Lex Fridman Podcast - #346 – Ed Calderon: Mexican Drug Cartels

Episode Date: December 12, 2022

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when you go to inside tracker.com slash Lex. This is the Lex Revegment podcast. Support it. Please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, dear friends, here's Ed Calderon. What does your experience in counter-narcotics investigating the Mexican drug cartel teach you about human nature? Wow. I mean, first off, anybody can be got. Anybody can be corrupted. You're working that field, then you realistically, the training we got and profiling and investigation

and stuff like that was basically you learn from the older guys there. Some of those guys were already corrupted from the start. Trust no one. I remember seeing that ex files episode where that was stated, you quickly learn that even if you are somebody that to your own mind, peers, incorruptible, you know, small changes happen around you, wheels get greased, money gets put in front of you and or things get threatened like your life. And sometimes a payment for some of this corruption is just to continue on living.

You encounter people that seem incorruptible, that go through FBI background checks that go through all of the security measures that all of us were put through polygraph test. And then later on, it turns out they were on the take or they became somebody that was corrupted. I think what I found out is that anybody at any level, they could be a very strong hard to get person right now. But people get corrupted through their families, through need. Mexico is a place where a lot of instability occurs. So financial needs health. So a crack could form through the wall of integrity and then over time it seeps in somehow.

Mexico has a culture of corruption. Like you know, you have your kid that goes to school at public school and he want him to be in the morning, not in the afternoon school. goes to school at public school and he wanted him to be in the morning, not in the afternoon school time period. So you go off and reach the wheels with the director of the school, people hearing this in Mexico, nod their heads because this is something that happens from early on. So there's a systemic, there's a systemic and cultural thing to it, you know, as far as getting around rules. And this happens because, you know, the people that are in charge in Mexico, the government, is, you know, their tandem amount is trust between criminals and the cartels down there for a lot

of the culture. So people don't trust the government and much less criminality. So when you meet a person sticking on human nature, do you think it's possible to figure out if they can be trusted? So you said anyone could be corrupted. You know, how long would you need to talk to a person and you're even in your personal private life, just a friend, or it's trusted thing that's never really guaranteed. I think that trust is never really really guaranteed. I know a lot of people are going to say that's a sad way and hard way of living your life, but you know, life experience of my end, you know, people change, you know, the dynamics of end, people change. The dynamics of a relationship might change.

I look at people's character specifically they're past and past experiences if I can. Somebody that presents himself in front of you as somebody, but you quickly learn that somebody's just a mask or a persona that they kind of created for themselves. And they might not even be aware of the persona. Like, is there some deep sexualized stuff sometimes? I've experienced a lot of failure in my life.

You can see it in my nose. You can see it in my lack of a digit. The amount of, you know, the amount of failure you can see in somebody and how they wear them. Sometimes it's a pretty telling thing as far as them being able to be trusted or that you can trust their story or their experience. And when I say experience, I mean, I've met some criminals, like former criminals, or you know, some people of that background that I trust with my life, you know, because they're not not reformed, but they figured out that that's not not a life they can live long enough to

going to continue on. And I've also met people that are in law enforcement that I wouldn't trust with my car keys you know because you know whatever persona they adopted over the years is a pretty good one pretty good mask sometimes such a good mask they don't even know they're wearing it. And on top of that it's not just the psychology there's also also a neurobiology to it. I've been very fortunate and deliberate to surround myself with good people throughout my life. But I've recently gotten to sort of observe, not close to me, but nearby somebody that

could be classified as a sociopath. And the narcissist. You're like, I, I don't want to use those psychological terms, but just I, it's like, oh, people, you know, come with different biology, too. So it's not just like the, the trauma you might experience in your early life and all the deep complexity that leads, all the deep complexity that leads to the psychology that you are, have as an adult, but it's also the biology come with the nature that you might not just have the machine that can empathize deeply with the experience of others, or maybe a machine that gets off,

gets a dopamine rush from the manipulation of other humans or the control of other humans. I mean, put an example of my own background. My mom didn't have a father. He left really early on in their childhood. My mom raised her two sisters and basically kept a household. She was a great mom. She was a badass. She was very independent. She showed me how to be independent. She showed me how to kind of watch out for others and kind of build me up in that way. And I had a great child her as far as her and how she molded me. Later on I figured out that when I had my own kid, I figured out that she I had my own kid,

I figured out that she was basically trying to make me into what she didn't have in a way. And if I can get to see somebody's parents, that's usually a sign of something, at least for me, as far as figuring out where people are. I think there's something to be said about nature and nurture and how some people come up. Some people are just born with that Predatory instinct, you know, and you'll never know. I mean they spend their whole life practicing how to hide it

But if you can figure out somebody's you know background childhood where they're from you can kind of tell something about them You know I'm from De Kwana, you know the survivor. That's that's my background as far as where I'm from Culturally genetically You know, I'm a survivor. That's that's my background as far as we're right from culturally genetically Psychologically the full Shabay. Yeah, I guess some people are born with certain predispositions and if they're in the right environment Some of the negative aspects might flourish more than others, you know for me. I mean I grew up skateboarding in Tijuana and I remember breaking into my first backyard pool. It was a house that a cartel guy owned and we used to skate the pool in the back of it. So I learned how to pop open padlocks with a small vehicle hydraulic lift.

And I remember doing that and later on in life I got to train with people from other parts of Mexico and and work with them and I remember pulling that trick off and they were like looking at me like what you learned that like some birdie learns that the guana you know and I'm like wow that's interesting like all people from the guana like that and I said no we're not all like that but I guess in some way we are because you know the guana produces some produces kids like that, but I guess in some way we are because, you know, if you want to produce some, produce kids like that, you know, she produces like the environment itself, produces, uh, produces a pretty specific person, I guess, you know, where our normal

is, our normal or baseline normal is way different than most. The trajectories that you can take in life are, are defining a way that aren't available elsewhere in the world. Yeah. And so you develop, I mean, that's part of that psychological part of that is cultural and so on. Part of that is the cultural trauma. But then also the ethical lines, based on the corruption, because I grew up in the Soviet

Union, there's the same kind of understanding that there's some great area of corruption. Yeah. It's always there. Like on the outskirts or even in the center, how you can grease things to make things easier, and how it's like a personal thing. I'll just, you know, pay off the Antiquana, we have a Mordida is what we call it, you know,

when you pay a cop off, number the, that means a bite. So, and what's the bite? So you get stopped for a traffic violation of some sort, and the cop walks up to you. Obviously, you don't say the word bite, but it's like a slam term for it. And he asks for your paperwork, and if you get fined

or get a ticket, you say, can I pay the ticket here? Is what they say. And put your money inside the paper working hand over the cops. More of the, you think it's, you know, I'm just going to do it. And nobody knows, you know, but it's a systemic thing. Everybody, like a lot of people do it. And then they don't trust the police because they are fed with this. Yeah, I mean, same thing was in the Soviet Union.

It's funny. But then there's something inside you where that kind of, those opportunities come like with a police officer, where you realize you could just pay a little bit of money and get out of a thing. And then you realize you can pay a little bit of money or do a favor that gets your kids in a better school or something like that. But there comes opportunities where you, where, all right, if I do this little thing, I can make, I can get a huge promotion, I can get a huge increase in my power,

I can get a lot of money, and something inside you says no. Yeah, that's not right. Yeah. And I wonder what that is, because like, yeah, I look, because it feels different than the legal systems within which operate. There's some kind of basic human integrity, human decency.

I wonder if that's like constructed or it's always there. If it's like, again, nature versus nurture. Yeah, I think, you know, for me, it was looking at seeing that in somebody else that I kind of learned about it. There's a man that I consider a mentor figure. His name is Lieutenant Colonel Liza Olda. He was a Lieutenant Colonel from the Army that basically came over and took over the group that I used to work with. He was incorruptible. He was that was the essence or the aura that he projected. The first time he went off on patrol

when he was placed in charge of us, I actually drove him around, the Hwana. He was one of those lead from the front type of people. The amount of assassination attempts he got was basically a proof of how uncorruptible he was because they kept trying to paint them off. And when that and the work, they tried to kill him several times. I think the last assassination attempt took the use of his legs and that man is still a dangerous person in my mind. But for me and

people can gather a little bit about my background and where I'm from and some of the access I currently have to train the federal institutions here in the US as far as my background. And if I was corrupted or not because there's a lot of that out there, the Catholic guilt that's kind of built into some of us is always kind of there, you know, the devil was under the bed, you know. So I don't consider myself Catholic, Consider myself culturally Catholic, I think, is what I kind of say with that. I had a pretty good structure with my dad and my mom at the house, and they'd never let me get away with things. And I think my mom was pretty big moral compass for me,

but Lieutenant Colonel kind of leading from example, and seeing his work and how much profound change he caused in the people that work with him as far as, you know, we felt supported and we felt like we had a guiding figure during this. The one who was the most dangerous city on the planet when I was working there and he took charge. What does take to be a man, the Lieutenant Colonel,

who maintains integrity after assassination attempts? Is it possible for normal human to do that? Or again, as a genetic? That's an interesting question. I'll say this, seeing him, I mean, he lost his assassination attempt. He took the use of his legs. He was with his kid. There was a recklessness to it, you know?

I can see that now, like now that I have enough distance from it. I could see that there's a recklessness to being that way. And also you put in jeopardy people around you, if you take that route. So I think there's a sacrifice to it, a very powerful and hard one to make for a lot of people. For me, it was, I wouldn't get picked to get on board with some of the operations groups that I wanted to work with because I was known for not taking money or not being trusted by certain older segments of the organization that I was with, with stuff because they knew that I wasn't on the, I wouldn't get money. So there's always a weird sacrifice

to it. You're almost kind of like masochistic in that way when you get approached with it, they're like, why are you being an idiot? Why are you driving around that beat-up car? Look at the Hummer H2 that just drove in with the other guy that is doing exactly your same job. driven with the other guy that is doing exactly your same job. Society as a hold down there doesn't reward it or at least doesn't see it in the people that don't take that route in Mexico. For them, all cops are corrupt. And seeing it again from the outside, I'm not there anymore. again from the outside. I'm not there anymore. There's almost like a white-inch you had, you know, that could have been easier maybe, or you could have been dead long ago, you know, because people that are on the take down there are usually owned by one side or the other, and when that gets found out, you know, if you have

somebody that you're paying off that hints you off of drug operations in the area, your rivals are pretty keen on killing you. Money aside, so like a hummer aside, how much of a motivator's fear? It's a big one, you know. I'll say, you know, for me, I didn't think I was going to lift this E30, and I was sure of it. Did that concept scare you? Was that just a, I was sure of it. Did that concept scare you? Was that just a...

I was actually principal of life. You're operating under. I lost my brother when I was 13 on it too. Like, you know, he was 19. He was like the VIP of the family, you know. He was some... Oh, every day. He was a...

You know, he was a skateboarded BMX motorcycle hunter, one of the best marksmen that I've ever seen shoot. So better than you at everything? Yeah, he was the best of us is what we would say. And when he died, there was almost like a concert at this funeral. I met three of his girlfriends that all introduced themselves, like the one. To this day, every now and then I get to pull the side down when I go back home and the Eric's brother, despite all the stuff that I've done, I'm still, every now and then

I get done. I'm still, you know, every now and then I get recognized. That made my mom and my dad go into a horrible depression and basically, you know, left me to my devices when I was a kid. From 13 onwards, I had this self-destructive, you know, aspect to me after that, I think, you know, something that's come up in therapy, you know, after I've been gone through all that, and had this notion that if I can only die good in some way, shape or form or for something that it would, it would matter and they would kind of, you know, look at me with the same reverence, I did it, my brother. So dying is in the problem. The goal of life is to die for something good. Yeah, at least that was my mindset going through that job.

I remember I was in medical school before that, you know, second year medical school. It was doing pretty good. And then 9-11 happened and you know, that was in an option anymore for me. The economy was horrible. Couldn't afford to stay there. So I saw a sad in the newspaper and my big brother who's still alive and had to, he's like, not animas.

You know, you're not gonna do that shit. You wouldn't dare. And all of a sudden I was in a field having my hair shaved off and a bunch of the gaffes, the guys that later turn into the Zed Duck Artel, military men were in charge of our training. I went through that process. In what field were you and why is your head being shaved? And what the hell was going through your mind?

What was the leap that you took? I was sold the idea of this being a new Americanized police force that they were constructing in Mexico. In Mexico. So a lead, yes, special force kind of prestigious elite, the people in charge of our training were a lot basically Mexican, Mexican, Gaffa people, Gaffa's are what the special force is kind of originated. A lot of their members turned into the

the Zettacartel. So they were brutal in their training. We were so this idea of it being, you know, scientific, like educated, educated to base, then like a career path. And all of a sudden we're in this refurbished prison that wasn't good enough to be a prison and they turned it into a training ground. And I quickly kind of realized that they were training us to be a paramilitary group, not a community policing organization, which in my mind, that's what I thought that's what we're going to be doing. What was the hardest process of that training for you? Because this is like a of that training for you. Because this is like a fragile innocent boy because a man kind of process. It's, it's, it's, uh, they're turning us into something that they could use. So it's a breaking down, uh, they break down the individual, you know, it's, uh, physically

mentally. Yeah. I think it's, uh, it's a, it's a half done initiation process, I think, in a way. Looking at it from now to the past, the shaving of the hair, the stripping off your identity, everybody gets a number, the uniforms, the running around and being treated like human garbage. The first thing they said to us when we were lined up in that field was Ipanee Verga Paracomanakis, Acabolpan, which means there's bread and dick to eat here. And the bread ran out a week ago, right? So it was, I mean, I can't equate it to anything in the military every in the United States, because people down there could actually get physical

with us. I mean, they could actually pit us in punches and shit like that, which is not allowed here anymore, at least in most of the militaries is horrible is down there. Thank you 47's being shot around us to simulate reality, basically causing hearing loss, that type of stuff. So chaos, abuse, really challenging you, again, physically and mentally. And an open door there always. So if you don't want to be here, you can just

walk out. And the more you go into it, time wise, you're more invested. You are. So in a way, you're kind of building your own chains while you're going through that process. Will you attempt to walk out? Yeah, several times, several times, specifically seeing some of the ways that people that I thought were better or stronger than me were walking out or quitting because of something that happened in there.

There was some sexual assault stuff happening in there as well. Are you afraid of that? Well, always, you know, you're in a place like that. And there's females in the environment. And some of the instructors are doing what they do. So that was like a cause for alarm. I mean, these people are in charge of our safety and education and look at what's happening here.

So you could see some of the smarter ones leaving, you know, not looking at this as a viable choice for life. How did that change you that those few months? I had this motivation, this idealistic motivation in my head, you know, of making a difference. And they drill a lot of nationalistic kind of, you know, making a difference and they drill, they drill a lot of nationalistic kind of, you know, the flag marching. It being part of a group and the group being,

you know, behind you and all of this. What was the nationalistic pride? It was in the nation of Mexico. Yeah, yeah. So what's the vision of this great nation of Mexico that you were, did you believe that it get into your blood? Yeah, I got into my, I mean, it's a nocturneation, you know, it's a paramilitary group.

So everything there is basically modeled after the military. So that's what they were trying to kind of instill in us. I was, I was a team leader in there after three months, basically I was, we went through a bunch of trials, physical trials, mental trials and stuff like that. Not some of us were named team leaders. And I bought into it. I'm supposed to be here, look at me. I'm making headways.

I'm sticking out of it, you know. And I was very proud of what I was going through there, six months. Then you get the reality check when you sign the dotted line and how that none of it really meant anything as far as what we were about to go out and do, you know. An example of this, we were trained with a 92 FS Burretta, which is a 9mm pistol Italian made. We got to shoot 20 rounds out of that gun. And then when we got out, we were handed a Glock 17, which I've never seen one in my life. I was trying to figure out where the safety was and a few other people there were handling those guns in a horrible manner.

So we were very under-trained and re-equipped and there was a lot of assumptions about what we knew and all of a sudden we're being cast into this the the start of one of the you know bloodiest and longest lived modern conflicts in our history that doesn't get called that but it's it's basically been an ongoing war in Mexico that that is still to the stay, you know, a massing body. So the Mexican drug war, the Mexican drug war, which is, you know, it's hard to pinpoint exactly when it started because when I was going through training there was already stuff going on. I went into training in 2004 and then we're already, you know, major cartel related events

all over Mexico by then, but not at the size or scope as I was about to go into, you know, when President Philippe Cullerone kind of took office down there and actually officially kind of kicked it off by putting the military in play as part of a as part of it basically militarized the drug war, you know, including us. Who are the major players in this drug war, including us. Who are the major players in this drug war? So the politicians, the military, the police force, the cartels, all Mexican, then the United States, China, just to lay out all the pieces on the board. First off, there are giant local drug markets in Mexico that are fought over, you know, just local drug markets that are huge in scope. So no exporting to other locations. Just to start. Yeah, yeah. So a big problem in Mexico is basically those local drug markets. And an example of that,

and when I have a lot of experience with is the one in Diwana, which not only feeds the local populace, but also feeds the populace from San Diego that crosses down into Diwana, which not only feeds the local populace, but also feeds the populace from San Diego, that crosses down into Diwana and buys their product there. And now, you know, phenomenon, the Turquering now is marijuana trafficking is going from California down into Mexico, because they produce better wheat, you know, which is fascinating to see now. So there's already a channel and you're kind of like reusing that channel. Yeah, there's a lot of people in vehicles getting checked when they drive down.

And Tijuana is being called San Diego South now because you know, all the economic migrants, you know, all right, living down there. 90% of Ohio's is in Tijuana. New houses are being bought up by Americans so that I'll tell you something about the impact and change that's going on down there. So you have these local drug markets that are being fought over. You also have these drug routes

that go through Mexico, up into Mexico, or around Mexico, through the ocean, under the wall, you know, drug tunnels, over the wall, and on backpacks, on migrants that go up into the United States. on migrants that go up into the United States. Not only do we car sales make money off drug trafficking, but also extortion, money laundering, paid protection schemes. Any mining operation in Mexico will have to pay protection, or also get hit. A lot of times, the largest money makers

where some of these criminal groups are protecting and taxing anybody that goes across the border. So, that's also a big issue. And it's not just, again, some Americans think it's like the cartels. They imagine this single or maybe two or three groups. There's several out there. I don't have a current estimate, but last time I checked, it was somewhere in the vicinity of 50, the 70, the different groups, some small that just dedicate themselves to a single little

town somewhere. There are armed groups that are basically in control of that area to some bigger federations like the Sino-Lawakartel, which is probably currently the largest and most powerful one in Mexico. And the new generation cartel, which is probably currently the largest and most powerful one in Mexico. And the new generation cartel, which is growing exponentially right now. So these criminal groups are players in that conflict. Then another player that doesn't get talked about is politics, politicians. There's a there's an ongoing discussion that has been going on, I think, since Trump was elected about cartels being a terrorist, cartels being terrorist organizations, or if they fit

that description. Well, we are living through multiple assassinations on political candidates on Mexico right now. And most of those assassinations are motivated by one side sponsoring one candidate and the other side sponsoring the other. What I mean by sides, I mean cartel groups. So they have elected officials that are on the take. And this is, we have many governors

who are under investigation on the run or in prison right now, state governors. So politics is involved in it. That's a big player as well. That doesn't, you know, when you think about the cartel problems, you don't think, well, some, at least some, most people don't think about that aspect of it. So to have integrity as a politician in Mexico means you have no protection and under constant threat of assassination. We've just seen the arrest and prosecution of the head of all Conricartel operations

when I was active in the form of Garcia Luna, who was the guy, Philly Pickled, the wrong who kicked off the drug war. That was his guy. Turns out he was on the take. That had a level. Is there like a spectrum of how on the take you can be? Are there ethical lines you can cross some of it as money?

And then is it possible to operate in a gray area that does not result in destructive ethical violations? I don't think that's a deep ethical violation. I have no idea. I don't think there is realistically. I mean anything that kind of supports some of these groups, you know, you're supporting things of a horrible nature. They're just posted recently on my Instagram account of a lady that was in Guanajuato. She's one of seven recently assassinated women that are looking for their kids, basically.

There's a bunch of groups and organizations out there in Mexico and some in Dijuana that I've actually walked with who are taking control of trying to find the bodies of their kids. That's her up there. Maria Carmela Vasquez, a mother who searched for a missing son was shot to death outside her home. On Sunday, her son, Osmar Vasquez, disappeared on June 14th of 46-year-old woman is the fifth mother to be killed this year while searching for their missing loved ones. She was a member of the Panyamo Missing Person Collective. There's many groups out in Mexico who basically have given up on trusting the government to find their kids.

The number of missing in Mexico is a debated topic because the government itself doesn't release those numbers or at least hasn't done a good job about keeping them and or releasing them. Mexico was a country that has industrialized body disposal. In Dihuana we had the stew maker, the legendary stew maker, which is a guy that basically used caustic acid to get rid of bodies at a massive level. Sure, there's a separate operation for getting rid of bodies and murdering it? At least at least in Tijuana we saw that phenomenon and it's obvious that it's going on all over Mexico.

Who's having those discussions about mass murder and getting rid of people? I've been reading a lot about the world where we're too recently and there's was aggressive innovation on the Nazi side of how to get rid of large number of people It's for the longest time both the Soviets and the Soviets were more brutal with this It's literally it's a engineering problem of how you kill a large number of people get rid of their bodies so the Soviets were more into just laying people Laying people down into the grave

Face down and then shooting them in the back of the head, and then doing that in my scale. So you just let pile people on, and then there's obviously innovation with the Holocaust in terms of gassing people and all that kind of stuff. I'm not sure exactly where these trade craft skills are coming from specifically. You hear discussions of Israelis training

some of the cartel groups back in the late 90s, specifically the R&D cartel. There's a lot of stories about that. A security specialist coming down and showing them things like how to make caustic soda, how to put rocks inside of bodies and then chicken wire them around and throw them into the ocean or rivers so that their bodies don't float. And when you kind of put rocks inside of body to make sure the body doesn't float. So you open up the intestinal track, put rocks inside.

You cut where tattoos are, you take off hands and faces and throw them somewhere else and you wrap them in chicken wire. So making that identifiable? Yeah, and throw them into a body of water. And this is, this is a horrible thing. But it's actually a craft. It's a trade craft. It's a trade it's trade craft. And it's a, there's a link to the US as far as that. And that trade

graph, you have to remember that the United States had a thing called School of the Americas. And, and the CIA, and they showed things. And a lot of that stuff is out there in the hands of people that are of that generation. There's a manual. There's a manual. There's a manual. There's a manual. There's a manual. There's a manual. There's a manual. Under time constraints or what would or how identifiable can the body be afterwards?

What are your graphical constraints, all that kind of stuff? I think that was common back in the early 2000s and maybe the late 90s when some of these things were going on, but they've lost even that as far as respect for the government or bodies being found. Right now, what you usually see is just bodies being burnt to a crisp and buried in the field somewhere. That's usually what you'll see. Some of the groups like this woman,

this woman belonged to basically taken upon themselves to go out to find clandestine graves in the outskirts of the towns that they're living, probing the ground with these metal probes and seeing if the whatever they encounter in the bottom of these clandestine graves, stinks are not. If they find IDs or clothing, they kind of gather that and they basically presented to the investigative authorities in the towns of the states they live in, which basically are doing their jobs You know over 90% of all murders in Mexico were never solved. I mean, it's So they they even stopped trying to get rid of bodies in that way, you know How does a cartel take power

How does it gain control of this local area that you mentioned and then grow get take control of this local area that you mentioned and then grow, take control of a region. And how does it do so in this dynamic relationship between politicians and the military and the police force? It's the thing that happens over time. There has always been a big effort, even when I was in in to buy or own certain members of the police force. Even when we're going through training, some people get pulled out during training because they were found out to have some sort of parent or sibling that was a cartel member or they their FBI background check came back negative, you know, when they were already in the training program.

know, when they were already in the training program. So I think part of it is, first off, they take advantage of the fact that Mexico is a young country. It's a country of young people. We have a big group of young people that have little to no opportunities to come up when I was in, when I went to take that career path, a lot of my friends took the other option. You know, they went to work for some of these criminal groups. So they have this going for them. They basically have a lot of bodies to hire cheaply. And leverage in terms of forcing those bodies to do whatever is needed because the alternative for those people is nothing. There's no options. So you have a kid somewhere who was working on a field, you know, or you have a kid like me that was out of the job, out of school,

and the only options for me was this bad in the newspaper, which seemed like a long shot, or going with some of my friends that had cars now and were hanging out all night at these bars and some of them had just drako, AK47 pistols in their cars and it looked cool, you know? So there is a trajectory, there's many trajectories possible in your life where you could have been still operating in a criminal organization in Mexico. Yeah, I mean, it's not a lot of options, you know.

Do you think you'd be good at it? I don't know. I mean, I'm pretty good at what I do now, which is teaching people how to detect it and kind of fight against it, you know. So I think I have a sense that that the skills transfer pretty well. That's also the dark side of this whole thing. A lot of the people that I used to work with, you know, I know things and I have them training and I have some specialized training and I currently do, I've done, you know,

presentations for the Secret Service and the FBI and you name it, I've gone there and shown them what I do. A lot of the people that I used to work with who are out of the job are in the wind, you know, and some of these people are way more trained than I am, you know. It's interesting what it the the reason why I get saw get looked for and they ask me questions is because I actually have the experience that my university was the most dangerous city on the planet. And when people ask me about some of that stuff, like I could speak from experience as far as encountering some of that directly. Some of the people that I used to work with were way better at it than I am, are in the wind.

Interesting thing in Mexico, if you are of a police organization and you get fired or you quit, you are ineligible to join another police organization. That discounts you. So for somebody like me who was a professional operations group member or police officer in Mexico of that region, there's no options for me outside of that. So they they themselves basically have created this inescapable box where some of these people that go into that line of work. And where do they go after? You know, I've heard offers of $12,000 to join some of the organizations out there. Plus they get benefits not like the government.

I'm still waiting for my liquidation check. This has been out of it. I don't service for like six, seven years. I'm still waiting for my check. So some of these people, it's obvious that the opportunities are presented to them out there are stronger. You know, and again, the youth is what gets eaten by this war. And that's one of the main things that they start with just the youth.

We had a phenomenon in Tijuana early late 90s, early 2000s called the NARCO Juniors. NARCO Juniors were basically board, middle, middle, middle class or upper class families. Had kids that were bored and they just joined some of these cartel groups. These cartel groups saw in them opportunities to get into regular industry, to go through the family of businesses, to kind of establish themselves, use some of those businesses for storage, or figure establish themselves, use some of those businesses

to store for storage or figure out how to use some of their transportation businesses for drug muleing. So this is how they start in getting into different areas, you know, that they regularly couldn't. And you know, that's how it starts, you know, you owe somebody, they get into paid protection, the types schemes, which are also common all over Mexico. And sooner or later, they start owning businesses and they regulate some of their income. So they become part of the,

part of the local economy in a big way. I had this experience in Sina Loa where we were driving down this shitty street. And of a sudden it became a cool nice, you know, Kirby High, like a highway type thing and I looked around there, it's like this is a nice road. And the guy was with me, he said, yeah, the cartels built it. You know, you go to some of these towns and the cartels are the government there. They build the hospitals, they build the churches, they build the schools. COVID happens, they're enforcing the mask mandates, you know, they're out enforcing the mask mandates, the state home policies, they're the ones delivering supplies

to the townspeople and bags, you know, courtesy of so and so, cartel, you know, so they become the Robinhood characters of their environments, if they're smart, you know, these groups basically turn into that, you know, Robinhood, you know, stealing from the rich and giving to the poor or at least that's the projection that they give. What's the role of violence in this operation? stream. You know, it used to be that there were rules, as you say, like, you know, don't go after kids, don't go after women, but there are all those things are gone now. You know, they had been gone for decades, I think. The escalation of violence, you know, you kill one of mine. I'll kill four of yours. You kill four of mine. I'll go after your family because you heard in hiding. There's's stories of high-level cartel people getting their sons and daughters murdered mutilated

in revenge killings. So I think it's at a point where it's spired a lot of semblance of a rule set as far as who can get exposed to some of this violence. Those highly produced ISIS videos where they show torture and executions. According to some of the sources that I've talked to here in the United States that we're looking at that phenomenon, they said that it seems to be that that was influenced by some of the narco blog videos that were coming out

of Mexico early in the early 2000s. Basically, some of these groups were the first ones that got wind of the fact that you can export terror or the horror that an execution has through social media. Way back when Facebook was a bit more of a wildland area, you could see these in news feeds, videos of executions, tortures and stuff like that coming out of Mexico. On Facebook. Way back when. Wow.

This was a different time. For people who criticize social media and the moderation is a tough job because the brutal world out there. I mean, I remember seeing some of these ISIS videos on on Facebook way back when and they you know they crack down on all that. But one that's kind of clear and I'll see I'm not going to say where to find it, but people out there might have seen it because some of these videos get shared through WhatsApp groups and chat groups out there. One of the ones that caught my attention way back when was a guy getting two guys getting executed by chainsaw. And, you know, people can kind of imagine what that would be like, but this is produced on purpose. Like it's video tape on purpose. It's a cartel group, caught two rival cartel members, and a way to send a message to those of the rival cartel is to basically execute

these people in front of a camera. I mean, you can't get to your rivals, but you can make them see what they're doing or at least make their people look at what happens if you, you know, and made their territory. So it's an escalation of brutality in the violence as well. I mean, you need at least a terror and it's a mass communication of terror.

Yeah, I mean, you have videos of some of these people engaging in cannibalism in front of a video to see how brutal they are or people taking out somebody's heart while they're alive, you know, and filming it. And you know, you used to be social media as a whole, you would see some of these videos they would get put down in a few days.

But now there's telegram groups, there's, you know, there's live leaks, there's a bunch of other sites out there that kind of disperse some of these videos. And it's basically a bulletin board for them, as far as, you know, hey, you got into my territory, well, this is what's going to happen to you. Is there a game theoretic way to remove this kind of brutality to

deescalate the brutality? Because it seems like if a cartel takes power that exceeds the power of politicians in a locality. There's a strong incentive to reduce the brutality to crack down on this kind of chainsaw executions. You know, there was a recent leak of government files called the Waka Maya leaks. It's our version of wiki lakes, I guess. And it was mostly documents coming out of the Mexican military. I haven't seen it talked about a lot here in a state side, but it's a pretty big thing down in Mexico. And in some of those documents, it reveals how powerless the government is, I mean, as far as the military goes. So that's another player in Mexico, the military. The military has been out in the,

in force in the streets basically doing a policing role since Felipe Calderón was an administration. He basically militarized the drug war. Felipe Calderón was up to the right of the political spectrum. And his main rival, who was way to the left, is now in power. And one of the campaign promises he had was to demilitarize the drug war, to send the military back to its barracks and all that. He's basically continuing on.

It just passed to legislation that basically keeps the military on the streets for a few more years. And I think some of these documents that were leaked are very telling as far as why that is. They have the military now has a vast amount of power when it comes to security industry. I mean, they're in charge of building airports and train lines in Mexico now. Their documents themselves show how certain regions in Mexico who have a specific military presence work for one side or favor one side of the cartel.

So they're corrupted too. So there's these military forces that are in part corrupted. Yes. And the cartel who is operates with violence, somehow finding a balance between each other. And nope, I just feel like throughout human history, there's dictators or leaders that come into situations

like this and really crack down on the violence. Yeah, it seems like that's not happening. It seems like there's a kind of market of violence happening here. There's a systemic am a kind of market of violence happening here. There's a systemic amnesia that happens every presidency in Mexico. So, uh, President comes in, he has five to six years to do whatever he needs to do, and he does everything. And as soon as he's gone, everything he did, even the, even the, what was working, gets chopped off. Police organizations get defunct or the names get changed. Uniforms change.

So there's a lot of turnover everywhere? Every five years, federally, there's a turnover and the things change. What about the cartels? Do they persist? The leadership persist. I mean, the Cinaloa Cartel has had a figure head behind it since the 80s, the same one, you know. I mean, it's a federation of smaller cartels that are all kind of linked up,

but pretty much historically, who's considered the head of the Cinal Law Cartel. Omaeus Ambada has been there since the 80s. So in a way, yeah, he's persisting. He's surviving all of these presidencies. Again, these documents that were leaked are a clear sign of what strengths and weaknesses there are as far as the government's main weapon against some of these criminal group, which is the military. And if people doubt this, they can look it up now online because all these documents are out there. But, you know, it's a clear thing. The Mexican maybe or the Marina doesn't work with the Mexican army.

They don't speak to each other. So that should tell you everything you need to know as far as trust. That could be just bureaucratic dysfunction. They don't trust each other. Are they both struggling with the problem of corruption? Some of these documents that are already out there talk about the ports in Mexico, which are probably the main conduit of precursors of methamphetamines and precursors of things like fentanyl into the country. They're operated and guarded by the Medina, right?

So these things are happening under their watch. And then you get talks about the army in certain places, basically working counter-cartel operations to specifically one side, not another, you know, as far as the rival groups out there. And we have a long history of some of these military groups going rogue, Lasetas, or prime example of this, these special forces units that basically turned around and

went to work as bodyguards for the Gulf Cartel. And then they decided to, but what they basically did was they have an internship with a cartel, you know, they went out there, they'd bodyguarding for the Gulf Cartel, and then realized that they can do a better job than they were doing, so they started their own. Sparking off one of the, again, one of the bloodiest internal cartel wars in Mexico's history. Who was El Chapo? El Chapo was a part of the leadership, or at least a faction of the leadership in the cartel.

It's a federation of different, uh, of small organization. Well, I'd say small organizations, it's basically families or organizations that, uh, can, can, can form this larger group, which is the, the Cinaloa cartel that is based out of Cinaloa. Basically, uh, they are people that, uh, have, uh, family and power nucleus is there in Cinaloa. I mean, who was he? I think he was a, he was a high level operator for the Sinaloa cartel. He had his own drug routes, his own networks,

his family, his family, Nucleus down there, still in control of some of those operations. So his arrest really didn't change anything. But he wasn't the mastermind number one leader that I think the media and the government kind of portrayed him as, you know, who was the mastermind? If you go down there and you read what most of the brave journalists in Mexico that we have say another aspect of this war is that a lot of journalists get killed? I think Mexico has some of the top numbers in the world.

And this is not no secret to anybody. El Maya Sambada is the name of the historical figure head of this cartel, or at least somebody who people theorize or suspect to be the main guy or the main person that is in charge of some of the scrumptural group as well. He's still alive. That's the going rumor that he's still very much alive. The interesting thing about him is that he learned his craft in Los Angeles.

So people thinking that scene in lower cartel is a Mexican thing, it's actually, he apparently learned a lot of his craft from people in the United States. And know, and that's the craft of leadership the craft the business the craft Which is what the craft the craft of getting a product from Columbia putting it through Mexico and the logistics the logistics part of it Yeah, and he somehow is Operating in the shadows, so he's not a known entity. I don't have a clear number of this But he was interviewed by a magazine called Proceso in Mexico and it's a picture for taking of them It was over 10 years ago probably and that's the last time anybody's ever seen a picture of them What's it like to be a journalist in that so?

Can a journalist have a conversation with him and live? Nonetheless, he asks to have that conversation. I think he reached out to this journalist to talk about it. There's a media wing to the work that we do, a sister page called Demo there. It's run by some pretty good people. The way we met is that I was basically training them how to work in hostile environments. And they were like, oh, we're gonna go report on cartel activity in Mexico. And I was like, you know, that is a year and a half ago,

a reporter went to the president's daily briefing, press conference that he has. They called them La Mayaneras, President President Manuayala Pesorador, and told him to his face, like, I have threats on my life they're trying to kill me. And it happened. There's been a slew of assassinations and murders of the members of the press all over Mexico.

It's not an easy job. Either they say too much or they say things that favor one side or the other, which is another aspect of it that is interesting. I don't consider myself a reporter. I don't report on the news in Mexico. I have friends that do that very well. I commentate on some of it only. But you see a lot of these cartel reporters go down there, talk to a specific side and basically speak one side of the only. But you see a lot of these cartel reporters go down there, talk to a specific side and basically speak one side of the story. And that is not something that the other side wants. If you go down there and speak to one side, you're saying what they want

people to know are here. So in a way, you're kind of spreading some of their cartel propaganda in a way. And that's how some people get shot. Do you think it's possible to go in there and have a conversation with a cartel leader? Or somebody like me, for somebody like Sean Penn? This is what I will say. After that whole Sean Penn thing, I think a lot of people would reconsider

the meeting with anybody of any level that has any variety here in the United States. They don't, they wouldn't trust anybody to get that close. There are people out there that will talk to reporters, you know, people that are working on a lab laboratory somewhere in a hillside, somewhere down, down south, you know, in the Seattle, you know, low-level people that get authorization to speak to reporters and stuff like that, but they don't say anything that isn't being taught or shown in various different ways or outlets out there for them. I mean, some of these guys have Instagram accounts.

Some of these guys blog about it. But not the leaders. TikTok, no, not the leaders. I think after what happened to the Wajapaguzman, I think that opportunity that went that was closed for some of the leadership down there. I think I disagree. I think they're just more sensitive, realizing that there has to be a deep trust. It's not just anybody, and not any high profile. I've got a chance to speak to some very high profile leaders that don't speak to journalists, and they understand

the value of trust. If they have something to say, which I don't think they do, you know, I don't think they at least, at some point in the future, which is something I suspect might be coming, that there is some sort of armed intervention and or external attack on some of these criminal groups that really puts a pressure on them. You don't think there's a human aspect of this, of a human being wanting their story to be known versus, versus, this is different than the propaganda machine of, I have something to say, I have some message to put out there to play the

game of politics and power and money and all that kind of stuff. Isn't there also a human being underneath all that armor that for for the sake of perhaps ego legacy wants to be understood? I think in a way they already do that. there's corridos, which are basically Mexican folk songs that get sung about some of them. So in a way, some of these singers are reporting on some of their lives, and it's like a, it's a great honor to have a corrido made about you. Somebody made a corrido about me based on my interviews, right? I didn't pay for it, so it's a real one.

It feels cool. So creating a myth, the legend of the man. I think it's about, I think a way you can find somebody like that is somebody that wants to get their story, specifically clear and straight, you know, coming from that culture and getting to work for the government down there and then not being not working for the government down there and Being on the outside being critical of not only the government that is in place now, but also the government that actually work with I can tell you that there's villains all over the place down there everybody's a villain You know at at all levels in some way shape or form and some of these people I Think in a way including El Chappell

I think that some of these people, I think in a way, including El Chappell, I think that some of that meeting was about film rights and stories and being able to get his story out there, I think. I'm not too sure if it's I wasn't there, but I suspect that some of that was going on. If you can bring an honest voice down there, they can trust to put that out there. I mean, I think I could try. I'm interested in that kind of thing because ultimately in some of those places, like inside a cartel at the very top, is when you can really look at the raw aspects of human nature

in a way you can't necessarily elsewhere. There is a youth coming into power down there. And when I say a youth, I mean some of the old guard is going out and some of the new guard is coming in. An example of this is El Chapo Guzman's sons, who are now in their own right kind of getting gaining legendary status. His son, there was an attempted arrest on his son that led to the famous Kulia Kanaso incident, which we are now learning more about because some of the Guacamaya leaks

are kind of speaking more about what happened that day. Basically a federal operation, they they say to arrest El Chapo Guzman's son, turn into a siege to try and get him free. They called in the Calvary, basically the whole of the scene, the lower cartel showed up to try and rescue him. Interesting thing about that is reading some of the documents and also just seeing some of the videos and stuff like that came out of that incident. The cartels were the ones evacuating the citizen ship from the area. They were the ones going restaurant to restaurant to if you want to exit the city, go through here, take your families, get down, but you have to leave because the army is coming here, they're going to fight us. So there's like a deep morality to all of that. Underneath the violence, there's a humanity. I mean, it's their home. It is their home.

And they were fighting for their home, and they were fighting for leadership from their home. There is a morality, there is a humanity there. And again, if people want to paint them all with the villainy aspects, you know, that's, I mean, everybody's a villain in everybody, in somebody else's story, you know, if you kind of look at it that way. People should check out your patreon, should you check out your field notes, you have you're

really good writer, your Instagram too. You write about you have a quote in your field notes about villains quote, I once worked for a villain, a savior to some and a biblical demon of all to others, a true product of his environment. He was the best and the worst of us. We're all potential villains in someone else's story. He would say to us, as we would head out into the unknowns, that the knight had waiting for us. It was during one of these nights that I looked around me and saw horns and pitchforks among my people and realized what he meant. We were known nights of the round table, whatever we were, we were needed. In the end, I guess that justified most of what was about to happen. Do you think El Chapo, do you think people like him are good or evil?

I think there's no one without the other. I think there's a cost to, there's a cost to their goodness that they do. The roads they build the hospitals, the career paths that they pay for. There are doctors in Mexico that their careers were paid for by some of these groups. And they do a lot of amazing good for the community. I remember there was a surgeon,ing clap palettes in one of

my travels that I did out there. I had I spent some time actually going out there, after I got out of the job to train people and the type of stuff that I show people. And they told me like, I'm told I'm like, you're doing God's work. The stuff is like legit, this is God's work. You know, building smiles for people. And I said, yeah. And then can I talk to you? Yeah.

He said, you know, my career path was paid for by a group of cartel members. They paid for my career path because they wanted somebody on hand that could fix their teeth. Do you think some aspect of that is just sort of manipulative control or is some of it also just again a care for the population for fellow human beings that are one of your own? I think both, you know, I think there's again it's hard to just make them saints or devils. Some of the good they do in some of their communities and don't ask anything for in return.

And even if they don't ask it for anything in return where the military shows up, they are immediately met with rocks and roadblocks and everybody's main weapon down there since most Mexicans can't buy or own firearms. The main weapon down there is silence and their eyes to report to the people that they consider the good guys in their environment.

Right? So that's a hard question. I think there's a bit of both and both the government and the criminal groups that are operating down there. Silence is their main weapon. So Elchop was currently in prison. Is he worth talking to? I'd say yes.

Is there things that you are interesting about him that are still not understood? Is he a window into something that you don't understand about that world still not understood. Is he a window into something that you don't understand about that world still? I think he's a window into the family dynamics of that world. I want to say family dynamics. Mexico has a big thing about combadres, you know, and Armanus. We have people that we call family that are not necessarily our family. He is somebody that witnessed the the the construction of what is now the Cinaloa cartel like he was in it way back when he started off as a As a farmer and then went into trafficking. He's a from a town called Mandirawatha, which is basically, you know

That's the the what kind of cartels basically. It's where a lot of that originates. The things that he saw as far as how some of these things got built, I think, would be an interesting topic of conversation with somebody like him. So that story is a story of evolving family dynamics. So part of the story is that cartel is individual humans. Marrying other families, getting named the Patherino, basically Godfather's two other people's kids, forming family and blood ties and influence ties to people not only in Mexico but in the United States. It's seeing how that dynamic and family dynamic is still there.

You know, so he's gone. He's in prison, but he is. He's probably on his way to be our next clandestine saint. You go to the chapel of Maldives. Maldives basically Mexican Robin Hood's folk saint down there who is a saint of traffickers. And at his shrine, traffickers and at his shrine, you have a small little chapel shrine right next to it. So he's on his way to St. Hood in Mexico, not recognized by the Catholic Church, but that doesn't matter in Mexico anymore. Speaking to somebody like him who you can consider him somebody that lost, you know, he's arrested, but his family's okay. As legacy is out there, he's going to be named, he's arrested, but his family's okay. As a legacy is out there, he's going to be named, he's probably going to be the next folks ain't when he passes away. Do you think he feels like the new wave of what the cartels become is betrayed him

and stuff to behind? Or because it seems like the way the cartel operated has changed over the decades. Yeah. because it seems like the way the cartel operated has changed over the decades. Yeah. Well, number one, their power and influence is bigger. You know, there are seen a lower cartel operations in Colombia straight straight to the like in the source of it. And then there are clear, they have a clear presence in places like Chicago and Los Angeles. They're in the United States. The whole thought process that a lot presence in place like Chicago and Los Angeles. They're in the United States. The whole thought process that a lot of Americans have, like, we don't want that trouble over

here. We don't want them to get here or build the wall and all this. So they're deeply into gray into legitimate businesses? I mean, they've been having kids and families up here since for a long time. Some of these people have American passports that work not only directly for them, but have blood ties down there. There's been drag nets and arrests of some of these criminal organizations states. New generation character had one, two, three years ago where the gas operation on the

Kahn, I think it was called, they arrested over 80 of their operatives. This is a new cartel that is very militaristic and growing in Mexico. And they had 80 arrests in the United States, you know, that of members of them operating here. And so you could be a legitimate operator inside the United States. That's hard to detect. Makes you wonder how many in the US government, the politicians here, the US government. The politicians here is that it's the role of the United States and the drug war financially in terms of power is very big. Yeah, surely there's politicians that have a finger into this immigration is part of it illegal immigration is part of it. And the influence of that has as a as a bargaining chip and a political chip. We saw this with the first caravan kind of coming up and how it was politicized.

The money, fast and furious and guns being basically let walk down into Mexico. People don't know. Basically the ATF had this operation where they were looking at straw purchasers of firearms, basically people buying up a specific type of firearms that were on a shopping list that the cartels wanted to buy, including, you know, 50 cows, FN57 pistols, which are small pistols with a high velocity round that will go through a bulletproof vest, AR-15, several kinds that could quickly be modified into full auto down in Mexico with a drilling a few holes and making a few things to them.

So these people were buying all these, the ATF was watching them and allowing them to walk those firearms into Mexico under the guys of trying to track them somehow, which doesn't make a lot of sense for most people to kind of look at that operation. The only reason people found out about it was because of the murder of a few federal agents

of the US federal agents that were killed with those guns. One of my friends was shot with one of those pistols outside of his house, and they shot him and they shot his wife. Both of them were killed. Daughter was in the back seat, lost part of her arm. When that happened, the guns were unique. They were like, oh, we didn't ever let the Matapolizillas, is what they call them, they're the

cop killers. I haven't seen those before. So they were unique and interesting, and later on in life, I was watching CNN and seeing the hearings going on. I was like, oh, that's where they came from. the hearing is going on, I was like, oh, that's where they came from. Two federal agents changed a lot. It was politicized. It was a whole scandal up here. But in Mexico, how many people died with those firearms being let down, being let go down there? And also, what type of sentiment do you think the local populace has of the United States

after all those guns were basically handed over to some of these groups. Gun trafficking is another giant part of the equation and part of the problem down there, as far as the amount of munitions, weapons, and now we were also getting tradecraft material from conflict zones outside of Mexico. So weaponized drones. The first time we saw some of those weaponized drones was in Syria, and like a few weeks later, you know, grenades were being dropped on the roofs of some public officials. Bill, the cartels are using drones? Yeah, that's been going on for a while. There's a place in Michoacán and has some pretty interesting videos. And the interesting part of them is because the federal police down there are actually working hand in hand with a united cartelis unidos group, which is basically the local

cartels to try and fight off the new generation cartel moving into Michoacán. So even the federal forces are fighting with the cartels to try and keep this larger cartel out. And there's videos of these civilian drones basically dropping explosives. They found some explosive testing ranges out there that are basically replicating stuff that you would see the IRA used during the travels out there from homemade mortars. You know, IEDs have been used in Mexico, not that much, but they're making a presence again. We don't have a lot of ordinance around Iraq, but we do have a big mining industry down there. Mining explosives of all kinds are pretty easy to get.

So you start seeing that. And also, there's some exotic weaponry coming in from the south now and from the ocean that Some of it is probably US military equipment sold to various South American governments that are now Not as stable as they were and they're kind of making their way into black markets. So a lot of those 50 cowl and Vehicle mounted technical type machine guns and some of the RPGs and man pads or remote control guided missiles that have been found in cartel hands are probably making the way up from down south.

To get these like multi-million dollar systems like the high-mar system in the Ukraine, you get like super sophisticated advanced technology or not. So like this is like military grade. I'm not sure what the application would be exactly in Some of the specific some less sophisticated stuff. I see in our man pads, which is basically remote guided missiles Yeah, I've seen some of those found out what is the application exactly Display of power. There are no fly zones over parts of Mexico. For this reason, the New

Generation cartel took down a helicopter. There's been incidents of military helicopters falling from the sky and it bit they said that it was mechanical issues. But again, I'm not gonna do conspiracy theories out there, but there's there's a lot of videos on TikTok of seeing a lot of cartel forces at parties, carrying around rocket launchers on their backs. There's an increased probability of mechanical failures over those areas when you're flying there's no flights on parts of Mexico. another thing you're seeing now is night vision, night vision equipment. That is clearly military grade from the US that was probably abandoned in some more field

out there, maybe Afghanistan or somewhere like that. And it's being found in safe houses and in the hands of cartell forces. You want to talk about a scary opponent. Somebody wearing night vision with a suppressed firearm. Those types of capabilities are now out there. Also, there's this tendency to think in every now and then you'll see these cartel videos with these guys carrying around these 50 cows and they should stand there.

Like, you know, the boasting about their rifles and everybody laughed at them because the 50-cal or anything like that without an optic on it, you're gonna shoot, you're praying, shoot basically, see if you can hit anything with it. But now there's a few of my sources of seeing sophisticated laser-guided range finders and sighting systems on some of these that are being found out there.

How much damage can fatigue have? What was the application? They start getting them specifically with the proliferation of armored vehicles in Mexico. Mexico has a giant industry in armored vehicles as well. So there's a race in terms of armoring, like protecting, especially high-value targets, and then weapons that can deal with those armored, protected high-value targets. There was an attempted assassination of a state prosecutor somewhere and I think Central Mexico, I forget exactly where,

but she was riding around a up-armored Jeep. Cherokee, I think it was, and their main means of firepower was 50 cows, and that car was left in pieces. He survived, and I think the armored vehicle company that soldered that vehicle has it in this playroom. Then before my time, probably two, three years before I was actually active, they tried to kill the

head of public security in the state of Baja. And with him, it was a grenade launcher, 40 millimeter grenade launcher. It skipped off the other armored vehicle and landed in the car behind it, made the back explode. One of the guys that I used to work with was actually in that car. He survived it. But you started to see, oh, they're using our vehicles now. So let's get 50 caliber now to try and defeat that armor.

So yeah, there's always this race of technology basically down there, armored vehicles. How did you take on an armored vehicle? Well, there's a few ways. 50 cows, if you can mount them in a right way and shoot at a car like that or a bunch of kids with balloons and acrylic paint on the front windshield and blind the vehicle, so they can't drive it anymore.

There's another way. A toe line across a road painted black, so you can't see it. And cut the thing in half. Again, I'm not saying any secrets. These are things that people have seen out there. They shoot at the irradiator. Some of these radiators are not even the more sophisticated vehicles out there. Don't have a sufficient armoring around the radiator or the battery housing of some of these vehicles. There was a case of a guy I think a nickname was it Belalacas or something like that. I wouldn't see in the lower level cartel guy. He had an armed vehicle. He was, you know, riding around and he got ambushed. He shot at his car.

He was like, ah, have armor. He can't shoot me. And somebody went up to his car and just put the barrel right in the locking mechanism. And that got him, you know, so it's an interesting place as far as people getting certain types of guns. Armor is prolific down there. I mean, everybody down there, like a cartel, cartel, and then we'll see them wearing plate armor. So that's an issue. It's not like you can shoot somebody square in the chest and it'll go down. Are they afraid to kill Americans? So I know I was traveling in Ukraine on the front. So like a lot of the journalists were traveling like armored vehicles.

And at first I was like, it seems like this would attract attention. Yeah. Like it seems like they would want to hit those targets. But then I realized over time as I learned, there's a fear of killing Americans. There could be a drastic escalation of... Yeah, it's not worth it.

It's not worth it. It's not worth it. It's taking a B-hive. Yeah. Yeah, there is a tendency to shy away or stay away from that. I mean, they don't want the heat or the attention outside of that everyone's game.

Everyone's game, but also there's been many cases of Americans being killed down there. I mean, we saw the Mormon massacre happen down there and all of them were American, Mexican. They had both nationalities and the blonde kids, you know, white, being a massacre in the middle of a desert and the cars basically catching fire. This happened. And, you know, the America, Americans sent the FBI down there to kind of review some of what happened down there. And I think that was when Trump started talking about kind of reviving this whole notion of car cells being laborless, terrorist organization, probably more of a political pressure

point he was using to try and get Mexico to reinforce its southern border, which it hasn't. But there's escalation. Oh, this already happened, then nothing happened, so we can probably get away with it. And again, there's a newer generation moving forward now of people coming into power. More brutal, more technically savvy. Well, they have the experience of their parents and the people behind them and what they've done and one got away with. And now, yeah, more savvy about information warfare. Their main recruiting tool is TikTok.

You go to TikTok and you'll see a bunch of these kids at an arcopodity dancing around and some of these are videos by cartel members filming other cartell members in cartell control territory and that's a window into that life for Who's on tech talk now kids? And the enticing aspect of that is the money the fun the high roller life and the Possibility of making it to a level, you know. Yeah. A fame of respect, power, money here in the U.S. Somebody might, you know, I want to mention, like that's their mindset. I want to live, you know, like that rapper down there. I mean, if you can buy a house for your mom, you know, or pay off

some debts that you might have or a car, that's enough to kill for. So you also, one of the many things you did is you just security try to protect in this in this war try to protect people, high value people. Yeah, how do you do you and others? How is it possible to protect a high value target like a celebrity or an important politician in the situation? So I was tasked to protect the governor of Baja and his family. I was basically replacing a whole contingency

of people that were already there that turned out to be corrupted. That was in my field. I was operational. I was working with other people doing the counter narcotic stuff and the director of the institution that I was in basically called me in. So you're going to go and replace this with these people and what happened to them? Well, I see you were known as a person that could be kind of trusted. I was tasked for that, so I think they considered that.

And I specifically worked for a governor named Jose Huelalupo, Sunamiant, who is probably one of the best governors we have had in that state. People want to see if I'm trustworthy or not, they can ask him directly. And I still speak to some of the members of his family. And we're still friends in that way. It's protecting people like technically a difficult problem to self. For my experience in that time and in place, he was basically spearheading the drug

war in Baja when he was in power. So he had threats from all over, not only him, but his family. First thing I realized working that job in Mexico is that we had, we had people coming in to do specialized training of that regard, Israelis, you know, teaching us how they would do things in Israel. That didn't make a lot of sense for us in Mexico, you know. We had people that had some secret service experience kind of show us how showing us how they would do like celebrity, the bodyguarding or bodyguarding somebody, maybe in California,

of that nature didn't make sense for us. Then we got to experience some cross-training with NSW Naval Special Warfare people who were coming off protection details in Afghanistan and Iraq. Is there some useful crossover there? We were struggling with the acceptance that we were basically doing protection details in a war zone. So the approach that had to be taken in Mexico was some of the approach that they would take in Afghanistan. During a war.

Some of the overt militaristic type approaches to security that we had to adopt. From we didn't move him in a single armored vehicle, we had two of them that looked exactly alike. So when we would move around, we would switch one car through the other every now and then we would arrive to an event. They would open the door and it would be one of us and they were like, hey, where's the governor? He's in the back when. So they would move to that.

So we had to do stuff like that. And again, this is a young me who didn't have any specialized training. I was, I was on YouTube learning some of these things, going online, learning about armor vehicles, learning about architectural armor. I think you just described a large percentage of the Ukrainian military, how they operate, which is on YouTube, trying to figure out how to use some of this technique. And that's actually incredibly effective. Yeah, I do quite a lot of stuff where I'm totally not an expert, totally uneducated and so on.

It's kind of surprising how quickly you can get caught up as we're talking offline. If you take a course, if you talk to an expert, if you learn from an expert, you can catch up really quickly. For me, it was all of a sudden, I have this director calling me in, and I'm wearing vans in jeans, T-shirt, and all of a sudden, I had 80, 80 some people that I had to move around, and I was in charge of securing planes,

and which I, what do I know about that? Airport hangers, armored vehicle maintenance and purchasing and figuring out how to set up a counter assault group for protection detail. And I was like, where I'm gonna learn all this. Were you able to quickly figure figure some of these things out on the fly, basically, you know? As I was going, I remember having this experience

being in the security office on my laptop, figuring out how to set up a counter surveillance aside to our protection detail. Basically, how to have people looking for people that might be looking for us, you know, type thing. And then going to San Diego, to Coronado, and training with some people from former CEO guys and NCIS people who did that job in war zones and seeing them critique some of the

solutions that we came up with on the fly and being like oh we never saw that people. Oh yeah, we're doing it down there. So getting that compliment and also getting their you know feedback like we probably do this or do that and it's it was a learning process on the fly that was pretty I mean C2Pant's level. Is it possible for the family and for the high-value person to to have a sense of normalcy to have a normal life? I mean I tried. I was already starting off on the on the wrong foot, basically, because trust had been violated

by the people that I was replacing. So I had to gain that back. Then young kids in that family that wanted to have a, you know, go out and stuff like that in the most violent city on the planet. So I had to do my homework and figure out places where they were safe to go to and make friends

with certain club owners and figure out ways to put security in some of these places and having to create this bubble of normalcy around some of these people was pretty difficult. There's no way that that is a normal for anybody and you know, God bless them. I know it didn't, I know it wasn't easy and I know they've affected their lives and they lost on a big part of their youth. Being under that security supervision and bubble does probably does a lot for somebody specifically growing up like that. You lose opportunities of things that we take of granted, just going on, doesn't that tell anybody and going to the store?

Because you want to get some snacks or something like that. That's not available to some of these people. I have to be honest, when I was in Ukraine, that was a really big benefit. You had a scape? No, I couldn't hang out. I couldn't eat when I'm stressed. I would fast and not eat much. So I get lost weight

It was great. It's great for the diet. That's a good diet. It's basically beyond protection's custody. That's a that's a that's a good idea for a good you diet And just life. It allowed me to focus get a lot of reading done focus on the important things in life I mean, I joke of course, but there's some There's some complexity to this in terms of the normalcy of the family, but I also just how to operate, like, have a mental clarity of, and a lack of fear. Just basically be good at your job, whatever that job is, as a politician, as a leader, even as a soldier.

Somebody that, again, I think this believes that Ola said this to me or said something like this to a group of us that there's nothing wrong with being paranoid. It's about educating your paranoia and knowing what to be afraid of. If you're afraid of everything, you know, you're basically overwhelmed, but if you start educating yourself as far as specifically what to prioritize as far as what to worry about, you know, war zone, working, protecting somebody, you know, you're not looking at everybody's faces, you're just looking at their hands because that's what's going to kill you, you know, that's an example of focalizing, you know, what you're paranoid and what you're afraid of. So looking at the hands that's the specific

to a particular situation, but also figuring out which situations to avoid and which is okay. I mean, that's like ultimately one of the biggest things you could do. Route analysis. You have to get to the airport and you send off two cars to analyze two routes, and then on the fly, you just change trajectory to create randomness, change trajectory to create randomness, unpredictability, and have that as a security feature. Having to a convoy of four vehicles separate into two convoys and show up different parts to, again, make it hard for people to guess where you're going to be. Pulling out false information as far as who is going to be, who is going to be, pulling out false information as far as who, where it's going to be, who's going to be, and that type of stuff.

It's kind of amazing how many assassination attempts Hitler avoided just by having a pretty strict schedule and being a little bit off in terms of timing, just like showing up 15 minutes late or to a slightly different location. We're going through training, specifically around this type of stuff and an operational training.

It basically showing us how to ambush people. When I started making a group for myself, as far as counter-ambush, this cat team, they call them up here in the US, basically a group to respond to a high-violent ambush. First off, the first rule, if you find yourself in an ambush, it wasn't a successful ambush because if you find yourself in it, you're alive. But if you want to create an amazing counter-ambush team, you have to make them ambushers. And with ambushing, you figure out where all the opportunities of not only successfully doing what you need to do are in your favor, but also to escape with your life, you know, we're not

We're not gonna be received by virgins in heaven. We're not that's not the type of mentality that we had down there, but We start learning about some of these things and also seeing you know cartel forces apply some of these ambush tactics to the military or a federal forces What is an ambush or what are we talking about? So that's a surprise attack with the nasimetry of power kind of thing. Yeah. There's a contingency somewhere moving towards a place that you control and own, where you have the advantages, where they can't see you, but you can't see them, where they can't predict you, but you can predict where they're going to pass.

Go through places where they forcibly have to pass, places where they're going to pass, go through places where they forcefully have to pass, places where they're predictable, places where you can not only predict, but also have a plan for yourself to escape the next that place. So how do you train for Conor and Bush? You turn into a perfect ambusher, that's how you train for Conor. Also always trying to make sure you have more information about other people, you have the element of surprise, all of those things. And Musashi would say, you know, your enemy, you know, is sword, you know, but basically that, you know, simplified.

But there's a lot of enemies around you in Mexico. There's a lot of uncertainty, right? Because it's, well, I guess that's what it rod analysis is. Yeah, you prepare for the probable. Yeah. And if the impossible happens, you're halfway out of it, hopefully, you know, and if you find yourself in an ambush, it wasn't a successful one. You, you, as far as our training and the kind of the mindset, my experience with it,

you, the adversarial thinking part of it has always been a very powerful one. I think one that a lot of people ignore kind of like leave to the wayside. Specifically in all conflicts out there, there's a tendency for a military force or a conventional force of any kind to be trained in a way where they dehumanize the enemy. And when that happens, you become blind to the enemy's story, it's his capability, his story, his ability. If you treat the other side like an inhuman monster, it's hard to take notes, you know? So there's a part of this is a radical empathy for the quote unquote enemy.

At least for me personally, I wasn't one of the guys that would be in grab them, beat the shit out of them, put them in the back of a van, just tie them up and gag them. So you're able to see the most human? I learned that from my mother. She said, nobody's against you, Ed,

they're for themselves. Learn this and you will make friends of enemies. She said that when I graduated and I carried that with me throughout my whole career. But isn't there then a pain of killing another human? Always. But there isn't again I apologize to go back to Ukraine is my only experience of this kind of harshness

It is a powerful experience. There's a dehumanization that happens. I Suppose this is common in war There's something like a video game aspect or people are almost having fun. There's a humor And I think underneath that the prerequisite is to see the enemy in the same way You see the enemy when you play Call of Duty. You don't really think you think of them as NPCs the bad guys The Russians are called orcs In Ukraine. I mean, there's all kinds of other names for us. They're with Mugrosos Yeah, my land was Mugrosos like people, you know, there's always something over time

Those are just words, but over time it gathers a kind of Like a meaning to it. That's more than just the words orcs. They're less than human. Yeah, they're dirty They're too dumb to understand the evil they're doing or whatever the it's useful. It's useful. Yeah, it's part of the program. But I guess what I've talked to soldiers and some of them do have stories of momentarily remembering that there's a human on the other side. I've talked to one woman who's this really bad at soldier and she saw this really brave soldier on the other side. Do something that was almost stupid how brave it was. And then she was trying to shoot him and she missed.

And she said she could sleep the night after thinking, why did she miss? Why did she miss? And then she thought she missed because he was a hero. And she had this brief realization that there was a hero on the other side. The other side is heroes. Yeah. And then, but then that quickly disappeared. Yeah. Again, but she had this moment, there's a human being that rises to defend his nation, to defend his people, and he could be heroic on the other side. There are things that we are trained to depress or conceal or hide and kill in us when you're trained for something like that, or when you're in a complex zone like that, and

you're here the narrative constantly being blared out that the other side is an orc, or whatever word you want to use. But we live in a day and age when you can see Americans going off to Japan and shaking hands with some of their former enemies. I mean, some of us have seen that. And how things change, I think years from now, a lot of the stuff that we are taking right now is the most important, it won't matter anymore.

The question is how many years? The question I asked a lot of people in that part of the world, and a lot of them currently, they're also self-aware about it. They're like, I'm not sure I trust my current feelings, but the current feelings are generational. Like, for decades, I will not just hate

the leadership I'll hate all Russian people I can't understand that on my side of my life experience because you know our war has been an internal war You know amongst our people our monster houses while that is the propaganda It there's also a deep grain of truth that there is a oneness to the people of that region. Yeah, but People will get very offended at that idea, because right now it's a very strong nationalist borders. But there is a cultural history that connects people. I mean, in some deep sense, we're all connected,

well, come from Western Africa, and then all came from fish before then, depending on your, believe you have a history of life on earth. But there is a oneness to us and often you forget that in conflict. I had an experience working. There was a friend of mine who took the other path and went to work for some of these criminal groups. I was operational and we saw a bunch of people in a gas station, apart. Back then, the main modus operandi that they had was that they would impersonate or dress up as federal police.

And that's how they would move around the city. We saw these suburban in a gas station and some of the guys were carrying our AK-47s, you know, and that's not a standard issue firearm. So, you know, we saw that and I got off on foot and walked by to try and get a better sense of what was going on. I took everything off, wearing jeans and a T-shirt, and I got a whistle from one of the guys that was there, and my name was called. It was one of the guys that I grew up with. Redhead kid, look like El Canelo There's a redhead in Mexico. By the way, that's a thick probably some of the Irish that That betrayed the American side during the last Mexico-American war that stayed down there had a bunch of kids Oh, it's probably from there. Love is stronger than anything else

So this redhead kid You want to say kid? I mean, he was my age now Now, to my eyes, he's always going to be younger now. He was told my name. He said, hey, guess I keep going, I'm like, what are you doing here? He's like, oh, shit, I'm just going home. And I just look at going to get a taxi. He's like, oh, okay, he walks over. He has a plate carrier with AK around magazines on his chest.

AK without a stock on it, just carrying it his hand. He comes over and hugs me. I could feel the magazines on my chest. You know, I'm mind you, I have a gun on me, you know, tucked. And next to him, this buzzing in my back pocket, as people are trying to figure out what's going on. He asked me, he's small talk shit. Like, hey, it's like, what are you doing?

Like, what do you work at? And like, I'm just looking for a job, you know, to work at a video store. So he's like, I haven't seen you in a while. How's so and so of your family? Good, how's so and so of your family good and how so and so of your family good It's like yeah, there's like this is an interesting job you have He's like, yeah, it's pretty good. They pay as well

You get a run, you know, you get a car, you know, there's money and nobody fuss with you. You get respect I was like, that's awesome. Yeah, if you want it and, you can get you in. You know, if you want that, I was like, oh, that's too much of a coward for that, I told them. Conversation like any other. Yeah. Between two friends. He hugs me before I go. I have something to him, I can't remember what.

And he says, hey, in my ear, I know what you do for a living. It's not a safe place for you to be. And I walk off. A few moments later, they arm me showed up. And you could feel the amount of rounds going off from two blocks away. of rounds going off from two blocks away. We came back with our guys and it was it was over. So he didn't survive. I looked through the bodies and the cars that were left, you know, there was bodies all over the place. People left there. It was a mess.

It's been like an hour looking for them. The only way I could recognize him was his hair. I stayed with his body all night. There's a there's a bridge in Tijuana that goes over the river and a place called La Mesa. And that's where the forensic offices were. His body was taken there and I stayed with his body until it was released. I told his family about it. Because I knew them.

In that aspect of us versus them, or they're the enemy, and you like that. And my mom told me those words, oh, nobody's against you, they're just for themselves. So don't make the mistake of the humanizing anybody. And those roles could have been easily reversed. I could have been shot in the face there. That aspect of conflict brings where it looks. Bad guys, good guys. Heroes, villains.

There's an innocence to that that goes away. Is your mob still with us? No, almost three weeks before I decided to quit. She passed away. Did that have a role to play? A major one. After I got done on the protection detail with the governor, like everything down there again, the whole cycle, you know, he got his turn. So when he went away, you know, politics change and down there basically if you're a combinatorial candidate, you have either a friend, a friend of a friend or a family member,

be the head bodyguard guy, and the guy that won the elections had his head bodyguard guy already there. So all of us were sent back to whatever we came from. So I went back to work on the streets. I was back on the operations group. I was working with the sub-director directly with him, basically, back on the ground doing the stuff that I was doing before that job. We were moving away from the successes that had been had

by people like Lazo, that when they were in charge of that whole process, the people that I used to work with. Some of the only successes in that counter push against cartels in Mexico, and you can kind of like, it's documented, you can read about it out there, a bunch of people wrote papers on it. Some of the only successes were had by Liza Ola in the places where he had leadership. He not only pacified Tijuana, He also did the same in what is. He was sent to be the police chief in what is, too. But politics change and heroes become villains. A lot of people started calling him a villain because of his on-or-the-rocks approach and human

rights violations and all this type of stuff kind of come through the forefront. And people forgot. You know, people forgot what it took to get the Juana off the most dangerous cities of the planet. And people were vilified, and people like him, and the police force that I was a part of started getting compromised. A lot of the things that were put forth to try and keep us honest. There was a program, they had these centers called the C3s. Basically, you would go there every year, you would

get your financials checked, you would get a physical psychological evaluation, you would get a polygraph exam done on you. All of the works, they're trying to see if you were somebody doing something wrong. And all of that was canceled because it violated human rights if you get fired from a job because of a fail polygraph exam because that was not actually an admissible way of firing somebody.

So all of a sudden you had people that were known cartel, compromised people that were fired five, six years ago, showing back up to worship, back up to work with their backpay and everything. So this is, so this started happening and it quickly, quickly realized that it was going to be hard to stay there. I was driving home from work and I got a call from my brother that my mom had been going through some health issues that had turned into psychiatric issues. So we were basically taking turns trying to take care of her, you know, locking the doors

so she wouldn't wander off and stuff like that. So not only was I dealing with the job on the street, but I was dealing with that. And also I had a two-year-old and a marriage that was difficult at that time. So I was trying to figure all these things out. Made more difficult by your job. Yeah, it's not a financially secure job, you know, and the pressure that it has and the odd hours and all that made it really hard. And then all of a sudden my brother calls me and tells me that let's go to the hospital.

My mom something happened to my mom. and tells me that, let's go to the hospital, and my mom, something happened to my mom. It wasn't my turn to the watcher, so I felt pretty shitty about that. I got to the hospital and the doctors, came out and told us that she was gone. It was a massive heart attack. She had a pacemaker by then, so she was gone.

She was in her 60s. So we kind of expected something, but not, you know, that was like hard for me. She was my center. She was going to be the one that would ask for advice as far as work, you know, as if I should leave her not. The ground was removed from her. There was nobody, there was nothing underneath me. I get three days off work. That's what the Gabe...

And I'm trying to grieve as I go back to work. Darkshed crosses my mind as I can go in through that process of trying to figure things out. Darkshed like suicide, that darkshed. Yeah, so it was very low for you. Very hard. Yeah. I wasn't allowed to grieve basically. And I wasn't allowed to grieve for a few years for different reasons. I went back to work and I went to a lot of other people, also you yourself were not allowing

yourself to grieve. I said, there was other people with me that didn't allow me to grieve. I went to work, got call into the office and I was basically told that I was going to be reassigned after I just went through the reassignment was going to be something that I saw as unacceptable. It was the people in charge at that point were obviously corrupted. And what I got from their conversation was that they wanted us to work for a specific side. And I knew that that was the time to go. I asked for a license, basically licenses, unpaid absence from work, basically a leave of absence. I think it's what you call it up here, which by law is allowed.

And I was denied for no reason. So I'm invested in this job. You know, I have a good salary and I have a category in there. So by the level of time you spend in there, you get a category. So I was a pretty high category agent. Out of the training, and again, the training that would be useless in the private sector, or in the public sector in Mexico, I couldn't change from one corporation to another,

it couldn't go to work for another police institution. So I took a deep breath and I resigned. I went to the office. I said, I need to resign. They said, what? I need to resign. Some of the people in the office knew me from a long time were like, what's wrong with you.

They thought I was having a mental breakdown. I handed it all over the paperwork. It took a big trash bag, put all my stuff in there, a plate armor, tear gas grenades, gas mask, satellite radio, MP5 magazines, an MP5, submachine gun, Glock magazines, all of it, helmet. And I put it in the, I had it over in the armory. And I left. I made some phone calls. I was married to an American and my daughter's American.

I never envisioned myself coming to the United States. Do that process for myself. You know, so I was invested in that job. I thought I was going to die or retire from that. And, uh, it quickly became like an issue because everybody was wondering why I left the job, so abruptly. So there was some threats made when I left by people inside the office. And I probably, you know, it's anonymous yet. So To their significant pressure not to leave, it's hard to leave this kind of job. Yeah. The system makes it difficult to leave the individuals to the degree they might be corrupted,

really don't want you to leave. There's no support, yeah. There's no support. There's probably the opposite of support. Yeah. almost like implied or explicit or implicit threats. Yeah. Luckily, I had developed some friendships in the United States with some of the people that I used to work with and cross-strain with and some friendships that I developed with people that I would just talk to and make friends with, stateside. One of them is a Navy SEAL reservist whose name is Dan Stanchfield and his wife Kelly. They open the doors of their house to me and my kid and my wife at that time. As I seek to basically look for the American dream. I crossed the border with my kid and nobody knew anything. I didn't tell anybody just, you know, my wife.

And I was off. When I came to the States, I already kind of dabbled in the whole training field and showing some of my experience to people. So I had at least a seed of that out there. People knew me for that. But all of a sudden, I was in the middle of an avocado orchard in the middle of California and everything's quiet and there's no more radios going off all the night there's no more three cell phones on the counter there's no guns there's no rifles there's no 80 people calling to calling to see what's going on there There's nothing, it's just quiet. And it's during the time when Trump got elected. So the immigration process that usually would take, had most

things going for me, and immigration process that would take at the most of the year took took two years. So it was not an easy process to not only come to the US, but you know, come to the US with that pressure, kind of underlying pressure as far as being an immigrant at that time here. And then you're a personal psychological, the PTSD of going from a war zone to a kind of orchard. The word PTSD and TBI and all of these things, I did not, I didn't know any of them. It was through people that I got to meet in the training field that were, you know, Marines, Seals, merisok guys, those types of people that start giving words

to some of the things that I felt, which I didn't really know. We would treat post-traumatic stress without the alcohol and vacation time. My bottle of miscal. When you see the bottom of it, your troubles are gone. Cured, immediately. That was, I was an alcoholic, When you see the bottom of it, your troubles are gone. Heard.

Immediately. I was an alcoholic as well as all the other stuff. I was drinking myself to sleep every third night. A marriage obviously was failing. It was an easy for her. She was brave and she did what she could. And I totally respect and understand her process with it, but when it's quiet, that's when it hits you.

That's what I think that's what a lot of people experience when they come back from a complex zone, you know, the everything that was life and death, everything that mattered, all the noise, all the chaos, all the people that are around you that would die for you, kill for you, you would kill for them. All the millions of dollars worth of equipment and stuff like that, your response over, now are all gone and it's just you walking into a circle K and buying three cans of fosters to drink yourself to sleep. Yeah, you write on your Patreon brilliantly about PTSD, about the cost of things you've

done and seen. Quote, when it's over and we're far from that chaos and noise of death being close and life being real, that is when some of us being close and life being real. That is when some of us remember in the quiet nights in a field in Tennessee looking at fireflies, walking through a fair, holding hands with a lover, asking you what's wrong. And your kids birthday party leave early to avoid the ending of a celebration. That is what the quiet means to some of us. So that's speaking to that silence, the quiet. How do you live with and thrive with this newly learned term of PTSD?

If anything, I would recommend people that have any of these issues to go to places where other people have their issues. So you can it's not a competition, but you get to see the scope of problems in the world and you sometimes feel kind of lucky as far as you're wrong. Like it humbles you. Yeah. It makes you appreciate all the different kinds of struggles that go through. Yeah. I mean, I went through some moral shit, but some people

that went through more or all shit or stuff that I, I don't think I could have survived. When I went through that process of figuring things out, you know, the first thing that glaringly pointed out or stuck out to me was my inability to process things. Like, there was a big pause button there, a giant one, everything was on pause. My grieving, not only my mom, but my brother. So I had a pause button on me, so it was out with 13, basically. Then I got to bury many of my friends and form their wives or girlfriends of what happened. And that all, again, was paused because I wasn't allowed to process. I spent years without going on vacation because I was the workaholic. And I found at the core

of my issues, alcohol, a giant pause button in the form of alcohol. Basically, I would drink my problems away. Or specifically, I would, it's like, if you have a mess in your house, you just put a big tart bowl right, you know, to cover it up and alcohol, it was that for me. And it fasted more and more as I not only went through the process of learning about Piscisthia going through therapy, but refusing to let that go. You know, like going through therapy and seeing what other people's problems were in. I don't wanna, you know, this is the only thing I have.

I'm not, you know, I'm not hurting anybody with it, you know. Why do I need to get rid of that? By this point, I was traveling across the country and training people and showing some of the experiences that I had to other people, speaking, being on podcasts and having conversations like the one I'm having with you. So speaking to the skills that you've developed. And in a way, basically, reliving and reopening a bunch of shit for myself every time I do.

So I was getting triggered and the way I would manage that was I would drink at the end of the night after a weekend class somewhere when I talk about the fireflies and a field in Tennessee. It was a moment where I was forcing myself to try and be sober and we did this medical class out out in the hills in Tennessee. It was a beautiful green place, a beautiful family there that hosted us. And it's the first time I saw butterflies. I was like, I thought I was having a hallucinogenic experience. When I say, why is the, why is the dust glowing, you know,

is what I thought. A friend of mine is a veteran, he's ran off to the woods and grab one. And brought it to me and showed it to me. He's like, holy shit. What is that's a firefly? Wow. How do they glow?

I don't know. And he's crushing in his hand and saying, it's gone. And that brought me back immediately to holy shit. It kind of like, I was off somewhere and I was back. And I had to go drink. I went through that process of like going off it, getting on it, going off, getting off my marriage, separate. And that was another end of the world, aspect to everything, you everything. I lost my mother, I lost the job, and then the marriage failed. It was on me.

I basically went somewhere and did a stock of everything that was going on. And the main decision to stop drinking. Yeah, had some bad relationships after. And it just came to a place where I need to stop drinking. You've gotten to point so low, this is a decision you arrived at by yourself. Was there some inspiration? Or was it just the point of so low? Lots so much.

It was the start of COVID. So this is recent, that's probably two. I'm gonna have two years over in December. So when you talk to Rogan the first time, you're still struggling with this demon. I was in and out of the car, basically, is what I would say, you know. I was in and out of, and then trying to get rid of it. That must be a super stressful experience talking to Joe Rogan the first time.

Do you drink that night? You remember? The second time I was there, I went somewhere, got shit-faced. It was stressful not for any other reason than I felt the responsibility to the people that couldn't speak about it. So that's a pressure. It was a start of COVID and things got it started getting shut down and slowed down. My dad got really sick and almost died. We had to set up like some Jason Bourne level shit at my brother's place.

He was in Mexico, you know. So we had to bribe a guy to get us an oxygen tank and I had to, Jimmy Reagan, a respirator. It was, it was, it was some shit. But my dad was like survived it you know everybody the doctor was like say goodbye and then my dad was like I can't say goodbye to him you know okay so you guys gangster I got it

tough guy you did some gangster shit that day. But on my end, I was being isolated, basically, as COVID is everybody's slowing down, no more classes, no more excuses to go out there and drink and no more socializing. So social drinking journey into alone drinking more and more and more. I bought a bottle of gin because I was I was down in Mexico taking care of my dad and they closed down beer production in Mexico. So beer went away and beer was a way I kind of managed it, you know, it's not powered alcohol, it's just. So, you know, but that went away. So it was just hard alcohol. That was, it was available down there. I, uh, one night alone at the, uh,

at the house, my dad's house. I, uh, drank a bottle of gin, a whole bottle of gin. And I almost died. And after that, you know, some people started noticing that I was isolating more and more and it was kind of eating away at me. I was in a relationship at that point when I started seeing everything just kind of fall apart around me. And I drank half of a glass of wine and it made me sick to my like internally in my mind. And my kid said to me, and I don't know, nobody coached her. Nobody said anything. Or she was pretty intuitive kid. So I don't know nobody coached her nobody said anything or she was It's pretty intuitive kid So I don't drink anymore that

I don't know where in the middle of the night Uh, and I stopped Stopped that nice. I stopped that night. I remember waking up at three in the morning and taking a cooler that I had and just dumping all the beers in it and The chucking them in the garbage and with a knife poking each of them to not, you know be tempted to go pack for them And then the second day I went around and started finding the hides that I had because I had some you know hides yeah and

And then I went somewhere and locked myself in for two weeks. I had the, the withdrawals. The clearest nightmares that I've ever had in my life for two, three weeks. I went somewhere and I want to keep in private, but I went somewhere where they offered a place for me and when I asked them about it, they said, community, I gave them some money for their school as a donation, gave them like a few a few thousand dollars. As yeah, sure, come, you know, you can go through this process here, cool as fuck people. The first thing I did when I got there, as they stood me up in front of everybody

to thank me for the donation. And then told everybody that I was an alcoholic, and if anybody saw me drinking, I was to be kicked out of there immediately. And I felt horrible. So that's what that was where I started. Does that temptation still there? There was a moment when it was. And some therapy circle. There's a rodeo clown friend of mine who his body's, his spine is basically fused together, you know, type of guy. We've been friends and enemies and friends again, you know, during the therapy circle sessions.

Oh, it's a like there's an intimacy there. Yeah. again, you know, during the art therapy, circle sessions. Also, like there's an intimacy there. Yeah. He didn't know anything about me. One time when we were selling our stories, he stood up and told his story. And then he heard mine and then he was pissed off at me and didn't want to talk to me for a while.

And then later he told me that it was because he saw what I did with my experience and how much of a difference that he perceived that I was making with it. And he felt jealous that he can do the same with his experience because he was just a broken, ex-rohio cloud. He told me when I was going through the process like, yeah, you're an internet celebrity person, you know, you're known. Aren't you worried about people finding out that you're a recovering drunk? And I said, yeah, it's fucking scary. A shit if people find out that I am going through this process.

It's scary that, you know, the critique, you know, I already get a lot of shit for being a ex-police officer in Mexico and all that, all the negativity that comes from that. police officer in Mexico and all that, all the negativity that comes from that. And he said, don't be. You know, you can't pick pocket and make it man. So just get naked. What does that mean? Write about it. Post it online. You never know. Somebody out there might get inspired to do their own kind of process. So I started posting about cowardly in a way because I wanted to make other people keep me on the path, you know, but in other ways, you know, desperation, you know, I don't want to drink anymore, I don't want to go back to that, I'm not a bathist, which I know leads directly to a

bad death. I'm not afraid of death, I just want a good one. I don't want a bad one. I think that was going to lead me to a bad death. As I was writing about it, sharing it online, you know, through my fever dreams post and just being humorous about it online and getting a lot of hate on one side, you know, having a few people and companies that I work with kind of step back and seeing this guys have some issues to having other people kind of make fun of or make light of that weakness portrayed. Also, getting hate, getting criticism because here you are a counter-nercotics police officer there's no, there's a drinking problem. So is that like supposed to be what like flaws revealed weakness or a perception of alpha in the US, I guess, that some people have, you know,

you were supposed to be strong in here, you are. I mean, I'm not, I'm not jocke or willing like I'm not David Goggins, you know, I'll, I wake up at 10 in the morning sometimes, I don't have cornflakes with my eight-year-old, you know, I like days off. I used to wake up at 10 in the morning sometimes, and I'll have cornflakes with my eight-year-old. I like days off. I used to wake up at 3.30 in the morning every day to review what happened during the night and then go off for a jog and then the gym and just be ready to be able to murder somebody with my hands that I've had to.

But that is, I couldn't maintain that during the whole process of getting out of it. Now, leaving alcohol, I remember just being honest with it and just seeing the two sides of it, Joe told me, never read the comments section, right? Which is a beautiful, it's a beautiful piece of advice. But, they get you sometimes when you talk about some of these things openly. And some of the comments were positive and I've been seeing people comment sending me messages and meeting people on the road that wagon for way longer than I have. And there's, it's cool when you meet people that are superhuman or perform and take an

extreme ownership of things and are just amazing people that are thriving out there. It's inspirational. I see some of these people and I'm like, holy shit, I need to figure out how to get to some semblance of that. But I'm not that. I've been through the ringer. I fucked up a shit ton of times. My nose is an example of that. I have a few missing teeth. But in a way, I think all of that, I am a few missing teeth, but in a way, I think all of that is part of the process that not a lot people want to talk about, you know? Independently of the experience I got down there and some of the things that I show and talk about and some of the advocacy I do related to women like her, that are, you know, trying to look for a better life and trying to find their missing kids, training

people to not get into those situations, but also showcasing the fact that people that go through some of these processes have a journey to go through. You know, I just came into your studio with a duffel bag straight from the airport and I'm going to leave early tomorrow morning to somewhere else. I've been on the road for almost, I think, five years non-stop. I go back to a specific place every week to see my kid for two, three days. And then I'm back out, you know, some people say, are you running?

Like, are you worried? Is this afraid of us? I'm not. But I am, you know, on this weird path, I guess, trying to look for something that I think I've been missing as far as my after life of a sort, you know, coming up. I think that is, are you looking for some kind of a deeper understanding of humanity, like from the specific experiences you had to get some deeper understanding of what the hell we're all doing here.

I meet people every weekend with different stories. You know people come to some of my classes, I know I show them how to weaponize the environment, how to arm themselves, how to not get abducted. I meet people that have gone through those experiences and are basically trying to work through some of their own issues by going through a training like that. I get to meet people that are, you know, people that I've only seen online, you know, or the scene in videos. I remember meeting Royce Gracie in Harbor City.

How did that go? He's a pretty interesting character. I remember seeing him in a boot like VHS video and I told them about it. We were doing a class out at Emerson Knives. It's a knife company, but Mr. Emerson also has like a Jiu Jitsu gym there where Roy straights out of. That's his space. And you know, they're teaching how to defend against somebody trying to stab you. And I'm showing them all the ways you can get around that and fabricate and improvise and smuggle things, basically the adversarial side of that, which is that's what I'm known for. The psychology and kind of the ways

that people do that. And I remember him seeing some of the stuff that I was doing and just being like, I remember him seeing some of the stuff that I was doing and just being like, where are you from Mexico? Mexico makes sense, you know? Somebody from Brazil, you know, tipping the hat to somebody from Mexico, as far as seeing the violence and some of the mentality behind it. So for people who don't know, Hoy's Gracie is the legendary martial artist that probably introduced Brazilian Giujitsu to the American audience, to the world, to the process of UFC,

ensuring the effectiveness of it in practice, that a little skinny guy can defeat a big aggressive guy. So, Ananakonda, a small Ananakonda, walking into that ring with his family behind. Wearing pajamas. We're in pajamas and everybody, what is this guy wearing pajamas for? And then he would strangle people with those pajamas. I don't remember seeing that and just having it, I think probably what a generation before had with Bruce Lee,

I guess, my generation was Royce walking into that, walking into that octagon and changing octagon and changing paradigms. Seeing him in that gym is also a avid gun owner and shooter, which is interesting. Having seen somebody like him who is well-versed with his hands also be a man that has gone into the realm of being well versed with weaponry, which is an aspect of martial arts and the martial way of thinking that some people kind of the purists will stick with one side of it, but he's obviously a warrior in a lot of ways. So just as a small tangent, so you're somebody that you don't just look at arm combat, you look at the full spectrum of the chaos of combat that's outside of the realm of jiu-jitsu and

even just mix martial arts, unarmed, armed with knives and beyond. Yes. Was his mind open to the the fuller spectrum of violence? Yeah. I mean, he was, he was in the middle of this class that we were doing where people were basically focusing on both Ernest Emerson, who's a famous for his knives. As a knife company, he's a nice renassa. Not only that, but he's also a very avid martial artist. He trained with a lot of Filipino martial arts related to knives and stuff like that.

But a different mindset, a defensive mindset to entertain people with how to defend against that. And you have Royce who's, he's from Brazil. I mean, he has some street in him. That's something that, you know, those guys didn't guy is what we say in Mexico. Seeing the ways he would, he stepped in there and provided some encouragement to the people there as for as, you know, how people sometimes focus on the, uh, this is a system and this is a way, but there's other ways out there that might negate or defeat

the ways that you are concentrating on. So kind of get out of that bubble. My whole kind of speciality or what I focus on is mindset and figuring out the software that some of these people gain and gather from, if I need to arm myself, you know, the easiest thing to manufacture in most places is a pointed object. So I can take that crystal big pen that you're writing on that notepad with and using the friction from the carpet,

I can turn it into a hyperdermedal that you can then poke into somebody's neck. What's the process of doing that? So I can do it right now if you wanna. No, but can you use your words for those and also because I've terrified? No, I could basically you can take the heat and friction created from this carpet.

Yes. You can grab that pen in of itself. It will pierce flesh, but it will slow itself down because it has a few angles on the tip. Oh, you want to wear it on the angles. So if you take that tip off and you grab it and grind it on an angle on the tip. Oh, you want to wear it on the angles. So if you take that tip off and you grab it and grind it on an angle on the carpet, the heat will actually turn it into a hypodermic needle

if you know what you're doing. Hypodermic meaning like it's, it smoothens the entry. It'll make a point in an angle that will guide it's way through your flesh. So you can actually go through a torso with that if you know what you're doing. As a small tangent, you also gave me a present

Could be one of the most epic presents I've ever received you give it to Rogan. Can you explain what I'm holding in my hands? There's a guy online coffin trampis is a moniker it is a G10 rod G10 is a very strong material basically. A lot of people make actually G10 knives, which are basically non-magnetic non-farious objects that can be utilized as a stabbing. The core of it isn't an actual pencil core. It's a G10 core and it's encased in oak, hard oak. So that is capable again of stabbing through a torso. Now, the guy that made that, it's an artisan, it makes that, it looks like a pencil. It's concealed in the nature of the object itself. But that small object

is capable of being introduced into a chest cavity. You know, all it takes is about the half of your thumb or the length of your thumb to stab into your chest cavity and now your pericardium is pierced and that's being filled with filled with blood or your whole heart is pierced and you have a few minutes to live if you're at a standing heart rate. So this is this this has the effectiveness of a knife essentially. It has an effective is of a shank or or or or or an ice pick, you know, it's not going to cut, but it's going to make a hole where not the duchin be here. The pen is literally mighty. Yeah, well, it's this is really epic from like a perspective of an academic. This is a symbol of both intelligence and violence.

I love it. And also the current state of affairs where people need to arm themselves with things that are concealed as far as their purpose in a place where in a country or in a society that limits their ability to arm themselves. So if you're going to a safe place, you're going to a place where no weapons allowed, which means a target which environment if you're a predator, that's a sign of rebellion. Let this be a signal of everyone should be terrified when you're around me, because even a pencil can murder you.

And I intend to use this. And nobody, nobody owns life, but anybody that can hold a frying pan, owns death is a quote that I heard once, which is a beautiful one. I'm looking, if anyone betrays me, this is the way to go. Can you give all your experience in all the different ways that you think about martial arts and violence in Mexico and in the world speaking of hoys, what is your approach to conflict like a street fight? What advice would you give people in the full spectrum of what a street altercation might entail? What is the best way

to approach it? I think before you get there, you have to prepare. One of the first things I tell people is if you don't have a basic T-triple C training class behind you, you should re-analyze your life and your ability to prepare. T-triple C. Basically, you had to stop somebody from bleeding out or dying from a stab wound, gunshot wound or any of those types of wounds or an amputated leg during an ID scenario. Anything you would see in a Boston Marathon type event or a Vegas shooting event where people are getting shot stabbed, cut. So understand how to help people, how to help yourself post. You're no good at least. You don't want to be a detriment to the situation. You want to be an asset. So build yourself up as an asset for a situation like that,

because you might be doing that on yourself or on somebody else. And also it helps you understand what situations are going to result in a lot of, in a difficult situation to deal with afterwards. Yeah, it also teaches you what to stab and what to shoot. If you're thinking about it in a full and on all the dimensions of it, you know, there's all knowledge can be weaponized. And I think that's the approach. All people should kind of figure out for themselves when they start getting ready or if they

want to take the responsibility of their own safety in their hands. So in a self defense situation, there's a lot of questions here, but what does one stab? There's the carotid arteries, which are used commonly and you did do it something to choke because they feed a computer, you know? So there's a lot of blood flowing through that required for the successful operation of the computer. And not a lot of stuff is guarding the outside world from your carotid arteries. It's a really weird design, by the way. It is not a smart one. It doesn't even make sense because with mammals, they bite each other's neck. Like, why can't you have more protection?

Does this the only, like us humans don't use their mouth to kill each other? But most mammals, most predators do. And it's like, why the hell don't we protect this? We do have a defensive mechanism and you see it sometimes when people are ambushed and people try to open up each other's necks from behind. If you push somebody's neck forward, the carotids will actually lower themselves and be in case in more flesh and muscle. If you pull a head back, not so much. So that's a way that at least I think the evolutionary we've

have a defensive mechanism for that. There's a few videos out there of people's getting their neck sewn back shut after somebody pushed their head forward to try and slice their neck and they survived, you know. So this is a viable target. The heart is another one. Interesting about the thing about the heart and people get alarmed when I talk about this and show it in classes. Again, a lot of the classes I do are for orientation and for people to recognize that behavior. So a lot of law enforcement comes to some of these classes. Oh, that's horrible. That's how somebody will kill somebody. Yeah, this is how people that know there's thing that they're, she had, will try and approach somebody and stab you to death.

This is how they would do it. There's a tendency to view what we see in John Wick or view what we see in this martial arts community where they're, you know, slicing and dicing people different mayiades of ways. A lot of that is based on dueling based cultures, like the Filipino martial arts or some of the Italian martial arts out there where somebody's facing off with somebody else with a similar weapon, where both of us are agreeing to basically get into a stabbing competition. That would make sense in that scenario, in that context, but I've never seen a lot of people actually get into these one-on-one knife altercations. What we see now in a modern context when it talks about weaponry is an ambush counter-ambush-based

scenario where somebody pulls out a knife during a grappling situation on the street or when somebody turns a striking exchange of punches into pulling out a cheap gas station knife or a pen or a rock from the ground or a hanged on. Most modern combat is when it comes to weaponry should be kind of based on the whole aspect of ambush and counter ambush. There's a lot of people showing valuable material and coursework on this out there. My whole approach and my specific kind of realm is in the aspect of how people go from the process of learning some of these things from experiential stuff, people that grow up in rural places, grow up on pig farms, that actually get the experiences of processing a pig, for example, or processing an animal. Those people will have more skills and hunters. Those people will have more skills with a knife if they pick it up as a weapon.

Then most of the martial artists that I've seen kind of approach some of these classes where I go and have a simulated torso in the form of a pig hanging in a room somewhere. Some of that has to do with just the familiarity and the comfort of just like the biology of a living organism. Like that you, if you cut off certain things, if you cut a certain thing,

like it's just a meat vehicle. The same thing, the medical training should come first, you know, or if you don't have that, be a hunter, or go to a butchery class. That will teach you more about how to use a knife on somebody else than anything, you know, that'll give you the experience of flesh. on somebody else than anything, you know, that'll give you the experience of flesh. Most people, you know, I do this example every now and then where I have people bringing a tactical knife and they'll bring in a butter knife and I ask them which will go through a torso.

We have a pig there so it simulates a torso pretty closely. Most people will say, that butter knife is not going to go through and it does, you know, it does go through. It's thin enough, strong enough, sturdy enough that it'll go through. Kitchen knife, a cheap one that costs 89 cents at a Walmart and an expensive $400 one. And the cheap one will outperform the expensive one. It will the tipple snap off during some of it. Yeah, I have to say that just as a small tangent, I went to a farm. And just seeing the butchering of meat and so on in the processing of meat and pigs and cows.

Who that's uncomfortable? Yeah, but I think it also, it's honest and raw and like that's something that probably everyone should experience regularly. It's also humbling to remind you, like when I had a dog home or he's in Newfoundland, I was very close with and would lost them. And I just remember that charity him, he's like 200 something pounds. And it's had to carry him and it put him to sleep. And like one of the biggest realizations is like, oh, this is just a, this is just a biological thing. Yeah. It's just, and then you to realize that this is just meat. This is not, and you can cut

it. And then if you bleed, you also in the life can disappear from you. And it's all gone. It's like, holy shit, there's this meat vehicle that some people have referred to as Lex. I'm just a few stabbings away from, like leaving. Yeah, I'm leaving.

Goodbye. So, it just flies away. It used to be that we had to hang around. You know, people would come back from battling. We would hear things next to the campfire. As far as, oh, he stabbed somebody here and this happens. But now we live in an age where you can, you know, when I do a class, I, this is a, this is a stab to the heart.

And here's like five videos of it happening live, you know, on live leaks or whatever. And we can deconstruct that, not only that, but what weapon was used. Oh, it was a gas station folder. It was a pioneer woman knife from Walmart with flowers on the handle, you know, whatever it was. And people start realizing that it doesn't take a lot, that it doesn't take a lot of training because a lot of these people are not high level assassins trained by ninjas and the hills or anything like that.

There are people that grew up rural or learned by seeing that behavior in others. And when they start coming to the realization that it is pretty easy to do that and they start figuring out how do you counteract that? Well number one, learn the behavior yourself so you can recognize it. The whole aspect of being a good counter-ambushed team is to be a best the best ambusher in the planet So again the whole aspect of Musashi saying no your enemy know is sword, you know You figure that out as far as learning that behavior You know when you start seeing how some of these stavings occurred occur

The first thing you notice is that one of one of the hands is always kind of out of the picture Or there's a lack of symmetry in the people that are about to do something horrible. So when you see lack of symmetry in the environment, somebody with their hands going backwards, there's a crowd of people and two or one individual is looking counter where everybody else is looking, or there's a hyper-aware individual in a crowd. The hyper-aware arrow was usually out there to fuck somebody over, or they're trying to keep those predators from fucking somebody else over. So, unless you step back and you put yourself in the process of learning how they learn, and you become that potential nightmare person. It's hard to recognize that in a crowd. It feels like one of the significant ways

to win or as a street fighter is avoided by sort of sending pacifist signals in every way, meaning avoiding the situation whenever there's like a hypervigilant people, you just kind of avoid signaling the year one of the players to have interest. Yeah. If we're talking about counter ambush, at which point do you do that versus shift to the aggression?

I think violence should be always an option, you know. Everybody should have that option and you need to be good at that option. I think I heard Jordan Peterson talk about the fact that everybody needs to be dangerous, but keep that shit under control. I think he was referring to a different context, but I know. I know.

I know. I'm referring to the ability of the little physical conflict. There's two cases that I saw of people just utilizing social engineering to a beautiful degree, to the escalate, shit. One guy somewhere, first off, if you're in a place two cases that I saw of people just utilizing social engineering to a beautiful degree to deescalate. Shit. One guy somewhere at first off, if you're in a place where people are grabbing your wife's ass or something

like that, what are you doing there? There's a load of things that are wrong with everything that you're doing in your life to be in that environment. But let's say you're in an inescapable situation. There was this guy who was in a compromised position. Somebody wanted to fight him, like legit kick his ass. And he said, okay, let's go, but I just, I need to warn you that I have hepsy before we go outside. And that's masterful. I was getting my phone out to film this, maybe.

And even I was just lowered my phone to give them a slow clap. That was a beautiful move. And then there was this other man. There was a riot somewhere in In Senada. The municipality of In Senada and Baja, they were protesting. Some of the people that pick those fields down there, part of a tribe called those triches. Very hard working people, but the various people too.

They're pretty good at their thing. There was a right line, they couldn't break. And this old man walks in the middle of the right line and yells grenade and throws an avocado in the middle of all the cops. And I'll, you broke that right line with an avocado. That could have gone wrong in some ways. But it didn't, I don't know. To me, it's, there's small lessons there. There was a case to be made about social engineering, about learning about behavior, about learning how to lie, and how to kind of move your way or navigate your way around situations like that. Small things like bartering, knowing how to bribe people in conflict zones is the thing

that I show when I talk about or train people to working off the environment, de-escalation, you know, specifically kind of figuring out what is a value in the environment, what things you shouldn't be doing in an environment that might be considered disrespectful or out of place. You know, people have a tendency that didn't grow up in places that are violent to make continuous eye contact with somebody that might be a issue or smiling when there's nothing to smile about. I think, you know, there's a picture I saw somewhere of Russians taking a portrait and there's Americans there and the Americans are smiling with the

Russians aren't. Yeah. Because what is there to smile about? Which is true. And of course it's not as simple as smiling as well. This subtleties to it. Like you said, I contact this is super interesting one because I found in my own life, like not making eye contact, that people would be joking, but it's a really powerful way for you to de-escalate. And there's such a fascinating thing though, because you could talk about drunk fights that are just, that are harmless,

but I feel like the same dynamic applies to the most violent conflict including wars. I feel like ego is part of this. So to me, the question of conflict where there's a street fight or anything else is the calculus of, are you willing to take an out in terms of psychology? Somebody grabs your wife's ass, you mentioned. Boy, if you let that happen, you go home. You don't have to pay the price of you were the person who didn't defend you, like in your relationship, you didn't defend your wife's honor. You're going to psychologically play that price yourself. And depending on your wife, she might secretly also lose a little

bit of respect for you. Now, how do you play that calculus? Because now we see the war in Ukraine. I would say there is elements of similar posturing in the United States and Europe and Ukraine, Russia, China, leadership, macro-level, at a geopolitics. It's still somebody to grab somebody's ass and you're not backing down. So to take those losses and basically just posture, lower your head and live to fight another day, type that situation.

The thing with modern violence is the access to weaponry. Again, nobody owns life, but anybody can hold a frying pan can own death. I've seen people get double leg takedown somebody on the ground. It's a different thing, doing in the mats versus concrete. That's a good way to kill somebody. The most prolific impact weapon on the planet is the planet itself. You can see various videos of people online where they fall and they hit their head or somebody hits their head and they go into, you know, the stretched out fit basically.

And that might not kill you then, but it'll kill you that night or the second night if you don't get checked out, you know, people bleed out and internally get in a demon. Again, the whole aspect of me showing how some of these things, not only some of these methodologies and somehow people prepare for violence and how people experience violence, how they make their weapons, how the people fight in the streets and stuff like that. It's to recognize that behavior from the inception, you know. There's a video I show where there's a bunch of street kids in Rio de Janeiro.

I think it's during the Olympics where they're snatching chains and cell phones from people. And it's a fun video, you know, see it. And it's the first thing you learn about it is how they target people. Now, who are they going after? There's a bunch of people there. Why are they going after that specific person? And they start learning about profiling and how they identify victim mentality, you know, or the perfect victim, you know, lack of awareness, they keep on a

straight line, avoidance, avoidance of eye contact, if they're you know, doing something the various are wrong, and how they pick who they're going to go after, you know, the small people, the women, you know, even some of the men, and they separate the men that they're perfect victims, versus the men that's going to turn around, punch them in the face. What are they looking for? Well, first off, you notice that the men that are in that environment that look at them

and are aware of their presence, the hyper aware, or the ones that are not good to target. So that's the first lesson there. So it's probably a good idea not only to be hyper aware, but to recognize that hyper awareness in others. If I want to separate myself from the victim crowd. Another thing you notice is these are kids going after some grown adults and some of these grown adult men are with women. And you see them, you know, kind of getting outside of the grasp of the kids that are trying to rip their chains off their neck or their cell phones, and they have no consideration for the women around them. You see other men that are with women, and you see them grab the women and put them behind

them. Immediately they'll say, this is the wrong one. Let me move off to the next one. So that small little lesson in those videos will show you first how these kids are growing up to profile and target who the perfect victims are. That's a school for them. And that is an adversarial school. We should look at that school and apply to ourselves. So in general, you think conflict, ultimately, the people that are doing conflict, they're looking for weakness. I mean, they're looking for opportunity, you know, opportunistic, that's the predators. That's what they do. They look for an opportunity, you know, from jumping down from a tree and

getting the slowest gazelle to looking for the opportune moment of pounds on something that's probably big, but the risk is worth it. I feel like there's several motivations, but isn't there also power hierarchy motivation as well? Like you, there's something about the big guy that attempts you to send a message, especially with gangs, aren't they constantly sort of trying to signal that they're the alpha? Yeah, I mean, there's a different situation. You could be facing a sociopathic predator who is looking for something in you that you were the resource that they're looking after. Maybe it's a woman, you know, it could be a group of people that don't like the fact that you have a specific nationality or your passport is stamped in a specific way or that you

pray to whatever it got. All these have a factor in. But in the end, they all do the same thing. They look for an adivotatious position. If I were to target you, I would put you in between that wall and, you know, me. So you have two avenues of exits, and I will step on one of your feet to keep that avenue closed so you have to go this way. So this is where my life is gonna be. You see that behavior mirrored everywhere in the world. First off, you look for advantages, right? If it's something that's unavoidable,

like you're in between me and my ability to go home, or you're in between me and my ability to feed my family, or you're in between me and my ability to posture to the people that are behind me, the young guys that I'm in charge, I will do everything in my power to end you. Right? The motivations are not my realm, but the ways they do it are, you know, and basically the advantage part of it. So desperation is dangerous. It's a dangerous school. When I see dangerous school, I mean, the most dangerous people usually come from those desperate environments.

You know, you can have people in Coronado holding on to logs in the ocean and go through this millions of dollars for a sort of training and just be professional killers for the government and just be these incredible human beings. And then there's a kid that will walk up to one of them when he's off, you know, and put an ice pick right into his chest when he's least expecting it. And that doesn't mean that one is superior than the other. It just means that there are more, there's more than one way to become that, you know. Teenagers terrify me.

It feels like the intensity of desperation, like the capacity of a teenager, like 16, 17, to be desperate and also not have the matured understanding of ethics of the world, like they have this intensity of feeling that I sound like anything else. They don't have a volume knob to that. So it's like a garden hose without an osal on it, so you can regulate it. They haven't developed that. They haven't learned that maybe from somebody else or used to be warrior cultures, you would

be a princess under somebody or you would learn some of these things from other people, even some gang, modern gangs have a little bit of that. But if you're not and you're just as kid that's been playing Call of Duty all of his life or that has been witnessing violence and media and there's no sense of, it's probably a bad idea to go off and do this because all these repercussions, I could see how that could be a danger to society. And some of the volume knobs, some of the countermeasures to people exploding on somebody else with a weapon, you know, that you see videos constantly online. I remember seeing this one of these two teenage girls somewhere in the US and one of them just, there's a fight, there's a hair pulling competition and all of US and one of them just there's a fight, there's a

hair pulling competition and all of a sudden one of them takes out a knife and it just happens like that and it's just pure unrestrained downward styling. Now you're like wait where's that come from? Well she's from an environment where she saw that as an option. She didn't see the repercussions of it. And she found herself in a place where she thought that was the only viable option pulling out a weapon. And that's I think that's that's the dangerous part of it. So I do prepare to win those kinds of situations, to escape those kinds of situations.

Like you said, this training, it's exposing your mind. I always tell people, if you don't have a combative base, you don't have a base, boxing, jujitsu. And that gives you like an awareness to your body kind of thing. It gives you an awareness of your body, it gives you a spatial awareness.

If you can't see the points with your peripheral vision, if you can't see the points of somebody's feet in your peripheral vision, they are in range to stab you in the heart if they wanted to. And that's something you learn from boxing, that you learn from jujitsu, you learn from a bunch of combat arts where you learn about distance and angling people. That comes from this experience that you have. Again, a lot of these things were just a horse play when we're growing up in some cultures or rough and tumble with your brothers and she like that, but some of us are growing up in single kid homes now, and we don't get that. We were missing that. And if you don't have it, then you find it in the

you find it in a jujitsu gym, you find it in a boxing gym, you have it, you find it and you get to gym, you find it in a box and you have it, you find it in a tie box and you find it in places where they specialize and focusing on certain aspects of this whole combat of a hole, right? Used to be before UFC, you know, the Kung Fu man, you know, Kung Fu guy, that's just street lethal of shit, you can't use it in the sporting. You can't show you this because it'll kill you. Now we pretty much know that most of that was, flights of fans here, ABS, it pains me too, man. I wanted to learn some of the DMACC single punchy and kill technique.

I remember those books, but that's just not sticking. I'm still in the look-off for that. Maybe somewhere, I don't know. Maybe if you put a pen in your hand, that might turn into that, but that's the only way. That's the only way, right? But a lot of these myths are kind of like faded away. Now you see people that have different combative bases, combining them all and becoming a fighter. Now, that's the UFC fight, two people fighting each other's one thing. You know, you being in the middle of the Portland Rites and a bunch of state troopers throwing gas at riders

and then riders themselves fighting each other and you finding yourself in the middle of that, that's a completely different thing. And if you think you're gonna go on the ground and get in a guard with a guy swinging around a shovel, a piece of it, a shovel handle, right? As tear gas is going on because you got to stop there and your car was, you know, when those were broken and your families in the backseat, you know,

that is a different situation. So, you know, getting medical, learning about weaponry, you know, I personally don't really like fighting on the ground But that's why I force myself to go to the train with different people out there, you know on the ground You get to catch wrestling to top and bottom neither you don't like either I've had pride personally. I like being in a car and running everybody over that would be great You know if I could or driving really far away or I had this I had this

experience in Utah, some friends of mine, military, some of your best shooters, some of the best shooters in the US, you know, coming from the Marine Corps. We're showing you were showing me how they, you know, would shoot something from really far away. And I was like, oh, you don't even have to be in the same vicinity. The scope of violence, how far you can be from it or how close you can be from it. Just wait till we get to see what we can do in the cyber attack world. We can destroy your whole well-being, your whole life, your identity. That's another aspect of it too. Financial and then figure out where you live in terms of ambush.

Yeah, figuring out everything about you such that hurting you is easy. I have a class where we specifically work on social engineering and kind of how you can go about something that, at a micro level. I do a class with a guy named Matt Fiddler, who does, basically, he's one of the premier experts on how to get into and bypass locks, basically. He'll show you how to open up every single bypass, every single commercial lock available

in the United States, like he'll spread it out and open up everything. And that's like, right? And my part in his class is I talk about how you can pull some of that off in a public space and not get caught or how you would employ some of these things in a context where it's like useful for law enforcement for the military stuff like that. And so we have this exercise in a public space where there's a bunch of padlocks in the environment, right? And they paint them pink. So people know it's our padlocks, they were not breaking into anybody else's padlocks if we get approached and asked about it.

But I asked the students like, so you have to gather all these padlocks from this public space, you know, so how would you do it? So a lot of them are trying to pick them, you know, they're like, very suspiciously picking them and stuff like that. They get caught and it's a whole situation. But the smart ones will basically develop a social media campaign related to the bad locks, right? A beautiful, a beautiful example of this.

And this actually happened here in Texas. I did a class here in Texas. I did a class out in Dallas. We put the padlocks all over the spot like a mall. And the students basically came up with a breast cancer wearing this campaign online that they made fake, well, they made flyers for it. They did the social media page on a campaign.

They did this email chain. So when they went there, people were expecting them. So they normalized the behavior through social media page on a campaign. They did this email chain. So when they went there, people were expecting them. So they normalized the behavior through social media and they were walking around both cutters in the middle of them all cutting these things off. That's a beautiful, yeah, that's a beautiful solution to a complex problem that nature. And again, wep the weaponizing part of it. Anything could be, all knowledge could be weaponized. And it's, if you focus on getting in a sweet fight with somebody with your fist or a knife,

you know, you're missing out in the whole complexity of violence and the way that it's now being utilized. So in terms of breaking out locks, and it restraints and captivity, let's talk about a dark topic that you're one of the world experts in kidnapping. So you teach courses on corner kidnapping and terrorism. I read an estimate that criminal gains get $500 million a year in ransom payments from kidnapping. So just at a high level, what is

kidnapping? Who does it and why? What are some insights that can help us understand what is this problem in the world? It happens in different ways in different parts of the world. I mean, I just sent off a group of people that trained some of the Ukrainians and some of the stuff that they were showing them was some of the counter-custody stuff that I showed them. For my name, Vince went out there was showing them some of the aspects of how to utilize things like a Kevlar cordage and how to infuse it in their uniform.

So if they get zip tied to cut them open, it's a war setting. So it talks about being captive in a war zone, but the information or the methodology actually comes from Mexico, that methodology, as far as how I learned it. In terms of how to escaped from strength and stuff. So in Mexico, you have abductions happening where cartels who hold control over a specific place or

zone are having a hard time with financial situations as far as maybe they're not making enough money to pay everybody off. So they let them freelance basically. And a lot of ways, some of these criminal groups freelance or some of these groups actually professionalize and to abduct the sons of businessmen or people that have money to ask for ransoms for them, basically. And they've taken captivity and abduction to like an art form and places like Mexico. And has a history all over the world, but specifically my experience with it was going to cartel safe houses that turn into holding places. You would see homemade prison cells and stuff like that

and people being held in captivity for months if not years as they were milking their family for everything they owned. So in terms of business, if not years, as they were milking their family for everything they owned. So it turns out into a business they're not actually even interested in hurting the people. Physically they're interested in hurting them financially. Financially and also this, if they get hurt, they're hurt for a purpose which is to make their family pay up faster or more. Some of the abduction groups that I've seen out there, professional ones in Mexico, basically make it a living to target people that have abduction insurance or that work for a company that have good abduction insurance. So it's almost like an ATM for them. It's like,

ah, you were again. So there's some of that going on. Some not so much. Some abductions are express. I mean, I'll grab you with a in gun point, take you to an ATM, EMT it out and then you're on your way. That's an express kidnapping. That might not be worth you doing anything insane, you know, you just go with the motions. But some people do get picked up. I have trained people with prior experiences of productions in Mexico and here in the United States, people that have spent some time in captivity with loved ones, here like ex-boyfriends or boyfriends that tie them up and beat the shit out of them. And the restraints that are utilized are zip ties and handcuffs, sometimes, or duct tape or their own clothing, things of this nature.

Basically, what somebody's looking for when they tie anybody up is to convince you that they are in control, that they are God and that any hope of you releasing those strengths or getting out of that situation is hopeless. From a cartel group picking you up in the middle of dirt road somewhere in Cancun to ex-boyfriend showing up at your house and tying you up till you agreed to get back with them. That's the same thing. And some of the restraints that are being utilized come from different places. I mean, I remember an instructor I had way back when told me that the proliferation of zip ties as a restraint in criminal abductions came up after the movie.

He came out because everybody wanted to be Robert J. N. Heros, zip tying people in the bank robbery at the end of the movie. Criminal saw that and it became like there is. Can you actually speak to the is it possible to systematically learn how to escape restraints like handcuffs, rope, zip ties? The best at it or not the military, they're not to see a program people. They are criminals. I learned how to get out handcuffs from a 15 year old-old. It was in charge of meth cells and

in La Venera, Luciana, and Diijuana. Is there a system to it? I mean, it's not a specifically a system. Usually what they what happens is they'll buy a set of handcuffs and they will mess around with them in a playing feature. So One thing I do in a class is first off, I'm honest about the fact that some, you know, all restraints are temporary, even marriage. This is the, wait, can we just pause on the deep philosophical?

You're like, you're a motel mousashi with that statement. All restraints are temporary, even marriage. I'll just, I just, I just like adding that one in there for last because this is a dark subject. Every cage can be escaped. All restraints are temporary. You either free yourselves from the restraints, somebody else takes them off or you're dying your body rots away around them.

Those are the options. I like that first option myself. The second option is pretty cool if you can convince somebody to do that for you, but that first option is an interesting one. You have to deconstruct restraints. Not all restraints are made the same. You can train to get out of handcuffs here in the US and focus on a pair of Smith and Western handcuffs, which are kind of the most common brand of handcuffs here.

But if you find yourself in detention somewhere in Russia, the handcuffs out there are completely different. The key way is different. The mechanism is different. But some of the same ways of bypassing those mechanisms are at the doubts in Russian. What kind are they using? Like a travel there. I need this information. I'll send you a specific model and details on how to get out of those. But basically looking for a friend. I'm sorry. So what I do is I take, I take a pair of Smith and

Western handcuffs. I put them in the middle of three people in a class. I spread them out and I have them place them on each other. In a just playing manner, I have handcuffs keys there and I have a pair of bowl covers there in case somebody gets stuck, does some stupid. So they play with each other as far as putting them on randomly. I show them how to put them on appropriately. And then I show them a handcuff key

and a handcuff key will open up handcuffs. Interestingly enough, but the thing about a handcuff key is it's not made to be used by the person that is in those handcuffs. So that's their first lesson there. If you have a handcuff key, handcuff keys are the most used tool to open up handcuffs in custody situations, you know, both criminals escaping from the police to people escaping from criminals. Just a standard hidden handcuff key. So I show them how to modify the handcuff key so it's more optimal to use on yourself

with just basic garbage that you can find. Piece of wire, a zip type piece, basically how to put a leverage arm on the handcuff key so you can actually spin it in the keyway behind your back or in front of you. I'm trying to think, I don't think I've ever been in handcuffs. A appropriate way to hand cuff somebody is palms out. How much restriction is there in terms of that? There's a lot, if it's a hinge handcuffs, there's a lot of restriction. With no chain leg.

You can reach back. You could try and reach back or you can basically put yourself in a, you know, not compromise position and feed the most of your palm meat into the handcuff way. So when they shut it, uh, shut it on you, you have more space to work with. So you can spin your hand. We call it a passive resistance. Um, again, you go through a process with them where you deconstruct how people are handcuffs, handcuffs keys, and how to modify handcuffs key to be able to use on yourself. And these, all of these things they're constructing as we go. So they basically, what's a grinding surface? Well, there's concrete outside.

So they grind an angle on the key so you can get a key not to go straight into the keyway, but you can get it into the keyway at an angle, for example. It's something that's something that is out there, as far as a method. You can't spin a key behind your back because it's small. It's designed to be used by somebody else opening those handcuffs on you. So you put an arm on it so you can leverage your arm so you can spin it behind your back. You learn how to put yourself in not a compromised position. If somebody asks you for your hand, of your hand so that they could be cuffed,

you don't do this, you do that, or you put yourself in a gable grip behind your back, which is a pretty strong grip, and it's hard to spread those hands apart. It's also something that people go into automatically when they're in fear. So all of these things are advantageous for you. And you learn, I'm not only people get restrained,

but you see videos of them because I show a bunch of abduction that's actually happening live. Again, the best thing is avoidance, but specifically when you work around restraints is, number one, learn how some of these restraints work. Number two is learning how some of the ready-made tools to get out of the restraints look like function.

And number three, which is the advanced level, is learn how to construct all of these things yourself, which is, I think, that is the best thing you can show somebody. For handcuffs, I just use a standard pair of handcuffs, and then we, the construct other very specialized handcuffs that are might be out there. And you show them, if you're going to travel somewhere, learn what restraints are commonly in the available environment. Somebody going to North, the Sub-Saharan Africa, carrying a plastic handkerchief key is that's going to be useless out there,

because there's not going to be standard handcuffs out there that would be open with that type of key. Out there, you're probably going to be tied up with a chain and a padlock of some sort, maybe a 40 millimeter Chinese padlock with a plastic core that you can open with a lighter. If you can burn the core, melt the core open, or if you can leverage that open, that's a pretty easy thing to open,

or a bobby pin you could reach all the way in the back and open the latch. We'll buy a rope. The ramen. Yeah, it is common. This is one of my favorite'll buy a rope. A common. Yeah, it is common. This is one of my favorite things for rope. Something I usually carry in some places. It's another gift for you if you want.

The ceramic razor blade. Nice. Is it capable of cutting? Nice. That's small. You can put it behind a label. I've seen some students put the Levi's label on there and just sew it back on. It is non-metanetic non-fair, so in and out of that type of situation, you can get

in and it's something you can have with you everywhere. This is a pretty fancy one, or you can just grab a simple razor blade. Actually, learning how to use or leverage a razor blade between your palms and know how to go up and down with it to be able to cut yourself out of the road. Of course, that's just practice. To do that well. It's practice, and it's also exposure, to just this is a possibility. This is how you could hide it. Again, the whole smuggling aspect comes from a criminal mindset type setting. So how

things are hidden, where they're hidden, and when I talk about concealing objects of this nature, it usually comes from smuggling. The fact that I have something in a notebook comes from heroin smuggling. If you're not looking at the school of criminality, you're missing out on a big part of the equation. So for people who want to learn about this, do you teach courses on this? Do you know what's the what's the right, how do you get in touch with you or learn from you? Do you have stuff online? So I have some stuff on my Patreon, specifically. I have a Patreon where I share a lot of the online material, like basically a bunch of, this is my notebook, I have a bunch of stuff that I, I just met somebody in Philadelphia that showed me a pretty unique way of utilizing a box cutter as a weapon. So I wrote some of that down, I filmed some of it,

and it's not for any other reason, I'm not trying to create dangerous people out there, it's like, hey, look at this, this is something that's out there, right? So a lot of that information, some of those notes and stuff like that. I keep on my Patreon. I used to share it openly on Facebook and Instagram, but that has not been possible anymore. Well, I'm a member of your Patreon. I recommend people sign up. It's really great because you also have philosophy.

You're the Mexican Miyamoto Musashi. It's not just these skills, it's also the philosophy around it. Like I got that book of five rings before I wanted a training. Like I took that with me through training. The whole aspect of, go to places, frightening to the common brand of men. Be put in jail and extricate yourself with your own wisdom.

I think he was speaking about experiencing experience, you know, the whole warrior's journey, the heroes' journey of going out there and actually risking. Um, I think that's a pretty big basis in aspect of what the work I do in showing some of these things. There's a tendency to people to say, hey, I'm afraid to go to Mexico. Uh, what do I need to know? Like, well, if you're afraid to say, hey, I'm afraid to go to Mexico. What do I need to know? Like, well, if you're afraid to go to Mexico, I'm kind of Mexico. I mean, I was in Detroit. I was pretty afraid when I was in Detroit, in some parts of Detroit and South Chicago. But I don't want to be dictated where I can go and where I can't go because of safety.

I want to take responsibility for that myself and figure out ways of being more capable and an asset to the people around me and myself. And that comes to experience. And people don't want to risk getting a shoulder injury rolling into Jitsu or don't want to risk getting a bloody nose and boxing, but that is the way. So to fitting in, you quote, Khatori Hanzo on imitation, the most important thing is you keep in mind when you go on a Shinobi mission is to imitate well the language of the target province and the ways is the local people. This includes their appearances,

the way of wearing clothes, the way of shaving their head, the way of making up their hair, the way of making up a sword or short sword, and the way of refinement and luxury. So how do you fit into some of those places? So you know Mexico, but a person like me that doesn't know anything about Mexico and say I'm interviewing somebody in a leadership position in a drug cartel.

How quickly do you learn how to fit in? I mean, it's not about fitting in. It's about coming up with a narrative for yourself. Well, that book is talking, that's a quote from the book called a Shoninki, which is like an actual legit ninja manual from like the 1,500 or something like that. And they're not talking about blending in. They're talking about creating a narrative or a lie to your appearance and your behavior and your knowledge base. That's what they're talking about creating a narrative or a lie to your appearance and your behavior and your knowledge base.

That's what they're talking about. So, I would say first, if you're going to go to a place like that, first off, learn what is common there, what type of common restraints might be placed on you, what criminal groups work out there, what type of guns they have, not only what type of guns they have, but go to the gun range in Vegas and learn how to fire some of these firearms yourself, so you know how to load them in case you run into a bad situation. How to tie the sword, how they wear their short swords, could equate to how, you know, if you run into some issues. Also, it would give you a good idea of how many rounds those hold,

so you can run at the right moment. I like how you focus in on the tools of violence. But there's also the social engineer and de-escalation, right? Yeah, so if you are in an environment like that and you are carrying around a camera, that might be an issue. Or the opposite. And not be an issue.

Well, if you're asked, like, were you with, I'm with the news organization, or am I with a Christian A group here? Yeah. And if you are with a Christian A group, it's probably a good idea to learn some of the Bible,? If you like if you want a quick way of having somebody out there trying to stop talking to you you can start talking about Jesus in the middle of a little cartel territory when they approach you and you take out the Bible that'll quickly de-escalate. So what I usually prefer to do is I find

somebody through New York Times and the Wall Street Journal and beat them up in front of the just to send a signal to the journalist and I too don't like journalists. That could that could be that could be a way but to send a message. I think a lot of us missed the fact that we are capable of taking control of our own narrative and what we communicate to people around us. I can show up here drinking a monster energy drink, dumping it on the ground, scratching you know what then just sit down and just be a rude motherfucker. That's not who I am, but I can do that. And you will believe me if I am good at it. Some of us miss the, some of us don't know this aspect because it's something we consider predatory or something that is wrong or negative or bad. And some of these

aspects are actually, you know, they're pretty useful. I learned most of my trade craft and skill craft from panhandlers and street performers. And when I had some training related to social engineering, those were the people that I learned from. I remember we were doing surveillance and there was a guy there that showed us how to do surveillance, you know, on the street. And he said, if you can find a way for somebody to smell you before they see you, you're becoming visible. And I was like, that's bullshit. If you can find a way of somebody smelling you before they see you becoming visible,

I didn't understand what that meant. So we went on a three day bender, didn't take a shower, smell like shit. No deodorant, you know, he smelled like a homeless person, you look like a homeless person, and you approach somebody asking for the time and they smell you before they see you, and you are not there, you're not a human, you don't exist. So that was a pretty valuable lesson that I got there. Yeah, so that's interesting, but like I have this belief, it has to do with the way I operate in this world, I suppose, but if you come off as a person legitimately, I guess you could figure it, but I think it just feels like you can be extremely good, possibly the best in the world.

If you practice it your whole life at being you, you being authentic at being, at showing like you have nothing to hide. And a true believer is what I true believer. So like yes You can come up with a fake narrative But then what I mean is like live that narrative your whole life then would be like I understand and then never falter from that Like you are this person That's what I'm trying to have nothing to hide. I consider that a true believer. And yeah, that is a unique person when you meet them

and they are out there. There are people that will fucking walk into places. This is why I am. I don't give a fuck. This is why I am if you don't trust me, well shoot me, fuck it. This is my honesty. And if you don't trust me,

well look at all these people that I've interacted with in the past and you can ask them about it or you can see my effects on other people, that's gonna be my presentation card. And so the way you said it now is using words and it's blunt. Usually somebody's blunt like that, like I'm a no bullshit person, that means they're not.

That means there are full of shit actually. But you do that, I mean, I'm saying, I'm verbalizing your behavior, just walking somewhere. Let's say you're going to interview somebody very dangerous down there and you walk into a room without worry. That is That is a presentation to you. I know that's a pretty interesting introduction. You know, you're not a threat because You don't consider yourself a threat and you're

walking in there with the confidence that you consider yourself a threat, which is an interesting way of going about it. My life experiences have been different. I was in program that way from an early age and it's hard for me to go into that line. Although more and more as I get older and as I learn more about the world and I've failed a few more times I can understand more cognizant of the fact that you don't really have to try that much if you if you believe in your in yourself and who you are if you know yourself that's i think that is at the core of it. If you know yourself enough to be able to kind of communicate that to people around you. And you're not hiding from yourself from the world, your flaws too. That was the other thing you spoke to that is probably aspiring to others as being honest about your flaws, about your weaknesses as a human being.

You can't pick pocket in naked man. If you can, if. That's really, really. If you can, if you know how to be naked, and again, I'm not there, I think I'm working towards that just by, you know, hopingly going through shit and showing people, not telling them, is it showing me don't tell me is another valuable lesson that I got long ago. I travel across the country and I don't not only get to show people what I know how to do, but I give examples of it through things that I do out there. And I say this a lot, you know, when I travel out there, I'm never alone. There's couches out there waiting for me, you know, there's homes that I can go and stay at and friends that I have out there that I have never even met.

But that's been about me not only worrying some of those mistakes and past failures on my sleep, but also turning them into lessons for people. And just telling people the fact that, you know, I know how to do all this weird stuff, you know, and I show people how to do it, yeah. But here's a bunch of weird memes that are few very humorous about my culture and about being it through going through therapy.

And this is me doing something goofy. And this is me being an idiot in front of all you guys as well. You know, this is me being the fool. I think that's another aspect of it. I love that as part of that journey, you made enemies with the rodeo clon and made up with them afterwards. Ah, we're still, we're in a very toxic relationship. He knows who he is. He's probably out there listening. He's a love and hate. We, we, we, we, we stop talking to each other for months and then, you know, just send

a dick message of some sort and just, you know, we're back at it, you know, back. Yeah. Love expressed through anger. I love it. It's therapeutic. You have both very interesting career paths. If we can just jump back to a really interesting topic that I wanted to mention on narco occultism,

what are narco cults? What's the relationship between, you've had a mention religion a little bit? Yeah, what's the relationship between religious culture and drug culture? First off, Mexico is one of the most Catholic countries on the planet, if not the most Catholic country on the planet.

Not only that, it is a country that has a root in spirituality through its ethnic culture that other parts of the world got most of that taken away and or suppressed or killed or taken away. When the Spanish came to Mexico, they were a product of a recently liberated group of people. They just got done being invaded by the Moors, basically. And they brought with them the image of a la Vidya Kenda, the version of a la Lupa a loop and her non courtesses vision of that or version of that was a lady holding a crystal scepter baby Jesus and standing on a crescent moon

That's what that's what he brought with him to the Americas and When the conquest happened, you know a lot of people say that the Spanish came and conquested the Aztec Empire. The enemies of the Aztec allied themselves with the Spanish and they took them now. That's what happened. And then the rest was famine and sickness. That's what killed most of them. They realized that it was going to be hard to suppress some of the spiritual practices

in Mexico, so they decided to meld them with Catholic iconography. So you see this cult to a, to a not seen, which is like a fertility variant of a mother goddess in an ethnic culture. And they turn her into Levycinduwa Lupi, which is the icon that a lot of Mexicans venerate as the Levittekendewergeon. But in her she conceals cultural elements from the past. She has a black sash across her stomach, which means she's pregnant, something common in the Astech culture and the Mahika culture. She's standing on a chair that has eagle wings, that is a war God. That's the symbol of the war God down there. She has stars on her, which is a veil of certain stars that are related to some of the spiritual practice from before.

Basically they hid these things in that setting. Now you skip forward, you know, hundreds of years. And you start seeing things like Malverde, who was a bandit that lived in Sina-Lawah way back in the day. He would rob rich farmers that would go through the countryside. One time he was almost caught and he was shot and injured and he was wanted by the government. So he told one of his friends to tell them where he was and to give the money, the reward money to the townspeople. So we did that. He was hung from a tree and the order was not to bury him just to let his body rot. And his body rot, rotted away until it fell onto

the ground, bones. And each of the townspeople would go over and put a rock on top of his corpse until it became a pile of rocks and then he started granting miracles. So again, this whole aspect of these criminals become in saints and also the middle finger from the downward local populace to the church in a way because he he's not a recognized saint, but he has an altar and people venerate that. Then you have cartels that have a spiritual practice or spirituality behind what they do, which is part of their culture, but is also like a tool they use to

ingratiate themselves with the local populace or the population around them. There are icons of power and sometimes of almost a symbol of rebellion. You see El Chapo's son when he was arrested had a Santo Nino de Atoccia on his chest, which is a holy kid of Atoccia. His Spanish legend during the Morris Conquest. They said that a statue of that saint would go around and feed some of the hungry, you know, that was the legend.

And he's a saint of the persecuted. So the fact that when he was arrested, you see him with that wearing that, and then he was liberated, is a miracle in and of itself. So it's proof that that works. You see that was you can find one of those scapuladios anywhere in Mexico. There was the most highly sold one. So you see them utilizing some of these aspects in their own belief system too, as a similar as icon, basically for some of the things they do. Then you go into some of the other aspects of it that are out there like Santa Muadta, which is actually a faith that I grew up in. Mexico has a weird, weird relationship to death.

We have parties at the cemetery on day of the dead and I just went through one. You know, recently this is November, the second. So we celebrate our dead and we celebrate death in a way that I don't think a lot of cultures out there do. So it's a joyful occasion. It is a celebration, yeah. My eight year old put two beers on an altar, one for my mom, one for my brother. She bought Snickers bar for my mom and a bag of pops for my brother. She bought Snickers bar for my mom and a bag of pops for my brother. Flower

petals and marigolds and pictures of them on an altar. This is amazing. What kind of beer? The Cate Roja for my mother because she was hardcore and the Cate Light for my brother. He was more of an endurance drinker. And it's also for me the relationship to death down there's different. So there's an icon in Mexico it's actually one of the fastest-growing alternative spiritual practices in Mexico. And not only in Mexico but here in the US I've been to Santa Marta temples across the country, I found one in Connecticut out of all places. How I grew up with it where I saw it is, my family was on Wadalu Bannus.

We were Catholic and we venerated the Virgin of Wadalupe specifically, the icon of the Virgin of Wadalupe. But every now and then there were winks and nods to a skeleton saint in family practices. And even when I went to work, the older guys that I was working with would tell me like, hey, we've got to go ask for protection. So they would drive me over to the church. And I thought I was going to the cathedral. And then we made a left turn and it wasn't the cathedral.

It was the market next to the cathedral and then we made a left turn and it wasn't the cathedral. It was the market next to the cathedral in Tijuana. And in the little corner, there was a big Santa Muerte Reaper effigy. And then I knew why I had to bring a bottle to Kila. It was like, why am I bringing a bottle to Kila at the church? It was for her, for death, La Muerte. It was partly hazing and also they did believe that they were basically imbued with the being agents of death in a way. So it was like a cultural thing as well, something that they they wore on them as not only protection, but as also like a samurai would wear this death iconography

on them or how the Maori would do Haka dances to some of these guys in their kind of warrior culture that they were growing up with or trying to in view on us, the young guys, they would take us there and they would in view us with iconography of Santa Marta to be like a psychological thing. So that gives you strength and meaning in a face of struggle, like in the face of difficulties in life.

I think, you know, if you're close and sit death and having a relationship to death in the form of a symbolic representation of it, like a Santa Marta or an icon like that, makes it not as scary, I guess, or not not not only that but it's also something that the other side. The enemy the cartels groups they would venerate it as well. So when they would see it on you it was almost debilitating to them. They were like, oh, are you guys cops or you guys? Why are you wearing that? cops or you guys, why are you wearing that? So there was an aspect of that to it. I'm a mental moiti, moiti type thing where you'll remember death, you know, type thing. There's some aspect in which you don't want to mess with a person who meditate

some death. There was some of that. Yeah. There was a saying, I think they probably took it from a movie or something like that, but I don't know where they got it. May I earn your need and be your wrath? Oh, man. It's a good line. They would say that to the statue of that Santa, you know. And another thing people, it's not a cartel specific saint though. It like everybody like odd old levels from the lady that sells tortillas to the cops, to the military. There's some people in the military that they've been narrated. There's a very specific symbol of how this is like a weird relationship in specifically in Santa Marta in Mexico. There's a shrine outside of Dijuan right across the There's a shrine outside of Tijuana right across the La Presa. It's like a water reservoir right outside Tijuana.

And there was a big Santa Marte altar there, like on the roadside. And my former boss, Lisa Ola ordered that thing to destroy. So he ordered a truck to destroy it. It was a famous thing. And it was rebuilt the next night. And I know for a fact that some of the people that rebuilt that were some of the same guys that, you know, were there destroying it. Oh man, that's pretty symbolic. So it's just not something that can be killed. It's a part of the spirit of the people. It keeps getting destroyed by ultra-Christian groups or Catholic groups and it keeps getting rebuilt.

Personally for me, I don't believe that there's a reaper skeleton in the sky protecting me, but I do believe in the aspect of an ending and how it's important to, the ending is important in all things, And death should be present in life. And if you, it's not, then you're delusional about things. So the due to mechanism to meditate on death once again. Yeah. And, you know, having my daughter, who's eight, be who it has a benevolent thing, you know, she's a kid and she sees a skeleton that represents death and she's as, it's like, I think in a way Mexicans have taken some of those aspects, be it day of

the dead, some of these practices related to some occultism aspects around, you know, St San Judas, San Cooldust. San Judas is the patron saint of lost causes. It's one of the most venerated saints in Mexico. Jesus is probably the fourth or fifth you pray to, which is pretty funny if we take this. The reason why, and this is something I heard from somebody that was actually, we found them with a gun and on his gun he had a St. Judas effigy. And he said, well, like, why is St. Judas? What does that sound like? And he's like, well, he's the last Saint-Jupretu. So what do you mean? Well, on the list of St. Jupretu, he's the last one because when you pray to Judas, you might get the other Judas on the line. Yeah. That's the last one you

pray to. That's why he's like the lost cause of saying, I remember like even how we try and bribe or like maneuver our way, even in spirituality, it's spiritual practices. Yeah. You know, such a fascinating culture that's only like anything else. And it's right next door. And it's here too. Again, I found an alter in Connecticut, which is pretty fascinating. There's one in Arizona. Again, it's one of the fastest growing spiritual practices in not only in the US, but across, there's somebody from Russia reached out, there's an altar out there,

and there's a group of people praying to Santa Marta, and I've been posting and writing a lot about it recently just from my own experience and some of the stuff that I gathered for myself and all the way out there. Those people are fascinated by some of those aspects. So I got to ask you about the dark turn

of that spirituality. Or maybe you'll place this elsewhere, but who was Adolfo Castanzo, Alpadrino? This is a guy that comes up in a period, I think, he's at that initial period of cartels. This is before my time, and I've talked to some of the people that were there for some of that. I mean, he killed a lot of people. He was exposed and learned through his family ties about some of the Afro-Carrierian spiritualities that are now also exploding, as far as influences across the world, Latin

America and the U.S. When I talk about that, I mean, Santirilla, Paloma Yombe, basically some old spiritual practices coming out of Africa that utilize things like engangas, which are basically spiritual vessels that have to be loaded with human remains in some cases. He was basically a spiritual practitioner that certain cartel groups would hire for them to curse the other side to envy them with invisibility to be able to transport their drugs or protection spells and stuff like that. He was very successful

at it apparently, or at least that is the experience of the people paying for some of these practices. As his spells and his work kept getting bigger and bigger and more and more complicated, the ingredients he needed for these in Ganges or these spells, these cold runs that he would fill with certain elements, grew in complexity. Till finally, he said he needed the brain of a highly educated American, if some sort, which led to his eventual downfall. He was basically responsible for abducting and murdering a young American who was a university at college student, I think.

Do you think he believed the... So this guy's murdering people to create what magical potions vessels, yeah, vessels. I think, I think I think he truly believed that he was a capable of doing what he was doing, I guess. And there was a culture that's spiritually inclined that kind of was on the same wavelength as him. Yeah, it jived. I mean, some of these spiritual practices, again, there's, there's a ritualist of cannibalism done by some of these cartilage groups out there. Was he involved in cannibalism as well?

He wasn't involved in cannibalism that I know of, but most of the things that he was kind of known for was basically requesting human body parts for some of the spell works he was doing. And then going to such a level where he needed a specific brain or head of somebody that was educated and American. So that kind of again led to his eventual downfalls. His ranch was rated. They found the body parts inside of these calligraphy that he was preparing.

That's an interesting example of somebody. There's a cartel head somewhere in central Mexico as well. El Mazloco was his nickname and he basically forced the citizenship around him to turn him into a saint. So he made a statue himself. He was very big into Christianity specifically kind of like the crusader, mentality and all that, kind of viewed himself and some of the people that were around him with that. And they're still altars to his death to him after he died. He died two times, one time the government declared him that he was killing the shootout in turn out he wasn't dead. So that was his first miracle, you know. And then when he was really dead, some of his people and his loyal followers were gunpoint kind of still forced to go and give flowers and venerate these effigies and statues of him as a saint. It's a powerful weapon spirituality in Mexico, it's a powerful weapon.

And you know, the church Catholic church in Mexico was a powerful weapon and you know the church Catholic church in Mexico was a pretty bad track record but as far as them control as far as that being used to control populace and stuff like that. And I think it's just another aspect that is being exploited in Mexico in some communities as far as the spirituality and the desperate need for people to believe in something and how that leads for some people to go into some horrible predatory behavior around it. There's a fascinating dynamic of play here. So it's not just the United States and Mexico. It's also China that you talk about. China is the primary source of fentanyl in the world. So fentanyl is an opioid that leads to 70,000 plus or minus overdose deaths in the US every year.

So reading from Wikipedia, quote, compared with heroin, it is more potent, has higher profit margins, and because of its compact, has simpler logistics. It can be cut into or even replaced entirely to supply of heroin and other opiates. What do you think is important to understand about that as a drug? There was a prescription opioid epidemic in the United States that kind of went down or stopped, you know, well, you know, still out there, but like the epidemic specific around it kind of petered out. And there was also marijuana legalization happening at kind of the same time period, which people talking about marijuana legalization thought it

was going to hit the cartels in their pockets. And it was going to be like a death blow to these criminal groups. Well, now there's illegal pot grows in the United States being run by cartels in federal land There's the legal pot grows that are in some way shape or form Influenced and or run or owned by some criminal groups. They're kind of utilizing that The the marijuana fields in Mexico turn into Bobby fields once again The problem is that some of these lands were leached of all the nutrients and you know they're not as good as something you would find

somewhere in Afghanistan so the yield and the quality of it wasn't as strong as it could be. So somebody thought about the right idea of putting fentanyl into the mix and not only that but also figuring out a get fentanyl into Mexico. Mexico has a GI and pharmaceutical industry that people kind of also don't kind of know or factor into this equation, which leads into the free ability of chemicals going in and out of the country and legal means of it happening. So not only the precursors to make it, but also the chemist and the industry to create it in Mexico as well.

Some clandestine factories of fentanyl have been found in Mexico, but realistically it's not needed with the ways that the ports and the borders are down in Mexico. You started seeing an influx in a flood of a fentanyl into Mexico specifically related to infusing it into heroin and not only using that to feed local drug markets but send it up into the United States, which started off this process that we're kind of going through still. These like similar highs and drug wise, why do you infuse? I mean, probably you're not the right person to have this biochemical discussion or how. I don't know about the biochemical aspect of it, but like speaking to guys at Ducyba, that's what they call heroin down there. It's like a nickname for it.

Having them describe some of the old or stinkier darker heroin they used to get before this whole fentanyl thing, and the highs they would get and how much they would have to take versus some of the stuff loaded with fentanyl that they have to, you know, so there's more higher potency. Yeah, there's a higher potency to it,

and also there's a, you know, more money to be made, easier to transport. Yeah, there's a higher potency to it and also there's a you know more money to be made easier to transport. Yeah, but then Is this how China starts becoming part of the picture? One aspect to it that people kind of miss is that you know, there's no Chinese cartel, you know, there's no criminal Chinese organization working unseen Getting around government oversight in China. I don't know of any any such organization. Anything that could be labeled as a criminal organization is

deeply integrated with the government. So it's I mean, I've never heard of a giant criminal enterprise in China operating. So we have to assume then independent of the state. I would have would have to assume that some of these things are happening with the know how and in action of the government out there. When COVID hit, there was a shortage of fentanyl on the northern side of Mexico, specifically related to the xenoloma cartel. These guys were actually trafficking fentanyl from the US down to Mexico to infuse their product. But not the new generation cartel, which operates out of the central

part of Mexico, the Colima area, which have access to the seaside ports. So even during the shutdown, they were getting supplied, which means to me, at least, or first of anybody observing it, that the supply chain was not cut. And whatever was coming out of China was being let out of China by whatever official channels would be able to shut down or stop it. And I would love to know the organizational structure, the governmental structure of China, how they enable it. I guess I can't imagine at the very top,

there's a portfolio of things we're doing, and one of them is most right. I think it's more in action, or just the notes, no one's how that is happening, but just like hands off, just let this fly. I don't know. If I were to understand how large bureaucracy's work, it's looking the other way. Yeah. You are now seeing pill presses

brought to Mexico, industrial level pill presses, founding clandestine laboratories, where they're not only infusing the the the the the yields that they're doing with fentanyl, but also making fake pain medication that is flooding US markets everywhere less virus With that pain medication or is that Fentanyl, you know who knows and that's how you see a lot of people dying from Odise that are supposedly taking pain pills and that's not what they're doing So the evolution right now you see is making

something look legit as far as pain medication that it isn't. And I mean, fentanyl is everywhere. They're infusing cocaine with it, been getting stories from the US of people buying it through Ali Baba or just weird online sources and it coming in different packages and just infusing it into whatever is out there. It is killing off a whole generation of people. And it comes from one place, or it's manufactured somewhere where it's being manufactured with the precursors and the elements and know how it comes from one place. We're over talking about China. Because Mexico seems to have, what's the role, this is such a complicated and and then know how they come from one place. We're over talking about China. About China. Because Mexico seems to have, what's the world?

This is such a complicated. And how do you start to talk about the drug war? When more and more and more China is the source of the drug? Is there a drug war going on with China? There's probably an economic war. While you talk about this another side to China. And this is something that's come out recently a few years back, I think. But basically, the ways you would move money back into Mexico after you have a load up here

is that you would give it to a Chinese money broker. They would put it into a Chinese banking system and it immediately would just disappear from American eyes. And then another money broker in Mexico would receive it through a money transfer from China. So China is incredibly good amount of money laundering That's another aspect to I mean their banking system is invisible to the US basically Which allows which allows the money to move from one point to another? So money brokers and people moving money for for the groups down there are Chinese. So that's another aspect that are element of China as far as its presence. What's the role of intelligence in all of this FBI CIA, the Chinese intelligence agencies? Right now, Mexico was going through a nationalistic resurgence and left this presidency,

which is not friendly to US interests in a lot of ways. The US has had a pretty bad track record when it's with its foreign policy in Mexico with a lot of damage being done by the last president as far as this rhetoric. Donald Trump, which has been weaponized and utilized by the left down down in Mexico. America is not seen positively. No. Every now and then I post something about Mexico, some horrible thing happening down there. It's like, why doesn't the U.S. send people down there?

Are Mexicans looking for like U.S. intervention? It's like, no, that is beyond what anybody in Mexico would want. Specifically, you see that sentiment out there. They don't view the US as somebody that's going to come in and fix anything or somebody that's going to help her as a friend. When the Ukrainian conflict happened, Mexico basically abstained from saying anything, which is the winkin and not to Russia. It has openly been pro-Modoro and openly celebrated to some of these regimes popping up across Latin America, you know, which is, that is what people voted for, that is sentiment down there that are going towards the left of a political spectrum because they've been basically violated over and over again by all these different presidencies

that have promised changed, brought corruption with them and they are choices. So this is the best we have right now. And all of the enemies of the United States are taking full advantage of that. We recently had a general kind of address the Senate committee hearing, I think. He was talking about the prevalence of foreign intelligence services in Mexico, you know,

and why that is. Well, you know, it has Mexico has a lot of the mind of a lithium on the planet underneath parts of it, specifically in the north. And it is going through a process, they call it a guarta transformación, the fourth transformation is what the president of Mexico calls it, which is in a way it's basically we're here to stay, type thing.

You know, they just nationalize mining lithium and taking the trollodon and using that leverage. If the United States ever wants to go to Mexico, it's probably not going to be related to cartel issues. It's gonna probably be related to energy, I think. Are they kinda thinking ahead, I guess? Well, what about also just the marginal world where India and China doing fentanyl trade

with Mexico or whatever transport? Imagine Chinese military moves, makes an agreement, a NATO type of agreement with Mexico. That's pretty possible. Again, we're seeing a militarized Mexico. It's another aspect of Mexico that, again, I haven't seen talked about a lot here in the US. The main problem is that the current president had was he was going to make the police, the federal police, and the security issues in Mexico, civilian. He was going to do exactly the opposite as his main rival, Philippe Calderon, the guy

that started off the drug war, officially. And what does he do? He dissolves the civilian leadership of the federal police. This always a federal police creates the National Guard, which is a military unit, and he puts the military in charge of that. Now the military has a formal monopoly over all federal policing. When you cross into Mexico, you'll see them wearing these white camouflage uniforms. Those are National Guard people, but they're the military. So you're now you're seeing a military rise in Mexico with some of the leaks that happened during the Wacomaya,

the Wacomaya leaks. You're now seeing that Mexico has been hosting members of the Haitian military, and they've been training them up to go back to police their country. That's not something that Mexico has been known for, to hosting other nations and training them in such a way. So it's an interesting maneuver. Like Mexico has been historically neutral about getting involved in foreign conflicts, about voting and resolutions, as far as invading or not invading or doing all these things. Mexico has been historically kind of neutral when it comes to some of these things. And now we're

training foreign military forces to go and do that role somewhere else. We have the military building airports and building infrastructure in Mexico, and a lot of their higher ups getting very wealthy around it. They basically have a monopoly over who gets to have guns down there. There's one gun store in all Mexico and it's run by the military. The only way you can buy a gun there is if you can buy a plane ticket to fly there and have enough money to sustain that right or that privilege. You're seeing the military not being in its traditional role of just being the security force. Now it's policing. It's involved in, it's getting involved in politics in a big way. It's legislation that has passed to keep it on the streets

and policing role for more years now. So that should be looked at closer by anybody observing it from afar, the militarization of Mexico and the words going. Because if you move towards a world where a world war three happens, it feels like Mexico will be the center because a hot war would be fought on the ground. And so you have a very difficult parallel between Mexico and Ukraine. Both don't have nuclear weapons, both have relationships. So Ukraine has a relationship or a poll towards the European Union and NATO. Mexico at least currently has a kind of slow poll towards China, India, potentially, and Russia. And you have this divide between power centers in the world.

And in terms of just imagine hundreds of thousands of Mexican troops, hundreds of thousands of Chinese troops on the border on the US border on the Mexican side. And also the fact that that that border doesn't mean anything to any sort of conflict that would happen regionally, because that's a very easy to cross border. Doesn't matter how many walls you put across it, people are already here. This is not gonna be a war fought off

in some overseas place. Like you're not gonna, this is something, if it happens, if destabilization is utilized in Mexico to cause a conflict there, and it turns into a Vietnam or a proxy war down there of a sword, which I think, in a way, you're already kind of seeing some of that, through some of the conflicts going on down there, you have a new generation cartel that is being fed fentanyl from the Pacific side ports. And it's suspiciously, you know, you want to think that maybe it's favored by a foreign government of some sort in some way, shape or form, who knows. And then you have a historically incontrol scene in

law cartel that may or may not be favored by the US in some way, shape or form. You can imagine in some way, shape or form, you can imagine a further conflict down there and people fostering it and seeing the effects of basically setting a fire on the feet of the United States. Its second largest consumer of US products is Mexico. The massive wave of immigration that is going to be basically weaponized, you know, you saw the collapse of the border security structure with a contingent of 3000 Honduran, Guatemala and immigrants in that first wave of caravans coming to DiQuanah. You saw it was pretty bad. You know, it was pretty bad. It could have gotten worse. Now, what is going to happen when that wave is no longer 3,000, but a million people being displaced by violence or being in fear of whatever conflict might originate down there and just

that massive wave of migration and move. I think that's an interesting thing that people should look at and you know how can you affect change to try and stop some of the these things to happen. Well let me ask you at a philosophical at a human level what do you think about immigration? A legal and legal immigration from the direction of Mexico to the United States. So we have an estimated 11 million illegal immigrants in the United States and estimated 45 million legal immigrants in the States. If you think about that, when COVID hit, there was no shortages of produce and

in the supermarkets, which means that, I mean, illegal immigration is pretty much the backbone of all produce and some of the farming industries out there, most of it. So illegal immigration and illegal workers in those fields are essential workers in a way. I think there's a weird relationship in the United States with some of these workers and how they're demonized and how they're called criminals. I think there was a state

out there that passed anti-illegal immigrant worker legislation. The farmers had to look elsewhere for people to show up at their work in some of these fields which basically caused millions of dollars worth of losses for some of these farms. Anywhere you go out there in the United States, you go into the kitchens and there's gonna be Paisanos there, you know, French high level French restaurants. You'll see people from web leather that made their way legally and might have legalized,

or regularized their way into the country or in a sanctuary city. You go to the service industry hotels, you know, those are the people changing the blankets, those are the people in the washrooms. You have them doing jobs that no American wants to do realistically and they're everywhere in this country and they are the backbone of some of these industries that are essential in this country. Do you think there's a deep sense in which they are the backbone of some of these industries that are essential in this country. Do you think there's a deep sense in which they are American?

I think they're indispensable. And anybody that says they aren't is delusional. If you take every single legal worker out of the industry in the United States and send them back, like, there's a movie out there called like the Essent Mejican as a Day Without Mexicans, you know, everything would stop. There's a movie out there called the Essend-Mahican as a day without Mexicans. Everything would stop. So the relationship is there. People talk about the history of slavery in this country, like it's a thing that is in the past. There's endangered slaves in the country right now. People that are paying off their people's smugglers because they brought them into this country and they haven't been able to pay that fine or that fee yet and are basically being held hostage by

that here in the United States. So there's slaves right now in the United States, you know, people are talking about its historical context. What do we do about it? How is it supposed to think about it? We're going to have to rethink how we look at immigration illegal or illegal or illegal immigration from Mexico and how we view Mexico as a as a foreign country. Your relationship to Canada is one thing. Your relationship to Mexico is another. The foreign policy towards Mexico has been pretty nefarious in the as far as the United States in a lot of ways, you can go back.

There was a student massacre during the Olympics. And the president in turn at that time was a C, on the C.A. payroll, and it was a counter communist type maneuver that we're doing down there. But there was some bloody hands on the, on the US side of some of the things that have been happening in Mexico, as far as dest the stabilization and influencing and meddling in foreign policy out there. Most of the guns that are used down there come from the US. That's another interesting aspect and responsibility that people shouldn't think about up here. So there is on the drug war side a machine that's fueling the drug war.

I mean there's a giant drug habit up here, you know? But also a governmental intelligence and military support through the sale of weapons. I don't know about the sale of weapons, but, you know, there's some birdie. We talk about porous borders coming up. There's porous borders also going down, you know. There's a flow of guns going down, you know, there's a flow of guns going down and munitions, which again, they don't kill anybody by themselves. You know, they get put in the hands of the desperate that are trying to feed a giant drug

market to the south, to the north. You know, Mexico has a saying, Mexico, Mexico, Mexico, Mexico, Mexico, Mexico, lejos de Dios, pero se acusé los asteles, en Dios, Mexico, far from God, but closely United States. And there's definitely a responsibility on both sides. This is no longer a Mexico problem, a US problem. This is a regional problem. And if we don't think about it as a regional problem with our brothers on the southern side of it,

and with family, we're we're related in blood. They're like, we are, we are Mexico and the United States are like this. But it's become popular in politics, they just throw in line. Right. And I think we need to get to a place where we can figure out how to make those connections and repair some of the damage done by just like just years and years of bad policy on both sides of the border. Policy and rhetoric, though, we talk about the way we think about it, not just the actual policy, but seeing the humanity and the people that are here.

Yeah, it's an easy thing. They're coming to take our jobs as something you hear. There was a state out there that passed some anti-legislation as far as illegal workers on fields. And it led to massive losses. Nobody wanted to show up for those jobs, basically. People would show up one day, and they would come back. And they were doing jobs that people just don't want to do.

Are they taking that from the locals? Or are they feeling an essential role that we feel guilty about? And the rhetoric around it is more about guilt than anything. or are they feeling an essential role that we feel guilty about and the red error around it is more about guilt than anything. I am going to make it myself. I have gone through the experience of doing it legally and I have seen people not do it legally and are in way better places than I am basically by going around some of the system. The system itself, the immigration system here in the US, there's something wrong, you know, it's kind of broken. And people coming here illegally are not only, you know,

they're looking for a better life for themselves, a better life for people. This whole aspect of vilifying them and they're like, oh, there's the, there's this immigrant, this horrible thing, this immigrant, that that horrible thing. And people's, saying, you know, go back to your country at the same time they go to a hotel where they're all, all the service staff is from that part of the world and they're here irregularly or they go to the, you know, the whole foods and they get some produce there and it's picked by some of the same people that are realifying. And again, we need to kind of like think about that and analyze that for ourselves.

Yeah, the idea of going back to your country and finding the other and having a disdain and hate towards the other. Ever since I had a recent conversation with Yay, formerly known as Kanye West, I got to hear a few things from, let's say, unfriendly messages from white nationalists. And I got to learn about this world. I continue on the journey of learning, which is the idea that the United States,

this country, should look a certain way, should have a certain skin color, should have a certain religion, and everything else as a pollution is a poison to this. I made it sound hateful right now, but they usually frame it in a positive way, like the purity. I'm sure Hitler also phrased everything in a positive way, especially in the 1930s, about the purity of Germany. But the reality of the United States, and one of the things that makes it at least the ideal of the United States, is the soup, the mix. Unlike so many nations I've traveled to, the diversity, the good kind of diversity is what makes this country great. And I think it needs to be based on the accepting the different subgroups

that make up the United States versus trying to purify. I think Mexican immigrants is just another flavor of saying this is the other. Let's reject the other. Yeah, I saw that interview by the way that was like that used to show the basic restraint and then I'd interview. My experience and I, I came up here, again, Trump was elected when I was, when I came up here. So it was a weird time for me as far as being an immigrant and the immigrant experience for myself, by both being, you know, basically the bad, the, the ones that were, you know, talked about in that way. Also having a bunch of my friends were very conservative and wearing some of those

maggots around me and like, hey, Ed, like, well, I mean, I'm a guest here, so I have to, but it's a balancing out is what I've been looking at it as, you know, on one side there's the woke side of it, which everything goes, and then the other side is like, let's hold on to some of these things that make us who we are. On my end, you know, I want to get to a place where I can smoke a joint, a concealed carrier firearm, be it my gay best friend's wedding, and I want the government not to say anything about it. And I think there's parts in the United States here that kind of feel

in the same way. But there's extremes of both sides that are pulling you to one side or the other. And I've seen more of the United States than most Americans. I'm in a different state every weekend. So I get to go to go into Tampa and a bit tomorrow. Then I'm going to back to California, then I'm going to drop Tennessee later, then Kentucky. So I get to see all types of people and all types of mentalities and ways that people live in this country is more diverse than most would think.

You know, if you only see it through the lens of television or media, what I keep seeing out there that for me is like the reason I came here, I guess, a lot of the reasons that I feel a vested interest in this country, not just because of my kids American. So I have a very, very big interest in this country doing well. But I think I see is the, there's still the opportunity and the ability to do something with yourself and opportunities out there for people like me that come here with nothing. I came here with an experience space, a truck, and some demons.

And yeah, a bunch of demons in a bag, and I'm here with you talking right now about some of those experience. To another immigrant. To another immigrant and both of us are reaching people out there that might not have not heard a voice of people like us that come here with our own bag of demons. But where else in the world can two people like us have a conversation with an audience like us and not be a shot outside of this because of the stuff we're saying. Yeah, listen to with with with love and respect, not not a division. Let me ask you for advice. What would you say to young folks? Where ever they come from. So in high school and college, they're thinking of how to live

they come from. So in high school and college, they're thinking of how to live a life, have a career they can, they can be proud of, and especially if they're struggling, especially if they're at a low point like you or when you came here. A travel travel is one of the biggest things in the world that I would ask people to kind of go out to. See how other people live. Don't go there with your own preconceived notions or trying to make people act like you act. Go out there and travel and actually experience the world. It doesn't have to be another country going from Tennessee to Seattle. It's a pretty interesting change of a scenery.

It was better than I fighting. Just kidding. You don't have to answer that. Tasty. But the traveling is one and knowing how other people live is one aspect of it that I would tell people. It's risky, it's dangerous, but that is part of the journey is one of the things I would ask people, young people to kind of consider. Service is essential and it should be at the basis of all of our lives service. Start there, start with service. In any industry, you're going to go start your own restaurant, you have to work in the

kitchen for service. If you're going to be a part of a productive member of this country service, and I'm not talking just about the military because the military, it's a process and it's a lifestyle and it's a thing for some people out there. It's not even a choice for other people if they want an education. And I get that community service of any kind is an essential thing. The ability to go out there and interact with the people that you would normally not interact with the homeless population that, you know, there is in this country, the older population that in Mexico are old dye in our homes, but here you send them off somewhere else to dye, which is an interesting weird detachment

that I've seen in the US as far as how the elders are cast aside. If I can say anything to the young people is to start figuring out a life of service and that's gonna expose you to a bunch of experiences to a bunch of people out there. You might not regularly meet and see in realities. Education is out there.

It is expensive, but I've sat through a bunch of really expensive classes that I've managed to see on YouTube and learned a lot from them. So education is out there, but it doesn't have to be as expensive as they make it. It's all about the individual and what he does with that education. The dream is free and the hustle is sold separately. Something else I would watch somewhere online, but the ability to take information, process and use it, we're expecting everything to

be safe, process, and given to us in a platter, and taking that and digesting and thinking that's going to make us somebody that's going to be productive or valuable in society. What's up to us? The U.S. talks a lot about freedoms, but doesn't talk a lot about responsibilities. I think that's a big part of, you know, take responsibility for it. Like I came here without anything, and the first thing I thought was,

I have responsibility for the people that I've worked with, and the people that are going through the same problems, and I am, how can I figure out a way to help? Yeah, the dark side of thinking a lot about freedom is thinking too individualistically, meaning thinking about me, how to optimize my situation, forgetting that the deepest growth you can do as an individual is by taking care of others, by helping others, by being a service, by being used to your community locally, and then hopefully also at scale.

And that's how you grow. And that's responsibility of like helping those around you. There's an isolationist aspect of culture now. It's like we're separate. There's almost like a spiritual or cultural amputation in a way where, when I was a kid, the house where all the bikes outside of it, that was where all the kids were hanging out.

And now everybody's on their phone, you know, in the separate houses, I chatting on whatever. There's a detachment to there. That's a weird aspect to it. And also the aspect of, I need to be safe. I can't be offended. Don't hurt me. Say spaces. This is my right.

This is my right. This is my right. This is my reality. You need to respect it. You know, respect the Zernd. And when I come from respect the Zernd, there's freedoms, but there's dangerous freedoms. Those those any freedom you have in Mexico is a dangerous freedom in a way. You know, you can drive home drunk in Mexico. You can. If you bribe a cop on your way there, and if you don't die or crash into somebody else, that's a dangerous aspect of freedom. But there's a responsibility to all of it. It is a twisted responsibility, a twisted way kind of talk about and describe it. But I think the the aspect of people screaming for freedom up here or their rights or their privilege

without the responsibility. What are you doing for your community? You're complaining about this. What are you doing about it? Another thing I've noticed in traveling around is scary. Is the whole people getting shouted down or canceled because of what the Expresser say. Some of the creepiest experiences that I've had in the US has been through universities or just seeing young people that have an opinion that is completely outside of reality.

People telling me how things are in Mexico because they learned it through a college course. And seeing sons of immigrants criticizing me because of my opinion of Mexico or what I have to say about it. And you know, if you want to encounter the worst enemy of a Mexican as usually a second, third-generation Mexican up here that shouts you down for what you're saying. I mean, in general entitlement, all of those kinds of things. Some of that comes with just being young in general, but yes, humility, humility at a societal scale would benefit significantly, especially the young. So I would say some of the service that you're speaking to is some of the service that you're speaking to is comes with being humbled.

Yeah, and that is one of the best things you can do as a young person. While maintaining the dream and the ambition, humble yourself to their reality of the world. Yeah, one small example, a micro example of this. My kid, there was a homeless guy. She was out with some with family members. My kid, there was a homeless guy. She was out with family members. This homeless guy showed up. He was erratic, mentally disturbed, created a scene.

She was upset. There was a little bit of trauma there. She was like, oh, now all homeless people are bad. So with her, she does art pieces sometimes for me and helps me make designs for the clothing brand that I have. And we take some of that money and we buy socks and underwear, you know. And I sometimes I have in the car sometimes I drive around to see somebody need something and I give it to her. And it says, you help me earn this money that's going to help these people. So you should just give them these. And she's like, you know, and like, I think you like that. She's like, cool, it rolls up the window. She used to roll up the

window really quick. Now she doesn't. They be the cease to be scary because now some of them have names. Now some of them know her name, you know, when they, when she crosses by there, so she's, there's contact there. She's more connected than I am in some of these places now, you know, she has friends in little places. And in high places, that comes later, I guess. But she is learning about service. She's learning about not everybody out there as an enemy or bad or scary. She's learning about service. And she's basically learning that lesson

that I got from my mom long ago. Nobody's against you, therefore themselves. Don't take anything personal. And if you're not doing something for other people while you're working, then you're not doing anything. So when you were young, you were pretty sure you're gonna die before your 30. Yeah, what's your relationship with dust today? Do you think about your mortality? Are you afraid of it? I'm not afraid of it. If anything, I'm afraid of meaningless

death or at least a meaningless walk towards it. I'm afraid of losing the use of my legs, I guess. I'm afraid of not being able to go out there and do things anymore. I'm afraid that I'm not physically capable of doing the job that I used to do. So if anything, I'm afraid of stillness. You know, it's something I always quote a lot in my writing stillness is death. So you always want to be challenging yourself, moving, growing, like you're traveling, so you get all these experiences and filling your life with all these experiences.

And if it ends, when it ends, you're ready for it. Yeah. I'm not afraid of the end. The ending is important in all things. First time I got a promotion, I got two silver coins, hand it to me. Here's a silver coin, and this is another silver coin. And he said, I'll give you the other one when your job ends. Yeah. It depends on you if you wanted to have it over your eyes or in your pocket. Right. And the lesson there is that, you know, this job you're getting, it's pretty

cool and you're going to be in charge of all these people and it's pretty important, but it's going to end. So you always have to, the ending is important in all things. If we don't keep that in mind, then if you think of it in the mortal and nothing's going to end, I think that's a, there's an atrophy, a spiritual atrophy in that. For the sake of spiritual flourishing, this conversation too must come to an end. So I think a beautiful way to end it. And I'm a huge fan of yours. Thank you for being a man with a life well lived and for talking with me today is an honor

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