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Episode Date: December 3, 2024When an ex husband and father of three realizes that he’s on the Kill List, he only has one suspect in mind. And now the FBI are ready to lay a trap. Follow the Kill List on the Wonder...y App or wherever you get your podcasts. You can binge all episodes early and ad-free on Wondery+. Join Wondery+ in the Wondery App, Apple Podcasts or Spotify. Start your free trial by visiting www.wondery.com/links/kill-list now. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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It's about five o'clock in the evening.
Kind of a sleepy January day in Wisconsin.
It's been overcast all day.
There's snow on the ground.
Local reporter Dylan Brogan is driving through the suburbs
of Sun Prairie, Wisconsin.
When we first gave him a call,
he was in the middle of resurrecting his local newspaper,
which had gone out of business at the start of the pandemic.
Dylan is in his mid-30s, thick-rimmed glasses,
short brown hair, and he combines a reporter's bookishness
with intrepid bravery.
He agreed to help us make contact with Travis Harper,
a former Marine and father of three young daughters,
who we believe is in imminent danger.
Target needs to be killed.
He is a white 5'5 male, dark brown short hair,
blue eyes, weighs 165 pounds,
works at f***ing airport,
sell his f***ing c***.
He is violent.
It is a little unbelievable that somebody would want to murder someone in this way, and it's just a little bit unfathomable.
A user by the alias Malik8 has paid more than $5,000 to a hitman-for-hire website on the darknet for Travis's murder.
All right, here goes nothing.
Dylan parks up the road and heads for Travis's door on foot.
Hey, um, hey my name is Dylan, are you Travis?
What do you need?
Um, well, it's kind of a long story but I'm a journalist and journalist and they want to talk to you about this investigation they've been doing about something they haven't done with Doc.
You're not in trouble at all, they're hoping to make contact with you.
What investigation?
Well, I mean, they want to explain it to you, but I'd be happy to give you the details.
Is this a good time?
I don't want to interrupt.
I can come back.
I'm about to tell you to go away, so you've got to be quick.
Travis tells Dylan to spit it out, and Dylan's carefully planned elevator pitch goes out the window.
Alright, well there's this dark website that turned out to be a total scam, right?
And basically it's like a hired assassin site.
And you came up as somebody paid money to
supposedly to put you on a hit list but the whole thing was a scam.
So am I the one getting killed?
Yeah.
Oh god well.
I think you're gonna want to know more about it.
Not really. So have a good day.
Are you sure?
Yep.
Alright. Are you sure? All right
Dylan gets back in the car and gives me a call
I did my best to just say hey I think you're gonna want to know this information and he's just like nope and he closed the door on me
Wow, I
Just you know, I cannot get into the mindset of that.
Like, if someone tells you someone wants to kill you,
how do you not want to know what the next sentence is?
We'd always been worried that breaking this news
would cause people to completely freak out.
But more often than not, they simply don't believe us.
But like it or not, and whether he believes it or not,
Travis is in danger.
And we need to convince him and the police of that fact.
But there's one person who can't find out
that we're intervening.
The person who was paid to have Travis killed.
My name is Karl Miller.
Since 2020, I've been part of a team working in secret
to stop people getting murdered.
We broke into a scam murder for hire website on the dark web,
and that allowed us to see every order being placed,
real money being paid to have real people murdered.
The tally of these targets now stands in the hundreds.
We call it the Kill List.
In the last episode, we told you the story of Travis,
the bitter feud with his ex-wife Kelly, and how their relationship became tangled in a web of lies and deceit.
But those aren't the only falsehoods in this story.
Because sometimes it takes lies to catch an attempted murderer. Madara. From Wandery and Novel, I'm Carl Miller, and this is Kill List.
I reached back out to Travis with a call. And thanks, I think, to my British accent,
I was able to convince him that we weren't trying to scam him
or play a practical joke.
He agreed to have Dylan come back to his house
so we could help him make sense of it all.
It was sort of bad timing.
I was just trying to get him to come back to his house.
I was just trying to get him to come back to his house.
I was just trying to get him or play a practical joke. He agreed to have Dylan come back
to his house so we could help him make sense of it all. It was sort of baffling to me too.
So later that afternoon Dylan is standing in Travis's kitchen, microphone in one hand,
laptop in the other, as he tries to set up a video call. Travis, meanwhile, is sitting at the
kitchen table staring ahead with quiet intensity.
Behind him, his partner Liz stands with her arms folded, firing concerned questions,
her eyes darting between Travis and the young journalist who's just arrived in her kitchen.
So he's on a hit list?
Well, yeah, that's this, I'll let them explain it. But yeah, it's like this dark website and it's somebody paid thousands of dollars.
Does it say when the hit was made? Yeah.
When was it made? Oh, I mean, I want no, I can talk.
I mean, it's I just don't want to mislead you in any way,
because they have it all in front of them. Right.
And it was in December. It was recently and they said it was super urgent. Oh, yeah, so
It's not funny I mean I wish it was a joke, but it's not you said that this was a joke
For the record, I didn't do the head. I know that we fought this week, but I can you please yes. Thank you Once I explained to Travis about the kill order, there's only one suspect he has in mind.
I got a crazy ex-wife who was constantly and consistently doing stuff and then I was looking
through my messages on December 3rd and we got an argument about going back to court
around that same time frame.
So that makes sense.
I mean, if I was a bedding man, I would bet definitely that would be her.
Is this consistent with the kind of violent, violent kind of profile of her behavior?
She's not, she's unstable.
And anybody unstable can be violent.
She's gotten worse and worse throughout the years.
And she does do shady things.
And I mean, that's why we got a divorce.
How long have you felt that she was actually really capable of actually killing you?
Not just angry with you, but really that it was really serious?
I think it was about a year ago, sometime in the summertime,
I was like, you know, I think she's probably going to end up trying to kill me.
It was right when we started back in court again and it was getting really bad.
Well when I first met you, you said that to me too.
You said if I go missing, it was Kelly.
One of the concerns is that this might not be the only kind of route that she's pursuing to have you hurt.
Oh, it's definitely not the only route that she's pursuing to have me hurt.
So that's why we're probably going to have to get some sort of law enforcement agency involved.
some sort of law enforcement agency involved.
The evening is deepening in Wisconsin, and I begin to sense that both Travis and Liz,
in different ways, are feeling increasingly unsafe.
Liz is standing over by the window
and begins to part the blinds
and peer into the darkness outside.
Then, as Travis and I continue to talk,
she quietly leaves the room and calls the police.
A short while later, there's a knock at the door.
So the police are here.
What do you want to do now, guys?
My God, I'm sorry, Travis.
I'm so sorry to have to give you all this news.
No, no, you guys are doing a great favor
and a great justice for giving all the news.
The police are, they tell me, responding to reports of a suspicious person.
Which, it takes me a moment to work out, must be either me or Dylan.
At first the cops are sceptical of what Travis and Liz are telling them.
It does seem a hair outlandish but I mean it seems like there's a bit of a history there, so...
Alright, put the case number...
Do you want to take this as seriously as possible?
Well, I would hope you guys would.
Oh yeah, of course.
The lead officer looks about 18 years old.
He tells Dylan he's a trainee.
And when he realises we're recording, he turns on his body camera.
It seems like our involvement is making the police officers suspicious.
The police officer makes a strange offer.
Travis says he's worried about communicating with Kelly,
who he can only talk to through a messaging app
mandated by the family court.
In response, the officer offers to call Kelly himself
and tell her not to speak to Travis,
at which point Liz puts her foot down.
I don't know if that's a good idea.
I won't tell her about anything about this case, though. Right, I understand that, but I don't think you should call her until tomorrow morning puts her foot down.
In the days leading up to this, I'd contemplated not one but two different but equally horrible
outcomes. Travis might be killed if we didn't intervene,
but our intervention could also have terrible consequences
if we didn't tread extremely carefully.
It's clear that Travis and Kelly
have been trapped in a cycle of conflict for years.
And now Travis fears that things could be about to get
so much worse.
I get more worried that Kelly's going to drown the kids
and kill the children more than I've ever been worried
about her trying to kill me.
That keeps me up at night.
That one scares the shit out of me.
You know, if she can't have them, no one can.
I pulled into my garage and as I'm getting out of the truck and the garage door's closing,
that's when I realized if someone was going to kill me, going into the garage now became
a life or death situation.
In the days that follow our conversation, Travis gets paranoid.
He begins to obsess about where, when and how he could be murdered.
Every time I came in the garage door, I rounded the corner out of my pickup truck as fast
as I could.
I didn't even turn the truck off, put it in park and came out ready to fight.
It was terrifying going in the garage because you got to pull in the garage fast, you got
to get out of your car fast and you got to freaking get a weapon of some sort ready to
fight.
So I bought a pocket knife,
and I need to get a gun now.
Like now, now.
As it starts snowing,
Travis's paranoia becomes almost constant.
So I'm shoveling snow every time a car drives by,
and we live on a pretty major street, I'd
go back in the garage.
Shovel shovel shovel cart back in the garage.
Shovel shovel shovel cart back up.
I've never been a fast shoveler but that slowed me down.
Liz was in tears one day about it because she kind of realized it too.
Travis is having to live with the idea of someone proactively trying to kill him
all the time. This threat that he's living under has smothered his entire
life. He's locked the windows and generally tries to make the house as
difficult to break into as possible. Everything he does is shaped by the fear
that he's about to be killed. We almost got our zombie action program going on
except we don't have the plywood on the
freaking windows.
The windows are closed at night and you know, that kind of sucks.
I like to have them open because I like to watch the Cardinals.
Travis is confronting the really big things, his own mortality, the sheer fragility of
the human body. But also small things,
like not being able to watch the birds play outside his window. Knowing you're on the
kill list inflicts a terrible cost, it drains the colour out of your life. And when that
colour has drained away, how do you add it back? We could tell Travis he's on the kill list, but we can't take him off it. Only
the police can do that.
And right now, Travis and Liz don't have much confidence.
The local St Prairie police officers who took the call were young. They didn't seem to
take the call particularly seriously. Before they left, they told Travis that they thought we might be trying to scam him.
And Travis and Liz have had many dealings with the Sun Prairie Police already, throughout
Travis's bitter feud with Kelly, and things haven't gone well. There's a risk the kill
order just looks like another allegation being thrown around. Fortunately, Liz is as determined to protect Travis as Malik 8 is to kill him.
After our conversation, Liz begins to work her own contacts in law enforcement,
and they do not end with the local police department at Sun Prairie.
One of the people that Liz phones
is none other than a special agent at the FBI.
So within days of first meeting Travis,
we're on the phone to FBI special agent, Brian Baker.
So I guess where I want to start is just kind of
a little bit of, just make sure that you guys
aren't recording this conversation. Is that correct?
At Brian's request, we stopped recording.
We spent about an hour on Zoom with him,
explaining to him how the site works,
the messages that we have,
and the technical Bitcoin information,
all of which we then sent to him.
Unlike the local cops, it was clear that Brian was taking things seriously.
He knows a lot about Bitcoin, the darknet and cybercrime.
His questions are specific, they're purposeful.
As the call goes on, I feel a rising confidence that Brian is going to actually, competently and proactively investigate Kelly.
Travis and Liz were reassured too,
though still desperately worried about what might happen.
Everyone's like, hey, we got this, don't worry too much,
don't worry too much, but it feels like an eminent threat.
Like there's something serious going on.
There's an eminent danger,
but everyone that knows about it's like,
hey dude, we're good, we're good.
Don't panic too much.
Yeah, everything's good.
We're doing our best.
You know, the more I hear it,
the more I want to panic.
I expect one of three things to happen.
One, they say there's no evidence
and we'll just keep an eye out.
The second one is that they're going to say that they have evidence, a motive, stuff like
that and they're going to take her in for an interview where she would probably after
about an hour admit to everything.
And then the third one is I get shot in the stomach and die in the snow.
What Travis doesn't know is that a major investigation is now underway.
FBI agents begin to secretly track and follow Kelly's movements.
And pretty soon Kelly's going to realise that someone is on her tail.
15 miles away from Sun Prairie,
at her home in the nearby city of Columbus,
Kelly is starting to notice strange things are going on.
Like a car that seems to be following her around,
lurking on the road outside her house.
When she goes to run errands, the car is there again.
Kelly takes a picture of it on her phone.
On the drive home, she sees the car following her again.
Freaked out, she takes an unexpected turn off the road through some nearby farmland.
She calls the police, fearing she could be in danger.
A few days later, on February 4th, Officer Cheryl Patty gives Kelly a call.
She says she wants to talk to Kelly at the station
about the suspicious cars she's been seeing.
When Kelly arrives at the police station the next day, she's ushered into a small cramped
windowless room to find not just Officer Patty, but next to her, FBI Special Agent Brian Baker.
Kelly sits down at the end of a long rectangular table, Officer Patty to her left, Special
Agent Baker to her right.
The interview starts friendly enough. It begins with a subject that would have been familiar
to Kelly, the many dozens of child abuse allegations that she's made against Travis.
A judge had dismissed those allegations outright, But whilst Kelly might feel that her claims had gone unheard,
Officer Patty and Agent Baker tell her they want to help.
They ask her to go over the story all over again.
Kelly doesn't know it, but she's just walked into a trap.
That very moment, 12 FBI agents are executing a search warrant on her home.
Officer Patty and Agent Baker listen patiently and sympathetically until 40 minutes later,
Brian Baker steps into the conversation.
We know what Baker says because we have a partial transcript of this interview.
His words are read by an actor.
I work a ton of different things, so when Cheryl brought this to me,
I thought something doesn't add up.
There's something weird going on here.
And then I read through your whole file and well I'm like no one's
listening to you. You're desperately trying to protect your kids and you're
doing whatever you can and you're not being heard. So with my experience I I
just wanted to make sure you were safe and your family is safe. So I reached out
to FBI not only in my area, but across the country and then internationally.
And I'm able to keyword search on the internet to see if any threats show up, which I think
is important because you're seeing cars and weird things happening.
At this point, Agent Baker's whole tone changes.
What started as a quiet, sympathetic concern is now becoming gravely serious.
He tells Kelly he's concerned for her and her children's safety because someone has
placed a hit on the dark web against a member of her family.
The information I found, there is a threat against your family.
And with this particular website that I found it on, and talking to the experts, it's a bad site.
There are some bad people behind this site.
And sometimes, even the people that use these sites
become victims because the people that run these sites
have technologies to track people.
So, my goal here today is to protect you
and protect your kids.
So if you can remember anything, I need your help because I need to find out who's on
the other end of this site."
Baker slides a document over to Kelly across the table.
It's the kill order we gave him. The FBI is trying to use the order they suspect Kelly has made to flush her out under the
guise of trying to protect her.
Kelly reads through the messages, and then Agent Baker pulls the rug out from under her.
He tells Kelly that he's tracked down the person behind the messages.
He's got IP addresses and information from the Bitcoin wallet that made the payment for
the hit.
We know it's you.
I need you to be honest with me so that I can protect everyone.
So I can protect you.
Kelly takes a deep breath and confesses to everything.
She admits going onto the site and trying to order multiple hitmen. She says that she'd already been scammed on one site, then went on to take out a hit on another.
She persevered, she says, because she felt like no one was listening to her and her allegations against Travis.
She claims she was desperate.
At which point, the whole tone of the interview changes.
Up until now, the police haven't told Kelly that she's under arrest.
They haven't read her her rights or advised her to speak to a lawyer.
Instead, they've carefully created a pretense that they are there to protect her and her children.
Agent Baker leaves the room and returns with two other agents.
They tell Kelly that she's under arrest and that she has a right to an attorney.
Kelly tries to interject, but Brian Baker shuts her down.
She's placed in handcuffs and led away.
Kelly's mugshot is the first time I see what she looks like. A middle-aged suburban housewife in a prison uniform.
She has strawberry blonde hair in a loose braid
just beginning to come apart on the right side.
Light blue eyes stare directly, almost defiantly,
into the camera.
Based on everything we know about her,
it's clear that Kelly has a long track record of lying.
But it seems like a long way to go, from telling white lies to big dangerous ones,
to then paying to have her ex-husband murdered.
When we dug deeper into Kelly's past, we found that Travis was not her first victim.
Two busy moms founded MomToMommy.com to build a community of doctors, retailers and baby
product manufacturers who want to be a part of a trusted network of resources available
to moms across the nation.
And mom to mommy founders, Kelly Harper and Elaine Iwicky join us with the details.
Great to have you both.
Thank you for having us.
Thank you for having us.
It's great to be here.
In 2012, Kelly appeared on Fox News New Mexico.
She's beaming at the presenters, sat next to her business partner, Elaine Iwiki.
Their pitch is that they're your typical all-American mums, and they certainly look the part.
They've just founded an online business together, Mum to Mummy.
Kelly lays out the details.
We have an online directory for physicians, dentists and chiropractors. this together, mum to mummy.
online boutique shopping and it will always be free for all parents. Yes, that's really cool. I love that part.
Kelly keeps smiling as she reels off her sales pitch,
but her tightly clasped hands in her lap betray her nerves.
The whole thing feels hammy and staged in the way that only American daytime television can be.
Great information. Thank you both so much.
Thank you. We enjoyed being here.
We love having you.
Four months later, Kelly's business relationship with Elaine would come to an acrimonious end.
Elaine's lawyers sent Kelly a letter alleging that Kelly had defrauded one of the company's corporate sponsors out of $27,500.
As part of that alleged fraud, the letter claims that Kelly told Elaine that she had
managed to secure a spot for them on Good Morning America, the famous national breakfast
show on ABC.
But when the two women turned up at the TV studio in New York, having paid for flights
and hotels, they were told there was no record of them ever being invited onto the show and
were escorted out of the building by security.
The letter also accuses Kelly of hiding her criminal past from Elaine.
It's an intriguing detail.
Remember how Travis told us that he was concerned Kelly was getting involved in fraud during
their marriage? Well, it turns out that in 2005, back when Travis was a Marine stationed
in Yuma, Arizona, Kelly was working as an administrator at a bone and joint clinic. She was accused then of stealing $4,500 from the company,
and she pled guilty to a felony.
And Travis was completely oblivious.
And much later, after they got divorced,
Kelly got in trouble again.
This time, she managed to end up in possession
of a forged mortgage approval letter
from the Bank of
St Prairie for a $200,000 loan. Kelly didn't face any criminal charges for the events surrounding
the forged mortgage letter. And as far as we know she didn't face any criminal consequences for the
allegations laid at her by a former business partner Elaine either.
But now she is in handcuffs accused of trying to have Travis murdered.
It feels like all the lies she's told might be about to finally catch up with her.
But she's not the only one who's been twisting the truth.
In the weeks that follow her arrest, Kelly gets a lawyer and begins to work on her defence.
The lawyer pulls together a document, arguing that Kelly's confession should be suppressed and not used as evidence against her. Her lawyer argues that the lies the police told her about the safety of her family make
her confession inadmissible.
They also say that Kelly's Miranda rights were violated and that she should have been
advised at the start of the interview that she had the right to an attorney.
So is there a risk here then that the FBI's tactics create a genuine legal vulnerability.
If Kelly's confession becomes inadmissible, there is a danger the case against her could collapse.
Kelly's lawyer couldn't speak to us, but he put us in touch with a colleague of his,
criminal defence attorney Jessa Nicholson-Gatz, who's seen the documents that were prepared
in Kelly's defence.
And as a criminal defense lawyer,
she's experienced in the kind of tactics
that police can use to draw out a confession.
So, first of all, you have to start with the understanding
that police are allowed to lie to suspects.
So they're allowed to use any type of deceptive tactics
that they think will advance an interrogation. You know, your typical deceptive tactics that they think will advance an interrogation.
You know, your typical deceptive police tactic is to exaggerate the strength of
the evidence against them. Here they did something really different. Here they
treated her like she was a victim, not a suspect. So they talked to her about
having concerns for her safety. They told her that she needed to be cooperative and tell them everything because that was
the only way that she could protect her children.
I'm a mother of two young children, so I had an emotional reaction to the particular manipulation
tactic.
I think that that was probably very effective.
And on the one hand, like I have a ton of empathy for what that must have felt like
for Kelly Harper.
On the other hand, I've seen her reaction to that.
And I think she's been very vocal, like I never would have said any of this if I had
known that you were going to use it against me.
And I'm kind of like, well, yeah, that's what happens though.
You know, I mean, pretty much everybody says after the fact,
well, I really wish I hadn't confessed to crimes.
I mean, that's usually not helpful to somebody's own self-interest.
Jessa also says that she thinks it's fair to argue
that Kelly should have had her Miranda rights read to her at the beginning of the interview.
In my view, when you take someone to the police station, put them in a locked room and are asking them questions
about a case that they're the suspect in,
I think they should be merandized.
They should be read the warning and given the opportunity
to consult with counsel.
These are the sorts of things that any defense lawyer
would jump onto to try and help their client.
None of this was tested in court, however.
Sometimes lawyers negotiate a better sentence
in exchange for not litigating an issue.
And it's my understanding that that's what ultimately happened here.
In return for pleading guilty, Kelly gets a six-year sentence.
And Travis still gets to have his day in court.
At Kelly's sentencing, he comes face to face
with the woman who tried to have him killed.
At first it was terrifying, like scary,
but I wanted to let her know how it affected the children
and how she's always claiming that I'm the abusive one
and I'm the emotionally abusive
and physically abusive and terrible,
I'm a terrible father.
But her actions have destroyed those kids
and they had to start a whole new life because of it.
She didn't make eye contact at me at all.
She just stared straight down at her paper
the entire time I talked.
Several times I pointed at her
and looked her right in the eye.
I was debating on whether or not I was going to name call it all.
I decided that I wasn't going to do it.
And then at the very end, you know, it needed to be said.
She's not a good person. She's a thing of nightmares.
She's incapable of human emotion, in my opinion.
We've seen no evidence that Kelly was given a psychological evaluation,
and the defence never claimed that she was suffering from any mental health condition that might explain or mitigate her behaviour.
Instead, here's what she had to say for herself. Her words are read by an actor.
I was going through a tumultuous custody battle.
He had abused our children emotionally and physically for years. by an actor. my children and help them from suffering. I was desperate and in a very dark place, one on the dark web to find someone to kill. I'm deeply and sincerely sorry for my action.
I have to stress that a judge ruled there was never any evidence to support Kelly's claims of
abuse despite extensive investigations by the authorities. And perhaps it was this, coupled with Kelly's long history of fraud, deceit and lies,
that meant the judge was unable to take any of Kelly's explanations at face value.
He told her,
It's hard to know your underlying motivations,
and you've certainly been adamant about your own.
There's an awful lot in the record that creates problems with that,
but I don't have the
details to make sense of any of it." Kelly has been working relentlessly ever since she was convicted
to try and get released. She submitted appeal after appeal and motion after motion to try and
get compassionate release. She sacked her attorney, she's now representing herself, writing long angry messages to the
judge responsible for hearing her appeals.
Part of her strategy also seems to be to attack me and my team.
She's variously claimed that we have offered her a book deal, we haven't, and that the
Hitman for Hire website was set up by us to get stories and to make money.
It wasn't.
Travis, meanwhile, has uprooted his family.
He sold the house and moved them to a new location in a remote area.
Travis says his kids were sad to leave their old home in some prairie.
But he's glad to finally have full custody of the three daughters he shares with Kelly.
Along with Liz's four children, the family are trying to move on with their lives.
But as Kelly has pushed to be released, it feels like this story could still yet have
another sinister twist in it.
I still feel that sooner or later it's going to be a violent confrontation.
There's nothing in her that will ever give up.
She's like the Terminator.
She will not stop.
She will not quit.
She will not stop until you are dead.
You know, if she wants something, you better hope to God she gets it.
I mean, she's sitting in there first.
She has nothing to do,
and she's sitting in there day after day.
You think she isn't plotting something else?
The person that put her in jail is sitting right here.
And now he's got her kid, you know what I'm saying?
In her mind, he's got her kids.
He took away her life, he took away whatever.
She's not going to let it go.
No, she's plotting right now.
There's no part of you though that thinks that Kelly maybe after all this will change?
No. No, I think jail has got her not in a position of punishment, but in a position of stewing.
I mean, she said in court, and I quote, my divine right as a mother.
So my death isn't just something that she needs to do
because of revenge.
My death to her is divine.
And so, no, I don't think she's gonna stop.
I think I got five years left to live,
to be honest with you.
I'm gonna enjoy the heck out of it.
In the years that have followed, Travis and Liz have been
nervously waiting to see when Kelly might get released.
And in May 2024, those fears were realised.
Kelly was released early from prison, having served three
years of her six-year sentence.
She continues to maintain that she is a victim of both Travis and the criminal justice system.
These cases have taught me that it might be impossible to ever really feel completely
satisfied because they don't end.
The lives of all the people involved just continue.
And you never really know whether the remorse is real, whether the motivations have changed,
whether the people have changed.
What we're doing doesn't make someone stop wanting to kill someone else.
It just shows them the way they were trying to do it doesn't work.
And in these circumstances, how can a victim like Travis ever truly move on?
Coming up on Kill List, we're in the vast and empty landscape of the Utah countryside,
where a devoutly religious father of 16 children
is suspected of trying to murder a couple on the other side of the country.
So what I need you to do for me is help me understand what got you to that point.
What got you to the point where you felt like you needed to have them killed?
Yes, I did.
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From Wondry and Novel, this is Kill List.
Kill List is hosted by me, Carmilla.
The reporter for this episode is Dylan Brogan and it was produced and written by our series
producer Tom Wright.
Kill List is also produced by Caroline Thornton and Jacob Tyovich with additional production
by Anna Sinfield.
Our assistant producer is Emalia Sautland and our researchers are Megan Oyenka and Lena
Chang.
Additional research from Chris Monteiro.
For Wandery, our senior producer is Mandy Gorinstein.
Fact-checking by Fendel Fulton.
Our managing producers are Cherie Houston, Sarah Tobin, and Charlotte Wolfe for Novel.
Sarah Mathers is our managing producer,
and Callum Clues is our senior managing producer for Wandery.
Original music by Skyler Gerdman and Martin Linebelle.
Music supervision by Nicholas Alexander, Max O'Brien,
and Caroline Thornton.
Sound design and mixing by Daniel Kempson.
For novel, Willard Foxton is creative director
of development.
Our executive producers are Sean Glynn, Max O'Brien,
and Craig Strachan for novel.
Executive producers for Wandery are Marshall Louis and Max O'Brien and Craig Strachan for novel.
Executive producers for Wandery are Marshall Louis and Erin O'Flair T.