Just Trish - Tana Mongeau Talks Future of CANCELLED & EXPOSES Escape the Night | Just Trish Ep. 149
Episode Date: February 6, 2025Our 'JUST TRISH' bestie, Tana Mongeau, is BACK! The 'Cancelled' and 'Not Loveline' co-host takes the hot seat to spill even more tea--from teasing a future new tour, to clapping back at critics of her... friendship with Trisha. Plus, she exposes what REALLY went down on 'Escape the Night' after Joey Graceffa clocked her tea during his interview with Trish. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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I was just like throwing myself
at him, like flirting so hard. He would flirt
back, but it just never ended up happening. I'm like,
we were different people. She's lying and I'm like, why?
Where do you people get off?
Thinking that I would make that up.
I have a text that says that. She texted me
that's what she was doing. Yeah.
Her name is Trish.
She's got the fish and all the gossips.
Filthy, rich, pretty, and pink.
Hot topic queen and says what everybody thinks.
She's just Trish.
Yay!
Hello!
Welcome back to Just Trish and Just Trish and Tana at this point.
I am so happy to be here.
I was thinking in my head, it's so funny, like, not Loveline feels like just, like,
us doing our fun little side thing, but, like, this is the front lines.
Is it?
I don't know about that.
I think not Loveline is the front lines for me.
That's true. That's true. This, for me, is, me is like anytime you're on I just know it's like fun everyone
like tunes in that's why I like not love line it's like a permanent guest of Tana and Trish
it's just so fun we've been like really yapping over there more lately and I love that the people
love the yap the yap is real yeah yeah it's crazy because we just like talk for so long I'm like
okay this is and then we answer one caller it's like wait but we just like talk for so long. I'm like, okay, this is. And then we answer one caller. It's like, wait.
But we give like legit advice.
I always see people like this advice kind of is like everything.
No, I think we're actually slaying the advice.
You're so good at it.
I think so too.
We are so hardworking.
We are so gorgeous.
You are gorgeous.
I saw Tana and you're like tan, blonde, fresh nails.
I love you.
You look so good.
I was like, good.
Well, I like crawled into her house this
sunday like pale tracks out like hey trisha it's great to be filming again i left and i had a
crisis i was like get your nails done get your hair done get a tan you look so gorge you're like
so wild but you do look it is crazy like all of a sudden like pamela anderson walked in it's you
are so sweet to me i love you so much i guess like sunday because i think pamela anderson like slays so hard without makeup so you're like pamela anderson like Pamela Anderson walked in. You are so sweet to me. I love you so much. I guess like Sunday because I think
Pamela Anderson like slays so hard without makeup so you're like
Pamela Anderson like when you're not tan it's like without
the makeup but then when you have the tan. You are so
she sees me in these rose colored
glasses that I hope she never takes off. No you
always look so slay. You always look so good.
Did you see Pam wore makeup
for the first time in like a long time? So good. What was
the magazine? Was it like I saw I just
saw she was like businessy. I just saw too. She looked amazing. She saw i just thought she was like she looked amazing she's so cool so good she's just like so effortlessly like
hello forever like so cool snubbed from the oscars though she didn't get any oscar noms no
yeah i still haven't have you seen last show girl yeah we need to go see it i know i think it's like
probably gonna be at a theater soon because it's been out for a minute i went to a theater the
other day did you yes i dragged her not that night the next day she was like oh not at midnight what theater did you
go to we went to the grove and we saw timmy as bob dylan and the seats in this theater were so
and i like felt like a dad like i was sitting on my bony what do you mean they're like little
yes and i like i understand the dads who like walk the aisle of the plane. Like my a** hurts so bad.
I was like, this, I just, I fear I'm an at-home movie girl these days.
Unless it's Ipik, yeah.
Yeah.
Go to like a comfy one or Sinopolis has like comfy ones.
AMC too.
Like AMC Dolby is really comfortable.
But I just like, do you eat when you go to the movies?
Like I like to go and eat.
That's why I go.
Yes.
Oh my God.
I love popcorn in nacho cheese.
It's my favorite thing.
Me too.
I never knew that about you.
That's all I do.
Even at home, I'll take Tostitos and cheese and then put the popcorn on top of it.
Wait, that's my favorite thing in the world.
That's crazy.
Wait, we're so connected.
Oh, my God.
I never knew that about you.
That's so weird.
Wait, and a big Icy, a big f***ing S'more.
Just give me all that Red 40.
Wait, I want that now.
I love Red 40 more than that.
Oh, my God.
It's so good.
Do you get that?
I like the blue Icy.
I do like the blue Icy.
Blue's my favorite. Oh, my God my favorite oh my god we're connected do you ever feel i can never eat that combo with
anyone but moses i think if i go with anyone else i will never do that because don't you feel like
a monster when you're eating them i'm like getting popcorn all over everyone mine is like cheese
i'm too shameless i'm like too shame amari was telling me that isabella was telling him the
other day that i was getting my nails done in my bed while eating wing stop off my chest and like just like hearing it back from someone else I was
like that's embarrassing eating off your chest is wild it's just like the habit just especially
when you're like do tanner like self tanner I'm like that's crazy the goal is not to get anything
on me but it just never happens that way I need to change my eating habits putting it on your chest
and eating from your chest it just happens to drop on there. No, no, no. Like the tray. Like I'm
laying in like the, you know, it's like
in a to-go box. You're putting it on your bare
skin. That's like
fetish territory. That's great.
Okay, I mean right out of your chest makes more sense.
Yeah, which is I love to eat in bed, but like my
eating habits are so bad. Like I feel bad for
Makoa sometimes. I'm like, Jesus. Wait, the eating
in bed is kind of wild. I'm trying to think. I eat when I
watch TV. You like to eat in bed. Don't you ever feel like what if ants come in yes but it doesn't
stop me the ants never come in I've probably had ants before we have ants we don't even eat in bed
and we have ants that come sometimes and they just come like out of nowhere yeah I like knock on wood
no ants for me but like I don't know that's your superhero super talent yeah they're like too
much food the ants are scared of me babe we're not coming in the bed like oh my god that's crazy
to get your nails done in bed while eating wings up what i just wings up is my new obsession this
week i've had wings up literally three times for breakfast they open at like 9 a.m and you can get
wings no way i'm an early person so i'm always just like what can i eat before the podcast and
we film at like 10.
And then like 9 a.m. you get it.
What's your sauce you get there?
Hot honey rub.
Wait, I don't think that's an option on Postmates.
I've seen everyone do this.
Oh, baby, I'm ordering it.
Hot honey rub?
Because I've seen everyone doing this, but I can't get it.
It is so f***ing up insane.
I honestly didn't even really like, I love Wingstop Ranch, but I didn't even really like
Wingstop that much until I tried. Is it really hot?
No. And it's just gorgeous.
It's like everything Dobricks
thought they were doing with that hot honey pizza.
They have a hot honey pizza? Have you tried it?
Sam, why do I know this? Did you go?
No, I've never tried Dobricks pizza.
It's just Prince Street. Oh, really?
Do you know? And I love Prince Street.
Yeah, it's a ghost kitchen. No way.
I'm such a bitch. How do you know and i love prince street yeah it's a ghost kitchen no way but it's like i'm
such a how do you know i just i just know really that's wild because their pizza looks good like
the vodka pizza it does look good it really does that's crazy wait so back to the because that
wing stop is like my thing but i just never like i do you get the bonus or you get the bone in or
i get the chicken tenders yes because
i just want to dunk why have you never done that on tiktok because that's what people do they like
dunk it really close to the camera so it looks huge and just like oh i'm dumb i should and i
love the corn they have like cajun corn corn so hard to eat with lipstick because my lips like
go down and touch my lips same i like always think i'm gonna lose a veneer i don't care
and i put the lemon pepper on the corn the lemon pepper see oh my god i love the lemon pepper
tenders i'm like salivating, drooling right now.
Me too.
It's so good.
No, I don't know what it is.
This whole week we've been ordering Wingstop like every single day.
It's so good.
I love mango habanero.
So good.
Have you tried the sweet chili glaze?
No.
That one's like new that everyone's doing.
That one's really good.
But I love a sweet chili moment so much.
I like.
I don't even like sauce.
I don't like sauce.
Whoa, I didn't even think about that.
And I'm obsessed with these chickens.
I love your sauce era.
Okay.
This is why I'm entering right now.
Because sometimes we'll be eating a meal and I'll just watch her eat something without sauce.
And I'm like, how do you not want the sauce?
Yeah, you're a sauce queen.
I am like sauce in my veins.
Yeah.
Like it hurts me that you.
I'm getting there.
Because even the cheese sauce after we had Taco Bell that day, I did order Taco Bell this morning.
I've been just in a really bad junk food.
Me too.
I don't know what it is.
This week I have been like just consuming everything inside.
I like got on the treadmill and tried to like be a healthy girl yesterday.
I saw.
I did see.
The new treadmill?
Yes.
The new one.
It does.
It is nice.
I didn't need it.
I thought it had a television in it.
It's like do your research.
Oh yeah.
And it was just to watch.
Do you watch the guy do fitness?
Did you pay?
Hell never.
I'm not paying for that.
I saw your TikTok.
I put YouTubers on the TV behind me and called it a day. Who do you watch on YouTube? I don't watch any YouTube. Who do you watch the guy do fitness that you, did you pay? Hell never. I'm not paying for that. I put YouTubers on the TV behind me and called it a day, but I was on YouTube.
I don't watch any YouTube.
Who do you watch?
What are their names?
Logan and what?
Logan and Julian.
They're these random TikTok boys and they're super funny on TikTok.
They remind me of my like Vegas friends.
So I've been watching a lot of their YouTube videos.
Just like talk and like vlog, but like very authentic.
Like it's like, I hate when people get all YouTube-ified and like vlog but like very authentic like it's like i hate when people get all youtubeified and like weird like they really remind me of my like hometown friends would you
go clap with them um yes i would honestly i think they're so funny i miss the era of you clapping
with everyone like just strangers like literally like alex warren's house you're like there you
know what i mean the other day i was thinking about like me and corinna cop like twerking on
kian lolly for a video i was like girl turn the camera off like what did you why didn't you were friends with her like that
back in the day we were friends for like an era it didn't last too long god i didn't know that
what did you guys have in common i'm trying to i feel like she was always like oh i only slept
with like three guys yeah that's true actually more just like the image yeah like doing stuff
for david really gave her like the vibe and i was just like that's like, actually. More just like. The image. Yeah, like doing stuff for video. David really gave her like the vibe.
And I was just like, that's like crazy.
She's like, I slept with like two people.
I was like, that's crazy.
He keeps calling you a slut.
Yeah, that's wild.
I definitely was a slut.
But, you know.
Same, same.
Yeah, my slut era was just.
It's so wild to think about now.
It's a good era to have.
To like get out of your system.
100%.
And some people, exactly that.
It's just some people, it's in your system.
It's in your system.
Like some people have no desire and like go off.
But like. Yeah. You couldn't stop me. Me too. Especially in LA, you's in your system like some people have no desire and like go off but like yeah you couldn't stop me me too especially in LA you're just kind
of like what can I do tonight you know yes quite literally yeah we were like oh my god you inspired
me um well you were talking to me about a music video of mine while we were filming not love line
and so yeah I reacted to all of them and your reaction videos, you like inspired me to start a reaction series on my YouTube channel.
Oh, so you're doing it for YouTube?
Yeah.
So did you react to all of them?
I reacted to all of my music videos and features last night.
And then we were just talking about the amount of guys I was like f***ing or wanting to f***
that were like involved with my music career last night.
Oh, that's lame.
I wish that would have happened to me.
Oh my God, that's everything.
Such a whore.
That's why male musicians do it, right?
It's like, you know, sleep with girls and stuff like that.
Why can't girls do it?
And you just meet like the hotties.
Like I was just, I don't know.
Like people in your video or people like around it?
Well, I guess the conversation started because one of the guys in my music video, like I
wanted him.
The FaceTime one?
Yes, I wanted him biblically.
I remember being like, is she dating this person?
Like you guys were like so cute in the video.
It was just an actor?
Yeah, but I knew him really well.
Cause he was on a show with Bella Thorne.
So we would like hang out a lot.
Sometimes he would like flirt and I'd be like, Oh my God, does he want me?
But never hooked up.
No.
And good for him.
I think it's just like his image was, he didn't need all that.
Did he, did you ever try?
Yeah.
What happened?
What happened?
No, I was just like throwing myself at him, like flirting so hard.
He would flirt back, but it just never ended up happening.
And like we were different people, you know?
Wait, that's so crazy.
I don't know.
Charlie DePue.
Wait, who is it?
His name is Charlie DePue.
I said Charlie Puth.
I was like, that's crazy.
I would have at that time.
Really?
At that time, I think I would have like my mailman, you know?
Yeah, there was definitely an era.
I should not even judge because like you had like a hot guys.
I was just dating like literal trolls. It was half and half. You had troll era. I should not even judge because, like, you had, like, hot guys. I was just dating, like, literal trolls.
It was half and half.
You had troll era?
I loved lizards.
The lizards and trolls.
Yeah, I loved the lizards and the trolls.
I mean, ugly guys have some swag.
You know what I mean?
Like, they're just ugly but also confident.
They have to overcompensate for it.
But that's the crazy thing, though, is that an ugly guy will fuck you over the same way as a hot guy.
Kind of worse honestly
they bag you and then they're like oh i'm him you know and then they just no everybody i've ever
like seriously was like not attractive and they were just like the worst people and i was like
that's crazy it's not so then when you meet someone that's like attractive they're like
nice you're like oh damn that's crazy yeah it is just wild that those exist in the world all of it
that's crazy so you like would throw yourself like when you say throw yourself, like what does that
mean?
Because I've never been, and this is, again, I date trolls, so I've never been like rejected
where I like threw myself at someone.
But how does that happen?
Amari was making fun of me last night for my like, f*** me eyes.
Like I would really be looking at people like.
Oh, but you weren't like rubbing and like stop.
No, no, no.
Oh, okay.
That's not bad then.
Then you weren't giving out like too many signals then.
Yeah, not like, like borderline assault. Just, no, no. Oh, okay. That's not bad then. Then you weren't giving out like too many signals then. Yeah. Not like borderline assault.
Just like.
But you know when like a guy like starts touching you and you're like, oh no, that's not happening.
Yes.
You never had a guy pull away from you like that.
Like, oh no.
Trisha, like I don't even want to be like, no, that's never happened.
Because like it's me.
Like probably.
No, I feel like no though.
Because like girls, and I always say this to all the girls out there who are like insecure
or like can't find someone to hook up.
I'm like, guys, well, every guy will want to hook up with you.
It's so true.
Like, they don't care.
Like, if they're already in the bedroom, like, they're down to hook up with you.
That is half of our advice on Not Loveline.
We're like, men are trash.
Just go for it, diva.
Yeah.
Like, never feel insecure around men because they are trash.
Like, and most of them, they all want to sleep with you.
You know what I mean?
It's so true.
And if they don't, there is someone else out there, you know?
That definitely does.
But I feel like if they're in your bedroom, they want to sleep with you. For know what I mean? It's so true. And if they don't, there is someone else out there, you know? That definitely does. But I feel like if they're in your bedroom,
they want to sleep with you. For sure. What are you doing? Like decorating my room with me? Yeah.
But I feel like it's the opposite. Sometimes girls will be like, well, you know, like,
I was like that a couple of times. Like you go to the bedroom, you don't think,
especially not as early that that's like what that meant. I felt like we're really watching
a movie and then like, oh no, that's like code. That is true. That is true. Yeah. But it shouldn't
be that way. You could, you should just be be if they're like come up and watch a movie then you should just be expected to watch
a movie yeah i actually do agree with that you know because sometimes you just want to watch a
movie it's like you don't want to ride that's exhausting but i was coerced into it every time
like no you didn't think we're actually watching a movie i'm like well i did think that but yeah
yeah actually no you can just do that that's why i don't feel like you have to then i felt pressured
like well you came up here i was like okay you're right I guess I will that's so sad men are just so disgusting I'm like really
I've been crashing out over it you know like even just during filming not love line like I'll start
screaming at the camera portrait shots like men are just I know I feel like just that whole like
dating and stuff because we just get a lot of girls who like feel the pressure I feel like is
the best way to say it like feel pressured
to do things for their boyfriend they don't want to do feel pressured to be something they're not
to attain a guy like just so much pressure and it makes me so sad because obviously i've been there
so many times and like you just want to go shake these girls calling in or when they're like oh
there's an ultimatum like if you love me you'll do this so many ultimatums like we always are
getting a girl calling like my boyfriend said that if I don't let him shit in my chest that like he doesn't.
I'm dead.
This was a call.
That was our Patreon today.
I had to actually take out the word.
You can bleep this, Jimmy.
And the show, this play.
There was like the title.
Jimmy put in the title.
Let me take that out because that seems like a little much on the Patreon.
So wild.
But we do answer all those questions on there.
And we have been posting every day.
People love the Patreon too.
It's my favorite.
I love it. It's like cath Patreon too. It's my favorite. I love it.
It's like cathartic.
It's just so fun.
I feel like because we don't talk about like nasty stuff anywhere else.
We can't.
Like YouTube, we used to.
And I feel like we can't.
And yeah, same thing.
It's just like even just being older and like being in a relationship, you're kind of like,
well, let me not just put everything on the blast.
Everything out there.
But then Patreon's like behind this paywall and because it's so adult, yeah, they can't
post it on TikTok because TikTok will ban it.
So we found the little like loophole yes and we like we honestly also just
like have so much lore i feel like even sexually like in the bedroom that we like like you and i
learned some crazy about each other yeah it's actually really interesting and then when you
know that much about someone it almost makes you feel more comfortable because you're like oh my
god we all just do this you know we're all just kind of weird and we always talk about how sex
is weird and how like actually it is kind of like animalistic yeah like just for like 20 minutes
you're just there however long grunting so we have 20 minutes but you know 20 minutes is fine by me
okay people i don't say that or even i said 10 minutes like only 10 minutes like y'all we have
like nap times like we have a certain like time frame to get it in and like just bust the night
call it a day like sometimes it's like three hours i would rather jump off of a bridge
no like no that's crazy just thinking about like doing that now do you think people do that for
real because i'm like when people say i'm like there's no way how are you doing what are you
doing that's so boring after three hours come on i feel like i've had some moments like that in my
life straight i guess like starting something starting something yeah straight a couple times
mccoy and i've that, but it's like.
Oh my God.
It's just exhausting.
And it's like at the end of it, it's like, oh my God, I'm disgusting.
I feel like that's kind of a slay.
It just seems kind of boring.
No, exactly.
Give me a TikTok or something.
Do you ever like have a movie on while you're having like catch yourself watching the movie?
No, we're so quiet.
Everything's quiet.
No music.
No anything.
Oh, wow.
When people have music on, I was like, that's distracting.
No way. I love it. I love it. I'm I'm like we're very somber I love that though I don't mind that just everything that feels more connected yeah I I've never done it so silent but yeah we love it we're silent
what's the movie quiet place that's what movie would describe your sex life what movie that's so funny what would yours be um wow grown-ups
oh we're just so grown up about it now you know which i like i almost think for so long i thought
that all had to be like hit me with your rings on king and it's like oh my god like have some eye contact have some missionary
like your past was fight club yes quite literally yes like oh my and i think that's so fun now and
again but it's also nice to just connect and be normal people yeah just like you know enjoy the
weirdness of it all nice I'm just dial it back.
Like, I don't know.
And when you're long distance, like, Makoa's in Hawaii now.
Are you just so busy, like, you don't think about it?
Yeah, pretty much.
I mean, obviously, we're going to pull out the wand now and again.
You know, sometimes you can't, like, you know, you got to be clear-headed.
And sometimes that involves busting.
It's our Patreon. Patreon.com. That's notusting it's our patreon Jesus Christ like Jesus
but you know yeah it's nice too to just be like work focused and when he's gone 26 is still like
so young where I feel like I was always like wanting to have 26 I feel 80 really yeah because
you think because you were so like again I was like was like promiscuous, but like just had so much. You're just kind of like, I'm kind of tired.
Yeah.
Like I was just so, I got all of the like fun out.
Like it's not that I'm not fun and don't have fun, but like this is fun to me now.
Like it's like, I'm just not wild anymore in any capacity.
It's like, even just like my body hurts so much that I'm like, I can't imagine being
50, like double the way I feel now.
That's why I'm really trying to prioritize health, but I'm not. I'm eating Wingstop off my chest.
Well, I feel like, right. I like to, yeah. What is your number one priority when you're like,
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I guess diet
is important. Supplements and all that
shit and just rest
as well. Hydration.
All the stupid things that you think
mean nothing but when they're all done together
you do feel better.
I think even with touring too it's like
I think I'm leaving for tour soon
when we were talking about this.
This was a topic. Oscar's like ask about the future of Cancel you guys were on a tour he said you already saw a set he said there's a set that was already shown
no um well we shot on someone's set but our set's being built right now you are building a set yes
but the thing that's been shown because he's like yeah they have a new set i was like how did you
see it because i kind of knew from what you told me but then i was like i i was like looking i'm
like where is this no os Oscar, our, our Oscar.
He has a set in like North Hollywood.
So we just went and shot there.
Oh, got it.
But you're building a set and going on tour.
Building a set and going on tour.
I think it's just, I have to really get in the right headspace to tour.
Right.
It's like, these are the weeks where I should be like focusing on a workout regimen, focusing
on vitamins and supplements.
Cause all those things matter so much because of how great it is yeah and so when you meet so many people too yeah like
you're just obviously like going through like who knows you know some people don't even know
they're sick you know so you just always have to be that's what i did i did like zinc i was doing
like everything about emergency every single day on tour is so vital because like i've toured sick
and it is like just it's the worst thing in the world it's
because it's it's I mean obviously you know very much like the show must go on but it's like you
want to die I'll take so much dayquil and just put myself in a dayquil coma I've I have I know
you don't like talking about the bowel movements but I had a stomach bug those are proper words
during a week of shows too and I had to run off stage during the shows amari came out in
place of me it was so embarrassing you were very me and not love line i remember i have i kept
trying to go upstairs and like luckily it was you and i didn't feel like embarrassed but i mean i
did but then i was like when i know about these stories i was like okay you get it it's me having
to go to the bathroom when you just went to the bathroom is crazy to be like the worst actually
can i go again like it's so embarrassing no but i'm uh my stomach is always like bubbling i just
you know mine too actually yeah you know what i mean yeah we're bubblegum surprise girlies and that's okay
okay and it's honestly it made me feel closer to you yeah same like weirdly i loved it
when i do podcast i normally don't eat but before that i had a wing stop and i was just like oh i
think we were taco bell so like everything was just a lot and this morning too i had like taco
ball and it's like i could go for a wing stop you know and you just like need the carb energy almost to like be there mentally even right now i had eggs and
avocados for breakfast and i feel like faint though like i needed some bread or something
avocado is very healthy when i have i eat hard boiled eggs in the morning i'm like oh i'm so
skinny but then it's like i'm so hungry yeah i'm starving like we can get the what was it hot honey
rubs i would love to okay we should yeah should. So good. What else were we craving?
Bucca di Beppo.
Oh, yeah.
The carbonara.
So good.
Is that your favorite pasta dish?
No.
I think I'm a penne alla vodka girl.
Oh, my God.
That is like my fave.
Fave.
Fave.
Fave.
It's hard to find a good one.
And like a tagliatelle.
Tagliatelle.
Oh, I don't think I've ever had that.
What's that?
It's like the long kind of flat noodles with like beef and like beef.
Oh, where do you get that from? I think they probably have it at like a good it's common what about you what's your favorite
you like butter noodles a lot well butter noodles but i have more extravagant these days fettuccine
baked ziti lasagna i've been craving lasagna so hard these past few days he makes the best
but it takes like four hours to make he He makes such good lasagna. Please.
No,
we actually should one day.
New Year's Day was the last time we made it because it takes so freaking long now.
We made it on New Year's Day.
It takes four hours,
but it's like the best.
He makes it so much cheese and meat
and just like ricotta.
It's like so freaking good.
Yeah.
I actually just like got turned on,
like levitating.
Okay,
literally next time
because he doesn't come not love line.
So like maybe next time
we can like make the lasagna because it's actually so i know we can talk about it but i
need to try we have a date february 7th is our next not love line so maybe we'll like plan it
then yes i love that that's fun i honestly it'd be fun if you and me tried to do it like had moses
try to teach us and we filmed us like well i started the lasagna trend i like i found the
i found the recipe and so because i used to do cooking videos so So I was like, well, I'm going to cook it.
So I started.
But it takes me like literally it takes him three hours.
It takes me like eight hours to make lasagna.
You're lying.
Because it takes what we totally can.
That would actually be such a fun video.
Because the layering is fun.
Like it is kind of fun.
Once everything's like made, just like layering it.
But it's an art.
And I just want to be more like wifey, chefy.
Ashley was like making homemade sourdough in the kitchen this morning, turning them
into English muffins.
Oh, wow.
Flour all over the island. I was like literally like sourdough in the kitchen this morning, turning them into English muffins, flour all over the island.
I was like literally like I would sooner die.
The cleanup process alone is like all actually like.
Well, you just need to have someone help you clean up because the cleanup process is annoying
but then you just need to have someone help you.
And I'm so like instant gratification that the process of making food is like debilitating
to me.
Like I'm starving.
I think you would like cooking.
Bread is crazy and like baking is crazy but I feel like when you smell everything you can like
eat along the way so when you're making lasagna you make the meat sauce so you can like have a
little noodle and meat sauce on the way you know what I mean okay that you're right that's like I
love it no one's ever told me that I need to make things where I can eat in each like step yes or
maybe like a video because you're doing like you're still hanging on strong to like YouTube
videos which I love and they do well on your channel i've missed that era of like i thought when tiktok was being
banned we'd all go back to youtube i kind of liked it that's kind of why i just want to go back now
because i think we talked about this but like the tiktok ban just was a very prevalent reminder not
to put all eggs in one basket and rely on you know one thing for relevancy or one thing for
entertaining content.
And like, I am just a YouTuber at heart. Like it's, it really is the only thing I'm passionate,
like really passionate about podcasting and stuff. Yes. Like TikTok is fun and very flippant
and putting your thoughts out there. It's nice to instant gratification. Cause like,
sometimes it is just a thought. It's not a whole YouTube video. It's just, you know,
but like yours today, I was looking at it was like you and bet like in the same outfit,
same thing,
just doing like a random stream of consciousness for like 10,
literally always.
Like I just,
I hit the joint and I just start talking my,
but I just miss like,
I don't know,
putting her all into a YouTube video and it turning out amazing.
And it resonating with people is like the first thing that ever made me want
to be alive.
Like literally actually not sewer slide, you know? So it's like,
they just holds a different place in my heart, I guess. But you got, your video was taken down
or you took down your video, Ashley flashing the camera. Oh, I didn't take it down, but I am just
like, I am logged in and what I am like a mentally vacant idiot. It's crazy. I edited this video, Trisha. Like I edited
it myself, this target, me going to
target so wholesome. Like I
edited it a thousand times. I sat
there next to Makoa Amari. I replayed
the clip a million times and then in the first
two seconds of the back
of the video, she was flashing us in the mirror
and I left it in. It was on my YouTube
channel. Oh, it was just a reflection. It wasn't like
the camera. Okay. Yeah, but it's just like that's what I get
for trying to cut a corner, pinch a penny.
Send it to an editor.
But you love editing. You're good at it.
I mean, I'm just meticulous.
Even though it's me
and everything is kind of like ratchet
a little and stuff, I still
like things edited my way.
And obviously when you send it to an editor
it's going to be a different vision, but sometimes I have to let go. My music And obviously when you send it to an editor, it's going to be a different vision.
But sometimes I have to let go.
My music video reaction, I sent it to an editor.
I love those you need, for sure.
And I just can't ever watch them again.
Why?
Trisha?
Your music videos are so good.
You are so iconic.
Do you hear her?
Your music videos are so good.
They are.
So iconic.
No, they're so good.
It was so. My was my favorite told you was
the chow mein like the cloud nine i love you signing with the forecast like i love i love it
i reacted to them yes yes and i was like but that one you're so cute you have like this little white
crop top we talked about this on that love line but you're like taking something out the microwave
you just look so good your eyes are just like so good you are so cute. You have, like, this little white crop top. We talked about this on that live line. But you're, like, taking something out of the microwave. You just look so good.
Your eyes are just, like, so good.
You are so sweet.
I'm not kidding.
Last night, afterwards, I had to smoke so much.
Like, it was the visceral reaction.
Because I think at that time, it's just, like, it's so funny, too.
Because at that time, I would run around telling everyone.
Like, all these YouTubers have yes men, like, whatever.
Like, people needed to tell me no.
Why? Which one do you think was bad?
All. No. You said
you made like, what was it? The first one you did
half an hour. You said that you made so much. It did so well.
I profited but at what
cost? It's good.
That one's good. The W one is good. I love that one.
I'm at the W.
Taking W's. I'm making
W. That's so genius making w that's so genius that was actually so
genius you're my soulmate actual bestie trisha you're yes on percocets i was writing them
actually so good like no you're my soulmate like i love you so much and you're you're just again
the rose because she loves me so much and i love you so much but it's just and i think it's like
that i'm sure you can resonate in certain ways. The like pre frontal lobe development content is just a hard watch.
How old are you when you're doing these? Like 1918. I was dating Lil Xan. I was, I thought I
was Lil Xan. You're like, I'm a rapper. I was like the had me influenced. I think at that time,
whoever I was, I just wanted to be them. Was he into it too? Was he like, this is good? No. Really? I think, I don't know. I think that
I would venture to say most male rappers don't want their like IG baddie girlfriend to all of
a sudden be like, no, I'm a rapper too. I love that. I would think that'd be so sweet. I'd be
like, yes, love it. Supportive. I don't know. I'm sure he thought it was like funny, but I don't, it just. It was good. And
did you do a tour or were you just singing? Did you sing the whole tour or were you just doing
it at the end of something? No, I did a whole music tour. Um, but it was so funny cause I don't
think I knew much. It took me a long time in my career to learn about budget and production.
Like I would book a tour and then it would just be me on the stage in camo pants, like
rapping with the mic this far away.
So good though.
But people ate it up.
I mean, I still do it.
Like I know there should be like stage production and set design.
No, you slay.
I love just going out there with some like dancers and being like a little karaoke hour.
No, the dancers, the videos behind you, the outfit changes.
You don't undersell yourself.
But it's not like someone came into the Beacon after us and they had like a full like little the videos behind you, the outfit changes, you don't undersell yourself. You have your ass together.
Someone came into the Beacon after us and they had like a full,
like little orchestra
and steps
and like snowmen behind them.
I was like,
damn,
I probably should have put like that effort into it.
But you're Trisha Paytas.
Like you don't need all that.
I would love to.
I just don't,
I don't know how.
Like I don't have anyone.
Do you have someone helping you with your tour?
Like a stage manager or?
I have like all the managers,
all the like checked boxes of those things.
I,
we don't have set design.
I might do that this time around.
Like it would be cool.
We would just,
cause we just take the venue chairs,
put them out there with our mics and talk our shit.
But yeah,
we do that too.
I do think I want to do maybe a little set design this time.
Are you going to sing?
No,
hell never.
Wait,
why?
I feel like a little bit at the end or something would be so cute or the
beginning to open it up or something.
I would do it for you if you came to a show.
I would do it for you.
Okay, I'm going to come.
I want to come to like a random one.
I want to come to like a Tennessee.
That's how I feel.
I keep getting tagged in asking if I'm coming to the Trisha Arras tour.
And like obviously I'm coming.
Hello, I'm her biggest fan.
But I'm just trying to decide like which ones I want to go to.
Yeah, I know.
We just added L.A.
Because like we didn't.
We weren't doing L.A. and New York.
And we just added today actually like L.A., New York. So I'm like excited for that because
I was like, we probably should, because this is probably my last, my only tour. I did two tours,
but I was like, this is probably my big and only because it's a lot of work. You say that,
but it's so, it's so funny because it's like beforehand, it's so much, my tour manager put
this into like words to me once and I was like, it's so true, but it's like the anxiety leading up.
And then the way you feel after are you need therapy for it.
You know,
like it's,
it's a very interesting feeling.
And like when you're in it,
you're just in it.
And like,
no,
nothing else of your life matters at all.
Like everything else gets put on pause.
Well,
you're going on a bus tour.
So you're not home,
which is like wild.
Because like you said,
as a house,
like you don't want to just like leave your house.
I thought about a bus tour. I'm like, we can't just like all you said as a house like you don't want to just like leave your house I thought about a bus tour like we can't just like all leave
the house abandoned for like two months yeah you have to have security or like people there for
sure which is crazy just like the maintenance of it like if there's like you know a bug that gets
in that you know bugs in the house or whatever you have to like make sure if there's a leak if
there's a this you know like just little things like that it is and it's so sad for me when I
like leave my house and like when I come home the things I love are just so simple, like coming back home
and stuff.
But when it's all said and done, all the emotions, that whole roller coaster, like now I look
back at the tour last year and I'm like, God, I want to do it again.
Like it's addicting.
Oh, for sure.
I felt like that too.
I was like, oh my God, Christmas show is going to be so much work.
And then I like loved it.
And it's like a lot, but I loved it so much.
And I was like, oh, but it's hard for me because I'm like going by myself. I'm going out on the weekends. So I'm just like, and then I'm like you too, where it's like a lot but I loved it so much and I was like oh but it's hard for me because I'm like going by myself I'm going out on the weekends so I'm just like and then I'm like you
too where it's like I just want to come home and like see my kids but I love it so much too and
I've never had so much like um like support ever and it makes you feel I don't know why this made
me want to cry but like feel like you have purpose you know like feel like just seeing all of the
people who love you and support you for you like in the crowds and
everyone just i feel like your show is it's similar it's a similar feeling in the sense
that it's like the girls and the gays having one big sleepover kiki like moment where you just like
forget about the rest of the world and it's it's beautiful my shows are always like most of the
time like solo like people come by themselves like if they're like i'm just coming here for
the maker and they just all like make friends with each other so there's so many because i'll
go to the bingos are you guys together and they're like no'm just coming here for the meet and they just all like make friends with each other so there's so many because i'll go to the meet and greet are you
guys together and they're like no we're all just we met each other today and i was like that's so
cool and then like over the years of touring i have people come back and be like we met
at your show years ago and we became friends like it's because everyone has that same you have to
be similar to love and support either one of us so die hard you know i have people that have come
to like the very first show in anaheim in like 2017. It's Quentin, who's been
to all my shows. He still comes.
Brian. They came to my, three of them came to my wedding.
Brian, Daniel, and Catherine came to my
wedding because they like came to all. And I told them this year.
Brian, I love him. Oh, Brian Dakota.
Yeah, yeah. He loves Sabrina. He stands
Sabrina, Paris, you, me, Queens.
Addison, he has taste. Yeah, he knows. He's like a
tastemaker. He's been with Sabrina since like the beginning, like
obsessed with her and I love him. And he comes to all the shows
and um, and. That's so cool that
you invited them to your wedding. I should absolutely do that.
Like Daniel, I just have so many like
different fans. Is it the same Daniel?
I wonder if it's the same Daniel. Daniel Perez?
It's not the same Daniel. Oh, okay.
That's so funny. Yeah. And they're so great. And like this tour
I'm like literally any city. Cause they always like get
meet and greets. I'm like, just tell me. Like just
you can just come in. Literally I get mad it's like it's like there should be a
punch card right like I have to pay for three shows like frozen yogurt give me a call they get
a lifetime because they've always been and I had a flop tour where we were booking venues for like
600 people and like 50 people would show up me too come on and they would be there and they were
so hyped about it even when I did those shows and only like 50 people showed up, I mean, everyone was
still so hyped.
So.
Those shows are fun because you can say anything on stage.
That's true.
I love the undersold shows because I'm like, holy, like I'm giving you guys everything.
Not as much pressure.
Yeah.
I do love a sold out show.
I'm not going to lie.
Yeah.
That part.
I'll just put that out to the universe.
Yes.
You're so right.
You ate with that.
No notes.
But my shows used to be at noon, too.
My other tours were noon.
Me, too.
The matinees.
Why was that?
And you know I wanted to.
Yeah.
How the hell did you do a noon show?
Well, I was like 18, so my audience was also really young.
Were you full screen?
Were they 20?
Yes.
Yes, mine, too.
That's so weird.
I wonder if it was because it was cheaper or something to do at noon probably it was definitely cheaper i think that the matinees also allowed
under 18 people to come and a lot of the internet audience weren't because a lot of these venues are
21 plus or 18 plus after a certain time and stuff yeah we're doing a couple casinos have you done
casinos i have and you know it's my dream it's my favorite because like you obviously have those
hours before we have nothing to do
or after the show
where you want to kind of
do stuff with everyone
and I go gamble my heart out.
So I love it.
I'm excited.
Yeah, we're going to Atlantic City.
There's a casino there.
We're going to Foxwoods
and then we're going to
the Cosmo,
Paulton and Vegas.
I'm like,
where do they perform there?
The Cosmo at the Chelsea.
Yeah.
That's what we did.
Oh my God,
I can't even think about it
without crying.
It was like amazing.
Was it good?
Oh, okay, good.
It's amazing. The staff is amazing. The the green rooms you feel so excited and you feel so famous like
it's it's and all just like Adam Sandler performed there I saw him there like Chelsea Handler has a
residency there right now like it is just such an iconic and they put you on those big billboards
and marquees on the strip Trisha yes they just added added it today, too. We added five more shows today.
When you get the billboard on the strip, go shoot with it.
I didn't know I had mine until right before, and I didn't, and I regret it.
I got iPhone photos with it, but have a moment.
It is huge on the strip.
It's so cool.
I'm so excited.
Yeah, they said that today, and I was like, okay, cool.
Are you still going to stay at Hera's, even though you have a show at the Cosmo?
I stay at Cosmo for that one.
I was at Resorts World, and they were like, why don't you bring Trisha?
And I was like, listen, she loves Harrah's.
I do love Harrah's.
Loves Harrah's.
I want a residency there.
They'll give you one, babe.
They need you.
Daddy Osmond has a residency there.
Yes, he does.
I would love to just perform next to him every night.
I would love to go with you to see him.
Please.
Can we make our first trip Vegas?
And then,
cause I know we keep,
we're planning all these couples vacays,
which we do need to do like an almond Geary serve or something,
but I would love to go to Vegas and bring Holly.
Yes.
My show's April 12th.
Maybe we can go see Donnie before.
I would literally die.
I'll play some Coachella weekend.
I don't know.
Cause I said no.
That's my Coachella.
I'm sorry.
Trisha Paytas and Donnie Ellsman.
Have you ever seen him? No, I haven't. And I would love to. And I'm no. That's my Coachella. I'm sorry. Trisha Paytas and Donny Osmond. Have you ever seen him?
No,
I haven't.
And I would love to.
And I'm,
my middle name is Marie after Marie Osmond.
That's crazy.
I love Donny and Marie.
I think you'd gag for it.
I would get,
I love Vegas shows too.
And like,
have you seen,
um,
I just went and saw bad apple or mad apple.
I forget what it's called.
It's at the New York,
New York.
It's the newest Cirque du Soleil show.
And it was all gays like doing backflips and like New York themed.
And it was so.
You love a Cirque show?
I see.
I can't get into Cirque too much.
Really?
I.
Yeah.
I.
I.
I spoke a little before.
Okay.
Maybe that's it.
I need to like.
They're so talented.
Of course.
I saw like a Michael Jackson one and it was like good.
I saw that one too though.
And that was like.
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Definitely different.
More emotional.
Like more, you know.
Yeah.
I saw one where they like flop into water
oh yeah yeah which one car car i've never seen have i seen car i think i have actually with
like bella thorne but i think i was donny osmond's favorite cirque show is oh he told me to go see it
so many times i never have the best one because it's budge like they range and even like the mad
apple tickets were like 79 bucks whereas like oh tickets are like
a couple hundred you know would you ever like guest star at a circ show oh my yes i can't do
anything i can't even put my legs behind my i can't touch my toes i feel like holly did that
or something in holly's world like a circ guest or something but you should just because she she
could do that you know like you could too i would love to touch my toes but i would go out there
i can't either well we gotta we will train for that, like train for a Cirque show.
I want to be flexible.
I'd be so...
David Blaine.
David Blaine, the magician?
I don't know if I can get behind magicians.
I just saw him.
It was actually really cool.
You love him?
It was so random because Bella Porch went out there.
Wait, David Blaine brought out Bella Porch?
Not announcing her as Bella Porch.
I think she was just there on like, on a date or something.
That's a blunt rotation.
That's funny.
I was like, what the?
One time I was so rude to David Blaine by accident at a party.
What?
Dude, I don't remember exactly what happened, so I'm, like, kind of making this up as I go, but I know I was rude.
Like, he, like, was doing magic tricks, and I was like, I didn't know it was him.
And I was, like, just talking to him like he was some, like, Silver Lake man doing magic. Like, I was like, I didn't know it was him. And I was like, just talking to him. Like he was some like, like Silver Lake man doing magic. Like I was like, Oh, cool trick.
It's David Blaine. Wait, why was he doing magic at a party? Just like randomly?
This was like that time when David Dobrik would like bring him everywhere.
Oh, was it a David Dobrik vlog? It wasn't for a vlog though. He just like brought him,
I think it was like Stassi baby's birthday. One the because I know Kylie Jenner was there it was like one of the someone like that I don't know and David Blaine
was just there doing magic like but that time was so weird you just like walk into a bar and David
Dobrik would have David Blaine with him like eating glass like that is wild that is so crazy were you
David you didn't know who he was then no I did because Vegas but I just didn't recognize his
face I think I was like hammered yeah I think i would recognize david blaine i was always more of a chris angel girly
i think i'm still at the planet hollywood i have a picture with but obviously not anymore because
now i'm friends with holly madison i was obsessed though too well you know i i really was i was at
a book signing at like 15 with him i was like i was obsessed a long time and then when he finally
like acknowledged me and like was like do you want to come like be a part of the show i was like yes
and i was like so obsessed but so then i knew like the holly lord had its time like holly
got in at the peak of him being like so cool so cool and then she was just in vegas so they were
just like a cool couple like literally like pam and tommy-esque almost you know i always wanted
to be with someone like that for that reason i was like i'm gonna be 100 same i was like dying
on that hill i thought i would get married like that.
I like,
I didn't like,
I didn't want anything else.
But then you like see,
like,
did you watch the Pam and Tommy show?
And I was so toxically obsessed.
Like,
yeah.
And their love story is just heartbreaking though.
Like truly heartbreaking.
Like I know what that's like,
you know?
And then that feeling of just like,
you know, like I feel like he was her, you know? And that feeling of just, like, you know?
Like, I feel like he was her one true love.
And, oh, God.
Just, like, being in love, but just, like, not the right time.
I know, like, Brittany Furlan apologists hate when people say, like, I, but I just forever hope they get back together.
Oh, that's why.
I hope Pam and Tommy.
I support Brittany and Tommy.
I'm scared.
Yeah, that's good for you.
They're great.
Yeah.
They seem happy.
Yeah, they do seem. Yeah, she just started talking, so I'm scared yeah that's good for you they're great yeah I seem happy yeah they do seem
yeah I'm she just started talking so I'm letting my truth fly you know and I'm scared and well
obviously I also my number one thing I'm such a Pamela Anderson stan I just want to see her thrive
and whatever that means that's the thing when you're like obsessed with Pam it's like Britney
it's like anything it's like they yeah you just you're just obsessed with them and them only yes
like no one else she doesn't need anyone she's Pam Anderson. That's how I felt with Oscars when she
wasn't even on me. I'm like not watching it. Trash.
Like you know what I mean? Snubbed.
I love us having not seen the movie and
saying snubbed. But like so real
because you know she ate and I was just like
and I haven't seen any of the movies except for Wicked. I haven't seen
Substance. I haven't seen Amelia Press. I don't know. You haven't seen
The Substance? No. Is it good?
I think it would like really because you don't
like like gross things. Yeah it's like. I think it would like really. Because you don't like like gross things.
Yeah it's gross.
It is really like.
Like what?
Queasy.
Like even Makoa doesn't ever get queasy.
And him watching it.
He was like watching it like this.
Like what is it?
Like what is it queasiness?
You can probably explain to me.
And I won't get queasy.
Yeah.
No.
It's almost like.
It's shot very.
I don't know if it is 824.
Or if it's just shot like an 824 film.
But like.
Even like things that aren't gross,
like do you know how they can just be shot
so like close up in the sounds?
Like even just like someone pouring a drink in a glass
the way they do it,
they're like cracking eggs like close up
and like the sounds and like just everything is gross.
And obviously like she's, you know,
crawling out of her back
and like it is like gory almost and like even just like shooting the, it is like, it is like gory almost.
And like, even just like shooting the substance into the veins,
it's like close up needles.
Like it's, it's meant to be like truly clenching,
unsettling through and through.
It's like a horror film then.
Very much so.
Very much so.
It's crazy.
It's getting so much acclaim for being like that kind of movie.
Honestly though, it like, I've never seen a movie like it.
It might've been my favorite movie of last year,
which,
and I'm not like,
I don't think I've ever thought a horror movie was my favorite movie,
but like the message.
Cause I too also think that like movies have tried to talk about the
addiction to the beauty standard and like societal,
just like the beauty standard and like doing it in that way,
like almost in a disgusting way leaves you with so much more of a like pit of disgust in your stomach than just like a sad movie about the beauty standard.
Like why are we doing this?
Yeah.
Like it really, it was so unsettling and sad.
Can you give a spoiler?
You guys can skip ahead.
Can you give a spoiler?
What happens at the end?
She dies or what?
No, the ending is actually like, spoiler alert.
Yeah.
But the ending is actually like just alert yeah but the ending is actually
like just not what you would think it would be at all like it is like just disgusting like well so
each time that they because like one week on one week off yeah right like like demi more is off
holding her back like dead in a closet for a week while the other like doing the splits on tv
and then like she comes back you know and then like the young is dead for a week while Demi lives.
But if they cross over it all, like let's say like the young girl, if she takes eight days instead of seven.
Yes.
That like depreciates Demi's body.
Like so it starts off with her like a finger dying.
Like she comes back after eight days and like her fingers black and dead.
And she's like, wait, what's happening to me?
And it's like you have to respect the balance so by the end of it she is decrepit and disgusting
and i'm like like morphed like on the head and like teeth on the back and like hair coming oh
my god like that she's like living like that yes and. And then it's just so sad because it's like you did this to yourself.
So she's feeling the young girl.
They're the same thing.
They don't feel the same, which I thought was an interesting choice.
Because then it's like, why?
I don't want to just let some other bitch thrive.
Yeah.
I want to feel the youth for a week.
Yeah, because then what's the point?
What's the reason?
I wonder why.
And I don't know.
Maybe they are.
I would have to read what the writer said. I always like to look it up and say, okay, what's the point? What's the reason? I wonder why. And I don't know. Maybe they are. I would have to read what the writer said.
I always like to look it up and say,
okay, what did this mean?
Because what would be the point?
They must have to feel something.
Like, oh, that's her for a week or something.
Yeah, because if anything,
then it was just showing how Demi
almost had so much hatred for this girl.
Because it was like,
it's visually so crazy.
Like her waking up,
like decrepit dying
and then looking out at the young girl on a billboard from her apartment. Oh, that's so crazy. Like her waking up like decrepit dying and then looking out at the young girl
on a billboard,
like from her apartment.
Like it's sad.
It was depressed.
No,
it was a really depressing movie.
And then I like looked in the mirror and I was like,
I'm the type of shoot that up.
Like I would,
I'm a,
I'm a prime substance.
I would do it if it was me young and hot.
Like I got to go be young and hot for a week.
Yeah.
That's so true though.
Actually.
Yeah.
Like you said,
it's like if Alex Earl gets to just be Alex Earl, I was literally just going
to say if Alex Earl came out of my back and I didn't get shit. What the fuck? That's so funny.
I was literally going to say that. That's so funny. Cause she is, I do look at her and I'm
like, that's what I always thought I looked like in my head, you know, you guys are very similar.
I love you so much, but hell never. She's just so much but hell never she's just so like
put together she's just that girl like even her like her new collab with frame the skinny jeans
i was like oh you're so she's like we're bringing jeans back i'm like only her can do that
like oh my god it is so true have you met her have you collabed with her i've met her we were
on a tart trip together and she's super sweet we We, I mean, we don't really talk that often.
I just was messaging her saying we should do hot mess and she was like down and I think
it'd be a fun crossover.
And like, she's a super fun, sweet Miami girl, but I don't know much about her.
Yeah.
Oh yeah.
But she's in LA a lot too.
Like I just, I don't know.
We've never had, we're both kind of decently close with Jake Shane.
So I mean like I could see things.
He is like the common connection I feel to everybody.
I just like really love him. He is like, it's so rare to find people who are real people like him and i
have really intellectual deep conversations a lot and like and he just checks on me and like sends
me funny stuff and like just breaks the influencer mold of like not just being friends and i not like
online you know and i appreciate that he's actually like also so humble and so sweet.
You know, I, it's so funny. I never leave my house, but like, there's been like three occasions
where I have, and he's like always there. And he's always like so sweet and so nice.
Where have I seen him? It was definitely Ben Platt show, but there was like another one that I saw
him and he was like, so freaking nice. Oh, wicked. Yeah. Yeah. And he just literally, that's me. I
was like, where did he's like, my memory is so bad, our men keep us, keep us remembering things.
Yeah, I think that's where it was.
But he's also just so real about mental health, which I love.
Like, I just love.
I didn't know that about him.
Yeah, he's very open about his OCD and his anxiety.
And, like, he's very, like, take my meds with me or, like, I feel off today.
And I just, I just love that.
I love that in anyone, you know.
I love that he's so successful.
Because I'm, like, he, to me, I, like, I always saw him, like, around, but I didn't know, like, what he did.
And he's very sweet and nice. His humor, too, is I always saw him like around but I didn't know like what he did.
His humor too is so my humor like just stupid like brain rot like I think he's like the funniest.
I love I'm like Jake Shane's biggest fan.
I love it.
I love that he's going.
Yeah, he's going so mainstream too.
Yeah, just like the Sofia Richie of it all like he'll still pop out and serve like, you know, and I just I eat it up every time.
Did he get Ed Sheeran on his podcast like that's always so wild to me as I see the most random people who never do any podcast just all of a
sudden be on Jake Shane's podcast yeah it's actually crazy the guests he gets it's nuts
he had a funny moment with Ed Sheeran I'm forgetting what it was when your legs don't
work like yes like and just that I love that like I would do that like it's just like he keeps it so
real he laughs then he's like that was about like my grandma who couldn't walk he's like oh it's so funny that was like my
favorite one of my favorite pop culture moments of last year that's so me too because you know
you want to be engaged in the conversation and you like think something's like someone's trying
to make a joke and then it's just like oh yeah every time I'm always swinging and frequently
missing that's why like I like this why you're here I guess to do intimidate me a little bit
it's just yeah it's a different vibe. Yeah, to have like
I don't know. Joey Graceffa was just here a couple hours
ago.
By the way, he gave free reign for you to
talk about Escape the Night movie.
Well, okay.
You go first before I go because
I think I need to like gather some more
information. He thought we already filmed this thing. I want to know what
she said. I'm like, honestly, she's coming in a couple hours. I don't know
what she's saying, but I was like, can I ask? He's like, yeah, we might as well. It's we already filmed this thing. I want to know what she said. I'm like, honestly, she's coming in a couple hours. I don't know what she's saying, but I was like,
I, can I ask? And he's like, yeah, I mean, might as well. It's already out there or whatever. But,
um, uh, but he was talking about interviewing people.
I can't, do you see me right here fighting demons with myself? Keep going.
Please.
This was just like, he interviewed people at 20, like Jennifer Lawrence, Taylor Swift,
like he was interviewing people for teen.com when he was really young. And he said that like
Jennifer Lawrence, like he was trying to explain the game to
Two Truths, One Lie to them.
And she would just be, like, talking to, like, the cast members and ignoring him and stuff.
And he's like, I didn't know how to get it back.
So he was, like, traumatized.
Who was the other one he said it was?
Oh, Selena Gomez was the other one.
He was just, like, that she was just, like, annoyed with all the questions, like, he was
asking her, but they edited it to make it look like she was sweet.
Yeah.
Well, you have to be really strong to, I think, oscar like to be on red carpets and shooting your shot with
celebrities and like being willing to get shut down or like if a celebrity says something to
you that's like maybe a little embarrassing for you like that is like hard yeah yeah no i didn't
know he did that joey i didn't either he went with like teen.com and like lionsgate so he'd
get all the junkets where he would like go with like huge celebrities like Taylor Swift for the Lorax, Zac Efron,
like he was interviewing all these people and he had like no training in it or anything. And
he's like, that's what kind of traumatized him. But that's crazy. We did talk about escape the
night. I mean, listen, okay. How's your finger? Which I didn't know that lore to it.
My finger's good. Okay. He's like, well, she went out. went out i was like well she could go out with a broken finger it's not like she broke her leg yeah i mean yeah dude so i love escape the night i always
have i have such a special place in my heart for it and i will always be so grateful to joey
because he put me on the cast of escape the night when it was huge with youtube reds red very
mainstream billboards mainstream media like so many millions of people were watching it.
Everyone else who was in that cast was much more esteemed, taken seriously, established as a YouTuber.
He took a chance on a crazy Vegas girl, you know, and like, and then he continued to bring me back.
There were times on set where I would be crying over people being mean to me and he would pull me aside and always be really nice.
He dealt with me at that time too like I wasn't on time I wasn't yeah the best and like even just like VidCon
wouldn't invite me and then like I got to go with Escape the Night like just it and it is like I
still think about it was a very pivotal point of my life and like I'm obviously just always down to
pay homage to the niche things that the fans love as well like I get tagged in escape the night edits every day so I'm nothing but love for him and the whole series
and stuff but obviously he asked me to do this new escape the night and it's not it's no longer
something that feels like it's in my wheelhouse it's kind of like okay I'm gonna go somewhere and
be with all these random personalities and kind of throw back to a different time, you know?
And I get there and it's, well, do I free reign?
Like, do you think he'd be mad if I was, like, saying the cast?
Say the cast and I can bleep it.
Okay, so I get there.
I want to know.
I want to know.
And I was like, I'm going to ask.
He knows that I know.
I was saying so many cast people.
He's like, no, I don't know.
And then he's like, can you bleep some of those names?
I was like, yeah, that's fine.
So I want to hear the names, but we'll bleep them.
Well, so let me just walk you through this very quickly as well.
You know me.
I'm like always agreeing to things.
And then I'm like, I'll look at my schedule.
And I'm like, holy.
That's been me lately too.
It's just, I say yes to everything.
It was my New Year's resolution a year ago.
I'll never not.
Like, and then it's just like my schedule was slammed.
And then he's like, can you be in downtown LA at 9 a.m.
Like on whatever the day was. And I'm is just my I suck you know what I mean 9 a.m downtown LA full glam already I went to bed at
like four in the morning I got up at six like it was just you know and downtown LA I immediately
you know I say no to everything even if it's of my own shoe I'm like anywhere but downtown yes I
hate it it's so far it's so even during the day
people just get like robbed like it's crazy it's it is just like it is a different world i hate it
and so of course i'm like on my way i'm like i can't feel my hands in the car i'm so tired you
know and i'm just like okay whatever but still excited like so excited and i get there and
all of them i have different histories with and like love. Like I was having a great time on set with all of them, I will say.
But I show up at 9 a.m.
And then I podcasted about this too.
I walk in and I love.
It's 9 a.m. downtown LA and I haven't slept for an hour.
And she's telling me about how she just.
And I podcast about this.
And then all the comments are like, she's talking about.
Never do that.
She's lying.
And I'm like, why? Where do you people get off thinking that I would make that up? I have a text that says that
she texted me. That's what she was doing. Yeah. And so then I'm like, okay, whatever. And then
I already pod or I patrioned about this. I don't know if I podcasted or patron. I don't remember,
but we're filming all day, whatever. And to like i love to serve so i'm in the
waist trainer and the gown and the heel and that it's cold and everyone else has jackets and of
course i don't and like that's that's on me and like i'm obviously if i said no to anything
wardrobe joey would change it i'm not saying that i was like because he's all like i can't
say anything i'm like it's on tiktok like i follow i've been following escape the night okay
and so it's in this downtown place, essentially, right?
And it's, like, one of these buildings, you know, where it's all the sets on different levels.
And the set for Escape the Night was underground in the basement of this building.
And I get that.
It's scary.
So that's, like, what they're going for, you know?
But I go down.
I have no cell phone service.
It's freezing cold.
I'm down there.
My phone's on, like, SOS. And, like, it's creepy as, like, being down, I have no cell phone service. It's freezing cold. I'm down there. My phone's on like SOS and like,
we're just,
it's creepy as like being down there and shooting and filming and just for
hours.
And like,
we're running and horror screaming and doing the whole nine,
you know,
like running from these actors.
Like,
and so they have these horror actors,
right?
Like,
like think like I'm at universal studios in a haunted house during Halloween,
like guys with chainsaws, like chasing you and masks and stuff like chains. Yeah. Like fake ones., like, I'm at Universal Studios in a haunted house during Halloween. Like, guys with chainsaws, like, chasing you in masks and stuff.
Chainsaws?
That's wild.
Like, fake ones.
But, like, you know.
But still, don't chase me.
And it's scary, like, obviously.
And so, eventually, my scene is me.
Now I'm just in this room, no cameras.
Through the mask, he says to me, he goes, perfect.
Like, I've always wanted to have you chained up.
And I go, ah! What? through the mask he says to me he goes perfect like i've always wanted to have you chained up and i go i literally i go what did you just say and he goes uh never mind like i probably shouldn't
have said that like whatever and like i heard him and then now he's like laughing to himself
because like he thinks i didn't hear what he said right and so i'm just standing there like this and
i can't see this person's face oh And like, and it like no cameras.
It was,
and it was in his real voice.
He introduced his name.
Like it wasn't,
he wasn't being an actor.
Like,
do you know what I mean?
It was some real shit.
And like I leave and you know,
I tell like,
like everyone in there,
like,
you know me,
like just immediately I'm going to tell people.
Cause I just think that's so not okay.
And like ever again,
Joey was amazed.
Everyone was amazing about it.
You know what I mean?
And then it just, it did scare me.
It scared the out of me because I feel like normally I'm not the type of person for things
like that to scare me on a normal set, but I'm alone and like far from everyone.
And it's not a YouTube red production.
This is more independent.
Yes.
So are you doing background checks?
Are you doing, you know what I mean?
Like, and most people don't do
background checks on actors, right?
100%. I can't see this guy's face
through his mask. It's just
very creepy. And the whole
production company, there was just a couple other things that happened
that day where guys were saying weird things
to me and calling me hot and stuff. And I was just like, this is
kind of a skeezy.
That's not Joey's. That's not on Joey.
You know what I mean? Definitely production not. Yes, but just very skeezy and that's yeah that's not joey's like i'm that's not on joey you know what i mean like definitely production not yes but just very skeezy creepy and then i go over after all of this
happens and i'm shooting my final scene and i'm just now i'm over it right like i want to leave
and i'm just like i'm also just thinking about like what if that like it's just what if that
happened to someone who didn't say what the did you just say did you say it to anyone did you say
like did you tell anyone what happened besides like the cast oh yeah well i told like joey and stuff like and
like and like everyone and they you know they were like what oh i would cry yeah no i was like i
really was so angry honestly and then this same horror actor the one who said this to me comes
over to like grab her away right and my hand is on her shoulder and he like just like goes like do you
get what i'm saying to grab her like over my pinky and my pinky like inverts and i'm just like and
i'm like immediately screaming and of course everyone else is screaming do you get what i'm
saying because it's like a horror thing and i'm like actually screaming because my pinky is broken
and at first i think it's my nail and i'm like oh and I'm like I think it's my nail so I'm kind of just making like broken nail jokes and stuff and then after a while I'm like um
looks a little wonky I'm like pulsating like 10 out of 10 pain I'm like oh my god like and like
that is escape the night and always how they've done it but again it's an independent production
and we're in a basement in downtown LA the budget no and it still was very budged like he spent a
lot of money it's a big space. It's a huge
production crew. I'm not shitting on it at all.
I'm just saying it's independent.
The safety felt a little
more questionable.
So then obviously it's just like, and then you don't
want to be the difficult person, but it's like
the same guy just broke my
pinky. Now, of course, he's
taking off his mask. He's apologizing to me
every two minutes and I'm like, oh my. Now I have like coddle you when you broke my pinky and like borderline it just
like and are you also like him like pushing your hand out like so you're just all aware that they're
gonna touch you because like in universal those characters can't touch you so you're just like
aware they might grab you yeah but it's not choreographed no that's wild that's wild it's
and obviously like everyone else had a great
time like this just would happen to me you know what i mean it just it just would no it's definitely
not like because of you it's just i mean well just a broken pinky like i just would well that'd be me
too i'm very klutzy yeah i know joey didn't say he'd have me on it and then i skipped a night and
we made up and whatever but now i'm thinking absolutely not after hearing this because
anyways i'm scared of like jump scares i don't go to like horror nights for that reason but the fact that someone could
like actually like touch me I'd be like absolutely not I do get a little bit baby when it comes to
that situation I would like probably walk off I walked off a couple sets where I'm like I'm done
there was one where I had to be in a car and I just smelled fumes I was like I gotta go I think
this car's gonna explode and I just like yeah you know it is just and I didn't want to because I
love him in the final product and for the fans and stuff but then of course i podcast about it and all the comments are like of course
tana leaks escaped the night i'm like hello what about my trauma like people just do not take me
seriously the extent of that story yes on patreon but like still yeah yeah yeah like and then joey
did say she could talk about it so i was like all right yeah and then i just spoilers for you guys but that was and i felt like he was like maybe felt some type
of way about me podcasting about it but like but yeah i just left really hating men in hollywood
that production company was just kind of a group of skeezy men and i was just like it sucks
especially you know just being like the blonde and the bubbly and like this like sexier your brand
like people just take things further you
know yeah no most of i've been working on lately have all been like gays and girls like and i think
people know that i do get weirdly uncomfortable when it's like more like straight men yeah like
the mic guy if even just the guy putting a microphone on you is a little weird and honestly
i've been on so many sets even just recently where it is all straight men and they are so
overly respectful and right consensual. And I
don't want to like write it off as all people, but that was just one of those days where I was like,
damn it. Is it 1997? Like what, what the hell just happened while you're like in that compromising
position is actually, and no one else was there. No, no, no. It was like, it was not for the show.
You know, when they leave, when you're there for 15 minutes, why are you there? And that's the
other thing I think, yeah, like there should have been more people there shouldn't just be me
and a horror actor waiting to like pick up a shot you know like i think the camera guy like went to
film something else and came back yeah you think someone would be like do you need anything you
want something like you know what i mean just being like there with you and the phone on sos
like it was just like i can't even like text page or you know Paige came down to film with me too and she was like what
this is so like scary
so it felt scary and I get it it's a scary show
they got a scary you know I think hindsight
yeah I'm not gonna would not do it if it
because he's trying to add them all for it because I do like the idea
of the show I think it's for camp I told him I'm like so jealous
it's like such a cool idea it's so cool but I don't love
scary and like every
escape the night I've done the theme has been
wildly different this one was by far the scariest yeah the done, the theme has been wildly different. This one was
by far the scariest. Yeah, the horror movie. There's always been killers and like whatever,
but like a lot of times they were like dead princesses or, you know, like just like more
girly. Like this one was scary. I do love this lore for you because the whole idea seems so
crazy and silly to me. Like it just seems so weird. And I never watched it, but I've seen
clips of it and it looks like production and it looks good but just the fact that like I don't know I wouldn't want to be
actually scared. Traitors is very like not scary like someone gets murdered and it's like a little
car that says you've been murdered it's like perfect love that. Yeah exactly. Not like ripping
me apart. Yeah and back in the day too obviously when YouTube Red was funding that like props to
Joey though like crowdfunding it and getting that many people to fund it now is, like, the biggest
flex and so cool.
So, like, no, just I was so gagged back in the day.
Like, YouTube Red had a budget that I had never seen before, you know?
They were just giving money.
Did you ever get anything on YouTube Red?
Did you have your own show?
Hell no.
You never, well, I guess you had your MTV show.
Yeah, which was MTV.
But, yeah.
And so that was just, like, an upfront deal.
Like, they're like, here's cash for the show.
Yeah.
I really did not make a lot of money on that though.
I did that for like publicity,
which is wild now.
It's a good one though.
Like to say,
yeah,
like an MTV reality show is pretty.
Yeah.
I like lately I've been like,
kind of like,
I want like,
I want us to have a reality show.
I want like something fun.
I would love something fun.
A reality show might be crazy.
Like,
like a simple life type of thing or something.
Not like just my day-to-day life.
Because then the unnecessary drama caused in your life for the show is like so awful.
Day-to-day life sounds horrible.
Like reality style.
But yeah, like a fun show would be good.
I think it's just hard to do.
I just don't ever know how to like.
Or like to be a real housewife.
Wouldn't that be fun?
Jennifer Tilly's on it now.
And I'm obsessed with her.
She was the bride of Chucky, you know. And I love much and i would like gag and she's so good she makes it fun
i guess i've always had like a preconceived notion i've never watched the show but i always had a
notion like you know these old rich ladies that are just like snobby and bratty to each other
yeah i guess that's so true but it looks more camp now it looks like more like fun and like
light-hearted i love bethany frankel on tiktok like i know she was that's the tiktok we're on yeah i was like have you seen bethany frankel and i was like what
and now i've been watching it too because of it yeah she's kind of she kind of slays she just i
like that she gives the inside scoop you know like i think that it's like she is that like
borderline one percent you know totally yeah no she is the one i don't know how rich she is i don't
want to demean that either like that's the the thing because that's the gag right even the real house was in beverly hills
like a lot of them live in encino you know like it's just like not in beverly hills so you're
kind of like not that it's like bad or one lives in northridge and like it's not a bad thing it's
just not beverly hills so i always just thought like you can get to the beverly hills and be
bougie but well i know she did a lot of like of her own side hustles like the skinny girl
and like how she did the bethany claws okay she's gotta be so rich i forgot about skinny girl yeah and like she created that clause because like the
original it's literally called the bethany clause where like the originally real housewives wanted
to take a cut of any of your businesses and she was like hell never she's so smart i probably
would have been like yeah i'll take whatever you know are you kidding me i would sign up and do
the show i'd be like whatever i'll just take whatever you give me i guess but yeah she's so
smart i love people like that. Yeah. She's a
genius. I would do an heartbeat. I think I'm almost at the age. I think what are they like?
I mean, I'm probably close to it. 40. I don't know. It's so funny. Cause you just look 21.
I definitely, you are like, I, okay. I'm going to gas Trisha for a second. Everybody don't get
your panties in a twist. All right. And yes, I would say this off camera. Your face card, I always tell people, is so crazy.
Oh my gosh.
The way she looks on camera, like truly in person, like not a pore.
That's not true.
I have some pores.
You look face apt.
You look like you have a kiss to silk to right now.
I don't even know what that is.
Is it Facetune?
No, it's the one that everyone, let me just stop.
It's like a beauty.
I never use, of course, if like a photographer takes my picture and edit it, I love that
all day long, but I don't know how to do my own.
I wish I did.
I think that's a good thing.
I've really dialed back my editing just because.
Yeah, you look so good.
It's so funny.
Like there's been some where you've like edited and I'm like, they look exactly the same.
Like you'll send me like a picture back.
That looks just like the picture we sent.
Y'all hear this?
Y'all hear that no i really have like tried to because i used to like warp walls
and like make myself a sim like there's nothing wrong with that but it's so funny looking back
at my instagram feed it's like you're you look like a fucking sim i would put blue eyes like
you don't even have blue eyes like it's like you are so embarrassing that's a video you should react
to like go to your very first instagram post and just like scroll back through oh i should
that's a great one i used so much you've been online for so long give so much and i don't delete
anything like on my instagram ever which is so crazy i might got deleted like i don't know a
couple years ago so i don't have any of my old old photos but trisha paytas backup is so iconic
i want to change it i don't know how no one No one knows how. CA, like everyone. I'm like, can someone give me a contact?
Because my Trisha Paytas one
got banned.
So I'm like,
can I have the name at least?
Like back and they're like.
Why did it?
Because spicy?
Yeah.
Yeah.
I was like,
because you used to be able to.
I was like promoting it
and then like one day
they just changed the rules.
I was like,
okay, you're banned.
And the rules are so weird
and meticulous.
Like certain things fly,
certain things don't.
Even with Snapchat,
it's like you can be in
a bikini but you there has to be water in the background on snapchat yeah like if you want to
get monetized on snap it's like you can you can be in a bikini but only if there's a beach or a
water in the background that's crazy why can't you be in a bikini at your house like yeah it's so
weird even like i am a snapper you get paid for it i take yeah I take breaks I just took a break but I'm back on it it's really fun like just showing your whole camera roll to like
like I love doing it for the fans like I feel like they love like feeling like they got to
just go through my camera roll and like I always just write funny things and stuff so you just do
it throughout I never see you snap here that's why I was like oh I take photos throughout the
day and then at night when I get in bed I like upload them all and then is it like is it like
TikTok where they like monetize by ads or is it like a flat fee they pay you?
I think it's monetized by ads that go in between.
So it's dependent on like watch time and how long people click and stuff.
That's why I think – was it with you or someone I was talking about how Khloe Kardashian has like 400 snaps in a day?
Well, did you see – I was just podcasting about this.
And you can cut it if you want because it's kind of crazy.
But like during the fires because –
Yes, Khloe. Yeah, a lot of people have their because i i tried that for a while like i had
two months where i had people running my snap yeah and then i was like hell no stop this now
this is not me this is so embarrassing like i can't like do that and it's so funny because
you can tell whose are like not ran by them is that i would bet my actual literal left leg
my entire leg. I know
for a fact she's not running around. I feel like they were also
just like taking other people's photos. I don't know this for sure
allegedly but it was just like photos of like the
oversight like the whole overview of LA on
fire. No it was like for a fact other people's
content. So what?
And then you're
That for a fact Kris Jenner's gonna come for us. Yeah
you're right you're right. Well I think someone clocked it.
I saw it on TikTok like that it was like someone else's story and like. Cause I'm not on Snapchat but're right. Well, I think someone clocked it. I saw it on TikTok. Like, that it was, like, someone else's story.
Because I'm not on Snapchat, but I saw that.
And I was like, that's crazy.
Also, I saw it on TikTok.
Like, Tana, that is not a locked-in news source.
Like, shut up.
Like, I, oh, my God.
But she did have so many.
And I was like, that's actually wild.
And it's like, how much should she be possibly getting paid?
Because Kardashians make so much money.
Does she need the coin from Snapchat?
Or they probably get paid flat, huh?
Like, a million dollars to be on it or something.
I actually bet that they, I would assume they get paid flat, but even just like
still like that story set probably made her like, if she were getting paid like everyone else,
like a hundred, $200,000. So I guess if you're having someone else do it, it's kind of worth it.
If you pay someone like a couple thousand dollars to do it for you. Yeah. Cause it does take time
to like gather all the content and then like post it every night.
But I just love people that you can tell like they're doing, you know, because it's like, I don't know.
More authentic.
I would do it.
I used to love Snapchat.
Mine got banned too.
And I feel like you have so many like people just love to see like what food you were ordering
or like which outfits you were debating for like before.
And like I just snap photos of everything.
You and Moses being cute.
The kids like all of it.
Oh, that's cute.
Yeah, I feel like Instagram stories. That's where I kind of do I kind of love Instagram
stories I know when TikTok was gonna get banned it's kind of like I've been on Instagram stories
for a minute I love it same that's where I used to be like all my unhinged in bed takes would just
be on my Instagram story because you have you do close friends sometimes so when it turns green I
always click on it because I'm like oh this is so cool like it feels like a little secret or
something it's always something so stupid I use my close friends like as such a like, like the other day I was posting on it.
Like who knows someone who can remove wallpaper?
Like I just love asking.
I do that too.
And then if I change my close friends, depending on that, because it was like people in our
area, I'm like, does anyone know, have a good recommendation for like someone to help with
their lawn or something, you know?
But it's so good.
People are just like helpful.
I love a little green circle moment.
Me too.
I think I'm the only on your close friends. I don't think i'm on anyone else's because i never see it on
anyone else's oh my god that makes me feel so special but how many people are on your close
friends literally like 2 000 but that's on it yeah i i literally do put everyone on it but that's
just because i always need something so what's the point of doing close friends rather than just
your story because then i it's like my fans i don't need to be like bothering them with like,
hey,
I need wallpaper removal
in the valley.
They might know.
Sometimes they know though.
That's why I love,
that's true,
they do.
I love doing a little poll
and being like,
hey,
does anyone know this?
And I always will get emails
because I have like a little email
on my,
it's like a Yahoo email
on my Instagram
and I always get emails like,
oh,
if you still need this,
you know.
Oh,
that's amazing.
Yeah,
but I guess wallpaper,
yes.
Yeah,
that's like a little.
Did you ever find someone?
I did find someone.
Well,
it's just wild with buying a house. Like, everything costs $ wallpaper, yes. Yeah, that's like a little. Did you ever find someone? I did find someone. Well, it's just wild with buying a house.
Like, everything costs $10,000.
Everything is so.
Wait till you get a roof repaired.
We had to do that.
Half of our roof was like $40,000.
And I'm like, we're waiting for the other half.
Live on dry on one side.
I like, I picked up my own roof.
Already?
Yes.
Oh, well, it probably was already there.
You probably didn't cause it.
Like, because you haven't had a rain yet in your house right um i don't think so but i had an inspection
yeah but we had a lot of leaks yeah yeah because our house was like that too so you probably
yeah yeah it was there because like when we went into this house when we got this house too we had
the inspection and yeah when we had the first rain i mean we probably had like 10 leaks going
everywhere it's just crazy.
It's like something new every day.
Like my HVAC system, like my heating and air conditioning.
Oh yeah, I saw.
And like just, it's so, and I'm like so temperature specific.
And then it's, it's going to be like $30,000.
And I'm like, I just miss renting for that reason. I always say this.
I was a renting queen.
Like, like you're so like. Wendy's most important deal of the day has a fresh lineup pick any two
breakfast items for four dollars new four-piece french toast sticks bacon or sausage wrap biscuit
or english muffin sandwiches small hot coffee and more limited time only at participating Wendy's
taxes extra you got it so young I didn't get this house like I was like 32 or something like that
um but everyone always made fun of me for renting and until like, I was like 32 or something like that.
But everyone always made fun of me for renting and be like, oh my God, she still rents.
Like, that's so embarrassing.
But it's like, you get everything taken care of.
You don't have to put any of your own money into it.
And like, yeah.
You care about less too, just in general.
Yeah, for sure.
Even just watching all my friends during the fires pack a suitcase of their favorite jackets and then dipping out no care in the world.
I was like, I'm gonna, I need a straight jacket like everyone's like well what you like what are you
bringing what's your evacuation like what's your this you know we're all talking about it and it's
like i just want my house to survive like that's the saddest part is like the heidi spencer because
they like they talk about it like how they're put all their like people are like you're rich you're
rich and like no everything all their money was in the house like and that's most people like most people are asset rich over cash rich us too and it takes
years to get insurance money and it's just like if you have the insurance money like it's just
such a thing oh yeah they had to it was actually really sad like everyone had to like drag me out
of the house i was like screaming and crying like it just says everything i worked for and it being
so soon yeah you just got like,
it's like,
Oh my God.
Like,
please.
Yeah.
Bad fires.
I remember when Shane got his house in where he lives,
there was like huge fires and he had to evacuate.
He was like so sexy.
I just got the house.
Yeah.
It's wild.
And obviously I'm sure so many people went through that and so much worse.
It's just,
this has been the craziest.
It like makes me want to leave LA.
Honestly.
It's a lot of people
haven't joey was saying that too because he was like the air quality and just like everything is
just it's so different now and it's there were two new fires two nights ago um there was one
on sepolvita which was like also like not that far from me and also like sepolvita is so um city
it's so like but i don't know if i always forget, not suburb. What's the opposite?
Urban.
Urban, yeah.
Like it's literally like a major road that connects Beverly Hills and the Valley and
like all of these places.
And I was like, and then the other one I could, there's another one in Santa Clarita, which
I can see directly from my house.
Oh, I saw from your story, yeah.
Like it just so.
It's still happening and it's still.
I can't unpack my stuff even.
I have all my stuff in suitcases by the door because it's like I just saw a major new fire from my balcony.
Like I'm just like, it's so, I'm sure everyone in LA feels this way right now, but it's just like when is this going to end?
Is this going to end?
Yeah.
Maybe not because we always have fires here.
It just always happens.
And it's just making me want to peace out.
But Maui had the fires too. I mean, it's kind of me want to go to mom but now we have the
fires i mean it's kind of crazy you just think like where do you go you know yeah it's it's it
is so nuts idaho montana yeah vegas i'm trying to go to it i just told most of them i mean my
long-term goal is like i want like a residency like donnie's been there 25 years i love that
it is that is like so lit but i will say even i just evacuated in vegas for like 10 days
yeah and after being there on like day 10 you just it's a dark place really yeah i guess i
haven't been there that long i do love it i'm such a different vegas person that i love going to like
you know the elvis arama and which i don't think anymore but i love going to like the fun little
yeah the fun stuff is fun i just think it's like an entire city that kind of runs off of sex, drugs, alcohol, gambling, money murder.
You know, like it's –
Yeah, that's true.
You start to feel that energy, you know.
Yeah, that's probably true.
I love a Harrah's.
You need to hang out there more.
I know.
Maybe you'll feel the family vibes.
You're so right.
It's more wholesome.
Ruth's Chris is just like a wholesome family vibe. Yeah o'clock and it's great we're gonna go and we're gonna
stay at harrah's and i'm gonna i don't the last time i probably even like walked in that harrah's
i was probably like four years old that's wow like i'm excited talk about leaks we were there
one time and it was just like pouring in the middle of the literally casino lobby and there's
like buckets in the middle i was like
this is this is a vibe it's relatable yeah i love all the food there the pizza there we always we
have a suite but right before we went there i think it was harrah someone was saying like the
hotel people were getting in with their keys you know like into people's rooms
so i put like i mean most put the stroller by the door because i always do that yeah
because you never know i was just like planet playing a Hollywood allegedly was all of this.
Like they also are the same thing where people were just like, like, I guess employees, cause
they had the keys.
We're just like going into people's rooms, like robbing people while they slept and like
left.
Have you ever seen that movie prom night with Brittany snow?
And Oh yeah.
There's like a killer.
Yeah.
Yeah.
The killer.
Like that was, I remember the first time I killer yes yes but the killer like that was i remember the first time i
ever watched that the killer like killed one of the hotel people and then took her like all access
keys to get in and like i've forever been afraid of that like ever since i saw that movie so real
yeah people probably are just doing that crazy stop watching horror movies i think they plant
too many ideas in my head to stop i was having like the worst i was like such a pick me back
in the day where i was like i love love horror films. So I was like watching like specifically hostile
because like Eli Roth is on MySpace. I was like, I'm going to love hostile. So I was like watching
the second one specifically. It was with women being tortured. And I was like, this is some
anyways. I was like the last one movie I watched because I started like manifesting like all this
like gruesome violence in my life. And I was like, let me just. Yeah, it is like it is crazy. Last
night I was like watching Dexter to like fall asleep. I was like, I watching Dexter to fall asleep. You said you love Dexter.
I do so much.
It's my favorite show.
I can't watch.
I guess I like you, but it's not so violent.
Dexter's more like killings.
A lot more killings, honestly.
But it's the same thing as Joe.
Yeah, you're rooting for him.
And it's the original Michael C. Hall?
No, actually.
It's a spinoff called Original Sin.
And they cast Patrick.
I don't remember his last name.
What's he from?
Do you know?
I don't know, but I went and stalked him on Instagram, and he's dating Matt Apatow, and they're serving.
I love seeing who people are dating, even if I'm fully obviously married with kids. I'm just nosy.
Who are they dating?
I'm so nosy.
Patrick Gibson, he plays, so this season is like young Dexter, like showing him growing up and stuff.
And like he plays Michael C. Hall and they're like uncanny.
It's like the facial expressions and stuff.
It's really cool.
Is Michael C. Hall coming back?
I saw something with him like in Dexter.
Well, he did the voice of all, he had produced this.
Like because Dexter's very much like you in the sense of like the.
Narration.
Yeah, thank you. It would have taken me in the sense of like the – Yeah. Thank you.
It would have taken me an hour to think of the word narration.
So there's a lot of times where – have you ever seen behind the scenes of that?
So like when they're filming you, it's just like silence because like it's a lot of them just like staring at each other because the narration's happening.
So is that the same thing where there's like nothing happening in the scene, you just hear the narration?
Still, there's more talking on Dexter than you.
But like yes, a lot of narration and like, almost like he'll be talking,
but then like,
Michael C. Hall
will be voicing
his like,
inner thoughts
that are completely different
than like,
what he's saying,
you know?
Very you then.
Yes.
Which came first?
Dexter came first
and I do think,
that's why I like you.
I've always said,
it's kind of like Dexter inspired.
Yeah.
In my opinion.
But more like romantic,
it seems.
Yes,
and more,
yeah,
like intentions are different.
Yeah.
But still like, where you like the bad guy and like his narration like is humanizing him and, you know.
That's the crazy thing.
Would you, you should be on like a, if you were on a TV show, I feel like you'd be like on American Horror Story or something like that.
You know what I mean?
It'd be so fun.
I just.
You're trying, you are going to act, right?
Well, no, I went and did an audition.
I don't think I got it.
Wait, when?
I don't think I got it.
When did you do an audition? I had no idea. Oh my God don't think I got it. Wait, when? I don't think I got it. When did you do an audition?
I had no idea.
Oh, my God.
I thought I told you.
Wow, that's crazy.
A TV or movie?
For a movie.
What?
I don't know if I'm allowed to talk about it, but.
Were you doing a self-tape at home?
No, I went in and.
Wow.
I might have to bleep some of the things I said.
Trisha, I'm really honestly not good at acting.
Like I don't think I got it.
Like I just-
You probably are better than you think.
I just suck at like becoming someone else,
letting go of the cringe factor.
My memory's really bad.
So when it comes to lines,
I'm like always gonna like mess them up and not remember.
And it's like, it's nuts.
Acting is so hard.
Like I literally was saying like people coming at Austin Butler for like turning into Elvis. and not remember. And it's like, it's nuts. Acting is so hard. Like,
I literally was saying,
like,
people coming at Austin Butler
for like turning into Elvis,
it's like,
I would have,
that's the only way I could do it
is method act.
It's like,
I would be Elvis
for the rest of my life.
Like,
I completely,
I can't even.
And the character
was very ditzy
and bubbly
and like this.
And like,
I just also,
that's,
you know,
that's,
I don't,
I'm not like this and flippant and matter of you know that's I don't I'm not like this
and flippant and matter of fact this is good and you look like it you look the part you could
channel it it was really hard and I'm like pretty sure they gave it to someone else and I appreciate
them for even you know wanting me but it is like just when it comes out do you think you could
talk about it like do you think you'd be like I auditioned for that part I love when people say
that I'm always like that's so cool it is and it is like just it made me have so much respect for
the acting world it also just like made me sad I think because I'm not passionate about it and
people want it their whole lives and I'm like give it to somebody who deserves this I'm so
I love acting like I've never done it but I love doing it like I think it's so cool but I'm just
I feel like you do love it it It's hard. It's hard as...
Like those 18-hour days of being someone else and memorizing it all and your eye lines and
where your hands go and your emotions.
It sounds fun to be someone else.
I just always want to be someone else.
I'm always like, oh, it's so great.
That part is cool.
You know what I mean?
Just getting to like...
I love a cosplay.
Especially...
Right.
And then you have other people playing with you.
How fun is that?
You know what I mean?
It is.
And I wish I was better at it. I had an acting coach help me. And like,
even just that was like, even just meeting with her, it was like, I find this to be so hard. I
want to cry. I don't like this. Like, honestly, like it just is. It wasn't enjoyable. Yeah.
Honestly. And I like most things I do. I think it comes natural to other people. I feel like I'm more of a host.
I'm more of a.
Yeah.
Personality.
I guess.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's the only thing I can kind of do,
I guess.
I don't know.
Kind of same.
I've kind of come to terms with it.
Like I would love to be an actor,
but maybe it's not in the cards for me.
I've never had an audition though.
I could see you doing it.
I would love to just go on an audition.
Cause you commit and you are able to kind of lose yourself in these worlds more.
I'm like,
so.
I would like to.
And like a lot of acting too I think is being embracing cringe.
Yeah.
And then like I get so like self-actualizing in my head.
I feel the same.
Or I feel like I'd be acting like myself.
Kind of like Kim Kardashian in American Horror Story.
I feel like that'd be me.
Just like me being myself in like every role that I'm in.
That's the thing.
I would have to have someone want me so bad that they would want to like.
Like yes.
Yeah.
Cause like being, it was hard for me.
It was so hard.
Yeah.
But that's fun that you got that.
Would you think you'd do another one if you, is there like.
I think that obviously a lot of times I'm sure you could agree with this, like certain
things come your way and it's like, you just don't say no.
Right.
Of course.
And that was one of those things.
It's like, I'm not going to say no to this, but like.
And you went in somewhere.
Yeah. And there was, but there was a part of me, even while auditioning where I was like in those things it's like I'm not gonna say no to this but like and you went in somewhere yeah and
there was but there was a part of me even while auditioning where I was like in my head like I
I don't ever want to do this again so badly that I hope this goes to someone else like even just
coming back to do this again on set like too much it sucks because like I wish yeah but I just I'm
maybe the right project if like something I didn't know you did that that's so exciting it was fun
it was cool so talk to me speaking of just exciting things not to like just trisha by your show but like
broadway you announced the people yeah my group chat was a blaze everyone was gagged over rachel
zegler yes oh my god yeah when this comes out it'll have happened the night before so yeah i'm
like so i'm very nervous we're filming this before yeah it's right at the grammy so so many people can't come moses can't come because we don't have someone this before. Yeah. It's right at the Grammys. So many people can't come.
Moses can't come because we don't have someone for the kids.
It's really sad.
I won't be at the Grammys, so I'm good.
I got an offer to host a red carpet for the Grammys.
And you can't because of this, right?
Yes.
My agent, I didn't tell you, but did you see the text from my agent this morning?
It was like, they followed up.
They're like, oh, someone wants you to, but they know I'm doing this.
I know.
Like, obviously so thankful for the Broadway show, but i was kind of like i think my lifelong dream has been to be on a red carpet and i'm gone for the oscars too because i'm on tour
and i'm like damn and people always like this it'll come around again but will it i don't know
it absolutely will for you i know it for a fact but i'm so sad yeah that's the worst one like
i mean it's the it's the biggest blessing. Like, I mean, it's the, it's the
biggest blessing, but also like you wish you could be two places. It was like, I haven't even fully,
I haven't even actually gone online since announcing. Cause I actually just, um, like it's,
it's, it feels not real. Like it feels like so surreal. And like, I really do love Rachel
Zegler. I've talked about this so many times on podcast, but I'll talk about it again. It's like,
I was tweeting her videos when she was like 14 years old. Like I was like, this girl's so
talented. She's just someone that I like like wish I could have that career you know
yeah west side story like come on it's so their game even this Blake Lively I don't even have you
talked about this at all on your cancel no we talk about all the time here and it's like so
interesting what is your take on it do you follow it I've been following it so intently and it's
hard because I think the information comes out every single day that is almost like opinion swaying, you know, like it's, yeah,
it changes daily. It looks like she wasn't the easiest on set, but obviously if anything
happened to her, that's like not right. Then that's not right. I think it's so hard. Cause
like in the, with the media and with people,
people never want to accept that there could be multiple wrongs.
You know,
people want to pick a side and people want to,
you know,
so it could be one of those situations.
But I also have been seeing a lot of theories that like she was mad about a lot of things and then that's why she tried to do it.
And they,
you know,
thought Justin Baldoni was the one to,
you know,
pick on.
Yeah.
And then maybe, I don't know.
I'm excited to see where this goes.
And now the author who was like on Blake Lively's side has completely deleted her Instagram,
Colleen Hoover.
One of the actresses who supported her has completely.
So it's like all this new stuff comes out because everyone was like, first everyone's
on Justin's side.
Then Blake comes with a complaint and everyone's on Blake's side.
Then now everyone, now they're unfollowing her and deleting the supportive posts.
And it's just like, what is happening?
Because it's very Amber Heard,
Johnny Depp,
where it's just like,
there's no winner.
Like,
everyone looks kind of bad.
Everyone doesn't know who,
yeah.
Like you said,
and I think with Johnny Depp
and Amber Heard,
I think there was,
like,
I think they're both victims
and both,
you know what I mean?
Like,
so it's kind of.
People can just have
a crazy situation.
That's the thing.
Like,
it's so layered.
Like,
that,
did you see the footage
from the movie getting released though yes what were your thoughts on that because i thought that
was i was like i'm confused by it kind of i found it interesting that he he was definitely the first
to bring up their partners he was definitely oh he was i didn't see that part yeah he was the
first to mention their you know their significant others and draw that boundary and then he was also you know he calls cut and then immediately switches like yeah if i watched that
my opinion miss girl was sprung that's what i was saying and i was like i saw no chemistry and i was
like that's one thing we only disagree on this thing and i was just like but i thought the same
thing i was like she was so into it which i don't blame i've said this about acting is like, you have to be like attracted to the person.
Like, you know, that's why you have good chemistry.
So what is acting?
What is not?
And yeah.
And it's just, it is so wild.
The compartmentalization that you have to do with your emotions to be an actor and then
not fall for people.
Like, you know what I mean?
Sandra Jackson Parker is like, that's why people fall in love on movie sets because
like, you don't know, like Like are you acting or are you not?
Because you're obviously like if you have chemistry, you're attracted to the person.
You know what I mean?
So it's like you're not attracted to the character.
You're attracted to Justin Baldoni who looks like the character.
You know what I mean?
So it's like that's what everyone's saying.
And she has – there was a whole TikTok.
And I am more neutral than people think on this because it is such a back and forth thing.
But there was a whole history of like Blake Lively dating all her co-stars.
So like she dated Penn Badgley.
There was another guy
after that that I didn't know,
Ryan Reynolds,
she obviously fell in love with
on Green Lantern
when they were both
in relationships.
Oh yeah,
and he was with
Scarlett Johansson, right?
And then they got divorced
a few months later.
Yeah,
and obviously she falls in love
and I probably would too.
Probably why I shouldn't
be an actor
because I probably would too.
I was watching
A Complete
Unknown with Timothee Chalamet yeah how was it and um it's it was the best thing I've ever well
I love Bob Dylan though so like I think which is very random of me honestly I know that for you
but like it could have been the worst movie ever and I think I would have loved it just because I
love the songs and the lore yeah but he was just the original like musician who doesn't give a
about you you know or anyone like
really what do you mean like a player or yeah kind of like bob dylan like is very famous for
not really giving a you know like like he won a nobel peace prize he's he's the only musician
ever to have won a nobel peace prize he didn't show up oh like he like he doesn't he doesn't
he like really where is he now is he like very but just vibing. Does he come to the premiere or anything?
No, but it's so Bob Dylan.
He doesn't care?
He's not coming.
He tweeted about it and everyone is even gagged just at the fact that he acknowledged it.
Did you think it was actually him or you think someone tweeted for him?
I don't know.
He probably did not care.
He's probably like, if he really is that person, he's like, whatever.
But even just
watching timmy sing with the girl who was playing joan baez i was like i would fold like a watch
yeah that's what i'm saying like if i was kindly watching that i would be sick because you know
that wanted him i know i don't think i could i could never be with an actor for that reason
because also they do fall in love with brad pitt and angelina jolie he was married to jennifer
aniston when he fell in love with her. I like,
I know every single
fucking detail
down to the dates
about that situation.
Really?
You were like obsessed?
I'm so passionate
because it's like,
obviously Angelina Jolie
is that girl,
but so is Jen Aniston.
I know.
She was just
especially then
so mistreated.
I know.
You know,
like,
and I just
and people were so mean to her
because they're like,
oh,
it's because she didn't want kids. I wanted to have kids like yeah and the media
exactly like people just cooked her for things that weren't true and like I just I'm sure she's
so peaceful and like happy now and everything but just like knowing that there was a point in time
where she didn't get the story she wanted and I don't know I mean look I want to believe that too
but god I think I would be devastated. That's what I'm saying.
Like, how do you get over that?
Like someone, it's like you're this perfect couple.
You're like so in love.
And then it's like, think about Brangelina.
They were so big.
Yeah. Like, oh my, I like have goosebumps.
It's insane.
You get to see them have this big family and that's so hard to see anyway.
But imagine it's the most famous person in the world and you just see that everywhere.
It's just like, I'm, I'm so passionate about just like wanting to forever hug Jennifer Aniston in that like scenario.
It did kind of give her like America's sweetheart.
Like everyone kind of like rallied behind her.
And I feel like forever she's that girl that people are just like want to be behind.
And people were just crazy.
Like just the team Jen, team Angelina.
Oh yeah, those shirts.
It was insane.
The time period.
I guess, and, like, I never, like, it's always sad to see someone's, like, downfall, but
I guess maybe, like, them not having a happy ending, maybe she feels somewhat, like, happy.
Well, yeah, I was going to say, like, yeah, that's, like, that is crazy how.
You never, like.
It's sad how Brad and Angelina ended, too, obviously.
That's what I'm saying, is, like, that ending, maybe it makes her feel a little better.
I don't know.
That sounds weird, but I think if you're in a relationship, you kind of know how that goes. Like, if you see them not being happy, you're like, obviously. That's what I'm saying. It's like that ending, maybe it makes her feel a little better. I don't know. That sounds weird. But I think if you're in a relationship, you kind of
know how that goes. Like if you see them not being happy, you're like, well. If someone does you
wrong and like cheats on you with someone else, like you're always going to love to see that end.
It really is like that saying where it's like, I guess I don't know how, like I said, there was
more and stuff like that, but it's just like, yeah, people, it's like the Chloe situation,
right? Like she met Tristan when he was with someone and she was pregnant and then
Chloe got she on when she was pregnant I'm like how the pattern is so real and it is sad it's sad
I've never understood the lose them how you got them thing is just so real like I could never
that's it ever ever ever ever be the side thing the be that never works out because it's just like
I would then forever be afraid that this man was going to do that to me.
Always is the case.
I feel like I've been definitely side-piece.
Sometimes I knew it.
Sometimes I didn't.
That's true.
There's been times in my life where I just didn't know.
Yeah, yeah.
And then you find out and then you're like, of course that makes sense.
Yeah.
There's been times where I kind of knew.
And it's just like, yeah, it never works out.
It's never happy.
You're constantly worried.
And where are they at?
It's just the worst situation.
And it's just so sad.
Like, ugh.
But yeah, the Blake Lively, I thought the same.
Did you know Justin Baldoni before all this?
No, I had no idea who he was.
That's how I was too.
We were talking about it last year and we talked about it.
Someone's like, you should go watch Gene the Virgin, which I love.
I feel like he would love it too.
It's like a show that was on for like six seasons and he's like one of the stars of
the show and he's like, he's actually so good in it.
And so we've been binging it.
Oh, I might want to binge that.'s really good i might start that tonight oh my
god i loved it it was on netflix now we watch it on like voodoo or something like that but it's so
voodoo it's so funny it's like a telenovela it's so good it's like i'll tune in i need a new show
anyways and i like have you seen hacks love love i like started that and i've been kind of watching
oh my god so good it won like all like the Golden Globes.
I believe that.
I love it so much.
I love any show with like an older woman being the lead.
That's why I wanted to watch Substance or like Last Showgirl.
I'm like, it's so good.
I love it.
We need to see Last Showgirl.
I just.
Do you think it's out?
I don't even know if it's like out still.
Like, oh, like still in theaters?
Or streaming.
I hope it's streaming though, honestly.
We should just like brought on a couch and watch it.
I think about like hanging out.
And I'm like, that would be such a weird thing.
I don't know if we've ever hung out.
Yeah, we like literally.
It's so.
Like we need to.
The other day I was really getting on myself.
But it's just like you and I are both so busy.
So busy.
And then it's like.
We can barely have time to podcast.
Like it's like.
Yes.
And then I never want to bother you.
It's funny today.
I was like, I really want to ask Trisha to watch the last show girl.
And then I was like, am I going to annoy her?
Like I don't.
No, I like the idea of it it it's so funny because i like never
hang out i've never hung out with like people but like i kind of miss it i was talking about
joey about like hanging out with shane and joey back in the day it's like i kind of like liked
it but yeah i don't know it's like we need to do it and then be awkward well no you wouldn't i would
i know myself i'm a very awkward person like literally no you wouldn't that's a baby for like
five minutes but then i think we'd have
so much fun because i was like watching a movie at someone's house is like also awkward because
it's like where do i sit do i like cross my legs or do i eat can i order food what if i get hungry
what if i had to go to the bathroom multiple times it's me you're gonna just like really
learn how little i give a or even like think about things like that you know what i mean like just
so like i don't give you know the night we went out we did go one time with you guys to
Buffalo Wild Wings that actually was so much fun that was probably the last time we ever been out
yeah that if anything I think would be more like awkward or something like we should just do
something cute no yeah or like go shopping maybe we give ourselves a task no that's so awkward
and then so do you stick by each other when you're shopping or do we go separate ways?
I think we have moments.
You and I also have similar tastes.
So I think that we would both like be gagging over similar things probably.
Like bedazzled things and like, you know.
I just, yeah, I think I'm just being so awkward.
So you think shopping is the most awkward?
The most awkward.
Okay, what's the, I think a movie is in the middle.
Movie, at least I guess you have to talk so much so you can just watch a movie.
But then I'm like, do we talk because we're hanging out or do we do it in silence?
I love a silent movie.
Me too.
I like people who yap through a whole movie.
It's like, it makes me want to die.
Are you on your phone during the movie?
No.
I'll maybe check my phone once or twice, like quickly, but no.
He knows I hate that.
I'm like, what are you looking at?
Can you, I'll pause the movie.
I'll be like, okay, watch.
I'll wait. Yeah. Like we're watching this together. Like it I hate that. I'm like, what are you looking at? I'll pause the movie. I'll be like, okay, watch. Always. Yeah, like
we're watching this together. Like it drives me nuts.
He's not on it too much, but yeah, I don't like
when people are on their phone. That's what I'm saying. I think I'm just like too,
I don't know, just weird.
We will find a thing.
Okay. Maybe Last Show Girl would be cute.
I'm trying to think of. I want to see your house.
We can also come here, but this used to be a movie theater
room, but. Oh, the dark walls.
That makes sense. There's a screen behind here and then this was um oh it's like
it's the perfect size for that that's so funny proof and it's everything we used to watch movies
in here oh wait that's cute theater room we do have a theater room but we're kind of just using
it as like a living room almost like those are better i'm debating if i want to have like the
upstairs formal living room with like no tv oh Oh, what would you do in there?
Well, that's what it is right now.
And I'm like debating if it should be a painting or a TV.
Like am I so grown that it's a painting?
No, have a TV.
We have a TV in every room.
Because that's the thing.
Even during the fires, we were all like trying to watch the news.
And I was like, I don't have a TV up here.
Like what do we do?
Yeah, you're just sitting around.
Because even if you have the TV in the room, you can turn it off.
You don't have to have it on.
They have ones that like look like a painting.
Those are sick. I think I want that that that way it looks bougie but everything
is just thousands of dollars i'm like jesus samsung send me a tv our tvs when we moved in
this house what do we have like 10 tvs or something we have one in the gym we have like tvs everywhere
i mean literally probably cost like 15 000 it was like crazy my fridge is small i need a garage
fridge now yeah like it's just everything is so damn expensive.
Don't feel bad if you do not own a house because let me just tell you, it sucks money out of
you.
And like, yes, I guess at the end, in theory, you're supposed to make money.
But when you put so much into it, you kind of just break even at the end of the day,
which is like not bad.
At least you're not losing money, I guess, like rent.
I feel like the only way people really like make, make profit is if they like rent their
house out and then get another property.
And then like, do you know what I mean? Like, I see that on Instagram where it's like, here's
how to become wealthy. They're like, buy a house, rent it out and then do this. And like for the
next two years, like, it's like, it's smart. Yeah. It's just overwhelming us. Now it's like,
I'm going to put all my love into this house and then just rent it to some family with like
lint licking kids. Get it the court of it all. You know, I got sued the other day.
Like literally I just had to pay the settlement
today have you ever been sued by a photographer or a paparazzi or anything for using the photos
um I think they feel like people have been like oh take it down or whatever but like I
I've never gotten sued no one has ever been so kind enough to tell me to take it down don't
they have to do that before they sue you? Like a cease and desist almost?
No,
not,
and these people do it for cash grabs.
They do it for cash grabs.
I,
it's photos I posted of me from Coachella,
a photo of me that I screenshot it from my tagged photos.
I posted it from Coachella.
I posted on my grid and I had to pay these people $16,000 for this one photo.
$16,000. I one photo $16,000
I just had to write the check and it's like
if I go to court I'm gonna lose
cause they own the rights to the photo
the law, that's the law unfortunately
and the cost for my litigation
would be damn near $16,000
that's so true
and that's how they get all these celebrities
and like people because it's like no one's gonna pay
could you just have deleted it?
No.
And then like.
Then if you go to court, you'll be like, well, just delete it.
Yeah.
And then they give you like some people discounts for deleting it or whatever.
They said she can leave it up.
We don't care.
We want $16,000.
They started at like $25,000.
That's.
And then my lawyer.
Oh, she did have a lawyer that negotiated.
My lawyer worked it down.
But this has happened to me like five times now.
What?
And like, hello, my mortgage. Like I'm literally pissed. Quite literally pissed. Oh my God. It a lawyer that negotiated. My lawyer worked it down. But this has happened to me like five times now. What? I'm like, hello?
My mortgage?
Like I'm literally pissed.
Quite literally pissed.
Oh my God.
It's a photo of me.
That's what's – I don't understand either.
Even photographers – I have worked with really great ones.
But even when you pay a photographer to take a picture of you, they technically still own
the rights to that photo.
Which I'm like, I paid you for it though.
I don't understand it at all.
We found that out with like our wedding.
They're like, well, we own these photos.
Like you don't.
And we paid so much money. Like literally like five figures for our photos. And they're like, we can't understand it at all. With like our wedding, they're like, well, we own these photos like you don't. And we paid so much money.
Like literally like five figures for our photos. And they're like,
we can't send them to you. You paid us to take
pictures of you, but we own the photos.
So they were crazy.
Scammetry. Scammetry. That's wild.
Like literally. What do you mean you own a photo of me?
That I paid you for. And they're like, well, you just paid me
to take the photo. Okay, well,
what? That's actually
diabolical. Oh my God. I was so pissed. The photo industry What? I want to get that. That's actually diabolical. Oh, my God.
I was so pissed.
The photo industry, if you want to be a scammer out there, get a paparazzi camera, go take
photos of celebrities, hope they post them, and then sue them.
That's why.
Like, so nuts.
That's like Hollywood Fix, too.
When he would, like, film people, he's, like, just forcing collabs on people.
Yeah.
Like, I remember he was, like, filming people, and he's like, this is the collab of it all.
Yeah, it's so insane.
That was such an insane time.
I'm happy that time is over.
The Hollywood Fix era?
Is he not out there anymore?
Yes.
I haven't seen him in a long time.
And like even when I go to the hot spots, you know, now, like no one's outside.
What are the hot spots now?
It was like catch.
I don't know now.
I'm just saying the Hollywood fix ones.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
Like a Saddle Ranch.
Is Saddle Ranch still around?
I think so.
I think it'll always be around.
It was in like Sex and the City.
But is it still like a thing?
No. I don't think anything is anymore. That's what I was wondering. Like what's the always be around. It was in like Sex and the City. But is it still like a thing? No.
I don't think anything is anymore.
That's what I was wondering.
Like what's the hot spots now that people go to?
Someone tried to invite me to a party the other night and the title of this party was
TikTok Riz Party.
And I was like, I'm too old.
That one is crazy.
Like getting invited to people's 21st birthdays.
I'm like, haven't you been 21 for five years?
Like what do you mean you're just now? Like I i can't like get me so far away from that it is interesting so now
that you're like out of hollywood do you find yourself like going over there a lot no not like
even when i was in holly because i lived in hollywood for the last like years like this when
i stopped drinking especially it's like i just i don't i don't know i just go out and i see all
these people that i've seen out at parties for the last five years or it's like the younger newer
generation the tiktokers and they're all hammered and it's like i did that for so long like it's
just it's not my environment anymore you do have the best editors it's so funny how many little
off-camera moments we have i wish you guys could get the raw tea funny because he's so meticulous
that like um when i went to the bathroom multiple times during that love line you know you guys could get the raw tea. And he's so funny because he's so meticulous that like when I went to the bathroom multiple
times during that love line, you know, you guys were still talking.
But he like listens to make sure like nothing gets like left out.
So like he could cut the segment, obviously, in which he did.
But he's like, you know, I have to listen to him when I come back or whatever.
So he's like the stuff.
He's like, oh, I heard them talking about this person, this person.
It's like so funny.
It's so funny.
Because editors do know everything.
They get everything.
Yeah.
Oh, my God.
My editor, J-Rod, I owe him my life.
He's seen everyone
naked he knows all the tea like it's just they can like totally expose you like i had jimmy cut
out stuff and i'm like there's so many times where he could be like look at what i cut out you know
what i mean i think about it all the time even with canceled the other day i was exposing people
and then i was like this all has to go and now all these people have this footage like yeah yeah
well it's kind of like the mcbroom family when like they forgot to edit out the part of him being like pissed at katherine like they
were like vlogging and he's like what the fuck and they forgot to edit that out and like they
probably have editors and then like an editor forgot to do that i would be so especially with
kids yeah oh my god it's so bad do you remember that girl too who like got caught she uploaded
the raw footage of her like abusing her dog. Oh, yeah, kind of. That was wild.
Yeah, and people were just like, what?
It's like, how did you?
You know what?
Or with the kids like being like, okay, pretend like you're sad.
And the kid's like, I am sad.
Yeah, like that is.
You will never catch me doing that.
Pretend like you're sad.
It's like.
That's the most wild thing.
That's crazy.
It is crazy that like just the exploitation certain people have their children
i think it's the end of the family vloggers we were just talking about a documentary that's out
now about the stouffers i think the one who adopted they had a child for with special needs
from china i believe and they had him for two years and then gave him back you said stouffers
and i was just thinking about lasagna oh the stouffouffer is frozen. We can order stouffer.
We should probably order food.
We are getting to that past the – I was like, it's an hour and a half, and now it's past that hour and a half.
But it's a documentary about family vloggers.
It was a family of vloggers who like gave their child back.
They had him for like two and a half years and then like rehomed the child.
And they specifically wanted a child –
What do you mean?
Yeah.
And they specifically asked for a child with special needs, got a child with special needs,
and they're like, actually, we need to rehome him and they like they profited off him for like two and a half years
and send him back yeah and they have their own children that is so it's so sad and that like
just the moral story they ended up saying like oh you know there was problems with our other kids
that's why you'd rehome him but it's like just don't put any of that out there because it's not
the kid's fault like he also has issues that he's going through and it makes me so sad that is so
sad wow i'm like slight new fear unlocked though i've never thought about like having kids adopting
a kid and then having problems with the children i mean you could get them help and i guess they
said they did i guess in like their defense not like that but i guess it's the same thing though
as like if you had birthed gave birth to a third kid and they came in and were like a tyrant to the
family like what are you gonna do to get them get them help yeah like you can't just pass them off it's the same thing though as like if you had birthed, gave birth to a third kid and they came in and were like a tyrant to the family,
like what are you going to do?
you just have to get them,
get them help of some form.
Like you can't just
pass them off to a,
I guess now he's with
someone who's like
a full-time nurse
that like knows how to take care of you.
That's amazing.
But yeah,
that is,
I mean it's scary.
Like you said,
even if you birth the kid
and they like,
you know,
that happens.
I mean,
that is so crazy
because I really want to adopt
so it's like so wild.
I think,
yeah,
I think it's,
they're like a weird case
and I have a hard time believing some of the stuff they say. Yeah's like so wild. I think, yeah, I think it's, they're like a weird case and I have a hard time believing
some of the stuff they say.
Yeah, that's wild.
All these like family,
just like,
I feel like in the past like year or two,
I've just seen so much
people are fun.
Yeah.
It's crazy because the world
has always been like this,
but now with the internet,
it just gives people more.
People just,
especially TikTok,
it's like random people too
that are not even like
trying to be influencers
and making money.
They're just like putting it all
out for the world.
I'm like,
let's keep some of that stuff crazy but
yeah keep it secret keep it locked i always thought this was big by the way this this
birkin like whenever i see it i just thought it was the big one and i had no idea it was the mini
one in the mini it's it's honestly so yeah it's kind of cute in person i have a big one i have
the pink one like paris h has. And I do love that.
It also lost its value, but.
I watched your video about all the Birkins.
I didn't know you had three.
I have like five at one point.
I forgot to say I had an ostrich one.
No, it was pink.
Yeah, I was like, was it ostrich or alligator?
I know we're wrapping up.
Is it alligator?
Alligator probably.
And so, yeah, I bought it.
This is like so, again, don't ever do this.
Like I went broke after this.
It was like $68,000. This one bag. This pink like lizard. Again, don't ever do this. Like I went broke after this. It was like $68,000.
This one bag.
This pink like lizard.
What was it?
Alligator.
Pink alligator.
This is a lot.
So I'm like, you know.
Yeah.
Millions of dollars a month, which is like never happened.
Obviously, I lost all the money.
Like don't do it.
Regretted.
Anyways.
So when we needed the cash, I sold this bag.
And like I went through the person who sold it to me. Did you profit?
Well, that's the thing.
So we sold it on like, what is it?
What's that fancy one?
The RealReal?
No.
First dibs.
Oh, okay.
That's like real fancy.
And I saw it sell and it was like $98,000 or something like that.
And I was like, okay, work.
You profited.
Well, then the girl who helped me sell it, who sold me this bag,
she was like, well, I get a fee and then this.
And it ended up, she gave me exactly the amount I paid for it back.
This is your fee, $16,000.
Damn it.
So she bought it.
She's smart though.
Even this bag, it came with the original receipt from Hermes, the yellow, before the bling.
And it was only $7,000 and I paid $48,000 for this.
$7,000 is crazy though the way the times have changed.
Because they got it in Paris and whatever.
And then the bedazzled made it lose its value.
So when I was trying to sell it, I bought it for $48,000.
I was trying to sell it.
No one even wanted $7,000.
They're like, well, it's bedazzled.
Have you received a crazy offer?
Do you think you ever will?
I think you will at some point.
But then it's hard because it's so iconic.
It's definitely not hard.
If someone has a crazy offer, offer it to me.
I put it on display for this reason. I, I put on your real for that.
No,
you're so reason.
I'm hoping someone thinks it's like,
Lord,
that's why you were showing it before the camera.
I was like,
you can talk about the bag during the camera because we want people to think
it's,
it's so cute.
It being mini,
like makes me want it so bad,
but it's crazy because you're so right.
Like it's,
unless you're Jojo Siwa,
you are just a perfect buyer. You are Jojo. Come on. She's got, you've got the money, Jojo, unless you're JoJo Siwa, you are just. JoJo's a perfect buyer.
Please buy it.
JoJo, come on.
She's got,
you've got the money, JoJo.
And imagine the press, JoJo,
if you're ever really down,
buy the bag from Trisha Paytas.
Buy the bag with the bag.
Kind of iconic.
It's going to be the cover of my album.
I have a gay album coming out
and it's going to be just this.
Trisha, see,
that is reason alone
to still have it, you know?
Which is just,
and like Pride Month forever.
Yeah, June is great. It's my favorite time to pull it out love it that's why i bought it um but every other time
of the month i mean no one wears rainbow question yes like do you think that someone could de-bedazzle
it and d might be like all gluey and but yeah and then it's just yellow i think rainbow is more
iconic than yellow yeah it's so funny that certain things make things lose value though well we
talked about that with like the rolexes too like i have all those blinked out rolexes
even the person who sold it to me like won't buy it back from me they're like no sorry like lost it
it is why she wasn't everyone i think corinna actually had a watch from there which made me
want to buy it yes yeah and so i bought like three from them i completely three is crazy
i was yeah I should not
have had money but the chokehold it had at the time on the girls I was right there with you like
I wanted one so bad and like I love it I have one still and I do wear it it's just like you just
know that you're never gonna make any money on that and like you gotta keep it forever it's
definitely not me I feel like I'm like a rapper or something with it on my wrist I'm like I look
a little crazy with this but mine is like smaller and I definitely not me. I feel like I'm like a rapper or something with it on my wrist. I'm like, I look a little crazy with this.
Mine is like smaller.
And I remember at the time I wanted it to be like rapper-y.
And I was so sad that it wasn't.
And then now I'm like, thank God.
I had the big presidential gold bling one.
Oh, very, very.
Where was I?
Where were we going?
It was quarantine.
I was going nowhere to wear this.
I was just like.
And that's when I had the 24-hour security guard.
I was like, I have all these Rolexes.
I need a security guard to watch my house. Did you get rid of the Rolexes? No, they're still there. Wow, I want to wear this. I was just like, and that's when I had the 24-hour security guard because I had all these Rolexes. I need a security guard
to watch my house.
Did you get rid of the Rolexes?
No, they're still there.
Wow, I want to see them.
Maybe I'll buy one.
Okay.
I bet they showed them
to you before.
Do a haul for me
because maybe that's iconic.
Even this,
if I felt like I was going
to carry it even a little more,
I would do it just to have
something that was yours.
I'll carry the Rolexes.
By this June,
you're so right.
And you have to keep it.
I know that you're saying if you get a serious offer, would take it but like it is so iconic it's like a million
at this point yes you know somebody offer a million bucks there's one out there for sure
like a dubai prince or something right please i come sing at a birthday party for seven million
oh my why don't we get offers to do that we go sing we need to do a song together so they pay
us to go over there oh my god i know should we yeah we need to soon i'm down
that i literally said in my video the only way i'll get back in the studios
we're doing it well you have my music producer's number he's so good and easy to work with so
i know you want to be part of the writing process i'm like because i think we could just be like
lyrically so it yeah so on brand because i really want to make something that's like catchy and like, you know.
I would love.
Because the taking W's and making W is so good.
And I want to incorporate that in our song.
Oh, my.
I'm actually going to need like a benzo of some sort.
100% to be back in the studio.
I'm ready for it.
Watch out for TNT.
Oh, my God.
Stop.
TNT.
And we have our M's too.
Oh, yeah. That's right. We have
the TMS trademark trademark. How cute are we? You guys were about to go film our, our, our,
not love line. We have them every Monday. I never talk about it. So I'm like, I guess this is,
I'm glad we're talking about it. I know. Hello. We do. We love doing it. It's love it. It is
truly like the definition of free will. Like, it's just like we play dress up and we do what we want and it's so fun so thank you to anyone who has has been
listening like the it's so fun dress up and we'll eat something too yes and we'll talk and giggle
but thank you for having me on just trish it's always an honor you're such a lifesaver because
i truly was like thinking like who am i gonna have on as a guest like i'm just don't even know
i'm so happy i even the other day i was like i haven't been on in a long time and like I want to I love like we do ours and I know you've canceled I'm like oh my
god there's just so much like no but I just hit myself in the mouth sorry no sorry so I'm like
it's sitting here like twitching out like you're good hello but seriously thank you for having me
on just trash I was watching it yesterday while I was on the treadmill for a second I was like oh
yes yeah we didn't meet the mark are they. Are they okay? They just left, like, literally for the past hour and a half.
Oh, yeah.
We didn't talk about – yeah, it's probably for the better.
Where did they go?
Amari and Paige.
I don't know.
They're probably just giggling in the glam room.
Oh, really?
I mean, are they, like, rolling out?
They left their drinks, though.
That's what's, like, sus.
Their Starbucks drinks are there.
Oh, we have a Escape the Night mystery.
Get me off this, like –
Okay.
Thanks for watching.
Go watch Not Loveline and the new canceled and canceled tour.
Maybe we'll be on tour
at the same time.
We just keep running
into each other.
If we cross over,
that would be everything.
That would literally
be everything.
I know.
That's why I need
to know your dates.
It's like maybe
we'll run into each other.
I need to know my dates,
honestly.
I know I'm coming to yours.
That's all I know.
All right.
We'll see you guys soon.
Bye.
I love you, Patricia.