Lighthouse Horror Podcast - I Work at SKINWALKER Ranch. These are my Scariest Stories
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My name is John Hudson. I'm 40 years old and I work at Skinwalker Ranch.
Before I came here, I'd spent most of my life doing outdoor jobs.
I cut grass for the county, repaired fences, cleared fallen trees, and worked on a couple of farms.
I could handle a tractor, keep a water pump running, and get up before sunrise without making a complaint about it.
That was pretty much what the job listing asked for.
It offered steady hours, decent pay, and a small house on the property.
My last employer had sold his equipment and retired.
I'd been picking up whatever work I could find,
which usually meant driving an hour
to spend a day doing something that barely covered the gas and groceries.
I wanted a job I could keep.
I'd never heard of Skinwalker Ranch.
The name meant nothing to me.
I pictured horses, cows, barns,
and a lot of fence that needed fixing.
When I arrived, that was exactly what I found.
Walt met me beside the main barn.
He managed a livestock and the everyday work around the property.
He looked over my tools and my truck before he looked at my application.
Those are yours, Walt asked.
Yeah, everything except the shovel.
I keep forgetting to give that back, I replied.
He smiled and took me around the place.
There were cattle in the pastures, a few horses,
and three dogs following another worker as he carried feet into the barn.
That worker was Ben.
He sat down his bucket long enough to shake my hand.
You any good of plumbing?
Ben asked.
That trough's been leaking for a week.
I fixed it twice, which should tell you how good I am at it.
Well, depends how much of it you expect to work afterward, I replied.
He pointed out a leaking water trough, and I fixed it before lunch.
The little house was across the yard from the barn.
It had a bedroom, a kitchen, and a porch just wide enough for a chair.
Beyond the buildings, a dirt lane rode between the pastures toward a thick stand of cottonwoods.
A rocky ridge rose behind the trees.
Walt lived in another house, a short drive up the lane.
Ben came in from town.
That left me closest to the barn at night, which was wide checking a restless horse or a noisy cow,
sometimes became my job after everyone else had finished.
There were cameras on poles and some equipment I didn't recognize.
Walt explained that other people came to study things on the property.
My work would be with him and Ben.
You know much about this place, Walt asked.
Only that you're hiring, I said.
He told me people sometimes saw things they couldn't explain.
if anything bothered me, I should have come to him.
I took that to mean strange lights, trespassers, maybe people playing jokes on the workers.
I moved in that weekend.
For the first few days, my biggest problem was a toilet that kept running.
I fed animals, replaced fence staples, and ate supper on the port.
The dogs usually join me.
I remember thinking, I finally found somewhere peaceful.
And then on my sixth morning, a wolf walked into the yard.
I was carrying feet to the calf pen when I saw it coming along the fence.
At first I thought it was a dog.
We had three, and other dogs occasionally wandered over from neighboring properties.
This one was gray, with a dark back and a broad head.
It moved in an easy walk, stopping once to smell the bottom of a fence post,
and then it came closer, and I realized how big it was.
Its head was nearly level with a bucket in my hand.
I could see its shoulders moving under the fur.
There was no collar.
Its coat looked damp, although the rain had stopped well before dawn.
I stayed beside the gate.
The wolf stopped a few feet away.
It looked at the bucket.
Then at me.
There was nothing in its behavior that suggested it was afraid.
of a person. It had the patience of an animal that expected to be fed.
Walt, is this one somebody's pet? I called. He was in the barn close enough to hear me.
I watched the wolf while I waited for him to come out. It lowered its head and stiffed my
glove. I hadn't reached toward it. My hand was hanging beside my leg, and suddenly its nose
was there, touching the leather. I could smell wet fur.
That ordinary smell, it's something I still remember.
There was nothing rotten about it, nothing that warned me to get away.
It smelled like an animal that had spent the night outside in the rain.
Walt stepped out of the barn and stopped.
Come away from that gate, John, he said.
I moved sideways, keeping the bucket between us.
The wolf didn't follow.
It turned toward the calves.
The smallest one was standing near the bars.
She was brown with a white patch on her forehead and curious about everything.
Before I could move the bucket or reach for the latch, the wolf put its head through the gap
and caught her by the muzzle.
She made a short, awful sound.
The bars kept her inside, but the wolf began pulling.
Its feet stayed planted in the mud.
It didn't shake her or growl.
It just pulled steadily, as if it meant to bring her through a space she could never fit through.
I sat down the bucket and grabbed a loose end of a gate rail.
Walt had gone back into the barn.
When he came out, he was carrying a rifle.
Leave that.
Get behind me, Walt said.
I put down the rail and moved where he told me.
The first shot made me flinch.
The wolf didn't.
I saw the fur move on its side.
I was close enough that I couldn't tell myself Walt had missed.
The calf was still crying, and the animal holding her hadn't even turned its head.
Walt fired once more, and this time the wolf let go.
The calf stumbled backward into the others.
I expected the wolf to fall or turn on us or run.
Instead, it stood beside the fence and looked to.
it was slightly open. There was a little blood on its teeth from the calf. I could find no
blood anywhere else. Well, for several seconds, none of us moved. And then the wolf turned and
walked away. It passed the feed bucket without looking at it and continued down the outside of the
fence. Walt kept the rifle raised until it disappeared behind the barn. He didn't fight. He didn't
again. I stood there with my hands open, still holding them as though the rail were between them.
You hit it? I said. I know, Walt replied. I saw both hit. Keep an eye on the barn while I check her.
He lowered the rifle and went straight to the calf pen. I followed him inside. The little brown
calf had blood around her nose, but she was still standing. Walt held her while I brought clean
water and towels. We called the livestock vent, who came out later that morning and treated the
wounds. And the calf survived. Within a few days, she was pushing her face into the feed like nothing
it ever happened. I wish I could say the same about me. While we waited for the vet,
I kept looking toward the back of the barn.
The yard was open.
There was no reason the wolf couldn't return the same way it had left.
I asked Walt, whether a wolf could take two shots like that and just keep walking.
Walt checked the calf's mouth before he answered.
Well, I've seen that one before.
It came up to the livestock a few months back.
I never saw where it went afterward.
I was hoping it wouldn't come.
back. It wasn't an answer to my question, but it was worse than any answer I had expected.
I wanted him to explain more. Had somebody else shot it? Why hadn't he warned me specifically
about an enormous wolf? He didn't pretend to know what it was or why it had returned. After
the vet left, Ben and I checked the ground behind the barn. We stayed together in daylight and kept
the building within sight. I wasn't interested in tracking a wounded predator into the trees.
The prints were easy to follow through the wet dirt. They went around the barn and crossed
a bare strip beside the lane. Then they stopped. I looked ahead for harder ground. There wasn't
any. Rain had softened the whole strip. My boots sank into it with every step.
There were no prince to other side. Neither led back.
except the same clear line we'd followed from the pen.
Ben crouched beside the last mark.
He didn't touch it.
After a while, he stood and brushed his hands on his trousers,
although they weren't dirty.
And we went back to work.
That evening, I put a chair in front of the house and tried to eat my supper.
I managed about half of it before the dark beyond the yard started bothering me.
I took the plate inside and locked the door.
Walt called the check on me, and I told him I was fine.
And then I asked whether he had seen the wolf again.
Call me if it comes near the house, Walt said.
I left the porch light on.
Sometime after 11, I got up for a glass of water.
The kitchen window looked out past the porch,
and I noticed something beyond the light.
The wolf.
was sitting at the edge of the yard.
It faced the house.
Its ears were upright, and its front feet were placed neatly together.
It looked drying now.
I could see enough of its side to recognize the same dark patch along its back.
I called Walt without moving away from the window.
He told me to stay inside.
I watched the wolf while he got dressed.
It didn't look toward the barn or the pasture,
Even when headlights appeared near Walt's place, its attention stayed on my kitchen window.
I turned to unlock the door when Walt reached the porch.
By the time we looked out together, the yard was empty.
I hadn't heard it move.
I hadn't seen it stand.
Walt stayed until morning, and neither of us got much sleep.
The dogs helped me settle down after that first week.
There were three of them. Duke, Molly, and Pat.
Duke was the oldest. He knew the daily routine better than I did,
and would wait beside the next building before I'd finished in the last one.
Molly stayed close to Ben.
Patch followed anybody who might drop food.
They were working dogs, but they were also the first things I saw when I opened my door in the morning.
Patch had learned that I ate toast on the porch.
He sat under my chair and acted surprised.
every time a piece fell.
After the wolf, I started letting him stay until I went to bed.
I didn't think a dog could protect me from what I had seen,
having him there simply made the house feel less, I don't know, empty.
If Patch was asleep with his head on my boot,
I could sit outside without staring constantly toward the barn.
Nearly three weeks passed before anything else happened.
There were fences to repair and a load of hay to move.
Ben and I replaced the float in another trough. Walt complained about the cost of everything,
then bought us lunch when we finished early on Friday. That normal stretch mattered. I began
treating the wolf as one terrible incident. I couldn't explain it, but I wasn't standing
outside my window every night. On the evening the dogs disappeared. Ben and I were putting
away tools in the barn. The sun had gone down, although there was still enough light to see across the
yard. The dogs were loose, as they usually were, while we finished work. Molly noticed the
first light. She stopped beside the open barn doors, raised her head, and began barking toward the
pasture. Duke joined her. Patch came out from under the workbench, with a strip of cloth he'd stolen
from the rag bucket. What's she looking at? I asked. Ben stopped outside and pointed. Over there,
by the far fence. Something blue was moving above the grass. It was small, about the size of a baseball,
and bright enough to leave a pale glow on the stalks beneath it. It traveled a few yards along the fence,
stopped, then came toward us. I thought somebody was flying a toy. People visited the ranch
with all kinds of equipment. A little machine with a light on it seemed possible. But there was no
sound from it. No buzz, no faint wine. I could hear the horses shifting in their stalls behind me,
and Molly's nails scratching the hard dirt. Whatever was moving over the pasture was completely silent.
The dogs went through the open yard gate before either of us reached it.
Molly, Duke, back here, Ben called. They knew Ben's call. I'd seen those dogs stop in the middle
of chasing a rabbit when he called them. This time, none of them even looked around.
The light moved away as they approached it. It didn't dart across the field. It stayed just
ahead of them, drifting low enough that Duke jumped at it. His teeth closed on empty air. The light
rose a little, waited, and moved again. Ben walked into the pasture, calling for the dogs. I followed him.
The light led them toward the cotton woods at the far side.
There was a thick brush below the trees, a tangle of branches and weeds along the creek bank.
The dogs went in one after another.
For a moment, the branches were lit from inside.
And then the blue light went out.
I heard three short cries.
They came so close together that at first I thought one dog had cried several times.
and then the barking stopped.
Ben stood still.
I'd been watching the trees,
but I looked at him when he stopped calling.
His mouth was open.
He was listening.
We should have heard the dogs moving through the brush.
We should have heard panting, leaves,
something coming back toward us.
There was nothing.
Get the lights, John, Ben said.
I went to the barn for two flashlights and called,
Walt. By the time I returned, Ben was at the edge of the trees. He had his phone light pointed into a gap
between the branches. We could only get a few feet in. Fallen branches blocked the bank, and the weeds were
high enough to hide the creek. I handed him a flashlight and held branches aside while he looked
beneath him. We found a narrow route the dogs could have used. It led down toward the water. The beams
showed wet stones, roots, and a few scrapes of old fence wire.
But there were no dogs.
Walt arrived with another light.
We explained what we'd seen while he checked along the bank.
He didn't ask whether we were certain about the blue light.
He asked where it had gone out.
Ben showed him.
We called the dogs until my throat hurt.
Walt took the lane around to the other side of the trees,
while Ben and I stayed near the pasture.
We kept our lights on each other whenever the brush allowed it.
No animal answered us.
After a while, Walt came back.
He'd walked the accessible bank and found nothing.
Going farther into the dark meant climbing over broken limbs beside water
we couldn't judge the depth of.
Well, I don't want either of you falling in that creek tonight.
We'll be here when,
dawn comes and it's light, Walt said. Ben stayed where he was for several seconds.
Then he turned toward the barn without answering. We left its outside lights on. The yard gate
stayed open so the dogs could come home. Ben put water out and I laid an old blanket beside my
porch steps because Patch sometimes slept there. I kept getting up through the night to look.
And at dawn, the three of us returned to the trees.
In daylight, we could follow the narrow passage down the bank safely.
A few yards beyond the fallen limbs was a small clearing that we hadn't been able to reach with our lights.
There were three scorched patches on the ground.
The grass around them was wet with dew.
Inside the patches, it was black and pressed flat.
Nothing nearby looked burned.
The low branches still had leaves. There was no larger trail of fire through the weeds. Ben
crouched near one of the patches and picked something up. It was the metal buckle from Molly's collar.
A short length of the red material remained attached to it. I recognized the color before I saw her tag.
That's hers, Ben said. He turned it over in his hand. The tag had her name on one side. The tag had her name on one's
side and Walt's phone number on the other.
We searched beyond that clearing.
We checked both banks, walked the fence, and drove the nearby roads.
Walt contacted the neighbors.
Nobody had seen the dogs.
Before supper, I drove the nearest roads once more by myself.
But I found nothing.
Ben kept the buckle.
For the next few mornings, he filled all three bowls before he started work.
I didn't say anything.
On the fourth morning, I felt Ben and myself before he arrived.
Yeah, you don't have to keep doing that, Ben began.
I still look for him when I pull in, having got used to the yard being this quiet.
I told him I knew.
It took longer than I expected to stop waiting for Patch when I opened my door.
I'd step out of the porch with my breakfast and leave space beside my foot.
Sometimes I'd drop a crust before I remembered.
One night, about a week after we'd found the clearing, I looked toward the kennels beside the barn.
A blue glow moved across their empty entrances.
I called Walt.
He told me to shut my curtains and stay inside while they contacted Ben.
I did what he asked.
But not before I saw the light pause at patches, kennel.
It's back, I said.
And then at sunrise, something scratched at my door.
Patch was on the porch.
Duke and Molly stood behind him, wagging their tails.
I bent down.
Patch licked my chin while the other two crowded against me.
All three were alive.
I called Walt, then Ben.
Ben arrived before I'd finished putting out with her food.
He sat on the steps while Molly pressed against his legs and kept one hand on her back while she ate.
Her collar was gone.
Walt brought a new one that afternoon, after the vet had checked all three dogs.
None had a burn or any injury.
They were hungry, but healthy.
Which was great.
It's just we never found out where they'd been.
The bulls disappeared on a warm afternoon, while Ben and I were replacing a section of fence beside their pen.
By then, I'd been at the ranch a little over two months. I had looked at other jobs. I won't pretend I hadn't.
While the dogs were missing, I spent several nights sitting at my kitchen table with my phone, scrolling through listings.
Most offered less money. None included housing.
I could have left anyway. There were cheaper rooms in other towns, and I'd have been.
still had my truck. What kept me there was partly money and partly the way the place returned to
normal. A week would pass with nothing worse than a broken pipe. I'd get paid, put some money aside,
and tell myself I could leave if I wanted to after the next check. Then another week would pass.
That afternoon, my thoughts were on the fence post. The four bulls occupied a large pen behind the barn,
separate from the main herd. An old stock trailer stood inside one corner. Its tires had gone flat,
long before I arrived, and Walt used the space beside it for spare panels and lengths of pipe.
We weren't using that trailer for anything. The rear latch was broken, so its door had been wired
shut to keep it from swinging in the wind. It was a small trailer, built for two animals.
The center divider had been removed, but that hadn't made it any longer or,
wider. Even before that afternoon, I'd wondered whether we could comfortably transport one of our
bigger bowls in it. I'd check that wire myself while moving some panels a few days earlier. Ben and I
had been working outside the pen. We stopped for lunch, took our tools into the barn, and ate at
the workbench with the doors open. From there, we could see the main gate into the yard. Nobody drove in.
When we went back to the fence, the pen was empty.
I looked behind the trailer first.
Then I checked the narrow strip along the far side of the barn.
Four bulls couldn't hide there, but I checked anyway.
Did Walt move him?
I asked.
He went for parts.
He's not back yet, Ben replied.
Ben called him while I examined the pen gate.
It was shut.
The chain was still.
looped through the post, exactly where I'd seen it before lunch. Nothing had been pushed down or broken.
The fence had no fresh damage. The section we were repairing was outside this pen, so the work
hadn't left an opening. I climbed out of the bottom rail and looked over the cattle farther out
in the pasture. None of the missing bowls was among them. Two were black, one was dark red,
and the fourth had a white mark between his eyes.
I knew him well enough by then to recognize them at a distance.
Ben finished the call and put his phone away.
Oh, he says leave everything how it is. He's coming back.
We walked the outside of the enclosure.
The dirt was dry and churned up with old hoof marks, so there wasn't a useful trail to follow.
There was also nowhere four full-grown bowls could have gone without passing a fence
or gate. I kept looking through the road. If somebody had stolen them, there would have been a
truck. There would have been noise. We'd eat in lunch perhaps 30 yards away. Ben went to check
the barn again. I crossed the pen toward the old trailer, and as I passed its side, I heard
breathing. I stopped. It was coming through the ventilation slots near the front. Deep, steady breathing.
with the occasional wet movement of a nose.
I put one foot on the wheel rim and looked in.
At first, all I could see was a black shoulder pressed against the wall.
I shifted along the narrow opening until I could see toward the front of the trailer.
There were four heads. I counted him twice.
The white mark was nearest me.
Beyond it were the red bull and the two black ones.
their bodies were packed against one another so tightly that I couldn't understand where their legs went
one animal's head rested above another's back none of them moved their eyes were open
I could hear them breathing a fly walked along the white marked bull's face passing close to his
eye and he didn't even twitch uh ben there and here
I called.
He came across the pen.
I looked through the next opening
and stepped down almost immediately.
And then he went around to the rear door.
The wire was still in place.
Its rusty ends stuck out from the latch.
A strip of weathered twine hung from one loop,
left over from some repair made before my time.
Ben touched the door with his palm.
There was no sound from inside except the breathing.
We didn't open it.
Walt returned a few minutes later.
He left his purchases in the truck and came straight into the pen.
Ben showed him the wire, then moved aside so we could look through the slots.
For a long time, Walt said nothing.
And then finally, he said,
Nobody opens this until we're well clear of the doorway.
He sent me for cutters.
Ben checked that the main pen gate was secure
and moved the spare panels away from the trailer's rear.
We wanted the balls to have room if they came out suddenly.
I handed Walt the cutters through the fence,
then stayed on the other side with Ben.
Before cutting anything, Walt pulled on the wire.
It held.
He examined the hinges.
They were rusted, but fixed firmly in place.
There wasn't another opening,
large enough or even a calf. Then he cut the wire, freed the door, and climbed over the nearby
fence to join us. The trailer rocked. All four animals seemed to wake at once. Hoves struck the
floor. The rear door swung open, and the first bull pushed out, stumbled on the step and found
his feet in the pen. The others followed him. Within a minute, they were
Standing in the sun, breathing hard.
That was all.
Nothing followed them out.
Nothing remained in the trailer except old straw
and the marks their hooves had left and the dirt on the floor.
How did they fit? I asked.
Walt looked into the empty trailer.
I don't know, Walt began.
I watched them come out, same as you.
If you told me they could all fit in there.
fell out of college you a liar.
We examined the bulls for injuries.
There were a few scrapes, but all four could walk and drink.
The one with a white mark returned to the trough,
as if the afternoon had just been an inconvenience.
The photographer came about a month after the trouble with the bulls.
His visit had been arranged in advance.
Walt met him at the gate, checked the details,
and asked him to accompany him while he took pictures.
He wanted photographs of the old buildings, the pasture, and the ridge in the late afternoon light.
I was glad of a job that didn't involve lifting anything.
He was a man around my age, carrying two camera bags and a folding chair.
He explained that he might have to wait for the light to change.
I helped him carry one bag down the lane while he told me about some other places he'd photographed.
He'd heard the stories about the rest of the room.
ranch. I mean, of course he had. By then I understood that I was probably one of the few people
who had arrived without knowing him. He asked whether I'd seen anything strange. I told him I had,
but that wasn't much good at explaining it. He seemed to accept that. We spent the next several
minutes talking about the heat and the price of tires. I liked him for letting the subject go.
The spot he chose was in an empty pasture beside the cottonwoods.
It wasn't the same place where the dogs had disappeared.
This was farther along the lane, where the trees stood on level ground, and the creek curved away behind them.
I could see the barn from the fence.
Ben was working near its open doors.
Walt was in a yard, sorting the parts he'd brought for a pump repair.
Nothing about the afternoon felt dangerous.
The photographer set his chair, perhaps 30 yards from the fence.
He placed a camera on a tripod in front of him, pointed toward the ridge, and sat down with a bottle of water.
Well, I'll be by the gate if you need anything, I told him.
How late, I shouldn't take more than 20 minutes, the photographer said.
I'm waiting for the sun to get below that ridge, then I'll be out of your way.
I leaned against a post and watched them work.
The pasture had been left ungrazed for a while.
Its grass reached just below his knees when he stood.
Around his chair, he'd pressed some of it flat with his shoes.
Farther back, it grew thick and uneven toward the trees.
There was very little wind.
Now and then a leaf turned overhead, but the grass barely moved.
I noticed a patch of it bend at the tree line.
I assumed an animal was moving through it.
A rabbit wouldn't have surprised me.
Neither would a coyote keeping low in daylight.
And then another patch bent several feet closer to the photographer.
There was no animal between them.
I straightened away from the fence and looked carefully.
The grass pressed down, held for a moment, and partly arose again.
A second place flattened farther along.
Whatever was causing it was coming out of the trees.
The photographer had his face behind the camera.
He was adjusting something on the tripod and hadn't noticed.
I almost called out immediately.
What stopped me was the thought that I'd frighten him over nothing.
He'd been polite.
He hadn't asked me to entertain him with ghost stories.
I didn't want to become the ranch worker who shouted about a gust of wind.
Then I saw the stems beside his chair bend away from an empty space.
stand up and come over here, I said.
He looked around at me without moving from his seat.
What's wrong?
The photographer asked.
I could see the trees through the place behind him,
but something about them was wrong.
Their edges shifted slightly,
as if I were looking through heat above a road.
The rest of the tree line remained sharp.
The photographer's shirt pressed inward between his
shoulders then. He reached back with one hand. At the same time, the hair above his collar
moved forward. He turned to look behind a chair, but there was nothing there for him to see.
His hand stopped halfway to his back. I'd begun moving toward the gate. I didn't want
to walk closer and bring whatever was there toward both of us. I wanted the photographer
out of that chair and beside the fence. Leave the camera, just to see the camera just to the camera just
walk to me, I told him. This time he stood. He did it carefully, placing his hands on his knees
first. His water bottle rolled off his lap into the grass. He looked down at it, then left it where
it fell. He took two steps toward me. The chair moved behind him. Its seat sank. The fabric stretched
downward, and its back tilted slightly, exactly as it would if a person had lowered themselves
into it. But the chair was empty. The photographer looked back once. I saw him look at the seat,
then at me. After that, he kept coming toward the gate. A sound came from beside the chair then.
It was a roar, deep enough that I felt it through the fence under my hand.
The sound rolled across the pasture and then stopped.
There was still nothing there.
The photographer reached me.
I opened the gate, let him through, and closed it again.
My fingers had trouble with the chain, although I'd used that gate dozens of times.
We walked back along the lane.
Neither of us ran.
I don't mean that as a claim of courage,
I kept expecting that grass beside us to move, and I was afraid that running would make it worse.
The photographer stayed close to my shoulder.
We reached the yard without hearing another sound from the pasture.
Ben had stopped working.
Walt was already coming toward us.
What made that noise?
Ben asked.
And I explained as simply as I could.
The grass, the chair.
The way the man's shirt had moved.
against his back.
The photographer stood beside his truck, rubbing the place between his shoulders.
He pulled his shirt away from his skin and checked it.
There was no tear, no blood, nothing caught in the fabric.
It breathed on me, he said.
It was warm, right against my neck.
I could hear it breathing even while you were calling me over.
I thought he was going to follow me.
He kept rubbing his back as he spoke.
We went into the barn and sat at the workbench.
Walt gave him a fresh bottle of water.
He held it with both hands until Ben loosened the cap for him.
His camera and bags were still in the pasture.
He didn't ask us to get them right away.
For nearly half an hour, he sat looking through the open doors toward the lane.
Eventually, Walt and I went back together.
The pasture was still.
We waited by the fence before approaching the equipment.
There was no movement in the grass, no wavering patch against the trees.
The camera was on its tripod.
The bottle lay where it had fallen.
The chair's legs had sunk several inches into the ground.
I pulled at one side while Walt held the other.
It took both of us to loosen it.
Underneath, the soil was compressed into deep, narrow,
Holes. Beside those were two broad depressions deeper than the photographer's shoe marks.
I could fit both my boots inside one of them.
We carried everything back. Walt suggested the man leave the chair there, but he shook
his head and folded it himself. Bits of dirt fell from the legs out of the concrete.
I'm finished for today, the photographer said.
He thanked us before he left.
I watched him drive through the gate, taking his equipment and his muddy chair with him.
The last thing I want to tell you about happened near the end of my first autumn at the ranch.
The nights had turned cold.
In the mornings, a thin layer of ice sometimes formed on the trough nearest my house.
Ben and I had started checking the heaters and insulating the exposed pipes.
We also checked the cattle after supper.
Not a long inspection, just a walk along the fence to make sure the water was running, and
nothing had got caught where it shouldn't.
By then I didn't make those checks without telling somebody where I was going.
Most evenings, Ben came with me.
If he had already gone home, Walt met me in the yard.
On this particular night, Ben was finishing a repair in the barn when I stepped outside.
The moon was up.
There was enough light to make out the fences, but the tree was.
The trees at the far end of the pasture stood in one dark clump.
A few cattle were gathered near the trough, their breath showing whenever they raised their heads.
I heard a cow from beyond them.
It was a drawn-out, unhappy sound.
I'd heard cows make them when separated from their calves or left on the wrong side of a gate.
It wasn't unusual in itself.
What bothered me was where it came from.
The sound was near the cotton ones.
We hadn't left any cattle in that section.
The gate into the empty pasture had been closed all day.
I called back into the barn.
Hey, Ben, I think one's got out.
He came with doors wiping his hands on a rag.
Where?
He asked.
I pointed down the lane.
We listened.
And the sound came again.
He put away his tools and brought him.
brought a second flashlight. We walked together along the fence, checking the ground ahead of us as we want.
I expected to find a loose cow standing beside a gate. I was already thinking about whether we'd need
a bucket of feed to bring her back. There was nothing frightening about the call yet. It was part of the
work. Several cattle lifted their heads as we passed. One stopped chewing. Their ears turned toward
the trees.
The sound came again, louder now that we were closer.
Ben swept his light along the fence.
The gate was still shut.
I checked the rough ground beside it, then the open strip under the first trees.
There was now cow.
We walked another few yards.
The lane curved close to a large cottonwood before continuing toward the farther pasture.
Its lower trunk was thick enough
that a cow could have stood behind it
without being visible from where we approached.
I aimed my light at one side
while Ben covered the other.
And then the call came
from above us.
Both our lights stopped moving.
I hadn't heard it echo off the ridge.
I knew where the sound had started.
It had come from somewhere over the fence,
high in the branches.
Did you hear where that came from?
I asked.
Ben raised his flashlight.
At first, its beam showed pale bark and dead leaves.
He moved it higher.
Across the fork were two heavy branches divided from the trunk.
Two eyes reflected the light.
They were set in a dark shape pressed close against the tree.
I could see its edge against the bark, but the branch.
hid most of it. It was maybe 20 feet above the ground. It made the sound again. It sounded
exactly like a cow. That was what made it so hard to hear while looking at the branches.
If I'd been standing by my porch, I would have gone to look for a cow. I backed up until
my heel touched a stone in the lane. Ben took hold of my sleeve before I stumbled. Neither
of us took our lights off the branches for long.
A small bit of bark fell from the fork then.
I heard it touched the fence before it landed in the grass.
The dark shape shifted.
Not enough for me to make out its body, but enough that I saw the branch underneath it bend.
Its head moved slowly to one side.
It was following us as we backed away.
Walk back with me slowly.
Ben said.
I stayed beside him.
We moved along the lane, taking a few steps, stopping, then taking a few more.
We had clear ground behind us, and the barn lights were in sight.
The thing made another cow sound when we reached the bend.
This one lasted longer.
A real cow answered from the group in the pasture, and the sound came from exactly where a cow's call should come from.
close to the ground.
Hearing the two together was worse.
At the barn, Ben called Walt.
I stayed by the doors with my light pointed down the lane.
From there, I could no longer pick out the shape in the tree.
I could see only the darker mass of the cotton woods against the sky.
Walt came over in his truck.
He listened while we described the location,
then drove along the lane with us in the cab.
He stopped well short of the cottonwood
and angled the headlines toward its trunk.
Ben shone his light through the passenger window.
The eyes were still there.
Walt looked for a long time.
Then he reversed back along the lane and returned to the yard.
Did either of you go under it?
Walt asked.
No, no, we stayed by the fence, I replied.
He nodded,
and told us to finish up for the night.
The cattle had water, the gates were secure,
we had no reason to walk that lane again before morning.
Nobody suggested getting the rifle.
I helped Ben put away the remaining tools.
We worked close together,
although the repair was finished and there wasn't much left to do.
I kept finding little reasons to stay in the barn another minute.
Eventually Ben drove home.
Walt parked outside my house,
came in for coffee. We sat at the kitchen table, with a window shut and the porch light on.
I could see the yard beyond the curtain, but not the tree line.
You can stay at my place tonight. Walked again. There's a bed made up in the spare room.
I'd rather you weren't sitting here listening to that all by yourself.
I considered it. Then I looked at the short walk to his truck and said I'd rather stay where I was.
he remained at the table with me.
Every so often, the sound carried across the pasture.
Once, it came while I was pouring more coffee.
I stopped with a pot above Walt's cup and spilled some out of the table.
He moved his hand out of the way and passed me a towel.
Neither of us commented on it.
Near dawn, there was one final call.
Birds had begun moving around the roof by then, and a strip of light showed beneath a kitchen curtain.
After that, we heard nothing from the trees.
Ben returned early.
The three of us drove down the lane in daylight and stopped beside the cottonwood.
It was empty.
A fresh wood showed along the top of the branch where the thing had rested.
Several deep scores cut through the bark.
Pale chips lay on the ground and on the fence below.
I stood well back while Walt examined them.
There was no clear trail away from the tree.
The ground beneath it was covered in fallen leaves,
so I couldn't tell you there should have been one.
We looked, and we didn't find anything that helped.
The cattle were spread across their usual pasture.
One came to the fence and rubbed her forehead against the wire,
another cold from beside the trough.
And all three of us looked up.
That one was a cow, Ben said.
We could see her standing there.
Her mouth was still open.
We knew perfectly well what had made the noise.
But it didn't stop us from looking up and checking the branches.
So I still work here.
I'm writing this at the same kitchen table where Walt and I waited for daylight.
My work boots are beside the door.
There's a list of repairs under a magnet on the fridge,
and tomorrow I need to replace a section of pipe behind the horse stalls.
Ordinary work, there is still plenty of it.
I know the question people will ask.
I've asked of myself, usually late at night,
usually while looking at the distance between my porch and the truck.
Why stay?
Well, the pain matters, so just having a home.
I'd spent years moving from one temp job to another, putting off things I needed because I couldn't be sure what the next month would bring.
Here, the check arrives when it's supposed to.
I've paid off bills that used to sit unopened on my passenger seat.
Walt and Ben, they matter, too.
They aren't just people whose names appear beside mine on a work schedule.
They're the men who stayed with me in some very scary moments.
None of that makes the place safe.
It explains my decision, but I understand if it wouldn't be enough for you.
But most days, nothing happens.
We feed the animals, mend what breaks, and complain about the weather.
The little brown calf from my first week is growing well.
She still pushes to the front when I bring feed.
Sometimes I can spend a whole morning working without thinking about what happened at that pen.
The evenings are different.
We make our checks together now.
If one of us sees something strange, the others listen.
Nobody gets sent alone to investigate a noise just because it's probably nothing.
The dogs sleep in my kitchen now.
Molly has a new red collar and Patch still waits for toast every morning.
We don't let any of them roam after dark.
week. Walt found me standing outside after supper. I was watching the trees while my food
cooled on the porch rail. Are you thinking about leaving? Walt asked. Some nights, I replied.
He nodded. He didn't offer me more money or tell me I was worrying over nothing.
We stood there until Ben came out of the barn and asked for help with a gate. That was
was how the evening ended. Three men fixing something before it became tomorrow's problem.
And for now, that's still my life. I get up, pull on my boots, and go to work. I like the
horses. I like to smell the hay when we open a fresh bale. I like sitting down to a meal
after a day spent using my hands. And if I hear a cow sounding distressed, I still go out to
check on her. But these days,
I look up first.
