Locked In with Ian Bick - I Was a Florida Cop Haunted by the Worst Calls — Here's Why I Finally Quit | Kasey Hagan

Episode Date: July 8, 2026

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My guest today grew up in England, moved to America as a teenager with his father, and was shocked by how different American culture was from everything he knew. He decided he wanted to help people, so he started as an animal control officer in his late teens. He discovered his first dead body on the job and eventually became a Florida cop. He spent three years responding to calls that will haunt him forever. He dealt with the mental health weight that training never prepares you for, witness the problems with policing that nobody talks about publicly. Then he quit to build a content creation platform with his wife,

who was also a cop he met on the job. His name is Casey Hagen, and this is his story. So I was born in a small little town. It's called Ipswich. The county is Suffolk, and it's in England. It's about two hours from London. So I'm like on the East Coast, a little farm town. Did you spend your whole childhood there?

So I was born there. went through school and everything up in England you finished high school at 16 so right around there was when my dad wanted to move back to America he was from America he was in a military so I decided to come with him I wasn't doing anything in England so I was like fuck it let's go so yeah I was in England from birth till about 16 and where was your mom she's still in England they got divorced when I was young she's still in England she comes over now and again but yeah so was it your choice to leave or? Yeah, yeah. I wanted something new. I always came to America on holidays.

Like our whole childhood, we're always here going to Orlando and stuff. And I just want something different. England's so small and there's like not a lot of opportunities and stuff. So it's a little island. So everyone knows everyone. There's not much room to grow. And you are okay with leaving your mom? It was hard. Yeah, it was hard. I haven't been back to England since I've been here. I came here in 2013. I haven't been. I think. I think, I think it's a sharehole. I didn't, like, everyone wants to go there on holidays and stuff. I'm like, I'd rather go anywhere in the world other than there.

But I plan on going back. My wife really wants to go back, so I'll take her. But yeah, my mom comes and goes on holiday here, but I haven't been back. Was it a hard adjustment moving to the U.S.? A little bit, mainly just like your culture is so different, especially like the way you talk and stuff and what's offensive here and what isn't. Like in England we we have horrible mouths like we just as you can tell I'm already cursing two minutes in but yeah we curse all time and like it's just different like I say cunt 24-7 it's like you cannot say that here like you're it's the worst word possible

but yeah the culture is different when I came over here I had to go to high school here which was crazy it's just like the movies I'm like what the fuck I couldn't even figure out my locker like we don't have lockers in England it's so weird but what do you guys use We don't really have, we don't really store anything at school. School was completely different. Like in high school in England, it was just like it was so easy and just like, no one really gives a fuck about anything. I rarely went to school. I'd skip and stuff and it's not that big of a deal.

But here it's like education is everything and like teachers are so strict and it's weird. It's just like the movies. What are the grades in high school in England? It's funny you bring that up. So it's kind of, we kind of have the same thing like A's, B's and C's. and stuff. But when I came to America to go to high school here, because you had to get a diploma to be able to do anything. So I said, fuck it, I'll have to go. I should have been doing two years at high school because I left at 16 in England. So the age range wasn't right. So I should have

done another year instead of what's under senior? Junior. So I should have done junior, but I didn't. They put me straight into senior. But they couldn't figure out how to equivalent, make like work out what my grades were in England and convert them to what they should be in America. So I had shit grades in England. I had an A and P. That was about it. But they converted it.

And I had like A's and Vs over here. I was like, fuck it. I'm like a scholar here. So they did the conversion. I graduated. I had a C in math. That was about it. But it was weird.

Yeah, I'm not a school person. And is it called freshman software junior year? No. So it goes by numbers. So in school in England, you start year one and then you go up to year 16 and that's when you graduate 16 yeah is college or no that's the like senior year in high school okay so we're 12 oh okay yeah and then i think they stop counting after that yeah so year 16 is um the end year and then you can go and do um like scholar

like college stuff you can do college classes there or go to a college and stuff but no one does anything in england they all stay in their same little cliques and it's like you're working the same town for the rest of your life. I still know friends that are working at like McDonald's and shit. Like, no, I wanted to go to the land of the free. So I can't jump ship. How did the kids treat you in school when you got here? I was like a celebrity.

Okay, they were easy or anything. Yeah, no, no, they were nice. I was very athletic, so I did all sports and stuff. I was like every sports team. All my life I've done sports. I started young. I did gymnastics. I was training for the Olympics at one point.

And then I still hold records in England for athletics, for high jumping stuff. And then I came over here and I did football, American football. I was doing that a little bit in England, but it's not that big. The Jaggs go to England a lot, Jacksonville Jaguars. So I was doing a little bit of training with them. And I was trying to get on with them at one point. But then I took another path and went to law enforcement and stuff like that. Were you thinking about law enforcement at all when you were in American high school?

Yeah, a little bit. Even in England, I loved watching cops. The American versus the cops. Yeah. They don't have a British person. It's rude. They don't have guns or anything in England. Oh, yeah, I heard that. That and where is it, Ireland or something like that, too? There's no... I mean, you can get them, like, but it's not big over there. You more so get stabbed and stuff in England. You can, like, mean it to stab someone. It's a little rough. I've been to some sketchy situations over there. But yeah, I want it to be a cop. My dad... Like I said, he was in the military.

He was working with the police in England. He was a police officer in America for a little bit. So I've been around it. I've always find it interesting. And I wanted to pursue that at some point. People that go into law enforcement, they're like, oh, I want to do it to change the world and make the world a better place. Like, all that's cool and stuff.

But you really want to go into it because it's fucking cool. You got all this guns and shit and tactical shit. You get involved in all this crazy, like, events and stuff. You go in to do it because it's fucking cool. So that's why I got into it. Did you go off to college? Yeah. So I graduated.

I did my senior year in America, got my diploma. I did a little bit of college. I did criminal justice for a little bit. But then after that, I actually stopped it. And I decided to go and get a job with animals. I really like working with animals. Strange switch. But my dad ended up getting a job as an animal control officer in our town.

in Florida and he had helped me get on with them. So I was like, fuck it, let me go there. So I worked at the shelter for a little bit. I'm a huge animal person. I fucking hate people. So I talk to animals more. But I worked there and then I got a promotion to be an animal control officer, which it's like I want to be caught for animals.

So I did that for a little bit. Like I dealt with court cases and stuff like that. So it was like a little stepping stone. And then after that, that's when I put my application in a bit of police officer. You know, it's really interesting. Christy's your wife and she's the episode before this that you both had similar backgrounds in that you had an experience doing some type of law enforcement or helping others before becoming cops. What's even crazy is when I moved here, I moved to the same town that she was in and we were around each other all the time. We just didn't know it.

Like our high schools played football against each other and stuff and she was a cheerleader. So I probably saw her. I was like, oh, she's a baddie. But I didn't notice at the time. Talk about fate and destiny. It's crazy. She's a witch. She just planned all this stuff.

What did you think of Americans? Very sensitive. My wife says I'm sensitive, which is, I don't know. It's a bowel. I think you guys are a little bit sensitive, but you guys do outrageous things. Like, at 18, I went and bought a fucking shotgun, like, coming from this small little town in England. Like, it's great. Like, you can really do anything in America, which is amazing.

Like, I love it here. I wouldn't live anywhere else. Like, in England, it's so restricted. You can't do a lot of things. And I don't know, coming here, it's just a whole different world. Like, you can literally do anything in America. I love it here. You probably witness, like, the worst of Americans becoming animal control officer.

Yeah. You see, you know, how horrible it could be. Yeah. So the line of work that I've always tried to do, like, government stuff. So animal control and then police. So I've seen the worst of the worst in like every situation. So like animals, people, like I've seen it all. So it's definitely changes you a little bit.

Can you share some of the stories from animal control? So my first dead body I saw was animal control. So I'd get a lot of calls where people were deceased in the house. A lot of elderly people. And I'd have to go there and contain the animals because the police couldn't go in and then like secure the scene and stuff. So the first dead body I had, it was this older lady. I guess she didn't have any family or anyone to check on her.

She had been dead for like two weeks. This house was full of flies. It was disgusting. It was like five fucking aggressive little chihuahuas in there. And they actually, it was gross. So I walked in the door and the chihuahuas are like licking and eating her feet. They're so hungry. There was other animals in the house, birds and stuff.

They were all dead in their cages. But these dogs were eating this lady's feet because they were so hungry. It was fucking disgusting. So I helped get them out of the house. And then the coroners came and I had to help move this lady. This lady was like 400 pounds. And when you move a body after a long period of time, obviously it bloats and everything else. And it just popped.

She popped. And there was just blood, shit, everything everywhere. And that was the worst fucking smell I had ever smelled. And that was my first experience with, like, death. Like, that was crazy. Did that make you question the line of work you were in or that you wanted to be in? No. Like, that shit's always, like, interested me.

Like, obviously it's sad and depressing. But, like, it's part of life. Like, it's interesting. I've always wanted to do, like, the investigating stuff. Like, crime and stuff is just interested in me. So I really liked that I went to Animal Control first because it was a nice, easy, like, step and so. Like I said, I still did the legal stuff, like the court stuff and handling, like, law and stuff. that. So it was a nice stepping stone for me. I think it kind of helped me when I went into

like the academy. So that was nice. What were some other stories that really stuck with you from your time in animal control? I did a lot of cruelty cases. Like I said, animals are my like favorite thing. Fuck with. I'm like John Wick. You fucking kill my dog. I'm coming for you. So I actually had my first dog when I got to America. He was in a cruelty case. He was used as dog fighting. He was like, their top winner. He'd killed a bunch of dogs. And he was in the shelter for like a year. No one wanted him. They didn't know what to do with him. They were going to put him down. And that was when I just got hired on with them. It was funny. So when you work in the kennel,

you're supposed to take, they have two sections, I guess, two big, like warehouses. They have like the dangerous dog warehouse that are animals with aggressive and, like, cruelty cases and stuff like that. And then they have the ones up for adoption. No one really explained to me what I was supposed to do during the kennels. So, like, my first day, they said, why don't you go walk the dogs? So I went through every animal in the adoption cage is and took them out for walks. And then I went to the dangerous dog slide, and I'd taken all of them out too. And they're not supposed to have any interaction with anyone or nothing.

I'd taken all these dogs out there having the best time of their lives. They were in cages for a long fucking time. So I'd taken all of them out. They loved me. But I took my dog out. his name was Big. They named him off the Biggie Small. He had a huge fucking blockhead, little pit bull.

So I had taken him out, and he was their worst dangerous dog case. But he was a fucking angel with me, like loving all me and stuff. And I found out that they were going to put him down. I was like, fuck, you're not going to do this. Like, I'll fucking quit before this shit. So I ended up talking to my supervisor, and I was like, I'll figure out whatever I need to do. Like, I'll set this dog up for life. And they actually allowed me to adopt him.

He was my best fucking friend. I didn't know anyone when I moved to America. So I got dog and yeah, he was my best fucking friend. I got my first apartment and he was with me 24-step. But yeah, that was like changing to me. I liked working with animals and like trying to better their lives. I think that kind of helped me and law enforcement too, doing that with people. But yeah, I had a lot of cruelty cases.

That was a big one. I shut down a lot of dog fighting rings. I hate that shit. What was the most common type of animal cruelty you saw? A lot in Florida. is the dog fighting. There was the football player that had... Michael Beck.

Yeah. So ever since then, there was a lot of dog fighting. Because where I worked in, the town that I was in for animal control, I was like in the hood area. There was a lot of fucking cruelty to pit bulls and stuff like doing dog fighting. I've had a lot of neglect cases where there's like animals just left and in horrible conditions emaciated. I've had hoarder houses where I've been in.

There's like fucking 100 cats and shit and pissing. everywhere and people are just living there like it's fine like it's fucking shit and piss everywhere your kids are walking in the shit like i've had crazy fucking calls what do you think is the psychology behind these individuals have you got to talk and interact to some of those a little bit yeah it's it's really strange like people just go on through their day to day like that this is normal this is my normal life like i live in fucking filth but i don't think they see it like that like this is their palace this is their home like there's newspapers and shit stacked to the fucking ceiling but this is everything this is mine this is

my protected little zone. But it's crazy. Like, I've opened the door and people are like, oh, come on in. Like, I can't even fucking get in your house lady. What are you talking about? There's just shit everywhere, cats jumping everywhere dogs.

And people just, they're just in their own little world. I think, I think trauma, fucking, it has to be trauma. Something crazy happens in their life where I think it is they build their own little sacred palace and they're protected from the world. They don't see it as anything else other than that. It's really strange.

Is animal cruelty just an American thing, or did that happen in England? So in England, we have something called the RSPCA, which is like the equivalent of animal control. You can call them for any, like, cruelty cases and stuff like that. So it's definitely less common in England. Like, you do have some, like, a little horde of cases now and again or, like, neglect cases. Mainly in England, the big thing that goes on there is, like, dog theft. People would, like, come and steal your dog and, like, sell it. Like, that's a big thing over there.

I don't know why. But yeah, it's definitely, like I said, coming to America, everything is, like, on another fucking scale. Like, how they say everything is bigger in Texas, like, everything is bigger in fucking America. Like, everything is just crazy. Like, crime rate, like, just the way you do things is just, it's bigger. It's just, I don't know. It's just exciting and different over here. Now, being in Florida, you probably had a lot of alligator cases, right?

I did a few. So animal control, you're not technically certified to deal with. alleges, and that's another fucking thing. Coming to America, like, I can open my door as a fucking alligator. Like, what the fuck? Even these lizards and shit that you have, like everything here wants to fucking kill you. It's like Australia. But it's crazy.

Yeah, we don't have any of that fucking thing. In California, you got the mountain lions or snakes coming in your house. Yeah, fucking bears. I went to California not long ago, my wife, we went there and for work and stuff. We were there for about six months or so, and we were up in the mountains in Big Bear. I'm just driving down the street. It's a

fucking bear. It's crazy. And even just in Florida, you have everything. There's fucking snakes, spiders, like, everything wants to kill you. It's so strange. But, yeah, it's exciting. Because in England, we have probably, like, one or two poisonous snakes. That's a little island, so there's not shit there. What do you think was the most exotic, the animal you came across that someone had?

I've seen every. Florida is fucking crazy. You see Florida, man, everywhere I did this. Florida is crazy. I've had people who had pet fucking raccoons. Someone had an armadillo, like, just chilling on their fucking couch. People have snake, like, everything. Like, if it's outside and wildlife and isn't supposed to be inside, someone in Florida has it.

Like, yeah, it's crazy. Were you one of those guys that would grab the snake, like, bare hand? Yeah, I love that shit. I couldn't do that. So animal culture, you're not supposed to deal with, like, reptiles and, like, alligating and stuff like that or anything, like, out of the scoper of dogs and cats or birds. But there's calls that we would get, and FWC, the Florida Fish and Wildlife doesn't always come out.

So yeah, I'd fucking go out and help it. Someone has a snake. Fuck yeah, I want to see that shit. So I'd go there and I'd take it out their house and stuff like that. What do you think was more fun, animal control or policing? It's a different kind of fun for each. Animal control was fun, but it is more like, I guess, a one team year by yourself. There's not really camaraderie or anything like that.

I think animal control is definitely more relaxed and less strenuous on someone's life. I had a lot of fun times during animal control. I'll probably say animal control. There's not much that I can think of that as crazy fun with law and forestment. Yeah, probably animal control was more fun. Now, how long did you do that for before you came up? Animal control I did for two, almost three years. I was like right out of high school here.

I'd got into that, which was good. Yeah, I did that almost two or three years. So, yeah. Now, do you become a citizen at all during that? Yeah. So luckily, before all of this fucking drama with politics and everything and America hate in England and stuff, I got dual citizenship when I was probably like six. So I've American citizenship and British, so I can come and go as I please.

Oh, so even before you moved here. Yeah, I've had citizenship since I was a baby. So when shit hits the fan here, I can go back to England. vice versa. Was it hard to get that? Yeah, there was a whole, it was a lot easier back then. You just go to the embassy and you do like an interview. I don't know if it's still the same, but when you're born with one parent in another country and vice versa, you automatically get citizenship. I don't think that's the same. I think Trump changed that because I was going to try and do that for my kids, for Inca get British citizenships. I don't know how that works now. I've got to look into

that. But yeah, it was a lot easier back then before all this terrorist shit. How hard was the application process for you because of your background to become a cop? It wasn't too bad. Obviously, they do criminal background and stuff. So it's a little hard for them to get in contact with law enforcement in England. But I was a child in England when I was there, so I didn't really have criminal background. I mean, I'd get in trouble with police now and again for doing dumb shit. When Parkour was a big fucking thing, I was always climbing. buildings and shit. I did crazy shit as a kid. But we'd always get the police called on us

for trespassing and stuff like that. But I never did anything like criminal. So it wasn't too bad. The first law enforcement agency that I applied for, it was actually FHP, which was Florida Highway Patrol. They're fucking assholes, dude.

I absolutely think they're racist. They don't like fucking black cops. It's changed nowadays. Like, there's more lenient on it. But I applied, like I had no criminal history. I'm like top of the top fucking athletic I went through their whole hiring process ACE their fucking physical tech like out smoked everyone Did great in their fucking interview and then I got told that I got fucking denied

I'm like what the fuck why did I get denied like I've been respectful I did animal control before this I have all this background Like oh yeah we we can't take anyone this that smoked marijuana before Are you fucking kidding me? Who hasn't tried marijuana? I So like on the application, they want you to be like open about everything. They make you feel like you can't fucking lie about anything. Lying is bad, obviously. But they want to know every little nook and cranny of your life. And that was my first application.

So I'm like, fuck, I need to tell them everything. They're going to find out this. They're going to find out that. Fuck. What if they find out I smoked weed one time? Am I going to be in trouble? I'm like, fuck me. So I tell them everything, which I shouldn't have fucking done.

Like, who gives a fuck if you smoke weed? I didn't do it, like, recreate, like, all the time. It was just like, now and again, everyone smokes weed and tries alcohol. But I went in there fucking scared, and I told them everything, and then they fucking denied me. I'm like, wow. So I got fucking turned off by that, and I guess I was like, fuck, I guess I'm not supposed to be in law enforcement.

So that kind of hurt me a little bit. And then I went back to the animal control for a little while. But then I decided to get on with the local. police department agency. I found out that they were doing like a scholarship program where they would pay for you to go through the academy and stuff. So I got lucky and they selected me for that. So went through the whole academy and they gave me like a little salary while I was doing it, which it wasn't anything, but I told them I couldn't go through the academy without getting paid because I needed to pay for a house and stuff. So luckily I got a little bit of salary which helped

with bills. The academy was like, um, Six months, like six and a half months, which the academy is a fucking joke. When you get on the road, it is nothing compared to what they teach you in the academy. Actually, when you get out of the academy, they tell you forget everything that you fucking learned at the academy because it's not true. I think the way the academy works is an absolute joke. I don't think you should be able to hold a gun in a badge after six months. I think that's why a lot of these cops are getting fucking in trouble. people are getting shot.

I think there's a lot of negativity around law enforcement right now. And I think the training process is a big issue with that. I don't think you should be a cop after six months. Like, doctors have years of experience and stuff. But I can go take your life away and put you in prison or kill you after six months. Like, I think that's a little crazy. What was the first thing that made you realize that? That the academy does not prepare you?

I'm probably my first fucking call out on the road. So the agency I worked with is a big agency. I would say it's one of the best agencies out there. I will give them that. Their in-house training is fucking amazing. I'll drop who it. I worked for Daytona Beach Police Department. So it's a big like event city.

They have the NASCAR there. That's another thing. Why the fuck do you guys like watching a fucking car turn left for however many laps? Like that's crazy to me. So I worked in that area. There's always big events and stuff. So there's always something going on. Daytona is fucking rough, dude.

They have shootings every fucking day. Like someone gets killed every day. So my first fucking call out there, I'm a rookie. I'm out on the road. And I pull up to, I get a call about a suspicious vehicle parked outside of this school. So I pull up there with my FTO, my training officer. I walk up to the window. guys got fucking drugs all over him, meth, all kinds.

I guess he was a big dope dealer in the area, but he fell asleep in front of his car where I guess he was going to go deal a deal. He was fucked up. I guess he got high on his own supply, some shit. I walked up to the window. I looked in and he was still asleep. I was on the passenger side at the time. So I walked around the car to the driver's seat.

He had his window down. I saw all the drugs in front of me. I quietly opened the door because it's in plain view. You can arrest him at that point. I opened the door. He hears that fucking door click. He pulls that fucking gun from his side and speeds off in the fucking car. Luckily, he didn't shoot or anything.

I had his arm. I almost yanked him out of the fucking car. But he took off, fled at like a fucking 100 miles an hour. I look at my FTO. I'm like, we're going to go get him? No, fuck it. Are you fucking kidding me? That's felony crime right there.

Like, pulls that a gun. He said, oh, fuck it. Okay. All right. I know that guy. But yeah, the Academy doesn't prepare you for any of that shit.

They teach you basic fucking techniques to arrest people. They teach you robotic fucking ways to talk and this is how a traffic stop will go and blah blah blah. None of that shit fucking happens on the road. It is all random.

There is no such thing as a simple traffic stop. Everything is fucking random. You can't expect anything. So you have to expect the unexpected. But I had a crazy squirt away training officer. He was in the Marines. Like he was fucking, he'd been in crazy shootouts. While I was there with him, the week that I left FTO and I was out on my own,

I was supposed to go to him to this swap with him to this swap call. But I just got off shift. He went to this swat call and that day he got fucking lit up. He went in this house there trying to get this felon. He ran in the house. He saw the guy run into a bed. and the guy shut the door shut the door um the training officer he had his rifle he squared away fucking dude that he booted this fucking door in the guy standing there shoots him in

the fucking chest and he's a short guy so he could have got shot in the head he got fucking hit in the chest he rolls back and rolls out into another room you see on his body cam you have to i'll show you the video uh he got shot he's fucking grunting he's like uh now he gets this fucking marine rage, he gets the fuck up and empties his fucking clip through this door into this dude and fucking kills him. It was crazy. He walked in and sees the guy dead and there's another guy, another officer that walks up to him and he was like, should we do CPR on this guy? And it goes quiet and you hear the guy, he's like, fuck that guy. And he fucking spits on the ground and walks out. You just got shot in the chest and killed a guy and you just walk off like it's nothing.

This guy is fucking, he had his issues, but he was squared. the fuck away. I'll never forget that. Like, he is fucking crazy. We had really good, um, talk. He talks to me about his marine life and stuff, um, and how he convert to law enforcement. But just how he went away, went about his day to day with everything. He's always aware of everything. He'd give me little pointers like driving, like, um, you pull up to a red light. There's a car in front of you. Everyone normally just drives right up to her, uh, the car in front of you, you just sit there and wait for the light to go. He's like, well, if you're, if you're right up on that car and someone pulls up to you, you're in this big target and someone

starts shooting where the fuck you're going to go. So he said, drive up to a car at a red light, you want to be like two car links back, always, always know an exit where you are. You just changed my whole vision on how life goes. And I think that's how it goes in law enforcement. You see the world differently. Even now, I've been out on law enforcement for several years, but I'm always watching my fucking surroundings, driving a car.

I'm away from everyone. Like, I go in a restaurant, I have to have my back to the wall, and I'm sitting and scoping everything. It takes a toll on you, like mentally. Like, your mind never stops. But yeah, I've had a lot of good experiences with some officers, especially in that agency. But when I transferred from that agency to my last agency, what a fucking shit show. Yeah, there's a lot of cops that shouldn't be cops. Not all cops are bad, not all agencies are bad, but there's a lot that ruin it for the rest of them.

Yeah, my first day transferring to my other agency, which is where I met my wife, I have to go through field training again. So you have like several training officers and then they'll release you on your own. First day at FTO, I go to this guy's car to get in the car. He's like, oh, hop in a passenger seat. Open the fucking door. This car is disgusting. filled with wendy's chick fillet everything you can fucking think of monsters mountain dew piled all over the car fucking i guarantee you those fucking roaches and shit this tiny little weenie

fucking cop is supposed to be teaching me how to do my job and he was i don't even think he was older than me he might have been younger than me i don't know um absolutely disgusting uniform fucking disgusting no command presence nothing but that's what it's supposed to be teaching me i'm like what the fuck and i thought i just made the worst to say There's never coming to this small fucking agency. But I fucking rode with him. I had my training with him. He was fucking horrible.

Couldn't do anything under stress. I remember my first pursuit in a vehicle was with him. An officer in the next town over just got shot. So everyone goes. They put out an alert and every agency will go to it. I'm fucking flying there. I know exactly where I'm going. I'm fucking hopping curves,

driving on the wrong side of the road. He's like, slow, slow, slow down, slow down. We're going to get there. Slow down. Oh, watch that car. Watch that car. Oh, go this way. I looked at him. I'm like, shut the fuck up. This is my training officer. He's above me. He's senior area. I told him to shut the fuck up. And I fucking got there. I hop out, get my fucking rifle, and I'm fucking running to this dude. And he's fucking still in the car. I'm like, what the, this is my senior officer. It's supposed to be teaching me how to do my job. and he's in the fucking car, not prepared for nothing, telling me he's scared and all this shit.

Like, this is who's responding to cause. This is who is protecting citizens. That is crazy to me. The fluctuation in, like, officers on how they do things. And, like, the training is crazy. I really don't think there's enough training in six months for certain officers to be cops. Like, it's crazy.

Why did you transfer departments to begin? Really, it was my friend. He convinced me. Like, I really loved my agency. But there was a couple of things that weren't great there. Like, there's a lot of ass kissing and stuff like that. And, like, you won't get things unless you've been there for a long or you know the right person. So there was, like, downsides to it.

The training was absolutely amazing. The agency is amazing. But there's a lot of, you have to be in the clicks to get places. I was really good friends with a guy that I went through the academy with, and he was not happy at that agency. And he went to my wife's agency and told me about it. Oh, it's all the sunsharing the rainbows over here. I'm like, fuck, man. That sounds really good.

So I kind of got convinced a little bit. And then I made the switch. I regret it a little bit because I think I could have gone way further with my first agency. But I also don't regret it because everything. that happens is where I am now. Yeah, I think it was a good switch. What do you think hit you the hardest first when you became a cop? Probably the reality of how shit the world is and how selfish human beings can be.

I think seeing like the negative side of the world, like on the most basic. calls like this is such negativity like you're you're a human fucking punching bag as a cop like you go to no one calls you to hang out like you are going to help someone in a fucking crisis so it's just constant negativity yes you have like community events and fun things like that that you do people but you are just a negative being trying to fix everyone's problems and that takes a toll on you mentally like you try not to take this stuff home with you and like That's their problems and stuff, but you're going there to fix this person's crisis. Every single call, you're a fucking mediator for these people, and it takes a toll on you.

But, yeah, I think just dealing with the negativity 24-7, it takes a toll on you. What's a crime that you saw in America that would never happen in England? I know you said there's a lot shootings, obviously. Yeah, shootings are the big thing. I don't know. I mean, we have theft and stuff in England. You guys have some stabbing here. Not as much as the UK. We like to stab people.

Is domestic abuse problem? I would say it's a lot more over here. Domestic violence is way bigger over here, I think. I think probably all the alcohol and shit you guys have over here, like it's promoting like crazy. I don't know. I think domestic violence is probably the biggest difference in England to hear. Obviously, they have people that be up their fucking wives and vice versa.

in England, but it's way more common here for people to put their fucking hands on people. Like, it's not that big in England. But, like, you hear about it 24-7, like, wives getting beat up and stuff like that. Domestic violence is huge. I had domestic violence calls every single night. And it wasn't just women, men hitting women, women-hitting men, too. Like, Americans are fucking crazy. How did you feel about the domestic violence calls?

It sucks, especially dealing with it as a child. Like, my parents would fucking argue 24-7. I'd send my dad put his hands on my mother and stuff like that. It's shit because it brings back memories of your past and stuff. And like you try not to take it personal. And then go in there, you're like, fuck, this. I hate, that's a big thing with me. I hate men that take advantage of women.

Not that women can't do things to men as well, but it really has bothered me like all my life. I don't know why. I think it might have been watching my parents go through their shit. But it is always really affected me. Like when I find out a man has put their hands on a woman. And that was a big thing with my wife. Like she's been through so much shit.

So many people have fucking hurt her in life. Now I'd fucking put her in this little bubble. Like you say one fucking thing to her. Look at her. Look at her. I'm fucking, I'm a kill you. So it really takes a toll. And hearing anything about women getting abused,

even like in movies, I fucking hate that shit. They always put rape scenes and shit and I fucking hate it. So I have domestic cause I deal with 24-7 when I was a cop and I would fucking hate it. Like I found out this piece of shit fucking guys beat up this little frail fucking person.

Even like older people like or the older man like back in their day like it's not a big deal to fucking slap your wife or do whatever to her. I'd have old people fucking smacking this old little lady. Like I'll fucking hurt you old man. Like, this is crazy. I think that was a big thing when I hate domestic violence. And you go there, you're a fucking babysitter too.

Like, sometimes it's just over dumb petty shit. I don't know, like fucking cleaning or something. And then other times it's like, just this guy just wants this to abuse this fucking girl. Like, he takes control of her, he's controlling her life. And it gets to the point where they feel like they're trapped and they can't do anything. Like, that's their life. And they're there to be abused. It's crazy when they call the police and you go there and then you make the decision to arrest

the person that's abusing them. And then sometimes the fucking wife will turn on you after calling. No, no, no, no, no. Don't do that. Don't arrest him. I've had a fucking wife jump on me and try to stop me from arresting her husband. Then she ended up going to jail too. So it's crazy.

The mental toll that it takes effects on people like the psychological stuff is insane. I think that's, like I said, it's very interesting how different humans can be. Like, you can go through years of abuse, but still have love for someone and still want to protect them. It's crazy. But that's what some people do. What do you think bothered you the most about other cops that you encountered throughout your career? Definitely the lack of training. Like I said, like this is my fucking backup at the end of the day.

Like, I'm worried about the person pointing the gun at me. from front of me when I got to worry about the person fucking pointing the gun at me behind me as well it's supposed to be my backup and I've had that um like being a cop you have to clear houses and stuff I've had people in my department that have flagged me with their fucking gun and shit like you fucking crazy um but yeah training and some cops are just fucking robots they don't give a fuck about the real fucking raw feelings of life like you're a fucking human being just like these people that you're going to talk to and they don't think of it like that. They think people are just

fucking annoying, like dumb fucking people. And they talk shit 24-7 about citizens too. It's like you're here to help people and you want to fucking talk shit about them because they're in a shit situation or they're homeless. Like, I've had cops that are just instigated. They like going to calls and they'll just fucking

ruin someone's day just because. And I fucking hated that. There was ticket hoars. I call them ticket hoars. Like the fucking motor cops that would go around I want to get this many tickets today. Like, I fucking hated that shit. I was never a ticket right here.

If I wrote you tickets, you really did something fucking bad. But there was cops that they would just go and they would ruin someone's fucking day just because, oh, you didn't have your seatbelt on, I'm going. I'm going to write you for that. Your tint is fucking dark. You got a broken equipment on your car. They'll write you for fucking everything. And they try and get you to do it too. And the higher-ups like that shit.

They love fucking tickets to show their fucking government or whatever. they're trying to impress, oh, we got this many stats. Like, we need money for this now because we're doing so good. Like, it's all fucking numbers game. And I didn't want to be a part of that. That was one of the big reasons that I decided to leave. But a lot of cops don't give a fuck about real fucking human beings and what they're going through. Like, I'll go to calls.

Like, I'll sympathize with people. Like, I understand. Like, this is a stressful fucking situation. This is your crisis. Like, you've called for a guardian angel. And I'm fucking here to do whatever I can to help you. And I will. I'll go above and beyond.

I always have. But there are cops that will go there and they just instigate the shit and not give a fuck about anything and their solution is take everyone to jail or write everyone to tickets. It's horrible. Like, there's very few individuals

that are there because they actually have the passion and want and will to do the job. And there's people that are there just to say I'm a fucking cop and have the fucking mindset that they're superior to everyone. And there's a, It's a lot.

There's a lot of people that think they're above everyone, just because they have a gun and a badge. Do you think those kind of cops that you're just describing start off that way and then turn into that or don't start off that way and then turn into that? Or do they start off that way? I think the ones that I like that are the ones that got fucking bullied in high school or had rough childhoods or something like that. I think those are the ones that got the badge and gun.

And now they're like, huh, I'm in charge now. Now it's my turn to fucking bully the world. Like you guys fucking bully me and now it's my turn. So I think it's a lot of that. And yeah, I think there are just some people that just fucking are dickheads and they just have this fucking mindset that they're above everyone. Like I said, there's very few cops that are there, the kindness of their heart and wanting to change the world. How do you feel about them now, now that you left? Like the bad cops?

Yeah. Especially when you see that kind of stuff on the news. So I'm pro law enforcement. I love everything about law and order. Like, there should be structure. The system is fucked. The system is a joke that we have. The system is a joke.

I would have people that are to rest on felony fucking cases, trafficking, all kinds of crimes. I take them to jail to start in my shift that we out by the end of the shift. You can just bond out just like that. You got money, you can do whatever the fuck you want. Like, money talks. But the, I think the bad cause. cops ruin it for everyone. It's the system is definitely broken. Now isn't Florida a tough on crime type of state?

Yeah, the governor is really good. Like he's very pro-law enforcement. He did a lot of great things for law enforcement. Like fucking the stimulus checks that he would do for law enforcement is great. They have cracked down on a lot of new laws. They're more pro-law enforcement, which has helped. They dropped a lot of new laws to protect law enforcement. They dropped laws. where you can only be a certain amount of feet from a law enforcement investigation that's going on, which was huge because people fucking come up to us on scenes and be recording us and doing all kinds of shit,

which obviously you're in public, you can do whatever you want, but that causes a huge officer safety issue. And they just did another, they made another law that if you harm or kill a law enforcement officer, like his fucking life in prison and shit like that, there's an officer that got killed in the department I work with, Daytona Beach. I knew him. I talked to him all through training. He was a fucking awesome guy. He was friends with my wife. Young guy, the sweetest fucking guy, you can be around. He was a good cop.

He went to, it was a suspicious vehicle call. Like I had my first fucking day in this hotel parking lot, apartment complex parking lot. He went there, a suspicious vehicle. There's a guy that's been sitting in the complex. Don't think he should be there. He went there, spoke to the guy. told him that he can't be there. He was trying to get his identification. The guy was being hostile from the jump. He got the guy out of the car and was speaking to him, which I don't think you should ever do. If there's someone sitting in the fucking car and you can see them, you can see their hands.

Keep him fucking there. Don't let him out and give him a fucking exit. You don't know what they can pull out their waistband. If you can see someone, keep him in the fucking car. He was by himself. There is a stout fucking black dude. and he's a good size officer, but he's just like scorning the white guy.

He's arguing with this dude, get out of the car now. The guy's out of the car. They're fucking arguing. He tries to go and put him in handcuffs. The guy pulls out a fucking gun, shoots him in a head, and he's dead instantly. You see him dropped out of the ground on his body cam. This guy fucking flees.

And there was a whole fucking manhunt for this guy. He ended up going all the way to fucking Georgia, I believe, and hiding out in this tree house. everyone was there ATF, fucking FBI, everyone, FWC. They should have fucking smoked the guy, but they didn't. He was in the treehouse with all his fucking guns, ammunition. He ended up being, I think it was one of the black rights activists or something like that. And they just arrested him and now he's in prison, living out his life, and this guy's fucking dead.

I think that's one of the craziest things that I think about in America. If someone does something outrageous, I think your crime should be that. You fucking kill someone, death to you. You fucking rape or abuse kids, you should fucking die. I think that's the craziest thing is that the system will protect the criminal more than the victim. Like these people are now in prison. Yeah, they don't have freedom, but they're being fed. They get to do whatever they do in fucking jail for the rest of their life.

Don't have to worry about bills, nothing. These people are held up on taxpayers' money for the rest of their lives after murdering someone. I think that's the craziest fucking thing. What's interesting, too, is then you have the people that sympathize what those individuals say on social media and stuff. And the, like, the fan letters and shit that they get, you're on social media. They're fucking, I don't like politics and shit like that, but I'll look at stuff now and again. You know the chud the builder? I've been seeing that a little bit.

That is fucking crazy. This guy just fucking shot someone and there's a go-fung me for like a million fucking dollars for this guy that did this shit. Like, it's insane. I mean, you see that with the Luigi case, too. Yeah. But it's also, I think looks play a big part too. Yeah. Like if Luigi was a fat old guy, is he getting the same type of support?

Right. But the cause, I understand the cause. So I got to go to jail to get somebody. No, I mean, I understand the cause of that people support going against a system. But killing someone isn't the right way to handle that either. Celsius sponsor me. The Celsius is early good. So it's but then you look at like Brian Koberger who, you know, is a is a killer,

convicted killer and people that women are obsessed with him. Yeah. You know, and this even goes back to fucking Ted Bundy and shit. Yeah, and that was the start of it kind of at all. Sex cells. That's what I got. It looks and sex cells. It just, some of it just doesn't make sense or it's kind of like a slap in the face, I guess.

Yeah. To the criminal justice system. And then you have stuff that is completely. wrong that people, you know, you got someone that's doing 20 or 30 years for, say, marijuana. Yeah, that's the crazy. It's fucking, like, someone could go almost their fucking life is gone over some drugs, but a murderer can get out fucking later down the line or a rapist. Like, fucking Dedy's going to be out soon too.

Like, it's crazy. What was the public's perception of cops during your time? It varied. Even with my family. Like, some people were like, oh, my God, that's awesome. You have a respectable job. But then I have other people. My, fuck you.

You're a fucking. snake you're a snitch like cops do us fucking dirty all the time like it varies like I had my perception on law enforcement when I was out um like before I was a cop and then afterwards but the general part it varies like some people love law enforcement and think it's awesome they back the blue and then others are like oh you're fucking tyrant so you're the biggest gang in the world like like they all make valid points on both sides like you're not fucking wrong like yeah it's a big fucking gang yeah there are bad people but there's good size to it too, but it all varies.

The people that hate law enforcement, do you think it's because they had something personally happened to them, or do you think it's because they saw something depicted maybe on social media? Some of it is personal stuff, but then I also think, like a lot of people are fucking sheep.

Like, you'll see something on TikTok or something, and they'll just fucking roll with it. Oh, did you see what this fucking caught there? A lot of his fucking AI and not even real, but people are so easily manipulated. I think that's why a lot of shit goes on in the world, but a lot of people are easily manipulated and just go with the fucking flow. If I say that person is a piece of shit, you better say they are too. And they jump on

the bandwagon and stuff. I think the problem is, too, with social media is the footage is only one aspect of it. Yeah, they always put the worst fucking aspect, too. If there's any headline of a cop, it's going to be, oh, white cop shoots innocent black man. They always put the worst fucking shit. Like, it even goes back to the George Floyd shit. Like, it's always the worst possible perception of law enforcement that they'll put out first. Now, Florida has pretty, I guess, freely loose laws on guns, right?

Did that- It's open carry now there? Did that affect you as a police officer? I just got out just before the whole open-carry thing. I didn't have any issues really in my town. I was very well-known. Like, I was the fucking tip-top officer there.

Like, I went not to shoot my own, but I fucking went above and beyond. That's one of the things that fucking pissed me off. I would go into every shift. Like, I'm going to go make a fucking difference today. I'm going to get these fucking scumbags off the street. And I'm going to go do something positive. Every shift I would go in.

I would have multiple fucking arrests. I didn't do bullshit fucking tickets or stupid arrest. Yes, I ought to respond to calls if I can. But I was the most proactive fucking officer there is. My big fucking thing was drugs. I hated what drugs were doing to the town. I'd see people killed on overdoses. kids got overdose on shit

I hated fucking drugs so every shift I would go in I'm going to take some scumbags to jail today I was the only fucking proactive officer in my fucking eight I swear I had hundreds of arrests trafficking fucking huge criminal cases I would have a trafficking case

probably almost every shift I would go home I would do fucking I would spend my off time I would do PowerPoints to give to the fucking narcotics department I did PowerPoints on people I'd built cases on. I knew where fucking dope was moving.

I knew when it was coming in. I'd have my little fucking snitches in the town, ride from house to house and come tell me shit. I knew fucking everything. It got to the point where I had to start doing random shift changes because they knew when my shift was. And they'd stop selling dope and stuff or coming out when my shift was on. I did fucking everything. I loved it. I loved being proactive.

I was running a gun chases, fucking car chases. I was hopping out on people. people, every fuck, my fucking wife said I was fucking tase are happy. I had to fucking tase a few people. And fighting with people all the time. I was running and gun in 24 fucking stuff. I love that shit. That's what I like doing.

That's why I got into law enforcement was to do the fun fucking cool shit and make a difference. But in the reality of it, the system's so fucked it, it doesn't make a difference. Like I would arrest one fucking trafficker and another person to take their place. I guess a never-ending fucking thing. It's like even goes back all the way to the cartels. I was like, I'm arresting these low-level fucking dope dealers, and it's not going to affect shit. Like, I feel good about it. Like, I'm trying to make the change, but it's a fucking losing battle.

Does having that mentality and seeing the reality of it burn you out? Yeah, absolutely. And I was starting, especially mentally. Like, I was, like I said, I was on fucking go 24-7, and I was taking that shit home, too. All I thought about was fucking drugs. I know who I'm going to go get next. I was looking up warrant sheets who I can go get. Like it changes your mentality and you forget to switch it off at times.

And I think that's how they program you too is like you're a cop. This is your personality. This is you. You're a cop 24-7 now. And they tell you that through the academy. Like when you're off to you, you need to remember you're a cop. You need to hold yourself to a certain standard, which I get to be respectful. Like you do something bad.

I can go back to your agency. But like you need to remember. remember you're a fucking human. You have a life. Like, I've got kids at home. I would be taking extra shifts. I would fucking, I would stay late because I, I arrested someone right when I was supposed to get fucking off duty. That would piss my wife off the most. I didn't mean to, but I tried so hard. It was like an addiction. I tried so hard not to fucking do shit towards the end of my shifts because I know it will fucking go over every time. But I see something I have to go fucking deal with it. It was just how it was.

I knew something was going on. I knew someone was going to go meet someone to sell something. I would fucking be there and I would stop it. I had so many shifts where I would run late and I'd come home. I've missed dinner. I've missed putting the kids to bed. My wife's already gone to sleep. And it started getting miserable.

Like we had issues at home because I was never there. And I'd take full accountability for it. Like I had fucking, it sucked. It took a toll on our kids' lives, my life, her life. It was crazy. How did you cope with that? Really getting through it was my wife. She helped me through it.

I had a really dark fucking time. Like she had said in her interview, there were some cases that are just fucking, they take a toll on you. Like, when you're a cop, you can't share emotion. Like, you just deal with it. I had this one kid. He probably had his license for a fucking week maybe.

He was ripping up and down our main street in the town that I lived in, and he decided. decided to make U-turn to go back down this street. This fucking semi-truck took this kid out. This car was split in half and was wrapped around a pole. I was the first one there. I was sitting.

I watched it happen. I was sitting at the bank across the street eating my lunch. I watched this fucking happen. This car got smoked. It was allowed. You can see it. I can smell it now. Everything.

I fucking drive over there, run out of the car, run up to the dude. This young fucking kid, I just see myself. Like, his young fucking kid pouring out. out blood, hyperventilating. He's gone already, but he's still, his body is still acting. Like, it's the craziest thing. I'm sitting now. I'm holding his fucking head up, like, trying to make sure he doesn't move his spine. Blood is coming out of everywhere. I know this kid is dead. I'm talking to him. I found his license in his pocket. I'm fucking talking to him. I'm like, you're going to be fine. You're going to be fine. We got you. And I fucking, uh, he was on the

phone with his parent, that the phone was still ringing. The parent was still on the phone. I could hear them. Are you okay? What's going on? What's going on? I'm holding this kid. he's dead already. And you don't think about that. I'm fucking holding a lifeless fucking body in my hands. And I'm talking to this person like they're going to be okay. And that's another situation where my chain of command doesn't know what the fuck they're doing. The training is just gone.

So I have a fucking sergeant on scene with me now. I'm holding this fucking kid's head. And he's telling me to go get some gauze to stop his nose from bleeding. This kid is almost splitting fucking half dead. and you want me to go get a stupid fucking medical supply to hold over his nose because he's bleeding? How about you call the fucking ambulance? How about you secure this fucking scene?

Like, we have a, it's a crime scene now. There's a dead body. But the lack of training and the complacency when shit hits the fan, there's very few officers that can stay focused and know what they need to do. But that was one of the main cases. I'm fucking shaking out.

I can see it. That was one of the big cases that took a toll on me. is I had this fucking lifeless body in my hand. The other one was I had an infant that fucking suffocated while this nanny was fucking around on her phone. There's a babysitter at this house. She had probably left this kid in the crib for several hours

and not checked on it. Why this brand new infant baby had blankets and toys and shit in the crib? I have no idea. The kid fucking suffocated. I went there and I had to pick up this lifeless fucking baby that had just started its life. and I had to deal with that, like that. On scene, I fucking struggled to hold that together.

So that's saying something. But I had this lifeless fucking infant in my hands, and there was nothing I could do. You go to a scene, and you want a solution. Like, you're there to figure out how to fix something. I have this baby. I'm doing CPR, and I can't do anything. This kid is gone.

Didn't even start his life. And I had to deal with that. That was one other one. There's two, those two stuck with me. When you leave scenes like that, where do you go? What do you do? That's the thing. They tell you,

oh, you're a cop, you can't have feelings, you shut it off, you put it in a box in the back of your head, you forget about it. It doesn't work like that. That box gets fucking filled

and starts overflowing. So you start going into a really dark place, and I saw that. And I would come home, I'd be fucking angry all the time. I'd be fucking yelling at the kids. Oh, you spilled that? And it's like the biggest fucking issue.

I was just this cloud of fucking negativity. And I was, I hated that. And the big eye opener was my wife. She told me, like, you've changed. This isn't you. Like, you're not the person that I fell in love with. I don't know who you are anymore.

And then after having our baby together, he was in the NICU. He had a lot of breathing problems. He actually died a couple times. They brought him back. Seeing that, personally, as my own child, and then I have my wife telling me that she needs me back. Like I'm not me. I'm not realizing I've changed so much.

That was a huge fucking eye opener. Like I was like, wow, I did all that. I didn't realize I was doing all this. I didn't know I had changed. I didn't know I turned into this piece of shit. And yeah, I was, it was a huge eye opener. Like, if it wasn't for her, like, there's some dark times that I've had where I probably would have offered myself.

Like, a lot of cops deal with mental issues that they don't talk about. They don't go and see. like the the, the, even the system for mental health and I mean, it's not great.

Like, you go see a couple therapy, therapists or something, but it, the mental health crisis in America is, it's horrible.

And there's not a lot that you can do. There's not a lot of agencies or support out there. There's more now because it's more acceptable to talk about. Like,

people will say, oh, you're weak. If you, you have emotions or that bothers you, or you're depressed, you're just weak.

And people wouldn't talk about, their feelings. They'll bottle it up. And that's why so many people fucking kill themselves. That's a huge thing with law enforcement is officers will kill himself. I had a friend going through training. He was on the SWAT team and I was training to go on the SWAT team. I just spoke to this guy right before Christmas. We were getting really close and he was teaching me how to get on the SWAT team and stuff. Over Christmas, he went and fucking killed himself. This young kid, he's exactly like me, a little black kid on the SWAT team, tough, like love fucking

law enforcement, he goes and kills himself because he's got mental problems that he doesn't talk about. And that's a big thing. People don't talk about their problems. And I got to the point where I sat in my fucking patrol car and I wanted to fucking kill myself several shifts. I was just fucking miserable. And that was the time where I said, I need to make a decision or I'm going to fucking kill myself. So I decided to leave. Tell us from your perspective about meeting Christy. She was a fucking asshole. No, so the first day that I walked into my new department, which is where she was, she, the blonde fucking Barbie, she was squared away. But she was sitting in the captain's office.

You walk in the building, the captain's office is right there. You have to walk past it to go to the rest of the building. But she was sitting there in the captain's seat talking to him. I'd been warned about her before I got there. Oh, I don't mess with her. Everyone's been with her Blotty blah blah She's getting you in trouble

But I walked in I was like playing it cool I was like so I was like fuck she's pretty So I've played it cool I was on her shift for a little bit I don't know Right off the fucking bat

She's five foot nothing And like 10 pounds fucking wet Right off the bat fucking working on her shift I'm like I have a duty To protect this girl What the fuck is wrong with every fucking call she had or I had, like, that she was involved in.

I just, I wanted to go to her call to make sure she was okay. This fucking chick has been a cop for several years now, but I don't know, I had this weird fucking feeling. I think it was a spell she put on me. I had this weird, like, I had to protect her. Like, so several calls she would get called out to, and it's dealing with, like, big individuals that cause problems in the town. Like I know what's going to happen at this call.

So she'd be getting sent to it. And no one would go back her up. I'm like, what the fuck? So I was still in training at the time. So I had a training officer with me. And I was like, should we go back her up? No, she's fine. She's fine.

Okay, I'm going to go anyway. Like, I want to make sure she's okay. And that was, I liked helping people. I like making sure everyone was okay. Like, we're supposed to be brothers and sisters and blue. Like, you help each other. If I don't have anything going on, why the fuck wouldn't I go to your call? So I would go make sure she's okay.

And she always was. She'd fucking spite him. people. She would take down people. I was like, okay. We started talking more. I was married at the time, but I had issues I was dealing with going through a fucking divorce and shit. That was another mental toll.

Law enforcement, everyone gets fucking divorced. That's just the reality of it, unfortunately. Everyone cheats and everyone fucking gets divorced. So I was dealing with that. And we started talking, and she was a big help, like mentally going through what I, helping me

through what I was going through at the time. Like we weren't doing anything sexual or anything like that Like she was just someone to talk to And like just talking to her like she's fucking real Like she'll tell you how it is Like she's brutally fucking honest Like she's, you think she's a fucking asshole But no she just tells you how like it is

Like she's not gonna be around the bush Like if you're being dumb She'll tell you you're fucking idiot you're being dumb And like even through my divorce She was like, are you sure you want to do that? Like you're doing some dumb shit too Like yeah she's treating on you But you made some dumb decisions too

like she makes you see the reality of it and she's always like that and everything's fucking annoying um that no she was a big like almost like a little buddy on my shoulder like keeping me straight uh even through calls like i hadn't dealt with before like i would ask her so my training officer didn't know i didn't know what the fuck i was doing i would ask her like what should i do you're dumbass you should know this but you should do this isn't it um so we always like helped each other buddy buddy um it was never anything more than that um i knew she was She fucking liked me from the start. She talked shit.

But it was one day we were working in. We had a class to go to as a crisis interventions, so we know how to talk people off the ledge and stuff like that. And we just started talking a lot more differently that day. Like we were having fun. I were texting back and forth. And then we all went out to lunch. And we were all driving to this little barbecue spot in town.

So I was like, why don't you just ride with me? I told my friend that convinced her to ride with me. So we did, we went to lunch We had fun She rode in my car Nothing happened there But it was afterwards And when we were going back to class

I said Fuck, I really like this girl And my divorce was like almost done At that, it was done at that point I was like hey Chrissy Can you help me my laptop In my car real quick What's wrong with your laptop?

I don't know the wire's not fucking working I just had some dumb fucking excuse So she had gone around to the driver's seat and was leaning over my car because the center console was where all the laptop is and everything. So I went around the passenger and I opened the door. I said, yeah, it's down here. Like, I can't get it. And she had bent down. I kissed her. And then from there it was this history. But yeah, I don't know. It was this weird, like soul connection. Like right from the start, it was weird. Like going back to the start, this. Like I said, we were always

around each other. It was really weird. I don't know. Sometimes I don't believe in shit. But I don't know. It's great. The amount of shit that has happened with me and her, like similarly in our fucking childhood and growing up and then us being around each other 24-7. And then out of the whole fucking world, this little British kid ends up in the same little town

and agency that she's working with. It don't make sense. Would you have considered her a good cop up to your standards? Yes. I think she was, like, female officers have a shit fucking reputation. Law enforcement is a man's job, a woman can't do this. There are a lot of fucking women cops that will beat your fucking ass and put you in your place and do your job 10 times better than you. I would take her a million times over for fucking anyone in the fucking agency that I worked with.

She was a top-notch officer. She knew the fucking law. She knew what she would do. Officer safety was fucking on point. And she would always back. She'd always be there. You need something. She had two kids at the time.

Even the agency would fucking dog us. They would be so low on staff. They would call us in overtime mandated. 24-7. We would be so fucking drained and shit. And she has two kids and she's driving a fucking hour at the time. She would drive an hour to work. Do the 12-hour shift and drive a fucking hour home.

Go be a parent. Take them to school. Get like three hours of sleep or whatever the fuck. Then go back. It was crazy. She's like the mini fucking terminator. No, she's absolutely a square. She was an amazing officer.

And people look down on her. because she's tiny and she's a hot cop. She can't help that she's fucking hot. I helped her in her favor. Like a lot of these offenders and shit didn't fuck her there. Yes, ma'am, anything you want? Put my hands behind my back.

No, she knew her shit. And it's just the fucking bandwagon that everyone jumps on, like I said, like, I said, like, poor people, someone has a bad experience with one female cop. They'll fucking say it about everyone. It's all on her social media, too.

People will say dumb shit. Oh, you're the fucking cop. wants to sue everyone to cause problems, just thumb shit. And it's just not true. So now you guys would end up getting married and she would later leave to do only fans. How do you feel about that? So it was a big change. But we were going through to where we, so we were both cops in the same agency.

And I was dealing with my divorce. And I had left that agency at the time. I left because it was taken toll. I thought I needed to leave to save my first marriage and all this shit. I wanted to change. I went back to animal control. But I was making a fuck ton of more money at animal control. So that's one of the main reasons I left.

I was like, okay, yeah, I'm going to go. Why am I going to do this for fucking pennies when I'll go make friends with animals for way more? So I'd left. And then as I was coming back, which is when she was like making her decisions to go, which I hated her being a cop. I was worried about her 24 fucking 7. I was glad she left. But when she had told me about the fucking OnlyFans shit, I was like, that's weird.

I didn't know anything about OnlyFans at the time. But, yeah, someone had made clickbait about her. It wasn't even her. And that person was making a fuck ton of money. And then she was getting dogged at the fucking agency. They're fucking assholes to her. And the sexual harassment and shit, I told you, I fucking hate people that abuse women and shit and take advantage of people. And she was getting at every fucking shift.

They'd be married, fucking cops, like just. treating her like shit if she didn't like be nice to them and shit. While I was in training, who's a now sergeant, I was sitting in our department parking lot with my sergeant in the car and Chrissy had just come from a call and she was walking up and my sergeant had said something stupid to her and she was in a, Chrissy was dealing with something. She was in a bad mood. She didn't say anything bad to the sergeant or something. She was just like, why are you saying that? And the sergeant was like, okay, bitch, you're a fucking superior officer and you just called your fellow officer a fucking bitch and you think that's okay. That's where I lost all fucking hope for my agency at the time.

Like my superior is calling another officer of fucking derogatory term. That, yeah, we shoot the shit back and forth. Like, we don't take shit personal. But that was fucked up. And that happened 24-7 with her. People would just fucking treat her like shit. Sexual harassment and shit. It was fucking horrible.

Um, so yeah, she decided to jump shit. And, and it wasn't even like, oh, I'm going to go do porn. It was dumb shit. Like, she just created this almost social media page. And that's what a lot of people don't know is OF isn't based around porn. Like, it was a sports site and stuff and, like, podcasts and stuff to begin with. Um, and then they like eased into that shit. Um, but everyone's on there fucking celebrities and stuff.

But someone who created this page and she was like, fuck it, if I can better my life, my children's lives, I'm going to go do this. And all she did was post like basic selfies and shit for a year. And she made over a fucking hundred grand in like three months. I'm going to go fucking show my feet if I can make that for 100K a month. Like, fuck it. So I was back at the agency because she persuaded me to go back. Which, so we were both not cops at the time.

But she persuaded me to go back because she knew how much I wanted to do it. And I left for my first fucking wife thinking it was a great decision. it wasn't. So we decided to make decision for me to come back. And I loved it. I was a way better officer than what I was before. Like I told it, I was fucking, the bees fucking ease at that agency. I was getting talks from, like, I was getting, what's it called?

Like, recommendations and shit written to, like, hire up agencies and stuff. I was actually going to be getting on with, it's called VBI, which is all the narcotics task force. and stuff. Like, I'm just this street cop, but I did all of this shit. I was proactive 24-7, and they saw my work. And I told her, this is what I want to do. I presented to my agency how I can get a narcotics dog for free. I went to my chain of command. I listed, I got all these sponsors. I was going to get a free vehicle with a half cage in it so I could still transport people to the jail, and I'd have my dog on the other side. It would be a single-purpose dog, so you don't have to worry about liability about the dog biting anyone. It's just going to

sniff drugs, all it does. Because I would work narcotics on my shift and there's no dogs available in the whole fucking area in the county. So working narcotics is a great help to have a canine because they can't sniff the vehicle and I can fucking get in that car. It's way easier. But I never fucking had it. I had to work my ass off to find the narcotics that I did.

But I presented my agency with all of these awesome things that would better our fucking policing in the community. I would have a dog that would help us and it would help surrounding agencies as well. I got all these sponsors for free. Everything was going to be taken care of. I present it to my chain of command. No, we're not doing that.

So it just shuts the, it just fucking knocks you down. Like, you're someone that's actually doing your fucking job right. You're trying to better the fucking agency and the higher ups are just like, fuck it, we don't want that. And that happened all the fucking time when I went back. I think they didn't want me back, but they needed people.

So I went back I was fucking proactive I had probably a thousand arrests or more when I went back and all legit shit not bullshit fucking ticket arrests and stuff

I worked my fucking ass off the end of the year comes one of my sergeants that was only the one fucking real person in the agency that was legit as well like he would tell you how it fucking is he hated fucking working there

he's still there now unfortunately but he fucking hated it because they've shitted on him his whole fucking career but he has nothing else to do so he's staying there he told me before the fucking end of the year award ceremony that they have they're fucking you out of this office of the years i don't want that to sway you you're doing an amazing

fucking job like i'm proud of you like this sergeant was a fucking asshole so for him to come and tell me this i'm like whoa you do have feelings he was like i'm so impressed with how you've been this year like you've done great but they are fucking you out of this this officer of the year and i just like i don't do it for rewards or anything but for a or someone higher up to come and tell me that? I'm like, what the fuck am I doing this for then? I'm not making a change in the streets. I'm doing my best, but it's just happening back again right when I'm finished.

My fucking department doesn't give a fuck about anything I'm trying to do. They'll give all these false promises. Oh, you keep doing this. We'll give you this car. We'll get you on this task force. Blotty, blah, blah, blah. Nothing happens. So I'm going through all my mental shit.

Our newborn just came into the world. He's having his life issues. The mental toll was coming back on me. Like, I'm bringing shit home again. I'm like, baby, I can't do this. So when I was on maternity leave with our baby, we made the decision. I was like, I can't fucking do this. So I called them.

I didn't even go back to the department. I called them while I was on maternity leave. They drove and picked up my shit. And that was it. My fucking chief didn't say shit to me. My fucking, the other higher-ups didn't say shit to me. Nothing great job. It was a pleasure having you.

Nothing. I think they were going to fire me or do some bullshit because of the OF stuff. So when I was a cop, when I had gone back, they called me in on my day off for, it was random. They're like, hey, can you come in? Are you doing anything? I was like, no. I'm not doing anything. I can come in. I thought it was going to be something positive because the chief wanted to speak to me. So I go in the office, they sit me down, they shut the door behind me. I'm like, what the fuck is going on? Am I getting fired or some shit? Like, um, there's been some talk in the agency. Like, we know, like, Christy's doing, like, the modeling and stuff.

What the fuck is this? Yeah, we just want to make sure you're not getting, like, mixed up in that way. You're a cop, you know, like, that can cause problems. You call me in on my day off to talk about my wife's fucking only fans because some of these pervy fucking offices are watching the videos. Like, what the fuck? Like, yeah, we just want to make sure that you're not getting involved in it. What I do in my personal time is my personal time.

I'm not doing anything to hurt the agency or anything like that, which I wasn't involved at the time. Like, my wife's just doing modeling picks. Like, that's it. And I was like, what the fuck? How inappropriate. Like, you're looking into my fucking personal life and that's got nothing to do with the agency. You call me in for that shit.

Like, what the fuck? So I left and I went home and I told her. And we're like, what the fuck? So I don't know if you know this guy on YouTube. He goes around and audits all these police department. James Madison audits. There's a few of them. Yeah. So there's a big one in Florida. He goes around every agency. It's called James Madison

Orders. So he does fucking stories on everyone. I think he did a story on Christy leaving to do OF. But then someone had brought up to him that a guy in the video looks like a cop that's working at her old agency. And at the time, so I'm not fucking cop anymore. So towards the end of my career, I might have dabbled in helping her in some video. but it was all faceless shit. I didn't do it. My of not. But I had tattoo, oh no, I didn't have the tattoo on my hand at the time.

And I would wear, if I did do it, I would wear sleeves. So there was no way of knowing who this person was. But they wanted to do an analysis on the veins that were showing on the male's hands to the veins that were showing in some of my police pictures that are posted on their social media. like Facebook, they do community police pictures. So they started doing an investigation as to whether or not the hands matched mine. They were so fucking wrapped up in this only fan shit. It was crazy.

So I fucking, I left. And then I started doing the only fans with her. She's never been with any other males. It was just me and her. Holy fuck, you think the police world is crazy? The fucking porn world is crazy. Okay? Whole different fucking bull.

game. But we started doing stuff and nothing crazy. Just homemade shit and it was going crazy obviously because the niche being cops is insane. It's not common. So like fuck it. We got fucking VIP shit out to Vegas, California. We were like doing crazy like events. Like they have huge fucking like award shows and shit for this like sex sells. Like America is like built on sex. It's fucking crazy. But she was getting all kinds of fucking promotional work, like big stuff, like fucking Hustle, Hollywood, Playboy, all kinds of shit. But again, it was just basic stuff with me.

Like, we never did anything crazy. But I guess we just had this presence. You look the part, you act the part, you can go fucking far. So we're a red carpet, front row, all of this shit. Like, we've never done anything crazy. We dabbled in a couple of the pro stuff, which is weird as fuck. I don't know if you've ever had anyone in the room with you while you're getting freaky. It's fucking weird.

Fucking weird. I hear her laughing now. It's fucking weird. So the first one we did, it was shit show. I never have any issues. Like, I'm a fucking, like, I'm the man. Like, I don't have any issues, okay? In that department.

God bless me. Yeah, never had any issues. The first shoot we go to is someone that you've interviewed, not going to say here. We went in the room And there's this elderly black man He's nice gentleman I guess he's there camcorder No issues like what's up bro

Oh it's up yeah There's this couch You guys go do your thing Uh you're gonna be here the whole time Yeah I'm gonna record Oh okay All right so me and my wife are doing our thing And this guy's just sitting there eating fucking

Chips you call him Chips He's just sitting there eating chips recording us Loud as fuck in this quiet fucking room He's crunching these chips in my fucking He's like down like where I'm doing my fucking shit I'm putting all the fucking suplex mood Everything he's down in my ear

Eating fucking chips What the fuck? So like I'm talking to my wife this whole time I'm like I'm really fucking struggling I'm like please don't get discouraged Your heart is fuck I'm so into this I love you I'm struggling right now

This guy is turning me fuck off. Like fucking, yeah. So the Eiffel Tower wasn't Eiffel Tower in at that time. So we had to make some acting edits. So yeah, in the porn world, there's a lot of fake shit. So what you see doesn't happen. All the fucking splooge and gooey stuff is just coconut oil we found out. So, yeah, so that that was a very weird situation. And That happened a couple times during pro shoots. Our stuff at home is amazing. I have no issues.

But, yeah, shooting with someone in the room, definitely not my thing. What do you make more on the only fans or doing a professional shoot? So the professional show, it gets put on your only fans. Okay. So you get that you should do like a collab. Yeah. And this is all hypothetical because I've never done any of it. But yeah, they collab with you.

They'll pay you for doing it. And then you get obviously proceeds from people buying it. and stuff like that. There might be stuff out there that might not be. I don't know. It's a crazy world. It's insane. So this little British boy from a tiny little farm town

comes across the fucking ocean to a big wide world of America. Does animal control fucking please. And now fucking pro porn star. And now I'm just at home living my best life. How did you feel about it, you know, like ethically or morally? It was definitely strange. at first, like when she had left to go do it, obviously there was thoughts of, oh, fuck, did I make this right decision?

Like, this shit's going to be out there. Everyone's going to fucking know. Like, that's what a lot of people reach out to her wanting to do it. And that's one of the things we say to that, like, your shit's going to be out there and you need to be okay with that. You're going to lose friends, family. Some people will stay with you. You're going to know that everyone that you've been fucking friends with, work with.

They're all going to look at your shit. And you need to be okay with that. And that was a huge thing. All the fucking offices we worked with, they all fucking subscribe, watched everything. They would talk about it at work. Everyone knows everything. So if you're going to do it, you need to be fucking all in and go do it. Like we had regrets at the start.

Like we had the thought, oh, we left a respectable job and now we went to this. Like, but we're not doing anything that's not respectable. Like me and my wife are together. Our relationship is fucking better than ever. and we're getting paid to fucking party. Like, okay, what's so fucking wrong about that? Like, there are porn stories that go out and fuck everything that moves,

and we didn't do that. We stayed loyal. But yeah, like, I'm getting paid to have fun with my wife. Like, you guys are fuck, you're the losers. You're going to fucking work for 12 hours, making $16 an hour, and I'm at home fucking, yeah. But do you think it takes away that element of having purpose in your life?

A little bit, and I think that that's one of the things that I'm dealing with even now. Like, I got injured when I first started. That's one thing I haven't talked about. I got injured when I first started at my first agency. Going through the hiring process, you have to get tased. And they think it's the funnest fucking day ever. Let's tase the rookies. So a lot of the agencies, the way they do it, they have the professional training where a taser,

it shoots two prongs out into a person. And the way that works, there's electricity that goes from one prong to the other, and it goes all through your muscles, and it locks you up. So the wider the spread of the prongs, the more effective is going to be on the person. So the agency I worked out to begin with, they think it's fun to stick it as wide as possible on the person,

so it gets the most impact on the person. And the way that it works is the more lean or muscular you are, the more effective it is. If you're fat and you have all this tissue protection, it doesn't really work as bad. I was fucking shredded at the time. I worked for my first agency. I had probably like 0% body fat.

I was fucking, I was just muscle. I worked out 24-7. That was all I wanted to do. They fucking stuck this shit at the top of my back and the bottom of my leg and they hit me for the five seconds. I locked up so bad

that it caused compact fractures in the bottom of my spine. I was fucking, it felt like you're on fire the whole time. It is horrible. I have PTSD from this fucking taser sound too. It's horrible.

where we go, I fucking hear the tase of sound. It was horrible. So I got tased and then I couldn't get up off the fucking mat. Like I had to crawl off the mat. Everyone thinks it's the funniest thing. Like, we're all laughing and joking. I'm like, I'm actually fucking hurt here. Like, this is crazy. So I go home. Next day we come back and we have PT in the morning. That's the first thing. And I was like, Sergeant, I can't do this shit. I'm fucked up. Like my bag is fucked. I'm surprised I even came to work. So I went on. I submitted it as a, medical report right when it happened. So I did all the right legal stuff. And I went on about my duty. I had physical therapy and everything medical-wise. I had to keep doing while I was a cop.

And it just got worse while I was a cop at the first agency wearing on my fucking, my gear. And they had shit fucking cars, low fucking little impalas and shit. So I'm getting in and out of this fucking car. I'm six too. Like getting in and out of this car ain't fucking easy. And it got to a point where I had to keep missing fucking days at work because I was in so much pain. They set me up with all these doctors. I got these shots and medical procedures and stuff and nothing helped. It got to the point where the doctor said, you've met medical capacity. We can't do anything for you.

You just got to deal with this. So I had a whole medical lawsuit thing, which went in my favor, which was great. But now I'm still fucked up for life. And it just got worse. So they found out that I have degenerative disc disease. That's like hereditary, I guess. I think it's from my mother's side. She has bad back.

And that, like, that injury fucking brought that on. Like, it shouldn't happen to you're like 60. But that for every possible thing that could go wrong in my back went wrong since this fucking injury. So it's just gotten worse. I had to, that was another reason I had left, law enforcement, because I was in so much pain. I couldn't do the fucking work anymore. I'm hopping out cars, chasing people like, this, I can't do this. So and she was like, you're going to be fucked up in a wheelchair for life.

I'm like, oh, come on, I really love this job. You have a family and kids at home you need to worry about. So I ended up leaving, that was one of the reasons. But going on to even up until, this happened in 2021, 2021. And up until this year, I was stealing so much fucking pay. I did all the medical possible things I could do. And then like, a month ago, two months ago, I was standing in the kitchen. My wife was in there.

I was like, babe, I can't feel my legs. I feel like I'm about to fall. I'm, like, shaking. Like, I have no feeling in my legs at all. And I don't fucking do doctors, hospitals, and nothing. I break fucking something. I cut myself open. I'm like, babe, I fucking rub some dirt on it.

I'm fine. Like, I don't do that shit. She's always the medical person. Like, she will fucking stitch me up and shit. I never go to the hospital for anything. But I was like, fuck, I need to go. So she rushed me to the hospital. And then the fucking first intake nurse,

who's like, you're here for back pain. That's not an emergency. We'll give you some fucking Tylenol and you go home. My wife is on the phone. I told you she's brutally fucking honest. She's cursing this guy out on the fucking mind. He's not leaving unless you put that in your fucking report that there's nothing wrong with him. So we can come back and fucking sue you.

So right after she said that, oh, we'll take you in. We'll intake you. So they end up doing a fucking scan. And my back looks like a fucking eight-year-old's back. The fractures are fucking worse. My discs are like non-existent. And they're like, you're going to be fucking paralyzed if you don't get emergency surgery now. So they end up fusing my spine.

I got L4 and L5 spinal fusion. And they had issues with it. Like, it was a normal procedure to them. But it took so long. There was so much scar tissue and shit in my lower back, apparently that it was fucking crazy. And then I fucking almost croaked in the hospital because of the drugs that they were giving me. I guess my body doesn't do well with the steroids. and my white blood count was like through the fucking roof.

And I was like delirious. My wife was like, what the fuck are you talking about right now? Like I thought I was going to die. So I did all that. And now I'm in a fucking wheelchair. I got this brace on for fucking months. They said that you probably never going to recover from this. You'll get to a certain point where you're just going to have to live with it.

But also the top of your spine is going to have to be fused at some point. So all the sports that I've done in my life, the fucking injury is all. all fucking resulted in my shitty fucking back right now. So going back to your sense of having a purpose, like, I can't do anything anymore. I'm fucked. I'm like fucking Ronnie Coleman. After his years of bodybuilding, now he's fucking a skeleton. I feel like that.

And that's a mental thing right now with injury. Like, I feel like I don't have a fucking purpose right now. I tell my wife all the time, like, you're about to be this huge fucking music artist. Her music is going crazy right now. You guys have to check it out. She's about to be this huge. music artist and I feel like I don't have a purpose anymore. Like I'm not making money for the family.

Like I'm doing nothing. I'm at home. Like she's wheeling my fucking stuff around everywhere. She had to wear me around in the airport. I feel like, ah, fuck, I don't have a purpose. Like, every day she asked me, are you okay? Like mentally, like, come on, tell me. Getting out of the hospital the first day, I, I don't remember the last time I cried.

I was crying for like a fucking week straight. I'm like, I feel like I'm such an inconvenience to you. Like, you gotta deal with all these problems. We got five fucking kids. Like, you're doing everything. everything on your own. I just feel like a big fucking weight on you. And she's been fucking amazing. She's helped me through everything. She takes care of everything. I'm like, dude, I don't know what the fuck to do anymore. I have no purpose. So now I'm like her fucking managers.

So all his social media stuff I'm helping with. So I have some purpose. And I see more to life now. I'm like, dude, we have an amazing fucking family. We have a nice house. Like we got goals that we were about to obtain like life is fucking amazing i did everything that i could like i'm not going to be cripple curble like i still do some stuff but you have to adapt to it and i think that was a big mental struggle that i was dealing with like even now fucking getting in buildings and so getting in and out the car having my fucking five-foot wife help me like yes embarrassing but it is what i need to do with it so what do you think is the most important lesson uh your career and and just life in general has taught you that you want to share with the audience.

I think a big thing for anyone that is going into law enforcement, know that there's this huge fucking cloud over law enforcement right now. There's a lot of people that make it negative, but there are a lot of respectable and amazing things that can come out of it. So don't let other people sway you. Be your own person. Even being a cop, be your own fucking person. People are going to tell you how to be and try to mold you into this fucking robocop.

don't forget you're a fucking human being these people you're dealing with are fucking human beings like you have your feelings and shit but don't forget who you are before you put that badge on before you got that gun remember who the fuck you are why you wanted to do it and don't forget who you are

like law enforcement is only going to last for so long and then you need to remember that you have a life outside of this make sure you have a life outside of this because that's a big issue people go into the cop world they'll do their fucking career, and then there's nothing when they get out. That's why so many people commit suicide or they die because they have health problems. They have no purpose. That's what it goes back to.

You're trained to do this every day of your life and then you just stop one day. I did it for a few fucking years and I had issues. You do this for half your fucking lifetime and you just stop and you have no hobbies, no nothing. You're going to die or you're going to kill yourself. I think that relates to military as well. These people are trained to do one thing. You need to make sure you have a life outside. of this and deal with your mental health too.

I never thought mental health was a big fucking thing. Like, oh, you're fucking stupid for having feelings and all that. But I've fucking been through it. I've had a gun to my head ready to fucking go multiple times. If you don't deal with your shit, it will fucking deal with you. So mental health is a huge thing. Don't forget who you are.

Well, Casey, I appreciate you coming on the show today. Thank you. I appreciate it. Yeah, you and your wife have been awesome. And it was great to meet you guys. And I wish you the best thing. Thank you. I have to run it back one time. Yeah, definitely.

when she's famous from music. Absolutely. Check out Christy Lee on Spotify and all of the music platforms. Yeah, and we'll have the social media is plugged in on this episode. Oh, one other thing, before we go, cops are fucking freaky.

Okay? I forgot this. Going back to it. The coughs are like freaky shit. There's this one dude. I'm not going to name his name. He approached my wife asking her to do fucking butt stuff to him.

I have to end it on this. He asked my wife to do pegging to him. This bold fucking macho police officer, I just fucked up your end in any of this interview. I'm so sorry. I had to say this. This bold fucking big cop asked my five-foot wife to fucking peg him.

And he's married and everything. But this is like common across Longfurt. People have weird fucking fetishes, which is great, whatever you're into is into. But to go to a fellow officer that you don't fucking talk to really or anything like that and just openly say, like, I'm going through withdrawals. Like, I really need someone to fucking peg me.

You don't want to know why him and his wife got going out of him? Or they don't, apparently. He's trying to reach it out elsewhere. But, yeah, there's freaky little fucks everywhere. So, yeah, believe it on that. Thanks, bro. Thank you.