Lex Fridman Podcast - #442 – Donald Trump Interview
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Here's Donald Trump. ["The Big Picture"]
They're getting smaller and smaller.
They're getting smaller.
Right?
I mean, people do respect you more
when you have a big camera for some reason.
No, it's cool.
And about 20 guys that you pay a fortune to.
All right.
Okay.
You said that you love winning.
And you have won a lot in life, in real estate, in business, in TV, in politics.
So let me start with a mindset, a psychology question. What drives you more?
The love of winning or the hate of losing?
Maybe equally, maybe both. I don't like losing and I do like winning. I've never thought
of it as to which is more of a driving force.
You've been close with a lot of the greats in sport.
You think about Tiger Woods, Muhammad Ali.
You have people like Michael Jordan,
who I think hate losing more than anybody.
So what do you learn from those guys?
Well, they do have something different.
You know, the great champions
have something very different, like the sports champions.
And you know, you have champions in other fields,
but you see it more readily in sports.
You see it over a weekend or you see it during a game.
And you see that certain people stand out and they keep standing out.
But it's there for you.
It doesn't take a lifetime to find out that somebody was a winner or a loser.
And so the sports thing is very interesting, but
you know, I play golf with different people and you have, there's a different mindset among champions.
There's really a very different mindset. There's a different thought process. You know, talent wise,
sometimes you can't tell the difference in talent, but at the end of a weekend they
Seem to win and it's very interesting
Like as an example a tiger or Jack Nicklaus
He was a phenomenal winner and he does have a different way about him and tiger has a different way about him and
Michael Jordan and there's never one you would think that there'd be one way
Arnold Palmer was the nicest guy you'd ever meet. And then you have some champions that aren't really nice. They're
just focused on doing their job. So you have – there's not one type of person. But the one thing
I would say that everybody seems to have in common is they're very driven.
They're driven like beyond.
They don't seem to give up easily.
They don't give up.
They don't give up, but they do seem to be,
they have a passion that's maybe more
than people that don't do as well.
You've said that politics is a dirty game. Yeah.
In the past.
It is a dirty game.
That's certainly true.
So if it is a game, how do you win at that game?
Well, you win at that game by getting the word out
and by using sense,
you have to have a feeling where it's going.
You also have to have a feeling of what's right.
You can't necessarily just go what's popular.
You have to do what's good for a country
if you're talking about countries.
But you have to get the word out
and you have to just continuously,
like for instance, you have a great show,
you have a great podcast.
It's very well watched.
And I'm sitting here and I do this,
a lot of people see it,
and I do other things and a lot of people see that.
And I go traditional also,
you know, you have traditional television which is getting a little bit older and maybe less
significant, could be less significant, I don't know. But it's changing a lot. The whole plane
of platform is changing a lot. It's changed a lot in the last two, three years. But from a political
standpoint, you have to find out what people are doing, what they're watching, and you have to get
on. I just see that these platforms are starting to dominate. They're getting very big numbers.
I did spaces with Elon, and they got numbers like nobody's ever heard before.
So, you know, this is, you wouldn't do that on like radio.
You wouldn't do that, those numbers,
no matter how good a show,
you wouldn't do those numbers on radio.
You wouldn't do them on television.
You've been successful in business.
You've been successful in politics.
What do you think is the difference between gaining success
between the two,
the two different disparate worlds?
Yeah, and they're different, very different.
I have a lot of people that are in business
that are successful, and they'd like to go over to politics.
And then you realize they can't speak, they choke.
You know, it's hard to make a speech in front of that. Let's say you're talking about a
big audience, but I get very big audiences. And you know, for many people, it's virtually impossible
to get up and speak for an hour and a half and have nobody leave. You know, it's not an easy
thing to do. And it's an ability, but I have many people
that are very, very successful in business,
would love to do what I did,
and yet they can't pull the trigger.
And in many cases, I don't think it would work
almost for everybody, it's not gonna work.
It's a very, it's a very tough thing to do.
It's a big transition. And now if you talked about people in the business and politics going into business,
likewise that wouldn't generally work out so well either. It's different talents,
it's different skills. I have somebody who wants to go into politics so bad,
but he's got a little problem. He's got stage fright. Now, he's a total killer,
but if he gets up into a stage in front of people,
he doesn't do well, to put it mildly actually.
I mean, he does badly.
So you have to be able to make hard decisions
like you do in business,
but also be able to captivate an audience.
Look, if you're a politician,
you have to be able to speak in front of large crowds.
There are a lot of people can't do that.
I've seen it.
They can't even think about doing it.
And they don't.
There are many people in business right now.
I could name them, but I don't want to embarrass anybody.
They've been talking about running for president for 15 years.
And they're very big in business, very well known, actually.
But it takes guts to run. Like for president, known actually. But it takes guts to run.
Like for president, I can tell you, it takes guts to run.
It's also a very dangerous profession,
if you want to know the truth,
but dangerous in a different sense too.
But it takes a lot of courage to run for president.
It's not easy, but you have, and you know,
same people as I do, there are a lot of people
that would like to run for president
that are very, very successful in business,
but they don't have the guts to do it,
and they have to give up a lot.
One of the great things about people
from the business world is they're often great deal makers,
and you're a great deal maker,
and you've talked about
The war in Ukraine and that you would be able to find a deal
That both Putin and Zelensky would accept. What do you think that deal looks like? I think the deal and I wouldn't talk about it too much because I think I can make a deal if if I win as
President-elect I'll have a deal made
Guaranteed that's a war that shouldn't
have happened. It's terrible. Look, Biden is the worst president in the history of our country,
and she's probably worse than him. That's something that should have never happened,
but it did happen. And now it's a much tougher deal to make than it would have been before it
started. Millions of people.
I think the number is going to be a lot higher when you see this all at some point iron out. I think the numbers are going to be the death numbers are going to be a lot higher than people think.
When you take a look at the destruction and the buildings coming down all over the place in Ukraine,
I think those numbers are going to be a lot higher. They lie about the numbers. They try
and keep them low.
They knock down a building that's two blocks long.
These are big buildings and they say one person
was mildly injured, no, no, a lot of people were killed.
And there are people in those buildings
and they have no chance once they start coming down,
there's no chance.
So that's a war that absolutely has to get done.
And then you have Israel,
and then you have a lot of other places
that are talking war.
The world is a rough place right now.
And a lot of it's because of the fact
that America has no leadership.
And I believe that she'll be probably worse
than Biden.
I watched the interview the other night.
I mean, it was just a softball interview.
So you would like to see her do more interviews,
challenge more?
I don't know.
I can't believe the whole thing is happening.
We had a man in there that should have never been in there.
They kept him in a basement.
They used COVID, they cheated,
but they used COVID to cheat.
They cheated without COVID too.
But you had somebody in there,
and now we have a woman that is not,
I mean, she couldn't do an interview.
This was a really soft interview.
This is an interview where they're given
a multiple choice questions, multiple guess.
I call it multiple guess.
And I don't think she did well.
I think she did well.
I think she did very poorly.
How do you think you'll do in the debate coming up?
It's in a few days.
So I've done a lot of debating, only as a politician.
I never debated.
My first debate was the Rosie O'Donnell debate, right?
The famous Rosie O'Donnell debate, the answer.
But I've done well with debates.
I mean, I became president.
Then the second time I got millions more votes
than I got the first time.
So I was told if I got 63 million,
which is what I got the first time, you would win.
You can't not win.
And I got millions of more votes than that
and lost by a whisker.
But, and look what happened to the world with all of the wars and all of the
problems. And look what happened with inflation because inflation is just eating up our country,
eating it up. So it's too bad. But there are a lot of things that could happen. We have to get
those wars settled. I'll tell you, you have to get Ukraine done. That could end up in a third world war.
So could the Middle East.
So could the Middle East.
So maybe let's talk about what it takes to negotiate with somebody like Putin or Zelensky.
Do you think Putin would be willing to give up any of the regions that are already captured?
I don't know.
I can tell you that all of this would have never happened and it would have been very easy because
you don't have like that question wouldn't be asked, you know, that's a tougher question.
Once that starts happening, because he has taken over a lot of territory,
now I guess they're insurgents now too, right? So, you know, it's a little bit interesting that that's happening and that it can happen.
And it's interesting that Putin has allowed that to happen.
Look, that's one that should have never started.
We have to get it stopped.
Ukraine is being demolished.
They're destroying a great culture that's largely destroyed.
What do you think works better
in those kinds of negotiations?
Leverage of, let's say, friendship,
the carrot or the stick, friendship,
or sort of the threat of using
the economic and military power?
So it depends on who the person is.
Everyone's different.
Negotiation's interesting because it depends
on who the person is.
And then you have to guess
or know through certain knowledge which is more important, the carrot or the stick. And with some
people it's the stick and with some people it's the carrot. I think the stick probably is generally
more successful and that we're talking about war. But the kind of destruction that we're
witnessing now that nobody's ever seen, I mean, it's a terrible thing. And we're witnessing it
all over. We're witnessing it in all parts of the world. And a lot of things are going to get
started. Look what's going on with China. Look at Japan, they're starting to rearm now.
They're starting to rearm because China's getting,
you know, taking over certain islands.
And there's a lot of danger in the war right now in the world.
There's a lot of, and there's a great possibility
of World War III.
And we better get this thing done fast
because five months with people like her and him,
he's checked out. He just goes to the beach and thinks he looks good in a bathing suit,
which he doesn't. He's sort of checked out. Hey, look, you can't blame him. That was a coup.
They took it over. They took over the presidential deal. The whole presidential thing was taken over in a coup. He had 14 million
votes. He had no votes, not one. And nobody thought it was going to be her. Nobody wanted
it to be her. She was a joke until six weeks ago when they said we're going to have to politically,
they felt they had to pick her. And if they didn't pick her,
they thought they'd be a problem.
I don't know if that's right or not.
I actually don't think it's right,
but they thought it was right.
And now immediately the press comes to their aid.
If we can go back to China on negotiation,
how do we avoid war with China in the 21st century?
Well, there are ways.
Now, here's the problem.
If I tell you how, and I'd love to do it,
but if I give you a plan,
like I have a very exacting plan
how to stop Ukraine and Russia,
and I have a certain idea,
maybe not a plan, but an idea for China, because we do,
we're in a lot of trouble.
They'll be in a lot of trouble too,
but we're in a lot of trouble.
But I can't give you those plans,
because if I give you those plans,
I'm not gonna be able to use them.
They'll be very unsuccessful.
Part of it's a surprise, right?
But they won't be able to help us much.
So you have a plan of what to say to Putin.
Yeah, I know.
You take office.
No, I had a very good relationship with him
and I had a good relationship with Zelensky too,
but I had a very good relationship with Putin.
Tough topic, but important.
You said lost by a whisker.
I'm an independent.
I have a lot of friends who are independent, many of whom like your policies,
like the fact that you're a dealmaker,
like the fact that you can end wars,
but they are troubled by what happened in the 2020 election
and statements about widespread fraud
and this kind of stuff, fake electoral scheme.
What can you say to those independent voters
to help them decide who to vote for?
I think the fraud was on the other side.
I think the election was a fraud
and many people felt it was that and they wanted answers.
And when you can't challenge an election, you have to be able to challenge it. Many people felt it was that, and they wanted answers.
And when you can't challenge an election, you have to be able to challenge it.
Otherwise, it's gonna get worse, not better.
And there are lots of ways to solve this problem.
Go to paper ballots, do it the easy way.
I mean, the paper ballots, and you have voter ID,
and you have same-day voting,
and you have proof of citizenship, which is very
important because we have people voting that are not citizens. They just came in and they're
loading up the payrolls. They're loading up everything. They're putting students in schools,
they don't speak a word of English and they're taking the seats of people that are citizens of our country.
So look, we have the worst border in the history of the world.
We have coming into our country right now millions and millions of people at levels
that nobody's ever seen.
I don't believe any country's ever seen it.
And they would use sticks and stones not to make it happen, not to let it happen. We don't
do anything. And we have a person who is the border czar, who now said she wasn't really the
border czar, but she was. She was the border czar, but she was in charge of the border.
And we have her and she's saying very strongly, oh, I did such a good job. She was horrible, horrible. The harm she's done.
But we have people coming in from other countries,
all over the world, not just South America.
And they're coming in from prisons and jails.
They're coming in from mental institutions
and insane asylums.
And they're street criminals.
Right off the street they take them.
And they're being given to our country, drug dealers,
human traffickers. We're destroying our country. This is a sin what's been allowed to take place
over the last four years. We're destroying our country and we'll see how that all works out,
but it's not even believable. And now you see, you saw in Aurora, Colorado, a group of very tough
young thugs from Venezuela taking over big areas, including buildings. They're taking over buildings.
They have their big rifles, but they're taking over buildings. We're not gonna let this happen. We're not gonna let them destroy our country.
And you know, in those countries, crime is way down.
They're taking them out of their prisons,
which is good because, good for them.
I do the same thing.
By the way, if I ran one of those countries,
any country in the world, I would make sure
that America has every one of our prisoners.
Every one of our criminals would be here.
I can't believe they're going so slowly,
but some aren't. But they all are doing it. And we can't let that happen. They're emptying out
their prisons and their mental institutions into the United States of America. We can't let that
happen. So a lot of people believe that there was some shady stuff that went on with the election, whether it's media bias or big tech, but still the claim of widespread fraud is the thing that
bothers people. Well, I don't focus on the past, I focus on the future. I mean, I talk about how
bad the economy is, how bad inflation is, how bad things like, which is important, Afghanistan was, in my opinion, the most embarrassing thing
that's ever happened to our country.
And because of that, I think Putin went in.
When he saw how stupid we were, Putin went in.
But it was the most embarrassing moment in the history of our country.
I really believe that.
But you know, we left 13 dead soldiers. Think of it,
13 dead soldiers. Many soldiers horrifically hurt with arms and legs and everything else gone.
We left hostages behind. We left Americans behind. We left military equipment, the likes of which nobody's ever left behind before,
billions and billions of dollars of equipment. They're now selling the equipment. They're one
of the largest arms dealers in the world. And very sad, very sad. And we were there for a long time.
I was going to get out. We were getting ready to get out.
Then we got interrupted by the election.
But we would have been out with dignity and strength.
We were having very little problem with the Taliban
when I was there because they knew it was going to be tough.
I dealt with Abdul.
Abdul was the leader.
And we got along fine.
He understood.
But you know, they were shooting,
they were killing a lot of our people before I came down.
And when I got there, I said, I spoke to him,
I said, you can't do it, don't do it anymore.
We went 18 months before this happened,
this horrible day happened.
We went 18 months and nobody was shot at or killed.
What do you think that was, the carrot or the stick in that case in Afghanistan the stick?
Definitely the threat of military force. That was the stick. Yeah, it doesn't have to be but that was the stick
Well, let me just linger on the election a little a little bit more for this election. It might be a close one
What can we do to avoid the insanity and division of the previous
election, whether you win or lose? Well I hope it's not a close one. I mean you know
I don't know how people can vote for somebody that has destroyed our country.
The inflation, the bad economy, but to me in a way the worst is what they've
allowed to happen at our border where they've allowed millions of people to
come in here from places
that you don't want to know about.
And I can't believe that there's gonna be a close election.
You know, we're leading in the polls,
but, and it looks close,
but I think in the end it's not gonna be a close election.
What do you think is the right way
to solve the immigration crisis?
Is mass deportation one of the solutions you would
think about?
Well, you've got to get the criminals out of here fast, right? You know, the people
from mental institutions, you got to get them back into their mental institutions. No country
can afford this. You know, it's just too much money. You look at what's happening in New
York and Chicago and LA and lots of places, and you take a look at what's happening.
There's no country can afford this.
We can't afford it.
And we've got to get the bad ones out immediately and the rest have to be worked on.
You know, it's happened before.
Dwight Eisenhower was sort of a moderate president, moderate type person, but he hated when he
saw people pouring into the country.
And they were.
Nothing like now. person, but he hated when he saw people pouring into the country. And they were, nothing like
now. You know, I probably got elected in 2016 because of the border. And I told people what
was happening and they understood it. And I won the election and I won the election, I think,
because of the border. Our border is 25 times worse right now than it was in 2016.
25 times worse right now than it was in 2016. I had it fixed to, I had it, the last week of my,
the famous chart that I put up was exactly that.
You know the chart?
When I looked to the right, I said there's the chart.
Bing.
That was not a pleasant experience.
But the chart that I put up said,
and that was done by Border Patrol,
that was the lowest number that we've ever had
come into our country in recorded history.
And we have to get it back to that again, we will.
Let me ask you about Project 2025.
So you've publicly said that you don't have
any direct connection to Project 2025.
Nothing, I know nothing about it.
And they know that too, Democrats know that.
And I purposely haven't read
it because I want to say to you, I have no idea what it's all about. It's easier than saying I
read it and all of the things. No, I purposely haven't read it. And I've heard about it. I've
heard about things that are in there that I don't like. And there's some things in there that everybody would like.
But there are things that I don't like at all.
And I think it's unfortunate that they put it out,
but it doesn't mean anything
because it has nothing to do with me.
Project 25 has absolutely nothing to do with me.
You posted recently about marijuana
and that you're okay with it being legalized,
but it has to be done safely.
Can you explain your policy there?
Well, I just put out a paper.
And first of all, medical marijuana has been amazing.
It's been, I've had friends and I've had others
and doctors telling me that it's been absolutely amazing,
the medical marijuana.
And we put out a statement that we can live with the marijuana.
It's got to be a certain age.
It's got to be a certain age to buy it.
It's got to be done in a very concerted, lawful way. And the way they're doing it in
Florida, I think is going to be actually good. It's going to be very good. But it's got to be
done in a good way. It's got to be done in a clean way. You go into some of these places,
like in New York, it smells all marijuana. You can't, the way, you've got to have a system
where there's control. And I think the way they've got to have a system with his control and I
think the way they've done it in Florida is very good. Do you know anything about
psychedelics? So I'm not a drug guy but I recently did ayahuasca yeah and there's
a lot of people that speak to sort of the health benefits and the spiritual
benefits of these different psychedelics.
I think would probably have a better world
if everybody in Congress took some mushrooms perhaps.
Now I know you don't,
you stay away from all of that stuff.
I know also veterans use it for dealing with PTSD
and all that kind of stuff.
So it's great and it's interesting
that you're thinking about being more accepting
of some of these drugs,
which don't just have a recreational purpose,
but a medical purpose, a treatment purpose.
So we put out a statement today.
We're gonna put out another one probably next week,
be more specific, although I think it's pretty specific.
And we'll see how that all goes.
That's a referendum coming up in some states,
but it's coming up and we'll see how it does.
I will say it's been very hard to beat it.
You take a look at the numbers,
it's been very hard to beat it.
So I think it'll generally pass,
but you wanna do it in a safe way.
Speaking of marijuana, let me ask you about my good friend Joe Rogan
So you had a bit of tension with him?
So when he said nice things about RFK jr. I think you've you've said some not so nice things about Joe
I think that was a bit unfair and
as a fan of Joe I would love to see you do his podcast because
He is legit the greatest conversationalist in the world.
So what's the story behind the tension?
I don't think there was any tension.
And I've always liked him, but I don't know him.
I only see him when I walk into the arena with Dana and I shake his hand.
I see him there and I think he's good at what he does
but I don't know about doing his podcast.
I mean, I guess I do it but I haven't been asked
and I'm not asking them, you know?
I'm not asking anybody.
It sounds like a challenging negotiation situation.
No, it's not really a negotiation.
And he's sort of a liberal guy, I guess,
from what I understand.
But he likes Kennedy.
This was before, I found this out before
Kennedy came in with us.
He's gonna be great.
He's doing, Bobby's gonna be great.
But I like that he likes Kennedy.
I do too.
He's a different kind of a guy,
but he's got some great things going.
And I think he's gonna be, beyond politics,
I think he could be quite influential
in taking care of some situations
that you probably would agree should be taken care of.
The Joe Rogan post is an example.
I'd love to get your psychology about behind the tweets
and the post on truth.
Are you sometimes being intentionally provocative?
Are you just speaking your mind?
And are there times where you regret
some of the truths you've posted?
Yeah, I do, but not that often, honestly.
I do a lot of reposting.
The ones you get in trouble with are the reposts
because you find down deep they're into some group
that you're not supposed to be reposting. You don't even know if those groups are good, bad,
or indifferent. But the reposts are the ones that really get you in trouble. When you do your own
words, it's sort of easier. But the reposts go very quickly. And if you're gonna check every single little symbol,
and I don't know, it's worked out pretty well for me.
I tell you, truth is very powerful, truth.
And it's my platform, and it's been very powerful,
very, very powerful, goes everywhere.
I call it my typewriter, you know,
that's actually my typewriter.
What are you doing usually when you're composing a truth?
Like, are you chilling back on a couch?
Couches, beds, a lot of different things.
I mean-
Like late at night and just-
I'd like to do some late at night.
I'm not a huge sleeper,
but whenever I do them past like three o'clock,
they criticize you the next day.
Trump was up, true thing, okay?
Trump was true thing at three o'clock in the morning.
And there should be no problem with that.
And then when you think about time zones,
how do they know that you're in a time zone,
like an eastern zone?
But every time I do it after like two or three o'clock, it's like, why is he doing that?
But it's gotten, I mean, you know, the truth has become a very successful platform.
And I like doing it.
And it goes everywhere.
As soon as I do it, it goes everywhere.
The country seems more divided than ever.
What can you do to help alleviate some of that division?
Well, you can get rid of these two people.
They're terrible.
They're terrible.
You don't want to have them running this country.
They're not equipped to run it.
Joe, it's a disaster.
And Kamala, I think she'll end up being worse than him.
We'll see.
I think a lot's now, you know, the convention's over with
and I see them leading in just about all the polls now.
They had their little honeymoon period as they call it.
And we'll see how that all goes, who knows.
For my personal opinion, I think you are at your best
when you're talking about a positive vision of the future
versus criticizing the other side.
Yeah, I think you have to criticize though.
I think they're nasty.
They came up with a story that I looked down
and I called soldiers that died in World War I
suckers and losers, okay. Now,
number one, who would say that? Number two, who would say it to military people? Nobody. It was
a made-up story. It was just a made-up story. And they like to repeat it over again. They know it
was made up. I have 26 witnesses that nothing was said. They don't want to hear about that. Like she lied on McDonald's,
she said that she worked at McDonald's. It's not a big lie, but it's a big lie. They just went and
they checked. Unless she can show something, they don't talk about the presses are going to follow
up with it, but I'll keep hammering it. But she never worked at McDonald's. It was just sort of a cool thing to say, hey, I worked at McDonald's.
But one of the worst was two days ago, I went to Arlington at the request of people that lost their
children. There'll always be children to those people. You understand that. That's not politically incorrect a thing to say.
The mother comes up, I lost my child.
But you know, the child is a soldier.
And lost the child because of Biden and because of Kamala.
Just as though they had the gun in their hand because it was so badly handled.
It should have been done at Bagram, which is the big air
base. It shouldn't have been done at a small little airport right in the middle of town where
people stormed it. It was a true disaster. And they asked me if I'd come and celebrate
with them three years. They died three years ago. And I said, I'm going to try. I got
to know them because I brought them here actually. One night, they almost all came here. And they
said, I wonder if Trump will actually come and see us. I heard they were here. We stayed for like
four hours listening to music up on a deck right upstairs, beautiful.
And they were great people. So they called me over the last couple of weeks and they said,
we're going to have a reunion or three year reunion. Would you be able to come?
It was very hard for me to do it logistically, but I said, I'll get it done. And I got there
and we had a beautiful time. I didn't run away.
I didn't just walk in, shake hands and walk out
like people do.
And I wasn't looking at my watch like Joe Biden does.
And it was amazing.
So I did it for them.
I didn't do it for me.
I don't need the publicity.
I mean, I get more publicity probably than anybody.
You would know that better than me,
but I think maybe more than anybody, maybe more than anybody that's ever lived. I don't
know, but I don't think anyone could have any more. Every time you turn on television,
there's like nine different stories all on different topics in the world. As an example,
you interview a lot of people, good people, successful people. Let's see how you do with this interview
versus them, okay? I mean, I can tell you right now, you're going to get the highest numbers you've
ever had by sometimes a factor of 10. But when a gold star family asks me to come in and spend time with them. And then they said,
sir, we did a ceremony and then we went down to the graves, which was quite a distance away.
They said, sir, would you come to the grave? And then they said when we were there,
it's very sad actually, because these people shouldn't have died. They
shouldn't have died. They died because of Biden and because of Kamala. They died because, just like
if they pulled the trigger. Okay. Now, I don't know if that's controversial to say, but I don't
think it is. Afghanistan was the most incompetently run operation I think I've ever seen, military or otherwise, they were incompetent. But the families asked me
if I'd go. I did go. Then the family said, could we have a picture at the tombstone of my son? And
we did. Son or daughter, there was a daughter too. And I took numerous pictures with the families.
I don't know of anybody else that was in the pictures, but they were mostly families, I guess. That was it. And then I left. I spent a lot of time with them. Then
I left and I get home that night and I get a call that the Biden administration with
Kamala is accusing me of using Arlington for publicity. I was in use, just the opposite, just the opposite.
And actually, did you see, it just came out,
the families actually put out a very strong statement
defending me, they said, we asked him to be there.
Well, politicians and the media can play those games,
and you're right, your name gets a lot of use.
You're probably legit the most famous person in the world.
But on the previous thing, in the spirit of unity,
you used to be a Democrat.
Setting the politicians aside,
what do you respect most about people who lean left,
who are Democrats themselves, or of that persuasion,
progressives, liberals, and so on.
Well, look, I respect the fact that everybody's in there.
And, you know, to a certain extent, life is what you do while you're waiting to die,
so you might as well do a good job.
I think in terms of what's happening now,
I think, you know, we have a chance to save the country.
This country's going down.
And I called it with Venezuela, I called it with a lot of different countries. And this country is going
down. If we don't win this election, the election coming up on November 5th is the most important
election this country has ever had. Because if we don't win it, I don't know that there'll be another election,
and it's gonna be a communist country, or close.
And there's a lot of people listening to this,
myself included, that doesn't think that Kamala
is a communist.
Well, she's a Marxist.
Her father's a Marxist, and she's advocating.
It's a little unusual. Her father's a Marxist. That's right. And she's advocating. It's a little unusual.
She's advocating for some policies
that are towards the direction of democratic socialism,
let's say.
But there's a lot of people
that kind of know the way government works,
and they say, well, none of those policies
are going to actually come to reality.
It's just being used during the campaign to,
groceries are too expensive, we need them
cheaper so let's talk about price controls and that's never going to come to reality.
It could come to reality.
Look, I mean, she came out with price control.
It's been tried like 121 different times at different places over the years and it's never
worked once.
It leads to communism, it leads to socialism, it leads to having no food on the shelves,
and it leads to tremendous inflation.
It's just...
It's a bad idea.
Whenever we use terms like communism for her, and I don't know if you know this, but some
people call you a fascist.
Yeah, they do.
So I figure it's all right to call them a communist.
Yeah, they call me a lot worse than I call them.
They do indeed.
It's just sometimes-
It's interesting though,
they'll call me something that's terrible
and then I'll hit them back.
And they'll say, isn't it terrible what Trump said?
I said, well, wait a minute, they just called me.
So I believe you have to fight fire with fire.
I believe they're very evil people.
These are evil people.
You know, we have an enemy from the outside,
and we have an enemy from within.
And in my opinion, the enemy from within
are radical left lunatics.
And I think you have to fight back.
Whenever there's a lot of fighting fire with fire,
it's too easy to forget that there's a middle of America
that is moderate and kind of sees the good
in both sides and just likes one side more than the other
in terms of policies.
Like I said, there's a lot of people that like your policies,
like your skill in being able to negotiate and end wars,
and they don't see the impending destruction of America.
You know, we had no wars when I was president.
That's a big thing. Not since 78 years has that happened.
But we had no wars when I was president.
We defeated ISIS, but that was a war that was started
that we weren't anywhere near defeating.
But think of it, I had no wars.
And Viktor Orban, the prime minister of Hungary, said the world has to have Trump back
because everybody was afraid of Trump. Now that's what he said. So I'm not using that term,
but I think they respected me. But he said China was afraid, Russia was afraid, everybody was
afraid. And I don't care what word they use. Probably that's even a better word if you want
to know the truth. But let's use the
word respect. They had respect for me, they had respect for the country. I mean, I ended the Nord
Stream 2 pipeline, the Russian pipeline. Nobody else could have done that. I ended it, it was done.
Then Biden comes in and he gave it, he approved it. So we're defending Germany and these other
countries for peanuts compared to what it's worth. And they're paying the person, we're defending Germany and these other countries for peanuts compared to what it's worth.
And they're paying the person we're defending them against
billions and billions of dollars for energy.
I said, how does that work?
And we had it out with them and it worked out good
and they paid hundreds of billions of dollars
or you wouldn't even have a NATO right now.
You wouldn't have NATO if it wasn't for me. As the leader of the of dollars, or you wouldn't even have a NATO right now. You wouldn't have NATO if it wasn't for me.
As the leader of the United States,
you were the most powerful man in the world.
As you mentioned, not only the most famous,
but the most powerful.
And if you become leader again,
you will have unprecedented power.
Just on your own personal psychology,
what does that power do to you?
Is there any threat of it corrupting how you see the world?
No, I don't think so. Look, I've been there for four years.
I could have done a big number on Hillary Clinton.
I thought it looked terrible to take the president's wife and put her in prison.
She's so lucky I didn't do anything.
She's so lucky.
Hillary is a lucky woman because I had a lot of people
pushing me to. They wanted to see something, but I could have done something very bit.
I thought it looked so bad. Think of it. You have the President of the United States,
and you also had Secretary of State, right? She was. But you're going to put the President's
wife in prison. And yet when I got out there,
you know, they have all these hoaxes. They're all hoaxes, but they have all these dishonest
hoaxes just like they did in the past with Russia, Russia, Russia. That was a hoax. The 51 different
agencies or agents, that was a hoax. The whole thing a hoax the whole there were so many hoaxes and
scams and
But I didn't want to put her in jail
And I didn't and I explained it to people you know they say lock her up lock her up. It doesn't we won I
Said we don't want to put her in jail. We want to bring the country together. I want to bring the country together
You don't bring the country together by putting her in jail.
But then when I got out, you know, they went to work on me.
It's amazing.
And they suffer from massive Trump derangement syndrome,
TDS, and I don't know if it's curable from their standpoint.
A lot of people are very interested in footage of UFOs.
The Pentagon has released a few videos and there's been anecdotal reports from fighter
pilots.
So a lot of people want to know, will you help push the Pentagon to release more footage, which
a lot of people claim is available?
Oh, yeah, sure.
I'll do that.
I would do that.
I'd love to do that.
I have to do that.
But they also are pushing me on Kennedy.
And I did release a lot, but people come to me and beg me not to do it.
But I'll be doing that very early on.
Yeah, no, but I would do that.
There's a moment where you had some hesitation about Epstein,
releasing some of the documents on Epstein.
Why the hesitation?
I don't think I had, I mean, I'm not involved.
I never went to his island, fortunately,
but a lot of people did.
Why do you think so many smart, powerful people
allowed him to get so close?
He was a good salesman.
He was, you know, a hailing, hearty type of guy.
He had some nice assets that he'd throw around,
like islands.
But a lot of big people went to that island.
But fortunately, I was not one of them.
It's just very strange for a lot of people
that the list of clients that went to the island
has not been made public.
Yeah, it's very interesting, isn't it?
Probably will be, by the way.
So if you were able to you'll be...
Yeah, certainly take a look at it. Now Kennedy's interesting because it's so many years
ago. You know, they do that for danger too because you know, it endangers certain
people etc etc. So Kennedy is very different from the Epstein thing but
yeah I'd be inclined to do the Epstein. I'd have no problem with it.
That's great to hear.
What gives you strength when you're getting attacked?
You're one of the most attacked people in the world.
I think you can't care that much.
I know people that care so much about everything, like what people are saying.
You can't care too much because you end up choking.
One of the tragic things about life is that it ends. How often do you think about your death?
Are you afraid of it?
I have a friend who's very, very successful
and he's in his 80s, mid 80s,
and he asked me that exact same question.
I said, I turned it around, I said, well, what about you?
He said, I think about it every minute of every day.
And then a week later, he called me to tell me something.
And he starts off the conversation by going,
tick, tock, tick, tock.
This is a dark person, you know, in a sense,
but it is what it is.
If you're religious, you have, I think,
a better feeling toward it.
You're supposed to go to heaven, ideally not hell,
but you're supposed to go to heaven if you're good.
I think our country's missing a lot of religion.
I think it really was a much better place with religion.
It was almost a guide, to a certain extent it was a guide.
You wanna be good to people.
Without religion, there's no real,
there are no guard rails.
I'd love to see us get back to religion,
more religion in this country.
Well, Mr. President, thank you for putting yourself out there
and thank you for talking today.
Look, I love the country.
I wanna see the country.
I wanna see the country be great.
And we have a real chance of doing it,
but it's our last chance and I appreciate it very much.
Thank you. Thank you.
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I usually do this in a t-shirt,
but I figured for this episode, I'll keep my suit and tie
on.
So first, this might be a good moment to look back a bit.
I've been doing this podcast for over six years, and I first and foremost have to say
thank you.
I'm truly grateful for the support and the love I've gotten along the way.
It's been, I would say, the most unlikely
journey and on most days I barely feel like I know what I'm doing. But I wanted to talk a bit about
how I approach these conversations. Now each conversation is its own unique puzzle so I can't
speak generally to how I approach these but here it may be useful to describe how I approach
conversations with world leaders,
of which I hope to have many more and do a better job every time.
I read a lot of history, and I admire the historian perspective.
As an example, I admire William Shire, the author of many books on Hitler, including
The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich.
He was there and lived through it and covered it objectively
to the degree that one could. Academic historians, by the way, criticize him for
being a poor historian because he editorialized a little too much. I think those same folks
criticized Dan Carlin and his Hardcore History podcast.
I respect their criticism, but I fundamentally disagree.
In these conversations with world leaders, I try to put on my historian hat.
I think in the realm of truth and public discourse, there's a spectrum between the ephemeral and
the eternal.
The outrage mob and clickbait journalists are often focused on the ephemeral.
The current thing.
The current viral shitstormer of mockery and derision.
But when the battle of the day is done, most of it will be forgotten.
A few true ideas will remain.
And those the historian hopes to capture.
Now, this is much easier said than done.
It's not just about having the right ideals
and the integrity to stick by them.
It's not even just about having the actual skill of talking,
which I still think I suck at,
but let's say it's a work in progress.
You also have to make the scheduling work
and set up the entirety of the environment
in a way that is conducive to such a conversation.
This is hard, really hard,
with political and business leaders.
They are usually super busy,
and in some cases, super nervous,
because, well, they've been screwed over
so many times with clickbait, gotcha journalism.
So to convince them and their team to talk for 2, 3, 4, 5 hours is hard.
And I do think a good conversation requires that kind of duration.
And I've been thinking a lot about why.
I don't think it's just about needing the actual time of three hours to cover all the
content.
I think the longer form with a hypothetical skilled conversationalist relaxes things and
allows people to go on tangents and to banter about the details because I think it's in the
details that the beautiful complexity of the person is brought to light.
Anyway, I look forward to talking to more world leaders and doing a better job every time, as I said.
I would love to do interviews with Kamala Harris and some other political figures on
the left and right, including Tim Walz, AOC, Bernie, Barack Obama, Bill and Hillary, and
on the right, JD Vance, Vivek, George W., and so on.
And on the topic of politics, let me say as an immigrant, I love this country,
the United States of America. I do believe it is the greatest nation on earth. And I'm
grateful for the people on the left and the right who step into the arena of politics
to fight for this country that I do believe they all love as well. I have reached out
to Kamala Harris, but not many of the others.
I probably should do a better job with that.
But I've been doing most of this myself,
all the reach out, scheduling, research, prep,
recording and so on.
And on top of that, I very much have been suffering
from imposter syndrome, with a voice in my head
constantly pointing out when I'm doing a shitty job.
Plus, a few folks graciously remind me on the internet
the very same sentiment of this aforementioned voice.
All of this, while I have the option
of just hiding away at MIT, programming robots,
and doing some cool AI research with a few grad students,
or maybe joining an AI company, or maybe starting my own,
all these options make me truly happy. But like I
said, on most days I barely know what I'm doing so who knows what the future holds.
Most importantly, I'm forever grateful for all of you, for your patience and your
support throughout this rollercoaster of a life I've been on. I love you all.
Okay, now let me go on to some of the questions that people had.
I was asked by a few people to comment on Pavel Durov arrest and on X being banned in
Brazil.
Let me first briefly comment on the Durov arrest.
So basic facts.
Pavel Durov is CEO of Telegram, which is a messenger app that has end-to-end encryption
mode. It's not on by default and most people don't use the end-to-end encryption, but some do.
Pavel was arrested in France on a long list of charges related to quote unquote criminal
activity carried out on the Telegram platform and for quote unquote providing unlicensed
cryptology services.
I think Telegram is indeed used for criminal activity by a small minority of its users.
For example, by terrorist groups to communicate.
And I think we all agree that terrorism is bad.
But here's the problem.
As the old saying goes, one man's terrorist is another man's freedom fighter. And there are many
cases in which the world unilaterally agrees who the terrorists are. But there are other
cases when governments, especially authoritarian inclined governments, tend to propagandize
and just call whoever's in the opposition, whoever opposes them, terrorists. There is
some room for nuance here. But to me, at this time, it seems to obviously be
a power grab by government wanting to have backdoor access into every platform so they
can have censorship power against the opposition.
I think generally, government should stay out of censoring or even pressuring social
media platforms.
And I think arresting a CEO of a tech company
for the things said on the platform he built is just nuts.
It has a chilling effect on him,
on people working at Telegram,
and on people working at every social media company.
And also people thinking of launching
a new social media company.
Same as the case of X being banned in Brazil.
It's, I think, a power grab by Alexandre de Marais,
a Supreme Court justice in Brazil. He ordered X to block certain accounts that are spreading
quote unquote misinformation. Elon and X denied the request. Then de Marais threatened to arrest
X representatives in Brazil and in response to that, ex-pulled
the representatives out of Brazil, obviously, to protect them.
And now, ex-having no representatives in Brazil apparently violates the law.
Based on this, de Marais banned ex-in Brazil.
Once again, it's an authoritarian figure seeking censorship power over the channels of communication. I understand that this is complicated because there are evil people in the world and part
of the role of government is to protect us from those evil people.
But as Benjamin Franklin said, those who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little
temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety.
So it's a trade off.
But I think in many places in the world, many governments have leaned
too far away at this time from liberty.
Okay, next up I got a question on AI, which I emotionally connected with.
I'll condense it as follows.
Hello Lex, I'm a programmer and I have a deep fear of slipping into irrelevance because
I am worried that AI will soon exceed my programming skills.
Let me first say that I relate to your fear.
It's scary to have a thing that gives you a career and gives you meaning to be taken
away.
For me, programming is a passion.
And if not for this podcast, it would probably, at least in part, be my profession.
So I get an uncomfortable feeling every time Claude, the LLMI used for coding at this time,
just writes a lot of excellent, approximately correct code.
I think you can make a good case that it already exceeds the skill of many programmers, at
least in the same way that the collective intelligence
of Stack Overflow exceeds the skill of many programmers,
many individual programmers,
but in many ways it still does not.
But I think eventually, more and more,
the task, the profession of programming,
will be one of writing natural language prompts.
I think the right thing to do, and what I'm at least doing, is to ride the wave of the ever improving code generating LLMs
and keep transforming myself into a big picture designer versus low level tinkerer.
What I'm doing and what I recommend you do is continually switch to whatever state-of-the-art tool is for generating code.
So for me currently, I recently switched from VS Code to Cursor.
And before that it was Emacs to VS Code switch.
So Cursor is this editor that's based on VS Code that leans heavily on LLMs and integrates the code generation really nicely into the editing process.
It makes it super easy to continually use the LLMs. What I would advise and what I'm trying to do
myself is to learn how to use it and to master its code generation capabilities. I personally try to
now allocate a significant amount of time to designing with natural language first versus writing code from scratch.
So using my understanding of programming
to edit the code that's generated by the LLM
versus sort of writing it from scratch
and then using the LLM to generate small parts of the code.
I see it as a skill that I should develop
in parallel to my programming skill.
I think this applies to many other careers too. Don't compete with AI for your job. Learn to use
the AI to do that job better. But yes, it is scary on some deep sort of human level,
the threat of being replaced. But at least I think we'll be okay.
of being replaced. But at least I think we'll be okay. Alright, next up I got a very nice audio message and question from a gentleman who is 27 and
feeling a lot of anxiety about the future. Just recently he graduated with a bachelor's
degree and he's thinking about going to grad school for biomedical engineering. But there
is a lot of anxiety. He mentioned anxiety many times in
the message. It took him an extra while to get his degree. He mentioned he would be 32
by the time he's done with his PhD. So it's a big investment. But he said in his heart,
he feels like he's a scientist. I think that's the most important part of his message, of
your message. By the way, I'll figure out how to best include
audio and video messages in future episodes.
Now, onto the question.
So thank you for telling me your story
and for submitting the question.
My own life story is similar to yours.
I went to Drexel University for my bachelor's,
master's, and doctorate degrees.
And I took a while, just as you're doing.
I did a lot of non-standard things
that weren't any good for some hypothetical career
I'm supposed to have.
I trained and competed in Judo and Jiu-Jitsu
for my entire 20s, got a black belt from it.
I wrote a lot, including a lot of really crappy poetry.
I read a large amount of non-technical books, history, philosophy, and literature.
I took courses on literature and philosophy that weren't at all required for my computer
science and electrical engineering degrees, like a course on James Joyce.
I played guitar in bars around town.
I took a lot of technical classes, many for example on
theoretical computer science, that were way more than were needed for the degree.
I did a lot of research and I coded up a bunch of projects that didn't directly
contribute to my dissertation. It was pure curiosity and the joy of exploring. So like you, I took the long way home as they say
and I regret none of it. Throughout that, people around me and even people who love
me wanted me to hurry up and to focus, especially because I had very little money and so I had
a sense like time was running out for me to take the needed steps towards a reasonable
career.
And just like you, I was filled with anxiety.
And I still am filled with anxiety to this day.
But I think the right thing to do is not to run away from the anxiety, but to lean into
it and channel it into pursuing with everything you got the things you're passionate about. As you said, very importantly, in your heart you know you're a scientist. So
that's it. You know exactly what to do. Pursue the desire to be a scientist with
everything you got. Get to a good grad school, find a good advisor, and do epic
shit with them. And it may turn out in the end
that your life will have unexpected chapters,
but as long as you're chasing dreams and goals
with absolute unwavering dedication,
good stuff will come of it.
And also, try your best to be a good person.
This might be a good place to read the words,
If by Roger Kipling,
that I often return to when I feel lost and
I'm looking for guidance on how to be a better man. If you can keep your head
when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you. If you can trust
yourself when all men doubt you but make allowance for their doubting too. If you
can wait and not be tired by waiting or being lied about don't deal in lies, or being
hated don't give way to hating, and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise. If you can dream and
not make dreams your master, if you can think and not make thoughts your aim, if you can meet with
triumph and disaster and treat those two imposters just the same. If you can bear to hear the
truth you've spoken, twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, or watch the things
you gave your life to broken and stoop and build them up with worn out tools. If you
can make one heap of all your winnings and risk it on one turn of pitch and toss and lose and start again
at your beginnings and never breathe a word about your loss.
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew to serve your turn long after they're
gone, and so hold on when there's nothing in you except the will which says to them, hold on.
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue or walk with kings, now lose the common
touch.
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, if all men count with you but none too
much.
If you can fill the unforgiving minute with sixty seconds worth of distance run, yours
is the earth and everything that's in it.
And which is more, you'll be a man, my son.
Thank you for listening and see you next time. you