Locked In with Ian Bick - Inside the Gun Bust That Landed Me in Rikers Island | Juan Carlos Martinez

Episode Date: June 16, 2025

Juan Carlos Martinez describes the gun bust that landed him in Rikers Island, the moment he was caught, and what he faced inside. #GunBust #FirearmsCharges #PrisonSentence #TrueCrime #WeaponPossession #CriminalJustice #LawEnforcement #CrimeAndConsequences Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy.  Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind.  Connect with Juan Carlos Martinez: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/los_dinero24?igsh=NW80cGVyNXJ1azdv Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://convictclothing.net/collections/convict-clothing-x-ian-bick Timestamps: 00:00:00 Night Out in Danbury: Hotel and Dining Recommendations 00:04:44 Life as a Hustler in Harlem 00:09:40 The Impact of Teeth on Personal Image and Wealth Perception 00:13:56 Unexpected Business Venture 00:18:59 Past Incident Changes Football Career 00:23:43 Navigating Toxic Relationships 00:28:30 Lessons from Rikers Island: Facing Consequences 00:33:26 Firearm Licensing and Rights in New York 00:38:18 Overcoming Incarceration Challenges 00:45:00 Navigating Incarceration and Short Sentences 00:47:43 Life After Incarceration: Starting Fresh 00:52:48 Embracing Content Creation and New Opportunities 00:58:00 Unexpected Street Fight 01:02:39 Navigating Bail and Court Challenges 01:07:57 Navigating Legal Challenges and Second Chances 01:12:32 Starting a Self-Taught Music and Acting Academy 01:17:28 Collaboration with Ian BCK Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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and kids under 12 were free. Get yours now at Los Angeles FWC26.com. Juan, welcome to Lockton, Brother. Welcome. Thanks, man. Thanks for having me, bro. Yeah, man.

How was the night in Danbury last night? Woo! I had a great time. The restaurant was on point. That was the one at Hotel Zero degrees. Yeah, zero degrees. Ivise everyone. If y'all gonna come check, bro, out.

It's not too far from the studio. Great food, great energy. Can't smoke in that, but... Most hotels you can't smoke in, bro. I was tired. I'm like, damn. I can't smoke. Yeah, when I used to book rappers at the club back in the day,

they would always smoke and I'd get hit with that $250 fine every time. The incidentals are crazy. It's crazy. I try to get them. I'm trying to give them like a prepaid debit card. They're like, nah. We're not. You're going to do.

You're going to hit up with that, bro. Damn. They're like, no, we want that TD, bro. I'm like, all right. Take it, man. Take it. No, the Hotel Zero is a nicest hotel, I would say, in Danbury. That's where, you know, we tell our guests to go to now.

It's nice Yeah it's definitely the nicest one out here It ain't New York pizza though They don't have like New York style pizza No we're different out here We got Stanziados That's where you're gonna go in Danbury Stanziados

Yeah it's kind of like down the road From that hotel a little bit That's where we send all of our guests to Best pizza also best donuts They have a grounds donut shop next to it too Wow Yeah if you're in Danbury You got to go to Stanziados

And tell them the Lockton podcast sent you Lockton sent me Treat me like family Yeah they will be They're good people over there. That's love. So where did you grow up? A little bit of everywhere in New York.

Like, I'm originally from Harlem. Raised out there my whole life, but my mom moved out to Staten Island when I was about, like, 12 years old. So I started staying out there and just, you know, just going back and forth, running a borough to borough. But my main base is, like, Harlem and Staten Island for the most part. Was your dad in the picture? Not really, to a certain standpoint.

point when I was like seven years old but the rest he was just locked up for he did time for a murder so he did seven years um he copped out to that came home when I was 14 about time I was 14 I was already like sports streets a little bit dibbling dabbling but like we have a relationship but it's like a love to hate relationship type shit what about siblings did you have any of those yeah I got straight sisters I'm the only boy so I got three sisters I'm the only boy so it's crazy and you guys all grow up together Yeah. We all grew up together. I have an older sister named Lucan.

She's 50. My other sister name is Jewel, and my other sister is D.V.I. And D.B.C. is the youngest. So we seven years apart. So, yeah, I got a fair share of the older sister crazy vibes. What do your mom do for work? My mom worked for HR. She retired.

So she worked for, like, welfare benefits, like opening people cases, human services, like basically just helping people get placements with homes and stuff like that, Section 8 housing. And my grandma, she retired from working on one sense of Wall Street for doing stocks,

working with Citibank and stuff like that. And my dad was just, like I said, like a street entrepreneur just running around there. It was kind of weird because everybody knew him in the street. So I'm like, what the fuck he do? Like, what he do?

I know he always kept the job, So he was like bigly around type shit, but he will always take me out and take me to different places. And I was just excited for that. So you guys were okay financially then? Like you guys didn't struggle necessarily? The struggle didn't really come into like, hmm, let's say when the struggle came in. I say when dad got locked up and like mom was stressed. But it was never really a struggle, though.

Like I say the struggle that I had was like probably not having both parents. and not behaving in school and things like that. I played sports my whole life, so being that one parent is present and the other one is not present. So we kind of struggle with that. But as far as, like, food, clothes-wise, my mom always made sure we was sturdy

and great when it comes to that. So, yeah, like, as me being on my own, like, defending for myself, yeah, I struggled a lot with that shit. Once you start smoking pot, they don't want to give you no money. So, oh, yeah, kids, I don't smoke no weed. Don't let mama and Papa,

know you I spoke a weed because them funds is going to go bye-bye because they don't think you're just buying straight weed all the time so you got to start defending yourself I started working at like the age 16 and never stopped since like never stopped I started working at a fast food restaurant chipotle it I would never eat that I don't like they franchise everybody loves it but I guess I worked there so I've been back at a house so I wouldn't like you know just go on my free time and buy something a movie theaters. I worked for the New York Mets, UPS. I done did a little bit of everything, probably like three jobs at a point of time. My most recent job, I just worked for New York City Parks Department. That was cool. So you've always been a hustler. Yeah, hustlers from fucking

selling DVDs to dancing in the street to selling pot, selling crack, no shit like that. We dibbled and dabbled and everything. I'm from Harlem. So it was like, we got to get some money. Even if I was selling water, I could sell water to a drown in person. Like somebody that's like, you know, yo, take a sip of this. You're going to float to the top.

And they're going to really believe it. And I get it going. So I always took that as a blessing, a gift that I have the ability to conversee, double and dabble and just have that comfort with people that they want to spend some money with me or just willing to just sit down and just, talk, you know, so I could gain some jewels and gain some out of the conversation. So, yeah, like, life was hard, but it just came into where, when you're on your own, you know,

losing friends, people start dying, crashing out, you start, you know, start liking girls, start going through your own little, I'll say demons or whatever you want to call it. And you just got to face that shit and not, you know, you don't really fuck what you're like that and your mom you tell everything but you gotta minimize that shit too sometimes you got to you know PG-13 if for them you know make sure they know what you're doing but don't know not everything you feel me my gonna look at you like son you crazy but you gotta do what you gotta do so yeah for the most part bro New York City is crazy I didn't get locked up until like I was what 22 bro so it

tells you like I was I was low like you feel me they call me Lose to Goat so I'll be on some ghost shit like Gany Phantom like Low out the radar like People don't know where the fuck I'm at now For real people don't know where I'm at now Like I'm a ghost bro They literally they think I'm in PAs or shit Or West Bubba fuck yeah

Aside from Hustler how else would you describe yourself Do you think you were a nice kid a mean kid You know any other attributes? I say cool dude I like always got Always like the lady dealt with the ladies always like the fly guy

funny dude like I make people laugh like straight up like not even on no drunk shit not even on no hot shit just naturally make people laugh and they play yo bro why you don't do stand-up and nothing like that so I have that you know

that beautiful energy that I can light up the room I guess since you know just if somebody's having a bad day things like that so I'm just a camera in person my community love me a lot and wasn't one of those people that was terrorizing my neighborhood

if anything if you came to our neighborhood on some bullshit we was going to regulate that you don't we helped out our oldest we helped the young kids um open the door things like that even though like things happen in Harlem i say for the most part the hustlers and the dudes that's really out there have respect for their community for the most part so yeah if you walk around Harlem or ask the city or see the comments later on they're like nah fuck what i mean cool dude is it's you know loved by many you know you're gonna be hated by many as well but for the most part i think i'm gonna chill guy. What did you want to be when you grew up when you were a kid? Did you aspire to be like

your dad or did you have other plans? Did you want to go to college? What'd that look like? Honestly, I wanted to play sports my whole life. I didn't really know what I wanted to do as physician-wise. I just know that I wanted to be somebody, like entrepreneur-wise, somebody, Just something that I could just elevate my family, have generation wealth. I'd never really pinpoint because I have many talents. And back then, you know, you're still growing. You're still knowing yourself. I just turned 26.

So my brain just starting to get developed to manhood. So I always knew that I like military. I always wanted to be in the Navy. My uncle Ernest was in the Marines for like over 40 years. he took me to D.C. to go see the unknown soldiers and things like that. So I always like the military shit. Like if I ain't get caught with those guns and shit like that, I probably would have bust that move, honestly.

So, yeah, I think that was just the only thing for me, just military and like a dental assistant or something like that. I love teeth. That's the first thing I look is teeth. Anybody I know that I look at these teeth, like I love teeth. That's one thing about me. Teeth, teeth, teeth, teeth. Yeah, you can always tell a lot about a person by their teeth.

And then when they say how much money they have and they have messed up teeth, there's probably a good chance they don't have that money. For real. Because why your teeth is fix them things. You're a multi-millionaire, but you have bad teeth. Yeah. And that's presentation. You know, teeth, a great smile could take you very far.

Absolutely. You see, a lot of people don't really be having shit in that smell can get them very far. So, yeah. So you didn't get jammed up until you were 20. for the first time. Why didn't you join the military when you were 18? What was going on at that point?

Getting money. Getting money. I was, I got addicted, bro. Like, I ain't going to... At that age, I made my first $80,000 cash, like, by myself. No, no fuck shit.

Like, by myself. So, me seeing that in a shoebox, I just went crazy, bro. Like, I don't even know where that shit went. I don't even know what the fuck I did with it.

Honestly, I just went crazy. Like, I think I was just too deep into the shit. And I felt like that was probably like a, I always thought of it as a last resort for me. Like, I write 36. You got to do something before you, like before you hit that age to where you can't sign up,

can't join, you feel me? And plus my mom, baby father that had recently passed away. She was married to him. His name was Eugene. He's a Vietnam vet. So my older sister, Jewel, she was like a special baby because he had got blown up.

My mom told me he only had like one ball type shit, like real shit. Eugene was a fucking goon. Like he's coming outside. Man, oh, jewelry, chains, all that. My mom, like, why the fuck you wearing that? Fuck that shit. I'm out here. So Eugene ended up picking up that dad role for me, you know, making sure that I got the proper clothing for school,

making sure that I'm sturdy going to football practice, calling my mom, you know, tell him to come through on a Sunday. So, yeah, like, I'll probably be able to end up going. Going to the military, bro. That was just last result, honestly. Like, fuck it. I ain't doing shit out here. These jobs ain't hitting.

I'm gonna just fuck with this. So, yeah, the reason why I ain't fuck with it at 22 is just, I guess that alarm, like, the shit that you see in movies, I was really living that shit, really doing that shit. But being smart about it, too. Like, I'm not saying here buying a stupid-ass car, $40,000, $50,000 car. And I'm a little-ass young nigga that where the fuck you get it from? Like, you feel me? wasn't making myself that hot. I like to enjoy my money.

I like to travel and see shit. I don't like to wear it, honestly, or flash or make myself hot in that way. So that all fits in my lois to ghost image, you feel. You're not going to really see me with a big, ass, stupid-ass bezel. I'm going to be icy, but it ain't going to be no shit to where anybody looking at me down the block.

I don't like to be the main attraction. I like to walk through crowds and ease and seep through the wind and disappear type shit. So, yeah, I would have definitely been part of an infantry or something. Except when you're going to see our boys at Blanc's Diamonds, man. That's what you're going to be iced out. Oh, yeah.

They just made me this, man. Oh, yeah. There's some good dudes in Brooklyn, man. One of the brothers came on my show. Yeah, I saw that episode. I'm like, damn. And they're really good, bro. And their story is crazy.

If anybody has the time to go back and check that episode, if you haven't checked it out yet. I'm actually going to go check them out, come see them. We was talking about doing skits and content at the shop because I see that he does his little podcast. as well over there. So he's doing his thing,

bro, him and his brother. Shout out to them. They just had an anniversary for the jewelry shop in their business. So keep it going. And I like it, that dream dancing. I'm like,

oh, man, let me see that real quick. Yeah, this thing came out good. They literally put Lockton with Ian Bick on the sides. Wow. They put the date, it started on the back

and I wear this thing all the time now. I love this thing. And it's not too big. I was like, guys, I don't want something big. That's not the type of person. I just want something small, unique, and now we're good.

It looks good. A trophy. Yeah, this is my baby. So tell us how you made that first 80 grand cash. What was it that you were getting yourself into? All right. So it was crazy. I was given something from, like, basically one of my brothers gave me some shit that he didn't have no purpose for it.

I'm saying? He didn't have no purpose for it. And I was sitting on it for like a couple of months. shit was just sitting there. I ain't going to lie because I'm a football star. So it's like I'm looking at the shit, shit looking at me. It's telling me, oh, go get this money. You know what I'm saying?

And I'm like, damn, I got to go to school. Come get this money. I got to go to school. Get this money. I'm looking at this shit. Like, damn, what I do, son, man? This shit going to get old. I'm trying to, like, preserve it to make sure that it's still, you know,

consumable and things like that. So I said, fuck it. I met one dude that was out there. and I don't like being out there, so I had him with a proposition. He couldn't really resist. It's funny, he's a white dude, too. It's a white dude. I've made somebody with a white dude.

What's wrong with the white dude? I ain't going to lie. It was crazy, bro, because I never met a white boy that was that official, bro. Like, he's my brother. Like, he's official. Like, I never met no dude like that. And he's like Italian and black. So we connected real quick.

And it was there, like, presented to the bro, and we just started doing our thing. And as time proceed, like, she just started just piling and piling because I'm not into, like, the glamors and glitz and all that stupid shit. So we're just eating and chilling, but everything do come to an end, you know what I'm saying? So I'll tell you how it came to an end.

One day, we out there doing our thing, hand in the hands or whatever case. me be why some dude going to ask me for me so me and my boy chilling he's talking chopping it up he's like yo y'all hurt ah i got that fire where he at but he's talking to me and he's asking for me i'm looking at my boy like yeah that dude down a block we got the fuck up out of it i say yo bro i got to wrap this shit up it's over fuck this shit you can keep going but i'm done i'm done done so yeah we probably had like the run bro honestly the run was probably less than a year bro run was probably less than a year was so fast um i'm not even going to tell him what we was pushing

but because i don't want to give nobody ideas but yeah we was pushing heavy and we was on standing on with this so we did that for like about three four months we kicked up bro end up getting caught up in a gym he ended up doing time um and i was basically left alone with like the last little bit of shit we had and I got it off and bro there's time took care of him and came back and we left that shit alone so I was just happy to like damn I witnessed the shit I seen the shit I didn't go to jail for this shit the shit is whack I did it already I've done it I sit got rid of bread got rid of everything oh that was it that was crazy bro like how I met him how we came across each other

I would never think like you would think he's mad, innocent, mad, whatever that boy getting money. I'm like, y'all, he was getting this shit off so fast, bro. I started questioning him like, oh bro, bro, you smoking this shit, bro? Like, you fucking with this shit?

Like, nah, bro, but he got talent. That was his talent. Word. And the sad thing to this day, that nigga, that nigga still hustling. That nigga ain't stopping at all. Boy, shout out to my brother, though. He know who he is. Shout out to my brother.

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Nicotine is an addictive chemical. Now let's get back into today's episode. Did you end up graduating high school? No. What happened? I end up going to Timeville High School. Went to Curtis High School and Stan Island. We was playing football.

Everything was going well. But I had a little situation where my past kind of like came to my present. Like my past bit me in my ass type shit. So what happened was I was playing football for Curtis High School. school, but I had a situation in IS-61 in middle school where the first day of school, my mom put me in the school, some boy, I think somebody hit the dude and he thought I must have hit him, so he ran up on me, I beat his ass, he went in a coma. I didn't really mean for that shit to happen at all if he come across the shit. I ain't mean to happen.

I went home. They called my mom like, yo, Mr. Martinez got to go to the precinct, got to get arrested, and all this bullshit. So now that's when, like, my life really transitioned to, like, that first little situation with high school and all of that, getting arrested back to back to back, the back, to back. That was like the opening to the bullshit, bro. I swear to God, because I haven't stopped. I'm still going through shit till his day. That was, like, the opening, like, the icing on the cake. All right. They do the processing and all of that. Now they send me the juvenile detention. I'm going back and forth the court. we resolved it with 15 months of probation. All right, so we resolved it 15 months of probation. Now, I'm still playing football, but for some whatever odd reason,

the kid ends up being on the same team as me. He has all the protection and stuff like that, et cetera, et cetera. So my coach, Coach Barada from Curtis High School, he's like, yo, listen, can't be on a team no more. I'm thinking I'm failing. shit like that nah

we gotta go I cry like a baby I was I wasn't myself ever since that day bro like I ain't gonna cry like a baby I'm like damn what the fuck am I gonna do because I got little bros that look up to me

that for this football shit that made it fall Temple University James Madison shout out to Antonio that's my little bro he's um he's actually gonna go to an NFL draft training camp

this year So, yeah, I took that shit real serious. Like, I've been playing football since I was, like, seven years old, bro. So that shit fucked me up. That shit fucked me up. So once he told me that shit, I went to the other school, I'm like, fuck it. I'm going to play some football. Went there for 11th grade.

They're like, you're a transfer student. You can't play. You're a transfer student. All right, fuck it. I'm still stay academics, everything on point. The very next year, when I went to the school, the same school, I guess something happened with the football program Where a female

Basically committed suicide at that school And the football program was basically On a stake like pause Like, you know what I'm saying I don't know what happened with the situation I guess she fucked like the whole team type shit They exposed her She went to Tyneville High School

She went to the train station and killed her so So after that I didn't even want to be on a football team But weird motherfuckers like that Or shit like that So I was on some fuck this school I'm getting money I'm getting money

Started trapping I already had 80 bands Already had the last of the work I had I ended up being a female She already had a kid So I was on some I'm a clean up I'm play the stepfather role

I ain't doing shit She was from the Bronx Bronx chicks bro Stay away from them Yeah At they from like Hunts Point Area I say anything in the Bronx

But just make sure you check her background You do a background check Social birth certificate All out of full background check Like you're going to get a job I'll tell you a little bit about her I met Shorty Through Facebook

That's what I'm saying No internet pussy No social media ass bro Like you can't do that You gotta meet them in person Alright so we used to do dumb shit in my hood Like we put on the boxing gloves When I'm from

Like we just put on gloves and everybody practice get their shit off. So I had a dumb shit where I used to go live and we used to make people boxing the hallway. So it's a hundred dudes smoking blunts, Hennessy bottles, all that. Like if you ever seen them backyard boxing on YouTube and all that, I had that shit going on in the hallway, in the hood,

in New York City, like in the projects, like in the building. People getting off from the elevator. Oh, I got money on him. Got money on him. So I'm on live. My live is blicking, like, probably like 2K, people starting to freeze. I started to realize that when like when your social media is like buzzing on,

a lot of people who's tapping into your platform, it kind of crashes sometimes. So I'm like, yo, man, comments, shit going in. They're getting it, getting it, getting it. Show these comment on it. I'm like, why she's staying on the whole live? Like, you know, people usually leave and come back or just leave. Like, you know, they're sending little, you know, Sarenora, see you later. I see what you doing.

She was on the live, the whole joint. I called it an episode because we was doing some locking ass on it. It's shaking. All right. So she hit me up my DM and all that. So I'm like, fucking, I'm just like, seriously about. While I go to her crib, she has to hide me in the house

and all types of shit. That was the red flag. I'm like, damn, what did I get myself into? She got mad brothers and shit. Fuck it. They tried some bullshit. I'm going to snap this shit out of what these motherfuckers. I don't care.

I end up getting some ass or whatever. Broke out. It should have been a one-day thing, but fuck it. All right, total mood of my crud. That time I still had a little bit of shit. I cleared it up, got rid of it, told her what I was into, I retired.

I stopped. She was like, I helped it with a kid. She ended up being like a super, I don't want to call her, but she was foul, man. She was foul. Started messing with dudes up the street. Messing with dudes around the way. We broke up.

I don't know how she ended up living up the block. I'm like, oh shit, she living up the block now. This shit is embarrassing. Yeah. She was crazy, bro. So I had to leave her alone with that toxic shit. So I had a lot of shit going on in my life. A lot of shit, bro.

So you clear that product. You make the 80 grand. You find her. How do you get back involved in the streets to get jammed up? Like, why didn't you just stay away from it? You had a good run, never got really in trouble, except for when you were juvenile. What happened?

That's a good question. I should ask myself that shit. Word. What happened was, honestly, work started slowing up again. Spent all the bread. Bitches disappear. Friends disappear. People get locked up.

Things change around the way. Things get drinkified. You got more social media outlets. Things is much easier than before. Like before, you really had to be on these corners in these streets and really hug that block. Now you could really do, you could use a social media outlet and make six figures without leaving your house.

Whatever you're doing, It could be shirts, products, whatever. So I just started thinking, bro, I'm like, fuck it. I started getting those rich dreams again, those rich vivid dreams. Like, and it was coming mass, like coming every day. I'm like, fuck, I got make something go. I got kids now. I got children now that I've invested up dealing with different women and shit like that at a young age.

Toxic women at that. I got to get this money. So that put me in a position of being under pressure. Like, fuck it. That's all I really need. know how to do besides get a job COVID happened as soon as I got in there we were still doing quarantine COVID happened money slowing up money started coming back in throughout those times where COVID that shit that shit fucked up a lot of shit but motherfuckers made a lot of money too if you

know what I'm talking about so I think that that period that COVID shit brought me back to the streets and all of that. So what do you get into? Are you involved with like a gang? Are you just running solo? What does that look like? No, like, just like, we're not a gang. It's not no gang shit. It's like you out there. You got your own shit. You got your own shit. You do your own shit. That's it. Like, it's free for all. Like, that's how it is. Like, that's it. Like, nobody trying to, like, how can I see?

that ain't no more fucking crazy organizations and shit like that no more motherfuckers don't really know how to get no money together BMF and all that shit I don't know how to fuck they did all that There's always somebody that I want to be the biggest dude or Be the realest one or nobody don't know how to play the middleman and just play the position So things like that when it come to me or working with others on that standpoint would never work out So I always did my dirt on my own when it comes to anything family, grandmoms, uncles, they always told me you're going to do something

do it on your own. You notice a lot of Rico shit and a lot of shit motherfuckers start turning. All of that is very rare that you get you a solid crew that just like, fuck it, it is what it is. You don't see that anymore. Nah.

First guy to falls, flipping. Yeah, but lucky I was happy to get those people around me with. When I got caught up, champed up, they kicked down the door and all that. I was with my little bros. When my little bros, you feel me They hold it down

I ain't gonna lie And they're young They're young, they're babies You know what I'm saying They hold it down They play their role They play their position You know what you signed up for out here

Don't do the crime You can't do the time Bro So that's what it is Bro If you know what you're signing up for And you know It's life or death

For what can happen The repercussions bro That's sick God only protect babies and dummies bro. Babies and dummies, literally. I didn't see people get clapped up a hunt. So many, he still survive

and still don't. He protect them. It's not your time. It's not your time. When you get your shot, is your shot. So they being said, don't never give up. Never, no I'm saying? You're going to have to change at some standpoint because you're going to keep doing the same shit. You're going to get the same results. So my mom just telling me the other day that maybe I needed that to go through Rikers Island and go through that transition and know how it was. I was 22.

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That's treasured Island.com. And just let shit go, bro. So what do you get arrested for? Tell us about it. I got arrested for firearms. Basically, it was three firearms in my home. It was me and my bros, you know what I'm saying? We got caught up They kicked down the door

They found them Had this all in the house Searching for shit Boom Went through the process I knew I wasn't going home I knew I knew the bill was crazy $250,000

The other one was like $150,000 Shit was just crazy bro So I'm like fuck it This is gonna be home And to transition Into Rikers Island

And not being Did Time Or just no juvenile shit Like juvenile is bullshit Bro they got games They got food They got all that shit you got at home

Bro so them kids ain't really Feeling like damn they did something bad You feel me that shit is really like Day kid bro honestly bro And that's what Reich Zalan is That shit is a shelter bro It's a shelter Were you selling guns

Why did they come to your house No I wasn't selling guns They got a tip They got a tip from somebody and um a tip about what that I had fire homes so yeah

when I got my discovery packet I read it it gave a tip somebody told him so what were you waving them around in a video or something how would people know you had guns nah bro it was um

somebody real close to me bro real close and um I don't know like what the bitch did but it was a female you know what I'm saying it was a female

and she called them people And I trusted her. I loved her a lot. And I didn't expect her to do some shit like that. Honestly, she didn't even know I had some shit in the crib. I think she was doing it on some spiteful shit. And I had shit on deck. That shit came up in my discovery packet.

I'm thinking it's dudes on the street. And I'm saying? I'm like, fuck it. When I get back out there, somebody's going to get hurt. Somebody's going to get fucked up. No, it was a bitch. A female, excuse me, yeah. Why did you have guns to begin with?

Were you a violent person? Were you using guns? What was the purpose of them? No. And the hood is essential. Like, you got to, you feel like, you feel me? It's not even just to hurt anybody. It's like, that's our rights at the end of the day.

You know what I'm saying? That's our rights. And I was practicing my rights. I saw, like, I wasn't out there hurting nobody. I wasn't out there looking for no problems or nothing. just a person that paid taxes, mind you. I worked since I was 16. I've been working my whole life.

Even when I was hustling, I still kept pay stubs and things like that. And I felt like as me being American, I should have the rights to be on wherever the fuck city I'm at. I don't care. That's your job to catch me at the end of the day. But I'm practicing my rights, bro. So, and now to see people being able to get firearms in New York now, getting licenses and shit like that

I just feel like that's fucked up I ain't have no mission I wasn't planning on doing nothing to nobody just a regular person that has a fire arm just like people in Massachusetts just like people in CT just like people in all these other places that was like that's fucked up

you've got these things on the amendment so you can't really practice your rights going to places that's calm and well for going to cities that that's just not leading by example yeah but why not go through the process to get it legally? I could have.

I could have. It's not like we could just have a firearm freely. Yeah, I could have. I cut up. I cut off. I cut up. But then again, who's going to teach me that? Who going to show me that shit?

It ain't no boards on a wall when you're walking down the street. Like, yo, walking here, gun safety classes and things like that or, you know, training or anything like that. you know just to teach people on how to be aware about things like that period there's nothing like that there's no way to teach people I don't went to Indiana I didn't want to so much states bro where you could just go with your ID and go get a fire on from a pawn shop

you could go to a motherfucking shooting range with your ID why is it so easy out there and it's so hard for us but mind you crime is so high in these cities police don't do shit These are the ones that Live in other cities

That don't really have high crime Bro These people are scared So you got people that scared Doing these jobs As me being a father As me being a son As me being me

I'm gonna protect myself So yeah I could have went that route But how do we go that route When am I supposed to call 311 Like hey I want to get my gun license How can I do that? They're not doing that And they need to educate kids

On protecting themselves And respecting people's space You're not doing that You're not even You're not teaching motherfuckers They even save money, bro You go to school, college, all this good shit You can't even get a fucking job

Why you can't get a job And you got your PhD Can't get a job because you have no work experience This shit is crazy Do you have anger towards your dad For not being around to teach you those things? Um, no, I'll let go. Um, I'll be honest with you, I'm a mama's boy.

I love my mom. That's everything to me. Be the same sign. Um, me the closest, no I'm saying from I was, see, she had C-section, breastfed me, got sick, never left my side, things like that. People are always going to resent the other parent for whatever reason. But honestly, I'm just glad that I'm here and I have the ability to do what I have to do. and change things that I could change within my life, you know? So I don't dwell on the past.

I'm a cancer. I don't dwell on a past. I don't, some shit that happened to me two days ago. I'm not going to think about it today. Fuck that shit. I'm going to live it. I'm going to live. I'm going to live.

Tomorrow's going to be a better day, you know? That's something that he has to deal with for the rest of his life if he goes to sleep and think about it, I mean. So now I'm just appreciative for my mom, my grandma, And everybody that was there, because it takes a village to, you know, really raise a child. So even if they're not blood relatives, people have stepped up in my life and helped me out a lot. So I'm blessed. I'm thankful for that.

How did your mom react to you getting arrested and your sisters? They ain't like it. I ain't going on. They didn't take too much. And I like it. I'm their little bro. And then I'm the only little bro at that. The only little bro they have.

they was all supportive though Like they all supported but you know People they're not gonna You know with Prince what you was doing That's my house name so it's like You know they're not gonna wanna hear that shit I was playing football I was in school

I had a great life programs I did ROTC in high school too as well So I did a lot of shit with my life My mom made sure she sent me to Pennsylvania The football schools Um fucking Basketball program I had a great

great one you feel me just got caught up in the streets and you never know when is your day like i said it shit happens you get comfortable you act like your shit don't stain and it can happen to you so yeah they wasn't really feeling it but they was definitely making sure i was eating making sure that i was clothed underwear's t-shirts socks the solicities that i need to maintain to keep my insanity praying for me talking to me so but I did hit a mouth you know the bitching that you stupid all out give me all that I've taken all of it I'm taking all of that energy I'm taking it and all that shit did was make me a better me you know from women talking about you're a jailbird and all this dumb shit I'm laughing bro because I'm like how to fuck am I jailbird and this

my first bid yo this chick is stupid as hell she trying to you know people love talking shit when you incarcerated, bro, that's the time to like, yes, I got this person. I can finally talk shit now, bro, that shit hurts.

Like, damn, I was just fucking you. I'm a jailbird now. And then when you get out, your body's right. I was 180 solid pounds. My fuck is like, oh, damn,

that's this one? Yeah, it's me. I'm out here. Show the first one calling me. Fuck you. If you're watching this, fuck you. Fuck you.

And I'm going to send this to you too. Fuck you. There's a few of y'all. That shit hurt, bro. Then getting robbed while you incarcerated, bro. I don't know who the fuck it is. Oh, it must be a team, bro. They create an Instagram of you.

They act like you need some money or whatever. And then your peoples and your loved ones is cash-happing them. And I'm like, oh, what the fuck, bro? So they was doing that to me. They must have made a whole bunch of money. And I'm just telling everybody, just send it to my J-Pay, bro. Just send it to my J-Pay. So when I'm calling the hood, yo, you got your bread, you got your bread?

I'm like, nah, nigga, what bread are you talking about? Like, nigga, I'm mad at you right now. keep telling me about some bread two weeks ago. You know how that shit go. I'm trying to spend this 125. I'm trying to go to the store. I got to get some food. I got to get my smell good and all that shit.

Niggas ain't coming through. So I'm looking at them like they're crazy. Nah, fuck you. I ain't even calling no more. But when I got back to the time, my fuck is showing me the cash apps. Showing me this shit. Shorty ran off.

And you know what's so funny, bro? She was with me the whole fucking bid. Wait, she scammed them? Scammed them? All that. She made a whole little. She did that, but I think it's a whole team doing that shit too, bro. Like, no funny shit.

I don't know what these chicks be doing or what these dudes be doing, but they be robbing motherfuckers, bro. I told her, you know, I'm about to come home. I got a month left, bro. Literally a month left. I seen it on the VIA. I seen it on a fucking VIA. Which is a visit for people that don't know.

Yeah, a visit. I see him on the VIA on a dance floor. Boom. Give a hug. Give a kiss. Grab the cheeks and all that. You know, got to get your little feeling before you back up. My y'all, I'm about to come home.

Ah, ha. I, bitch ran off. Stowe my clothes, stole my money, stole everything. All right. I'm going to tell you some other funny shit, though. She stole my shit. All right, fuck her. Black Rikers Island.

How the fuck you block a jail number? Yo, your motherfuckers is crazy. I block a jail number. All right. I call my home girl Destiny. Shout out to Destiny. I'm like, yo, yo, sis, this chick just book me.

I'm tight. I don't got no way to talk to right now. I need me a shoddy She's like you need you a shoddy I'm like yeah She swung me a shoddy number Cool shoddy She's like oh you got a nice voice

Ah ah ha ha ha ha I'm like fucking I'm out to try this shit I've never been to jail So there's women Mind you, there's women out there That really do like guys that's locked up They don't know you nothing They're gonna come and see your ass

Like yo pull up man Pull up man Let me see what you're working with I don't know What the fuck she looked like bro I don't know Where the fuck she from None of that she was with it

She came to the island and come visit me. This is God's doing. I swear it is. She pulls up. I don't know what she looked like. I'm nervous now because I'm about to go to the dance floor and I don't know what this chick looked like. So that's mad embarrassing.

Mind you, you got to put it on your slides, the whole jumpsuit, all that shit. But for whatever reason, they put me in a bubble. Bubble. I never did this shit before. So the bubble is where you just straight glass and a person is on the other side. You got these little holes that you can talk to

and then that little bullshit ass phone. I'm like, perfect. Perfect. Now, I can have quality time with her. I don't got to hear everybody talking. I can really talk my shit. So now we're talking. I'm like, what's up, girl?

I'm like, damn, you really can. She ain't all that. But when you locked up, any bitch look fire. You can have one tooth. And you got a fat ass and some tities or something. You're going to look good to me. I don't care when nobody see you. Everybody in there.

Every go. chick was looking good. This girl was looking like Cardi B. Fuck it. In my mind, she looked like Cardi B or one of them top, top Beyonce, whatever you want to call it. All right, bad, talking my shit.

All right. Visit over. She starts sending money now. Oh, shit, I got her. I got her. She started coming fluently. Uh-uh. Munch only got a month left,

so knock that shit out. That was my shit, bro. If y'all want to get through your shit, sleep and go on visits, bro. And don't go in the day room. That's where you're niggas get fucked up at, and that's where a lot of problems happen at. Fuck the TV. Fuck all that shit.

Just be on your bed, smoke some weed, write some books, do something. Like, when you try to indulge with everybody and all that, no. You got your own time. You came here with your own shit. You don't want to mingle out. Mone'all fuck is getting in there too friendly. You look at them like, y'all came here together, my niggas? Like, what the fuck going on here?

Two different cases, two different hoods, two different everything. Y'all old buddy, buddy. Nah, fuck that. Do that shit by yourself. Walk that shit. Walk that shit and you'll be out. And you know what's so funny? The longest process is not even going to jail,

going to court, and now that's getting the fuck out. Because the anxiety is like, I'm ready to go. I'm ready to get out of here. 30 months later. Like, that shit feels so long, bro. They do your thing.

Ha, ha. I got to check if you got any warrants and any states. They finally let a motherfucker go. So you got 30 months in prison for this gun charge? Oh, hell no. I don't know. You know what they gave me?

You might lie, but they only gave me six months. Wait, if they only gave you six months... Only did four months. You only did four months at Rikers for the gun charge? Yeah. How? It was my first gun charge. The other two, I think the other firearm was inoperable, so it didn't work.

I claimed one firearm, and my other bro claimed one firearm. And my other little bro, he was in mine at the time. He had the unoperable firearm They let him go Walk in the park Me and my little bro They gave us six months at peace We did four months

City time It's time to go But the question to answer that When you asked me Like was you outside Looking for anybody? No, what really actually Save this was It was sealed

It was in the house Sealed Not bothering nobody None of that So they're like You listen And they really had no probable cause of really coming to the crib

because of a bitch cold or whatever. So somewhere down the line, they fucked up. I took that six months, but that's six months, you got to pay attention now. That shit fucking me up on my new case, too. But you got to be careful of what you get. Because if I'd have fought my case a little bit longer, I'd have got it to a misdemeanor.

Yeah, if they're only off for giving you a six months in prison. If that's a max, then you probably could have got off completely. So they hit you with a felony for that gun charge, six months. Yeah, e-felony, the lowest felony. So then you get out, what happens? I get out. Start doing programs. Started looking for jobs and shit.

Started staying away from motherfuckers. Start fucking around with the hood. Start fucking around with the block. Stopped a lot of shit. I wasn't even smoking for a little minute. Boy, wasn't smoking. Then my downfall again, another female. It's the pussy, bro.

I'm like, I don't know. bro. I don't know what she did. She hit me with the ooh-wee. I'm like this. She hit me with that shit, bro. I don't know. Started fucking with her. Everything was good. I'm not smoking, but no more. None of that. Wait up. Shit right. I'm just now working out again.

And there's been a little minute. She was right. Me, shoddy, I met her through one of my bros. He put me on to her. He was like, oh, she's a hoe and all that. She had thought and all that. I ain't care. I ain't had posted. I ain't had pussy in four months, bro. I ain't have pussy in a little minute, bro. And I'm dreaming about this shit and waking up.

You ever had a dream that you really, excuse me, you live in your best life. And then you wake up in a fucking cell. That shit hurts. Like, no, I got to get out of him. I think about honey turkey sandwiches, cheeseburgers, all types of shit. All right, so I'm out that shit.

Meat, Shorty. It wasn't smoking, everything together. Didn't have a job, but I saved a lot of money when I was incarcerated from all of cash apps All the shit that I did retrieve that I managed to receive so I left that bitch like what about four racks So I was okay but out of that four racks they only gave me two hundred dollars so I had to go back to Rikers Island To go pick up my money and I actually have a video that in my phone getting on that bus without being on the DOC bus Um So I'm like I got a little bit of bread

My crib got rated I don't want to go back home I'm staying with my sister I'm in my men And my nieces and nephews and shit And my mom I'm like this shit not it Show de how her So I'll pull up on her

Pull up on her It was all smooth It's all funny games in the beginning Shit lit I don't know what the fuck happened I started working again Start getting my money back up the right way though this shit is weird for me now

shit is weird I'm going a straight line this shit is weird but as I'm going in this straight line sure they making me go to work late sure you got requests for a whole bunch of shit I'm like damn I liked you more when I was a bum ass nigga honestly when I was on some broke bummy shit

with a little only 4 Gs to my name I actually liked you better than when I start because once I started getting my swag up my money start cleaning up start looking at me like I'm competition but not just that I'm budging in because I have

a little soft spot for it because usually I was fucked up when I first came home I met you when I first came home so I ain't really fucking all the women I didn't really live the single life I met her and just like the bitches that I was

coming and visiting me I kicked them to the side they didn't gave me keys to the house and all that I ain't never even go visit sorry Sauranara later started dealing with her hard body and she didn't really come back, come from a good background like as me.

Like, yeah, I got a fucked up life, but my moms, my grandmoms, my uncles, they always was there, have a family. Like, we must fight, we argue and all that, but I still have a family, you feel me? Some people don't really know that love or how to reciprocate that love or just don't like to see people get that love, bro.

So everybody that I fucked with, friends wise, female wise, family wise, she just had a vendetta stay away like keep me locked in shout out to the show locked in I felt like I was an inmate in her crib I felt like I was doing more time bro I'm like shoddy what the fuck is this you don't want to go out

you're getting lazy now you don't want to work and I'm in cancer bro and as men we don't really know how to leave toxic situations I'd be honest for them guys that need advice I don't really know how to leave those situations we like to stick it through

dug it out all types of shit. It's mainly like females really be breaking it off, but it got to a point where I had to let it go, bro. I had to let it go, bro. Like, shit was fucking up my life, bro. Like, waking up, arguing,

fighting, screaming, yelling, not doing my music. I'm not doing content. I'm not doing skits. I'm not really doing shit with my life, but just arguing with her. Still going to work, but arguing. So it was just toxic. Left that shit alone.

Went to my grandma's, crab. I said, fuck it. I want to start doing skits. I'm going to revamp myself. I got to find a way. I say, you know what? I got some money in my pocket. I don't really do shit for myself. I'm one of them dudes that I'll take a shirt off my back or I buy you son. I make sure we all situated. Like, I'm last. I don't really, but I have to, I'm not really a selfless person. But I do tend to forget about myself at times. So I have to force myself to do sweet. nice things like I go get a shape up go do this go do that because I'm I'm there for everybody you feel me so my mom she's on she natures people so I have that in me so

started getting myself together as in doing content skits linking up doing collab shout out the luxury low so shout out the craze shout out to giddy um shout out to bbw mixie shout out the um tubby I just started coming out started doing content creations ups, meet and greets, all that shit. So what I did was, I know everybody in all five boroughs in the streets. I just don't have a social media presence yet. But I had to change my image for me to be in these doors, to be around these people to feel comfortable.

So when I first started coming around, they're leery. Not doing collabs, but I'm sending a collab, they're not really confirming it. My number's not doing well. My skits start going up. Ah, they start embracing me. Start come out more. Come do this. Come do that.

Come do this. To where it got to a point to where my content creation and my skits and my funny ways of just being me, what I was just explaining to you. Got me new friends. Got me a new hobby. Got me new things that I like to do. Shit, I'm in CT doing this right now. Before I would look at this shit and be like, mm-hmm, it's fire.

I'm smoking weed, doing all this. It's fire. shit hot but those long nights them hard nights of watching videos watching all your shit's watching no jumper watching flat

watching all these people now I'm saying and like yo then I'm switching through my Facebook and it was one interview where a dude said yo why you don't make money off of what you like to do

what you're watching you can do that too you can make money off that you could you know I mean reaction videos commentate, do whatever. And I always had a personal personality. So I'm like, fuck it. Let me give it a shot.

I don't do gay shit. I don't do gay roles and none of that. You won't catch me selling my soul for nothing or doing anything that I don't feel that it's not me. Everything that I do is me. And not even for a check. I will sell me for that. I'm not doing that.

But I give them me. The funny shit, the swag, like just the regular New Yorker that really, I'm probably like the last to the last, bro. Like a lot of people in New York City is not even from New York City. A lot of people that's getting on in New York City or doing things out there,

just moved out there to get these stuff together. So there's a lot of things that I don't got to leave my city. I could do this here. It's people that come from L.A., people that come from Chicago, people that come from Atlanta, come here and do well with their content creations and do well with their skits.

They movies, Broadway, all that shit. All that shit is right here. What the fuck am I doing? Started popping out. Just started working. And the shit lit. Now people ask me, what's up with the music? Where the music at?

You forgot about the music? That's all I hear now. I'm like, nah, I got you on the music. Let me get my content. Let me build the platform. Like, let me put some cherries, some sprinkles. Let me make sure we go before I dropped the music. Because a lot of these artists,

you're going to understand. You have a story We all do Some may be interested in more than others Some people might like your story more than others Or they might not like your music But they might like your story You might like your story

It might like your music They might like you as a person They might not give a fuck what you do You know what I'm saying There's different people And different supporters out there And the people that support you The most

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My sister that I was looking out for me and shit like that, holding it down. She was going through something with her man. I really had nothing to do with me. Wrong place, wrong time. When I was telling me about that Parks Department job, I went to Supreme Court to go receive. my disposition letters so I could go get this city job. I'm about to take a shot for that.

It's actually crazy. So I go get the disposition letter stamped. Stamped and all. All right. I'm going to go home, grab some clothes, do shit like that. My sister, her baby father's there and her children. I was locked up. I'm going to just say this.

So I didn't have access to the crib. I wasn't using the crib Nothing like that I wasn't there My sister was doing her thing She was using my mom's crib as a hotel She was doing her thing on him Like prostitution?

Nah just like you know Her side dudes and shit like that You feel me? So When he took her Like when he came to the apartment His eyes like Went crazy because

One dude had sent Him pictures with my sister And sent pitchers with my sister and sent pictures to my sister kids. So it was a whole big thing. So when he seen the background of the apartment, he went crazy. So in the midst of that, I don't know what the fuck going on.

I just came to go get my docs and get the fuck about it, birth certificate, social, et cetera, et cetera, so I could go get this job so I could change my life. I'm really trying to do this shit here now. He bugging. My mom telling me to lead the premises, you feel me, so I won't get caught up in that shit. as I'm leaving the premises

he catch himself trying to pop on me like trying to be froggy and all that shit alright I'm still holding it down because I got priors now I'm a convicted felon

I can get in trouble now like I'm not trying to really indulge none of this bullshit I'm gonna go I'm out of here I'm with a female too always with a chick so it's a stintchew

for me I gotta keep a female around she's tough though she's real tough and that's where escalated too he tried ah she got in the middle nobody doing nothing to loess uh uh he swung

it connected it hit the female it didn't hit me so now the female like why you just punch me now he's and her is going at it dumping getting it shaking right in front of my crib no police drove past

what a coincidence because the police is like there every day Patty wagons, B-Walkers, all that at just this day It was just clear. It was just that day They fighting and it going out of it, bo-poo-bo-poo-bo-bo-bo-bo-bo-bo. She getting the best of him. Bo-poo-boo. My mom grabbed her off him.

What his dumb ass do? Charge at me. I hit him with a two-piece. When I hit him with a two-piece, he drops. He stumbles at his face scraped up all over the floor. He gets up. He had the noodle legs Bam again

He fell again He fell again I hit him with some shit y'all Time for me to go Time for me to go I left the premises You're gonna lie So now I'm working for the Parks Department

At that time I'm working for the New York Mets At that time And what else am I doing I was working somewhere else I was working somewhere else I do like shows and shit Like events

like sell tickets and stuff on like event brights for like shows one mic events and things like that so i'm going to work regularly i'm going doing all of this shit working for the state all types of shit not knowing that them motherfuckers is looking for me wow i didn't know that so one day i get off for work five in the morning i'm gonna smoke i don't smoke in a crib in my grandmother's house i got smoke in the whole way she 87 shout out the grandma grandma love that's the o g right there she's like yo don't smoke I'm like grandma what you mean I just pulled this shit for all

I need to get a high I need to smoke I want to hit that shit right now I need to smoke jumping the shot She's like Prince Don't smoke All right

I go smoke Blaze it up Why I look like John Sina Batista Edge All these motherfuckers That look like

Wrestlers Big as shit Swat looking I'm like damn I want to run in the house But it don't make no sense They already got her address and all. I'm like, fuck it, man. I got pajamas on, slides on, blending my mouth.

They're talking to me. I'm trying to finish it now. No, I'm going to jail. Shit, nigga, let me finish this shit. He's like, nah, put it out. Pull. I'm like, I'm basically butt-ass. It's going to be cold in the bookings. Can I get some clothes? Let me put my clothes on. I got one more request. One more request, man. Yo, Unlock my phone. Start writing numbers down immediately. Like, fuck that. I don't know nobody about Hart. Huh, boom They hit me with a saw in second Now I'm tight

Now I'm mad Over a fucking family fight He went and ratted, snitched Whatever the fuck you want to call it Me, honestly, when I get beat the fuck up Or when I go through shit My little black eyes, niggas know In the hood, anybody know

I don't wear dark shades, none of that, I wear that shit Like it's war wounds, you heard I don't care, chip tooth and all I'm wearing that, That's my pride. That's me. That's my war wounds. He didn't go to wait the route that I would expect him.

Like, I mean, you know. He told him people that came got me. Now I'm going to court. They waived my rights. All that dumb shit. Now I knew some bullshit when he waived my rights. Go to court. You don't see no judge.

They send you back to the island. All right. I know what the fuck y'all doing. Hit me with a bullshit-ass bell, bro. Bullshit-ass bell, like 3K, bro. I said, bro, what the fuck is even the whole point of just asking for this shit, bro? This shit is nothing.

Shit is nothing, bro. So I'm like, fuck it. I got two jobs out there. I'm not about to sit in this shit. So it was a whole different situation from when I got locked up when I was young. I was broke. I ain't have no paid lawyer.

I blew my $80,000. I'm fucked up in the game. Now, the odds is like, all right, bro, you got three jobs out there. You got money in the stash. You got family that's willing to help you. Damn. Yo, Mom.

No, give me the fuck up out of here. Court, uncle. They come to court. Every day they kept denying my bail for seven days straight, bro. Seven days straight. I guess seven is the lucky number. As they say, seven days straight. So the toxic bitch that I was telling you about,

she was the one that kept trying to help bail me out, where she don't work long enough to bail a motherfucker out. So her pay stubs is like bullshit. Like, we can't use this. My man worked for JFK Airport. He's a flight attendant. They jacked him. All right, we could use this.

Now, we need one more person. My sister, Jew, she's a teacher. Mom, call up. Now I get to call, yeah, your sister coming. So now two days in a row, my sister came late because she had left work, because she worked with, like, third graders and shit. And she works on, what is it?

What island is that? Not Randall's. Roosevelt. My sister works on Roosevelt Island, so that's kind of far from Stan Island and shit. The seventh day, they made it. They made it to 7th there. I call upstairs because I got pulled, bro.

So even though there's no phone in my cell, I got motherfuckers. Yo, because the Rikers on, all my Gs that know this shit, I'm about to explain some shit. On Staten Island Courthouse, right? You got the Rikers Island side and then you got the regular court side to see where you're about to go. I'm on the Rikers Island side. Motherfuckers, that's on the court side. I know all of the motherfuckers.

I'm like, yo, call my crit, call upstairs. Oh, on the set, yo, call, man, call everybody. My mom and all them. They call in a buss and moves. I'm busing moves the whole time. Shit, fuck that. Get the word, yeah, your bail paid. Ah, ah, ah.

Bell paid? I bet. Why the fuck am I still here, bro? Pay my bail at 3 o'clock. All right? The fucking captain, the shuddy with the white shirt. I'm like, what's up, bro? Like, why am I still here?

She's like saying happened. It happened. Why the fuck the Bronx came and got me, bro? a priest and I'm like, what the fuck that I do in the Bronx? What I do in the Bronx? Came and got my ass. I knew they was going to come get me

but I ain't know what was for. They was been supposed to come get me before I paid that bail. They already told my lawyer and all of that. My lawyer was talking to them all that. They was supposed to come get me from Rikers Island

to do whatever the fuck they were supposed to do. No, they came and got me after I bailed the fuck out, which is they're not supposed to hold you after three hours after you posted bail. All right.

So now they send me to the Bronx. I don't know what fucking prison I'm at. I don't know where I'm at. It's nothing but motherfucking crackheads laying on the floor. All types of shit. All types of dumb shit. Motherfucking fart and sock off. Nika.

Yo, bro, you'll be like, what the fuck, bro? I'm ready to slap your shit out of somebody. Now I'm tight. I just bailed out. Now, y'all got me back in this shit in the motherfucking Bronx. That just drew me from Staten Island to the Bronx, my nigga. Y'all got me fucked up. Yeah, I need the phone, man.

Give me the fucking phone. Get the phone? Yo, bro, I'm hungry. It's shit. Come to the Bronx. I had my people come from Harlem. Drop off some food. They could just drop off food to the precinct?

For me, they did. Sit. They dropped off food. I'm like, yo, officer, I'm fucking hungry. I just came from the island. I'm starving, beat. I'm starving just like that. They're like, word?

I'm like, yeah, my man just bought me a box of cigarettes. He bought me a salami and cheese on the hero with letters and all some candy and some juice. He bought it to me. All right. So now I'm the only nigga in the fucking sell. Food, all that shit, cigarette.

Yo, yeah, what's so? Making sure everybody good. I think that's the Bronx thing. You only can fucking do that in the Bronx. Staten Island, they'd be giving you sandwiches too. If your family buy you, sign to eat and they know you're about to go down, they're going to give you your food

because that's the only last shit you're going to have. All right, so I'm in there busting down the salami, smoking his cigarettes. All them niggas is bummed, so I couldn't even say. selling no cigarettes. I couldn't sell him nothing. All right. We smoked that pack. I ate that sandwich. I ate them Doritos. I'm like, fuck that, man. I don't know what's about that. I but

call my men's back. Wherever the fuck you got that sandwich? I need another one, you heard? You brought me back another one, ate it. Detective come to me. She like, um, this, uh, this is for, uh, what the fuck she said? I was, like, basically, like, menacing, like, destroying. Like, destroying shit like I was breaking shit and all that I'm like what the fuck now that ain't me so you know what they did bro they had me sit there for like 24 hours

sent me to the courthouse on 161 right and let me let me go so you didn't get charged I didn't get charged for nothing I didn't see no judge no nothing all you got was the assault charge that's it and what happened to that case

I'm fighting it now oh you're still fighting it yeah but um The 24th of this month, we're going to find out what's the results, basically, if it's going to result in probation or is it going to result in state time. You think you'll have to do time? Right now, I'm talking to my lawyer. We're very cool. He's talking to the DEA, and the DEA is willing to work on the offer. So, and the DEA asks my lawyer, do you feel like Mr. Martinez should do time?

He said no. So right now I have character letters, have so much letters. I've done worked in so many places. I have so much shit that I have, like paperwork, Faw as me, I'm in England management, I'm in therapy, things like that now to show, and I start school for plumbing on the 24th the same day, so I have to reschedule that, my plumbing school.

Did you get fired from your job? No, I never got fired. From the Parks Department? Oh, you're still working for them? No, I resign. I resign. Because the Mets, I love that job. It was just too much, like working and then leaving there, this, that.

Actually, the Parks Department, they was actually supportive. They actually gave me mad character letters and all of that. I told them what was going on. And I'm not trying to say no funny shit, but even when I was on a run, they knew. I was telling them, I'm like, yo, I'm scared to come to work. Like, I don't want these people that's so embarrassing. My boss, I ain't going to say the Iowa location. Come to work, man, come to work.

So I was able to make it. money while I was on a run, working, doing all of that. But I didn't, I didn't really know if they was really coming to get me, bro. It was like a family thing. So when you think about family shit, you don't really think as it's so severe, but he's an outside. He got a baby with my sister. So whatever how that went, he rat it.

He's not showing up the court or nothing like that. So I'm in good spirits, bro. So say you've got probation, how are you going to use that second chance again to, you know, kind of stay on the right track and not get yourself jammed up into something. Honestly, I'm gonna, God gave me another life, bro. I'm blessed, bro.

Like, all this shit, I wouldn't be doing this constant creating shit. I wouldn't be up here right now. I wouldn't be doing none of this shit I'm doing. So he opened the eyes for me to take, you know, lemons and just make lemonade, bro. Like, the shit that I went through wasn't for a reason. So I'm going to take this probation,

thing and I'm good that you did say that because we're going to manifest that take that and run with it bro what is the content stuff you do plug in what you got going on what it is you do now so I do vlogs I do vlogs I do music I interview people as well but what I do is like I have my little mic right here and I ask you questions about the city I ask you questions like about your spouse I do funny things like so um when you post up my Instagram or like the subscription or son, like on the titles. Yeah, we'll have in the description. On the link below.

They'll see what I do. Like, I do modeling. Um, right now, I'm going to go shoot in Atlanta for a show called Dreamhouse. I'm going to be playing a security guard, but also I'm going to have my foot in with production as well. So this would be my first show. And, um, I was actually bought up around a great neighborhood. Like, my neighborhood is where they shot New Jack City, paid in full above the rim.

Um, I was. Teddy Raleigh's from my neighborhood. All the upcoming rappers then came to my neighborhood, Glorilla, Young Dolph, G. Herbo, fabulous. Dougie Fresh actually live across the street. If people who's familiar with,

Alpo, Rich Porter, and all of that, that's my neighborhood as well. So I've seen the good in the back what comes with it. My mom, like she said, Maybe I needed to see the other side. So right now I'm just working on music. Audio books.

I'll probably do, well, not probably do. I'm going to do like a nonprofit organization. You know, just probably keep these little dudes off the streets, feed the community, shit like that, basketball tournaments, things that I know that the community do like. But my main objective and my main goal is to start a music academy for people or an acting school to make that a trade to where

come on, even night classes for adults, kids are students free. I'll teach you how to master mix music. I'll teach how to record. Lighting, back drops, behind the scenes work, things like that to where you have that

with you, and I'm saying, and hopefully get far as to where I could provide stipends for people as well, while they go get the increments for these things. And I picked it up on, my own self-taught from marketing from digital marketing to like hitting you up i did that shit

myself i don't have no manager i don't need no manager if i do get one or assistant that would be probably cool but all of this is self-work and this is god's doing like i didn't know you was going write me back but i took chances like fuck it i mean write them i got a crazy-ass story a lot of these people will be lying. A lot of these motherfuckers be rapping about bullshit. Everything I said, people will come in to say it's true. I got scars for this shit.

I got mad stories. I got mad situations. So then I'm young and I already got grades, bro. I'm not 27 yet, so I got nothing but wisdom. Grew up with the old hats, the young cat, so they grant that for me. They give me a second chance, bro. They only going to give me

a chance to keep coming up here to keep going on different platforms to keep working and not just that but have a platform to where the people I work with y'all could come down and sit with me and we go talk about the things that damn how i transitioned from when we first met and how you know things is going et cetera et cetera i like to build business relationships and great ones so that's it people got 10 people they could smoke with but those 10 people you cannot get rich with. I want 10 people that I could talk to,

confine, chop it up, get it together. I look at myself as the hood Tony Starks. I press one button, the Marvel's is going to assemble. That's it. For real. That ass, bro.

That's how I feel. So, like, I have your number now. So, like, you're a brother. So always feel free. Contact me. I'll call you, check up on you. If I got anybody that I come across that I feel like that has a great.

great story that I felt that needs to be brought to light. I will always give you a call and hit you up. You ever in the city? Pull up. I'll show you how we live in Harlem, how we eat, chill, where we like to go to the bar at. I like to go to juice bars a lot. I'm very healthy with that

working out and shit like that, bro. And especially if I'm out here, not even, I come to the studio chill, hang out, probably watch you do your thing, catch them behind the scenes just to learn, you know? Get up out of, get out, get up. You know, we got to get up you got to start somewhere and the way i started honestly bro was telling myself every day something got to give when you keep telling yourself that that's the start you don't know when you officially gonna start but that's the start right there i used to tell myself i'm gonna work out i'm a workout

ain't work out at all but that one day is gonna click in and you're gonna be consistent after that one day so if you tell yourself you all gonna be a streamer tell yourself that every day Until you become that streamer, manifest that. You're going to do content, do content. But I was always told, be the best at what you want to be. If you want to be a gangster, be the best gangster. You want to be a doctor, be the best doctor. You want to be a lawyer, be the best lawyer.

Want to be the best. So I'm just looking to be the best. And me and other people don't cause parents, right? Because my work ethic is stupid, crazy. Like, I beat myself up because I came late. Honestly, I'm snitching on myself right now. I came late. I was supposed to be here

And this is only going to Prepare me and better me To be on time And to be organized I'm saying Organized is the number one key And that's just me But I'm ready to work and putting some pain

So That for They're just gonna see me just They're gonna see a whole bunch of Two B movies They're gonna see me on everything Probably on a porno magazine All that

You have no whole ass shit A porno upstairs For real You say Yo, they got a cell Oh shit Man Juan I appreciate you coming on

Bro Thank you bro I hope everything works out for you Oh it is It is I hit you up I hit you up after the court They're like yo bro

It's lit I'm good You just stay out of trouble Bro okay Yeah man Stay away from toxic pussy Widows Stay focused

And first of foremost Just be a ghost And you know Locking with myself and stay locked in with myself. And with Ian Vic. Oh yeah, and with Ian Bick. Make sure y'all do that because we're coming to get you.

Yo, bro, that's hard, though. Awesome, bro. You did great. I love your energy, man.