Just Trish - Brooke Schofield on Zach Sang's Betrayal, Clinton Kane Lore & Alissa Violet Beef

Episode Date: July 11, 2024

Our bestie Brooke Schofield is BACK... and just in time to spill all the tea. After going viral with her "WHO THE F DID I MARRY?!" series exposing her fraudulent ex, Brooke reveals new disgraceful details about Clinton Kane. Plus, she puts Zach Sang on BLAST for betraying her and shopping her story to companies like Hulu and Netflix. And the 'CANCELLED' host sounds off on Alissa Violet's beef with Tana Mongeau. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Hey guys, welcome back to the Just Trish Podcast with one of our two recurring guests. If we have a guest, it's either Tana or Brooke. And today we have Brooke Schofield! Woohoo! I'm so excited. You, look at me. We also have Oscar here today. Yes, number one Brooke Stan.

Yes. Always. You have the B for Brooke. Yes. We watched your series um the groundbreaking i survived clinton kane series and we like wanted to cosplay it immediately we got the robes we have the robes right here the robes should we say the lore about your robe yeah so i i robbed the waldorf historia i stole the robe from the hotel. And I didn't realize I was really going to throw myself into the bus in that way. Because I wasn't paying for the hotel. So someone else paid for that robe.

And I feel guilty about it. And I'm sorry. But Waldorf Astoria, you're welcome for so many views. And we bought two of them. So it was a brand deal. Yeah, it really was. Because we literally bought them right away. They're one size. I'm a little scared to try it on. Because sometimes the robes don't fit me. It is a one size. Yeah, it really was because we literally bought them right away. They're one size.

I'm a little scared to try it on because sometimes the robes don't fit me. It is a one size. You look perfect in it. I love it. I cannot take it off. It's my favorite robe I've ever had from a hotel. I do steal them from every hotel I ever go to. And someone did pay for it.

Yeah, someone paid for it. I really, truly, truly thought you could just keep all the robes if they were in the room for you. That's crazy. They're going to just wash it and give it to someone else? No, what do you mean? They charge you $16 for, like, a bottle of water. You think they're going to give you that for free? They should.

It's a wall dwarf. It's, like, $1,000 a night for, like, a cheap room. Maybe warm. Oh, my goodness. That's crazy. So they just let you reuse these, huh? Like, to guess, to guess? They just reuse the ropes?

They must. Yeah. To guess. Like, towels. Otherwise, what do they do with them? I don't know. Towels, I could see, but. It washes really well

like I mean I put it through the wash all the time and it's just in that same condition well we love it you should sponsor I don't know why I'm starting I know

you're really selling the hell out of the rooms I know like can I have a free night please honestly they really should because everything you even oh my phone's over there

but I bought the Casetify phone because everything you mentioned we bought that is so nice you know what's funny I mentioned in my series like the one hotel. And they reached out and they were like, we're so sorry you had such a bad experience.

Let us make it right. What does that mean? What are they going to do? I don't know. I'm going to have to invite a better boyfriend there, I think. Oh, my God. That's iconic. Do you have anybody that you're going to invite?

Absolutely not. How are you feeling through all this? Are you just like, how? Are you good? Are you like? I'm still pretty manic, honestly. I feel like it was like a lot of attention at once. So it was like, I don't want to say exciting, but it was like, oh my God, I can't believe

this many people. Because you guys know I've been telling this story forever. I always say like, my boyfriend killed his family, faked an Australian boyfriend. And everyone's like, okay. And I'm like, wait, why don't you care? That's the tea though. Why didn't more people talk about this before? Like it is weird how it just hit.

It was just a different audience and I'm noticing it even now because, you know, I did the whole series on TikTok and it blew up and like people cared and stuff. But I then unpacked like more of it on Canceled. And again, it's back to the narrative where it's like Brooke won't shut the fuck up about shut the f**k up about it like we're so tired of hearing no i've seen so many comments in your support of you like so many really are you just seeing like the negative yeah i'm just still seeing people that are like like get over it but i'm like you know what i hate that i hate that rhetoric so much especially this time since he poked you he's the one who provoked this he poked me i wonder if he poked me on purpose of course his song came out i never heard of him i never cared i love the song i love it i think you said it slaps yeah it kind of slaps a little you were a fan at one point

but he he was like he was making very different music at the time that we got together he was like it was a lot of like sad i love like sad music and like ballads and love songs and stuff. And now he's trying to like do some like ricka ricka. I'm not, I can't get behind it. And he's like, yeah, I don't know. You're into chicken tendies. I was into chicken tendies. Which I wasn't into that. I listened to that because of you too. I'm like, let me listen to the song because you mentioned it. I was like, I've never heard the song. I wasn't into it. I like this one. But it's about you, this song. No. Well, he says no i am a narcissist no i just i he says he wrote it four years ago that's what that was like he's like i wrote this song four years ago but i dated him i have every

unreleased song that he ever had in his bank ever on my phone still to this day so if that song existed prior to now I would have known about it yeah and he obviously made the caption about you no his I mean he made the video about his ex-girlfriend before me and um like made that the thing but I guess I'm in love went so viral and it was about her so I think he like wanted to tie the two together that's not to say the song's not about her it could 100% be about her but it should be about her she's amazing and she's too good for him too so yeah but the tiktok he made was about you the one where he's like i've been over it for two years and she won't stop yapping yeah that was clearly the one because i unfortunately i'm the only yapper in the room that is actually because that i saw and i was just like this is so weird so that

one's not and then you made a response and respond to that one, right? Yeah, and I was like – I went back and forth about it, but I was sitting there and I don't know what – it got me so mad, you guys. I would be too. I was mad for you. I knew it. I knew – I saw it first. Like I saw someone post like, oh, what is Brooke going to say about this? And then I saw your Instagram story where it was just like the filter with like the face on it.

And I was like, she's about to say something. And I was like refreshing. I was like, what is she going I was like she's about to say something and I was like refreshing I was like what is she gonna do what is she gonna do I was oh god and I was like how do I even because there's so many things like obviously so many elements that I had to leave out because it's like how many parts can you make if I made like 60 parts it would have been like someone would have had to admit me somewhere they would have loved it I know the original who the f did I marry that has like 70 parts right didn't it yeah and yours were short yours were like two minutes so I think if you would have loved it i know the original who the f did i marry that has like 70 parts right didn't that have it yeah and yours were short yours were like two minutes so i think if you would have done 10 minutes so i was just trying to keep them keep them with me you were good yeah the storytelling was iconic we added a patreon video reacting to it for now thank you it was literally we were

filming for so long like we were stopping we're analyzing and then we just stopped to look at like what you were i have to go watch it it is so good like because we were trying to see like what cans you were drinking at alicopa and yet salsas then you had taco bell at one point like in the frame no i'm not even kidding i called my manager after that i go i could because i had a taco bell deal and i had a salsas deal and i was like you know what don't say i don't try for these brands was that did you like it wasn't really i mean i i was drinking i was actually drinking the celsius i was actually eating the taco bell but i was intentional with putting them in the videos because i was like check this one out i want i want these people to work with me again

oh can i tell you i literally got taco bell i told you we got everything we got the robes the necklace the taco bell the case to fight the celsius ollie pop we got all of it like for real i was like i need this it's something about you I don't know what it is like when they say influencer versus content creator like you are the influencer that is so that's like really

like the highest like compliment you can give me you have like a little link to it in your outfits I click every time I'm like okay what can I

what would work on Brooke that would also work on me but you do love an oversized shirt every now and then so I'm thankful I do that I'm really big on that except I just got one

I just got one I love so much I was so big on that except I just got one. I just got one. I love so much. I was so excited about it. It was my new little Willie Nelson shirt. I posted a photo in it the other day. There have been outfits.

What happened? I'm scared to even tell you the story because I know that you're like kind of you get like queasy. Oh no. Well you can tell me. You and Tana

I don't mind any poop or fart or shit. I didn't shit my t-shirt. I will say that. Something about like pretty girls I don't mind hearing it from I think anyone else so Tana and I shot the um cover of our new tour announcement we shot it the other day and it was like in the middle of the desert like super super hot day like and I just felt horrible the whole day she was with me and I was like I was telling her I was like I feel hungover but I didn't drink I don't know what's going on i'm on a lot of medications still

because of like my boob job so i didn't know if it was because i like took it on an empty stomach or what but i was like i just don't feel good okay and i was like getting my makeup done i'm like i don't know we start driving and i'm like i'm not i'm not gonna make it like i cannot get to the shoot i'm sweating i'm like white in the. I like literally don't know what to do. And I go, Allison, I'm going to throw up. Like I'm going to throw up. And she's like, oh, like we'll be fine, whatever. It's an hour and a half drive.

I threw up in my own lap behind the wheel on the freeway. Literally like full like brand new beat. Oh my gosh. Like she gave me a bag. I filled it up in two seconds and I just kept going and kept going. And then I'm still in drive and the door opened. It was so violent. I had to still go do the shoot. Tana's on the phone. She's like, get here now. I do not care. We paid so much money for this shoot.

You had a set for it. Was it the one with the gas station in the desert? It was an old camper that we had rented. But like it was a really high production. Like I had to go. And so how did you clean it up? Well, lucky for me, Allison had like a whole bunch of wet wipes. I had a pack of makeup wipes.

I used every single one. Oh my gosh. And I just changed and like literally I did mostly throw up in the bag. Okay. The bag was just. Wow. I had to go. And what about the shirt it's done this shirt is has since been washed but i can't think about it the same yeah the smell too of just like vomit vomit doesn't bother me as much i don't know yeah a lot it's so polarizing like some people are so like you know there's like what is it edemophobia

emetophobia or whatever that's yeah people like Sounds right. No, I made that up. But people come for me all the time because I'm like, I was a nursing student. They're like, I don't even know. I don't even know what that is. But it's like people go to counseling for it. It's like one of the most like crazy ones. Wait, but what is it? It's like if you smell something or –

It's the fear of throwing up or fear of like seeing someone else throw up. And it's like for a lot of people, it's actually debilitating because you could just be in public and someone could throw up and it could literally send you into a... Into a what? It's very serious. Like a coma or what?

I don't know. Like a downward... Some kind of breakdown, I guess. It's like, you know how people have misophonia or whatever it is? The holes? The sound of chewing? That's the chewing.

It's like repetitive sounds and stuff but I used to like think that was kind of woo woo until I don't know

I started developing some mental illnesses myself and then I was like you know what it's probably real I believe that's real for sure some people like

hate the sound of chewing and that's all I do on my TikTok stories I knew the misophonia I don't mind chewing if I know what's happening if I'm like just sitting somewhere and someone's chewing behind me and if I know what's happening. If I'm like just sitting somewhere

and someone's chewing behind me and I'm like where's that coming from? I'm like you better shut your mouth right now. Well I feel that too. I feel that with certain things and then the poop is farting is another one. If someone farts and I'm like actually I smile. Well I'm not like into farting really. It's not my thing. Some people are though.

They like to do a big. So you did the shoot for the cancelled and do you want to guys announce a tour? We announced I think on people are, though. They like to do a big. So you did the shoot for the canceled. And do you want to announce a tour? We announced, I think, on July 12th. Oh, my gosh. I think. Big day. Big day. That's so exciting.

I think. I could have completely 100% made that up. I did see something. Was it you or Tana that said, we're going to announce next week? And you're like, are we? Someone's like, are we? And you're like, I don't know. I just like, literally, was that you?

And I say, I have no idea. I do know all the dates. And I know it's coming. And I know we're we someone's like are we like I don't know I just like literally was that you and I have no idea I do know all the dates and I know it's coming and I know we're we so but someone's choosing a photo lord knows it's not me do you get final approval on that stuff I do but sometimes I'll see it and I'm like hi you know what I guess it just has to be that one and how many months is it um two I think you're ready for it um Yeah. I need a – I'm excited. Are you guys going to do anything different because of so many leaks from the last show? Like are you guys going to do anything like, okay, we won't say as much this time? Or are you going to say more?

Probably not. They're paying money. Give them their money's worth. You know what I mean? You do have to feel bad. Like it's one thing for somebody – like when someone complains about actual canceled, I'm like, okay, well, you got this for free. No offense.

Yeah, yeah. but like you got to watch this in your house like and it was free like about censoring names and stuff like yeah you can't get mad at us for like it not being entertaining enough but if somebody like really pays money and travels and gets there like I want to give them like the money's worth yeah the money's worth yeah I think you definitely

do for sure we try and we're gonna it's also like the names that you guys drop it's not like it came out of nowhere like people are doing some kind of antics you know so it's like yeah and i wait it takes a lot to push me over because there are a lot of people who have wronged me like really badly who i've never ever ever exposed and probably never will but really but if you do that one final thing the push definitely would do it to me especially especially back to the Clinton thing when he did that.

I was like, that's wild that he would do that. Seeing one, like how you've talked about him before, but also like seeing how like Matt Rife went down and everyone like loved Matt Rife. So I'm like, why would he even try to like poke you when he knows he was completely in the wrong for this? I think he started feeling like kind of safe about it because I was like genuinely saying it all the time and no one really gave a fuck. Oh, so he's like, this is my time to like, I think he was probably like, well safe about it because I was like genuinely saying it all the time and no one really gave a fuck. Oh, so he's like, this is my time to like.

I think he was probably like, well, whatever. Like no one cares anyway. So here, let me get some views. Like I think maybe the most he expected was just you to talk about it on canceled or something. And it's like, oh, it'd be like the same thing. But like the effect of doing it on TikTok where I can reach people who like don't follow you or know. I saw that so often. Like I don't know who any of these people are but now i'm invested yeah i think that was that was the difference the people the people who know me are over it

yeah well i'm like you know i'm over it like it's not like i love talking about it still or anything either but it's like you will not try to make me look crazy ever in that situation because you like i oh my god i did so much for that man i literally was like trying to get his mom's like facebook deleted i was trying to erase her from the internet i'm like trying just like to help him and like and he's gonna say like she just wanted to tell the story like no you well that's a good point okay so we were watched canceled we love that it came out last night because i was like thank god because i was I was like, I wanted to know so many updates. And obviously, I knew you guys were going to talk about it. But you were saying that too, how like you didn't want the story originally to come out

when Zach talked about it with Tana, which I didn't know. I thought you went on Zach Sang first and then Tana. So when you said on Canceled, you're like, Tana went on first. Even Tana was like, wait, you didn't go on before me. And you said – No, Zach would have never had me on the Zach Sang show if I didn't have a Clinton Kane story to tell. Wait, really? But you guys – and I also didn't know you guys were like show if I didn't have a Clinton-Kane story to tell. Wait. Ever.

But you guys – and I also didn't know you guys were, like, friend – okay, because we've talked about him, obviously, off camera before. And I didn't know you guys were, like, friend-friends, like, close, like, hung out. We spent a lot of time – like, it's not like we were super close, but we were super close at the time that I was dating Clinton because he and Clinton were really close friends. That's what I didn't know. Yeah. And, like, we – like, the night I met Clinton, I was with Zach and I was with Justin and I was with, you know, like all these people. And so then after that, that became our group. And like, we'd go to dinner every night and we would like spend all these nights in like these Airbnbs and hotels and stuff, like all together. Like that was our friend group. I didn't know. So Zach

saying was there too for all these. Yes. That's what's wild. Like that one, I didn't know. That's the missing piece. Cause I remember you being like – like, again, like, you're like, I can't stand Zach. I can't stand him. I'm like, oh, he's, like, so nice to me. Again, we never – we went out once to eat. I'm not friends with him like that. So I was just like – and I liked Zach.

But when you were telling me this, I'm like, I can't believe it. I thought the world of him. I completely get the allure and, like, why people like him. You know what I mean? But I also can't stand him. Which kind of makes sense. Okay, look. I – again, I like Zach on, like zach on like this like the level i know

him where i just go on the podcast but it has been tara the bad interview takes with him trixie he wasn't prepared for and then how this with you i'm just like damn and the fact that you didn't want it out there but he told the story and he knew you didn't want it out there right well i i my biggest like like it has it sounds so dumb and i keep repeating this but like i wasn't like concerned about the cheating i wasn't concerned about the breakup. I was so, so, so concerned about like the world finding out because I thought that like for some reason it felt so big to me that I thought that what's happening right now was like going to be the immediate reaction. I thought that people were going to be like, oh, my God, this is the craziest story ever. This man is over.

Like his career is ruined and I was worried about not only him but like all the people who worked for him because I'd like grown to care about all of them so much his managers and like everybody on his team and I was like all of these people are about to be completely out a job because of this like hole he's dug himself into so I was like going to the most extreme lengths ever to just keep it a secret and Zach knew that I literally I told him I was like how do I make sure that nobody finds out like and what did he say to that and he was like you know what like down the line like Pete like he's he made his bed he's gonna he's gonna like sleep in it or whatever it is but like we're gonna like he just again kept telling me like we're gonna end up

writing a show about this you're gonna be you're not gonna be so sick over it and we're gonna be sitting in our beach house you know laughing about this situation one day and this is his friend or was he stop being friends with him at this point he i will tell you why zach exposed clinton kane it's because clinton kane cut zach off had that not happened had that not happened zach would have ridden for clinton kane all night long because that's the way that Zach liked Clinton. Oh my wait so Clinton cut him off what's that mean just like I'm not gonna be your friend anymore like leave me alone? Well when I when I found out I think he just didn't know who I was telling and who knew and I think that he was like really like just paranoid and stuff he stopped

talking to everybody all his friends everybody's completely stopped and so I think it pissed Zach off and zach was like check this one out and so when's the first time it was exposed the zach and tana episode was the first time he talked about it yeah and i guess i didn't like watch that fully he's asking tana questions about your relationship yeah he says well so um dan is one of the one who started the conversation like so i'll give him that credit but like he said like well brooke um dated clinton kane i didn't know that and then not only was it like the clinton kane expose but it was tied to my name which was the number one thing i didn't want was for me to have any association to it at all and look like i exposed it and i like i i didn't want to be a part of it

at all so for it to be tana's episode and then I'm sitting like it's and Brooke did this and Brooke is still talking to him today and like just such personal information that was like it was so soon

and so new and fresh I wanted to die and holy and you said that too you said you actually wanted to die no I did

I was like I was really sick at that time and I'm sure you've like obviously been like felt that way before where it's like it just literally felt like my world was ending and he knew that.

And I like, oh, my God, I begged him. Like Tana called me after. She's like. Oh, she knew it was bad. She was like, I can't believe that. Or she was like, I got cornered and like this is what happened. I just want you to know about it. And like if you want to talk to Zach and like see if you can have it cut, like do that.

And so I was like, you're fine. You don't worry about it. I'll get want to talk to Zach and like see if you can have it cut like do that and so I I was like you're fine you don't worry about it I'll get Zach to cut it yeah and that's when I started reaching out reaching out reaching out and he didn't cut it no which is so wild like that's crazy to like not cut that didn't you told him I would assume the extent of what you were going through of like I feel like I'm gonna die like I don't want his career ruined 100% like I literally well I just like I don't know what I was out of my mind like I was so to die. Like I don't want his career ruined. 100%. Like I literally, well, I just like, I don't know what, I was out of my mind. Like I was so far out of my mind. I was not myself. And I was so scared, like literally like scared of myself because I felt like I was like drunk

driving. Like someone was like, someone else was driving my body. So I was like, I cannot handle anything else like coming at me that I'm not expecting at this time. I literally just need to be able to like function. And then he was like, you know you know would be fun if I just told it on the Zach Sang show and when it came out what did you do or feel or say I was literally oh my god I was so sick and I like I texted him and I was like you are the worst like possible imaginable friend like because like like it's such a vulnerable story

like what if it was I mean of course it wasn't like a like imagine it had been like a sexual assault story or something like that it was just like it was a really traumatic thing that happened to me that you decided for whatever reason was your your story and you got to tell it without my permission and then I asked you not to and you still did it and didn't apologize and you never said a word about it and so I just never like since then I've when does fast grocery delivery through instacart matter most when your famous grainy mustard potato salad isn't so famous without the grainy mustard when the barbecue's lit but there's nothing to grill when the in-laws decide that actually they will stay for dinner Instacart has all your groceries covered this summer.

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And also Clinton. He doesn't know his mental health, his state, you know, stuff like that. Well, that was another major major factors i you you know how mentally ill you have to be to do something that like anything that clinton has done like something is very seriously wrong with him and like i was taking that into like i would that scared me too like and my mom and i would talk about that actually a lot because she was like brooke you don't do this for no reason like something is really wrong with him and you need to be careful like and so that was another thing i was afraid of him like either himself or doing something to himself and like imagine like

oh my god i loved him so much and if that were to have happened because the story came out or something it was just my biggest fear and for like it didn't come out from a stranger it came out from my friend yeah and or if it happened something happened to you you said you lost like 30 pounds like within like i did like i literally did. Like I literally – I could not eat. I couldn't do anything. I was taking so much Xanax like literally to just even be like a functional like person. Not that I was very functional. But Xanax and not eating too, that can cause like death just because your heart slows down.

Like it can either slow it up or slow it down like really bad. And like that's just such a scary place to be in. It's like that's the dangerous part about the internet is like when you're talking about like other people and they ask you like not to and stuff like that and then it becomes like a scary situation like that and zach radio silent just never heard from him since at all never well he came up to me at a party like a few weeks after it happened and i like i literally just immediately like started crying he's like is it that is it really that bad like was it really that bad I go what and then I saw I told this story already I like I hate to be redundant but like I saw him send flowers to like Phineas O'Connell sent just being

like just thinking of you like kind of thing like and it made me literally so grossed out because I'm like the fact that you can like go so far out of your way for someone who first of all you know Phineas doesn't give a f*** about you Zach. Like you just want the clout so bad and you want the approval of these people so bad because they have value to you because of their fame and whatever it is. Connection. But somebody who like you like considered you to be a real friend like you don't care if like they're literally themselves like. And no apology. No apology ever except actually I shouldn't say no apology. An almost apology in a situation exactly like this lights cameras like on the Zach Sang show when I did end up going on.

He apologized a little bit, kind of. Kind of. And I told him, I was like, I just think it was really slimy the way that you did that. Like, you know what I mean? And he was like, well, I didn't understand like the extent, you know, and it kind of brought it back to like, well, he did this to you and he shouldn't have done this to you.

And like kind of made me feel like he was on my side. But it's like the further I got away from the situation, I was like, you know what? You are not, you are not a good person. It's not even like a story to tell. Even if he's trying to like defend you or be his friend, like it's still like just not his place to say it. Especially if you're not sharing the story yet is wild. And he could have done it down the line.

But like it just – at that current time, I was so unwell. Like it was just not okay. And you're still like in the love bubble where you're just like – I was like that every relationship ended. I never wanted anything bad because I was like I love that person. Yeah. And you know like as a person too with borderline like what it feels like when a relationship ends is literally like nothing you could even explain to like a person who doesn't experience it. Yeah. It's like your life is over.

Like I thought – I literally felt like he died. Like he – my boyfriend died. That's what it is. I always said that too like the morning of it and it's just like oh my god. Like I'll never see this person's – even though he's alive, I can't talk to him. It's like awful. It's like the worst thing. That's what it is. I always said that to you, like, the morning of it. And it's just like, oh, my God. Like, I'll never see this person's birthday. Even though he's alive, I can't talk to him. It's, like, awful. It's, like, the worst thing.

It's crazy, but. Oh, my God. I'm like, but now I'm on TikTok, so. I mean, you handle it really well. But, I mean, that part to me, like, blew my mind. And also the part where you said that Zach was shopping around a documentary now, currently, about it. How did you find this out? You just hear i i

shouldn't say how i found it out just because i know they wouldn't want to be thrown under the bus but a reliable source but that's that's what zach does like he's kind of like a ryan seacrest vibes like that's like what he sells shows like through uta he like sells shows so yeah he decided he's gonna write it he I think, a scripted series about it. And he's been, like, shopping it to different networks and stuff. But I will go on record and say that I will have no part, like, in anything at all that is tied to Zach Sang whatsoever ever. Ever. I mean, that's pretty crappy.

And I think it's just bad. It's not even, like – there's no, like, journalistic integrity about it. Like, your friend asks you not to. It's like you're like, I'm at this point. Like, I think there's really, like, no excuse for itistic integrity about it like your friends a friend asks you not to it's like you're like i'm at this point like i think there's really like no excuse for it he had nothing to gain at that time either like nobody even really gave a but i did yeah of course he's just so ambitious where it's like people get so ambitious that they lose like a sense of humanity almost in a way because i, I mean, he talked about it even when he was here. Like, the Olivia Jade, it was before, it was, like, right before the whole, like, USC college scandal or whatever.

And he was, like, so excited to have that story that it was, like, Olivia Jade's last thing before everything broke. Right. And how all of a sudden that is what every other, like, news outlet picked up was Olivia Jade talking to Zach Sang about it. So I think that, like, also is... Because she talked about that incident, right? It was, was like right before the whole thing broke when she was talking about like her school experience yeah and he was just like this is the time to strike yeah so he

gets lucky and that's like i get the same like gross feeling too because now people are pulling up all these videos of like clinton's fake accent and him talking about his mom and stuff and it's zach saying interviews so he's getting that money and he's getting that attention and it makes me resisted yeah that's the first thing he did that's what pissed me off so bad he put the first thing he did is repost all those clips not text me and say like hey like yeah he's like this is another time for me well at least he didn't post the episode i thought maybe he'd try and post your episode like in full or something like that so i guess that's i mean it's not a plus one he could he could it's like it's almost like at this point it's like i mean

now i've said everything there is to say about it it's not like i i can't pretend anymore like that i'm any better than him i'm i said the whole story but it's your story to tell like it's nothing of his like you can talk about it forever and ever because it's your story but it's like it's just i would like to just never talk about it again after like you know what i mean like i just i wanted to get it all out because it's like it felt like the time I don't know it was cathartic for me honestly I feel so much better now having like actually like told like said my piece and like my really like laid it out you know what I mean I think the full story that you said like gives so much more context and not that anyone needed it but even for me I was just like holy there's like so much more to it because even when you're here the first time we

talked about a little bit but I didn't like didn't want to be a dead horse and i was like oh whatever but when you explain everything and then now the zach part to it it's just like so many like pieces to this story and it's like a whole different i think people just have so much more empathy and like sympathy for you because they're just like damn and the fact that you try to protect him and save it so for clinton to be like anything thinking that that's what upsets me like like him saying like I'm yapping or like like blaming me for his like demise or whatever like even the voice memo of him saying

you know like I pity her whatever it is it's like I would have done anything to make sure that you could get yourself out of this situation I was trying to like give you any idea in the world that you could just like come clean or or say like this is why or say you know what I mean but but to think you could be his demise even though he was the one that you could just like come clean or or say like this is why or say you

know what i mean but but to think you could be his demise even though he was the one that did lies is it the thing about guys in general the gaslighting to be like but you did this but now you're making me feel bad for something you did to yourself like that's it like it's just yeah and also like what really makes me mad too is that he feels like he has the right to sing about stuff from all these years ago whatever and but that's okay because he's an artist and he can use all his stuff as his relationships as inspiration but for some reason like your job and like your profession is like less or whatever so like when you do it it's like oh she's just yapping and using this to top a story well it's like that's what like people in entertainment do. They use their like trauma,

their experiences to share stories and like relate to people. And that's exactly what he does. He's right. If this song is whatever, like four years old, allegedly it's like, you're saying all these freaking old relationships too.

You're writing songs to help people through losing their family members, but I can't, you know, go on my podcast and help people through abusive relationships. Exactly. Like, God forbid, at least I actually – one of us had the experience. The actual legitimate experience.

Yeah. And what you're doing helps so many people too and like in that sense too. I don't know. I feel like when you're like a lifestyle – I don't know, not a vlogger, a podcaster, I guess what you are, is just very much like it helps other girls be like, oh, shit. Or like watch out for signs too where like're like, this might be a red flag. And you're like, I had all these red flags and I didn't know. So like hearing it from a different perspective, people can like spot their red flags more too.

I think so too. God, Jesus Christ. There's so many things I could have paid attention to in the beginning and like I could have been out of there so quick and avoided so many problems. But you know how it goes. That's why it's good. Your experience, it's like sharing experiences. You're like the older sister for other people because when you share the experiences, I

would be like, oh, maybe this is where. That's why I always say i like talk about a lot of things but it's like i just like to bring awareness so people kind of know something's normal or not normal and maybe it helps somebody you know and it does but i just i still can't get over the zach thing because i did a show for e called bank of hollywood it aired it was like candy smelling all this stuff like that and it was actually to get money for my boob job it was like when i was like 20 and it was like this show where you can ask the bank of Hollywood. It was like guy from WME, like all this stuff. You could ask them for money. But they humiliated me so bad because they had me take off like my top because I said

I had really uneven boobs and I wanted a boob job. So I was like telling them, they're like, well, we got to see them or whatever. So I like took them off. I'm like, well, if they're going to need money, I'll show them whatever. And at the end of it, they just, they basically said like, this is so stupid. Like, why would you even come on here asking for our money and blah, blah, blah. And I was so humiliated. I was 20. So I haven't shown my boobs on the internet at this point. And I just like cried. I broke down. I literally that night, like I was like actually going to like myself, like I was in the trailer and I was just like, I'm going to hang myself. I'm going to hang myself. And this is on E right. And even E had like enough, like I signed already like a release,

like they could have aired it, whatever. Even E was like kind enough to be like, oh, you know what? Like maybe we shouldn't air this because this girl is like literally like about to like hang herself or something like that. So for Zach, again, to not have any compassion for someone he actually knows, this is people at E, they don't give a fuck about me and they like didn't air the episode. It's like actually crazy that he would do that. It just makes me so upset. I agree. No. You know? Yeah. And well, first of all, I'm sorry that happened to you. But like honest to God, it is. But it's about compassion. I can't imagine like doing that to somebody, even like someone I didn't care about. honest to god it is but it's about compassion like i can't imagine like doing that to somebody even like someone i didn't care about so to do it like to someone you know someone that you do care about and you like you know and like like he knew so so in detail like the extent

of what i was going through because i really like was so suicidal at that time like i was constantly being babysat i got 51 50 i got like it was like a whole like he and he knew all of that so oh it pisses me off so much does he just like did he just like hope for the best because for what for for the story to be the first to break the story like and then months later to be like is it that bad like that's wild that is so and to still be posting the clips today like oh you know oh my goodness i didn't know the show that was also like i can't even really like fathom i'm not could you imagine could you imagine he sold the series and i had to watch i had to watch a super successful you know whatever netflix like scripted series knowing that zach sang wrote the show i had nothing to do with it and he's getting

paid off like you know how i would feel about that like it just you know what i don't know i always like i always say like rotten fruit will fall on its own like and i always like just figured that like everyone would find out about zach saying in due time because i'm not the only person who's had an experience like this with him but i think i think it's coming to i think truth always comes out about i don't i don't know exactly like what you're talking about and again i know i'm like on such a surface level, but the truth for my experience is like, it always comes out. And sometimes it takes so much, right. To come out about if someone is a bad person or whatever, but that's like, that's, and I hope at least you get an apology. Not that I would make it right. Or you have to accept it, but I would love like,

honestly, I'm the most forgiving person in the world. He could literally just text me tomorrow and say like, listen, I didn't understand. Like understand like he did understand but like he it's just the fact that like he's never made any attempt to apologize he's never reached out like in that way so it just that's what like really infuriates me about it like i believe people can grow and like i i understand his perspective of like being a journalist and wanting to have the story and like that's how you get ahead we all do things to get ahead like in the industry and stuff like that like you know but but he understood he should understand it at this point now that you've explained it so this should be like if they shouldn't have taken this long like i shouldn't have to even be on here right now yeah to get like you know a peep out

of him apologies and they do go a long way i say this all the time like god i would love for the people that i've talked about in the past like or still to this day that I've known for what I've – like, an apology. Like, if, like, there's, like, five – a handful of people that I'm like, God, you know, I've apologized so many times to these people. It's like, I would love just, like, one apology once to be like, you know what? I did kind of mistreat you poorly. Or I did take advantage of you being a little nuts. You know, like, something like that.

And I never get that. And that's what pisses me off the most. I'm like, why can't people just say sorry? Like, it's, like, not hard to do. And it, like, goes so far. It isn't. And I'm very quick to do it because I like I don't like to have loose ends. You know what I mean?

Like and I will accept an apology from someone who I don't even necessarily believe is sorry just because I don't like to have like relationships that feel like I don't I don't like to dislike people. I don't like to have resentment. Like I'm so forgiving and honest. Like I have a very i believe that everybody is good like just naturally like that's my natural like thought process so it's like not everyone is good and that's what sucks but hopefully people just see it and i think like

you like not being scared to talk about it also helps because it is scary it's so scary to talk about other people because one you like you said you get comments of people being like get over it drama queen like you get you get this like reputation then that's like oh she just has a problem with everyone but it's like so important to like talk about these things because one i think maybe maybe people don't know like maybe zach just truly doesn't know maybe i don't know he's just on his own i'm hopeful in situations like that i am hopeful like sometimes i'm like you know what maybe people just like weren't raised the same way maybe they don't have the same like like ethics or whatever it is like and that's fine but like you need to learn that's what I'm saying it's your responsibility like you're old enough

now like you need to learn how to treat people what is what is and is not okay to do to somebody like and what's like human like be like a decent like human you know what I mean yeah I think and I'm mentally ill I'm like i'm too i'm too easy to target that is true and then too that that i don't like either the taking advantage of someone who's already like in a position people know or like yeah and i'm sure you experience that a lot too it's just not even like it's it's we are the perfect target for people who like narcissists really and like people who want to take advantage. Have something to gain from you. And it's one thing because Clinton obviously might be a little unwell because he obviously

lied about so many things. So there's obviously, there's something not right. But Zach, I don't know. I don't know his mental history, but it's like he seems to be someone more in a coherent mind that would know better to like not air that. But, well. Well, dang. That's a lot.

Sorry, Zach. I know. I'm like, and that's a wrap on Zach saying. I know. I was like, end your boobs. Let's talk about your implants. I was like, where do we go? Because it got so.

I know. I don't want it to be like a super dark episode. Because I do like, I don't know. I feel like I'm doing really well. It seems like, obviously, it seems not so much that way. Because I'm like, my whole life is drama right now. But you're like feeling overall. You're just like, you feel more relieved to have it out there because you're like i'm done talking about this which you really

you got it all out there so are you if he says something else if like clinton were to like release like would it trigger you if he were to release like a defense video and from himself right like you know how people make videos in response to like if he responded i hope he does i i literally i genuinely like i hope he does i hope he does something to try to make it right again it's like one of those things where it I hope he does something to try to make it right. Again, it's, like, one of those things where it's, like, it's never too late to take accountability. Like, everyone knows the truth. So, like, tell the truth.

You know what I mean? Don't double down. Don't dig your hole deeper. Don't place blame or, you know, call me crazy. Definitely don't call me crazy, please. Because I got 14 more parts in me. You're, like, wait for the next 70 parts.'re coming yeah you know what I mean but it's like it's you know people have empathy like again like I'm mentally ill so is he okay so like how am I gonna I can't come at him that

hard for like something that's really like seriously clearly very very wrong with him I don't know what his life was like growing up of course because I thought that he was on the beach in Australia but he could have had a really horrible life growing up And I don't know what his life was like growing up, of course, because I thought that he was on the beach in Australia, but he could have had a really horrible life growing up. And I don't know. Like, I don't know. Yeah. The pathological lying, like I definitely can relate to that. So I think there is probably like trauma somewhere there because I mean, just guessing, I'm not like obviously a doctor, but like, I know I lied, especially about being rich when we were young. That was one thing I related to him for. I used to lie about that all the time too. I was like, I wonder why that is, but I think it is like some sort of like it's a really

common thing and you know what's strange is um i'm a lot of people tell me it's very very common in like filipino culture like it's very common for people who grow up in the philippines to say that they didn't or like say that they're from other places and stuff it's like for some reason it's like shameful to them which like i can't understand because right of course like i can't understand why i would ever be shameful to be filipino but like it's something in their culture maybe but it's really common when i was younger i always like would say i'm white because like i'm like white very like white passing but like my parents are and like immigrants from south america and cuba so i don't know maybe it is like also like an immigrant thing because like when you cut especially like in the when we were younger I don't know like when you're

in a very like white space you kind of want to like fit in you don't want to like have anything that separates you and I don't know maybe that's the only thing I can like think of like I can't relate to that trying to relate to him also is kind of crazy. Am I having to do mental gymnastics? No, but I get it too, though. Like, it's like I used to lie a lot growing up too, but just like, I feel like it's shame. Like, you have shame of like your situation. Like, I obviously grew up with my grandparents and I had drug addict parents. I didn't want people to know a lot of things like growing up because I just was embarrassed of it and stuff.

So like, I'm sure a lot of people can account for things I've said that like were just absolutely not true. But like, nothing too extreme. I get that, you that you know yeah but I never killed anyone off yeah that I think all that is a lot and just like lying where you're from and like the basics of it all I think to the lie to like guilt and manipulate someone in a relationship that like also adds such a differently it'd be one thing if he like lied about it and then that was just part of like the lore but like to use that all the time just to like make you feel like bad and like pity him and like make you stick around yeah it would be like i would want to go out with my friends and it would like all of a sudden it was the worst day he's had in months

and he needs me to stay in with him because he's crying and whatever and i have to sit and like pat him on the back and watch him cry you know what i mean instead of going out and like do like having dinner with my girlfriends like it was it was such a manipulation tactic and like just like you know like that's what you do you isolate like in an emotionally abusive relationship you isolate them from their friends and everyone around them so that they can't like like no one can talk any sense into them and that's what it was and it was so constant i did not see a friend for six months none like i never got to see them and if i did get to see them i'd get in trouble for it and i would we'd fight about it when i got back and like it was like

which is hard for you too i know you were talking about that too is like you were the wrong person to be like his stabilizer you're like i'm also unstable at the moment like yeah I am nobody I'm nobody's mommy okay like and I that's what it was it was like I was it was almost like he needed me to like mother him yeah and like that's a whole different thing to unpack but like I was so unstable myself I was not on like any medication at the time and like I hadn't you know like relationships are so triggering in BPD and I did not I hadn't had any symptoms really at all leading up to this relationship because I wasn't in a relationship so once I was in it I was like I was off my rails and now now I'm babysitting what was it what was it about the relationship where you like realized where like

the borderline came out where you're like oh this, this is, like, where you were off the rails? Like, what did you notice about yourself? Just I, like, just everything felt like I was just so hyper emotional. But also, like, I'm so angry all the time. And I, like, I felt like I hated him just because it was, like, everything was so infuriating. And, like, the way that we would argue, he was so, like, irrational. You couldn't get through to him. He could say the sky is purple, and I would just end up having to apologize.

And I hate saying sorry if I'm not sorry. If I am not sorry, I am not apologizing. And if I say that, then that's a whole additional three hours I just added on to our fight. Because, just say sorry. That's really good.ralian accents are hard yeah the voice moment you played before this i was like wow he's still going with the accent which is like wild well it would be i'm you know what it would be weird just like just all of a sudden stop now you know what i mean this is the time to the time. This is the time to stop. Wait, no. This is the time where you're like, actually, yes. Did you see the video that ABC, the TikTok ABC posted? Yes.

I'm like, even like Australia, the country is also like clocking you. That's when you know. No, the Empire State Building trolled him the other day. No. Are you serious? What was it? I didn't see. The real official account of the Empire State Building on TikTok posted a thing and said

when someone says I can't stop yapping and it just swipes to like me my face like a million times shout out the twins that runs empire state building that's my favorite like genre of the internet right now is like is uh like account like real business accounts that are run by obviously like one of us yes yeah yeah totally my favorite thing because so many people were clocking in or commenting on the lifetime the channel was like, oh, we could do something with this. No. That's everything. Girl, you should cash in on this.

Go before Zach. Get in before Zach gets it because they should invest in you. My pride won't let me because it's like all this time I spent saying I didn't want this story to get out and I have nothing to gain from it. I don't want it to ever seem like I'm doing this for anything other than like literally to just like tell like tell a story i don't know what i mean he's like gaslighting you now and provoking you and he's monetizing off of it with his song and his you know all this clickbait let him make the money the man hasn't made money in forever oh my god that was also our question when we were watching he had money though he's paying

for airbnbs and hotels and he had a lot of money but it was like really strange. First of all, there would be times when his card would decline all the time and he would have to call someone and be like,

put money in my account. And it was money that he was using. It was his record deal that he was using as like personal money. Like in advance or what? Yeah.

But his business manager had it all in an account and like he would have to transfer the money. And so like he would take us on all these like vacations and stuff. But he was using Columbia's money. Whoa. That's wild.

Is he still signed to Columbia? Oh, wow. That's up in the air. Oh, my God. Wait. So, wow. So does he pay that money back? Like how do you know anything about it?

He's supposed to make the money back. Like that's how, you know, a record deal works. Like you make the money back with your music how did you know? He's supposed to make the money back. Like, that's how, you know, a record deal works. Like, you make the money back with your music. Oh, I see. I see. But I don't, I can't imagine

he's doing very well at that. Well, maybe this song because of you. I feel like I was listening to it 10 times. Trisha really did love that song. It gave me Ed Sheeran vibes. It's not like,

you know what? Like, I don't, I don't want the man to be poor. Like, I don't care. I don't care. I don't give a f***. I just don't want him to abuse women in the future.

Yeah. And other people. And I want him to go and meet up with I just don't want him to abuse women in the future and other people. And I want him to go and meet up with his mom and I want him to say, I'm sorry for killing you. Does he have a brother even? He has two brothers. I don't know. Wait, I want to know what the alive brother did to get to stay alive.

You might have met him. The alive brother had a chance you could have met him. You know what I mean though? He only killed off off one maybe he thought like it was gonna get too crazy yeah yeah also his dad his dad really did pass away and he never spoke of his dad at all but couldn't shut the up about his mom weird like that's what you could use for songwriting and emotion and stuff like that about loss of his dad yeah was the mother figure thing the true at all like did he actually have a mother figure that passed away oh no yeah he made that up that was awesome completely made that up and that that was another thing that was another like

poking the bear moment where i was like i've given you all this time and i've like i've held my tongue like when i have this huge platform where I could destroy you. And that's what you came up with. Just a whole new additional imaginary character. It's a good spin. It was a good spin on it. But yeah. It's like, yeah.

What else can you advise? Who no one can account for, by the way. Like who, did anyone know her? Like there's photos like you can find, like I can go on his mom's Facebook and I can see how close their family was. They were doing everything. They went to church every Sunday. There's family photos of them doing everything. Them at Universal like just the weirdest lies too.

Like I took him to Universal one time. He's like, I've never been here before. In my head I'm like, that's crazy. I saw you here on Facebook with your mom. Wow. That is wild. And he didn't think you could find those. It's like so weird.

Yeah, like why did you tell me your mom's name? It's so specific. Oh, he used her real name. And that's how he found it. He used her real name. He was reckless. Oh, my gosh. That is really wild.

And I loved your response. Oh, yes. Your statement to people. A rep for Brooke Schofield. Who was your rep? Yeah, who was your rep for that? It was Greg. It was just my manager.

Oh, I love that you actually went through a rep. I would, like, respond as my own rep and be like, but did you give him the quote? God and everybody knows he does not have a rep. He did it himself? Okay. I'm sorry. I'm surprised he didn't like, oh my gosh. He does not have a rep. He doesn't have a friend. He doesn't have anybody

in his life. Oh, because he got them all out. Was your exact quote, you said the ha ha ha, did you write it down to your manager? Yeah, and I chose the amount of ha's that felt appropriate. gotta get that on the shirt you should get that on his shirt for your merch because that was like such a good response i loved it i was like this is the because all you can do is laugh like what are you even talking about that was really iconic i've read a lot of you know celebrity statements in my time and none as iconic as ha ha ha ha ha. That was great. That was so good. Because what bothered me was like the, this is a tactic,

or like, or, basically tried to make it sound like it's my tactic. Like I just try to break down my exes and stuff because of the Matt Rife thing. But I'm like,

first of all, those two situations are not even comparable. Because like poor Matt Rife is not in the same even ballpark as No, yeah. He looks great in a band.

I'm like, go back to Matt Rife looks great honestly apologies to matt right seriously because like that's not even like you know what i mean that's those two things like cannot even be compared but like no that one is wild speaking of accounts that came for clinton kane i think your boob doctor came for him did you see that one where he's like when your client and there's like has rhymes with this and definitely another situation where it's like somebody else is for sure running you don't think it was him well i know it wasn't him he took my stitches out he's like i don't know what's going on i was like oh how does that work someone's in his office

like do this for a tiktok is he like lip synced in that one or something yeah so like it started like so dr miami in um obviously miami he had this girl um her name was santina and she was like his like creative director and she went so viral because she was just like she made him like so viral on tiktok because her ideas were so funny and like he was always in on the trends he was always in on the drama and he was pretty messy like and everyone loved it and everyone like would comment and be like i know this was santina's idea like blah blah so i feel like people are kind of emulating that now but yeah they just like wanted in on it and they sent it to me beforehand they were like can we post this that's everything i and you went to dr barrett yeah did you like it because i want my boobs

done so i need to know all about him loved him so much it is it's been so amazing i'll show you after there is no, I have no scars at all. Oh, I saw the picture. You sent me a picture when I felt very in.

I was like, I was like, I guess I showed you my non-canceled. I'm like, I want to see. But even then, that was like so,

like right now, I mean, it's been now probably like a little over two weeks since I did them and like they're, and you can see like obviously that there's like,

they were cut into but I know that there's going to be no scars at all. Oh my gosh. And I'm happy with the size. I know they're – and you can see like obviously that there's like – they were cut into. But I know that there's going to be no scars at all. Oh, my gosh. And I'm happy with the size. I know they're still going to go down a little bit. They do feel like still a little bit like big for my frame at the moment. But you're used to having big boobs because you had big boobs growing up.

But I also like I didn't really take into account that I was like a bigger girl. Like you know what I mean? Like I had those big boobs because I had like bigger everything else. Yeah. Yes. So when I first like I woke up and I was like a bigger girl. Like, you know what I mean? Like I had those big boobs because I had like bigger everything else. Yeah. Yes. So when I first like I woke up and I was like, oh, no. Did you feel that way when you first saw him? I literally looked down and I was like, oh, no.

And, you know, when you first get them done, they're like full of like water that one was like over here. One was over here. I felt like I was going to like topple over. That's wild. They look so good. Are you going to get used to people like looking at them again? I hope so.

I'm like we can only hope. It's actually crazy. I haven't seen – because now so many people like don't have implants anymore. And like in my era of like 2007, like every girl had implants and I would just stare, stare, stare. Now this era is like girls that are more natural and I love that too. But I love big implants. I'm like I can't help but stare.

I love the look. I love the look and I love like the I'm like I do can't help but stare I love the look like I just I love the look and I love like you know the Pamela Anderson vibe like just like honestly Pamela's Pamela's like me like no

no butt tits yeah which is a good I love that though too I love it I did the butt I did the BBL and the boob

just because I'm bigger but like if I was tiny like you I'd look crazy you know I I put my deposit on a BBL could you imagine me with BBL what happened I was gonna get a BBL

um I don't know I just like happened? I was going to get a BBL. I don't know. I just like, I think I was scared. And I felt like, I don't know. I just, I felt I was afraid of it going out. And like, I'm afraid of anything I can't undo. Oh, right. You know what I mean?

Would you have done the fat transfer for the BBL? Yeah, I don't know. Well, I did take the fat out of my arms. For? For nothing. I just threw it on. You're like, I just lipoed them. Is that what you did? Like, what? Really? When did you do that? um yeah i don't know well i did i did take the fat out of my arms for for nothing you're like it's lipodome is that what you did like what really i did i did air sculpt i did it in 2021 2020 20 i haven't i don't know making things up after the pandemic yeah but i was i was a lot heavier at the time but i'll show you like a photo like i had very unproportionate just like upper body in general because i was like i was

chesty and i had like bigger arms and i always had a smaller stomach smaller legs so i just felt like i felt like yeah like i the arms are my thing too i hate big i mean i have well there's no such thing as a big like it's you know what i mean like now that i say it i felt some feel like stupid saying it because i'm like my arms were too big for my body like what the fuck I feel like so many people feel that way but yeah the arm my arms feel huge all the time but I'm like yeah so I did I did air sculpt I did like um you look great I did the bottom and then I did um sorry I'm not talking to me I did here and like this part of my back so just the air sculpt it's not a needle there's no surgery that you're putting underneath it's like a cannula like I think it's yeah a cannula and it's they do tiny little holes you can see like

i have a couple tiny little holes and they melt the fat first so it's liquid and they can just suck it out that's that's cool so and it helps it to be even because like when you do traditional liposuction they don't like the fat is still like. So that's why you get like kind of lumpy sometimes because it's like, it's hard to scrape it and make it even. Yeah. But when you,

she's so traumatized over there. Did you get it? Did you get it? No. I mean, her face, she's like. It's a lot.

Yeah, I can make you feel queasy. But when you melt it, it like, you know, it's just liquid so then you can just suck it out. And that's what I did.

That's so good. And you didn't put the fat anywhere else. You just took it out. Nah. And I threw that shit out. Because, you know, it's just liquid so then you can just suck it out. And that's what I did. That's so good. And you didn't put the fat anywhere else. You just took it out. No. And I threw that shit out. Because, you know, they can transfer it to – they can do boob transfer now. But at the time, I still had huge boobs at the time. So I didn't want any more boob then.

Interesting. Were your boobs the same size you are now? But obviously you were, like, bigger. Yeah, my boobs were bigger than they are now. Wow. But I was bigger. Yeah. I was probably 30 pounds heavier.

Wow, that's crazy. Because I always think about that too. Like I'm like a 36 double G, but I'm like, if I got tiny, if I was like your size, I'd still want like 36 double G. I would just want like huge balloon boobs. It would be so iconic.

Like I literally like, I love the look. Hopefully I don't like not love it one day, but I also think about it and I'm like, that's like, that's what you want. Like to be a MILF with like your tits out. Yeah. Oh, I'm going to get new ones. I think especially after becoming a mom, you just want, you want them done again.

You're like, I want them bigger and up. Well, I, you would love my doctor. He was, they were amazing. Not just him, but like the whole, everyone at the office was amazing. I also did it for a collab, which I'm sure they would do for you too. What does that mean? You didn't have to pay? I didn't pay for them.

Oh my. They're so expensive. Now I went for a consultation. Like 20,000 is like a minimum for a boob job. Mine was like 8,000. I was like, what the hell. Like 20,000 is like a minimum for a boob job. Mine was like 8,000. I was like, what the hell? Well, I originally, so I did just a boob job. So it was cheaper.

But when I had originally consulted with him, it was, I was going to do a lift and they did quote me like 20,000. 20,000. Yeah. Something. I need the lift. But they, yeah, I did this. I'm not sure what the cost was because I'm.

You're like, I just got them. But. Also, I'm not sure what the cost was because I'm – You're like, I just got them. But also I'm not – I don't know if it was free or if I got like a big discount because I paid for it and they pay me back per like deliverable or whatever. Oh. But that's – first of all, worth it because you are like the most influential person and I feel for sure I'd get it because I want to go to Zach Miami, but he's like so booked and so expensive. So then I was like, where are you going? And then when you said Dr. Barrett and I saw his TikTok and I was like, you know what? I because I want to go to Zach Miami but he's like so booked and so expensive so then I was like where are you going and then when he said Dr.

Barrett and I saw his TikTok and I was like you know what I kind of want to go to this guy just randomly but after seeing your boobs I was like I need to go there. He was so many like friends who have gone to him too who loved him and it was just like I had the easiest healing experience ever I did not take one pain pill even like once. How long did you get dissolvable stitches?

Yeah no no. You took them out. So I took them out, oh my God, I took them out. I took the first round out like because they had, they had like regular ones just along the bottom

and then they had two or like, or one long one that's like this long. It was painful. And it holds all of them together and it had to stay in a couple extra days

and then I had to go in and I had to let them pull it all the way out and this one got stuck. So what happened? It was like, I just like had to let them pull it all the way out and this one got stuck so what happened it was just like I just like had to feel them like snug no the stitches are the worst I'm so sorry for the people listening this is like really bad but I've got so many stitches out and it's the worst part but some people get dissolvable ones these days and I'm like I wish I had dissolved because mine hurt so bad but I have this silicone I like I'm wearing them now the like little scar

patches and they it's they make it so flat that it literally just looks – I have zero scars. I can't wait to show you. Oh, my. I want to see so bad. I know because, like I told you, I have all scars. I'm just Frankenstein over here. Well, also, you can use what I have on – they show the before and afters of if you put those

patches on your scars, it gets rid of them. Even like old scars? Yes. Mine are like 10 years, 15 years old. Really? Is this Dr. Barry too? Even like keloids. I mean, I'm sure they have them like outside of him too.

I think like. Oh, we should give him the business since they gave you these free boobs. I'm like, I want to give the business back. No, honest to God though, I had the money to pay. You know what I mean? So it's like I wouldn't. I would never. If I had a bad experience, I just wouldn't say anything about it at all.

Yeah, you paid and they paid you back if they wanted to do it, which is like so – no, and I think that's – with surgery, it's like such a big thing. Yeah, I've gotten offered free plus surgery once, but I didn't do it because they wanted to put like a pig heart in there, like pig skin. Yeah, I'm thinking no on that one. And I just thought, what if I morphed into a pig? I mean, maybe. It would have been crazy, but I mean, I was like no. And he's a big doctor too, but yeah, I always say – There are some things though like it does

make me nervous it's like getting a group on for surgery it's like there are some things you shouldn't skip like skip out on but he's famous like he's like he's kind of known he's very very amazing like he was really amazing and so when they did the tiktok you're like absolutely do as many tiktoks as you want about me yeah and I'm I

think I owed him like two tiktoks I've made like 60 like I just because I was gonna talk about my boob job anyway I think I owed him like two TikToks. I've made like 60. Like I just, because I was going to talk about my boob job anyway. I can't just pop out with these fucking honkers. You know what I mean? Like,

and just be like, I don't know. I started drinking more milk. That was the myth, right? Like if you drink milk, your boobs will get huge. You know what? I spread that rumor

like wildfire in high school. I told everybody that if you, if you bent over, because I had huge boobs and everyone was like, how did you get those? I would, I would say if you bent over and drank milk like this it would make your boobs oh my god your it works are so you should do a milk campaign

i would love to they're like paying so many people now you guys know how i feel about milk right wait do you love or hate i'm obsessed with milk i would literally chug a gallon of milk i love milk so much. Sounds like you're a sponsor now. No. Well, actually, I think people, like, do come for you for that and stuff. I love cows. No.

Why do they do that? Because, okay, so the Got Milk, I know for a fact, are paying people, like, influencers, celebrities, whatever, to do Got Milk campaigns. And everyone's getting, like, this one person I know that did it, like, I've never gotten more hate in my life than doing a milk campaign. Yes. Because it's super inhumane how they're, I mean, how they treat the cows in most of these places.

There are like, there are brands or like a, like yeah, brands of milk. Is it brands of milk? Yeah. Brands of milk where the cows are not treated that way. So I feel like that's like a better way to go about it. Oh, wait. Isn't it inhumane to milk a cow? I don't know.

I'm, no, it's the conditions conditions that they live in, I think. For most major, major producers. My grandpa was a cow milker. This is true. This is not a Clint Kane lie story. This is actually true. You don't have to clarify it, honestly. I have to sometimes.

But you know what? This would be a lie that's a funny lie to tell. This is me just trying to insert myself into every story. But he was a dairy farmer. And I think he treated his cows really nice. Like he didn't like, I don't know. It's usually like the smaller like pastures or whatever it's called. I know nothing

about making milk but it's where like you know the things you see in the documentaries like where it's just like tens of thousands of cows all in like one little tiny confined space and it's just they're they live horrible lives and cows are so so smart and so like sweet and empathetic and it is actually sad maybe i don't like milk that much well i know i go through a debate with this it's like well they're but they're here to provide the milk i don't know i think it's okay maybe i don't. I think it just depends on the kind of milk. Like, if you went to, like, you know, a small mom and pop.

Right, my grandpa. Trisha's grandpa's dairy farm. That's the kind of milk you can drink guilt-free. Yeah, that's the kind of campaign I want. Yes, yeah. I mean, yeah. I think it's better to get it from a cow than, like, an almond. Because, like, who's squeezing almonds?

You know what I mean? Like, how are you getting the milk out of an almond? And you just shouldn't. Like, why are we milking things we don't need to milk? I would get my milk. What kind of milk comes out of oats? That's wild. Oat milk has a lot of calories

too. And it's more expensive at Starbucks. And I don't even think it's good for you. It's gotta be so many carbs. Like, wait, is our oats a carb? Yes. A carb, yes. I went to med school. This is the thing you get cancelled for for saying you love real milk. They'll be like, oh Brooke, this has gone too far.

I don't know. You're right though because people did get a lot of hate for the got milk campaigns. However when I saw you like lean forward, I was like we should do a got milk campaign because that would be like so iconic. What's the Jonathan Bailey shirt? Isn't his milk? Oh yeah. But I think that's from his show. He just said like drink your milk. Drink your milk. You need one of those shirts. Yeah, he didn't get cancelled.

That's crazy. Well, you know, do you know the influencer Paige Lorenz? Oh, yes, of course. From Melissa Violet. Yes. Who's Paige Lorenz? So, Paige Lorenz, she's an influencer. You would be very influenced by her as well. I may know her. She's, like, best style. Honestly,

anything you like of me, I probably copied from her. Okay, love that. Shout out, Paige. But she's, like, a really, like you like of me, I probably copied from her. Okay, love that. Shout out Paige. But she's like a really like kind of country aesthetic because like she grew up in Connecticut. And she has a brand called Dairy Boy. And I think like at the start of her company, it was like supposed to like her proceeds or part of the proceeds were like to local dairy farmers. I'm not sure if I just made that up or not. Okay. I love it.

It's true. But Dairy Boy is like, it's a huge brand now and they're doing like Dairy Boy like home and everything, blah, blah, blah. But she's the one who got called the f*** out on Depop by Alyssa Violet. Wait. Oh. Oh, this is the one.

I remember your story about it. What happened? I remember you said in the description, you said, this is the night my boyfriend cheated on me with Paige Lorenz. Is that what she was? Or she said like, she said, basically, I went out in this dress. I felt super confident. I want to be careful paraphrasing because Alyssa Vi gave me a call to tell me, you got the words wrong. Wait, she called you?

Oh, she called me. To say you got the words wrong? She was like, that's not what I said, and I would really appreciate it if you would clarify or delete the video. I go, no. No. Wait, that's what she wanted oh my god that's wild no no it wasn't like that she was pretty she was like she was like she was she was

nicer with phone but well um but that's wild that's that's the thing she cared about the most well but it really like actually run me the wrong way because it's like you were that just is out of nowhere for no reason it felt like mean to me because it's like first of all Paige Lorenz another thing about her is she gets a lot of hate on the internet like really bad like what just so so many things like unwarranted hate or is like I get hate just like like she's had like a lot of relationships that have been like like public relationships where people have like called her like a clout chaser or whatever like she's just like there's been a lot of things that have happened to her and like stuff where people just don't,

a lot of people online, online don't like her. But I think Alyssa kind of like took that as an opportunity to like get in on it. Yeah. And she posted on her deep public address and she was like, I love this dress. I had such a good time at my situation.

She upset. I looked amazing. And then I had this weirdo creep girl following me around all night. She said, yeah, like a stalker. She said she was obsessed with my videos and then she proceeded to tell me that she hooked up with my ex-boyfriend but she hopes that she we could still be friends and her name was Paige Lorenz that's real and then she goes and then she goes but I look snatched in the dress like that was it was all just a deep description and everyone was And everyone was like, wait. What? So out of pocket. It was so out of pocket.

So you know what? After that, I was like, you're mean. Like, that's mean. Maybe was she like, do you know what I mean? Like, maybe didn't think, like, even that night, the Tana video, right? She was like in and out. Maybe they were like partying. Maybe they're just like not in like a coherent mindset when they write that.

You know what I mean? Maybe there's something. She wasn't on Depop at a party. I don't know when she wrote that caption because she did it it was like it was a cute little like series that she was doing and like you know i'm you know i love a series but like she's the original series but she was doing it for like she was doing like funny little captions for all her depop things and had it not been had she not put somebody's first and last name i would have thought that was fucking hilarious like i would have been like that is like iconic like i would have bought the dress honestly but the it rubbed

me the wrong way a little bit that she did that and so i already had like a bad taste in my mouth about her and then she makes that video about tana the other day and i'm like wait but you're literally mean yeah right you actually also bully people. And shame. And shame. And shame a lot. Not once, twice. And she did. Well, she DM'd me first, and she was, like, sending me some voice memos, and she was, like, she was saying, like, that it was misunderstood, like, it's not what she meant. And, like, I was, like, hearing her out, of course.

But she called me, and she was, like, basically, she was, like, well, you know that a lot of people are watching your videos right now just because of your Clinton-K kane situation i go first of all girl what i go first of all alissa a lot of people watch my videos anyway yeah you get like over 1.5 million every podcast but okay but i'm like uh okay but she's like i'd appreciate if you could delete it because i never called her disgusting whore and i never i just called her a creepy stalker obsessed with me but I said that I didn't even I didn't even try to like go around it I go but you did say that she was like

psycho stalking you you made her look really weird and you used her first and last name so that's mean and one time wait am I just is this a whole episode just me bullying people no no I don't think so this is like no that's my other thing with like the narrative because it happens with us a lot too like Is this whole episode just me bullying people? No. No. I don't think so. No. And it's like, that's my other thing with, like, the narrative, because it happens with us a lot, too.

Like, we clock the tea that you deserve. You know what I mean? It's not like we go after someone minding their business and being sweet. Like, you start something, and you're wrong. And then you double down, triple down, quadruple down. Triple, triple. She's calling you so she knows. Then she doubles down the next day and says, I don't give a.

You know, like, I just am like that. Like when someone inserts themselves and involves you. Yeah. It's like at that point, then like you, I, again, it's, that's not bullying. And I hate that when people say that too, because it's like standing up for yourself or, you know, correcting a situation when it's wrong. It's like, that's not it. That's like, literally, I'm sorry.

I can like speak my mind and like speak out about it or whatever. You know what I mean? So I don't think. Yeah. I told her, I was like, you know what? I'm, no offense, not deleting the video the video I'm sorry I'm not deleting the video but if you really do want me to make a video clarifying what the actual wording is and I did I went on TikTok and I said she didn't say disgusting whore I had to but you know like

I don't know and I think part of it was, her being defensive of Tessa, which I understand. Tessa's a good friend of hers. And, like, but Tessa's also a good friend of mine. And I, like, I love Tessa. So it was, like, kind of weird. I feel like she was, like, it's not this big battle that everybody thinks it is. Like, no, we shouldn't all be, like, fighting on TikTok. Like.

I didn't know about the Tessa thing. That's what I just heard. Because I'm, like, oh, maybe this is more about that. Because I didn't even know about that situation. But I do feel like it is, you know, like you said, it's not cool to come after other people, too. And then once you, like, know, like Paige Lorenz, like, did she get an apology about that caption? You know what I mean? Did Tana get an apology about the thing?

No, she didn't. And Paige never reached out to her until just now. Like, when I made the video, Paige, like, sent me a voice memo that she had sent to Alyssa. And she was like, she said she's never even met Alyssa. She's like, I've never, I literally have never, I've never met her. I've never watched one of her YouTube videos in my entire life. And I don't, I mean, I don't know if that's true or not, but, like, it just

couldn't be me. You know what? I don't even got Depop. I thought you knew, though, from the Depop. How did you know about the Depop? It was a whole thing. It was a huge, it went, like, super viral online. And it was, I did in the moment, like, I thought it was funny. I just, like, I thought it was mean. No, for sure. And I, once again, going back to apologies go a long way and I feel like I can

say this because I apologize to literally everyone I apologize to Asin Ray again for the 12th time like she followed me and I apologized again I'm like just so you know girl I apologize and she accepted my apology and it made me feel so good I was like oh so I just you know apologies go a long way whether you mean them or not I actually do mean it D'Amelio's I'm still reaching out to you for an apology like I just or for me to give you an apology I think apologies just go so so far you know what I mean and they do and I've had my moments too like I've I've like you know had I've been mean to people I've done things that like I regret and I feel bad about and I think about still literally to this day but like I don't know but you like apologize and I think that's a huge thing

especially in girl world like sometimes you say like Alyssa's you know shaming her the first time about the OnlyFans or the OF or Tana it's like okay maybe she didn't know. But you, like, apologize. And I think that's a huge thing, especially in girl world. Like, sometimes you say, like, Alyssa's, you know, shaming her the first time about the OnlyFans or the OF or Tana. It's like, okay, maybe she didn't know. But then people called her out. And she was like, I wasn't shaming. She was like, it's not me. But, like, you know, it's not my vibe. And I was like, but that's shaming. So it's like when people call you out.

But she was asking Tana how to make herself an OnlyFans. When? Really? Yeah. What? So I have a feeling maybe she just partied too hard or something. Maybe she's partying too much over this weekend. I think she's going through it.

And you know what, Alyssa? I hope you're feeling better. Truly. Because I'm like, maybe if she never even met Paige Lorenz, like, that's what's crazy to me. That's why I'm like, not crazy, but just like wild to me. It's just like. Well, she's met me a million times and she goes, and I don't even know you.

And I'm like, well, but that's crazy because yes, you do. Yeah. That's kind of makes me like it does make me sad. Like I just feel like like again, depending who she defended and stuff like that. I was just like, maybe she's just going through something and not even in a pity way. That's truly not a pity way. I just know when I've been like a little irrational, like I've definitely been going through stuff. So yeah. And sometimes I also take the wrong stance on the Internet.

It happens. I've had my moments where I I just start blindly defending somebody who doesn't deserve it and then I I reap the benefit or reap the repercussions yeah I feel like Tana's also like your bestie and when it's like one of those things like I feel that way about Tana I feel that way about you about anyone we're just like even if you are on the wrong side but that's why I love TikTok comments I always read them first to see if I'm on the right side or the wrong side because sometimes I have like really strong opinions and it's specific with the last one like maybe and then I read the comments I'm like okay if the comments agree then I feel like I'm on the right side you know yeah I i'm on the right side or the wrong side because sometimes i have like really strong opinions and it's specific with the last one like maybe and then i read the comments

i'm like okay if the comments agree then i feel like i'm on the right side you know yeah i can be on the wrong side a lot too and like usually i like i really try to like base it off of like truly what i think but like i am very defensive of tana in particular just because it's like people have been doing her so wrong lately and it's like so i say that about tana all the time like she's so for some reason people just like she's like a punching bag i think because tana takes it and she's like really cool like she's too cool like she's very cool to the extent of like i don't care like whatever you know she's very that person she is like she's very forgiving in the way like you've said this a lot actually

how like you're surprised that she lets like so many people back in who have done like horrible things yeah because she is forgiving and stuff and i think like i don't know she has like very much like family relationships with everybody that she comes in contact with so I think it's kind of like that like oh it's like people are always family but some of these people I'm like you need to stay away from them forever because they do not give a about you yeah I know we had like a conversation too which I didn't even know this about this person and this and it's like I always have like be friends with like whoever you know what I mean but like this is like the reality because like someone lied to her about something I'm like like, this is the truth. I sent her like one night

like 20,000 receipts and I'm like, I'm so sorry. She was like in Vegas having fun. I'm like, I'm sorry to like blow up your phone or whatever, but I'm like, just so you know, because I never want to be like the cause of like a bad relationship with her or friendship because I'm like, but these are the receipts, you know? I don't know. I love Tana too and I feel like she does get a lot of like, again, of all the people out there, it's like that have talked about this person, like Tana gets like ripped apart for making like a joke about it or whatever and i'm like that's i think we talked about this a little bit the other day too like it is crazy like canceled is like one of what like the top 10 podcasts in america right now literally like

there is like a weird reputation for some reason like i don't like with you know guests having trouble getting guests or the people being like oh like oh tana's so like controversial whatever when like in reality like if anyone watches the episode not that controversial like you guys gossip and tell stories but it's also like stuff that is true so that's what is so interesting it's like you're telling the truth yeah it's a news outlet is what it is. Journalism. It is journalism. It's literally journalism. It's crazy. Yeah. I sometimes feel like it might have been like our doing in some way because it's like it's

almost like how often we say that we're controversial and stuff where like it's like we've drilled it into everybody's heads. You have a canceled podcast. You're like, we're canceled. And it's like, oh, I don't want to touch that. Yeah. And it's like something I'm trying to work on too. But like naturally, like when I explain it to somebody, I'll be like, oh, it's like, oh, I don't want to touch that. Yeah, and it's like something I'm trying to work on too, but like naturally, like when I explain it to somebody,

I'll be like, oh, it's like a pretty controversial, like, you know, kind of podcast. And I need to stop doing that because it really isn't. It's like, we talk about our lives. We talk about fun stories, sometimes not so fun stories. Right, because if you're putting it that, I have the same problem too, where it's like, look, I know I'm problematic, but I'm like,

but I haven't been really, like maybe 10 years ago I was, but like lately I haven't been problematic. So I need to stop saying that because it's like, look, I know I'm problematic. But I'm like, but I haven't been really. Like maybe 10 years ago I was. But like lately I haven't been problematic. So I need to stop saying that because that's like not my thing. And then people get scared. No, you haven't. And I think that we should have – there should be like a period of erasure. Yeah, what is that called? Like a statute of limitations for –

Yes, literally yes. Yeah, because that is annoying. I mean that is the worst thing. And that's why I never understood it because you guys are so popular. And it's like so weird. But people always have your back and they see it. And I think that's why Tana has always been successful because she is like a good person. And like the stuff that she's been canceled for is actually so unserious for the most part.

And she's good at apologizing and she's good at taking accountability like when she knows that she was wrong. And she like, you know, I don't know. I feel like she – Tana will last forever in my opinion because she's just, she's an icon. And that's why people come for her too because she is, she is, and she's like this one,

like the one female influencer, content creator, whatever you want to call it. It's like been like so like successful this whole time. There's never been like a dip. She has like MTV shows at 21

and she has like, she's always finding something. But I think because like of her like scandalous reputation, it's almost like, like a low hanging fruit. Like it's easy to come for her because people think like that other people are going to rally behind it. Yeahalous reputation it's almost like like a low-hanging fruit like it's easy to come for her because people think like that other people are gonna rally behind yeah but it's like

it's not that way right now people love tana right now like rightfully so she's in such a good place she's like you know she's she's killing it and she's like truly truly like a good person i always say that too like she's always just like an actual she is she's a good person she's a loyal person she's a good friend she is like i don't know she's more loyal than i could ever be i'm like girl i think that all the time like both of you like i think if any people came for me the way that people come for you guys i would not be as sweet and i'm like really nice overall but like the shit that people like come out of the woodworks to talk i'm like yeah hell no no it's crazy like a hairy jowlsy talking about the her veneers or whatever I would literally be on his neck did she ever talk she never talked about that no there's so

much I don't even know if she knows did she know about that I don't know I wouldn't blame her if she didn't she's good at not even knowing about that is so true when I talk to her she like there's so many times where she has no idea what's going on I have no idea what's have no idea what's happening. And I'm like – she's like, I don't know. I'm just getting calls about this, this, and this. And I'm just like, oh, okay. And I always feel bad. What a blessing to be like not aware of what people – I'm so aware of what everyone's saying about me. I could literally be in the middle of the forest and I will know what they're writing about me.

Kind of me same. I truly am not on Reddit, but I am that person that'll like see everything. I try to skip it but I do get like curious every now and then. But I do love to see when it's like other people. I'm always like let me see other people's stuff my stuff. But I just want to know. I just want to know the consensus. And when it's good it's good. I get curious but TikTok's good for that. Like TikTok's enough of a

drama recap for me that's not like so toxic where it makes me want to like do anything crazy. I almost gave you a visual. I don't know why. Yeah. I was like, okay. No, it definitely is wild on there, TikTok in general.

But also just doing this, it's like, it's part of it. And you've gotten tough skin. Because what, you've been on the podcast how many years now? Has it been two or three? 2021 we started it. So three years. Wow. It seems like, are you guys on your third season now?

Is that what it is yeah i guess yeah because you guys were like stopped you guys have like seasons right yesterday's episode was our first episode of um our new contract oh that's exciting and did you go the photo shoot you did was for the cancel tour not for this camp yeah for the tour okay i love it because i was just thinking i loved your guys photo shoots when you had the newspapers i was like you should do another one for the podcast that That was fun. I feel like we could bring that back. It was like the OG canceled like vibe.

Oh, that'd be fun for like, I just love the photo shoots you guys do. So I was thinking it'd be cute. Are you still out this area? Me too, but they're so expensive. I'm like, can we please stop? Oh.

What budget is it coming out of? The canceled budget or is it your budget? You take some money and this one's for Chili's brand deal. There's no, it's coming out of my Chili's money. this one's for Chili's brand deal. There's no way. It's coming out of my Chili's money. But they're fun.

I mean, photo shoots are fun. I love your brand deals though. They're always so fierce. We get so excited every time we do one. We're like, oh, I got another brand deal. I've been so like,

and not even like, like I don't, it sounds like braggy, but I feel so proud of the ones that I've gotten because it's like things that I truly like actually use and love.

Like, and that was my number one thing when I like, cause I signed with Greg only like, like less than a year ago. I told him, I'm like, I'm, I'm so tired of doing shampoos. I don't use, I did one time I did like four different shampoos in like three months. I go, I know the people are, they don't believe me. Like if you said you use that, I'm like, I'm buying that too. I'm so particular now. And particular now and he's good about this too where it's like if I like decide one day, oh my God, I really love this thing, I'll text him like immediately and be like, I need it. I need a deal for this thing.

And you can get it. Yeah. He's got the, he's got the D'Amelio's on his roster. You know what I mean? You're killing it. He'll be like, can I do this for Charlie's friend, Brooke? That's everything. How come you never did a collab with them, like a canceled collab with the D'Amelios?

Probably because of our reputation. You think? No, Dixie's coming on. Dixie's going to come on. Okay, Dixie for sure, I feel, is your vibe. Dixie's so, like, and so is Charlie. Like, I mean, I think Charlie would come on, too. And we would obviously never put them in, like, a compromising position.

Like a Zach saying. Like a Zach saying. You get an F in edit if you want. For sure. too and we would obviously never put them in like a compromising position like exactly you get you get an F and edit if you want for sure but I also think like I don't think um they have anything that they like really want to promote right now I feel like that's kind of how they do press anyway they don't really like yeah they're not just going around doing charity work those girls are making hundreds of thousands of dollars they have popcorn in Walmart I know I have some I haven't tried it well um give them my apologies I really will because for real yeah I always will I have some. I haven't tried it. Well, give them my apologies. Send them my apologies.

I really will because it's like – For real, yeah. I always will. I say it on the podcast, but for real, I always – I feel bad. Like there are certain people I actually did feel bad. I was like, God, I came hard for kind of like no reason. It's okay. I mean, you know what?

It's like we said before. Sometimes you're just accidentally on the wrong side. Yeah, that's for sure. I was very angry too. When we look back at this, I was like, God, I was very angry about everything. Like I think my delivery now, I can say what I need to say without being so angry. But back then, I was like so angry. I was very angry, too. When we look back at this, I was like, God, I was very angry about everything. Like, I think my delivery now, I can say what I need to say without being so angry. But back then, I was, like, so angry. I was, like, yelling at them.

Well, but sometimes you're just unhappy, and then it just translates online. Like, that's what keeps happening to me. I, like, I'll be, like, it'll be something so personal and that has nothing to do with what's going on online. And then I get on the podcast, and I'm just, like, I'm mean. Yeah. No, I feel like you're never mean. It's so crazy you think that. I got to cut some stuff. Really? But I'm just like I mean yeah no I feel like you're never mean it's so crazy you think that because I got I gotta cut some stuff but really I mean I feel like you're actually like so like and Tana too I feel like for the most part sweet what's like crazy sometimes when people get

like twisted and they're mean I was like I mean you girls are very nice not mean but like I don't know I get sassy I just get you know like yeah sassy I get it and also like it is crazy because the cancel is so relaxed where it's like literally like you guys are on this couch in like canna's house so it just feels so like no one really sees it when in fact 1.5 million people see it which is yeah wild to think about i like watching chaya yummy's like video where she was talking about like why she left dropouts and she's like how people were like uh clocking her for saying like oh i just don't have any opinions but honestly i get why she wouldn't want to have opinions because it's hard out here for us like podcaster commentary girls yeah i know it's really

hard because you you're expected to choose one side or the other all the time and if you're wrong like everyone comes for you and if you know what i mean it is like it's not a hard job i never want to call it a hard job but it's like like a mentally like really challenging job because it's like to just to be perceived like Miley Cyrus says it all the time. But like subject and observer, like to be like always the subject and everybody else is observing you. And it's just like a lot of pressure for like that. A lot of like sometimes I want to just not do that what if i want to go a month without anybody knowing what i think about something yes yeah but do you ever want that i never do i want everyone to know all my opinions well yeah well sometimes well not so much that but

sometimes i'm just like i don't like myself at the moment or like my personality or like whatever i'm going through is making me like you're just like not the type of person I like to be. And so then I know that every week, like week after week, I'm sitting down on the couch and I'm this like, kind of just like boring, like I don't really care kind of person. And then I'm like, I wish I could turn off the podcast those weeks.

Yeah. And it's hard. Cause you can't like really like call out like on a sick day, like a normal job. That's like the tough thing. Yeah, I can't take a mental health day on my – No. In fact, like it's better if you have like a mental health day and you need one and you go on the podcast,

sometimes it's like better for views and then you get caught up in that cycle, right? You're like, well, people like it when I'm a little unhinged. So now I can be even more unhinged, which was like my whole career. I was like, okay, let me like pull it back a little bit. But yeah. But sometimes people like that too. So I guess that's like the benefit of it, right? When you're not feeling well, it's like, well, I can monetize off this pain, I guess.

True. But then I like, sometimes I'll go so crazy and then I regret it all. And then I'm like, oh my God, I said too much. And we can never erase this. Like our digital footprint is just so unbelievable. At least it's not as bad as Clinton Cain. Mine might be. I feel like I have some bad stuff out there. Yours is definitely.

No lying definitely got out there for sure. But you know what? But maybe not as bad. I don't know. Look at you remorseful. I don't think you're remorseful. I always give a warning to trolls and anything out there. I'm like just be careful because it'll follow you forever and it definitely does. I'm not getting Taco Bell sponsorships

that's for sure. I think it's in your future and i think you need to be start manifesting it because i feel like yeah we've been on the up and up we've been good and i and i do feel that way too i feel like you know what like i just like to take accountability but i feel like i've done that i've apologized so now i'm like moving forward and on but it is hard when you said the object in the observer like the subject in the observer it's like when you're both it's like scary because right like I can observe bad behavior but then you get like so many other people being like well Trisha don't forget you did this this and this so then I'm like the subject

again so it's like I can it's just this vicious cycle so that's why I always like to own up to things to be like I absolutely know this and that's why I say this stuff with like Clinton or anyone it's like I was also a pathological liar I also was this you know what I mean so it's like I try to like acknowledge it before people can like but yeah at some point it's gotta like let it go I'm like okay and yeah, at some point it's got like let it go. I'm like, OK. And there's like such a disparity of like actively doing it versus like acknowledging that something that you did was like hurtful because like that's what you that's the point of like humanity, like not only celebrities, like people in your own life, like you call

out people like, hey, this hurt me. Like, please don't do that. And that's kind of what it all is about. You know, like people in your life or celebrities like, hey, maybe don't talk Like, please don't do that. And that's kind of what it all is about. You know, like people in your life or celebrities like, hey, maybe don't talk like this or don't say this, because this is why it's harmful. And then you take that and if you adapt and grow because of it, then that should be that there's the people who like a Clinton who's like, getting called out, but then like, like tripling down and like continuing. And then I feel like that's where

you have to clock it. You know, there's like, yeah, and people continuing and then i feel like that's where you have to clock it you know there's like such a difference and people don't really get it sometimes like they just want to moralize like disliking you and i hate that yeah you can just dislike me without like moralizing it and making me seem like the scum of the earth like just don't like me that's fine yeah i agree with that too because a lot yeah the exact thing too i think that's like so important with that like kind of like what you said on that it's like maybe he's not aware because again it's not you're not like the first person like i did think the tar episode with him was like super uncomfortable like the questions he asked her and the way he was like pushing her for certain things i was like oh i didn't like that obviously trixie talked about him and stuff

like that so i'm like maybe he's just like not aware how he's talking to like girls you know what i mean or like how it's like especially i don't know maybe just not yeah some people are just abrasive or whatever it is like he kind of just like has this I mean way about him but at a certain point I mean you are a journalist it's your job to learn yeah those things but you know what I'm just like you were saying people can say the same about me like why am I going into an interview not knowing anything about my guest but you do I mean I feel like you do. People just. No. But can I tell you also, I don't actually mind an interview where people don't know

a lot about me because it's kind of funny. It's kind of, like, fun to, like, not funny, but funny. But, like, that Trixie thing. Like, the bars you play. Oh, my God. That was wild. I love. Oh, my God.

No, that was bad. I love the way that Zach got just clocked. Yes. The way Trixie did it too was like so perfect. I actually do like love her so much. I wish so. But it reminded me of your favorites. What's her name?

Penelope. Bridgerton. Yes. I love it. You watch Bridgerton. You know what it reminded me of is like when she heard just so quick to be like, oh, you mean the perfect chick community. Yes.

Oh my God. When she said that, that was the best thing ever. Where it was just so immediate. Like how it's all that's obviously not what you meant yes yes yes uh it's so so i can't did you finish bridgeton by the way i haven't i didn't even well i said i saved it for my group job show but then i i'm not kidding i was like doing cartwheels the next day yeah you're like i went to a concert 12 like literally 12 hours later fully it was so easy oh wait what concert did you go to noah khan oh i loved him no do we love him do we know him yes i like him you might not care for

him if you don't like like you won't who like who like who he's he's kind of like folky like he sings like stick season like how's it go? Let me hear. It's like, Love her mom, but it's the season of the sticks and I saw your mom. She forgot that I existed. And it's... Is he country? No, he's not pokey. It's country adjacent. Yes. You love country, though.

You're like Zach Bryan. I love, love Zach Bryan. Did you make it to his show? I did. I saw his show in San Francisco. Oh, that's right. Was that the Hawk Tua girl one? No. Oh. You missed that one. I missed Hak Tua.

Hailey. I love that he's on the Hak Tua. We should ask Kim. Because I feel like she's a plant. I feel like if she was. I read an article today that she shut down the industry plant rumors. Really? Yeah.

She just got signed by an agency with no social media. She got paid $30,000 to make a club appearance the other day. That's good of her. Honestly, save your money, Hak Tua girl. It goes fast. She got paid $30,000 to make a club appearance the other day. That's good of her. Honestly, save your money, Hawk, to a girl. It goes fast. I know you guys talked about it, but she does seem like the perfect canceled guest at some point.

I feel like she is. I'm not kidding. We got comments that were like, please, God, do not do this. No shade to her at all, but like, you know. I want to know what to ask I said this on our hot topics like when

when Brittany Burski was first starting out I remember they asked it was like a crap I don't know it's not bad you already said it before right right right

it was like this really crappy podcast I had it was like the dish with Trish whatever it was like out of my home and I remember they pitched her this was like before she was obviously

Brittany Burski Day who's like a mega star like on the red carpets all stuff like that but it was literally like they pitched her as like the kombucha girl meme and I was like well what would I talk to her about right like yeah I was like we're gonna talk about a meme for an hour and I

did pass on her I was like I'll pass on this obviously now she's huge and she's passing on but but kind of the same thing with the Hakutua it's like maybe she will be the next Brittany Borowski who knows but it is one of those things that's like hard to interview I watched just clips from the Brianna Chicken Fry one and I was just like, it's just a hard interview because how many things can you ask about someone who doesn't want to be known as a Hawk to a girl when that's all they know her for? You know what I mean? I'm sorry.

You got to be known as the Hawk to a girl. Like, let's be so for real. Yeah. She's like, no, I'm actually really into politics. Wait, really? Did she say that? No. But like, what do you want to be known for?

Yeah. It's hard when you're mean. But like I said, Brittany Broski blew up really big, so it could totally happen, and then they turn you down the next day. Yeah. You never know. That's how it works. Yeah.

You gotta start somewhere. She hates us. I'm like, no. Honestly, though. Which one? Uctua or Brittany? Brittany. Oh, okay.

Was there any follow-up to that? You don't have to share. We can also find out. No, there was no follow-up. I still love her. I still follow her. I think she's funny. She's hilarious, and no can also put it. No, there was no follow. I still love her. I still follow her. I think she's funny. She's hilarious and no one can deny it. But I think we're just

starting to lean into guests. I think like I'm not kidding. We're having my sister on as a guest. I love that. That's cute. Just because I'm like. I think that's the way to go. Honestly, us too. We're just like. I don't know. Yeah, we might have some cool guests. I don't know. I always say there's no

guests coming up. You guys don't need need guests my favorite episodes are always just watching you guys i always say that about you guys too i love love the ones of you and tana because it really is like your relationship i love our hot topics too like the days we do two hot topics a week is so easy because it's like i don't i prepare but i don't feel like prepare too much you know that's so easy you know that tana and i are talking about doing patreon i think because we're inspired by you guys well we were inspired by every other podcast that does it. Well, Vicky,

you guys have such work ethic for it. I feel like, I just want to be so sure that we have, you know, that like we are able to produce that much content just because it's like,

it is a lot. It is a lot. It's so much fun though. Yeah, we just do like a bonus one after our podcast. We just kind of extend it a little bit

and then we do get together like every other week to do like a couple of videos but it's so fun. We just like eat and react and like whatever but you guys would crush patreon because people just are so obsessed with all the content and like i feel like also you don't post that much on your individual channel so i think people would be really excited i think we're a lot of it might be like more like vlog style like us back like as if we were on youtube

and stuff like we vlogged the whole day of me throwing up and oh yeah all of that like if you put that, well, I know you have your own channel too, but if like that stuff on Patreon, I mean, anything, you guys can literally.

Well, anything like together I feel like could be good for Patreon. Obviously, like our own individual things would go on our. The together ones, yeah. But we're definitely

thinking about it. It's fun. You guys would slay. Yeah. You guys reacting to stuff would be the best. Reactions are so fun too. Yeah, yeah.

Reacting is fun. Especially because I feel like Tana forgets. Like she's been a part of so much history, like you. Yeah.ana forgets like she's been a part of so much history like you a part of so much lore a part of so much history has no recollection of right she said this to me on the phone last night she was like she was like there's things like that i look back on now and like even clips of her own self that she sees and she's like wait what that's what's great to react to especially like if you were watching i don't know if you were but if you watched her at the time versus like her like living through that time

it's like such a because that's what we do is there's certain things that you like remember I don't even remember this time I like see myself with like meth scars on my legs I'm like that's wild like I don't even remember this video like it's crazy imagine if we like reacted to our original Mindy videos yeah we were gonna do that well you can't because it's private is it someone has a re-upload on reddit somewhere it's private but it embarrasses me so bad for some reason I don't know why just because it's private. Is it? Someone has a re-upload on Reddit somewhere. It's private, but it embarrasses me so bad for some reason. I don't know why. Just because it like, that was my first, I wasn't even on social media like that.

Like we didn't have the podcast. I wasn't on social media. Like I was literally just, I just had a video, had to make a video because it was like everyone hated me. That's crazy. That was your first video ever. You should definitely react to it. And you should definitely post it again because someone somewhere.

It would be funny if we like launched a Patreon. Like with something like that. She didn't make it public anyways. Because I'm sure somewhere someone re-uploaded it. Like my video. The Tati Dumbass Hell One is re-uploaded. It is my most viewed video on YouTube. Which is so embarrassing.

I did. Put it back. I honestly. You know what I did do the other day. Is I re. I took all my Clinton videos off of private. Because it is funny to me. That people are able to clip him.

Because I actively in the videos will be like, you're faking your accent. That's wild. And then people are like, she knew. And it's like, she knew. Like, I knew. I knew. Oh, my God. That's what's great, though, those kind of things, especially now. It's like, yeah, you should put those all public.

And then when you get married or have kids or whatever, then you can private them again. But for now, you're this Brooke. And it's like a time to have it all out there, I think. Perfect. Yeah. And then people can clock it. And they don't go to zach for those you know those clips they go to yours to get those vlogs but i think that'd be so good patreon so fun i love it and also just like you really do get the people that are like not haters and that are excited to like watch you is that your experience because that's what i'm worried about like somebody i was talking about like how i would like to have a place where i can like talk about things that i normally wouldn't

want to talk about online because you're not supposed to clip it or whatever. Yeah. And it's like if you're paying money, you probably. You respect it. You're a fan. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

They're not gonna. Like if you're on Reddit, you're not a fan. Well, that's not necessarily true. But if you're on a snark Reddit, you're not a fan. And they do, yeah. Ours never really get clipped behind a paywall. And like if I do see accounts like Trisha Paytas lover or something, not that, there's like so many different accounts.

I'll like say like, oh, don't, you know, that was like behind a paywall and they'll like take it down. But usually they don't do them behind paywalls, which is nice. Or sometimes they'll ask, they'll be like, oh, can we, like if we have a really funny like 30 second moment, they'll like ask me. I'm like, yeah. Yeah. They're really sweet.

Yeah. Why are we going to turn down a viral funny clip? Yeah. But it's probably like your canceled tour in the sense where it's like you tell people like, okay, don't clip this. But you could even say that in the video. Like this is one we don't want clipped or whatever. You know what I mean?

Yeah. I feel like people would respect it. It's just cool. It's just a cool – because we talk about stuff there too. Like I'll talk more about like Colleen. Like stuff I don't want to talk about here because I'm like, oh, it's like beating a dead horse or whatever. But it's like –

That's how I feel about Clinton. I'm like, God, Jesus Christ. I'm so sorry, you guys. And I will never do it again. But you'll have those patrons who do want to just hear it endlessly. You know what I mean? And then you're like, yeah. And in a way, it's like, yeah, there's stuff that comes up about this person. Like I want to do it again. But you'll have those patrons who do want to just hear it endlessly. You know what I mean? And then you're like, yeah,

and in a way it's like, yeah, there's stuff that comes up about this person like I want to talk about it but I also don't want to like give so much attention to it. Yeah.

And Patreon's the best way to do it and I think. I'm excited. I hope we end up doing it. Maybe we'll just do like mukbangs. That's the best. Yeah. And those are the funnest.

I want to do one with you so bad. I need you to try Bulldack now that you're not pregnant. Whenever. I will come over. I want to see your apartment. i'll come over to your apartment i'm so excited and you know what we're doing today right after this what yes you have to go we are going to look at 10 kittens wait what what does that mean you're gonna i'm i'm in the market

for a second cat so i'm today i'm looking at 10 of them like there's this like uh adoption agency that i am going through and they like they have one girl who has 5 or 10 fosters right now so we're gonna go see them after this and see if I want to take one home but I'm trying to get a second cat oh my god but do you know what kind if you don't know just don't know I don't I don't know I really this is so specific

but I'm not even kidding beforehand I texted her and I go do you know if any of them have extra toes like you want that? are you seeking an extra toe toe have you ever seen an extra toes cat no what you guys they they're called like polydactyl and i found one on pet finder recently and hold on you're gonna die found this cat on pet finder and it was like finding a unicorn because they're very unique and it they have extra – they have, like, seven toes on each foot, so it looks like they, like, have just, like, big, huge mallets.

And this one had curled ears like a teddy bear, not like a cat. They weren't, like, pointed, but it was like a teddy bear. And they ghosted me as stupid idiots. Is this the adoption agency, or who is it? No, it was their foster, and I don't think they wanted to give him up. His name was Wookie. Oh, do you know what you're going to name him? Or you don't know until you see him?

I don't know, but I think it'd be cute if it was like, because I have Murphy and I want to do Mullet. Murphy and Mullet. Murphy and Mullet. That's really cute. Look how big his little hands look because they look swole. They're cute though. But it's so cute because he looks like he has like big old hammer hands.

Oh, that is cute. Moses is a cat person. He loves cats. They're so cute. They're like, but... Oh my God, wait, you're gonna... That's actually really cute. But their hands, they have so many little fingers.

Anyway, they said none of them have extra toes, so I'm gonna have to have a regular toed cat. You should go check your cats in the alley, babe. He has like 40 cats in his alley. I know. We talked about this last time. Yeah. I'm obsessed with.

They might have mutated ones. I think that if you. Right? They have them down there. I'm not being funny. I think that's what they have back there. I do. I know.

Well, but you know they have arthritis. That's what happens. It's a cartilage issue, so it's like I don't want to have a cat that's in pain. Oh, you're a cat person. Are you a cat? You have cats. Yeah. Oh, my God. So many cats. to have a cat that's in pain oh you're a cat person are you a cat you cats yeah oh my god you have a scottish fold but you were gifted a scottish fold yeah from joey wow first of all wow good memory and wow i didn't know that i forgot about that i forget everything that's what i'm gonna say when i get a bangle because i'm like i you can't buy a bangle have you guys seen the chelsea handler

bit where she's like if you're a celebrity you can't buy an animal you have to adopt an animal right right right and she's like i had to literally look up like used bernie's mountain dog but i want a bangle so bad but i'm like i know if i popped out with a bangle i think any everyone on the internet would kill me you can't adopt a bangle well you're well no okay are they bred i don't know anything about they're like they're like five thousand dollars like you can't or like more. Maybe someone wants to give theirs up. Maybe someone passed away and left their cat to be adopted or something. You just gotta put it out there. Sometimes

randomly shelters will get designer cats and it's really rare. Like a Persian cat? Is that a designer one? With the long fur? Kind of. But they're more common, I think. But also my cat is literally... It's so funny. I think she's the most beautiful cat in the world

but she's also just a gray cat and every gray cat in the world looks like her and to me she's like literally the most beautiful cat in the world

so I'm like I really don't care if it is the ugliest thing I've ever seen. No I think she's you look like each other the cat like you know

I feel like the cat looks like the owner and I feel like you're morphing into each other. You're morphing into Murph. I love that you're getting another one. Is it for Murph or is it for you?

It's for Murph. Well, I mean, it's for me too, but Murph. I feel like she's going to love, like she wants a friend. Yeah. I feel like that's every good mom is like, not every good mom, but every mom is like, oh, I should give a sibling to my child. Yeah. Wait, can you tell me how yours is going?

Oh, she's great. She just sleeps. Infants are so easy. I always tell people I forget how easy. Yeah, because she's so brand new. Yeah, she sleeps so much. But she's up a little more now, but that's about it. But they get along well.

It's always scary. I know this with animals, too, only because of my sister. When you have, like, a dog, like, her dog met another dog. Like, it's always, like, a little scary when they first meet because – Yeah, you have to be careful about introducing them. Yeah. Like, if they're going to like each other, too, you never know. Like, I think with animals, like, any time, mammals, whoever, like, I just think, like, meeting them for the first time, they might get jealous. Like, they're going to like each other too, you never know. Like I think with animals, like any time, mammals,

whoever, like I just think like meeting them for the first time, they might get jealous. Like Murph might get jealous. Yeah, my sister cut all my hair off. She was definitely jealous.

Wait, is it older sister or younger sister? My older sister, she cut all my hair off and then she put it in a drawer. Wait, did you have a good relationship with her before I get?

Yeah, yeah. Growing up. Tori, Tori and I are the only ones who grew up together and we had a really good relationship she's gonna come on the podcast and i think she'll like it'll be hilarious

i want to see that for sure i'm always curious about sister relationship how much age difference she's five years older than me but she's the only one who grew up with me like with my mom so like she gets it she she gets it and she gets it honestly a lot more than me because she was like older like a lot older and more in it. Yeah. But I think it'll be interesting to have her on because she'll, like, she just has so many stories and, like. Is that your next one?

I don't know. Today's her birthday and she won't answer my calls. I'm like. Oh, my gosh. Happy birthday, Tori. Happy birthday. But I just think, like, health, like, I don't know. I think it'd be really funny to have her.

And she's just had, like, such a life. I think people want to know about family, like, who knows you and how they know you and that kind of stuff too it's like and then also getting and just like what I was like like she'll explain stories to me sometimes like or like tell me stories about myself that I'm like wait what like that's so fun and she can remember it because she's like your older sister yeah I remember so much about my little sister I always wish I had like an older sister but I didn't know what it is like for the little sister yeah well I was so annoying to her and to her, and my mom made her bring me everywhere. Oh, it was one of those.

Yeah. I get that. My mom was like that. We played with each other, because we were five years apart, too, me and my sister. But I did like playing with her, because she looked up to me. I had her be the dog or something. I'm like, go get my food or something. And she'd be like, ha, ha, ha.

She said she loved it. She's like, I loved it. And she loves getting my hand-me-downs to this day. No, me and Tori would fight. We would like literally, I would lay down and kick her in the jaw. Oh my God. We fought so much,

so bad. That's wild. Yeah. But we love each other now. Yeah. And she's small. She's like 4'11 or something. Oh my gosh.

She's like really small now. So I'm like, I could take her. But you're, do you guys fight? You don't fight now. No, we don't fight now.

That's the thing about siblings. It's cool because it's like you know your parents end up passing away or whatever and it's like siblings are like a lifetime thing you know boyfriends husbands you meet later on in life but siblings are like from the beginning to the end which I think is cute I don't know that's why we wanted a sibling I was like yeah that's pretty fun I can't wait to have kids and I can't wait to have like a big family and like my own family. I can't wait to have a family, honestly. Yeah. That's the best part is like creating your own family. You're just like, this is great.

I'm in a bubble. So when you see your family and they annoy you, you're like, I'm going back to my little bubble of my family. Yeah. That's perfect and everything is done how I want it to be done. That's exciting. Yeah. They're Gypsy Rose vibes. Gypsy Rose is pregnant.

Yeah. I wonder if she's still going to be on our podcast now that she's pregnant. Wait, was she coming on? Yours! We were going to have a double feature. Yeah! She wanted to come on cancelled and then Ken wanted her to come on Just Trish.

Yeah, she was like, she's like, I'll come on cancelled. No one told me anything. You gotta watch your lives. And then I told Tana when she was here I was like, should we go have Z's on tickets for her? We should just fly her out here. Because I DM'd her after I saw that clip, and I was like, hey, girl, when?

And she goes, well, next time I'm in LA. I'm like, well, I mean, I'll just get you a flight, which I mean, we could do. Yeah, of course. I know she was on parole, so I think she couldn't fly for a second. That's what Tana was. We might have to go over there. Yeah, we might have to go there, but now she's pregnant. Exactly.

Did you see what they were saying about her pregnancy announcement? No. You're not supposed to announce that you're, well, so you can't legally get divorced while you're pregnant. Oh, and she's not divorced. And in Louisiana, and when you are married and pregnant, no matter who the father is, the person that you are married to ends up on the birth certificate. No way. Which is so weird. Like, what?

Well, the amount of, like, legal, like, you know what I mean? Like, advice she probably has in her life. I'm so shocked that somebody didn't flag that for her. Yeah. I feel like no one's in her corner in her life. Like, I feel like no one's trying to help her out on these decisions, you know? I feel like she's, no, and, like, I really, like, hope that it's not true, but I feel like she's getting, like, exploited in a lot of ways. I feel like everyone's kind of just coming at her for like entertainment

and it's like not going to end well. No, especially like this is like it's so like a beautiful time to like have, you know, announce your pregnancy and then all this happened and it's like, did she not know? I wouldn't have known. I thought that's as long as fake. I would have had no idea. I don't even know.

Well. But someone like the TV show should have known. Someone should have known. Someone, yeah. Right, yeah. So then to get his name off, he has to – they someone should know right yeah so then to get his name off he has to they have to take a pretreatment test to get his name off but if he doesn't get his name off he has to he's like responsible financially he gets custodial rights

of the child like he'll have rights of the child like it's crazy yeah it's such a weird marriage is so crazy that like it like yeah it almost feels so like to even today just feels so old like the fact that like you can really just get divorced and take half of, like, everything someone has. That feels, like, illegal. It is crazy. Yeah. It's basically, it is kind of like a contract. I mean, it is basically like a business thing.

I guess I understand it, but it's, like, no one's taking half of what I got. But I'll take half of someone else's. It should be that way. It should only be like that. I think that's very in the Jewish community. If you divorce, you have to pay the wife no matter what. I think I just want one of those clauses that says if you adultery,

then I get literally everything. I'm not even kidding. And I get to beat you up. That's part of the prenup. We would definitely put that in there for sure if there's infidelity and stuff like that. I think you wouldn't have to worry about it. Yeah, it is a crazy thing. It's, I don't know.

I like it for the commitment thing, but also just like, you know, if you like die or you're on your deathbed, like, you know, if there's a medical emergency, it's like they can make those decisions for you. If you trust the person enough, which you should, if you're marrying them, you should be able to trust the person with your life. Yeah, that's true. I guess I would never want to, I mean, I wouldn't marry somebody that I wouldn't want to have half of whatever I have.

Yeah. And vice versa. I feel that way too. I was like, oh well. Also, I keep dating broke guys, so I'm like... Well, then it comes more into play. Someone's not enhancing your life, but I feel like you'll end up with someone who is enhancing your life and then it's worth it. It's worth the 50.

Oh, for sure. Dude, the poor guy is probably so scared of me. Not me going to his premiere in a couple days. I'm like... You're going? Well, I got invited, but now I'm like... I don't think I could go. He's probably afraid of me. No. you're going well I got invited but now I'm like I don't think I could go why you don't think I could go he's probably

afraid of me no he's a cool guy it's become such a it's become like such a thing and like now oh my god

the guy that I originally like tried to make jealous with this thought asked me about it the other night he was like have you slept with Glenn Powell

I'm like what did you say I went I went come on. But it's like, no answer. I have not met Glenn Powell. Well, this is your chance not to get that photo with him and make it look believable.

No, but it could go one of two ways. He either thinks I'm so weird and creepy and psycho, or he's like, that's hilarious. I think he thinks he's hilarious. Yeah. He's mutuals with your Jake Shane. So you have mutual friends. That's true. But I don't know where he's hilarious. He's mutuals with your Jake Shane. So you have mutual friends. That's true. But I don't know where he's going to gather his information. Like if it comes from Jake Shane, it's one thing.

But if he just sees it on TikTok and he's like, why is everybody saying that I'm dating this random girl? But I also think you're super cute. So it doesn't matter. You know what I mean? I feel like if you were like more trolly looking or something, maybe it's weird. Well, thank you. I think he'll be like, this is actually cute.

I'm like, Glenn. You never know. Especially with your boobs now because they're like Sidney Sweeney size. Oh, Glenn. I have what you're looking for. It is very Sidney Sweeney at this point. Oh, my God. You're so, yeah.

Hers even though are, God, she's everything. Yeah, no, she's actually like perfection. But she's engaged, so you're not, you know. I think this is the time. I used to do that too. I used to like take pictures with Jason Momoa to like have my ex-boyfriend like think that I was like dating him. I'd go to like Comic Cons and take pictures with him.

I love everything about that. Now I'm in, I'm kind of in like an athlete era right now. Ooh. Which is just so out of character for me. Especially because I keep saying I don't want to get cheated on and like, hello. I feel like the baseball players are okay. I don't feel like they don't cheat as much. No, that's so crazy you say that because I was talking to this baseball player.

Like really, the one in Nashville. I was so excited about him. I literally stayed home in Nashville just to talk to him all night. We're really hitting it off, okay? Randomly ghosts me, disappears, deletes me on everything. What? There's some girl's pregnant. How did you know about the pregnancy? Because everybody thought that it was... like deletes me on everything. What? Pregnant. There's some girl's pregnant. And it's her.

How did you know about the pregnancy? Because everybody thought that it was. I'm just saying too much. Basically, yes, everyone knows that this baby is his. And so I'm like, well, and that makes sense, I guess. But like, damn. The baseball player. So baseball players are a no.

What about hockey? That's a good one. Hockey, I don't want them to be toothless. That's true. They get into a lot of fights. I don't want them to be toothless. Well, the Olympics are coming up. I feel like if you can work your way to Olympic village.

No, hello. I just got invited. One of my boyfriends is in the Olympics. Ooh, which one? Well, I can't tell you which one until we're off the key. Oh, wait. Are you actually talking to this person? Yeah. Oh, I thought we were manifesting. Yeah, let's manifest it. But you're like, no, I you talking to him are you actually talking to this person I thought you were oh I thought we were like

manifesting yeah like let's manifest it but you're like no I actually know one of my boyfriends is playing in the Olympics oh my god you're talking to this person an Olympic athlete well wow well yeah that's everything so are you going to where is it Tokyo

Paris not Tokyo no I probably won't go So are you going to, where is it, Tokyo? Paris. Not Tokyo. No, I probably won't go. You edit in Paris? This is like, I'm barely talking to this. This is a Glenn Powell situation. I'm making this a bigger thing than it is. But you should just be like, hey, I happen to be in Paris.

Are you around? I'm in the neighborhood. To save you a brand deal. That's so believable. Yeah. Well, it also is like, isn't everyone going to Paris right now anyway? Yeah. It is the Olympics.

Why would I not be there? Don't be ridiculous. You're doing a podcast there. Cancel is bigger than Call Her Daddy, so it makes sense. Why don't we just lie for you? So many lies. I'm like, I want to go on Call Her Daddy. Yeah, you should.

Oh, my God. And Cancel is bigger than Call Her Daddy, right? They're above them. On the charts. Yeah. No, that was like, we had like 30 seconds on the charts because I made us like, I want to go on Call Her Daddy. Yeah, you should. Oh, my God. And Canceled is bigger than Call Her Daddy, right? They're above and above. On the charts. Yeah. No, that was like for, we had like 30 seconds on the charts because I made a Psycho series. But that's everything. It still counts.

You have the screenshots. Yeah. I do have the screenshots. That's everything. But no mention of me. It just says Canceled with Tana Mongeau. Wait, really? I'm like, yeah.

Oh, that's wild. We're working on it. Okay. Oh, I'm in. Top billing. Just trash. Just trash. We're working on it. I like always want to like add mine in there. Like when I post a screenshot because I'm like, wait, I'm on it okay top billing just we're working on it i like always want to like add mine in there

like when i post a screenshot because i'm like wait i'm on it too that is crazy at least you're in the cover art right yeah yeah worst photo of me that's ever been taken but it's still the old one yeah yeah you guys do need to update that i know really badly yeah especially with the new season yeah i need to get my tits out yeah yeah that'd be so cute you guys should be like in fact my i'm not even gonna put my face in it just boobs that should be your profile wait i see the vision like it's just your and tana's boobs but it spells out like cancel like cance is on one like yeah like a tank top right cute that could be everything and i think that they will not even let us chart in any way

shape or form after that. Maybe the Patreon. That's true. You could do the bonus there. I swear Spotify hates us or something. Why? I don't know. Probably because we can never turn in an episode on time. Oh, I wonder that. What is your schedule? Like it's so confusing. I'm always

checking. I'm like, am I checking this wrong? Do you have a schedule that you just don't keep? Yes. Okay. So there is a date you're supposed to be posting. Uh-huh. And then what happens? Okay.

Like, what do you think happens, Trish? Wait, really? I feel like Tana's so on it nowadays, though. She's never not shown up. No, I'm not snitching. I'm not snitching. I'm not snitching. No, it's like, we do edits, and, like, we do say a lot of things that we shouldn't say.

And, like, there's a lot of back and forth, like, versions that have to get sent. Because, like, we cut. Because sometimes I'll have things cut and then it'll be in the episode. And I'm like, so we have to have it sent back. We have to watch it again. Cut more things. Cut more things. And then it ends up three weeks late.

Yeah. In the moment, you just don't know to make a note, like cut this so that we can tell them. Yeah, I do. Oh, but you're saying they don't cut it so then you're like, okay, I gotta like watch it again. Yeah, well,

we have to give them timestamps. But we're being better about it and now we're with a new company that will not give us room to do that, so. They're like, you have to turn it in on time. Yeah, yeah.

That's good. In my opinion, it should just be like if we don't turn in our cuts, we That's good. In my opinion, it should just be like, if we don't turn in our cuts, we don't get them. And that's incentive enough because it's like, if I know something is about to come out that I will stop everything. That's actually really good.

You know what I mean? So you have the deadlines and you're like, sorry, we're just putting it out as is. That's actually so smart. I think the fans will like that too. You guys will probably get like 3 million views if you're on a schedule. You know what I mean?

You already get so many. We like, you know,'s amazing that's the problem is because we backdate them on spotify we we post them like as the date they were supposed to have been uploaded so they don't queue for anybody yeah oh that's interesting yeah yeah you'll get i'll get you'll probably get so much more now and it's crazy you guys could talk about things like two months later and people still are just like tuning in for it but if you do it we get most of our almost everything comes from youtube which are you guys like talk about things like two months later and people still are just like tuning in for it. But if you do it like on. We get most of our, almost everything comes from YouTube. Are you guys like that too probably because people want to watch you?

Yeah. I don't even know downloads. I have no idea. I think one, like rolling someone to know our downloads, I had to like ask our ad sales company. I'm like, I don't know what our downloads are. Wait, how are you liking your agency? Are they doing good things for you?

Nothing yet. Well, that's discouraging because I'm like going back and forth. Like, do I even think I need it? Like, should I have an agency? Is it too early for you? Nothing yet. Well, that's discouraging because I'm like going back and forth like do I even think I need it? Like should I have any agency? Is it too early for that? No, you should.

Well, doesn't, I mean you make it. Well, not for me. I think it's just because I think what it is, I don't know, hopefully something.

I still have faith in it. I'm still holding it. I think I was like pregnant and then I gave birth and it was like. Maybe like, I'm sure something's about to come along for you.

I hope so. That's what I'm like reaching out for. I want it to be a movie and I want you to do Dancing with the Stars and I want you to do Dancing with the Stars for you. I hope so. That's what I'm reaching out for. I want it to be a movie. And I want you to do Dancing with the Stars. And I want you to do Dancing with the Stars the same season that I want. That would be everything. Well, we should get on that this season then.

I would love to lose some weight. I would love to do it at the same time as you. That would be crazy. That would be the most fun thing in the world. Please, somebody make that happen. You and Tana would be so good on it together since you guys are from the same country. She would never do it. What?

Ever. She would never do Dancing with the Stars? Never. Why? I. She would never do Dancing with the Stars? Never. Why? I feel like she does everything. She wouldn't do Dancing with the Stars ever. Wow. Okay. I think I've spot them. Yeah. If it's out there. If it's off the offering. I think she just like yeah. I think it would be something. She might like be interested in doing it

but I think that like the first rehearsal she'd be like I'm not doing this. I'm shocked. I feel like she would. I feel like she would. If you guys got offered it tomorrow I feel like you guys would take it. I would hope she would do it. I would love to do it with her. Yeah. That's what my manager said.

He's like, are you sure you want that? I go, yes. Oh, yeah. Oh, my God. You would disappear because you lose so much weight on that show. They're like, everyone gets so skinny. No, but I think you have to eat so much because you have to have so much energy. Yeah.

The more sedentary I am, the less I'm able to eat because I'm just not as hungry. Yeah, I am. That's when I'm like, I don't really like that. Yeah. And then now you have to – I'm bulking. You'll be athlete status on there. Yeah.

You would be so good. I would love it. I have been wanting to do that for so long. And I always thought I was too controversial for it. And then I saw like Harry Jowsey on there. I was like – because they always told me I was too adult, like too adult for that show, like whatever, like meaning I did OF or whatever. But Harry Jowsey did like 10 times crazier stuff than me on OF.

Way worse. And I think – Yeah. Hello. Like we're trying to get people to watch the show. People are watching the show of Trisha Paytas' song Dancing with the Stars. Well, I hope. I would love to do it.

I don't know. We'll see what they ask us. They're going to ask us. I'm going to make – I'm literally making a call. If you sign with an agency, you would get it instantly like for sure. Like if you're just like I want to do this. I want to. I don't know.

Hopefully soon. Is there prospects? Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. I want to. I think you're that. Hopefully soon. Is there prospects? Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah, you have to. I have all my meetings. Oh, my God. This week, actually. Congrats.

Wow. Honestly, you should. I mean, there's so many things. Like, see, there's so many people who like, who is it? Who the F did I marry? The original girl got literally a Hulu series by signing. I think she signed with CAA. I want to say that.

I think it was CAA. I remember it was like a week before. Are you CAA? I'm with CAA. Okay. And I think Tana said she was what? UTA? Tana's WME.

I'm meeting CAA, UTA, WME. Ooh. Do you know who – we can bleep it out. Do you know who you're meeting with at CAA? No, I don't know. No, you didn't. Okay. Because I mean they're all really nice.

CAA was really bouge. Like I remember I went in there. They had like cereal laid out for us. It was like a breakfast meeting and they had like donuts and cereals and like milks. I know. I'm like who's – I want to like donuts and cereals and like milks. I know, I'm like, I want to see who butters the best. Yeah.

But I kind of like the idea of not being assigned to the same agency as Tiana because I think that then we could kind of double dip. Yeah. Because I think a lot of opportunities would be like

for maybe both of us. Yeah. So it's like maybe if something comes to her for us versus, you know what I mean? Yeah. Like I feel like it could be cool

for us to have two different ones. Yeah, absolutely. I think, especially if you like want to act and stuff like that I think like that's the way to go like I said like I think it's because I was like pregnant and gave birth but there was like an opportunity like right before I gave birth that was like a TV show in Hawaii that was shooting so like I think they definitely would like have

I think any agency will be excited to have you I definitely think it's going to be worth it for you for sure too yeah I'm excited I'm still not giving out hope on it I think now people just are like a little like is she you know still with her baby or I'm still with my baby of course but I mean like. I'm still not giving out hope on it. I think now people just are like a little like, is she still with her baby? I'm still with my baby, of course. But I mean like if I'm back to work or something like that. But I did a music video like

two weeks postpartum. I had like my stitches in still for my C-section. I literally can't believe how amazing. You literally are tiny, first of all. You just gave birth. I am so like, ugh, I'm so excited for your little new happy family. Thank you. It is really fun. It is so exciting. I was always like two and done. But I'm like, ah, three would happy family. Thank you. It is really fun. It is so exciting.

I was always like two and done, but I'm like, oh, three would be fun. It's just fun to be pregnant and have the baby. We are too. Do you like being pregnant? I do love being pregnant. Even this last one, I was like, it was hard. I still loved it. Yeah.

I can't wait. I really am excited to get – well, not to get – not right now. You're pregnant next week. I think that part of it – Glenn Powell at the premiere. Yeah. If it was Glenn Powell, you'd be pregnant instantly. Not I think like that part of it. Glenn Powell at the premiere. Yeah. If it was Glenn Powell, you'd be pregnant instantly.

Not my first time meeting him, Glenn. That's not who I am. Yeah, you're like, we can wait a little while. No, 30s is definitely the new age

to have pregnancies, I feel. Like everyone's having pregnancies in their 30s. So I think, you know, do your full thing in your 20s and then when you're in your 30s,

you'll like. I think so too. I can't be pregnant on Dancing with the Stars. That's true. That's true. That's why I wanted to be on Traders. I was like, I bet they didn't cast me because I was pregnant. So I'm't be pregnant on Dancing with the Stars. That's true. That's true. That's why I wanted to be on Traitors. I was like, I bet they didn't cast me because I was pregnant.

So I'm not being pregnant for a while. So you guys can cast me on it. Yeah, I would love to do it. I just love being on like sets and stuff, you know, which is fun. Me too. I do want to do – so like that's like kind of where I want to go next is like more traditional media stuff. Yeah.

Like doing like fun like real production. And I think you'd be so good at it. You did Ridiculousness. What is it called? Oh, yeah so good at it. You did Ridiculousness. What is it called? I did. I did a couple episodes of Ridiculousness. That was so fun. That was just, like, it was just, like, way too fun.

Was that your first show? That was my first time ever doing anything like that, yeah. Oh, wait. How did you get that? They just emailed you? Or your manager through your manager? Yeah. I think that I got that through WME.

But they just, like, I think they just, like, gave me, like, a loose leaf. Oh. That's kind of nice. But that's where you should go with then if they're already getting you work before you sign well WME does our touring

so oh my god you're like so connected everywhere I love it like I love that I was like that's so cool I'm trying

no that's really actually that's amazing yeah it's kind of hard then like if you already have that over there oh god it's hard if you have a relationship with them I'd go

I don't know I love the people at CA they're the only people I met with literally like the next week I think it was WME like reached out to me I was like the next week I was like damn maybe I'm so shocked they didn't come for you sooner like I feel like you were just such a like oh yeah same I was like thanks no it is weird it was weird like just the timing of it I don't know I also I want you to do movie you will do movies I want to do

Bridgerton season four even though I'm not British. I want to be in there. I think the problem with Bridgerton is you can't look like you own an iPhone. You know the concept? You're so right. That concept of you have to look like... Old-timey. A face. Yeah, like a period.

They all do look like that, huh? They all look like they belong in the 1800s. It's crazy. In the third season, I guess they did start doing like fake lashes, gel nails, and stuff like that, which is like a little weird for like continuity and stuff. Yeah, like they've never been like historically accurate, but I just, that throws you off a little bit. But neither, like come on, they're playing

like, they're playing like Wiz Khalifa on the harp. The pitbull in the carriage. That's true. I know. I don't think they have any Americans in the show either, but I would. I just don't want to be naked on. You could fake an accent. I don't think I could. You could. You just did such a good Australian one. I can't think I have any Americans in the show either but I would I just want to be naked on you could make an accent I don't think I could you could

you just did such a good Australian one I can't do like a British one no I didn't do a good one I did a Clinton one yours was better than a Clinton one still yelling at me that's good that's good

thank you that could be on Bridgerton I think right my accents go in and out I don't know like different accents like Scottish, Irish, British I don't know oh I love an Irish accent.

Like, who is it? Barry Keegan? Yeah. Everyone loves him. Kind of the Irish are taking over. You should date Niall Horan. That's a good one. Yeah.

I'm going to slide in his DMs. I see that for you. Oh, God. He's beautiful and wonderful. And he's so funny on The Voice. And he's so like just so chipper. I like him. I'm in the 1D era right now

so. I'm just dating as many people as I can right now. That's my goal of the month. You should. You're like the it girl. You like really God I wish I like had your like beauty and fame at that age. I would have been with so many people. The fact that you're talking to like Olympic athletes and all the other like connoisseurs.

He's gonna run for me. Is he a runner? Is he running gonna run for me is he a runner? is he running the marathon for the Olympics? that's exciting though it really is you really are like the world's at your fingertips

I feel like all this stuff is like amazing and it's good it's all happening for you so I hope you feel good I hope your energy and vibes are good which I seem to be in person

I was wondering I feel really good I feel really happy and I feel really well taken care of as far as my mental health is concerned. Although it may not appear that way online.

No, even when you were like doing your series, like I still love it. Like your mannerisms were so fierce. It was like your hair was already pulled back and it was all like, okay. It was like everything was like, okay. It was like very manic though. The way that I was feeling in the moment, I was so like. It didn't come across. You weren't crying or being angry or yelling.

Like you actually like, it just, it almost seemed like not even real. Like how like poised you were. Jokes. Yeah. Jokes. Well, thank you. I've had a lot of time to think about it. You came across beautiful in that one. I was like, this is everything. And I hope they, I hope they make a documentary just off that. You know what I mean? Like put it on Hulu

and give you like $10 million for just your TikToks. You don't have to do anything extra. They did that, right? Isn't that the Who the After I Marry lady did that? Signed with CAA, got her on Hulu. Like I literally opened the Hulu page and it was the Who the After I Marry person. I was like, wow, that's amazing.

I don't know. I'm like, I told my manager, I was like, I don't have any really like real interest in doing that because it just, it feels, it makes me feel slimy. It makes me feel like Zach Sang. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Well then listen to your gut. You probably is like. I don't want anything. I makes me feel like Zach Sang. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Well, then listen to your gut. You probably is like, I feel like.

I don't want anything. I want everything to be about me. Yeah. Maybe. Maybe that's not how I want that to sound. All your opportunities. You know what I mean? Yes.

If I'm going so far out of my way to do something like that, I want it to be about me, not about somebody else. Yeah. That is fierce. That's a female empowerment. Yes. Damn it. We love that.

This is the summer of that. Yes. Girl power. We love that. This is the summer of that. Yes. A female empowerment. Girl power. We love to see it. And it's true. Like if you watch the Canceled podcast, like it is like your story, your life, like everything about you and it should continue to be that way.

But I feel like you telling these stories, you know, like just helps create the Brooke brand, you know. It's like Brooke's real. Well, thank you. And we love that, you guys. Check out Canceled coming on tour soon. Check out the Canceled podcast. Check out Brooke everywhere on TikTok for 50 million views.

Probably more. It's probably like 100 million views total now. It's 130 million views. It was 50 in just 24 hours. Oh, that's, oh my gosh. Is that not the craziest thing? Like, I only know that because I saw it in an article. It could be like not even right.

But I was, I literally was like, wait, what? Someone said you made like $800,000 off that. And you're like, absolutely not. Tr was, I literally was like, wait, what? Someone said you made, like, $800,000 off that. And you're like, absolutely not. Trisha, I made $2,000. I believe it. Oh, really? My RPM is, well, you know that you don't, you don't make a single dollar if they go to your page.

So, like, it's only if it's on the For You page is when you make the money. And obviously, like, after the first video, everyone just went to my profile. And just kept it. So, none of, even the one with, you know, like, I think one of them has, like after the first video, everyone just went to my profile. And just kept it. So none of, even the one with, you know, like I think one of them has like 30 million views alone on one video. Got zero dollars. Everyone was doing the math being like $22,000, $40,000. I wish. I would have sent it over to Clinton just as a, he needs help.

That's very nice of you. I would never do such a thing. I bet you would. I was like, Clinton hits you up. He's like, give me that $2,000 then. Well, nothing but love, of course. Wishing everyone...

Yeah, honestly, sorry to everybody I slandered in this episode. I'm not. You told the truth and that is not slander. When you tell the truth, that's it.

And people get scared by it. People get intimidated. They try to bring you down. They try to call you a drama queen, whatever. But if it's the truth, it's the truth. I agree.

And you know what? I learned it from you. Thank you. I love it. I'm glad I raised a brook and not just the JoJo's of the world. So that's good. I love you guys so much. Thank you for having me again. You're the best. Check out Brooke. We'll see you guys in the next episode. Bye.