Lex Fridman Podcast - #223 – Travis Stevens: Judo, Olympics, and Mental Toughness

Episode Date: September 21, 2021

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The following is a conversation with Travis Stevens, 2016 Olympic Silver Medalist in Judo and one of the greatest American Jidoka ever. But his story is inspiring not because of that Olympic medal, but because of the decades of injury, hardship, incredible battles against the best in the world, wrapping up in close heartbreaking losses at the 2008 and 2012 games, all of which eventually led to that very silver medal in 2016. As we talk about in the podcast, Travis is also someone who is largely responsible for me getting it to Judo, for which I will forever be grateful. He also happens to be now my Judo coach and mentor. I'll release a video of Travis and I doing some judo in a few days. To support this podcast, please check out our sponsors in the description.

As a side note, let me say a few words that I've written down about the Olympic Games and the International Olympics Committee. Visiting family has the t-shirt, but I had to pull away to write and say these words, because this very video was taken down by YouTube as per the request of the IOC. You know it's serious when a Russian takes time away from family, food, and drink. I'm heartbroken to see continued incompetence, greed, and corruption on the part of the IOC in failing to do as the Olympic Charter states to quote, ensure the fullest coverage and the widest possible audience in the world for the Olympic Games.

End quote. I want to give you two facts. First, they do not make most of the videos of the games available for replay anywhere that is accessible, searchable, and discoverable while they're funded by ads or by subscriptions. For example, on YouTube or their own service, it is not available anywhere. Second, in the most absurd violation of the Olympic Charter, they've uploaded all of the videos of the 2012-2016 and the 2020-21 Olympics to YouTube. And they set all of these videos to private. This results in a situation like my 4 hour conversation that you're watching now with

Travis Stevens being taken down due to us including a few seconds of a small video overlay of Travis's epic match against Oli Bischoff in 2012. This is done automatically as per the request of the IOC. I have the video due to having screen recorded it from 2012. Here you have Travis Stevens, an Olympic silver medalist, someone who spent his entire life overcoming injuries, losses, hard weight cuts, periods of no financial or psychological support, culminating in the biggest heartbreak of his

career. In this one match, and this match is available nowhere online, not for free, not for one million dollars. Our showing short clips of it results in the IOC taking it down, not demonetizing it, taking it down, blocking it. The IOC silences this amazing story of Travis Stevens of Heartbreak that eventually led to triumph. And there are thousands of stories like it, stories that are supposed to inspire the

world. To me, and to billions of others, the Olympic Games give a chance to celebrate and to be inspired by the greatest stories of human flourishing in the face of hardship and incredibly long odds, or dominance in the pursuit of perfection at levels previously thought to be impossible. The Olympic Games inspire kids like me, the dream and to work hard to achieve in our own lives, the same moments of magic and greatness, small or big, that the Olympic Games reveal. I believe the members of the IOC are good people, but people who forgot the dream, the fire that was sparked and burned in their hearts when they first saw the Olympics as kids.

They've allowed the gradual corruption of their own human spirit, and thereby have robbed the world of this very fire, the fire of the Olympic torch, the fire that ought to burn in the eyes and hearts of kids watching the Olympics today, daring to dream, daring to be great. Please, please do better. The world needs you, the world needs the Olympic Games. As usual, I'll do a few minutes of As Now, no ads in the middle. I try to make this interesting so hopefully you don't skip. But if you do, please still check out the sponsor links in the description. It is, in fact, the best way to support this podcast. I use their stuff. I enjoy it. Maybe you will too.

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Can we start by maybe you giving a big picture overview of what is Judo to somebody who's like outside the whole spectrum of grappling sports? Yeah, Judo was originated in Japan that was used as a police tactic for self-defense and, you know, subduing people. It's the art of being able to throw somebody to the ground and hold and control the situation. I think it's pretty much evolved since then, though. It's as you include, like include the sport aspect of it, it's grown to be something more and more dynamic and it's gotten away from that.

So the basics is people wear something called a ghee, which I think nicely mimics outdoor clothing, like a jacket. And they start on the feet, and they get to grip each other and the scoring works by the more badass the throw is, the more points you get. And if you throw the person big and hard on their back, you win the match and it's over. And that's called an e-pon. Which is equivalent to a knockout. So I guess there's no knock downs, Gido.

We don't count those. Yeah. They gotta hit their back and they gotta hit it with force. Right. And so there's a huge incentive for the big throws. Yeah. And there's also the drama of somebody catching off guard with a surprise big throw and it's over.

Yep, there's there's two ways of losing really. There's the I saw this coming, right? Like you just you see it, but you can't stop it. And those ones tend to be the ones you can live with. The ones that are like really hard to live with are the ones you never saw coming, right? Because that just shows that that person has really outclashed you. Right. So there's like a set of a small set of throws, maybe you can go through them that are

like you saw coming, but you couldn't do anything about it. And then there's the set of throws that are more like surprises. So first of all, the counters or if you fake one thing and go the other way, then that's a surprise. And it's like, oh shit, you off-balance the person because they think you're going one way and then you go the other way. And then it's this oh shit moment all sudden. Yeah. Your back is just slammed on the ground. One of the one, I mean, you're good of many throws, but one of them is that I think reveals the beauty of judo is the foot sweep. There's something about the off balance and the timing that if you

catch him right, all of a sudden it's like I had the same feeling when it's skydiving, like all of a sudden the ground is not under you anymore. Yeah, and you just you go waitlessness for like a split second and you realize you've lost like all control of your limbs, like it's like zero gravity, right? Like you just, you can't turn, you can't rotate, you can't do much of anything. And then before you know it, you've hit the floor. Yeah. It's a cool feeling when you get thrown because you hope to do that. The same thing to another person is like, you just hit the ground hard because

it's not, you didn't see coming. It wasn't a big throw that got loaded up. It's like all of a sudden, the surprise, and then this feeling, your back just slams, and there's like the air's up. Yeah, and the worst is when you get hit twice with one throw, right? Because sometimes the guy throwing you

didn't expect you to leave either. So you hit, and then that guy comes down like a second and a half later and it's like boom boom. And then the wind has just gone from you. Yeah, those are the worst. And then there's the disappointment. Then the intellectual, the cognitive part comes in where you're like, oh shit, I just lost. Yep. And you don't have like a connection to why Right, it's almost like you've just like you didn't literally get a concussion like you and you understand and remember everything

But you can't figure out how this just happened Right those are the those are the tough ones to deal with actually have you had moments like that Well, you don't understand how it happened you have to watch footage to understand what happened even when you watch it you're just like I don't get it like why wasn't I in a position to stop this? It makes zero sense. Conceptually when you watch it, you're like, I understand how to play defense. I understand. It looks like I'm in a defensive position, but at the end of the day, I still got thrown.

Yeah, you were talking about what is it, a 2008 match. You have a non-traditional gripping style. Yeah. I hear it to say. And then you were going against another right-handed player, and then there was some kind of fake that he did, and then he caught you. Yep. Can you describe the throw you caught you with?

He caught me with a drop sale, but he kind of like, we were engaged, we were looking at each other and we were kind of at like a stalemate, right? He couldn't really advance, I couldn't really advance. And he kind of just let his gaze like wander off to the right like he was looking at something and then I kind of just let his gaze like wander off to the right like he was looking at something and then I kind of like what's over there and then I got thrown. And it's like so first of all for people don't know, sayos sayonagi drop means when you

drop to your knees and sayonagi is one of the fundamental throws of judo. There's just just a handful. But is that actually ever work? I was wondering that about like boxing or Judo. Does the head movement of the person work? Because we're still like kind of dogs at heart. If you look somewhere with a dog, the dog's going to look that direction as well. Does that actually work ever?

It does. But on a greater sense, what you try to do is not necessarily get like a physical reaction of a look, but a lot of security where like they've almost like relaxed for that split second because you've lured them into like a sense of comfort. And then that's when you can strike. So you have this speaking of St. Aguio, you have this gigantic standing St. Aguio. And you have a specific grip. One of our challenges is there's a large number of people that listen to the audio version

of this. So we're going to have to try to describe some of this stuff. I'll do my best to try to describe with words. But you have you grip with your left hand on the lapel of the jacket or like that area. And there's kind of a lean into the person. And I suppose is there a feeling of a lull there that you're trying to get to where you're just, it feels like you're both calmly dancing before you turn your hips and go in for the throw. I'm actually trying to create a sense of weightlessness for my lead leg, which would be my right leg, and a sense of resistance from my partner. So you aren't you both kind of leaning into each other and it creates like an a frame.

Yeah, but when the a frame is held together at the top half, which would be my left hand and their right hand posted on each other's chest, it means our legs are free to move and our hips are free to move. And they're not going to feel your leg move because of the weightlessness. And is there a feeling like for them, is there a feeling like nothing bad can happen here? We're all relaxed. Everything's fine. Yeah.

And then they're standing off at a funny angle. And before they know it, I've spun and my back is on their chest and they can't go anywhere. Yeah. How did you first develop that throw? So for people, it's called epon say naggy, which means your right hand goes under their like armpit area. And that's like a vice that connects you to them. Yeah. And then they get, go on for the ride.

Yep. The interesting thing with the standing one is, as opposed to drop say an Aggie version, the drop say an Aggie you kind of drop under them. And because there's a vice, they're like pulled, pulled under and like over. Yeah. With the standing one, I suppose there's some similar physics, but you're kind of loading them onto your hip. And so they're in the air while you're standing still. There's a sense in which they're like you're lifting

them above where they started. Yes. That's how you get the really big air. Yeah. If obviously if if everything is right. So how did you first develop that? How did you first? I first learned just learning like the very basics of the throw, you know, foot placement, all that kind of stuff. And then, you know, like anything, the basics are nice. But once you get good at the basics, it's very easy to stop. But it gives you a good, like, fundamental platform to learn off of and to expand off of. And then I expanded when I first started watching Koga, the new wind, right? Because he's the one that first like introduced that split hip style, saying, I'll give you that I do. Once I learned that one, I built about eight different variations of sail off that one start position.

That way I could regard this of your defense, I had an answer for a throw. So why that one though? Why can you describe love to me, Travis Doons? Why'd you fall in love with that throw in particular? It it was really a sense of you know one of my shortcomings as a kid like I hate leg day in the gym. I hate it with a passion. I, if you ask me to do a squat, I'll get it done, but I will bitch and moan every step of the way. I hate it. I remember one time I was at the gym with my trainer

and he goes, okay, we're gonna do front squats and I want you to put 225 on the bar and I was like, I can't do that. And he was like, what do you mean you can't do that? And I go, I physically, I can't do that. And he was like, what do you mean you can't do that? And I go, I physically, I can't do that. And he was like, are you serious? And I go, yeah. So he didn't believe me. We put 225 on the bar and I bottomed out. And then he was like, okay, let's go down to 185 and I was like, I can't do that. I just, that's not happening.

You probably couldn't strengthen wise. You just refused. I just mentally, I cannot wrap my head around like this ain't happening. I'm not doing it. So I ended up with like, principal, 95 pounds on the bar. I got you at a front squat. No problem. By the way, bodyweight squats are rough too. So logically. So yeah, I just when it comes to my legs, like, I want no part of like, like pressing single leg squats, split squat, any of that won't know part of it. So you think like the more traditional variants of saying I'll give you a choir, you two.

Have that leg strength. Yeah. That mass. Like when you watch Japanese judo players, like they're thighs and their hips, they're thick. Like they got a lot of power there. So you're almost like always dropping a little bit into a squat position.

Well, the for my never. No, no, no, not you, sorry. For the traditional ones. Yeah. And my never. No, no, no, not you, sorry. For the traditional ones. Yeah. And so the split hip, the split hip actually allows me to keep my legs straight. And the farther I split my legs,

the lower my center of gravity goes. Now I don't need my legs. Yeah. Perfect. Love it. Let's do it. So that's the way you're thinking. OK.

But the interesting thing about it is because, as I mentioned to you, I've gotten to judo after first watching you in the Olympics and then watching Koga as well. And so you start imitating the people you foresee and then you take it to judo coaches and they're like, no, no, no, no, that's the wrong way to do it. And it happens all the time.

It drives me nuts, drives me nuts. I was in Poland one time, teaching a camp. And I had two coaches, anti-coaching, telling their kids not to do say, oh, the way I do it, because it never works. Yeah, it's crazy. How do you have the fortitude and the guts to just go on with the throw that's not traditional,

the aberiant that's not traditional? If you think about it, you know, from a very basic like root of it, there's a philosophy and a mentality of judo of how the throws work, right? There's a mechanical structure there of like, this makes sense. If I follow that principle, I can do anything I want. Nothing else matters. As long as we follow those core principles. So in the early days, even then, you were able to think in your own. Yeah. And I was able to develop a pattern for my foot placement based on my opponent's height because the number one thing any judo coach will tell you is you need your center gravity below the others

Well now I now I know exactly where to put my feet because The shorter you are the bigger the split because the lower I need to get the taller you are the less of a split I need Is there something you could say about Fundamental principles of Judo? Is there over all that time, not over 20 years that you've been doing Judo? It's not approaching 30, is it? Yeah, it's going there. It's getting there.

Okay. We're couple years away this. Is there some like principles that have emerged? Like you said, you have your center of gravity below there. Is there other kind of both on the gripping side, the footwork side, leverage, anything you can speak to? There's some that have whisked to like time. Like you have to be able to get below their center of gravity

because you have to be able to rotate below their center of gravity because you have to be able to rotate them around their center of gravity. And then the other one is that was always a principle when I was growing up and I didn't change until later on in my career was you have to be able to pull. You need to be able to pull to get them off balance. But when you think about that statement as a whole, it ended with they have to be off balance. I don't need the pull to get you off balance. I just need you off balance. And when you think about it that way, it allows you to open up the doors to what do I need to do to get you off balance? I could push pull, I could flinch, I could fake, and you could put yourself in your own off-balance state.

Right? When you think about people who wrestle, right? If I fake shoot, it causes you to over lean forward, which means you're off-balance. There's no pull, there's no push, there's no nothing. I just get a reaction that leaves the opportunity in the door open for an attack. And that off-balance could be very subtle. balance could be very subtle. Could be very subtle. And the better you get and the more skilled you get, the less subtle it is. So we should also mention that there is something called forward throws where you throw the person,

you know, they're gonna fly facing forward. They're gonna fly forward. And then backward throw is, they're gonna fly facing forward. They're gonna fly forward. And then backward throw is they're gonna fly back. Yep. And then there's a lateral, you know, they actually go sideways over like a cartwheel almost. Okay. So the forward throws, there's the one we've been talking about, which is say naggy. And there's a bunch of different variants. Ipan, Marota, say naggy. There those drop in their standing versions of them. And that all, I don't know if there's a way to summarize it, but that's as clean as getting your center of gravity under there as it gets.

And then the rest is just gripping variations. Yep. I guess it's all gripping variations on all of these throws. And then there is, in terms of forward throws, there's the other big one in competition is Uchimata, which is, I don't know, we can try to explain that one. But it ends up being where you're standing on just one of your feet and the other one is up in the air. I don't know if you put in that same category Haragoshi like

Those kinds of throws where you kind of a little bit single-footed And so there's two-footed techniques and then there's single-footed. Yeah, oh Goshi where it's like You're doing a mix between the Uchimata and the Sanagi. Yep. It's a hug. You hug a person and then you turn your hips around such that you're now hugging facing the same direction. When it comes to forward throw, there's regardless of the name of the throw or the gripping variation that you're using, the whole principle is how do I get this person

to do a forward roll and mid-air and land on their back. The more of a forward roll I can get, the bigger the score. If I get like a quarter of a turn where like you land on your side and you don't go over your back, it's a half-score. But they all require me to get you to do that forward rolling action. So just if you think of one person, if they do this nice leap forward and they do a roll and they're back nicely rolls over the ground, you're trying to do the exact same thing with you connected to them. Well, and if it's nice and it's smooth, it's probably not a full score. It needs to have like somewhat of a violent impact. Right? So if you think of a drop, say an agi, if I'm moving too slow and you still roll over your shoulders

and there's no direct impact, it's only a half score. Right. They want the force. The force, the violence, it's good. Okay. So then in terms of backward throws, the traditional ones, there's stuff where you trip them from outside their body like a soda gari.

It's a trip where you hook your leg onto their leg and you trip them, but your hook goes outside of their legs. And then there's the trips from inside their body. There's a one-footed, called kuchigari, and then the other's, oh, chigari, it doesn't matter. The most important thing is outside and inside. And then there's like, I don't even know how you throw them sideways, except foot sweeps.

And then there's the foot sweeps where you can sweep one of their legs from out of them, or both their legs at the same time. And like we're talking about, this kind of is when timed perfectly, it's effortless for everybody involved. And the ending, like you said, is big dramatic and violent. Yeah. Is there other kind of, oh yeah, there's a sacrifice techniques. There's a bunch of them, and ultimately the variations have to do with gripping, but you're basically you, the attacker, fall onto your back, sticking your legs somewhere onto their

body, which is this full-crumb over which they fly and do that same kind of roll. You basically sacrifice your back to the mat in order to throw them into that circular pattern so they hit their back. Sometimes we use a foot, sometimes we don't. And so we should probably say, it's okay for you to go onto your back as long as you're clearly demonstrating control over the other person's body. Correct. You can't go to your back in the same direction

that your opponent is trying to put you to your back. You have to go the other way. Or you have to initiate you going to your own back. Like clearly. And then there's all the counters, which almost kind of have a whole group of their own. Even though they have echoes of the same types of techniques, it seems like they're their own whole thing. Yeah, but they follow the same principles. It's just most counters.

Like if you wanted to counter an Uji Mata, for example, you're trying to throw me in a summer salt over my right shoulder. Therefore, I would counter you by throwing you over your left shoulder. It goes in the opposite shoulder direction, but in the same summer salt idea. And there used to be, I already forget at this point, forget the years, but it might be 20 before the 2012 Olympics, or they banned, uh, you used to be allowed to grab legs in the same way you do in wrestling. So you have basically all the techniques you would have in wrestling available to you if

you would like. It's just that some of the techniques in wrestling are not that effective for getting your opponent to their back. Wrestlers want to take the other person down in any way possible and have control. Judah wants to take you down like we said in a big fashion where your back slams on the ground Yeah, it has to be to the back a lot of wrestling take downs happening because they get behind them Yeah, and then they they part air out. Yeah, so But the judo band all touching of the legs Which is very dramatic change at the sport, but I got more 2012.

After, it was after, it was. In 2012, so 2008, I fought the games and everything was free. In 2012, we could only touch the legs as a defensive action or in response to an attack. So I could try to throw you with a normal throw and then when you try to counter I could grab you like right so there had to be a secondary technique and didn't like didn't they disqualify on a first offense first offense was a direct disqualification which happened at the 2012 games to the 57 Brazilian who won in 16. She was de-cute and I think the quarters.

And it was like, I wouldn't say it was blatant as much as I don't think the act changed the outcome of the match. Had they not disqualified her? So that's not that dramatic. And by the way, you say 57 that refers to weight divisions and that's in kilograms and kilograms is the measure of weight that the rest of the world uses and that saves us not. So and there's we should say the divisions for for guys. I don't know what the 70 I don't know the lower level 60 60 66 73 and 81 90 100 and heavy weight which has no ceiling.

No ceiling. As we talked about. As we talked about. Yeah, it is important distinction. And you competed most of your career at 81 kilograms. All of it. You never did 73. I never did 73.

But you had to cut big for 81 anyway, especially the end of my career. Yeah Okay, I Overly grew into the division. What's I'm trying to remember is that about 180 pounds 178.6 I think and you have to weigh in with the the the key. No, nothing You're not allowed to wear anything except for your underwear. It's a good fusion digitusing digits. That's right. That's right. That's right. That's which is very nice. Okay. So we would just say we covered most of the throws in no. So if there's the forward and the backward, there's the sacrifice throws and the counters.

Yep. And then there's the leg grabs. And we should say for the leg grabs that were effective, it's like The big pickups where you just kind of pick them up and try to figure out once they're in the air What the heck to do with their body to get them to the ground? You just kind of figured out as you go. I think the really nice one that Was to me heartbreaking as a fantasy go is I guess what's called the fireman's carry which is you know it does lead to judo like beautiful throws and the fact that that was gone is that one I missed a little bit but then a bunch of people I guess came up with the variance where you don't need to grab the leg. It's definitely not as effective as being able to grab it, but I'm also on the side of

the fence having competed in all three. It was definitely better for the sport to remove it as a whole. It's probably good to cover sort of the whole spectrum of rules of Gido. There's groundwork, so you do all the stuff on the feet where you're trying to murder each other with a giant throw. But then, you know, if the throw doesn't succeed, you go to the ground and you stand a ground for some amount of time, like shorter amount of time, you have to move quickly, you have to be attacking. And two of the ways you can win is similar to people who do jiu-jitsu as you can submit them, chokes, arm breaks, all that kind of stuff, no footlocks.

And you can also pin them. Which is get around their legs and this is very, no, it's not like wrestling. You have to actually get around their legs and pin them in jiu-jitsu is called side control amount, all kinds of ways that doesn't involve their legs. Yeah, and they pin them for like whatever, 20 seconds, 25 seconds. Yeah, 20 seconds now. I think the distinction is their back has to be facing them at, you have to be past their legs and your chest

has to be on the same plane as theirs. Yeah. So it doesn't have to necessarily be on top, but it has to be on the same plane. Yeah. And all of this is, I think, different sports of different versions of this, but it's like an approximation of what dominance looks like. Yeah.

So pin and wrestling is dominating your opponent, presumably if you were in a street fight, that position allows you to then do a lot of damage. Obviously, submissions is dominant because you're breaking their arm or choking them to unconscious. And then obviously, the throw, which is not often talked about, but like if you talk about a street fight situation, a throw is like the best way to murder somebody. Like this could end anyone's life. Yes. It's terrifying actually. So, okay, so these are all elements of dominance. So, going back to set of principles, you were mentioning getting your center of mass under theirs, which I think applies for type of,

like the forward St. Nagathro's, is there other stuff? I was going to mention off balance. Yeah, there's the off balance one where you can either pull to get an off balance or you can give way to the force, which can also lead to an off balance. You can amplify somebody's force to, so for example, if you push me, you expect a certain reaction that you're ready for. But if you push me and I pull you, now you didn't expect that much force coming out of you. Therefore, you're off balance.

The thing that's distinctly recognizable about Judo is like when done at the highest level, like, it seems effortless when the big throw happens. Yeah. Like, that's just, there's no other sport like it in the combat sports where it's like, when the timing is right, everything's just perfect. I think you get that out of my mate and boxing sometimes when this is a knockout.

Yeah. Perfect strike, just like, but it's not just like a hard hit It's like it's almost like the with Conor McGregor and Aldo for example when you just catch him just right and that you didn't look like you hit him that hard Yeah, but you hit him just right. Yeah, and then you get to see this all the time in judo It's fascinating and so the beginning part of that is because there's a jacket, there's also this whole thing that you're master of, which is gripping. Yep.

So is there something you can say about, are there some fundamental principles of gripping that you can speak to? And like, what the hell is gripping? Gripping is having the ability to hold your opponent in such a way where you have the ability to be offensive and also the ability to be defensive at the same given time. And it's a distinction because I can hold you in such a way where I might be able to feel offensive, but if you can take up purely defensive grip and then I can't be offensive, we are no longer gripping. We are holding each other. Right. Right. So like that would be the act of being able to grip is to be in a situation where

you have me and I have you and I can play both offense and defense at the same time where you can only play defense. So Donard talks about like digits of that way, not that way, but maybe you can see if there's a distinction. So you have a set of weapons, the other person has a set of weapons. You want to sort of maximize the use of your weapons and shut down the set of weapons that they have. You see gripping the same way on the feet. I do if we want to include body positioning with our gripping.

Right. Because I can give you any grip you want, and you still can't throw me. Because I can put myself in a position that nullifies your ability to use those grips in a successful way. And those, we just say the hips are critical to that or is it everything? hips shoulders chin position head position. You know, the angle of your foot. Yeah. Yeah. Where you lean? Wow. Okay. And so, and there's a bunch of places you can grip. Obviously, if people

like kind of think of a jacket, like there's a bunch of places you can grip their interesting. So you can grip on the collar, you can grip on interesting. So you can grip on the collar, you can grip on the sleeves, you can grip like the elbow joint, and then you could do those bad ass like Eastern European Georgian, over the back, over the opposite sides of the heads, the Koreans that grab on one side around the head with their hands together. Yeah, there's something really nice about just those, I mean, especially George just could throw in that hand. Yeah. Just over the person and just, you're not actually gripping a belt or anything, you're gripping just the entirety of like, as opposed to being all

nice. So I'm going to grab this part of the jacket, this part of the jacket, you just like taking the whole fucking jacket. It and just launching somebody. For those people that can't picture judo, think about it in like, if you understood like what a boxing match looks like, and you thought about that as like traditional gripping, when you throw like a Russian grip over the back, that's more like a hockey fight.

Like I'm just grabbing you and we're just gonna, we're gonna be throwing punches left and right because when we have that grip, somebody has to get thrown. Yeah, there's no, we don't walk around with this grip. It's go time. Once somebody throws it.

To me, as a fan and sort of amateur practitioner, there's two styles of Olympic level judo. One is where you're trying not to get thrown, and the other is where you're trying to throw. More specifically, when you're trying not to get thrown, there's like the strategy that you're using gripping to nullify their offense and all those kinds of stuff. You're being very clever and strategic

and all that, you know, maybe using conditioning. And then there is people who just like step in the pocket and they don't almost don't care if they're getting thrown because they have the confidence that they're going to throw first. Yep. And those like, there's a clear distinction between the people that do one or the other. And I think both can be done extremely successfully at the highest level. It's just like obviously you admire the people that step in the pocket. And I think when you look at the people who do judo the best, like we want to talk about like the top 10% of the people who had competed the games, they do both.

And they do both really well, but they favor one. Because if you look at a player like Lutipotiliani of Georgia, for example, there's a guy that stands in the pocket. But we can find numerous occasions where he's hustled some people for like a short period of time to get out of scenarios to elongate the match to make somebody tired. So you want both sides of the coin, but you better pick the one that 80% of your

strategy is going to be built around. Sorry for the romantic question, but I talked to Dan Gabel, and he always looked to the Russians as the artists in wrestling. And he always wants to be an artist. But I think he's known for being that sort of guts aggression, mental toughness guy, but he always was drawn to the artistry of wrestling. It's hard to know when you just watch you, because it looks like you're aggressive and you got the guts and the mental toughness. But there's also obviously a master of technique, which would you lean towards in terms of what accounts for your success and just the way you approach Judo? Is it the guts,

the aggression, the mental toughness, or is it the master of technique, the artistry. My mood would be my aggressiveness if I'm going to pick those two areas. But I think there's a third area in there that I would put myself in where I'm more of a strategist. I look at all of my opponents and all I ever see is their faults and the way I do judo is built around their faults And it's just I put myself in scenarios where I don't even know how I'm gonna win

But what I've done in those scenarios is I've made it very difficult for you to win And then I figure out the rest as I go Like how do you study an opponent? Are there bins you can put them in? Like, there's a lefty in the righty or... Yep. That's kind of stuff. How many bins are there in Jito, you might?

That you put your opponents in? Yeah, there's probably about 20. There's like certain players who you could put in a category of like, they're only good for the first, you know, two-thirds of the match. After that, they turn into a different player where they're either falling into a sense of panic or uncertainty, and you can, if you were to take a video clip of, let's say, Church's Billy, right, the Georgian Ibeat, in the Olympic semi. He's somebody that would beat you in the first three minutes. And if you clipped out all of his matches

and you only watched the first three minutes of every match, you would see one style. If you found all the matches where he got taken into the last minute and he wasn't winning by a major score. You would see a completely different fighter. And so going into like my Olympic semi, I put him into that category of like,

I wanna get to this guy, because this guy is beautiful. The trick is, how do you get there? How do you get there? And by the way, we're talking about the 2016 Olympics where you got won the silver medal, you're a part of three different Olympics. But the cardio aspect of it, have you faced exhaustion often in your matches where you have to go deep and go like past?

Yeah, but that's not from the judo side of it. That's from like I did a very bad job of making weight. There's always the way cut. Yeah, it's always the way cut. And I think people really struggle with that. They blame cardio and training and everything else. But when it really comes down to it, like we trained for an hour and a half, two hours, twice a day. How are you tired after five minutes? Right. It becomes into a mental struggle, your anxiety, your stress, your lack of belief in yourself, or in my case, sometimes it's poor nutrition.

Sometimes I had one, two many McDonald's meals. It just, it happens. Okay, so let's talk about weight cutting real quick. So I've seen weight cutting break some of the toughest fighters wrestlers, grapplers, ever, like burnout break, like where they make someone to quit the sport. So this is what people don't often talk about, but mentally it's one of the hardest things, especially when you're doing it kind of wrong because it becomes a mental war.

So you competed, like you said, your whole career at 81 kilograms. You walked around at 88, 89. So about 15 pounds, sometimes 20 pounds over that give it take. And so what was your process like mentally and physically? First of all, maybe you can comment on when the weigh-ins are relative to the matches. And then what was your process leading like a week ahead, a day ahead, an hour ahead, minutes ahead of the weigh-in?

Man, everyone varies tremendously because we're not like most sports because you're dropped off in foreign countries with who knows what right some places have sauna some places have treadmills. I went to a place one time in China in the middle of winter where the roads were frozen with ice and we had to use our hotel rooms because it was you couldn't sweat outside because it was too cold. use our hotel rooms because you couldn't sweat outside because it was too cold. And every one of my Olympics, the weight cut was different, just given my mass. When I went to 2008, I was probably like 82, 83 kilos walking around. So weight cutting wasn't a thing for me. In London, we actually weighed in the morning of.

So weigh-ins were at like 6 a.m. And the Olympics were always beneficial to me because they actually don't start until like 10 or 11. So, you actually were able to recover. We're on the circuit, you would weigh in at 6 a.m. And the competition started at 8 a.m. And it's like, well, I was cutting weight at 5 a.m. And most of it, for people who are not familiar, but maybe you can also correct me. Most of it you're really just getting the water out of your system.

It was water point. Yeah. That's like 24 hours before even. So you can hour before. But yeah, but like leading up to it. And have you eaten the day before? Do you try to minimize the amount of food in your system? My way cutting process was a little bit different

than the most people because I like to eat. I'm not the type of person that believes your athletic career is determined by your nutrition. Right, I don't believe that. I think some sports are built that way, but when it comes to combat sports, you know, your ability to knock somebody out, has nothing to do with whether you had a cheeseburger or a salad. My ability to throw you is not determined by that. I may be able to perform better because I've eaten a certain way, I may be able to perform better because I've eaten a certain way, but not enough to justify an entire diet change.

Your body is built, and my body is built to operate with certain things that I've had in my system for years. Yeah, I think I'm with you, but I also believe that there's a mental aspect. So if you're surrounded by people that tell you diet matters, then if your diet is off, you're going to believe you're going to be off because the people around you tell you your diet should be good. So yeah, I think it's the same. I've had an argument with Matthew Walker who's a sleep scientist about sleep.

And it's like, if you believe sleep is essential, it's essential to get eight hours of sleep every single night perfectly. Then you're going to be very stressed when you don't get it. And then I think you will negatively affect the stress will negatively affect your longevity and all kinds of aspects of your life. If you actually just learn to truly listen to your body, become a scientist's fear on body, sleep and food, it might end up that it will be the eight hours a night or whatever, but it might be something else. And probably die here. I remember when I was meeting with the USOC nutritionist after London, it was probably around

2014, I think. And when we had our team meeting at the beginning of the year and I was talking to him, he was talking about the nutrition plans that he could put us on. And I was like, time out. I've done the USOC thing, like I've done the koo koo so I've done the lemon in my water. I go and full shit. The koo koo's. The koo's? The koo's? Oh boy. Like there was just because there's like a cookie cutter plan, right? And I was like, look, here's what I want you to do. I go, I'll listen to you, but you're going to walk into the 7-11 across the street from the USOC and if you can't buy it in that 7-11, it's not on my plan.

I go because I go to places where the only thing I can eat is brinkels and a snickers more. I've done that. Like I flown to Azerbaijan, stayed in a hotel where the restaurant is closed. USAGito hasn't paid for the meal plan and the only thing that's available is the thing across the street. So you were eating Pringles before fighting a grand slam event while cutting 20 pounds. And this thing goes well. Yeah. I just give you the visual of that.

That's some like, that's the Marocky shit. Okay. Build me a nutrition plan. Go for it. Because I'm not paying my own way to travel with 14 days of food. Right. I mean, that's one of the magic of your whole career and also judo. I mean, I'm sorry to say, of course you want athletes to be super rich and super well

funded from an athlete perspective and the sport to be popular and managed in an ultra-component way, but as a fan, as a fan, it's fun to watch somebody like you who's exceptionally driven have to suffer in all these different interests. But it's only suffering if you expect the other side. I don't expect it. I accept it for what it is,

which is why I write off nutrition for athletes. Right. Because it can be done without it as long as, you know, to what you said before, like, you don't believe you need it. Some people believe they need it. The mind getting your mind right is the most important thing. You know what I believe I need? What's that? A snickers bar when I'm tired. I want a little bit of sugar makes me feel better. We want me to see you. What are you going to do? Yeah, so I just love the the visual of you eating a stink. But that's what that's became, but that became part of my nutrition plan.

When the US OC guy wrote my nutrition plan, I was eating a burrito bowl with brown rice, white meat chicken, black beans, guacamole, cheese, two chocolate chip cookies, and a diet coke. This is like Chipotle. It was below co, but same concept. Same concept. Because it's two chocolate chip cookies. Because I needed the sugar. I was 88 kilos when I stepped on the scale at 6.3% body fat. Now I gotta make 81.

You're not? What? Really? Yeah. And the USOC was like, hey, you can't fight 81 anymore. You have to fight 90s. And I go, I'm already into the quad, I'm not changing. I go, build me a plan where I can do this,

and now we have to have an acceptable weight cut. Like, it's just, what do you want me to do? I'm not the IJF, I can't just change the fact that it takes two years to qualify. I know where I'm at, I know what I have to go through, and I accept the consequences. It is what it is, we won't. All right, so what was the process?

I mean, can you speak to, so you wake up early in the morning, the day of the weigh-ins a few hours before? Technically, my weight cut never started until I got off a plane and to a hotel. And how many hours, three days? So it's a three day cut. It's a three day cut. Mentally you're thinking of it that way. Yep. And then you're still eating.

I eat every day. And then like what do you load up on water? Maybe as you start and then, or the water stops. It's just, it is what it is. So you, I mean mean it's a slow You're not actually like sweating all three days. Yeah, but then it's like torture to sleep For the process

Are you able to sleep sometimes it depends See your dehydrated further for the dehydrated with six seven percent body fat Trying to lose 10 pounds. I even developed a way to drink water out of a bottle where I don't drink anything, but I feel like I have Swishing it was the no so like I take like a bottle of water and like if we were to like to draw a line on it I would tip it and I would go like this, I'd go. And you would draw that line, but like, I've drink now water for 20 seconds or whatever it is. And I feel I get the fix. Yeah. Brain told me I got there. No problem. That's amazing, man. You just just your mind's a very powerful tool and

the problem a lot of people have is they don't accept the reality of the situation. They bitch about the reality of the situation. I just First of all, you could always quit, right? Yep. So, like, you're not, that's the way. Never, never, never. You can, you can perform poorly. You can't miss weight.

Don't miss weight. Don't miss weight. Because you, you can always win regardless of how bad the way cut is. You can never win if you miss weight. But your, your brain is also really good, maybe not your brain. But I know my brain, I think most people's brains are good at generating. The more desperate things become, the better it's generating excuses. So what were you doing with your mind that resulted the you never missing weight.

The plan. So like I said, like my weight cut would never start until I got to the hotel because I didn't check my weight the morning of. I didn't check my weight when I got there. I just while I'm traveling, I'm doing things at like a minimal level, but I'm never not giving myself something I'm craving. If I'm thirsty, I'm drinking a diet coke. If I'm hungry, I'm buying a snack, or I'm buying a sandwich. I am. And I accept the consequences when I get there. And then when I get there, if I step on the scale, and it says 88 kilos, I instantaneously know exactly what it's gonna take to be 81.

And then you just follow a robot, follow a very specific process. Yep. And then, I mean, because there's a lot of seconds in three days, seconds and minutes, and I just know exactly what it takes from my body. I know exactly what a one hour gym workout wearing a sauna suit is going to take. I know exactly what I'm going to lose on day one.

I know exactly what I'm going to lose on day three because they're not the same. I can instantly look at a hotel, decide is there a bathroom sauna gym temperature the gym Access to the gym and when it is Access to the judo mats my training partners the roads versus street lights the weather outside I can take a look at that environment and say this is my weight This is weigh-ins and instantaneously in my head. There's a plan to make weight and you have a sense of how much sweat adds up to 10 pounds. How much sweat plus time, yeah, just, and I make sure in my plan, all of my meals and how much water I need in between

is allocated to still make weight because you have to eat or drink during that time. Are you incorporating like mental exhaustion into this? That doesn't exist. So it doesn't. Oh, it doesn't. Do you like meditators? What did the thoughts come, especially three days?

We're not talking about four hours of suffering. I'll tell you this has broken some of the toughest people in the world. The hardest way could I ever had. The hardest one. I fought Pan Am Games in 2015 in Edmonton, Canada on a Wednesday and I won. So I've made weight on Tuesday. I fought on Wednesday where I had to weigh in 5% of my weight class, so 84 kilos. On Wednesday I was 84 kilos. I got on a plane on that Wednesday night and landed Friday morning in

Sochi. Okay, so I've traveled now. I got on the scale. All my bags got lost. Everything. So somehow I flew from there to here, no bags, and I threw all of my stuff in my bag I wore sandals one pair of pants and a t-shirt on the plane because I was like I'm just tired. I just fought like I don't even want to carry it I don't care. What are the odds that I get there? My bags are gone. Yeah very low very low Sure enough. It's gone. I get all the way to Sochi, I check into the hotel. There's one sauna. Guess what? You have to reserve it. And you're only allowed to reserve it for an

expiry date time. Guess getting a small tangent. When you phone out your bags are gone. This is something I'll often think about. There's like people that are helping you. I like that. This is something I'll often think about. There's like people there helping you, right? Like this is a person in a report who goes, yep, oops, just like that. And then the person at the hotel who tells you that you have to reserve the sauna and looks at you like you're, yep, they don't care that you've been suffering. They don't, they don't even understand why you need it. Yeah, like why? oh, you know, oh, this, like,

like this little kid reserved for five hours or something to block it off. Or say, I'm sorry. Is there frustration that gets in there? Are you just accept reality? Don't even hinder on like the things you can't change. Cause the second you get frustrated, the second you think you can change it, you'll hop on it.

And that breaks most men. That little thing in the back of their mind thinking, all like, what if? There's no what if, like, there's only right here right now. It doesn't work, it doesn't work, let's just quickly of interact with at the highest level, think like that, they don't linger on the, no, it's like the next thing. Yeah, it's just like, if you wanna do something great,

hard stuff is gonna keep happening to you, and if you're gonna let that affect you, you're not ever gonna do the great thing. It's fascinating actually. Like that's the one skill you have to learn. Elon Musk is great at this, constantly dealing with emergencies. Okay, okay's fascinating actually. I think that's the one skill you have to learn Elon Musk is great at this constantly dealing with emergencies. Okay. Okay, this happened. What's the next step? Yeah Except it's not that big of a deal every problem has a solution. Yeah Yeah, and if I can't solve it, it's not my problem

You know me do exactly. So what so so I get sandals get this I get to the hotel Yeah, I check in. I don't even know about the sauna yet. I go, I need to find a clothing store. I'm in the middle of Russia. I open up Google Maps and I'm like, sports store. I find an Adidas sports store in the middle of Sochi, Russia, right? I spend like $500 on like average sweats, no plastics, no nothing, and no running shoes

cause they don't have any. What's the temperature outside? Is it cold? It was kinda like spring-ish, so it wasn't cold, but it wasn't hot. So you still need a lot of layers, preferably. You would need a lot of layers just to cut the amount of weight I'm about to tell you

I have to cut because after I bought that stuff that next morning, and mind you, it's a Friday. It's a Friday morning. I go to the venue where we have the mats open to train, and I step on the scale. And then second bat tar of Mongolia goes, oh, pretty good. You're almost there. And I go, no, I'm no, I stepped on the scale at almost 94 kilos. And I looked at him and I was like, I'm 81. And he went, good luck.

You're almost there. Yeah. For the next way class above. Oh, this is on a Saturday or Sunday. Friday morning. No, no, sorry. Friday morning, the competition is one Sunday, Sunday. A way in Sunday. Okay. All right.

Like, slowly grab. I throw on all my layers and there's one other person with me there, Kalita, who's my girlfriend at the time. Now my wife, we start doing judo. Cause I'm like, this will be the easiest way to knock off, like three or four kilos. Well, it's cold, I have no ghee, and I'm working out with a female.

I can't get like overly physical to like really get my muscles going to really break that sweat, because she has to compete in a day or two. She's not a training partner. You can't just use this person. I stepped on the scale. I was 91 kilos. So I went, well, I was a nice dent, but like, I work out.

Yeah, I go, that's not going to fly. So sure enough, the clothes are now ruined. They didn't help me lose any extra weight. So I go back to the hotel and I start reserving the sauna. Do you know how hard it is to lose that much weight in a sauna by yourself? So it's hard on many levels, but one of them is just mental. Yeah. You're sitting in heat heat and you're not doing anything. Like if there had been a bike or like the sauna was big enough to use a jump rope or you could do some sort of activity

But you just sit and you stew and you're there mentally At one point during the weight cut I actually had my mouth on the bottom part of the door where there was a little gap And my legs up on the benches and collieta holding the door So that it didn't open so I couldn't open it so that I could lean against that thing and have fresh air because I was like, I was struggling. And we're talking about how many hours is that? Hours.

And then the thing is, is because you have to reserve the sauna, I can't even take like a 30 minute break because the sauna is not going to be mine in an hour. Which means you have to use the sauna in the heat for that a lot of time period. And I hate sauna. That is always my last resort. I will use a bath, I will train, I will run, I will jump rope. Sauna is like, oh, let me do that for 10 minutes after all of my gym workouts. Just to keep the sweat going while I stretch and cool down. That's never like the, hey, I'm going to do five 10 minute sessions because I need to lose two kilos. That is never the plan.

Yeah. But I mean, I've done plenty of son of a way cuts to know I can't even imagine what you went through. Yeah. The seconds slow down. That's one way to achieve immortality is like, the time slows down to like a stop. And you're let the lonely thoughts. You can't do anything just like you said. You can't. There's nothing worse than sitting in that kind of heat

for 10, 15 minutes. Yeah. And then you walk out and you're not even sweating. Yeah. There's nothing worse than that. And maybe if you weigh yourself, which you probably shouldn't be doing, because it'll break you, you haven't lost anything.

Yep. And I was weighing myself every time, because I only get breaks when I was hitting weight allotments. So if I could lose point three in 10 minutes, I'd give myself a break, but I had to hit certain numbers. Because I only have the sauna for a certain amount of time. And I remember one time I went downstairs to get my key to the sauna and the Japanese team and reserved it and took it from me. Because the guy didn't put my name on the list when I called down to get the sauna.

So I lost an entire session that I had to get made up towards the later part of the day, because I still have no running shoes. session that I had to get made up towards the later part of the day because I still have no running shoes. And then sure enough, my bag show up 30 minutes after weigh-ins. Great. That's like the universe is kind of giving you a little wink there. I think like, because so few people do this way cut at this high of a level, people don't realize because people get a sense of how hard it's to run 200 miles in a desert Like they because they go outside here in Texas. You can run five miles. Oh, it's hard

But like the way cut is really I Can you so you just like how did you do it? Just fucking not refusing to you have to make weight you have to make way and you just, like, how did you do it? Just fucking not refusing to... You have to make weight. You have to make weight. You just, that's... I am astounded when I hear like... UFC plighters like, miss weight.

Right? Like, when Jaden Cox missed weight at the Olympic trials, I was like, at least his was understandable because he missed the actual weigh-ins. He didn't, he wasn't like not on weight. But when UFC fighters like, miss weight, I'm like, how did that happen? You clearly like gave up a long time ago. There were times where I was like,

well, I can't do this. There have been times where I've been in a sauna suit wrestling with a training partner who's probably 60 kilos who fought earlier that day to lose point three. Did lose point three. Like are you considering your mortality in this moment? Like aren't you thinking you're going to die?

Because it's severe dehydration. You could damage your body. Are you thinking about any of this? Or is it just... Man. Okay, yes. Let's see. I'm on the other level, too, like I've been in Belgium, right?

Belgium, there used to be a B level tournament and the tournament used to go on. And because I was always on the heavier side, like 81 fights on the second day, which is the heavyweight day. Weins were always at like, let's say 2 p.m. the day before for that tournament. Well, there was a sauna at the tournament. I remember like being in the sauna and like, oh, I'm 80.9 kilos. Wands aren't for three hours. Fuck it. I'm going to have lunch. Because I, I mentally understand that what I eat right now is going to fuel me for tomorrow. So I don't want to skip it.

I have the time to put it into my system and still lose it. So it's like a computer program. You're running through the process. You have an, I get it, but like that all relies on your ability to be, to get it back off. Yeah, I mean, but also just like go through this process, which is painful.

It's like those monks who meditate while sitting in a fire kind of thing. Yeah, it's really interesting. Is there other people that are critical to this or this all internal to you? Are there people that everybody has their own way of doing it? Some people don't cut that much. Some people can't wake cut it all. Right? They would rather have been like 83 kilos fighting 90. Then, you know, be 83 kilos fighting 81. So why did you never move up to 90? What's your sense? Is it from your deep understanding of your own judo and like the judo opponent who would face at 90 and 81 because 81 is probably the hardest if not the second hardest division in the history of judo compared to 73 and

81 you know when I was a kid like I Always wanted to be like the middleweight Olympic champion, like the 81 kilo Olympic champion. When I was in high school, I made a decision when I was trying to make weight for 73. I was like, I was cutting weight for 73, like I was cutting weight at the end of my career. Right, and I was like, I'm just gonna bag it. I'm gonna accept the fact that I may not make

a junior world team, I may not make this team, but I'll grow into the division. So when I'm a senior player, like I'm ready to go and I'll naturally be stronger, there's an understanding of like a growth process when you move up a way class. Most people can't just, oh, I'm gonna fight 90s and I'm gonna win because I won in 81.

The style of judo is different, how you move is different, how they do things is different. There's like a learning curve that goes into it. And because the weight cut didn't really happen until I was getting ready for real, I wasn't about to have my last Olympic games be at a different weight class that I may or may not be able to grow into. I mean, this is an awesome story of you kind of decided that this will be your life's work in terms of Judo competitor is like the 81 division. I'm going to, I mean, I don't know if you saw it that way, but you're talking about three Olympics.

And it's like this story of, I would say tragedy and triumph of just wars and 81 kilograms with the usual cast of characters of the top five and the world kind of thing. So you just became a scholar of that, let your body grow into it, and then let your body outgrow it and still suffer through it to keep it in the 81 kilograms. You never competed at like at the highest levels at 90. I entered one tournament at 90 kilos, and that was because before Rio from the end of 2014, all the way up until Rio's, every time I fought, I got hurt, every time. There was no time where I made weight and got injured

because my body weight was so high. My body fat was so low that by the time I dehydrated enough to get down there and you take the physicality of judo and throw that into the mix, something broke every time. It was like nature of the beast. So the plan was before Rio, we made an agreement with USA Judo that Travis, you're going to fight 90 kilos, but you're not going to weigh in at 90 kilos. Like, hey, there's no like, you get to be 94 kilos and cut to 90s. There's like a, you're going to step on the scale at 84 kilos, like a little bit of a weight cut, but not a full one just so that you feel like you get into like the tournament.

Because when I around 2012, when I was talking with the USOC nutritionist, I actually got my weight down so much that I didn't really need to cut weight. The problem is as I wasn't cutting weight, I didn't feel like I was competing. Got it. You have to go through like that mental process, and I never really reworked that. It was easier to just cut the weight and be ready to go. But when I entered into the 90-Kill Division, I was rushed to the hospital the night after,

because my body broke out in hives, like full body. They said it was stress-induced. That's the thing. So a month before the games, I was hospitalized and hungry and filled with steroids to get the hives to drop. And every couple days, my body, when I got back home, I would end up in the hospital because my whole body would break out of it. I wonder if it's like deviating from the process that you so like perfectly crafted already.

Or it was stressed from my mind thinking like even though it's not top of mind, there's probably a portion of me that like the Olympics is coming around and it could be my last. That like my body just reacted to something chemically so I was breaking out in Hives. I actually bought like a 600-year-old Hugo Boss soup because when I was in the Netherlands training at the time, I thought I had bedbugs because I was getting bit everywhere. Then I thought there was something in the detergent at the local thing, so I threw away a little more clothes.

I was paying for showers because I was trying to get the detergent off my body and buying new clothes at the airport, trying to figure it out. Trying to figure it out and just go, yeah, accepting the situation. I mean, but the level of stress is exceptionally high here. Can we talk about the other side, people are gonna love this, but you're, you have a long history of persevering through injuries, through insane amounts of injuries.

My ability to tolerate pain is probably more than most people. But see injuries aren't just pain, right? It's like it's also mental, like psychological, like again, like the way cut, it can make a lot of people quit. Yep. Can you tell your history of injuries? What are the biggest injuries, the toughest injuries in your career? Starting from what your early teens? My early teens actually got out of sports from 11 to, I was like 15 years old, 16 years old because a kid shot a double leg through my kneecap and I partially tore all the ligaments in my knee, cartilage, meniscus, the whole nine yards.

And I had to learn how to walk again. I spent two years in a leg brace, crutches, you know, hobbling around the school yard. That one was a challenge to come back from. I've broken most of my ribs. I won nationals with nine broken ribs. I was actually getting Novakine shots into my chest to avoid feeling the pain. And then wrapping them to try to make sure I didn't pop along. I've broken my collarbone.

I have five herniated disc in my neck. I fractured my back twice. I've broken my tailbone. I tore my SI joints. I've torn my right hamstring twice. My left one wants. Broken my ankles a few times. I spun it once in a 360 that had deaf surgery.

Fingers, toesingers toes elbows shoulders. It's good. It says all of these are first of all you're tough you're tough dude and So each of those have a story behind them So if you're talking about the collarbone or the ankles or the back, the neck, is there interesting stories here that behind these injuries, heart training, heart competing, jiu-jitsu, judo, so ground stuff like sparring in the dojo or like drilling or all that kind

of stuff. If you were to sort of break it down, your understanding of the landscape of injuries you went through. I've never had one in Jitsu. Never. I mean, I might have like torn a fingernail or like, you know, gotten keyburned, but I've never been like, seriously injured. I know when Panza straight ankle locked me at Copapodio, that hurt, but I wasn't injured. Like it felt sore, but like if I had to run, like I could run.

I cannot understand probably exactly what the injuries came from then. You're very quickly excelled at Jiu-Jitsu. You have achieved another level in Judo. And I think that means the intensity with which you approach Judo to achieve that world-class level probably is the source of the injuries. Yeah, because the mentality of how I approach Judo versus jiu-jitsu. Jiu-jitsu to me is like a game that we would play. Like if you wanted to grab a basketball

and go play a game of one-on-one, that's like Jiu-jitsu to me. Like I can't take the sport in its entirety seriously because I feel like the community of Jiu-jitsu doesn't take it seriously. So just for people who don't know, just to set some context, you're a black belt in Jiu-Jitsu, but more importantly, you've beaten a lot of world-class Jiu-Jitsu people.

You've done very well at the highest levels of competition. Yeah, I wouldn't necessarily say I've beaten them as much as I've trained with them. And they understand whoever it is that through training with me, that like, I'm not just a judo guy. Like I know how to do Jiu Jitsu, right? And if any one of them were to come to me and like say, hey, you know, I Want to feel what it feels like to do judo with me They would quickly understand that like the way I approach one is very different than the way I approach the other like

We probably wouldn't be friends if they did judo with me versus if they did judyatsu with me. I'm curious asking for a friend because mostly because I'll do a little judo with you today. So you clearly, because you're a great instructor and teacher, you have a mode where you can demonstrate a technique. Do you know how to like spar where you're going like 50 percent? It's hard to put like a percentage to it because I've never in all of my Jujitsu ever gone a hundred percent in Jujitsu Yeah, like I had a conversation with Salo one time where we were talking about like Jujitsu and training and I was like well if I got his arm I would just break it and he was like But what if he tapped I, that's not my responsibility. If he taps and the ref doesn't say anything, you just break it.

You just keep going. And it was, but the tap means it's over. And I said, no, the ref tells me when it's over. I go, I never give you the opportunity to tap. Because if you have the opportunity to tap, that means you had the opportunity to think about how to get out, make a decision that you can't then tap. I clearly operated too slowly. So there's a, it's either broken or I don't have it. You're an ecstatic person.

You're an ecstatic person to go against in Gito. Like the, on the ground is like everything you did. That's amazing. That's really amazing. That's what made you a really fun person to watch, because you really went to war with these people. Yeah. So you know what it's like to go 100% in judo. I do, because I know what it's like to train with somebody under the mentality of, I'm going to do everything I want to do.

You're going to do nothing you want to do, and you're gonna accept that. Do you have a train in Judo where you let people get stuff? Of course. All the time. Now, or like, Always.

Even when you're sort of building up, the four years building up to the Olympics, like there's smaller guys that are throwing you in the gym and that kind of stuff. Olympics, like there's smaller guys that are throwing you in the gym and that kind of stuff. No, I never said that. Okay. That never came out of my mouth.

I said, I let people do stuff. I never said smaller people throw me. Oh, you mean you let them get a grip but then you'll position yourself in such a way that it's hopeless. Like what? The number one skill set that Judo is gonna teach you is the ability to give people false hope.

Right, cause I can let- I'm really looking forward to the video. We're gonna see. Like I can let you take a grip. I can let you think that there's opportunity, but what you don't understand is by the position and angle of that I'm in, it's actually false hope. Like as long as you don't know that it is, then now I'm free to operate

and do what I want. See, I competed in judo against black belts where I would go in and it looks like I could should be able to throw them and then you just hit a wall. And then I also saw you destroy those black belts. Yeah. So there's levels to this. Yeah. It's the cliché thing of there's black belts and there's black belts. You're unique in this. There may be a couple other judoka in America, but you're really like unique. I then get to see people that really I felt like were 10X better than me. It just feels like that sometimes,

I've learned that my nests and it said to be truly, it might only be just a little better, but I saw you destroy them. And it was like holy shit. There's a thing in judo, right, where, you know, imagine like you as like just an adult, right? And I hope people can like conceptualize this when they hear this, but imagine like you're a full grown adult, even male, female, it doesn't matter, but there's a little kid in front

of you like call him five or six years old and exacting out. Like do you think you have the physical capability of with one hand grabbing that person or that kid and making sure that they freeze like they feel like they're nervous and like they can't do anything. When you fight a good judo player, when they grab you, that's what it feels like as an adult. Yeah. Even I've felt that from like certain players in Japan like when they get a grip. I'm like I've now lost the function of this one. Yeah, that's a really good way to put it I think I could potentially beat some of the people of

When against but certain groups they took it made me feel Powerless. Yep. I was like, I didn't know this was possible. That kind of power was possible. And you don't even know where it originates from. Yeah. Because you're like, how does one person's hand do this where I can't use my whole arm? Yeah. Or like, I can't pick up my right foot because he's holding onto my right sleeve. Yeah. It was kind of, um, on a basic animalistic sense, kind of terrifying. It's, I mean, you don't you don't want to part of this is like ego but you realize that there's a food chain and you're not at the top of it. That's part of the humbling process I think of martial arts. It's like I think everybody

like a lot of people think they're much higher in the food chain than they are. They really are. And then when you realize, this sweats are really healthy process for people. They're not even competing in the Olympics to practice martial arts because you realize okay, that like putting yourself more accurately in the food chain is really good way to sort of place yourself in the rest of the world. It humbles you to the reality, the harshness of the world. It's kind of like when people look at survival in the wilderness, it's like,

oh, it's not that hard. No, you'd probably be dying a couple days. Same thing with like judo and martial arts. Yeah, it's really not that hard, but you don't know what to do yet. And so when you find out that first time that you don't know what to do, it's devastating to a lot of people. But those that like stick through it and like start to learn, it's a very powerful, like feeling that now, like you can take care of yourself. And I think when I talked to you a few times before, you talked about that there's

like love, like the top three, the top five in the world, I don't know where you put them, but they're, they're another, like, level level. No, not here, yeah. And the fact that you're, I mean, it's so exciting to me, probably because I just felt all the levels here, and I have seen you and others at that height destroy those I've seen the exponential levels to this game. It's incredible that your didn't quit, didn't doubt yourself and just persevered through three Olympics to get to that highest, always

fighting at that like very highest of levels, but just like, you know, from the top 10 to the top five, like really breaking in through that. I don't know. What would you say took to get to that highest of levels? Like, when you look back, all the way cuts, just the insane amount of injuries, Believe it or not, I didn't really think I was there until 2013. I thought I was recognized as one of the best because I was able to fight for Opensburg, which was the professional Bundesliga team for Germany, which is one of the top clubs in all of Europe. When they asked me to, I felt like Europe had like accepted me as like, oh, I'm a top level judo player, but I don't necessarily think that when I signed on

to compete for them, that the division or the world of judo saw me as a top level judo player, right? There's, there's a mental shift that happens along that point. And for me, my mental shift really came into play in December of 2015 before Rio. That was like when I lost in Japan, that's when I realized like the world respects my abilities and they compete against them. They don't compete against me as a person. They compete against the idea or the persona that I've been able to establish over the years of competing in the division.

Wow. So you're the, they probably have a nickname for you. You're the system of ideas and thought that they study. But they're studying me as a conceptual whole, not me as the human. Is your style relatively unique in the 81 kilogram division? It was relatively unique for Kayla, I and Jimmy, up until 2016. Now, since 2016, you can see a lot of what we used to do

throughout most of Europe and even Asia, like you're starting to see some of those techniques that you didn't see before, starting to get implemented. Cause when I was, when I was gearing up for 2015, I had such a slew of injuries, that entire calendar year that I never should have made it to Rio. I should have called it quits at the end of 2015. Because I suffered that major concussion in February, I stepped on a mat in May for the first time. I lost five straight tournaments.

I left a national team, went to Japan, won Pan Am Games, got a bacterial infection at the world, almost had my leg cut off, tore my SI joint later on that year, and then took fifth in Japan. And when you look at the calendar year as a whole, the world should have treated me like I was washed up. Like this guy hasn't been training, he hasn't been doing anything, but I took fifth in Japan.

Now, how does a guy that hasn't trained all year take fifth at one of the hardest tournaments in the world on two weeks of training? Because they were fighting the guy I used to be. Not the guy I was at the tournament, which means they were competing under the idea of like, what is he really capable of? Not what have I brought to the table today? And that just gave you the confidence. And that told me that like, well, if I can take fifth and I'm this bad at judo right now

Wait until I'm healthy and I'm back in shape then they're not gonna know it hit him One of the essential components of being the number one in the world are up in that Place is that confidence to self-belief and the rest of the world believing it You can have all the confidence in the world, but if the rest of the room doesn't buy it, it's nothing. That's funny. It's like there's certain people, right, with Tyson, Mike Tyson. They all understand he could not train,

and they're still scared. Yeah. Right? Like he doesn't have to work out that hard anymore. This several judo, you know this way better but from a spectator perspective, like Ilya Siliotis is like that. He's one of them. It's like he's portrayed over the years like someone's scared of that guy. It's interesting. Yep. People were scared of you too.

People just gave a certain level of respect to my skill set and whether I had a bad way cut or didn't have a bad way cut or not trained for the last three months which never happened I'm just saying they were gonna fight the persona and it's an important distinction when you're looking at the top five because everybody coming up they're training against the persona not who you are even I did that at a younger age That's why I would always go to people's hometowns because like I don't I don't care about the persona I want to know what you do day in a day out

When I couldn't be to Russian I told Jenny sent me to Russia I need to I need to understand and see it with my own eyes What they do outperformed so that I can believe that I can beat them. Can I ask you on this, a small tangent, so Dagestan has produced some incredible wrestlers. Yep. I don't know what the story with Judo is, where the source of greatness in Russia is for Judo, but what do you make of Dagestan?

Why, what is it in the culture of their or Russia broadly, the produces greatness? Specifically in the combat sports. I don't know, yeah, specifically in the combat sports, sorry, but I don't know if you want to draw distinction to your wrestling and judo, almost curious, do you understand the differences there in the culture or still a combat sport to them. They're still in that same realm of they're taking young kids and that's what they do. So it could be speaks very highly of judo.

Yep, it's funny. It could be Vladimir Putin. People don't get it, but judo's like one of the premier sports in the world. But we just don't understand it. It's not just popularity, so definitely popularity, but also like this respect. And there's a certain thing, which is why I really valued Judo internationally. You don't get this in the United States, but internationally, there's an understanding

like later in life when you're a scientist, meeting a businessman, when you both have done judo, there's this like nod of respect. Exactly. It's so interesting. There's very few sports like that, you know, basketball doesn't have any, I don't know almost any sport like that, and it's fascinating. Wrestling has that in the US, it is the US only. The rest of the world

doesn't do that. There's a few like you could see that in like Iran or something like that with the respect wrestling in that kind of way. Yeah, it's, but you know, on like a global scale, there's probably that only one. Due to it's like physicality and the hardships that you have to go through to reach that upper level. So why do you think Dagestan? Why do you think could be as as good as he is? Is this just the raw genetics of the human or is there something about the system? The system? It's all has to do with the system. So they grow up around fighting in all forms. Yep. I mean, their technique is exceptionally good.

Because they grow up in it. They don't understand anything else. So you don't have to, it's almost like you were the way cutting. It's not like a big dramatic thing for them to fight. It's just part of life. Yes. And when you're, I don't want to say bread into it, but when you've done it for, you know, I want to say like 90% of your life by the time like could be probably as right from the time he could crawl. He's probably even grappling in some fashion thereof, right? in some fashion they're off, right?

You know, when you, as grapplers, like you can look at a wrestler and having never seen this person before and go, you wrestled. Yeah. Why is that? It's because he's probably wrestled since he was like six. So the way he carries himself,

the way his body is built, the way he grew into it, was framed around wrestling. Right? So the people in that culture are framed around fighting and grappling. You're right. It's like, first of all, philosophically, psychologically, but also just like the way you move your body. Yes. That means like, when you're young, the people you admire move their body-ass or run away. And then genetically, it just as they keep doing that, they're just going to get better and better every generation. Yeah. It's just going to keep improving because they just keep building into that system of turning them out. And part of it, there's

like cultural stuff where, I mean, it's such an interesting approach to wrestling. I really want to travel to Dagestan and just talk to them because I happen to be able to speak Russian because there's less value for this kind of materialistic success that I think sometimes can get in the way of greatness. It seems like it makes coaching more difficult. It makes like following orders as an athlete more difficult. I don't know. We struggle with that in USAG. Yeah. Cause you want more money, but then more money, if not applied correctly, can corrupt the system somehow can split people up. It's just it's same thing with the prestige around certain metals over others because athletes start

chasing fame instead of development. Yeah. Yeah, that's, I mean, the Teah Brothers are famous for this, like ignoring fame, ignoring all of this, like focus on the art itself, not even, not so it's not even the metals, exactly like you're saying, just the purity of like when you're in it Yeah, and let everybody else figure out their stupid metals and money and all that because it comes it comes Exactly, it's a result. Yeah, exactly like it's not that you don't appreciate But you know that it comes if you focus on the art

There's a distinction when you're talking about Your athletic career or really any endeavor, right? The problem with goal setting is nobody teaches the athletes or the people how to transition from the goal to reality, right? So when you look at my career as a whole, like when I was getting ready for 2008, I actually forgot to train for it.

I was so happy at such a young age that I became an Olympian, that that in and of itself was a goal that I thought had to be admired, had to be celebrated, that the games are right around the corner. I didn't really come down off that high. You're the local optimal of just winning the trials. Yeah, that was a big thing. It's a huge thing, but then you're just focusing

on the accomplishment, not the correct. But at some point, right, when I went into London, I actually went into London going with, I'm gonna prove I'm the best in the world because I believe I'm the best in the world. And I believe it from like the bottom of my soul that I'm the best in the world, because I believe I'm the best in the world. And I believe it from like the bottom of my soul that I'm winning this. And then you're almost like trying to tell the universe,

like I'm accomplishing this thing because it's a goal. But when I went into real, I just accepted the fact that I was winning. It's not a goal, like this is happening. You visualize it. But I felt it. You felt it. Right? This is no longer a goal anymore. I anticipated this is happening. I can see this coming down the path because I'm anticipating that the game is happening and I'm going to win. It's not a goal to anticipation and there's a distinct distinction there between the two. Okay, so

for people who are just watching the video of this, there should be an overlay of young Travis. This is a you still have to make 81. Is this still a tough cut here? No, this one was relatively easy. This is going all the way back to 2008. So this is the summer before the games. This probably happened in June, I would say. So this is the Olympic trial. So in the United States, you have to, I mean, similar to like wrestling you have to win the trials to qualify for that particular division to represent the United States. So this is, you said June before in August the Olympics. Yep.

So here, I just wanted to show this match because there's another one. I think you do a pin. You do some nice groundwork and the other one. But in this one, fighting a teammate, fighting a teammate, former teammate, all there's no school double leg. I forgot about that. And it's weird to see. So you so there, the Travis is opponent and he's the Travis is setting up here that say a naggy posting is left arm and getting it done. That's a big throw.

You don't have too many of those big throws on video, because often on video you're going against the best people in the world. It's tough to get that much air. And a lot of times the ones that we do see, and the part that a lot of people don't Experience is a lot of those times right through people with that throw it was in training camps So by the time I got to the competition with these guys

They were playing a hundred percent defense to never let me do that. Yeah, so you do this Um here are you kind of pulling him down? No, I'm trying to get him to come up. But are you pulling him down to get to fake him off? I'm not doing anything with my left hand. So here the opponent is, so what I'm doing right now is his head is like in my chest. I'm pressing him to get his head to lift with my chest. So I'm pressing his hand down so I can use my chest to pinch my scaps

and roll his head up so that he wants to pick it up. And then he doesn't even know what's coming here. I don't know, he might not. Oh no, he knew. He was a former teammate. He knew exactly what I was trying to do. And that was a really big step with your right foot. It covers about four feet. So you stick.

Yeah. And you're left, catches up in like perfect position. Yeah, then he back it up a little bit. Keep going, keep going. Right there. This is like an important distinction between mine and everybody else's is because I split his hip. I actually once I'm able to split, I no longer need his center of gravity below mine. All right. And when you say split, you mean you put your foot in between my do that

split, that four foot split. Yes. And then when I get my feet back together, it doesn't matter that I'm under his center gravity or not. Yeah. That's why my chest is right around his like sternum height for me. Yes. So there does he get, for people just listening to this, Travis steps, like, it doesn't have a big, huge step, gets, like, my hip is mulley right around his nipple, because he's he's brought back so much. Yeah, that's right. So, like, so your, how is the physics of this work?

You're violating the principle of your center of mass being under, oh, I guess somehow it is, I don't know, but he has nowhere to go. He's screwed. Yes. That's the kicker is the way mind, mind works is in order for him to play an effective defense. He needs to have his feet firmly planted on the ground with friction. Yeah. Otherwise, he can't press into me to stop it. So when I get him to sprawl back when I split his legs, he effectively loses that contact with the floor. Even though his feet are on the floor, they're not in a position where he can drive from them. Yeah. Therefore, when I flip, he flips. So there's a natural like flailing here. So he's not falling forward. You're falling

forward. He's just attached to you. So like you can keep him up there and the legs will be just flailing. Yep. One of my one of my golden rules when I'm training and I get really tired. One of the like mantras I would always tell myself is, I'm going to put my back on your chest and then I'm going to put my back on the floor. Yeah. Because then you'll be underneath me. It's a good principle, the very simple. And it, regardless of like all the chaos and how quickly things are happening, it's something

I can just dumb everything down to and focus on. Regardless of the gripping situation, the footwork, all of that, get my back to your chest and then put my back on the floor. So this step of getting your back to their chest, like for people who are sort of more, for example, for people like me who are just like amateur judo people, like there's all kinds of ways to prevent this turn from happening, the gripping and just everything. How difficult is it at the highest level to get into this position? I mean, you make it look effortless often, but like to get to the position where you're from facing them to your backs to them, is that like

strategies that timing is that timing. It's timing. It's like anything. Like, if I wanted to punch you in the face, like, how hard is it to really do that? If you know, you can just play defense and block it. The trick is to get them to play defense to something that never happened. And then you go through like another way. And then you just go through what would technically be your first plan if you planned on them playing defense. So I set the stage from the very beginning for this to work. So then this you're you're celebrating here. It's a huge sort of once a big accomplishments, big relief to qualify for the Olympics. And then you go into the Olympics and this is where I first saw

judo and I kind of thought of them as the same as judo and jiu-jitsu. And I was really impressed by your performance in that Olympics. The footage nowhere to be found these days, but at that time I think you could still you could watch it live on NBC Olympics or somewhere like that. And I remember watching several of your matches. One of them was the match against Ole Abishov, the German. And I remember being nice if you can talk to that match because I don't remember it. All I remember is being frustrated by him not letting you play judo. Yeah. So obviously you faced him again four years later and there's a lot of frustration there as well, but I remember being extra frustrated

in 2008. What was that mask like? So he might have been number one in the world at the time or up there. He was up there for sure, especially going into 2008. He was really high up there. Yeah. And did he win gold at that Olympics? Yes. Yeah. Because he's silvered in London. It was the same Olympic final both in 2008 and London. Yeah. Okay. So you're facing him there. Were you intimidated? What was the strategy? Can you talk to that match? Because it kind of sets the stage for the rematch in 2012. Yeah, he was somebody that I had trained with in the past.

And for some reason, when it comes to him and I, when we trained together, it's more of a physical altercation than a judo training session. You know, like, it's just like the coaches have had to break us up a few times. Like, or you guys get almost like angry too? A little bit, it always goes, you know, farther than it should. For, we're friends, like, we say hello to each other.

But for some reason, when we train together, there's something about him and me that just oil and water, I don't know what it is. It could be also the gripping because he's a great gripping strategist, is that he frustrates you with certain kinds of grips and then you get pissed off and then you frustrate him. And then he gets pissed off and then before you know it,

somebody's kicked somebody or punched somebody in the mouth, they're done something. Yeah, so one of the only evidence we have online, if you're fighting him, is you, your foot in his groin area is the only thing we have from that Olympics from 2008, from 2008. And to answer everybody's question, yes, it was deliberate. Now, you can say this. Yeah. But yeah, I remember there being a lot of frustration.

You're actually going for a lot of stuff like sacrifice. I mean, maybe you're not going for the highest scoring e-pons, but you're just trying to shake things up if I remember correctly. Yeah, because when he, I was so young then that, and he was, you know, in his prime really at that time, right? He was must have been 24, 25, 26, you know, world medalist, European champion at the time. And when he would grab me, I would, I had that sense of feeling stock. Like I was strong enough if I used all my

strength to not let him do anything, but then you can't be offensive when you're using all your strength to hold on to the situation. So I was getting really aggravated because I couldn't generate any offense. With every time I felt like I gained an advantage in the gripping scenario, he would take some obscure grip somewhere that was like, well now I've got to go address this thing, give up what I gained and I have to go back. If I were to think about watching the match now, it probably looked like a lot of flailing because we're just trying to generate enough to not get a penalty, but also not enough to where he could counter it.

Did you think you could beat him like when you were walking into the match? Until I gripped him for the first time, like, I had trained with him before. He felt stronger and more in shape than I've ever felt him that day. That's the Olympics. That's the Olympics. Which begs a whole nother question. But,

I remember when he grabbed me for that first time, I went, this is different. There was a sense of panic at the time because I was like, holy crap, where did this come from? This is not the guy that I've trained with, that I expected. Because it was a definite level change in his ability, strength, speed, and stamina. Like looking back at that, can you explain that? Is it just you being more less confident because of the Olympics? Is there some kind of routine that he followed to like really level up in intensity for this particular event?

I've been told that he only gets to like his prime for like really big events. Yeah. Like he doesn't train like year-round like I would train. But when it comes to like the games, he doesn't do social media, he doesn't work, he lives breeze eats his training for the games, which could you know institute that level. What about you? As there, like Dan Gabel famously said, like the one Lossy had in college,

he was doing a lot of media and stuff, back then there was no social media. I thought was a huge mistake for him. Do you do social media? Do you do like at that, at this point? Well, at that time, I was like, a while, I don't know what to do. I didn't even have a Facebook page. My space, nothing at this point. Well, at that time, I was like, a well, I don't know, I didn't even have a Facebook page, my space, nothing at this point. I got my first Facebook page from the USOC in 2012.

When I went through the media thing, the lady was like, you have to have it. I go, I don't want it. I don't like people. I want to deal with the people. What am I supposed to do? You know, the social part of the social meeting. Okay. Um, I had to bring this up because, uh, and then you went on to face the alcohol Camilo, uh, you lost that match, but you went on to win bronze. That's also an interesting one. But we can skip ahead. I just remember being really impressed both by your groundwork. Um, that was a match I should have won. Yeah, I should have won that. I was, if you don't know Judo, you would visually watch that and be like, I'm winning, but he was technically winning on

the scoreboard. So it is what it is, but the point that he got that solidified his win. Yes, it was a point back in those days. I can't say anything, but like my shoulder nicked the ground. So it's like, I don't know. Yeah, a lot of the stories of your Olympic career is like, from a fan perspective, it seems like you should have won or you're very close to could have won. Yes. And there was a lot of frustration in you

in your game being like shut down in certain ways. And, but like, the thing that immediately grabbed me in 2008 was how much something about the way you approached judo, how much you wanted to win. Because I was young that I was when I was at this, at this time of my career, I was out to like, win. Like there was no like, I'm going to grab you. I'm going to throw you, and if not, you're going to go through a battle. You're going to make sure you earned it.

It's so happened that you competing in 2008, I became a fan of yours at that moment, and since then, I kind of knew about Judo. My university had a Judo Club, and I kind of knew about judo. My university had a judo club and I kind of knew about Jiu-Jitsu from martial arts and obviously I wrestled for many years before and I love wrestling. But there's something about you competing that made me, well there's no other way to say but it like changed the direction of my life because it forced me to say you know what I'm going to start judo in Jiu-Jitsu. And first you know what, I'm gonna start Judo in Jujitsu. And first of all, for that, I'm really grateful. But it's fascinating to think

that this kid who's 22 years old, I'm sure I'm not the only one that you've influenced, like you've changed the direction of my life, and there could be huge number of others like that. I mean, that's the power of use and vigil on the Olympic stage. You ever think about the pressure that did you did you think is a 22 year old? There's a bunch of people like I know I'm not the only one who changed

I just happen to have them like a microphone recently. You know what I mean? Like is that it's fascinating to think about right? Like you perhaps you didn't think about this as it's just a judo match, but you're like, you influence hundreds of thousands of people, if not millions. Is that interesting? It's not something that really hit me until 2012 when I lost, Because that's when like, I would say like the world felt bad for me at that point. And that's when you knew that like, people were watching and people were inspired by the loss. Because of how much went into that match.

Because, you know, the 99% of us who watched it thought I won, except for the 1% of the people who were considered judges at that day and the event. So, but I mean, that's the winner lose that that was a really inspiring match. And that's when it, that's when it dinged that like, that was a really inspiring match. And that's when it, that's when it dinged that like, because I don't, I don't watch something and really get inspired by like the person and the act. It's like a, it's an accumulative thing. But for a lot of people like,

when they watch how much goes into it, and then when I broke down on the match, like the amount of suffering that happens when you lose a match like that. And then, you know, really coming back and winning and real, there's a trend of people who were inspired that knew about London. And then when they found out I won and real,

that's when like people like, in droves felt like they could overcome their own personal obstacles to still achieve something because they've witnessed somebody who's fallen and gotten back up. Yeah, but it's not something that you think about like on the day, it's when you look back and you go, oh, cause an effect.

I wonder if you can comment on that. I'm trying to realize and live up to the fact that there's like young people that come up to me. And I'm starting to realize like certain words I say will have a long lasting impact on them. Because you say it is like you don't even doesn't just yeah the wind some of them might come back 30 years later and award i said was the reason they quit a thing started the new thing that led them to become their true self like to find success all that kind of stuff like on the flip side though some people based on the actions that we do today even with with this cast, will alter the course of their lives forever. I had a guy one time, was it after London?

It must have been after London. He actually found me on Instagram, wrote me what seemed to be like a dissertation on Instagram about how much he, I disrespected him 14 years earlier because I didn't step on a podium to take a picture after winning a tournament where he bronzed. Yeah. And I'm thinking to myself, like, at the time, like having dinner with my family because

I had to leave the next morning was more important to me as a person, not thinking about who you potentially will become. And the actions of whatever you do today, if you do become quote-unquote famous or somebody in a spotlight, that that could come back to bite you. To me, I don't know about you, that's super motivating. Like, not to be a lesser version of myself ever. Yeah. Just be on top of your game. Whatever that game is, be on top of your game when you interact with people and when you're just in your private life. I'm trying to make sure that I'm the exactly same person privately as I am publicly and like making sure I'm on point. I see like just hanging out

with Joe Rogan a lot. I see how he's personally the exact same person. And second, he like walks around and there's like a huge number of fans and you'll just take pictures and like it's very cool and it's very cogn cognizant of certain words he says, especially young people, they're going to take that, and that's gonna be a memory for them for a couple of years. That might be influential for the rest of their life. So that's a cool responsibility. Not to fuck it up.

But anyway, I bring all that up to just say, thank you. So even if you were frustrated, you didn't win a medal, at least, at least, you influenced one silly Russian kid to get into the martial arts. And what happens when you get into martial arts, it alters the direction you're like, yeah, mine for the better. Okay, so let's go to London, 2012 Olympics. One of the most dramatic judo battles of all time, rematch. So you've reached the semifinals once again to face the German, Holy Bischoff. Do you mind if we step through that match a little bit?

Holy bitch off. You might as if we stepped through that match a little bit. Voluntarily by all means. I've only ever watched the entire thing one time just because fucking. So for context for the listener, um, Travis, first of all, you don't like losing. I think that's fair to say, you know, the hard part with this match is because I went into this Olympics thinking, I'm not fucking win the Olympics.

I'm the best in the world. I never in my right mind thought, oh, I'm going to win a medal. Like that never crossed my mind. So it's like, I would have rather him just fucking beat me. Yeah. Because then I lost. So here, the referees as many people thought robbed you of a victory, but it was also a really close battle. Again, with many of the elements of frustration as 2008 in terms of strategically and gripping wise, and it was just a fascinating battle that went to overtime. So can you set the context?

So what did the bracket look like? Who were the players here? Who did you beat leading up to this match? Like so. As you walk onto the mat, what happened the day before, the hours before, as you're standing there? How bad is this?

We just do people are standing like this. And yeah. That fucking guy, man. But this bracket was really interesting if you look at like the backstory of 81 kilos like leading up to the Olympics, right? Because at this point in time, you know, I was inside the top 10 at all times, you know, 8, 7, 5, 4, you know, 6s. I fell out of there sometimes due to injuries, but I always climb back in. There was another guy from Azerbaijan that was the Olympic champion at 73 kilos in 2008.

And the entire division got rocked by match one because his first match was with Antoine Valais Fortier of Canada. And everybody who saw the draw come out was like the Ars de Pagani's going to win it. He's the former Olympic champion. He's pretty much won most of the major events, including at 90 kilos because he just had some events, including at 90 kilos because he just had smooth judo. And you know, match one rolls around, match two rolls around, Antoine's in the shoot, and he's looking around, and he's like, the Azerbaijan, he's not here. Well, where is he? No joke. He runs into the venue, a match before, throws his guion and runs on the Olympic platform, loses the Canadian in like a three-minute golden score battle.

So do you think he warmed up? Didn't he ran? He literally ran into the venue through his guion and ran out, did no judo. And there you see Antoine losing in the quarters. So how good was Antoine? At this point in time, this is, I believe his first international medal was the Olympic Games.

So I don't think he'd ever meddled in Paris. He went into this bracket unranked, beating the ranked guy first round because he, I don't know if he missed the bus. I don't know if he was off his cycle and planned on losing because he didn't want to test positive. I don't know. There's a lot of questionable things out there that could have potentially caused him to, you know, run on to the Olympic

platform for match one. But, you know, it catapulted Antoine into like a belief that like, I beat the seeded guy, I'm ready. And that was like a turning point in the Canadians career just as a whole. Right. That's that everybody has a defining moment. Like mine was when I beat Bischoff in Dusseldorf at the Grand Prix for Germany. After 2008. Right. I beat the Olympic champion on his home soil to go win the entire tournament.

So we all have like those moments. It's just when it happens at the games, it throws the bracket into a tailspin, because typically you'd know who's going to beat, who where's going to happen. And when you look at my quarter final against the Brazilian, what most people don't know is I was so thankful I had that match. Most people would never in a million years be like, I wanna fight the world number one at the Olympic Games.

That's what I wanna do. I wanna be the eighth seed fighting the world number one because I'm gonna win. I was pissed off at him. I was so angry because we were at the pan Am's, I think the year before, and there was a team tournament, I wanted to fight him. I lost the quarters to a Cuban, I think, in the first gripping exchange, he threw me

with a drop sale out of nowhere. I was pissed. I wanted my hands on the Brazilian and the team match. The Brazilian team was warming up. So I walk up to him, no joke, I walked up to him and I go, you're fighting and he goes, not today. And I went, are you fucking kidding me? I warmed up, I taped up to you, the only fucking guy I want to fight and you're going to fucking sit in the stands and read a god damn book. I was so angry. I carried that anger because I never fought him until this day. I was fucking pissed. I was ready to beat him.

That's right. I remember I forgot he was the world number one. Yeah. How did I remember like being really excited at the match? How did you beat him? I threw him with two hands on the same side collar. Yeah. Like drop sale. I crossed-gripped. I yanked him behind me and I threw him. Ipan was Ari and then the match ended 30 seconds later. Yeah, I was pumped. I was pumped in here. I thought, I think, okay, if I'm remembering correctly, I thought, okay, this guy might actually win gold. Mm-hmm.

That's what made, for me as a spectator, remembering now the next match, that much more like painful. And then the fans of Judo that really followed the sport, the stats when you look at the games in my draws, I had the worst possible draws you ever could have imagined. At both London and Rio, I thought the world number one, to get to the final or into the semis or past the semis and everybody I fought in the draw either beat me the

last time we fought or I had never fought before so I always held a loss going on to the mat at the Olympic Games. How'd you feel about that by the way? Like what were your feelings about facing the Brazilian first? I was so excited. This well that was match three. In London, I fought the Slovenian guy first round who beat me. Where'd he beat me? Was it the world? Might have been the world.

And then churches, Billy, I fought in the second round who threw me for Wazari in Japan. And then Leon Drow, who I don't think i ever fought who was world number one that avoided fighting me at the tiniest tournament but i mean every single Olympics you've fought it really stopped up the only tournament i've ever prepped for mentally and physically and just the whole thing yeah we never trained through this tournament like we did for the others or i would go into it injured. All right, well, let's talk about you're standing there next to the German.

He looked always smaller than you, but you said like strong. Yeah. So what are you feeling now, Jimmy Pedro behind you? I was fucking ready to take a set off. Hahaha. Did you have an idea of what you're going to do? Did you try to, you're thinking of winning by E-Pon? Well, you're thinking like going for big throws,

or taking them in deep waters. I'll grip them, what are you thinking? We were about to have a battle, and I wasn't going to throw him until he broke mentally. Okay. That was, there was no like, all this is going to be a clean throw. That was never that was never the thought process. So, so here you know there's going to be a lot of gripping. So we're seeing a shit on a gripping. And right here, he throws it, bang.

Close-fisted. You got a lot of adrenaline. You seem calm. I'm pissed. You're pissed. You don't look at this. You just look like. I'm looking at the ref, because he keeps telling me to get up.

I'm like, I blood running down my face. I go. Okay. Here, blood. See? And he's like, oh yeah, go fix it. Here. See? Blood. See? And he's like, oh yeah, go fix it. And that's on your eyebrow somewhere?

Yeah, he split it just underneath it. So he splits your eyebrow. And so in judo, they don't, they're allergic to blood. Probably for a good reason, but they, so now you have to try to figure out how to tape that up. Yep. Which already sets up one of the most badass looks in judo history. First 15 seconds.

Yeah. Bust of my eye open. Was that getting in the way of your eyesight at all or no? No. Damn, he looks good at gripping. How difficult is it to get a grip on that guy? Very. Like, I'm struggling just to get my hand in the collar and he wasn't even blocking it.

Is he being cagey? Remember like, is he interested in offense? Nope. He's a very cagey, you know, methodical player. Like he never opens himself up. Yeah. There you go. You grabbed the leg as part of a combination.

Yep. And people have told me that he's actually very good at throwing people. He just doesn't show what it is. Nope. Because he doesn't care how he wins. He cares that he wins. Yeah.

Which makes him very difficult to beat. Because he knows when you've strategized to do that, where you look at the rule set and you develop a plan to get through the matches, then you've really got to figure out a way to get that person off that game plan. You know whether you get ahead by a penalty or something. Right there. Like, he wouldn't give me the sleeve, so I grabbed all of his fingers. Oh, nice.

In which I was open like this way or... I grabbed them the other way and I started lifting them. I thought, nice. Oh, like first playing Mercy. Like this. Yeah. This is great. Because he wouldn't give me the sleeve and I needed an attack.

And I'm like, okay, I can't hold onto this forever because that judge is gonna see it. So let me just do a quick throw here while I'm using the fingers and the fingers. He was holding on. Yeah, he was nervous. And then I just said, oh, yeah. And then he goes to get up and I go to get on top and right here, nice.

That elbow. You get him? You got him. Yeah, it looks like I elbow him You do it kind of no, I didn't need I at the time I never knew this happened Yeah until after I watched this like three or four years later Didn't even know I didn't even feel it Look at that is so he's legitimate angry here. Yeah, he's angry And of course you can't you can't move why would you look at this?

Look at this this moment right there is this gold. If you're not watching this on video, you're missing out. You do you never get this in judo? No. I don't know if that's ever happened. That little face off. Especially on a stage like this.

The reference. And then he brings us in to talk to us and he's like, hey, we're good, right? Like you guys aren't about to do it. I think you're about to do. I put up here. And he's like, Hey, we're good, right? Like, you guys aren't about to do it. I think you're about to do. I put up here and he's like, Hey, shake hands again. Cause the first time we did it, that wasn't good enough. We got to do it again.

The heartbreaking part about this and why the IJF switched it to an unlimited golden score, because we fought five minutes through the entire normal part of the match. And then we did the entire overtime period of three minutes. Now one penalty was given. No gripping infraction, no golf attacks, like no stalling. That's great. Nobody was really backing up.

Yep. I mean, you know, so what was Jimmy telling you here? How was he talking to you at all? He's not allowed to talk during medical things and my nose is now broken. But he's also the nose is broken from what? I caught an elbow from him. Glad his face is clean, that's fun.

And right here, like I was pissed, I was so angry at the medic, because he's fumbling around and I'm like, my whole plan is to break the German mentally. Yeah. You gotta hurry up with the tape man. Like, he's supposed to be tired. Like, he's not supposed to be resting.

And Jimmy yelling here? He can't. No, not here, not here, but during the match. Yeah. And you can see I just take it from him and I'm like, give it to me. I'm gonna do it myself, get out of here. How scared is the making

It's like this guy can't even turn the tape Can't even have nervous he is We made fun of him for this. Yeah so much throughout the years Still do to this day. All right. Here we go. Well, you look great. Get here Can't really see, don't care. Was there some outcome in your mind that you could possibly beat him on the ground with a submission or a pin?

You knew you're gonna have to throw him. I knew I was gonna have to, if I was gonna throw him or on bar him, or pin him, whatever the case may be, it was gonna be his mental like, I'm just tired of this. Yeah. Right. He's two cage.

You have a player. He's too experienced. You know, he has to mentally make that choice to give that inch. And then you just have to be ready to take it. So I was just waiting for it. And so now this is four minutes in, one minute left. Yeah.

Oh, is that in your game plan two potentials, like assuming you actually the sacrifice throws them? Because the whole point of that technique in the sacrifice throws wasn't because I thought I was going to throw him, but it disrupts the pattern enough to like get him to make a potential mistake. Yeah. Like see, he should have gotten a cheeto there, hands in the face. But again, that's just part of judo. Yeah. He poked me in the

elbow. This is a rough match. It does he act at all or no? Like was he acting frustrated or anything like that? It was all like he's like acting for the rap. You know what I mean? Like, oh, that kind of stuff. You're just going in hard, not stop. Like angry, aggressive feeling cardio here at all. Like, I don't get tired during this. And then just always pressing for time runs out. Now we're into golden score. 12 minutes and 38 seconds later.

Yeah, you think about every judo exchange, right? Every time we rip up, every time we attack, sometimes it can take longer to get back to the line than the entire exchange. Yeah. So the more aggression, the more exchanges you have, the longer the time stretches. Then here, the six seconds left and golden score,

your tape is now yellow and red. Yeah, was sweat and blood literally in times out. Now, what are you thinking here? Do you think you won the match? I I thought I won the match a minute ago. I remember thinking to myself like if this goes to the flags, I won. No doubt in my mind. Because I felt like the whole time like I was going to him. Right. He was never coming at me. Yeah, that's the way it felt. And like, that's the way it felt body language wise, just the intensity, how fast you're moving towards him. You constantly for throws. Now if you want to rewind that we can talk about the whole because it's a part of this clip. So wait a minute, they all went blue. They all did. So in Judo there's three referees to on the side one in the center and they all vote on. And now it's

positive right there. Now the way this is supposed to work, they raise their flags, they do like a one, two count, and then on three, they all raise it together. Yeah. Now, as a little pretext to this entire match, up until this point, not one match at the Olympic Games has ever been a split decision, meaning out of three people, not one of them voted against the other group members. So they were all unified blue or all unified white. Yeah. Right. Which is statistically difficult to imagine. Yes. It's almost like they had a referee meeting and said, it's better for the Olympics to never have a split.

Yeah. Okay. So the question becomes, if you have clicked that frame by frame, right? So right now we have all the refs with their flags out and then click that. So the middle guy, he is all the way up. All the way up. The other side judges haven't moved. We now have one side ref all the way up.

Then we have a third side ref all the way up. Yeah. So there's the time point when the middle guy has the flag all the way up. If not 80, 90% of the way there. Yeah. Then the other one does, and then the third one goes. So now the question becomes, who really, like did the outside revs really have an opinion? Or were they told to wait for the center one to start and then lift whatever flag the center ref picked. Yeah, this is very unfortunate because it's very honestly it's very possible that they had this

meeting. This is the problem with the the Olympics they sometimes it's also the problem in the Soviet Union with communism you think the the committee what's good for the people and so on. So they decide universally as opposed to letting the magic of the Olympics be be what it is. But nevertheless, the in this case, the center ref decided blue. Like, what do you think? Do you think it's just a shitty call or like, he has the right to pick. But the problem is is the other two, I don't think did. Yeah.

And then so when you do this frame by frame again, right? Like I can see from my own perspective, two of the refs. And I see them both blue, right? So when you fast forward that a little bit to get to like all the flags, I see the two go blue and I go, I look over and I look at the other guy and I'm like, really? Yeah. All three. I fought for eight minutes and I can't even get a vote. I didn't even get a penalty. I can't even get a vote. I didn't even get a penalty. I can't even get a vote. And that's when I broke.

I like, aw, I couldn't believe it. And I'm not gonna lie, he looks shocked. I mean, here you're just crying. Literally crying. This is it. Yeah. I think at the end, it was such a amazing match. Oh, such a war.

I mean, both people can't believe what happened. I know. That's the end, like, honestly, I wish we had the roles that we do today as far as the unlimited golden score because I would have loved to have seen what would have happened. What was Jimmy saying here to you? I mean, I guess there's nothing to say. Yeah, he, he was kind of apologizing for the way the, the scores went because he knows how badly you want it. He saw the match and he felt I deserve to win it.

Yeah, based on like, you know, what happened, but he probably with all his experience So badly you want it, he saw the match and he felt I deserve to win it. Yeah. Based on like, you know, what happened, but he probably with all his experience knows that this is what the Olympics are about. The refs sometimes. Yep. I mean, that's the magic of it, man. Well, and at the same time, we're at, we're in the Olympic semi final in a sport that's dominated by certain continents and when you look at the three

rafts on the mat, they're all European. Yeah. You tell me there couldn't have been one panam, one African, one Oceana, you know, different, like why they all have to be European. But to be fair, it's back to your sauna story,. You've dealt with this stuff before. And, and you've won over this stuff before. And that's why like I was broken and you thought you won here. Those.

And when I hindered on that for a year and a half, like I couldn't even stand, I was done. But I'm pretty sure there's a slow motion replay on this. When I watch the A all excited that fucking guy And he's all happy to relieve. Hey, hey, hi guys. I did it Yeah, so here's like teeth Slow motion Replay of the fact being raised the hard being broken. Travis just bending over here. Watch, watch his reaction. Like he, like you could see his mouth like open and aw, like yeah, really? Yeah.

And he's looking at two refs just like I am. He didn't celebrate until he looked at the third one and said, oh, all three. So you think he knew he loves in his head? Like, I don't think he really believed he was winning. He did it enough to win. Yeah. Yeah. Because when his mouth draw like, oh yeah, hey all three, like, that's not really the reaction you would give. Yeah. I mean, that was, that's one of the greatest matches I've ever seen.

I mean, obviously it's painful for you, but that pain, first of all, sets the stage for 2016. But even without that, I think it was just a beautiful story at the Olympics. You still did incredible job at the Olympics. You stood toe to toe. I think in hindsight, having lost that match, did more for me and more for the sport. Yeah, as a whole, me losing that match. Yeah. I mean, stories aren't about winning. Stories are about the fighting. So, and that may have won hell of a story. But it also has to do with, It also has to do with, you know, treachery is probably not the right word to use. It's probably the wrong word entirely to use, but because of the conflict in the match and because of how the refs handled the match there at the end, it created controversy

that was spoken about for months on world media. I remember articles being written about the Olympics and the roughing and how it was corrupt and that match was one of them. There was another one in fencing where something happened with the timer. I guess what happens in fencing, the timer resets up a second if it's down. So the fencer got one second played out, I think like 27 or 28 times and then one on like 30. So like there was like clock fixing for fencing, there was this match that I think just got publicity good or bad. Publicity is publicity for judo. And then you came back to, I mean, this is the hard thing after this hard break

to step up and continue fighting, right? I really, really struggled. Like unbelievably struggled from 2012 to like 2014. I almost quit numerous times. I was so angry. I mean at one point I got so mad at the IGF feeling like they were fucking me every step of the way. I threw a water bottle at a referee after a match. I cussed out a referee one time on a mat. I got suspended from the sport because I was just so angry at that point in time. And IGF is the International Judo Federation and there are there the people that supply

the referees basically like the kind of get run the sport that are on the global scale. So you sent a few emails 2014, 15, basically quitting one of them said I'm mentally and physically broken. Another said, well the subject line I'm done. Yep. The weight cuts didn't break you. No. So if this broke you, you were really going through a hard time. I was like, you know what? We're just gonna like dumb it down a little bit and get some wins under our belt. I'm gonna go to a World Cup, which is like three stages down or four stages down from like the Olympic Games. Like this should be like a cake walk, like making a final level World Cup should be a walk in the park. I show up. I barely beat a 16 year old kid. Barely. Then I got smoked in the second round. I got thrown three times. I was like, I'm fucking done. They changed all the fucking rules. They fucked me out of the

Olympics. Like, what am I supposed to do? And it was at that moment when I wrote the email where I remember sitting at a bar. I don't drink by the way, but I was sitting at a bar at the hotel, sending this email. And I got a response back from Jimmy and he goes, well, just stay for the training camp, go to Germany, and then whatever happens, don't worry about it, we'll talk when you get home. I was like, fuck that, fuck these people, fuck the rules, I don't fucking care anymore.

I'm just gonna do judo the way I wanna do judo. If I fucking get judoed out, fuck them. That was my response. Can you become an Olympic champion? Can you become an Olympic medalist? Will that kind of think, can you think or know? Was that, that's counterproductive? Yeah.

Okay. It's just checking because maybe that's also liberating. the expectation was no longer that Travis is gonna win this tournament The expectation was Travis is gonna come home before he can pissed off We're gonna have to figure out how to manage a Pist off person that's trying to quit that shouldn't be quitting and The people still believe that you can well be a medalist again. Yeah who believed that? Jimmy believed it, the team managers believed it. Some of my teammates still believed it. My training partner still did,

but they're not the ones that are cutting the weight, flying around, feeling like, you know, all of your judo is now no-invoid, right? Because at this point, they took away leg grabs entirely. You couldn't break a grip with two hands, right? Because at this point, they took away leg grabs entirely. You couldn't break a grip with two hands, right? The meta of judo has changed again, right? So I got fucked out of it. They took away how I did judo again,

and now it's just got more difficult. So when I'm sitting in the hotel and I'm sending this email, I remember being at the training camp, like, I was like, I don't even fucking care what the rules are. I'm just gonna fucking throw people. I don't even care if I'm cheating. Doesn't matter to me, I'll just play stupid. Yeah.

Right? So I just started going back and doing judo without the leg grabs, but with all the same gripping that I was doing beforehand. And then when I got to Germany, I was like, I don't fucking care. I was like, if I got a cheat to win, then I got a fucking cheat to win. If I get cheered out, like, then I get cheered out. And I won Germany.

Uh, what would you venture Germany? The German Grand Prix, which was a week after losing the World Cup, because I was trying to do due to around the new ruleset. I wasn't just trying to do judo right because when you get to the highest level your game tends to morph around you know what can you can or cannot get away with. I was more focused on trying to figure out what I can and can't get away with and I stopped actively doing judo. Once I said fuck whatever the world changes are, I'm just going to keep doing judo the way I know how to do judo and if I get a penalty then

so be it. And so that that win that started the road back. The road back, yeah. Because now it like, I don't care if you penalize me or not, because I'm gonna throw that guy anyways. I'm gonna beat him anyways. And if I get a cheeto for doing something wrong, then I'll just stop doing that one thing and just keep doing all the other things that they told me. I probably shouldn't be doing,

but they're not calling me on it, so I'm just gonna keep doing it. Well, you found yourself at the 2016 Olympics. Was that ever a doubt, by the way, after 2014 in Germany, I had a lot of doubt after the concussion in 2015. I remember when I first came back after four months of nothingness that like even trying to like train, the room would start to like tilt the world on me. And then when I finally got over that

and I could start doing things again, I stepped on the mat for the pan Ams and I was like, drownings not the right word, but like everything was being done in such a slow motion, like I had sandbags everywhere, that like I just couldn't keep up. Like mental fog.

Yeah, like I remember fighting the Brazilian for in the semi-final of Pan Ames. I was halfway through this match, I'm just like, I just rolled up and I'm just gonna fucking wing it. I just fucking winged it and I got counted in thrown free pawn and I was like, I don't even know what to do. And I couldn't even think clearly. And that's when I was like, I may not come back. Yeah.

You don't have control over how to come back from this. It's like, it's just your mind. And it's not operating. Yeah, it's not there. It's not working. It's not like, I can like, oh, my right hand's not working because it's fractured Let me figure out a way I cannot use that like when your mind's not working like It's the one thing you need. Yeah, like you got to have it

So then I can work through anything else. I needed that though So how did you come back from that time? That's when I wrote another email and I was like I'm fucking off team USA I'm not fucking I'm all done with USA judo. I'm done with the tour. I was like I quit Well, I'm fucking off Team USA. I'm not fucking, I'm all done with USA Judo. I'm done with the tour. I was like, I quit. But I'm gonna go do my own thing. And they were like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Can't quit now.

You know what big season? Like a year, like let's talk about this again, because it's the second time I've tried to quit in like two years, right? So then we sit down in Jimmy's office and he's like, whoa, whoa, whoa, you can't quit. You're gonna kick yourself if you don't go to Rio telling you right now. Don't do that to yourself Let's figure out a way of like doing this and I was like

Because when we trained before we did it as a unit Right, we all went to the same tournaments We all went to the same training camps and I'm like you guys are treating me like I'm the same player I used to be I don't I'm not operating at the level you think I'm operating at. I go, I can't do that. And he goes, well, what do you want to do? And I go, I'll tell you what you mean. You know I'm being serious because my answer is something you'd never would have expected.

I go, I want you to send me to Japan for three weeks. And he was like, really? I hated Japan. I refused to go there up until this point. But I was like, I have to get to a point where I can get so tired and get through it that like my judo will come back and my body will learn again.

And when you say Japan, you mean the Kodokai? Like what's that? Tokai, that is the title of judo. It's one of the top colleges in the world, yeah. And that's so? Tokai. That is that the high level of judo. It's one of the top colleges in the world. Yeah. And that's so you can go with the best people in the world. You can go to war with them.

Top level like strong players. Yeah. There's a lot of very strong players. There's a lot of middle class players. And there's a lot of volume of rounds. So you value all of it, the middle class too, like the... Because when you're tired, like, you can't just train in areas where you're battling for every inch. At some point, you have to be successful.

Right? So you still under-deress and under-strain and through exhaustion. You still have to have the ability to score. Yeah. Well, if you're training with the best people in the world all the time, you're not always going to be ability to score. Well, if you're training with the best people in the world all the time, you're not always going to be able to score. So you still need those B-level players in order to really develop again. What is it like, if you can comment briefly on training in Japan, what's it like to go into a different place?

You probably don't speak the language that well. Like, is there an isolation aspect to it? Is it like purely about judo now? I really want it to be isolated, no training partners, no coaches. I want it to get back to my roots and just learn how to fight again. I don't want to figure out how to beat the German. I don't want to figure out how I can develop a new entry into my sale against, you know, whoever it may be. It's not.

You're just going to fight hard. I want to fight. Let me get back to fighting. Let me get back to like the root of who I am. What were those sessions like? What were we talking about? Five minute rounds. Like what?

How many? Six. Six minute rounds. Thirty minute breaks. Four 14 rounds a session. So what's the 30 minute break 30 30 second break 30 second break. So what 14 14 rounds 14 rounds every day, every day, five, five days a week, and then 11 or 12 rounds on Saturday. Plus weight lifting, plus running.

Plus weight lifting, plus running. So those are hard rounds. What's it feel like to go through that? So you have a bunch of just a sea of black belts, Japan, I'm sure they're hunting you a little bit. Depending on who you are, I was hunted a little bit like I didn't really struggle because of who I am. Them is college athletes.

They want to show to their coaches and their, you know, higher players. Like, oh, look, I can throw the world number whoever. But if you're just a guy who shows up, like, them beating you doesn't provide any value or raise their status. No, but you're your status raising. Yes So I was actually like In a situation where nobody was watching me and I was free to just battle at my own will Okay, which is what it was about for me And you just push yourself because I knew how to do that. I know how to push myself.

Are you, when you're doing these 14 rounds, is every single one a standalone thing for you? Yep. So you're not trying to pace yourself? No. Each one is to as much exhaustion as I can get. But then there must be ones that were like, it's like, round nine,

well, you're, it got nothing left. Better figure out how to score. It's all you gotta do. That if you're out of score. It's all you got to do. You got to survive and you got to score. What's your memories of that in those three weeks? What's like, what stands out to you? It seems like, um, because that's a place where you found the silver medal. Yep.

Because it's the place most people don't want to be. Everybody's comfortable. I would rather find out who I am and what I made up and find those endpoints. And if I can't find them, then that means everybody else has given up before me. Where there's a few people that just kind of you returned to battle over and over in those times and then it was just, yep. No social media. No.

None of that is just like to belong yourself in your room. You come back, you've thought about it and you come back with a game plan for that day. Mm-hmm. Against some players here and there, and I would develop a hit list. Like I would be like, all that motherfucker grabbed me at like 13, and I watched him sit fucking four rounds and then come try to kick the shit out of me. I'm gonna fucking grab that guy early,

and I'm gonna beat the shit out of him. And you just develop that list. Those are probably some epic battles in that room, right? Yeah. Uh, what's it look like? Like how crowded it is at a very. And so you're just like, yeah. To see a people. See a people.

And you're trying to, you're doing groundwork at all just throws. Just throws. Just throws. No transitions, no nothing. But if I get pissed off and like you keep dropping or like not let me do what I want to do, I'll rip a choke right across your face. Just to let you know that like, yeah, what I want to do. I'll rip a choke right across your face. Just to let you know that like, and if I want to do it.

You have a really nice style of just like, respectfully bullying the shit out of people. Because some people call me a bully, and I have to remind them that like, a bully enjoys like beating up the weak. Right. I want to beat the person that fights back. Right, exactly. It's not fun for me if you don't fight week. Right. I want to beat the person that fights back. Right, exactly.

It's not fun for me if you don't fight back. Right. Some of the greatest people I've seen, like, do this. They basically, you have this in the Iowa wrestling rooms. They'll push each other into the wall. Like, they get, there's, like, anger, but it's ultimately underneath it all, like, a deep respect. I was training with Colton Brown one time,

and I went to San Jose State because I was in California for something. And he kept circling to the edge. They had like a cupboard that had like, when you opened it, and it had like all the tape and like medical supplies, I was like, well, fuck, I'm put you right through that. And he kind of, he kind of giggled, and then he went by that edge

and I fucking ran him right through it. Yeah, see, to me, that's an ultimate sign of respect that both you and Colton will remember. Well, and we're still friends, we still talk, it's just, I told him I was gonna do it. He knew I meant it too. Yeah, he didn't anyways. That just testing me.

Yeah, listen, and that same attitude was, that's, that was in Japan just day after day, after day, after day, attitude was, that's thousands of you paying, just day after day after day after day. 14 rounds, that's rough. And you didn't sit out rounds, and I did it all with a broken hand. How? Well, how did you do with a broken hand?

You show up every day. You show up. Okay, actually you did it all right. My right. Okay, so that's okay. So you can then focus on gripping with your left. It's always the way. It's always the way.

But that means you can't, I guess you don't have to gripping your right sometimes. I would palm it with my thumb just like hanging out like this. Just like this. So you can do something. So you can do like a ghost, because you have a, because I,

what were your main throws it was say naggy coach aroma okay sue me mochimata mochimata but you have this big uh uh like a ghosty type of thing like a yeah but not from like around the waist it's from over the shoulder over the shoulder and I can do it with just the one hand oh as I which one hand the right one I don't need the sleeve hand you don't need the sleeve hand but And I can do it with just the one hand. Oh, as I wish one hand. The right one. I don't need the sleeve hand. But you don't need the sleeve hand, but you couldn't do it with the broken hand.

I could. Because I can just put my hand in the key so it can't come off. And then you just, because what happened was three days before I was leaving for Japan, my hand was rested like this on a mat. And the guy boom, took my whole thumb off and tore all the tendons in the palm. So when I went to the doctor, he was like, you know, we have to put a cast on it. And I go, I'm leaving in three days. You're not putting a cast on it. And I go, this is what I want you to do. Just like this, I said, I want you to build a cast that holds it, that velcro's around so that when I'm not training,

I can wear it. Yeah. But then when I'm training, I'll take it off and then I'll put the tape on it and then whatever happens happens. Whatever happens happens. All right. So that's epic. And that led you to the 2016 Olympics in Rio. Well, that led me to winning Pan Am gold when I got back from Japan. And then almost getting my leg cut off in 2015.

That was like, I don't know, maybe a month or two later, I was hospitalized for seven days. The leg being cut off for what? I had three different types of bacterial infections in my right leg, a whole leg swelled and it was in my blood, skin, and in my bone, in my right leg. So I got stuck at MGH in a hospital for seven days until they figured out what the bacteria source was. Where was the source of the infection? As in me.

In the knee? Yeah. Okay. So obviously there's a danger of like, that's life threatening. Yep. So when I went into the emergency room, when I got back from the world's lady was like,

hey, you need to call here, you're gonna call because you may lose your leg tonight. Yeah. And then they put me in the hospital. What do you think in this whole time? Are you still thinking about Olympics? They put me into the room like four hours later the doctor came in. I was at MGH in Boston and he was like, you have a serious infection in your leg.

I go, he's like, we have to keep you hospitalized until we can figure out what it is. And I was like, buddy, I have the Olympic Games in less than a year. I go, I don't give a fuck what it is. I go, just fucking take it out. And let me get on with my day. He goes, we can't do that. Like, I don't understand. I go, you told me this infected. Just cut away that part of the tissue, drain it, do whatever you got to do, and then send me on my way. It's like it doesn't work like that. He said until we figure out what it is, we can't figure out how to stop it from growing, or how far it spread. So it took him seven days to figure out what it was. Then once they figured out what it was, I went in for surgery to remove it. Then I spent, I think it was eight weeks in in-home care with a pick line. And then I

came back from that, on the first week and a half of Judo, I tore my SI joint, trying to throw a guy. And then I came back from that about a month later and then fifth of the conno cup. And then the game's six months later. How quickly do doctors understand who they're dealing with? Is that difficult for you to explain who Travis Stevens is when you go to visit a doctor? I don't think they understand, you know, their role is to get me to do my job to the best of their ability as a doctor, meaning it's going gonna be less than what they want. And they struggle conceptually with like, but the textbook tells me this.

And I go, but I'm not a textbook. Right, like when you go to physical therapy, the first thing they do is they pull out that binder that says, day one, we do this exercise. I go, but I have my own goals. Your job is to help me meet my goal. Let's let's work a plan to do that or I got to go find somebody else. The doctors in general people outside of your close-knit group step up. If they didn't, I found somebody else. And typically I could find a person who knew

the right person. I was wondering with people, like, because I'm constantly surrounded by one of the biggest problems in my life has been, there's a lot of people in my life who love me very much, but who want me to the equivalent of that situation, you know, definitely don't go to the Olympics and definitely like take, like, it seems like the world is full of people that want you to be average and happy Yes, which is great, which is fine. I mean I perhaps that's the way it should be Like you know my parents people close to this. That's what love How love manifests itself often in people, but then like I think the ultimate

manifestation of love is understanding who this person is then like I think the ultimate manifestation of love is understanding who this person is. Here's a mad man who's driven towards a particular thing. And the best thing for you to do is not to say, like, rest is to say work harder. Like fuck your infection. You should be training. Have you ever met anybody as crazy as you that can help you? Most of us who get to this point get there because We're all a little unstable. Yeah, even my wife, Gleeta, right? Like

When she was getting ready for 2016 Or when she was getting ready for 2020 because she moved to Boston to be a coach, she had a neck problem, right? And at some point in time, it's like what's really important day-to-day life, or judo? And believe it or not, the doctor in Canada was like, and believe it or not, the doctor in Canada was like, I am never under any circumstances doing an MRI of your neck again. That's what she told her.

She goes, if you have me doing an MRI, you're not doing judo again. So just know if you hurt your neck and it requires an MRI, you're done with judo forever. Yeah, so decide if you wanna do judo or not. That was a conversation we actually had to have. That's a cool thing for a dog to just say. I mean, it depends how bad ass they sound when they say it.

So that's a tough conversation. judo one. What's this with your wife? What's that relationship like? So you're both a little crazy. A little bit in the good sense. Or from my perspective, in the good sense. Or if from my perspective in a good sense. Yeah, it's just we've, we understand that when it, when you set a goal to do something,

you're not signing on for the good. You're signing on for the bad. And I don't think a lot of people understand that. That's like a Valentine's Day card from Travis Stevens. You have to like accept everything negative that could possibly happen. And until you do, you're never going to make it because you'll always sell yourself short. Yeah. You'll never go far enough. And if you sign up for the whole thing, then the negative is just like, oh, great. I expected that. If you're experiencing the negative, they're also experiencing the negative. And if you overcome it, maybe they'll get knocked out from it. Yep.

Maybe they won't deal with it. Maybe they won't train through it. Right, when I had my five herniated disc and I was in a neck brace, I was still in the gym at 7 a.m. Doing whatever it is I could do because my job is to be at the gym. David Goggins, I don't know if you know the guy,

he's gone, he's damaged a lot of supports of his body like you, trying to achieve things. So, unlike you, his achievements are like, your achievements come with the medal. He's just running in the darkness in the middle of nowhere by himself. It's like, I mean, it's the same probably as with you if you're able to be introspective about it, is he's just battling his own inner demons and working through those and is breaking up,

breaking his body, doing so. Are you cognizant of the trade off of the fact that, you know, you're damaging your body to get to these levels of achievements, of this level of excellence, of this level of greatness. I mean, I guess that depends on what you consider damage really, because I don't really see that I have damaged my body. If anything, I think I've strengthened it. My body can go through more than yours, can.

Yeah, who's as weaker? Yeah. Right? It's just like, it's just like the tie boxers, right? Yeah. And we're just strengthening their shins. They got to break it a few times. Yeah.

It's just nature of the beast. You just had to break a bunch of stuff to find where the weak points are and then made them stronger. Yep. Or strengthen the areas around it to strengthen it by, you know, a sheer relation to it. But the problem is like you may not be able to do judo. And I'm like, for until you're 70. Why not?

I may not be able to do judo to the level I used to. Yeah. Don't get me wrong, but I can still do judo. You can still do it. And I think a lot of people struggle with, they want to keep doing it like they used to be able to do it. I don't try to do judo like they used to be able to do it. I don't try to do judo like I used to like you're seeing here. I'm not that guy anymore. I accept that. I don't even try to be that guy anymore.

I'm a completely different player today than I am when I was winning Olympic medals. And so I guess when you're looking at like my journey and the trade off is I'd never sacrificed anything. The people around me sacrificed for me. And I never had a downturn after the Olympics because I never identified as an Olympian. You know, a lot of Olympians suffer from depression after all the other things. Because they identify as it.

Now they don't have who they are. Where was your personal moment of greatness? Like, or do you not experience life that way? Or you were truly proud to be yourself? Like, every day I wake up. You're a bit. You wake up and you're not proud of who you are, then you've really got to seek out some help.

So that's, first of all, okay, I'll do that because I definitely'm not proud of who I am. I just wonder if you didn't identify with the Olympics, was there times maybe in the training room, maybe in Japan, like where you're all, you just kind of felt like, I get more of an emotional, I guess, trigger, right? Where like, I feel proud of what I've done when I've set to a task and I've done it.

So, almost saying you task. And the more challenging the tasks, the more reward. You fought a lot of amazing battles in 2016 Olympics. So you got, you beat the, let's see, the world number four and the quarter finals. It's like a replay, every single Olympics, you're all the people I got terrible draws saying terrible draws. And then you're facing this is where I was like watching this. I'm like, yeah, he screwed. You faced the world number one, the Georgian.

And by by the way, for people who don't know, he beat me five times to my beating him once. And the one time I beat him was in London. And all other times he beat me, he beat me by a poem. And not by like a little throw like he threw me on my head. At one point we were in Georgia. I'm fighting him in the final. I go to my teammate and I go, guess what?

Make sure you watch this fight. Somebody's getting thrown free poem. This matching and this same magical distance. And about a minute in, I tried to take his head off with a big Koshi Gromow which is like a head and arm. He caught me and then threw me on my head and ended the match. So first of all we're watching the video of you again standing next to the to the guy leading up to your semi-final match. So here if you if you win this you're guaranteed a medal. Yep, but the chances of you winning from my fan perspective. I was like, God damn it You're in the rest of the world except for me except for you. What what what are you saying? You're talking to yourself here

What are you saying? My name is Travis Stevens. I'm Olympic champion. I will not be denied That George is probably like what the hell is this guy saying? What is he talking himself? So he was probably ultra confident. Yeah, had to be. The difference is, is I understood the last five times he beat me? I was purposely trying to throw him, not beat him. I wanted to find out if I could.

Turns out I can't. But I don't need to throw him to beat him. I wanted to find out if I could. Turns out I can't. But I don't need to throw him to beat him. I need to know how to not lose. But you were still going for stuff here. But all of my attacks drag him to the ground. Yeah, drag. They're never standing on my feet. Which is a complete, which is a distinction that we talked about at the very beginning, right? You have throws where you're standing and throws where you're dropping. Every time I try to throw him standing, he throws me free-pony, picks me up and he throws me on my head literally. So what I did is I just needed to get to that last one minute mark, which is what he does mentally in his own judo, where he changes into a panic and just tries to like

do things that are uncharacteristic. So you knew he's going to start panicking here is it as the match draws the close and you both have a pass. And actually, did we pass the point where I went for broke and I broke my rule? Which one? I went for a crazy foot sweep, like e-pone switch. I can't even remember what it's called because it's not used that often. And he actually landed on top of me and some people wanted it to be called e-pone. But he had actually let go of the key and was looking for the mat so he didn't have any control so they didn't know where to put it. that go of the key and was looking for the mat so he didn't have any controls. So they didn't know where I'm at point.

Yeah, and here we go. Now we're getting down into the next. See, like he's getting frustrated. Great. I love it. Perfect. Second penalty. No big deal.

We just got to get to the one minute mark. That's all we got to do. So there's no panic here for you. No, this is right. I'm right where I need to be and look at. Now if you go back into this match, I would love for somebody to go back and see how many times he did a drop right, a poem saying, oh, he probably never. Yeah.

So why is he doing it now? Because he panics and he changes his judo at that one minute mark So look at look at much I kept that grip. Yeah, you kept you have that grip this whole time Yeah, you left hand walking them down walking them down That he you keep the grip as he's throwing. Yeah, which You keep the grip as he's throwing. Yeah, which, do you think in choke as he drops or no? It's just kind of natural instinct. Yeah, because we drilled it.

I spent two years drilling this transition. And then very, so for people that don't do judo, jiu-jitsu, it's like really nice. You keep, everything is nicely controlled to where you keep in that key under his chin. Like it's really tight control. Like it's very, like your cog, I guess is drilling, but your cognizant of the position of your wrist the whole time.

And you can tell based on like, just years of doing it, whether it's under or it's not, you can just feel the difference. And it's probably, even if you wanted to stop that, it's very difficult, because your cold time is like, once it's under, it's almost impossible to stop. For people who practice, you just do practice judo. One of the very annoying things about judo is in order to do ghee chokes, they have to be under the chin. Yes. Even though the kind of intense jokes you do work just fine over the chin, but. And the kicker

here and why we practice this choke was because when you go back and watch all of the other matches, he always does this tripod when I try to do arm locks, which is typically what I would do. And when I do that, he ends up sliding out and I end up falling off. So you step up here with the choke, he does a tripod. We sticks his button to the air and you Do what's the name of this choke? Oh narrow No, but okay, I mean when you do from like from that Posit is there a way this entry into the bow and arrow? I guess because you're doing we we refer to it

Judo as a British triangle British when they when they're in that turtle position and you do that rolling, that ocean cool. And here, when you go into that, you can fall off of them. Like you said, if you're going for an arm bar, but here, literally, because you have it under the chin really well, there's just a nice control. And I've already planned on it being on his chin. That's why I've hooked the arm. Right. It's already starting to go straight. Probably this choke in the early stages, like a few

frames before, feels like it, like you're safe. It's fine. Like the head will slip out or something like that. Yeah. And that's why my left knee is up by his shoulder to keep that pressure down so that he can't posture it up. When did you know you have this? Oh, I worked right here. I actually panicked right about here. Was maybe his head could come out. My hand, I tore the muscle in my palm because I was pulling so hard that I'm like,

he may not have that. Yeah. Like is he, is my hand just going to give out beforehand? And there he is. And we're right on this edge, right? Yeah. So like if we roll a little bit outside and I still don't have it, like that ref could stop it. Yeah.

And then I felt him tapping and... Oh, that he is... He's hard-broken. I felt... Surprised. There it is. Ha-ha. The Relief Olympic Final.

And he knew... He knew he lost an Olympic medal right there because he already knew that the Japanese guy was going to be his bronze that he never beats. See the, but also he probably in his head was confident that he would be in the final. Correct. And so like this, he almost is surprised. Yeah. It's not supposed to happen this way. And it's the second time it's happened. And that's how you became an Olympic medalist.

Man, that must be a great feeling That must be a great feeling right here Just like all the years of injuries all of it As as fans that watch this to it's like holy shit. He actually did it. It's a pack stadium, too. Not one empty seat man, so And it's a pack stadium too, not one empty seat. Oh man. So, uh, I mean, what were you thinking here? I just folks on the next match. Yeah. It took me maybe like a minute or so to like decompress and then like

get back to like my normal state for the final. and then might get back to like my normal state for the final. So the final is against the Russian here. What can you say about your mindset? You're saying the exact same thing. Travis Stevens Olympic champion. I will not be denied. Because I had felt like in London and throughout the years. I felt like I kept getting robbed So I've made sure and my monitor had that little bit at the end to reassure myself that like

They are not going to control the outcome of today. I'm gonna control the outcome What did you know about the Russian everything? um And I I honestly I thought I'd win the Olympics right now and I still do think that today just like Mentally when you think about it that I've won like Yeah, he threw me But it was like I won in a million chance that that worked for him

All right, come on. So it's not like you feel lucky to be in the final. It's like you deserve to be chained. I'm anticipating the goal. Like I'm past that. I mean, there's confidence in the way you're moving in the way you're... Yeah. Like I have his sleeve.

He's not breaking it. Like still walking him down still going forward like um I knew exactly how I was going to beat him and I developed a plan because when I was getting ready for Rio we brought in a lot of the top Japanese players that weren't invited to the camp for the national team to Boston. So I had four people, three of them were on the national team. One of them had won the universities in Japan, all at 81 kilos. I only got thrown once during camp for a month. Like I was, I was ready. I just a fucking slipped. Like, what does it happen? Right when he threw me. So if you let this play out really quick, there's a point right here where I'm going to come around his back and I'm kind of going to just a yoko su teme which means like a lateral

drop and I'm just going to bring him down to the floor, which isn't a throw right here. It's more of like a take down right. I'm trying to get him to the ground because I want to burn him. He doesn't do any waza. Yeah, so I'm just gonna keep burning him and you can see that like, I get really close here. He just went a little too far to his side during this exchange.

And like he's running. And I'm like, ah, he... He's very wiery for an 81 kg player. Yeah, there's not much like muscle on him But he uses his length and his leverage very well And you can see like I'm really burning the clock here like I'm owning these exchanges More than I'm owning the touch you also wants the ones in her feet So you weren't trying to necessarily submit them here or really harder. Penum, you were trying to break them a bit. I'm doing both. I'm being overly physical.

And to a lot of the BJJ people who are watching this, they're like, oh, I would have done this, I would have done that. You've got to think, If that referee who's wrapping the judo side of it looks at it for a couple seconds and it's like He's not really moving. Yeah, they'll stop it. Yeah, so you're like you understand judo Yeah, what's called an awas a groundwork like what you because you're really showing it to the ref Yes, you have to show movement and progression. I hurt the forehead. Like see, I threw that hand in there kind of hard. Rip it across his face just because

the I got to I got to tell you there's a calm. Well, no, he does look a little, a little broken, but the the Russians have like this calmness They're pretty good at well. Don't forget they've competed like this for long time. Yeah, it's all he knows And this is why I lose it see how my knee hit the ground Yeah, my knee wasn't supposed to touch the ground. Yeah, I was supposed to sit to my hip to bring him down Something happened where my knee touched. Yeah.

And it didn't happen in the first one. It just happened there. So like that, we never should have been in that predicament. Yeah. And that's, that's one of the things where when you're looking at, you know, sports for anybody who's trying to improve. You have to when you're when you're trying to improve you've really got to ignore the ends of the spectrums right the the oopsies and the they got lucky and you only focus on the middle like the technique I was doing was perfectly sound. It just happened that the one oopsie happened on the stage. It shouldn't have

happened on. And there's no, there's no amount of drilling that will ever like prevent that from happening. And that's just the sports sports especially the Olympics, especially Judo when it's like one. You go to one more. Oopsie can just be your that's it. That's one. You have one more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to. One more to go to.

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Never felt it. Never felt it. Just because he didn't beat me. Right. Right. It's an important distinction because when I'm training and when I'm competing like I understand that I take risk and I accept those consequences. That's why I take them That's a consequence

That's not him being the better judo player that Dominated a match and I didn't have an answer and then he threw me Then I would be a little upset. Like when you're tired and somebody's coming at you and like you can't do anything about it, that's a shitty feeling. Yeah. And that wasn't this fun. And that wasn't this. Like I accept losing when it's my fault. Well, that was a hell of a story, man. So from 2008, 2012, just the sheer number of injuries, the way cuts, all of that, the wanting to quit,

the doubts, I'm sure you did not get, like the fans probably started disappearing somewhere between the second and the third Olympics, like the support from it did judo within the United States and just everybody, you know, just like you SOC tried to cut all my funding in 2015 and say now you're too old. Yeah. So through all of that to win the medal, I mean, that's what the Olympics is about. Is there some, like when you look back, does that seem like another person? Is this like another lifetime ago?

Or like that's a hell of an accomplishment. How do you feel about the whole thing? It's an interesting kind of predicament because there's like those cookie cutter answers about how proud you are and how grateful you are, but at the end of the day, it's how proud you are and how grateful you are, but at the end of the day, it's not who you are. So that skill set and that mentality that, you know, it took to accomplish that, that's who you are. And so this was just a stepping stone in who I am.

So it's in the past to me. Like there's no shrine in my house that has like an Olympic medal in it. I can't remember last time I looked at it. So you're saying like all the stories, the skills, along the way, that's like you right now sitting here is the shrine. Yeah, the who you become along the journey

is really what the prize is. Right? Like when you think about any of them, most of the people that, you know, go through that depression after the games, it's because that is their shrine. Like that is who they've identified as. That is who they've told the world, the community, their friends, their family, that's how they've identified. I've identified as a person who perseveres, overcomes and accepts challenges. So like all those things are just like, you know,

put in a suitcase off to the side and come on to the next great chapter thing that I'm trying to do. And it's both sad and cool that very few people in the world get to experience what it's like to be you. I mean, this level of having gone through that journey. Everyone has the opportunity to. Yeah, yeah. I mean mean I've done a few Difficult things in my life, but I got to tell you weight cuts and sauna

And I would tell people right now who are listening like don't go through that and I think a lot of wrestlers a lot of young I think a lot of wrestlers, a lot of young judo players, a lot of long young, just combat sports people were weight classes are a thing. They almost take a sense of pride when I hear them talking about all how much weight do you have to cut. If you have to cut a pound more, it's like you've accomplished more like your tougher. Yeah. Like you're not. There's no trophies for that. You, whatever the reason, had a job to do and you got to done, and that, that is truly inspiring.

No matter how hard. That there's a big, deep lesson to learn from that. Then you start getting to the specifics of whether you should wake up or not. But if we don't, then most of the great things we have in this world, we wouldn't have. The reason we have many of the great things is because people did that way cut. The equivalent of the way cut for whatever the discipline

in, there's a difference between having to do it because you have to and you get through it, then setting yourself up to do that because you think it's the cool thing or the thing you're supposed to be doing in order to be successful. Yeah, there are plenty of like two-time Olympic medalist. I probably could have been a two-time Olympic medalist had I not cut that much weight. I probably would have multiple world medals had I not cut that much weight because my body wouldn't have been that broken. Yeah, there's always the other side of it. So just when you're looking at it like metals had I not cut that much weight because my body wouldn't have been that broken. Yeah. There's always the other side of it. So just when you're looking at it, like, I just hear it in like young kids, even some

of my own, like when you hear them talk about like where their weight's at, they almost take a sense of pride on how much they have to lose because they hear stories like this. And it's like, that's not the takeaway. I did it because I had to. I was put in a situation where like, I may not have gone to this games that I moved up to 90 kilos because I wouldn't have had time to grow into the division. And then you get the job done. And then you get the job done. You're right. There's a, it's a very important difference. Yeah. Also a sleep.

That's what people talk to me about. There should not be any glorification of not sleeping. Yes. There should not be a glorification of cutting weight. But if that's on the way to your whatever is that fire inside you that you know needs to get done like the job at hand. If you need to sacrifice in some of those ways, you get the job done.

Yes. Yeah. And the way cut is an interesting one, because it's different, I mean, you could speak to this. There's different sports in which the weight is more important than others. And there's different levels to this game. I think at the level you operated in,

that was probably essential. Like there's huge games changed completely from 81 kg to 90 game. I think at the level you operated in, that was probably essential. Yeah. Like there's huge games changed completely from 81 kg to 90 kg. It's a huge weight jump. It's the first thought it's weight, but then the strategy, it's like so much changes the height and all those kinds of things. The physical, like people don't understand it, but the physical size of a 90 kilogeuro player versus the physical size of an 81 kilo Judo player. It's like putting a human in a human. There's enough space. It's not like you know you could stand next to your friend who's 180 pounds and you could be 160 and you guys could

look identical. It is different when both the 90 kilo, 100 kilo, and 81 kilo both have 6% body fat and they're cutting into the class. And it always feels like there's more variety at 90 kilo because some of them are link in tall. Yeah. Some are short and stocky. It's like 81 is more uniform, which I, but then the, you know, the flip side of that is the, this is why I like in Gizitsu. Again, amateur competing against bigger guys.

Like, I love that more. I like, I like cutting weight just so I'm slim. Like, that's why I feel the best with the same thing that you mentioned. But I love going as 220. Because in Jiu Jitsu, the weight doesn't get amplified in the sport. The weight is just the weight. If you can leg press to 20 and you can bench to 20 then Yeah, you can train with a guy who's 220 us. That's easy. They're not gonna hurt you And I mean there's there is a truth that you know light weights and middle weights in Jujutsu and the same is true for Judo It's just like a lot more of them that means if you want to be

Is you're just competing at a higher level? so like you want to be, you're just competing at a higher level. So like, there's much more variety of games, the level is much higher. So you're taking on a bigger challenge, even if you're like, have a weight advantage. So those are all the synergies you have to kind of make. And certainly in jiu jitsu people that are weight cutting or silly, I mean, that's the natural beginner thing to do is to feel the way the nervousness of all competition expresses itself is through the desire to be as light as possible, which is the totally wrong desire to have. Right. Like when you, when you look at me now, I'm probably like 230, right. But I probably have this strength of a 70 kilo

Judo player. Yeah, right the weight doesn't really do much. Yeah I mean you have the same thing with wrestling. Yeah skinny the skinny guys the skinny you that were looking out there Just the amount of power in that person. Yeah, it's fascinating It doesn't look like you have some muscle, but it doesn't look, but I felt the power of some of those people. Yeah. It's scary. Yeah.

It's different. It's the best way I can describe it is like scary. It's like, oh shit. Again, it's the food chain. You're not at the top of the food chain. Yeah. You're the best natural feeling when you go with some judo people. What's your sense about this recent Olympics? What stands out to you as a, so like a Tadya Riner who wasn't a big run for a long time.

Many consider it to be one of the greatest judo players of all time. Two time Olympic gold medalist and a bronze medalist. Two time Olympic bronze medalist, four. The close, yeah. Not counting like team stuff, just doing individual. And then like, yeah, I'm not sure I'm not sure. Yeah, I'm not sure they're going to catalog that team event. Like are they all technically Olympic champions or is France an Olympic champion? No, they're all technically Olympic champions, but I'm going to ignore that. Is that how they're going to classify it? No, I couldn't. Oh, sorry, I the link to champions, but I'm gonna ignore that. Is that how they're gonna classify it? No.

Oh, sorry, I'm going to Wikipedia, like according to the internet. I don't know, I'll call it in Taijia for whatever. Because you know, some of those players never, you know, want to match. They just fill the spot. Oh, that's even a starker example. Oh, that's sad. You know, they lost in the individual, and then they also lost in the team. And so it's interesting because in the case of Tedi, he was, you know, important to the win against Japan in this Olympics.

So like in the team event. So like, if I feel like you should put that in the equation to say, who won gold? Right. It does feel like he won gold in the team because he carried the team. Well, you have like namura at 60 kilos from Japan three time Olympic gold medalist, no team event. Yeah. Yeah. Are you are you going to weigh Teddy's team event? No, no, we're not arguing this. Of course, no, I'm just wondering how like the IJF, like when you look at a player stat,

is it going to be like team gold medal for the Olympics versus like their own personal gold medal? Yeah, I think in sport, we have to be brutally honest. And I think, hopefully this doesn't piss off people. I hope it does. But Judo is an individual sport. It's honestly just that one athlete, maybe the athlete in coach.

All right, if you look at the big, big picture, but there's no team in judo. That's the beauty of combat sports. That's the honesty of it. That's the brutality of losing to another human being in a combat sport. That's why it's so damn embarrassing when you get slammed. It's because it's like, there's no team to like carry some of that responsibility. It's all on you and you suck. That's what you lost. There's that weight.

And that's why it's like magical. It's not, it's not like soccer. It's not, it's not like magical. It's not it's not like soccer. It's not it's not like basketball. Yeah, I couldn't play team sports because if one of my teammates Wasn't doing their job correctly. I would go play their position That I'm gonna do it better than you. Yeah, but that you know some of the greatest leaders of teams also do that Michael Jordan is like that right. I mean, it's like with your actions you raised the with your actions, you raised the level for everybody. Like excellence is expected and therefore everybody needs to step up. So some of the greatest, I would say team leaders are individualists at heart.

But it's okay. So Teddy, I think 10 time world champion, non-team regular. It's a big number, but I think he has some like open weight categories in there. Open weight, right? I mean, you can count those, right? I mean, that's interesting. The less cases. That same division twice. It's the same division twice. That's right. One day after another. Yeah, that's right. I don't know if I want to count that. Yeah.

Well, I mean, that's one of the reasons people don't usually put heavy weights in judo as like the greatest of all time, because the level of competition is lower. Yes. But anyway, he did lose in this match to a young Russian. Yeah. Timer Limbaugh-Chef. Match also, not on the internet. Thank you, Olympics.

I am definitely going to go on some rants on the internet. Thank you Olympics. I am definitely going to go on some rants on the internet There's a lot of it as a fan of Olympics. I feel like this definitely needs to change moving forward The like every single major Olympic event I'm also like I also like random sports like we're listing even though I don't do Olympic way lifting It's fun just to watch fun to watch the such high level of Excellence and the fact that we can't just to watch. Fun to watch such high level of excellence. And the fact that we can't just freaking watch the full, like each nicely categorized event is really heartbreaking.

In judo, in Olympic weightlifting, in track, in gymnastics, all of that. Anyway, so Teddy lost. I mean, that does that stand out to you. If you were to like recap the things that you remember from this Olympics. I picked him losing already, like in my predictions. Which where, that match or just in general now? Somewhere in the final. In the final, you thought.

Yeah, final, it was at semi. When I looked at his draw because he decided not to compete throughout the water, do like the bare minimum to go. Because of his age, I didn't think he would have enough energy to battle his way through the draw that he had. And sure enough, he didn't, he felt earlier than I thought, but he just, he's not the young athletic person he used to be. And when they change the rules to judo, they allowed people to take people into really, really deep waters, which you saw at this Olympics, which, you know, it

did it wrong, the sport or did it not? Like, I'm not sure, but it was definitely difficult to watch. Would you put them at the greatest of all time or asked another way, like like who do you think is the greatest judo player of all time? He's definitely not the greatest judo player But he's definitely the best competitor What's the difference in judo player and competitor? There's an ability to like Do the act of judo of like throwing pinning or mocking? Versus can you win a judo of like throwing, pinning, armlocking versus can you win a judo match? Right, like when you look at somebody like Namora who like through everyone he fought through

three Olympics, multiple world championships, multiple things like that's a pure judo player. In the essence of judo, he can throw, pin, or arm lock just about anybody he steps on the mat with during his time. Teddy tended to, when you look at his judo, because of his size, again, it's just because he's in the heavyweight category, he was so much bigger, so much stronger. People just couldn't handle it. And you would see really good judo players just break. Yeah. Like they could hang in there for a little bit, but eventually his size, like you can't control that weight.

Weight moves weight. And when you have to use all your strength to keep him upright and off of you, your muscles just give out because you don't have somebody of that stature and that skill, like, to train with, to train those muscles. So you're thinking more like those 73, 81, 90 KG people, they're just standing the pocket and just give everything.

Like, what comes to my mind is like a Koga. Koga. You know, a Namura who's a 60 kilo guy, but again, like his dynamics and how long he was dominant for, like it just. Do you put value to like epic throws, like singular moments of greatness? If it's against a noteworthy player in a noteworthy position, There are a lot of highlights of people that are good judo players, but there are highlights of scrubs on the IJF circuit. It's like great, the Japanese guy through the guy from Senegal, Free Pone. Great, we

kind of expected that. You took the world number one against the 330th person in the world. What do you 330th person in the world What do you think was gonna happen like when I see those highlights like thrown around like social media? I'm like That's not a highlight. They might as well have just been at the dojo like practice and throws if you look at it like top 10 lists for judo Conno always comes up, you know as But he's not somebody that I don't think his results are there, but you don't really know how he got there.

So it's hard for me to like, I can't see his judo. Yeah. So I'm not sure. Conno, by the way, is the founder of judo for people who don't or consider it to be the founder of judo? Yeah. The sport evolves. Yeah.

The players that are like, if you took champions from the past and you fought them against the players of today, they're, they're not happening. And that goes with anything, right? So every time you think of like, who's the best of all time, it's probably somebody within a generation or two of today. Yeah. If I'm going to pick my, my top three, top three, and I would go generationally speaking, I would pick Ono for today. Probably Iliottis for like my time frame, like the from a developmental standpoint, and then I'd probably go Koga, and then before Koga, I'd probably go no more. before Koga, I'd probably go no more. As like the person of that generation that people like, as a whole and judo respected.

Yeah. Well, in the case of, I wonder if people feared Koga. Yeah. Yeah. Like here. That little guy's getting get under you. And you go for a ride. You know, he was 78 kilos when he took second at the Algebra Pans,

which is an open weight class. Yeah. You know, like he could throw down with anybody any weight class and still went. He was one of the early people that planted the seed of judo, love of judo on you. It's like that. And when I looked at him, like, that was how like,

I wanted my judo to be portrayed that style. Yeah. And then in the Siliatus, you just like, I mean, you have a similar attitude as him. So you just like the way he cares about. That's why we get along. I was like, you guys hang out. I mean, I'd love to see that conversation. I remember when we were talking about like his coaching, I was like, why didn't you take this

team or like, why'd you pick this team? And he's like, I can't work with those people. Like those people are weak for children. Like they don't know how to train hard. I love that guy. What about Ohno? Because he was competing in this Olympics. He got gold in this Olympics, right?

Yeah, yeah. He lost in the team tournament though. I think he just didn't care. He just really wanted to throw that guy. He like throws everybody. Yeah. So he's he represents the thing you're mentioning. I sent up to the judo fanatics best of Oh no. Is there something that stands out to you about him that's especially you find beautiful like or powerful about a technique. especially you find beautiful or powerful about a technique. Um, his adaptability to the situations and understanding of what needs to happen in order to throw these people. I specifically watched a match with his and I was going to do a breakdown video on it because they're much do you remember what it is?

It's him versus a Garvey of hungry. Is he good at gripping? So we're watching the match against hungry. So at the one minute comes over right here coming up. I've heard he's freakishly strong. I've never had the ability to train with him so I'm not. Obviously looks super skinny. But when you see him without his gear jacket on, like he's a jackdude, which is uncharacteristic of a Japanese player from back in the day, in a way, changed all that. He was like, we're going to get physical to compete with the Europeans. That's another one of the greats, right? Yeah. He doesn't get mentioned enough.

And he's a righty here, yeah. Okay. And this is where he starts setting it up. It's like you can see he was standing on like a left-handed stance and then he changes. So he grips almost like a double sleep, not a double sleep, but the tricep. And the front sleep standing like a lefty. And no body grip, just tricep and sleep.

And it was like the biggest whip and twist of a new Shimada. Yeah, he hasn't actually lived him off the floor. Yeah. And if you look at it in like slow motion almost. Yeah, let's yeah, there we go. Um, the Hungarian player was like 100% defense and he still did this. Right. So right here, like press boss, this, like an identify if you're trying to like learn, you don't figure out how to set it up because knowing how to get to the point right before you pull the triggers, probably the most important. So when we watch this play out, what Ono is going to do is he's going to pivot off his right leg right here. He's going to backstep with his left and it's gonna pull,

when Garvey's front leg all the way forward into what we would call like a neutral square stance. So he plants hard. And look, it was an interesting pull with the tri- Oh no, it's not tri- So he almost like, it starts with the tri- so he like collects the gear, something like that.

But it's still above the elbow because you can see the bend, right? And right here, see how he never put back it up a little bit? This is kind of like one of those things, yeah, pause it right there. So when he puts his right foot down, he's pulling so hard with his back that when owner goes to put his left foot down,

it never touches the mat. But by putting his left foot back, it actually pulls him garbage foot forward. And so he's able to speed up his throw by just continuing that motion back, which what was supposed to have been a step turned out to just in the middle of the action, he makes a split second decision before putting the foot

down to just continue. Because he recognizes that feeling his hands. Yeah. And so it's like, it never, it's a swing. Like he never touches the ground with his foot. But it never, it never started as like a big swing to a back step. Yeah. He changed his mind partway through.

So it's supposed to be a back step, right? Yeah. And then he goes, nope, he's bringing that foot forward. I'm just going to go for it. And wait, is he full, like full air? Look at that. forward, I'm just gonna go for it. And wait, is he full air? Look at that. Boom, boom. And look at it.

If you go a few more steps forward right there, his hip is the same height as when Garbi's shoulder. Yeah. Because he's leaning so far into the throw with his body weight. And he's allowing that tricep grip to rotate. That's gonna draw on Garbi forward. And now when you pause it right here, you think about the sheer physics to like get your body into this position. Jimmy and I were so like when we saw this for the first time,

we tried to just stand like that and we couldn't do it. His left foot is pointing straight ahead. His chest is perpendicular to that foot, a parallel with it, right? And his head is by his foot. Yeah. Is that only possible in the midst of a throw? Do you think he works on making like, I think he's done this particular throw, not this style of it, but Uchi mod is so much that his body has adapted to be able to do this. So when people are trying to learn and like break down videos, they don't understand like the power he has and what we call end range motion. Look at that.

So like look at the full range of motion he takes, right? That left foot swings all the way around and the torso starts like at three o'clock and it goes all the way around like almost back to the three o'clock. Yeah. Like look at that. What? And he never lifts his leg above his hip. And the crazy part is he never fell over during any of it. Yeah, look at that. Stayed on his feet. What's he doing? Is that a matter of pride or just... I think that's just habit.

The way the forces work like he can just stay up. I... That's one of the most beautiful throws I've ever seen. There's so much wrong with it, but it worked because when you think about remember what we talked about the very beginning, like he's got to get his center gravity under his. Well, here's one of the top players in the world throwing another top player in the world with his hip at that guy shoulder height.

And it's still working. It's. Okay, so he this generation, he could be the great. Yeah. And like he switched a lot of those details of the throw in the middle in the middle. And that that only is, I mean, he's probably what like a hundred thousand times that throw has happened. Yeah. I saw you were into chess recently. So you're like me me a bit of a beginner in chess. You're part of launching the website effective chess. So I got to ask, maybe it's a personal question, but do you have advice to yourself and to other beginners in exploring chess? I've had to one have fun

to start getting good. It's nice to see like Olympic caliber athlete take on a difficult task with the beginner's mind. So what's that process? I'm a huge fan of just learning new things in general. When I left Chudo, I took a job as marketing for Fuji sports, And I was getting frustrated with designers, so I learned Photoshop. I also got angry with the photographers, so now I take all the photos too. Just because I don't mind learning,

you know, I've spent my entire judo career learning all the time, like adding new techniques, finding new ways, practicing, developing. And so when it comes to chess, I treat it just like I do anything else. I just stick to one plan, and I learn all the ins and outs of that one plan, and then I develop another plan, right?

Like I'll might practice like a London opening, for example, and just I don't even care if I win or lose. I just wanna figure out how I'm gonna I just want to figure out how I'm going to lose and then figure out how I'm going to win. And once I know that position is now done, then I start with another position. And then once I figured out how I'm going to lose and how I'm going to win, the next thing I do is I don't go to a third, I figure out the bridge between the two. Like at what point during my openings, can I transition back into this opening? Right.

So like you have like some basic openings and you want to see how they go wrong, how they go right, all the different ways. And then that starts to solidify a higher level concept of that particular opening and you start to stitch together the concepts together. The concepts together. Because being able to go from one to another and then back and forth is part of the reasons why I was successful at judo is just because everything I do at some point it touches that spiderweb of like being able to get from one area to another. We refer to it as like a toolbox right you need more tools in your toolbox. But if you're always grabbing the wrong

tool for the right for that job then you're just not going to have success. Actually, I forgot to ask you mentioned a few greatest chess players of all time. And I know she didn't mention Vladimir Putin. I'm going to ask you about his judo. Do you much chance? No much about his judo. What do you about you know a president of a major nation being a judo black boat and i think from what i've seen pretty good at it i think it shows you know if he if he actually got it like let's let's go with that premise of like he earned it right that just shows like a level of like physical persistence and mental fortitude to be able to like

You know take those Beatings and just keep showing up until you've overcome yeah, and can now give those beatings As you know in Japan and Russia you get it by just like when you're young It's easier to get a black belt when you're like, just go through a bunch of beatings for like 10 years in your teenage years. But there's also from it, springs like a camaraderie.

There's definitely a brotherhood and sisterhood in terms of judo, to where you're connected forever because of that. For many people, it's their childhood connection. You sort of leave Judo in your 20s and your 30s, but that's always there in the same issue with wrestling. So it's interesting to see him pay respect to that. Like by going with the Russian national Judo team,

and I think you did obviously, they have to get thrown, right? But just you can tell, and you probably can tell you even better, but you can tell when a person moves in a way where you're like, okay, you've had like 10 years of beatings. You can tell. Yeah, the way they pull, the way they move. Yeah, but I also like, in contrast to the US national team, or I don't even think to the US national team or

I don't even think there's a national team for US rates. It's the Patriot judo center, right? That there is some, it's really cool when there's a camaraderie like that amongst the highest level Olympic caliber athletes in Russia. I suppose Japan might have some kind of thing. And then you have Then you can have the system of People together and then you could have a strong coaching staff not just like a coach But a coaching staff and you can have the nation backing that staff I mean, yeah, and then the result is like you have some incredible level of judo emerge

Is there something you could say with it? we didn't talk much about Jimmy. I mean, he was a critical part of your perseverance, through all the yet to go through. What did you learn from Jimmy? What are some impacts that he had on your life, both on the mat and off the mat. You know, if we had to like put it down to like a very simple thing, he thought me had a win, right? It wasn't necessarily like the technical side of Judo, like we went over gripping, we went over this, we adapted that, but the real strength to Jimmy was like, he knows how to win. And most people think, well, if I get really good at this technique, I'll be able to throw people with it

not win. That is not how the world of sports works. Right? Like, I remember in one of my YouTube videos, I was doing a breakdown of a match from the Cuba Grand Prix where I was fighting a Mongolian guy? He's kicking the show at me. I'm not gonna lie. Four minutes in, like he was just throwing me left and right. He was so fast, I felt like I just couldn't get to him. In the last 30 seconds, he changed. He started protecting his lead instead of continuing the fight the way the entire match

was going in his favor. He made a mental shift and when he made that mental shift, I beat him. Yeah. Because he didn't know how to win the fight. He can win exchanges, but he can't win the fight. So the last thing you want to do is have to win every exchange in a match. You want to know how to kick it into six gear. Like when to step off the gas, when to focus on gripping, when to attack, how often to

attack, all those things like. And you've had those conversations with Jimmy like, this is not like how to stop trying to win every exchange exchange that kind of thing Yeah, and instead because I was a brawler before I was like I threw you once I'm throwing you again. Yeah, and sometimes you get caught. Yeah. Why would I do that? I'm already winning What about like the mental side of the game the preparation all those things? One of the biggest things Jimmy brought to the forefront when it came to like the mental side was the visualization, right?

And when I started visualizing myself winning, I started seeing more success. But once I started seeing more success with the visualization also came self-doubt. Because as I'm starting to picture myself like I would picture myself before fighting churches, Billy, I'm gonna throw him with Koshi Gruma and I can see it. And if I stand in the shoot for too long, you start to like, but what if he counters? Then you go, well if he counters with this, I'm gonna counter with that, but you already let that doubt in. And then you start playing this like five step scenario, but you still come out on top.

But all that doubt has like seeped into your mind, right? And a lot of people don't understand that that's a bad thing. You're still winning in your mind, but you're also doubting yourself in your mind. Yeah, once you let the, that little doubt see been, it's the most destructive. Yeah. And so I remember I was at the World Championships. I can't remember what year it was,

but I was ready. Like I was healthy, I was ready to go, and we all thought like this is the year Travis wins the Worlds. I go out there in the first round. I'm in the shoot for like 45 minutes. Like the match went into GoldenScore, then the next match went into GoldenScore, then the fucking next match went into GoldenScore, then the referee came and told me, you can't wear your gear.

Then Big Jim goes, why can't he wear his gear? Any gear that has his name on it, we're not going to let him wear. He has to wear a different gear. So then I go fuck you on leaving, we're not going to let him wear. He has to wear a different key. So then I go, fuck you, I'm leaving. And I walked out there and I fought. I lost in Golden Square because I did a coach, and they called it a false attack. And I went, great, I'm out of the fucking worlds. But when I was in the shoot, I struggled because I started allowing the like Hungarian guy

that I was going to face to do things to me, that I would have to play defense too and then counter. It's like great, but now I'm doubting my own ability. So I went to a sports psychologist and the big game changer for me was, I focused more on the emotional, physical response that happens in matches rather than the actual You know quote unquote like Instagram picture that would have happened. Yeah, so when I was getting ready for 2016

you think about like How do you feel like standing in the shoot like what does your body feel like as your heart racing? How's your breath is your mouth dry and then you think about like okay? The ref just started the match what happens like? Like, what's the atmosphere like? How do you emotionally respond to these things? More so than me trying to beat a specific judo player, right? Like, all the ref just gave you a penalty at a minute 30, like, how do you feel? And then you start thinking about the physical responses, and when you do that

really well, you can actually get the pins responses. And when you do that really well, you can actually get the pins and needles in your body. It will start to sweat and your heart will start to race as if you're in it. Because it's not about the technique. It's more about the physical like what does it feel like to have your fingers ripped out of a key in the first exchange. Now my hands can feel that. That's fascinating. And then on a cellular level, like I fought the Olympic Games so many times. To the point where like it is no longer a goal,

it's an anticipation. Right. So down to the experience of the grip break that just the sweat, the heart beating, the yeah. Was it a field to have your head smashed into a mat and driven across the mat with a mat burn. Yeah. And then getting back up.

And getting back up. Yeah. Like with a bit of a burn, all the kind of stuff. Yeah. So the actual sensations and this game. Yeah. The actual sensation of what it takes to fight it. You don't match it.

It's not a strategy. Like, but the actual sensations experience, that's fascinating. Because then your body is going to fight hundreds of matches without the physical damage. And you could probably get really far with that and not also in just judo, but basically anything. You can simulate, yeah, if you learn how to simulate well, you've lived a very, a hell of a life. Is there a device you can give to young people? Instead of high school, college, you know, thinking about their career, thinking about life, how to live one they're proud of? I think the number one thing I can tell people is, and how I've lived my life is, you've really got to forget everybody in your life

right now, your mother, your father, your grandparents, your girlfriend, your boyfriend, whoever it is, and really decide like, what is gonna make you happy? At some point in my career, the act of pushing my body to the limit made me happier than winning a Grand Slam medal. Pushing my body to the limit didn't make me happier than winning an Olympic medal. Right?

There was a balance there. And I think a lot of people struggle with living their life with their happy. And they make other people happy or take in their their feelings into the considerations of what they need to do in their life. And I think if they can cut those strings sooner, it'll allow you to get over a quicker and get to a happier place sooner. And then as long as you're focusing on what's making you happy, the things you do that make you happy will attract other people who do those things that will in turn build stronger, better relationships. And then you will also realize the best form of yourself and inspire many others.

Like, yeah, you've inspired me to uh... whatever the hell I've done uh... at least to do a slightly better job than otherwise would have by doing martial arts by taking that uh... journey and I think becoming a better person because of it so Travis I have been I continue to be one of your biggest fans. I love your whole career in the way you pursued happiness. I love you and Jamie have done. I love the support of Judo as represented by you.

So I deeply appreciate what you've done, man. And I'm honored that you would spend your time with me today. Thanks for talking, man. Thank you. Thanks for listening to this conversation with Travis Stevens. To support this podcast, please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, let me leave you some words from Napoleon Bonaparte. Never interrupt your enemy when he's making a mistake.

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