Life Will Be the Death of Me with Chelsea Handler - Polyamory & Pronouns with Nico Tortorella & Bethany C. Meyers

Episode Date: December 30, 2021

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So I thought it would be a great opportunity for us all to get a little bit more edumacated. Today's guests are Nico Tortorella and Bethany C. Myers. Nico is an actor that you may recognize from The Walking Dead, World Beyond, Younger, and an upcoming indie drama called The Medeshin Family. and Bethany is the founder and CEO of the become project. You can follow her on Instagram at the B dot C O M E project, which is a body neutral movement and fitness program. So those are our guests today. And I would be very, very honored to introduce them. Hello, Bethany and Nico. Thank you guys for coming down to this podcast in New York city. No less.

Yes. Oh, I'm excited to have you. I've seen a couple of things that you guys have spoken about And I'm so excited to talk to you about your relationship and your careers. And in this time, I know that you must get sick and tired of having to explain your relationship to people who don't know. But, of course, it is so beneficial for our listeners to have a better understanding of what polyamory means, of what not identifying with a certain gender means, you know. So I know that you probably feel like an educative onus on your back, but I mean, it's great that you're willing to talk about it and kind of let people understand, have a better understanding of what that means. So let's talk, first of all, I know you just changed your pronouns, right? You identify as they, them, and you recently changed it to her, right? They, she.

They, she. Okay, sorry. They, she. And why did you change that? Yeah, so originally I always used she, her pronouns, you know, hadn't really known anything else. then like several years ago I started using they them pronouns really liked the way that it felt and I feel like this switch to they she is for many different reasons I think in part I was kind of tired of educating people and I think in my work that I do I really like to allow people a

space to be able to have conversation and have nuanced conversation and get things wrong without feeling really bad about it. And it started to feel like, you know, maybe somebody would use a she, her pronoun and then they would, Oh my God, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. And then I think also for me that felt really right. And I think like for both Nico and I are a relationship with gender is so fluid and in being fluid, it changes. Right. And so it kind of shifted for me. And I'm sure we'll talk more about this later, but we've been trying to start a family. I've been trying to get pregnant it has been a fucking annoying year there's so much that I learned that I feel like I should have already known we've been having a hard time and there's something that is like

really connecting me very specifically to the biology of my body right and like uterus and like there's a piece of kind of maybe I don't know if it's getting more in touch with that or connecting with that side that has allowed she her pronouns to also feel good along with they them pronouns yeah we're definitely a house of all pronouns are welcome at this point i think language fails us across the board you know well i think people are drawn to it you were saying you were drawn to the pronouns without using he or she to sexual identification right as a man or a woman born with those genes right you you were drawn to saying they or them for what reason Well, I think like they, them pronouns allowed me to feel like I was working outside of a box.

And I actually feel this way a lot about really gendering things. So like going outside of the queer conversation, I think that the emphasis that society places on gender really puts people into a very specific box. So like when you look at kids, like young girls, if they're girls, they need to like these things. They need to be a certain way. They can't be assertive. They can't be bossy, right? young boys if they're a boy then they can't be sensitive they can't cry they can't wear pink great and we like box people into these gender stereotypes and personally I think that if we

had less focus on gender I just think everything would be a little bit better in a lot of ways well it would certainly be better for a lot of women you know what I mean the reasoning behind a lot of that for women is to not be identified as a woman in the workplace because of the negative connotations that has and the ostracization that that can come with, you know, and they not getting hired for a job. So it, it, it totally makes sense on, you know, if you're following that line of thinking to not have the disadvantage of being a woman, which in so many instances, more so than not is a disadvantage. Right. Yes. And I would also say that for men, I think it can be really beneficial as well in this sense of like, you know, if you want to boil it down to

like toxic masculinity, right? Or I think that that kind of helps strip it down and to be like, no, you can be sensitive and you can be sweet and you can cry when you scrape your knee and that's okay, you know? So I think for me, like they, them pronouns felt like it opened up a lot of doors to be able to dress in the way that I wanted

or grow out body hair if I wanted to grow out body hair. It just kind of levels the playing field, right? It's all encompassing. The reason we decided to start using they, them pronouns wasn't even limited to just our gender. It's kind of this idea of all of it in the universe is, is you. And if I can encompass all of that and in just with one word, they, them a pronoun, but we're not ready to have that conversation on a global level. Like we're still having the black and white conversation, the gender conversation. Like, I feel like we have a ways to go to really start understanding internalized identity, right?

Yeah, internalized identity and the idea of togetherness and of humanity and that we're all here together because that is the overarching idea, I think, behind a lot of it. Also, this inception of this conversation has just begun, really, and it has a long runway. but I think the idea of reminding people instead of, you know, why are we identifying saying that that person, they're black, they're white, that's a girl, that's a boy, right? When you think about it in the grander scheme of things, not as a personal affront to a person, you know, or a way of separating people. And you think, oh, you want to remind yourself about humanity, togetherness. This is all of us. We're all together instead of the zero-sum game that we've come to understand. This country, especially right now, is very much a zero-sum game. First of all, how did you guys

get together how did you meet 15 years ago playing beer pong in college oh really what college we went to Columbia College in Chicago uh-huh it was like two days after I moved out of my parents house we met yeah and I I had just left Missouri so I'm a couple years older than Nico so I was a junior going in and Nico was a freshman and we met playing beer pong Nico was very enthralled with me I was kind of like whatever but we lived in our dorm we lived like five floors away from one another and it was like a very magical it's a lightning start very much lightning bolt like I was so enthralled with like who this human was I was raised super conservative super religious very little small town like always wanted to get out but had never seen any of the world like had

never been to a big city right Chicago was like the biggest city I'd ever seen now I go back to Chicago and I'm like oh this is cute you know and Nico was like this force that came in and just challenged so many of my ideas and my thoughts and I had never really met someone that grew up as religiously as Bethany had one of the first conversations that we had was around evolution and creationism and day one Bethany looked at me and was like you believe in evolution like that was like the craziest thing in the world that I could possibly believe in and it it wasn't as immediate challenge but it was just like oh wow there's like so much that we can learn from each other let's just like jump in yeah that's sweet and who made the first move well i did yeah kind

of because you had a boyfriend too you were like wow it looks like you were leaving missouri like in a yeah in a flash you're like fuck that shit yeah that's exactly what happened i like had a boyfriend that had like a couple weeks and i was like what am i doing called my boyfriend one night It was like, we got to break up, went to a party, got drunk, came back and was like pounding on Nico's door. I was convinced there was a homeless person at my front door at four o'clock in the morning, just like banging on the door. And it was just Bethany. Yeah. And then we had sex. And then our relationship was.

That's very say anything. Yeah. Yeah. And then our relationship really, it's interesting. I think like our relationship in a weird way has kind of always been poly and it's always been unique. Like there was never really a time where we were strictly like, and we're boyfriend and girlfriend. you know we had a time when we were just like sleeping together in Chicago and then we kind of started moving to different cities and Nico would go away for work and we were when we were in the same city we would live together and we never like had a breakup conversation but we left

each other many times spent plenty of time with other people while still staying connected and then just like our paths kept finding each other and crossing and ultimately we decided to get married but before we got married we weren't really even dating we weren't living together we weren't living together we got married no we're living i was in brooklyn you were in the city we actually went to the jungle and uh did ayahuasca i was just gonna say and that sentence goes we went to the jungle and it's followed by and did ayahuasca actually every time i tell someone i did ayahuasca they're like have you watched the chelsea handler like i mean it is like it is like one like you are now synonymous with that conversation um another notch on my

bedpost so we went to the jungle and did ayahuasca and in our journey there was like very much this like you two have been rooted together for lifetimes you are supposed to start a family some crazy shit went down in our first journey we walked out of the jungle and looked at each other we're like okay so we're getting married yeah we were married three months later i had gone to the jungle the year prior right when Trump got elected I decided like that day got on my phone booked a retreat went for a week and a half knew that I wanted to bring Bethany the following year we went in one of our journeys I kind of saw us both as these two massive trees separate trees roots connected underground and there would be all of these animals and bugs and creatures that

would come and spend time on these trees and they could you know live there for extended periods of time leave but at our base at our foundation we were always together and uh that's kind of been the symbol for our relationship ever since yeah trees are a beautiful symbol of anything right on the subject of polyamory because that's something else i would like to set the record straight with for my audience to understand what that means because people are very judgy about that that subject matter as you well know so take us through that talk to us about what it means to you and what it means to you guys individually and as a couple yeah i mean i think we're still figuring it out you know uh i think it's important to note that we don't claim expertise in any of

these fields right we're curious folk just like i'm not a doctor you guys not yet not yet everyone out there always wants you to be the expert you know it's like whatever you're talking about yeah Yeah, that's not something we like to claim. And also, I think it's important to note that polyamory or open relationships, non-monogamy, exists different for all different people. But we date other people. I mean, we've been married for four years. We've been dating other people for 15 years.

We have emotional space. It's beyond the physical. We're not just out here just sleeping with people on a regular basis. We both hold space for real relationships with other people. and it's something that we know that we will always do for the rest of our lives even if it's not in action. Our polyamory is more of like a state of of mind rather than a state of being that makes sense. We just have a lot of love and we want to share it. How does this delineate itself or is there a delineation between an open relationship and a polyamorous relationship in

your opinion? I think a lot of people would say yes. I think most people think of open relationships relationships as just sex and polyamory is like actual relationships. I personally just like the word open relationship more. Like we don't really subscribe to that, but I would say that's how most people would perceive those two pieces. Yeah. And did you guys or do you guys, have you had to lay ground rules or, and can you talk to us about that a little bit? Yeah. I mean, there were a set of rules when we first got married. I mean, even just living in two separate households, like deciding we were going to get married well first I think it's important to note that like we were both dating other people when we decided to get married and every relationship that we had had

outside of this primary it wasn't even our primary relationship and we were best friends right every relationship that we had had like there was always something getting in the way no one really understood what we meant to each other like at the end of the day Bethany was always my emergency contact on any piece of paperwork, even if I was in a serious multi-year relationship with somebody else. And like, that's really hard. Like I get it. That's not an easy thing for someone to wrap their head around. So we kind of decided to get married as, as not the only reason, but we thought it would make it easier dating other people as putting this, this like title on this is primary relationship. And this is the space that we have for other people in our lives. There were a set

of ground rules, but I think they change, you know, over this, this last year, as we've been trying to, to make a baby, you know, it's like the priorities have shifted and where we are right this second, all of our energy is being focused on trying to create life at a time when life seems the most fragile, you know? So the rules are flex for us right now. And it's just like based in honesty and communication. And also when you have a child, they will still be in flex. I mean, you're going to have to figure out how you want to go about that, right? Totally. Yeah. I want to understand, I think it takes a very special individual to have enough bandwidth to not only admit this, like that they're interested in pursuing a relationship with these kinds of

understandings, but also to be okay with the other person, right? You know, there are so many jealousy issues between couples and insecurity issues. So what do you attribute your self-assuredness to even come to a point like this, you know, where you can be confident in your relationship and your trust with each other while also exploring other relationships that you both desire. I mean, I think jealousy, jealousy is certainly something that I struggle with. I also have like, you know, I mean, if we're going to go like therapy terms, I have some abandonment issues in my past. I had a dad that died young. Usually people that have abandonment issues, jealousy is like kind of high for them, right? It's hard.

so that's definitely something that takes working through i think that polyamory for nico and i really saved our relationship in a lot of ways and previously we would just kind of you know over this course of 15 years and the course of us drinking party like you know growing up in our 20 like all the stuff that happens discovering that we were queer like simultaneously at the same time like growing up together right there was a lot of figure and shit out and we did a lot of just cheating on each other you know we would like cheat on each other we would end up telling the other person or the other person would find out we realized i don't really care that much okay you cheated on me yeah you know what i actually cheated on you a couple weekends ago okay are we

gonna move forward all right sure like let's get over this let's move on yeah we were like supposed to feel angry about it right but neither one of us ever really well the term cheating is just so right like that's one word we have for what you're doing in this society i would argue like you say we don't have enough language, right? I argue we have too much language, but it depends what language you're talking about. In English, you know, we have 85 words for so many things. And yet when you cheat, there's one word for it, you know, or being unfaithful, I suppose is another or an affair, but it's a limited vocabulary. And right. And so terms like polyamory are opening up the dialogue to understand, to have a better understanding, but there's not more than one word

for that, you know? So sometimes your point is true. Like there are limited words to describe something because there is a black and white definition of things whereas what we're all learning or people who are really interested in deep diving are learning and people who are spiritual are learning that it's it's all a bunch of gray nobody's right nobody's wrong it's what your desires are your honesty level you know like the communication has got to be the most integral part of your relationship right and it's not fixed right it's like allowed to bend and shift and a line that we've always kind of used like it's it's hard to break something that bends you know and we've always just bent we've we're benders you know I think in this time where we were you

know cheating or kind of hurting each other polyamory like this idea was like it saved us I mean it it really made it made it more ethical uh it opened up communication and opened up a space to talk about what we really wanted, what we needed. So I think being able to define our relationship with us and our marriage really took us to a different place in a really healthy and positive way. Yeah. I mean, I just think our vocabulary and understanding of the world was very limited, right? When we first started dating each other and the more we learned about ourselves and our queerness we gained just more language for who we are and were in the world and I think over the last couple years as the world has kind of like fallen apart and getting put

back together like even that language is is continuing to change and we're just like trying to stay with the times on a public level and also like on a private level and do you feel Do both of you feel, since you are public and out about this and since it's a subject matter that is still considered taboo to an extent, do you feel the burden of having to kind of be out there and, like, front and center talking about it? Do you feel a sense of responsibility? I do, and I hate it. I mean, I am constantly battling how public versus how private do I want to be with my life. I think that you have an easier time with it. But for me, like I'm a people pleaser. I don't love negative, you know, negative critiques like that's something I definitely have to work on.

And, you know, people have a lot to say as we've been trying to start a family. And I have been somewhat vocal about that. You know, you get comments from people that are like you shouldn't have a family, you know, and it shouldn't hurt, but it does. And so I think that I'm constantly battling where do I straddle this line and like how much do I want to talk about it? How much do I want to go into it? And how much do we just want to keep to ourselves? Yeah. Yeah.

I think that's I think a lot of people struggle with that regardless. Right. So you add something else to the mix, another conversation starter and, you know, thought provoking term and way of life. And then it adds, you know, that adds another tenfold to the mix of how private or social anyone in the public eye is. For sure. I mean, I feel like as we sit on this podcast, as we discuss this for our one point five

million listeners. I don't know, guys. I think I just want to keep it private. But this is a good time to come out as a private couple. But it's so much part of your job, how you speak to yourself. I mean, that's like kind of what you do in the world. Yes, absolutely. So I have a workout, the Become Project, all centered around body neutrality, movement to feel good.

And a lot of it is how we talk about ourselves, how we talk about our body and how we get to a more neutral ground within ourselves. And I think that's something as both of us being extremist, right? Having this pendulum that swings from one end all the way to the other and has to go big. It's like with everything. How do we get that to kind of it's always going to move. But how do we get that pendulum to sort of sit a little bit more in the middle and be able to feel neutral about some things? And empathy, you know, for the whole spectrum, no matter which one we're speaking to, you know? Yeah, absolutely.

Instead of judging other people that are doing something differently than you to empathize and have compassion, that's another human being that's making different choices. And the judgment factor comes in so hot and heavy for so many people, myself included, for so long, you know, so judgy. And it's like you're sitting there and you hate people who are judgy. And then the reason you hate that so much is because you're practicing it yourself. But anyway, this is a perfect opportunity. We have a lot of people that call in about this subject matter. So we're going to take some callers and we're going to give them some feedback about their own situations and answer some questions for some people. Right, Catherine?

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apple podcasts or wherever you get your podcasts so our first email comes from ryan this dovetails perfectly with what you guys were talking about with an open relationship ryan says dear chelsea My husband and I are two gay men in our 30s, together almost 10 years, and we have newly opened our relationship. Quick background. This has been a stated goal of his for years, but I was hesitant. There was a history of infidelity on his part that we moved past with counseling. Now we're in a good place and we made the decision to allow each other sex with other

people. I'm overall happy about this, but I'm struggling with the specifics since it's still new. We have set rules and boundaries, but I'm still deciding what would be a deal breaker. My question is, how do I know if he'll respect my wishes or if it's the boundary-stepping aspect that he really likes? If the latter, the rules we set can always be broken. Second, how do I handle hypocritical thoughts?

I can do something I don't want him to do. And third, we have a couples therapist we still see, but she's not as up-to-date on non-monogamous relationship structures. Should we switch? Sincerely, Ryan. Well, I'll jump in first just to say yes, you should switch therapists. You need somebody who is familiar with this conversation topic

and not somebody who's getting to know this. So many people are so far behind this that you need somebody, you need that tool. Like you're already seeing somebody put it towards somebody who is well-versed in the subject matter. And that can only help you to accomplish, you know, a state of being that you're both really comfortable in. Why don't you guys jump in with what you think off the top of your heads? Well, I was just going to say this idea of what is a deal breaker right like I think that's kind of a scary way to think about it like if you draw such a hard line in the sand and I'm like he's gonna cross that line it's game over right you're just putting your both of yourselves in a box and setting yourself up for failure so I wouldn't

think about it necessarily like that I would just try to be as honest and open with each other about your desires and keep everything on the table like if you're going into this it takes work this is not something that you can just do willy-nilly and like hope it works right like this is commitment right and like you will get closer because of it you have to be I agree with everything that you said and also when you were speaking about I can do something but he can't do something right and I think it's important to note like you all don't have to experience it the same you don't have to have, like, maybe there are things that I can do that Nico doesn't care, but I care if Nico does them, you know? And we're really honest about that. And I think that that's okay. Like,

it doesn't have to be even because you're both individuals. So what works for each of you may be different and that's okay. And that should also be respected. You have to make different sacrifices for each other, right? Because we're different people. Right. And you also want to set yourself up for success. So before you go into this, you want to create all of those boundaries that are acceptable for both of you so that you can find an area where you both agree and how you're going to operate. Because if you're saying, oh, if he does whatever the unthinkable, so to speak, there's no turning back. Like Nico was saying, like you have to set this up so that you're both going to come back together no matter what. So nobody ever is going to do the unthinkable

or the unspeakable. And I think as you start to have these conversations, you understand, you know, sometimes what we think is unacceptable is our idea of that. It's not the actual reality of that. And you may not even, you know, want to participate or he may not even want to participate in the way that you're so worried about, you know, with another partner or, but you laying it all on the table is only going to help your communication. It's only going to bring you closer together. It's only going to create more intimacy. So it's a huge growth opportunity. Again, it's a huge opportunity to learn about respecting your partner and about respecting yourself, right? And I think like, you know, going off of that, the idea of really staying in the present,

like you can write things down on paper, you can have ideas of what it should be, but the other partner that your partner is engaging with, I think oftentimes can change the way it feels. And it's so situational, you know, there's Ryan, you mentioned that there was like some infidelity in the past. So there are probably very certain things that can really trigger you and like set you off because that's, you know, that trauma is being touched on, But letting it happen in the present and like assessing each situation and determining how it makes you feel and talking about it, I think, can be helpful than sort of getting stuck on on these hard, fast rules. Yeah. And the past. And that's getting stuck on the past is also you're not operating in the best interest of yourself because what was infidelity before may not under these parameters register as infidelity. so you're opening your you're broadening your horizons you're becoming more open-minded about

this relationship and with that your partner will likely do the same so i hope that helps i think we answered a couple of his questions with some advice from all of us right good luck right yeah yeah and ryan follow up with us let us know what happens what transpires you know yada yada yada yeah and good luck yeah what was the book that you referenced catherine when we had that call Oh, sure. The ethical slut was one that I recommended. Kind of just tells you how to have those conversations and adjust expectations. And the other thing is like, it sounds like he's not going to be in the room while these acts transpire. So I think it's really a trust builder to be venturing into this. And have some threesomes.

And some trust falls. Have a trust fall, you guys. Have a trust fall and then follow it up with a threesome. Not at the same time. This kind of looks, this camera looks like we're having a threesome where i got kicked to the end of the bed do you see like i'm just over here just out do you want to scooch a little bit this studio is at one hot fucking house so we're doing the best that we can i know uh well our next question comes from a very sweet caller with my new favorite name his name is brayden cantaloupe oh um he's from canada i know like how charming is that? And he's a sweetie, you'll see. He's 21. He is in Canada, and he just graduated. He wants to be working in fashion, fashion business. So he says, Dear Chelsea,

I'm 21 years old from Canada, and I'm currently feeling very unfulfilled in life. I grew up in a small city in BC's interior. I decided after graduating high school, I'd move to Vancouver for post-secondary. I have since graduated school and moved back to my hometown. The move back was because I decided Vancouver wasn't a perfect fit for me. However, there's nowhere in Canada that I feel is. After a trip to the UK a month ago, I decided London would be a perfect match for both my personality and my career. However, I'm having a hard time deciding whether a move that big is really worth it and if it would truly make me happy. On top of this, I feel as though I would miss my family and friends incredibly. Brayden. Oh, well, Brayden, I'm just going to go out and

say go for it oh brady you're there even better look at you i didn't know cantaloupe was a real last name yeah i know tell me about i think like as far as i know i'm pretty sure our family's the only one with it that i know of anyways so i don't know maybe someone's gonna hear this podcast like hey i have that too but as of as far as i know i think we're the only ones you need to find a honeydew for sure. Do you think you can do that before the end of this call? I have no idea. I'll try my best. Well, Brayden, I would say that it is always a, I'm going to always just say to take a leap of faith and get the hell out of a small town and open your eyes. And you know, it doesn't have to be the UK, but like, if you had a good feeling about that, there's no reason it shouldn't

be. I'm of the belief that you should always be expanding your horizons. And, you know, you may not feel like your world is narrow, but once you get outside of it, you're going to realize how much there is to see. And it doesn't mean that you won't eventually go back there one day, but you should use your youth and this time to explore and understand the way the world is and how many different sorts of people are out there for you to get to know. Yeah, I mean, absolutely. I have some situationally. I grew up in a really small town. I always wanted to go to a big city. When I was 20, I started moving. I moved to Chicago. I moved to Los Angeles and I moved to Dallas and I finally landed in New York. And when I was, you know, younger and moving and at a

similar age to you, all of my family, like everyone would look at me like, what are you doing? Like you're not, you gotta, you gotta get in one place. You have to get your job figured out. You have to settle and the best thing that I ever did for myself in my early 20s was like go explore find different cities find the one that connects with me and now I have great connections in all of those places that has hands down furthered my career so I am super on board with you moving and home never went anywhere you know like you can always go home your friends yeah no for sure i guess that's how i felt when i moved to vancouver so originally i was there right and then um it was a great experience but i felt like it was really like as far as canada goes like the

monologue goes on in canada it's like as far as like for us vancouver is like oh my god like it's such a big city but it's like if you look at the world stage it's like not at all so like i was there and i felt it was very i didn't feel like there's like huge room for progress or at least like to leave some bounds that i always like thanks to myself well i want to get there like it's definitely not just London that I would be like, I'd totally down to live in. It's more so just, I've always had that connection and be like, Oh, I think I would really like it there. And then obviously I was just there in October. I went for a trip to see some family over there. And then I was like, you know what? Yeah, I should just move here. But then since being back now,

I'm like, Oh my God, I don't know. Do I really want to leave everyone? But that's fear. You just said gave another great reason to try it out in the UK. Cause you have family there. Like that's a great, like kind of insurance policy, you know, to move somewhere. You already have a connection with that place. You are never going to look back at this time in your life after making a leap of faith like that and be like, I wish I hadn't done that. You're never, anyone who stays, if you came back and you're like, oh, I'm scared, you know, my family's here. That's all fear. That's all your like ego going. No, no, no. You have something good here. This is steady. You will regret this because you're talking about making, taking a leap

that if you don't do it, you're always going to look back at this time and go, God, I wish I did something. I wish I had tried London. I mean, London's a fucking awesome town. Who's going to move there and have a bad time you know for real yeah especially since you like got the feels when you were there like the fact that you have a connection i like fully believe in city connections and location connections you know like i feel that with new york i moved to la when i was 19 years old and i never ever one day ever looked back and thought shit maybe i shouldn't have done that i knew in my gut that i had a connection to la that i needed to go that was where i needed to be and I just never had a doubt in my mind and so I think you should always listen to your instincts

you know sometimes we want to play that game and be like well and the pros and the cons it's like your instinct is the most important valuable thing intuitive like intuitiveness that you can have and the most important relationship you can have with yourself is your instinct so trust it yeah definitely I mean I do know for a fact like regardless of what happens I'm moving come spring because I'm like I cannot be here any longer like I really feel like oh my god like I should be doing something right now because like while I'm home although it's like comfortable and obviously I have all my friends and family I grew up here I also feel like I'm not progressing in any way professionally or like even personally like I have like my connections and I'm not like

gaining any more connections while being here like I just have what I've always had so I definitely now I'm getting that headspace I'm like oh my god like what am I doing like I'm literally spending months here and i'm accomplishing nothing i will say you can do and create wherever you are in the world you know i mean that is not limited to to space and and absolutely like as as a creator as an artist right like you should be doing stuff all the time if it feels right wherever you are yeah no for sure and i have been trying to do that but wherever you move there you are like you are going you are going to still be there so find those things in your own body and space first and bring them with you wherever you go yeah i mean it definitely has helped because i think

like you always talk to your family like yeah don't go too far and then but like it's nice like talk to you know other people that like i guess but planes are only getting faster planes are only getting faster and also your relationship with your family improves once you get the fuck away from them everybody gets closer when there's some distance I have a very tight-knit family and that works because I left and we are very strong we spend all of our holidays together we spend our summers together we are inseparable because you know distance doesn't doesn't create more space in that sense you know what I mean that's a physical thing you know so that can even strengthen the bonds with your family being away from them yeah no I definitely agree with that like I think

I definitely got a lot closer to like my brother for example when I went moved to Vancouver like when we were living in the same house you know growing up with brothers how that is since moving to Vancouver and now that I'm back it's kind of like still been the same but yeah when I moved away is when we actually got like pretty be able to talk and actually have a conversation so I definitely believe in that and totally agree with that so I guess it's not so much like about that the connection of things it's more so just like I think it's also the FOMO you know like oh my god I'm gonna miss out on something or what happens if I can't get this time off work and I can't go home to that event or whatever.

But think about what you're missing in London. Yeah, exactly. That's why I was going to say that. Yeah, Reagan, it sounds like you already made up your mind anyway. You just need a swift kick in the ass, and that's what we're here for. Jump in, girl. Jump in. London town. Off you go. No, for sure. Keep us posted as to

what you do and when you do it, okay? Oh, absolutely. Yeah, we love updates. I'm excited for you. I love when people make big moves. I think that it opens up so many doors and pushes you into new places. I think it's such an incredible growth experience so I'm very very excited for you also maybe try telling people that you're moving to London even if you don't have a timeline see how it feels and as you start

to hear people be like oh you're moving to London oh my gosh you'll feel whether it feels like right or wrong and then we'll start to get very excited but you have to start saying it in an English accent when you start telling can you do that the lingo yeah I mean every time I do like you know sometimes like you just joke around you talk like in an accent and everyone's like you need to stop right now you're so bad at that okay fine I have told some people like I have been like yeah I know I'm planning on moving to London everyone's always like oh that's so cool so I mean I have kind of done that as well but I definitely think that did help because like when you solidify it in your mind or at least like solidifying it in the sake of this person believes i'm going there which

means like i'm already one step closest to actually going because like people think i am you know so i definitely i definitely believe in that i definitely agree with that for sure well thank you for calling in and good luck with everything and yeah get that move going put it into motion well thank you so much i know absolutely i will keep you posted i'll let you know i'll get i'll get to the date when i'm peacing out all right do that meeting your brand Thanks so much for the advice. Bye. Thanks, Brayden.

Thank you. Bye. The cutest cutie, right? I just realized I forgot my anti-psychotics. I've got to take this before the next color. I don't want to lose my shit, you guys. With a name like Cantaloupe, does it, I mean, Brayden, Brandon, you got Cantaloupe, we're good. He was burying the lead.

He should just go as Cantaloupe. Holy Cantaloupe. He's got to move to London and change his name to Cantaloupe. well our next question comes from rh restoration hardware uh the outlet in paramus yes they say dear chelsea i'm 35 years old and the youngest of four my siblings all have kids of their own and i'm the only one without them my husband and i have been together for 10 years and can't seem to fully commit to deciding to try to have our own kids or not when i'm with my family, I sometimes feel not as included or seen. I know that's not enough of a reason to

have kids, but we're struggling deciding if having kids is for us or not. How did you decide what you wanted and what tips do you have for me, RH? Well, I would say that if you're on the fence about having children, the answer is probably not to have children. I think if you want to have children, it's something that you should be really sure about. That's a huge responsibility. you're bringing a whole other person into this world and you should be 150% sure you shouldn't be vacillating back and forth. And you certainly obviously should not do that for anyone else's feelings about your relationship or your merit within your family. I would argue that that's a you thing and that you should try and work hard to get past that about your family, not taking you

guys seriously because you don't have children. I think that's something that you kind of have to own and, you know, and be vociferous about, you know, like once you make your decision about whether or not to have children, if it's not to move forward, you, the reasons will be solid for not doing that. You know what I mean? You can't be shamed or, you know, felt left out as the reason behind having a child. That's not something that to hang your hat on either. You guys are trying right now for a child, so you can speak to this. We've, I mean, I've always wanted to be a parent. We've always wanted to have kids. I'm also 35 and the youngest of four, and I have 13 nieces and nephews.

So I totally get the idea of like having more merit. I mean, I definitely gained more merit in my family when I got married. That was like a game changer. To a man specifically. They were so happy I didn't end up with one. No, I love them. I love them. We're so much better than we've ever been.

But I do really understand that feeling. And I will say that I imagine you being the person who has a uterus being 35, you're probably feeling a lot of that society pressure. That's like, if you're going to do it, you have to do it now. I know that as we've been struggling with getting pregnant for the last year, that is like this constant piece that's on my mind, even though I know 35 is not that old. But like, if you look online, it's a fucking geriatric pregnancy. like it is language like it's so wild the way that you're made to feel at this time and like making a decision because you feel pressured just like Chelsea said is not the way you want to go but if you wanted some more security you know maybe freezing eggs or freezing embryos or doing

something along those lines could help you feel more secure in the idea that you personally know you need to wait but you don't always know if you're going to need to wait and maybe something like that, whether or not you ever use them could feel like you're buying yourself a little more time. Yeah, that's a good idea. That's, I mean, you know, if you're willing to go through that process, then, then, then that's a definite great option for you. But it definitely is a process. It's not a process that I've been through. And now, you know, we're, we're doing IUIs now, which is like the step before IVF. I'm terrified to have to even think about doing IVF. egg retrievals at all yeah right egg retrieval the hormones like i've never even taken birth

control like i hate this shit you know but there is a world where like having these embryos safe could set us up for multiple children in the future i don't know it's like a game you have to play but i think it's definitely worth having the conversation and kind of sussing out options if if that you know feels right for you which it may not right i have a question for chelsea actually on this subject on this subject okay perfect do you ever feel like i know that you're in love currently that potentially your future could be different than the one that it is now with with kids no i'm very steadfast about i mean i told him the other day i was pregnant just to see what his reaction was and he was just looking at me like because joe's the type of guy that

would be open to whatever if i said that yeah i'm down he'd be down i'm not down though and i know I'm not down because it's just like a fanciful idea. You know what I mean? It's only because I love him that I would even think of it, but I'm not down for it. I'm not down for raising a child. I'm not down for having to put a person in the world and be responsible for them. I, I mean, as a childless person, I would also say to you as somebody who has siblings, I get to be the best aunt that I could ever be mostly because I don't have children. You know, I get to shower attention onto a families that I'll never even meet. I get to give money to people in need all the time because it's not being used up for my own purposes and my own family. So there are real

upsides to making that decision, you know, if that's where you go. And also I'm very present in all of my nieces and nephews life. And I take a lot of pride in being like that aunt that is going to be there, that is going to provide for them, that is going to have those conversations with them that are, they're not going to have with their parents. And so there are a lot of upsides to having that role in your family as well. And I've never in my family and not felt like I was part of my family because I'm kind of like the center of attention of my family. And I force us all to be together all the time, you know, I'm the ringleader. So I don't have, you know, that same thing where I feel, Oh, my brothers and sisters have kids. I feel left out.

I, but I would argue that as a state of mind, you know, it's a state of your own being, you know, because you do still have plenty to offer. Children don't define you, you know, you define you. So anyway, that's our advice. I mean, I think that's full-bodied. We've got a couple different perspectives here, a few, I should say. So let us know how that goes. Thank you for writing in. And yeah, if you're thinking about possibly getting some eggs fertilized and going down that route, that's a great avenue too, until you make a real decision, until you're really solid on one side or the other of the issue. Check your insurance first before you do that, though. Chels, let's talk about this. SAG-AFTRA does not cover infertility. What are

your fucking thoughts on that? What a surprise. What a surprise. I mean, I'm ready for a lawsuit. Well, I mean, that's going to have to change in the near future. But every system is antiquated. Every health system is antiquated. I mean, women, you know what I mean? Health care for women. I mean, look where we are in this country. It's not surprising, unfortunately. It's just everything. Everything needs a major fucking update and people need to get with the program. But instead, we're sitting here having to fight abortion rights that, you know, from 50 years ago, instead of being able to tackle real issues like what you're describing, you know, ironically, Republicans want to force women to have children, but they won't do anything about infertility. They won't do anything about women that want to have children that can't. So there you go.

The irony and the hypocrisy at play every single day in this country. And on that note, we're all going to commit suicide. This has turned into a Christmas suicide podcast. Just crying in the corner. Excuse me. Well, while you're all doing that, we'll take a quick ad break and be right back. Cool. Get Bell Pure Fiber Internet with Crave, Netflix, and Disney Plus from $94 a month.

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I'm always going to accept, you know, Danny McBride. Fine. Yeah. It's all this fragile masculinity exuding. exuding i could smell it walking down the hallway to be honest with you i was like is that weed nope it's fragile masculinity ben stiller no because a lot of times in out of context people don't get it or even know what a circle is you know what i mean like they're like oh what's this everyone's so dumb except for you fake right fake and and also

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that often gets in my way kind of a simple question but any advice for like tossing off the other voices yeah I mean I think it's something that you put into practice and it gets easier and easier as you go on you know not giving a fuck is like an actual practice it's like meditation. You know, when you're doing the work on yourself and you're constantly paying attention and you have your self-awareness in check, it makes it a lot easier to not give a fuck. Before it was like, it was more flagrant for me when I was younger. I didn't give a fuck because I was arrogant. Now I don't give a fuck because I know I've done the work and I'm solid. Like I'm not worried about any of my behavior or, you know, offending people in, in small situations. I'm not

worried about not making small talk with somebody and not hurting their feelings. I don't have any of that anymore because I understand it's not my job to make everyone feel good. It's not my job to make everyone feel comfortable. And if people really have a problem with me, then they have a bigger problem with themselves. And that really is all you have to remember. Like if anyone is sitting there on Instagram, commenting on your page about how much they dislike you, think about what's going on in that person's life. Right? Never in my entire existence have I ever commented seriously, like my male comic friends, I will fuck with that and be like Kevin Hart's page and be Like, you know, nobody thinks you're a good actor, but that's because we're good friends.

And I take it back as his latest movie or series, True Story, he did do some good acting. And I wrote that on his Instagram page, too. But as attacky as I've been in my life or as, you know, giving people unsolicited advice and going off on people who I thought were fucking idiots, I would never spend my time tearing somebody down in that way. So that's all you need to know. You know, anybody who has a strong opinion of you that's negative is really none of your business. I think, you know, logically, that's a train of thought.

So I am in the practicing phase. It's better than it used to be. I've also, like, taken some tangible steps to maybe, like, not read every single DM. Like, I don't need to read these DMs that are coming in. Maybe I don't need notifications on my phone. Or, like, maybe there's some places where I can kind of tune out. And I think, like, logically, I know. But there's definitely an emotional part of me.

I'm also like a teacher and a trainer and I work with people's bodies. So like caring about how other people feel is like built in to who I am. And I think there's like a place where like, how do I still find ways to be compassionate and have this part of me that is like vulnerable and sweet and that I love and also like put up the walls to protect myself at the same time. And I think that's a balance. Well, even on your Instagram page, it's called the become project. even on your Instagram, on that page itself, right? You have to look at what you're representing on

that page and embody it, right? You're helping people to be in touch with their feelings about themselves, not to be in touch with their feelings about you, right? So when you need sometimes to remind yourself of who you are, I do this a lot. I'm like, if I go down an insecure road or I think about something somebody wrote or said about me, it only takes me a minute to remind myself of who I am and what I stand for. And for you, I would say to go to your page and look at what you've created and look at what you stand for and look at what you're trying to extol. Right. And that's your reminder of who you are. Right. Right. Yeah. And getting back into that center. Yeah. We all just need to remind ourselves who we are. You know, none of us are good or bad or, you know,

we do bad things or we do good things. And once your ship is steady and you're moving along and you're conscious and aware of the world around you, your purpose and your gift is to make other people feel that way right so you've always got to kind of remind yourself that hey this is me this is what i represent and this is all i have to worry about yeah you know and you're always becoming right it's not called the cum project like still that's a separate project that i'm working on that's my that's gonna be released this summer it's actually called the cum dumpster i'm sorry i'm sorry and don't try to get that i have cum dumpster.com taken joe bought it for me for christmas so don't even sweet that's how you got pregnant right yeah the third time

oh good good stuff thank you guys so much for coming what a delight the two of you are so happy to meet you yeah that was fun i can't wait to hear that you're pregnant and you guys are expecting a baby yeah it's gonna happen yeah absolutely yeah and good luck with everything thank you so much yeah nice to meet you guys appreciate you having us thank you katherine And thank you guys for listening. We will see you or you will hear us and possibly see us next week. Chelsea, do you have some upcoming show dates that you want to tell people about? Oh, my God.

Always. February 2nd and 3rd are my Seattle shows. Oh, also, we added Philly. So come to Philly or Honolulu or Kauai or no, Maui. Shit. Who knows? So we have added second shows to a lot of markets, but those are the immediate dates coming up.

Anyway, does that answer your question, Catherine? It absolutely does. great well that's all we have for today's episode okay well that was a definite therapy session we will see you next week guys bye bye and if you have a question or you and a loved one have a question please write in to dear chelsea project at gmail.com i survived nine months in captivity and i've spent my life exploring how other people survive what should have destroyed them I'm Elizabeth Smart, and these are The Survivor Files. Every week, I'm with survivors who live through the unthinkable,

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I'm obsessed. I'm obsessed. Listen to Pro Society on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Did you hear the new episode of the Hey Jonas podcast? We are at D23, so we'll see who stops by. The cast of Frozen stopped by. Kristen Bell, Josh Gad, and Idina Menzel. I auditioned for Frozen. What?

For Kristoff. They said, okay, what are you going to be singing today? I said, I don't know. That must have been why you didn't get in. Well, you probably won. Plus, John Stamos, Hayden Christensen from Star Wars, and more. And I guess I can share that, uh... No way.

Listen to the latest episode of Hey Jonas on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. On the new podcast, Solita, we share the messy reality of traveling alone as a woman. I can wait four hours for the next bus or this random dude is offering me a ride on his motorcycle. I chose option B. I'm Julie Pinheiro and I travel by myself because it's a rare space where I can say yes without asking anyone else first. I'm on a mission to reclaim the word solita, trading the pity for possibility. Listen to Solita on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.

McBride, Ben Stiller, and a lot of other big shots that wouldn't be where they are without us. Listen to Hollywood Handbook on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. This is an iHeart Podcast. Guaranteed human.