Kump - 19 - Don't Make Friends at the Gas Station
Episode Date: May 20, 2019Ray discusses Metal music, how he relates to his gas station attendant, and the fall of Game of Thrones.  ...
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                                        Hello, welcome to come to the day late, you know, what you're going to do, uh, had a much of a concert this weekend.
                                         
                                        Hello, by the way.
                                         
    
                                        I feel we jumped into things too quickly.
                                         
                                        How are you?
                                         
                                        I went to a concert this weekend in New Jersey.
                                         
                                        I mean, none of the bands were anything particularly wanted to see.
                                         
                                        There was a...
                                         
                                        I mean, dance was the dead.
                                         
                                        I don't know. We've heard of them.
                                         
                                        There was a synth wave band.
                                         
    
                                        My friend likes them.
                                         
                                        We were playing Rocket League, and he's playing the goddamn music.
                                         
                                        And it is pretty good.
                                         
                                        So you want to come see these guys?
                                         
                                        Sure.
                                         
                                        and the headlining
                                         
                                        there was opening
                                         
                                        the headlining band
                                         
    
                                        is a thing called Avatar
                                         
                                        which I don't know
                                         
                                        how many of you kids
                                         
                                        out there were metal fans
                                         
                                        I've never been that
                                         
                                        in the metal
                                         
                                        I mean
                                         
                                        I don't understand
                                         
    
                                        I get
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        I like them
                                         
                                        the music's fine
                                         
                                        the fast
                                         
                                        your fingers move
                                         
                                        and the guitar
                                         
                                        it's fine
                                         
    
                                        I don't mind
                                         
                                        it
                                         
                                        but these kids
                                         
                                        are all very sad
                                         
                                        a lot of the time
                                         
                                        you know they have
                                         
                                        depression
                                         
                                        I don't know
                                         
    
                                        I'm not mad
                                         
                                        of depression
                                         
                                        people
                                         
                                        people, you know, people who were sad, but, you know, I just never, it's like at one point
                                         
                                        he says, because they have a good show, these avatar guys, they have his face makeup,
                                         
                                        and the guys, you know, he's in the drone and the fucking light show, and everyone's just
                                         
                                        fucking loving it, and they're high-fiving, and this is great, and they're moshing, I guess.
                                         
                                        I was by the bar, yeah, it was like my, it was like an Alice Cooper knockoff or my chemical romance,
                                         
    
                                        but harder, you know, they're like, you know, I like my chemical romance, but, you know,
                                         
                                        They did the whole, I'm wearing, you know, a marching band,
                                         
                                        but pretending this is a medieval clothing kind of thing.
                                         
                                        Like, they're wearing these fucking, like, these big button things,
                                         
                                        which I think they think are, like, you know, military things.
                                         
                                        But they really just look like marching band clothing.
                                         
                                        But it works.
                                         
                                        You know, everyone's in a uniform.
                                         
    
                                        They look good.
                                         
                                        At one point, they go and like, look, how are you feeling you're sad?
                                         
                                        And it's like, you know, look, sometimes life sucks.
                                         
                                        That's why we're here to help you out.
                                         
                                        and like going this whole thing
                                         
                                        and I get it
                                         
                                        but like I don't know
                                         
                                        that's why I never like metal
                                         
    
                                        because everyone's just like
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        we don't fit in
                                         
                                        or outsiders
                                         
                                        and we never
                                         
                                        like why I don't want to be
                                         
                                        like I'd always rather
                                         
                                        just be you know
                                         
    
                                        castigated and thrown
                                         
                                        to the wolves
                                         
                                        than to be a part of some
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        group of outsiders
                                         
                                        never liked the idea of that
                                         
                                        and never liked the idea of like
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
    
                                        finding you know
                                         
                                        emotional support
                                         
                                        where the guy who works
                                         
                                        at a gas station
                                         
                                        maybe we're at a gas station
                                         
                                        that's fine but I mean like
                                         
                                        but that's my like relationship to you
                                         
                                        you know where the guy who works at my gas station
                                         
    
                                        is like you know
                                         
                                        when you go home you're you're a man
                                         
                                        or a woman and you have children who suckle your teeth
                                         
                                        and you have relationships and people
                                         
                                        but like you're a guy who pumps my gas
                                         
                                        so like you know I don't want to tell you about how
                                         
                                        you know sometimes I think about you know
                                         
                                        incest too much
                                         
    
                                        I don't know
                                         
                                        there's much too much incest porn and I think it makes me a bad
                                         
                                        person you know i don't want to tell with my gas station guy or even the guy who's like you know
                                         
                                        selling CDs to the gas station that neither one uh anyone hangs out of gas stations but that's not
                                         
                                        the venue where you should meet people uh it's not like you know i don't want to like by political
                                         
                                        conversations to happen at a gas station or 7-11 similar idea you know if i see if you know i could
                                         
                                        be friends of anyone at a 7-Eleven but i
                                         
                                        I don't want to meet you, excuse me, I don't want to meet you at a 7-Eleven.
                                         
    
                                        I don't want that to be our nexus, our relationship, like, that seems weird.
                                         
                                        You should expect more.
                                         
                                        Like, you know, I work in a place where there's, like, people who wash the dishes and, you know, they're like a janitorial service, I guess.
                                         
                                        I don't know.
                                         
                                        And, like, they're fine.
                                         
                                        I don't care.
                                         
                                        I don't talk to, like, 99.9% of people who work there at all, alone, like, some people get all like, oh.
                                         
                                        these people are crazy and they're saying they're going to say this whole
                                         
    
                                        year I would never complain about anything they do
                                         
                                        and I'm not saying I'm not complaining like I'm rat in the matter
                                         
                                        or anything but sometimes it's get the guy the garbage caning like
                                         
                                        just purposely gets in my way and it's like not purposely
                                         
                                        but just kind of like there's no reason for to be like him
                                         
                                        to be carrying four trash cans at once and always be
                                         
                                        I digress my point is I brought up once
                                         
                                        because we're talking about like something that was annoying and oh you can't
                                         
    
                                        question that and it's like you're the class salute the psychopath
                                         
                                        have because you're afraid to even like bring up the fact that that guy like put the trash
                                         
                                        in there kind of passive aggressively oh because they make less money you don't even know how much
                                         
                                        money they make you probably make shit money you fucking what you want you want to these people
                                         
                                        want to be in a position where they can go I um I I can't I look down on this I can't
                                         
                                        fucking you know I can't fucking question what they do because I you know they make they probably
                                         
                                        make very little money and they're like you know they probably doing I mean it might make that great
                                         
                                        who knows the point is though like
                                         
    
                                        but it's the job like yeah
                                         
                                        that guy's not like
                                         
                                        I assume this might be this guy's second
                                         
                                        job who gives a shit like you know he's doing
                                         
                                        stuff he's grinding I've had shit jobs
                                         
                                        it's like I don't think I'm better than anyone
                                         
                                        inherently I mean there's plenty of people
                                         
                                        like me do I think I'm better than but you know
                                         
    
                                        not because they fucking work somewhere
                                         
                                        or they do something it's just you know when you talk to someone
                                         
                                        it's just like they start telling you how they fucking
                                         
                                        don't like bugles or something
                                         
                                        and like well you're an idiot
                                         
                                        you know like I've never
                                         
                                        I would never fucking eat a hot pocket
                                         
                                        it's like yeah I know they're not great but you never eat a hot pocket
                                         
    
                                        you're pretending like you're always
                                         
                                        eating Amy's
                                         
                                        what's that vegan brand amies
                                         
                                        I don't eat Amy's mac and cheese I don't eat
                                         
                                        Kraft mac and cheese it's like
                                         
                                        it's your preference of fine but like don't tell me
                                         
                                        you would never eat go oh it's disgusting
                                         
                                        because of cancer you know
                                         
    
                                        what you even know about can't
                                         
                                        what is what I'm saying this is the kind of things where I'm like
                                         
                                        I'm better than you
                                         
                                        I have to be better than that person
                                         
                                        I'm just like I don't like I'm not saying
                                         
                                        if you eat Amy's but you know the fact you're gonna bring it up to me
                                         
                                        and be like oh I don't focus you eat craft I'm like yeah I get at a corporation
                                         
                                        and it's fucking you know you don't want to be eating corporate food all the time but like
                                         
    
                                        don't like you never eat it I have fucking frozen pizza yesterday it was fine I had a
                                         
                                        pizza pizza from the concert it was like in some kind of you know receptacle they put
                                         
                                        like the pretzels in or something it was all right it was fine you know I was out there
                                         
                                        and I'm in Sayerville, New Jersey.
                                         
                                        And they fucking, you know, whatever.
                                         
                                        It's like, you know, there was nothing around
                                         
                                        but the VFW Hall.
                                         
                                        I could have tried my luck there.
                                         
    
                                        Maybe they had big hoagie,
                                         
                                        a big fucking hero, party hero.
                                         
                                        Best thing ever.
                                         
                                        Side note.
                                         
                                        I mean, they should make a Patreon
                                         
                                        where all you do is buy,
                                         
                                        it's like, you don't support my art.
                                         
                                        You just buy me a hoagie.
                                         
    
                                        But, like, I want a chunk of a party hero.
                                         
                                        I like the idea of knowing
                                         
                                        that there's more like I can get more,
                                         
                                        but that it's
                                         
                                        I don't know, again, this might sound socialist, I don't know,
                                         
                                        but I like the idea of, like,
                                         
                                        this is your chunk of the party hero.
                                         
                                        There's a big party hero.
                                         
    
                                        This is the idea is it's whimsical to me.
                                         
                                        Like, there's a party hero,
                                         
                                        and here's a chunk of it.
                                         
                                        And, like, there's nine feet of this,
                                         
                                        but here's, you know,
                                         
                                        here's three inches or six inches.
                                         
                                        I guess six inches are good.
                                         
                                        They're pretty thick.
                                         
    
                                        They're taller, and the bread's really Italian bread.
                                         
                                        So, you know, it's not like subway
                                         
                                        where it's like, here's your foot,
                                         
                                        which is really, what, like, 11 inches,
                                         
                                        they say?
                                         
                                        here's your 11 inches of like wet bread
                                         
                                        that I made that up I think someone else
                                         
                                        I don't want to steal someone's line
                                         
    
                                        wet bread sounds like
                                         
                                        I'm taking that from someone
                                         
                                        but you get you know
                                         
                                        it's a great line so credit to whoever
                                         
                                        wrote it probably someone's famous and rich
                                         
                                        and I'm just fucking going
                                         
                                        I don't want to steal your line like hey
                                         
                                        you can use it on your podcast
                                         
    
                                        they probably would say that they saw like you
                                         
                                        I'm sitting in a closet
                                         
                                        you know surrounded by like dirty underwear
                                         
                                        and the
                                         
                                        you know what else I got here
                                         
                                        a couple of shoe organizers
                                         
                                        that we use to organize things
                                         
                                        we put our things as a shoe organizer
                                         
    
                                        not shoes but other things
                                         
                                        you know socks and underwear
                                         
                                        and like that like Dane Cook
                                         
                                        if it was Dane Cook's long he'd see that and go like
                                         
                                        look I know my brother stole like $100 million for me
                                         
                                        but like you're a disgusting animal
                                         
                                        and you can use that sub line about wet bread
                                         
                                        because I don't
                                         
    
                                        I just want to leave and not talk to you anymore
                                         
                                        so I'm not going to like engage of you
                                         
                                        and tell me you know what to say it
                                         
                                        and then he spit on me
                                         
                                        and then even though he said he wanted to leave,
                                         
                                        he would start hitting me with a shoe
                                         
                                        and I wouldn't take it,
                                         
                                        but like, I mean, like, yeah, reality is he might, you know,
                                         
    
                                        he's a rich guy, he might be studying,
                                         
                                        might have studied jiu-mix martial arts.
                                         
                                        Here's a fucking pair of socks.
                                         
                                        Honestly, I mean, I'm a kidding.
                                         
                                        I fucking, I need to order more socks
                                         
                                        because, uh, I mean, I don't know where they go.
                                         
                                        I mean, I had like two full bags of them
                                         
                                        and now I have like a rotating thing of four pairs.
                                         
    
                                        Is this a fucking thing too?
                                         
                                        Holy shit.
                                         
                                        Is Lucy been hoarding socks on me?
                                         
                                        This is three pairs of socks.
                                         
                                        Wait, four pairs of socks.
                                         
                                        This is not a bit.
                                         
                                        I just discovered four pairs of socks on top
                                         
                                        and folded laundry.
                                         
    
                                        Another fucking pair of socks.
                                         
                                        What's going on?
                                         
                                        Holy shit.
                                         
                                        Six pairs of socks.
                                         
                                        Lucy's asleep right now.
                                         
                                        I'm in the clock.
                                         
                                        Why is?
                                         
                                        the podcast not me going through my clothes because this is fascinating i'm in the closet just
                                         
    
                                        paint a picture again lucy's asleep you know she's she's a heavy sleep so i'll have to yell
                                         
                                        you know yell in your ear to wake her up you know when this is done i've been missing socks
                                         
                                        for months i've been like wearing them longer and they should because you know i can't do
                                         
                                        laundry every two days it's just paint it's not like it's a pain he has to do and i've been like
                                         
                                        kind of meaning to order socks and it's never get around and i i just found
                                         
                                        literally on top of this there's like a pile of folded clothes
                                         
                                        six pairs of socks that were buried underneath this is fucking
                                         
                                        I should be shot in the face this is my podcast I mean if you're
                                         
    
                                        doing it to my Patreon thank you um
                                         
                                        maybe we'll have the pot the sock updates on the Patreon only feed that we
                                         
                                        start uh because this is probably not but this is for to me this moves me
                                         
                                        you this is called Kump and you're curious about what drives Kump
                                         
                                        you've heard you've all heard me
                                         
                                        talk about the morgue and the jail and the mosquito lab and my you know take on economics and
                                         
                                        but you want to know more about what drives a man who does these things and says these things
                                         
                                        like this is it i get excited about finding six pairs of socks i think anyone would this is
                                         
    
                                        oh shit this is a different set of socks but no seven seven pairs this is a big day for me you know
                                         
                                        sock i mean i think sinatra um i think it was sinatra never wore um um
                                         
                                        a pair of socks twice if you ever put on a fresh pair of socks you remember they're not that
                                         
                                        expensive if you if you don't remember the feeling go buy a new bag of socks because it's not bad it's
                                         
                                        like what 10 bucks 15 bucks you get six socks well 12 but six pairs put it on it feels amazing right
                                         
                                        it's soft it's cushiony and like look sinatra made money i mean he was married to maryl monroe
                                         
                                        or he just he just beat her i don't know uh he hit her
                                         
                                        He was with Monroe, right?
                                         
    
                                        I don't remember. It doesn't matter.
                                         
                                        DiMaggio, was it Frank?
                                         
                                        Look, I'm sure he, you know, beat her at the very least.
                                         
                                        And the point is he had money.
                                         
                                        And one, I'm sure he indulged in a lot of luxuries,
                                         
                                        but one of them was, I'm never going to wear a pair of socks twice.
                                         
                                        And I get that because I could almost afford that.
                                         
                                        I mean, the amount you spend on coffee and soda, I could afford that.
                                         
    
                                        You don't have to make that much money to be able.
                                         
                                        to be able to afford that.
                                         
                                        I mean, to be able to say,
                                         
                                        well,
                                         
                                        it's not a stupid good move.
                                         
                                        Yeah,
                                         
                                        maybe.
                                         
                                        But you could afford
                                         
    
                                        to not wear socks more than once.
                                         
                                        And that's an interesting thing.
                                         
                                        Maybe I will do that.
                                         
                                        Because,
                                         
                                        like,
                                         
                                        that would just give me confidence.
                                         
                                        Not that I need confidence anymore.
                                         
                                        I got plenty of confidence.
                                         
    
                                        Like,
                                         
                                        people must stay confidence for, like,
                                         
                                        thinking you're going to succeed.
                                         
                                        I mean,
                                         
                                        I'm saying in general certain things.
                                         
                                        People go like,
                                         
                                        oh,
                                         
                                        you know,
                                         
    
                                        you should have more confidence.
                                         
                                        Like, no, I'm just not going to win this triathlon.
                                         
                                        Like, I'm at the moment, I'm very fat, and I've been for a while.
                                         
                                        You know, I could get in shape again.
                                         
                                        I ran five miles a day, you know, at this point, I mean, five, six years ago, who knows?
                                         
                                        But, you know, I'm not lying about that, but, you know, I have to do the work.
                                         
                                        People, you know, you'll, you say that guy's funnier to me, but, oh, don't say that.
                                         
                                        Like, why?
                                         
    
                                        It's true.
                                         
                                        It's like, I don't think I could not get funnier.
                                         
                                        But, like, you know, there's a certain people, maybe it's a lack of inherent.
                                         
                                        confidence but people tend to like overcompensate my opinion for uh like any kind of pursuit
                                         
                                        when you like i mean don't don't let get you down but i'm a guy who i'm a realist i like knowing
                                         
                                        i like logic like knowing the fucking thing uh whatever the reality is so it's like you know
                                         
                                        if i if i if i uh need to if i uh need to you know what i would lose 100 pounds to do this thing
                                         
                                        and it's like probably gonna do that soon like we won't say that well no but i
                                         
    
                                        I have to do the fucking work, but I'm not going to do the work.
                                         
                                        I know I'm not going to do the work.
                                         
                                        I don't want it that bad.
                                         
                                        I'm like, is the people, like, think there's a whimsy to these youth.
                                         
                                        You can do anything you want.
                                         
                                        I mean, it can, but, like, look at yourself.
                                         
                                        Do you really think you're going to?
                                         
                                        At a certain point, you got to know yourself and know you're like, you know, your tendencies.
                                         
    
                                        You know, I'm a smart guy who procrastinates and is not particularly well organized and
                                         
                                        I'm messy.
                                         
                                        I can, you know, curb the messiness, but it's still my inherent.
                                         
                                        go-to and uh i like stuff and you know fucking salty fast food in my face
                                         
                                        it's just some fucking burritos some cheese puffs i love that so it's like yeah you get
                                         
                                        in shade but like you you got no like alcoholic knows they want to drink they don't fuck
                                         
                                        around they're like yeah i can't have one drink because i'll fucking start you know i'll start
                                         
                                        pulling my dick out and or whatever i mean that's i don't want to stigmatize alcoholics i mean they
                                         
    
                                        all pull the, I mean, I don't mean, like, in a regressive way, pulling their dicks out.
                                         
                                        But, you know, whatever.
                                         
                                        The point is, you know, I mean, I'm not saying alcoholics are all me too guys.
                                         
                                        I mean, you know, the guy from Ren. Stimpy.
                                         
                                        If you listen to All right was disgusting this weekend, you'll find out that, you know, one of my, not personal icons per se, but, you know, I loved Redden Stimpy growing up, and I learned to respect even more when I got older.
                                         
                                        And John Kay was an outspoken, I don't know, critic of animation.
                                         
                                        I mean, I didn't read his blog that much, but my friend's show.
                                         
                                        I mean, like, this guy's really cool.
                                         
    
                                        And Ren Stimby is great.
                                         
                                        And, you know, in the animation style, probably influenced a lot of shit.
                                         
                                        And I find out, I mean, this has happened a while ago.
                                         
                                        I mean, Lucy's like, I was talking about Ren Stibby.
                                         
                                        He's like, oh, you know, we got me too.
                                         
                                        And he's like fucking, you know, corresponding with teenage girls.
                                         
                                        And like, not that matters, but they look even younger than 16.
                                         
                                        Like, you know, it was no good.
                                         
    
                                        No good.
                                         
                                        What did I bring it up?
                                         
                                        I don't know.
                                         
                                        it was a slightly depressing
                                         
                                        not in a way of like
                                         
                                        you know look
                                         
                                        the people who fucking
                                         
                                        annoy me the ones who go
                                         
    
                                        you know this guy was you know
                                         
                                        if you were oh this guy was ever talented
                                         
                                        you know like
                                         
                                        like the whole louie if he's fucking
                                         
                                        he wasn't the show it's never funny
                                         
                                        you fuck you
                                         
                                        I mean this is a complex dark murky world
                                         
                                        we're talented people shitty
                                         
    
                                        and nice people suck at things
                                         
                                        and there's other things in between
                                         
                                        sometimes talented people are nice
                                         
                                        and you know the opposite
                                         
                                        it doesn't matter that that's the human condition that's i mean this is the thing
                                         
                                        this is what art used to i don't know what people expect that are art they want i mean i'm
                                         
                                        saying you should expect you know people to solicit 16 year old girls but you know
                                         
                                        the yeah just the lack of uh an appreciation of the murkiness of life it's like you know
                                         
    
                                        like you know what made the 70s cinema interesting wasn't the anti-hero per se in my opinion
                                         
                                        like you know the fact that they studied darker people it was
                                         
                                        you know studying the kind of great area between everything and you know look at apocalypse now
                                         
                                        if you haven't seen apocalypse now I mean you don't I mean you're old enough to listen to this
                                         
                                        podcast and like if you listen to this and you haven't watched apocalypse now like stop listening to
                                         
                                        this I guess and go watch apocalypse now because like I'm not as good as apocalypse now I mean
                                         
                                        that's the other thing like I don't know what podcast you'd have to have where I'd be like well this
                                         
                                        episode's better than apocalypse now this is this is clearly superior to like that film
                                         
    
                                        insane. I mean, I guess you can't watch
                                         
                                        Apocalypse now while you're driving a forklift
                                         
                                        or if you're on a forklift, I mean,
                                         
                                        you know, cool.
                                         
                                        Because that's a
                                         
                                        if you're in a potato bread warehouse, I'm
                                         
                                        with you. I, you know, I used to listen to the
                                         
                                        podcast while I was listening, you know,
                                         
    
                                        or street economics or whatever the fuck.
                                         
                                        Well, I was in a potato bread warehouse.
                                         
                                        So,
                                         
                                        mazel taff or whatever. But,
                                         
                                        uh, yeah, the murkiness
                                         
                                        of a pot, you know, like, it's like, it's, it's not about,
                                         
                                        war is hell or
                                         
                                        you know this guy's doing bad shit
                                         
    
                                        it's like you know
                                         
                                        Kurtz is pure evil no one's denying
                                         
                                        that this thing he's evil but he's making
                                         
                                        sense like you can make you can
                                         
                                        be correct you can make sense
                                         
                                        I mean that's the reality the murkiness of
                                         
                                        like sometimes the correct thing is the evil
                                         
                                        thing but that's correct in the sense that you should
                                         
    
                                        do it but like the lot like
                                         
                                        there's a weird ambiguity
                                         
                                        in between sometimes
                                         
                                        like there's a thing of knowing
                                         
                                        you don't do the thing I'm not going to
                                         
                                        trying to condense it. The point is
                                         
                                        the thought, the question.
                                         
                                        I mean, you look at, you know,
                                         
    
                                        full metal jacket.
                                         
                                        It's like, you know, it's an anti-war film.
                                         
                                        Like, Cooper's saying, over the weekend, we're talking about it.
                                         
                                        Yeah, Kubrick says in an interview or something,
                                         
                                        you want to make an anti-war film. He just wanted to make a
                                         
                                        fucking, you know, a real war,
                                         
                                        film about war. But yeah, it's
                                         
                                        clearly a fucking, you know, it's just playing
                                         
    
                                        of critical, I mean,
                                         
                                        the guy's not an idiot, the guy's smart than you,
                                         
                                        Kubrick, he fucking knows, you know,
                                         
                                        he fucking saw what's really
                                         
                                        going on and uh it's dark it gets to the horror of war but like the point is like you don't need
                                         
                                        to beat people over the head with it nor should it's like you don't it shouldn't be it's not
                                         
                                        desirable for that you don't fucking want that like and the people who would go well is he taking
                                         
                                        the stand in you just like I don't know what you think the role of an artist in society is
                                         
    
                                        for that matter of philosopher even like these are the great questions that don't have answers
                                         
                                        like there might be some answers at some time
                                         
                                        like morality I'm not saying like it's all
                                         
                                        subjective I'm saying the point
                                         
                                        is that these are ambiguities
                                         
                                        their tendencies they're like you know
                                         
                                        the whole idea of you know do you
                                         
                                        do this to the greater goodness and like
                                         
    
                                        is this evil even though it saves more people
                                         
                                        it's like these are the things that you
                                         
                                        grapple with there is never going to be
                                         
                                        even though there might be a concrete answer
                                         
                                        in one situation you don't have it for the other
                                         
                                        I'm not talking more moral relativism
                                         
                                        I'm talking with the fact that like
                                         
                                        these are fucking things
                                         
    
                                        as you grapple, like the understanding
                                         
                                        the parameters of thought, and the
                                         
                                        parameters of morality, and like, you know,
                                         
                                        the understanding consequences of morality.
                                         
                                        If you were just, you know, if you were just going
                                         
                                        to sit there and go, like, you know, moral
                                         
                                        absolutism or whatever, well, no, this is definitely evil.
                                         
                                        Sure, but what's that telling you?
                                         
    
                                        What's that informed? Like, how was that enriching your
                                         
                                        perspective at all? It's not.
                                         
                                        You fucking, you know,
                                         
                                        you understand
                                         
                                        the, some, that, the potential
                                         
                                        price of benevolence. You know,
                                         
                                        you show mercy and that guy ends up killing your
                                         
                                        kid, you know, does it mean you never show mercy? No, but you understand, you know,
                                         
    
                                        you grapple with all the different, you know, permutations of fucking possibilities that
                                         
                                        happen when you take certain courses of action. Like, these are the kind of things that,
                                         
                                        you know, these are the, if there's any practical gain from philosophy and thought, like,
                                         
                                        yeah, these are the things, like, you know, understanding perspective. And like,
                                         
                                        you don't, you don't need some guy who fucking went to NYU to teach you about, you know,
                                         
                                        the moral, you know, virtue of fucking, you know,
                                         
                                        using swift action in a combat situation
                                         
                                        to, you know, oh, yeah, we day-pombed them,
                                         
    
                                        we saved more lives in the end,
                                         
                                        but I feel justified because there's, you know,
                                         
                                        Chauncey over here who went to fucking Tisch School of the Arts
                                         
                                        made this fucking short film that really made me feel good about myself.
                                         
                                        Like, no, no one needs that.
                                         
                                        And you don't need art to just be there.
                                         
                                        It's like, explore all the new ones.
                                         
                                        and just
                                         
    
                                        show and then
                                         
                                        you don't fucking need
                                         
                                        it's not even a matter
                                         
                                        of being spoon fed
                                         
                                        people think
                                         
                                        I don't want to be spoon fed
                                         
                                        and it's almost like
                                         
                                        the connotation is like
                                         
    
                                        I know all this shit
                                         
                                        I don't need to be told
                                         
                                        you should never be told
                                         
                                        it makes it bad art
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        and it's not because
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        if people don't get it
                                         
    
                                        let them not get it
                                         
                                        and I think you know
                                         
                                        why is
                                         
                                        not everything's there
                                         
                                        for the first of you
                                         
                                        doing i mean yeah if you're making fucking transformers the last night sure you know give me a
                                         
                                        fucking spoon uh because i'm not gonna like watch it again or even the first time because i mean
                                         
                                        i watched one i watched the first one years ago it was cute enough it was fine i'm like i
                                         
    
                                        ain't seen the theater i guess it's fine and then i watched another one a few years later and it was
                                         
                                        just uh i mean someone else described it as like putting uh i think was a red letter media guys
                                         
                                        or it was like putting
                                         
                                        no it was the guy from screen
                                         
                                        it doesn't matter but it doesn't matter I guess
                                         
                                        I'm attributing now so it does matter
                                         
                                        I think it was a guy from screen rent perhaps
                                         
                                        the Ryan Georgia
                                         
    
                                        but point is putting like you know
                                         
                                        a bunch of computer circuits
                                         
                                        into a fucking blender or something
                                         
                                        it looks like trash
                                         
                                        it's terrible filmmaking
                                         
                                        why am I talking about Transformers
                                         
                                        I'll be making that
                                         
                                        yeah you know
                                         
    
                                        show tell me what you're doing
                                         
                                        because I don't know what the fuck you guys are doing
                                         
                                        in that movie you fucking sitting there
                                         
                                        and you got robots and they're from the future
                                         
                                        or the past
                                         
                                        and there's fucking dinosaurs now
                                         
                                        when you watch trailers
                                         
                                        and they're fucking just
                                         
    
                                        shoving circuit boards up your ass
                                         
                                        and they're sucking their own
                                         
                                        fucking robot dicks
                                         
                                        and they're like
                                         
                                        how do you even get there
                                         
                                        like if you could fucking
                                         
                                        transform a 90 degree angle
                                         
                                        I would just suck my own
                                         
    
                                        fucking robot dick
                                         
                                        but you know
                                         
                                        I don't know
                                         
                                        like what's driving them
                                         
                                        I mean I'm one of these guys
                                         
                                        who thinks you only get driven
                                         
                                        like you know sex is the reason
                                         
                                        men do anything
                                         
    
                                        no but like
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        if you don't have a dick
                                         
                                        and you're a robot
                                         
                                        Like, what is, like, the, I'm not saying there isn't one.
                                         
                                        I'm just asking, like, it's not, like, are you an artist?
                                         
                                        Because these robots aren't doing art.
                                         
                                        They're not doing, they're not doing, they're not fulfilling.
                                         
    
                                        Like, they're just kind of existing and trying to get this device.
                                         
                                        So they can do what?
                                         
                                        I don't know.
                                         
                                        Live in their homeland, but you're robots.
                                         
                                        Like, I don't know.
                                         
                                        Maybe they can, why is, is there one that, like, blends?
                                         
                                        They should make a blender.
                                         
                                        He just gives people margaritas and gets them to like him that way.
                                         
    
                                        He goes to a bar.
                                         
                                        He goes, here's a drink.
                                         
                                        But, I mean, you know, if there were sentient robots and one was a blender, transformer style, and you were a woman at a bar, I don't know if I would recommend taking a drink from them, because they may not have dicks, but he's trying to get something from you.
                                         
                                        And, you know, it comes from inside him.
                                         
                                        And you shouldn't drink from, you know, the things that are inside people until, you know, you definitely want, you know, whatever equivalent does of fucking a robot.
                                         
                                        You know, if you want to get intimate and you swap fluids, then you get to drink his margarita.
                                         
                                        But I think it's kind of presumptuous for a robot to, like, you know, be a blender, make your margarita that's inside him.
                                         
                                        And you know, and you drink it.
                                         
    
                                        I kind of feels like, you know, it almost feels like one of those Bukaki videos where someone's like putting the cum in the champagne glass and she's drinking the shit.
                                         
                                        I never got that.
                                         
                                        I mean, a gang band can be, you know, nice to watch in the sense of, like, she's getting dicks on all sides, and she's liking it.
                                         
                                        You know, she's like, oh, yeah, this is great.
                                         
                                        And, like, I'm tugging these dicks and this dicks in my ass.
                                         
                                        And I'm just sucking dick.
                                         
                                        She's like, she's just full of dick.
                                         
                                        She's probably comfortable.
                                         
    
                                        It's warm.
                                         
                                        But, and then the whole Bukaki thing, you know, okay.
                                         
                                        Like, you know, a lot of people coming on her.
                                         
                                        It depends on they do it.
                                         
                                        A lot of times it's not great.
                                         
                                        but then the whole drinking
                                         
                                        that's why I can't even
                                         
                                        I've never seen a drinking of come video that I liked
                                         
    
                                        and I'm sure you've always
                                         
                                        porn's always the thing we find the exception
                                         
                                        where you find that one
                                         
                                        video of whatever particular porn star
                                         
                                        and the way she looks at the camera
                                         
                                        while she's slurping up this come out of a glass
                                         
                                        and like this is fantastic
                                         
                                        and then you start chasing that high
                                         
    
                                        and you don't it can be dating
                                         
                                        but in general I don't like
                                         
                                        Bukaki champagne glass drinking
                                         
                                        videos
                                         
                                        and I feel like there's something similar to that
                                         
                                        with the transformer
                                         
                                        who is a blender
                                         
                                        and he makes margaritas
                                         
    
                                        again this is not something that was in the movie
                                         
                                        this is just I'm saying if that was the case
                                         
                                        what were we talking about
                                         
                                        I mean I was
                                         
                                        oh all right yeah
                                         
                                        I mean so don't spoon fed me this shit
                                         
                                        I don't need to hear about
                                         
                                        I mean I'm I'm sure what
                                         
    
                                        why he just got prompted, but
                                         
                                        make better shit.
                                         
                                        You know, make more ambiguous
                                         
                                        shit. I mean, like the Game of Thrones
                                         
                                        I guess,
                                         
                                        spoiler alert, I'm not going to, I'm trying to
                                         
                                        spoil the big shit, but you know,
                                         
                                        if you didn't watch it yet,
                                         
    
                                        maybe wait
                                         
                                        before you like keep listening, I guess
                                         
                                        look, if you haven't seen this, I
                                         
                                        feel weird saying spoiler alert
                                         
                                        because this show, it's, it's, it's been
                                         
                                        spoiled. And it's no big spoil
                                         
                                        to tell you it's spoiled. Like, if you
                                         
                                        haven't watched in season four, good,
                                         
    
                                        stop. I'm not like
                                         
                                        I'm not a completionist. I'm also not someone
                                         
                                        who really necessarily abandoned the show right away.
                                         
                                        You know, Dexter was a...
                                         
                                        I'm not like proud that I watched Dexter when it
                                         
                                        was, when it came out, but
                                         
                                        it was at least somewhat interesting.
                                         
                                        I always
                                         
    
                                        don't the side characters were very corny
                                         
                                        and terrible, and showtime is
                                         
                                        very schlocky in general.
                                         
                                        And, you know, especially with
                                         
                                        show um the first season being kind of interesting with the with the brother and the second
                                         
                                        season with the douges i think was dokes his name the cop who's tracking them the guy
                                         
                                        this is pretty decent but you know it wasn't the most whatever but then season three got pretty
                                         
                                        dumb but jimmy smith was an interesting character and it was like ah he kept watching it and then
                                         
    
                                        same thing of john luthgow season four and it was always a not a good show but whatever
                                         
                                        sense of anarchy is the thing
                                         
                                        where it's like show wasn't great
                                         
                                        it's all right
                                         
                                        it got good in season two I feel like
                                         
                                        in season three was really good
                                         
                                        uh
                                         
                                        in a way of like it harkens back to the shield
                                         
    
                                        but didn't have the integrity of the shield
                                         
                                        of course and
                                         
                                        I mean Kurtzeller you know wrote for the shield
                                         
                                        then started that show
                                         
                                        and then season four it just
                                         
                                        I mean like it wasn't realistic when they shot
                                         
                                        when they did shit in season three
                                         
                                        in Ireland and then it came back and it killed
                                         
    
                                        you know I don't want to spoil it I guess
                                         
                                        but season four to come out and like fucking
                                         
                                        was his name
                                         
                                        Danny Trejo is like, yo, I'm in the CIA
                                         
                                        Holmes. I don't have actually said that, but it's like, he has this
                                         
                                        like, he has his Danny Trejo accent, and he's just
                                         
                                        fucking like, oh, we're in the CIA, we're running guns.
                                         
                                        And it's just like, it's just wrong.
                                         
    
                                        I mean, I can't put my finger on why, but it's just like,
                                         
                                        I could, I'm saying, it's just
                                         
                                        sentiment you really should have been.
                                         
                                        And I think ever since then, I had no problem
                                         
                                        of banning a show. I mean, I'm not like,
                                         
                                        afraid to stop.
                                         
                                        Like, I'm not a completionist.
                                         
                                        I don't need to keep watching.
                                         
    
                                        I mean, the West Wing got terrible after Aaron Sorkin left, understandably.
                                         
                                        I mean, he's a great writer.
                                         
                                        And even if you got someone good, not Aaron Sorkin.
                                         
                                        He's got very particular cadence and style.
                                         
                                        You know, it's not everyone's thing.
                                         
                                        But regardless, if it's your thing, it's not your thing.
                                         
                                        It's not the same thing if you get someone else.
                                         
                                        And you were thinking, like, oh, maybe they'll account for that.
                                         
    
                                        And it'll be.
                                         
                                        And like, the West Wing, the full off couldn't be.
                                         
                                        be harder. Like, it was just objectively terrible for at least
                                         
                                        the season. And it never, it was never as good. It never got the same.
                                         
                                        It got better. Again, they brought Jimmy Smiths in.
                                         
                                        Jimmy Smiths is, I never even watched NYPD Blue. I wasn't ever a Jimmy
                                         
                                        Smith's loyalist. I mean, I wasn't ever, I wasn't a huge fan of Jimmy
                                         
                                        Smith's in the prequel Star Wars trilogy where he played Lay's
                                         
    
                                        dad. You know, I'm not like beholden to Jimmy Smith. But I always,
                                         
                                        I find him very compelling in a lot of different situations.
                                         
                                        I like Jimmy Smith's.
                                         
                                        I'm not going to lie about it.
                                         
                                        He's also in Brooklyn 9-9, I think.
                                         
                                        He's like, who's dad is he?
                                         
                                        Is he fucking Amy's dad?
                                         
                                        Or I don't know.
                                         
    
                                        I feel like he's in that show.
                                         
                                        Yeah, he's Amy's dad, I think.
                                         
                                        Anyway, I mean, if you don't watch me,
                                         
                                        that's a pretty funny show.
                                         
                                        That's something that's out there
                                         
                                        that you can enjoy.
                                         
                                        That, you know, hey, and they brought it back on NBC.
                                         
                                        And, like, I've always seen the first few episodes.
                                         
    
                                        I've been watching a couple of months.
                                         
                                        month or two. But like, yeah, it's still good. It's still good. It's still good. It's like no one,
                                         
                                        if they, if they ran out of steam, I feel like they'd stop. They didn't. It's fine. And
                                         
                                        that's my point. There's stuff out there. Go watch that. If you want to stop, because this show
                                         
                                        is, if you can be, if it can be spoiled for you, can you spoil something that's terrible. I guess
                                         
                                        you can. I guess people want to find that for themselves. And that's admirable because, you know,
                                         
                                        shouldn't take anyone's word for anything but uh this shows you that's not that's not enough of a
                                         
                                        spoiler alert and fuck you um you know go and subscribe because i that was like a 10 minute
                                         
    
                                        spoiler alert you know and true comp style i'm a rambling fat idiot can't just get to the point
                                         
                                        and just like well i do or die i mean i guess it's why people enjoy it though that's what people
                                         
                                        like you know um so i guess it's why you're here it's why am i being so self-effacing
                                         
                                        i should probably i mean i like therapy i don't think i need it per se everyone
                                         
                                        Everyone needs it, I guess.
                                         
                                        I don't know if I particularly need it.
                                         
                                        I'd like to go.
                                         
                                        Again, why am I saying this?
                                         
    
                                        But, you know, as that pro, I guess,
                                         
                                        because I could use a...
                                         
                                        This is my therapy.
                                         
                                        This is my therapy.
                                         
                                        This is the moral trouble, I guess.
                                         
                                        What's my point?
                                         
                                        Game of Thrones.
                                         
                                        It's over now.
                                         
    
                                        I've watched the finale yesterday.
                                         
                                        And, uh, I don't know what to tell you.
                                         
                                        Um, it went off the rails with the whole...
                                         
                                        I mean, look, I don't understand.
                                         
                                        people. All right, let's just
                                         
                                        get the timeline. I love this show
                                         
                                        from when I watched it
                                         
                                        the first time. I watched it
                                         
    
                                        the summer after it aired originally
                                         
                                        the first season, which was like
                                         
                                        2011 or 2010. Probably 2010.
                                         
                                        I was working at the morgue at the time.
                                         
                                        I remember because it was my first
                                         
                                        vacation from the morgue. I had
                                         
                                        scheduled to go upstate with my friend that
                                         
                                        fell through, so I was just like a
                                         
    
                                        if I was a different person
                                         
                                        I might call it a staycation.
                                         
                                        But I don't say that. But you get the idea.
                                         
                                        I don't know why I'm not secure enough in whatever pathos I have.
                                         
                                        I'm actually describing it like, oh, I might say staycation.
                                         
                                        So I'm saying the word.
                                         
                                        I know it's there.
                                         
                                        And I'm, no, I think I'm right.
                                         
    
                                        I think sometimes, you know, I don't like these made-up terms, these conjunction terms.
                                         
                                        Yeah, no, I'm sticking to my guns here.
                                         
                                        I'm not going to say it in the first person.
                                         
                                        So, but it was a staycation anyway, yeah, regardless.
                                         
                                        And, yeah, I loved it.
                                         
                                        It was a great show.
                                         
                                        some people argue
                                         
                                        in hindsight
                                         
    
                                        they adapted the books
                                         
                                        the books are better
                                         
                                        like yeah
                                         
                                        look the books
                                         
                                        are the cornerstone
                                         
                                        why it's good
                                         
                                        and I read the first book
                                         
                                        recently
                                         
    
                                        it's great
                                         
                                        but you know
                                         
                                        A
                                         
                                        there's plenty of great
                                         
                                        books that haven't been
                                         
                                        adapted well
                                         
                                        so an adaptation of a book
                                         
                                        that's done well
                                         
    
                                        is still a feat
                                         
                                        not equal to that
                                         
                                        but you know
                                         
                                        it's impressive
                                         
                                        and it's something to be
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        it's a show of a good
                                         
                                        filmmaker that you can do that
                                         
    
                                        to do so in a way
                                         
                                        that's pretty faithful,
                                         
                                        especially in this case
                                         
                                        where it's pretty faithful,
                                         
                                        but, you know,
                                         
                                        gets the tone.
                                         
                                        A lot of times,
                                         
                                        like the Shining
                                         
    
                                        isn't one of the most
                                         
                                        brilliant films ever made.
                                         
                                        I don't know if it's a good adaptation.
                                         
                                        Well, maybe, like,
                                         
                                        well, no,
                                         
                                        it's a great adaptation,
                                         
                                        but is it faithful to the book?
                                         
                                        And, like, you could argue,
                                         
    
                                        I don't know,
                                         
                                        I haven't really read the full book.
                                         
                                        Some people say it is,
                                         
                                        I don't say it isn't.
                                         
                                        I mean, the thing is,
                                         
                                        when you get the faithful,
                                         
                                        you know, Stephen King,
                                         
                                        loves to get his, you know, when he gets his way
                                         
    
                                        and he produces, or they do it in the way he would want.
                                         
                                        The Shining miniseries, everyone's, I mean, I didn't watch it.
                                         
                                        Everyone said it was terrible.
                                         
                                        If you're a book purist, maybe you didn't think that.
                                         
                                        But the reality is, it was an impressive,
                                         
                                        what they did with that show was impressive.
                                         
                                        One of my favorite scenes is, you know,
                                         
                                        when they first see, when you first meet Tywin, Lannister,
                                         
    
                                        and he's cutting that deer,
                                         
                                        he's talking to Jamie and calling him an idiot,
                                         
                                        and, you know, just talking about the nature of family
                                         
                                        and sacrifice.
                                         
                                        it was a great Charles Dance is amazing actor
                                         
                                        really just
                                         
                                        just to grow
                                         
                                        I don't even know if it's like
                                         
    
                                        if it's a feat of acting more than just like
                                         
                                        his frequencies
                                         
                                        really resonates with me and I think he's a great
                                         
                                        actor too of course but like
                                         
                                        but the extra umph I think he's just I don't know
                                         
                                        I find his character magnetic
                                         
                                        I always love Taiwan
                                         
                                        it's a certain way
                                         
    
                                        cut through the bullshit
                                         
                                        and he's a evil guy I mean like
                                         
                                        the brilliant thing was about even though I love
                                         
                                        the scenes of time with Linister
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        when they finally
                                         
                                        when he finally met his demise
                                         
                                        I was actually
                                         
    
                                        it was surprising and I was like
                                         
                                        it wasn't happy per se
                                         
                                        it wasn't mad
                                         
                                        it was kind of like oh shit
                                         
                                        like you know
                                         
                                        because they built it up in a way
                                         
                                        this is a again a brilliant show
                                         
                                        which you know knew how to handle
                                         
    
                                        nuance and and fucking characters
                                         
                                        in a way where it's like yeah
                                         
                                        this guys are incredibly compelling
                                         
                                        and you like it when he's giving shit
                                         
                                        to Joffrey
                                         
                                        but yeah when like when you know
                                         
                                        when someone gives him
                                         
                                        his come up
                                         
    
                                        and you know
                                         
                                        you don't feel
                                         
                                        cheated either
                                         
                                        even though
                                         
                                        he's one of my favorite
                                         
                                        characters
                                         
                                        that that was
                                         
                                        the way
                                         
    
                                        that was the magic
                                         
                                        of a show like that
                                         
                                        I mean
                                         
                                        one of the magic
                                         
                                        I mean
                                         
                                        some people
                                         
                                        might argue
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
    
                                        the deconstructionist
                                         
                                        nature of it
                                         
                                        the way
                                         
                                        I mean
                                         
                                        it got a little
                                         
                                        maybe a little
                                         
                                        heavy handed
                                         
                                        sometimes
                                         
    
                                        but just a way
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        not
                                         
                                        it would
                                         
                                        that's just
                                         
                                        I have
                                         
                                        subverting
                                         
                                        expectations
                                         
    
                                        just the idea
                                         
                                        that like
                                         
                                        no one's
                                         
                                        guided
                                         
                                        by like
                                         
                                        these archetypes of like
                                         
                                        I'm a knight, I'm this, I mean, it would be childish
                                         
                                        to think that and
                                         
    
                                        not just subverting that.
                                         
                                        Like people could be go, oh, it's inverted the fairy tale.
                                         
                                        But they've been other darker fantasy things.
                                         
                                        But subverting, like, the role
                                         
                                        of power and the role of
                                         
                                        you know, what these guys
                                         
                                        would even be about and why, you know,
                                         
                                        the fact that, you know, they
                                         
    
                                        the fact that they wouldn't even be dishonorable
                                         
                                        to fight in a dirty way a lot of time.
                                         
                                        Like, that's the thing. It's like,
                                         
                                        you can go like, oh, nice direction,
                                         
                                        you know all great.
                                         
                                        sure but like it's also kind of dumb if you're just being some chivalrous night you know to act like that in a world of chaos like you know it'd be stupid so it's like there's a difference between you know just subverting expectations if you will or it's also a difference between you know showing the darker side and actually deconstructing you know a civilization or a archetype of a civilization or a writing style you know you can go oh yeah nice wood
                                         
                                        all be great. But that's not the point. The point
                                         
                                        is, you know, how would they be?
                                         
    
                                        And what, you know, like, because it's not like everyone
                                         
                                        and all these nights are just complete
                                         
                                        pieces of shit. I mean, a lot of them are,
                                         
                                        you know, look, the powerful
                                         
                                        people are, especially in perspective of, you know, someone
                                         
                                        who's, like, not in power and poor.
                                         
                                        It's terrible. Because, you know,
                                         
                                        look at the guy who lives in, you know, more than
                                         
    
                                        one of the richer neighbors in the Rhode Island.
                                         
                                        I don't know about the Hamptons, but, you know,
                                         
                                        in a nicer area that, you know,
                                         
                                        and you go he's like oh he's a dentist
                                         
                                        and he fucking makes you know
                                         
                                        300k a year
                                         
                                        it's a good dentist there's a good dentist
                                         
                                        and they make that much money more I'm sure
                                         
    
                                        and uh
                                         
                                        you know he drives a fucking
                                         
                                        what's he drive
                                         
                                        Porsche
                                         
                                        like a Porsche
                                         
                                        yeah he has 9-11
                                         
                                        I mean
                                         
                                        uh
                                         
    
                                        is 9-11
                                         
                                        could you afford 9-11
                                         
                                        300 green yeah of course you could
                                         
                                        you know you fucking you can afford 9-11
                                         
                                        right
                                         
                                        he's got 9-11 and he's driving around he's got his fucking you know he's got maybe
                                         
                                        a Rolex he's making 300k a year I'm saying could be a decent guy is my point but like you know
                                         
                                        you you're probably you know aggressive in certain situations and you're fucking not the most
                                         
    
                                        look you could be generous but you're not going to tend to be the most generous guy maybe a dentist
                                         
                                        wasn't the greatest example maybe just let's just say a finance guy not all evil but you know
                                         
                                        You drive being aggressive.
                                         
                                        You drive being a shark.
                                         
                                        So, you know, the kind of people who tend to excel in those situations and rise to those ranks, yeah, they're not going to be like those gentle fucking, you know, petting your rabbit and shit.
                                         
                                        So, you know, that's the point point, a nuance.
                                         
                                        And, like, it got that.
                                         
                                        It wasn't, it's not all, I don't know.
                                         
    
                                        But I have a love to show since, you know, the get-go.
                                         
                                        The peak for me was season four.
                                         
                                        five was fine
                                         
                                        I mean like
                                         
                                        the magic ended
                                         
                                        nothing matter
                                         
                                        I wouldn't say the magic ended
                                         
                                        but like
                                         
    
                                        it was the peak
                                         
                                        for sure in hindsight
                                         
                                        five was fine
                                         
                                        six was good
                                         
                                        especially the end of six
                                         
                                        was great
                                         
                                        you know seven
                                         
                                        I wasn't one of these people
                                         
    
                                        shitting on it
                                         
                                        I mean I get why you would
                                         
                                        like the fast travel
                                         
                                        and the fucking
                                         
                                        um
                                         
                                        just the
                                         
                                        things being a little
                                         
                                        amped up
                                         
    
                                        and like you know
                                         
                                        a little simplistic
                                         
                                        sure I get
                                         
                                        it wasn't a game of throne
                                         
                                        but it
                                         
                                        wasn't bad enough that it broke it
                                         
                                        for me. It was like, look, they're running out of
                                         
                                        steam. They're not going to do four more seasons, even
                                         
    
                                        if they should. And, like, I can
                                         
                                        accept this. It's still entertaining. I feel
                                         
                                        like in season seven, the scene
                                         
                                        where Dr. Rackie
                                         
                                        and Daeneres, like, or attack
                                         
                                        Jamie in the whole Master Army,
                                         
                                        I like that. I mean, you might just, I don't know
                                         
                                        if people just like that. I mean, if that was
                                         
    
                                        one of the things people were critiquing, but I thought, like,
                                         
                                        look, you've all this buildup. I mean, you saw
                                         
                                        some dragon shit over the years, but like, you
                                         
                                        finally saw what, you know,
                                         
                                        the Dr. Rackie and some dragons
                                         
                                        could do on the open field
                                         
                                        of battle. I was like, oh, this is fucking, and it was
                                         
                                        at least composed well as a battle scene. I don't know if tactics
                                         
    
                                        were good, but it was composed well.
                                         
                                        And yeah, I mean, look, maybe
                                         
                                        the fucking part with Jamie's trying and trying
                                         
                                        to get the stupid
                                         
                                        you know, harpoon at the end and like
                                         
                                        fucking brawn knocks them off. For sure, that was,
                                         
                                        you know, it's a little dumb, but overall,
                                         
                                        like, you know, I mean, because that's
                                         
    
                                        the thing. If you, if you, you can't
                                         
                                        just say,
                                         
                                        Well, it got bad after five, or got bad after six or seven.
                                         
                                        Like, seven would be bad.
                                         
                                        And if you do that, and nothing that matters, I guess.
                                         
                                        We're not, you know, we're not fucking accountants for HBO.
                                         
                                        But, like, you really are short-selling how bad the show got.
                                         
                                        If you don't acknowledge how, like, it went from, like,
                                         
    
                                        oh, this might some of the elements of this might be a little, like, you know, silly
                                         
                                        or, like, these guys are traveling too quickly to, like, just incompetently written.
                                         
                                        and you really honestly more I don't know if they're winning me over or if I was just wrong
                                         
                                        but these these Star Wars kids these fucking guys who didn't like Last Jedi they seem to be you know
                                         
                                        I agree with them more and more as it goes along I still stick to like why are you watching
                                         
                                        Star Wars it's over Star Wars has been over this was at least the end of a series
                                         
                                        but I think I mentioned that last week
                                         
                                        I don't know I hope I'm not repeating myself with this
                                         
    
                                        but the point is
                                         
                                        I don't know
                                         
                                        the whole point of what was the whole point of Brand
                                         
                                        he's he's the guy now
                                         
                                        he's the fucking
                                         
                                        what is like why is Braun back there
                                         
                                        I look
                                         
                                        the thing of
                                         
    
                                        the Nairis it's like they act like
                                         
                                        she
                                         
                                        like they laid the seeds for something
                                         
                                        you could have done this, I guess
                                         
                                        the whole point
                                         
                                        of her character was
                                         
                                        not the fact that she won
                                         
                                        like the breaking the wheel thing was something she said in season
                                         
    
                                        five
                                         
                                        remember it was in the trailer
                                         
                                        they had the David Bowie cover
                                         
                                        was it a bowie cover
                                         
                                        it was a slowed down version
                                         
                                        of David Bowie's heroes
                                         
                                        and they had a great
                                         
                                        I mean like in season four is the best season
                                         
    
                                        season five had the best trailer
                                         
                                        it was really great trailer
                                         
                                        somewhat disappointing
                                         
                                        but not like a terrible season
                                         
                                        But she said, I don't want to stop the wheel
                                         
                                        Or break the wheel
                                         
                                        And they keep bringing down
                                         
                                        That's something she said season 5
                                         
    
                                        Before that she was like
                                         
                                        I mean there was a season in season 2
                                         
                                        When like I think it was season 2
                                         
                                        When she first got the unsullied
                                         
                                        And then like they were telling her like
                                         
                                        Oh like don't sell this dragon
                                         
                                        And it's like you know
                                         
                                        This nap
                                         
    
                                        And like she's gonna trade her dragon for the insult
                                         
                                        Like one dragon for all the unsullied
                                         
                                        And then like once she got the whip
                                         
                                        Whatever they call it the little scepter
                                         
                                        she's like a dracharis
                                         
                                        burns everyone
                                         
                                        and the point he was like
                                         
                                        you know yeah I'm playing a different game
                                         
    
                                        I'm fucking I'm operating multiple levels
                                         
                                        levels of this shit you know
                                         
                                        and she's fucking
                                         
                                        she wasn't you know
                                         
                                        like the
                                         
                                        my one I'm establishing there
                                         
                                        is that you have Jora
                                         
                                        and you have I believe
                                         
    
                                        at that point she had
                                         
                                        what's his name
                                         
                                        Barriston Somme
                                         
                                        the badass Barrestin the bold
                                         
                                        the fucking
                                         
                                        most underutilized guy in the show
                                         
                                        I mean he's old at that point
                                         
                                        but you know
                                         
    
                                        this guy was a killer
                                         
                                        fucking brutal killer
                                         
                                        and
                                         
                                        they fucking you know
                                         
                                        they
                                         
                                        they killed him off
                                         
                                        it's one of the things
                                         
                                        they killed him
                                         
    
                                        he's alive in the books apparently
                                         
                                        he fucking killed him off
                                         
                                        I don't know why
                                         
                                        but uh
                                         
                                        but he was telling her
                                         
                                        don't fucking
                                         
                                        use all these dragons
                                         
                                        denaris
                                         
    
                                        you gotta stop
                                         
                                        just these advisors
                                         
                                        tell him to do this shit
                                         
                                        and what does she fucking
                                         
                                        gets both
                                         
                                        she gets to fucking keeps the dragon
                                         
                                        and she gets and she kills
                                         
                                        the slavers
                                         
    
                                        and she's like I'm doing this shit my way
                                         
                                        and there was always her M.O.
                                         
                                        for the most part. I mean, I guess
                                         
                                        is that why some people call her Mary Sue? I mean,
                                         
                                        you know, I guess, look, at the end of the day, if you're going to
                                         
                                        talk about why did this person become great? I mean, very few
                                         
                                        things really establish, really
                                         
                                        establish why someone's character
                                         
    
                                        is virtuous or smart.
                                         
                                        You know, you establish that they are
                                         
                                        and they have a good, you know, they, you know,
                                         
                                        some great fiction does maybe establish that, but you're like,
                                         
                                        look at the wire. Why is Magnolia such a good detective?
                                         
                                        I mean, I don't think
                                         
                                        I've ever really established
                                         
                                        Is it been guilty of Mary Sue?
                                         
    
                                        No, because he has fault
                                         
                                        And so there's Targary
                                         
                                        So, you know, relax
                                         
                                        Point is you've established
                                         
                                        That she, you know, looks
                                         
                                        Through the problem into me
                                         
                                        Maybe we got some fucking third option here
                                         
                                        Where I fucking win both things
                                         
    
                                        And yeah, she's a little brutal
                                         
                                        But she's always brutal
                                         
                                        And then try to bring something to show
                                         
                                        As if that was like, you know,
                                         
                                        that was a way of, you know,
                                         
                                        disregarding logic
                                         
                                        We were like, oh, well, you know,
                                         
                                        we can class
                                         
    
                                        when she killed the slavers
                                         
                                        because they were evil men.
                                         
                                        It's like, yes.
                                         
                                        Yes, we did.
                                         
                                        Like, we clapped when the,
                                         
                                        it was tearing saying this shit.
                                         
                                        We clapped when she
                                         
                                        crucified those masters
                                         
    
                                        and crucified children.
                                         
                                        Like, yeah.
                                         
                                        Like, yeah, maybe you could argue
                                         
                                        against capital punishment,
                                         
                                        but like, there ain't no,
                                         
                                        I mean, or the morality of doing that,
                                         
                                        but like, let's not pretend
                                         
                                        like it wasn't justice
                                         
    
                                        or at least on a Hammurabi's Code
                                         
                                        kind of way.
                                         
                                        or is any comparison to that
                                         
                                        I mean they said thousands of people
                                         
                                        but she must have killed like
                                         
                                        I mean if there's a million people in that city
                                         
                                        and the devastation of that city that she did
                                         
                                        she must have killed like
                                         
    
                                        you know half a million people
                                         
                                        quarter million people at least 100,000
                                         
                                        and so if you killed 100,000
                                         
                                        you don't say thousands
                                         
                                        if you killed 10,000 people
                                         
                                        I'm not sure if you say thousands maybe 10
                                         
                                        sure if you killed 20,000 people
                                         
                                        I don't think you say thousands of people
                                         
    
                                        I think you know
                                         
                                        somewhere between 10 and 20
                                         
                                        you start saying
                                         
                                        tens of thousands I guess
                                         
                                        I guess when he gets the 20
                                         
                                        you can say tens
                                         
                                        if it's 15
                                         
                                        you can't say tens
                                         
    
                                        only one 10
                                         
                                        but you get the point
                                         
                                        she got a shit
                                         
                                        a little more people
                                         
                                        and they make it
                                         
                                        in my opinion
                                         
                                        based on what I'm seeing
                                         
                                        and it's like
                                         
    
                                        you know
                                         
                                        they're comparing it
                                         
                                        to like crucifying
                                         
                                        some guys
                                         
                                        who crucified children
                                         
                                        just to make a point
                                         
                                        to her
                                         
                                        like the way
                                         
    
                                        like those road markers
                                         
                                        it doesn't even get
                                         
                                        it's written
                                         
                                        it feels like it's written
                                         
                                        by people who like skimmed through the show
                                         
                                        let alone people who like are experts
                                         
                                        in the lore of it and like
                                         
                                        you know because it's
                                         
    
                                        fancy you don't get into the trap of thinking like
                                         
                                        oh I'm worried about the fucking new one
                                         
                                        no I'm saying whatever show it is
                                         
                                        if you go for the Americans if you wrote for
                                         
                                        anything good
                                         
                                        you'd want to be steeped in its
                                         
                                        lore in its fucking
                                         
                                        backstory so you can pay off things
                                         
    
                                        and you establish it I mean
                                         
                                        the true masters
                                         
                                        of this kind of shit
                                         
                                        established things early on
                                         
                                        to pay off later
                                         
                                        you can watch a show
                                         
                                        in season one
                                         
                                        you go oh shit
                                         
    
                                        like that's why it was happening
                                         
                                        and it works at multiple levels
                                         
                                        and it doesn't always have to work
                                         
                                        like that way
                                         
                                        but that's the peak level shit sometimes
                                         
                                        it's like oh it's amazing
                                         
                                        at the very least though
                                         
                                        you want character to be consistent
                                         
    
                                        if you need to explain that to you
                                         
                                        then you're a moron
                                         
                                        if you don't get why you want
                                         
                                        character to be consistent. It doesn't mean consistent
                                         
                                        all the time. Like, you can change a character
                                         
                                        and the character can act
                                         
                                        contrary
                                         
                                        to their nature. Sure.
                                         
    
                                        But, like,
                                         
                                        there's a real, like, I mean,
                                         
                                        you know, you school shoot a guy. Like, people didn't think they're going to
                                         
                                        shoot schools, but like, this guy's kind of weird.
                                         
                                        Also, like, you know, maybe, you know, you guys fed up. I mean,
                                         
                                        the people do random stuff? Sometimes. But not usually
                                         
                                        big random stuff. Like,
                                         
                                        When you look at the guys who, like, you know, Oswald, oh, like, he's connected to the Soviets and this, like, he's never any, if that's even what happened.
                                         
    
                                        My point is, like, these guys usually aren't just random.
                                         
                                        I mean, and if you believe Hinkley, the whole Hinkley did it for Jody Foster thing, I don't know to tell you, because it's like, you know, those situations.
                                         
                                        Well, Hinkley, he's wanted to impress Jody Foster.
                                         
                                        Sure, and his parents were supposed to have dinner with Neil Bush that night.
                                         
                                        So that means nothing?
                                         
                                        Like, I don't know what, again, that.
                                         
                                        talk about conspiracies that much
                                         
                                        in this show but
                                         
    
                                        if you've been with me for a while
                                         
                                        you get what I'm talking about it. It's like
                                         
                                        you know this fucking
                                         
                                        I don't know what it means
                                         
                                        the whole Neil Bush thing but like
                                         
                                        it means there something's there
                                         
                                        unless I pretend it's not something there
                                         
                                        is my point. Something more's there.
                                         
    
                                        So
                                         
                                        it's a badly written show
                                         
                                        um
                                         
                                        terrible
                                         
                                        I mean I don't get the whole
                                         
                                        uh
                                         
                                        I think of it there it's like she would never
                                         
                                        I'm not saying she's never really done that
                                         
    
                                        I'm not saying that look the obvious thing is
                                         
                                        you build it up overseas and people are saying that
                                         
                                        but you're also like it's short drift
                                         
                                        to like
                                         
                                        what that
                                         
                                        look if the idea is that
                                         
                                        the virtuous people or the people
                                         
                                        who you think are virtuous and like
                                         
    
                                        you know
                                         
                                        or better conquerors
                                         
                                        are prone to do this
                                         
                                        it's not even that you didn't build it up
                                         
                                        and didn't earn it
                                         
                                        like it's the fact that like
                                         
                                        that could be an
                                         
                                        interesting subject of like
                                         
    
                                        how a guy like Alexander the Great for instance
                                         
                                        who I'm sure someone like there is
                                         
                                        you know at least partly based on
                                         
                                        if not him and other people like him
                                         
                                        but you know it's Alexander was Julius Caesar
                                         
                                        was a great conquer I mean I think
                                         
                                        Augustus Caesar was a better conquer
                                         
                                        Julius Caesar killed a million galls but I think
                                         
    
                                        Augustus might conquer more shit but you get the
                                         
                                        point. Genghis Khan
                                         
                                        again brutal guy
                                         
                                        um you know
                                         
                                        Alexander might be
                                         
                                        the best example of a guy who thought
                                         
                                        he was Muhammad, I don't know,
                                         
                                        thought they were improving shit.
                                         
    
                                        You know, Danny,
                                         
                                        National Gararian might not be the,
                                         
                                        I can't remember a time where this,
                                         
                                        a leader was that,
                                         
                                        thought they were being that virtuous.
                                         
                                        I guess they always,
                                         
                                        who knows if they always do or not.
                                         
                                        But objectively, watch, you know,
                                         
    
                                        if there is an objective window
                                         
                                        to these people through a TV show,
                                         
                                        regardless of the historical precedents,
                                         
                                        you know, she had,
                                         
                                        her reasoning was
                                         
                                        based on a more
                                         
                                        grounded morality
                                         
                                        and fucking compassion
                                         
    
                                        and the
                                         
                                        sure ego too but that's always
                                         
                                        part of it you know the ego was always
                                         
                                        a part of it and
                                         
                                        the superior
                                         
                                        not breeding
                                         
                                        this is what they would say
                                         
                                        but the superior you know
                                         
    
                                        station in life
                                         
                                        you know she might have been in exile but you know
                                         
                                        she's still a rich girl
                                         
                                        look her fucking
                                         
                                        she might have been living in different
                                         
                                        houses and fucking you know
                                         
                                        running from
                                         
                                        Robert Baratine's assassins, but she's still
                                         
    
                                        living better than some fucking peasant chick and plea
                                         
                                        bottom. You know, well, let's not kid ourselves.
                                         
                                        She lived a charmed life.
                                         
                                        Oh, charmed fucking life. She acts
                                         
                                        like, you know, these people,
                                         
                                        the rich, that's the dang,
                                         
                                        the rich will always deserve it when they get it because
                                         
                                        I mean, my talking about is getting put against the wall.
                                         
    
                                        You know, because they
                                         
                                        really just don't seem to, like, if
                                         
                                        there was even appreciation for like, yeah,
                                         
                                        look, if they even,
                                         
                                        it's when they complain, you know,
                                         
                                        I didn't have that easy. I fucking.
                                         
                                        had to run from theoretical assassins
                                         
                                        live in different rich people's houses
                                         
    
                                        and it's like oh that sounds terrible
                                         
                                        like these people getting raped and killed in the streets
                                         
                                        you're eating shit
                                         
                                        they're eating brown dirt mixed with water
                                         
                                        what they call bits of brown
                                         
                                        they just food they eat and you know
                                         
                                        when flea bottom and these fucking slums
                                         
                                        she didn't grow up that hard
                                         
    
                                        but you know so there was
                                         
                                        always like that was always part of the show
                                         
                                        you know the idea that like you know
                                         
                                        it was just duality but just
                                         
                                        nuance going on
                                         
                                        but it's not that you didn't earn it
                                         
                                        it's the fact that like that would have been
                                         
                                        an interesting take
                                         
    
                                        I mean probably more interesting than what you did
                                         
                                        with her for the past few seasons
                                         
                                        because I mean once she took Marine or whatever
                                         
                                        it got kind of boring anyway
                                         
                                        not boring yeah
                                         
                                        nothing really changed that much
                                         
                                        even when she got the Dr. Rackie was kind of like
                                         
                                        oh she burned herself
                                         
    
                                        she got in a fire again and this happened
                                         
                                        and all right I mean
                                         
                                        it was like kind of thing
                                         
                                        it was the thing that you accepted because
                                         
                                        you know oh now we're going to go to the Westrow
                                         
                                        it was cool
                                         
                                        but like it was kind of weird.
                                         
                                        I mean, it was a cool visual moment
                                         
    
                                        when she came out of that fucking fire pit
                                         
                                        and I'm not, you know,
                                         
                                        it was just kind of like,
                                         
                                        yeah, whatever, like it seemed,
                                         
                                        it seemed like a whole thing
                                         
                                        that was contrived more than the show
                                         
                                        would do up to that point, whatever.
                                         
                                        So you could have explored more of the,
                                         
    
                                        not good, not to earn it.
                                         
                                        People act like you got to earn it,
                                         
                                        but like the, what are you earning?
                                         
                                        The payoff is rarely that great.
                                         
                                        The point is more,
                                         
                                        The journey and the studying of this character,
                                         
                                        watching a really interesting and nuanced character
                                         
                                        is the reward in itself.
                                         
    
                                        Watching Tyrion in season one, two, and three, even, four.
                                         
                                        I mean, yeah, the original Tyrion, that's the idiot Tyrion that, you know,
                                         
                                        we have now, or it did have, it's over now, but, you know,
                                         
                                        with a pleasure, because he was a complicated guy, he was a selfish guy,
                                         
                                        but also, you know, he was better than his family,
                                         
                                        but his family was shit, you know,
                                         
                                        and, like, there's a lot of levels going on.
                                         
                                        He's smart, but he's also, you know, kind of,
                                         
    
                                        uh, he's a risky with the prostitute.
                                         
                                        Yeah, whatever.
                                         
                                        Point is watching a guy like Braun,
                                         
                                        who's like, you know, not the worst guy,
                                         
                                        but he's a moral, uh, you know,
                                         
                                        and morally ambiguous, but, you know,
                                         
                                        he knows how to win a fight, but, you know,
                                         
                                        in a sleazier way, but, you know,
                                         
    
                                        but it's also like, but that's that moment when he's like,
                                         
                                        when he gets rid of John Slint, Tyrion,
                                         
                                        and he goes to Braun, you know,
                                         
                                        because he makes Bronon the city guard guy.
                                         
                                        Like, if I, if I ordered you to,
                                         
                                        because he was like,
                                         
                                        oh, I was ordered to do it, killing the babies,
                                         
                                        you know, the Robert's bastards or whatever.
                                         
    
                                        Like, back in, like,
                                         
                                        season one or beginning of season two.
                                         
                                        And, uh,
                                         
                                        when,
                                         
                                        like, when he goes to braun, he goes,
                                         
                                        you know, if I ordered you to kill babies, would you do it?
                                         
                                        You know, would you do it on,
                                         
                                        unquestionally?
                                         
    
                                        He's like, unquestioningly? No.
                                         
                                        I ask how much.
                                         
                                        Like, that's great.
                                         
                                        because you still like the character
                                         
                                        and the fact that you can have a character
                                         
                                        like you're still saying
                                         
                                        you haven't paid enough money
                                         
                                        I'll kill some babies
                                         
    
                                        like that's
                                         
                                        like that's that's that's that's the point
                                         
                                        and then sometimes
                                         
                                        I feel like I've landed on to a point here
                                         
                                        in a roundabout way
                                         
                                        which is you know
                                         
                                        the nature of how this show works I guess
                                         
                                        but like
                                         
    
                                        if I have to anything to add to this whole
                                         
                                        because you know
                                         
                                        if you're interested in game with drones
                                         
                                        there's millions of videos now
                                         
                                        and you know you spend all day of work watching this shit
                                         
                                        but if I have anything to
                                         
                                        add to the great debate about, or just eulogy about this show,
                                         
                                        it's the point of this distinction that, you know,
                                         
    
                                        it's not so much that you needed to earn these turns.
                                         
                                        It's that, like, you know,
                                         
                                        the, studying and, like, having the nuance of a character on display is the point.
                                         
                                        Is the, having a character that is grounded in reality
                                         
                                        and it acts, you know, based on,
                                         
                                        Again, this is drama.
                                         
                                        Look, you're not watching a documentary.
                                         
                                        Documentaries don't do this.
                                         
    
                                        So, like, it's not about 100% realism.
                                         
                                        You want the idea that is it realistic based on the,
                                         
                                        uh,
                                         
                                        what's the instigating factors that you've established.
                                         
                                        So, like, you know, hey, she wants to do this, but, you know,
                                         
                                        let's just, let's just say everyone's a grand thing.
                                         
                                        Like, with the whole burning down of King's Landing.
                                         
                                        It's like, you know, would you have, uh, this would have been better if she'd,
                                         
    
                                        if, like, you know, if, you know,
                                         
                                        Searcy had not surrendered, and she'd done some stuff that kind of forced her hand,
                                         
                                        so the only way she could beat her was to burn down the red key.
                                         
                                        Of course, that would have been a better move if that was, you know, sure.
                                         
                                        I'm not arguing that.
                                         
                                        But the point, it's like you have his character.
                                         
                                        She has a certain moral standing, and people are saying to you, like, look, I can buy that, you know,
                                         
                                        this character would go darker than I would, you know, and then we all would agree.
                                         
    
                                        people these people aren't children go
                                         
                                        I like turkey you made her bad
                                         
                                        they're saying it's like
                                         
                                        it's about you know
                                         
                                        not pushing it for no reason
                                         
                                        people don't you know it's just
                                         
                                        it's it's really
                                         
                                        it can't be overstayed how clumsily
                                         
    
                                        and shittily this show is written
                                         
                                        it's done in a way where it's almost like
                                         
                                        hyper normalization where it's like
                                         
                                        fuck you this is a new reality
                                         
                                        these people are like same when you watch
                                         
                                        certain comedy things like this guy's
                                         
                                        on TV he's going to
                                         
                                        And he's incoherent.
                                         
    
                                        Look at his Twitter and it makes no sense.
                                         
                                        He's got a billion follower.
                                         
                                        And it's like, no, this is the new reality.
                                         
                                        Like, this is done, like, with Russia.
                                         
                                        If you haven't seen hyper normalization,
                                         
                                        it's an Adam Curtis doc.
                                         
                                        Go watch it on YouTube.
                                         
                                        I don't endorse it.
                                         
    
                                        Like, his docs are always very, very interesting
                                         
                                        and fun to watch.
                                         
                                        I feel like maybe he's sometimes,
                                         
                                        like, shoe horns a little bit.
                                         
                                        But, you know, but you watch him as kind of,
                                         
                                        like, you know, tone poems.
                                         
                                        If you were George Lucas, he'd say something.
                                         
                                        stupid like that you know they kind of you get a vibe off of them and a certain level of perspective
                                         
    
                                        but yeah but in hyper normalization he talks about uh at one point how it was basically about how
                                         
                                        the name comes from in russia uh in like the soviet union in the 70s how at that point
                                         
                                        it all broken down and no one thought like we're they were doing some kind of letting Marxist
                                         
                                        shit here um but the government was basically kind of still going through certain motions and
                                         
                                        people were accepting that and it was like they were and they you
                                         
                                        that thing when you know what you're watching on the news is bullshit,
                                         
                                        but you kind of have no choice but to kind of go along with it
                                         
                                        and accept it and you have this kind of dual awareness in your whole life.
                                         
    
                                        It's like, you know, it's kind of accepting of things you know would be untrue,
                                         
                                        which I guess is the foundation of 1904 and the whole, like, 2 plus 2 equals 5 kind of thing.
                                         
                                        You know, force the people to accept the 2 plus 2 equals 5
                                         
                                        just because you get convinced him of that.
                                         
                                        and then he got it, he broke him.
                                         
                                        And that's, you know,
                                         
                                        because Russia were basically,
                                         
                                        they also established in modernly Russia,
                                         
    
                                        I think I've talked about this before,
                                         
                                        but like,
                                         
                                        they basically fund opposition parties.
                                         
                                        And that's,
                                         
                                        look,
                                         
                                        that's duplicitous,
                                         
                                        and you could see an intelligent service
                                         
                                        doing that,
                                         
    
                                        and agent provocateurs,
                                         
                                        what's interesting is that
                                         
                                        the move they did
                                         
                                        was to, like,
                                         
                                        tell the people,
                                         
                                        this is what we're doing.
                                         
                                        So the whole point is to go,
                                         
                                        hey,
                                         
    
                                        you don't know what the fuck we're doing.
                                         
                                        That's what we're doing.
                                         
                                        What we're doing is,
                                         
                                        you don't know what the fuck is real and that's the point so that's what the point of this is
                                         
                                        the point of this season and there's a lot of art now is just to be like hey
                                         
                                        you don't know what's going on uh just basically you know bend over cuck that's what i'm telling
                                         
                                        you and again i'm using cuck in the literal term not in the you know me i'm not some
                                         
                                        fucking guy are these cuck still even a word like they use i could break down game of
                                         
    
                                        this world i feel like we're getting to the end of the show
                                         
                                        Maybe I'll do a bonus episode.
                                         
                                        I feel like that's a contribution.
                                         
                                        All the other stuff I feel about it, I feel like I've been said.
                                         
                                        But that's my contribution is that, you know,
                                         
                                        it's even if you had earned it,
                                         
                                        it's wanting to see that develop is the interesting thing.
                                         
                                        It's not the fact that you have to...
                                         
    
                                        Some people act like you built this up to pay it off.
                                         
                                        And like, you know, would you go back and watch the first,
                                         
                                        like, you know, a bunch of seasons again?
                                         
                                        Because it was ruined now because, you know, it was all leading to this.
                                         
                                        I never felt like it was...
                                         
                                        There was always something it was leading to, sure.
                                         
                                        But it was a pleasure to watch.
                                         
                                        in love itself and I feel like that's
                                         
    
                                        you know that's what I have to contribute
                                         
                                        is that you know it's appreciating
                                         
                                        the moment and so there
                                         
                                        was no earning there'd be no earning
                                         
                                        I mean you could have earned it but it's more not
                                         
                                        the earning what you earn is
                                         
                                        the enjoyment of watching it
                                         
                                        and yes when it also pays off on the other
                                         
    
                                        end it makes it that much better
                                         
                                        sure but you know
                                         
                                        watching her
                                         
                                        grapple with these things
                                         
                                        would have that's the point it's not
                                         
                                        if she's just changed on the dime
                                         
                                        but you had established it better
                                         
                                        and then you go, oh, all right,
                                         
    
                                        well, it does make sense
                                         
                                        it makes sense with the fucking parameters
                                         
                                        and it's not the fucking point.
                                         
                                        The point is the struggle.
                                         
                                        The point is the new, like, wanting to see someone
                                         
                                        be, like, again, the wire.
                                         
                                        You watch McNulty, and he's like this fucking
                                         
                                        drunk maniac, but he's also, like,
                                         
    
                                        he's talented as a detective and he can't get his shit together.
                                         
                                        And it's like, watching that
                                         
                                        is interesting, you know? And, like,
                                         
                                        it doesn't matter that, like,
                                         
                                        it's what's to pay off and what's to this
                                         
                                        and it's just like you know I enjoy
                                         
                                        watching someone who isn't
                                         
                                        just one thing and that's the point
                                         
    
                                        like and she was never so you know
                                         
                                        whatever that's that
                                         
                                        yeah
                                         
                                        also
                                         
                                        they could have redeemed it just by having Prince Harry just drop bombs
                                         
                                        on the city
                                         
                                        you know
                                         
                                        make it more realistic at least
                                         
    
                                        because Prince
                                         
                                        they should have incorporated Prince Harry and the biracial
                                         
                                        baby and they should have maintained
                                         
                                        It should have cut forward.
                                         
                                        It should have been the dissolve of, like, the, you know, brand and, like, all of everyone and just dissolves to the current royal family with their beautiful biracial baby.
                                         
                                        And it just says, seasons, greetings, and it's over.
                                         
                                        That's the only change I would have made, I guess.
                                         
                                        Let's get to, we'll just call that our wonderful patrons.
                                         
    
                                        I'm going to buy, you know, I don't know, I'm not getting rich over this Patreon, at least not yet.
                                         
                                        but I have made
                                         
                                        not actually enough to buy a new microphone
                                         
                                        but enough that I'll kick in the rest
                                         
                                        I'm gonna have better microphones
                                         
                                        to see it's not going to me and paying for my
                                         
                                        you know bugles
                                         
                                        my fucking you know Doritos
                                         
    
                                        I'm gonna buy a nicer mic
                                         
                                        and it'll help just a little pockets will sound better
                                         
                                        so uh contribute
                                         
                                        now with that spirit
                                         
                                        so and thank you can thank
                                         
                                        these wonderful patrons for making that possible
                                         
                                        Diane Cage Brit Poundown
                                         
                                        Michael Ricardo
                                         
    
                                        Richard Hofsteader, Jason Dubreville, Gary Barbarra, Ryan LaRocke, Keith Veronese, and Eric Frankel.
                                         
                                        And last but not least, Julian Assange.
                                         
                                        Julian, I didn't send you to ramen.
                                         
                                        I know I said they would.
                                         
                                        Look, you contributed to me.
                                         
                                        It doesn't mean I have to help you.
                                         
                                        So I don't want this to be a thing like as a quid pro quo.
                                         
                                        You know, you believed in Kump and that's great.
                                         
    
                                        I don't want to set a precedent.
                                         
                                        Like, if you donate to my Patreon, they're like, I'm going to get you.
                                         
                                        out of jail or, like, won't you a campaign to get you out of jail?
                                         
                                        In this case, though, I do want to do something.
                                         
                                        But I don't like the idea that I'm expected to do something for Julian Assange.
                                         
                                        But, no, I will.
                                         
                                        I'll get me.
                                         
                                        I just forgot, let's be honest, I forgot to send you the soup and a ramen.
                                         
    
                                        So we'll figure something out for Julian, because he did contribute to the show, so I want
                                         
                                        to help him out.
                                         
                                        I'm not sure what to do.
                                         
                                        I mean, he's getting extradited to Sweden, or, you know,
                                         
                                        America, who knows, it's a real mess.
                                         
                                        In reality is,
                                         
                                        those charges might be true
                                         
                                        and also trumped up to,
                                         
    
                                        you know, get them for the
                                         
                                        espionage shit or the hacking shit,
                                         
                                        you know, whatever. Like,
                                         
                                        again, just like Game of Thrones, well,
                                         
                                        just like the wire, it could be both things.
                                         
                                        You know, he could have done some shitty shit
                                         
                                        and they use that against him.
                                         
                                        Like, it's just because it's convenient, doesn't mean
                                         
    
                                        he didn't do it. Who knows?
                                         
                                        But they're definitely pushing the issue.
                                         
                                        Let's not pretend like, you know,
                                         
                                        international like rapists tend to get internationally extradited in this fashion but uh so you know of course
                                         
                                        that's why you know it's happening because you know he's him but you know if he did do it though it's like
                                         
                                        then it's like eh well he's still not a great guy but you know you also want to i don't know
                                         
                                        he contributed to the show i'm not you know defend his whole moral backstory but you know
                                         
                                        i defend his you know his hacking is leaking you know if it over affected the election
                                         
    
                                        grow up, all right?
                                         
                                        Look at what you think he was, no.
                                         
                                        I mean, if they used WikiLeaks, the guy's in the Ecuadorian embassy.
                                         
                                        We were riding a skateboard around, eating fucking hot pockets.
                                         
                                        I'm, you know, I'm not going to fucking hold him accountable if we got a little used.
                                         
                                        You're going to put him in jail for 20 years.
                                         
                                        I mean, a lot of shit happens.
                                         
                                        Let's not pretend like that was the fucking lunchpin.
                                         
    
                                        And also, like, what got leaked was real shit.
                                         
                                        So, like, if it hurt Hillary, it's like, you know, at the end of day, I get, I get what you're saying.
                                         
                                        But the end of day, it's like, it's real shit, though.
                                         
                                        Maybe just, you know,
                                         
                                        existed in the nuance a little more
                                         
                                        and stop being such a fucking tool about it.
                                         
                                        It's weird.
                                         
                                        We get it.
                                         
    
                                        All right.
                                         
                                        So, Julian, stay strong.
                                         
                                        We'll help you out.
                                         
                                        You can find me on Instagram and Twitter at Ray Kump.
                                         
                                        Go listen to Our Love is Disgusting.
                                         
                                        My podcast with Lucy Steiner is fantastic.
                                         
                                        She's hilarious.
                                         
                                        You know, you know, my Patreon if you want,
                                         
    
                                        you know, we get a new mic.
                                         
                                        Maybe some sound effects even.
                                         
                                        If we get enough patrons,
                                         
                                        we'll see
                                         
                                        I'll make some
                                         
                                        other parallel content too
                                         
                                        I don't know
                                         
                                        I'm making
                                         
    
                                        I'll show you
                                         
                                        I'll give you access
                                         
                                        to my music
                                         
                                        I make
                                         
                                        I'm making music now
                                         
                                        whatever
                                         
                                        we'll figure it out
                                         
                                        there's all
                                         
    
                                        there's enough
                                         
                                        come to go around
                                         
                                        see you next week
                                         
                                        you
                                         
                                        see you next week
                                         
                                        Thank you.
                                         
