Just Trish - Tana Mongeau Addresses Cody Ko Scandal, Getting Cheated On & Future of CANCELLED

Episode Date: June 20, 2024

Tana Mongeau is ALWAYS a Hot Topic. Our bestie is back to spill the tea on the latest drama surrounding her life, including the aftermath from her shocking allegations about commentary it-boy, Cody Ko. Plus, Tana gives an update on her ambitious plans for the future, from starting her own podcast network to writing her debut tell-all book.  Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Hi guys, welcome back to the Jess Trish podcast. I was saying we're in a guest drought, but honestly we're not because we have our one and only guest. I love you so much. It's funny, I feel like we are in the most severe guest drought. Today you're coming on canceled and I'm going on a whole tangent about how you're our only guest. I don't give a fuck anymore. That's what I'm saying too. At this point, it's just Hannah and Brooke can be on and that's it.

What is that? I feel like there's moments in time That's what I'm saying too. At this point, it's just Tana and Brooke can be on and that's it. What is that? Like I feel like there's like moments in time where everyone wants to come on and then it's like you literally couldn't pay someone a million dollars. That's exactly how we are. Because it was like a time where we were like filming like every day, right? It was like seven days a week. We were filming with guests and I was like, I'm so tired. I cannot do any more guests.

But guests were just patting. Can I come on? Can I come on? Yes. And now it's like I DM people, like literally the most random people from like 10 years ago that are doing absolutely nothing. And they're like, I can't. I'm busy.

Like, oh, I'll see if I can next month. Or it's like always like, do you ever get people who are like just straight up afraid? Or is that just me? I haven't got, oh, we were just talking about this on the last Hot Topics. It's like, I definitely get people that just ignore me, but never like, not to bring it up, you know, the situation. Like vocally afraid. Yeah, where they're like actually not my

thing that would like crush me if someone said that have you gotten that more than like not as not as like bad not as like crazy like oh my god I really don't want to go on I'm so afraid like type thing but you can just tell sometimes you know when people are like oh my god really you want to be like I don't you know and then what do they but what do they say are what do they say? Are they just like, I'm scared I'm going to get canceled? Is that, well, actually going on canceled? Yeah. Or like a lot of times, like I'll just sense that and then I'll be like, you can have full edit control.

And they're like, oh really? Like, okay, maybe I will. And then do they do it then or no? I don't. Cause I thought you guys talked about someone wanted photo control. And then I was like, wait, are they for it or are they not? You're down to do it. That they can do it.

I'm down, but I just, I don't know anymore. I swear to God, I think it's like page you and like that's it page is such a like like serve on your podcast so people are like we love page she is so funny she's just the funniest person alive i'm so excited to see her getting all the like love literally oscar's like you should give page a microphone day and we're like absolutely yes and then page like i actually got to bounce to the next room oh my god i wonder if she wants to page is like very she's one of those people where she wants to be like full glam when she does something like she wants to serve and she's gorgeous without makeup i'm like what do you mean no you look gorge you are

so nice we have so much to talk about because just in the past 24 hours really because you said the past 24 hours like hell yes literal okay but then you're like but miko came in last night so i was like wait what happened in 24 hours? That was like good, bad. You were tar yummy in the car. Yes. Oh my God. I really, I forgot about that completely.

Fluent from Vegas. And she texted me at 2.30 a.m. So I'm like, what were you guys doing? I need to know. I have the timelines now. I'm like, okay. I don't, I've just been going, going, going. I swear to God, the universe,

like if the universe knows I'm leaving on a trip or on a plane somewhere, I'm going to have the most booked and busy week of my life. And then I'm just, I have a raging, raging migraine. And like, I don't know why what's going on, but like, I swear to God entering your house, like does turn things around. Like I feel like and all, but like the second we pulled up to the gate, we put on like Hillary Duff and we were like, Patricia Paytas. And like, it just like, you feel like you're in a movie and it does, it's the mood it was actually i think everything's aligning for you because you arrived at the same time your uber eats arrived it was like a perfect alignment i was trying to

get out of the car at the gate i was like gonna get it at the gate everything i think that's like also so cute i was like oh my god i love like just having like uber eats ready for you when you're here i need it for you if you tell me what you want imagine i'm late and then i'm like hey trisha can you get me a coffee tana know your place your place. No, I was going to text you. We were just at Four Seasons for lunch because you're like, okay, I'm going to be a little late. And I'm like, let's go to Four Seasons down the street. And I was like, should we get her some food? But I was like, you guys are so cute. But I don't know. I don't know what you're eating these days. It's funny that that Four Seasons is owned by this billionaire that Ari's best friends with. You know Ari, like one of my best

friends. Yeah, so I just found out he's like, just like a cute little trust fund baby or something. Oh my God, yeah. But he just goes over there and runs rampant. I'm surprised you've never seen it. At the Four Seasons? Yeah, because the guy who owns it is like his best friend. Ari, hit us up. That's our spot.

Oh my God. But we don't get VIP treatment. You guys need to have a day there, all of you. That's so funny. That would be so iconic. Yeah, that's where we got married. That's where Britney Spears got kicked out. You got married at this one?

Yeah. Wait, what? Yeah. And then what do you. That's where Britney Spears got kicked out. You got married at this one? Yeah. Wait, what? Yeah. And then what do you mean that's where Britney Spears got kicked out? That's where Britney Spears got kicked out. What was she doing? There's an article about it. If you type it in, the location, everything like that.

She was at the pool topless and people were complaining. Who would complain? That's what I said. I was like, I never see. We go there all the time and I've never seen Britney Spears there. And I was like, I would like, because she lives in this area. And I've never seen her. Was this recently?

Yeah, maybe six months ago. That's so, I love how she's just in her naked hair no i live for she's like thriving and justin tamper like just got a dy last night so i was just like yeah it's good for her girl oh my did you see that no but that's so funny like one thing about us is just like we like we love to see a man go down like it doesn't matter how much later in life it's like yes i like to think of it as like karmic, you know, collection. Like karma coming around. And it's just like, because she didn't have to do anything, right?

It's just like the universe did something, you know. 100%. Justin was drunk driving like an idiot. Wow. She's like 45. I was like, why are you drunk driving? I was having this whole conversation the other day about drunk driving. Especially like you see it so much in like celebrities and athletes.

It's like you have the money to Uber. Like so it has to be like a power trip. Oh, for sure. And it's like, yeah. And like, what kind of human? Like, I just, I don't know. No, they get off. You always hear about like, you know, hit and run stuff like that.

And somebody's just like, get off. Like, you could like literally like kill someone. Like, it's fine. They're a celebrity. They don't have to go to jail. Did it? Caitlyn Jenner do that? She is.

Yeah. Someone did it. Is it Caitlyn? No, it's not funny. I'm like, it's like, we talk about it. Is it Caitlyn? No. It's not funny. I'm like, it's like, just like. No, the wild thing is. The shit we talk about is so wild. I'm sure it was Caitlyn, maybe. I really think it was Caitlyn Jenner, but I could also completely be making that up.

Okay, allegedly. So like, fact check. We have no fact check today. Caitlyn's gone, Oscar's gone, Moses is here, but he's never fact checking. Yeah, Moses just lets us. He lets us live in our delusion. Like, oh my God, your nails look so cute too. Thank you.

I know, I got like a whole little. And like all of this. Oh, I got the Van Cleef because of you. You look so goddamn good today. I feel sorry for the people who are just listening to audio. Like go to the video on YouTube and look at her. She looks so perfect. Thanks.

I feel really good. And I look like your little like rat make a wish. No, I feel like we're. No, you're definitely like the hot influencer daughter. And I'm like the mom that's still trying to be cool no no you're so you look so hot today i'm a mess and i'm owning it i put effort in for you so that's why i didn't know like you're like i'm so sorry i'm late i'm like i honestly didn't know if you were gonna come because i was just like i have this full glam for tana what do i do with this glam now you look like kim kardashian today oh the way like the blonde and the smoky. Oh my God, you're so sweet.

It's so. And like, it's like, dude, you just gave birth. Like if I just gave birth, like I would shave my head and like move out of the country. Like I, you know, you know how I get. Oh, like a breakdown you'd have. I think like, I don't, I just don't know if like, have you heard that TikTok sound? That's like, you want me to serve tonight? Like it's like. No, but I love that sound.

But like the fact that you're just already serving, so crazy. Because I wasn't serving for so long. Like when I was on Canceled, I looked like a giant pumpkin next to you. No, you didn't. You looked so hot. Like you always look so hot. But it's just like, I just can't like i don't even i can't compute like you were doing the sabrina carpenter stuff that you did you film that after you gave birth uh

yeah that's two days ago that's a couple days ago yeah like what do you mean well we have like a lot of time to you know the baby sleeps a lot so i'm like well i would just oh my god i would just sleep for weeks though it's so impressive and like you're giving well you are giving okay so wait so the past four hours, tell me, where did it start? Did it start at noon yesterday or what? I don't. I'm sober. That's the thing. It's not like I'm doing anything crazy. I'm not

drinking or anything. I think it's lack of sleep right now. It was Father's Day, so we went to Vegas, to Amari's family's house and celebrated. But I can never just go there. I have to go like gamble and see everyone. And it was Ari's birthday. So he dragged me to the club sober.

You never want to be in the club sober. Like just. Why not? I've never been to the club ever. So I don't know. I'm so. I think there was an era like when like Paris and Lindsay and Brittany like were clubbing. Like it was cool.

There were no phones and it was it was cool and it was grungy. Like now it was cool. There were no phones. And it was cool. And it was grungy. Like, now it's just, like. What are people doing? Are people on their phones at the club? Yes. Really? It's, like, they're just looking around to see who they can see.

And, like, you know what I mean? Like, no one's, like, just dancing and. Having fun. Thriving. And it's only fun if you're hammered. And, like, getting sober. Like, and going to the club. Now I'm, like, this is so.

What do you do? I'm not kidding. Like, sit there like a bitch. Are you, like, talking to the club now i'm like this is so what do you do i'm not kidding like sit there like a bitch are you like talking to people or are you dancing well i really really as much as we you know i love to yell like i hate yelling over loud music i'm saying it is like so because we're yappers so you know what i mean like i want to be heard yeah i just say hey so did you see you have like a full conversation with someone yeah i just get so f***ing over it yeah i don't even know but i feel like that's why i don't like music period so i think that's why i didn't go to clubs because like i hate music anywhere so i'm what do you mean unless it's like the weekend well now i'm in i'm over the weekend now i'm in my

i'm back in my musical theater era yeah are you and kind of sabrina carpenter right i love sabrina carpenter so much oh my god she's a queen. Who do you like? Who are like the it girls for you? I love Sabrina Carpenter. I really do. Did she come out of nowhere for you? Because I feel like I just started liking her after Coachella. I've like always known about her existing,

but like my obsession is more recent. Yeah, same. The other day someone was like saying they didn't like her and I like went off on them. It was like, Tana. You're like, how could you? Because like, what the f*** can you hate? Like her lyrics are great.

Like the melodies, they're catchy. It's amazing. And she's like, she could you? Because like, what the f*** can you hate? Like, her lyrics are great. Like, the melodies, they're catchy. It's amazing. And she's like, she's always dressed so cute. You just want to put her in your pocket. She's like, yeah, she's tiny. She's like a little sex pot, too. I feel like there's no really like, sexy, like that kind of type anymore. And like, how she's dating that guy, Barry.

He doesn't give a f*** what people think. Cast him in the music video. Please don't embarrass me. Like, that's so f***ing. Best lyrics. I feel like every single girl relates to those lyrics. But literally, like, you're begging on your hands and he's like, please don't embarrass me. Like, that's so. Best lyrics. I feel like every single girl relates to those lyrics. But literally, like, you're begging on your hands and he's like, please don't embarrass me. Because I've always said that about cheaters.

I'm like, you know, I actually don't mind the cheating. It's like the humiliation because people know you're with me. And it's like, wow, you're really just DMing girls behind my back. Like, that's so embarrassing. Oh, my God. I don't care because you're ugly rat. But, like, honestly, like, everything else is like, but you're embarrassing me. Like, I'm like, oh, I love this person.

You're like, hey, girl. I swear to God, I used to just, like, have a fetish for but you're embarrassing me. Like, I'm like, oh, I love this person. You're like, hey, girl. I swear to God, I used to just, like, have a fetish for getting embarrassed by guys and didn't even know it. It was like, you know what I mean? Yeah, they got off on it. Me too, I feel. Because I was like, why did I date people that were only disrespectful all the time? And I'm just like, I just love being humiliated.

I feel like it's my punishment, I guess. Degradation. That was such a craze. Oh, I can't even. I love all of our eras for us. I know we always say that. But now we're in our, like, we talked about it last time, our good girl era, but also in, like, our in love era.

So I think that's why I love Sabrina Carpenter, because, like, anyone that's, like, in love, I'm like, yes, I love being in love, you know? I know. I'm like, I'm a shipper until I die. Oh, for sure. Like, a good ship. Like, I just live for it. Oh, me too.

What do you think of Nora Smith? Well, I don't really share my opinions that much. I think, like, good for her. I don't really share my opinions that much. I think, like, good for her. I don't know. It's hard. It's hard. There's a lot to say. Not anything bad. There's just, like, a lot to say about her. You've obviously seen her, like,

she's like, my kids were craving Cheez-Its, so I made them from scratch. Right. And then she acts like, you know, she can take care of three kids and do that at the same time, but you can't. Like, you have to have someone helping you somewhere, either in the kitchen or with the kids. There's definitely a nanny. Yeah.

And I wish they would show that part, because I feel like that is the more unbelievable. Like, first of all, making stuff from scratch is hard, period. But then, like, having kids on top of it and acting like you do it all, plus look perfect, like, just beautiful. Perfect. And you're, like, in Chanel tweed, like, making gum from scratch. Did you actually make gum from scratch? She made gum from scratch like what the she makes gum from scratch that was the moment

that I was like okay maybe a troll yeah like she's fully in on it which makes me like her more oh you live for her then and like respect it I don't like live

like is he that excited when he said her so like I don't know my opinion is like I don't have one really yeah but I just kind of watch it all

and I think it's really funny. Like I think like the making gum from scratch and like me, it's like, like, no, like she made toothpaste from scratch the other day. I was like, I know you went upstairs and there was Sensodyne in the bathroom and like. Your soulmate won. What did she, how did she make it? You should do, you should, um, I don't know how she makes it. Okay.

I like it. Oh, then you watched it. Like she started like, it's just all like, it's like, she's like foraging for like berries and like make, I don't know how she does it. Maybe mint or something. Yeah. Yeah.

You should do a video like that though. Like trolling her, like making something from scratch for Malibu. Okay. Maybe I should. That's a good one. You should just go viral and you voiced it over, but it's like you,

but do I actually have to do it? Because I actually have no idea how to do it. Like 100% fake it. Like I just start taking this rose and making like, I don't know, what do you make out of a rose? That's what I think you should do. Perfume. Yeah.

She really wanted perfume, but it needs to be all natural for my daughter who's one and a half. Yeah. Okay. That's good. I don't know why that came to my mind. You're such a good like content creator. I feel like you should like do that for people.

Like here's your content idea. Do it. You know, for like celebrities. I actually do help like a lot of people i love a lot really to tell them ideas like musician friends who will be like what do i do for this song and i'll help you're like right about me now please like we have all the guys that's actually really so that's interesting because you do date a lot of musicians and a lot of people write songs about you do you have like a musical like talent in you because you do songs trisha oh my god but you have like

an ear like where you're just like okay this sounds like a song because you do songs trisha oh my god but you have like an ear like where you're just like okay this sounds like a song because you do songs i love music and like i think spending a lot of time around musicians and stuff like i i really fell in love with like the process and like the melody and like lyrics and like i love lyrics i'm such a slut for like a well-written like gut-wrenching song who's your your best lyric? Oh my God, you know what song you would love you need to listen to the lyrics? It's The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived by Taylor Swift. Oh.

And I'm becoming like, I'm really in my Swifty era. Because she just holds a grudge. I love it, I do love that. And it's like, Trisha, you would actually eat it up if you really got into the lore. For example, this song, The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived, is so, so good, lyrically insane, but it's about this musician she dated, Mattie Healy. Oh, yeah. And he's, like, trash.

And he's trash. Yeah. And she's calling him the smallest man who ever lived. Yeah. Like, think about that. Like, that's the craziest thing to call someone, and it's just so good. You could do a remix to that with your recent scandal. I oh my god it's a follow-up it's like they call themselves tiny meat gang and everyone's mad at me you were just helping the brand really i tried to talk about it yesterday

did you cut it on well i tried one time like the first time with brooke to talk about it and i was like i just felt bad. Because sometimes it's like I know where the canceled podcast, but she is also like not always in some like crazy. And it's like, I don't want to drag her into that. Yeah. And then I filmed it again yesterday with Paige and she was nice enough to sit in on that. Because it's hard to with you girls because I just feel like everyone just takes things like they just like really look things in a microscope with you guys like you know what I mean and it's also because it's you we're talking about this on hot topics because it's you people

are just like oh it's Tana she's all you know like they're always like down or beefing with someone and it's just like it's just not that you know what I mean which like it's I know it's that's what I was talking about yesterday as I was like well it's it's I have like so many thoughts on this whole situation you know what I mean and I I was first talking about, it's, it's, I have like so many thoughts on this whole situation. You know what I mean? And I, I was first talking about like trauma and I don't know if you do this. I wonder if you relate to this, but like, there's a lot of things I look back on that I think would maybe traumatize. I love how serious we just got. Yeah. I know. I know. I wouldn't finish the smallest man in the world, but we'll go back. I don't, I got it in my brain. Okay. Um, that like

would maybe traumatize the average person more but you've been through things that are so much more detrimental that you can kind of look back at these things and they aren't they don't really feel traumatizing like and that was kind of the situation I was in and like my perspective on it but then I was like but at the same time like if I had a 17 year old daughter or a little sister or something like I would kill yeah you know so then it's like same yeah it's hard in that regard but the thing that was actually really heartbreaking to me and kind of crazy to me is after it started going viral like seeing so many people like not believing me

and being like it's Tana so who cares it's this and then I just started to feel bad for so many other girls who maybe look up to me and want to speak their truth and then see the way people like just don't believe people. And it's like I've never really – I've always had people not believe like things. But I don't know why this one just like hits different. Because it's like so real and it's something that you like didn't – but you have talked about it. It's always been because you have talked about it. You don't have this like reputation of being like a liar or anything like that. So it is interesting that that happens and that other people see that and be like oh my god if this

is happening tana who has all this like power and like you know whatever and it's like people are like not believing her or like turning against her like they'll be scared to do it you know what i mean yeah and not just that's like where what really like flipped a switch in me yeah towards my whole perspective on this situation where i was like that fucking sucks it sucks it really sucks and i i feel the same way it's like when you finally are able to say something and then people don't like believe you. It like really, really sucks. Especially because you have said it.

And I think you're probably like me too where we are people like who whenever I shared story times, that's what I've always said, right? Like I've – people are like, oh, Trisha's a liar. But everything I've said about other people can always be fact-checked because – because it can be fact-checked the other way, right? Like if I lie about someone like David Dobrik, right? If I was like made up this big lie and be like, oh god he tried to have sex with me like it's so easily proven that it didn't happen so it's like you have to be so like truthful what you're saying so you can show

that it like actually did happen and you've always had that you know and i just think it's like you and i especially it's like you could sit on the floor and want to be a chicken nugget i could say i got with the toothbrush like whatever like we don't need to lie about fucked up about other people to like keep people entertained yeah so it's like you know what I mean no and it's also like that's such an easy thing to like discredit or not you know it's like if it happened it happened because otherwise it's like you just make up and people be like well that didn't and he could be like look at these receipts but they're none of that happens because you have to like I don't know yeah I think it's also just like the way at least the way I am is I'm very like I joke about things yeah I agree I think it's also just like the way at least the way I am

is I'm very like I joke about things like I'm very I say things in a very flippant manner and like even just in my real life like if I'm just chilling with you I'll say the most traumatizing like crack a joke and that's just always a how I've coped but be just how I am about a lot of things I'm a pretty unserious person and I think in serious situations that like bites me in the ass because then it's like you know what I mean like why were you joking about it on stage in Sacramento California but like here we are that's why like when we talked about it I like got actually like so sad I wasn't even talking about till the end and then when Oscar brought it up I was just like really sad I got really dark about it because it is that because I'm the same way and I had to like

learn not to be that way because I'd be like literally like yeah you know my teacher like molested me when I was like 13 I my teacher tried to text me when I was like six years old you know like stuff that's like a joke but I would like say it as like or not it's not a joke it happened but I would say it as a joke and then or like you know I gave five dollar blow jobs on the side of the street when I was like 17 true but it's like I say it now it's like jokes and people think it's funny and they're like what that's so crazy or whatever but it's like and it comes from a place of hurt you know yeah and when you I think it's also like you and I have been validated so much in that way. Like we say it and people are like, you're so crazy.

That's so funny and whatever. And you almost like just continue to be that way and like learn those patterns. And it's like, I don't know. I don't know if I'll ever be like a fully serious person about all the shit that happened to me. But that doesn't mean it didn't happen to me. Yeah. I agree. And it is hard.

That's how I feel too. It's like it's just one of those things that's just like hard like how do you do it because it's like it's part of like my background and to me also I've always wanted to like expose myself like for me when I was like a stripper or an escort I always had people be like I'm gonna tell people you're a hooker I'm gonna tell people we did this and so to me I was like I just rather expose it same thing with stuff that happened when I was a kid with my teachers like it's like not funny but I talk about it all the time as if it's like nothing you know what I mean and I was just like I don't know because it's just the way of coping a lot of ways and that way I'm not humiliated I'm in power I'm

in control of it and I was like okay this happened whatever I don't know I fully agree with that I fully agree with that it is like it's got to be it is it is like you want to feel in control of your own narrative and your own story and like yeah it's just sad that that like way isn't like societally validated as much because it's like it's real. It comes around though. Like I was saying, like it comes around in other ways too. You know, I feel like whenever I've talked about – especially when you talk about other influencers, it becomes like this whole other thing, right? And like so whenever I've talked about influencers that I've had a falling out with, like I always make sure everything is like factual.

Everything I said about like David, that whole group, you know, whatever. Anything that I've had a falling out with, I make sure it's factual so it's like, you know, no one can discredit me. And then over time, people see it. They're it they're like oh actually like when Jeff was here it was like super validating for him to be like you kind of said it you kind of called it and they were all just telling me you were crazy and all this stuff like that and I was kind of like it just feels good like years later to be like okay at least if someone can validate me now you know what I mean 100% I do agree like the truth always wins and I truly believe that and like will always come out in those situations yeah it is just very

interesting too and I'm sure you experience this a lot with David I was talking about this yesterday as well but like the difference in when you're coming for someone or just telling the truth about someone I don't even want to say coming for someone right when you're telling the truth about someone and they're a well-liked person versus a not well-liked person because it's like when they're not a well-liked person like everyone not well-liked person. Because it's like when they're not a well-liked person, like everyone's like they're so down to get on that bandwagon and be like them. But like if you're saying like something happened with a well-liked person, it's crazy the way it can be like received. They stand. Yeah.

And then when it flips too because that happened with me with David, right? He was so loved. So then everyone hated me. And then the minute like other stuff coming up, like other people started saying stuff, it saying stuff it was almost like oh trisha's right she's been saying this all along you know what i mean which is like fine and when that happens it feels like good but it does take a minute for it to come out or the stuff with colleen right like i mean i feel like adam talked about it for so long and no one was like i didn't know what was happening no one's taking it seriously and then other stuff stops coming out and you're like oh my god like this person's kind

of like a person maybe what he was saying there is some like truth to it and then you look back and you see all these retreats we just went over like dramageddon and i just saw all those receipts and i was like damn james charles not to be a james charles defender and i'm definitely not but i'm just saying in that situation they really did like try to like smear campaign this like boy at like 18 years old by calling him like you know i don't know if you got into it but i forgot i was watching all of it but it's like i would need to go back and do like a deep dive a deep dive there I saw this girl on TikTok the other day she did like a 15 part like history book level series on TanaCon and I was

like oh my god like really it was like so serious did you watch all of it I watched like a couple and I was like I need to do this about so many like things like a drama get and like all this because in the moment it's so crazy and then you look back like I don't even know what happened like and something happened at a birthday dinner right right like yeah no it literally was like her basically she's upset about the gummy bear hairs but literally just like telling i know me just give me the i got really into it we watched the whole like five-part series of drum again like from the beginning but just like literally she was mad that james promoted sugar bear hair for coachella oh when she, she had some vitamin halo or something. If you actually like, if you just take that part of it and isolate it, like

she's kind of nuts for that. Wild for that. She's nuts. And I'm, I don't say that lightly because I do actually think there was maybe something a little unwell with her. And I think she had a mental breakdown and then I kind of felt a little sad for her towards the end. Cause I was like, oh, she like, it was spiraling over something, but it was actually crazy. Cause she was also like 38 at the time. James, she met he was 17 i'm like first of all what like why are you friends with a 17 year old they were sick she called her mom like in text messages i was like this is kind of like a little inappropriate for on your part you're the 38 year old and it was really weird and like i'm just imagining if i had like a hair care vitamin and then like brook went

to coachella with sugar bear hair i wouldn't give a like that's care vitamin and then like Brooke went to Coachella with sugar bear hair. I wouldn't give a fuck. That's like the most insane like narcissism and entitlement to like. Right. But the kicker of it is he did promote her so many times before going because she's like, you never did my halo. And he brought the receipts. He brought the receipts. He's like, he did it in a story.

He did it in multiple videos. I was like, girl, he's promoting your halo hair too. For free. Like he didn't have. But she said he didn't do it. I was like crazy. All this. It was like, girl, he's promoting your halo hair too. And for free. Like he didn't have shit. But she said he didn't do it. I was like crazy. All this. It was it was wild. And then did like Jeffree Star hop in or what? Okay. 2019 I was in like

three mental hospitals. This is the end of the vlog squad for me. This is like I'm like literally spiraling in 2019. I remember none of this. I was also a mess. Yeah. On 2019? A mess. Oh my god. That's something about that year. Because I don't remember TanaCon either. Was that 2018? That was like 2017 or 18, yeah. Okay, so those years I don't remember either.

So that's why I was like, maybe I should do a deep dive on TanaCon because I remember none of it. I'll watch Jane's series on it. Like even just, oh, my God. All of it's so wild. The TanaCon, I just, I remember everyone going and we were like excited to go. Like the vlogs about people too. And I was just like, I just don't know where I was at that time where I was like, I don't

know. I don't remember any of it i don't remember the like the outcome of it even i was watching like watching those series i was like oh my god like there's so many things i fully don't remember how old were you like gabby hannah sang she performed at tana con inside like iconic two people got married and emma chamberlain was the flower girl. Like. Who got married? What?

Like. That's what happened. It was like kind of busting for a minute. For four seconds. Oh, okay. And then, yeah, I don't know. I need to like watch the whole thing and like really look at it with new eyes now. But it's so wild. How old were you?

I wasn't 21. I'm maybe 19, 20. Oh, my God. I think I was turning 20. Oh, my God. See, that's the thing too. It's also like, again, I feel like I don't know the I'm maybe 19, 20. I think I was turning 20. Oh my God. See, that's the thing too. It's also like, again, I feel like, I don't know the situation why it happened, obviously, but it's just like a 19 year old, like putting on like this convention, like it should be

done in partnership with VidCon. Like someone should be helping you. Not, I don't know who was, I don't know if anybody was, I don't know. 100%. I mean, I beat it like a dead horse talking about it. So I don't want to like bore the lovely just trish audience but um it is even just now like seeing like i'm good friends with like the demelios manager and like seeing like how well people now are like taken care of like uh even my manager now i just like would have loved that back you know but my story wouldn't be my story if i didn't have

a show you have such a good journey too even though you're only 25 like I do love that you have like a journey you know that people can follow and nine f***ing lives it's like we both have just lived so many lives and it's like just more and more apparent every single day. No I know every time I see you I'm just always like and even now even with all the stuff you did over the weekend like Vegas I'm like god you really are just like living your best life and then you were talking about getting a pool with like or a house with slides that go into an ocean for your birthday party. I was like, she's living her life and I love that. And where is that? Are you getting it? Did it happen? Yeah, well,

the slide fell through, but we are going to Cabo and the last birthday excursion was in Turks and you know, everything was, it was just wild. I can't wait for the birthday drama vlog. I'm hoping, like Makoa's going, I'm hoping it's like way more wholesome. Oh oh yeah but you didn't have him last year for your birthday

not at all oh so it's gonna be way different yeah i'm really hoping it's like less messy and wholesome and that's the goal but that's usually how my life goes i hope something's less messy and then it's not so can you imagine if it just goes perfect everything's like wonderful that would be amazing that would people coupling up to go? Like are people bringing their significant others? Not really. A lot like Brooke is going to bring

her other best friend, Bebe. Like Paige is bringing her hometown best friend because our birthdays are a day apart. So we celebrate together and like everyone's kind of bringing

like Amari might bring his man. Like just cute. Okay, so it'll be like a cute little like couples retreat. It's going to be really cute and sweet. But I want to... We could revisit if you really want to know more.

But no more me. No, no. It's all about you. Are you kidding me? We've got to go back to Smallest Man. We have Smallest Man to go over the song lyrics from Taylor. But wait. We were on your birthday. Should I give you this birthday gift now? Trisha! Are you pausing? No, but I'm emotionally unstable.

I'm going to cry. You won't cry. I know. It's just like literally something. But it's like wrapped so cute. And it's like, how are you doing all this? You just gave birth. I'm going to say Moses does the wrapping.

I'm so bad at wrapping. I look, I wrap like a crazy person. You know what I mean? So he did wrap this. I love you too so much. The box was like, yeah, we were going to do like this whole thing. We had it all like planned out. And then I'm like, everything got like, not because of you, but then like, you know, Malibu like woke up. So I was like, yeah, we were going to do this whole thing. We had it all planned out and then everything got

not because of you, but then Malibu woke up so I was like, okay, I can't really. Trisha, it's just no, you're so. It's not even, trust me. But I just love you guys and I just feel so lucky to have the both of you in my life. I really mean it. Same. And I know we always do this every time we exchange a gift and I sob about how much

I love her, but you guys, this influencer world is a show and finding like real people that you love and like feel so comfortable with and like just like. Yeah. And we and we've known each other for so long. I think it was in our hot topic yesterday. Leo Skeppy. Someone asked him about Tana and Trisha's friendship and how long it'll last.

He's like not friends. Friendships like don't last forever like that or something. No way. But he said he loved Tana. He's like, but I love Tana. I was like, ah. But what? Hold on. I love Leo. There's no me or something like that. No way. But he said he loved Tana. He's like, but I love Tana. I was like, ah. But what, hold on. I love Leo.

There's no beef. I love Leo. No, hold on. It was our hot topic today. What do you mean, but I love Tana? There was no, but I love Trisha? Yeah, he's like. He came on this show.

Some friendships don't last forever, but I love Tana. I think I don't respond that great. I'm not a great responder to text in general. Like I truly, I like suck at texting. So I think I'm sure he maybe felt like I'm not a great friend. I'm not. That's why I have no I think I'm sure he maybe felt like I'm not a great friend. I'm not. That's why I have no friends. I'm a really bad texter.

I'm really awful at texting. But that's crazy. And it's funny because I'm like, first of all, I know we will be friends forever. Yeah. We've known each other so long. I know for a fact, like you will always be a part of my life.

And like, we both have a, a great dynamic where it's like, we don't have to talk every single day because then it's like, we see each other and we have the yap fest of a century and we love it you know but like I also am such the type to do something so out of spite too like Leo listen no he's gonna text me he's gonna be like because he texts me after everything I say I'm like I love you I do love you no I stuck up for him too during the fat phobic thing I was like I I'm like I can see where he's coming from.

I'm not hating on Leo directly. Like, I don't even have the time or energy today to go down any type of rabbit hole. I hope he's having a great day. He was just in Vegas. He had a show. I was there. I was like, oh my God. I didn't go to the show, but like, we were in Vegas. Together? You saw each other? No, no, no. But he just texted me and I was nice. Like, we're in the same city. Like, you know, but like, don't

like, what do you mean look at us? Like, we're going to be friends. No, I know. I get a little slight excited. I was nice. We're in the same city. Like, you know, but like, don't like, what do you mean look at us? Like, we're going to be friends. No, I know. I get a little slight excited. I was like, well, we haven't known each other for very long times. Yeah, and like, they wish they had our bond. Yeah. They just wish. They just couldn't have her. I've always had your back. I've always loved you. Every time I see you,

I'm just like, I love Tana. I mean, that's literally the like, fall of my, my fallout with David and like the whole Vlog Squad thing. Cause I was just like, you guys are like so sick and weird for this. You love Hannah I mean that's literally the like fall of my fall out with David like the whole vlog squad thing because I was just like you guys are like so sick and weird for this you know what I mean and it was because of you because I remember that night when we came over and they were trying to do that weird threesome thing I'm like you guys are like actual freaks like this is like so actually like weird and disgusting you're like

not into it you're gone which I get I'm like stop pushing it weirdos if you don't like Trisha Paytas I don't f***ing like you yeah same and that's I'm so f***ing I'm so for real like oh my god I like't like you. And that's, I'm so, I'm so for real. Like, oh my God. I like,

I love you. I love you. Okay. Let's open it. Is this like, again, it's like nothing like crazy, but I always feel like I,

like if you're going on your little birthday trip, it could be like a little cute thing to have. Trisha. I feel like it's an it girl thing. I don't know. Okay. I put it. No,

it's nothing crazy. It's not. It's just the thought. And like, you're so busy. Okay. I need to stop it's nothing crazy it's not it's just the thought and like you're so busy okay i need to stop i'll open it but it's just like you're a gemini right a cancer oh you're 20 june 24th and that's why i like oh man if we would have had malibu exactly one month later she would have been your birthday she's may 24th oh my goodness gracious we should have kept her in another month no i think I think it would have gone insane. Yeah, actually. Get that. Yeah.

Yeah. Okay, first of all, you guys, she's talking about it. She's like, oh, it's just something little. Like, as if it was, like, this Dunkin' Donuts, like, wrap. Like, it's a Miu Miu box. It's not something little. This is funny. Yesterday, I went on a whole tangent about how obsessed I am with Miu Miu.

Really? Yeah. Wait, where? On TikTok or where? No, just, I was texting my stylist. I was just like. Miu Miu's kind of Yeah. Wait, where? On TikTok or where? No, just I was texting my stylist. I was just like. Miu Miu is kind of the thing now. I see everyone like wearing it.

Sini Sweeney. Well, you don't even know what it is. I'm sorry. I know, but I'm crying. The wrapping is cute. The cute. I'm having a day. Oh my gosh.

Well, I won't see you on your actual birthday but you know I swear to god I just like I was talking about it with Brooke and I was like I want to invite Trisha so bad but like I just don't even want to subject her to that like and they just no like baby stay no yeah yeah could you imagine me going

to Cabo with like a three week old I would love it I would make everyone be on their best behavior. But I feel like I do love it. And Jake Webber invited me to his party and I was like, God, I feel so cool. I mean, I definitely didn't go because I don't go anywhere. But I like, wow, that's so cool. Aw, that is sweet. I would have loved. Where was it? Barney's? It was at this

place called Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. That's cute. Is it everything? Me and Moses show up. We're like, hey. It was, um, it was like cute and fun. But even like, I feel too old for everything. Yeah, it's like cute and fun but even like i feel too old for everything yeah it's like that tiktok sound like are we too old to be yeah and i like i walked in and jordan my old manager was there and mon sun was there and so i didn't even like i i spent the whole night like trying to fix just fix things that have gone wrong i didn't know mon sun was

like older than me wow he's like 37 we looked it We looked it up. I was like, oh, does he? I saw him with Tara Yemi. I was like, let's look this up. Yes. Oh, my God. Love Tara. Love her. Never say anything bad about her ever.

She is a little sweetie cutie. I actually just made up with him too, which I think is good. So I'm no longer on my, I'm trying to just be good. Maybe he's just sick with Avril Lavigne. I feel like that's an age appropriate relationship for him. Yeah. We'll see. Yeah.

I don't have any hate towards him either. I don't even know him. I know he's everywhere with every girl. He's the Pete Davidson for influencers. Oh my god. Trisha, this is so nice. I haven't even seen it. It's, again, tiny.

No, it's so. You're insane. It's like a little summer bag. But stop. Stop downplaying it. Like, it's literally like a Cinnabon Delight. Like, it's the nicest bag in the world. It's so.

It was like the new one. You know, they give you an email. I'm like, here's our new bag. And I was like, boom. Trisha. I don't have a great taste. But if something's like new, I'm like, okay, that looks good. I have to get baby Elvis a Bugatti.

No. I'm not even literally kidding. This is so cute, and I've been loving orange. Oh, really? Okay. Yes. Orange is the new pink. You're in my head.

Orange is my new pink right now. It's a new color. I know. It's a different color. I don't know. Anyways. Trisha, you can take a cabo and trash it. Please promise me next holiday, I just want a signed photo of you. I have those, too.

I need one. I have those too. I need one. I'm not kidding. I just covered my laptop in stickers of you actually because fans brought them to my meet and greet. Oh my God. That's kind of. We have to talk about the tour too. Okay.

We have to talk about that too. This is so nice of you. Yeah, of course. A little orange striper. You can always. I just carried the bedazzled Bottega that you got me the other day too. That was a hard one to carry because it's like where do you go with that? Because I have one too and I'm like I don't know where to go with this.

It's so nice. Yeah. It's like it's such a nice bag that I feel like if I'm going to some like rat influencer shit no one needs to see that. It's a boutique. And I loved it on the red carpet, purple carpet, green carpet. One of the carpets that you guys went to Brooke took it and I thought it was like oh it's so cute.

I was like this is the Trisha, Trisha Paytas gives this is like ah. I got the shout out on the carpet I was very excited. It's so funny every time we carry like that bag or any bag. I was just carrying my Adam Sandler bag every time we carry like that bag or any bag I was just carrying my Adam Sandler bag from you. I saw that on your story.

The other day and I like I got more compliments on it than I've ever received on anything and it's imagine seriously at home

put yourself in my shoes how sorry for saying it again but how it is when someone comes up to me and they're like I love your bag

and I'm like Trisha Paytas gave it to me. Aww. Trisha Paytas gave it to me yeah Trisha Paytas gave it to me like you wish I love that they love that bag that bag we did get the most compliments like I have this I told you I have a matching one I'm like take it I have like two of them and so when we ever go out like to Malibu or wherever we went everyone's just like that

bag that bag like old people and everything it like really is and it's such a like good bag yeah it's like huge and big it's been my airport bag and I love it. I love it. One day you'll see Adam Sandler like in first class or whatever and you'll be like, there's my bag.

You know what I mean? I would have a seizure and die. I don't even know. I feel like you guys will connect at one point. I think we, I just wish so badly he would just throw us a bone and like imagine like the three of us just like filmed something together, like hung out. What would we do? I don't even know.

We would literally die. I would go into cardiac arrest. I think I could interview him. I feel like I'm such a bad interviewer. I'd be, like, so nervous anyways. I feel like I'd have to. Oh, you're good. You're casual.

But I would just be like, I love you. Like, oh, I love him so much. He's great. Yes, yes. This is so cute and so thoughtful. It's crazy because if I literally walked into a store, this is what I would pick out. So it makes me want to cry. It makes you dunk in perfectly. Like, the orange is the dunk in and the brown is the coffee. It's literally. It's aesthetic, yeah. it's crazy because if I literally walked into a store this is what I would pick out so it makes me want to cry it makes your Duncan perfectly

like the orange is the Duncan and the brown is the coffee it's literally and how I love taking like story do you do snapchat still like I love doing Instagram stories like just of every little thing like cute little bag this is so cute I'm glad you like it okay good no but like you're just so sweet no I'm good you're so sweet like literally

I was like love seeing you and I was like it's your birthday and I love birthdays so anyways okay I can't handle you it's okay I'm good. You're so sweet. Literally, I love seeing you. It's your birthday and I love birthdays. Okay. I can't handle you. It's okay. I'm going to literally buy Elvis a Bucati. I'm not kidding. Okay, let's talk about... I want to give you a hug. Yeah, of course. Have a great day. How old are you? Are you 26 this year or 25? 26.

You are growing up. Oh my gosh. It's so crazy to see. And Moses, I just love you so much. I actually really, I feel like I've never said this, like, on the mic. And I want to, on the mic. And I've definitely said it off camera. But, like, lately I have, like, really been crying at your TikToks. Like, just, like, the way, just all of them.

Like, the way that he loves you is, like, you were, you filmed a YouTube video, too, where you, like, sat down. And you were, like, not only does he, like, love me so much that it makes me want to love myself more you were talking about how he just helped you with everything in your life like finances and so many different things crazy and it just like makes me so happy that you have him and your babies and i just like i'm i'm so happy for you guys do you feel like that too like i feel like when you you just like and it's maybe like not the right reason to like get better but for me i just like didn't want to like embarrass him like when we first got together i was like i don't want to be that person that because he got a lot of hate you know for no reason just for being sticking by me and having for having melt

downs i'm like i can't have melt downs online anymore because he gets hate you know what i mean 100 percent mikoa like makes me want to be better in every single way and it's i i like when i met him like i was really going through it. And I don't want to say he pulled me out of that because you pull yourself out of things like that. But it definitely helps. Changes something a little bit. Yeah.

I'd be like, wait, I can't put this up. Like, there's nothing else like this out there. Yeah. Because it's true with, like, a toxic relationship, too. Something's toxic. You just, like, self-destruct. You know what I mean? But when it's, like, a good relationship, you're like, okay, I'm going to try and be

better. I'm going to try and be, like, you know. And you are just so, so like better doesn't even describe it like the where your life is at right now nobody deserves it the way you do and it's like it's also just so beautiful to me like not only

me do you inspire so much like genuinely you inspire me so much like you give me so much hope in so many different ways but the amount of like millions of young girls. And like it just – I'm just – I'm going to cry. I'm so happy for you. Thank you.

Oh, my gosh. Thank you. That's so nice of you to say. Are you guys done having babies? We are done. Done. We are done. Done.

Now I was saying it's hard. Maybe I could ask you this. I feel like you're the only person I could ask that doesn't sound like too personal. But I actually don't know how to not try to have babies, to not try to get pregnant. Like my whole life I've been trying to get pregnant since I was like 22 and I was told I was infertile so I've always just let whatever I don't want to be graphic but you know what I mean like I've always just been like let's get pregnant by a random person down the street it never happened for me so I was just like how do you try not to get pregnant now because we got pregnant twice and I told Moses

it's really hard for me to get pregnant because he knows right like it was hard for us to get pregnant we had to do that HSD test I'm like it'll be fine because how do you it's you know first of all just like just my thoughts it's wild that your body like almost knew and waited for like yes you're so well that i feel for sure because also i was like way older i was like 34 and 36 when i had my babies but i was trying at like 20 to have like i've never again not to be graphic but i've never had like protected sex so i was just like how have i not gotten pregnant you know what I mean and so then we got pregnant and twice within like you know two years so I'm like now we're trying to like not get pregnant but it's like the second you're like where is it gonna go that's how I feel like I'm gonna pull out like I'm freaking 18 years old you

know like weird like and then you get a towel and just like run me off I don't know that's I mean were you like how do you not everything i'm gonna say so graphic but whatever like when before elvis like were you like trying like was he like really up in there every day like what if it was just like a little no everything hold it in there he like hold it in for like 30 minutes like just like is it all in there like upside down we were throwing my feet over my head like everything and well now maybe like stand up right after. Just pee? Can you pee it out?

You could probably like push it out. I don't think that works. That's not good sex advice. Oh my God. Oh my God. Yeah, seriously. Sorry. No one take this at all. That's why I was like, how do you, how have you not gotten pregnant, I guess?

I love a good pullout. You do? Yeah. So that's your preferred. Yeah. Okay. That's what I have to do because I can't do birth control pills. They make me absolutely crazy.

Yeah. And I can't do the IUD. So I was just like, he doesn't want to get a vasectomy. And I don't ever want to like preach the pullout method at home. Like maybe use a condom or, you know, to the, to the girlies out there. Not when you're married. Could you imagine a married couple? No, no.

Yeah. Like you guys, you guys, but then what happens at the off chance you get pregnant for a third time? Oh, we would, we would, at that point we're like, it's divine intervention. God wants us to have this third baby because I feel like we like actively trying not to, you know what I mean? Yeah, we would. I would keep every baby because like I would love to make 20 babies, but we're also getting

older. I'm going to be 40 in four years. So I was like, I can't be. But you're like not going to be 40 in four years. But I am. Mathematically I'll be 40. But like you're not, like you're just like your soul and you're, you know what I mean? I am. Mathematically, I'll be 40. But, like, you're not. Like, you're just, like, your soul and your, you know what I mean? I agree.

I feel like I'm, like, 18. Like, I feel like a teen mom. You know what I mean? But, yeah. Like, you are just, you're not, it's not giving old, Trish. Like, it's giving. But I just feel like. 36 is also young.

It's young. But, you know. We got to see them get married and stuff. So, it's like, I can't have a baby at, like, 50. I mean, you can. You got to see them get married and stuff. So it's like I can't have a baby at like 50. I mean, you can. You can do whatever you want. But like if I'm 60, 50, having a baby, I only live, you know, to see them be 20. And I don't want that, you know.

Yeah. Anyways. I understand that. I understand that. But 60 is a long ways away. Right, right, right. What would be the third name? Ooh, we don't have one.

Well, we kind of do. We kind of have them picked out. But, yeah. Oh, you want to know? Nara Smith over here just giving all my names. Her name lists are crazy. Do you have names for yours? I can tell you.

I mean, if we had a boy, I think it would be where Amy – this is so stupid. This is literally so stupid. I think we'd aim – this is so dumb. Like I thought my baby was going to be a Taurus. So I thought it was going to be like me, like a Taurus baby. So I'd be like, oh, let's aim to have a Scorpio like you. And then we would name him like Scorpio King, you know, like the movie. So we could have another movie poster.

So we have Barbie Elvis Scorpio King. Scorpio like you and then we would name him like Scorpio King, you know, like the movie so we could have another movie poster so we have Barbie, Elvis, Scorpio King. Scorpio King. And then he'd be a Scorpio so it would make sense but he'd have to be born in October, like he's October,

like at the end of October, November. So I guess if he's not going to pull out you'd have to like do it in those months. Yeah, I was like let's just try

I guess that month but no, we're not going to because honestly it's so much and we just divide it anyways. And then if it's a girl, again,

movie posters. I love Scorpio King. Movie posters, we're thinking Aquamarine. Do you remember that movie? Yes. Yeah, and he loves like water and mermaids. So I think that's like the vibe. And Aqua's like a cute little nickname.

Yeah, that's what I think too. So I feel like it goes. Aqua's cute. Yeah, and then it feels more. And then we have all movie posters and then we'll be done. How about you? Have you ever thought about kids' names? Yes, I definitely am in the same place as you.

I would never want to give my kid a generic name. Who would? I don't understand why people are so mad. Don't get me wrong. There are some I see where I'm like, that's just a bad name objectively. What would you say is a bad name? What?

I don't think anything like... You said something recently. I wasn't living... Sorry, Nora. I wasn't living... Sorry, Nara. I wasn't living for Whimsy Lou. Yeah, but it's unique enough, right? But then again, it's kind of like a Cindy Lou Who. Like, it's kind of a vibe.

Yeah. Yeah, maybe I just made that up. Maybe I do like that. No, it's... I know they have, like, Humble... Rumble Honey or something. Yeah. I like Rumble, too, kind of.

And Francesca had, like, Lovely and stuff. I kind of like those. I thought those were cute. Lovely's cute. Yeah. Yeah, I just feel like it's, like, 2024. Like, what like what i'm gonna name my kid kevin that's what i'm saying i'm gonna name my daughter samantha like no that's it's just like no no one's doing that anymore and i saw someone say they're like yeah everyone's saying oh your kids will be made fun of but everyone is

naming their kids like these crazy bizarre wonderful names yeah so i feel like the one tiktok we saw was like everyone's naming their kids this this and this and they're like one day the president's gonna be malibu barbie so it's fine to have these names literally i love that malibu for president so literally malibu for president even just like i think it's like don't give your kid a bullyable name like don't give them some like really actual awful like i'm trying to think of like boner yeah like that's awful do you remember that show growing pains and there's a kid named boner on that show and i was like who named their kid Boner? Federal prison.

If your name, like that's federal prison. I met someone named F-A-G once and I was like, that's wild. Like that was his name. Were they like British parents who really liked cigarettes? Like is it, do you think it's like. They're like reading after the six. If that's true, maybe. But that, he literally introduced himself as that. Why is cigarette kind of a cool name?

Okay, no. That's your baby's name, cigarette. Cigarette kind of a cool name? Okay, no. That's your baby's name, Cigarette. Cigarette Mojo. I was friends with this. Oh, my God. Yeah, that's awful. I was friends with these two guys named Rage and Chaos. And I like.

Oh, that's kind of cute. I always joke that those are like really good baby names. Rage and Chaos is kind of. But then they're going to be that. Yeah, that's the other thing is you're kind of like Malibu Barbie. Like you're hoping she embodies that. Yeah, she's going to be Malibu Barbie for sure. And so do you think Elvis will end up being a little more edgy?

For sure. Rock star for sure all the way. And a little younger. Like I feel like the firstborn is always a little more like together and the younger child is a little more. Oh yeah, the younger one's wild. But Moses was just telling me that he feels like Elvis is like twins with Malibu. Like are they so similar?

Yeah, they're so similar. Right now they look alike and they act alike. So they're like very, very similar. They couldibu. Like, are they so similar? Yeah, they're so similar. Right now they look alike and they act alike. So they're like very, very similar. They could be twins. Yeah, for sure. So they act like in the sense of like Elvis is calm like Malibu. Calm.

Like the churros baby. I know. You're just birthing these. It's so funny. Just relaxed babies. Just calm ass kids. And it's like, that's so iconic. But she's like a puncher. She's like a boxer.

Like she boxes in her sleep. She likes to kick and stuff. And she was like that in my belly. So I feel like she's going to be a little more feistier as she gets there. You know, she turned out to be a puncher. She's like a boxer. Like she boxes in her sleep. She likes to kick and stuff. And she was like that in my belly. So I feel like she's going to be a little more feistier as she gets there. You know, she turned out to be a Gemini. I thought she was going to be a Taurus. She turned out to be a Gemini. Ooh, I love Geminis.

Hot take. Do you? Girl Geminis, I heard are okay. Yes. And like gay guy Geminis I like. Don't ever date a straight guy Gemini, right? Never. That's like that.

Never, never. That's why I didn't want a Gemini for so long. I was like, they're kind of awful. And I've known so many male Geminis. I'm just like, bleh. Yeah, that's scary. That's like that. Never, never. That's why I didn't want a Gemini for so long. I was like, they're kind of awful. And I've known so many male Geminis and I'm just like, bleh, no. Yeah, that's scary.

But I think girl Geminis are. Like Elle Woods was a Gemini. Oh. Vegetarian, remember? She's like, I'm a Gemini vegetarian. Oh my God. I need to rewatch.

I haven't seen Legally Blonde in a while. Such a good movie. It is iconic. Didn't you say this is Elle Wood brand or something? It's called Elle.

That's so funny. When you said that, I was like, wait, what? It's called Elle Wood, like E-L Wood but like they definitely weren't thinking that at all but leave it to you and me to be like i'm wearing elwood that's what you said i was like where's this from you're like it's elwood i was like okay iconic um went to harvard i picked it up does mikoa have like a really long name yes um does he have like five because cover i think has like a really long name he has two middle names i don't know if he would want me to like. No, you don't have to say it, but I just.

Say it. His last name is ****. Okay, you can like. Oh, okay. Yeah, and then. He has like a really long. He has two middle names. It took me like a month to memorize it.

Like I felt like a bad girlfriend. Like I was like. But because it's hard. Because I think Alex didn't even know his girlfriend's full, or fiance, wife, maybe now, I don't know, full pronunciation. So I was like, I wonder if all Hawaiians just have like crazy long names. A lot of them do. Like I have like a lot of middle names. I was just asking Makoa's mom like the whole origin

story of like his whole name and it was really cute what was it well I guess I have to go into it well I mean just like the the middle names were one was her maiden name one was like one of their family members and then his little sisters like and brothers I don't know if they would want me to say it as well I think I have I don't know no you'll have to but just really like Hawaiian sweet names too. You should name your baby Hawaiian sweet roll. Oh my God. That'd be so cute.

And I love those. Scott Disick does too. Did you see that? That's how he came to me. Yes. He's like, I didn't know those were bad for you. I didn't even really eat it.

It's bread. Like you don't think of it as like a dessert or anything. Yeah. Oh my God. Yeah, they're good though. And they're so good. That clip was funny too.

Like I need to leave the Kardashians alone. Like stop it now. Do you not like them or you like them? No, I love them. Me too. But I just feel like i'm always talking about them and it's like they're like oh this do you think they don't like you i don't know i did just see um kylie jenner and we like she was nice to me and talking to me and i was like oh okay yeah no they love you

then no but i don't think i think they do if kylie likes you they all like you i don't know kylie looks good she looks so amazing she does look really good if you had babies then so would you name them like Hawaiian imagine naming your babies Ozempic and like

Manjaro and Wagovi oh my god I heard Manjaro was the one though I heard that's the one that's what I'm hearing as of late people have looked really good

I've seen so many people lately and they're like Manjaro I was like oh man that looks good I wish everyone could just admit it I feel like the world

would be a funnier place. I know. Cause honestly they look so good. So like Christina Aguilera, everyone says Christina looks like, you know, cause she's so tiny and so little and looks such slay. She, um, everyone was like, your music career is back. I was like, diva, that's Xtina. You guys should collab.

Oh my God. She reposted a TikTok of mine where I duetted hers and the, but then I DM'd her and I got left on scene. Duh. You never know what day she might reply though. Sometimes I DM random people that follow me like'd her and I got left on scene. Duh. You never know what issue might reply though. Sometimes I DM random people that follow me like Ice Spice and she replied and she's like yeah. And then I was like I didn't really hear

from her manager ever again. I was like oh yeah. But I was excited to get that DM back. You know what I mean? It's everything. I need to get I don't know. I'll get more bold again. I'm in a phase right now where I'm like I'm just gonna leave everyone alone. That's how I am too. I just asked Zac Efron and Austin Butler but I don't think they're I could see Zac Efron because he's been doing press and so has Austin Butler you have to go through your agency I was like telling them

can you get them that's exactly what just happened to me with um Gypsy Rose like she she went live and she was like I want to go on the canceled podcast and so here I am thinking me and Jip Jip are like this and she'll just come on and kick it. And then her team was like during her next press run. And I was like, damn it. I just want to hang out. Oh, yeah. So on that same one, she had said something. She didn't know who we were, but someone's like Trisha and her Ken.

It's Ken now. Ken. Shout out Ken. Was like, oh, I love her. You should. I love shout out Ken. Shout out Ken. He's like, oh, I love Trisha.

You should. And she goes, I don't think she's asked me. So I was like, well, let me just DM. You know what I mean? Do you know she has a new show okay that you need to watch by the way. Not the love after lock not that one. No it's yeah it's life after lock up it's it's not the documentary that came out like a while ago it's like a new and it's like a Trisha it's like a reality show it's like the Kardashians. Is this the one where she he's like creepy with her like Ryan is creepy with her in bed? I think, yeah. Where he's like,

once in five shows, I just want to be left alone. Yes. He's like, okay, yeah. Yes, and then she like,

ends up leaving him for the new man and stuff, but it's like Kardashian sale, like real drama. It's not like a documentary. Like, it's like, really? Have you watched all of it?

And in the intro, for every single episode, they play this, um, slideshow of a bunch of TikToks about her, and one of them was a list of things that she needs to do after getting out of jail. I'm sure you saw the actual TikTok, but it says Just Trish Podcast. And it's in the intro of every single episode of the show.

And I, like, scream. And I'm like, Trish! Well, I have this idea. It benefits both of us, OK? So I DMed her. I DMed her on Instagram, TikTok. And then I DMed Kim. And so I literally, like, DMed her at, like, 3.54.

I was like hey Kem trying to get to Gypsy heard you guys talk about some podcasts love you on Just Trish like literally a minute later Gypsy DM's me from hers

and it was like 3.55 and she's like hi Trish and I was like oh my gosh I'm like hey you wanna come on my podcast and she's like

next time I'm in LA and I was thinking like what if we just fly her out here I was gonna say though also Trisha we could fly her out here but the parole of it all I think is a a real factor so do we drive her out here, but the parole of it all, I think, is a real factor.

So do we drive her out here? We drive her. Or you and me go to New Orleans. Is that where she is? That's a serve. Yes, absolutely. It's so funny because I get in trouble for saying this, but I hate New Orleans. Oh, wait.

Why do you get in trouble? I don't. The New Orleans. Because obviously, if you support me and you live in New Orleans, I love you and thank you. But every time I go there, just something, it's awful. It's always happening. That is where the Haunted Mansion is. Did you ever see that movie?

That's like where, like, all the haunted stuff happens. Like, don't they have like, right? Is that New Orleans? Amityville Horror? No. What? No. The Haunted Mansion with Owen Wilson.

No, I haven't. But he's hot. The Voodoo. That's just a little voodoo there. The Downton Mansion with Owen Wilson. No, I haven't. But he's hot. The voodoo. That's right. Yeah. The voodoo. Because in The Princess and the Frog, there's a voodoo man. So I think there's a lot of voodoo down there.

Oh, I believe that. So someone probably has like a voodoo doll of you or something. I fully, fully fucking believe that. Oh, so she's down there? I thought she was. Okay. Well, that's dumb. Even like our show there.

Like just like so many people sneaking in, hammered. I was scared. It was scary. A girl had bear spray, and she ran to the front of the stage with her bear spray. It was in her pants. So you were recently there for this tour? It was our first show. And that was stressful, too, because I was like, of course this tour is starting in New

Orleans. I would just say, I don't go to Florida for a reason, so I'd be like, I'm not going to New Orleans. Just say you're not going. Maybe now I would. I don't know. You know me. I'm just like, like, I'm not going to New Orleans. Just say you're not going. Maybe now I would. I don't know. You know me. I'm just like, oh, I'm down.

So was it the show? The actual show on stage was like the people we met, they were all great. It's just crazy. Like Bourbon Street, that's what it's called, right? Is that where you like flash your titties? Right. Oh, my God. If it's not, I'm so embarrassing.

Bourbon, do you know? Bourbon over in there? Okay. Yeah, like it's just, it's a crazy place. And I'm from Vegas. So saying that is like a lot, you know? Dang. Yeah, I've never been to New Orleans.

I don't know anything about it. But I'd be down to go. If it's for Gypsy, you wouldn't go to New Orleans? Of course I would. Okay. I would go anywhere for Gypsy Rose. So we'll DM her and be like, hey girl. I just feel like, oh my God, it would just be so fun.

But she was in LA with Alexis Oakley. I'm like, okay girl. Damn. And she did her glam like two days after mine. I was like, I with Alexis Oakley. Okay, girl. Damn. And she did her glam like two days after mine. I was like, I wonder if Gypsy saw like my post. Definitely. No, 100% definitely. And you know like Alexis was probably

like talking about you. I would love. Oh my God. Like saying like nice things. Well, she obviously did with you. You got to FaceTime her and I was just so happy for you. So I know you're like a Gypsy stan. I like like the phenomenon of it all. I don't know much about her. That's what I, I like, I have a problem. Like a mental illness.

I really f***ing do. What is it? Where I just like, I obsess over the phenomenon of something. I love like crazy, crazy s***. And then I like become obsessed with people, you know? You like real people. You don't become obsessed with like celebrity, like characters or like movies.

You like, like the people. Even like Adam Sandler. Like I just hyper fixate on, I don't know what like celebrity like characters or like movies you like like even like adam sandler like i just hyper fixate on i don't know what it is yeah maybe well jake weber he has he has hyper fixations on people and he i think he's proud you know he talks about being autistic i'm not like saying anything that he doesn't say so i think maybe that is it yeah is that what you're gonna say or we're not gonna say that i think that's fine to say i don't know i think it's mine to say. I don't know what's going on up here.

I guess, yeah. Okay, anyways. I really don't. The hypermixations are real, yeah. We started watching Bridgerton, which I never thought I would like. And I was like, now I'm obsessed with it. And like, everything has to be Bridgerton. Which brings me to my next point.

Or my... I feel like we had to go on a race. Because it's like, you have another meeting. And then we're supposed to go on cancels. And I feel like we all started late. So I'm like, are we like racing to get this done? I will cancel that meeting so quickly. I don't even want to go to it. Can you say, we'll bleep it.

What is it for? I'm a really big advocate of like certain meetings could be an email. Certain emails could be a text. A Zoom. A call. Yeah. A certain text could be a thought. Like it just, you know what I mean?

Like I just. Certain things don't need to be said at all. And I'm like, why did you send this email to me? That's so weird. It's so wild. It really is. I feel you. But. Yeah. Back to where I was going to go with it. I feel like our show, why did you send this email to me? That's so weird. It's so wild. It really is. I feel you. But back to where I was going to go with it.

I feel like our show, right? We always talk about a show we want to do. And it's hard because if Paris and Nicole are doing Simple Life, what do we do? No, we can do anything. Okay, so this is kind of that same vibe. And you love,

okay, I love that you love to dress up because I think you'd be down for this because only someone who's into themes and stuff would be into this. And I'm obsessed with Bridgerton at the moment. I was like, what if we do a show where we're like time travelers, where we like try all the occupations of like the 1800s or like the set or we go to back to the 50s and be war nurses or we're like in Bridgerton era and we have to do like corsets and find a man to marry us. That's kind of crazy because it's like if you think about it, we are this generation. Like we are so 2024 like we are

influencer like yeah like brand deals obsessed with like dunkin donuts and sabrina carpenter and like you know what i mean like we are like the definition of right now so that could be like really fun right i think we could do anything i really do i'm back until october if we want to try to put a move on that we should do it like right now because i'm like i have so much energy i was just like oh my god i'm so okay what do we do just like shoot a little pilot or just get it made or what do you i really i know paris and nicole are doing simple life i'm not saying we just like knock it off but i do think there's like room for both like ours would be so unhinged it has to be different because they're like you know heiresses and like oh my god we don't know how to work you know it's like we're like kind

of like hustlers you know what i mean but not to say that they're not i'm just saying like it's a totally different vibe so i was like thinking like what could we do that's like, you know, heiresses. And like, oh my God, we don't know how to work. You know, it's like, we're like kind of like hustlers. You know what I mean? But not to say that they're not. I'm just saying like it's a totally different vibe. So I was like thinking like, what could we do that's like, like you said, we're so in like this world. What if we go back to? Yeah, the complicated life. Wow, that's so good. Moses!

Or, but it's kind of like, we are living complicated. Moses just ate with that. That's kind of everything. The complicated life is good. But what, it's almost like the simpler life because if you're going back to the 1800s, it's even more simple because we watch Bridgerton and all they do is literally

they just like wait around for guys to come call on them. They just like wait in their thing and like oh you have a gentleman caller and they like hope

to get married. I'm like this is kind of a great life actually. What do we have to cast actors? Like do you know what I mean? Like to like be those guys? Right.

Yes. So but there's people who are like professional Civil War reenactors you know what i mean so if we're like civil war like like army people we could be in the reenactments with them trisha i would i mean i would i would love that that's fun right and i like i just you are the only person who gets me in my like cosplay yeah really like you know that what's that video that you spent like two hundred thousand dollars a lot of them like the one where you're like screaming and you're like in the war one on the beach the army one it's my chemical romance like i would do anything to do that oh my god it's the bad way and we could do that that's what i'm saying we

could be in like the civil war we can be nurses in the world war ii you know we can just be i would do i would do the out of that with you okay i would. We need to do that. I feel like that is a budget one, but honestly, I feel like we could get it. I'll call today. I'll make a call. On the way to cancel, they'll be like, I feel like it's like, not to like suck our own dicks, but like, it's like someone's gotta f***ing fund it, right? There's gotta be someone. That's what I say, and every time

I have meetings, like, what can you and Tana do? And I was just like, I don't know. I don't know. But this came to me, and I was just like, I feel like this is kind of it, and it can go through all the periods you know and we're like time travelers it's like tt tana and trisha time travel there's like so many t's aligning like you know maybe maybe we actually like like go take some meetings and like really pitch to like some like suits yeah I know there's like even that's funny like is it just straight up a reality show too like I I like I always, oh, I'd never do reality television again, but I would with you.

And it's fun. It's not so drama. I could never do one based on our lives like the Kardashians because I don't have that drama in my life and I don't want that drama. But it's us and it's something fun like that. I think it would be so cute. Anyways, I always pitch my ideas here. Odd jobs also still just gets me. Obviously, there's been influencers

like the McBrooms did it and it was super out of touch and like, Ooh. Like, remember like Austin and Austin? Yeah, they like were working in a Chipotle

and they were like, this is so hard, I want to go home. No, wait, what? See, why the f*** do I remember that?

That's like, was it an actual show or just on YouTube? I think it was just on YouTube but I feel like, like imagine you and I like behind the counter at like a KFC.

I would live, I would live, I would live. I would do the f*** out of that. That YouTube, but I feel like, like imagine you and I like behind the counter at like a KFC. I would live. I would live. I would live. I would do the fuck out of that. That's kind of where, like maybe it's not so simple. I'm taking off my glasses. I'm like getting serious. I love it.

Yeah, I know you look so beautiful. I love when you're like fresh face. Like this looks so good. No, you actually look really good. I love you. You look beautiful. I'm just looking at you and pretending it's a mirror and that's what I look like. It's like a fun house mirror though. I'm more like extorted and whatever. I mean, I look good. I'm just saying it's just, it's a fun house that's what I look like. It's like a fun house mirror though.

I'm more like extorted and whatever. I mean, I look good. I'm just saying it's just, it's a fun house mirror. It's fast. You're so quick with it too. Like that was so witty, but like, I want to give you props for being so funny with that, but like, no, no, no. Okay.

Like, but seriously. I would love the KFC one. Maybe it's like odd jobs. Like maybe it really is like, I don't know. Or maybe it's time traveling odd jobs. I want to time travel. Well, either one. Maybe it's like odd jobs. Like maybe it really is. Like I don't know. Or maybe it's time traveling odd jobs. I want to time travel. Well either one. We'll take it. I tell you there's like so many people who are always like what's the ideas? What's the ideas? But

it's also like what they're looking for at the moment too. It's always like harder. I was like tell me what they're looking for and I'll just make a show around it. I really also just like would love like I was manifesting the other day just kind of thinking about what I think I want over these next couple months and like a passion project like would really get me going. Yeah. Would this be one or what are you thinking yeah okay like this like something with you would be such a passion like and just showing up would just be so

fun like relatively easy too because there's already people who like leave live live these lifestyles you know what I mean like the tavern you know we could work in a tavern together and people like go to the renaissance fair and live these lives so it's like it's easy to insert ourselves in this era we just just got to find the people. And I think that those are the kind of people that would welcome us. For sure. We would blow up their tavern. Yeah.

Not blow up. Not blow up. Make it pop in. Okay. We'll get on it. I will. Because I want to look for something, too. I'm like, I need to do something.

Yeah. Something fun. That would be cute. Okay. I'm glad you're down. I love that you're down for everything. I'm so down. Okay.

I can put my glasses on. Can we go back to trauma yes always we always do because this is actually it kind of made me think of you and we don't have to like go into your detail

of how it's related to you but did you see the Bebe Rexha G-Eazy drama no so okay so I'm excited you don't know okay yeah

so those are like two characters like what's going on you've like met G-Eazy you've like yeah I remember your story but I think it was deleted so we don't need to talk about it but I remember you did a story time well and So those are like two characters. Like I'm, what's going on? You've like met Jeezy. Like, yeah, I remember your story, but I think it was deleted.

So we don't need to talk about it. I remember you did a story. Well, and that was one of those ones where I just probably should have never posted it. Cause it was, he didn't do anything that crazy or awful. Like I don't, I don't think he like,

I think that girl, like it was like a promoter just trying to get a bunch of girls somewhere. And I was in Vegas and I definitely wasn't like volunteering. But I also hate that you have to like preface it by that because you also were like really young too. You know what I mean? It's not like it's anything inappropriate. Of course. It's like, it's like Tati being friends with James Charles at 17.

Like, is it like illegal or like maybe not, but is it kind of like weird? Yeah. You know? So I think. Yeah. But I don't think he, I don't think he knew anything. Like I don't think I really. It was like later in life. I know he hates me, but I think it's for a lot of reasons.

You've met him. Yes, I've had a weird thing where I've dated a lot of his best friends. So I would be in like... Oh, the same circles. Yeah, like I dated his best, best friend, this guy Goody, for like a minute. And it would just be like really interesting. You know what I mean? Because it's like you're dating this guy and that's his best friend so you like he doesn't like you you gotta go hang out and then it's like like I know you don't like me like I don't know

yeah yeah that's very awkward like my son and him were like close and like just so many different you just been around his people yeah mutuals a lot of things have happened like like interactions like I I don't think I'm his favorite cup of tea. You have a little insight maybe to this. Maybe, maybe not. I just thought it was so interesting because I love Baby Rexha so much. She actually was the first person to text me like congratulations on having a baby. I don't know her

like that. We're not super good friends. She's an icon. Yeah, she's great. I love her. That's another lyricist too. There's some good songs. Yeah, no. She's iconic and their song together was iconic. So it was like interesting that she kind of like came for him. So basically. Also he kind of sounds.

I don't know him at all. But he kind of sounds like a trash person from what I read with the Halsey situation. I didn't know about any of this stuff. So I like did a deep dive. I'm like let me just a little bit know what I'm talking about. Like he's like a boy final boss. You could tell when he performed with Britney Spears and he tried to like kiss her. And she's like nah.

Do you remember that? I was just like she's like me myself and that. And he's like oh no thank you. and he's like trying to kiss her I was like don't anyways um so yeah Bebe Rexha recently posted on her story that I guess someone reached out to collab and she I have the exact quote because I didn't want to get it wrong um she called him like an ungrateful she's like she goes this is so embarrassing reach out yourself you're ungrateful loser like she kind of like went off on him on this like story because he did what he wanted to like collab with her I guess but again he's maybe with social media or something so she should just ask

me myself but people thought yeah it was kind of weird because they're like wow that was like a she kind of went off on him and people didn't really get the context of it and then she said um that she she took it down and she apologized or she basically just said like you know my team didn't ask me to take it down i took it down because i didn't want the negativity and she said quote trauma can lead us to react that way and that was a traumatizing time in my life with her and gz so i was just like what happened like she didn't say anything more but i was like trauma is like a strong word and like someone like bb because again i don't know her like personally but i always like resonated with her and you always wonder why like

why do i resonate with people and i'm like people have been through some products you just kind of know and like it's not like she's saying they're like he did something that triggered her based on other traumas like she's saying he caused yeah yeah she goes that was a traumatizing time in my life and I was like and we did voice memo back in like last year I think during her breakup and I won't go into like details of that but I know she like dealt with like so much more than people knew in that breakup and I kind of felt I didn't know they dated I don't know if her and Jeezy dated this was another guy that she broke up with last year. She had a big breakup. And the guy called her like kind of said she was like too fat or gained weight or something.

Do you not remember that? And then she – yeah, she gave me a little bit of insight. And it was like kind of like a – that was traumatizing. Men really used to go to war and now they do things like that. Isn't that great? No. Men, ew. I just – I can't.

You know what I mean? That's awful. Yeah. So then I was like, oh, that's so interesting. And then I remember because you were coming out, I was just like I remember you talking about G-Eazy back in the day, and I was just like I wonder what it was, I think I've had a lot of eras too, where I like

someone hates me, and then I'm like, well then I f***ing hate you, you know what I mean and that was kind of more one of those situations there were some actions where I was like, what, I don't even, ugh, yeah nothing like a story time, like a full on Tiana story time. I think.

Or could you? To be honest, I could. I definitely could. But I do. So yesterday, Tricia, and I don't even know if I should talk about this. OK. OK. I need to know.

But I have to tell you. And if I'm going to tell anyone, I'm going to tell you. Thank you. I love it. I love an exclusive. No, I really do. I woke up yesterday. God, and this might bite me in the ass.

Listen. But I woke up yesterday to a text. And I'll tell you from whom. Okay. Are we bleeping it or are you going to just say it? I would have to bleep it, right? Okay. Okay.

Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Of someone that I talked about on the canceled podcast texting me saying and texting brooke as well and people that

i know like i'm gonna beat your ass when i see you like it's it's fate on site like i'm gonna you up like you know personally kind of yeah okay yeah it is someone i know personally like you could actually see this person i I was commentating on public drama. You know what I mean? That's the most shit when people are like, why are you talking about this? It's like, cause it's so public and it's like, everyone's talking about it. And I also just, this wasn't even on my radar for shit that I was going to like, that was going to get me in trouble.

Like, and I think I'm the type of person where like, like I, we joke about, you're like this as well. Like, and like you and I as well, like people are always talking about us and joking about us. So like we can kind of take that when other people do that. And I almost welcome that a lot of the time.

Like if I'm doing something crazy or if I get in a scandal or something embarrassing happens to me and people are like joking around about it. Like I'm usually there to like laugh and welcome it. And you know what I mean? And like, you kind of have to, I got threatened. Was it that serious? Yeah. Like I'm, I'm gonna have to like dead ass take a bodyguard everywhere I go for the next

like six months. But was what you said serious? Like, was it a serious topic that you were commenting on? Okay. Anyways, we're back. I have to debrief her yeah i'm just like ah yeah like and i feel like a lot of the time as well like i'm talking about like an influencer like like i'm usually talking about like a little ig model girl or like a tiktok girl or whatever i'm like that doesn't scare me as much like when i'm cracking jokes about this like that but I just got in

trouble I I like I and it's like yeah like did it make you like actual scared well I think I'm also just like I said that Cody stuff on stage and then there's like other I've I said about someone else going viral right now and people just like I just like in the past two weeks I've gotten in a decent amount of trouble for I've been saying and like it goes in waves you two weeks I've gotten in a decent amount of trouble for I've been saying and like it goes in waves you know what I mean how do you deal with it I try to just shut the up for a week but here I am on just Trish but again like I feel like it is hard with podcasts first of all you talk we talk so much right like you talk so much that you like forget what you say or like people analyze every little

thing and especially you because your guys's podcast is so big it's under more scrutiny and yeah i feel like when you talk about one thing then it becomes like a snowball it's like well let's talk about this business but i feel like like the stuff on stage was never meant to even be out there it's not like you put it out there and the whole tour they like they kept all of our secrets from every single leg of every single show and i said crazy about a lot like true but like crazy about a lot of people I told stories I could never tell on canceled like ever and they all like got kept and then this last run I don't know I don't know if it was that the tour was over and people were like not worried about ruining it for other future shows what city was it in that they recorded it like all of the California ones

maybe it's like just because they're California girls. Maybe it was like I was talking about more famous people than normal. Like I don't fucking know why. That is weird. Were you upset that I got leaked? Were you just like this wasn't meant to be public anyways? I definitely had I known how viral a lot of the things I was going to say were, I would have like not said

a lot of them. And it's like it sounds so stupid. Like I'm sitting here and I'm like I literally can't believe I got leaked.ning you're talking to thousands of people on a stage no words for you guys but i got comfortable yeah after doing 50 shows of exposing so many people by show 59 you're like okay it's been fine this whole time yeah but then the other one i just got in trouble straight up for something i said on canceled so it's like you know what I mean like yeah that's why well but they're right there to show your credibility in this in this particular one especially the Cody Coe situation it's like it's not like you were trying to like bring it up again for any sort of attention it was like something

that wasn't meant to be out there you never made it like a title and thumbnail which you totally could have and should have because it's your you know what you've gone through so it is interesting people like turn it into something like yeah I almost just feel like i this has always happened in the 10 years i've been doing this like there's just waves of like everyone's pissed at you or waves of everything you say going like do you feel everyone's but i feel like not people i don't know maybe i don't feel it i don't think like the public is mad at me that much i think maybe some like stands of certain people might be like a little mad or whatever but But I almost mean in my personal life. Like I feel like every single day this week like something I've said has gotten me in personal trouble.

And I'm like, fuck, I hate these. Yeah. And it's only Tuesday. It's like how much of the week is going to go on? Oh, my God. It's just like wild. Ever so literally. But I know that it's like that comes with what I do and who I am.

And I really am like – don't get me wrong. I love to like exaggerate and dramatize when it's right. You know what I mean? Like if I love to dramatize when it's like I'm talking about like, you know what I mean? Like just like a shit day I had or like stupid shit. Or like even today. Like instead of being like, my head is pounding. Like that. But like when I'm talking about other people, like I'm going like, oh, my head is pounding. Like that.

But like when I'm talking about other people, like I'm going to tell the truth and only the truth. And I just like. Yeah. Well, I hope you don't stop. I know you won't. I won't. Because you've always been like that person. And that's why people love you.

And also, again, why you're a good role model. If anything, it's like just gearing me, I think, for this book still. Like it's like. Well, that's the realty right there. I feel like then you can really just like let it all out. And because books like the Rebel Wilson one too, it's like, you know, you have to pass like legality, right? Like legal looks at things.

And it's like, just make sure everything's like lined up. Although she did have to remove that part about Sacha Baron Cohen from her book. Did you hear that? What do you mean? So she said like he asked her to finger his ass or something like that. And they had to remove it, even though. After it was published? After it was published. So they printing from the european um prints because it was

like a slander related thing oh must have been slander related i don't know his people got her to take it out somehow but but she said when she was promoting the book that it has to get passed through legal like people have to verify that's happened and stuff like that so i don't know it does suck it does suck because in that situation like we talked about it so much but i'm just like man like she wasn't believed for so long and then she has to take it out of her book yeah that would like crush me i really feel for her in that situation that would crush me it really the story she's talked about before before naming his name in the book she had talked about the story a lot throughout the years and so i feel like again not to say like one thing's

more credible than the other but it shows credibility just like you've talked about you this situation and anyways it's really interesting even lately I've had a lot of people from my life like ever since I said that I'm actively writing this book um and talking about it and it going a little more like you know people like knowing that I'm writing this book I've had so many people who like wronged me and probably know they're going to get written about like reach out. And like, I got lunch with someone the other day, um, that was a big part of my life. And I hadn't, I'm no, I'm no longer close with, it was very much like a, I don't know, like just an interesting catch up situation and just kind of reflecting on eras of life and even this person was kind of like so are you gonna write

about this so are you gonna are you gonna talk about this and it's like and then you start feeling bad but then you're like this is my story and my truth and it's wild it's also wild this is so random but i had this psychic like forever ago when i was like 19 like predict my whole life like not my whole life but up until i was like 30 they were giving me all these like predictions of all these things that were going to happen and every like every single thing has come true that they predicted and the only thing left on this list is that when i'm 28 like i'm gonna going to go through something crazy. That's like a legal battle. Crazy. And like it, that aligns perfectly with like, what do you do in that situation? If you think that's going to happen, do you like wait till you're 30 to publish the book? Like you're like, let me get past 28. I know.

And they said it was something legal. Yeah. I know. Oh my God. Who, where is this psychic? That's wild. I i know usually they don't tell you bad stuff that's gonna happen no does she like she's honest it was crazy she was like your current boyfriend's gonna cheat on you in six months like you're gonna do this when you saw her at the time yeah like and all of it happened like you're gonna live here you're gonna your parents and you were gonna fall out at this time and like all this like and i was like you're lying like what the is this hate piece you were just giving me right she gave you like and like all this like and I was like you're lying like what the is this hate piece you were just giving me right she gave you like and it all happened do you do you like knowing like are you

like prepared you're like okay I'm prepared at 28 that's gonna happen or would you rather have not known I guess you went to the psychic so you were looking for answers yeah I mean I don't know I like I definitely like it sparks a thought in my head head. I've just had a lot of weird psychic experiences in life. Like, and I do feel very, like, I'm, like, I feel very clairvoyant. I don't feel clairvoyant. That's, like. What is that? That's when you, I don't know what that is.

Like, just tapped in with that kind of stuff. Like, psychics always reach out to me and tell me, like, messages from the dead that, like. What? Really? Yeah. Oh, my God. Like, just, I could tell you like so many different experiences but even just like with Makoa I had all these psychics reach out like you're you're

meant to be with him you were meant to find love in Hawaii in the water and whatever like all this stuff and it's like yeah I was talking about this yesterday but it's like with Makoa like I literally just woke up one day and I was like I have to like I was going through it a lot I was gonna get a BBL and then I was like I can't do this and like I don't need a BBL and I woke up one day and I was like, I have to, like, I was going through it a lot. I was going to get a BBL. And then I was like, I can't do this. And like, I don't need a BBL. And I woke up one day and I was like, I have to go to Hawaii. I don't know why, but I need to go there. I need to go there.

And then I just like ended up meeting him by like, like it really like made me think about fate more. Like just. That is wild that you just were like called there to like Hawaii. I had this night on tour where like one of the like towards the last run of shows, I was like crying to Makoa about like, like I'm so happy with where I'm at with my adopted family. And they're the best people in the world. And I wouldn't want it any other way.

They're so amazing. But obviously there's always going to be certain little moments where it's just like, like it can be sad. Like, you know, that these two people like gave birth to you and like they don't get to see anything like any of your wins or successes they're not there and I was like freaking out about it and the next day this psychic and I like crying and the next day the psychic reached out telling me that like my grandma from the dead was telling me that she saw me crying the night before and like that like I'm gonna be a great mother one day to a daughter like with Makoa and like all this stuff that was like.

Oh my God. Like you know what I mean? And it was like it's not like I posted that I was crying about that that night before. Like how would. How did that happen? Yeah. They just like reached out to you. She was making TikToks about it.

Like I don't I don't know this girl Tana Mongeau but like I'm getting a message. Wait what? Oh it's not even someone you talk to. No. Like I'm getting a message and then it got a little bit of traction. I started messaging her and she was like I don't know know you but like that is so wild oh my and do you like again do you like knowing that or do you think it's like okay I can't this like because like does it have something in your head where you're like okay I gotta I don't know I it's just weird

like how many times will things like that happen to me before I like because like you I don't I don't personally innately believe in like like I wasn't like born I like, cause like you, I don't, I don't personally innately believe in like, like I wasn't like born believing like psychics are real and people speak to the dead or whatever, but how many experiences can I have? It's just like so real. Where like, like there was this time I was at Jojo Siwa's house, right? Love a Jojo Siwa story. I'm at her house for this party that she's having.

And, um, there was a psychic there that like came up to me and she was like, your grandparents are here with me. And she was like imitating their voices. And like my grandma had a really high voice. My grandpa had like a really low raspy voice. Like no one would ever know that. Right. Yeah. And my grandma like would always feed, we would always feed hummingbirds in her yard.

And she like this psychic who doesn't know me from Adam or Eve comes up to me and your grandma sounds like this she's showing me hummingbirds and my grandpa died he had all these like butterflies on his casket like white butterflies and yellow butterflies so my my mom would always say like if you see a white or yellow butterfly like that's him like whatever right and she was like he's showing me white and yellow butterflies and then my last moment with my grandpa before he died I was like like two dude, okay, or like whatever we were on this beach in Galveston, Texas and I had like a little purple like swimsuit on and there was a photo

of it and the psychic at Jojo Siwa's house was like he's showing me you guys on this beach in Texas, you have a purple swimsuit like they're saying that they're here with you during this time because that was the time that my parents were like suing me and like how weird is that? Yeah, like just a random person that knows like and i don't even know about your grandparents i knew nothing about that it's like it's all it's like not online like it's all it'll

be like my thoughts and you know i wonder what that is that yeah there's nothing because i can't explain that either it's almost like i don't know because i don't i don't know about that stuff either like psychics how that works like at all. Especially, like, science. Like, stop talking hearing from the dead. Like, how does that work? Completely. Are they hearing voices? Because I always ask them.

I'll grill people when they come up to me and tell me stuff like this. They'll be like, they're just with me. I see them or I hear them or I, you know. Wow. It's almost like the movie Ghost, I guess, where it's just like you can almost, like, feel the presence. What's the movie Ghost? You haven't seen? Wait.

Oh, my God. Wait, really? I'm, like, a bad movie watcher presence. What's the movie Ghost? Wait. Oh my god. Wait really? I'm like a bad movie watcher. Like I watch things when people tell me to watch things. Oh I feel like it's like that iconic movie where like Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore doing like the clay pottery scene you know where he's like behind her. I've seen that. Yeah. So he's basically she loses her husband and he like comes back through her

through Whoopi Goldberg is like the medium. And it's like not funny. It's like a real it's like a drama movie. Yeah. I have to watch it tonight. I have to write it down. Oh it's so sad too. It's like a real, it's like a drama movie. Yeah. I have to watch it tonight. Yeah. I have to write it down. Oh, it's so sad too. It's like an iconic movie. It's like so sad. I really do love shit like that though. And he saves it.

He ends up saving her from like literally getting like a murdered, like it's crazy. That's, I'm watching it literally tonight, Trisha. Oh, it's such a good movie. And it has the song like Unchained Melody at the end. And then finally when he like finishes protecting her, she like lets him go. And then he like goes off to like heaven and he finally can like cross over and it's actually like so i know we were talking about death today at lunch i was like so sad i was just like most like he i'm like i'm not gonna know it's you i was like it's like the water coming through the ceiling he's like i'll unclog the toilets you'll know it's

me but i mean really sad i was like oh i don't know like death makes me so i hate talking about it was like so sad and so sad because it's like yeah yeah, she lost this guy. And I think he might have actually been, that's how he died. He got killed. And then Patrick is dead, so it makes it even more sad. But it's a good one to watch. It's good to watch in the co-op. It's very romantic. It's very sweet. I'm watching it tonight. That's wild. It's a really classic movie. Do you believe in

like, to that note of psychic shit or whatever, do you believe in the universe and fate? Especially with your situation with Moses and stuff. That's a thousand percent. That's why I was trying to explain the psychic thing. I believe in like the universe and like fate like especially with your situation with like moses and that's a thousand percent that's why i was trying to explain like the psychic thing like because i believe in that thousand percent fate what's meant to happen what's meant to be yours like that kind of stuff where it's like that's why i stopped worrying about stuff a little bit because i'm like i feel like whatever's meant to be like will happen and you can't like it up like what's meant for you will be yours what's not meant for you is like you're

gonna find its way out of your life yeah i believe in it when you met moses did you feel like you had known him so much longer than oh yeah i feel like not maybe right away but there was definitely connection because we met during quarantine so we were like together every single day for like you know months you know like from the beginning quarantine and so like yeah it felt it felt deeper even now it feels deeper i was like it feels like we knew each other in a different life i feel like we'll know each other in the next life because it doesn't really make me sad thinking about death i'm like god i wish we knew each other in a different life. I feel like we'll know each other in the next life because it does really make me sad thinking about death. I'm like, God, I wish we met each other sooner because we don't have that, you know, we only

have like 40 years together or something, you know, it's like really sad. That's the sweetest sentiment though. But I think we'll find each other in the next one too. I believe in like lives. I don't know. But it's hard to imagine, right? Like souls. Like, are we in different, were we in different time periods?

I don't know. And that stuff like kind of my mind, but I feel like it must be a thing. Yeah. McCall kind of made me believe in that. Like, yeah. What did he say? Not even just what he said,

just like, we really weren't supposed to ever meet. Like, you know what I mean? Like, do you ever like, how did it happen out of all the people everywhere you could have been? And like,

you don't live on that Island. And like, why was I drawn to go to Hawaii? Why were you there? Like, you know what I, and just like, even just like upon meeting him,

I immediately knew. Like I was just like, Oh, it upon meeting him, I immediately knew. Yeah. Like I was just like, oh. Oh, it was like instant for you. Yes. And that never happens for me. I'm the polar opposite of that. You know? That's kind of, that's kind of how we were at the beginning.

It got like rough. I think we had like a rough time, you know, for a minute because I was pushing him away so much. But I did think at the beginning it was that like instant soul connection. Then I got like scared. I was just kind of like. And like, what did he say when he slid into your DMs? Um, well I can say this part. Yeah. Whenid into my dms we just we just looked at wait

oh my god wait can I share can I share the one tell me I just dm'd her and I didn't even know if she'll ever see that yeah oh you just yeah because we weren't following each other they went to our request okay so that's a good one because I even that's like fate if you think about it because I never checked DMs period, but also just not from people. I mean, what if you have a couple thousand followers and I'm like, you don't see that. You don't see the verification. So it was so weird.

Then I went to his profile and it was so random because I never do. I was bored on Friday night. It was the Friday before lockdown. And then I went to just see. You know how you go to Zach Efron's page? Maybe he's messaged me and you go to see if they messaged. And that's what I did with his. I do it to everyone. I'm like, maybe they messaged me. So I just did it randomly

to his and he had just messaged me minutes before. It was so weird. See, that's crazy. I saved our first text in one of these. Let me just find it. We DM'd that whole Friday. Asked her to go on a date. They went on a date and then the world

shut down to make sure we came together. For anybody who did not, I just need everyone in the world to hear that. Moses off camera just said that he DMed Trisha before quarantine and then he said so the world shut down so we could be together.

And it's true because we would have never been able to date because he lived in inglewood i was in studio city like it would have been like he's traveling all the time we would have never like been able to date i love you guys so much okay this is the but like this is kind of intense and people i feel like i feel like people are gonna judge us for this because it was like our these were when we were texting the first night oh my god no one's judging you for this it's kind of it's actually really cringy but i don't know why i like it i just remember texting and it was like so intense it was like okay oh my god you're not gonna be like have you ever talked about this uh i don't think we've read the text because it is kind of cringy but i'll read it people

i love love i love like i love corny like i'm not corny i just again it's kind of weird because i kind of cut out some of it. So I just have this one. But I'm like, I'm in the blue, I guess. I'm like, but if not, you're the last person I talk to. Like, what am I talking about? Did I say that? If the world ends, probably.

Oh, maybe. Yeah, I can't see what's above that. I'm like, but if not, you're the last person I talk to. And Moses goes, and the first person you loved. I was like, oh, wow, on the first night. Oh, my God, iconic. And then I go, I mean, and then he goes, wink. I'm like, this is accurate.

But wouldn't that be tragic? I meet my soulmate and die on goes, wink. I'm like, this is accurate, but wouldn't that be tragic? I meet my soulmate and die on the same day. He's like, we are the real Romeo and Juliet. That's so cute. That's not even cringy. You're so funny. You overthink everything. And then I'm like, oh, my God, but you don't die.

You have too much to live for. I don't. Oh, my God, I'm so dramatic. And he's like, if you do, I will follow. Moses, that's so cute. This was after your first date? No, we hadn't met. This is our first night texting. That's so f***ing iconic.

But when you know, you know, and Moses knew. I'm like, it was so drama. I'm like, I'm going to die tonight. Oh my God, me as f*** though. Like in those eras of time when you're going through it. That's how I would talk to everyone. I guess it is kind of weird looking back, but in the moment I was like, wow, this is so great.

That's so f***ing cute. But I know what you mean. The divine intervention, the fate of it all. It is kind of weird. Now you guys just have two beautiful babies and life is so good. I can't even... Have you noticed any differences in two kids versus one?

Not yet because she's so little. It is. Like, when you, like, it is crazy how, like, easy newborns are because they really just sleep and eat and poop. Like, it's actually so easy. They sleep most of the day, like, literally, like, 16 hours a day. So, probably more, actually. Maybe, like, 18 hours. So, it's, like, pretty easy. Also, I will say my husband does, like, get up with the baby. And I've always, I always tell him, like,

my tell-all book will be, like, I'll tell everyone one day that you really did get up with them every single night. Like, every single night he's gotten up with the babies. But that's iconic. Yeah. That's goals. Yeah. Like that's definitely the goal.

And this time it's helped so much with like my mental health recovery. Like I feel like I'm much mentally better this time around. Not that he didn't do it the first time. But I really just like healed myself, I don't know, like miraculously. Well, and you also knew like the first time there's probably a lot of anxieties of things being the first time yes yes yeah and now it's like I've done this yeah you kind of know you're kind of I feel very confident in it and so it's really about Malibu just making sure she feels still like really loved and she doesn't feel like she's been

like replaced by the thing but yeah so far so good but I'm sure it'll get more difficult as she starts running and walking and doing did you with what was Malibu's first word again uh bubble gum was her first word yeah did she have another one but bubble gum yeah is that's nuts by the way Rachel was icky zicky bubble gum she'll go bubble gum but that's still like that's a big word yeah like that's smart she says big words now she's like yeah if I had kids and this this might say more about me than anything, I would be like seeding their first word. Like I'd be trying to get like a certain word out of them. Oh, like tell, like, oh, but it's kind of hard to do because I feel like when they're

that little, like maybe now you can tell Malibu something and she would repeat it, but I feel like when they're that little, they can't. But like. What would you do? Just like I'm trying, like what if you just kept saying the word like glitter over and over again, like around Elvis and then it was like bubblegum and glitter or something like, you know what I mean? Yeah, probably. Like, or you just play them like a song or something that like glitter over and over again like around Elvis and then it like it was like bubblegum and glitter or something like you know what I mean like or you just play them like a song or something that says glitter over and over they'd probably get it because the song seems to have to get yeah yeah would you want to be your kid's first word oh my god I don't know

I really don't know I would love to see you be like it's so interesting though you said you're gonna have a daughter because it's like you don't want that's just what that psychic said I mean right but I feel like I could see it for you. But like you don't want kids. I feel like a boy. No, I want kids. Oh, you do? I just don't want to give birth. Never.

So you get like a surrogate. So adopt or a surrogate for sure. Okay. Because you do want kids. Yeah. Oh my God. I would love to be a parent. I just, I don't, I'm scared to push anything out of this situation.

Well, I would say if you accidentally get pregnant, you could just. C-section. Yeah. It was so easy. Mine was so easy. Like we had this scheduled this time. Did they put you under no no they they give you your whole bottom half goes numb with the epidural i got the epidural um they didn't miss a couple times it did kind of hurt a little bit but um but but once it oh my god it was the best day of my life

you have to have a great pain tolerance though i don't i don't know i don't feel like i do i feel like i'm a baby like you just said the epidural kind of hurt a little bit. Yeah. Like stubbing your toe kind of hurts a little bit. Well, they missed a bunch of times. They kept trying like five times. But that pain hurts so bad. Yeah.

But anyways, once it goes numb, that day I was so happy. I was telling Muslim, this is the best. Because they put a catheter up there so you don't even go pee after it because you're just like numb for the whole day. I'm like, this is the best day of my life. Why do I feel so good? He's like, this is why drug addicts do drugs because you don't feel your body. Well, and like your body probably just hurts so much and whatever. Like when you're pregnant, it is the best day of my life. Why do I feel so good? He's like, this is why drug addicts do drugs because you don't feel your body. Well, and like your body probably just hurts

so much and whatever, like when you're pregnant, it's probably exhausting. Yeah. Now all of a sudden you're numb and feel nothing. You're just like, Oh, this is the best. So it's actually kind of like, I love the feeling. And I think that's why I'm addicted. I was addicted to plastic surgery because I love being put under. Cause you have your nose done, right? So you've been put under, you know, the feeling, don't you love it? Just like drifting off like, okay, bye. Like I kind of live for that. Like, you know, I get where you're coming from. I do. I just have a severe anxieties about like coming out of it and like exposing my whole life or like saying crazy. Like I like, I need my wisdom teeth out and I won't get them out. That's your fear saying

something you shouldn't be saying. Yes. Well, no one's going to know. Like I just have this like vivid image of like getting my wisdom teeth out and then like trying to my dentist or something but that the c-section is that's a vibe like no contractions like why push oh my god it was out in five minutes like literally five minutes and no contractions nothing though and again it's nothing painful maybe the epidural because they missed but once the epidural didn't miss it didn't I didn't feel it in there so I think none of it was awful like people are scared maybe because it's surgery but I don't know it's me being pregnant also like that I talk about this way too much but like the idea of even like jumping up and

down while you're pregnant or like why would you jump up and down I don't know just like out of excitement like yeah like oh my god okay that's good that's good um or like going anywhere like being in the car, like, everything. But it's kind of a serve. Like, you know, it only happens, like, for me twice in my life, right? You know, so it's just, like, I'm going to miss that. And you get so much – like, this sounds bad. You get a lot of attention.

So much. And that last month of pregnancy, like, I'll be with Moses and guys are just, like, oh, my God, you're beautiful. You're doing a beautiful thing. Like, people just, like, kind of, like, fall over themselves for you. That is kind of crazy. They pay for groceries. Like, it's really kind of crazy. So, I don it's a good experience but i get it if you like don't want to be but you kind of just like like damn no one's ever but you could sell me on anything

trisha you could be like i'm going like i was gonna say something crazy i won't say it okay but like you could just be doing anything and i'd be like now i want to do that i think also too like if you like with i don't know it's kind of fun when you have that partner that's like in it with you and you go to like appointments together i don't know i think it's fun but if you like with, I don't know, it's kind of fun when you have that partner that's like in it with you and you go to like appointments together. I don't know. I think it's fun but if you're hypochondriac, you could. That's what the thing is is I like think everything

is worst case scenario and yeah. It could be like that but that's how when you have kids too. I always just think everything, I'm like, oh my God,

make sure you do this and keep them away and put stairs on, like it's just, you're constantly worried. Yeah. So, but yeah,

I think I could see it happening with you. We'll see, we'll see. And it's fun to like try. I definitely want kids. And then like, oh my God. And then my kids are going to have the best like Malibu and Elvis, like older little cousins.

I know. That'd be so cute actually. Oh my, I can't wait. To like come over for the parties. See, that's, Leo Skeppy, why would you say that? Like literally, like our kids are going to be best friends. I know. I feel like that.

That's what I like transcends, right? When it's a second generation that becomes friends. That would be everything. Oh my God. And like, duh, I'm calling you. I'm going to be That's what transcends, right? When it's a second generation that becomes friends. That would be everything. And like, duh, I'm calling you. I'm going to be like, how do I do this? You're the only person who gets me. But you know a lot about babies recently. So you're friends with Whitney.

She's had her baby. Yeah, that's true. And so I feel like you have a whole baby boom. But I would love to get anything. I'm calling you for sure. You're my first call because we're so similar. But like Whitney too. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I just think it's like, I don't know. I liked the pregnant belly. But yeah, this last one was hard. But you're young. So I feel like younger pregnancies are easier. I don't know. I liked the pregnant belly. But yeah, this last one was hard. But you're young. So I feel like younger pregnancies are easier. I don't know. I don't know if I'm cut out for it. But surrogate.

Yeah, that's a vibe too, honestly. Like I watch the Kardashians. I'm like, oh, that's also seems easy. I don't know. It seems kind of simple. I don't know. But then Khloe was like, oh, I didn't bond with my second one. That is like scary.

Like obviously being pregnant with your baby Has got to create like a A bond A bond Yeah I guess there's different strokes I just really like I said I like always loved trying to get pregnant It was fun So now I'm not trying to get pregnant It's not going to be fun

I had to wait two more weeks to have sex But I'm just like What do we do? I don't know That is so crazy Birth control is hard That's like The first time you have sex

After you're pregnant What's that like? I mean the same I think Really? Well right now I'm in like diapers So you're just like bleeding for six weeks so then once you're out of the diapers you're just like really to be out of diapers but i guess good i don't have i didn't have vaginal birth so i don't know like for me it's like normal oh so it's like yeah that's true but maybe vaginal birth's normal too i don't know like it goes back to normal maybe it shrinks itself

back up i have no yeah people i've heard some people say it's like a pull like it feels like a metal pull in your post whoa no i mean not the first time but that's wild but i haven't done it the second time so maybe it'll feel like that now i'll let you know how it goes please do i'm not getting up on the edge of my seat i need to know everything i was like okay because i feel like i feel like sex after that after vaginal you know what i thought the misconception was when i was pushing the first time i thought your vagina opens up like really big and the baby comes out and i was like is there like a dark hole down there?

It doesn't. Right! Where do you think, because sometimes they say 10 centimeters. So where do you think the 10 centimeters is dilated? Like what's dilated 10 centimeters? 10 centimeters is what, babe? This big? Like your cervix? So you don't see it. So basically when you're pushing in the straps

like your vagina looks the same. I thought it opens up really big. But it doesn't. It just stays like that. It doesn't open up at all. Not that part. Not the lips or anything. I think it's internal.

It opens up. Yeah. No. Isn't that crazy? Oh my God. Yes. I thought it was like this black hole that opened up. Oh my.

There are certain people, like even f***ing them. I was like no. Like this is like huge. Oh because you saw. A baby's head. Okay. Was it a girl that you were having sex with and you're just like oh that's too big. No. No.

I'm saying like. Like if a guy is like huge. Like that's too big. Oh got it. Got it. Like so I'm saying like. Like open up big or something. Like no.

I was like you saw the black hole. No. No. But I'm saying like the size of a head coming out is like. Oh I see what you're saying. Like way no. I was like, you saw the black hole. No, no, but I'm saying, like, the size of a head coming out is, like, way bigger. Oh, I see what you're saying. Like, way bigger. Oh, yeah. I don't know how people do it, honestly. Like, that's why I wanted to do it, because I was like, ooh, that's gonna feel cool, but

I kind of, she got stuck in there somewhere, but I do think it's a... No, you're winning. I think the vaginal birth is a slay. I think that is cool. Like, if you could just, like, push that baby out, and they just, like, throw it on top of you. It's my worst fear. Yeah, then do the C-section. A lot of people do scheduled c-sections anyways our actors like for vanity reasons people just like where do you go like what hospital it's not a bougie one it's like right here it's actually really like i i like i went out the next day like after 24 hours

there's like no food there's like nothing happening it's not bougie was that crazy when you saw um people taking photos of you already out after giving birth like did you see that that yeah that was weird was it a paparazzi or like just a person just some weirdo i was like okay and they're like let's see our own fans i'm like okay well they're still a freak i don't care if they're my fan or a hater they're freaks i'm sure it was like some weirdo hater person being like look at this or whatever but even if it was a fan i'm like that's weird because she was like so fresh and i was with like my dad who's like never in pictures with me and i was like you're weird and it was like from behind and just creepy i don't know i don I don't like it. That's weird.

I didn't like how that made me feel either. Especially because we didn't announce it yet. We were like waiting because we were just like waiting like a couple weeks just to like chill with it. And I was so sad because my first birth, I missed My Chemical Romance. It was a week after I gave birth.

And this was, I missed Canceled. I was so bummed. I was devastated. Trisha, there's no way you just said that. No, I'm not kidding. I felt even worse about it because I was like, damn. Brooke told me that you came on this podcast and you sat in this chair

and you were sad that you couldn't come to the canceled show, but then you went on this whole tangent that by the time there's another one, you think we're not going to want you. That's why I texted you. I didn't put that in my text, but you have lost your marbles okay we will always want you it's actually very funny we like at every show like even like when

dropouts came out we like people thought it was you and it was no but it was like really funny to watch like a lot of people put their phones up like and then be like no no i drop out is way more popular they get like a million views no i but like people like just want anonymous of the cancel i know i feel like legend first of all so don't even compare yourself to any other influencer however it's just even page came out at one show and she was like i'm not trisha okay like we we have a los angeles show in october and i know how you feel about los angeles shows yeah yeah however i would love there to be a world where like maybe we don't invite any other influencer like i'll make it however you have to no i don't it's gonna be like the pull out where

you just bring out everybody like everyone you know i think i want to i i or or if you want to doing it too i think brooke told me it's like I won't say it, but it's like a huge venue. I think we're switching. You know what's funny is we were supposed to do the Greek theater, right? Yeah. And it's 6,000 people. And I was like, the only way I would ever do that is if we did a show in collaboration with Trish, because I don't think that we could ever.

First of all, you would sell it. I'd sell like 300. Literally, I'm not being like humble. I did a tour and it's like 300 people come. They were booking like 1,000 venue seats. And I was like, we have 300 people. And you know how humbling it is to have like a 1,200 seat it's like 300 people come. They were booking like a thousand venue seats and I was like, we had 300 people. And you know how humbling it is to have like a 1,200 seat venue and like 300 people? It's like a line of people right there.

I mean, it's iconic, but. You stop it right now, okay? I'm being truthful. I'm not even being humble. If you did shows right now, thousands and thousands of people would come. I know it. That's why I don't do shows because I mean, people say that. I'm like, you guys don't know.

Like, they don't. It's fine. You need to come to some of our shows to realize how many people would come to yours I think because it's like Trisha it's insane like I don't think we did we in the 65 shows we did or whatever I don't think there was one crowd without like several sets of people in I Heart Trisha Paytas shirts well that's because of you that's you started that phenomenon you started I Heart Trisha Paytas shirt you did did. Moses, how do you deal? How do you deal? Never mind it is.

You wore it. You did. She would sell. Moses also thinks the Kardashians copy me. No, Moses. Oh my God, Moses. I'm so happy you're here.

I'm not even kidding. If you didn't want to do LA and you wanted to come to any other show too, I would love. Yeah, I feel like I would show up at a New Orleans show when I get to New Orleans.

Like a random. Sorry for talking about you. I brought Trisha. I would love. Yeah, I feel like I would show up at like a New Orleans show when I get to New Orleans. Like a random like. Sorry for talking about you. I brought Trisha. I did some voodoo on the whole crowd. Not kidding. I mean, I would love to. I will come. I will definitely come to one for sure.

Please. I'll come to two. I want to do the first, this first leg of the tour and then my pregnancy was just kind of weird this time around so I didn't do it

but I really wanted to. Oh my God. I could never tour pregnant. I couldn't do anything pregnant. I couldn't jump pregnant but like I would. And that's, I was going to ask you and I just felt wrong asking you when you were in the like couple weeks before you were going to give birth.

Like. Oh, yeah. And I know you, there would have been a part of you that still would have like tried. And then I'm like, what if she gives birth on stage? No, Paige did gauge it for me. And I was like, I really was like, maybe. And I told her, I was like, I don't know if I'm going to have birth. Because I thought I was going to give birth beginning of May.

So I thought, oh, I might be able to. And then, yeah. And then I felt, I was like I really was like maybe and I told her I was like I don't know if I'm going to have birth because I thought I was going to give birth beginning of May so I thought oh I might be able to and then yeah and then I felt I was like damn I missed it. I know I there's so much time left in life to do it and don't ever think just that I can't even believe you said that. I feel like you miss out so much when you're pregnant I'm just like oh man kind of like what you were saying like where the universe Girl you're like rebirthing King Charles like you're

doing something. He survived. He was fine. No but like for real no you didn't miss out on anything and except everything your tour was iconic and I'm so happy for you and you guys are going back out in the fall yes we are and do you know what day it starts or have you not I haven't I can't like say for sure now because we're still like really solidifying everything but it's looking like a September October like situation and it's looking like a September, October like situation. And it's a lot of cities that we missed and that people like, it's a lot of bigger cities and venues too. I think we're finally getting to do Vegas and Brooke,

we'll get to do Arizona. Oh, your home. You guys do your hometowns. Yeah, we did Arizona in the very beginning. It was like our first show ever. And it was like,

like a hundred people. Like we were just trying it out. Wow. And yeah, I'm excited to go back. You have to come. I would love to. You guys have such a good format and you guys like have like 100 people. We were just trying it out. I'm excited to go back. You have to come. I would love to. You guys have such a good format

and you guys have so many people come. It's amazing to see. Every time people come up to me, they're like, I love Tana so much and I love Brooke so much and I'm just like, well, they're not here

but I'll take a picture with you. That's literally me every time. I'm like, I'm not Trisha but I'll tell her you said hi. I love you. I never do tell you that they said hi. They said hi. No, you do.

You'll be like, everyone says hi. Oh my God, that's going to be so exciting going on in the fall. So the summer you have, and what are you doing for the summer? Besides our show, our time traveler show. That's the thing is I want to work on a lot of just like fun things that I haven't had time to this year yet. Like book, you and I doing a show, like potentially doing, I kind of want to start a little baby podcast network. And I've been thinking about that a lot I never I'm not

trying to be like on well or Alex Cooper and have some serious thing and a bunch of influencers like I don't think that that's in my cards because it's like I feel like that's exactly what you should be doing because I was like I'm more so that's just a lot of work and you got to dedicate your whole life to it and I don't want it to be like a tan con like you know what I mean like

but you have people like help you with it. Because I feel like you have a knack for talent. Know what content's good. Know who's good. You can make anyone popular. You know what I mean? Well, I want to do maybe another show myself. Like, add something completely different than Canceled to the roster.

Ooh, what would it be? What would it look like? Do you have ideas? You don't have to say them if you don't want to. I do have some ideas. I think that Canceled, we go more go more into like our dating lives and pop culture. And like we kind of sit and talk like this. And like, you know what I mean?

And there's also a really big side of my sense of humor where I'm like highest and laughing at like really dumb. And like do love to like dress up and like want to put things on a green screen and like just be really silly. Like I keep jokingly calling this show the pee pee poo poo show. I'm not'm not calling it that i will not name it that i thank you my managers i think would kill themselves um but like like it i mean it in the sense of like i want to hone into like my pp poopoo humor like they're like stupid stupid stupid like maybe have some more of my friends on and you know i i think Paige is the funniest person alive. I would love to see Paige, you know,

doing something, but I canceled as my baby and like, I never want to like replace, I would never want to feel like I'm doing canceled twice. And then people are just going to go. Yeah. I still would always want to have guests on canceled. Like,

I don't think this other situation would be like, so it's more like your friend base. Yeah. Like, like you would be fun on that. Like, you know what I mean? Like we would dress up and stuff, situation would be like, so it's more like your friend base. Yeah. Like, like you would be fun on that. Like, you know what I mean? Like we would dress up and stuff,

but I mean like, yeah, I wouldn't be having like random guests on it and whatever. I also like there's, there are certain of my friends that I really believe in. Like I really believe in Trevi. I'm like, like I almost want my network to be more like that.

Like just like a, a, my world kind of thing. She has a podcast, but she was someone. Yes. Um, it's called but is she with someone? Yes. It's called Six Feet Above and it's her and her like best friend now, but her best friend was her like,

they were in like sober living together and stuff like that. And they're both taller than six feet and they call it Six Feet Above. And Trevi's just really funny. And like her life is so interesting, like hearing about dating as a trans woman and just everything like that she goes through but like she's so funny about it and it I just I love it I believe in it you should have had under the Tana network that's like that would be a goal of mine like things like that where I'm like really passionate and we're friends and yeah like I couldn't see myself like signing like a too hot to handle star

I'm like yeah why did they sign him I don't know what we like, signing, like, a too hot to handle star. Harry Josie. Yeah. Why did they sign him? I don't know. We always think about that. We're like, okay, it's like this female empowerment network. It's like Alex Cooper and who's the other one? Alex Earl. And I was like, why did they have Harry Josie?

Matt and Argie. Maybe they just needed a guy and he kind of. He's like the most anti-woman guy I've ever met in my life. That's true. I was like, that's. Even on his podcast, he just is constantly, like, gaslighting about Riley Arnold and being like, you know, it's just too much for me. I was like, you, she was 18. You were like, I not did whatever, but. No, but I feel you. They're like, that was wild. I was like that of all people. Like, he's just like actually the player and the new hot

time. I don't know if it's a character, but even if it's a character, it's like a horrible character. I almost wish he would just. Say it's fake or something. Yeah. Or like just double down. Like, don't, don't, you know what I mean? Like don't go back and forth and be wishy- or something. Yeah. Or like just double down. Like don't, don't, you know what I mean? Like don't go back and forth and be wishy-washy. Yeah. Like if you're gonna do crazy on a dating show, don't try to come back and double down. Like,

Oh, I'm no, I'm Prince charming. Like if anything, be like, that's me mother. Yeah. Right.

You know what I mean? Be the villain, you know? Yeah. It's a, have you watched the new perfect match? I see clips. I can't, I can't get into it.

I love like brain rot reality television, unfortunately. It's just who I am to the core. I watched it all in five minutes and it's fucking, oh my God. I know all the people because we watch like Love is Blind and stuff. I don't watch Too Hot to Handle, but I was like, I kind of know all the people. It's good. We are looking for something. So maybe I should.

It's like you lose brain cells watching it severely, but I love that. I just get high and I watch it and whatever. I definitely also think I wish that I had a dating show era at some point in my life. You never did? I never did. I don't think I would now. Obviously, I wouldn't now. I love watching it and thinking, oh my, like what are they going to do?

What would I do? Like what? You know what I mean? Oh my God. That's wild. You never did one. I know. Like I guess that maybe they weren't as popular.

I really think Netflix like just didn't want me. Did you audition? No. Oh. You're like, I just didn't do it. I auditioned for every dating show. I did one dating show. It was called Who Wants to Date a Comedian?

And? And my comedian was the Greg Wilson. He's like, I don't know. If you saw him, you'd probably recognize him. But it was like these random stand-up comedians that you would try and win a date with. So there's four people. And I won. Yeah. He picked me. You had to like rock climb and stuff like that. It was really weird. I just went for the money. If you

you got paid $500 to be on the show and then if you won, you got like $4,000 or something. Or maybe it was $1,000. I don't know. No. I mean, it's fine. I wasn't hot either. I feel like you've seen him. Trust me.

When he showed up. But everyone else kind of had hot comedians, you know? And I was kind of like, oh, okay. They put me on this one. But he didn't end up picking me, which is great. But comedians can be like hot in their own regard. Like I just think funny people are hot. This one.

I'll show you this guy. This guy is not. And his name is like so anyways. I'm not trying to be like mean or whatever. This is the guy. Oh, f***. But then and they had like really hot girls and I was

like oh this is more what he looked like back then. He was like have you seen him? Yeah. So they were all like and it was also weird because they were all like really young girls. I was like 20 or something at the time so it was kind of weird and he was kind of like older and stuff like that but I was the only person who couldn't climb the rock. I remember it was like a rock wall and every girl made it to the top and I couldn't even

get up like one step. However, he came over and tried to push my butt up. So maybe that's why he like picked me or something like that. He's like, can I just push your butt up there? I was like, you can try. And I couldn't get up. So anyways. What happened to me on Reality House?

I wouldn't rock climb. Why are they always? What season were you on? I thought you never showed up for that. No. Shout out Reality House. You know what? Granted, there

was a season that they asked me and I think I said yes. I don't have the receipts so I need to be careful here. I think I said yes and then I didn't end up doing it. But it wasn't like I bailed the day out. I just didn't end up doing it. It was after yours. Oh, so the second one. So there's three, I think.

I was the first, second, yeah. Amari was on the second. so there's three i think yeah the first second yeah yeah um amari was on the second but oh then i was the third but you did the third oh you know oh you were on the second with amari i just did one day but i don't even remember i was there for like one night the first one i like slept overnight like all that stuff oh like you did one and two i must have yeah i don't remember two at all i was there for like literally an hour i think and kian and jc just gave me like perpetual like they really added to my, like, flakiness narrative. And I'm like, dude, come on.

I showed up. I would never, like, it's weird when these people throw people under the bus for not showing up. I hate that. Like, I've not shown up and people have not shown up for me. And I'm just like, just, like, you know, I mean, it's fine. You and I are the same. I'm very, it's fine, who cares.

But some people just aren't. No, it would bother me for sure. Especially if I was, like, full. I'm like, oh, man, I wasted a glam. But, like, I wouldn't was like full i'm like oh man i wasted a glam but like i wouldn't like be like oh my god guys hannah didn't show up even in a funny way i wouldn't because i just don't want like i don't know because i've done it so i don't want to like be that person you and i are also close so we like would never want to send hate to each other yeah yeah but and like the next day i wouldn't care big whatever i'm the same way but i know a lot of people aren't like that like brooks not like

that and she'll yell at me like if i'm ever even thinking of doing something like that, and I appreciate that. And I always tell her, when someone peels on me, I'm kind of just like, who cares? Three day. But yeah, I don't know. I didn't show up, and then I did show up, but then I wouldn't rock climb.

People were mad, too. I got a lot of hate, and I was like, dude, who gives a... Why didn't you rock climb? Because I didn't want to. Could you do it,. I got a lot of hate. And I was like, dude, who gives a – Why didn't you rock climb? Because I didn't want to. Like, could you do it or you just didn't want to? It was 115 fucking degrees outside. I'm in full glam. Oh, no.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. No. And I'm leaving for Fashion Week the next day. I have acrylics out to here that I'm not going to fuck. They took, like, eight hours. They're, like, bedazzled. And I was like, I have to go. I have to go do things that I'm actually getting paid for um in New York City tomorrow and like and I'm just do do I give rock climber do you like

let Bryce Hall do that like it just were you on with him yeah oh my god what I didn't see that one you did you get eliminated how's it work I don't know how that works what happened did you go home I think I just left you're like bye I'm done like I think I Did you win? I think I just left. You're like, bye, I'm done with this. Like, I think I had to go. Like, I think I had a hard out. But I might also be making that up completely. I think FouseyTube got there too

and I was like, this is not. He was on it too? Wow. Yeah, it was just, I'm not sleeping in the same house as FouseyTube ever.

Thank you. Oh my God. He, yeah, poor guy. He kind of came back and was saying, you know,

he was going through it. I was like, damn, he said he like lost everything and all these. The mental breakdown of an influencer is like actually kind of sad. You know what I mean was going through it. I was like, damn, he said he like lost everything and all these. The mental breakdown of an influencer is like actually kind of sad. You know what I mean?

Because it does take so much like, especially if it's just, I know really nothing about him either or like his history or his antics, none of that. But it's like, it does make me sad to see. Kind of like the top, like seeing her kind of spiral at the end. I was like, this girl's kind of like lost it.

It kind of makes me sad. I think it's so different because with traditional media celebrities, like if they're having a mental breakdown, like they'll put out a statement or they'll be paparazzi and whatever. But, like, think about it. Like, we're influencers, right? And, like, if we went, like, manic tomorrow, like, manic as fuck, we would still keep doing this.

Yeah. And just be fucking manic. Yeah. And not know it. And, like, you're so conditioned to, like, just, you know what I mean, showing your whole life. Yeah. Whatever. And, like, that's, it is just, like, a very wild thing. I was thinking about that the other day. conditioned to like just you know what I mean showing your whole life yeah whatever and like that's it is just like a very wild thing I was thinking about that the other day it's like a

new fear unlocked I'm like if I ever go manic I hope someone will tell me like please tell me I feel like I've gone manic and no one's told me like I feel like I've been manic for 10 years online you know no one like really told maybe people told me and I just didn't realize or maybe people I don't know but I've definitely been having breakdowns online and it's almost like it's crazy because you you almost become more popular when you have those breakdowns. You think about, especially me, like I think about online getting millions of views, like crying on the kitchen floor, Gabby, Hannah, you know, on TikTok that one time, you know, when that guy came into her house and it's like, we're watching someone kind of like be a little, you know.

And it like almost feeds into that state, that mental state, all the attention. And it's like, I think that's why I didn't mind being the crazy one online. Because I was like, oh, this is who I am. This is me. This is my character. Whatever. And it's like. But I was actually being manic and having a breakdown.

That's actually kind of scary to see. I like really all week to my friends. Like for the past couple weeks. I'm like, if I ever go manic nuts, like you better take the phone away. You always. Weirdly enough. Because again, I think people think of you like this wild, crazy, like, Tana's just like, so what?

But you've always been kind of like level-headed, I feel, when you've had like. I've definitely like said and done a lot of crazy shit, but I've never had like a manic fucking break. No. Like, and like, I have maybe in like real life. Have you? Like, I've definitely had moments in my life where I've had like full breakdowns and like maybe some of that made it to the internet, but you know what I mean.

Yeah. Like, I've never like, are you okay, Tana? Is's tana okay no one's been like that everyone's like oh yeah like i just that i it's like my new fear is unlocked i don't know why yeah no that would be scary but you i personally like watching you just be yeah casting anyways i'd probably be here yeah just being mad no i feel like there's like a manic episode happening because i do blame people when fusi tube was having a manic episode like a couple years ago people were like live streaming with him like taking advantage of that like maybe some people were trying to help him some people were obviously like making fun of him but I remember he was going on all these live streams and people kind of like profiting off of that

and I was like that's kind of like weird you know what I mean like if you were a manic truly manic I wouldn't want you to like come on here and be like oh my god look how crazy she is you know like look how unhinged she's getting I don't know and you know so many people would be trying to do that for sure profiting off of it and stuff like that yeah I think that's like kind of sad but You know, like, look how unhinged she's getting. I don't know. And you know so many people would be trying to do that. Oh, for sure. Profiting off of it and stuff like that. Yeah, I think that's, like, kind of sad. But I don't see that happening.

Because every time you talk, you've always been super coherent. Like, when you talk about stories, when you talk about beefs with friends, like, you always are, like, kind of clear-minded about it. Like, every situation. Mindy situation. Ashley. Like, any of those kind of things. It's like you're always – even when you're talking about, like, the wine lady. Like, you could tell it's, like, just you're entertaining.

I'm emotional. Like, you know what I mean, like, just you're entertaining. I'm emotional. Like, you know what I mean? And that's gotten the worst of me a lot on the internet. But you control your emotions very well. Now. Really? You don't think? Yeah. Like, if the wine lady, I was, like, just fucking pissed.

But. Or, like, even with Mod Sun, I, like, look back at that one. Like, I was just saying this to him the other day. It was, like, I would get so heartbroken over him that I would then, like so mad on the internet and say like you know what i mean about him or just yeah like i didn't know i didn't i feel like i really yeah like i was so mad you know yeah and you're just like i get it but as you're young you know and now i can look back and like well that was a year ago wait really it was my birthday last year isn't that wild we just weren't dating we tried like to oh and that was just a year ago look how different your life has changed in a year i think that's

crazy this is the most my life has ever changed in one year wow love happiness success all of it i feel i feel like a grandmama in the best ways no it's like a cute way i think you have your life together you have this ability of your career you love touring like you know what you like love and i think that's so great and i do accredit so much of that to sobriety which is wild how long have you been sober for now like six months that's i'm so happy for you and i was watching cancel the other day and you were talking about it and you're like it's kind of boring or blah blah but yeah i feel like you're i am like with the birthday going through it a little but you're like you can drink again it's not like you're like oh like you're not like a alcoholic i don't know i i really i don't know like there there are a lot

of times in life where i'm like i am a fucking alcoholic and then there are times where i'm like well maybe i was also just going through a lot and surrounding myself with people who really normalized like just toxic wild behaviors and like i wonder if now in like the level-headed era of my life i could dabble with moderation but it is it's just scary because i'm doing so good and like i don't i don't want to regress i would only want to like grow in that regard and be able to you know have you you drink have you drinking with mikoa before yeah but how's it gone i mean he's so loving and like he loves me no matter what yeah but i was also like in hawaii i'm like you know what i mean like i i don't think i'll i'll never be crazy in the ways that i like was yeah but it just like i don't know moderation is a really

slippery scary slope and like dabbling with that I've never been a moderate person and I just think that if I do try to do anything like that I would really try to like really try to like restrain myself and restrict myself and have people hold me accountable and learn as much as I can about it and not just because I'm like the type of person who really likes to like raw dog life you know and just do things raw dog things my own way yeah right me too so much and it's like maybe don't raw dog that one yeah yeah just pull out yeah seriously that's pulling out is the new raw dog yeah especially when you're not trying to get pregnant I like that okay I can't even believe yeah it's I don't I don't know like that kind of stuff I don't have any experience and so

I'm not sure but I know I was hearing you guys getting canceled in person like you'd have like one glass of wine but moderation can be like hard yeah but I'm also someone too that like I can't just do like me it's food so it's like I can't just do like keto where it's like no carbs no sugar ever so I feel like moderation but again it's hard see I'm like that's the exact like I have to be on some f***ed up like keto like no carbs and sugar or all the carbs and sugar in the world i can't be like moderate okay so but that's good you know that about yourself especially when it comes to drinking so then maybe it's better like that but there's some fun mocktails and i'm not even that person like i'm not i've never liked alcohol i just don't like the taste of it but like we'll go out to eat

drink and i feel like the mocktails are for even he's like not he doesn't care he'll drink alcohol or not but he gets the virgin mojitos he's like they just taste good you know what i mean so i feel i don't know maybe that's true idea I don't know. Maybe that's an idea. I don't know. It's, it's, yeah, it is. It really is. And that's probably the better idea. I just like, I would, I mean, and I said this one canceled and I hate saying it, but it's

just like, I would love to be the person who can't like have a drink to take the edge off. But maybe I never will be able to and we'll see. Yeah. And you know that, but the fact that you know it about yourself, I think that's like such a good thing and yeah I feel like it'll work itself out I feel like I just said yeah like Julia Fox was like yeah yeah I want her on one of our podcasts so bad oh I would love her on ours too she's so great I don't know if she does she do podcasts like that like yeah sometimes I've been trying to I'm obsessed with her I want her on canceled so bad no I went on hers? No I went on hers Really?

And it was like She was in LA for like a week And they did a bunch But I don't know If she still has it going How was it though? I was intimidated I was definitely intimidated

Because she has her And her co-host Nikki And they were I was intimidated And you like sit in the middle of them Like I do love Canceled Because you don't have to sit in the middle And it's like

Although it is the best spot Brooke does have the best spot I would love to sit in her spot one day It's like the hot girl spot It's the hot girl spot She's also the furthest back Because she looks I mean I would look tiny in that spot you know

what I mean not that she's not tiny she's very very tiny person but she was literally saying that yesterday like it's it's the good seat it's a good seat so it's like I feel yeah I feel but with and also Julia Fox and her you know you're like in the middle so you're like talking to the end she was very beautiful this is always hard being in the middle of two people she had all her body out in the most beautiful way so I was so distracted. I just was thinking like oh my god her body looks so good. I was and I was you're like in the middle and then I have this big pillow. I just looked humongous and that's all I was thinking. Oh stop.

I was it was but it was She is so hot. She's so beautiful in person and I was just very intimidated and she was very sweet and wonderful and but they kind of ask like intellectual questions and I'm just like not good with that kind of stuff. Ha! In the sense of intellectual like political sometimes and I'm just like so I didn't vote and they're like oh you need to and I was and I'm just like not good with that kind of stuff. And in the sense of intellectual, like political sometimes. And I'm just like, so I didn't vote.

And they're like, oh, you need to. And I was like, I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say in this. Like, oh my God. And I said, but I'm a dummy. Who do I vote for? And then I was like, well, vote this. I'm like, I don't know what that even means.

So I just was like trying to. I'm the same way though. Yeah. Like I just love talking about brain rot, girly shit. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And whenever I have to get serious, it takes like, I think you and I also like, it takes more because you're also like 50% of you is also just thinking about how is this going to be received as you're saying it. Yes. So it's like, it takes a lot of brain power.

That's why I usually try to be like, I'm just dumb. I don't know anything. And then they're like, well, that's the problem with the world is that people are dumb and I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say. But they were very, very nice. I just felt dumb. Maybe I know some things, but then God forbid I say the wrong thing. She was just saying how people were commenting that they need to get you on the mic.

Oh, yeah. And then you weren't even here because Asgore's like, make sure you get everyone loves Paige. And I'm like, well, she just skipped, which is fine. Next time, you have to pop in. Yeah. I mean, you guys should do it. Well, I guess, yeah, you're talking about doing other podcasts. But maybe that's what you were talking about.

That's kind of what I'm saying is like I want to have a show where we highlight more of our friend groups like really silly dumb sense of humor like where we're like crying laughing

at the dumbest but I just want it to be different than cancelled because I never want to make I never want to make Brooke feel any type of way I never want to make the people think

that I'm replacing cancelled like cancelled is my baby that I care about so much so I just want to make sure that any type of way. I never want to make the people think that I'm replacing canceled. I canceled as my baby that I care about so much. So I just want to make sure that when, and if I do that, that it's so different, you know, I think that's so smart, but what happened to the one with you and Jeff? I, it's funny. Cause we, him and I, every single week are like, should we just do it? Like I want to, we want to, but again, same thing. Like we would just want to make sure it's so different than everything else. And I think that at the time, a lot of our content was like centered around people shipping us and that whole show kind of, well, like I wanted to do the show from bed, like all

this type of stuff. So we would have to, and then we kind of like balance it out where it's like, I go on Jeff FM a lot still, you know what I mean? So it's like, if we were to do this I'd probably have to stop going on that and like well you know have your own show yeah so it's it's just it's all I don't know I like when podcasts like unite do you know pretty basic

yes I like when they I don't really like Zayn and Heath but I like that they like did a uniting of two podcasts just four people are a lot but yes no I liked that too I like at first we were like confused and then it like we came around to it I think I'm still very confused but I watch it I'm always just like this is so weird but

did you see Matt King he has skin cancer oh shit oh my god that's so scary and everyone's like wearing striped shirts for him or something oh my god is he okay I think it's like minor but I was just Matt King to me is like one of the good ones i've

always said that i've always said he's the best like he's just pure he was so nice and i was like damn there's a lot of other people that oh my god yeah yeah why does it happen to the good ones yeah i guess you yeah thanks trish save that one real quick no that is really i think he has a podcast called the good ones or the good guys or something i don't know but yeah that's funny they're like we're the good ones please like no no no we didn't do all that no cranes say that it's the name it's either josh pex or matt kings one of them is called like the good guys i think yeah um but what's on these cards that i think we hit all of them did we yeah you can look you know i just love it because

i think it's really cute sorry this is like for me we can totally stop podcasting no yeah but trisha just always like writes it in her cute handwriting my little notes yeah i what i used to write like 20 cards and i was like let me just not write so much because i never look at them because we just yeah this one we hit on all of them yeah this was actually like incredible yeah we kind of did all of it we hit all the points well at the beginning we talked so much and we kind of skip around because I'm like, I have so many topics to get to. And then I'm like, oh, I should probably like, there were so many things we missed, you know,

like the small man Taylor. But it's fine. Whatever. People are fine with it. I really just think you need to listen to that song. That was the whole end of that. Like you have to listen to it and listen to the lyrics. Honestly, maybe on your drive over to cancel, then we can unpack it on cancel.

Okay, okay. I'll do that for sure. And like just think of like the shitty guys. Like it's just i love that yeah no i didn't really detail i don't know like her songs that much that like blank space song i was like yeah this is my song too no there's this other song um why am i blanking on the name i'm so depressed i think it's my birthday what's the name of that song oh um i can do it with a broken heart i can do it with a broken heart it's all about how like she would go do her shows and everyone thinks she's so happy. But in reality, she was heartbroken over a guy and she makes it sound like, like some

parts of the song sound like she has her in-ears in and she's performing. You know what I mean? And it's like all about how like I'm so depressed, but I go out there and I act like it's my birthday every day. And like, but I feel like I could see you relating to that. Of course. Yeah. When you're just like hate your life and then you're like, I'm going to just put on a face for it.

Yeah, like I still have to do this and no one knows that I'm going through it. That's part of it too where she's mimicking having a panic attack while she's singing. Oh my god, that's so intense. What's that one? It's called I Can Do It With A Broken Heart. I can do these songs and I'll download it. I'll listen to Taylor Swift on my way over. I'm making you a Swiftie, I think.

Yeah. Actually, we're just becoming Swifties together. Yeah, I think so too because Oscar was a Swifty when he started the show. I was like, I know nothing about Taylor Swift, and so I was like, well, let me hear it. And now I'm kind of going, the more I hear about her lore, as you would say, like the men and stuff like that, and people just being awful to her, I was just like, I kind of live for her now. All the lore with her feelings.

I do love the Kardashians, but her stance on that, it's cool. Oh, for sure. She wrote that song, Thank You, Amy, and put Kim in the title, and then said, your kid's going to come home singing my songs, and we both know. Kind of fierce. I kind of love that she's cool oh for sure she wrote that song thank you amy and put him in the title and then said like your kid's gonna come home seeing my songs and like we both know i kind of love that that's totally that i don't know i'm done we love taylor so come on the podcast taylor if you can get her anywhere it's in this seat we just have a guest draw i just always i always used to like look at you guys like who i am like maybe i can get them as absolutely not because the people you have on are like amazing. Like Jake's chain and Jelly Roll.

I was like I can never get those people ever. Dude, but I'm in the biggest guest route in the world right now. Same. I think it's just the era of it. At least we have each other. I'm not kidding. I was like let me ask Brooke. I thought she was getting a boob job like literally today. Tomorrow.

Oh, tomorrow. Yeah. Because that's why I wanted to cancel. I was like is Brooke going to be there? We have to say bye to her tits today. Oh, I'm so excited for her. I gave her. I was like I can't wait for your boobs because I want mine done again so i was like i'm so excited really

so i told her after you talk about uncanceled come on ours because i want to get the exclusive too i want to know about the boobs and it's our only guest and that's the only guest i really know it's so funny because brooke's so nonchalant about things though she's just like i'm gonna get the tits and i'll be in cabo in a couple days like oh boob jobs are easy recovery too especially if you don't need a lift those girls are back in like two days you know what i mean that's so cool and i feel like mine were hard because mine were lifts but i feel like boobs yeah they're fun and it's like giant rocks at the beginning i love when they're like nice and firm and high really when they fall i get sad the implant inside would just freak i maybe i really

am a hypochondriac what is scary i mean you get like there's breast implant illness i think mine are making me sick i gotta get mine replaced because i think it's just gonna replace yeah and they like leak and you know what i I love them. Why don't they make shaped breast implants? Like imagine two hearts. Ooh. That's a... I think you probably could ask for it. Right? Like our stars. Yeah. Like that's like cool. Just star boobies. Get me off this microphone.

We have to go over to kids. I love that I'm like driving over. Am I driving over now or are you like stopping? You're stopping at your meeting or what's happening? We have to... Yeah. Okay. So am I like coming over? Oh it's 425. Let's just go now. Okay. Should we? So come straight over.

Yeah. Okay. Yes. Well, just Trish. Are you wearing this? Are you changing? Should I change? It looks like a different outfit.

Yeah. You look really cute though. Yeah. If I don't wear this, it'd be like gray sweats. Like nothing's, it's getting worse. I'm down. I'm down. Yeah.

I just want to say that I love you and i miss you so much and i'm just baby elvis is being here baby elvis is here i know are you guys are thriving thank you for the birthday present i just paid you're gonna gag and die she she has a problem like us here and we have to get i do have a problem i love buying purses i do have a really but i love that that's our like gift set up like i have to go get you one that's fine i just love purses and maybe people don't like purses and i'm like okay okay i hope so because no that's our gift set up. I have to go get you one. That's fine. I just love purses and maybe people don't like purses. I love purses. I hope so.

That's why I think I cry every time too because it's like you just know me so well. It fills my shopping because I told him I wouldn't buy purses for myself. But then I can buy purses for you and that's like our fun little game where we feel better about it. I did buy a way big purse the other day. I kind of hid it and then I brought it out. I want to see. It was from the Challengers. That's a whole other thing that I love.

That movie is like my favorite thing in the whole world. I did really love that movie. Did you watch it? Yes. When she was making them make out. I was like oh it was from the challengers the ones in day that's a whole other thing that i love that movie is like my favorite thing i did really love that did you watch it yeah when she was making them make out and i was like this is hot so hot i love it so hot yeah i'm like the tennis outfits i love a tennis outfit like even us at madonna and like we were serving we were like ahead of our time before the challenger not getting it all i love you another one i was just i've been talking to Holly. We need to do our alien trip or something. We should. She would also be a fun addition to our show. Absolutely.

Because she's down. Yeah, she's like an actual time traveler. Yeah. She does like 5,000 shows, but I'm sure she'd be down. And a reality legend. She just would be.

I mean, legend for sure. For sure. The decades of blondes. This is my favorite place in the world. Go watch Cancel because we're about to just drive over to Hollywood.

Oh, stop it. Thanks for even sitting Are we going to put them up the same time again? Because whoever put yours up last time was like the same exact time and we didn't plan it. I'm like, well, we could have planned it. We could plan it. I don't know who did it Are we going to put them up at the same time again? Because whoever put yours up last time was like the same exact time and we didn't plan it.

I'm like, well, we could have planned it. We could plan it. I don't know who did it, but someone put it up at the exact same time and I was like,

that's kind of iconic. We could feed all the children at the same time. I loved it. I was like, someone was on it. Oh my God, not me.

I didn't know that you wanted to, but I was like, we're done. All the Oscars. Shout out all the Oscars. Seriously. Okay. So you can watch both

at the same time. Yeah, well, I might not ever win an Oscar, but we have good Oscars. We have good Oscars. Bye. Bye, guys.