Kyle Kingsbury Podcast - #298 Laurel Airica

Starting point is 00:00:00 Welcome back to the show, everybody. Today's guest has been a long time coming. Somebody that I met at Paul Cech's 60th birthday a couple years ago, Laurel Erica. Y'all might have heard her on Paul Cech's podcast back in the day, maybe Aubrey Marcus's. She is a word magic queen and a poet and a highly evolved being. Let me just put it that way. She is an incredibly wise and beautiful elder. And it was a pure joy for me to have her on the show. Due to time constraints, this one's a little bit

Starting point is 00:00:32 shorter than I would have liked. I will for certain have her back on. If you've never heard of her, totally cool way to get to know her on this podcast and then check the show notes because I'll link to some of her finer work that she's done via videos as far back as 2010 on YouTube. So we'll have that for you in the show notes. Really how she's made a name for herself is seeing the world as it is and calling in through the power of our words, the creativity of our words to create something better. And I'm all about it. There are many ways you can support this podcast. First and foremost, share it with a friend. Word of mouth is always fucking good. And leave us a five-star rating with one or two ways the show has helped you out in life.

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Starting point is 00:07:21 My absolute favorites with 20% off using code KKP. And without further ado, Miss Laurel Erica. There we go. Laurel, welcome to the podcast. Hello. This has been so cool. It's been over a year since we met, maybe two years. I think Paul's coming up on 62.

Starting point is 00:07:39 I think we met at a 60th birthday party. And I had first heard you on his podcast and was blown away by just the beauty of your words and the power behind them. And not just the power behind what you were speaking, but the power in general behind words that does not get seen. You know, I had Peter Krohn on the podcast

Starting point is 00:07:58 a couple of weeks ago. And one of the things that really stung out to me on a full body resonance, he says, when you're talking about this, you think you're describing something, but your words are not descriptive, they're creative. You're creating it, right? And I was like, blew my mind, right? And that speaks to exactly what you've been deep in study with for, I don't know how long, but this podcast, what I like to do is get a bit of, a bit of background on what made you, you you've, you've, um, you've been around and you've, you've, you've got some books and you've got a lot of, of, of wisdom and knowledge to share with us. When did that start for you tracking the power of words?

Starting point is 00:08:40 I remember saying, and I believe I was three or four telling my parents, I bet I now know all the words in the English language. And my mother, showing her true colors in the earliest hours, said, I bet you don't, rather than what's your favorite. And then she proceeded to say a word. And I said, well, what language was that? Because I was convinced that early that I knew all the words. And I know that's because this is what I came here to do. And I love when words pop out of the dictionary at you from, you know, unexpectedly. And one that came that I saw is anamnesis. And I really enjoy sharing it because it means the soul's recollection of what it knew from a prior lifetime. So isn't it nice to know you've got all that experience and knowledge and evolution

Starting point is 00:09:49 behind you to broadcast your message verbally and energetically in ways that are catalytically activating. So anamnesis, it's now the second definition was a patient's recounting of their medical history which is what i call taking the sublime and reducing it to the ridiculous and and there are words that i've found and perhaps you have that hold a message in them that expands our sense of human possibilities so one of them I quite like is a philocalyst which is someone who appreciates the good the noble and the beautiful and I thought oh my gosh, if we as human beings knew we had that capacity and that that's what makes our hearts sing when we scintillate with these higher frequencies of energy, I think we'd have some very different kind of behavior going on. So I came in with a sense that I already knew all the words. And years later, I wrote my story in the form of what I call my ferriography. Because I do believe I come from the elemental kingdom and I look at it alphabetically as L-M-N-T-L.

Starting point is 00:11:31 Anyway, there's so much. I have published a tip of the iceberg of how I've entertained myself. As I explained in my ferriography, I was born in upside-down town to the king and queen of backward land. I spoke a foreign language which they had to twist to understand. The king was sowing sorrow and the queen was reaping grief. I held my dreams but lost my way, confused beyond belief. How ossified the king in patriarchal misconceptions, and how brilliant was the queen in monumental self-deceptions. And I wish that I could say that they were singular expressions, but they were the rule, as I know you'll unprecedented mindfuck. And I call it a quadruplicitous mindfuck. And I think it's because I'm innately once described it, through a slip of the tongue. only one you've ever met who aspired to tunnel their way through the earth to China who actually

Starting point is 00:13:30 made it. And I made it because I tunneled through using echolocution through that sound system and it took me to, and I'll explain that little background story. And anytime you want to jump in, please do. I can unfold musically, and you might want to just step in at any moment. I'm happy to just sit back and let you rock and roll. This is beautiful. Tell me about China. Thank you. So, my earliest memory is saying I now know all the English words in the English

Starting point is 00:14:14 language. And the other, maybe even earlier memory was being a toddler and my father had a this is this to show you that the life stream and the life stream you can't hear a difference because there isn't any this is our collective daydream and nightmare right now I mean we're the creators and all the, anyway, another subject. So my father, being everything is metaphoric as in a dream, it's symbolic. My father, who was from Pennsylvania, and I'm a writer, he was taking delivery of a sound system. As I recall, it was a Magnavox monaural sound system. And the delivery man had opened the box to remove it and set it up. And I, as a toddler, came in to see what he was doing. And he said that when he opened the box,

Starting point is 00:15:31 a bat had flown out the window and into the backyard and was hanging from the tree. So I went out, I stood in front of the tree and expecting to see a bat hanging from it. But in my memory of it, it was in that moment that I discovered that the same sound can have two unrelated meanings. I was expecting to see a baseball bat when he had met a flying bat. So that odd coincidence, which I don't dismiss as irrelevant, which is how most people understand coincidence. Oh, these two disparate elements came together in the same spot or the same sound at the same time, but that doesn't

Starting point is 00:16:26 mean anything. Go elsewhere. Don't look at that. I looked at it as I was navigating with echolocution. And so my ferriography is about an elemental being who goes through the looking glass into this dimension in pursuit of a bat instead of a white rabbit. So it's the opposite journey as Alice. And the bat sent me exploring words and so in the story she goes through the looking glass into this dimension and has to deconstruct the language to find her way back home again because our words the sounds are creative their meaning are lenses for our perceptions so even the word meaning, what does the word mean mean? Well, do you know what mean means? It means cruel, nasty, shabby, and average.

Starting point is 00:17:35 So how did all those meanings get in the words that means the meaning of means? Mean is also middle way so there's another word about understanding what a word is those syllables and vibrations and that arrangement is meant to convey to your mind and that word is definition well but if you're trained to be deaf to your definitions and you're playing music so loud that you're actually losing the acuteness of hearing you were probably born with, then you are deaf and you've been deafened to the miraculous mirage that we've been deafened to the miraculous mirage that we've been living in and generating as we speak and write

Starting point is 00:18:34 and in all the other ways we do it. So we're living in a nightmarish life stream. And to get back to your original question about how did I get to China, I pursued a bat and started playing with words very early. And maybe 10 or a little more years ago, I was at the Pacific Asia Museum in Pasadena. And there was in the gift shop,

Starting point is 00:19:16 there was a basket with little puppets and there was a bat puppet looking at me. And I was going to be teaching word magic or sharing it with children in a homeschooling group and so I thought I'd really like to get that bat but I'm not sure I want to spend the money then I went to looking at the exhibition and there was a little label that had a bat and a symbol of something and it said according to um taoist philosophy the bat is the symbol of happiness because in chinese the word fu means happiness and that and i, are you kidding? There's a whole culture that does what I do instead of making it wrong and dumb? That was revelatory to me.

Starting point is 00:20:14 And then when I was in China, one of the places we were taken to, and all these Buddhist statues. And the guide said, this is called the land of happiness, because in Chinese, the word Fu is happiness, and I think Buddha is Fu, something like that, small differentiation. And so the bat sent me on my life's journey with the English language and practicing Buddhism in my 20s, a form of Buddhism, is what I was doing in pursuit of happiness. So there was my life story culminating in that moment. And in terms of anamnesis,

Starting point is 00:21:11 the soul's recollection of what it knew from a prior lifetime, the quick little story about that is that when I was writing my ferriography, I wanted a wish-granting poem. And I wanted it to be as musical and magical as bibbidi-bobbidi-boo. So bubbly syllables. And I wanted every syllable to have significance.

Starting point is 00:21:48 So the first two stanzas just came through, and these are what they are. With cryptic, cabalistic tricks, I fix elixirs that equips linguistic mixtures to transfix. As fertile verbal herbalist and hypnotist of gibberish, I stir within my crucible all elements reducible to simple symbols that eclipse the prospects for apocalypse. So when those lines were written, I thought prospects for apocalypse, what's that doing in my poem? That is a very heavy vibe. And many years later, I read in a book, I believe it was Healing Mantras by Ashley Ferrand, that in the with structured metered I think rhyming verse could calm hostilities so he was working with a cabal of English and French poets to create just that kind of magic scintillating incantations to bring about world peace. And when I read that, I thought,

Starting point is 00:23:30 that's why I thought I now know all the words in the English language. I've been at this for a while. One would expect by now I would, but of course I don't, and the language is changing all the time, which is really important, because that's one of the things that are meant to be done at this time. One of my little word magic aphorisms is that confusing dimensions creates dementia. So if you try to fulfill a spiritual evolutionary impulse through a physical surrogate, which is mostly what happens through this backward land mirroring dimension of existence, you will go crazy. Addiction is trying to get satisfaction out of the mirror reflection of what you really want. So someone who's hooked on spirits is really eager to connect with spirits because that's where we come from. We come from the invisible and incarnate physically, but that's just our avatar.

Starting point is 00:24:52 That's just the little personality we're meant to operate from the spiritual perspective. So we are formulating this as we speak and write and where i was going to was there are evolutionary impulses that are very pronounced within us at this time love of, is one of them. But some people think love is about fucking. And no, not necessarily. And just think of the fact that the word fuck you is used, it's hurled as an epithet. It's thrown at people like a dart. And yet, if fucking is the most exalted physical experience,

Starting point is 00:25:52 especially if you're connected on the spiritual plane and through the heart simultaneously, that's where self-transcendence can really occur naturally, regularly, and in your own bedroom. If you come from that place when you engage in it, but if you're just looking for friction and stimulation, even then it feels good but to hurl it as a swear word at people to shoot it off rapidly and frequently it kind of in my estimation i'm not the ultimate authority i think it loses some of its authority because it's like having a big weapon and you're shooting off your mouth all the time. And therefore, people just expect that from you. So it doesn't have the impact and it doesn't stimulate your own creativity to see if you can speak more perceptively and eloquently about what it is you're seeking to transmit to another mind

Starting point is 00:27:11 energetically and syllabically. I know I'm in the middle of a thought. I love this. I'm not going to rush you at all you can take your own take your sweet ass time rest where you need to rest yeah this is phenomenal I'll take a sip too it's unlike any other I've done before I keep thinking you're Joe Rogan you look so

Starting point is 00:27:39 much like him thank you he is a handsome man he's a little shorter than me but we got some similarities yeah it's gorgeous that's lovely Thank you. He is a handsome man. He's a little shorter than me, but we got some similarities. Yeah. He's gorgeous. That's lovely. Thank you. An all-man who fills out his own presence, who isn't hiding in the basement or the attic somewhere, but is just embodying himself fully. What a powerful presence. And how reassuring to those of us who do not have that kind of physical stature and power, yet know we are exquisitely powerful. I want to digress for a moment and tell you a story about that.

Starting point is 00:28:25 Yes, please. Thank you. So when my son was nine, my brother brought back for him from Tijuana a switchblade knife. I'd never seen anything like it. I'd never held a weapon in my hands. And I was fascinated. I was also horrified that this is a gift he would give to his nephew, which lets you know how discombobulated the royal family of Back land were. That my brother would think to do something

Starting point is 00:29:08 that is beneath idiocy. But speaking of beneath idiocy, when my son was 12 and we moved, I was a single mother, never married. Left his father when I was two months pregnant. Was meant to be with him because I got pregnant on a very memorable day in the history of humanity. I don't believe I want to go into that story. However, when my son was 12 and we moved,

Starting point is 00:29:42 he had muscle strain. So I took him to the pediatrician. I moved, he had muscle strain. So I took him to the pediatrician. I said, he has muscle strain. And he wanted to do blood tests and x-rays, from which he concluded muscle strain. And a bill for me to pay. And what was his remedy for a 12 year old? Valium. And that was the last time we ever stepped foot through his childhood in the office of a mainstream practitioner of the healing arts who have been so hoodwinked and dragged away from their own heart because they set out on that arduous path out of heart and the desire to learn and discover

Starting point is 00:30:38 and serve and make a difference. And it's so funny when people use the phrase about making a difference in the world, they forget the qualifying adjective. If you want to make a difference in the world, just get a flat tire on the freeway and then imagine at rush hour and imagine what a big difference you've just made in the lives of thousands and who knows, maybe millions of people. So I like to qualify it, I everywhere you go and with perfect strangers? Talk to them. Speak beauty. Talk is the other four-letter word that means intercourse.

Starting point is 00:31:44 Speak beauty. Imagine you have, I once looked at a flower and I thought, oh, for heaven's sakes, it's a flower. And we can be flowers too. And when we are, there is a divine flow

Starting point is 00:32:04 that's seeking to embody in us, enrich us, re-dream reality with us, and co-create and communicate as us. The divine is looking its inlets and outlets. So do you want trash talk and have that amplified? Or do you want to speak beauty, which is synonymous with truth? So it's not about flattery. It's about authenticity and being authentic

Starting point is 00:32:48 is what we're born to be as every child demonstrates but in backward land people can get pretty twisted so I am even at this I describe myself so I am even at this I describe myself as having the spirit of

Starting point is 00:33:11 a spring chicken in the body of an old friar a monk so I'm at the far end of the calendar and I'm at the far end of the calendar and I'm still working on well let me I don't want to articulate it I am still in the evolutionary process seeking to get freer and freer and freer

Starting point is 00:33:40 because here's the other piece of the story that I wasn't going to share. And a friend of mine suggested that I speak it orally. It's called selenotropism, growth in response to moonlight. So when I was very little, I had questions about things now I never talked about. And I thought, I must be very backward because how could they live a life without the answers to those questions? And so since no one, I figured they'd answered them for themselves already. I didn't know.

Starting point is 00:34:46 I thought it was I who was backward. I came in as one of those early imaginal cells that the system has an autoimmune response to. So I assumed I was the backward one.

Starting point is 00:35:01 And I thought if I could read their behavior, I could intuit their conclusions. And I thought if I could read their behavior, I could intuit their conclusions. And I know I had a profusion of questions of that nature. The only one I remember is thanks to D.H. Lawrence, his book, perhaps it was Under the Rainbow, something like that, where this young woman is embracing a soldier and feeling her heart contracting like a bead, a tight bead inside her. And I knew the pain of that place so well. And she says, how can I come together with another person before I have centered the moon in my own being?

Starting point is 00:35:50 And when I read that, I thought, yes. Now, why don't people talk about that? And so that was an enduring question for me. And I didn't know whether it was literal or metaphoric. I'm assessing what amount of backstory makes this more relevant. Oh, there's so much. In any case. I believe I have a strong energetic connection with the moon as a human embodiment of lunar energy.

Starting point is 00:36:39 I have tangible evidence of it. And therefore, one of the evolutionary impulses that's underway at this time, well, one is for collectively the desire to unify as a super organism of awake and awakening souls, contributing their gifts to the commonwealth from which we all are enriched. The effort to co-opt that evolutionary impulse and turn it from spiritual to physical has been the effort to create herd immunity. And so in a little summary statement I wrote about all that I have discovered and distilled through a lifetime of playing with words, I wrote, we are on the edge of an evolutionary leap into higher consciousness or an ant heap. And there's a whole lot of energy being directed to turn us into herd immunity, obedient to what is heard and are like autonomous automatons with identical identities. So we are in the middle of this big moment where people are deciding, they're pronouncing their own sentence on themselves.

Starting point is 00:38:29 Hopefully, we will predominate. I trust we will. I know ultimately we will. And I just invite those who think that power on the physical form is even a twinkle of the power we have as spiritual beings that we can bring for the, oh my gosh, for the revitalization of the earth. It's nothing. You want all that? It will sink you, but you will not swim and you will not fly. And that's where the rest of us are heading. And you're invited. Think of all these wonderful whistleblowers who are coming out of the heart of darkness and blowing their cover. So as an incarnation of the moon, which is how it seems to me and others have reflected it to me,

Starting point is 00:39:50 I believe it is possible for me to lead that evolutionary impulse to evolve language that is proliferating with words being stolen, words that have had meanings for generations being stolen. No, you can't say that anymore. We've decided it's changed. And if you don't agree with us, you're racist, you're biggest, you're homophobic. I mean, they're throwing fuck you words at us in various forms all the time. But there is this evolutionary impulse to evolve language, the spiritual part of it. So in 2010, I posted my YouTube video taking, what is it? The secret spells of the English language. And that's how most people have found my work online. A woman posted it on the Facebook page of Collective Evolution, which had enormous followers. and that's how it

Starting point is 00:40:46 went out suddenly and quickly. I asked her to please post the second one, the anthem, which is the antidote, and it's called Taking Command of the English Language, and she never did. So sometimes when people hear my YouTube and others have borrowed my title, one rapper named B period, O period, B period, he plagiarized it entirely and started speaking it as if it were his own. And I contacted his manager who gave me a screw off lady. And I contacted YouTube and they forced him to take it down. But someone else saw it on YouTube. And it's not so much the

Starting point is 00:41:37 theft, but the fact that it's a fuck you to yourself, because you're saying you're not a channel to divine ideas that are new in every moment, spoken in a particular way that can resonate and impact people powerfully. You're saying, I can't do it. I have to steal from this person and conceal the steal. Wow, what an impoverished sense of self that has to come from. In any case, people who see my secret spells of the English language often ask, who did this to us? And there's another disempowering question. I think it's important. I think it's curious, but it's like, who do we go after? And the point is that I have two points to make, and all of this is conjecture. All of this is me having intercourse with the vein of divine intelligence that I'm particularly attuned to.

Starting point is 00:42:53 So I am certain, and I know, a lot of it is intentional. And the fact that language is being manipulated right now, you don't say mother, say birthing parent. And if a transgender person, what is it? A woman becomes a man and can have a baby, then you have to say men can have babies. And that gives lie to Freudian, Freud's belief that women had penis envy. Women can have all the penises they want anytime they want them.

Starting point is 00:43:32 It's men who have womb envy because we are the bringers of life. And to take words with well-established meanings and agreement and change them, that's how you're looking to create a brain scramble. And especially when you legislate, it has to be said this way. And all you people, all of us, I mean, I'm a fringe person. I'm a fairy. I come out and I admit it. I'm an English language elemental.

Starting point is 00:44:12 I also feel very kindred to the moon. As I said, be creative. So my solution to calling a man, a woman, a man who's having a baby, and it's hard to even keep it straight, it's so nonsensical, be creative. Don't expect, just like walk into a 12-step room and they'll tell you, don't expect everyone to change their behavior to protect your sensitivity. That's craziness. It insanity get creative so how about a man who can have it a woman that can have a baby how about a womb plus man a womb man okay so that that honors your roots as someone who came onto this dimension with a womb and honors your choice as well to be a man.

Starting point is 00:45:11 Similarly, a man who wants to be a woman, also a woman, but you could call yourself, I think we need to keep the categories distinct so woman for a woman that transition um and a free male for someone who whose choice is feminine. And that's lovely. We've all been hungry for the feminine agenda. Whether you're masculine or feminine by birth or by genitalia, we're all hungry for mother love. And look at how we've desecrated mother earth. And we live inside her womb. I mean, the suicidal impulse, they talk about it in young children.

Starting point is 00:46:15 Well, when the entire culture is looking to commit harakiri publicly, what do you expect? But people say, Oops, I didn't mean to go here. I certainly felt that way. This is a dark journey. So here's my current theory. We come from such a place of light and power. We know we are are invincible and yet this planet here needs help it's like god i'm flea ridden i'm covered with parasites and of the human variety and they are the most ferocious and deadly and ugly and self-destructive, they'll happily destroy their own host. And we decide that our magnificence can't be fully appreciated in a realm when everyone's magnificent.

Starting point is 00:47:24 And love is all there is. in a realm when everyone's magnificent. And love is all there is. I need to use a different voice now. So we say, I am superhuman. I will never forget who I am and why I'm here. And so we agree to tunnel through the heart of darkness and to get trammeled and stomped on and steamrolled over and drawn and quartered in all the ways that they do it here. Pardon me, I have a reactive body sometimes. That's what a really sensitive organism who weathered a very brutal environment is a little jumpy sometimes. So we knew we

Starting point is 00:48:21 could do it. We knew that what was within us was greater than anything that could oppose us. And a week or so ago, internally, a message came through, which is in order to become an unstoppable force for good on the planet, you must have confronted and ultimately overcome the impossible forces set in motion to oppose you. So a lot of us started out as super beings in infant form, surrounded by impossible forces set to oppose us because they're culture clones with identical identities. I mean, it's like millions of seeds, which are cells that trees drop. It's like, you know, so few sprout and grow to their full potential. And this is the age, I believe, of the everyday superhero, where there's

Starting point is 00:49:38 more opportunity to get the help one needs, like our beloved friend, Paul Cech. And I don't know what you, well, and Aubrey has his program, and I think you're part of that, are you? Yeah. Actualizing potential. Wonderful word for it, IntelliKey. Isn't it lovely?

Starting point is 00:50:02 It means your actualized potential and the force within you that is drawing you and driving you to self-actualize you are all have been through such harrowing journeys that would knock most people out of the running and out of the ring and you've made it and here you are and the first thing i noticed about you was the size of your big heart so wouldn't it be won't it be lovely when men since it's they who have penis envy. The bigger the better, they believe, but it's about getting a heart on. The fact that earth and heart is the same word

Starting point is 00:50:52 to me indicates that the purpose of life is not to get ahead of everyone else in the human race, like it's some deadly competition, but to get a heart full of love for all of creation. So get a heart on and you will be in harmony with earth and all upon it as more and more and more of us do. And when we see a man like you, Kyle, as big, as tall, as potentially mean, you're a deadly warrior if you want to be. But you are about the light, the light that emanates from divine intelligence as it embodies in you. And the heart energy that is the heart of the mother, the feminine we all want.

Starting point is 00:51:55 So that's my little, my thoughts about words at the moment and the evolutionary impulse to evolve language. And my anthem is called taking command of the english language and it's on youtube on my channel and also posted 2010 so so well we'll link to all that in the show notes it's been absolutely in 2010. We'll link to all that in the show notes. It's been absolutely incredible having you on. I know you did a lot longer with Paul and Aubrey,

Starting point is 00:52:34 but keeping us here at an hour, and I'm sorry it took so long to get us technically situated, but it's been incredible having you here. If there's anything else you guys want us to include of your work, we will absolutely link to it in the show notes from books to different videos you've done. You've been an exceptional person

Starting point is 00:52:49 and I wish I had to spend more time with you in person. Hopefully we will at some point. Yeah. Love your heart, Kyle. Thank you. I'm so honored. Very powerful. Thank you. Thank you, Laurel. Have a beautiful day. You too. Bye. thank you I'm so honored very powerful thank you

Starting point is 00:53:05 thank you Laurel have a beautiful day you too bye Thank you.

Kyle Kingsbury Podcast - #298 Laurel Airica

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