LOS MAFIA PODCAST ⭐️ - Casi mato a mi HERMANO, soy un Psicópata Y así vivo la VIDA

Episode Date: May 27, 2026

Soy un Psicópata Y así vivo la VIDA, casi mato a mi HERMANO

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I said the card, we. I don't remember me, but if I put like, that's like, I don't put it more

with my head. So, in me made me made me did so a lot of

but I know that he was that I know, someone very very close,

and was a person that I super he had a courage, then in my mind,

there was days, a man, so that me, I'd the image of him,

and make to make to make to make to make Plebes. Agua freca, my love.

Attention to all the people. Attention. Because we're to talk a time very delicate

that many of the times not not they know, much of the people

want to get married with information on and it doesn't be so so.

No to be to be to be so. I've tried to be

very transparent and try to make let's be the money real,

what is the car of the money well. Why? Because it's too not

we, that we're to want to be to be the reality is not not that

not that not not that really what I talk. And I about the

thing, of what, to a person in a situation psychiatric of a

person that that not control at of those forms

of, way, or not you let us go to this old, my compa

cadena, that is the day of the day of the invite, and I'm that I'm

so, I'm disposed to express really what is, to be to this

this this is a thing, and it's good, what's the old my compa

my compacena, how it's, no, thanks to you the way, for,

for the space, no? It's something that's with the years, I've tried to

to talk about more more than before. I've got the tools to talk and how

you're, ultimately me has been better. I've seen more, yeah, I've been,

my, my, my, my brotes back were a lot of, well, the,

the, the, the, the, of the, the, the, the,

the, of the, Then he helped like the support psychologist and psychiatrist

that I'm all the time I'm doing every time that's the that's what you did it

did it because I imagine that's they're to morrito you're not,

you're to get to get to get to get to me when they when they

when they when they're because it was thanks to when it when it was the

second occasion that I had agredido because I was I was agred with,

so, now, so, so, so, in a brot of my, that I had

I, the new, I'm really, emotionallyally, you know, if I was, if I'm

a emotion of the enoch, was an enojo, was an explosive, like if the

person that me would say, you would have got, you had gotten to to say,

you would have got to my mom, you, I, so I'm so I'm so,

I'm that, that today not I can't explain well, because

no I I've seen you know, I said, but I felt like a courage that was in

a lot of so much you know, and I'm segababed in that moment, and I,

what I did get me in that moment with the people, or with what that I'm in front,

you know, I'm not could get to get to I, but, but,

you, attack you, what, the first, my brother, was like, my brother,

was like, I'm, to eight, nine years, so, too, two,

nine, he, he, It's an 11-mases, 15 days than I. Okay. So, we're in the

house of an abuela, a woman maternal. So, like all the years, we'd,

we'd, so we were playing well, and of the nothing, my brother, he was to

play in, uh, a lot of, no, we sent him and we're, no, so in a

goal that I did, I, so, so, was, it was, so,

it was, so, it was, so, so, so, But you did I was

I was I felt I'm a and in this moment we were a man who's you know

and I'm my first disconnected was that I started to I'm sorry and I'm to get to

my brother and I sotterra on the piece several times and the

of the face? Yeah, of the head to the face to the face to the

when I when I saw the the shorroro the chorro of the shorroro of the

naris when he was my mom, that was when they were to get in the hospital and even

until today, but today not she have put to operate, that's when he

did the divil the tiki, no? Mm. Mm. And it's the first

time. But, well, my parents, at the moment, they were like that

was a mismatter, or she ported, well, was, me reacked, and yeah. So,

so it's, so it's, so, no, that's, no, you know, so they,

but they, they're, they were in the issue that in reality they were in so they were taken

very to get a little bit of it was like me re-gained and the most of them for them so they're

so what what you when you when you when I when I really I think

like the that's much of me so you I think recalio yeah yeah

yeah I always I'm always I received a reganos by my

family a raise of what I had passed because to that that was it was

like a balled of water to be to be a back to be going to see that

I'm going when I'm to get to get more depression I was since the I'm

away from my my my men and I don't have my

one I'm a good am a much I'm not I'm

never to be to the school when the other brotter too

another brotter too in the school, my brother I think would go to go to playing with

other person as like the festivals of the school. So I was when I was a little

a little I was a I was a middle of the party of the front of the people

to get to to get to to get to a moment to see to get to to go to go to

go to and I'm once and I'm on the directors me hailed

you you know you, you know, that your I was going to be able to be able to, wait. So, you know, I was to be in the same school that. Okay. So, I, I mean, so, I was going to be able to be able to be able to say, so, I mean, so, I never even I'm in the middle of the ballable in the patio of the school and I'm at the

I let's go to the golfes. I don't me they were to do you know, because they were the directors, and then they were

going to get them the direction. So it was like the first call of attention in the school not, to my part

to my family, no. So, that was, that was before? It was after. Yeah,

it was after that? That's, of that I started like, I mean, I mean,

I mean, so, so, so I'm remember the, in the, in the, school,

no, and in the the street, this, I remember that I don't I remember,

so no, but they said in the messon. No, and I said to the morrow,

it, and me keigh bad, so, because she. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

and one of me said, I, a regained in my , re-explotid-as-o the door

and I remember that was going to be a man that's a man who's he went to go to play

to play football and I was the first my mind was to see it you know I think I'm not

I've done you he didn't he's not I'm just I was sent with another another that

another other manchal two much two chris and my angel so you I came

and I began and I began and I and I began and I began He pegged a patada and I said, we're going to

let me have to do you. And no, what's the and I'm going to be to get to we.

Then we're so they're so they're like the the mom of the man of the man of the

man who even said me to get to the police and I were a little and I was a

that's that's after that's after yeah after then the occasion more than was like

to the one or the second in the secondary that was when was

when I a little more more a little more more of discussion of grittos and words

he's he's my man in that then I'm so was a little my

my my my my little and and the

more he was that he was the little then I'm he said,

no I'm going to do it and I'm a little he did a little he said

no you he's he's not you he's he's a your brother. Ah, my

brother, so my brother, so, no, no, I don't want to

let me I'm in the moment, I went to see, there's a little bit of those things, like the

hair, no, like the little, not, those large little, so,

so, so, so, so I was, got to the stheras, I, in this moment

I was, because I had been upuble to get a and then then in that I

had disconnected and I got the the only that I did was, was, without

to think, they in the spadda. You know, that's in the back,

in the spald in the back, yeah, in the I'm in the moment, he was a

little bit of the time, you know, and then that I, no, I know what to do you,

I'm in panic, me, I'm sading, I, so I, no, I

remember the image of the my mom and I'm and my mom, the guard, he's, and I'm

and I'm, and I'm, like, what did you, Pendieieieieieie and so your words and my mom

is very desperated in that in that's they're to get in the same my mom

he said my mom he's been a man who my mom to be able to get to go to get to

wait a minute and those 10 minutes are the more long as because I saw I see a my

mano there even even had my man and the sandra there and my man

me would and my mom me voltied to be to a be a female in this then I

just he he was to the house and I'm going to get to my wife and I'm

so you know, so. Because, because you're for you yeah

was, I was super palid I'm I'm, in shock, I was like

so, I'm sorry and I'm sorry and I'm in my mind to pass many things. In what you

know, then they're gonna there's there's in the cross-Vird every that you get

there are policies no see, so, so when when they're in that

action, the first what they do they're to do with my family no. Because

he was with a tigera and so my mom he's that's that they

they're in an investigation and they get on the div like to the two days

of what my my brother was so my brother didn't no

he was no he was two centimeters that to the he was

the he was it was like, oh, God me. So I was in this moment I was in my my mother like I'm

like me separated a rottier, no. So were the live and then we we started to go to

therapy, no. They were they said, yeah, yeah, we sat down with me,

two people, two women, I remember of the new, and the thing, and the form of me,

and I'm, like, very beautiful the things like, like, I, an,

they'd explain to me form of sense, sentiment. So, I'm in

this moment I'm what I'm know, how I'm feel, you know, so you know,

so you know, the, she goes to, my mom, then she gets, and with a paper,

no, then, then, the day is the set in the salm, I know, I know,

that was, that was, that was, going to, at the two days, to the time,

to the time, a day, I'm at the , I'm at the mother, a car, where I'm,

to where I, where I'm, they were going to get to get to an internado. So, I was going to

get to get to the time, I'm doing it, I don't know, I saw, and I'm

a little, no, so when I'm in the hospital, the psychiatric, I was a psychiatric,

I was a three days in observation. I don't remember because they were to have a marradillo

and all. But amar because? You're marra for the thing for the because, but not

it's like an, something, something, it's it's like, it's like of

the and it's gross. Like to put in to the side of the camera.

Then I'm left a little with a button that every when you want to

go to go to go to a doctor or a a doctor or a farmer

with and you take so I'm observed my

comporting and all to talk with the psychiatres and

psychologists and I I detected TDH and my

brotes of psychosis no to that is the disease? Yes, so it's the Brotes of psychosis

Are you? So, so, sootics Or brotes of depressive Also, I'm And this is thanks to what you That's what you're

That's the way It's the direction Of my father Because of the Maybe he Consumia Dement a lot Andalabular apirico

So, So it's that a more is a other that's that's

that's, that's, because in the actual many people have been in the same

T.D. and what they were so, what they were thanks to have their

their their life and so. Okay. The, the, the,

the, the, the, the role you do you know, that's

that's for your father. Yeah, that's, that's, it was like,

the, the, the, the, the, the, the, adicto,

the he did And you out with that ped. Exactly. So I

started to take a medication very levy because I'm really in those times

that I'm doing the time, I'm in three years for that, it's like, all the

all the second time. So, so I'm also, that's, all of this changed

again because I had like a overpeas. I'm I'm more derogidito

and with the time I began to have to have over-

So, so. Why you think that you're in your about,

I'm in the emotions, no, I'm in like the depression, no,

then I did it and I had an anxiety, but a anxiety, in that

moment, I, no, the thing, no, with food,

so, so I had a so, I was, I had to

get back to get back to the insious, that was, that was, to be an

anxiety for , in first the bullying was all all the all the way

I remember that there were two two gemels that were a little a day I had to

take a carmion always from the school to the carmion two of

those of the always never there always there moments that

no me they were to be to put in a side in my

cell and they they were not that this this that

this that time I remember that I was opening the carmion when I pulled

the parada so one of those two gemel gets a and I'm done a patada and I'm

in a movement I'm going to go and I'm going to in that my courage was to

all the I'm I'm sorry I'm I'm to get to my house

and instead to I'm to talk to my mom was when I'm

when I'm I'm that I'm that I'm that I'm my that I'm the bern.

I mean, you know, with the enoch that you tried with with the windows. I'm going to

start to get to be there. There's some, there's one, those of fourtes of

my papas that are the first, are the first, are the first, they're the first,

I was there was a courage, so I was super corragine about my woman, I'm,

I'm not, I'm not my brother, I'm not so then. So, so I what I'm what I was

to start to revent the vidos and the second where the room to the cell, it was when I was

when I was like a little bit so literally it was like so I'm like that's me went to what I'm doing

what I'm doing. So that that was the that was the paus yeah, yeah, I'mpecce to

see to oh, well, yeah, it started my my old, I said, my old,

I did my old and I live in court, you know, when I was the video there, I, you, I, I'm going to get to get to

see, yeah when when it was I saw that was when I started to have more anger and I said no,

yeah. So what I did so calmed, that's like me calm the anxiety and I'm

manches, what I'm doing no, I'm doing me stangreating so so what I'm my

oldie because my little bit I live up in a house and my house and I'm gonna

I'm gonna get you I'm just that's what I'm I'm gonna I'm sorry and I'm

but why? I said I don't know you're gonna not in that moment, no, yeah, you're trying

in the the way, I talked to my abuelita, you know, since the

first of the secondary, me made bullying, and so, and now me have been in the

carmion, then I, so I wanted to get me to get to my my mom

went to the day the school to talk to to the , to say,

that day that had been a day, that had had been and then, no, they just

they just just but I made just with the courage,

then so, So, the three, four days that you have the suspension,

I'm one of the gemel to see, I'm in my salon. I mean, he was to go to

get back to be in suspended, so you know, then he gets to my carder, so that was the first

that I, in the secondary was when you're connected, yeah, that I'm

that I'm just of many years, you know, I've got to another time, you know, I've got to

like me to throw my my card. And I'm going to get to get to get to be

to be a thing to be to be in the moment, I'm trying to be able to I'm trying to and I'm

I'm not put, I was, I'm yeah, I'm able to get to be that you know on the

side of my thing, I'm going to get to I'm able to and I'm to get a man,

I'm a man again, I'm sure still still live, no see, but I'm super anxious

and he he was over I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to get to the salon

to get to the commel uh yeah he met you a person yeah a person yeah

a third of the uh try to try to get to I'm in that I'm

in that moment he was when you're tombas yeah to the prefecto to the breton so it

came to he came to I'm just I'm just I'm I'm I'm yeah

I'm still I'm so I'm do something I'm but another again, and me

I'm sorry. So in this moment they're in this moment, they're doing to have a other person, me, they're

in the same in this same room, in the same time, the day the next that they were when I

got to do another attack. Because I in the other salon was where was one of one of the

gemels, you know, and I would be to to send to another salon, I said, no,

I don't I'm not to be able to be here. I don't want to be able to be here. I have to do. I have to do something for that they're going to

the time you. So, I'm in a small, in a while I'm, done in the change the salon, I go,

I'm going to get to do you mind her. So, like, get to the hell the hell to be there, and I'm going to

get to the salon. They're going to my mom, and you're going to be we know, is that we're we're going to do something to say, yeah,

I'm going to be to be, my, he said, you leave here, I'm the let's know what I'm going

to see what going to go to be in a little you're going to get to be so you're in so I'm

so I'm going to get to the second and the way of the re-crear the gemelo with his friends,

me started so like because after those of my salon, I know because

because they're like they're like they're to come to get to like that that's

like that I'm saying yeah so it's like I'm too because I'm because nobody

me to hear to be so I see the gemelo and other two

much much I'm going to I'm sure that they were they're constructing

on construction on another can't there's like laddials triangular triangular

so I'm started to to say to give to

and I came to get to the point where there's there

again again again I'm got to the the knees, like trying to give me

a position that the little, the psychiatrists me said, like to calm my anxiety, abrassate

you know, so, calmate you try to do so, and I wanted to do it. But the morrow,

not they were, they were not, they're not, they're talking, no, if they were saying,

of things, like, ah, I've seen you, I'm, my mom, bullying,

yeah, so, so, so, so, so, so, I was,

so, so, I was, when, when, I was just about to bevented that's the idea

to I'm at when I'm to get a I'm going to passing by the way and I'm

passing by I'm going to do you just to look at the air and I'm I don't

I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm and I'm and I'm and I'm and I'm

so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm my mom my mom can be the day

the day the next you know that's the next you know, you know, I'm going to

go to the secondary, like all those those three months that me felt for the second because

because yeah they've had been that my part also that your son, that's a

for my family always was a rebel, you know, never, because until the

fact, I, I think no, I never me understand. I mean,

I mean, I, so I, I mean, no, me They don't you, they're a realtor.

So, at the age of 14 years, two years after I know the drugs. So, I know the drugs and

all the type of drugs, it was like a vacio for me, of that I was in a grad of depression

so, that I was just, I was always, I was always, that was from the

morrow, I was when the thing, my brother, and my My brothers were like that were like me

excluded so, like, like, me took a certain fear, you know,

and to my other brother, that was, like the little was, like the

man, so I'm, so I went to, my, my brother, this, and my

other, and that's all the actuality, even, until the day, I'm sitting,

you know, so, so, I know, to get to, with my friends, and I'm,

cotorreying all in bowlita and if I get I literally is like I'm

so they're so they're not so because I'm too I'm but I'm

but but but a but before before to see with the thing

that you know the you know the in the grandos of

the mom of the mom that you way how you that you

want to you to send you because at the maybe he

not you have said or if you have said, I said, I said, I said, I said,

I said, I said, I said, I said, I said, what I'm, what, I said,

what, I said, what I'm, I said, what's, I mean, what's that's the

thing, I think, that I, try to try to change, if, she,

always will be that person, that person, that, that's, that's, in my

family, I'm a so, and my comments, so, I, Not is

a minute. My friends have seen that I'm here, my my brother

and says of the thing. For the same, she she kept with that

that trauma me, no? Is your a mother? It's major than you?

Okay. She got a trauma? What, what? She, he took

to live all my, it was like, we were like, we were, but she

began to live my my attacks with my friends, with my family,

to the house, because, I mean, my mom, I never, I never took my mom, but if, of my mom, he just,

he just was, and I, for no, care, hebrae something, you know, or a,

some regaio, a little attention, you, you, you, to, you,

it, exactly, so, all, me disconjectable, so, so, all,

all, it was, all, it was, I, actually, convive, with two

people, that, also have like those brotis psychotic a amiga.

But I know those I'm they're super calm one has a lot of a lot of

an amy not even no time no medication no medication so because

not they didn't the attention of then so you that were so not

that they've been they're they they're in the moment

exact because if no right the year past was when

were my ultimate to get back to go back to see my brother I saw that

my my brother and she always has been a person a person of

words of those people who don't have in the language and I've been a

person that a one makes that I'm not so you a person I'm super sentimental

so so that so that I have my sentiments very aflote and it's something that's a little you're saying

you're just from the last. There's just as from the next. There's people who know, they're just and you

see more what you do's the people a car, a little bit of a question. So, with the problem

that you're you're doing, you're going to you're going to you're going to take personal always. So I,

with my my brother always I've always had to make a excuse me, to say,

you know, I'm going to do you get to do that to get to do you to get to or go to

get to get to not, but if we get us to get us so that she she'd

me retable to get me me, I mean, she she me exaltable more my my,

she said yeah, she she she, she, she, she, she,

she, when she, me, me, me, I'm, I'm, I'm,

know, I'm, want, to see what you're going to do, or peggam or see what you're going to do with this. I'll go ahead and see what you're going to be to get a psychiatrist, now you're going to the police. Like, like, like, I'm myself, me,

I was going to be, you know, I'm, that I was wrong. Okay, okay, okay, okay, yeah. So, I always me took, like, that idea of that I'm the mal, because of my brother, because those words were like, so. It was the only that she atreve to say it. Yeah, and my father.

Like, they're the same sentiments, you're those like the same like, she,

she's a she's a she's she, you know you're not, yeah, well,

I know. Okay, because, because that we, so we want to be, yeah,

so, so, so, well, this, in reality, my father,

no, not, not, he, the, the, the, the,

he's my father, I, so, no, he, my, he,

my, my, my, my, my father was the my father was the he was the right now.

Yes, and with him until right I'm very very much he was very because he's because he

never did that way never fell never stood and then and even I'm a good relation

with him is the with the that's the one of my relation because if I'm

I'm saying me, I'm reproach a much things too to say a resentment to say

to say no to you know to say this you know you you're your

like so, you know, exactly. And as he was like the great,

it was like my rebel and then so. But, but, way, really

really that really, if they're to canalize much, those young, well,

do you. I know, it's, it's, I know, that all has to be to be,

and I don't know I'm not I'm in that situation, but I know can't

for the simple fact of not of the fact, and to get that

that resentment or that that, that, that courage and say, no, why, because I mean,

or so, even if you maintain, even you get a little and the verga, still you

get to say, because really, is your father. Yes, but, but,

that's a hell, a whew, pa, or so, valid, that's, that's,

the, he has done the, the, the, the, he's, he's, he's,

the, the, the, the, the, attention, over all,

yeah, with this simple actually, yeah, yeah, yeah, really the

real real people really the right to guide you to guide you to get to the other no,

and so, yeah, yeah, so you know, so you know, so, so,

so, so, I, when I know, I, yeah, other,

no, no, to, that's, yeah, yeah, what, so,

what, yeah, it's, you know, it's, it's, it's a,

it's, it I don't know, I'm a grad of what it was, you know, because for me not I'm not sure, you know what I've said to the band,

I'm like, you know, you're going to get to the doctor, you don't get, you're not a new thing.

For me, because I see, because I see the things different. So, I know the drugs and

at the marijuana, no, but then, but, I know, I know the drugs,

then I fell yes a friend, the best friends, at the age of 16 years, 15.

So, I, a day after his velourio I was with my wife, I saw that they were

consuming other type of substance so I'm so I'm really super depressive, I was,

I was, I was, a lot, a lot of because my good my

support, so I was, so I'm, so, so, so, so at the time,

they were doing, just, I'm could mention, the a piece, they were,

they're doing a, one of them, that is the prime of my friend of my man, he says,

no, well, you know, but you're like that's something something like, I'm like,

something, I'm like, I'm going to get more more accelerated. So I fum a piera.

The you're a prove you? No, a probe there. So it was when like, like

the 10, 15 minutes that he's a minute, I'm I'm going to get with much courage.

like the drug me was out of you know, you're so much of the courage and I'm

and I'm to make a puncho there I'm went and I went to I didn't even even

was over the mountain of the sentinela I didn't even I was I was going to

go and when I found I I got a bit bit a gus we're we're

we're I'm I'm just to give us to I'm was super

super Here, here. Alterated, loco, psychopata. Yeah, I mean, I got me. What is, me gano. You pego the bato? Me did the mother, yeah. But I don't see the

I don't see the blows, you know, just I just didn't even get to the soil. So I'm going to my house. Then then, then it was when me got addicted to all the substances a little

a rata. I was a little bit, and more so I, my brot, of that, that had been, I've, you've,

I've, had, won't, to put a video in my house one and they're I'm going to but now I'm not

so I'm in with the man I'm not I'm gonna get some way that's the that same that's the same

yeah no after after you know a last I was there in a loquera that I'm I'm overed

I'm gonna I'm gonna and my family didn't even I said I mean I said that I was I

know I'm in my loquera but I'm because I didn't they're there's there

they're there they're there not there no I've been about 15. But in my

mind in that moment in the moment it's a lot of you say oh, I'm

don't they're not you know, I'm not even to get to get to

the windows when I went to see that there was there nobody. I think that

got to my preoccupation and I started to get anxiety and anxiety and

anxiety and I did or I'm not anxiety and anxiety and there was when I did a here in the

person well, I don't see that's me nutty yeah but the

I'm you're you're you're at you're so you see see you

see you see like with a splete simon

like I'm so I'm I'm I had a I'm

I said I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm so I'm

so so I'm so in that my brot that I'm I'm

I'm I'm trying to try me my You're going to

You're You know, because I said, I'm catched my mentira so I'm

I'm gonna and I'm going to go to get back to me but at the moment I'm going to

go back so like that yeah no my my brother my man's my

he's the same that's the me can't and in his motor and me he abrace

so that that's like me so many many times I'm many times you sometimes

my my brother me like all that's me went to be down to

get to do that's all the everything I said in best of agreder something

was like me my emotions to get to my heart and I feel like a lot

so because in my family not is like they have those

habits of to be to be to not say I'm so

when it's something so I know I'm so I feel super

feeling a of my family so And your And your brother In that moment

Why do you Because they're Because they're They're They're They're Yeah, Of my problems

No, So, One of the The psychiatrist When my Pat, Pounder In fact

Puffer So, Oh, So, Moved it To move it Uh, So,

So, So, So, So, So, So, So, So,

One of, The psychiatrist, My psychologist About with my father, She, She,

I, I'm a attack anxiety, psychotic, that they've been that's

seagued and not they're in the peaches, they're in the peaches, no, in the

rather than to get, or say, hey, calm to do it, that's all alterer more. So,

like my my brother knew that in this moment, and he said, because in those moment

me started to start in my house, you know, so I'm so I'm going to

think, no, well, I'm going to go, he's and he's and I'm

and I'm and I said, no, well, is that I'm tired, I'm tired,

and it was when they were to get a psychiatrist, because I've had a little bit without a

medication. But, so it's what it was. So, I go, I went to my

psychiatrist, I said, you know, just that, now I'm a drugo. And I, I mean,

I'm intentioned more, I said, I've been, I've been and at the night

I'm going to and I like, I'm going to suicide me, no? So,

then, and then, then, after this other my medication. My medication

and my sit with with a psychiatrist very a men and I'm and it

was, I'm when I know I'm my ex-novia so that's we're saying that you

know the that's 14, 15 years. You're you're going to medicate? Yeah,

me to make to get, so, I think were the most

years that I'm so, I'm so, so many years. How's,

from the 14 that's the 20-tantos that's my ex. The first no way. No,

if I had had been other, but this like, you've got to yeah, this is,

yeah, I said, I said, I, she'd have like, I'm, know,

to get we've, we've, we're, so you're for the point, just,

just, just, just, yeah, she, she, she, she,

she, she said, that I would have been a psychologist. I'm going to my my love,

you know, you know, you know, you're going to get to, I'm going to understand. Yeah,

at the thing, so I'm so I'm so this little little she'll be riffed.

Yeah, so it's she's went, it was, he was, he was going to

in best of to discuss, we're, we're something that I always something

was someone that was, someone that, I said, well, but I'm just I'm

with the person indicated, so it was beautiful and beautiful and until that in the

year in the year 224, in December, in 224 in December, in a lot of she and with an friend

with an friend with she and she she, she, she, you know, she,

you know, my dreams, I said, why, why, because with him,

ah, if it's nothing to know, so they're, they're to get to friends,

you know, there's, no, there, with a, with a, with a, fulano,

and I was, like, that's, like, that's, that's, you're doing reality of

yeah, yeah, and I'm, so, it's a, so, it's, I'm going to reality.

So in these moments, I'm going to be able to get to get, but in best to have brotis psychotic or now were more... Seleotipia? Uh-huh.

No, no, it was more, like, more suicid, was something that never... To make... You know,

so, yeah. Ah, if, it's real, then I'm going to see, yeah, no,

no, that when I did know when I was real, then, so, yeah, yeah, just,

I, I, said, we've, said, we've, we're, decided to,

but she was going so we we'd beas and all then once it's I'm

occurred to go to work where I'm just to be and I'm and it was at the 11 of the night

and I saw the motte of my friend of my and I did I say ohiole and not

not because if not it's not so I never me I'm I'm

and I and I and I rectified that were the both they were they were

those were they're me did the middle and I went to my house

and I'm what I'm I'm I'm going to get many I've done and I'm and I'm

and I'm to get me to get me to get me so you do you do you all right

in that clonas no cloned no cloned was Certalina and oh no I don't know

another man and the other was antidepressive no I'm I remember how

was the another anylopral I think something so So they were two of the most

Firmative. So I was I had had been I had had been four and three of the

other in the instead of you know my did a intoxication so I'm

started to make the panza so so I had to do you do

so I'm mom I said no it's no no no

no no no no no not going to not so that so

there so passed all oh but okay when

you when you did me started the beastia, like I said my mama, the way to say, my mom, me made you know,

I'm going to get to get back in the morning like, ah, I'm a dolead the panza, but feo,

so, like, apart of that I was really, I was like, I don't see, a lot of, like,

a rome, I said, oh, no man, I said, mama, my, get me, get me,

get me, and I'm a hospital, yeah, and they were to the cross and there and they were they were

done, and they were intoxicated because the medication was a medical, it's been

caducated of the two years. So, so I'm so I'm and I'm and I'm

all in the hospital and I say, no, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be a

little bit a brot so of maybe to get me to get me and so, and I'm

in the hospital too they're in the hospital too, when you know if you're you have a

pasto psychiatric or suicide, then you're Marr, and I was so I'm enoged,

I was I'm I'm I'm and I'm a lot of I'm in a so I'm

and I'm so it's like that's the year I'm so it's yeah yeah one of

one of this when I was when I was when I got to my car first

me I started. I was another I'd go to in the crystal. I was a crystal

I've never had never had never before. I'm not he's a guy

and he had been so like a like a that I'm very much

with a man who no I'm and he was and he he

he's he's to wait to be able to be to be so he

said he said he said he I'm so I made I'm

so I'm so much and we and we were, and we from where we'd we'd say, but

we'd have we'd work and we'd and we've and we've so, one of this,

this, this, I mean, I, a photo of the, an friend me, I made a photo

of your ex, with the bato, and I, that day, fagate, that day, my family

was, to go to a, a, a, a convive family, and I, and I,

this is the day, no, this is the, this is the I was the day to end up to come back to get to get a

yeah, I've had actually a letter and all the word. I don't remember

me, but if I put like that I just come more with my head. So,

so, and he had written a, like three cards to that's I'm a

many of various paragraphs. Ah, what, what, what, what?

That, that's, yeah, that's he was a lot he said, and

what they said the things like maldicientola. I remember that I said like, you know,

and at the final I said, like the best, of the best, if they're well, no, but I don't

want to be your so I'm going to do so. All right. So, in that moment I was

disposed, no see, I don't see the destiny, God, no, I know, I'm going

to be called with a cable, but of those like, like, like, like,

like, of the, so, yeah, yeah, of, yeah, yeah,

yeah, like, yeah, type of antenna. So I, I still I just got it I got, I got, I got,

and I said, if I got, so I'm going to. So, I went, I went to do I went to two clonas. I gotry

y'all' I, I heard, I've two terrolas, favorite, my, what are, my songs, are my songs

are so on the case you, is one that's a barsoeta, that also about the depression,

and also one, that we say, we're just like, Caloncho, that you talk about

that's, that's that's, we're just, I'm going, and I'm even, you know,

I mean, I mean, I said my and I'm and I said, no, I said, yeah,

it's over, yeah, it's over, and, and, and if I, like, that,

if you exist, then, I'm, I'm going, yeah, I'm, and I'm, and I'm,

and I'm, there's, there's, there, there's, there, so, So,

I got the cable and I'm I made, I did the nude and I was a desperation I said, I was a

moment I thought that was I was a fictia, well, and the more passed the time

and it was a little time, I was going to start to and I said, no, what I'm

what I'm doing, I'm just, you're feeling culler, and I know if it's to be

the destiny or I know what I'm no, but I have a

person no, but I'm that's a pinches scene so I don't I don't I'm I'm

a I'm a of a little I'm a little bit a and they're going to

the door and the first that's my man who he's a man who with an

person with autism so with with autism and I'm in a

cause when he has a autism a person with a person who has in a

person in a an attack and they're so so so

so then in to get in an attack of panic or something I got a

I got a cut a minute he was he said he he'd say because grittes no

and then he's been logically he's not he's not so he went to get to

go running and he went and my father and my mom and you backer

so they got and it was when they went to when they got to me cut out of

the carlo and I was so that that Like, you know, like, so, like, I'm inflamed

all this, all the shing, it would be like two days, no. And I got out of the hospital,

like the two, three days, and obviously, and I was to get to get to the psychiatrist

and I'm a psychiatrist, this, me, I'm going to feel, you know, because I'm,

put a mother, I said, and I'm, and I'm, saying, no, then they're going to say,

no, the people, the people not, the people, not, the, It was worth my mother.

So what I did, I was out of a psychiatrist, me gave a attack no, I don't met in medication. No,

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I mean, I said, I don't know, you know, that's... You're molested, the that they've given the psychiatrist at the time? Why, boy, if you saw that you? Why, if you saw it? Because the manner of that they

did you know, I'm like to just to be to just to get a saying, oh, is that for what you

get you don't know, there's, there's like you know, for what you do you know,

and my woman, in this moment, saying, Annexel the more and that's,

then I'm in this moment I saw, no, is that's that's that there's,

it's that there's, you know, in that moment I felt super mal and I said

it's that they think inservable so I'm so you know, so I'm in the

night at the night my family were my time at my repop my rop

to discuss with my family and my father and my brother took a decision so that

they're just I'm really you know I'm you know you're not to get in the house you

do you're to do you let me do you me go me went to the car so

in that time, I was with my friend with the I was in the guy, well, well, let me live to

live with me. You said, you know, you know, you've been you're in more? Yeah, man, me preendious,

so, so, that's, that's, that's, that I was, so, that I was, with a piece

mario, yeah, I, like, I, of, that, that, that,

that, that, you, that you, I'd be, brought, or, no,

I'm, not, I'm, in the day, cloness, mariguana, alcohol,

crystal, crystal, and the toncho. All in a same time. In a same day, all, all, because I

felt that that one, I said, a person with a person with my thinking,

so, you know, the tonto that I didn't get nothing. I don't feel,

I don't feel, I know, I don't want, I'm, one way, one way, I said,

because you were so so, that you, that I, that I, I was in a week

so. So I said, no, I need to go to go to my little to

be in the unnexo yeah. Annexo and that was of the worst of the preor

so of the treatment that they were they were they were they're but you don't

because you were because you were because you're because you get you

you I said I was I was I was I I was because

they they'd do they're annexed to see to the perla of the

world and here's our these they're they're they're they're

they're so they're at the not, not act you're not at a

first I intended to get because to get to get to their

people get in somebody I'm I'm intended to defend but

but not not not tirando golf no what that so

that's codasos or something to get them and there they're in there's they're

and then I'm up down to my car to get back to get back to my house

to the family not even I'm I'm no, I'm I'm I'm

and I'm and I'm I'm gonna then I'm getting a car and they're going to

get a they're gonna they're they're a house of The house of their they're

they're they're they're in so I'm to sited and I'm like to do say,

I'm going to say, I'm, no, no, no, that's so a new, no, no, I'm going to do. So,

so I'm so much, they're going to get to get, you don't, you're going to do you're going to

do you're going. After you did you? Until that you did you. Then I do you know so you know

so you know, so you know, so to realize that you of drug or something. But in that moment, I don't know. No, I was... So I'm...

So, I'm... ...you, well, I'm going to get drugged. I, no, I'm not going to do not. Well, here's that you doormes or you do-dermes. I said, no, well, I don't want to do you, I'm going to be able to be drugged. I said, no, I can't. Ah, wait a minute.

And even if... ...aughts, that even if, until right, I don't know what the pastillas me did. And with those pastillas, me I'd... Yeah, I'd just... ...to get them...

We'd have, there, we'd pure Chayote. Literally, even, although it's on the bourne, we're doing

in water and without salt. Chayote in water, and salt, and in a little, and a chachetito

and aalga, as they're in alex, we, we know, and we're , we're , we're

fat-o- and I'm, you know, and more the, all the, all the, all the, all the,

so, was a pro and a contra, but me did it more the psychiatrace, and the psychologists, that the Padrinos.

But is that they're they were, they're understand your right.

Exactly. The others attended your addiction. But the psychiatrists

of the professional understood the end up psychological that you were

exactly, for that you're that you got you and I helped me and I

helped with time with the just to me and other person but the other person

she was like she had been like she had about only and so

and me to the other we, we're because I had my expedient

in the salme. I mean a day we're a little in the psychiatrist

so and then being there I'm giving the attention necessary and the

work necessary so then then so I'm I

know I'm out of I'm actually after two months I

did like a a attack suicide. But it but

for problems most most the most problems emotional is me

of that for other person, not for my ex, but for another person that was like, of my mom, of that, that he said something like,

like, yeah, nobody will be to be able to be there, so I'm, so I'm, so I'm,

so I'm, I, I felt like, the, and my person no, my person, no,

I'm gonna, I'm gonna, because I was super depressive, and the great difference of the hour is that so

I could to talk with my with my friends around you know, you know, I'm saying, you know,

I'm saying, my family not I'm not able to talk about because I'm know, I'm not,

you know, I'm not, I'm going to talk to my family, no I feel that there's like, that's a

other way, you know, it's like, more just to just-as- and just- and also, because it's

like, years-to-a- with this problem. Battalli-e. Yeah, exactly. because, right in the

actuality since I know the ex of the next time it's like like cut down

a lot of many things so things so that if you don't, if I'm

my people, now I don't know I'm and that way, I know

that's a way, I know that's but it's very egoist way no more

you just you do you don't you don't exactly no

yeah I'm so I'm more, to my brother, firt at the

relationship more than the person is with my brother to do you, so you know, but that way you know,

he's more more, yeah, yeah, it's a familiarize a little more.

I'm more. I'm, I'm not, I'm know, because she was the that she

was the thing, I was the , I'm, I saw, I'm, for my cause,

my, my brother, was the that I'm perfectly but, but I'm didn't know

to understand, because I, for more that I'm so, so I was changing my

attitudes, all those that are all the that's all the , I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, they're not, I'm going to help them,

they're going to help them they're, they're not, they're doing to the psychiatrist to them,

and they, they're not doing, in, in a, in a, change, so,

just, they're, they're, they're, they're and, so, so,

I, I'm, I, I got me, the support And my my friends

there are you right. Right right right right right

after when I'm how you see you I'm sorry I'm so I'm so I'm

so I'm sorry well pedo no but is ancioso like of nervous to contact because

always that I'm my my you put I'm I'm put very nervous

because this is a time in my life that no that's that no

that I that I that I for moments for moments you feel so,

so I'm sorry like, oh, I'm sorry, no, so you're like you want to

do you want, I'm, I'm, I'm want, I'm understand,

I'm, I'm that the people that don't to tell to tell them the reality

of this situation. Yeah, and for the moment I think, I'm I'm

with the problem, you know, because they're more than more than you know,

so those people because I know it's easy, always you're going to be used to be able to be in a globe in a bubble

in a burbuck in a burbara in a person who thinking if really is good for the society or not

because even today so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm good or I'm not so

so I'm so much what I did one of my therapies so was the freestyle

for so I met the freestyle at the when I feel to feel or something

and what I do rapier because I know a person that I'm a person that I'm going to say, I'm going to

get to be in the moment of that I'mo and I'm never I'm and I'm libero and it's like a

type of therapy that I'm using or the or the or the to talk that's

that I've used I've used used to use as as I'm using my mind and I'm

and I have friends that I'm of attacks psychotic there's a minute I'm just he made

that he took a attack in the madrugada and he said that's that I'm just that

I'm so that or in tigeras Shears? She'll she'll so she so

so I'm so I'm so I'm to go to see to get to a psychiatrist no

he said no I'm for more that I'm I've tried to talk to

this this to give to give you I've I've has I've seen

with her and all, but, but, just, no more. Okay, she doesn't want to. She doesn't, why?

Why, why you're you? Why is you? Well, it's can't do, you know, it's kind of,

what's the most frustrante of that, of that's the chiquetra? The most frusphant is all,

well, I'm when go to the psychiatrist, I'm sure of the, of the, just to be

there, because when I were a little because when I caused the trauma that may have been

that's amarra, or things like, I'm going to, I'm going to, I mean, I'm going to, but at the

hour of the doctor, of your doctor, of your and you're going to, but what I don't like, is that a

me don't know a medication for I'm going to that's, that's what you dole. That's what me dole,

that's, that's, that I can't be a berg, because I can't live normal

like the other people. I've to recurrier to medicaments, so I,

I'm good and I'm feeling that I'm in the society so you so I'm

when they attackes that I say I'm done see me do you know

I'm how I'm that's my pain my my my my

my my fingers I can't my my hands soes they're they're

they're to move like so far so much a tem blar temlar

and my my hands just kind of I'm I'm like to calm me, calm me.

So when I don't I'm a medicament, medication, or marijuana. I mean, I mean, I recommend the fact, but I,

it has been, it has been, it has been functioned, the fact, how do you? At the grade, well, to,

yeah, no, yeah, no, , you know, in those things, you know, one of my

case, I had no had any pastillas, this, I, I, I, I'm,

I want to kill me I'm because the people know, but are

the voices those who you know, you know, are the voices, those who are you guys

get, matate, matate, matate, but so like I hear the I'm,

I can't say, I hear this, I can't say, but I'm so, so,

so, in that, in that moment, the emotion and the thought, when you

are so, when you're they're one to one of and, so it is what

generates the , the, the attacks, like that you say,

no, man, I don't don't have no, I'm not I'm seeing a

when I'm seeing a when I'm going to get those things, for more that I

know my my psychologist, is that the emotions are passageras and with it comes in pensions

that even are not they give a cause, so that's what I am trying

when I'm when they're when they do what I'm, I'm do you a,

um a woman and me put in the mind in black you know. Oh, one, a question

the respiration not you do you know. Yes, but very levy. Because...

Of the 100? For me not me not because I'm very anxious,

even my respiration so I'm to get to the heart all, all the

all over all allterer but so I'm like the

heart and nervous all is so so I know that you know

to you is a other level because a all the people we're doing

this this type of of this type of arrangements obviously to people normal

we're at a very a little level but way that's that's

that's you can be to be to you can't you to

that you to I'm to a one we we

we we we was I'm was an embarrassed

my husband, way. And I didn't know I didn't way, the symptoms

that he were to be to get to be used to be. In the men, he, symptoms

secondary in the end of the embarazzo, we. So, one of we're, we're just

we're just we're just we're just we're we're just and I'm I'm like like if

me were to me fernia like she me said the woman, amorn, me

Siento I said, and that's what you pass? No, I'm so, I'm so like,

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and I'm do a trson, we, to be there's to be, I'm going to

go to go to be and I'm and I'm sent to the tassas I, I'm going to

get to and it was calm man, but yeah, but at but at

but at the same time, imagineate this quadro was, he was,

I'm in the sat sat and and doing so, yeah, yeah,

Yes, yeah, you know. And, God, my, and, God, me. That's a little bit. It's a little bit. Yeah, so I'm good. So, I'm glad to a comerado. Oh, yeah, me pass a little bit pirata,

and so, way. Ah, yeah, check as to, what's what? What? What? What? And more, if you're a-ni-law, no, we,

well, check-lone, for that you're so, and I'm trying to, and I'm saying, and just, and just, and just, and just,

I said, no, mames. But, way, there are many terminations in the

anxiety, uh, for example, what you is, anxiety chronic, anxiety that way.

Well, I've, the transom the transtorn the T.D. H is deficit attention

that also that also me, me, me, affect in a grand part.

But at most people, many people to their people, to say, they say, they're

saying, does, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

there even medication to help them. Because a person when there's aphidis of attention

literally not to put in attention to their sentiments or to their own those feelings

to be so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm in best of to help to get to

that mother me lobrot more, you know that's more in you're more you're more

you're at times at times that I get to yeah yeah yeah calmate

calmate no then to me what me my doctor

attention me makes feel even more in a relation. It's

very normal that we are very codependent to many people and sentimentally.

So, and we we're many times our our sentiments for the

same. For the same, so what I have is T. Then what I have,

it's drug, psychotic that's called, are attacks psychotic,

and anxiety and depression for yeah, for the the most of the brokets and psychos

yeah come in this, but you know, but you know, because you attack all my my system nervous, attack

all the time I'm going to be anxiety, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, the major of the time I'm always I'm

so you know, but this not an attack anxiety, you know, when it's an attack anxiety,

is my a person, to be, a bit, let's be, a demonstration, how would say,

my my fingers, they're just were so they're like, they're my man would

be tumbling and I would have the eyes super those eyes

if so it's like, like, so that's sode sode

so and I don't I'm so I'm so so I'm so very

yeah would be a yeah yeah yeah yeah that

that I'm that way it is that it depends

the anxiety attack when you know I have

done anxiety to I'm They don't have to have an anxiety. It's the mal of the anxiety. And the attack of

chronic? Yes. You do for doing what? Well, in reality, a me started to do that

a anxiety chronic. It was because of the other that I had before. It was

because of the crystal, a and that to the alcohol with pastillas too.

Yeah, all, to me was very, very desperante at the the,

and all the other things. But, but there is when I need a medicament that are anti-depressives or I'm

to get a dream, that I'm to get a little bit more. For the same, because as I was a dict

to the clonas, I'm, I don't you don't they're not so. Whey, he, I'm,

that's being this chapter that not put to momar putting comments to come comments here back,

because those I'm to block to the verga. Yeah, you know, yeah, you know,

much information of what happens in the people with this type of the, of the and I,

and not I'd like my compa, my compa, cadena, she ponger to learn comments,

negative, way, because it can, that they know, you know, you know,

I'd be that I'm that would, I'd have much empathy with this. My cadena,

orita me called machin the attention, pa. the, that you had to belead, with a bato

in the way, with a way, with a, many times. With a, how's the name, a homeless? Homeless,

yeah. Why? Why? Why? Why? In that moment, I was, like,

I said, that way, that's the way, is that I'm the world of, you know, you know, we're going to

come to. But, but, but, but, me did the matter, so,

so, so, so, and then it was, so, they were, they're,

they're, they're, no, no, they're just more, I mean, so, so, if one's, I've seen, we've seen, guys of the

call on the call on the streets, soles, then they're, soles, so, so I,

for me, it was easy, say, no, I'm going to say, no, but,

but, in reality, then, no, I'm, know, I'm, that's,

I'm, I'm, apparently, valer-ver- but he'd be able to, but he's, yeah,

a, barb-ion, yeah, with rastas and stuff so super here. The

really, but it's that also he's like he's, yeah, yeah, it's,

for that that's, yeah, yeah, I'm not yeah, yeah, yeah,

we, we're, we, we're, we're, and we're, because in these

things, he, soresale much, the, the, the, the,

because, for, for, could, because, can, he, he,

right, said my compa here behind of cameras that no exists.

I'm also I'm in that's the that's a person normal,

that no person with the capacity to not have a problem

psychological way. Minim great medium, maybe but we're

we we're we. Exactly. I'm I'm I'm with

anxiety with an anxiety. With I'm I'm for the part

of the kind of costiped, I'm infirm, we, and I've been

alibied way, I'm how it's me can be how it's me can't reposan

way. But no me has done way, no me has done or so

I not not that I to have to be operas to and I'm

to be operar me or something and now yeah I'm

because you know because I'm I think the the things like

a a calentura, a tost, a d'nour of gargant, and that's a lot of times, with medication, and reposando. But no you can't arregglars just with medication, whew, you know.

You have to reposar, a web. Your body has to regenerate again. And that's, I mean, me generate a little anxiety, way. And the side of that I can't control it, thanks a God. Because if no, imagineate, way, when it would have,

me, you know, at the most and depressive, and no, no I don't want, and no care, and no want to do this type of things and the verga. Oh,

is that. You know do you? No. Well, it's it's like no,

but if I'm I'm, I don't think about. No, but I'm asked. Corro,

I'm but I like to do it but you do it like, so when

I'm so I'm so incerated is what I do go, I'm going to go to

a little a park that's that's that's very that's very natural

and there and it's too. Right. Respirate, air, yeah, but that's

also, but that's the doctor's. What the most me encouraged. What's the most I'm

like, when the things that most, take care to make it for a do you,

do you know, as well, like, as a exercise, to do, do you, like,

when, ultimately, me put to do you know, I'm, I'm, I'm in

a crew of graftero, this, it put like, right, at

to get me the anxiety in entertainer me in a lot because no it's like me, me,

it's like, I'm, it's like more than a hour, so, like to do that

to do this, you know, to get the colors, the drawing, the, like,

I mean, it's, it's, it's, the, the, I'm, I'm gonna

put, to make, a color a color blue, need, so, creative in the

thing, yeah, so, so, to, be, to, be,

doing something something, something something you know, it's a way,

a me a man, I'm a person so with just to see it's a man,

with a just so just to it's like that yeah, yeah, yeah,

yeah, yeah, I mean, my am I'm like, you, you,

you can't you, you can't put you an coquet, an, an, an,

an, an, an wita, a, a, guita, gait, I'm,

I'm totally I'm totally in accord with you no I don't have a car a role

also that's that I'm that I'm you know you you're at the you can't

you well as a lot of many people suffer to all the people and

even even don't not even because because thank you a lot

a sentiment a an emotion but but I think the

emotions and the and the and the the and the things are

a par, you know, so I've what I've understood with the time is that one is that you're

sure. Because an emotion, you're inoged and you know, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, pegged to the person, and then that's in that emotion, more if you

do you do, at the two hours you're repented, no? You're just, you know, I'm,

I'm, I'm, no, also, also, so, so, so,

so, so, so, not I can't control the two at the same time. I mean,

I mean, more anxiety, my, my anxiety, my my own my own my own

that's, that's been, what, that has been your mind, you know, whatever,

or imagine to, way? The, well, simply, the most pirata,

for example, right, you know, you talked a point of the dream that you,

you know, you know, he's, he's, he, he's, he's, he's,

so, he said, me advised So, to me the most, the most, the most

pesed that so I'm passed of the thing, it was one

that I went to my head to try to try to, that I

want to make, so, so many many, many, many,

many, many, many, what, what, what was what was what was

what you was part of my family. It's a, a person part of my family

that I'm and what he also. Also, I mean, me made of the

degree, but I'm that he was a person who did he was a person and was a

person that I was a person who I, he was a I'm

in my mind, there was a time, so that I gave

the the image of him and to make to make to make to

make a million to so now I'm thank God that

right he's he's not here, because I see so, I said, knowing how I would have

been, I would have to be able to see, so I'm, so it was what I had to

know, that he not, that he was, so many ways, I, I,

I was, I was sure, I was to feel, because I, when this person me,

he played, and I, I, he, in this moment, too, me, in this moment,

too, me, the, the, the, he said, no, manches,

because he he took to be in a new, and also he was not, he put up

to be able to this. So, my mind was, so, of the few ways, I mean,

they were in my dreams, in my mind, a few, a little, I was,

I was sitting in my, in my, in my, in my, so, I'd get to to the mind

to, that's, so, so, so, so, so, and so

he'd be in the mind to get to get to do you do with

him doing in his in his car in the car amarrated

a million and I imagine I mean I think

was the and also the most the most

that was that was that was a and

did so so so that with another other

I did I didn't in the back in the

Barranca, there was a man who some decinoes had to enterer. And I, in my

mind, I said that the person, he was there is a little, he's

living, he's alive, he and he down the dog, I mean, I didn't

a little. He had got, he had a back of my house. And I was, that I'm

going to be how they were and I'm my friend, and I had my a girl,

all the night's, if it was for the most of my I said, what I said, I'm a I'm a

pedd, I'm a little bit of my friend, we're gonna start the person who's getting to get a

man, then I'm was, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

and I'm me meant was a big, I mean, I, I, I, I,

so, I, know, my friends, like you, you, you know, all my stories, but it's

like, to the people, or I'm I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I don't know I mean to I'm afraid of that I'm just you know, well you know apart you've got

you're just a little you know you know you know you know you know you know

you know you know that there's that are that are the people are the that's because they

because they understand between you okay I'm I'm I'm

to be empathic way with all the people with different situation

situation of of family of this with problems with people with people of addiction

with persons with people with with all type of people with thanks a I'm

forj that's in this part boy that I do you always

always of her I'm I'm like that's of the same and

I'm so I so I'm so I'm not I'm not I'm I'm I'm

I'm sorry I'm there's the same than you, but more level and the

and the way, of this, fiat, I mean, you know, me, you know,

I'm about the but in si, way, they're something to offer to do you

do you so only that's that's so that's I'm sure that you're going

to be to be to be to a example people that that

maybe not not not has been to to go to

an psychologist, to a psychiatrist, a a person that not the disease that they're not you just

you're still that's doing it's not, you know. So, you know, you know,

and you're not so you are you are people, are you, are people are people, very,

very, how's the way, so me came in the mind, the penche power.

The art, way, it has to be with the art. This, like, no,

you know, but it's, He's like, how's how can't say? Artistic? No, no, he's another pencha

palabra. I mean, you know, I was gonna say, yeah, talentedos, but creative,

creatives, creative, gracious, be creative, boy, so, that's, way,

you're, you're, you're, you're all they're because they're things that

other people no do, way. Yeah, so, like, calm our anxiety,

what we're to explode a lot more so you. If you did an opportunity way, to change

something in the human what would, what would? I think to change something of the human

simply that no existier that, like simply the rencores or the

people is what I not would be that I don't want to say, hey,

that no, I don't to say, the anxiety or that no, that no, that's the depression. Because, well, you know, you know, you know, that's,

you know, that the people don't judge, you know, because many of the people, and with the people, and with the

people who have fallen, have been killed the life for the same. For the , to, use them.

To, use them. It's very good to judge and signal, but it's more easy

to help to help the person, you know, I agree, I've had been thought,

we, that you'd that you're that's I'm sure, I'm sure that's the

no, boy. So, I said, it's something more more more important, you can't you can't

live as like you with the anxiety, always when there people to you

get a good people, yeah, because, I mean, we can't live with

an anxiety, even to sometimes we're we're we're we're

something we're to over to be to be to be to be to

give, and the people that's who are more than you know, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, well, no, no, no,

I don't, I feel like the fear. They're going to understand, they're going to help, are the most

they're going to be in your zapato, because for something are in their own, and have been a

person with a person with a person with a tennies, as you can't, it's, have put to a much

people, or simply the listening to the people, and not say, or not to

not say, you, this, you're, you're, you're not you need to talk

a little bit more a little bit that the people are a lot of a problem of the

problem of the there's a lot much because simply the technology actually that way

that's so way so I know that that's technology way we're not it's doing

no mams we of our our our right so just just so

so just so what you exactly what what Wirt, way.

Imagination has that MIRDA to get that mentality and capacity of a human,

because that is a other level, that's a mother, they can control you, what you're

I think to talk to him. There are people who can take so there can't

the technology artificial if not are good when they're being to chat JPP and

YUDD. Help you Mabbes, we. Because, I've, I've known people who know, I've known known people

like a problem, school, I think that's, to be able to help me, to hear me, listen to be, I'm going to,

you know, so, if I'm just, then, then, no, every who has some,

his, things, no, but, just, simply, the, to be,

I'm, I was, I was very anxious, I went to, I went to, to go to the same,

to get to, all, and at, you all I heard of you. No, you know,

no, no, no, no, no, no, no, a little, no, no,

because a me because I mean, I said, way, to do, I mean, I'm, I'm,

I'm, to do you know, to be, I'm, like, to be, so you know, well,

you're, so I'm anxious but it's normal. Normal. When you're when you're when you're when you're

when I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm for the same for the

because me, I, I'm a much anxiety too, more than

people are the people who that's he's, he said, he's, he said, he's,

he's, I mean, I'm, a girl, a, a girl, and yeah, and I

to be, to me, to my rival. Way, to the way, to the

way. For example, the way, you, you, you, you know,

you know, he's a learning, all the learning, all, yeah, so,

yeah, so, to get a, way. A life an

life an life with a life with maybe even even

even he he he he to be to be

to be to be to be so in her still in me

because I still I'm doing a big so

I'm right right to or, I mean, I could not, I would say, or say, I'm going to

I'm going to still, I'm still, you know, simply I'm saying a person a little, this,

so as I'm care, I'm going to care, I'm not to put up so I'm like,

I'm going to want, I'm going to get, before the other you, before the other, before to care,

a family, and before to be a new year, need to be to be me, I,

so is what I'm doing, right today I'm I'm I'm I'm my

I'm I'm I'm I'm not I'm I'm I'm I'm sure I'm sure

you know you know you know you you know I'm I'm other people

but the end sure me I know in that so you don't

you know you know you're not of the other is that first you yeah

yeah the auto value the self respectate the self

care first you, and then you, the last, you. If not

you're to serve as for you don't, it's a way, we're going to get to

we're in I'm a great, is that we're we're that people that's people,

exactly, what we're what we're what we're and really it's just it's just that's

it's impossible way to be to be you know, I know, you know, in some

moment of your life you do you but there should exist part of you myself,

to say, to be it to the way, if you're you're and you're despeenated,

oh, petto, we, peggate a bad, or simply mohate the car,

mohate the and then you get a way, with you do you do you do you

do you? I need the process, I need to other people while you try it's

like, so, I, if if if I do well, then I'm so,

so, so I see that I know, I'm going to be a, man,

if I'm a person me said, you know, because you're always you're going to always the time of people are going, you know,

today I have the things necessary like to, if someone will be used or something, or something, yeah no,

yeah, not a lot of me. Obviously, depending on the people, obviously, I'm trying to

that, but, but, we're, we're still in the process, no, I mean,

so, so, but it's a grand, you know, from, from, before, to,

And so it's like a grand change. Today, well, I have the words necessary to say, I see, how express me

better. Ignor- right. Ignorate, exactly, ignore, because, because I've

had many, in the ignore this year, it's served because there's many people that have been tried

to try to one or other way, like, or, I know, but he's

had been many many many people and I, but I, no, no, I'm,

no, I don't I don't I don't want to grow up I'm going to like all

all the love and I'm like a need to be I'm not even I'm want to say I'm

want to say I'm because in reality I'm I'm like I'm so I'm so I'm going to

live so I'm so I'm to have to you have to accept you know because

there's there's there's there's people that they're not they're trying to

So, all is mental, you know, not we're more more than the

disease. I feel that one doesn't because you know, you know, more than

you're more more than you, you know, your sentiments also not is to you're

just not just, simply I think you know, so, so you know, my

things and feelings, then I know, I know, I'm just to control

I'm I guess so, I'd have taken me five minutes before to say, you know, a day,

then I've been my my head myrida, like, also, this was with the

vaguundo, the show. At the Navajoo? Yeah, a cutter. Here, the car, the man,

then I'm the way, you know, I'm going, you know, so, you know, so,

you know, so, many things that I've said, you know, you know, you know,

you know, you're just living, I'm living, I'm really I'm going to I'm

getting a little a little I'm a little a little a little a lot of a

thing I'm I'm in the time I'm know that I'm not I'm in the person so it's

because you know you're a lot to generate a pleasure the there's

there's there's there people there's simply listening a song and you

know I'm and I'm now I'm now I'm now I'm no I'm

you know, you know, like before, this, yeah no me, don't even

because, so, so, they're like, and the people don't know, they're,

they're, they're in the reason, they're doing, this, this, this, this,

and this, and this, and you can't say, but, but, in reality, put them

in my zapato, you know, I'm, I'm, my papas, put them in my

zapos, and if, if you see, if I, if I, if I, I'd,

I mean, I would understand my person but, but is that no, never will understand

like my feelings and my sentiments, you know, that's to be able to listen,

no, we're, that's an an abrazo. An a brao, the

about, simply, the about, like, at the right, of right,

of the, well, that's, you know, it's, I've been, even, so,

so, so, right, so, he's, he's, he's, it's,

like, it's, it's, me served like to be like that's like, you know,

I'm mad at when we're not, when we're when we're before we're for moments for moments you're saying

like, ah, she's been so you but I think you know that you're going to do you're going to

to relaxate or to get to because I'm I'm putting to do that's like I'm sorry like that

I'm supposed to remember my past in those times but today in then I mean, I said that I feel like that

I'm doing a kid. Yeah, I'm sorry. A, boy, a person he does a

really to dole, way? Yeah. Placique what you have made to feel bad,

yeah, yeah. The only problem that I'm just like the of the sentiments,

no, I don't show us much to the person because there's like I'm a little

you know, when you when you're on other side, you know, and you know, and I'll show you, boy, but not

it's a mal, pa. Exactly. No, it's not to show like, so the dolor, the thing, the

not, why? Because I, because I think that if you're in the people adequate,

no, it's not not going to happen a bad, way. Yeah, just,

just, just, just, just, because in the ambient or the artistiada, in the

environment, of the addictions, in the the environment of this type of situation of the way

the fact that there's no there's no there's no there no there

way of you know you know what you you know what you you with your

with your with your with you she won you with this

part of the ex-novia and no was it was because the

totality the most the part was the that he's Kisle. Yeah, I mean,

then it's like, yeah, yeah, I, I, I've got, you know,

it's like, you know, I'm a, I'm, like, I'm, like,

I'm, like, I'm gonna get to all, so, I'm gonna ,

so, I'm, so, I'm, so, and X, was like, yeah,

you know, that, so, so, this, so, this, that's,

so, so, yeah, yeah, I'm, I, treasurer. I mean,

my saloed or I know, because for me is a tresion

because, so, so, so, so then I know, I'm the

other day and I didn't feel like that that's anxiety or yeah, no,

I'm going to have been before, I feel like in that I'm like, like,

like, when the when the , when it's, a, I think that's been

that's the same so, so, so, so, so, then have been so,

so years, so so, I've two months, that was the that I

started to get to get to I'm going to do you have done without medicarty?

From the that I'm the annexo in the annexo I'm in June

June July for I went from there I'm medicated because

there into my anxiety was to the top but that there

no could do not then then then then you,

you'd then, then I would so, what I'd do you're to get to get into

me mordy all the of the coeritos of the ears and then the uj or there

also therein't also to per like my my amina me and

I'm just to get to get but but that are not not some those are

but so I'm had had had been a bit a little peltit and what I

did this was I'd runcable the peltro of like, like, like, oh, I'm just

desperated, it's that you were at a point, after a point, trunta, like,

of the prudely, like those the time is, like, so, all the day and a day

and a day, no. And it was, like, there's a same time I'm just that's,

that's, that's, yeah, well, it's quite, it's too, or because it's much,

it's much, or because it is much, or because it's , level middle that's

a cabro yeah my problem not not a drug addiction was more my

but that the level the level way it was it was yeah it affected

much yeah yeah yeah I mean I think my family no

my family no better than you're in a lot of you're in a lot of you're not even in a you know, and I know I think of and much of the times I'll pay to God like that you

right. Right right if you're in God yeah, I mean in the

religions. That's another thing. Yeah, so that's another thing. Oh yeah, my cadena,

something, a, a good, the, simply, when the depression, no,

the depression or the things that you have to be to be not, no,

no, no, no, don't, you know, we're at the final of

the one of no, no, we're going to have to this type of

the other of interventions in your head in your so that's, so so that

you, that you feel you do you see that any person can get a

idea, you know, so is the most to ask a help,

no, because this, if if you know you're never going to get

to do you, no, or you you're to get to a loo to the help

also I'm a little I'm a little I'm at a minute

but the I'm a question that it's a question that not a person who don't have

a mental depression, anxiety, brotes, this, T.D. Simplyment

autism, because my brother don't have autism, not those just get them,

helpelos, no, no, not, all those the words, any whatever,

is for them, much, much, much, much, much value they're

they're in the words. So, help in the people, and if you don't,

no, no, you know, you know, you can go to get to any

institution of a psychiatrist, a psychologist, where whatever, you know, but the

chiste is to us, to us, you know, and, not they're not,

not, no, any person that's that's people, who's people,

we're just, we're just, we're different, but with capacities different, so can say,

no, I think that is all what you can to support no, but I'm so, so,

I mean, much thanks also for, for the space, I mean, I'm in the moment,

I was too had a bad idea, I'm still, I'm still I'm calmed, but, well,

I said, me, it's, me, it's, and that the people understand,

then, maybe, and the people that were this, and around, the, of my

people, that they're that, they can't they can't, they how because I was like I'm

because many so many because many because I'm too much thinking that I were so for malo

but in reality I'm really not I'm really not I'm really so much thanks for the space also for

to help this because I was with the anxiety to talk about so you with the

anxiety and right that we we're that we we're it's just it's

it's it's much thank thank you God thank you The net

aportaste much information valiant way. I'm sure that the people, like the

people, like you know, and they're in a comment very chingona to my compa cadena. Appoyenlo

there in the social as how? Like, a, G, G. A, G. K.

K. K.E. G. Okay. You're, listen the music that music.

He does batheats of freestyle also. He met machin the morrow. The,

the really, not I'd not that's a disapercied this,

but I'm a comment a good to my compa. Salus for all

all. Thank you to the people, my cadena in where

where they get the sun. Where not they get the sun. Sandwich. Chitito

that's no. Mnietko. There we tam we're all Tiro. Thank

thanks. Thank you God that God How well?