Las Culturistas with Matt Rogers and Bowen Yang - "Leave Her Alone" (w/ Sam Jay)
Episode Date: November 27, 2019This week, SNL writer and stand-up extraordinaire Sam Jay joins Matt and Bowen to discuss her new special, coming out, being from Boston, her musical influences, whose job it is to fight the Chick-fil...-A fight, and more!MERCH! MERCH! GET YOUR LAS CULTURISTAS MERCH!https://www.teepublic.com/stores/las-culturistasSUBSCRIBE ON APPLE PODCASTS TODAY!CONNECT W/ LAS CULTURISTAS ON FACEBOOK & TWITTER for the best in "I Don't Think So, Honey" action, updates on live shows, conversations with the Las Culturistas community, and behind-the scenes photos/videos:www.facebook.com/lasculturistastwitter.com/lasculturistasLAS CULTURISTAS IS A FOREVER DOG PODCAST. LAS CULTURISTAS IS PRODUCED BY EMMA FOLEY.http://foreverdogproductions.com/fdpn/podcasts/las-culturistas/ Learn more about your ad-choices at https://www.iheartpodcastnetwork.comSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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Dog.
Look, man.
Oh, I see.
Wow.
Bowen, look over there.
Wow.
Is that culture?
Yes.
Goodness.
Wow.
Las Culturistas.
Ding dong.
Las Culturistas calling dong Las Culturistas calling It's Sunday
We're drinking sparkling rosé
Because our guest came in and said
It's Sunday
I brought rosé
100%
And then the reveal was that it was sparkling
Yeah actually
That was actually most pleasing to me
Most pleasing to me in my career
She buried the lead there though
The sparkle is kind of what you come for
It's absolutely what you come for
And honestly in this
The holiday times
Because don't forget that is what it is,
you know we got to be celebrating with a little bit of sparkle.
We got to celebrate with a little bit of sparkle.
It's the poinsettias of beverages.
You know, there are times when I do like a Prosecco moment.
There's times when I do like a...
Rosé moment.
A Rosé moment.
And you get the best of both.
And here we get the best of both.
She brought damn Vove.
It's Vove.
Is this an expensive moment?
Absolutely.
Because I don't know. I'm trash.
I'm trash too.
So the other day I had to go buy
wrap gifts for everyone.
For a game show.
And I was like, what's good to buy? And I went into the liquor store, that's sweet. For a game show. And I was like, hmm, what's good to buy?
And I went into the,
you know,
the liquor store,
as she's called,
and this town,
and I went in and I was like,
where's the Vove?
I was like,
I feel like that's like a high class thing.
And what did someone say?
Well,
I didn't ask that.
I was embarrassed.
So what I ended up doing was I ended up buying
just some nice,
it said champagne on it.
I mean,
I don't know.
It's a product of England champagne.
A full champagne bottle? $60.
Is that okay?
Is it one bottle for every single person?
No, just I got the line
produced or something and I got our producer
to drag something. It technically can't be champagne
unless it comes from France.
From the area of champagne.
And so this is culture. We have a cultur with us apparently she is she is the opposite of trash
because she class she outclasses me every damn day well i'm not going to dispute you on that
it's truly true and because i know you you know me but then she will come in and she'll be like
what the fuck she'll either compliment what you're wearing or she'll be like what the fuck is this or
what the fuck is this all right and i kind of want to hear i kind of want to hear from her in
a second about what your ratio is what you particular ratio is because i we we know that
ratio like ratio to what the fuck is from what the fuck is this okay slay but um i will say
in order to set this guest up you have to talk about that she's literally one of the funniest
people ever one of the funniest people ever um i fucking love watching her perform she always gets my mind going yeah i
met our guest at jfl we were the same class jfl and i'm fucking i remember i was in the i was
watching the new faces stand-ups and i was like oh this doesn't even feel like a new face moment
this feels like a moment my mother and father were there and they were my mother could not stop
speaking about it and let me tell you something
some of the content not for a lot of moms
but but my mother she crossed
over filthy mother
she's dirty but our guests can cross over
into the mother mind yeah still appeal
to that sector and it's very
fascinating to watch your mom watch
Sam J perform because like
sometimes she'll be like she went off on
this one thing
and that i was like oh my god this is this is untamed this is wild and i just saw my ma i
turned around and my mom was clapping like a seal like like a damn seal like a fool like a seal fool
you know some of these seals up in c road that act like fools this is my mother and i'm telling you it was sort of like she was talking
about like i think it was a joke like like i i do not remember what it was but it was like i just i
was shocked to see my mother respond yeah in this way this was years ago decades oh my god but i was
like okay my mom is standing my mom is standing well listen you can check her out comedy lineup
on netflix yeah uh saturday night live saturday night live right damn album right tour right tour Well, listen, you can check her out. Comedy lineup on Netflix. Yeah. Saturday Night Live.
Saturday Night Live.
She's got a damn album out.
Rytor.
Rytor.
And her special's going to be so fine.
Here we fucking go.
Oh, she told me the name,
and I think it's a really good fucking name.
Go for it.
Say it.
Oh, wait.
You say it.
Three in the morning.
Three in the morning.
Because it's those thoughts that come into your head
at three in the morning that are pure, clear.
You have clarity.
I mean,
and she can expand on this more,
but you want to welcome it?
It's brave to name your special
after a Kamala Harris campaign slogan.
Damn.
So please welcome to your ears,
Sam J.
What's good?
Hey guys,
you guys are entertaining.
What?
Let me tell you,
that's actually the idea.
This is good.
Oh, good.
You were coming here
expecting two
fucking boring
ass people
I was very
entertained
imagine if we
like just had
flopped and were
boring in front of
Sam and Jay
come on
now you gotta
turn it on
we have the
we have the
star here
I flop all the
time
you do not
in front of Sam
so I'm done
with you and
yourself facing
bullshit
you're a star
I share a damn
dressing room
with Chris Rad.
Yes.
The prince of all princes.
We love.
And then sometimes
Sam will hang out
in that room
as she's welcome to do
and she'll be sitting there
and I'm like,
you know what?
I gotta,
she belongs here
more than I do.
And I'll leave.
You know what?
Yeah.
I actually agree.
I actually am in a cosign.
I just been,
cause it's been Chris's room
for like three years.
Three years at this point.
So I've always
been i know i know sometimes i feel bad i'm like i hope i'm not making for who for you no i'm i'm
running around all the time he's in your space i mean that's true that is true i don't know in
that place god damn right god damn right wait okay three in the morning and then because you
like went into this beautiful explanation to me when you told me what it was. Oh, yeah, man. I just think it's the time where this album is actually, I mean, this hour special is actually getting made.
3 a.m. is when I'm usually getting home from my cellar spots that I've been in all late.
If I'm going to argue with my girl about being out all night, it probably happens around 3 in the morning.
She is fucking gorgeous.
Thank you so much.
Stunning. And then one of the nicest people ever. Beautiful, nice, kind. you know she is fucking gorgeous thank you so much stunning
and then one of the
nicest people ever
beautiful
nice
kind
so yeah
it's just kind of
where I feel like
the grit
and the stuff
that's gonna make
this hour feel
good
that's where it's coming
totally
did you say that's
when you write a lot too
or no
it's when I'm thinking a lot
I'm processing a lot
like usually I get out
of the cell maybe 2, 2.30 and I'll like take a long cab ride home to or no uh it's what i'm thinking a lot i'm processing a lot like usually i get out the
maybe 2 2 30 and i'll like take a long cab ride home kind of listen to tape think you know yeah
wow do you get a lot out of what listening to yourself back i hate to do it uh i don't do it
unless i have a thing going on like i'm preparing for something in general i won't do it unless I have a thing going on. Like I'm preparing for something. In general, I won't do it.
Yeah.
But it is kind of crucial when you're like putting an hour together.
Trying to refine.
Yeah.
Just to remember certain tags that you're not going to remember.
You know, just beats and stuff that.
And just also kind of trying to figure out those segues.
It's kind of important to like hear yourself.
To kind of figure out like, oh, this is where I was trying to go.
You know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's beautiful.
That's perfect. I always, whenever I see myself back see myself back i'm like oh i'm pausing a lot
i noticed that like what feels like waiting for like some things to subside actually is just like
you're not but it's that you gotta get back into it for you is that bad well when you're trying to
put a special together i would imagine you want that shit to feel really tight yeah i think you want it i don't even know though see i don't know if
it's i think that's more of a like a late night spot right sure sure with a special you want a
little breathing yeah you want it to breathe a little bit you want to sit in in moments you don't
want to feel you know but you want everything to be funny but i think you do have a little more
opportunity to like sit in spaces with stuff and not feel like got to get to the next show, got to get to the next show, got to get to the next show.
Because you can cut around it if you go over or whatever.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I don't think I don't even think the time.
I don't really think about time.
Yeah.
Anyway, it's just like when I'm done talking, that's when it will be done.
Yeah.
You know what I mean?
Because like if I have the time in my head, that's just another layer of shit to make me go crazy over that really doesn't fucking matter anyway.
So it's kind of like, I don't even care if the shit layers at 45.
If it's a good 45, then it's a good 45.
You know what I mean?
If it's good and it does what it's supposed to do, I'm not going to trip over 15 minutes.
I'm not going to trip over five minutes.
I'm just going to go up and talk until I have nothing else to say.
And I feel like it's complete.
You know what I mean?
Whose specials have you seen recently
that you've been like,
okay, they did it the right way?
Oh man, I don't watch specials.
I'm such a fucking weirdo.
No, no, no, I get it.
I get it.
I don't watch a lot of specials.
I feel like that's smart.
I don't like to see a lot of people's stuff
and then be like influenced
or even feel like,
oh, now that I've heard
Daisha Peltz is so trans
that I can't do anything trans.
Like it's just a lot of stuff that gets in your head.
So I just try to keep my space from stuff like that.
I did watch Chappelle's new special
because it's Chappelle.
It's just like, you're not gonna not watch it.
And I watched like Rocks, Tambourine.
And I would say like out of like a person
that kind of did a first special that I admired,
their first special was thought,
this is on the level of what I want mine to feel like.
It may not be exactly that.
It may not have that full circle-ness that this special had,
but it should feel like a moment like that.
It was Ali Wong's for sure.
Ali Wong, yeah.
For sure was probably one of the best specials I saw in the last five, six years.
Yeah, yeah.
Like debut for a debut or two.
It was incredible.
She's like a machine gun on stage.
It was so good.
It was so good.
It was so good.
She just like seamlessly,
I keep watching that one back,
Baby Cobra,
and I watch the intro
where she just like slips into it.
She's just like,
okay, I gotta get out of here
because I have to pee.
That's what I've been focusing on lately.
The intro, the beginning?
It's like,
how do I want this party to kick off?
Yeah.
You know,
because I do want it to feel that way, just like casual.
I kind of feel like I want it to start in the middle of a thought a bit.
Right, right, right.
You know?
Uh-huh, uh-huh.
See how that feels.
So yeah, those are like the pieces now, the ins and the outs, you know?
The ins and the outs.
I feel like the middle is all there.
It's just like, how am I going to get in this thing?
How am I going to get out of this thing?
Yeah, right, right.
Wait, I'm a dime ass.
Did you record it already or did you shoot it? No get out of this thing? Yeah, right, right. Wait, I'm a dime ass. Did you record it already?
Did you shoot it? No, you're about to.
Yeah, February. February.
And where is that happening? Atlanta.
Atlanta. And that's going to be,
I think, really,
like, how involved do you get to be
with Netflix? I mean, this is probably a network-specific
thing, but, like, you're going to be editing
this thing yourself, too. I mean, I'll be there.
Yeah, I'll be there. Enough to know that they're doing what I want done, you know gonna be editing this thing yourself too. Or you're gonna be sitting in the- I mean, I will be there. Yeah, I'll be there.
Enough to know that they're doing what I want done.
You know?
For sure, which will be awful,
because that means I'll have to watch myself,
which is gonna drive me insane.
I think you get better at it though.
Like I used to hate-
I just don't like watching myself.
It sucks.
I don't do it.
I don't watch anything.
I don't watch anything.
I didn't watch my Netflix 15. I didn't do it. I don't watch anything. I don't watch anything. I didn't watch my Netflix 15.
I didn't watch my Comedy Central half hour.
I don't watch TV.
I don't watch shows.
I don't watch Broad City.
I don't watch anything.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I make it up.
I'm the same way.
I feel like because, is it because you feel like you're doing comedy all the time that
it's not something you want to be like, yeah.
Also, there's nothing I can do yeah
so if I watch it and I'm like
oh yeah it's just like
why put myself you're not gonna get the stage again
I can't do it it's over with
you know like what I don't just
mental health really yeah it's the healthy
thing totally is there any purpose
around watching it so that the next time
you do something it'll be like
different or something or no I mean it's like i know the shit i did up there i know what felt wonky yeah yeah because
you know what's going on now though is that i taught chris how to use fine cut so we use this
app at work where after a sketch is blocked or after after it rehearses it immediately gets
uploaded to the server and then to this app where you can just pull it up pull up like a video recording by day by sketch by the rehearsal or whatever stage it's
at and chris and i are just in our dressing rooms sitting across from each other silent
watching ourselves back on this like just constantly constantly constantly just to like
fix things because i think we need to but it's like, I don't know what this is going to do to my mental health long-term.
I mean, I think it's like, if you're like a sketch performer,
there's probably more need to do that.
Yeah, yeah.
You know what I mean?
I mean, it's like, I don't know.
What the fuck am I going to watch on stage and go,
I didn't like the way I walked to the left.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Is it hard with like the blocking of it all out of Chanel like is it weird with the cue card
literally like is it a weird
state of being it's just super
technical and like it's
I used to watch and it was just too crazy man
I just remember being stuck like oh you say and
too much and then like
why are you touching your face right there
it's just like just being so
on my soul cause you're watching yourself be on stage it's not
like it's not like you're playing a character where it's like oh i i could have done this and
hit that beat a little bit harder of this sketch it's like you're watching yourself exist so you're
gonna critique your own existence for me it's like at some point just it's not yeah not a good not a
thing for me it's just watching myself and seeing through the bullshit and like the artifice and I'm like ooh I don't do that
in my normal life
why am I like
adding this affect
why am I like
doing
why am I touching
my face like that
like I don't do that shit
normally
right
I don't know
it might be a little unhealthy
I think
now when you describe it
I don't know
it's like it's good
and bad
I just think I'm at a place
where I'm past doing that
and I'm just kind of like cool with how I am.
And like, it's just going to be what it is.
Yeah.
Okay.
That's perfect.
I will say hearing Sam J laugh in any scenario,
but especially at Wednesdays at read-throughs,
it's like, that's like the best laugh in the whole room.
Truly.
I didn't know you were going to hear it.
I hear you like,
I hear you like,
do like the high-pitched snicker,
like,
I'm just like,
Sam is laughing,
like,
fucking,
I'm like,
okay,
great,
this is good,
like,
we're going.
I love when it's fun.
I love when I'm laughing.
Sometimes I'm like,
happier when nothing,
I have nothing
in the first half,
or,
like,
I just like to get myself
out the way, or like, it's closer to the end so I Or I just like to get myself out the way
or it's closer to the end
so I can just chill and listen to the read
and just be entertained.
The worst is when you have something in the second half.
How long is it all together, the table read?
Three and a half hours.
Seriously?
Yeah.
Each half is like an hour and 20 minutes
and then there's like a 25 minute break in between.
That's a long time.
Yeah.
It's a lot of sketches to go over. And then there's like a 25 minute break in between. That's a long time. Yeah. Yeah.
It's a lot of sketches to go over.
And you really are like winded,
like on either side,
both as a writer and.
How are you feeling at the table now,
right?
That's so different.
It's so different.
Your first day,
I was so proud of you.
I was like,
oh,
at the table,
doing table shit.
Yeah.
It was really fun.
It was fun.
And then.
You're killing it.
Thanks,
babe.
That means a lot
because the feedback is most important of the people who like know what goes into it. Yeah, the people That means a lot because the feedback is most important
of the people who
know what goes into it.
Yeah, the people that are like,
yeah,
here's with you.
Yeah, yeah.
Thanks, babe.
What are the snacks like?
Does anyone eat the snacks
at the table?
Oh, everyone eats the snacks.
I eat some of them.
Some of it's crazy.
Some of it's like
stale peanut butter.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like this weird chicken wrap
that looks like it's been out for days.
The chicken wrap is bad.
And people eat the chicken wrap, which I think is insane
because that thing looks wild.
But there's also good candy.
Okay, crap services, hope you're not listening.
There's also good candy and there's fruit
and there's some edible stuff.
Whenever it gets posted on Instagram,
the actual spread,
that looks like a fucking feast of like appetizers
it's
the table is covered
oh and there's some
weird meat on a stick
that just be out too
that looks super sus
there's weird meat
on a stick
that's out
meat on a stick
that's out
is not
it's just none of it
looks like it came
from anywhere
that's the other problem
it just appears
and you're like
I don't really know
where any of these
items come from
where was it stored
right where was it stored
where was it made
there's like really
no answer
and then outside the room
in the hallway
there's just like
a table full of like
roast beef sandwiches
other random food
like someone will get cats
or like tacos
and just like
throw it in the hall
and for some reason
it's separate from
all the other stuff
anyway this is
and it's all cold
none of it
it's all cold
no hot food at the table
no hot food at the table
well with the three and a half hour fucking situation.
I know.
But then, so I'm in Leslie's old seat.
Yeah.
And Leslie would bring like specific snacks that like all her table neighbors would eat.
So Kyle, Heidi, and Aidy would all like eat from Leslie's snacks.
She brought like those giant cinnamon gummy bears.
She brought like spicy Cheez-Its. She brought like all these cinnamon gummy bears she brought like uh like spicy cheese
that she brought like all these like wacky but good things at least you know it's like
store-bought it's from the actual packaging you see where it's all yeah happening yeah so we're
gonna we're gonna revive it anyway leslie was such a present leslie was such like a presence
as her absence felt i think so yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah it was good. Yeah. Yeah, but anyway, that's like the table read snack situation for now.
Wow.
I was wondering if it's like a bunch of actors
who are like scared to touch the food
because it's a test.
Oh, not a test.
Like the host ever housing the food.
No, because Lauren is just like reaching over all the time.
Oh, really?
Grabbing a carrot stick.
Yeah, he's always grazing.
Getting his edamame or whatever. Yeah, baby. Oh, I love edamame. Yeah. Edam he's always grazing. Getting his edamame
or whatever.
Yeah, baby.
Oh, I love edamame.
Yeah.
Edamame's always on the table.
Always on the table.
When I'm consulted.
Wow.
If I'm part of the,
if I'm part of the decision.
Oh, wow.
Wow.
Are you excited
that it's Atlanta?
Did you pick that
it was in Atlanta?
I did pick Atlanta.
Great.
Why?
I didn't want to do it
in Boston
because I was worried. Because, because what's your relationship with Boston? You're from Boston. I'm pick Atlanta. Great. Why? I didn't want to do it in Boston because I was worried.
Because what's your relationship with Boston?
You're from Boston.
I'm from there.
Yeah.
My whole family lives there.
Yeah.
I just thought it was, I grew up there my whole life.
So I just thought it was going to be too much.
Yeah.
A lot to balance.
Too many, yeah, it's just hard to balance.
And it was like my first one.
I already know I'm going to be in my head a bit, you know, and I just need space to like
create.
And I just felt like it was just going to be too many friends, too many family, too much access.
Just too much, too much, too much.
You got to get the mix.
Whereas in Atlanta, I lived for a long time.
You know, I went down there for college and stayed.
So it still feels like home.
I still have friends.
And it's not too far that like family who gives a shit enough can fly there or whatever, you know?
But it will eliminate some of that like noise of just randos and whoever that wouldn't,
you know, in Boston can just walk up the street, you know?
Rob Markman Yeah.
Yeah.
So, and then plus it's a black city and I wanted a good amount of black people in the
audience.
Especially with the type of material I do, I don't ever want it to come off as if I only play it to a white audience.
Exactly.
So that was important.
And Atlanta's very gay and black,
which was also super important to me to just have myself represented in the
audience,
you know?
And that's really why.
That's a huge deal.
That's perfect.
That's a great comedy city.
We did Not On Things So Honey there
and it was one of our better shows.
Do you like Boston?
Culturally, do you like being there?
That's a tough question.
It's tough to get asked about your hometown in Maryland.
Well, yeah, I know that.
It's so tough because it is bad for obvious reasons.
It's racist and stuff like that.
But it's also where I grew up.
You know what I mean? And like there's also a whole black culture that doesn't
really get exposed or or talked about that yeah I loved you know and I was my
whole family was there so it's like it was home for me yeah so for me it's love
it's home it's the things I grew up with you know it's not racism but that was
definitely a part yeah it. I was definitely
aware that that goes on.
But I don't even know if it's more
racist than any place else.
I feel like it's so weird when people say, like, Boston.
It's like, I don't
know if I felt, you know,
it was more racist than New York or
more racist than, you know.
I feel like I get a very, like,
patriarchal energy from boston where
it's just kind of like i whenever i think of boston and i let my mind go it's kind of like
i scream i feel like oh i picture like and this is not fair but like oh it's drunk white dude
screaming in the streets like it's kind of like that's an accurate frame for it yeah it is a very
white town and and i guess that is the racism that's different than other places.
It's a very white institution type town.
Sure.
So they do push black people to the corner of the city.
You wouldn't really know that the city had a black identity if you didn't know where to go to find it.
Sure, sure.
You know what I mean?
You would just assume it's all back bay and colleges and stuff.
So I don't know. Yeah yeah it's a good taste of love
hate thing i guess yeah i get you here's what and i i don't know if this is just a lazy way
of thinking i feel like every city in america like just contains multitudes and that's it
like truly like everywhere you go like and especially like matt and i traveling last
year and probably you like from touring it's like i go to different places and i'm like surprised at
like oh how similar like how
the common themes are all there yeah yeah yeah like truly like across the board for sure like
everywhere's like all these places are like like the for better for worse like the themes are all
there consistent where it's like okay oh so this is a neighborhood that's getting gentrified right
that's yeah yeah you can see it which is weird because like uh that's the truth when they say traveling makes the world so small. Yeah.
Oh.
Sam.
And you made a face.
You're like.
Yeah.
It's like.
But it's like going to like.
Because I'm going to every city now and every place tells me.
Like the locals will come up to me and be like.
Yeah, like Houston or Portland or Chicago or blank or blank or blank.
We have a really bad history of segregation. I'm like, guess so every city has a bad america that's america it's not unique
to like these yeah it was there was no like place where they were like we're not doing it you know
like now everyone was kind of doing it at one point yeah so yeah that's what it was it's like
fucking atlanta now like my sister's like in dunwoody
where it's like she's with all the fucking white people and like that's great and like she's they're
happy there but it's like i whenever i go to atlanta i don't i just go straight like north
to fucking you know and you see a whole nother atlanta than someone's on the east side exactly
hanging out in decatur you know right and i'm like oh i would i would like want to sort of get
like a like a good sampling of all of this and like that's why i like i try to like go to like
midtown every now and then when i when i'm there or just like when matt and i were there we just
get your gay on yeah okay we went to pond city i'm always shocked that there's like
gays in every city you know what i mean it's just weird like whenever like when we went to
like we did like um like when we do we went to texas yeah and did shows there and people
showed up for the show so i was like oh cool yeah they're out here and then honestly it's like
because our show has like 30 comics on it and it's majority like women people of color and lgbt
people and it's just it's oh it's always just interesting that there there's like a scene there but there's
not like an active scene in every city and so that's something i think we take for granted in
new york it's like these shows aren't just popping up everywhere so i guess i'm curious about like
that's something that also not to be this person but i also think it's something that white men
take for granted yeah because it's very hard to find active black gay scenes anywhere.
You know what I mean?
Like, even in like, it's like Atlanta has one.
But even in New York, it's not really like.
It's not out there.
It's not exposed.
Boston.
So it's like if you do want to party, you have to go out with the white gays and mostly white gay men.
And that's just going to be the vibe.
And then there's like four like.
And it's especially hard for lesbians because we don't even go outside
so we have a whole other thing
to fucking deal with
which is like
insane
but you and y'all went to Poppy Juice
I know
I mean it's like
I loved that
I'm glad I'm in a relationship now
like me and y'all will go hang
but like when I was out here
just trying to be like single dykin
it was miserable
because I'm like
even when lesbians go out
we couple out we go out in couples there's not a lot of like single lesbian scenes right like
hookup scenes except for atlanta except for atlanta i was in heaven what is it atlanta
describe it describe it atlanta is just it's like what you would think atlanta is we're just
gay just gay so it's like the same stuff. It's like booty music.
It's like, you know what I mean?
Like, it's like trap music.
It's, you know, old Atlanta bounce and stuff like that.
And like, that's what the club will play.
And just like play with people listening on the radio.
But it'll just be like all lesbians.
This is the first city I ever experienced that where you could go to a club that called like 300 people and it'll be full of black lesbians.
And it was like, okay, everyone in here is like available to fuck. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That, that you're, you're describing that. And it's like,
and I'm sorry to say this from, from my own fucking loves, but that sounds so rare.
It is like just that specific scenario where you can like listen to Megan, a stallion and have a
chick like twerk on you and be like yes
oh my god
exactly
and not have to listen
to like a weird
house version
yeah exactly
it just is what it is
it is what it is
let music be the music
wait really quickly
I have to say before
but I do want to
keep talking about this
but I do have to say
that Sam Jay is
the reason why I
listen to Megan Thee Stallion
really
at work on a Saturday
one time
so by proxy same
yeah exactly
Bowen brought it to me
Tina Snow had just
come out and Sam
comes over to me
and she goes I think you'd really
like Megan Thee Stallion I was like great and then I listened to it
fell in love listen to it you were like listen to
Big Ol' Freak I was like great I listened to it I was like Big Ol' Freak
this is fucking insane yeah and then
she when she was on when Chance was hosting
I told I went up to Megan I was
like um one of our writers Sam Jay told me about you
and I listened and then she was like oh great
I told you what she said right she was like
I saw you guys on the TV this looks so fun
and I was like
she was like
I wanna do this
I was like you should
oh my god
did you get to meet her
when she was there
no
did you go up to her
did you see her
like in person though
yeah I saw her
like walking around
the hottest person
I've ever seen in my life
oh my god
she is stunning
stunning
fucking stunning
like y'all won't even
let me watch her on the TV.
Wow.
I'm in total love.
Really?
Oh my God.
Okay.
How long have you guys been together?
Oh man.
We've been like fucking around off and on for 10 years.
Really?
And then how'd you guys meet again?
You told me.
My friend's car broke down in front of her house.
Oh, you didn't tell me.
I didn't know about this.
Wait, you didn't tell me.
I love that.
Wait, what is that story?
We were leaving the club and we were like,
it was like a big group of us and she was like a part,
like a satellite part of that group.
So I saw her in the club.
And then my friend got in a fight,
black lesbian, Atlanta drama.
My friend got in a fight with her girl.
Her girl smacked her in the club.
It was a whole thing.
So they were like fighting all the way out the club.
So me and my homie were following our homie
who was fighting her girl.
Yeah.
They, and the girl that they were fighting was Yaa's homie.
So then they were like arguing in front of Yaa's house and then they took off together.
We were like, okay, they're crazy, whatever.
And we pulled out to leave and we hit a curb because my friend Goose was high.
We hit a curb.
Goose.
Goose was high.
Hit a curb, blew the tire out um and we were just
sitting out there waiting i had a girlfriend at the time we were waiting on my girlfriend to come
pick us up and y'all came back downstairs because she had seen us sitting on the curb and she was
like hey if you guys want some water or something like that oh that's yeah that's so yeah so her
she was like you don't gotta sit out here you know it's hot so we went up and she was just
talking to us in the kitchen and she had a girl at the time.
And I was just like enamored.
I was just like, I was for sure.
She has a quality.
Yeah.
She definitely does.
And then Goose got her number on some Let's Be Friends and I'll hang out.
And I was like, Goose, I like that girl.
So we would, like Goose would arrange these hangs and we would just be hanging.
And then one day drunk at a club,
I said something very forward.
How long into like the friendship was this?
This was maybe like a week.
Okay.
Like a week or a week and a half.
Good timing.
Two might have been two.
It's a critical spot.
Yeah.
I said something super forward.
She was receptive.
She listened.
She heard you.
She heard me
yeah
made arrangements
to go to her house
uh huh
well first we were
talking on the phone
I still had a girlfriend
I was such a dog
when I was in Atlanta
that's okay
such a dog
so I still had a girlfriend
and then she was like
why don't you have a girlfriend
I was like
who says I didn't
oh
but I think she kinda
liked my boldness about it.
Yeah.
And I think I took that.
That would,
that would like,
that's super hot.
The fact that you said that
is very weird.
Honestly, yeah,
because no one just says
what they mean.
So, yeah,
I said that
and I told her that
I wanted her to be my mistress.
I was just.
Oh my God.
That actually,
the sad thing is
it is hot to hear that.
Like, I was just on my super back end. You know what I'm saying? Yes. Oh my God. Actually, the sad thing is it is hot to hear that.
Like, I was just on my super back end.
You know what I'm saying?
And then what?
And then we linked up like two days later and then we did it.
And then I called my girlfriend that night and dumped her.
Uh-huh.
I know, which was terrible.
How did she take that?
Not good.
It was a whole thing.
Did she know why?
Or you were just like, for reasons I will not disclose.
I was just like, I didn't go into all of it, but she was kind of aware.
You know what I'm saying?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And, but I like, once we had sex, I was like, oh, I'm going to want to do this all the time.
That's great.
But then, but then didn't y'all still have a girl at this time? No, no, no.
She had broken up with her girl over this whole span that we were like being friends.
They had a thing.
So they were kind of already on the outs, I guess.
So she was out here just bingling, you know?
And then I just like chased her around for years like an idiot.
Yeah.
Oh.
Sweet.
And then we stopped talking for a bit i got married
then we happened to be in new york at the same time saw each other in new york and then i was
like i still love this fucking girl this is ridiculous still try to make my marriage work
it did it and now here we are when i met you at jfl is that when you were going through a divorce
i was like on the ends of it yes yeah yeah that when you were going through a divorce I was like
on the ends of it
yes
yeah
I remember you talked
about that a lot
in your set
yeah
yeah
the sip of the rosé
is happening
but that's
I mean what you two have
is like
so special
yeah you can tell
I love her man
she's like
truly my best friend
yeah
and um she's just such a good person she's got a man. She's like truly my best friend. Yeah. And she's just such a good person.
Yeah, she's got a vibe.
Like she's like, she has a light that I don't, which is so dope.
It's just like her energy is so pure and like big.
Like she has a big heart for like everybody.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
She really does.
She's dope.
Is she, does she watch a lot of your stuff?
Is she a Sam J fan?
She goes to like every show she could.
She would go to every show, but she goes to a lot of shows.
But you know what's so dope?
Like I used to be so resistant of it because I was so protective of comedy and like I felt
like it was mine and I didn't want anyone in.
And she's always like, why don't you let me in more?
And I'm like, I don't really know what you mean by that, but really I was being so guarded
with it.
And now she goes to shows and stuff and she impresses the hell out of me because she loves
me that much and she pays attention that much and she knows jokes.
So sometimes when I change stuff, she knows.
She knows when I change things or she'll remember she knows, she knows when I change things.
Yeah.
Or she'll like remember something I said and be like,
babe,
you know,
that would work with the thing you said two days ago.
Wow.
And it'd be like,
it will be truly super helpful.
The notes are good.
They're good.
And they're like super helpful because she's really paying attention.
And also she knows you so well.
So she can feel when something is coming out of you in a truthful way.
Right.
And one time I remember I was on stage.
I was on stage and I was talking, talking, talking, talking, talking.
And it's on tape somewhere, which she loves.
She loves these documented, I saved the day moments.
But I was on stage talking and I forgot where I was going.
I was like, yeah, I totally forgot where I was going.
And y'all yelled out like applesauce.
And I was like, that was where I was going. But it was yelled out like applesauce and I was like that was where I was
going yeah but it was like I was doing a new set it wasn't like I was doing a like routine she had
seen before I was doing a new set but she just knew like my thought process wow that was the
next logical spot for I don't you know it was crazy yeah it was like that is exactly what I was
about to go yeah
what does she do she's an interior designer oh nice she's very good she's very good at any kind
of visual i remember sam and i did a photo shoot one time and oh yeah she was just out there she
was just like fixing like where things were set and like she was she was she was not working our
clothes fixing her clothes i was like oh yeah she's great like that you know people with that
eye it's like yeah yeah and she's like such a good oh yeah she's great like that you know what I mean people with that eye it's like yeah
yeah
and she's like such a
good partner
yeah
and it's interesting
that you were like
before like I didn't
I was very protective
of that and like
of my work
and I didn't think
I would let anyone in
especially a significant other
but it's like
what's the alternative
would the alternative
just be that like
Yaa like wouldn't be
wouldn't have any investment
in like what your work was.
And then she's totally separate from what you do.
I don't know because I didn't grow up
seeing any example of it.
My parents just both had jobs and they come home
and then they just both go to jobs.
So it was like with this thing.
And also protective because it truly saved
my fucking life in a way.
You know what I mean?
So, so like guarded with how that energy is being messed with.
You know what I mean?
And so I never really seen examples of how you like let someone into something.
Sure, sure.
So personal because I didn't grow up seeing that type of energy.
So it was just, I just felt like that's i do this yeah and then our what
we do is what we do right yeah you know and i didn't get why she was pushing but it was like
she was pushing because she's like this is so important yeah that's how do you expect me to
be fully out of something that matters to you so much and also stand up is not super collaborative
anyway it's super comes from you And so to have someone else be.
And you don't want to hear your girls,
my girls tags like,
I'm straight baby.
But that's not,
but we just had to learn like a language
and like, that's not what she does.
She doesn't give me tags, you know.
But she'll be like,
don't forget that piece
or don't drop that
or why don't you say that anymore.
Right, right, right, right.
And sometimes it's like,
because I completely forgot I said it
or oh, because of reason, you know?
But it's also just good to have someone
that I trust that much to download in.
Because now I talk to her,
like I'll call her after sets at the cellar
in the cab and be like,
yeah, that thing did work, babe,
or it didn't, or I don't know.
I was a little frustrated with this part of it.
Right, right.
And it's like,
before I would just keep
all that stuff in
and then she's feeling
that energy
she feels that
that's on me
when I come home
and I'm not sharing something
and that makes her
feel isolated
you know
I just had to learn
I think man
it's just
a lot of us don't grow up
in real loving households
and you don't realize
that to you out in the world
so it's like
I just had to learn
how to let someone love me
because that's really all she was trying to do and. So it's like, I just had to learn how to let someone love me. Yeah. Because that's really
all she was trying to do.
For sure.
And even if it's like,
I don't like it,
I can vocalize that.
Totally.
Be vocal about that,
but I got to let her love me.
You know what I'm saying?
For sure.
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I think that the ideal is someone that doesn't,
like, because she does her own thing,
and it is creative,
and, like, she is obviously very creative and does have that love for you,
and she gets it.
You know, that's the thing is, like,
in my relationship now, it's like,
he does not do what I do,
but he does get it and can help.
And likewise.
And that is, is like ideally what you
want is it should feel like like the pieces come together yeah but when you don't have all that
like if you're not seeing examples of that you know you're like I'm do I did this comedy thing
on my own this is all me you know what I mean and you're coming with that energy then it's like
someone's like hey let me tell you what I think. Or just, you're like, no, get away. This is mine. You know what I mean? And at the end of the day,
you are the, I guess at the end of the day, like if there were to be credits, you would still be
the creator executive producer of the project. That is you. So it's like, you know what I mean?
It's just a piece that supplements the whole. And also, you know, for sure that it's coming from a
good, positive, loving place.
It's not this thing where it's like,
I have to question the motive.
Yeah, no.
Yeah, but it was like,
I just had to let my guard down.
Because at first when she was giving,
like, hey, babe, I have an idea right here.
I'm like, I'm taking offense to that.
Like, oh, you think you can tell me how to do?
Yeah, that you can tell.
And it's like, that's not where this energy
is coming from at all.
So let it be pure
because it is pure you're putting impurities in it yeah it doesn't take away from your credibility
at all you know uh wait where were you going to school for i know i went to school for
communication i went to school for the thing you go to school for when you don't want to go to
school yes that broad ass major you don't want to be there okay but before before you knew you
wanted to do comedy,
what was, did you have like any, great.
I was just doing a bunch of stuff, man.
I was party promoting in Atlanta for a while.
Then I worked in music in Atlanta for like four or five years.
I got this team of people and started like,
it's this independent label.
We opened up a studio.
I was just doing stuff, trying to figure out.
But there's like an abundance of that.
What the hell?
What the fuck is going on? Which I think a lot an abundance of that what the hell what the fuck
is going on which i think a lot of people have i mean i i genuinely think we all go to college
too fucking early i really think like and i've seen it happen so many times people that just
they they're in these schools and they're paying the money and you i don't know if you i think it's
a very the percentage of people that actually know what they want to do or feel like they're okay to say what they want to do at 18 years old very small yeah and then it's even
harder like uh when you're coming from these communities i don't have access to stuff
information so it's like now like i'm a comedy writer right i remember being a person who's
interested in comedy as a kid i like to write you know what i'm saying but
when i think about like who is going to point me in that direction in my family and my school
system right any of that to the point where i didn't even know that was a thing you could do
exactly i know understanding you could be that right or go to school for that yeah but none of
that for me i thought you just accidentally became those type of things. You know?
Like, you just got lucky, and then life just kind of worked out for you.
But I didn't know there was, like, a career path to it because I didn't have access to that information.
You know what I'm saying?
Well, you forget that people write that shit.
You know what I mean?
As a kid, you're watching it, and you're like, these are the actors doing it.
It must be simple, or you kind of just buy into it.
Even on a level, like like once I was in high school
and stuff
and I'm like
oh I think I want to be
a TV writer
in my neighborhood
it wasn't a lot of like
how to get to that
even like a guidance counselor
at that school
would be like
I don't know how
because it's not like
what are you
you know what I'm saying
of course I do
and it's like
at the end of the day
now I write for SNL
and it's such a
roundabout way
that I got here.
And now that I'm a full-grown person,
I'm like, I live in a city.
I live in Boston, dude.
Emerson is the number one comedy writing school
maybe in the country.
And it was up the street from my house.
And I didn't even know you could go to school
to do something like that.
I had no idea that was even a thing.
How would you know?
But then you know it's not even a geographical gap. It's that was even a thing. How would you know? But then you know,
it's not even a geographical gap.
It's truly socioeconomic.
No, that's what I'm saying.
Absolutely.
That's what I'm saying.
It's like people think it's like,
oh, it's,
no man.
Be in the right place.
No man, I lived there.
Yeah.
And I'm sure that these other
more established school systems
were having kids from Emerson come talk
or if there was kids
that had that type of interest,
they were creating clubs
and stuff for these kids to do.
You know what I'm saying?
I just didn't live
in a neighborhood
with no access like that.
You know,
this is a little bit
of a sidebar,
but recently,
Kamala Harris said
she wants to,
she's like championing
a bill that would make
the school day go to 6 p.m.
The school would start
at the same time
and it would go to 6 p.m. And I don at the same time and it would go to 6 p.m and i don't
necessarily know the nuts and bolts or why this is happening but i was watching it get discussed on
tv and i was thinking about it and i was like this is such a kind of weird thing to mandate for
everyone because when you have certain school systems that do not have the kinds of um opportunities
in school or like areas in school
like not every school has like a school yard
not every school has
like this that the other thing so that they can be
doing extracurriculars at the school so I feel like it's
kind of a you would have to fully and you'd also have to fully
like revamp school in a
way yes like I went to
I went to a progressive weird charter
school and we did stay in school
to like six.
But not by a mandate.
It was just kind of the structure.
Like after school, it was open.
You know, the school was just like, we never going to close.
Like the principal was so dedicated to the community.
He was one of those dudes, like he wouldn't leave till the last student left.
And a lot of students would hang around.
And it's not a bad idea in the sense that a lot of kids are going with parents at jobs
and stuff they're going home to nothing yeah yeah being alone or right and then the things that they
find to fill their time or like whatever to it sure right right having you know maybe not just
straight curriculum but and that's what happened like clubs started being made just by students
because we would be there right and teachers would be like hanging out and notice that bunch
students hanging out like clubs started very organically.
Things started to create,
like so your school day would extend.
Right, right, right.
But you're saying that that's what happened
at your school?
Oh, great.
I think it's like, it's a very,
it's a positive idea to say
we're going to make school the community.
Sure, but it's also like-
Yeah, and that's exactly what the school
like whole base was.
It was that school is the community and we care about you beyond just what's going on with you in this building.
And they recognized the need for that in that type of neighborhood.
Yes.
You know what I mean?
And it was such a, it changed my life.
It saved my life.
That was another moment where my life was saved.
You know, my mom had died.
I was spiraling.
And I remember going to the principal, David Paragel.
I remember just being over it, bro.
I was getting kept back, bro, because I wasn't in school, because of my mom and all that.
It's hard to feel motivated when you're going through things.
So I was just feeling like, fuck it, you know?
Yeah, yeah.
And I went to him, and I was like, yo, I'm dropping out.
I was 18.
I was like, I ain't coming back. I'm dropping out. I was 18. I was like, I ain't coming back.
I'm dropping out, bro.
Yeah.
Like, I need whatever.
It's like you had to get something from them.
Like some sort of thing that's allowing you to go.
Yeah, like a form you can send.
Yeah, you're saying I'm out of here or something.
And he was like, no.
I'm not letting you do that.
He said, take two weeks.
Think about that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Come back.
I went back to school. Of course, I graduated, but it's like,
if I just went to one of them big-ass high schools, bro,
they would've just slid that thing under
the thing. I'd have hit it with the joint.
Great, less strain on us.
I'd have been about the door. You know what I mean?
It's like, but he knew me as a person
and knew, and that's
important. It so matters.
The way schools, these classrooms and these sizes
and this like non-connection to the kid it's so hard for a kid to care about what you're saying
bro when they're when their circumstances are so limited and if you don't understand that
you're not gonna be able to reach them yeah it's so that's it's it's a huge because you're saying
crazy shit to them you're saying like you need to really give a fuck about
this algebra today
and they're like
bro I don't have food
people don't get that
that's real people's
circumstances
I don't have food
or I don't know
where I'm going to sleep
or I don't know
how I'm going to
clean my clothes
or I don't have
we might be evicted
tonight like
what are you saying
what are you talking
about
what are you talking
about
like I can't even
give zero fucks
about this
and there's a lot
of teachers teaching in communities where that is the case over and over and they're
not figuring out a way to teach that kid they're valuable and how their value supersedes their
circumstance yes yeah yes it's so it sounds so like kind of basic to say but truly education
has to come very high on the priority list and And I think the class sizes should try to be smaller
because once these class sizes get too big,
once you start getting 25 to 30 kids in a class
and you're funneling kids out in 40-minute periods,
boom, boom, boom, boom, boom,
these kids just feel passed around in a sea of other people.
It's very hard to cultivate individual identity,
very hard to feel like people care.
And it's also very hard to recognize for a teacher.
Because that was like another model of that school.
We were in very small classes, and we moved through all the curriculum together.
So you're with like a home group of a certain amount of kids, and then you would just move through every part of your day with those kids.
But it's also hard with these large classes
for teachers to recognize learning disabilities
and learning gaps because they can't pay attention.
They're not trusting it over time.
In my school, there was no, it was the rule,
David's rule that there was no track kids.
So there was no separate class.
There was no special ed class.
There was no class like
that everybody was just in one class now that kid sometimes may be pulled up by a tutor for an hour
sure right but that was so essential because so many people are having all these learning
disabilities they're scared to speak but it was like in my school it became less of a thing because
they weren't being ostracized or isolated and treated like they can't do what we do.
Right?
And also it's not something you have to then establish in a new group of people every day or every year.
And then it forced us to be more respectful of the fact that people learn different.
Yes.
And that just because you don't learn like me doesn't mean you're not intelligent.
Yes. And it doesn't mean you don't know something.
We just learn things differently.
And we might also just learn things at
a different pace all of that is fine yeah but the school did so many things to like drill that into
us you know subconsciously we didn't have grades we had like learning rubrics we didn't get a's or
b's or c's you know what i mean you were rated on your own work so you couldn't be like well i i
know i did better on this paper than him so why does he have a higher grade than me?
And at first, he used to piss me off.
But my teacher would be like, because he did, because it was like exceed expectations.
They're like, he did exceed our expectations.
But you didn't.
You was being lazy.
We know what you're capable of.
And you didn't go beyond what you're capable of.
So you did not exceed.
You met it.
You did what we know you're capable of doing. He did something we didn't, I read it. You met it. You did what we know you're capable of doing.
He did something
we didn't know
he could do.
It's relative.
And it's relative.
And learning is relative.
And it's so hard
because we're taught
to compete.
We're taught
that it's like
some type of race
and it's not.
And that whole mindset
is how I ended up here.
Yeah.
Because I never
attested to that anymore.
It's like,
no,
you do things on your time.
Everybody's different.
Everyone learns different.
Experience matters.
People's experiences affect
how they see and learn things.
Yes.
A hundred percent.
Like all of that is very true.
And so this stuff is way more arbitrary
than it is important.
And it is way more fluid
than it is rigid,
you know?
Because I never think of you
as someone who ever thinks of yourself
as like inadequate in any way. I truly have never rigid, you know? Because I never think of you as someone who ever thinks of yourself as, like, inadequate
in any way.
I truly have never thought.
Like, Sam Jay just, like, just has whatever, like, assuredness that she has.
Well, the thing is, I'm assured in the fact that I will have inadequacies.
Yes.
Yes.
There you go.
It's like, that's what the fuck it is, bro.
Come on.
Can I ask you, when did you get in touch with your sexual identity?
When did you come out?
I came out,
I was 26.
Really?
Late.
Atlanta?
Atlanta.
But another example
of just not knowing
I could be that.
Yeah, 100%.
Right?
Because I was telling my friend,
we were both down laughing.
I was like,
when I was a kid,
this is why representation matters.
Yeah.
The only thing I saw of lesbians, and I didn't know, there wasn't lesbians around me, right? There wasn't, like, outwardly, I could tell you a lesbian, lesbians around me.
Like, which lesbians?
Masculine or center lesbians, they weren't around me.
So all I knew of lesbians was the shit I saw on TV, which was these, like, white,
lily fair ladies with long armpit hair.
Lily fair ladies. That did, like, believe in washing., Lilith Fair ladies with long armpit hair that did
believe in washing.
And I was like, well, I'm not that.
I could easily threw that out.
I could easily threw that out.
You know, seven, eight. I'm like, well,
that's not me. Moving right
along. And also,
the mainstream says
like, well, we have them represented, so
moving on. You know what I mean?
At that time, for sure.
So I'm like, whatever.
That's not me.
And it's fucking easy to...
I don't hate men.
And I was not attracted to men.
So when you're taught that that's what you're supposed to do, and then it's like, okay,
this looks good to me.
It was like, I'm straight.
This makes sense to me.
Right.
You know what I mean?
And I had a boyfriend at the time when I got around high school age, and we stayed together
for like five, six years, which is a big development time.
For sure.
And I loved him, but also he was there for me when my mom died.
He was around.
So I also realized the closeness came from other things, right?
And of course, I did not like having sex with him, but when we broke up,
I was just dating around fucking dudes and it was just like, uh.
Rob Markman This is not it.
Tia Hilliard This isn't, I don't know what's going on,
but this isn't it. And I'm not finding that connection that you just know when you know
it, you know? And then I convinced myself, I'm like, oh, well, maybe I'm just one of
those girls who just has to be in love to like dick and like, I've just got too many. It's more emotional for me than, you know, whatever that dumb shit is that gay girls tell themselves.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So I'm doing all that because it's still not like you're gay.
That's not even in my head.
Yes.
That's not even in my head.
After you broke up with the guy?
After I broke up with the guy.
And this is in your 20s still.
And this is in my 20s still.
You're not even thinking that you're a lesbian is a possibility.
No, no, no.
I'm just like.
Not feeling it.
I'm not feeling it.
And I don't know why.
So I'm just like fucking more dudes.
I'm like fucking different types of dudes.
I'm like, well, maybe it's relationship.
Let me build a relationship with the dude.
Then fuck him.
Like, you know, just trying to figure it out.
And like guys are liking me and wanting to be with me.
And I'm like like I could do this
but it's like
it's not
cracking
the thing
right
then
I'm in Atlanta
which is a very gay forward
and
African American
gay forward place
and
before I even got there
I remember being
maybe 15
the first time I went
and
now
I realized
it was such an important
moment for me I was 15 I went down to
Atlanta with my brother and that was the first time I saw a stud what what we as a black culture
consider like a stud which is like a a woman that dresses masculine right yes and she had Timbs on
jeans a jersey she had a fade and I was like that's dope yeah I remember being 15 and that like resonated with me
like
for some reason
yeah
that's dope
ring of keys
that's like fucking ring of keys
knew it was like
knew it was like
wrong
but like yeah
yeah
cause that's what I
you know what I mean
like but also was like
that's fly
so you in a way
that I would like to be fly
right so you saw
you saw aspiration in it
and also an attraction in it.
Right.
Both.
Right.
Like that's fly, right?
Yes.
And like,
that's how I feel inside.
There's only way I can explain it.
Like I always wear my brother's clothes.
Yep.
I'm always like trying to be fresh.
That's what I feel inside.
Like even when I would talk to dudes,
I would like mack on them
and pick them up.
Right.
It's just like,
that's just what I feel.
Like when I'm seeing an image of myself, I'm like a cool nigga in a suit walking down the street. Mac on them and pick them up. It's just like, that's just what I feel. Like,
when I'm seeing
an image of myself,
I'm like a cool nigga
in a suit
walking down the street.
So when you were
in your teens
and early 20s though,
were you kind of like
being femme?
Was there some sort of
like femme drag
that you were doing
there a little bit?
Yeah,
but it wasn't even like,
it was just like
being me,
which was this real crazy mix
of masculinity
and femininity.
Right, right, right.
You know what
i'm saying because now like there's people that knew me back then was like bitch i knew you was
gay back then i'm like for real because i didn't yeah i had no idea it's so crazy because for for
for i think i don't know about for you but for maybe for a lot of gay men that i know it wasn't
this thing of gradually figuring out it was like this visceral thing of like oh i like men i had 11 years old i
remember the moment like i saw my friends like bare back and i was like i want to touch him
yeah i think that's what it is you know what i'm saying i was seeing titties my whole life women
are always soft you know like femininity is so much more elusive yes than like masculinity sure
it's like if you're not sure
and it's not that clear to you,
you can confuse it
with a million things.
Like now I look back
and I'm like,
oh, I had crushes
on all my female friends.
Major crushes.
But also this period.
Major crushes.
I just didn't even think
you could like a girl like that.
You were just like,
well, this feeling I'm feeling
is not a feeling
and so therefore
I'm going to ignore it.
This feeling I'm feeling
is just how like my mom is with her best friend.
And I call my mom.
You know what I'm saying?
Like,
that's just my super homie.
I got love from my super homie.
But now I look back,
I'm like,
I never hung around ugly girls.
I never hung with ugly girls.
Like all the girls I hung with were hella pretty.
This period you're talking about though
in between dating guys
and then coming to that realization
I feel like that's something that probably
feels like it doesn't get talked about enough
there is a latent period for a lot of people
before they figure it out
but not
after they've been intimate
with what they
what their past selves were
well there's just also not a discourse
really even yet for
lesbians especially like black
lesbians you know lesbians of color
you know there's not a lot of visibility
you know there's I mean I bet like
most white people would be like well
Orange is the New Black is the one thing I have seen
because it's on Netflix and they can click the button
that's what I'm saying so So there wasn't references either.
Like I didn't understand what it was for real,
but I just knew like the energy that I was seeing wasn't me.
And now I'm in Atlanta, I'm messing with dudes.
But it's so gay forward and so black
that I'm seeing like studs after studs
and they with bad bitches and they're just in the street
and like they just shopping
and shit.
And like, I'm like,
okay, like this is like kind of,
and it's so weird
before it was a sexual thing.
It was such an identity thing for me.
Where I was like,
when I listen to Jay-Z,
I'm Jay-Z.
My bitches shit,
they're screaming at me.
I'm like,
what's wrong with you ma?
You know what I'm saying?
So it's like,
I'm now seeing real representations of that in the world.
Like, you can live that.
And it's like, oh, shit.
Now the sexual part has to come.
You know what I mean?
And it's not like I didn't know that they existed, but seeing it for real.
Because what I understood of it was like, it's so taboo that it's not a life.
And when you see it in Atlanta, you're like, no, they're living whole ass lives. yeah what I understood of it was like it's so taboo that it's not a life but then all the
and when you see it in Atlanta
you're like no
they're living whole ass lives
but then you see all like
the buttressing around
the sexual stuff
that you're like
oh that has nothing to do with sex
but I still want that
right
and then it was like
women are hitting on me
and shit
and shit with dudes
is like
not really clicking
and
one day I'm talking to my
my good friend
and I'm telling her about it.
And she's like, just go on a date with one.
And I was like, can I do that?
And she was like, yeah, fuck it.
Right?
And so I was in chat rooms and shit.
I think how most people start being gay.
Aim?
Was it aim?
It's a message?
Nah, it was like there
was like black ones it was one called downlink that was a black lesbian one and then there was
like a gal who black lesbian chat room i used to be in all the time and that's when i first started
like really flirting with women and like engaging in the idea of being sexual with a woman yes um
oh this is taking me back. Right?
You weren't.
You were a chatroom queen.
I was in the chatroom.
Yes.
No, 100%.
Chatroom queen.
Frontrunner.
Chatroom queen.
And then you were just like
talking to people.
I was just talking to people.
They weren't living
in your city, were they?
No.
They was like all over the place.
Yeah.
Some people was in Atlanta,
you know?
Yeah.
And then, like there was this place. Some people was in Atlanta, you know? Yeah. And then,
like there was this girl,
she became my girlfriend.
Wow.
Yeah.
Wow.
Before y'all?
No.
Yeah.
Wow.
How long,
I was gonna ask,
how long was that relationship?
Like that first one?
Yeah.
It was like on and on
for like four or five years.
Okay.
I broke up with that girl,
got with y'all,
then y'all did some crazy shit.
Uh-huh.
Right? I stopped fucking with y'all, then y'all did some crazy shit. Right?
I stopped fucking with y'all, got back with the girl.
Broke up with her again to be with y'all.
Then y'all did some crazy shit.
That's a theme.
Rule of threes.
Then she was just gone.
We like fucked a few times after that, but she really wasn't fucking with me after that.
Y'all?
No, the girl. The girl. The girl. The girl. She just didn't get y' she really wasn't fucking with me after that. Y'all? No, the girl that kept dumping.
She just didn't get like y'all's hold over me or none of that.
So she was out and then I dated around, dated some chicks in Boston.
You know, but me and y'all was still fucking off and on and all that.
Yeah.
And then I hit y'all one day like, yo, do you want to be with me or not?
Because I can't do this shit anymore.
And she was like, I'm still doing my thing. y'all one day like yo do you want to be with me or not because i can't do this shit anymore and
she was like i'm still doing my thing so i deleted her from everything blocked her number got married
maybe a year later nine months ten months later to someone that you had met in the intervening
did all that super fast because i was in such a like, I was getting to where I wanted to be in comedy and I was fucking just feeling like, all right, how am I going to be?
This shit is so lonely, bro.
Yeah.
Comedy is lonely, bro.
It's so lonely.
So I was feeling lonely, man.
I'm out here just traveling by myself.
Don't got no one to call.
Good shit's happening.
Don't got no one to share it with.
You know, call y'all and she out doing whatever she doing.
So she ain't answering because we ain't together.
You know what I'm saying?
So just feeling like, damn, bro, this sucks.
This is not the way I want to do this.
It's all so isolating.
Another isolating.
So isolating.
So it was like, well, this is the girl I want to be with.
Let me just put it all on the table.
But so much back and forth between us.
So much doing stuff and break my heart and then me
There's like so much craziness that it was like hey man. What are we doing?
Yeah, and if we not doing it then I need to like free myself of
What this I need to let this die and at this point in time you guys were both living in boss
No, she was in Atlanta and I was in Boston. Oh
But now you both live in New York. Yeah, So it was like, I got to kill this,
you know,
just to be free.
Yeah.
So in the,
you know,
interim of that,
I met my wife
and she was,
I think,
in the same space
in a lot of ways.
As you?
Yeah, just,
you know,
we're both around the same age
and just like,
I don't really want to be out here anymore.
It's really this dead feeling
of like, I don't even want to be out here anymore. It's really this dead feeling of like, I don't even want to be out here like this
no more, bro.
So knowing all the risks of getting married quickly, we both were kind of like, we're
feeling it, let's just go with it and see what happens.
Get married, bro, and then maybe six months later I get comments to watch.
I'm coming to New York and I got married married and I had blocked y'all from everything.
So someone told her, like, I see Sam's Married on Instagram or whatever.
She called me from a number I didn't know, crying.
Like, what did you do?
How could you do this?
Like, why did you do this?
I thought we were going to be together.
And I'm like, what the fuck?
I asked you, bro.
I put everything like, what do you mean?
I can't hold my whole life up for you type shit.
Like, I'm for real married.
She's like, devastated.
Oh my gosh.
Devastated.
And that had to devastate you in a way.
Right.
Absolutely.
So then, but she's still blocked from everything.
I'm like, I'm married.
You know what I mean?
I'm really like, full in, I'm married.
So she's still blocked from everything and I'm like, I'm married. You know what I mean? I'm really like full in. I'm married. So she's still blocked from everything and all that.
I get comics to watch.
She ends up being in New York the same week for New York Fashion Week because she was
doing makeup for the Victoria's Secret.
Not Fashion Week.
She was doing makeup for the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show.
So she ends up there the same week I'm there.
So she hits me and she's like, would it be okay for us to just talk with friends?
You know what I mean?
Like, come on.
I tell my wife.
I'm like, she reached out to me.
She's going to be there.
Because I didn't want any funny stuff.
I'm like, this is how dedicated I am.
So I'm like, I don't want no funny stuff.
I don't want you to see that she was there.
Think I was on some funny stuff.
So yo, I just found out she's going to be where I'm going to be.
Like she wants to meet.
Da, da, da, da.
I was like, I'm fine with it. I'm fine you going at this i trust you to have this conversation bro so we meet at the cellar oh oh my god because i'm true dedication
the dedication comes back because i'm working yeah yeah yeah so i'm like maybe at the cellar
me at the cellar like up there eating cellar, we were like up there eating.
And she just starts pouring her heart out, bro.
Yeah.
Crying the whole bit.
Wow.
And that moment, I'm like.
You're married.
I'm married, but I'm like, I love this girl, dog.
And also, I'm like hating it.
Because I'm like, oh, I'm never going to not love this girl, bro.
Like, it doesn't matter what she does.
Like, ah! You know what I mean? Fuck! Why can't life be easy? girl, bro. Like, it doesn't matter what she does. Like, ah!
You know what I mean?
Fuck!
Why can't life be easy?
Yes, bro!
Like, fuck, bro.
Shit.
But damn, I love this girl, bro. Because you don't not love also your wife.
Right.
You know what I mean?
It's not that.
It's just that it's something else cosmic.
Right.
It's like, shit, man.
And it's also like,
I don't trust this girl, man.
She do this shit all the time, bro.
She just doing this shit because I'm with somebody and this is like... Did you tell her that? Yeah!'s also like, I don't trust this girl, man. She do this shit all the time, bro. She just doing this shit
because I'm with somebody
and this is like...
Did you tell her that?
Yeah.
I'm like, you know,
fuck that.
You know, fuck that toxic shit.
This is all at the cellar?
This is all happening at the cellar?
Yeah, bro.
I love that.
I fucking hate you both.
This is just...
I'm just...
Oh, my God.
I just want the set dressing. We have such fun good thing and i have a fun you guys
do yeah it's fun it's antagonizing but loving it this way i have to tell a story later but yeah
keep going so man i'm feeling all of the feelings yeah but i'm also knowing like you love this
fucking girl go back home still not talking to her doing the thing, but it's not the same.
And part of that I take because my wife had to must have felt something on my spirit,
dog.
Ain't no way she didn't.
But part of it was like, she was just crazy and stuff got crazy.
You know what I'm saying?
So it was like dual forces type shit.
So she has one final spaz out that I'm like, I'm good.
I'm done.
Yeah.
Right?
And at this point, y'all and I are like talking periodically.
You know what I'm saying?
So I call y'all and I'm like, man, I'm done with this.
Whatever, whatever.
She's like, whatever.
I don't care.
But you always say whatever.
But like, whatever.
You know what I'm saying?
And kind of like she's been keeping me
at real distance
at this point
like when I call her
she's like what's up
married woman
like you know
just being that
so
I finally am like
I'm done with this
for real
yep
and
she comes and meets me
in Arizona
for a gig
Arizona
yeah
okay that
that is a
traveling moment.
I love, this is like, I'm so invested.
Okay, yeah, keep going.
Yeah, and then after that, I get back to my crib,
and it's like, we're already, we've separated.
You know, I'm sleeping on the couch.
Yeah.
It was already like, we not doing this.
You know what I'm saying?
And it blows all the way up. You know what I'm saying? And it blows all the way up.
You know what I'm saying?
It goes crazy.
Like cops called, all this type of crazy, crazy.
So the next day, I finally get in touch with y'all.
I tell her everything that's happening.
So she's like, I'm on my way.
So she flies from Atlanta to LA.
I'm in an apartment.
All I got is a fucking futon, bro.
She took everything.
Mike's wife took everything.
Wow.
So there's a futon and like a Bluetooth radio and y'all just thugging it with me.
So while this is going on crazily, I'm going through the SNL shit.
Wow.
So that was right after JFL.
I swear
Oh my god
So all this is going on
I'm going through the SNL shit
So I'm in the audition process now
Fuck
So I'm like
So was this the showcase stage?
Like what was this?
This is the showcase stage
I had just done like LA showcase
Great
The day after all the police shit happened
Wow
Wow
Cause it was like that shit happened on a. Wow. Because it was like,
that shit happened on a weekend
and that shit was like a Tuesday or Wednesday.
I don't remember.
But I just did it.
Like, I had just started looking regular
because my ex-wife hit me.
Fuck.
So, y'all's there.
I go do this shit.
I'm like, I think it went well.
But we're also like talking about like,
what are we going to do?
She's like, am I going to be here?
Like, what are we doing?
I'm like, I don't even know.
Like, if I'm going to be here, like, you know,
I don't want to get furniture.
I don't want to redo this place because what if I have to leave?
Whatever.
So we're kind of like in a limbo of a space.
And she also doesn't want to be in that place anyway.
She's just like, I don't want to live in this craziness, you know?
Right.
This is crazy.
But I'm like, if I'm still in L.A., I can't want to live in this craziness, you know? Right. This is crazy. But I'm like, if I'm still in LA, I can't afford to move anywhere.
So this is where I'm going to have to be type of thing.
So we were also having that.
So we were immediately like, we're going to be living together.
It was like, we've been doing this shit too long to be doing something.
This is the only decision.
But when she came there, that had to be like, even if it wasn't vocalized, it was like,
that was a confirmation that that was your girl. Right. So sleeping on futon thugging through i'm going through the
court stuff like had to put a restraining order out all this stuff doing the snl shit i'm like
man let's not buy anything we don't know yeah i was like i just want to be in a new space a new
energy it just start life fresh didn't get the call call. And it's like, can you come to New York in like three days?
I'm like, actually, yes, because I have nothing.
So I go two weeks before her.
She like closed down the lesson fair, shut down apartment, like did all the lease stuff,
did all that stuff.
So she was still there for another like two weeks, just on a futon with nothing.
Jeez.
Comes, we stay in the Sheraton until we find a crib,
and then that was it.
And then you got the job.
And you got the job.
When you were showcasing for it, testing for it,
did you feel like it was likely?
Because when you talk about representation,
there's never been, like, I mean, like, there's not,
I know we talked about this with YouTube
when you were going through it.
It's that thing of when you don't see yourself on the show.
Sure.
Besides like Denitra Vance,
like there's no queer black woman on SNL.
Well, you know what?
I was like, I never cared about it before.
So I tried to keep that safe.
Like I never put it in.
It was never in my plan
because it didn't seem like something that fit me.
So I was never like, oh, this is something i want to do but once it became a opportunity it was kind of like that's how i
looked at it like what could this opportunity lead to yeah lead to and like what could it do
you know and you feel like it's picked up indoors and it was and it yeah for sure and i also was
just like bored i don't know i go with the energy so much. So I was in LA, bro.
I was getting bored with comedy, getting bored with standup.
I was writing stuff and I had written this pilot and Hulu was all into it and basically
it was giving me a little development to just develop the script.
Rob Markman, While I'm in the process of doing this, I'm writing with somebody, but I'm not
feeling good about this script, bro.
It just doesn't feel like me.
And it feels like I'm letting everybody take too much control.
But this is also because I don't really know anything yet, bro.
I'm so green.
I never wrote a script before in my fucking life.
So I'm trusting everybody else, but I'm like, this ain't me.
This ain't my, this sound crazy, bro.
This feel corny, but I don't know exactly how to like fix it, right?
So that's going on.
I'm getting bored with standup.
This opportunity comes and it's like, it just seemed like So that's going on. I'm getting bored with standup. This opportunity comes
and it's like,
it just seemed like
it was put there for a reason.
It was like,
this is not,
you could go this other way,
take this show.
Yep.
Because they're probably
going to give it to you
just because you black and gay
and they don't got that.
That's not just why
they would give it to you.
Meaning like,
you know what I'm saying?
Like meaning like, it's such an underrepresented thing that if you do this hacky thing that
just is explaining your existence rather than being your existence, they're going to love
it because that's the type of shit they love.
And that's what it felt like it was doing.
Explaining myself is rather than me just being.
And I'm like, I just be on stage.
But I don't know how to just be in this form.
But this isn't it.
I know this isn't it.
So then the SNL thing comes in, it just feels like right there at the right time, and it
felt like if I walk away, then I'm doing myself a disservice, and I'm going to do the easier
thing.
Go down this road.
Maybe this show works, right?
Stay a popular comic in LA, get in shows whenever I want, or go through this really kind of
scary thing that I've never done.
I've never written a sketch.
Rob Markman Yeah, I was going to ask.
I had any experience.
Rob Markman I've never written a sketch.
So it's like maybe going to this world, I've never been in sketches.
So it's like, do I just step with this kind of leap of faith?
And this is where age and wisdom kind of informed that decision.
Because I remember when I was in high school, I got an opportunity to go to Oberlin College.
And I was for sure going to be able to go.
There was a recruiter.
And I was like, I don't have good grades.
It was like, it doesn't matter.
We want you in school.
We'll work it out.
You're smart.
You tested well.
All this stuff.
And I didn't go.
I didn't go because I was like, it's Ohio.
Was there a sphere playing in? Super white. Super white. go i didn't go because i was like it's ohio yeah yeah it's just fear playing super white yeah super
white uh they're gonna know stuff i don't know it's just all this stuff you feel like you wouldn't
fit in wouldn't fit in bro and that felt like that felt like another echo this would that so
snl felt like an echo of that boom yeah where i was like i can't do that to myself again again
right if if god's putting this in front of me again and I do this again, then this is
You have not learned. I didn't learn, bro.
It's on me. So it's like
if you're
great at stand-up now,
this thing's not going to make you bad at stand-up.
If you care about it, you're still
going to care about it. You'll find a way to do it.
You'll find a way to make it all work.
And if this makes you less, then something's wrong with you because this is all you can do
in this situation is win sure yeah oh what was y'all's reaction when you got you got she was
happy because she just wanted a new start yeah she was just like we don't have to live in this
she's like cool i know where we're gonna live yeah yeah that's cool you got a new job yeah yeah
exactly because and hearing you talk about things that like are not in your voice and that you I know where we're going to live. That's cool. You got a new job. Yeah, exactly.
And hearing you talk about things that like are not in your voice and that you wouldn't do,
it's,
it made me giggle because then I immediately thought of stuff that you
have written that I do feel like are your voice.
I feel like I don't want to like reveal the premises,
but like the things that you've written that like really make me laugh.
But Sam,
Sam,
Sam has written a Jabberwocky sketch and she's writing a sketch
about a gay vampire that really make me laugh and i i pray to god that they see the light of
fucking day can i share this story because i was recently they had me do some talk at some like
management consultant firm this week it was really it was great it was a really good experience but
uh they asked me,
how do we talk about inclusion in a more
useful way?
How do we talk about inclusion in a more inclusive way?
It was a really great question.
I understood what she was
trying to ask.
She was like,
how have you felt included at work?
I'm sure it's tough or whatever. I was like, yeah, it's tough for everybody. work? Because I'm sure it's tough or whatever.
I was like, yeah, it's tough for everybody. It's not just specific to me or any other person.
But my first week at SNL writing.
Do you remember this?
Do you know what I'm about to tell?
Okay.
So do you remember Tucker and Keenan wrote this feature for Keenan to play Quincy Jones?
Yeah.
On Update.
And this was right after that Quincy Jones profile came out on Vulture.
Me, Tucker
Oh that was you too
Yes
Okay that was
That was you too
Great
But I
But you come up
With this story later too
But
But the
Is this right after
Quincy Jones
Had done an interview
In Vulture
About like all
He was dragging everyone
Salacious stories
About everybody
Yes
I love that shit
This feature
That was very rich
Very rich
And then Keenan
And it made it to air right
Keenan as Quincy Jones
it didn't
it was in dress
fuck
and it was
yeah no
but it was so funny
it was so funny
so funny
but there was one beat
where he's like
me
it was like
I forgot who the celebrity is
he goes
yeah me and Prince
would go to Japan
and get our feet bound
and go to like a Kabuki show
yeah yeah yeah
it was like something like that
right
yeah yeah yeah
so it was just him saying like
crazy
crazy crazy things
like outlandish things
and there was just
this reference to
foot binding
and then I literally
and then I like
it was at the rewrite
table on a Saturday
and I was just
I was so like meek
and it was my first week
and I was so nervous
and I was like
but I feel like I should
say something about this
because I go
I sort of like
don't even raise my hand I just go there's a quiet moment there's a lull at the table this is just how you get like your piece I feel like I should say something about this because I go, I sort of like,
don't even raise my hand.
I just go,
there's a quiet moment.
There's a law at the table.
This is just how you get like your,
your piece that you like your say.
Cause we're pitching on Thursday.
We're pitching on.
Yeah.
We're pitching.
And I just go,
and this wasn't even a pitch.
I just go in case this matters,
foot binding is Chinese,
not Japanese. And like the,
the reference was that they went to Tokyo.
I was like,
foot binding is Chinese and not Japanese. I was like, the reference was that they went to Tokyo. I was like, foot binding is Chinese and not Japanese.
I was like,
but like,
that's just,
that's just like information.
Yeah.
And then you and Tucker and Keenan were all like,
thank you so much.
Thank you so much.
And you took that so,
like there was no tension around that.
It was just like so quick and seamless and good.
And you guys received it and you were like,
okay,
great.
And then you guys like just cut that beat out.
Not the beat,
just that joke.
And then you came up to me at the after party and you were like,
thank you for doing that.
Like it just,
it just like,
it was just very important
that you did that
and you were like,
keep advocating for like
what culture you represent
and like all that stuff.
And it meant everything to me
that you said that
because otherwise
I would have like not felt,
because so I brought that story up
to answer this person's question
because I was like,
I,
the more you can break down
any barrier of like someone not feeling
comfortable voicing a concern or someone not feeling empowered to say
something like that's all.
That's all.
I knew like,
I knew he was feeling that because who doesn't in that situation at that
place,
you know,
everyone's tense.
Everyone's tense.
And it's like,
and you,
you can't help us.
You you're underrepresented.
And when you're going into energy,
I don't,
and I don't think people understand this
unless you've been
in the situation right
people who are on the outside
looking in always like
why didn't they speak up then
right right right
well Bowen was there
and then that Asian thing
got through
like what the fuck
who the boo to do
and then it becomes
that you did it
it's my fault
but also it's like
what people don't understand
is like when you're put
in those positions
where you're so underrepresented you do feel a little bit of like, I don't want to be that one.
That comes in and like makes everything an issue.
And especially in a comedic space.
Yes.
Where partially how we are funny is just the freedom to say whatever the fuck we want.
Yeah, you don't want to be killing any vibe.
And you don't want to be killing any vibes of like you know letting people get their shit off
and becoming that energy well yeah it's like it's that thing of like when you put someone in the
room everyone on the outside is like well they have that person in the room so it's dealt with
but it's like you don't know what it's like to be that one person in the room because you have no
one to the left or the right that is saying i'm here also hearing you and can co-sign and that's
why i just wanted to say that like because that was the point it was just like as a person that's been there don't feel weird about saying what you need to say if your thing
is being misrepresented but it's also all in the approach where it's just like i like had to think
about exactly about what i was saying and the words that were going to come out of my mouth i
said and then i was like this is the phrase that i'm going to use and then what i said was if it's
important foot binding is this other thing.
And then all you guys did was just cut out foot binding.
And then the joke still worked.
It was still so fucking funny.
I was like, yeah, like Quincy Jones and Prince went to Tokyo and did all this crazy shit.
That's funny.
It's like, yeah.
And it's like, and that's perfect because that, even if it didn't matter to us, you need to feel represented in the room
you need to feel like
a represented part
of the process
I was just offering
information that like
could or could not
be relevant to you guys
as the writers of that piece
and like you guys
it was at your discretion
absolutely to
to like cut it
or leave it in
and that's what was dope
you didn't make us
think we had to do anything
exactly
you just like
here's a piece of information
that could help or not help but now you're informed and what you decide to do
now that you have information yeah it's up to you and it's like you should definitely feel that
and you and and that's how when you're in the room things like that don't happen and get on tv
where someone could say well what was born because that's the way to speak up and do it and it's like
and that should always be encouraged.
And I think for that,
SNL is a way more encouraging place
than it gets credit for.
In a way more supportive space
than it gets credit for.
In a way more supportive space
of different ideas.
I say that all the time.
And different culture
than it gets credit for, for sure.
Like we've got like,
like six queer writers on that staff.
It's like pretty cool.
And like queer writers,
like last season, it was like me, you, Gates, James, Jul like pretty cool. And like, like last season,
it was like me,
you Gates,
James,
Julio.
It was just like,
Oh,
whoa.
And like,
that's like a pretty age diverse,
like race diverse,
like gender diverse group.
I was like,
Oh,
that's like,
that's like pretty great.
I don't know.
I do think it's a huge deal and a big,
and a big,
big step forward for them to put LGBT people or more than one LGBT person on
the cast.
Yeah,
I will say that.
Yes,
I think,
I think in terms of visibility,
we're talking about,
we spoke about earlier how,
you know,
it's,
there are people out there who just look up on the screen and they assume
that's that,
that people saying it is where it's coming from.
These kids that are going to see not only just Kate,
but also you on screen now.
I mean, I think it's,
it has been a long time coming.
But my damn hope is that there's space.
And I think it is a myth to say that like,
well, there's not room for another cis gay man
or another gay woman or trans person.
Like there absolutely is.
Like we do not cannibalize each other
or the other. Yeah. Okay. Let's finally ask Sam the question. Ask the question. Okay, Sam absolutely is. Like, we do not cannibalize each other or the other.
Yeah.
Okay,
let's finally ask Sam the question.
Ask the question.
Okay,
Sam,
what is the culture
that made you say
culture is for me?
Like,
the cult,
like formative,
like piece of pop culture
for you.
I mean,
pop culture,
pop culture.
Or it doesn't have to be
pop culture.
Whatever.
It could be something
so specific to you,
like the neighborhood
you grew up in.
it could be Boston.
It could be like
whatever general broad thing.
I'm gonna try to think of two
because honestly
I have to tell in that story
I have to say
seeing that lesbian in Atlanta
yes
yeah yeah yeah
honestly
that is a moment
that is a moment
do you know
did you ever see Fun Home
on Broadway
no
it's an Alison Bechdel
there's a song
called Ring of Keys
where a young lesbian
who doesn't know
she's a lesbian yet
sees someone
who comes in and she's got like this ring with keys on it she's a who doesn't know she's a lesbian yet sees someone who comes in and she's
got like this ring with keys on it she's a butch lesbian and she's the song is about recognizing
that you know that person but you you don't know how right and how you're attracted to that person
you don't know how it's very specific you want to be that person distillation of a recognition
of sexual identity in yourself, but in someone else.
Very similar to how you described.
Yeah, 100%.
Yeah.
So she was wearing a jersey.
Do you remember what the jersey was?
I remember it had to be like a RAM, like a LA Rams or something.
Because it was like yellow and blue.
Yeah.
Or maybe it might have been a yellow and blue FUBU jersey.
And it was like some light colored jeans, some crispy ass Timbs.
And she had a fade with a part.
Fade with a part.
I always wanted a part.
I always wanted a part.
A line or a part?
Like a part.
Yeah.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And I was like, that's dope.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And then she stayed with you.
Like she like.
I never forgot seeing that.
You forgot? Never forgot. And then she stayed with you. Like she like. And I forgot seeing it. You forgot?
Never forgot.
Never forgot seeing that.
No.
Because I don't think I,
because it's really,
I get like jealous,
whatever, not the right word,
but I get jealous when people
like have that moment.
Oh, I remember.
I don't think I have one.
I just remember I had a friend come over
and we were swimming in my pool.
We were 11.
And then I was going to bed
and I was like,
I love my friend. I love when he comes over. I love his back. come over and we were swimming in my pool we were 11 and then i was going to bed and i was like i
love my friend i love when he comes over i love his back i want to touch his back oh fuck and
then it was kind of this moment of like true light bulb moment of abject terror because it was like
very similar to what you were saying and i think you know just i did not know a healthy adjusted adult gay
person that wasn't a joke yeah that wasn't like that's not a life no yeah this was 2000 lifestyle
like that's just some like one what what whatever it's a yeah it's a punchline. Yeah, and it's like you can't. And that's why it's so important, like, just for us to be doing shit.
Yeah.
Because I get DM after DM from, like, young black lesbians just like, how did you do it?
It's cool to see.
Because it's just like there was no identity of a career that wasn't like a construction worker.
Right.
You know what i'm saying like
and i'm soft i'm not gonna be well it's because truly it's like you don't you don't see you don't
see any depiction of anyone leading uh a story or like kind of driving any narrative let alone
you getting to feel like you could drive your own narrative because what the fuck would that look like i mean i remember like just the devastation the the primary devastation that i felt when i realized this was
well i will not have a family oh yeah it was because i just did not understand how that could
ever be a possibility right and it was because you know because it's like it was like presented as like this spinster lifestyle like you couldn't there's no stability or one thing excluded the
other yeah yeah and it's like not at all yeah not at all so seeing her for sure and then yeah all
right let me think of like a pop culture moment i think that's like pretty adequate too.
What was the music you listened to
when you were young?
A lot of just hip hop.
Yeah.
Like 90s hip hop.
A lot of like Snoop Dogg.
You mentioned Jay-Z before.
Jay-Z huge.
Yeah.
Huge.
Huge.
When like
between Jay-Z and Kanye
got me through.
Sure.
What are your thoughts
on like Kanye like how he's kind of like progressed like with the situation that it is now? got me through. Sure. What are your thoughts on Kanye,
how he's kind of progressed
with the situation
that it is now?
You know what?
I'm a big Kanye fan
and I think that
he was,
a part of me is like
he was always going
in his direction.
If you listen.
You think?
Sure.
You think he was
dropping hints early on.
But even from the beginning
of Kanye's music,
it's always been
very Christian influences.
I mean, one of his first singles was Jesus Walks.
He's always been an avid I'm a Christian.
All his rap has some part of that in it.
And the sounds were starting to be that.
I always argued that Life of Pablo is a gospel album.
I'm like, it's a hood rap, hard rap,
but it's a gospel album.
That is a praise album, top to bottom.
Yeah, because everyone's like,
oh, he's doing all this gospel stuff now.
No, he's been doing it all since.
It's like, Pablo's got Beautiful Morning.
Yeah.
It only became overt with Jesus, right?
That was the only time when it became
actual thinking of himself in that way.
But even registration day,
it was like,
there were notes of that.
Right.
So it's like,
it's not crazy to me as a true fan.
Seems this is right where he wanted to land.
Remember when he got punked?
And he was like-
He tried to run off with his stuff.
But you know what set him off?
Because the fucking guy that they planted,
who was part of the punked crew, said,
the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away.
And you see the change in Kanye.
He fucking flips out.
And he takes it and he runs.
He's just like, no, don't fucking talk about religion now.
It's always been there.
Yeah.
It's always been there.
Yeah.
It doesn't seem like a leap.
Right, right.
You know, his mental health and all that stuff is another thing, you know, and I can't speak to that.
But it seems like even if people don't feel it, it seems like he's more balanced.
Yeah.
Just internally?
Yeah.
Sure.
Jay-Z, on the topic of Jay-Z, I feel like I have Mariah Carey to thank for letting Jay-Z, letting little queer boys be the entry point.
See, I always knew of Jay-Z as a cultural figure,
but then I think, yeah, honestly, when he was on Heartbreaker,
I was like, oh, now I like Jay-Z.
Me being the little fag that I was,
literally trying to get any Mariah content I could.
She was my first concert, too.
I saw that Rainbow album.
I fuck with Mariah.
She got me through that breakup.
My first breakup with my boyfriend
that I had for a long time.
Were you listening to Emancipation?
Emancipation of Mimi.
Oh, absolutely.
Bitch, bitch.
It was everything.
She has,
my friend Michelle
took it from me.
I would stay in my room
and listen to it so much.
My friend Michelle comes over.
Michelle and Slam come over
and Michelle's like
this is not your life
yeah no
takes the album
they force me out
cause they're like
this is fucking crazy
and a week later
Michelle's like
really I took it
cause I just wanted it
yeah
well that album
is hit after hit
it's the shit
it's Bob has her Bob
stay the night
stay the night
and that was
I believe Kanye produced that.
Yes.
It was so good.
Also,
Say Something is something
we can't forget.
Do it with Snoop.
Yep.
Shake it off on that album.
Shake it off on that album.
Never forget We Belong Together.
We Belong Together.
We Belong Together is a classic.
An all-timer.
It's like that,
I think is a very good
first single for that album.
Mancipation to Meet Me
was a great to like,
y'all keep coming for me for doing black stuff.
Yes.
Bitch, get off me album.
Yes.
It was such a good back, too.
Also, Mariah is fucking funny, which is something I like about Mariah, is that she's funny.
And I love that she released GTFO, Get the Fuck Out.
That was just a little thing.
She's funny.
And she has her issues as
well but you know what i mean at the heart of it i'm happy that we still have someone that's like
trying to get better and trying to be honest finally she's trying to still fucking exist in
this damn and she's got a sense of humor trying to erase her oh and honestly right either it's
crazy it's like i was talking to someone i was like bro mariah carey made the
the first like we haven't had a new christmas song in how long no centuries it's been she is
up there with the come on bro she's up there with the public domain classic yeah she's that's it
that will be played forever forever forever like come on dog you can't just do people that's why
i don't like that when people just try to like do people dirty just like you off right people
of it's like bro like and i guess when you do this as a career you see it more where you're like sure
you're gonna go through mad shit yes yeah but you're just gonna forget about the shit that's
why celebrities be crazy yes like bro you're just gonna forget about the shit i did especially with women and i think especially especially with a woman like mariah who's a
biracial woman yeah who um probably struggled to find i'm sure i mean she's open about struggling
to find a place or identity for her her entire life of course and then her musical identity in
the beginning of her career being sort of a celine dion type to then her transitioning to R&B music and being like not super accepted necessarily by the hip hop community.
That's what I'm saying.
That's what I'm like.
Miss Fish and Mimi was like, I'm going to do black shit.
I'm black.
Yes.
Because it wasn't super accepted mostly I feel by the white community.
Like when she started hanging out with Dame Dash and shit, it was like everyone was looking
like she's stepping down.
And it's like, bro.
That's bullshit.
This is, yeah, part of her.
And Dame Dash is not a step down.
No.
He's a part of the culture at that point.
He's a big part of the culture.
And also, you have to never forget that a lot of the reason why the first five or six years of her career were what it was is because she was married to the owner of her record label, y'all.
Yeah.
And you don't know the darkness that that was.
And you know what I will say is that she actually is finishing her book and that book is gonna say a lot of shit wow
that book is gonna say a lot i don't know she was writing a book no i'm a lamb yeah you're
i'm in the lamely and i will say that that you will truths will be revealed and i also
went when she would did for caution she did, I was invited to go to see.
I love Caution.
Caution is it.
Her latest album.
But just real quick,
because I was thinking about this,
but what's crazy is,
on a flip,
when Justin Timberlake
worked with Timberland,
that wasn't said.
Nope.
Exactly.
And he's not even black at all.
Let's not forget.
It's like,
why when Mariah is messing with Dame
and Star is messing with Jay,
it's like, what's happening? Timber is messing with Dame and starting to mess with Jay it's like
what's happening
to this starlet
yeah I know
like that's crazy
it's because she's a woman
and obviously
and it's because
she's a biracial woman
and it's also
so she's gonna get
from both sides
it's also because
she's a woman
who owns her sexuality
and how dare she
yeah
and that's how people
feel
and the fact that Mariah
almost 30 years into this,
is still someone that we talk about.
And you know what?
The reason you can never erase her from the narrative
is because she writes her own shit.
And that is why she will constantly reinvent herself
and also stay on brand.
Absolutely.
Mariah is a legend.
What was your thing about caution?
You went to the caution preview or something?
So I went to,
there was a preview for caution
where she was kind of sat down
and it was all lambs.
And I mean,
like the whole room was packed.
You were so happy that night,
I remember.
And we were so excited
and I was so,
so happy to be there.
And Mariah,
I sat with Mariah Smith.
Oh yes.
And we were there
and I was like,
she came out
and sat down
and you could tell it meant so much to her that like people were respecting her and talking about her as a lyricist, her as a composer, as a songwriter.
She arranges her own fucking shit.
She has composed, arranged all her stuff.
People just forget, bro.
They just be like, remember when we were at Carrie in the tub on Cribs?
Yeah, yeah, yeah. tub on cribs and it's like bro it's because A not only is she this big personality but she also happens
to be one of the
best singers of all time
and people can't accept
that you can be
this larger than life
personality
and one of the
best singers of all time
and be this good
at writing music
and what people can't
accept again
is like when you're
on the outside
looking in
it's just like
people like
watching football
from your couch
absolutely
yes
when you're on the
outside looking in
you say a lot like I was talking to y'all about this I was like what I realize now it's just like people like watching football from your couch absolutely yes when you're on the outside looking at you
you say a lot
like I was talking
to y'all about this
I was like
what I realize now
and this is just
a limited amount of times
that I've been on camera
you cannot care
about being on camera
no
there could be an amount
there could be so much
like on camera-ness
yes
that you don't give a fuck
so people sometimes
be like
they wore that on TV
and I'm like
yeah cause they're always on TV
they don't give a fuck man that's the be like, they wore that on TV. And I'm like, yeah, cause they're always on TV.
They don't give a fuck,
man.
That's the thing that warps you.
They did that on TV.
Bitch,
they always on TV.
Yeah.
So Mariah Carey did that on Crip.
Nigga,
she was at home. She's always on TV.
She was at home.
It's not for nothing.
What are you talking about,
bro?
Like when you're like,
it's important to you.
Yeah.
Everything is relative, bro bro it's not important
to them no god she's got things to juggle about cribs bitch no she can she showed up and had a
good time on cribs and goddamn right she's got a fucking 18 100 foot square closet practice you
know like cribs get the fuck out of here, never forget that the whole time she's juggling being the best singer of all time
and maintaining that, which 30 years, and it might not be what it was, but it's still
something.
It's still pretty good.
And so that, the fact that she runs her own business as a songwriter, the fact that she
has a brand to keep, and not for nothing, but she is managing bipolar disorder.
This is, and problems in her life,
and children.
Leave Mariah alone.
Leave Mariah alone.
She's a legend.
I mean,
this is the thing,
and it's like what you're saying,
like watching football at home.
Yeah,
the fucking plebes,
and myself included,
we're going to be watching from the cheap seats
for people who do like actual crazy fucking shit.
And the thing is like,
at the end of the day, it's like once you're doing it on any level and you can look in
a little bit you're like whoa man like chill these are just like people trying to like live
like it just happens to be you do this thing like i miss the times like i miss like it just being
when you didn't know shit yeah and i can't imagine what it was like like being
beethoven because like no one knew he just played the shit yeah you come he played the shit you
like the shit yeah like it go home yeah discuss the shit but no one was like beethoven sleeps
with his brother's brother's friend like no one no one gave a fuck no one gave a fuck beethoven was probably a damn fag at some
point at some point it's a realist culture number six beethoven was probably a damn fag
it was at some point though i don't know what happened and it's always grossed me out and it's
maybe because i i've grown up with like celebrity in my family. Yeah, yeah. But it's always bothered me that the public at some point felt like they had rights to your life.
No.
Not your creative.
Not right to decide to support you creatively or not.
Not a right to buy your music.
But rights to your life.
Yeah.
To your personal life, to your personal decisions.
And they get to determine what those should and shouldn't be.
And it's so wild and gross to me.
It's like, how do you feel like you're owed that?
And it's because they think they're owed your success.
They think your success is completely dependent on them.
And they don't give any credit to the fact that you had to do a bunch of shit for them to even see you.
Oh, my God.
So it's like, what kind of nut shit is that
when you gotta go out and you gotta apologize for some personal shit you did in your house
to a bunch of people you don't know yes yeah because they're mad and they deserve it because
without you there is no them.
It's like the first celebrity to cow tail, fuck you.
Because you ruined it for everybody.
You should have just told them to lick your ass, mind your business, buy this shit or don't.
Or don't.
You should have told them to lick your ass.
That's actually the little culture number 19.
You should have just told them to lick your ass. Buy your shit or don't.
And also leave Mariah alone as a real coach.
Number 50, leave Mariah alone.
Great.
You know what I mean?
It's just like, what the fuck?
Motherfuckers aren't like the people that, like,
a motherfucker could poison us with lettuce.
That nigga don't got to come on TV and be like, I'm sorry.
No, we're just like, don't eat the lettuce.
You eat the lettuce.
Don't eat the lettuce.
Don't eat the lettuce. you probably shouldn't have a mother a mother could poison us with lettuce
and you would never think you get poisoned with lettuce but there you are in the damn
we will demand an apology I know for everything demand for britney spears who can barely lift her head up
let her be let her be let her be let her paint there's some energy we got to move on i don't
think so we gotta move on this is the one minute segment of lost culture this is where we absolutely
go off on something in culture that we're saying you thought so no no this is a thing that we don't
like no more and we want to say i actually do have something and this is a little bit off the beaten path but i'm happy that it's finally being
addressed great okay i okay i'm so happy i'm so excited for this this is matt rodgers i don't
think so many of your time starts now i don't think so honey those urinals at the restrooms
in the airport with the little flies on them you've seen in jfk there's the little flies
what the fuck is that there aren't all
of them I don't think so honey you're making me pee on a bug I don't think so honey that they're
drawn so realistically I almost and I really don't think so honey myself because I almost took a
picture of the urinal that had my own piss in it to make sure that people would recognize what I
was talking about but if you are using male restrooms in the airport i think at jfk and lax you know what i'm
talking about it's these urinals and inside the urinals on the thing that you pee on which is aka
the back of the urinal there is a little fly drawn on every single one bone confirm confirm
15 seconds what is that i don't think so honey it has me thinking about like
and now i'm aiming for it because it's there i'm a very good aimer when i pee i don't think so honey it has me thinking about like and now i'm aiming for it because it's there
i'm a very good aimer when i pee i don't think so honey this like this art artistness on the
urinals and that's one minute i think this what is it i think it's so that you do aim and so that
there's not a lot of splatter and backsplash so they're trying to get me to target my piss so
that they're trying to train you they're trying to train you so that your piss doesn't go to the side
It doesn't fly around
Well I'm sorry but first of all I didn't need that
I'm a civilized person
Stop
My pee fly around
If you're pointing your dick like perpendicular to the actual surface
Then it's gonna splash back
I have never had this problem
The custodian's gonna have to clean up a bunch of dried piss off the floor later
And the fact that you understand all this means your piss is crazy.
It means that you're a crazy peer.
I'm uncut and people with foreskin, we can't control our aim as well.
Bitch, you better be uncut.
Thank you.
I'm cut.
That's cut privilege.
I had nothing to do with it.
That's cut privilege.
If I could go back, I would be uncut.
Cut privilege.
I would reach my baby hand up out of the damn thing and say, stop it now that down stop i said stop i said put those stop i said now i said put that
put that snipper down i said yeah okay i've got something all right bowen yang this is bowen
yang's i don't think so honey on this episode of las culturistas and this time starts now i don't
think so honey melatonin bitch You don't work. Get a real
job. You are not
happening for me in the right possible ways.
I take one of you. I take one little
gummy, knocks me out for four hours.
I wake up the next day, groggy as hell.
Can't fall back asleep because
my hormones are like, nope, you've had enough.
It fucks you up, and it actually does
more damage than it does any good. And
melatonin, I don't like this whole thing where you're like, oh, it's not dangerous.
It's actually, it's naturally produced by your body.
No melatonin.
If I can get you in gummy form, that means that you've done something bad in the world
and that my body flushes you out and I don't actually need you.
We've got to break away from the gummies. This is
something about gummy supplements in general.
It cannot feel like candy or else
kids will eat it and OD on vitamin C
and fish oils. So
I'm looking out for the children.
Melatonin, you're busted. You're done.
Melatonin, if you come for me and my family,
I will sue. That's one minute.
And I'm happy that you incorporated I will sue.
My new catchphrase.
I think that you are correct.
Melatonin doesn't work.
And I believe that every single melatonin is a placebo.
That's what I have to say about that.
You never feel great the next day.
You never feel well rested.
No.
That's just me.
Fuck melatonin.
Fuck melatonin.
Thank you, Sam.
Sam, do you have a topic that you'd like to go off on?
I don't know if I could go off that long.
Yeah, well, you can just chat at your own pace.
We're stupid
we run out of steam like 30 seconds and then we just say
well speak for yourself
but I mean yeah sure
okay great so this is Sam J's I don't think so honey
I have to
you do have to
this is Sam J's I don't think so honey her time starts now
I don't think so honey to the
Popeye's chicken sandwich
I'm over this fucking sandwich first of all what's pissing me off is, to the Popeye's chicken sandwich. Yes! I really, I'm over this fucking sandwich.
First of all, what's pissing me off is the games that Popeye's playing.
It sucks.
It's like, you're a fucking chicken business.
You don't got enough sandwiches, bitch?
It's just chicken and bread.
What is the deal that y'all wanted this thirst over the sandwich?
Like, Popeye's is jerking off over the fact that people are, like, stabbing people.
Yes!
Or, like, rolling people over
or, like, being fucking crazy
30 seconds.
over the sandwich.
And, like, I don't think so, honey,
to the white man that runs Popeyes
that just wanted niggas
to look crazy over some chicken.
I don't appreciate it.
Fuck.
It is absolutely fucking ridiculous.
And it's, like, also probably
not even that fucking good.
Like, I had one when it first came out
and it was straight.
15 seconds.
But not enough to kill anybody over it.
Not enough to kill anybody over it.
It's video after video of people just acting insane.
So white dude went inside the Popeye's,
yelled at everybody,
called them a nigger over the sandwich.
Then they beat him up outside,
took the sandwiches from him.
It's like,
is this where we are America?
And we wonder why this shit is going on. We need let the russians take this bitch we don't know
what we're doing and that's one minute unbelievable so let me tell you the stabbings
are happening this is this is news over the papa's chicken sandwich? Yes. This week, someone in line stabbed someone
over the sandwich.
And then we're like,
and we want respect
around the world.
Yeah, I know.
And we're fighting
over our chicken sandwich.
Like kids are dying
and like people are dying
for real reasons
and we're like,
you know,
man, we need a sandwich?
Do we genuinely
It's just crazy.
generally prefer
the chicken from Popeye's
over the chicken from KFC?
I mean, yeah. Yeah? Yeah. Popeye's is the chicken from KFC? I mean, yeah.
Yeah?
Yeah.
Popeye's is good.
I think KFC went way left.
What happened to KFC was when they said
that they was growing the chickens in a lab
and they was making like,
and they showed that crazy looking chicken
and everyone was like, we good, baby.
Oh, we're actually okay.
Popeye's like-
They never recovered from that rumor.
I know.
It was like, probably not even true.
You can't have a white man
sell you chicken.
Popeye's realized that too.
Now it's Reba.
I hate that lady.
I hate the Popeye's lady.
Who's the Popeye's lady?
The one she just...
Oh, fuck.
I do like that.
It exhausted you.
And I don't hate her as a person. Sure, sure, sure. Lord. Lord. Get her off the camera, fuck. I do like that. It exhausted you. And I don't hate her as a person.
Sure, sure, sure.
Lord.
Lord.
Get her off the camera, please.
Popeye's has better mashed potatoes than any other place.
Okay, okay.
I twist that.
Like, she could just still be normal.
Like, why can't she?
I don't get why the lady just can't come out and go, Popeye's has great chicken.
You know?
What did she do?
It's just been like, honey, you want chicken?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You know do it's just like honey you want yeah yeah yeah
you know it's just like like wb frog shit like oh no wb frog holy shit um well this yeah you're
totally right it's artificial scarcity it's like when they like purposely make something scarce so
that there's more buzz yes but it's like people are dying papa's y'all would be in jordan right
now when we was shooting over sneakers.
Fuck.
Y'all gotta do better.
You're not Jordan.
Give the people the sandwiches.
Give the people the sandwiches.
Move on.
Sam has canceled me on the internet
for ordering Chick-fil-A
at the writers.
Yeah,
well,
I have to say,
I can confirm that there are days
when Bowen looks me in my eyes
and wants to go out of our way
to go to Chick-fil-A.
And I'm saying to him, no.
Well, it's a Colorado thing
because, I mean, Mormon country. No, don't do that.
We can all overcome our past.
I still eat Chick-fil-A. I'm not
going to act like I don't eat Chick-fil-A.
I'm canceling culture on both of you.
You don't eat Chick-fil-A at all?
No!
They're closed on Sundays. You have to do that, though,
because you white. Reparations, my nigga.
You need to abstain.
But, like, I already got to take so many L's.
I'm not giving them Chick-
You know how much stuff I got to give up just being black?
I'm not giving them Chick-fil-A.
Oh, Bo and Yang is not off the hook for that one.
No, he got Asian stuff.
No, boo.
You alone.
You supposed to fight the Chick-fil-A fight, bitch.
This is your fight. That is your fight that is your fight
honestly I'll take it
I'll take it on as my fight
that ain't mine
that ain't mine
I'm getting my lemonade
my fries
if Popeyes can't get it together
I understand
you need to get Chick-fil-A
our only option is Chick-fil-A
this has been a fantastic episode
I love this episode
I loved it so much
this is so great
Sam thank you for joining us
had it all
thank you for being here
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Oh, why did you have to run your game on me?
I should have known right from the start.
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give me your love
give me your love
we love you Mariah
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