Kyle Kingsbury Podcast - #414 Exploring The Divine Within Us All w/ Taylor Perkins

Episode Date: July 12, 2025

Welcoming Taylor Perkins, a creator who simplifies complex spiritual ideas into understandable concepts. The discussion covers Taylor's spiritual journey, beginning with his orthodox Mormon upbringing, transformative experiences with plant medicines like Ayahuasca, and how these contributed to his self-awareness and spiritual awakening. They discuss the nature of perception, the interconnectedness of reality, and the concept of holding space for expansion in love and awareness. Taylor shares insights on the importance of meditation, shadow work, and maintaining the balance between individuality and unity. They delve into societal constructs, family dynamics, and the role of personal and collective healing in creating a more harmonious world. The conversation emphasizes the practice of embodying love and awareness to manifest a better reality, offering a profound perspective on personal growth and spiritual development.   Connect with Taylor Perkins here: Instagram All of Taylors Links The Cult Mouthtape   Our Sponsors: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to Lucy.co/KKP and use promo code (KKP) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy offers FREE SHIPPING and has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. If there’s ONE MINERAL you should be worried about not getting enough of... it’s MAGNESIUM. Head to http://www.bioptimizers.com/kingsbu now and use code KINGSBU10 to claim your 10% discount. If you’re 21+, check out the link to VIIA and use the code KKP to receive 15% off, free shipping on orders over $100, AND if you’re new to VIIA - get a free gift of your choice. After you purchase they ask you where you heard about them. Support our show and tell them we sent you. Enhance your everyday with VIIA. For the BEST Creatine on the market, visit https://shopbeam.com/KKP and use code KKP to get our exclusive discount of up to 30% off.   Connect with Kyle: I'm back on Instagram, come say hey @kylekingsbu Twitter: @kingsbu Fit For Service Academy App: Fit For Service App Our Farm Initiative: @gardenersofeden.earth Odysee: odysee.com/@KyleKingsburypod Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@Kyle-Kingsbury Kyle's Website: www.kingsbu.com - Gardeners of Eden site If you enjoyed this podcast, please subscribe & leave a 5-star review with your thoughts!

Welcome to today's episode number 414 with Taylor Perkins. As soon as I got back on Instagram, which was maybe six months to a year ago, I was turned on to Taylor Perkins work and I just fell in love with it. He was somebody to me who took very complex spiritual ideas and broke them down in a very practical, easy to understand way.

And I've always appreciated that about people when they can take something that's deep and unpack it in a way that's easy to understand way. And I've always appreciated that about people when they can take something that's deep and unpack it in a way that's easy to understand it. It shows me they have true gnosis of what they're talking about. And I really feel that way about Taylor. Taylor flew out from his wonderful home in Arizona to come to my wonderful home in Texas. So I'm super pumped for that. We had a blast and I definitely want to run this back with him at some point. We'll link to his stuff in the show notes I highly suggest you follow him on Instagram. He has some very awesome Videos that will open your mind different aspects of life

Support the show by sharing it with friends leave us a five-star rating with one or two ways the show's helped you out in Life and support our sponsors. They make this show possible without further ado my brother Taylor Perkins without further ado, my brother, Taylor Perkins. Taylor Perkins, welcome to the podcast, brother. Thank you for having me. It's good to be here. This is so rad. We've had a good conversation. You got here early.

It's funny. I was thinking about this when I lived in Austin, I was like 15 minutes from the airport, eight minutes from on it and, and I still have that house. It's a great house in South Austin. People were on time or they weren't. Yeah. That was one of the, one of the other, they were either on time or they weren't. Yeah. That was one of the one of the other. They were either on time or they weren't. Here at the farm being out of town, you're either

early or you're late. Yeah. There is no on time. Yeah. It's either you either show up early or you're late. That's it. There's no in between. Oh, it's so funny. You know, I always grew up. This definitely comes from like my family where it's like, if're not early you are late and so it's like everywhere I go I show up especially when it comes to airports it's like I'll be there an hour early and then I'm like what do I do with my time you know but it's a it's a lot less stressful that way so I appreciate you allowing me to come up a little bit early and show me the property. That's a great point because like I think of I'm sure we'll get into this with family stuff and background,

but Anahata famously taught me, the person who's taught you the most is not necessarily a person that's taught you the most good. Yeah, absolutely. That's your greatest teacher, right? And so if you really think about that, the things that were troublesome

become your greatest gifts, and they become something that you wear, not as like a, this is who I am, but like this is how I behave in the world. Yeah. Right, like I don't yell at my kids. Yeah. There's a reason for that, right?

Yeah. And so I think about things like that, like it's a gift. It was probably super stressful when you were young. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Always having to rush around, but now it's a gift, right? Absolutely, absolutely, man.

Yeah, you know, it's, I mean, just going from what you're saying to everything as a teacher, if you're willing to like listen and tap into it and willing to humble yourself and like learn from it, right? Where it's like, whether it's a bad experience, good experience, divine experience, experience with the other side, you know, it's all there to teach you to complete this whole picture of who you can be. Um, and life is a lot more enjoyable when you're just like, let me just learn from this, you know?

And so it's like, yeah, it's cool. It's cool. What am I being taught right now? What is the lesson here? What can I take? What, what can I get? What can I harvest from this? Yeah.

Well, you know, one of the things that I love to like, kind of like decontition within people's brains right now is I think a lot of times we think of things from this perspective of I'm right here, I need to come right here and it's a very like linear thinking right where it's like I want to become enlightened therefore I'm at the base of the mountain I need to scale the mountain and it's always I'm going from A to B to C to D, but I think you can look at nature as some of the best access to Scripture that we have, right? And it's like the Sun radiates in every direction, fully expansive in every direction, right? The universe is

full of light and shadow. All of it creates this experience and I think we're the same way, right? So like this idea of something like perfection is a complete myth because if you take into account the universe right now where it's at, it's perfect, right? Well, in these three seconds that we've talked, it's expanded past what we were comprehending as like the universe, right? It's infinitely expanding and that's what learning is, is it's not like, oh, I'm imperfect, how can I become perfect? It is, I am the sun that is radiating,

where can I expand more? And it's just a completely different mindset because you kind of like drop this baggage of like, I need to be perfect or I need to perform and put on this mask for other people so that I can be who they want me to be or think that it could be. And it's just like, yeah, yeah.

And it's just like, no, fuck that, man. It's just like, I'm infinitely expanding. I am infinitely expanding. So if somebody calls me out or gives me a new perspective, it's like, I don't need to be in the fear and like fight against it and show why I'm right. It's like, no, show me where I'm wrong. I would love to expand. I would love to have more awareness, you know?

And it's like, it never ends. It never ends. There's no limit to your expansion, which is like so nice when you can give into that because it's like, okay, fuck, I don't need to be perfect ever, because I'm never going to be there's always more expansion, right? And so I love that. I think there's a Buddhist term called dukkha, which is the necessary imbalance. So of the universe, right? Yeah, like thereha, which is the necessary imbalance of the universe. Right. Yeah. I was like, there's, there's a necessary, and I've had a lot of plant medicine journeys where it would feel like that.

And Paul check words is like something that's perfect is if it's perfected and it's perfect, it's immovable. Yeah. Right. It's complete. It's whole. It's not, it's unchanging. Right.

So there's a slight imperfection by design to keep perpetual motion in an infinite eternal game. Totally. Right, and I was like, that actually makes sense. Exactly. It makes a lot of sense. It's kind of like the, yeah, the spinning top, top where it's like, it's spinning

and you just kind of like poke it a little bit off kilter and then existence comes into form, right? Where it's this cosmic dance and like, so many people teach about that, where it's like, they talk about creation, the cosmic dance, the dance between the masculine and the feminine, where it's like the masculine tries to like come in,

put boundaries around the feminine, the feminine's this expressive, explosive, like you can't put me in a box, there's healthy ways, there's unhealthy ways, but it's this constant dance of like, trying to control and the uncontrollable, right? And so it's just like, it is this perfectly balanced imbalance, right?

It's the paradox that exists throughout all of existence where it's like, it's just amazing. It is so perfectly designed in its imperfection, you know? And so, yeah. Absolutely, absolutely. I've had many experiences like that where I was like, wow, the, see the perfection and the imperfection. You know? And so, yeah. Absolutely, absolutely. I've had many experiences like that where I was like, wow, see the perfection and the imperfection. Exactly.

Well, let's, we've jumped right into the meat. I know, I know, we're going. The meat and potatoes of it. Talk about life growing up. You know, we talked a little bit before this. I always like to have an arc to my show generally, you know, like unless it's like someone is talking some fucking specific thing on mitochondria and supplements.

It's like, all right, I don't need your background. Let's just get into this shit. But for you, especially, you know, I've, I've loved following you online. I have second, I'm just, Cole's like, send me anybody you like on Instagram. And I was like, really? Can you, so like with us, when we started reaching out, I was like, this is fucking rad, dude. Right. And you wrote back quick and I was like, hell yeah, dude, this is going to be great. But you're such a great follow for, for many reasons I'll jump into,

but I want to know who were you growing up? Yeah. What got you on the path? And then where did you start to kind of shift gears? You know, knowing your background, like what opened you up to different experiences and got you on this trajectory? Okay, so I was born in a Mormon household. And within Mormonism, I would say there's like a spectrum as far as like super Orthodox by the rules, like the church is your life, everything comes secondary. And then there's like the lower end of the spectrum. It's kind of like a cultural Mormon, right?

Where it's just kind of like, oh, it's our family's heritage. You know, we go to church, but like, you know, we we kind of do our things. I was like Orthodox times 10, where my mother is like super religious and like so tapped into what the Mormon church teaches. She loves it, it's everything. It was like every morning we were waking up doing scripture study. All of the focus throughout the day, outside of school was always like tied into God, the

scriptures, you know, these different things. And it was truly a beautiful upbringing, I think, in a lot of ways. Like my mom is like a mama bear. She was so protective of us, like that constant focus on God, like ingrained into me this connection with God. I brought with me to this plane a lot of magnetism and kind of like charisma. And so within like the church, there's a very hierarchical kind of like patriarchy that's built on, yeah, a hierarchy of leadership. And so I've always been put

into these leadership positions. And I hated it. I did not like it, but I think people just saw the magnetism that I had where it's like, oh, the other boys listen to him. We moved around a bunch as when I was a kid. Every year it was a different school. We moved around to different states. And so that was also amazing because it taught me to like,

Hey, I need to reach out to people. I need to become super friendly. But the other side of that was I became an incredible chameleon where it's just like what you want me to be. It's like, I can play that role. Like knock it out of the park. Right. And it's like, you're going to fucking love me because I'm'm gonna be exactly who you want me to be and you're gonna be like This dude is the greatest thing ever. And so it's like whoever the people were and I wasn't trying to do that to be manipulative

It was just how I grew up in my family dynamic. I'm this survival in school exactly that survival. Yeah Yeah, and there was like a lot of kids in my family, like the kind of different personalities and family dynamic. Like I was kind of the people pleaser, the like, let's pull everyone together. We don't need to fight. It's all good. You know, kind of like hold the chaos together. And so in school, I went in high school. I was in Utah, big Mormon population. So they have something that's called like

seminary within the school system where it's like part of the school is like going and like learning the scriptures and like all those different things. I was made the seminary president for like the whole school. Again, it was one of those things where it's like I did not want to do it, but it brought so much pride to my mother where she was like, my boy, like, yeah, he's doing it. And she was always like, you're going to be this great leader. When I gave birth to you, she's like, I heard it in my soul that this kid is going to be a leader.

And so I always heard these things, but I'm like, I hate these leadership positions. I'm like, it's so weird. I'm just like, I don't like being looked to. Within Mormonism, when you graduate, you can elect if you're a boy to go on a mission, and they just send you anywhere in the world. You don't get a pick. You got to learn the language. You're there for two years and you're basically preaching the gospel. And so, I went to the Ukraine. I learned how to speak Russian, just because I was like on the Western side,

which is more of like a Russian based. And that was crazy. It was like the craziest experience, you know, going from this bubble that I grew up in and being just thrown into Ukraine. And it's like, I didn't speak the language, you have to like learn it on the fly. It's you know, you're walking around with like a suit and tie, everybody's staring at you where it's just like. The short sleeve, white shirt, black tie and a bicycle. Yeah, exactly. That's funny to me in America. I know, it's crazy.

I actually think it's, yeah, I think it's like easier for those of us that leave the country because it's just like, it's like, okay, none of these people know us. But I'm like, when you're in America and it's your culture, I'm like, I feel like the weirdness is even more where you're like, whoa, we really stick out, you know. And so I did that for two years. Again, very hierarchy basis, like the premium position as a missionary is to become the assistant to the president, because you have a president of the mission and hundreds of missionaries and to become

his assistant is basically like the leader. So it's like when I went into the mission, all of these missionaries were like, hey, we were reading the president's journal and he was like, Taylor is the special kid. Like this kid is a leader, you know. And then shortly after I was made assistant to the president and I was just like, why the fuck does this always happen?

You know? And it's just like, um, so served the mission, came home. They ingrain it into you and your mission where it's like, when you go home, you find your wife. And it's like first day of college college I've met my wife in economics class you know we fell in love we were married within six months started that journey I was focused everything was amazing I studied finance and economics got a sales job because I didn't want to enter the finance industry I just wanted

to make money in sales and then invest it for myself. Got super into crypto in like 2016. Let's go buddy. Yeah, I was so early man. I started making content on Twitter anonymously teaching people how to invest, killed it in the crypto markets, you know, mid-20s millionaire millionaire, like did it, right? All of these things, I was just like, okay, we've done it. Moved my family to Puerto Rico, decided to build a business where I was like, Tux and Son of, let's go buddy. Yeah, we were doing all of it.

I love it. And so we were like, we were in Puerto Rico, we had young kids. I decided I wanted to build this tech company where basically it would teach people how to invest, find these investing coaches online that aren't the typical, I guess, social media just because there's so many charlatans and fakers out there. And especially any industry that you know, if you have expertise on something, it's like you see these people with these big platforms and you're like, they don't know shit

about what they're talking about. And it's just like, oh my God, this is so bad that they're getting hundreds of thousands of views and people cannot see through. Can't differentiate. Yeah, and so I was like, let's build this tech company and everything was just going amazing, right? It was this plan where I was just like,

the Mormon dude, I'm being blessed. And throughout my entire life, I had this thing inside of me where it was just like, the world is so damaged. How do we save the world? How do we help humanity? But it was through this lens that I was born into. So everything was great until it wasn't. Business collapses. I'm taking way too risky investments

and so like losing the money, I put my own money into the business. We're not able to, you know, pull it back, lose everything, right? And so I'm like, I have these young kids, I failed them. And I'm like, why did this happen to me? I've done everything the right way.

And it's like, God must be mad at me, like Jesus must be mad at me, like I must have done something wrong. Right? And like most men, you know, it's like at that time, I had a massive addiction to like pornography and different things, because it was my release from the stress. And like, you know, growing up in kind of like this high intensity household that I grew up in, from the stress and like, you know, um, growing up in kind of like this high intensity, um, household that I grew up in from the age of like 11, that was how I learned to collapse my nervous system. Right. When I was like overwhelmed, it's like turn to porn and masturbation and that's going to be your release. That was your tough and that was the vagus nerve. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. Yeah. You know,

but you just like, you just think that it's like, um, you just think it's like this sexual thing, but it's like so much more, but that was something that I always dealt with. And so I always harbored this shame where anything that was going on in my life, it's just like, yeah, it's because I'm this terrible person and I'm being punished. Right? Like exactly, exactly. And so when everything collapsed, I was just like, I'm not living up to my potential. And like things got so bad where it's like young children, a wife, we moved in

with my wife's parents because her dad was battling cancer. But also like our finances were shot, you know, I was like trying to restore the business from five in the morning till two, and then I would drive DoorDash from two to like midnight or two a.m. most nights. Oh man. Just trying to cover bills, right? And going from making $30,000 in a day trading

to 10 to $15 an hour, like it was just like, I was like, I can't do this. Like I can't do this. And so I did not see a way out. And I saw I was depressed, like my wife could see it too. For probably a decade I was researching ayahuasca because I'm like, this is crazy. This is insane that people can go to the Amazon

that have a massive heroin addiction and take this magic elixir and leave cured and I'm like, what is this? Right? But growing up Mormon, I'm like, this is Satan and this is the devil. One of the devil's many tricks. Because anything you don't understand, right? It's the devil. Like that's the answer to everything you don't understand Did you ever see the water boy? Yes. Yeah Every time right somebody tells me that's the same that's the devil it's so good. It's so good and it's so true And so, you know, I went to my wife and I was just like, I feel like I need to do this.

And she was like, yeah, you need to do something. She's like, I can tell you're not in a good place. And so I was like searching around and things just like came into place where it's like there was one group where I'm like, oh, this sounds interesting, which now, you know, having more experience in these spaces. And it's just like, whoa, the medicine really does call you when you're ready. And like things just like line up,

but it's like, I called the group, they were having a ceremony the next week, it was pretty close to where I was. And they had someone that dropped out that day, and they're just like, yeah, you can take that space, because they'd like to keep it pretty controlled. And so within a week, I went and it was so different. It was so different because it's like you do the meditation before I had no experience

with meditation. You know, it's like we did combo where they put, you know, the buddy that was so cool. That was a really cool. But I was like, Oh my gosh, I'm going to die. How many dots did you have? Three. Okay. It was three on the shoulder yeah I mean I hear a lot of people get weird with that one where they're like pissing contest yeah there's a protocol like you start with

fucking three is yeah you're gonna start with less as a female totally it's gonna work no matter what exactly bigger than that you're gonna have the experience that you're meant to have you know and it's just like it's also yeah it's not a competition when you're dealing with these sacred medicines, which is so funny because I do think it is kind of this Western idea, right? Where it's kind of like, I'm like, let me show you how tough I am, how much I can take, you know?

But yeah, so I did combo. I wanted to do that because I knew that like, with ayahuasca, a lot of people, you know, you have the purging process. And so I'm like, I took the dieta very serious for a week prior. I actually fasted for like seven days before I went into ayahuasca because I was just like... Clean me out yeah well and I was like you know what I want to fast to show God that like I'm trying to have a good experience so if this is the devil it's like God like please protect me like don't let anything happen to me, right?

And so the combo experience was great. We do ayahuasca that night and the person that was serving the medicine was just like, hey, we recommend everybody takes two cups. And so they did the first cup, they do the second cup, and I'm sitting there and I'm like, man, nothing's happening. And the whole time I'm sitting there and I'm like man Nothing's happening And the whole time I'm praying where it's just like Jesus like please I do not want to lose my soul

Like it's so afraid right And I'm like, please please like don't let anything happen to me and nothing's happening And so I'm like, okay Either I got scammed and this this shit doesn't work And it's like, or Jesus is like, hey dude, nothing. And so the person comes over and they're just like, hey, I feel like you need to take another cup. And I'm like, I agree. Long story short, I ended up taking six cups.

I'm like. Um. And then like, you know, it's like one minute I'm there. And then the next minute I was like in my sleeping bag, feeling like I was in like the birth canal and it was just like everything was so wet and it was a combination of like tears and snot and like spit, you know, and I'm like, touching my face and everything and I'm like, Oh my god, we are made of clay. Like none of this

is real, you know, and I'm like these bodies, it's like they're not even real, you know, and I'm like these bodies it's like they're not even real, you know completely just transported to another universe and basically, I Won't go into like the whole experience because I think there's like so much more to talk about outside of it but um, you know, it's just I was sitting there and it probably it felt like

Hours where basically I felt this presence where it probably it felt like hours where basically I felt this presence where it was just like hey look up and like I just kept repeating and like you know the the Iowa Scarrow came over too because I was just like no no I'm not ready this is too much nope I'm not doing it I'm not ready it's too much and like they came over and they're like are you okay and I'm like I'm not doing it like I'm not ready, it's too much. And like they came over and they're like, are you okay? And I'm like, I'm not doing it, like I'm not looking up. And they're just kind of like, oh, okay, you know, like they're like, oh, he's in his process.

And I just kept shaking my head where I'm like, I'm not doing it, I'm not doing it, like I shouldn't be here, I'm not doing this. And all the while it's like, I felt this loving presence where it's just kind of like, it's like, no, no, no, it's time to look up, it's time to look up it's time to look up you know and so finally I looked up and I saw in infinite forms like expressions of divinity you know and it was just this whole like you've always like you grew up at this conditioning of like here's what God is

and it's like let me show you how uncomprehendable divinity is and it's like, let me show you how uncomprehendable divinity is. And it just blew everything out of the water, right? And I had an experience with, you know, like the Divine Father, the Divine Mother, like all these different things where it's just like, the things that I couldn't even, I didn't even realize, you know, you couldn't even comprehend what you don't know and you're just being shown all of it and it's just like it was breaking my brain and just having a thousand lessons all going on at once downloads just feeling like they were coming in which now I realize it's like no these were things awakening inside of me things that I brought you know just I guess the

burning away of illusion you know these boxes that I had like You know, just I guess the burning away of illusion. You know, these boxes that I had like put myself in. But the most important piece was there was a portion where I went into the bathroom and I was just looking into the mirror. And like I saw myself and there was so much hatred. Like I had so much hatred for myself. And it's so funny because it's just like my entire life, I've never been like a mean person. I've always like looked out for the little guy, you know, I've always tried like that's why I was in leadership positions is because like, I would love everyone I would serve like I just I did not care about categories and labels and clicks and it was

just like no. And there was so much love to give. But there was so much love to give but there was so much programmed like self-loathing and hatred and like I would look at myself in the mirror and it's just like I fucking hate you it's like I hate you like you're the worst you know and it was just it was so dark and it was just all of this like resentment and just everything like it's it it's crazy to think. Um, and truly there are so many people in the world that have that experience where it's just like, um, most of what's being manifested into the exterior is because of like self loathing that people have and self hatred, right? A lot of that self hatred comes from like Judeo Christian ideology, you know,

original sin, like that. I think, I think there's, yeah, I I would say like it doesn't matter what the programming is I think there's so many different types of programming that you can point to I think like you can look at the structure of society That we currently live in where Everything is all Competition based where basically it's like there's only one winner, which means everybody else is a loser and so I think there's so many reasons to find reasons or evidence to hate yourself or to think that you're not good

enough, you know, or that, you know, we're social animals. And so things are like put into these categories of what is socially acceptable and what isn't. And therefore, if you do not fit into this box, even if you're masking up like you do, inside, you're still holding resentment for yourself where you're like, oh, I don't fit into this, right? And so it's like, I do think it comes from a like organized religion.

I think it comes from societal structures, so much evidence to find it, right? And basically I had this experience where once I expressed all of that emotion, like I was taken out of the body and just viewed the most beautiful scenes and like truly was like absorbed into the divine. But it wasn't non duality because I was still very conscious of me as like, a non dual state. There's nothing to report. Exactly. Exactly.

Because it's just like, yeah. yeah and so so it's like I I feel like I was able to witness the divine without being like absorbed into it I guess I should say because I was like aware of it and it was incredible and I witnessed this beauty and I like it felt like I fell to my knees just begging for forgiveness and like please you know like forgive me I fall so short and then it was just like this is you dude you know it was like this is you and it's just like you're asking for forgiveness from yourself and it's just like so are you gonna give it to yourself you know it's like you're

the only one that's keeping you from this like love and it was the most incredible thing where that illusion was just burned away where I was like, oh my God, what am I freaking out about? Where is this self-loathing coming from? I witnessed that internal universe that truly was there. I had always seen it but didn't recognize it, right? And so I left that experience, called my wife and she was just like, hey, did this help you with your depression?

And I'm just like, can we talk about God for a moment because it is not what we think it is. And she was just like, well, how do you describe God? And she's like, what is he, who is he? And I'm like, it is. I'm like, that was the only words that I could form. I'm like, it's so hard to explain because I'm like, it is. I'm like, that was the only words that I could form. I'm like, it's so hard to explain because I'm like, it is.

Like I am, you are, we are, it is. Does any of this make sense to you? And she's just like, no, it doesn't. And I'm like, yeah, you can't put it into words. There's a similar, I get what you're saying on the is-ness of it. I forget somebody, David Hawkins talked about that, you know in his hierarchy of consciousness when you reach a certain point like the higher Vibrational frequencies you get to God as love and God is compassion and then at the very highest in enlightenment God is

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Right, and so it's like thrown into the dark night of the soul, trying to find stability. Everybody in my life that I would talk to, nobody understood. And so it was just like detaching from external validation as well because it's like, I know I'm not crazy. It's like, I experienced this. You lived it. But I couldn't get validation from anyone because there was nobody to talk to, I know I'm not crazy. It's like, I experienced this. You lived it. But I couldn't get validation from anyone

because there was nobody to talk to, you know, because yeah, I just, these concepts that would come in, I would have these groups that I would like talk to about something and they'd be like, oh my gosh, this sounds like super Buddhist. And I'm like, I don't know. I'm like, I've never, I've never read about Buddhism or like Hinduism.

And so what was cool is I was still doing the whole DoorDash thing, but those periods from like two to two a.m. turned into these massive meditations where I could just sit in the stillness, you know, and like detach from like the suffering that I was in, you know? Like when I would go to a restaurant, right? And like before it would just break me down because you know

It's like the restaurant would mess up the order and it would take them an hour And I'm like I'm getting fucking paid five dollars for an hour. You know and I'm just like oh my god like It's like you're a failure. You're the worst and now it's just like it's like why does it matter? Where's there to be like who cares dude? It's all good You know and so it was this beautiful master class. I had been making content about finances and investing prior to that and basically the biggest thing that ayahuasca awakened me into where it was just like you are a leader, you are a teacher, you came to this family very specifically to

you came to this family very specifically to keep you in a bubble until this moment. This bubble of like all these outside forces in the world. It's like I had no exposure to it and then it was just basically like now it's time for you to teach and it's like your social platform by the way, it's like it's gonna grow bigger and bigger but you need to be teaching about these concepts, you know? And like coming out of that, I'm like, I have no authority. I don't have a PhD I can point to. I can't say like, hey, I've studied these things in college. Here's why you should listen to me.

It's like, I just have the knowledge that I have inside of me that I gotta put out there, you know? And it's just like, and maybe it'll resonate with people and maybe it won't. And so for two years I would kind of like dip my toes into the water of like how do I teach some of these concepts but not in a super woo-woo new-agey spiritual way so that number one people aren't like this dude's fucking crazy You know because there was still a piece of me where it was just like is this psychosis? I'm like is this psychosis, you know

and It was just the most beautiful two years where it was just like illusion being burned away expansion contraction expansion contraction, you know, a lot of these incredible synchronicities and like validations that would come in and a lot of periods of stillness where I would completely second-guess myself and just be like, no, this isn't it, you know, this isn't real, whatever. And throughout that I got to exercise that meditation muscle to create the stillness. You know, in my content, I've taught people where it's like, I think a lot of times we think of these practices as some magic thing.

And it's like, you know, you look at your computer and when your computer is super slow and when it's overheating and like, you know, it's taking forever to load. It's like, yeah, you got to like clear the cache you got to clear the short-term memory you got to clear some space because it's just like it's operating having too much going on and it's like computers are patterned after us meditation isn't some magic thing it's just it's clearing space in your computer so that you can operate more efficiently, right? And what I noticed as I got better and better at using meditation, breath work, any of these, you know, um, practices to clear the computer is I started having these downloads that would like just appear as I needed them, you know,

these insights into different things. Um, one of the coolest, if you want to dive into it, All the computer phrasing is funny because a lot of people you know that are in the woo-woo space are like you can't say that you know and it's like I understand you can talk about this without being in the transhumanist part of the world. Like you can still use these as analogies without without wanting to merge with AI and do all that shit so and let's dive in. This is the perfect analogy, honestly, because I think a lot of people within the spiritual space, like everybody, you know, we use these like terminologies and these phrases where it's like all separation is illusion, right? And we're like, yeah, but then it's like,

but you can't compare us to computers. And it's like, no, all separation is illusion, guys. It's like, I get it. It feels separate. And it's like, it's not, it's not. And so one of the coolest downloads that I had was thinking back to source. This, this is, you know, that is beyond comprehension. It is the paradox. So many spiritual truths require holding space for paradox, right? And it's like it is

everything and it is nothing at the same time because to have everything connected it's like it occupies the space of everything and nothing. We can't comprehend it. Our brains limit our ability. It's a consciousness limiter, right? Which is why like when people take psychedelics or when they do different things, it's like they can bypass these limitations, expand into higher states of consciousness. Your nervous system dictates, like, what conscious states you can hold without collapse,

which is why the more you do these practices, the more you expand and, like, work out that muscle to hold these higher states, every state within a psychedelic frequency can be reached naturally, right? It's just like you're just tuning into a frequency. That's all it is. It's just so much nicer to be able to take something and then like teleport to that frequency. I had the map there. A lot of yogis will say like, oh, you just, all it takes is meditation.

It's like, well, you know, 30 years of meditation, it might take me 30 years to get to the five MEO state. Yeah. But it also takes me just 10 seconds in the five MEO. And then I can try to backtrack that and map it to the meditation. Like ayahuasca was the thing that showed me to meditate and do yoga. And I don't wanna say that's like a prescription for everybody, but for me personally,

that was the medicine I got in my third journey, my fourth and my fifth journey. And I was like, we keep saying the same thing. I guess I better do this. And like finally now I'm in a place where I'm meditating to a point where like oh I get it. I get it. I'm reaching states that I never thought were fucking possible in meditation like pure bliss, pure fucking high, pure dissolve out of body like wow that happens in meditation. Yeah and for anybody that's listening to this that doesn't reach that with meditation it's

there's also a component of the reason why you might not have reached that has nothing to do with like, you're not doing it right, you need to do it more, you're not good at it or whatever. It's just like, if you need it, you have it. If you will need it, it will come to you. If you don't need it, you don't have it. And if you won't need it, it won't come. And so it's just like, so many times we get into the hierarchical thinking of, again, I'm here and I'm here I need to meditate more. I need to be better at meditation so I can achieve this and it's like or you don't need that right now and so it's like so release from what you don't have and recognize that you have everything you need right now you can create your happiness you can be in heaven and anchor that energy because

um, I do think that there are components of, there's a lot of like within spirituality, escapism. I think a lot of people get tied into this escapism trap, right? You see it in medicine as well, right? Oh, so many different things. It's, it's, I'm here and I need to escape. I need to escape the matrix. Within Buddhism, you have the will of samsara, and it's like escaping, right? Achieving liberation, Christianity, it's all about being saved, going to heaven, right?

All of the Abrahamic religions are kind of like this escape from this plane, this lower state. And I think the escapism, again, is a bypass and a trap that people get pulled into. Because then- As age exactly yeah we're going to 5d and you know there's those of us that are going to ascend and there's those of us that are gonna remain and it's like all separation is illusion it's like guys like we're all connected everyone is you know And this whole idea of like escaping, I think you can get pulled into the energy of the past, right? Where it's

like the regret, the shame, here's what I could have done better. You can get pulled into the energy of the future, right? What can be, what I should be doing, these stressful things. Escaping the plane. Everything pulls you from the now, but it's like you look at the greatest teachers, the people who are most plugged in, and people talk about awareness and being in the moment. And escaping the matrix is not about physically leaving the matrix. It is about creating heaven and reclaiming this matrix that we're in because again I look at it as you can look at the Sun radiating in all

directions right? We are radiating, we are expanding. We are not here to learn how to go back to heaven. That is the state that we came from right? And so this whole idea of like okay I'm incomplete but I need to be perfect and then I escape and it's like you came from perfection and you put on the cloak of imperfection and this whole idea where it's like, no, you need to you need to learn to become perfect and it's just like That's you. Like how can you expand back to like what you were, you know? And it's like, no, the sun radiates out into the universe. And that's what we're doing is we come into these planes

where there's evolution that can happen. And we are here to anchor in an energy and be in this plane, be in the moment, be in the awareness. And that's how it raises, it's a rising tide that raises all ships. We're not ascending into 5D to leave something into the past. It's like we are here to tap into unity consciousness,

the evolution of consciousness, and that includes everything on this plane, the animals, the plant life, the earth, the minerals, us humans, it's like, it's all connected and it's this beautiful, beautiful, incredible, just blank slate of, you know, this canvas that humanity has the power to create the most beautiful creation. And it's like, why would you escape this?

You know, it's just like, oh my God, like touch your body. Like it's amazing to feel. And it's like, when you sit down and you're eating your food and your goal and your focus is to maximize the experience, right? I don't wanna be gluttonous and eat a huge amount. And it's like, I'm gonna take what little I have and I'm gonna take every ounce of enjoyment out of this.

Like really taste this food. It's like, you can maximize your experience in every area, you know. Not to be like crass, but it's like, have you had sex? It's like sex is amazing, right? And like you look at like tantric practices, right? Where it's like using divine union as a mean for like sacred connection and like ascension and tapping into higher states of consciousness. It's just like there are so many beautiful things in the physical where people are so quick to just be like we should escape and it's like dude as soon as you escape and you go to the other side which is here because

all separation is illusion you know you don perceive it, but it's here. It's like you're just going to want to put the meat suit back on and be like, man, I want to go back to earth. There's so much beauty here. And so it's not about escaping. It's about escaping this perception of this fallen state or this evil, the fear-based thinking, because all of the great teachers that have talked about heaven and hell are very clearly talking about states of mind and a vibration and an energy that you can anchor into this plane, right?

And so that was a huge roundabout, but one of the coolest insights that I got was one day I was like meditating, and you know and people talk about the universe created itself to experience itself, right? Which very cute to say, but kind of tough to wrap your head around, where it's just like how does something create itself to experience itself? And so I was thinking about that and meditating on it and in the same way what I was like thinking about that and meditating on it and like in the same way what I was saying with like

with food where it's like I think that's a cool thing that I like to do with meditation isn't just creating stillness but like finding something to focus on and then truly just like drive the maximum amount of Whatever is in that saying, you know or that piece of wisdom and like just truly try to comprehend it. And as I was sitting there looking out the window, I was like, Oh my God, like, I've had all these experiences where I'm like reality is a mirror. But like I knew it, but I didn't fully comprehend it, right. And it clicked where it's just kind of like, okay, you know, people say we live in a simulation, people say we live in a holographic reality, I definitely fall And it clicked where it's just kind of like, okay, you know, people say we live in a simulation, people say we live in a holographic reality.

I definitely fall into the holographic reality plane, like, especially with like some of the experiences that I've had, but it's like, okay. So you see the fractal nature of the different structures, right? Yeah, yeah, totally. It's like, there's just so much evidence for it. But also like, when you experience it and you're just like,

yeah, none of this is real. And it's like, whoa, but it's all so real. This is so cool. You know, it's the paradox. And so I was like, oh my God, you know, people think when they think of like, the one before duality, right, we create this separation. And it's like, no, we are in the one right now. Like. We are literally in the one that we cannot comprehend. It's the illusion that there's separation, but we're in this one. And what I saw in my head in the way that I understood it, because again, if we're all computers,

we all have internal programming. We all have the way, if you have 100 computers that you give the same data to, we all have the way, like if you have a hundred computers that you give the same data to but the programming is different, the output is gonna be different, right? Which gives you the illusion of these differences, you know, every computer is different, it's like no, it's the same, we're getting the same data, we're just translating it differently, which I think you can see with all the different, you know, scripture, different varying beliefs that come from different cultures, different worlds, and it's just like, yeah, we have

different programming. But when you can understand someone's programming and then backtrack the data of what they're talking about, you can reverse engineer and get back to this original data, which is the overlying themes that we always run into where it's like, God is love. What is love? Love holds space for everything, right? Light and shadow, you know? This perception of like good and evil, it doesn't exist. There is knowledge and there's ignorance. There is light and there's shadow. There is the implementation of truth and then there's the living in ignorance, right? The duality that comes from everything. But so anyways, you have the one and then you have these dual states that allow for separation to have. Push-pull. Without push and pull, there would be no separation. Masculine,

feminine. Creation and observer of creation. And I'm like, okay, but if it's all the one and it's an illusion, that means the observer of creation and creation itself are the same thing, just encoded differently. And so what I saw was basically this folding up where the code behind creation is essentially reveal me to me. What am I? Show me what I am.

The universe created itself to experience itself. And it's like, if the goal is to understand all of your expressions, it's creation takes who you are, the energy that you hold, right? These things that are inside of you, and it creates a physical manifestation for you to see who and what you are, right? And so when you fully understand that we live in a mirror, everything that is playing out is just showing the energy because everything is energy, vibration, frequency, right? Like we think we're in these physical bodies and it's like, no, we are energetic beings, right?

We experience the physical, but it's all energy. This is why you can look at teachers like you know Jesus when he gave his sermon on the mount where it was like you know and the old law it says that you shouldn't commit adultery but I say unto you like even thinking about a woman it's like yeah because a thought is energy that goes into creation right and it's like he's teaching to take power of these energetics. If you hold judgment and energy of judgment in your heart, what physical reality is going to render for you

is something to judge so that you can see that you hold judgment, right? And so, you know, it's like for a lot of Christians, they're like, I don't like the LGBTQ community, right? And it's like, well, you are actually a creator of that, because you need something to judge to see that you hold judgment in your heart, right? And the same thing goes for like the LGBTQ community

where it's like, oh hate Christians right it's this illusion of division that we have but ironically the people that trigger you the most the people that you hate the most disagree with the most are actually God-sent angels because they are showing you where you can expand into more love and that's what the goal is right and it And it's like, if you can love those triggers, that is the path to Christ consciousness. Like, that is the path to unity consciousness. Like, it is showing you the things that you hate the most is showing you where it's like, if you can hold the space for love for this and say, you know what, the space for love for this and say, you know what, I don't fully agree with you, but you have a right to exist. You are an expression of divinity. Like I witness your divinity. I love you. It is like,

if you can do that for everything you hate, it's like everything else comes easy, right? And so anyways, so it's all a mirror. You can look at colonization, right? These things that were just like, oh my God, it's so evil. These systems that come in, they oppress the indigenous populations. And it's like, well, the indigenous populations lived with the earth, lived more of like a communal society, right? Very feminine in its energetics, right? And then colonization is very masculine, the unhealthy masculine, where it's like, let me come in, let me control this situation. I need to control it through power. I need to own the situation, right? That is literally the mirror showing us how the unhealthy masculine within human consciousness, which, by the way, this is not talking about men and women, right? There are a lot of women who are very much in their masculine, a lot of men that are

in their feminine. We carry both of these energies in us, but there is an unhealthy masculine that comes in that uses fear to control. I need to, I am afraid I need to control the situation. I need to have the power over the situation. I need to milk the resources out of the situation. And so if you're living in illusion, you just look at colonization and you're just like,

how evil, this is so evil that people would do this. If you have awareness, you recognize and it's like, holy shit, this is just mirroring the collective consciousness, right? All the orbs and like the drones that we were seeing, months and months ago that were in the sky. Again, it mirrors collective consciousness where it's like how do we respond to things that we don't understand. There is an aspect of the human consciousness that is the fear-based. We need to control, we need to shoot at it, we need to do this.

Then there's the other aspects of there is so much that we don't know and we need to be open to it. We do not need to be afraid. We don't need to freak out. You can look at everything that's going on with these protests right now with how people are being forcibly removed from the country. It creates this chaos where there's people that agree, there's people that disagree, all this chaotic energetic storm that's going on, you know?

There's people talking about how this is like an excuse to implement more surveillance, right? The Palantir, exactly. But also, if you look at this as a mirror, because this surveillance has been happening, right? Like, it's like, I hate to break it to you, right? It's like, if the government has this technology, they've been using it, right?

And it's like, but what this is, is a mirror to, because the collective's consciousness is waking. People are becoming more aware, right? So what is manifesting into reality is these surveillances that people are becoming aware of, but it's also an indication of us, where it's like where do we suppress ourselves? Where do we surveil others? Where do we limit other people's expression? Where do we try to control to fit whatever we need to fit, right? And so it's so fascinating because what I found is I think a lot of times with

Spirituality we think I'm here. I need to go here. I need to figure out the secrets of the universe The universe is infinitely expanding like I said at the very beginning, you know, we've been talking I don't know for how many minutes the universe has expanded past the last time that we talked about right? There's infinite space and if the code behind reality is reveal me to me, show me what I am. It means there is no limit. Like you will never figure it out because it is always expanding in its expression. The great mystery. Exactly.

It's like, you will never catch up. It will always be a lagging indicator. It's the same with science. It's the same with mathematics, like all these things where we try to decode reality to decode consciousness. They are all lagging indicators of consciousness, which means we will continually decode but we will always be ten steps behind what it is because it's always going to expand beyond. And I think when you can begin to understand that, you realize you start pulling away from this escapism,

you pull away from this idea of like, I need to do more to understand more. And you go to like, you know, Buddha taught, right? It's just like, everything is my teacher, right? Enlightenment is in awareness in the present moment. You look at teachers like Yeshua that talks about like everything is provided from source. Like you do not need to stress. Like his teachings are very like you're good. You do not need to be in fear. Be in the moment. And what you recognize is it's just like okay I'm not here to become. I am here to be. I am here to understand who and what I am,

which means I can choose awareness and I can look into my individual mirror because society, this whole creation where it's so dynamic is there are individual mirrors where it's like what triggers you, like how you react to situations. Why do I react this way, right? You just like observe yourself.

Then there's larger mirrors where it's like community mirrors, you know, state mirrors, country mirrors, you know, ethnic mirrors. Then there's the collective mirror. Like there's no shortage of mirrors that are reflecting back to groups, individuals, the entire mass consciousness, like who and what we are. And when you have this expansion mindset, and

realize you will never fully understand, you can go into the bliss of the present moment of like, well, then just let me experience. You know, it's like, just let me experience like, it's like, what is falling short? What is you know, it's like, oh, I made a mistake. And it's like, what is falling short? What is, you know, it's like, oh I made a mistake and it's like, why is that considered a mistake? You know, it's just like, isn't that just an expression? Isn't that an expression that I learned something from, right? And I don't want to say this because I think a lot of times when people hear these things, they think about like the dark sides of spiritual bypassing, right?

Where it's just like, okay, so then why does rape happen? Where it's just like, why would my mirror reflect that to me? It's like, did I call that in? Was that something that I did? And it's like, obviously there's free agency and there's darkness that exists. And it manifests because we hold darkness within ourselves right and that is a big thing where it's like the you know the path to expansion is shadow work it's okay you can identify it's easy to identify in other people where it's like they're an asshole and it's

just like have you spent the time like going inwards and being like, where am I an asshole? Right? And just like providing that space of love where it's like, I'm just here to understand, where am I an asshole? You know, where am I manipulative? Where do I try to like take control situations out of fear?

Right? Those shadow work things. The collective also needs to do shadow work. You know, where people where it's like, let's just ignore the past and just focus on the future. You know, the love and light bypass. And it's just like, no, no, no. Truth exists in light and shadow.

And it's like, we don't have to judge ourselves. We don't have to hate ourselves for it. You don't have to take that energy in. We're just here to understand. So we can look at the past and be like, why did these systems that hurt people, what made them come about? What is it within us that allows for these things to happen? Right? And I think once people create that safety of learning and non-judgment and just understanding, that's when society can start building the

tools because it's, we're so focused on fighting with each other right now because it's like, non-judgment and just understanding. That's when society can start building the tools because we're so focused on fighting with each other right now because it's like, if I can show you where you're wrong, then it means I'm right. And so I'm safe in being right because then I don't have to look at how I'm wrong. And it's just like, dude, you're safe no matter what you are.

You're not expected to understand everything. That's okay. You look at nature and the beauty that nature is, and it's not about like everything being the same. It's the diversity of nature. It's the perfection of the imperfection, right? It's just like you look at a mountain and it's the jagged edges and the nonconformity

and it's so beautiful. And it's like nature holds space for everything to exist in non-judgment. And it's like, we can do the same as human beings. It is okay, you know, like this whole idea of ascension and getting onto a similar wavelength or like frequency, right? Christ consciousness. It's like, that does not mean we all become the same. It's like we're all individual expressions of divinity And it's the those individuals the diversity that makes this so beautiful like why would God Split itself into the same pieces. It's redundant. It makes no sense it that would be a living hell

Yeah, the way it would be I think Steiner said that the first place you go to after death is to a realm where you're surrounded by beings that are exactly like you were in life. Yeah. To glean exactly who you were before you get out of there. Yeah. Like that does not sound like fun, dude. Well, and it's- That sounds brutal.

It's so funny because like, I don't know necessarily where this conditioning comes from, but where we think that we all have to be the same to hold space for each other, or that's where cooperation will come about. And it's not true. It's not true. And when you can accept the diversity, when you can accept yourself perfectly for who and what you are,

and this idea of I do not need to become more. It's like, I just need to be my full expression. Ironically, you stop limiting your expression. And so by not trying to become more, you become more. You know, it's one of those paradoxes where it's like by stopping trying to grow, it's like that's where the growth actually comes. And that's why so many people like it used to frustrate me so much early on in the path because I would hear people

where they're just like if you're trying you're not doing it and they're like it's effortless and I'm like how the fuck can it be effortless? It's like how do you go somewhere by putting in no effort and it's just like now I understand it's like oh my god it's because you stop limiting your expression it's not growth it's like you energetically in the same way that your cells contain the energetic potential of the whole right that's what a stem cell is it's like it can be anything it just needs to receive the instructions and like the the indication of like here's what we need you to be all of us as fractals hold the potential of the whole but we are collapsed into a very singular specific expression and we

collapse ourselves even more than our full expression because of our programming, our conditioning, the propaganda that we've been fed, you know, like the masking, the being a chameleon, I need to be this for you. And the true spiritual path is holding the space for your existence where it's like, okay, the universe is infinitely expanding, which means scarcity doesn't exist. Which means I can take up as much space as I need to take up and also recognize that you get to take as much space as you need to take up because there's no limit. Everybody can take up as much space as they fully can. And we will never run out of space because again, the universe, since the last time we brought it up has expanded past that point. Like it never ends. You know, the space never ends. Our expansion never ends.

And when you can allow yourself to have that space, what is so ironic is because there is no separation, because reality renders to you who and what you are. Things magically start fixing themselves because it doesn't take effort to change the appearance for a mirror. You stand in front of the mirror, you do not have to force the mirror to reflect you in a certain way, right? And this is why a lot of people when they think about manifestation, they think about like positive vibes, law of attraction, you know, like putting conscious energy.

That is a thing. Affirm energy. That is a thing. Affirmations. It is a thing. Like there is work, but like the thing is that collapses the moment that you stop putting energy into it because it is dependent on your energy. But when you realize that reality is rendering a reflection of you, you realize you just need to hold your state, your fullest expression, and reality reflects that back to you. You do not need to, like, to become a creator within reality, does not take conscious effort, it is just holding that state of who and what you are, and it will give you that reflection, It will reflect back to you your expansion, right?

But the key is holding that energy requires, you know, a lot of people where they're like, oh, let me just think these positive thoughts. It's like you're not holding energy. You are in the quantum sphere. You are playing around in these pools of potential and it's like you have not anchored it into the physical. Anchoring it into the physical requires physical movement. It requires embodiment, right? Acting as if you already have it. And that's the toughest thing for people to comprehend is this idea of like acting as if it's already there because it's like, well how do I

do that if it's not there? And it's like, see? It's like you're still in your head because it is there. It is, you know? it's just like you just don't see it in the physical, but it's like the moment that you can kind of like tap into these things. And this is like when you hear people talking about quantum shifting, you know, all these woo woo concepts, like changing timelines, changing timelines. Yeah, it's a big one in Austin. Yeah. All it means. changing timelines. Changing timelines. Yeah. That's a big one in Austin. Yeah.

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into whatever state that you want. The past doesn't exist. It doesn't. The future doesn't exist. Past, present, well, they do exist, but they exist in the now. We just perceive them. The book is already written. We just perceive it going page by page, right? But like time is not an eternal thing. It's just important for the physical realm that we like live in. Right. Yeah. Yeah. We experience time. So when you realize that time doesn't exist, it means even you look at the chaos that's going on right now and it's like will humanity ascend? It's like ascension has already happened. It's already happened. Consciousness has already evolved. But why are we here right now? What are we here to experience? What are we here to embody? Because it's the act of like living through it It's the listening and taking in the music

Versus like rushing to get to the end of the song right because there's nowhere to go. There's nowhere to go You know, it's like it's it's so hard because again you hear so many people where it's like Yeah talking about where it's like God is outside of time. It is everything and nothing, you know? And it's just like time doesn't exist. It's perfect in its unity. And it's like, we need to escape back to that, you know, or whatever.

And it's just like, why? Time doesn't exist. What's the rush then? You know? It's like, where are you going to? There's no time limit, you know? Like, it's the rush then? You know? It's like where are you going to? There's no time limit. You know? Like it's like, why, you know, it's so it's like those are like the illusions where it's like we can say these things but then it pulls us away from this, the heaven that is now. And

ironically in the same way where it's like the moment that we stop trying to grow personally. The moment that you recognize yourself as a divine being as you are. The moment that you recognize your programming. You release these controls of needing to be right all the time. Needing to be perfect. You get rid of these boxes you put yourself in. You expand to fill whatever the next box is. Whatever your next limitation is. That expansion doesn't require effort because you infinitely expand. It's just you stop collapsing yourself. It is the same thing with humanity. It's the same thing with the world that we live in, where it's like the sooner that we can recognize the perfection in the imperfection,

the sooner that we can recognize that it's like we're not creating heaven. Like that's the last little piece that some people are missing where it's like, it's like I see the potential for heaven. It's like we can create heaven. Again, you're still in the quantum where it's like, yes, that's a beautiful that you see it, anchor it. It's like, guess what, bitch?

You're in heaven. You did it. We already did it, you know? And it's like, and the sooner you wake up to we are in heaven, this did it, we already did it, you know? And it's like, and the sooner you wake up to, we are in heaven, this is so perfectly imperfect, you radiate at a powerful frequency where it becomes a tuning fork, and then the other people around you

start shedding their limitations, and they're like, oh my God, this is amazing, we're alive, you know? And it's like sure there's so much that we can change in like society and it's like But that change like it will come as soon as we stop trying Like we don't have to force it. We're not gonna brute force this, you know, it's just like just get rid of these limitations You know so many people it's like we hate

The billionaires the people in power, we need a common enemy. They are just as divine as anybody else, right? They are just as fear-based programmed as anybody else, right? Billionaires are living in just as much scarcity as someone who is living paycheck you know, paycheck to paycheck. Why are they trying to gain more? What are they trying to do?

It's out of power. It's out of control. It's out of a need to create safety. I can have sympathy for that. If I was born into the same situation, had the same programming, had the same life experiences, 99.999999% certainty, I would be doing the same actions because so many people, so many of our actions are unconscious, right? Our subconscious mind dictates like 98%.

You had a great recent post on that with the iceberg, you know, about how you're talking about that. I love that. It's well, it's just it's so cool because when you realize that, you can realize, okay, these people that are hurting you, these people that are doing things to you, it's just like they're not consciously doing it. And if they are consciously doing it, why would you take that energy on? It's just like if they're unconsciously doing it, it's like you can release them.

I look at, again, Jesus talks about the chains of the devil that binds you down into destruction and the You know Dharmic paths they talk about karma, right? Every action we do if I do something to you good or bad we create this energy link and we're connected and that Like it's that balance. It's that imperfection. It's the teeter-totter that's going back and forth It's not a system of revenge You know when people I love when people like use karma where it's like you're gonna get what's coming to you and it's like, bro You're putting that energy out into a mirror. That's gonna reflect back to you. You're screaming at yourself

like it's like But it's like we create these like energetic links and a lot of times people we struggle with forgiveness Right because it's like why should I let that go for them? And it's just like it's not for them It's for you. It's this you familiar with Paul Selig. I've heard the name. Okay. He's a channeler and I used to you know I let's just say I take a quite skeptical about most channelers. Yeah that he downloads is that the I'm quite skeptical about most channelers. One of the things that he downloads is that anyone you hold in darkness,

a part of you is there in the cave with them. A thousand percent. Right? A thousand percent. And so you don't forgive people for them. You forgive people for yourself. You must, right? Yes.

Otherwise, a part of you must remain in the dark to hold them there. That energetic tie is your energy. It is like a piece of you that keeps you connected. Your energy is going towards something, right? And so it's like we have all of these ties to everybody around us and it's like forgiveness is simply unsubscribing from the bullshit. It is being like, you know what? I don't fucking care. I'm calling this energy back because it doesn't matter, you know And it's like because the past is the past if you believe in the past

Because of our subconscious behaviors, it is going to predict your future. This is you know, it's a recursion loop Everything runs on these recursion loops. Why are things patterned? Why do why does history repeat itself? Why do people go into relationships and it's just like why does this always happen to me? Why are our brains programmed for pattern recognition? It's like because if something happens enough times you see the loop, you break the loop, you expand into a higher form, right? There's a formula to this and it's recognizing these patterns. It's super fascinating because I think people who are very like neurodivergent ADHD you know have these minds that are super super programmed for pattern recognition. They go into a movie they

can immediately tell you here's where the movie is going here's how it's gonna end right. My wife I can't stand it. Yeah. I'm like just save it till the end. Yeah. Write it down. If you really need to say it ahead of time, write it down. Show me later. I find that like these people tend to be highly, highly spiritual as well. And recognize the patterns that happen, you know, which is why it's like, you know, this whole idea, this whole idea of like people looking for the secrets of the universe. I don't want to like spoil the ending for everybody. Spoiler alert,

but like spoiler alert, it's like- The whole entire game of consciousness. It's all gonna work out. It's all because of love. It's all so that we can experience experience. That's what it is, you know? And like every unjust thing is gonna work out. Every bad thing that has happened, it's gonna be okay. Love can hold space for all of it.

All of these beautiful, amazing experiences, it's like, yeah, it's gonna be okay. Love can hold space for all of it. All of these beautiful amazing experiences it's like yeah it's by design. You cannot have happiness without sorrow right? It's like the shadow adds depth. You cannot like grief is such a beautiful emotion where it's like anybody that's feeling grief right now it's like if you allow yourself to sit in that and just witness the divinity of grief that like holds the pain of loss because you loved something so much it is so expansive and it's incredible where you're like oh my god I'm on this floating rock having this incredibly powerful emotion in this meat suit that

I'm in and it's just like the more that you tap into that the more awe inspiring it becomes but it's like that's what the ultimate secret of the universe is is that love is behind everything like Congratulations, we figured it out. You know, so like that's the end of the song Now it's time for us to be in the music, in this cosmic dance, you know, enjoying it, to pull away, to love yourself unconditionally and give your space, yourself that space to expand and as you do that for yourself you will do it for others as well. And it's a self sorting puzzle. There's a magnetism to this. When you vibrate at your unique frequency There is a magnetism to it that is gonna pull people to you the right people the right experiences

Everything that is your birthright that you came here deserving. It's like It's yours. It is already yours. It is a self sorting puzzle it's like we do not need to force this. If everybody has the space to be their authentic self and then can live in that love that says we don't resonate and that's totally cool because I'm going to be over here in the puzzle you're going to be over there but I still fucking love you and recognize you as an divine expression and hold space for it. I don't want to change you one bit because you are perfect the way that you are. It's like when we create that love what you will see is most of the evil

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when they're not consciously in control? Can you blame someone for their actions when they carry these heavy karmic energies from their ancestral lines? They're born into wars that they didn't even start. They don't even know what they're pissed off at. They don't know why they're pissed off at, right? And then society tells them where to put all this and they're just like, I have all this energy, I don't know what to do with it, right? We have all these karmic chains and all these different things that are pulling us in these different directions like it's chaotic. It's chaotic

Until you just unsubscribe from the bullshit and you're just kind of like oh, I'm safe to exist focus on you be very selfish It's like I am safe. I love myself unconditionally. If my family doesn't understand, that's okay. I'm still gonna be me. I'm not gonna limit myself anymore. I'm not gonna limit my expression, right? The more you do that, you radiate the magnetisms there. Reality renders around you to reflect back this new state. The puzzle begins to sort itself, the chaos begins to dissipate, we do not become the same. We will never be the same. I think that that's such an important piece on family because for a lot of people that get into plant medicines

or any type of real self-work that has traction, you know, if something's working for them, you know, and they come to greater levels of awareness and they heal some, some in certain, certain ways and patterns in their life that they're able to change and shift from. And they see with a greater degree of awareness. It's like, Hey, I got this roadmap. This is how you're going to hike the mountain with me. I'm going to come back down the mountain and take you up step by step, the exact way that I went up.

And that's how you're going to get there. And immediately everybody that knows them is like, fuck off. Yeah, totally, totally want that,, yeah, yeah, totally, totally. They don't want that. You know, but if I focus on myself and I shift to that higher degree of awareness and vibration that in and of itself is enough for everyone around me.

Yeah. Right, like I thought about that with my sister. I was like, for 10 Nia Waska journeys in, like when is my sister gonna drink with me? And I saw it, that'll never happen, but I'll drink for us. Yeah. Right? And then just how I embody that is enough.

That is the work for both of us, right? Yeah, absolutely. Well, and you know, it's so interesting. Like there's so many things with family dynamics. Like, you know, there were many experiences that I've had through meditation, as well as like psychedelics, where I would see like my mother,

and she would just bow as if she was like this actor in a play and I'm like oh she's just playing the role that she's meant to play you know and I'm like why would I like judge her for thinking differently or having a different path and it's like no she is playing the role you know and it's like and I can love her in that role, you know? But there is, there is a piece of like, if everything in reality is a mirror, the reason why you need to be in your authentic state and have courage to be your full authentic expression, to not suppress your energy, to not mask or be a chameleon for others, is when you mask and you're that chameleon energy, you're holding up a fun house mirror to someone.

You're giving them a distorted view of who they are, right? Because everyone's gonna project onto you whatever they're thinking. And that's why sometimes with family members, when you take this journey into awareness, your family will be triggered or they won't understand or it'll be kind of alarming. And it's because you're starting to hold a very clear mirror

and they're just like, no, no, no. I don't want to see this. I'm not ready to look or I'm not interested, right? But the most beautiful thing that you can do is be your authentic expression so that the mirror is clear. If you're gonna trigger someone, you're gonna trigger someone. That is a karmic lesson and it is a gift

because if they just approach it with a little bit of awareness, they can say, why does this trigger me? Why does this? Don't knuckle Ruiz in Mastery of Love. So the trigger is no one's problem but my own. Exactly, exactly. And it's right there for me.

The trigger's for me to work on. It's not you triggered me. It's like, oh, I've got a piece here that I can work with right now. It's showing you where you can express into love. Like, why would somebody's expression trigger you? What about it, right? That's highlighting to you where it's like,

you can grow into a higher vibration of love. This is showing you an area where you can, yeah, expand into a certain direction, hold more love. The most divine experience creating heaven on earth is a very practical thing. It is in every instance, I want to have the highest vibration of love with this experience. So you and I communicating together or you with your partner and let's say it's like an argument right so there's contentious energy well obviously the fear based kind of lower vibrations will be you are a radio that's tuned into one station she's a radio that's tuned into another station you just want to be understood she just wants to be understood you're trying to get her to understand you she's trying to get you to understand her

communication isn't happening because two radios playing in different stations, it's just like, the disconnection is there, right? The highest vibration for talking verbally then is love. It's recognizing, okay, I feel misunderstood, I can put that to the side right now, I want to listen so intently that I can absorb into her experience. Like can I join her in her reality? Because there's eight billion different

versions of the world going on, right? Like all of us are projecting onto it. We have shared experiences, but it's all subjective to our perspectives. If you can tune in to your loved one and it's like I just want to understand her. I don't I'm not gonna judge whether it's right or wrong. It's like I just want to see where she's coming from. I want to become her. Like witness her experience. Like hold that in love. What happens is you tune your radio into her frequency. The connection is made. From there, because the connection is there, you can validate the experience. You can hear the experience. If you disagree,

the connection is still there, but you can say, I see where you're coming from, but please allow me to tell you about my experience, right? That is the highest form of communication, right? That love. That is Christ consciousness, unity consciousness when it comes to speaking. You can apply the same metric to every experience that you have with someone or every experience you have on this earth. You know, it's like you're living on the land. There are ways to live on the land in lower vibrations and there are ways to explore where it's like what would the highest expression of love look like with me living with this land being the steward of this land with the animals with the

earth the plants everything that would be Christ consciousness unity consciousness living with the land right that's blueprint, that's all it is. And there's no bounds to looking at all of your expressions in your life, being like, how can I have the highest, fullest experience in love, in this experience? You know? You meet someone you disagree with, that lives a different lifestyle,

it's just like, what's the highest, most loving experience with this? And it's, apply it, you highest most loving experience with this and it's apply it, you know, just embody it, embody it and that's what embodiment is. It's the act of searching coming up with what that formula looks like for whatever your understanding is at that moment and then being like okay now I'm going to embody this energy and I'm going to act and it's really interesting because I think a lot of times people want Miracles they want signs from God signs from the universe signs from creation

And they want it before they embody That was a huge thing for me where it was just like there was no validation for me about these like this Understanding did not come because I like read it in a book, right and I'm like, people aren't gonna believe me. Are people gonna resonate with it? How do I start posting about this? And it's like, well, what is embodiment? It's like, well, you just step into it and do it. And what I've come to realize is when you embody a state, when you inherently know something inside, when you can define the energy and move as if it's already done, what you've done is you've removed an area where you collapse yourself, you have a new boundary, that space that you

fill, that is where the miracles happen, that's where the confirmations happen, because you created the space for it to come in. They are also lagging indicators to your embodiment. They will never come before you need to do something because they can't. They cannot come before. You have to embody and create the space for them to come in. It's just energetics, right? And then the reason why you see these miracles or the reason why you see these confirmations, it's simply reality reflecting back to you the new state that you're holding.

That's all, there's no woo woo to it. You know, there is no like magic. It's just a mirror. I do want to say, if somebody hasn't experienced synchronicities in a way where you're just like, unbelievable. Yeah, like crazy. It's like, I fucking,

I couldn't even dream this in the beginning, into believing this, you know Like if you have an asynchronicity like that It's kind of hard to imagine but they are there right? There's so many Robert Anton Wilson talked about that that he doesn't believe in any singular reality But he everyone has their own reality tunnel, right? It's plural its realities and it's still within one Yes, right But it's it's that that holding within the one of reality tunnels that gives us the free will,

the experience that we have, and all of those vibrations exist. Exactly. It's this spectrum, and that's why love, I do think when people talk about love, there's a lot of misunderstanding because sometimes we apply it to romantic love. And it's like, no, love is the vibration and the energy

that allows for everything, right? The sun shines on the good, the bad, black, white, doesn't matter your skin color, doesn't matter rich or poor, it's like it is shining on everything irregardless. It's like, that is love, right? It holds space for all of it in non-judgment and it allows its space to exist. That is truly what love is.

It's not this, you know, in a romantic relationship where it's like, I'm attracted to you, I really care about you, but here's the energetic dynamics and manipulations that I'm going to do because I need something from you. I need a validation from you. It's like love cannot exist if you need something. And true love comes from a point of like I am self-sourced. I don't need anything from anyone. You find that internal well, right? That

spring that will never die and then you can start giving it. The issue is most people, their cup, they're very focused on giving it away to others, they leave nothing for themselves, then they feel depleted, they feel empty. The self-improvement is like, hey, keep your cup for yourself, right? Amazing, because it's like, you can't give people what you don't have, but then the next step is, it's just like, okay, but also, just so you know,

it's like, you don't just have to keep your cup for yourself, it's like, you are an infinite cup that never ends. And it's like, and the't just have to keep your cup for yourself. It's like you are an infinite cup that never ends. And it's like, and the more that you sit with that in like, you know, one of my favorite things to do, a meditation technique is kind of like, it's Wu Wei Golden Thread. And I think it's really helpful for people who have like active minds,

where it's hard to like turn it off, is like you can just give yourself a very specific focus where you can look at something where it's hard to turn it off is you can just give yourself a very specific focus where you can look at something where it's like, okay, I feel like I have a lot of teachings or wisdom that I want to share with the world, but I'm afraid to do it. And it's like, where does that fear come from? And you provide yourself a space of love and you're just like, there's no judgment. It's just like, why am I afraid? And then it's just like, well, what if people don't like it? And so you pull the thread and it's just kind of like, okay, so what if people don't like it? It's like, why am I worried about what other people think? You know? And it's just like,

well, if they don't like it, maybe it means it's untrue. And it's like, okay, pull that thread. Does it mean it's untrue if people don't like it or do you know that it's true? And it's like, well, I know it's true, you know And it's like you just keep pulling this thread where it's just like I just want to understand myself And I feel like one of the most amazing things is the more you do this the more you realize where it's like this internal universe is so expansive and Complex and it's just like oh my god this is crazy it's like the external

universe like you will never get to the end of fully understanding yourself like it'll never happen and one of my favorite like meditations to kind of guide people through this was like a spontaneous experience I had that was so amazing but I was meditating and basically I saw all these versions of myself and I just took in the beauty where all of these different ages, you know, and just being like, whoa, what a complex dude. You know, as like a six year old, as a seven year old,

it's just like, wow, he had such a good heart and like, you know, this thing happened and like he deserved better you know but like you just witnessed the beauty and what happened was I kind of pulled away where I witnessed the character that I'm playing right now this ego I think a lot of times when people talk about ego death there's so many misunderstandings because like you need to kill the ego and it's like well your ego is actually a very divine teacher that you need to kill the ego and it's like well your ego is actually a very divine teacher that you need To respect and honor and pretty impossible to get rid of what your life

So yeah, and like why would you it's like you took you took on the ego for a reason now There's areas where you need to like curate the ego, you know and like but anyways so I saw the persona the ego and then I saw me as this eternal peace, and I gave myself the space to truly take in the beauty that this person is, that this tailor is, right? And then I realized, it's like me as this eternal peace, never gonna die. Death is an illusion, you know?

Like time doesn't exist. It's like, kind of is a little bit scary sometimes when you think about it where it's like, oh my God, like being everything and nothing, you know, like it's just like, how does that work? But it's like, this is that piece of source, the divinity that exists within everything. And then it's like this ego is this beautiful flower within this cosmic flowerbed that is going to blossom, bloom, wilt and die. And that's its existence, right? Like Taylor, this is the one and done. He is taking on life so that I can observe and be a witness of this eternal beauty. But it's

like that beauty is only magnified infinitely by its scarcity. We price scarcity on this planet. There is nothing more scarce than like your existence right now. The universe will never see another one of you again. I don't care how far you search. Send all the rockets, all the telescopes. It's like you will never find you in this vast expansive universe.

Again, there is no copy. And like when it is the end of your ego and what you're playing, it's like that is the end of that expression. This thing continues on forever. And so it's like the job is how do you provide the love, the safety, the courage, that power that you are as a piece of the divine, a piece of the ocean, right? It's like we're all drops of the ocean in these containers, but like we go back to the ocean.

How do you provide the space for this flower to fully express itself? Because you're the only one that gets to see it unless you give it space to fully express and let everybody see it right and that was one of the coolest experiences where it's just like oh my god why would I suppress the flower like why would I tell this dude who is so fucking cool like he's so cool like I know I have spent so much time in this dude's heart and it's just like whoa he fucking cares a lot.

Like he really cares. Like he really loves people and wants good things to happen with humanity. And it's like, why would I limit that expression? I'm like, the world needs to fucking see this. Right. And so there's so many beautiful things. It's like, that's, that's what ego death is, is where you can pull away from this ego and it's not like

I want to kill the dude like oh my god, you know, like here's where he's so, no. Ego death is realizing where it's like I am not this character and it's like but I need to tell the character to play it to the fullest because people need to fucking see this. Like it is so beautiful and I want everyone to see it, right? And the more you live in that expression, the more you start gaining awareness of everyone around you where you're just like, oh my God, they are so fucking cool and so beautiful and like we're so different, isn't this amazing?

And things just start turning into this just awe, like you look at the people that care so much about these different things that are going on and it's just like, damn, look at them in their expression, that is amazing. Like there's so much I can learn from you, that's so beautiful, you know? People devote their life to saving the whales

and it's just like, that is so fucking cool. Like you care so much about this living thing that you are spending your existence on this earth raising awareness for this group that cannot speak for themselves right and it's like when you pull away and you start witnessing the beauty it's gonna become very apparent how much beauty there is and then you start radiating at that frequency to tie it all back together. You start expressing the fullness of love in your ability to do right now. That is the frequency of heaven. That is literally anchoring in the energy

of heaven into this plane. And the more people that do this, it's, you know, I look at Bitcoin, decentralized computers, right? The power in Bitcoin is you have all of these ledgers. If one of them gets hacked, the system doesn't go down because all the other ledgers will confirm a transaction being like, oh, this one's wrong, right? It's decentralized. Creation has eight billion quantum ledgers that are all validating existence. We are all confirming what is going on.

We are all actively manifesting what we hold within our subconscious minds as far as limitations, the rules within, you know, the constraints that we all live by within this matrix. And the more that we tap into this heavenly energy, the more that we all live by within this matrix. And the more that we tap into this heavenly energy, the more that we anchor in heaven, the more conscious we become within this creation, there is a magnetism to it, like I said, there is a tuning fork mechanism to it, where people start resonating with one another,

and we actively change the physical manifestation of creation, not because we're forcing it, but because we anchor in the energy and we just embody who and what we want to be. And it's, it goes back to these stupid sayings, right? Where people are like, be the change you want to see in the world. You want to change the world? It's like change yourself, you know? And it's like, but it's true

It is an eternal truth because you will never ever Be able to change anyone But if you just focus on being your fullest expression you resonate at a very high frequency And the puzzle will start to sort itself reality reflects back to you The new frequency that you hold. The more people that do that, we bring these 8 billion different versions of what is going on into coherence, into a shared highest timeline, right? And that's where it gets, I think, really tough for people on the spiritual path, is there are infinite possibilities. You can anchor in whatever

you want into this reality. Like the past does not change anything, right? You could just decide tomorrow, right? Where you're just like the reality that I want to live is not being a family man, not having you know all this and I just want to shift. And it's like you can shift at any point. You totally can. It's probably not likely but like you can shift into whoever and whatever you want. There are no constraints. The highest timeline that you know our maximum potential the things that these spiritual communities like to talk about this is where all the spiritual teachers talk about faith. You know walking

through the darkness because the difference is lower timelines you are choosing what you want to collapse into reality. I want to manifest extreme wealth. Maybe extreme wealth isn't what you're here to experience, right? So your highest timeline is actually releasing to source, releasing to God, being the fullest expression, following whatever it is that you're passionate about in the moment. And the issue is you are going to be surrounded by darkness and you will only see one step ahead at all times. But that one step, if you take it, will take you on your highest time. It is the surrender that people talk about that is required with enlightenment, right?

That is required with being in these states of awareness. And that's what's really tough is because we sometimes come up with these ideas of what the highest potential is for us. But I promise you, your highest potential, you're not thinking big enough. You don't know what it is. This highest timeline, the walking through the darkness, that is gonna be the highest expression of love for you. It's gonna be the highest expression of satisfaction. It's gonna be the highest expression

of the human experience, the roller coaster that it is. And you just have to surrender to it, right? This energy of abundance isn't, I want all this money to come in abundance is if I am looking at a mirror I Recognize that even though I feel like I don't have enough It's like I have everything I need and that's why I can freely Give and put it out into the mirror because all that energy is coming back. That is what abundance is It is not dictated by once I have this amount of money,

then I'm gonna be abundant, or I'm creating this idea of becoming a millionaire, and that is the energy of abundance. It's like, no, you're actually subconsciously reinforcing scarcity, because you're saying, I don't have this, I need this, right? You're not gonna pull it to you, because that's what the subconscious,

that the iceberg, the underneath, right? You're not going to pull it to you because that's what the subconscious, the iceberg, the underneath, right? It's always like anything that you are actively manifesting, you're just reinforcing lack. You're reinforcing the fact that you don't have it and the mirror is going to reflect back to you that you don't have it. And this is why so many people think manifestation is bullshit because they're like, I think positively, I the stuff in why isn't it coming and it's like because you're stopping yourself it's you know it's it's not about calling something in it's about removing the barriers in the same way with expansion that is keeping you from it right and so that has been the craziest lesson for me about abundance it's like it wasn't

making millions of dollars in my 20s that taught me abundance. It was literally just having enough to cover my bills and learning to detract from the pain of am I gonna have enough? Is this gonna be okay? Is it gonna work out? You know like that suffering that I would bring on and live in that energy. No the abundance came living in those circumstances being like, it's all good. It's always going to be okay. It's like I'm right where I need to be. How could I ask for more when I have everything I need right now?

You know, like let someone else have it. It's totally fine. Like that's where abundance is. You look at the chaos that's going on in the world right now. Right. And it's easy to get caught up in that energy where it's just like, ah, it's so bad. Are we going into World War III?

Is it gonna be this? Is it gonna be this? Chaos is the necessary conditions for people to learn discernment, awareness, to learn to trust their intuition in truth. What the collective is learning right now on our conscious expansion is discerning truth. Getting away from being told truth which historically has shown us

there. It's like damn so much of this is lies and it's like fuck it's just propaganda. These things that I held to be true. It's like it wasn't actually truth. It was a distortion to fit a narrative, right? We are here to learn discernment. Well, how are you going to learn discernment? In chaos. Yeah, there's no growth without resistance, right? Exactly. Exactly. And so when you can see that and you can recognize even the divinity in chaos, you start embodying again the state of the perfection within the imperfection. you start embodying again the state of the perfection within the imperfection. All right, y'all one last quick break to tell you about Lucy.co, one of our longest running sponsors. Let's level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to Lucy.co slash KKP and use promo code KKP

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Surrender to the divine timing. Recognize this is not about saviors. There is no one person that is going to come and save the world. That is us outsourcing our power to something outside of us. Tap into your power, be your fullest expression, and then also surrender to the fact that like, Source knows what it's doing, God knows what it's doing. So like, if things aren't changing, there's probably a good reason, okay? And so it's like, you can detach from that suffering,

you can be in the moment now. If you feel the call, the pull to help, do it. Like that is telling you where you can expand into your area, your expression. If there's something where you can expand into your area your expression If there's something where you feel out of control, I don't know what to do. It's like Detach from it. That's okay It's gonna work out again not to spoil the ending it all works out in the end, you know like all of this, you know, even these ideas of like

know, like, all of this, you know, even these ideas of like, destruction, you know, where it's just like, Oh, my god, we're all gonna kill ourselves, you know, and it's like, chaotic. And it's like, what in this holographic fake world that we live in, you know, we like, we kill ourselves, you know, and it's just like, where do we go? Nowhere, because we will still continue to exist. And so it's like it's all going to be okay. You know, like things are exactly where they're supposed to be. I believe the collective is waking up in a massive way right now. And it is because of the chaos. It is because of the

craziness. People are starting to see where it's just like, there's no way, there's no way this can be real. It's so fucking stupid, where it's like, this can't be real, right? And what's interesting is as people, as like the collective vibration, you know, the frequency, I don't love using those words because I feel like they've been like, steered into a specific lens

where sometimes people use it for like bypassing but it is a real thing because everything is energy frequency vibration I believe as the collective is raising the vibration what's interesting is new things are rendering into reality right like we're beginning to see through some of the illusions of the worlds that we lived in. And it's just a really cool time to be alive. You know, like it is a really- It's not boring.

No. There's nothing boring about it. Yeah, exactly. And so it's like, and when you detach from the suffering, it's just like, wow, this is so like, I did a, the last week, two weeks ago, I did a seven day fast, because anytime I do anything with plant medicines,

like for me personally, I feel like I need to like cleanse the vessel and like show respect to the teachers I'm about to bring in. And I do think there are entities and energies out there that do not have your best interest. And so anything that you can do to purify your vessel, anytime I'm gonna partake, I always set up a protection for myself

saying I only allow and give because free agency and like conscious I don't know energy is a very real thing so I always say vampire must be invited in yeah and so I always say it's just like I only allow those that are like for my highest good. Everything else I completely reject. You are not allowed. But I did like I did a pretty big dose of psilocybin and you know the goal was like what else is there? Where can I expand? What are the shadows that I don't want to see?

Right? And it was the largest dose of psilocybin I've ever done because I was still kind of Operating from this mindset of like if I do more I'm going to get more and I'm ready. I'm fucking ready you know, I'm ready to release and The experience was like the least chaotic experience I've ever had. It was incredibly beautiful. A lot of personal things, you know, to me, where it's just like, no, man, you're right where you're supposed to be

and you're doing it, like well done. And it was funny, cause I'd been fasting for seven days, right? So I was starving. And I remember I was sitting there and it's like, you don't need to suffer. It's like, why are you still holding on to this like suffering equals growth?

It's like, just let go of the suffering. You don't need to suffer. And so I was like lame and I'm like, why are you still holding on to this like suffering equals growth? It's like, just let go of the suffering. You don't need to suffer. And so I was like lame and I'm like, wait, so I can eat? And it's like, yeah, go eat, you know? And what I broke my fast with, which was such a powerful lesson, it's so stupid, was my son gave me an airhead. And I was just like, I'm like, let me eat this thing. That's probably like one of the worst things ever

created, right. And I ate it and it brought me back to like my childhood when things were like chaotic. And I would go to school and I'd buy two airheads with them with a quarter. And it's just like the intensity of the flavor, you know, that sugar is that immediate hit, where it's just like a drug, you know, where it's like, oh, my god, like, and it it was so funny because as I was eating it, I was just like, even this is like a divine expression. Like someone created this and sure, it's not the best thing for your body, right? Like it's like not even close. And I'm like, but all of that joy that I've gotten from this,

you know, or like these experiences that I've had. It's like that is an expression. And I was just like, damn, this is so cool. Like, you know, and it was just it was one of the coolest, most amazing experiences where I was just like, yeah, there's like healthy things to eat. There's higher vibration things. You can figure out what serves you. But it's like everything has a purpose.

Even as something as stupid and bad for you as an airhead, it's like you can pull out of that experience and be like, some human sat down, put a formula together, they probably put a team of scientists where they're like, how the fuck do we make this as addictive as possible, right, so that we can make as much money. Yeah, exactly. They make as much money as possible,

like all of these like probably not the best Intentions and yet still it created a creation that in that experience. I had this beautiful moment with it You know, and so it's just like whoa, there's just divinity and everything You know if you choose awareness and if you live in that vibration, there's just there's always things that you can find man And I just think it's so cool because it's just like wow This is all so beautiful. Like it's so cool because it's just like, wow, this is all so beautiful. Like it's so beautiful, it's so great.

How do we create a world where everybody can have the luxury of being able to have this state of mind? Because the issue is there are people where the opportunities aren't there. They don't get the luxury of sitting down and meditating how beautiful things are because they're't get the luxury of sitting down and meditating how beautiful things are because they're working in the mines, right? Or they're children that are born

into the cacao slave industry, you know? And so it's like, that is a divine expression. That is God. How do we create a world where all of us can exist in this area? And so I don't wanna say any of these to be like it's perfectly imperfect let's not do anything it's just recognize what we can do recognize the divine timing recognize that we all have a peace

nobody needs to save the world we just need to work together and again the ending it's all gonna be okay clean up grow up grow up, and show up. Yeah exactly man. Exactly. Brother it's been it's been rad having you appreciate you flying out here for this. This is so cool. Tell me again your handle. It's I am Taylor Perkins. It used to be Cult Daddy but I had a lot of people telling me that I need to switch take it a little bit more serious. Colt Daddy is a mouth tape company? I do have mouth tape yeah yeah so it's you know a lot of people when they push the mouth tape they're just like it's gonna change your jawline it's gonna make you chiseled what I actually

found was after ayahuasca I read the book Breath by James Nestor and you know it's really interesting because you have two states within your body. You have your sympathetic nervous system, right? Fight flight, what most people exist from, overexposed cortisol, like all these different things. Then you have your parasympathetic nervous system, which is the rest digest. Like when you're doing breath work, right?

It's that polyvagal theory, stimulating the vagus nerve, it's getting the parasympathetic nervous system going, right? It's pulling you down, expanding your, yeah, the nervous system to hold states to be able to hold more, right? Being Zen does not mean nothing makes you mad. It doesn't mean that, you know, like you don't get pulled off. It just means you hold the state and the space to allow the energy for being mad, but it's not going to collapse you into fight or flight, right? And so I got really into mouth taping because what I found was it helped me out with my practices because you're essentially doing breath work the entire night.

You're stimulating that parasympathetic nervous system. That's why you sleep deeper, you wake up more refreshed, but more than anything, you're working out those muscles to hold higher states. And what I found for me personally, is it really expanded my, yeah, expansion, was implementing different practices like that. I feel like it's just helped me to breathe better at night. It's so good.

Breathing through the nose has a ton of benefits that's in Breathe by Nestor, it's in Oxygen Advantage by Patrick McCown, Sleep by Nick Littlehill, best book on sleep, he's homies with McCown, and he talks about it in there too, you know the importance of that. Better recovery, less neck pain,

because my jaw's not wide open, I don't get cotton mouth or any of that shit anymore, so that's definitely like a, it's one of the better inventions. Oh yeah, it's crazy, and it's one of those things where it's like, you know, the analogy I always give is I feel like our big pharma, right? It's it's kind of like Or the medical industrial complex. It's to give an analogy You have a kitchen that's full of trash and you go to the doctor and they're like, let me prescribe you

Aerosol to cover up the spray, right? And so you go home you spray it and you're like, okay The smells gone and then it comes back and then you go home, you spray it, and you're like, okay, the smell's gone. And then it comes back. And then you go back to the doctor, and they're just like, oh, let's give you a plug-in to cover up the smell. And you keep searching, and then you turn to these other industries,

and they're just like, here's what you can do to cover up the smell. Well, the best thing you can do is just go clean the kitchen. And that's what the parasympathetic nervous system is, is your body's self-cleaning mechanism. Like your sleep impacts every function within your body, like cellular regeneration, muscle growth,

muscle repair, cognitive function, you know, everything, immunity, like everything is impacted by your sleep, and so it's like, how can I get the most out of my sleep? And it's like, well, if you implement the self-cleaning that exists, if you work with your body not to cover up these smells, but clean everything out so that you're starting fresh. And that's one of those things where it's like, it's not the mouth tape that does anything.

You know, it's a stupid piece of tape. You don't need a specific tape. You can do whatever you... You don't need my product. Find what... The cheapest way to do it, but it's like as long as you're breathing through the nose, as long as you're getting the nitric oxide that is going right, the oxygen absorption, everything, the efficiency, you go into these deeper states like, if you're breathing through your nose,

you're breathing the way that you're designed to. It is the way that you're designed. And it's crazy the difference that it makes, you know? Like it's pretty insane. It's night and day. Yeah. yeah well I'll link to everything in the show notes dude it's been an absolute pleasure having you on we'll do it again brother yeah man I appreciate you thank you