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Episode Date: December 31, 2024How well can you really know someone that you’ve only met online? When a young woman invites her long distance boyfriend stateside to spend time together, the relationship spirals out of co...ntrol. Be the first to know about Wondery’s newest podcasts, curated recommendations, and more! Sign up now at https://wondery.fm/wonderynewsletterFollow the Kill List on the Wondery App or wherever you get your podcasts. You can binge all episodes early and ad-free on Wondery+. Join Wondery+ in the Wondery App, Apple Podcasts or Spotify. Start your free trial by visiting www.wondery.com/links/kill-list now.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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In a large, cream-coloured house, perched on a suburban street,
is a childhood bedroom with a door firmly shut.
Sitting at her desk, writing stories about the trials of teenage girlhood, is 15-year-old Alexis Stern.
I've realised that the worst pain comes from the person you do anything for.
I think that's the morbid humour of life, the fact that it gives you something sweet and wonderful but then it goes sour and poisons you the longer you have it because you
hope the sweetness returns. Alexis lives in Big Lake, a small Minnesotan town in the United States
Midwest. There's a McDonald's, a subway and a string of gas stations, and, you might have guessed it, a big lake at the
centre of it.
But Alexis doesn't venture out much. She prefers to stay at home writing self-published
novels or hanging out with friends on the internet.
It's 2016, and recently Alexis met someone new online, a British 19-year-old named Adrian
Fry.
After being introduced by some mutual friends, they start texting every day and spending
hours getting to know each other over video calls. Alexis tells him about the novel she's
been writing about a possessed secret agent and the dark web. She says she's always
been drawn to darkness. Adrian seems almost naive in comparison. Alexis says he doesn't drink, he's soft-spoken
and he never even heard of the dark web or the illegal things that happen on there. She
says he rants and raves about American gunlords. All in all, he comes across as a bit of a
nerd but gentle. And he really likes her.
Their relationship quickly intensifies and they officially become a couple.
But they have a 4,000 mile long problem.
So shortly after Alexis' 16th birthday, after around 6 months of talking, they decide
it's finally time to meet in person.
It's exciting, but there's nerves too.
Because how well do you really know someone
you've only met online?
And how much can you trust them?
My name is Karl Miller.
Since 2020, I've been part of a team working in secret to stop people getting murdered.
We broke into a Murder for Hire website on the dark web.
We could see every order being placed, real money being paid to have real people murdered.
The tally of these targets now stands in the hundreds. We call it the
Kill List.
If your name is on this list, it means someone wants you dead and is determined to make the
murder happen. So far, we've managed to help law enforcement arrest or convict more
than 30 people all around the world.
But things don't always work out that way. There's other cases too, like this one, where
the victim is left living in fear. From Wandery and Novel, I'm Carmilla, and this is Kill List. kill list.
Alexis is halfway through her shift at Walmart when her British boyfriend, Adrian, arrives
in Big Lake for the first time. And despite all the planning that had gone into the week,
it started, as these things sometimes do, in a Walmart parking lot.
I had just gone on break and I was walking up towards the front of the store.
I was walking behind this guy and I was like, he looks really familiar.
The man in front of Alexis has short brown hair combed over to the side,
clean shaven and wearing rectangular glasses.
He looks sweetly nerdy and a little lost.
I was like, Adrian? Lo and behold, Adrian turned around and it took us a second.
We just kind of looked at each other.
I was like, how romantic.
We can meet up one more on my break.
It's an awkward start.
Alexis says neither her nor Adrian had ever been in a relationship before.
So every new interaction is a negotiation.
Do you hug right away? Is a kiss to full on
even after six months of dating online already? They settle on a hug. One thing Alexis isn't
ready to do though is tell her parents. So Adrian has booked a hotel just out of town.
Which means for their first week together as a couple, Alexis and Adrian fly under the radar.
And it's exciting. A week of secretive firsts.
First kisses, first meals out together, first obligatory hometown tour, first night spent together.
First love? It's hard to say.
Adrian and Alexis are not used to grown-up relationships,
and it's not totally clear
what they really want from each other.
It's relatively easy playing out the role of boyfriend and girlfriend when you're
only in the same town for a week.
But when Adrian goes home, something begins to change.
Alexis says he needs constant contact, and she starts feeling exhausted by the responsibility of holding down a long-distance relationship.
He was texting me when he was at work, when I got home from school or he got home from work, we would talk.
And it got to the point I had absolutely no free time to myself.
I was always talking to him, Skyping him.
It was always an us, never just a me.
And all this time they're spending together
isn't actually fun anymore.
Alexis claims they fight and bargain
over ways they've wronged each other.
And at the core of all of this seems to be
a deep-seated sense of jealousy and possession.
According to Alexis, Adrian got mad at her for hanging out with a friend who had a crush on her.
But then she says he told her that he'd had a sleepover with a friend who had a crush on him,
none of which inspires any sense of trust or honesty.
So Alexis says whatever had been holding them together over such a long distance, began
to fall apart.
I tried mentioning the idea to Adrian that maybe we should take a break or break up,
and he completely freaked out. Saying that I was going to make a mistake, that I was
the only girl he ever really cared about.
Saying that he wasn't ever going to find anyone else, he's going to be alone for the rest of his life.
Something about Adrian's pleas tugs at Alexis.
She'd always been attracted to outcasts, partly because she's one too,
but also because she likes to fix their problems and make them feel seen.
And surely,
she thinks, isn't that what a girlfriend is for? She says Adrian's made it clear that
love to him is her standing by him through thick and thin, through arguments, through
betrayals. He seems relentless about it, and Alexis relents.
I'm a really big empath. I feel like I really connect to people's emotions a lot more.
And it was confusing.
And I was like, you know what?
We'll give it another go, see what happens.
About a year on from his first trip,
Adrian flies out to Big Lake again.
Alexis has doubts, yes, but it's summer and the weather is nice.
This time Alexis puts him up in her best friend's family home because despite dating him for
about a year and a half, she still hasn't told her parents about her British boyfriend.
I was a horrible child.
Their week together is much like their last.
They drive around, hang out with friends, and eat out at restaurants.
He's in America, he wants to get those free refills, since I know you guys don't really
have that over there.
Free refills aside, the trip doesn't have the same sheen that Adrian's first visit
did. The exciting firsts have been replaced by trust issues
and intense repressed emotions.
I was trying to convince myself
that I wanted to be with Adrian.
And I tried really hard to try and look past all those things
because I know how much it would hurt him if we broke up.
But when Adrian returns home again,
Alexis says things get worse, again.
According to Alexis, he told her that he made out with a married woman from work and
nearly slept with her.
I was like, okay, I get you were drunk, but that's not an excuse.
If you're going to be sleeping around behind my back, and let's just end it right now. After reading so many young adult novels,
it's not the kind of love Alexis has come to expect.
In fact, by this point, it's just hard work.
But Alexis feels guilty for wanting to end things
and can never quite find the courage to stand her ground
when Adrian tells her he wants to stay together.
Instead, for the best part of the year, they continue to video call.
Alexis says that some nights they just stare at their screens in silence for hours on end.
Frankly it's boring and the only exciting thing to talk about is Adrian's next big trip to Big Lake.
Alexis says she makes excuses to avoid talking to him, and when they do, she says she even
tells him not to come.
But it doesn't seem like Adrian's listening.
He really wants to see her, and Alexis doesn't want to hurt him by firmly saying otherwise.
More than that, Alexis says he keeps describing the beautiful life they could have together,
how she should move to England to be with him soon.
It sounds nice, this fantasy life.
And Alexis decides it's only right to give him a chance in person.
Maybe then she'll start to see their relationship in the way he does.
So with both parties ignoring the parade of red flags in front of them, Adrian books his
third trip to Big Lake, and Alexis finally talks to her parents.
This time I told my parents and I was upfront with them because as I said my mom already
kind of had a hunch of what was going on.
So I told her, I was like, look, you were right, I lied to you.
I'm kind of in this relationship with this guy.
It's been almost two years by this point.
I don't know if I want to be with him.
I want to give it another go to see if anything will happen.
So my mom said that he could stay at our house in Big Lake.
Alexis drives to the airport to pick up Adrian.
It's a big moment, a real make or break.
Will they be able to rekindle the excitement of the first trip?
Or will she wish they were still separated by 4,000 miles of ocean?
I realized the moment I picked him up that I never wanted him to show up the third time.
It was like the confirmation I needed. At that point I was like, crap, like I'm stuck
with you for a week now and I don't even want to be with you in a car.
They drive back to Alexis's where Adrienne finally meets her family for the first time
and is shown to his room which is to Alexis's relief on a different floor than hers.
That evening, while Adrian sleeps off his jet lag,
Alexis starts thinking about how she's gonna
break up with him.
Should she wait until the end of the trip
and pretend everything is okay?
That just seems impossible,
especially since he's staying in our house.
Alexis decides it's better to rip the bandaid off
right away, so the following day she sits him down.
I was like, Adrian, I wanna break up.
If you want, you can stay at my house,
but I'm like, I don't wanna be with you anymore.
And he was saying that I was making a mistake, that I'm like, I don't want to be with you anymore. And he was saying
that I was making a mistake, that I wasn't thinking properly. And again, trying to play
that guilt trip with me. I was so upset with him that I went up to my room, I had like
a mental breakdown.
After gathering herself, Alexis leaves the house, with Adrian still in it, to get some air.
And then afterwards, I had to go face Adrian again. He was telling me we weren't broken up, that it was invalid. It didn't count.
It took him maybe by the third day to finally accept that we were broken up. But he still wanted to act like a couple.
He wanted to hold my hand when we walked.
I was like, no, we're broken up.
I honestly don't even want to touch you.
I eventually did cave because he was begging me
and wouldn't take no for an answer.
I was like, you know what, fine, whatever.
I'll hold your hand. I was like, you know what, fine, whatever. I'll hold your hand, but I'm not kissing you.
And then he also would ask for like sexual favors
after we have broken up.
And I told him I didn't want to.
But again, he played the guilt trip, victimized himself saying,
it'll just be this one time.
So I was like, you know what?
If it'll make you shut up, fine.
Something I regret.
I wish I was on my ground especially for that.
Because I didn't want to do it.
While Alexis said that Adrian could continue to stay in her house, she is secretly hoping
he'll just pack his bags and get on an early flight home. But she says he stays until the
bitter end, and they pass the time by visiting local attractions like the zoo and the mall.
It must have been an impossibly awkward week, so I can't imagine Alexa's relief when it
was finally time to drop him off at the airport and to close, amicably but firmly, this chapter
of her life.
We said our goodbyes, we hugged, we didn't kiss, and I thought I would feel some sort
of sadness, some regrets, some remorse.
I felt relief that he was finally leaving, and that's when I knew for sure that I was completely over him and us and anything in
between.
I was done.
Adrian flies back to England.
But they keep in touch with the odd message and video call.
Some days it's just pleasantries, two friends with a complicated history catching up on
life and work.
Other days, Alexis says their conversations are barbed and bitter.
He was like juggle and hide.
One minute he'd be fine being my friend, and next he would go off on me saying I was
a cheating whore, saying that I ruined his life, that he hoped I never succeeded with
my writing, a whole bunch of stuff.
Then Adrian's anger allegedly morphs into something more dangerous.
According to Alexis, he tells her that he's looking to buy a gun.
And that immediately threw me off. I was like, what do you mean you want to get a gun?
He literally would vent to me saying how you hated guns,
how you thought we needed stricter gun laws,
and now you want one?
Like, that did not add up to me at all,
and that was like a really big flag for me
that something wasn't right.
Four months after Adrian's visit,
it's clear to Alexis that her and Adrian are in
completely different places. While he's allegedly talking about wanting to buy a gun,
apparently for protection against something or someone, she's dating again. And when
she tells Adrian about the new man in her life, she says he loses it. A few days after, Alexis told Adrienne about her new boyfriend.
She gets a call from the police.
They tell her she needs to come into the station right away and that her parents are going to meet her there.
And I was thinking, well crap, did I do something wrong? Like, am I in trouble?
Alexis jumps in the car. While she makes a short drive to the police station, she racks
her brains for possible reasons behind their urgent call. She can't make heads or tails
of it. Why would her parents be there? Why would the police want anything to do with
her in the first place?
Is someone her? Am I going to get arrested?
When she arrives at the station, she's met by an officer who breaks the ice with one chilling question.
First thing the cop asked me is, what have you done lately to piss someone off? Having arrived at Big Lake Police Station, an officer takes Alexis into a private room
with recording equipment laid out on a table.
He sat me down and he said that someone had put a hit out on me on the dark web.
I can see on your website that the services you offer are murder, assault and arson.
The order was placed under the alias Mastermind365.
At first they didn't want Alexis killed.
They had another plan in mind.
I was wondering if the Hitman on this website also do other jobs.
The kidnapping is the job that I had in mind.
I would also like to ask whether the
hitman would provide a location to keep the target during the kidnapping or if I would
need to provide a location myself. Thank you for your assistance."
But a week later, they wrote another message requesting a change to their order.
Hello admin. I have changed my mind since I previously spoke to you. I would not like this person to be kidnapped. Instead, I would just like this person to be shot and killed.
Where, how, and what with does not bother me at all. I would just like this person dead.
And I laughed. I was like, are you kidding me right now? I had just turned 18 and this is what I get. Someone wants me dead.
The cop, he told me that he wasn't supposed to show me this for whatever reason.
And he showed me that it was a picture of me, a description of what it looked like, my home address, and where I worked.
In total, Mastermind365 had paid $5,600 for the kidnapping, then murder plot.
The officer asks Alexis if there's anyone she can think of who might have posted the order.
I was like, I don't know, it could be this person, this person, this person.
And I was giving him all these names,. I was like, I don't know, it could be this person, this person, this person. And I was giving him all these names and I was like, wait a minute.
I was like, it could be this guy.
It could be Adrian.
Alexis and her family are understandably terrified that whoever is behind the order
could try and find some other way to have her harmed.
Panicked and scared, they decide to skip town and hit the roads.
We found someone to take our dogs
and we packed up and we left for a couple days just out of the blue. My dad packed his gun.
We brought our guns with us for safety. When we were staying in the hotel room,
my dad had put a chair in front of the door,
under the door handle,
so it would give us enough time at least
if something were to happen.
We paid with everything with cash
so we couldn't be traced if we were being watched.
The Stern family starts doing whatever they can
to protect themselves.
They take self-defense classes.
Alexis buys a pink and purple dagger.
Her parents ban her from driving alone.
Yeah, I'm not dead, but I'm not living either.
I'm just in a stasis, hoping maybe something will happen.
And I wasn't going to deal with that.
I needed my freedom back because I felt like I was stuck.
I didn't want to be stuck anymore.
Now, I didn't have anything to do with this case back when it happened.
This case took place years before I started trying to reach the targets on the kill list.
It was Chris Monteiro, the dark web investigator and hacker I've been working with, who tipped
off the police about the threat against Alexis.
And at first, they seemed to jump into action. But then the tempo of the investigation began to ebb.
Maybe due to resources, maybe jurisdiction, maybe both. The police ultimately decided they couldn't pursue the investigation themselves, and so they handed it over to the FBI.
themselves, and so they handed it over to the FBI. And after that, the case becomes a bit of a hot potato.
Over the next 18 months, Alexis seems to have had an endless cycle of case handlers,
until eventually she was passed off to an entirely different agency,
the Department of Homeland Security.
But still, no arrest, no big leads, no interviews.
It must have been infuriating.
It seemed like it was going nowhere.
They said it was a priority and that they were trying
to help me out, but they flagged Adrian
because I told him this is who I thought it was.
I was pretty sure that it was him.
And they said they flagged him,
but there really wasn't much they could do.
It's like, okay, so am I just going to live in fear hoping that he doesn't actually come here
and try and finish the job himself?
So I kind of just dropped out the face of the earth.
One night, whilst having dinner with her family, Alexis glances at her phone.
We're talking also, I have a text message from Adrian on WhatsApp. And so he messaged me asking if we could video chat. Or that if he just wanted to know if I was okay, he
wanted pictures.
Alexis texts the agent who's handling her case asking for advice. She's not spoken to Adrian for a couple of weeks
and all of a sudden,
in what must be the middle of the night for him,
Alexis says he's texting asking to see her face.
The case handler tells her not to send any photos
or do any video calls.
So Alexis tells Adrian she's on a break from social media, which is why
she's not been responding to his messages. But she alleges Adrian gets insistent.
Just one photo, it's going to take you like five seconds. It's not going to take that
long. I was like, no, I don't want to. At that moment, I was like, that's just way
too weird.
Feeling unnerved by Adrian's insistence, Alexis calls up her agent.
It sounds like he's wanting proof that I'm alive.
Now Alexis is convinced that Adrian's behind the kill order.
She says as much to the authorities.
And yet, there's one crucial detail to this story.
No one has ever been arrested for trying to kill Alexis.
As far as the authorities are concerned, this case is completely unsolved.
So what is the actual evidence at play against Adrian here?
Has he been falsely accused by Alexis? Or is he responsible for planning her murder? murder.
There's two key pieces of evidence that at least in Alexa's mind really point the finger
at Adrian. The first is the timing. So, whoever Mastermind 365 is,
they upgraded the hit order from a kidnapping to a murder
at almost the exact moment when Alexis told Adrian
that she had a new boyfriend.
It's certainly no surprise to me that this is a really key piece of evidence
in Alexis's mind, right?
That's Caroline Thornton, my producer who's been with me
throughout this whole investigation into the kill list.
I think what is interesting to me is, like,
why would you start off wanting somebody kidnapped
and then want them killed?
Alexis's account of their relationship presents Adrienne
as somebody who is continually not interested in really how she feels about them being together.
You know, even at the point where she's literally trying to break up with him, according to Alexis, Adrian is trying to overrule that and talk her out of it and persuade her to do things his way.
And Alexis is obviously thinking that Adrian was upset about their breakup,
and also upset about the fact that she was seeing somebody new.
And if she's right, she's pointing to the most common motive we've ever seen on the kill list,
which is a desire to control someone. And when that fails, a desire that no one else can have
that person anymore. Yeah. I mean, if you just look at the spreadsheet that we have
that has a record of what arrests have been made,
that we know of, you know, where we're now,
we've now seen a perpetrator identified,
and we literally have a column of what the perpetrator's
relationship is to the victim, and in the vast majority
of those, they're an ex-partner.
So, the fact that this order is a kidnapping, then a killing,
and the timing lines up with Alexis's situation,
it would make you think, wouldn't it?
I would say at the very least, it's a striking coincidence.
But striking coincidence is only what it is, too.
You know, there's no really strong evidence
that actually links Adrian in that way to the murder order.
Yeah, exactly. All of this, I think, is interesting in the context of Alexis's theory, but ultimately,
you know, none of that is going to stand up in a course of law. It's totally circumstantial and
it's not anywhere near enough on its own to prove this.
The second key piece of evidence are the actual messages themselves. As Alexis has read them
all, she thinks she can recognise Adrian in the messages that Mastermind 365 has sent.
The language that Mastermind 365 used, the spelling, everything just lined up perfectly
with how Adrian would talk or type. There's a couple of small details that she really focuses on, like the order saying,
thank you, all as one word with no space between it.
She says that's a regular feature of how Adrienne would write to her.
As soon as I saw the messages, I knew 100% who it was.
I had no doubt in my mind at that point.
It's a beguiling thing to do, isn't it?
To think that you can identify someone by how they type.
Really in a way that's sort of a kind of microcosm
of some of the issues that are at play here
across their whole relationship, right?
Because how do you know someone from the messages
you've seen online from them?
How well do Alexis and Adrian really know each other?
They've called and spoken and messaged every day.
And then on the other hand,
they've only met a small handful of times in person.
And it begs this question of how well
can you know somebody online like this?
Because Alexis has communicated with Adrian so intensely
for a period of years now, yet if he did this, that's something she would never have thought he was capable of before.
And you have this disjoint between knowing somebody really well and then almost them being like a stranger to you.
That's probably one of the features of online relationships, that even though they have only met each other a few times,
they would have seen thousands and thousands and thousands of pages of each other's written text.
Like if anyone would be able to tell Adrian by the writing style, it's Alexis.
And I also think that it must be tricky if you're in her position and you don't have many enemies.
You don't have much else to go on, right?
You're making theories about things because you have so many unanswered questions.
What we've learned from our experiences is just how often you can be wrong with that too. I remember a case in Germany where I
was looking at somebody who I knew was the partner of the victim and questioning whether
they might be behind it and actually it turned out it was someone completely different and
my assumption there was totally wrong. At the same time, I can see from Alexis's perspective why she would at least be suspicious of Adrian. But what is Adrian's answer to all of this?
What is his version of events if he disagrees with Alexis's account?
We have tried to contact Adrian, but he's never responded to us. But to be clear, he
says that the allegations that Alexis makes
are preposterous and flatly untrue. We know this because Adrian did an interview with the Daily
Mail in December 2019 where he denied the claims Alexis made against him in the press.
Here are his words read by an actor.
I can't believe what I'm hearing and what she's accusing me of.
I'm traumatized and hurt she would even think that it could be me.
I would never think of killing anyone.
I've never so much as harmed a fly.
I once really loved Alexis,
and we parted on bad terms because I wanted the relationship to survive.
Of course I was heartbroken.
That's just normal when couples break up.
But that doesn't mean I wanted her killed.
None of the things that Alexis has pointed out is concrete evidence against me. He also says that he just simply didn't have the money to make that kind of payment to
a site, that it wasn't possible that he could have gathered together that cash.
So that's Adrian's version of events.
But it feels like there's a lot of things within that, that a police investigation would
have been able to get to the bottom of, you know, did he have enough money?
You know, has he ever been on the darknet?
And did he buy the Bitcoin that was involved in this order?
We don't know what the police did, but we do know that the
investigation never produced any kind of outcome.
So officially the case is completely unsolved.
In the course of our investigation, I made police
contacts in the UK, including a unit in Bath. And so,
with the hope of getting some kind of answer for Alexis, I took the Mastermind 365 file and I sent
them to the police officer I'd been dealing with. Really, I had no response as to whether they were
even able to investigate them, whether they had looked into them and had found there was nothing there, or really any sense of any real interest in pursuing it.
– Why hasn't that happened? – I mean, there's a couple of theories,
one of which is that it's a jurisdictional issue, because Adrian is based in the UK,
and Alexis is based in America. And for an investigation to turn up, the kind of concrete
evidence that would be needed to prove this one way or the other,
it gets very difficult when you're dealing with stuff abroad.
I think it's worth reflecting also that these cases are probably still solvable.
Like we know now how these investigations work, and we know that a lot of the evidence that police bring into the courtroom are technical.
And those technical pieces of information probably is still out there somewhere,
whether that's in a bank, whether that's on the blockchain,
or whether that's on a server somewhere.
I still think it's possible for police forces
to actually still get to the bottom of this.
I haven't completely given up hope.
I think you're right to a point there, Karl,
but also as much as I would like to think
that Alexis's case would be properly investigated
now that there's even more proof just how legitimate this information is and how real the intentions of the people paying money on this site are,
you know, that's actually not the reality that we've seen for most of these victims.
We've reported something like over 170 cases to the police and only seen 30 arrests or so that we can count.
And there are many more Alexis's still out there right now, whose cases still don't seem
to be any closer to a resolution either.
And so long as there are unanswered questions here, you know, this is something that's going
to hang over Alexis and over Adrian indefinitely, right?
When we spoke to Alexis, she told us that she's still nervous,
just even about the idea of talking to us
and opening this whole thing up again.
To be honest with you, I have been thinking a lot
about the interview.
I was extremely nervous about today
because the idea of getting justice
and having at least something be done
would be absolutely amazing.
But the fact that there's so many and having at least something be done would be absolutely amazing.
But the fact that there's so many, and it's not just me, there's hundreds of people that are going through this.
So what are we left with then at the end of this story?
On the one hand, Alexis believes there are grounds to suspect that Adrian tried to have her killed. On the other, in the eyes of the law, Adrian is entirely innocent. He's never been arrested,
nor have the allegations Alexis makes against him ever been tested in court. He vehemently denies
being involved and there's no hard evidence tying him in any way to the crime.
So what this case shows me at least is a mess that gets left behind when the police fail
to get to the bottom of the case.
What's left is a cloud of suspicion that never fully dissipates.
And that need for closure must surely be as important for Adrian as it is for Alexis.
If he's innocent he deserves to be fully exonerated, and Alexis deserves to know beyond
any doubt who tried to have her killed.
In that context, it would be easy for Alexis to crumble.
If someone tried to kill me and the police didn't figure out who it was, I wouldn't
have words for how scared, how confused, probably how angry I
would be as well. But in spite of everything, Alexis isn't that. She's trying to move
on with her life. She plans to write a book about what happened. And with all that suffering
and worry and vulnerability that this has brought into Alexis' life, she's also come
out the other end, perhaps wiser, perhaps more resilient than she was before.
Like I lived through someone wanting to put a hit on me. Not a lot of people can say that.
In the next episode of Kill List, we dive into one of our biggest outstanding mysteries. In the Spanish seaside town of Pontevedra, Ana Garcia lives round the corner from the
man the police suspect tried to have her killed. Why, after all these years, can Ana still not get justice?
When I'm driving, I'm looking through the mirror,
which car is coming in which direction.
I get scared and write down the license plate
of the car that approached me.
His defense is going to be very difficult.
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From Wondry and Novel, this is Kill List.
Kill List is hosted by me, Carmilla.
The reporter for this episode is Caroline Thornton,
and it was produced and written by Aniston Fields and our series producer, Tom Wright.
Kill List is also produced by J.K. Tyovitch,
and our assistant producer is Amalia Saltland.
Our researchers are Megan Oynke and Lena Chang.
Additional research from Chris Monteiro.
For Wandery, our senior producer is Mandy Gorinstein.
Fact Checking by Fendel Fulton.
Our managing producers are Cherie Houston, Sarah Tobin,
and Charlotte Wolfe for Novel.
Sarah Mathers is our managing producer,
and Callum Plues is our senior managing producer
for Wandery.
Original music by Skyler Gerdman and Martin Linebelle. Music supervision
by Nicholas Alexander, Max O'Brien and Caroline Thornton. Sound design and mixing by Daniel Kempson.
For novel Willard Foxton is creative director of development. Our executive producers are Sean
Glynn, Max O'Brien and Craig Strachan for novel. Executive producers for Wandery
are Marshall Louis and Erin O'Flaherty.