Lex Fridman Podcast - Regina Barzilay: Deep Learning for Cancer Diagnosis and Treatment
Episode Date: September 23, 2019Regina Barzilay is a professor at MIT and a world-class researcher in natural language processing and applications of deep learning to chemistry and oncology, or the use of deep learning for early dia...gnosis, prevention and treatment of cancer. She has also been recognized for her teaching of several successful AI-related courses at MIT, including the popular Introduction to Machine Learning course. This conversation is part of the Artificial Intelligence podcast. If you would like to get more information about this podcast go to https://lexfridman.com/ai or connect with @lexfridman on Twitter, LinkedIn, Facebook, Medium, or YouTube where you can watch the video versions of these conversations. If you enjoy the podcast, please rate it 5 stars on iTunes or support it on Patreon.
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The following is a conversation with Regina Barzley.
She's a professor at MIT and a world-class researcher
in natural English processing and applications
of deep learning to chemistry and oncology,
or the use of deep learning for early diagnosis,
prevention, and treatment of cancer.
She has also been recognized for a teaching
of several successful AI-related courses at MIT,
including the popular introduction to machine learning
course.
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And now, here's my conversation with Regina Barzley. In an interview you've mentioned that if there's one course you would take, it would be
a literature course with a friend of yours that a friend of yours teaches.
Just out of curiosity because I couldn't find anything on it.
Are there books or ideas that had profound impact on your life journey, books and ideas
perhaps outside of computer science and the technical fields.
I think because I'm spending a lot of my time at MIT and previously in other institutions where I was a student,
I have limited ability to interact with people so a lot of what I know about the world actually comes from books.
And there were quite a number of books that had profound impact on me and how I
view the world. Let me just give you one example of such a book. I've maybe a year ago read a book
called The Emperor of All Melodies. It's a book about, it's kind of a history of science book on how the treatments and drugs for cancer
were developed. And that book, despite the fact that I am in the business of science, really
opened my eyes on how imprecise and imperfect the discovery process is and how imperfect
are current solutions. And what makes science succeed and be implemented,
and sometimes it's actually not the strengths of the idea,
but the devotion of the person who wants to see it implemented.
So this is one of the books that, you know, at least for the last year,
quite changed the way I'm thinking about scientific process,
just from the historical perspective.
And what do I need to do to make my ideas really implemented?
Let me give you an example of a book which is a fiction book,
is a book called Americana.
And this is a book about a young female student who comes from Africa to study in the United States.
And it describes her past, you know, within her studies, and her life transformation that, you know,
in a new country and kind of adaptation to a new culture. And when I read this book, I saw myself in many
different points of it, but it also kind of gave me the lens on different events. And some events
that I never actually paid attention, one of the funny stories in this book is how she
stories in this book is how she arrives to New College and she starts speaking in English and she has this beautiful British accent because that's how she was educated in her country.
This is not my case. And then she notices that the person who talks to her, you know,
talks to her in a very funny way, in a very slow way.
And she's thinking that this woman is disabled
and she's also trying to kind of to accommodate her.
And then after a while, when she finishes her discussion
with this officer from her college,
she sees how she interacts with other students,
with American students, and she discovers that actually,
she talked to her this baby because she thought that she doesn't understand English.
And he thought, wow, this is a fine experience.
And literally within few weeks, I went to LA to a conference and they ask somebody in
an airport, you know, how to find like a cab or something.
And then I noticed that this person
is talking in a very strange way. And my first thought was that this person have some, you know,
pronunciation issues or something. And I'm trying to talk very slowly to him and I was with another
professor, Ernst Frankel. And he's like laughing because it's funny that I don't get that the guy
is talking in this way because he thinks that I can speak. So it was really kind of mirroring experience and it led me think a lot about my own experiences
moving from different countries. So I think that books play a big role in my understanding of the world.
On the science question, you mentioned that it made you discover that personalities of human beings
are more important than perhaps ideas.
Is that what I heard?
It's not necessarily that they are more important than ideas, but I think that ideas on their
own are not sufficient.
Many times, at least at the local horizon, it's the personalities, and their devotion to their ideas is really
that locally changes the landscape.
Now, if you're looking at AI, like, let's say, 30 years ago,
you know, dark ages of AI or whatever,
what these symbolic times you can use any word,
you know, there were some people,
and now we're looking at a lot of that work,
and we're kind of thinking this was not really a relevant work, but you can see that some people managed to take
it and to make it so shiny and dominate the academic world and make it to be the standard.
If you look at the area of natural language processing, it is well known fact, and the reason the statistics
in NLP took such a long time to become mainstream, because there were quite a number of personalities
which didn't believe in this idea, and the stop research progress in this area.
So I do not think that, you know, kind of asymptotically, maybe personality matters, but I think, locally, it does make quite a bit of impact.
And it's generally, you know, speed up, spins up the rate of adoption of the new ideas.
Yeah, and the other interesting question is, in the early days a particular discipline, I think you mentioned
in that book, is ultimately a book of cancer?
It's called the Emperor of All Melodies.
Yeah, and those melodies included the trying to, the medicine, was it centered around?
So it was actually centered on how people sought of curing cancer.
Like for me, it was really a discovery, how people,
what was the science of chemistry behind drug development
that it actually grew up out of dying,
like coloring industry that people who developed chemistry
in 19th century in Germany and Britain to do,
you know, the really new diesyes, they looked at the molecules
and identified that they do certain things to cells. And from there, the process started,
you know, like, the story is, yeah, this is fascinating, that they managed to make the
connection and look under the microscope and do all this discovery. But as you continue
reading about it, and you read about how chemotherapy drugs were
should develop in Boston and some of them were developed. And Farber, Dr. Farber
from Dana Farber, you know, how the experiments were done that, you know,
there was some miscalculation. Let's put it this way and they tried it on the
patients and the just and those were children with leukemia and they died
And they tried another modification you look at the process how imperfect is this process and
You don't like if we're again looking back like six years ago 70 years ago
You can kind of understand it, but some of the stories in this book which were really shocking to me where really
Happening, you know, maybe a decade ago.
And we still don't have a vehicle to do it much more fast and effective.
And, you know, scientific, the way I'm thinking, computer science, scientific.
So, from the perspective of computer science, you've gotten a chance to work
the application to cancer and to medicine in general.
From a perspective of an engineer and a computer scientist,
how far along are we from understanding the human body, biology, of being able to
manipulate it in a way we can cure some of the maladies, some of the diseases.
So this is very interesting question. And if you're thinking as a computer scientist about this problem, I think one of the reasons that we succeeded in the areas where the computer scientist succeeded is because we are not
trying to understand in some ways.
Like if you're thinking about like e-commerce, Amazon doesn't really understand you and that's why it recommends you certain books or certain products correct.
And traditionally when people were thinking about marketing, they divided the population
to different kind of subgroups, identify the features of this subgroup and come up with a strategy
which is specific to that subgroup. If you're looking about three commendations, systems, they're not claiming that they are
understanding somebody, they're just managing from the patterns of
your behavior to recommend you a product. Now, if you look at the
traditional biology, obviously, I wouldn't say that I at any
way, you know, educated in this field, but you know, what I see,
there is really a lot of emphasis
on mechanistic understanding.
And it was very surprising to me coming from computer science,
how much emphasis is on this understanding.
And given the complexity of the system,
maybe the deterministic full understanding of this process
is, you know, beyond our capacity.
And the same way as in computer science, when we do recognition,
when we do recommendation in many other areas,
it's just probabilistic matching process.
And in some way, maybe in certain cases,
we shouldn't even attempt to understand.
Or we can attempt to understand, but in parallel,
we can actually do this kind of marchings
that would help us to find cure or to do early diagnostics and so on.
And I know that in these communities it's really important to understand, but I'm sometimes
wondering what exactly does it mean to understand here?
Well, there's stuff that works, but that can be, like you said, separate from this deep human desire
to uncover the mysteries of the universe, of science, of the way the body works, the way the mind works.
It's the dream of symbolic AI of being able to reduce human knowledge into logic and be able to
play with that logic in a way that's very explainable and
understandable for our humans. I mean, that's a beautiful dream. So I understand it,
but it seems that what seems to work today and we'll talk about it more is as much as
possible, reduce stuff into data, reduce whatever problem you're interested in today to
try to apply statistical methods, fly machine learning to that.
On Anna Persel, you were diagnosed with breast cancer
in 2014.
What did facing your mortality make you think about?
How did it change you?
You know, this is a great question.
And I think that I was in the rear many times,
and nobody actually asked me this question.
I think I was 43 at a time. And in the first time, I realized in the weird many times, nobody actually asked me this question, I think. I was 43 at a time.
And the first time I realized in my lifetime I die.
And I never thought about it before.
And there was a long time since you diagnosed until you actually know what you have and
have severe disease.
For me, it was like maybe two and a half months.
And I didn't know where I am during this time because I was getting different tests and
one would say it's bad and I would say no it is not so until I knew where I am I really
was thinking about all these different possible outcomes.
Were you imagining the worst or were you trying to be optimistic or were you?
It would be really, I don't remember what was my thinking. It was really a mixture with many components at the time, speaking in our terms.
One thing that I remember, every test comes and you think, oh, it could be this, it
may not be this, and you're hopeful, and then you're desperate.
It's like there is a whole slow of emotions that goes through you. But what I remember is that when I came back to MIT,
I was kind of going the whole time through the treatment to MIT, but my brain was not really there.
But when I came back really, I finished my treatment and I was here teaching and everything.
You know, I look back at what my group was doing, what other groups was doing,
and I saw these trivialities. It's like people are building their careers on improving some parts
around 2-3 percent or whatever. I was like, seriously, I did a work on how to decide for
a uglity, like a language that nobody speaks and whatever, like what is significance. When I was
sad and you know, I walked out of MIT, which is, you know I walked out of MIT which is you know
when people really do care you know what happened to your Eclipse paper you know what is your
next publication to ACL to the world where people you know people you see a lot of sufferings
that I'm kind of totally shielded on it on daily basis And it's like the first time I've seen like real life and real suffering.
And I was thinking, why are we trying to improve the parser?
Or deal with some trivialities when we have capacity
to really make a change.
And it was really challenging to me because on one hand,
you know, I have my graduate students really want
to do their papers and their work. And they want to continue to do what they were doing, which was great. And then it
was me who really kind of re-valuated what is the importance and also at that point because I had
to take some break. I look back into like my years in, and I was thinking, you know, like 10 years ago,
this was the biggest thing.
I don't know, topic models.
We have millions of papers on topic models and variation of topic models, and I was
sort of like irrelevant.
And you start looking at this, you know, what do you perceive as important a different
point of time and how it fades over time.
And since we have a limited time,
all of us have limited time on us,
it's really important to prioritize things that really matter to you,
maybe matter to you at that particular point,
but it's important to take some time and understand what matters to you,
which may not necessarily be the same understand what matters to you, which may not necessarily
be the same as what matters to the rest of your scientific community and pursue that vision.
So, though that moment, did it make you cognizant?
You mentioned suffering of just the general amount of suffering in the world.
Is that what you're referring to?
So, as opposed to topic models and specific
detailed problems in NLP, did you start to think about other people who have been diagnosed with
cancer? Is that the way you saw the start to see the world perhaps? Oh, absolutely. And it
actually creates because like for instance, you know, the spots of the treatment where you need
to go to the hospital every day and you see, you know, there is parts of the treatment where you need to go to the hospital every day.
And you see, you know, the community of pupils that you see and many of them are much worse than I was at a time.
And you're always sad and see it all.
And people who are happy as some day just because they feel better.
And for people who are in our normal reality,
you take it totally for granted that you feel well,
that if you decide to go running, you can go running.
And you can, you know, you're pretty much free to do whatever
you want with your body.
Like I saw like a community, my community became those people.
And I remember one of my friends,
Dina Katavi took me to Prudential,
to buy my gift for my birthday.
And it was like the first time in months,
I said I went to kind of to see other people.
And I was like, wow, first of all,
these people, they're happy and they're laughing.
And they're very different from this other my people.
And second of all, I think it's totally crazy.
They're like laughing and wasting their money
on some stupid gifts.
And they may die.
They already may have cancer.
And they don't understand it.
So you can really see how the mind
changes that you can see.
And before that, you can, as you know,
that you're going to die, of course, I knew.
But it was a kind of a theoretical notion.
It wasn't something which was concrete.
And at that point when you really see it and see how little means sometimes the system has to harm them,
you really feel that we need to take a lot of our brilliance that we have here at MIT and translated it into something useful. Yeah, and useful couldn't have a lot of definitions, but of course alleviating,
suffering alleviating, trying to cure cancer is a beautiful mission. So I, of course,
know the theoretically the notion of cancer, but just reading more and more about it's 1.7 million new cancer cases in the United States every year,
600,000 cancer related deaths every year.
So this has a huge impact.
United States globally.
When broadly before we talk about how machine learning, how MIT can help, when do you think we as a civilization will cure cancer?
How hard of a problem is it from everything you've learned from it recently?
I cannot really assess it.
What I do believe will happen with the advancement in machine learnings
that a lot of types of cancer will be able to predict way early and more effectively utilize existing treatments.
I think I hope at least that with all the advancements in AI and drug discovery,
we would be able to much faster find relevant molecules.
What I'm not sure about is how long it will take the medical establishment
and regulatory bodies to kind of catch up and to implement it. And I think this is a very
big piece of puzzle that is currently not addressed.
That's a really interesting question. So first, a small detail that I think the answer is yes, but is cancer one of one of the diseases
that when detected earlier that's a significantly improves the outcomes?
So like because we will talk about there's the cure and then there is detection and I think
one machine learning can really help as earlier detection. So detection help?
And I think one machine learning can really help as early detection. So detection help?
Detection is crucial.
For instance, the vast majority of pancreatic cancer patients are detected at the stage that they are incurable.
That's why they have such a terrible survival rate.
It's like just a few percent over five years.
It's pretty much today, the sentence.
But if you can discover this disease early,
there are mechanisms to treat it.
And in fact, there are a number of people who were diagnosed
and saved just because they had food poisoning.
They had terrible food poisoning.
They went to the yard and they go scan their
early science on the scan and that would save their lives. But this wasn't really a accidental case.
So as we become better, we would be able to help to many more people that are likely to develop
diseases. And I just want to say that as I got more into this field, I realized that, you know, that are likely to develop diseases. And I just want to say that as I got more into this field,
I realized that, you know,
cancer is of course terrible disease,
but they're really the whole slew of terrible diseases
out there, like neurodegenerative diseases and others.
So we, of course, a lot of us have
excited on cancer just because it's so prevalent in our society
and you see these people, but there are a lot of patients with neurodegenerative diseases and the kind of aging diseases
that we still don't have a good solution for. And we, you know, and I felt as a computer scientist,
we kind of decided that it's other people's job to treat these diseases,
because it's like traditionally people in biology or in chemistry or MDs, are the ones who are thinking about it.
And after kind of start paying attention, I think that it's really a wrong assumption
and we all need to enjoy the bottle.
So how it seems like in cancer specifically,
that there's a lot of ways that machine learning can help.
So what's the role of machine learning in the diagnosis of cancer?
So for many cancers today, we really don't know what is your likelihood to get cancer.
And for the vast majority of patients, especially on the young patients, it really comes as a surprise.
For instance, for breast cancer, 80% of the patients are first in their families, it's like me.
And I never thought that I had any increased risk because nobody had it in my family
and for some reason in my head, it was kind of an inherited disease.
But even if I would pay attention, the models that currently,
this is very simplistic statistical models that are currently used at an clinical practice
really don't give you an answer, so you don't know. And the same trofe of pancreatic cancer,
the same trofe of non-smoking lung cancer and many others. So what machine learning can do here is utilize all these data to tell us
Ellie, who is likely to be susceptible
and using all the information that is already there,
be it imaging, be it your other tests,
and eventually liquid biopsis and others,
where the signal itself is known sufficiently strong for human
eye to do a good discrimination because the signal may be weak.
But by combining many sources, a machine which is trained on large volumes of data can
really detect it early and that what we've seen with breast cancer and people are reporting
it in other diseases as well.
That really boils down to data, right?
And in the different kinds of sources of data.
And you mentioned regulatory challenges.
So what are the challenges in gathering large data sets
in the space?
Again, another great question.
So it took me after I decided that I
want to walk on it two years to get access to data.
And you did, like any significant amount.
Like right now in this country, there is no publicly available data set of modern mammograms
that you can just go on your computer, sign a document and get it.
It just doesn't exist.
I mean, obviously every hospital has its own collection of mammograms.
There are data that came out of clinical trials.
What we were talking about here is a computer scientist who just want to run, he's a her
model and see how it works.
This data, like ImageNet, doesn't exist.
And there is a set, which is called Flory the Data Set,
which is a film, a mammogram from 90s,
which is totally not representative of the current developments,
whatever you're learning on them doesn't scale up.
This is the only resource that is available.
And today, there are many agencies that govern access to data,
like the hospital holds your data,
and the hospital decides whether they would give it to the researcher to work with this
data.
I mean, the visual hospital, yeah, I mean, the hospital may, you know, assume is that you're
doing research collaboration, you can submit, you know, there is a proper approval process
guided by our B and you, if you go through all the processes, you can eventually get access
to the data. But if you yourself know our AI community, there are not that many people who
actually ever got access to data because it's a very challenging process. And sorry, just
in the quick comment, MGH or any kind of hospital, are they scanning the data?
Are they digitally storing it?
Oh, it is already digitally stored.
You don't need to do any extra processing steps.
It's already there in the right format.
It is that right now there are a lot of issues that
govern access to the data because the hospital is legally
responsible for the data.
And they have a lot to lose if they give the data to the wrong person, but they
may not have a lot to gain if they give it as a hospital, as a legal entity, as giving it to you.
And the way, you know, what I would mention happening in the future is the same thing that happens when you're getting your driving license.
You can decide whether you want to donate your organs. You can imagine that whenever a person
goes to the hospital, it should be easy for them to donate their data for research, and it can be
different kind of, do they only give you a test result, only imaging data or the whole medical record.
imaging data or the whole medical record. Because at the end, we all will benefit from all this insight.
And it's only going to say, I want to keep my data private, but I would really love to get
it from other people because other people are thinking the same way.
So if there is a mechanism to do this donation and the patient has an ability to say how they want to use their
data for research.
It will be really a game changer.
People when they think about this problem, it depends on the population, it depends on
the demographics, but there's some privacy concerns.
Generally, not just medical data, it's just any kind of data.
It's what you said, my data, it should belong kind of to me.
I'm worried how it's going to be misused.
How do we alleviate those concerns?
Because that seems like a problem that
needs to be that problem of trust, of transparency,
needs to be solved before we build large data sets that
help detect cancer, help save those very people in their inner feature.
So seeing there are two things that could be done.
There is a technical solutions and there are societal solutions.
So on the technical end,
we today have ability to improve this inviguation,
like for instance, for imaging, you can do it pretty well.
What's disambiguation?
And removing the identification, removing the names of the people. There are other data like if it
isn't raw text, you cannot really achieve 99.9%.
But there are all these techniques that actually some of them are developed at MIT,
how you can do learning on the encoded data,
where you locally encode the image,
you train on network,
which only works on encoded images.
And then you send the outcome back to the hospital,
and you can open it up.
So those are the technical solutions. There are a lot of people who are walking in this space where the landing happens
in the encoded form. We are still early. But this is an interesting research area where I think
we'll make more progress. There is a lot of work in natural language processing community, how to do the identification
better.
But even today, there are already a lot of data, which can be identified perfectly, like
your test data, for instance, correct, where you can just, you know, the name of the patient,
you just want to extract the part with the numbers.
The big problem here is again, hospitals don't see much incentive to give this
data away on one hand and then there is general concern. Now when I'm talking about societal
benefits and about the education, the public needs to understand that I think that there is a situation and I still remember myself when I really needed
an answer. I had to make a choice. There was no information to make a choice. You're just guessing.
At that moment you feel that your life is at the stake, but you just don't have information
to make the choice. Many times when I give talks, I get emails from women who say,
you know, I'm in this situation, can you please run statistic and see what are the outcomes?
We get almost every week a mammogram that comes by mail to my office at MIT. I'm serious.
That people ask to run because they need to make, you know, life-changing decisions.
And of course, you know, I'm not planning to open a clinic here, but we do run,
and give them the results for their doctors. But the point that I'm trying to make,
that we, all at some point or all loved ones, will be in the situation where you need information
to make the best choice.
And if this information is not available, you would feel vulnerable and unprotected.
And then the question is, you know, what do I care more because at the end, everything
is a trade-off, correct?
Yeah, exactly.
Just out of curiosity.
It seems like one possible solution, I'd like to see what you think of it
Based on what you just said based on wanting to know answers for when you're in your self-in-the-situation Is it possible for patients to own their data as opposed to the hospitals owning their data?
Of course theoretically, I guess patients own their data, but can you walk out there with a USB stick
containing everything or uploaded
to the cloud where a company, you know, I remember Microsoft had a service like I tried, I was
really excited about and Google Health was there. I tried to give, I was excited about it. Basically
companies helping you upload your data to the cloud so that you can move from hospital to hospital
from doctor to doctor. Do you see a promise of that kind of possibility?
I absolutely think this is, you know, the right way to exchange the data. I don't know
now who is the biggest player in this field, but I can clearly see that even for,
even for totally selfish health reasons, when you going to a new facility and many of us
ascend to some specialized treatment, they don't easily have access to your data. And today,
you know, we would want to send a smamogram need to go to their hospital, find some small office,
which gives them that CD and they ship as a CD. So you can imagine we're looking at the kind of decades old mechanism of data exchange.
So I definitely think this is in the area where hopefully all the right
regulatory and technical forces will align and we will see it actually implemented.
It's sad because
unfortunately, and I need to research why that happened, but I'm pretty sure Google health and Microsoft health vault or whatever it's called both close down
Which means that there was either regulatory pressure or there's not a business case or there's challenges from hospitals
Which is very disappointing. So when you say you don't know what the biggest players are
The two biggest that I was aware of close their doors.
So I'm hoping I'd love to see why and I'd love to see who else can come up.
It seems like one of those Elon Musk style problems that are obvious needs to be solved
and somebody needs to step up and actually do this large scale data collection.
I know that it's an initiative in Massachusetts, the thing that you led by the governor, to try
to create this kind of health exchange system, at least to help people who are kind of when
you show up in emergency room and there is no information about what are your allergies
and other things.
So I don't know how far it will go, But another thing that you said, and I'm finding it very interesting, is actually who are
the successful players in this space and the whole implementation?
How does it go?
To me, it is from the anthropological perspective.
It's more fascinating that AI that today goes in healthcare.
You know, we've seen so many, you so many attempts and so very little successes.
And it's interesting to understand that I have by no means have no leads to assess why
we are in the position where we are.
Yeah, it's interesting because data is really fuel for a lot of successful applications, and when that data requires regulatory approval,
like the FDA or any kind of approval, it seems that the computer scientists are not quite there
yet in being able to play the regulatory game, understanding the fundamentals of it.
I think that in many cases when even people do have data, we still don't know what exactly do you need
to demonstrate, to change the standard of care.
Well, like, let me give you an example related to my breast cancer research.
So in traditional breast cancer risk assessment, there is something called density, which determines the likelihood of a woman to get cancer.
And this is pretty much how much white
do you see on the mammogram, the white it is,
the more likely the tissue is dense.
And the idea behind density,
it's not a bad idea, in 1967,
an aerodrologist called Wolf decided to look back at women who were diagnosed
and see what is special in their images.
Can we look back and say that they're likely to develop?
So he come up with some patterns.
It was the best that his human eye can identify, then it was kind of formalized and coded
into four categories and that what we are using today. And today, this density assessment is actually a federal law
from 2019, they are approved by President Trump
and for the previous FDA commissioner, where women are supposed
to be advised by their providers if they have high density,
putting them into high risk category.
And in some states, you can actually get supplementary screening paid by your insurance because
you're in this category.
Now, you can say, how much signs do we have behind it?
Whatever, biological science or epidemiological evidence.
So it turns out that between 40 and 50 percent of women have dense breast. So about 40 percent of patients are coming out of their screening and somebody tells them
you are in high risk.
Now what exactly does it mean if you as half of the population in high risk, it's from
say maybe I'm not, you know, or what do I really need to do with it?
Because the system doesn't provide me a lot of the solutions because there
are so many people like me, we cannot really provide very expensive solutions for them.
And the reason this whole density became this big deal, it's actually advocated by the
patients who felt very unprotected because many women went to the mammograms which were
normal and then it turns out that they already had cancer,
quite developed cancer.
So they didn't have a way to know who is really at risk.
And what is the likelihood that when the doctor tells you,
you're okay, you are not okay.
So at the time, and it was 15 years ago,
this maybe was the best piece of science that we had.
And it took quite 15, 16 years to make it federal law.
But now this is a standard.
Now with a deep learning model, we can so much more accurately
predict who is going to develop breast cancer,
just because you're trained on a logical thing.
And instead of describing how much white and what kind of white
machine can systematically
identify the patterns, which was a regional idea behind the sort of the radiologist
machine is can do it much more systematically and predict the risk when you're training
the machine to look at the image and to say the risk in one, two, five years.
Now you can ask me, how long it will take to substitute this density, which is broadly used across the country,
and really it's not helping to bring this new models.
And I would say it's not a matter of the algorithm.
Algorithms already orders of magnitude better
that what is currently in practice.
I think it's really the question,
who do you need to convince?
How many hospitals do you need to run the experiment?
What, you know, all this mechanism of adoption, you need to convince how many hospitals do you need to run the experiment?
What, you know, all this mechanism of adoption and how do you explain to patients and to
women across the country that this is really a better measure?
And again, I don't think it's an AI question.
We can walk more and make the algorithm even better, but I don't think that this is the current
barrier. The barrier is really this other piece that for some reason is not really explored.
It's like anthropological piece. And coming back to a question about books, there is a
book that I am reading. It's called American Sickness by Elizabeth Strosenthal.
And I go this book from my clinical collaborator,
Dr. Kony-Lemon.
And I should know everything that I need to know
about American health system,
but you know, every page doesn't fail to surprise me.
And I think that it is a lot of interesting
and really deep lessons for people like us,
from computer science who are coming into this field
to really understand how complex is the system of incentives in the system to understand how you really need to play to drive an option.
You just said it's complex, but if we're trying to simplify it, who do you think most likely would be successful if we push on this group of people?
Is it the doctors? Is it the hospitals? Is it the governments of policymakers? Is it the individual
patients, consumers who needs to be inspired to most likely lead to adoption? Or is there no
simple answer? There's no simple answer, but I think there is a lot of good people in medical system who do want,
to make a change. I think a lot of power will come from us as a consumer, because we all are
consumers of future consumers, of healthcare services. I think we can do so much more
in explaining the potential and not in the hype terms
and not saying that we now killed Alzheimer.
And I'm really sick of reading these kind of articles
which make these claims.
We're really to show, with some examples,
what this implementation does and how it changes the care.
Because I can't imagine it doesn't matter what kind of petition it is, you know, we're all
susceptible to these diseases.
There is no one who is free.
And eventually, you know, we all are humans and we are looking for way to alleviate the
suffering.
And this is one possible way where we currently
underutilizing which I think can help.
So it sounds like the biggest problems
are outside of AI in terms of the biggest impact
at this point.
But are there any open problems in the application of ML
to oncology in general, so improving the detection
or any other creative methods, whether it's on
the detection segmentations of the vision perception side or some other clever inference.
Yeah, what in general in you or the open problems in the space?
Yeah, I just want to mention that beside detection, another area when I am kind of quite active
and I think it's really an increasingly important area in
healthcare is drug design. Because, you know, it's fine if you detect something
early, but you still need to get drugs and new drugs for these conditions. And today,
all of the drug design, ML is nonexistent there.
We don't have any drug that was developed
by the ML model or even not developed,
but at least even you, that ML model
plays some significant role.
I think this area was all the new ability
to generate molecules with desired properties
to do in silica screening is really a big open area.
It to be totally honest with you know when we are doing diagnostics and imaging primarily taking the ideas that were developed for other areas and you are applying them with some adaptation.
The area of you know drag design is really technically interesting and exciting area.
You need to work a lot with graphs and capture various 3D properties.
There are lots and lots of opportunities to be technically creative.
And I think there are a lot of open questions in this area.
You know, we're already getting a lot of successes,
even with the first generation of this models.
But there is much more new creative things that you can do.
And what's very nice to see is actually the more powerful,
and more interesting models actually do do better.
So there is a place to innovate
in machine learning in this area.
And some of these techniques are really unique too.
Let's say to graph generation and other things.
So what just to interrupt really quick,
I'm sorry, graph generation or graphs,
this drug discovery in general.
What's, how do you discover a drug?
Is this chemistry, is this trying to predict different chemical reactions?
Or is it some kind of, what are graphs even represented in this piece?
Oh, sorry.
And what's a drug?
Okay, so let's say you think that there are many different types of drugs, but let's say you're
going to talk about small molecules because I think today the majority of drugs are small
molecules.
So small molecule is a graph, the molecule is just where the node in the graph is an atom
and then you have the bond.
So it's really a graph representation if you're looking at it in 2D, correct?
You can do it 3D, but let's say we're let's keep it simple and stick in 2D.
So pretty much my understanding today
how it is done a scale in the companies
you're without machine learning.
You have high throughput screening.
So you know that you are interested to get
certain biological activity of the compound.
So you scan a lot of compounds, like maybe hundreds of thousands, some really big number of compounds, you identify
some compounds which have the right activity. And then at this point, you know, the chemist
come and they are trying to now to optimize this original heat to different properties that you
want it to be, maybe solubil, you want You want to decrease toxicity you want to decrease the side effects
Are those say again to drop or can I be done in simulation or just by looking at the molecules or do you need to actually run reactions and real
Labs who lab so so there is so when you do high-stroke screening you really do
Screening it's in the lab. It's really the lab screening.
You screen the molecules, correct? I don't know what screening is. The screening is just
check them for certain property. Like in the physical space, in the physical world, like actually,
there's a machine probably that's doing some, that actually running the reaction.
Actually running the reactions, yeah. So there is a process where you can run and it's where it's
called high-stroke, but you know, it becomes cheaper and faster to do it on a very big number of molecules.
You run this screening, you identify potential good starts,
and then where the chemists come in who have done it many times,
and then they can try to look at it and say how can it change the molecule to get the desired profile in terms of all other properties. So maybe how
do I make it more bioactive and so on. And there, the creativity of the chemist really
is the one that determines the success of this design because again, they have a lot of domain knowledge of what works,
how do you decrease the CCD and so on, and that's what they do.
So all the drugs, currently, FDA approved the drugs, and drugs that are in clinical trials,
they are designed using these domain experts, which goes through this combinatorial space of molecules
and graphs and whatever, and find the right one, or adjust it to be the right ones.
Sounds like the breast density heuristic from 67, the same echoes.
It's not necessarily that.
It's really driven by deep understanding.
It's not like they just observed it.
I mean, they do deeply understand chemistry
and they do understand how different groups
and how does it change the properties.
So there is a lot of science that gets into it
and a lot of kind of simulation,
how do you want it to behave?
It's very, very complex.
So they're quite effective at this design, obviously.
Now, effective, yeah, we have
drugs. Like, depending on how do you measure effective, if you measure it's in terms of
cost, it's prohibitive. If you measure it in terms of time, you know, we have lots of
diseases for which we don't have any drugs and we don't even know how to approach and don't need
to mention view drugs or near degenerative disease drugs that fail, you fail. So there are lots of trials of fail in later stages,
which has really cut a straffick from the financial perspective.
So is it the most effective mechanism?
Absolutely no, but this is the only one that currently works.
And I was closely interacting with people in pharmaceutical industry.
I was really fascinating on how sharp and what a deep understanding of the domain do they
have.
It's not observation driven.
There is really a lot of science behind what they do.
But if you ask me can machine learning change it, I firmly believe yes, because even the
most experienced chemists cannot, chemist cannot hold in their memory
and understanding everything that you can learn from millions of molecules and reactions.
And the space of graphs is a totally new space.
I mean, it's a really interesting space for machine learning to explore graph generation.
Yeah, so there's a lot of things that you can do here. So we do a lot of work.
So the first tool that we started with was the tool that can predict properties of the
molecules.
So you can just give the molecule molecule and the property.
It can be by activity property or it can be some other property.
And you train the molecules and you can now take a new molecule and predict
this property. Now, when people started working in this area, it is something very simple,
the kind of existing, you know, fingerprints, which is kind of handcrafted features of the
molecule. When you break the graph to substructures, and then you run, I don't know, a feed-forward
neural network. And it was interesting to see that clearly,
this was not the most effective way to proceed.
And you need to have much more complex models
that can induce a representation, which can translate this
graph into the embeddings and do these predictions.
So this is one direction, another direction, which
is kind of related, is not only to stop
by looking at
the embedding itself, but actually modify it to produce better molecules.
So you can think about it as machine translation that you can start with a molecule and then
there is an improved version of molecule and you can again, within code, translate it
into the hidden space and then learn how to modify it to improve the in some ways, version of the molecules. So that's, it's kind of really exciting. We already
have seen that the property prediction works pretty well and now we are
generating molecules and there is actually labs which are manufacturing this
molecule. So we'll see where it will get us. Okay, that's really exciting. There's a lot of problems.
Speaking of machine translation and embeddings,
I think you do, you have done a lot of really great research in NLP, natural
English processing. Can you tell me your journey through NLP, what ideas,
problems, approaches, where you are working on, where you
fascinated with, did you explore before this magic of deep learning reemerged and after.
So when I started for my working at L.P. it was in 97.
This is a very interesting time.
It was exactly the time that I came to ACL.
And the dynamic would barely understand English, but it was exactly like the transition point.
Because half of the papers were really, you know, rule-based approaches where people took
more kind of heavy linguistic approaches for small domains and tried to build up from
there.
And then there were the first generation of papers, which were corpus-based papers.
And they were very simple in our terms when you collect some statistics and do prediction based on them. But I found it really fascinating that one community
can think so very differently about the problem. I remember my first paper that I wrote,
it didn't have a single formula, it didn't have evaluation, it just had examples of outputs.
And this was a standard of the field at a time in some ways.
I mean, people maybe just started emphasizing the empirical evaluation, but for many applications
like summarization, you just show some examples of outputs.
And then increasingly you can see that how the statistical approach is dominated the field.
And we've seen increased performance across many basic tasks.
The set part of the story may be that if you look again through this journey,
we see that the role of linguistics in some ways greatly diminishes.
And I think that you really need
to look through the whole proceeding to find one or two papers which makes some interesting
linguistic references. Today, today, today, this was definitely.
So, the things that seem to act to treat is just even basically against our conversation
about human understanding of language, which I guess what linguists
do would be structured, representing language in a way that's human-explainable, understandable
is missing today.
I don't know if it is what is explainable and understandable.
At the end, we perform functions, and it's okay to have a machine which performs
a function. Like when you're thinking about your calculator, correct? Your calculator can
do calculation very different from you would do the calculation, but it's very effective
in it. And this is fine. If we can achieve certain tasks with high accuracy, it doesn't
necessarily mean that it has to understand understand the same way as we understand.
In some ways it's even the if to request because you have so many other sources of information
that are absent when you are training your system. So it's okay. It's a dilemma. I said,
I would tell you one application. It's really fascinating. In 1997 when I came to ACL,
there were some papers on machine translation. They were like primitive, like people were trying really, really simple.
And the feeling, my feeling was that, you know, to make real machine translation system,
it's like to fly in the moon and build a house there in the garden and live happily ever
after.
I mean, it's like impossible.
I never could imagine that within, you know, 10 years, we would already see the system working and now nobody
is even surprised to utilize the system on daily basis. So this was like a huge, huge progress,
things that people for a very long time tried to solve using other mechanisms and they were
unable to solve it. That's why I come back to a question about biology, that in linguistics people try
to go this way and try to write the syntactyries and try to abstract it and to find the right
representation. And, you know, they couldn't get very far with this understanding while
this models using, you know, other sources actually cable to make a lot of progress.
Now, I'm not naive to think that we are in this paradigm space in NLP and shows you know
that when we slightly change the domain and when we decrease the amount of training, it can do
like really bizarre and funny thing, but I think it's just a matter of improving generalization
capacity, which is just a technical question.
Wow.
So that's the question.
How much of language understanding can be solved with deep neural networks?
In your intuition, I mean, it's unknown, I suppose.
But as we start to creep towards romantic notions of the spirit of the
touring test and conversation and dialogue and something that maybe to me
or to us silly humans feels like it needs real understanding how much can
I be achieved with these new networks or statistical methods?
So I guess I am very much driven by the outcomes
and we achieve the performance,
which would be satisfactory for us for different tasks.
Now, if you again look at machine transition system,
which are trained on large amounts of data,
they really can do a remarkable job
relatively to where they've been a few years ago.
And if you project into the future,
if it will be the same speed of improvement,
you know, this is great.
Now does it bother me that it's not doing the same translation
as we are doing?
Now if you go to cognitive science,
we still don't really understand what we are doing
I mean there are a lot of theories and obviously a lot of progress and styling but our understanding what exactly goes on
You know in our brains when we process language is still not crystal clear and precise that we can
translate it into
machines what does bother me is that
translated into machines. What does bother me is that, again, that machines can be extremely brittle when you go out of
your comfort zone of that, when there is a distributional shift between training and testing.
And it has been years and years, every year when a teacher not pick class, show them some
examples of translation from some newspaper in Hebrew, the way it was perfect. Then I have a recipe that, to me,
a callous system sent me a while ago,
and it was written in the finish of Kareli and Pais.
And it's just a terrible translation.
You cannot understand anything what it does.
It's like something, tactic mistakes.
It's just terrible.
In the year after year, I tried and I'm
going to translate it in the end after year.
It does a terrible walk because I guess, you know, the recipes are not big bad of the
training referred to are.
So but in terms of outcomes, that's a really clean good way to look at it.
I guess the question I was asking is, do you think the imaginative future, do you think the current approaches can pass the touring test in the way, in the best possible
formulation of the touring test, which is, would you want to have a conversation within
your own network for an hour?
Oh, God, no.
No, there are not that many people that I would want to find out.
But there are some people in this world alive or not that you would like to talk to for an hour,
could a neural network achieve that outcome?
So I think it would be really hard to create a successful training set
which would enable it to have a conversation for an actual conversation for an hour.
We think it's a problem of data perhaps.
I think in some ways it's not a problem.
It's a problem both of data and the problem of the way we're training our systems,
their ability to truly do generalize to be very compositional in some ways it limited,
you know, in the current capacity at least.
You know, we can translate well, we can find information well, we can extract information.
So there are many capacities in which it's doing very well.
And you can ask me, would you trust the machine to translate for your newsletter as a source?
I would say absolutely, especially if we are talking about newspaper data or other data,
which is in the realm of its own training set. I would say yes,
but having conversations with the machine, it's no some things that I would choose to do. But I would tell you something, talking about Turing tests and about all these kinds of Eliza
conversations. I remember visiting Tencent in China and they have this chat board and they
claim that it is
like really humongous amount of the local population which like for hours talks to the chat board.
To me it was, I cannot believe it, but apparently it's like documented that there are some people who
enjoy this conversation. And you know, it brought to me another MIT story about Eliza and
Wazimbaum. I don't know if you familiar with the story.
So Waysimbao was a professor at MIT.
And when he developed this Eliza, which
was just doing string matching, very trivial,
like restating of what you said, with very few roles,
no syntax.
Apparently, there was secretary at MIT
that would sit for hours and converse with this trivial thing.
And at the time, there was no beautiful interfaces,
so you actually need to go through the pain of communicating.
And with Embao himself who's so horrified
by this phenomena that people can believe enough to the machine,
you just need to give them the hint that machine understands you
and you can complete the rest, that he kind of stopped this research
and went into kind of trying to understand what
these artificial intelligence can do to our brains. So my point is, you know, how much,
it's not how good is the technology, it's how ready we are to believe, that it delivers the good
that we are trying to get. That's a really beautiful way to put it. I, by the way, am not horrified by that possibility, but inspired by it because, I mean,
human connection, whether it's through language or through love, it seems like it's very
amenable to machine learning.
And the rest is just the challenges of psychology.
Like you said, the secretaries who enjoy spending hours, I would say I would describe most of our lives
as enjoying spending hours with those we love for very silly reasons. All we're doing is keyword
matching as well. So I'm not sure how much intelligence we exhibit to each other and where the people will love that we're close with.
So it's a very interesting point
of what it means to pass the touring test,
with language, I think you're right.
In terms of conversation,
I think machine translation has very clear performance
and improvement, right?
What it means to have a fulfilling conversation is very, very
person dependent and context dependent and so on. That's, yeah, it's very well put. So,
but in your view, what's a benchmark in natural language, a test? That's just out of reach
right now, but we might be able to, that's exciting. Is it in machine, isn't perfecting machine translation or is there other, is it summarization? What's
out there just that? It goes across specific application. It's more about the
ability to learn from few examples for real. What we call future planning and
all these cases. Because you know, the way we publish this paper today, we say if
we have like naively, we get 55, but now we had this paper today, we say if we have, like, naively,
we get 55, but now we had a few examples and we can move to 65.
None of this method is actually realistically doing anything useful.
You cannot use them today.
And there are ability to be able to generalize and to move, or to be autonomous in finding the
data that you need to learn, to be able to perfect new task,
new language.
This is an area where I think we really need to move forward
to.
And we are not yet there.
Are you at all excited, curious, by the possibility of
creating human-level intelligence?
Is this because you've been very in your discussion, so if we're looking at ecology, you're trying to
use machine learning to help the world in terms of alleviating suffering. If you look at natural
English processing, you're focused on the outcomes of improving practical things like machine
translation. But you know, human-level intelligence is the thing that our civilization is dreaming about creating
super human level intelligence. Do you think about this? Do you think it's at all within our reach?
As you said to yourself earlier, talking about how do you perceive our communications with each other, that we are matching key
words and certain behaviors and so on.
And the end, whenever one assesses, let's say, relations with another person, you have
a separate kind of measurements and outcomes inside your head, that determine what is
the status of the relation.
So one way, this is classical dilemma, what is the status of the relation. So one way, this is classical dilemma,
what is the intelligence?
Is it the fact that now we are going
to do the same way as human is doing
when we don't even understand what the human is doing?
Or we now have an ability to deliver this out,
but not in one area, not in the other area,
not just to translate or just answer questions,
but across many, many areas,
so that we can achieve the functionalities that
humans can achieve with their ability to learn and do other things.
I think this is, and this we can actually measure how far we are, and that's what makes
me excited, that we, you know, in my lifetime, at least so far, what we've seen is that
tremendous progress across these different functionalities.
And I think it will be really exciting to see where we will be.
And again, one way to think about these machines which are improving their functionality,
another one is to think about us with our brains, which are imperfect, how they can be accelerated by this technology
as it becomes stronger and stronger. Coming back to another book that I love Flowers for
Algernon, have you read this book? So there is a point that the patient gets this miracle
cure which changes his brain and, over the sudden,
they see life in a different way and can do certain things better,
but certain things much worse.
So you can imagine this kind of computer-agmented cognition
where it can bring you that now, in the same way as the cars
enable us to get to places where
we've never been before.
Can we think differently?
Can we think faster?
And we already see a lot of it happening in how it impacts us, but I think we have a
long way to go there.
So that's artificial intelligence and technology affecting our augmenting our intelligence,
the humans. Yesterday, a company called Neuralink announced they did this whole demonstration.
I don't know if you saw it. It's the demonstrated brain, computer, brain machine interface,
where there's like a sewing machine for the brain. Do you, you know, a lot of that is quite
out there in terms of things that some people would say are impossible, but they're dreamers
and want to engineer systems like that. Do you see, based on what you just said, I hope
for that, more direct interaction with the brain?
I think the different ways one is a direct interaction with the brain. I think there are different ways. One is a direct interaction with the brain
and again there are lots of companies that walk in this space and I think there will be a lot of
developments. When I'm just thinking that many times we are not aware of our feelings,
so motivation will drive us. Let me give you a trivial example, our attention.
There are a lot of studies that demonstrate that it takes a while to a person to
understand that they are not attentive anymore. And we know that there are people who really have
strong capacity to hold attention. There are another end of the spectrum people with ADD and other
issues that they have a problem to regulate their attention. Imagine to yourself that you have
like a cognitive aid that just alerts you based on your gaze. that your attention is now not on what you are doing
and it's sort of writing a paper, you're now dreaming of what you're going to do in the evening. So
even this kind of simple measurement thing, how they can change us and I see it in a simple
way with myself. I have my zone up from that I go to an MIT gym, it kind of records, you know, how much
did you run, and you have some points, and you can get some status whatever.
There you go.
I said, what is this ridiculous thing?
Who will ever care about some status in some arm?
Guess what?
So to maintain the status, you have to set a number of points every month.
And not only is it a dude every single month for the last 18 months,
it went to the point that I was injured. And when I could run again, I, in two days, I did
like some humongous amount of running just to complete the point. It was like really not safe.
It's like, I'm not going to lose my status because I want
to get there. So you can already see that this direct measurement and the feedback is, you know,
we're looking at video games and see why, you know, the addiction aspect of it, but you can imagine
that the same idea can be expanded to many other areas of our life when we really can get feedback
and imagine in your case in relations, when
we are doing keyword matching, imagine that the person who is generating the keywords,
that person gets direct feedback before the whole thing explodes, is it maybe at this
hip point, we are going in the wrong direction, maybe it will be really behavior modifying
moment. So yeah, it's a
relationship management too. So yeah, that's a fascinating whole area of
psychology actually as well of seeing how our behavior has changed with basically
all human relations now have other non-human entities helping us out. So you've, uh, you teach a large, a huge machine learning course here at MIT.
I can ask you a million questions, but you've seen a lot of students.
What ideas do students struggle with the most as they first enter this world of machine learning?
Actually, this year was the first time I started teaching a small
machine learning class. It came as a result of what I saw in my big machine learning class
at Tommy Akland, I built maybe six years ago. What we've seen that as this area become more
and more popular, more and more people at MIT want to take this class. And while we designed it for computer science majors,
there were a lot of people who really
are interested to learn it.
But unfortunately, their background was not
enabling them to do well in the class.
And many of them associated machine learning
with the world's struggle and failure,
primarily for known majors.
And that's why we we started a new class,
which we call machine learning from algorithms to modeling,
which emphasizes more the modeling aspects of it and focuses on,
it has majors and known majors.
So we kind of try to extract the relevant parts and make it more accessible,
because the fact that we're teaching 20 classifiers
in standard machine learning class,
it's really a big question, do really needed.
But it was interesting to see this from first generation
of students, when they came back from their internships
and from their jobs, what different,
and exciting things they can do,
that I would never be things you can
even apply machine learning to. Some of them are like matching, you know, the relations
and other things like that. Everything is the matter of the machine learning. You know,
that actually brings up an interesting point of computer science in general. It almost
seems, maybe I'm crazy, but it almost seems like everybody needs to learn how to
program these days.
If you're 20 years old or you're starting school, even if you're an English major, it seems
like programming unlocks so much possibility in this world.
So when you interact with those non-majors, is there skills that they were simply lacking
at the time that you wish they had and that they learned in high school and so on?
Like how will it, how should education change in this computerized world that we live
in?
It seemed because they knew that there is a Python component in the class.
You know, the Python skills were okay and the classes don't really have your own programming.
They primarily kind of add parts to the programs.
I think it was more of their mathematical barriers.
And the class, against with a design on the majors,
was using the notation like big old for complexity
and others, people who come from different backgrounds,
just don't have it in the lexical.
So necessarily very challenging notion, but they were just not aware. So I think that you know kind of
linear algebra and probability, the basics that calculus, multivariate calculus, things that can help.
What advice would you give to students interested in machine learning, interested?
students interested in machine learning, interested. You've talked about detecting curing cancer, drug design.
If they want to get into that field, what should they do?
Get into it and succeed as researchers and entrepreneurs.
The first good piece of news is that right now, there
are lots of resources that are created
at different levels and you can find online or in the old school classes which are more
mathematical, more applied and so on.
So you can find a kind of a preacher which breaches your own language where you can enter
the field and you can make many different types of contribution, depending on what is your strengths.
And the second point, I think it's really important
to find some area which you really care about,
and it can motivate your learning,
and it can be for somebody curing cancer,
or doing self-driving cars, or whatever,
but to find an area where there is data where you believe there are strong patterns and we should be doing it and we're still not doing it or you can do it better and just start there and see where it can bring you.
So you've been very successful in many directions in life, but you also mentioned flowers of Argonon.
And I think I've read or listened to you mentioned somewhere that researchers often get
lost in the details of their work.
This is per our original discussion with Cancer and so on.
And don't look at the bigger picture, bigger questions of meaning and so on.
So let me ask you the impossible question of what's the meaning of this thing,
of life, of your life, of research. Why do you think we descendant of great apes are here on this
spinning ball? You know, I don't think that I have really a global answer.
You know, maybe that's why I didn't go to humanities.
I didn't think about it in these classes in my undergrad.
But the way I am thinking about it,
each one of us inside of them have their own set of, you know, things that we believe are important.
And it just happens that we are busy with achieving various goals, busy listening to others
and to kind of try to conform and to be part of the crowd, that we don't listen to that part.
And, you know, we all should find some time to understand what is our own individual
missions. And we may have very different missions. And to make sure that while we are running
10,000 things, we are not, you know, missing out and putting all the resources to satisfy our own mission. And if I look over my time, when I was younger,
most of these missions, I was primarily driven by the external stimulus, to achieve this,
to be that. And now, a lot of what I do is driven by really thinking what is important for me to achieve
independently of the external recognition.
And I don't mind to be viewed in certain ways.
The most important thing for me is to be true to myself to what I think is right. How long did it take?
How hard was it to find the you, the earth, to be true to?
So it takes time, and even now sometimes, you know,
the vanity and the triviality you can take.
At MIT.
Yeah, it can everywhere.
It's just the vanity, atomity is different,
the vanity in different places,
but we'll have our piece of vanity.
But I think actually, for me,
the many times the place to get back to it
is when I'm alone and also when I read.
And I think by selecting the right books,
you can get the right questions
and learn from what you read.
So, but again, it's not perfect.
Like, Vanitya is not as dominant.
Well, that's a beautiful way to end.
Thank you so much for talking today.
That was fun. That was fun. you