Leah on the Line - 112: I went to the White Fox Event: THE NIGHT OUT DEBRIEF

Episode Date: July 15, 2024

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hello everybody welcome welcome welcome how are we how are we how you doing how you doing how you doing so this episode is actually going to be a little bit different it's actually going to be a little bit shorter than normal i can only apologize for. But it's because I thought it would be kind of fun to do like a night out debrief. And I can't do that for an hour, let's be real. There's only so much that goes down. But yeah, I thought we could do a night out debrief because some of you may have seen White Fox Boutique had a party the other night. On Saturday, Friday night. It wasn't Saturday night.

It was Friday night. Friday night, White Fox had a party. It was called White Fox After Dark. It was like the event of the year so far, I would say. It was pretty massive. I've never seen so many influencers and love islanders and reality TVers in one room. Okay. It was insane, but I feel like it would be fun to do like a night out debrief. You know, like when you go out with the girls and then you will come into the bedroom the next

morning and you have like a debrief. I feel like we need that. Welcome to Leah on the line. Join me every Tuesday as I dial your number for the ultimate unfiltered bestie catch-up. Whatever it is, we will laugh together and guide each other along the way. Head to leahontheline.com and follow Leah on the Line on Instagram to get involved. Love you! How are you guys? First and foremost, how is everybody? How was your weekend? It was the football weekend, yet not the result we wanted listen I know I say this every fucking week now I'm like why are we talking about football it was the final

I felt like we were all there most of us anyway what did you guys do for it did you stay in did you go out I actually went out so we went to this pub right listen to this we went to this pub in London I used to go there quite a lot so I know not quite a lot but I used to go there often right so I know the pub well blah blah and I know it's like an events place I got there we got there at like three okay because obviously the the football didn't start till eight but we were like it's a Sunday people and it's the final people are going to be starting this morning like people are going to be absolutely session it um so we were thinking let's get there at three you know we'll just have a couple of drinks and wait it out it's going to be a long day but you know we want we want good seats so even though

it was ticket only it was a ticketed event at this pub we was like you know like there's probably hundreds of tickets even though they sold out we was like there's hundreds hundreds of tickets let's get there early so we get a good seat we get there at like three o'clock there's like a drum and bass event going on listen I do not judge anyone on their music taste I'm sure a lot of people think the music I listen to is absolute dog shit but to me it's everything I love it but drum and bass ain't for me okay we probably could have guessed I was not loving life okay it was like the loudest drum and bass you've ever heard and like jungle as well not my thing and yeah so we sat through like hours of that which was it's hard work okay it gets to five o'clock the bartender's like like, right, we're going to kick everyone out.

And then you've got a queue up at the door if you've got a ticket for the football. Otherwise, you're not coming back in. I thought, you're fucking joking me. You're trying to tell me we've just sat for two and a half hours, three hours actually, of drum and bass. Just to fucking stand outside anyway. But kicked out anyway. So we all fucking leave at five o'clock right and then we walk you up and she's like yeah we'll let you all back in at half past five then you can get your seats if you've got a ticket gets to half past five we're thinking come on let's get things moving we've been stood outside half an hour gets to

quarter to six gets to six fucking half past six we were stood outside half an hour gets to quarter to six gets to six fucking half past six we were stood out there an hour and a half are you taking piss we was literally losing our minds especially because we've had a couple of drinks like before so we was like everyone was jolly we was like feeling good yeah and then these fucking doors just wasn't opening for an hour and a half it was hell in there it was hell in there well out there I should say but also we were stood like right by a bus stop on a high street and there's a bus that drives past that goes to Bellingham in London and obviously Jude Bellingham like he's a player apparently I don't know I'm joking anyway and every time the Bellingham bus would go by, like,

everyone was singing Hey Jude, and the bus driver would, like, be like, like, beeping, and everyone on the bus was like, oh yeah, and it was actually kind of fun, not gonna lie, that was, that was the only highlight of that hour and a half stood there, it was only meant to be half an hour, then we sat down, had our seats, everyone was in high spirits it was like come on england let's fucking do this boys you got this boys spain go one no up i said oops don't panic okay don't panic right plenty of time it was literally right into second half i thought not the best start but whatever you know we can bring it we can bring it home i wasn't very faithful i'm not gonna lie spain are fucking sick you know they they were smashing us and then palmer gets subbed

i said i said watch palmer score now palmer will score watch this he fucking smashes it in the i said that's that's our boy yeah i just don't know what i'm talking about and then obviously spain scored again and we knew it was pretty it was over from that point and the vibes in the pub it was outside by the way it was like two big projectors and like loads like hundreds of seats outside it was actually a sick place to watch it and yeah the vibes when that final whistle blew guys it's like somebody fucking died in there it went from like a room full of fucking i've never seen so much testosterone i keep saying room it was outside i've never seen so much testosterone in one beer garden but fucking how it literally was if somebody died and all the girls was like cuddling their boyfriend their

boyfriend had like their head in their hands and all the girls was like it's okay babe like you know next time I was depressed I was actually like are you fucking joking me we're gonna do this twice like come on like why can't we fucking win why can't they just put it in the net why didn't they just like get it in the nap but um it was really fun so that's what I did for the football what did you guys do let me know message me I love hearing about your weekends so let's talk about the white fox event so I get the invite and immediately know you guys know me I mean thank you but no immediately now I just you know events me we we have a But no, immediately now. I just, you know, events, me, we, we have a love-hate relationship. I've always dreamed of this. But when I get the event, I'm like, me?

I don't think so. I don't do that. Sweet. But no, sweet of you to think I would have balls that big. No, but when the White Fox event came up, I like I don't think so and then a friend of mine that I met at a birthday party was um she messaged me saying like are you going to the white fox event and I was like no and then she was like oh we could have gone together and then my brain was like hmm there must be a reason I shouldn't go to this and I couldn't come up with one so I was like you know what I need to fucking get out of this like comfort zone where I'm just like afraid of everything and I just thought just say yeah just go and just have a good time worst case scenario is like you don't have a good time like what's like how bad can it be do you know what I mean so I said yeah and we arranged to go and

like me and go together perfect it was a friendly phase I wasn't alone stunning so it was a strictly no plus one event so then we're going I spent like so long trying to find an outfit I was like literally having a meltdown because my outfit didn't arrive in time obviously white fox is an australian brand so the timeline for for the outfit to arrive was pretty slim and i was not too hopeful that it would arrive in time but you know i was hoping that it would but it didn't which is fine i had a couple of white fox tops no dresses but tops i was like okay all i need is a skirt i need to find a skirt but the thing is guys is i'm not really a skirt or dress person because like i said i don't really go out so so when I wear these outfits, I feel like a fucking idiot me, like I literally feel like a right wally, um, so that's my problem, like I feel

like I just look stupid, but at the same time, I think it's just because like, I don't really dress up, so when I've, whenever I do dress up, I feel stupid, and then when I do go to these sorts of events, I always try to go like a really boring outfit like oh I'll just wear like jeans and a nice top or like leather trousers and then it's like I'm only dressing like that because I don't want to stand out and I have such a fear of being overdressed but I'd rather look really boring and blend in um and I thought do you know what like I don't want to be that person anymore like I don't want to be afraid all the time. Like, I'm afraid of everything.

I'm afraid of going to these events. I'm afraid of standing out. I'm afraid of wearing something different. I'm afraid that I'm not going to be on the same vibe as everybody else. I'm afraid that I won't make friends. And I thought, I'm so sick of being scared of things. Being scared is such a boring way to live my life, you know. So I was like, okay, I was like okay I'm gonna

I'm just gonna wear a really dressy outfit because I was going to London I was like if that's the only outfit I pack in my suitcase I will wear it and I'm not a stitch if I say to someone I'll meet you there I will not let you down like I will not say to you like oh sorry I can't make it like I will I will if I'm committed to you I'm committed like I'll be there do you like, oh, sorry, I can't make it. Like I will, if I'm committed to you, I'm committed. Like I'll be there. Do you know what I mean? Because I hate, I feel like it's like quitting. It's like failing.

I don't quit anything ever. So yeah, if I make plans, I'm not going to quit on you. Okay. So I've got, I've got a dressy outfit. I'm going, I'm going to the event. I am then getting a few messages from like all the girls that I speak to through social media, but haven't necessarily met. Um, some of them I've met like a handful of times, but most of them I haven't because obviously I don't go to

events. They're like, Oh, why would we meet? Do you know what I mean? So I'm like talking to a few people and a lot of people are going and it's making me feel better because now I'm like, oh, Jasmine's going. Like I haven't seen Jasmine in years. I would love to see Jasmine. She's going to be there. That's fun. And she's going with Haz. And I've spoken to Haz a couple of times, but we never met. So it'd be really nice to meet Haz. And I'm speaking to all these people that are going to be there. And I just know that they're all good vibes people, nice people, good vibes, people that I've spoken to online before, people that I know, vibes people nice people good vibes people that I've spoken to online before people that I know I just know we'd get on so I convinced myself it's going to be fun and I felt a lot more excited

about it okay but don't get me wrong the anxiety I feel before an event is way worse than when I used to perform on stage when I used to fucking do off West End shows like the anxiety is way worse and I guess it's for me I've realized that um my fear is apprehension like not knowing what to expect when I'm going on stage I'm I'm well rehearsed like we have been rehearsing this for weeks I know who I'm doing this with I know you know like we all and also I guess you're not alone in a show but you are on your solos i guess but anyway it's way worse than that feeling it's so scary because i'm like who is gonna be there like am i overdressed like what do i wear like who will anyone speak to me

am i an ugly ugly dog like guys if you want to be humbled go to a fucking influencer event you will feel like the ugliest most irrelevant rat in the room oh it's just good in there it's just good anyway so i'm talking to talia who is also going which makes me feel so much better because i know talia you know like she's my girl so So I was like, okay, support system locked in, right? She's also anxious, like Sadie's anxious and I'm learning. We're all actually pretty anxious and I think about it and I think anyone that does the job that we do, we spend a lot of our time alone. Like obviously we film all our content alone. I don't talk to you guys you know like however

many thousands of people listen or watch your videos I'm not performing to you do you know what I mean like you're not in the room with me that would be terrifying and I couldn't do it oh we just hit something I couldn't do that if I sat on a stage well no I could probably do that with you guys but like a room full of strangers yeah that that's terrifying babe do you know what I mean so yeah we spend so much time just like recording alone alone editing filming getting ready like whatever it is like we're alone all the time like very often and then all of a sudden you have an event and you go from being alone like forgetting how to fucking socialize to like there's thousands of really beautiful intimidating people in one room everyone's taking pics and

everyone's chatting and you're like i don't know how to communicate with other humans i don't do that that much and it's it's like going from zero to 100 and other humans. I don't do that that much. And it's like going from zero to 100. And it sort of made me realize that's why we're all really anxious before events. Not all of us. There are a lot of people that they do this in their fucking sleep. Do you know what I mean?

And hopefully I aim to be like them one day. But yeah, a lot of us, I learned from this party, like talking to everyone, a lot of us are fucking terrified a lot of us have imposter syndrome if not most of us there um and so yeah I met up with Talia we went and then we met Sadie and then we went to the event right we line up outside there's fucking paps there's there's so many people like waiting around outside i realized i don't have my fucking id and this is an exclusive event okay i was like are you taking the fucking piss i have not gone through all this fucking anxiety i've actually got ready, shown up and I'm going to be fucking turned away.

I'm going to get turned away. I'm going to get turned away. And I was actually like, Talia, Sadie, I haven't got my fucking ID. And the fear in their eyes, to be fair, Talia was like, oh, what a shame. We tried. Let let's go and I was like I'm just gonna have to make out I left it in the cab like I was thinking if they feel sorry for me they'll let me in hopefully no one's listening to this from white parks love you guys thanks for such an amazing night I just had to do what I had to do to get an okay love you um and I was like god if I get turned away in this fucking queue, I'm gonna look like I wasn't on the list, how embarrassing, right, so I get to the front, and I'm like, I'm so sorry, I have a picture of my passport on my emails that I got, I was like, I'm so sorry, I have a picture, is that okay, I left my ID

in the cab, and he was like, oh my God, have you called him, I was like, no, I need to sort that out as soon as I can, but I'm just trying to get inside first, and he went, yeah, god have you called him I was like no I need to sort that out as soon as I can but I'm just trying to get inside first and he went yeah worry about that later the event's gonna be too good I was like oh does that mean I'm still okay to come because I am on the list and he was just like yeah you're fine go in and then somebody else I got in some the next person asked for my ID it's not over yet it's not over over yet. I said, I'm so sorry. I've just got a picture. Is that okay? And she was like, oh yeah, that's totally fine. And obviously they're just checking their face and the name. Um, and I'm on the list. So sweet. And I was like, oh,

thank God. All that's just nothing. We get in, we walk around the corner, we're up on a balcony. we walk around the corner, we're up on a balcony, okay, I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa, I look down, it's fucking humongous, there's a huge bar, okay, picture this, I don't know much about square feet, but it's massive, all right, just picture a massive room, bigger than that, okay, it's fucking huge, you're stood up on a balcony, there's a bar bar there's like a glam bar there's a photos taken wall like pink curtains it looked incredible it was fucking insane like the most beautiful venue ever like they smashed it the way that they the way that white fox white foxed it out was just out of this world it was unreal so I look over picture there's a huge bar it's a huge 360 bar in the middle all down the left side is like a almost like a carpet where you'd like like a premier carpet for photos um and then the right side is like VIP tables um

Chuck Bass Gossip Girl was there I am not gonna lie i've never seen gossip girl so everyone was like chuck bass is here and i was like who is that and then i felt like i was being like a bitch like i'm not like other girls like notice me do you know what i mean but i really have just never seen it but yeah apparently he was there so that was exciting for a lot of people um yeah so a lot of people had like their vip tables and then there was like us like the peasants um and immediately right so sadie who i'm with is sober okay and i'm jealous because that is a place i aim to be talia doesn't really drink that much um and a lot of the girls who i spoke to that i was meeting

there also were sober that night but i got there oh by the way i'd had two cans of like au vodka you know like the au cans of like blue raspberry lemonade had two of them getting ready just for a little bit of liquid courage i used to have a bottle of Prosecco before an event okay so this is fucking progress from me right I then so I've had two of them I get to the bar and I'm like sorry girls I'm gonna have to have a drink if that's okay with you guys like I'm just the way my legs are trying to take me out of this venue right now it's not even funny so I need to have a little drink a little drink just to like relax you know and they're like yeah of course Sadie gets a lemonade Talia's like do you know what I'm gonna have a little beer and I fucking love that from her okay I got one of the cocktails on the menu it was like some pineapple vodka thing

it was delish um and then we walked down these scary stairs okay them stairs felt like I was literally I could tumble any second any step i took could have taken a tumble so i we get to the bottom of the stairs in in one piece we like thank god we did it girls that was terrifying and everyone can see you coming down the stairs as well it's really scary and then sadie is so fucking like i kept saying to sadie like i aspire to be you like the way she doesn't give a flying fuck she's sober at this event she doesn't care she's like oh my god a glam bot we should do that and I'm like we are two totally different people because I see the glam bot and I think

them people are crazy like having the confidence to get on a fucking glam bot is insane and sadie sees it and she's like we should do that and i'm like we are that is where we are the most different people in the world even though we're so similar like we're both type 4 individualists like we're both hypersensitive yeah we have a lot in common but the confidence is on another level like i'm i'm below and she's so high that i she's just everything when it comes to like confidence and not an arrogant cocky way in just a like let's just have fucking fun who gives a shit way and that is such a good friend to have such a good person to go to things with because it really helped me because especially because i tend to be friends

with a lot of people that feel the exact same as me and we don't help each other like if you're friends with someone who's equally as petrified of like stepping out of their comfort zone as you you will hold each other so firmly in your comfort zones Sadie helped me so much right so anyway and then we're down the steps and then I was like you know what I do want to get a photo tonight because I always go to these things and I don't ever say like can you take a photo of me and I regret it after because I leave and I'm like I have no physical evidence that I even went to this thing or even put a nice hiccup pretty dress on or a nice skirt on I've got no evidence so I was like look I do want to get a photo tonight and if there's a time for it it's probably

now because you know the makeup is fresh you know it's the start of the night so we like have to join this fucking queue it's so embarrassing we have to join this like queue to get a picture I was like oh I'm so embarrassed honestly what is my life right now like it's so fun but so scary and then we did some pics and they weren't like great like we were like i'm ugly and disgusting and can i just say like i've been to a few events never have i been to an event where i've seen so much perfection i was literally just looking around me like everyone here is just so fucking stunning like and everyone just looked unreal like everyone's outfit was just sick everyone's makeup and hair was just sick i

was like you guys are just fit everyone's just so fit i was like oh my god i'm literally ugly ugly ugly ugly bitch ugly bitch ugly bitch ugly bitch ugly bitch get me out get me out get me out and every time i caught my reflection in the mirror i was like and i was feeling really insecure at the start of the night so and then we start mingling and we get the pics out the way we get the first drink out the way then we start mingling and we get the picks out the way we get the first drink out the way then we're mingling we're bumping into people we know we're introducing each other to the friends that have never met the other friends and and I'm loosey goosey like I'm loosening up I was like you know what I'm feeling good I'm enjoying myself I'm

enjoying myself met some people that I've wanted to meet for a while like you know we've spoken online never actually been to the same event it's like oh my god like everybody always tags me in live hawkins tiktoks and vice versa saying like we look the same and we finally come face to face although my hair color's changed now so we don't really look that similar and it was like twin where have you been so that was fun it was like lots of those moments where it's like, oh my God, yay. Like we finally get to see each other's legs. Like I only ever see your face on TikTok. I've seen your legs now. And yeah, so that was really nice. And then Talia left because she was like, this ain't for me. I've had a nice time, but like, you know, I'm raised, call it a night. And I was like, do you want me to go with you? And she was and she was like no not at all like it makes no difference to me if I go alone or if you come

like you say and enjoy your night so I was like we parted ways that was really sad and then it was just me and Sadie and she helped me a lot with just trying things like I did the fucking glam bar not gonna lie I looked at it and I was like burn it burn it did i say stand there and look stupid no i said burn it okay it was honestly one of them i looked at i was like disgraceful just absolutely why i hate myself hate myself hate myself because sadie is the most photogenic bitch in the world like she does like a hair flip she's like swaying like hand up i'm literally like the most awkward rat you've ever seen and I've learned that when it comes to pictures I feel very uncomfortable like I'm awkward I don't feel

photogenic when it comes to TikTok I'm more I'm just like in my element do you know what I mean um and I realized that that night because me and Sadie had a moment of like should we make some TikToks while we're while we're here and I was shining I was like I'm feeling really confident right now I look absolutely gorgeous but maybe it's because TikTok camera is everyone's best friend you know um I didn't actually think I look fucking gorgeous although nothing wrong with a bit of self-love do you know what I mean let's not make self-deprecation cool here Leah um so yeah I did the stupidest glamour you've ever seen in your life and then we're like outside mingling chatting to people we're back inside having so many chats hi nice to meet you I'm Leah I'm Leah follow me

I follow you back and it was really fun I met some so many nice girls and what I learned is everyone there feels the fucking same not everyone like I said there's a few people that can do this in their sleep and I love that for them but most of us all feel insane we're just like this is so scary but that doesn't make it not fun like just because it was really scary for me I still genuinely had a really nice time and it made me really excited to go to more events and it made me like do you know what I could do this like I had fun and I stayed like pretty much till the end um and do I have any tea there were there were quite a few people chatting if you know what I mean like I could see some flirting going on around that room like a lot of flirting um and I'm not gonna

I'm not gonna spill tea because I will get myself in trouble but yeah you can imagine like at an event like this like there's love islanders there's taoi there's geordie shaw there's tiktok there's instagram there's everyone in that fucking room you can just imagine it can't you girls um and i just felt like a bit of a fly on the wall i was loving life i was like this is juicy i get that juicy juicy and um yeah me and sadie just had a really good time and I I had a moment at the end where I was a bit like oh god like I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed and she's so good because when I say like can we go outside for a minute she's like absolutely let's go even

if she was like talking to someone she'd be like yep sorry gotta go like she's a really supportive friend to have so that really helped me feel more like secure and safe in the environment. And like, yeah, I just really actually genuinely enjoyed myself in the end. If you do want to see my outfit and my white fox carpet pics, they're on my Instagram. People again make me feel like I wasn't the ugliest person in the room. But yeah, then halfway through the night like the first half of the night maybe it's because I was drinking more and more cocktails the first half of the night I was like ugly bitch ugly bitch ugly bitch and then the second half of the night

when I'd like go to the toilet and you like check in in the mirror you might touch up your lips I was like I look quite pretty and I didn't hate what I look like I don't know how that happens like how does that happen how do I go from like ill to like you're actually eating up you actually ate with this outfit girl so yeah that's the 411 you guys I didn't drink that much I had two cocktails and a vodka lime soda that was all I had all night well okay and my two raspberry blue raspberry AUs beforehand but when I was there I had two cocktails and okay and my two raspberry blue raspberry AUs beforehand but when I was there I had two cocktails and a vodka I'm sorry big big fucking slave from me no hangover was totally sober was like on the phone to Jamie the whole way home because we the cab drive was

like an hour so I was in the cab on my own for an hour so I was on the phone to Jamie the whole way home like giving him the 411 like just filling him in on like everyone I spoke to that night and it was just genuinely a really nice night like I had such a good time I loved speaking to all the girls like and just making new friends and I felt like do you know what this is I think this is the adrenaline that I miss in my life because adrenaline is crazy going on a night out saying you get an adrenaline is actually crazy I guess I mean like the hormones the endorphins you know like where I stay at home a lot and I just spend a lot of my time filming and podcasting on my own I miss that human interaction and nerves are good

like anxiety is good sometimes it's like excitement it's you're alive like and I think it's important you know otherwise life just feels really boring so I was like I'm alive I'm alive tonight I'm alive and I really guys had a fucking good time and I loved it you guys but I feel like it's kind of fun like as soon as I woke up the next morning I was like I really want to do a podcast episode like the 411 like the the night out debrief the white fox after dark debrief you know but yeah it was good honestly everyone was there you guys might have seen it on socials I feel like I don't know if it's just because I follow everyone that was there so it felt like everyone was there but like yeah maybe you guys I guess like if you listen to me we tend to follow the

same youtubers tiktokers and stuff so like I'm sure a lot of you did see but yeah like so many people was there and it was it was insane like white fox don't do things by halves like they know what the fuck is up they had london cabs painted in white fox like it was sick i was like wow okay they ate like they really ate and honestly i'm excited to see what other events they do because that was just so good like it was so successful like everything just went really well do you know what I mean like they must have been working so hard behind the scenes for probably ages to get this together and it yeah it's just it just ate hard so that's the 401 one you guys you guys can always count on me to give you the debrief from influencer life because

I'm part-time with that with the scary stuff I do that part-time full-time at home part-time in public um but yeah I definitely want to get Sadie on the pod I'm gonna look into that I feel like she's quite local to me so I feel like I could probably just find like a meeting room somewhere and just meet up with her and we can I can just bring all my equipment and we can get set up and record an episode together because she's single she's in her single era and she has some great fucking stories she has a she has one in particular great story that she was telling me that I know she will tell on the pod and it's juicy and you guys will love it um yeah there's just a few people like Liv I'd love to get Liv on the pod and it's juicy and you guys will love it um yeah there's just a few

people like live I'd love to get live on the pod and there's a few people but I've realized like I think the reason I'm reluctant to guess is because it feels like this is our personal space like Lear on the line feels like me and you guys and yeah it feels personal so I'm like it's not really like a guest vibe do you know what I mean like the brand is me and you like having a bestie chat but and I feel like the only people I probably will ever get on the pod is people that feel like friends already so it's on brand if that makes sense so it's like we're just having another friend involved in our bestie catch up bestie sleepover do you know what I mean and I feel like that just makes sense like people that I'm just genuinely friendly with rather than like someone that's like super famous

that I can just get on the pod so yeah I love you guys that's the that's the debrief I hope you enjoyed I hope you enjoyed the insight because for me like every time I've seen an influencer or social media creator go to these things like they look really easy but I think it's quite interesting to know that like a lot of us go and we're shaking why like we're rattling my legs my legs were rattling in that taxi on the way for a good hour flat they was just rattling straight I was so scared and then I had such a good time so this is also your sign that if you find things really really scary you never know like you could literally just have the best time and it's likely that you will so yeah I love you guys this is your sign to step out of

your comfort zone all right I love you so much I hope you all have an amazing week thank you for listening thank you for being in my company today i loved this little debrief little night out debrief hope you if you're all on your way to work have an amazing day if you're on your way home congrats you did it let's go home let's chill let's relax whatever it is that you've got plans i love you so much whatever is that you're up to today have an amazing day thank you for being in my company thank you so much for having me in yours and i'll speak to you on tuesday for a brand new episode all right i love you bye