, went into a drawer
under the counter to be counted against paper inventory at the end of the month and thrown out.
Every lab had that drawer. Customers never heard about that drawer. What it means.
meant practically was that the lab sometimes kept a frame the customer didn't know had ever been printed.
Frame four of the Reese roll had come through dense, and I'd reprinted it, and the dark first copy
went in the reject drawer, and that was all true and normal, and by the book. What wasn't by the book
is that at nine that night, after close, I ran two more frames dark on purpose, called them
rejects, and put those in the drawer too. The six-frame yellow house sequence bothered me that much,
I wanted the lab to remember what I'd seen in a way that didn't depend on me.
22-year-olds don't usually get to be right about the thing they're most afraid they're being dramatic about.
I'd trade it back if I could.
Envelope M. Kessler. No phone number.
36 exposures.
Kodak Gold, 200.
4x6.
Glossy. Double.
Roll 3 came in the last week of April, and Roll 3 is where I stopped wondering whether it was the same man.
because Roll 3 is where the film told me.
Different alias,
36 exposures this time,
dropped at lunch rush with Arlene,
and Arlene's description at shift change matched Debs,
match the tan jacket,
pleasant, forgettable, cash, no phone,
I'll just come back.
I ran the roll after close with the gate down over the counter
and the mall going quiet outside,
which in hindsight is a strange choice,
developing a stranger's surveillance photography alone at night
in an empty mall, but I'd stopped being able to run his stuff with customers around. It felt
wrong to run his film around normal people. I didn't want anyone standing at my counter looking
at their kid's birthday party while that came down the conveyor. The content had moved. That's the only
way to put it. The houses were still there. The yellow house was back, four more frames of its
rear elevation, and one frame shot straight down the alley showing how the yard gates lined up.
But half the role was now people, and the people frames had changed character.
The bus stop woman from March was in this role.
Same woman, no question, different day, walking with groceries.
The frame after her was her front door.
The frame after that was the door again at night.
And a new subject, a family.
Frames 19 through 28, one family, tracked across what the light said was at least three different days.
a dad mowing.
Two kids on bikes in a cul-de-sac.
The mom, and this frame is the one I'd end up describing to police more times than any other.
The mom at a Dillon's register shot from the parking lot through the storefront glass with a long lens.
Unloading a cart, her head turned to laugh at something the checker said.
Somebody had stood in a grocery store parking lot in Wichita, Kansas, in the spring of 1994,
and photographed a woman laughing inside.
and then driven that film to my mall and paid $3.99 plus tax for me to make him two copies of it.
But I said the film told me it was one man, so let me pay that off, because this is my favorite
part of the story in the only way any of this can have a favorite part.
Every camera has a film gate, the rectangular frame the film sits behind when the shutter opens.
If the gate has a burr on it, a tiny nick in the metal, from a drop, from grit, from the factory,
It scratches the emulsion the same way on every single frame that camera ever takes.
On prints it can show as a fine line, but on the negatives it's unmistakable.
A hairline running the frame's length, identical spacing, identical depth, roll after roll.
That's a real thing, by the way. Labs knew it, and police knew it.
A camera with a bird gate marks every role it ever shoots, identically, in a place no other camera will ever
match. The Kessler negatives had a hairline scratch, top third of the frame, running edge to edge.
I pulled my orphan reject strips from the Sutter and Reese rolls out of the drawer, put all three
under the loop on the light panel, and there it was. All three rolls, same line, same position,
measured against the sprocket holes with the little metric ruler I used for cutting. Three names,
three handwritings, one camera. I photographed the strips lined up on the light panel with my own
Pentax, and I wrote out everything I knew on a legal pad, dates, aliases, contents, the scratch,
and I started what I can only call a file, which lived in my locker in the back next to my discman,
and a paperback of the client I never finished. It's still strange to me, how calm the file made
me feel. As long as it was a puzzle, it stayed a puzzle. Puzzles don't drive to your street.
Two things happened in May, and I'll take them in order.
The first is that I tried the police round one, and it went exactly how you think.
I called the non-emergency line for the Wichita Police Department on my day off,
and did my best, and my best sounded insane out loud, and I knew it while I was saying it.
A man is taking photographs.
Of what, sir?
Houses.
Whose houses?
I don't know.
Has he threatened anyone?
No, has he trespassed?
Not that I can see.
Sir.
Is there a crime you're calling to report?
And there wasn't.
The officer wasn't rude.
He took my name, and he said the sentence I'd already said to myself in March,
the one about how photography from a public street isn't a crime.
And he suggested that if the customer made staff uncomfortable,
the store could refuse him service.
Refuse him service.
I want to frame that.
The one lever anybody could offer me was the power to make him get his double prints at Walgreens,
where nobody was keeping reject strips.
in a drawer. I said thank you and hung up and went back to the file. If the lab was the only
place paying attention, the lab needed to keep him. That's a heavy thing to decide at 22,
and I didn't so much decide it as fail to undecide it, week after week. The second thing that
happened in May is the yellow house. I'd gotten good at placing his neighborhoods by then.
Street signs when he was sloppy, but mostly it was edges. Water towers, the grain elevator
horizon lines, a brown sign in deep background. Once a church marquee I matched by driving. On my days
off, I'd started doing something I never told Arlene about. I drove his frames. I'd pick a location
I'd pinned and drive past it once, not stopping, just confirming the real world matched the
prince. The yellow house took me two Sundays to find, and it was real. Of course it was real.
on a quiet street off Lincoln east of Rock Road, swing set in back, dog run with no dog.
I drove past at 15 miles an hour with my heart going, and a WSU ball cap pulled low,
which tells you something about where my head already was.
I was disguising myself from him without ever having seen his face.
I'd caught it, the way of thinking.
It comes through the prince, if you handle enough of them.
You start seeing houses as sides and gates and sight lines.
I hated it. I kept doing it. I found the bus stop too, and I'm going to tell about the bus stop
even though nothing happens in this part, because it's the half hour that changed what the file
meant to me. It was a Metropolitan Transit bench on East Harry in front of a strip of storefronts,
a laundromat and a tax place, and a Taco Tico two doors down, which explained the cup.
I parked a block off and walked it, sat on the bench, and from the bench I did the thing I'd gotten
infected with, which is that I looked back the other way, along the line his lens must have run,
and found the spot, had to be, angles don't lie. A diagonal parking slot across and slightly east,
in front of the laundromat, where a car could sit facing her with the sun behind it for an
entire afternoon and be the single most invisible object in Kansas. There were three cars parked in that
row while I sat there. A woman came and waited for the bus four feet for me, holding
a toddler's hand, and I got up and left, because I'd realized I was a stranger studying sight lines
at her bus stop, and the difference between me and him had gotten thin enough to feel, and it scared
me more than any print had.
I found the Yellow House in the third week of May. On the morning of June 6th, a Monday,
the Yellow House was in the Wichita Eagle, not a big story. Metro section, three paragraphs,
one photo, a police photo, daylight, the back door I'd seen,
six times in another man's negatives, now with a sheriff's deputy standing beside it.
A family on the east side had woken on Saturday to find their house had been entered
overnight while all four of them slept. Nothing of value missing. That's what made it news at all,
the strangeness, the pride back door, and the things moved. Kitchen chairs turned, a photo
album out on the table. The story used the word burglary because there wasn't a better word in the
papers kit, and it said police were looking into whether it connected to two similar incidents
in the spring, both east side, both entries at night while residents were home, both with nothing
much taken. I stood at our kitchenette counter in my apartment with the metro section flat in
front of me, and the rejects stripped from the Reese roll in my other hand, and I don't remember
deciding anything. I remember being in the car. I will say this for the Wichita Police Department.
The second conversation was different because the second conversation started with me putting
photographs of the victim's back door on a detective's desk, developed from film that had crossed
my counter five weeks before the crime, wearing a date in the negative numbering, matched by
a physical camera scratch to two other roles full of other houses.
That's not a creepy customer anymore.
That's somebody's shopping list with receipts.
The detective's name was Brandt, Crimes Against Persons, a heavy-set man in his 50s.
with reading glasses he wore on a cord, and a way of going very still while he listened that I came
to rely on. He kept me two hours. He took the file, the strips, my legal pad, my pentax shots of the
light panel. He confirmed, carefully, in cop grammar, that the three spring incidents were real,
unsolved, and worse in person than in the paper. Worse in a way he wouldn't detail then,
and I only learned fully at trial, and all I'll say here is that in one of the houses,
the moved objects had been moved in the bedrooms, while the family slept.
He asked whether the man had ever photographed the same location after an incident,
and I said I didn't know, and he nodded and made a note,
and I understood the question a week later, when I finally did, and wished I hadn't,
because that's the thing Brandt already suspected, and I hadn't let myself line up.
The rolls weren't all shopping list. Some frames we'd eventually confirm were after. He went back.
He photographed what he'd already done from the street in daylight. The porch light off,
the house sitting there not knowing. And he ordered doubles of that too.
The summer of 1994 was a strange season to be living inside a secret. The whole country spent that
summer looking at one thing. I stood in the electronics section at Sears on June 17th with
about 40 strangers watching a white Bronco drive slow on every TV on the wall, everybody quiet,
everybody's ice cream melting. And I remember thinking that I was doing the same thing as the
helicopter cameras, in miniature, in a mall in Kansas, watching a man through a lens he didn't control,
waiting to find out what he was. Because that's what June and July became.
waiting, run on rules.
Brandt built the rules, and I worked them.
He made me repeat back to him in his office until I could say them cold.
Rule one, the lab ran normal.
Nobody got told.
Not Arlene, not Deb, not corporate, nobody.
Because the single most valuable thing in the case was a man who believed his photo lab
was a machine with no memory.
Brandt handled it over my head somehow, some quiet arrangement above Arlene's level that
kept me on the machine and kept questions off me. And to this day, Arlene thinks the summer of 94
was normal. And if she ever reads this, Arlene, I'm sorry, and you keep your chemistry cleaner than any
tech I ever met since. Rule 2. Everything printed twice stayed twice. The legal machinery
sat above my pay grade, subpoenas to the store's owner, paperwork through the county attorney's
office, things I signed with a detective watching. But the operational end that I lived,
was simple. When his rolls came through, the negatives got copied before pickup, chain of custody
envelope, initialed, dated, driven downtown. He always got his prints. He never got refused,
never got shorted, never got a raised eyebrow at the counter. We smiled at him all summer long.
Rule three, and Brant gripped my forearm the first time he said this one, which from a man that
still was a whole speech, I did not follow anything, drive anything, or find anything.
anymore. My Sundays were over. If a frame put a family in danger, that was his to carry,
and he'd carry it. And he did. Quiet, unmarked passes on flagged addresses, patrol notices,
once a family that got a vague and mostly true story about neighborhood prowl reports and left
for a convenient two weeks at the lake. He dropped four rolls between June and August,
four. Different aliases. Two new names we hadn't seen. Same.
cash, same doubles, same scratch on every negative.
Top third, edge to edge, the loop confirming it each time,
while a uniformed officer stood in our stockroom, pretending to be a Pepsi delivery man badly.
I met him once before the end.
I should say that plainly, because when people hear this story,
they always assume the counter arrest was the first time I saw his face, and it wasn't.
It was the second.
Roll 7, the third Tuesday in July, Deb out with a sick kid, Arlene at the bank, and at 10 past 4 the tan jacket came up the concourse, and there was nobody at my counter but me.
I'd imagined the moments so many times that the real one felt understaffed.
He set the envelope on the glass, Reese that week, the slanted handwriting, and said drop off, and I said sure thing, and I did the intake I'd done 9,000 times, and I am here to tell you there was nothing.
That's the report.
That's the whole horror of the report.
Up close, Edwin Roy Galt was a soft-spoken man in his 40s,
with a sunburn line across his forehead where a cap usually sat.
Drugstore aftershave, clean fingernails,
a plant ID on a belt clip turned backwards,
and the mild, patient politeness of a guy waiting on carryout.
He counted no cash out ahead of time,
ask no questions, touch nothing but his own envelope.
The single thing I caught, and I only caught it because I was looking the way Brandt had taught me to look.
Hands and eyes nothing else don't stare, is that his eyes went once to my name tag,
held for about the length of a word, and came back up.
That's all. One flick.
Reading a label on a piece of equipment.
I said ready after 4.30, and he said the four words I'd been hearing secondhand since March.
I'll just come back, and he walked off toward Dillard's at the pace of a man with nowhere to be.
and I held onto the counter for a second,
and then I went in the back and called the number I had memorized
and said he's here, roll in hand,
and the machine hadn't even finished its first bath.
The other thing from those weeks I want on the record is the cork board,
because it's where I finally saw the shape of him all at once,
instead of a Tuesday at a time.
Brandt had me downtown twice in July to walk frames.
They'd built the case on a wall,
every roll printed 8 by 10,
arranged in columns by location, red yarn and map pins, exactly the way you're picturing it,
because that's really how it was done. And my job was sequencing and technical read.
Which frames came from the same outing, judging by light and negative order? What lens? Where
he'd stood, worked backward from angle and compression. I was good at it, and being good at it
in that room felt terrible, and I did it anyway, four hours at a stretch. A college-jurbed
dropout with a laser pointer teaching homicide unit men how to read depth of field.
At the end of the second session, Brantz stood a long time in front of the column for the
yellow house, 17 frames spanning 10 weeks, and said the only thing I ever heard him say about
the man that wasn't operational. He said, everybody keeps calling this guy a peeping Tom with a
camera. This is a man doing site surveys. And then he took his glasses off and rubbed his eyes
and told me to go home the long way, vary the route, and that was the whole goodbye.
Go home the long way, vary the route.
I did every night, and I'm going to tell you about the last Thursday in July,
because it's the piece of this story that never made any report,
and it's the piece that cost me the most sleep per ounce.
I left it close, took Rock Road South instead of my normal run-up Kellogg,
and a pale sedan came out of the mall exit two cars behind me.
It was still there at Harry.
Still there when I turned west, which nobody turns,
because west on that street goes nowhere a mall shopper goes.
I did the thing Brandt had taught me for exactly this.
Three right turns, slow, signal everything.
And if it's still with you, drive to the quick trip on Lincoln
and park at the front doors under the lights and go inside and call.
Right turn one, it stayed.
Right turn two, it stayed.
and my hands on that wheel stopped belonging to me.
Right turn three, it swung wide, past me, and pulled into a pizza hut,
and through their front glass I watched a heavyset dad in a softball jersey walk in
and hold up two fingers at the hostess, and I sat at the curb across the street until my heart
quit slamming.
And then I drove to Haysville and didn't tell Brandt for four days.
Here's why that nothing story earns its place.
When I finally did tell him, embarrassed,
expecting the reading glasses and a lecture about wasting adrenaline.
Brandt didn't laugh and didn't reassure me.
He wrote down the date, the time, the streets, and the make if I had it,
and he filed it, and he said the sentence I've carried out of that whole summer more than any other.
He said, with a man who watches, you never get to find out which times were him.
That's the tax.
Everybody in those albums has been paying it since, whether they know it or not.
Then he bought me a Coke out of the machine, which for Brant was practically a hug, and sent me home the long way again.
The content kept moving in one direction.
Fewer houses, more people, longer lenses.
The Dillon's family was gone from the rolls.
Brant's people had noticed their absence before I did, and never told me why, and I didn't ask.
The bus stop woman was not gone.
She was in every role now, her block, her buildings,
parking lot, the numbered stalls. Her, at her door, keys out. Shot from far enough away that
she'd never in her life have picked him out of the world, one frame catching her looking almost
straight down the lens line. Some sound in the street, a bird, who knows? Her face open and unbothered
and totally unaware. And I printed that frame at one hour speed, and it sat in the catch tray
looking up at me, and I had to go stand in the stock room for a minute among the paper boxes.
Brant wouldn't tell me her name. He told me she'd been contacted, which he said in a tone engineered to
end the sentence. I've thought about her every day of my life since, and I've never once known what to
call her, and I've decided that's right. She gets to be unlisted, even here. And then the first week of
August, roll 8, frame 31. I'm riding the correction buttons half hypnotized at two in the
afternoon, and my own apartment building came down the conveyor. I knew it before I let myself
know it. You do. Brick three-story on hillside north of Kellogg, the dumpster corral, the exterior
stairs, my neighbor's window unit dripping down the wall the way it had all summer, and my civic
in the lot, in its spot, frame 32, shot straight on and centered, the parking decal legible on
the glass. Frame 33 was the building again at night. Frames 34 through 36 were the mall,
our concourse entrance. The lab's backlit sign, one-hour photo, shot from out in the parking
lot through the doors, and standing at the counter inside, a small blur in a red vest,
90% unrecognizable, 100% me. I want to be accurate about what I felt, because I've told this
part wrong at parties for years, played it for the gasp. Standing at the machine, what I felt
wasn't terror, it was insult. He'd handed it to me. He'd stood in daylight and photographed the
person developing his film, and then given me the film to develop, and either he knew exactly
what I'd been doing all summer and this was a message, or, and Brandt believed this one,
and by the end I did too. He had no idea, and I'd simply come up in his rotation. He'd noticed
the tech who was always there, young, alone at close, predictable schedule, name tag, car in the same
stall every shift. The truth Brandt kept me sitting with is that the second version was worse,
and it took me a while to see why. If it was a message, I mattered to him. I was an adversary,
a factor. If it was the rotation, then all I was, after five months inside his head,
after the loop and the file and the light panel. All I was,
was to Edwin Roy Galt was another address that hadn't happened yet. I'll give the week after
that roll its own paragraph, because it deserves one and only one. Brant moved fast and quiet.
My civics started parking in a different stall, one visible from the mall security office,
and a mall cop named Gene, who was told a fraction of a version of the truth,
walked me out at every close for the rest of the summer, talking about the royals the entire way.
Every night, God bless him.
I stopped sleeping at my apartment.
Officially I was cat sitting for a cousin in Haysville,
which is what my mom still believes,
and my mom reads everything I write, so,
Mom, there was no cat, and I'll explain when you call.
The apartment itself got two drive-bys a shift from patrol,
and Brantt walked my building's lot with me once, at noon,
and stood where the frame said Galt had stood,
and measured nothing, and wrote nothing,
and just looked for a while at the sight line to my window,
He never told me what he concluded. I never asked.
There are conversations you can tell were had entirely so a 22-year-old would witness them
and feel the department's wait and it worked, and knowing it worked never made it work less.
The strangest part of that week wasn't fear anyway.
It was the counter, because the counter didn't stop.
Vacation rolls, a christening, a girl's 15th birthday, a man's retirement dinner at the Petroleum Club,
hour after hour of Wichita handing me its life to develop, and me handing it back with a smile,
and the whole time the S-bin held an envelope with my own building in it, printed twice.
That was the first time I heard the name, that afternoon, though I've just now broken the order of how I learned things telling you.
It happened because frame 32, my civic, gave Brandt what six-house rolls hadn't, a reflection.
My car sat photographed straight on, and in the driver's window, faint, warped by the curve of the glass,
was the shape that took the lab's best printing and the county's best enlarging to pull up,
a car across the lot behind him, his own car, a pale caprice,
and a smear at the wheel arch that resolved at the fourth enlargement into most of a Kansas plate.
The caprice came back registered to a name with no spring or summer alias in it.
Edwin Roy Galt
46 of Wichita
An address off South Oliver
17 years at the same aircraft plant
Which if you know Wichita explains the schedule
Second Shift builds a lot of free daylight
No record beyond a 1981 trespass that went nowhere
The man missing from the middle of his own photographs
And here's where every cop show you've ever seen writes the ending wrong
Because the ending you're expecting
the door kicked in on South Oliver. Couldn't happen.
Brant walked me through it at a Browns on a Sunday. Both of us with coffee neither of us drank.
A plate reflection put Galt's car in a public parking lot at a mall.
Everything else, the scratch, the aliases, the timeline against the break-ins, was strong and circumstantial
and made of things a first-year defense attorney would feed to a jury as a hobby.
search the house on that and find nothing, or find everything and lose it in court.
And either way, he's educated now, and the woman on his roles is still on his roles,
and he knows her stall number.
What the case needed, Brantz said, was Galt's hands on it, his body, his handwriting,
his custody of the camera with the burr in the gate, all of it at once, in front of witnesses.
Then he looked at me over the reading glasses and said the thing we'd both been circling since June.
He has to come back to the counter.
He always has to come back.
It's the one place in the world we know he'll stand still.
Envelope. G. Sutter.
No phone number.
24 exposures.
Kodak Gold.
200.
4x6.
Glossy.
Double.
Roll 9 came in on Tuesday, August 9th.
He'd cycled back to the first alias, which Brantz said meant nothing,
and I've always believed meant he was finishing something.
Tuesdays, by the way, it was always Tuesdays, all summer, every drop and every pickup, and it took me until July to understand why.
And the reason is so small and so human that it still makes my skin crawl worse than anything else about him.
Doubles were free on Tuesdays. That was it. That was the whole reason.
He was working through a list of houses with sleeping families inside, and he scheduled it around a photo promotion, because why would you pay for the second set?
I ran Roll 9 at 4 in the afternoon with Brant's Pepsi Man in the stockroom, and it was the shortest
hour of my summer, and I called Brandt from the back phone before the prints were dry.
Half the roll was the woman.
Her building at night, three exposures, one lit window, hers.
I didn't know it was hers, and Brant's silence when I described it told me.
Her parking stall, empty, time stamped by the light at what had to be mid-morning, which meant
he'd stood in her lot after she left for work and known he had all day. And then frame 19,
and frame 19 wasn't shot from a car, and it wasn't shot from across a street. Frame 19 was a door,
filling the frame dead on from maybe four feet, the number plate, the peephole, the knob,
and the lock. The lock centered, in focus, close enough to read the brand stamped on the cylinder.
Whatever building hallway that was, he'd been standing in it.
Brant didn't say much on the phone.
He said copy everything twice and get the envelope in the bin under S.
And he said Galt would come back Tuesday, because Galt always came back Tuesday.
And then he said, mostly to himself, in a flat voice I hadn't heard him use, one week.
And then he hung up on me, which he'd never done.
And I stood in the stock room holding the receiver among the paper boxes.
and understood that the schedule had just changed somewhere above me.
What had changed, I learned later,
was that Brandt had spent July building a second case in parallel
and hadn't told me, because Rule 3 ran in both directions.
The spring break-ins had physical evidence,
latent fingerprints,
including a clean set lifted off the cover of the photo album
that had been moved to the kitchen table in the yellow house.
Unmatched all spring,
Galt's only record was the old trespass,
and the print card from 1981 had been filed under a clerical error that took three weeks of a July
I knew nothing about to untangle. On Friday, August 12th, the latency off the Yellow House album matched
Edwin Roy Galt's left hand. On Monday the 15th, a judge signed the warrants, his person, his residence,
his caprice, and Brandt made the decision he later testified to in one sentence. Rather than serve it
at the plant or the house, he'd take Galt at the one location where the man would arrive
carrying his connection to the aliases in his own hand. The counter. My counter. Tuesday.
He briefed me at the Brahms again, Monday night, and this brief was different. Short sentences,
no coffee. My only job was the job. Ring him up. Hand him the envelope. Count his change
slow if I could do it naturally. Don't if I couldn't. There'd be a couple in front of the
airbrush shop. A man at the Walden Book's spinner rack, the Pepsi man, others I wouldn't make.
Nothing would happen until the envelope was in Galt's hand, possession, alias, handwriting,
transaction, witnesses, all of it together in one motion. And when it happened, my move was
one step back from the counter and none of my business. Then he asked if I wanted out, said Deb
could work the register and nobody would blink, and he asked it in a way that made clear.
both answers were respectable.
I said the person who'd looked at every frame since March
should be the one standing there.
What I didn't say, because I'd have had to explain it,
is that Galt had put me in his rotation.
I was an address to him.
I wanted one time before it ended,
to be the counter instead.
The week between the 9th and the 16th
is the longest week I've ever worked,
and nothing happened in it,
which is what made it the longest.
Seven days of running the machine with my back,
straight. Every tan jacket on the concourse, and it turns out August in a mall is wall-to-wall
tan jackets, I counted. It kept me sane. Every one of them got the same half-second of my attention,
hands and eyes, and none of them were him, because he was never early and never off schedule,
not once, all summer. Wednesday I recut a stranger's negatives crooked for the first time since
training and had to reprint the strip on my own dime. Thursday the tornado sirens ran their
noon test, and I put a tray of somebody's honeymoon face down on the counter before my brain
caught up to what the sound was. Friday, Brandt called the back line just to say the word steady,
and hung up. Saturday and Sunday I was off, and I spent both days at the Cousins Place in Haysville
watching a marathon of nothing on TBS with the phone on the couch next to me. Monday was the
Brahms briefing, and then it was Tuesday. Tuesday, August 16th, 1994. Doubles Day.
He came at 10 past 4 in the afternoon, which was his slot all summer, after first shift traffic and before dinner.
And I watched him come up the concourse the whole way, past the airbrush shop, past the couple studying t-shirts, tan jacket in August, medium everything,
a man who matched the average of every man in Kansas, and he reached my counter and said the name, Sutter, picking up.
I'd rehearsed my hands more than my face, the bin, the envelope.
the register. He watched me the way he'd watched me on frame 36 probably, the red vest blur at the
counter, nothing behind his eyes but process, and I rang 399 plus tax, and he put a five on the
counter, and I gave him his change, and I set the envelope down on the glass, and his hand closed on it.
I stepped back. I'd love to tell you it was loud, but the truest thing I can tell you about
the arrest of Edwin Roy Galt is that most of the mall never noticed. The couple from the
T-shirt shop crossed twelve feet of concourse already holding badges. The Walden-Books man came
in on his flank, and there was one short scuffle of shoes on tile. He twisted once, hard,
toward the concourse doors in the parking lot, toward the caprice, and then he was on the tile
with a knee in his back, and his cheek flat against the floor of the mall he'd photographed
from outside, and the envelope with his alias and his handwriting lay on the glass with his
Prince fresh on it, in my chain of custody, until the second I'd set it down. Deb was on a smoke
break. Arlene came out of the back at the noise, took one look and said, to nobody, to the whole summer,
what in the world? And the county attorney's office would spend the next eight months answering her.
The Caprice sat in the east lot, nose out, inside of our doors. I never saw inside it,
and I'm glad, same as I was glad every time this story spared me a room.
The inventory came out at the preliminary hearing, and it did the convicting, honestly, more than I did.
In the trunk, a Canon A1 with a 200-millimeter zoom, the gate burr matched our strips under the county's microscope,
and I'll admit the photography student in me registered, in the middle of everything, that it was a nice camera.
A gym bag holding gloves, a pry bar wrapped in a towel, and a ring of assorted keys.
A Rand McNally-Wichita Street Atlas, with pages soft from use, and nothing marked in it.
Because the marking was all somewhere else.
The marking was in the albums.
Three photo albums, the kind with the sticky pages under plastic film, organized by a dress,
one set of prints per frame, some frames annotations annotated.
in grease pencil with times, and single words the prosecution read into the record one by one,
while the courtroom got quieter and quieter.
That was set one.
Set two, and the detectives genuinely did keep asking about this,
Brant told me in the interviews where Galt said almost nothing.
Set two was in a foot locker at the house on South Oliver.
Every second print from every double order, untouched, still in our envelopes,
our labs stamp on every flap, in date order, going back past March, back before us,
back through envelopes from a Walgreens on West Central, and a grocery lab in Darby,
three years of Tuesdays.
The working set and the kept set.
He never explained the kept set.
He never explained anything.
41 days of proceedings, and the man said in total, I'd guess, 200 words.
They tied him to the three spring incidents with the album annotations.
the latency and the pry bars tool marks, and to two more from 1993 nobody had ever connected,
and the county attorney charged the woman's file, the hallway, the door, the lock,
as aggravated stalking under the statute Kansas had passed brand new just two years before,
which meant her name stayed out of it, which I choose to believe is why he pleaded when he did.
In March of 1995, Edwin Roy Galt took a deal on the burglaries, the stocking count,
and two other counts I only understood the weight of when I saw the number.
Forty years, no parole eligibility inside 25.
He was 46.
The Eagle ran it on page one of Metro with a photo of the mall entrance,
and Arlene taped the article inside the stockroom door, over my objection,
and it stayed there until the lab closed in 2000.
Aarlene deserves her own paragraph before I let this go.
She found out everything in one afternoon, the summer, the copies, the Pepsi Man, my locker file, all of it,
from a county attorney's investigator with a subpoena for, among other things, the contents of the
reject drawer, which she'd been dutifully counting against paper inventory all year with three
of my flagged strips sitting in it. She didn't speak to me for two days, and I let her not.
because she'd earned the silence. I'd run an operation inside her lab, under her chemistry,
past her face, for a whole summer. On the third day she came in early, put a cup of quick-trip
coffee on the machine for me, and said one thing about all of it, ever. She said,
next time, you tell me, because I'd have watched the counter better than any cop. And she was right,
and I said so, and that was the end of it. And when I finished my degree the next year,
the frame on my graduation photo came from her, and the print inside it, I noticed, was corrected perfectly.
The rest is short. The bus stop woman moved, before the plea, with help. That's everything I know and more than I should say.
The Yellow House family stayed and repainted, and I know that because I drove past one last time in the spring,
old habit, 15 miles an hour, and there were kids in the yard and the dog run had a dog in it.
Deb kept working mornings. I went back to Wichita State in the fall of 95,
finished the photography degree, and I've spent 30 years since shooting weddings and school
portraits and other things people love and can't believe. And I've never once developed
a stranger's film again, and I check my own negatives for gate scratches every single year,
and there's no reason for that, and I do it anyway.
Brandt retired in 2000. At his party, he invited me, which I'll never.
ever get over. He told me the case file's official name, some number, and then the name the
unit actually used for it all through that summer. They called it double prints, because of the
promotion, because he only ever came on Tuesdays, because the whole thing, start to finish, got
broken by a man too careful to leave fingerprints anywhere but too cheap to pay full price for his
second set. One hour photo, double prints every Tuesday. One set was his, the other set was
always ours.
