LOS MAFIA PODCAST ⭐️ - Gladis — ASÍ SE VIVE EL CANCER DE MAMA / ABUSARON DE MI 😰

Episode Date: February 11, 2023

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Plevada, be welcome a new podcast. Today we're to invite to our friend Gladys. Much of

being. You're trembling still. Yeah, so. I'm nervous still. Dica,

presently. My name is Gladys, Gladys Marisela, Carrillo, Millian. And I'm 35 years.

I'm in process of the What information so good we're going to we're going to we're going to

and we're and the net and as it's like it's like it there's there was

this chabal this chabal tawa tawa garras that's we did we did a podcast is an

addicts in a so and how was that that's it that's that's

that's that he he said, you, you, you, you, did you

did you do you do you do this to do something to do you and I'm,

and I'm and I'm, and say, I'm, say, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm going to say, I'm to say, I'm my testimony, I said, I never had done my

testimony, but I'm, but I know, because, the really, I know, I know, I know,

I, I, I, he, I, did, I'm, does, ask,

interviews, to, regenerated. And so, it was, I mean, I think, past, you know, it was, I, you know, has, quite, you know, after when you've ever seen. And then. And, of the night to the

morning, me mark, and, and he, for you to say, hey, for you, to say, you know, to be you, to be, and you, you know, okay, so, yeah, my compa, says, for that you, you're, to give your testimony, and said,

well, not is that mom. And I said, no, no. And I, okay. No, I said, you're saying, oh, well, I, you, no, I, I, no, I, you, no, I'm, , you know, I don't, And here we are.

Fiatte that so so it's a lot of things, and it's between brom and the

really and it's about and you know that's that's there there's

there's there's but we're going to get to a little to because

we're we're bit and the plebada that that's being

the podcast also know that's so so so your

life of the what was going to what was going to or had I know that

that that's a ballita that was yeah? Yes, of this

when I know, you know, you know, you know, I mean, you know, I can

start to talk of my in my in- all, you can say that

was a little a little that was a , I'm, I'm,

I'm, Papa, mom, a one, a family a

family, a normal, because in every family there's

we we're we're and every and he does do

his his life from his perspective so I'm

the middle I have a I have a one

one one and another person and they're there

they're two men more I am the and

And always, from very chiquita, I'm a very aggritty, very independent.

For circumstances of the life, I'm doing very, very independent from a little bit more,

a person, a mom that, that, I was, a father, I was, he had

a solvency economic, so could say, we'd be a but, but,

from the children we've started with the emotions, that is where

it's where it's from the from my point of a cancer any type of cancer

comes of from my respect. I respect the point of the point of the other people.

Why? Why do you that's that? Of emotions? If we we're the cancer

for the that I'm in the treatment about cancer of mama are

emotions. I think I'm much to learn I like much the podcast

medical and a and a so you know you know that Google is there so that

not is the best thing I've been to venting two or three of this books, podcasts

so I like much that part of the the body human that is for the

part of the physical because any whatever any form a grip no

a pain of a problem of the physical. But never

nobody they talk about the emotions so for me

the mama comes to the part of the emotions

so so so you get to get a a

a thing they say so not not not

not not not so well statistically about there

there there there there there there psychologists that

they say that depends the case. So, it's respect.

But I think talking from my infancy, I'm a new a new year

that reprimed much, much, much his emotions. Much. Until the

not you. Not. You? No. So, we had we a mom very

very rigid, a excellent mother that that would would be a person

to be the first mother, because nobody naster so being and a

And a Papa, as I said, we're to do all the time

we're at all the same time because the he was he was the

mom was the mom, she was the kids, imagineate. So, if right

I have one, because I have a little and I know,

imagineate how I'm I'm about it I'm so I'm

so there there had and tarrasos and I

came of the education bonita where you call you calli with a guarache or you calliaban with a

baron in the head or so. So I don't I'd know. My hermana and I'd I'm not. I was the

I said, Calliattie. You're going to pay more. I mean to my emotions. You're just like the

really, no, uh, I'm just and you think that's good, no,

so I mean, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, so, so,

I'm machita so. So, so, so. So, so, I was, I was a lot of my

primary and was a much the money, I remember, I mean, I'm a little bit of

and, and, and Papa, was of those to the not, to the time, to the

time, to the money, but, but, but I was, but I, so,

my papa, a past that had a very good solvency in the

sense that we not we had to come to the, of how

he had known testimonies, thank to God, we're always we've always a plate

on the mess. And that's in primary was, what was what you were, you were the

day of your day of your day of and that was a and I, and I, and I,

I, and I, I saw, and my papa, no, I, a thing,

one thing, a barby, me and I'm and I'm and so, but there were

to more to you, No, I go, right that's a grand one, you know, you know, you know, so, I know,

what education they're doing, no, but he has to the time has said, he said, he's never, he has done us

what he no took. But one always so, then I, then I, I said,

I, I said, I'm, I'm, my, my, my, my father,

no, so I, see, you know, so I'm, so I, so I'm, you're,

I'm, and, there, there's, there's there's, there, Well, because I'm at them.

And, and then I was I'm going to buy me to the anguish. In those then I'm talking to be

the tangleis not the multitude that is or it. Five of the morning, a little a little

to get a to get to get a dinner. What you did you? Ropa, what you didas. Oh,

but, or that recollecta? Yeah, so I was with the family and Tia no

has no I'm not to come to be to to be the tanguice. If of all

me dabbas and all I would have and it was the moment in that was you I'm going to and I'm trying

and I was that there had a premium for the that was I was I was I was

the I was I was I wentient and so and it went to and you

know there was there no recoged so Rekeked but how?

My my my my papa manage much the lamin and I and I just

I don't have nothing to and I'm going to give money and he was in that's there were

the recogers of a bottle of plastic and so the lamina imagine it was a chulada

ah my mom had and they were and so they're they're always and then

he said pa and if me does make recoged and my papa like this

not is this not is De Veras, yes, I said. And fiatte, me kept

so grabed until the feach, and one he's not what you like, that he said,

but the recogers not so. The recogoders has a costo. No, I'm going

to do, and you you're going to do you, I'm going to, to me a cost

the lamin, the paltor does so, and the recogedor me's a lot,

In that I think I think it was like to like 15 pesos or something.

I said I'll you'll do you I'm going to do you not pass much

no, that's not that's me to make to make to make and I

well well so eight pesos okay I said I'm but I

don't go and I'm going to come going to I are

so I'm I'm I say to you I'm to do

a per every recogedor, that you. Oh, yeah. Very well. The

company. You know, the thing. And I said to my brother, I'm going to

another friend, I said, you know, you know, you're going to do you want to do

a little and then. And, then, was a much money. There, how many years

you? There's I'm talking that I'm about, that I'm about, my age.

To have that to have that my life. To be the 10 years. And then I was

a each one and I was 15 pesos so I would have five

pesos and you not you not I'm not I'm just about there

for you for the money so that so let's say, ah no, and if

you said, why not I went to to take to the house, I'm to let's

get a yeah, yeahjona for you have you don't you know right

a billets but you know that to Because that was it, the man of the turon.

Well, I know what was, but, but if I say, and there is when a lot of we say, why if all us were

not even, because we all are different. There are things that we have been there's also who say that

there's, things that we're trying of time at that's, um, no see, astrales,

of what it's form also your character from the character from our we're,

we're we're five and we are different and so. And so me I'm forging

I only only in the secondary was very active and I did exercise

I'm much to do exercise the primary also I'm in sports volleyball

I'm not you can do do I'm I'm I'm

and the And the secondary I was very active and, and so, also also was a

little I'm a kind of like a independent. No, you know, to do you

a lot of my mom, a lot of a lot of times that was in the secondaria to be

talking to I was the secondary in the center. Uh, I'm imagine.

And why? Because it's the one there's the there's the the most The one that's not

No, I Fyra. Well, I was a secondary and when they'd have been,

I'm, I'd have done a chinga. And what did you? And I said, I'm

brinked. And I brinked. And I went to the, I was in the

salons that were in the carie. And I went to and I back.

And so me met to the secondary. And the really, I'm in a

salon of puras women. The Jesus and So, only a

salon of puras women. And, imagineate the desmadre of pures women.

No, man. Catee the eyes. They're things serious, yeah,

together. Of course, I was, I was being a TikTok that was like,

it was like an encuesta between two persons, was a man and a woman

that are a he was her new or something, if she would

be to go to vacations with and he he said, that no, that no,

because you're in, you know, and I think so. I think so. Well,

the really, it was a group very unied, very unied in

the sense of the because we were to do a one in the

the point to be a prefecta. There the prefecta and all

there were a dismatter, We had we had five or six prefectos of what we don't, no, we're not controlled. And then,

and then, like, as they put in report groupal, well, I was, I was, I was,

I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I, and I, did,

I, I, I, I, I, I, got, because,

I, because, I, because they, I, I, I'm cached and me said the perfect

to come back and I said, oh, yeah, God, yeah, it's, he's going to

get to my mom. And I'm, and I'm going to say, no, I'm saying, no, come back

to say. A, you, he saw the subdirectora that they got, my son,

then I'm, so, I'm going to say, you're going to you're going to get to get,

and for where you you're and I, no, but is no, and I

I'm going to put a report, and he was to try it to your mom. He said, he was in the sandra to the feet. And yeah, well, yeah, I had seven reports had to go to my mom.

And, well, I was going to find out. And I said, that my mom no could go. And I said, and I said, I said, if I'm

insistent, then, then I'm going to have to try it. But so, you're a cabrona well? Yeah,

fiat in that then, it was a very nice, it was a very good. Yeah, you know,

I'm going to say a question. and if you you're with your point of view of

because last day we've a a psychologist and I okay and I

did the question in what scenario it could be a a

question for what you're doing what you and she she she says

she she's she I'm I'm now I'm now

I'm and they're also and you know I don't do it

so how is the way in day for the child to do

or you do you do you do you when I'm well we we

we're we're we're talking because what you try

you you you're that with a that with

a not you don't you so how I'm

my I'm my I'm going to my mom, how I'm going to be so much your responsibility

to manage your your part as a mom and your emotions. But one is here and another thing is here because I can

work the but my body reaction and I'm my body reaction and to my mom was very grittona

very grittona So if my my first impulse is grit to be but I'm trying to not give the same education in

quite to the glas yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and if I'm

of those that I consider that I'm a point in when you when you talked with her when you

when you did you know, and I can't say that the few times that I've

pegged to my little bit to my He said, why he pegged? Because when you're a minute, and at times you know, and sometimes,

you know, because they're getting. Yes. Many of the many. As much, as you, this is a thing very ample,

but what chile that we, that's your point of view. Because in that has inglozated what, what really,

you do you, you do, you do, so, so, so, different and I'm so

so. So, here is like, just a pen that I'm to put in other chip

to not to do it. So, because one learned you know that with a navgatita and you

calmabas, agravs the role. For something you had to your mom? Yes.

And that if it was to be a school for a time, I'm not, I'm,

I'm, I'm going to get a prepa, because I didn't me to be to be

because I'm so, so, so, what was at a level academic never

was a student a never never. Oh, that my daughter but

until the year, I don't not, I studied like, I'm, it was

more what I was, you're more of practice. Yes, I said, yeah,

I said, and then then I made a six, a seven, and you, and I

was, but it was of the qualification in promedio, I'm always

8.5 to up so. But no, I don't consider

that I'm not a really really and I'm not in the prepa imagine

you know you're to see a other type of things that

are the nobios and that that I'm that

was she was she was she was I started

I start I have done of your life

until the 35 years I've two nobios and with with one of you I'm married with one of them with the last

with the last yeah yeah you decided I'm I'm separated and you How do you

separat I'm separated I think I'm I'm going to I'm going to I'm I'm The question

Was delicate No Fifact that Delicada as not, but

no we're not we're we're because I'm because I cased,

we got and we got a and I'm for that you're

you're you're getting for that's could say that if

that in the moment when I'm when I got with the

world I said I'm my father and my my

father was the he you want to go. And I don't want to go. But

also was egoist of my part, not intend to do, but as a pairha. And I

talked with him and we came to we said, we said, we're going to get to a newriac

that was to get to then we then we did we're we're going to try so we're

we're going to say that a vision very different. I mean, I was in a job professional,

yeah was received in my career, yeah, I had another vision, and he only was,

and he was to study some years and he was going to go to the university and I had lived

what was the university. I had lived the demadre of the university, but I

tried to understand that part. So, I think the reason, more

great was that we're in the, I mean, in the same the same,

and there began the problems of what you do you do you do you and the

you're in it's, those patterns, that's that genetic all, all what came

at that's that you you're you're you're you're that's it's,

no, and it's not, no, and it's that you don't you want to to get a that's a

thing you know a person that's you know, you know, if you're you've grown if you've

did you know but that he's going to see, well I think yeah, but what I know what I'm

is that you say, a lot of a moment of where you make your emotions and you

tryas that you tryas that you're not you're going to get to those goals

right? And and if every I had a story very different. I was,

I'd say, a father of a mom, he too kind of natural,

but with a story very different. So, so I think that that's, or not

affect in a matrimonio. So, if it's like to start a life in

blank when they're when they get to get to get to have to have

there to have there and respect. It's like when you

a little you a I mean, is what I think, I mean, you say, you're going to, and you're

you're going to what you're so, there are things that are to our and there's that are the

that's the that's the person festerer that he was to provide substances? Fifate

that no. And in those then I tooko when I only entered the

thing of the Buchonada. In those then was the nombramient in my

salinas, I remember that I was that I'm a little my father, very celos

in the prepa almost I never had to say, then I said no, I'd say,

oh yeah, if I want to go to go to there's a really, is that I

really, is that I was I was with a little and I had to get to

maybe I'd but it was so cabron that I was and not

I just said, I said, see, if you want to get, but I don't go to you. And in those then, then

you say, oh, well, I'm, I'm going to go to get me so. It's a

answer. Go to get a exe. Me, it's a matter. If you did you, yeah,

I'm, you know, I, I'm, you know, I'm, yeah, it was, like, I'm,

yeah, in the university there, yeah, I, I, I, I didn't,

I, I, I, I, I, I didn't, to let's go to get out and I started to

get out of and I'm going to do do you know and I'm so how do you do you're going to get to

work to work and I'm going to you know you're going to you're because if you're going to

you're going to be used the money you know you know and it and it's a pleitio

I remember that a playto because I was going to come he was so he he had to so he

had to I said, I want to to work and I'm in the and I'm in there's a

and I'm to work I'm still I'm I'm, I'm I'm I'm

and he's and he did a know, yeah he was he was he was

but I started to work because I was to work because I'm to go to

do you go to a congress to a Masatlan with your amazatlan with

your so I don't he paid for my salinas but he always

paid my studies. I mean my money was for me to get to buy

you like, so and I'm and I'm to get to take to try

to try and I in those then the vodka I know I don't

I know I don't I'm think a baby they began to try

the and the and the fact was that not was that

was to emborrachers. I mean, I used to take, but always, being around, it was like a

person who was, yeah, when I looked at a bit more, I'd have a time, and I'm to see, and like,

like, like, thanks to God, I've, I've got a , I've, you know, you,

you know, you're, you're, I've, I've been a group of people of people of

us, we're we're not, and, thanks to God, it's always we're right.

Right, even the people are the and they're going to and they're I'm going to

you know, I'm about the little bit and you go to put her a lot of

a muck and you and bula to do you the real a man I'm a man,

a man I'm a no, to say I'm going to be talking that

time if I did I'm doing with a muchach in

that So, before to have my first new formal and

right I know that I'm that I'm that I'm said I'm doggar if I'm drog

in some moment of my life I'm drog But abus to you? No.

No. No abusated to me but I remember that we

were in an and and was a person very celos I remember that,

that, of actually, no, I'm going to come to me. And I talked to

I'm trying to I'm trying I'm trying eating alcoholics, two, three years, I mean.

You know, the flavor. Yes, I'm, so, I'm, I'm a question,

you know, and my friends were, we're, we're, we're, we're,

even, even, we were, we, we, we'd, we, So I said, no, here I'm going to take, because the plebes here

have you, no, me said, I'm going to try your beer. And I said, I, oh, I. I, said, I, well, it's, well, it's fine. And I said, nah, ma'am, a box of vodka. And me brought the vase. And from, and since, and I was taking, I was, I'm feeling like, rare, I mean, in quanto, I was, no, in a while I'm, but at a rath, so, and in those, and in those, I mean, so, right?

Yeah, is that they'd a chero of a white of a of a and I'm a

and I'm and I'm saying, I'm the humor me's a amoe and it's

and it was a and I'm he said, you know, you're saying? No, we're saying

I'm going and I'm going to. And yeah you're saying? And I'm no, well,

we're going to insistent. Yes. And I I'm a that that

that eyes and I and I I said, you know, you know, we said, you know,

we're going to go to do. No, I can't say in that I'm but, but,

um, it was a person, and I had a sometimes had to madrugar and then I

remember that he said, is that morning I'm a time, then I'm don't know

I'm able and I said, but for what you said, and I always I'm

always I'm always I'm And I remember that I said, well, it's all right. So, so we're going to always with others. And in that occasion

I was alone with him. But an friend that lived very close to my house, he said, oh yeah,

I'm going, you know, you know, I'm going, you know, you know, that is very very time.

So, and I, well, yeah, he's going, he said, I said, I've,

I said, well, let me say, well, let me say, and there, was the salvation.

And she was my salvation. It's like what he passed to her. No, she gave

a count when she was bad Baddly? So, so, I was, I was,

I was, the good that she had been with primes. And, and,

and, the primos he were in the paro of ballada. But, or

so, not never has been this, it's to a time to,

the more of that, the years, you I had like 18 years

We imagine We're talking About the 2005 More than And now No, no No To get it's not

To get it Uh huh The women Not even is for Offender them But they're They're asking Solas

They're made More As far as As far as Aseran Oh yeah Oh yeah Or I'm

I'm I'm I want to do something. I mean, I mean, so, in a time, so,

so, so, I was, like, it was, you know, not was, too,

so, of, of, of, of, that, to, you know,

to be , they'd , they'd , they'd two,

three months, and, no, no, and a visit, the house,

and I, see, and you, and, you, so, and, right,

let's, let's, let's, let's, , me, I want to join, Arrie, we have to hunt us, don't the verga.

The garra me in Quiche. But not is that easy. Well, it's a lot of it. And, so, I remember that, that he moved to dinner, he said, we're going to be

to dinner, I know I'm going to go to come to. And, and I said to my my amiga, my amiga, for that

was like, what he's like, what's, and I'm, my, I don't, I don't, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm so, I'm so, I'm so, I'm so,

very rar. My ho, Gleys, what you took? And I, well, vodka, a bas.

You're talking about that I'm to go to the an antro, rents, pardon for

the the papas that we're going to get us we're to get us to get us

to get to you know, you think that you know, that's, I'm that,

so, so I'm, so, then I'm I'm, I'm, but I I'm,

I'm, but I I'd let's go the in that moment in my life, I was going to be my house and I, and I said,

when I'd go back and I said, oh, I'd have robbed. But here there's been your friend. And I'm like,

like, I said, when you're talking, you're going to you're going to the life, that is when God wants,

because you're going to give a primacy. Figate, to be, to be, She emosion. Pass me a cleanette,

for favor, because no. Fiatte that never has never about that. If I did it

was the point in the attempt of a and not in an anthro. And I will say for those

youngsittas that they really no look because there there's too taboo also

about of the sex to, about of that That's the type of things

that we could we're to talk to our our kids too, if the man,

you know, you're a little you're in a little that's you're talking about

I'm not a new year I'm had 18 years and I didn't have any a

novio novi or not even of primary and he got the point

in the that I'm a much a like a something

you did he I said, I like, he went the point in the point in the

point in the point in the point in that you're messages of text. Me, he made a text and,

and then I started to know it. Two, three months I had messaging with him. And,

and, and, and, he was, he said, oh, I, he'd

to be a little, and you say, well, the morras, you know, that the

more is to go, to be a movie, I don't see. And, well, I said,

I'm going to the movie. I mean, it's the real that was the fact,

I'm very ignorant in that way, but I'm bavas, but we're we're not we're not

that maldad. And, and I know that he said, I'm I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm not, I'm I'm I'm saying, ah,

and I'm he's, I'm saying, me's he's a man, he's he

he said, I said, well, I'm going to go one of the time. Oh, my, I'm seeing the

heart acerated. I'm so you're so just waiting the one of the

time. I remember that when it comes to me, I'm I'm up

to the car and as you know the rumbos to I'm to go to the

lay abastos costera he he he got like we

were to more back and me he said he said, I'm to go

where you're going to see, we're going to see, but I'm to do

I'm I'm still, I'm and I'm and I'm going to see, we're going to

say, and I don't, I said, I'm, I'm, I'm sure that

I'm that I started something that I never had never never,

But my impulse was, no, you know, you know, you want to get to go to and then you're going to have been a velocity very high, I opened the door and the door so helled. So, no, no, no, no.

Me, I'm saying, I'm just, it's a drama. It's a drama. No, I said, with your bromas, I don't go. I said, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know,

I'm, I'm, and you know, I don't have, oh, I mean, I'm just, I was like, that energy and not very good. And me

And he said, I'm going to And he's And he's And he's And he's And he's I'm going to

My house For sure Yeah, I'm I'm saying He said, I'm saying, I'm going to

I'm I'm going to I'm going to You're going to You're going to your house At the

moment that he return to there's there's I'm talking that's I'm

never had been a motel He he's retorn and he

met a motel. And then there's my martyrio because in my life

had been a motel I know not not not said not what

had and how it was you you know you you

and I and I know and I think a pincy a pendeca

and then you know he says this or why not he doesn't he he doesn't

or why not no I mean I I respect I have passed

for there, but one, the the the judge is a way,

because you block you know you know, and I remember that, I said, then I

said, I kept, I kept in the car, and you think a woman will be

to be a woman? No. With the force of a man,

then he gets, and me a and he took a three hours in-

and there was a little, I'm I remember that already if you

know you know you know you know I'm not I'm not a true

he's was a age yeah yeah yeah I was I'm

more I'm I'm really I went first of

university and at he he he was he he

and I know that so so so me

to get the top of the part of the top of the right. And, I'm

like I'm a lot of a little I'm a really much force. I'm always I'm

much force. At the point of my men, to the those to the

ones, and my man's, so, so, so, so, so,

so, so, he's, always, I, me, I'm, and I

remember that every that he tried to get me the roba, then my

force in the hands, I mean, it was like I'm like I'm like, because the really,

I had much force, but then it was a lot of that I'm so I'm met to

the bathroom. And in the bathroom and the time, no, 40 minutes.

And, and then, you know, I mean, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

blocked many times, the really, because, fiftate that, I've

a little I work in a therapy and blocky in many

moments that you're talking about the emotions about the you

do you know you do you do you you you block

you and so in the bathroom I I remember that

the only that was to to say to

reason and the faith me and and he

And it came the moment in the moment in the he said, let's go, you know, I mean I'm, I'm I'm, I'm I'm, I'm

said, I'm said, and, and, and, and, I, what, I said,

a, yeah, in, in the ban, so, well, yeah,

not a little but, but, well, I, he, he, and it was,

like, he was, like, he was, more enoched. Yeah, I was more enojured, then I got,

me agri, and me avienta the camera. Me aggris and me a vented to the camera and it and he's just to get me the part of the

bottom. And I, I remember, I remember if I had kept with in the braciel or something.

And so me starts to get to all, and when I want to get the part of

the above, then I'm put a thingaso in the car. He met a chingaso in the car

that the really, the he was the fruged and the only that

he was to get to be able to be you're going to be to be able to be

to do you I'm going to but I'm going to be able you're I'm going to get

and it was a way he's he's controlled a little and I

was and I sent me I sentia I was I was I was I'm

to rogarly, for favor, let's say, Sackame here. For favor, yeah,

sacam to get to and it was a other way. And it was like, you're like,

you're going to go to go, so, and then I remember that my back those, and it was

to the where I gotrava. So, the most that was the part of the

right. No, we get to that much, but, but, but, but,

it was, it was, so, Yeah. Trauma. Yeah. So, if you did,

I'm, yeah, I'm, and I floged a rathos the body, and a rathos other way,

and nothing more, I was, I was that I was that I was to, and I said, in your

hands, I'm, if, if something to be going to do you, I,

and we're to, and we started to a, a, a, of

words and me amazable I'm going to not going to get to get a

because after a little in therapy, as I said, I said, I said,

I said, I said, imagine, imagineate. There's that you're going to be able.

There are many cases that are in the women do? I mean, never

never had talked to I, even, even, even, even, even,

even, even, even, even, even, even, even, I mean, I mean, I mean, I could say, well, and why not grittast?

Well, I mean, why not I'm going to, why not? Why? I mean, I don't know. You know, no, you know, apart the fear. The fear of that if you gritts and then. And then, then, I mean, I mean, I was trying to, I mean, I was that styred the hand and I saw some

those vassos of crystal that they were there's and I'm I'm

I'm going to a bar to start to start to be in the head because

me valia was, it was, I know my reaction was that I was that

I'm I'm so so, it's that I got to the

barer the bar and me he a man so there

is where there's more the the and yeah the that the way that

I could go to say to that's a pure a pure a word from a

manasar and I'm and I'm to say to be like he but I'm

behind my was God I'm saying I was I'm I'm I'm

really he's that I'm that that was that's that's just

that's just they're I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm

I'm I'm a father, that will give the life for me, he said. And you have

a child, I don't have a other, you have a little, he's not, but you have

to do you have to you're going, so I'm to get to the point in I'm going to get to.

The reasonabing that he had to be his head when you did you say,

he said many things that I said many I'm but, but, but,

so, I think that was the only and if something I can clarify is that God no quix.

God no what he did he did he did he he took to and he said

you're still you're still to be a pendeja and I'm up to have made that he

did he to do you to your house? I'm to go to my house

when he goes to my house behind I'm back

on my I go and I go the day that cruises in my

way I'm no respond. The day that you paris in front of me,

you're you're you're never me. Yeah, never ever did the

never. And what you think I said? Well, I reprimed the emotions.

Me I'm all. No, I didn't to tell to

my mom. Why decided to do that? Because you're in this society

where there's so taboo. where if you about sex or they're so they're

now imagine to be to be a idea of that you know, you know,

what did you say to what they were to say in that thence because it's

so it's so so far it's so so so I know all

to do to not to say to not to not to to drag

me to all what I and to to ask to God that's

me to forget to the name. Because at the maybe I'm

and if I'm not I know that I'm not even so I'm so that when I

started to and the and I know me I'm of your name because

all the days no there was a day that I would be to God to

me to be to not I'm wanted to that part of my

life and I get to blocker her that's sanast that part it's

you know the you're not the sanas not the I'm I'm I'm

I'm Trague Tantos years Tantos Acky yeah yeah

yeah you know with this this this proof that you manned

to the cancer of Mama me I imagine that did matchy un,

Fierte I think I think that I think because all the people you're just you're not

really so you're so much we're not that's that the life you

put there because I think I think I think I'm I'm a I'm

I'm I'm so I am so I separate I I'm

I'm I'm responsible of a house there's much atraz

of a mother solterer there. There's there there's there

much, much, there are many, there's many, you have to be

that you're the only option that I had to be a thing, I mean,

I mean, I mean, I don't you say, I'm not you know, but it's

the same to live solo with your daughter. I'm I remember that I

kept, me I'm separated and I don't and I'm not

I'm because I never had lived so I'm so I'm so that those of

those emotions that you know not you know you you you

know the cancer and I said yeah I I'm I'm

I'm so it a day that I remember

that had gone the light and it's the time

of the time. Of the that's the way of the night and they're all the

night without the and it and it's the five of the morning

to and I don't have not I'm I'm there

I'm and I know my my little and I know

I'm a message to you know I'm you know I'm

you know you can do the favor to get the

to get the school. And he goes, and I went to a blus normal,

my pantalone of the pajama, the blus was a black. And,

and I said, what you and I, where? And I said, in the

blusa, you're like, I'm like, and I'm and I think,

and I'm and he did, no. So, Since I said, no, I'm going to omitir the reality. So, what you're doing is doing

for a video. I said, no, no. I said, no. At the more, yeah, it's a manch, you know, why it's too, it's a time. And yeah, mom, I said the little,

she, try's anger. No, my love, I said, I'm check, but no, I said, whyn't it's too.

And they went to the bao, me reviso, me aplasto, and me salis. blood. So, you

did the of the person? So, so, so, because from there,

the mother of my husband, of my ex-pareja is a doctor.

And I've, until the fact, I've really good relation with

her life, has been my medical of hermosa, and whatever

thing of my, always, I, always, I, always, And I remember that was the first

that I said, I said, I said, and me said, the first thing is, to do you, to get a, make you, see, an,

an, an ultrasound, me said, but with, with specialists, with a radiologist, with medical radiologists. And I,

okay, and where can I, no, well, be, tell, tal, tal,

okay. Ah, well, it's a, I said, and I was sat down in the camera and from

you say you're something something not that's good so then

then then I'm I'm I'm going and I checkar me

I go and I and I put in order medical and me

they're why you want to do you want sangrando a person

the muchach she was writing and he he'll and he he'll

and he and from and from you know it's a good and it was a tumor

was a a ballita but it was a ballita but it not to you know

a ballita like there there's infinity of types of and

and talking that me I've been had been one my 17

years that was nothing equal. And anteriorment that was

in the 2021. Earlier I mean I was I've been to revisions

periodical I've always have revised always been very been with my

studies that that was in August in 2021 and in May

of 2020 in me in a reason in the hospital

in in the hospital Angeles and I I remember

that the medical me I was revisando the stomachs

because I I'm a lot, and I'm I'm going to the doctor me said I'm going to

do you're to do a ultrasound in the momas. So, it's the next

year and I'm very confiately in that no I've been not I'm

not I think well I mean I'm I'm I'm I'm

talking to my revision period but but no of actually,

I went to my routine the year and the year. And all right? I mean, nothing was nothing. So,

I had passed exactly one year. In May, I had had revised, and in August,

me detected. So, I said, no, I don't think. No, I think, that will

be to say something because they've been to have been to revis. but something

in me I said that something was a well. Well, yeah

me check to her, then there comes the what's what you're

what I'm what I'm because the much made the ultrasound and the

specialist and me said, you know, bette with a medical if

you try a a kiste and he just and he put the

things and he said he with with a specialista and the

fact is that I know, not, nor, I know, not in the world,

I know, that's, I'm , I'm, know, I, know, I,

know, I, had passed a process with a mother, of the cancer,

and you know, because, you know, because, so, you know, so,

then, then, I, I'm, I'm, you know, he's, to be

to all your amistades and, and, and, well, be with with a gynecologist, well, no, you know, because I, I mean, because I said, well, I'm going to

an oncologist, but you're well, I mean, it's cancer, and I, like, a way, yeah, at the best, yeah, at the way, no, I, because if you're going to the oncologist, is, that's exaggerated.

I mean, well, be with with the gynecologist, and was the first error. all of the mama, is with a specialist oncologist, an oncologist, a oncologist, or an oncologist.

So, not is with a gynecologist. The gynecologist is for reproduction human and my respect and those I see with dignity, much dignity, that profession, but not is

for, for to try cancer. And, so I went with him. I, went with him, and, and, and,

then, that I should have made to have made. To take the a moustra of that

tumor, me made a syruly and me made all the tumor. So,

why, why not you should have to have done? Because right, in the

actuality, I don't know, for that he was to know, any that's

any kind of or malignant of what is with a surgery previous to

study it. It's made a herringa, a take a mouc of a muestra of that but

without open it. So, they're taking all the studio of the DNA that

that they have to have to that that's to make to do and so

it's a because, because you get a oncologist and I in my case,

in the personal I got to oncologist, and, well, how was the tumor? Who knows? How'd been? Who'd? Apart, that you're going to, you know, I don't see.

If, if it sparram-mo, if no-separam-sillars because, well, because, you're trying a tumor maligno. So, all quit it, the medicine, that, you're, that sparramas the cells. So, so it was one of the things that

that's and the only is to confier in the medical and not I think that they're that they're

that they're that I'm sure he's not the first but it's one of the first things that we're

to make to make that they're to make completely yeah and if it's

whatever something of mama then to try it's to a

gyneco or an oncologist. So, then, so there started. And me he's

made a pathology. It's to study. Me did it the study like

three days, three days after, something. And there is where you know,

the type of cancer that is. I mean, I still, I still had the that

not, that was a that were benigno, that was benigno. So,

so I'm to learn my studies and when I'm going to get it says,

carcinoma ductal infiltrante, so it's called. And I I said, well,

what is that's you know, also, also, also, also, a,

a, error because, because, because there's to die to die. And I'm going to get in shock.

I remember that I'm in shock. And I'm going to get in you know, you know, you know,

you know, I'm, I mean, I'm, I'm, he said, he had said that he said,

to the he had to the time, and he was made, and I'm said, I'm going to

do the Monday. And he went to the and I was on the one of the woman to be

my sister to me accompany to be I'm I'm sure and I said, well,

I'm going to be to be to be still with the that's that I know.

I'm I'm going with the medical and the medical me says you know

that you know so it doesn't well the study it's

is a cancer and and and then you to

this And here, I'm my process and you to go to a

specialist. Because with him terminate? Because from his perspective or from his

point of his he did his time to study that that tumor he was

he was he was a mal and now if he's with the oncology

but for so I'm not. No, I so if it

was a time of mamas I think I I'm more the most viable

was having me made me had been before I'm going to have been to be able to be

no no reniego and it so it was so it was so it had to pass and

and then and then then I'm the news with my and my and my her mother

and my my mom I'm saying be with another doctor or see with another interpretation

or other opinion. I said, I said, yeah, he's a diagnosticado. No, there's much to do. So, the result is of the study, not the doctor.

And, and, you, you know, and you, you're, you're, cance? I mean, not even the word, because

no, I don't try go genetic. no there's nobody in my family that has known that has passed by a process

of cancer and that they're talking culturally that can't that can't to give cancer to the

people and that not it's certain that they're saying that the 95 percent

of the people that are that are not transgenetic there there's there

but right right is more because it's because it that you appear the cancer.

Well, is what I also want to know. You already did you

something that I never had thought I thought I think that you can attract a

problem and I think that can be possible in my work because

the diabetes can be there can get one for

renegar for an no a and a And that's just,

for, and that's an emotion? Uh-huh. Is that actually, theoretically about,

there are books that are you that are that all the infirmatements are, so that if

you dole an o'id you, you say, that's, I mean, I said, I was,

the first, the first that I did was to get to the church. I'm

to the church and I and I and I and I I was in what I had to I'm going to

I'm and I remember that I said to God if me it

you know you're for something and for something and it's

not that we can we see I so I

think that God I accept in that in

that so something to do to do to

have so I never reneg in that in that moment,

I never renege. And, and, I remember, that, then, what, what,

you know, you know, to the campaign that you do, and talk, and revisate and this,

and, and now, what, what, what, what's, what's, what's,

that's, what's, what you're, what you do you have to do? You know, no,

know, not, so, no, know, nothing. So, so I

went to the church, me went to my house, my mom in this

moment, was going to my old in the hospital, were going to

a bad moment too. And I said, I don't I can say,

I don't say, until that I was I, I, I, I,

to, to, to, a, a, a, I remember that I that I

started to look at the options and, and then I did with with a doctor me

started to do the studies, me I'm still accompanying my brother. It's

a information that you can't you know, and one wants to get

what you are what they're saying I'm a Oh, yeah, oh, well, if it's cancer, is ductal, infiltrant. Ah, okay.

Now, now, you're going to do this, no, but you're going to do this studio. No, well, that's going to do, well, now, we're going to do other. No, I see, the fish. Ah, well, the fish, uh, there's much ramification, is much the information that, that's done, after a diagnostic of cancer, that the truth, no, one only only, no, no, no, can't, for more strong that

you're not because I I'm I'm sure that in those times I'm never to

you're you're thinking in the thing you're yeah and for more conscious that I'm

that I'm not well I'm and I'm to have to have to these laboratories

and then and then and I'm and I'm what? What more? And yeah my

my armana poor a like could then me said, no, this,

the other, and so. And, and I remember that when I had my studies, I went to

my doctorate, and I, I was, then I'm the problem, well, I'm, my mind,

that me quits' the peaches, I'm not I'm, then I'm, then I'm, then,

and I, and I came with her and I remember that I said, well,

you know, well, you're two options, So, so you know, you have two options. You can't to get a

a syrujia or quit your to your pecho or to start the chymio and we we've been

because I had ganglis in that moment. In that I'm talking that I'm diagnosed

since that my study, I'm so, no, I'm a month,

I'm to do for that that decision and I I had ganglios. I was

I had brought a bolitas and I and I said and what in based to what you see and my

story to clinical what is what he's what you want you want you want you

you know you can't you know you can't you know one has to know one has

what one wants to and is confi't in the medical and that the medical us say,

but the truth is that is the decision is of us to but, but no there was more information

more than that you know, so you know, is for this, for this, you can do make the chemo first for

this, for me to this disinflam to be, that, that, that, nothing,

so, no more the two options and you, you're, you're, you're, so,

was my first shock of what, so, and so, and so, and so, and so,

I, I said, well, , well, chemio, first, without

what on. And for a zarest of the destiny, I'm with another doctor like a

second opinion. I was a second opinion. And I came for that second

opinion and I asked the same. He said to my story, the clinical and

to do to what you see with the studies, what I recommend to do?

And me he said the same, look, you can't start for the chemo, see disinflam and all,

but in base to what you have said, you've done a syrugy, we know we know how it

that's, because me did it did you did not the mastectomia of the mastectomia

was the surgery mastography ultrasound but I came to a syrugy and was still

even didn't they didn't even they didn't even and me he said I

I said, I'd say to the surgery. You'd quit him and you're and you're and why

and this and it's too, and it's to get a a relation with the medical in about a

clinic. Informar. And you, and you and you say, so, I,

I, I'm, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm I'm done, I'm gonna the surgery,

the mastectomia, the mastectomia for that me quits in October. In October, me, a little

a one one one one he said, doctor, I

want to I'm I'm and I'm and say, I'm saying, first I'm

okay, okay? And I know, first, first we're first,

we're said, and I know, well, well, well, then,

so, and then, and then you, and then you start you, so,

after to have cuted the pech, you, you're not, from the

principle, since that you detect, thank you I'm talking that I'm a job, I'm a

work, I'm still stable with security. We're going to enter to the thing of

the social. The fact, I was of the I don't know because I don't know

that's that's a important and the value that's to have a good to be

a break. The net no, I want to go to go to get to go to

take much water a a We're talking of the security

we're going to enter in that time you're thinking that you're going to never you're going to

for those circumstances no I mean really I was when I my my little

and yeah so so so so so so and and then

you and then you and then you're to be the value to

get and to count with because how people there

that's not there no a policy of the security. We're not, we're

not you do you know, but it's impossible that you see you know,

that you know, that one never knows, and you think in your

inconsient that at the maybe, you know, you know, you're going to

go to you know. So, so, thanks to God had security

social and in my work, I really, I'm the fact, I'm in a company

very human from, from the from the process. And, and, you know,

you know, you know, you know, and you're, you know, and you're , you're not, you're,

you're, to popart with, with those of, like, you're, like,

you know, but no doesn't, you know, so, and one, then, you know,

but one, was more vulnerable for their, diagnostic. But the fact is that

if I've solded the yant to the process has been in the security, is something

difficult to pass for the security, but so difficult that I think if

the medical or the personal have a more of empathy,

that I'm I'm imagineate the multitude that attend

but but if there people that have nothing

have no have a and and you want or no, then if you

get it, if you get, well, so we're talking about of your life. And I think

a major and I'm I'm a question, but the doctors are very much through the

cases that have attended. I think, no? Well, I have, to be a mother,

to be a path to to be back. No, and I'm always

I'm to put me in the place of them because I said,

well, if I'm in the other if I'm in the other the oncology imagine

that I'm a lot of that's a person I'm not I'm not. I think you know,

I think you have that that's where emotionally not it because the car

me dave the oncology not the car me gave to the consulta and this and this

and this and they and they out of they're to be to be they

and I'm yeah I'm A- How, how, well, so, how, because it was much information,

many studies, much process. Until the day I'm, my brazo derramed, I mean, can't

get a baron back, I'm and I'm desmaged, me desmaged, because, because,

I know, I mean, I, I mean, I'm, I mean, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I mean, really my venas yeah not done.

Yeah, not done because me mando to chemios. You get, you do your protocol, all your process in the

security and all, one of the one of the time you say, well, you're going to take this

cycle of treatment and you're so, ta, and you're going to come when you're to have

done to you're going to try to these and now he's and so, and so

like, what, what, what, okay, okay. And so, so,

so they send a chemotherapy. The part of the chemios, what do you do? It's a

medicament for the venas? That's a That's, yeah. I, I know,

I, in the, in the TV, you know, I've been many things, I thought

that you put in the pecho, me explain, things in the in the body,

and, well, I, I'm, so I'm there, so I'm, so,

my venas always were very delgatitis and the chemotherapy is entient medically

about that you can't the men the venas also. So, me they're in

the cycle of chemotherapy and, and then, you know, is to be nothing, you know,

and also, you don't ask, they're really , preuntent all,

all, they're all, they're the life of us what is a,

well, a more, no, it's that, oh, you

you're going to you're going to because it's the first that's the first he's going to and if I'm going to get to get and I'm

going to get when I'm going to know about what I'm doing what I'm I'm not of what they're doing

and so and if I'm a chmyotrapia with a chemotherapy with a and then you

put in the medication in your venas so I received four four chemiropies

there are people there are every three days, every week, every 21 days. My case

was every 21 days. And you know I'm I'm there

was an acceptation in me I've cancer what I can't do

do to make for something for something of that

for something he got in you it is

more to to work it from the other than the physical.

I said, I have to take to work. I mean something is saying that's

saying that only is only can respect who does I have the process

only without a therapy psychological without a medical

because it's bad because imagine because the day that

you have you have cancer to the verga, all the

everything you know to get to your mind, all the yeah or as

you know and I'm and I'm and I'm more you know yeah what you

I'm I'm a I'm a I'm I'm but who received the

notice also my my my my my parents

my and so you don't you can you

to a to not so there there there

there there I mean, and, yeah, the fact that I said, I said, I have to

get to make the better that's but it has to go to get

with a thing. So, is, what is, what is, what is,

what, I'm, you know, whatever thing, you know, perdiste an

brother, a man, a mom, a, a, there, there's a there,

there's a duelo. There will will be a different manner. Not all we suffer

in a different way. It's very different, no? All we do we do we

do you do you take in a part of your body of your body is the

same. It's a duel. You quit a part of your person.

I, in the personal, I want to me keep to the

two, there who can be that to get a part

of the body, who the affect more. To I'm not I'm

affected too. Entro the theme of the surgery reconstructive I'm mastectomia

with syrugy in that moment, something that also I didn't know that

I'm going to get the be the piece, you're to be a

part of and with the other is normal and the doctor me said, no,

I mean, no, in that we can put you put a, you can't

put is, so, if you can't? And I know, well, I want that. No is recommendable, Glaise, me for all my process,

for the type of cancer, because I've ganglions, because me said, surely you're going to receive radiations, then, so, so, so is the risk,

I said, medically, talking, what is the risk? I mean, my health, no, just that's just to be

to try to to burn, the implant, and you have to change. I said, I'm going to go the risk. And so

you did. You did? Radiations, too? You're doing? How is that? Those, uh,

you're, uh, you're, an apparate, like, no, I don't know, you've done,

you've done, yeah, uh, more or less, but no you know, so, so,

no, you know, so, in, based to every session, so you can't, so,

it can't, it can't, the, the, the, The first were, the first were the chemo.

After my surgery, I went to my chemios, and I said in my chemo, in my primary chemo,

I came, I gave, I'm like, the first day of class, I said, like you, I want to

know, what are the , so, so, that is a chemotherapy. And, I was,

I was a very valiant, well, very perrona. And I said, well, no,

it's, and I put in my first session. For that I said, I try my

cabo my little and the first that I'm my my hair.

I'm the cuted corte me the I'm you know you know you're

you're because you have said you've said to get to with the chemies

and the first that's that's the first we're that we're going to

get the question and the really is that we're we know

the medical for the so my medical, so no

they they can assure nothing, they're they can't, they're they're going

to say, if you going to not be, you're to be a little, you're going,

and you know, and every body is different, every every, and the

medication is different. I'll have three other other, and the three,

we're we're different. All is different. You know, there's much ramification.

So, me They're, I'm to the chimio and if yeah, I'm putting

the chemio and all my cabel they're like 15 days and yeah, it's

to start my hair from the from the cramio. Yeah, so that part of

that's me mirabas and I said, no, I don't want to want to

want to be being something, it's something is a natural,

it's me to do it can't do it, can't avoid, okay,

no you know, what you can't avoid, what we can't do? What I'm going to rap. No, me raped I only, I'm going to say to my my brother, for that I'm going to feel a little more the

force and I, and I, with the intention of that she was made more conscientious of what what can happen. And she, yeah, me rapped. What, what

perceived in that moment? That she, you know, you know, you, I felt, like, I felt like a liberty at the same time. When you

When you When you're When you're The life of the things that You can't Because how time we're

We're Aferrados A, a past or something that you can You can't And I

I don't I can't I'm going to To be To be To be So, if I took with

that liberty Well, no, no, no I can I'm Cormomel I.

Me Rappo All well I'm yeah my second session of chemo

well yeah I guess yeah I'm a belloncita the really

with the first the really that I'm I'm I'm not so

it's impossible that we say we we're we're but but

all but all all and there who will who

there who who but it's because every has your people have

because every I was in the first I was going to be a lot of not going to do you know, I'm going to do you. I mean me gave tachycardia. I mean me did tachycardia. I was out of the chemio and I'm really good. I'm to eat all the life.

Salie, my my brother, I said, my little bit of a lot of

a lot of a class and I'm all, all right. I'm to get a my

house. What the past that in every chemotherapy you put in premedication

for the bomito, for the mario for this in my case, no?

The lady, and the lady was not been a minute, just at the

three, four hours, I started I'm I'm at I'm I'm

I'm in my case I'm very much much much I'm

I'm I'm I'm I'm and I vomitable and I I'm

I can say that I'm I'm I'm at the night vomiting

every 20 30 minutes I'm and I'm and

I'm and I'm the I'm the And my mom, poor-sita,

in those moments and I was with me and I said, calmate and, well,

how you can't you know, how, if your body, and, and I, and I,

and I, I, and I, I, I know, I, I, I don't know,

I never in my life had had seen that, and I said, I'm going to

or, or, or, my mom to be a a, a, man, a,

a, is going to this, this, this, he said, he said, you know,

he's he did tachycardia, and if no he calmer, then we we're going to have to

have been in me. So, not was the same. It was the result of the medication, and,

and, and, so, the only that was, I put music, music Christian,

I'm, not I'm Christiana, I'm always me had been, and it was a way

that I started with respirations, he said, I said exercises and I said exercises and all, and yeah,

me calmed. I calmed. And, and yeah, the effects and the reactions to do you to do,

me in the personal, me, I'd me, I'd be seven to ten days.

So, there's a lot reaction. Much time. I, I mean, I'd me,

they'd every one days, and the effects me durable almost 10 days. So,

three, four days in the camera, but, but, well, I mean,

so, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, you can, not,

you can, you know, the, like, the, it's, it's, the,

so, the olfato, it was impressionant the olfato, me molestable the

so, the saliv, the saliv, the I'm a dream, you

imagine not to do not do you? And if no, do you know, the

what you do you do your is, the brain is and you and you and you

start and then you know, and as my chemotherapies I was looking other option

to to to do what what no you do

know you know and me accompanied with therapy

psychological there was one that that didn't a world was like a checkty healing I think

that's that's that's that's that's that that's I'm

in line fjata the check the healing and it and it's like

astral more than but also I know these momas

no so so so so so you sentiste

that you are exager in in yeah there

there can there I that, that's, not, no.

And if something good to help here in the process, is what what, what,

you know, you know, in what you really, confias. If you have faith in something,

in that you're going to help. That's, totally. And, and, so,

so, I, started, were four cycles of, the, and if, were very

very Furtes. The really is the last. I remember that I

thought I thought I'm I'm a so I remember the medication and I and I

remember that that was that it was all the day to bring the I'm

all the day you know when you when one going to be to be

that you prepare this part of this so my

day all the day and I I remember that in the second chemio, well, well,

no, no, I mean, so, so, it's a defan the defansas

and automatically the state of the mind, I think. And I remember that because my

mom, me, I was all, and was in my house, and I

gave a moment in the I was I'm I'm I go to

go and I go to more Chimio. I know, yeah no, yeah,

I mean, I mean, I've got two, two, and he's, there's a who's, I'm,

I've passed more, I've passed this, well, so, but my emotion in

that's, I'm not I'm, I mean, I don't care, I've said to my

mom, because imagineate to say to to your mom, that you want to see.

It's like to give, because that was the that was the that was, So, so my mom

very strong that said, how do you go to be if you're if you're going to be going to

all over going to you're going you're going you're you're going you're going to be

going to and so and I and I and I try to learn of everything and I

said I said I because they'd because they're and and for art

of magic yeah I started to eat yeah me passable a bit

the reactions and yeah my state of the state of my

state so I'm the point of my mom I said no

me you do you I don't I don't I'm

not I'm from my sense so no I don't

I don't make a case because I'm the

change the state of the there there many there

many many And changing the state of Amino is a a jubia of emotions that you

can't say nothing to say anything they're they're not. So, are a chinggo of things that if you

have a chingue of the pinche money. Yes, there's much

things. Aprendez to learn to the life what to do you

know. If not dorms nothing, for me doormire is the glory.

The food, until the fact. And it's something that nobody will be

to get to get to be you know, for me, he'll find the flavor

to the food. Oh, no. What things you did you

for the treatment? All the processed, the embutied is the

first that they're that they can they can salchita hamon,

tocino, chorizo, Chilorio all the enlatable Aton All the That's So the

Poyo The poe No, the poeo no Pescado No, the pescado With more reason Leach A to us

Does it does Does it do The leachio Chesos The most The most The most Toeckes

Tirtias Yes If you eat If you're eating If you're If you're If you're You're

Not you can't You know No, but I'm not No, but I'm No, I'm not We're not

We're We're in A process, in a treatment, but no we're not We're not

I'm No, I'm not I'm not I'm a studio And you

say, Trice cancer Toad Still still Still Stiller No I mean, my studies

already are all in limpios. So, if you will be to consume things of those,

you will be to give? Well, well, said my oncologist, you know, yeah is

more mental, I mean, you know, you have to do you for health, for health, so,

like, so, you know, I, is the value more I'd like,

I'll go to eat that's no. It's that I know

because I'm a friend that he's that he did cancer two

two and the when he diagnosed they the first

he said he said he not he was to not he

he was to cure to eating pure semiles semiles

yes noces pepitas and and the most and he he was processed and vegetables also

but the the sir was a gordito but flaced but he left all that and the he was sure

and then after that he's curate he'll be to eat normal he he's going to feel

he's he says you know you've got she did it again it pure semillita

pure and he's cured and he and I'm and I know the sir I'm looking

yeah and I'm and so poorcite he's addicted the very little yeah

so you know it but the he's but the but the he's cured his style

of life yeah but so we have we have to change to that's

that's that's that you that's you and then you

there is where is where we're he faith that with that's that was

that was that was that was that was that was so I'm so I think I

know I know with with a case and every people and that

and they have to be to be there's there will don't

want to come chemo there there can see because

a me too so that they say there

there there many very imprudent very very very

imprudent to and sobra that's over the there's a there's a there's a there's a

who's a there's a there's a and there's to do you and that's you're in a society

is very powerful and then all the world and then all the world you know and then

you're you're going to this is that you you're going to this is that you and then

you know and so imagineate my my papas also also I said

I'm like my mom I'm more of my mom I'm more I'm am emenana I'm going

So, no, and less if I no, I mean, and if I don't think that were to be good for me, it's very difficult that's part

but the best, but the more is that, that you have faith. What you've to do? Today,

that you're that you did you do you that's a thing? Well, it's that

what is, well, Well, it's a because it's a a good for you.

Mandi? Because it's a good for you. It's a yeah, and apart I never I'm

to come to come so much that's a chuchery so too so I

don't, I'm never I know, I'm when you see, I know

I'm a whole and pure cochinero that in his life he's a

so in it's so people that's because of I came the day in the

day in the I'm, why? I mean? So, why? If I, I'm

so I'm very, so I'm so I am not so much to the way, it's

a lot, but I'm, and more if you work, more if you're more if you

all the day, so, so, because to me, so, then so,

so, then it's to, ah, he, that he's more more propensu.

No. no so so that there's where more forjava

I'm the part of something something has to be to be more emotional

then and I and I'm to learn a book and yeah

so the really me a little and I and

that part of the emotions in the and the things

and I'm I'm I'm I do do different

more more than in in in in in

in When your on your because if is good, it's more for

the way, you, you know, you know, you know, I'm, yeah, I don't,

yeah, no, that's, yeah, no, that's, I know, that's, and I,

and I'm, I'm, I'm going to get, and then, and right, the one to 10,

what I'm in, in your, in your, in your process? Well, the

really, if not had been because there's there's there's, there's, that's,

the people say, it's not that's not really that's a not I'm never,

never was never never. So, so I'm can't say I'm a better, so you

see a right, so you see you see, I'm then you're so,

then the person, then the person, then it's that they're to be a person,

no? Because, and they're they're you're going to be so what wants the people

that you're going and you know, he has to feel a person that one

that one is going to get a and that to get to get a thing, they're going

that you want to you're you're you're you're you're you're

so you're that's what about that person says well she is that more

more she she's that's what was the most difficult is that all, in part,

all has been a little difficult, the thing of the, the most difficult, also, is that part of the society. That's a person that makes that you see, that it's like, that's like, that you be with lestime, or that you be like a bitcher.

So, I can't say, no me dole so, to have me seen pelona, to have me, have me seen demacrada I said

I said that's that's a lot of here in Kuliacal has has been

curate extensions acid and uranical botos no he's physical

my problem is here emotional if not you know you're you're you're

you're what I'm what I'm I'm what I'm what I want to then you

know you know So I have to do the change of life and try to work. So, what the more,

I can't say is you have to do you. It's not so. Because are many moments

very difficult. For the radiations is another process new. The chymio as you, you know, you know,

me did another second cycle, and when me do it did it, I, I,

I felt that I got the 20. No even when I'm when I did the

when I'm when they're to make a other cycle and you're going to take more

chemioterapia you're to make radiations and you to make to make to make

this this is the other and you because I was you I'm I'm

I'm so you you say you you're to go to you're

to get to you when I when I so I then

then I said I my ex-cunia I said how how,

you know, that part, so, so, that's, that's, that's,

that's, that's, that's, that's, of, how you do you do, to do

to say, to tell you, to do you, and you want to get, but they're for a

good, so, so, that's the most difficult, then, because I

said, but why if I'm so I'm so, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I, I, I, and I'm going to and where more is that. And yeah, I mean,

you know, you know, it's that you're going to get to the final and there's a process where you know,

so yeah is studied, the science and you know, this process has to get to get to

so. So, so you get to the acceptation and is the more difficult.

I think what can be more difficult is that part. Even the people

that we have, that we have been a problem of addiction,

is first first first you know, it's the most difficult accept.

Accepting. Accepting that you're a problem that you have a problem, psychological,

accept that you're no, how's what's the is, that you that you

have problems mental and all that's, it's the most difficult the

acceptation. And one that you're so what you do you do.

It's what see, let's let's to give us a power superior

so is in what you have to think you I'm I'm going to I'm

not I'm not quite and what you think I said the people no bette

and buy me or you're it's you can't get a the zone

and it and then it's so if we're we're we're not we're

we're not in that's something something something because And so

And so, and it's the And then sometimes they're in a lot of Yeah, but

you know not all we're doing for the same, so not to all to us

not a part of that's I'm manche I, I'm I'm

I'm, I'm took over people that had yeah I'm

me I'm to be people that had to get to to

and I said oh, oh, I mean, I go to go to

I'm I'm I've also Sipreau, no. If I'm I'm not, I'm not.

But not what you're going to that's the what you're that? Uh-huh. You're they're

they're so, I'm but they mark them first they mark, and they're

they're doing like a rachadita and there they put in some little put them and it's

like for the laser then more than that mark at what they're in the area

to do do they're to do then then then then me

And how many radiations? I took 16 radiations. I imagine that there are people that much more. See, that in one occasion, in a tomography, me took,

talking of that my venas not servied, yeah, I was in the first term of cycle of chemotherapies. And I always me was, and I did,

thanks to God, I've the way to do melons for out, not in the secure, to avoid that

type of things, of problems, and the people, and I said, yeah, and I said,

I'm sure me do you do this cycle. I'm going to do you know, I'm going to do this

for if a doctor, that's more secure, I'm, with the faith that the way

and then, then, and then then I'm and then I'm, I'm and then,

and, and, for the four chemios that I took to me to me

puti a, , like eight pickets when they were, oh, pardon,

like two piquets when they were given to have done four nothing more. So my venas not served

and me pickable and me pickable. And in the way I say, I'm to try to try it

to try me opportunity, let me a time let me respirate a or so yeah my venas

not were not done. Now. Right, and you just composed? No.

Yeah, no they they're not. I think that I think, I'm going to exercise and that but I still

bathealing a little but I'm a catheter I'm, put a impusier here.

Here they put my, my, my, my, my, my, my,

still, you're, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

but I think, that's a time, that's a time, and, and,

and, I, oh, my, oh, God, oh, talk me,

, to me, for to me, talk me, me to you're

with me with me with me my problem, you're my What I mean? I said, I I said, I'm

mad, but she, you imagine? How it was, how it was and you, and yeah no trai nothing more in the problem there? Yeah, I trae metastasis in other

part of her body. And you and you, oh, no? And I always tried the truth of not involucar me.

I mean, I'm into the security, sitan to think you I'm the ultimate penultima. from the 8 o'amana they're at the night

they're at two of the time at the time. And there's another man, so he's

big, and he's and he's and he's, oh, yeah, I'm, so it's

tomography for cancer of mama, say, and you he said, no, well,

and I'm, and he said, ah, and you're saying, oh, you know, I'm saying,

I'm, I'm, I, I, I, I, I, I,

I don't I'd I'd I'd I'd I'd and get a I'm

and then they're not you don't do you don't he said no

and I said you say you I'm saying I'm you're so you know

manches how radios he he he he said he said

he he was he and he and like 50

radios oh god oh you and you you

what I mean? You know, you I'm going to for 8,000? Or, I said, 4 in that moment.

And I said, no, but I'm saying, no, but I have metastasis. Metastasis is that's that is that

is that is that part, and I no, I don't want to I, I, I said, no,

I don't want to see, yeah, yeah, I, so, uh, and I'm,

and I'm put you're not made to make I mean, I picked three times, the

august the sure you know you're going to do that's you're going to don't and you know

and they're no, not just we're just we're not just how you do you know how you

do you when you when you're to come to come to come to come with the

cateter so so they're and I don't can't be I I'm

so how I'm so how I'm and thank to I've

the opportunity in this moment, reneged. No, I'm going to say that no, renege of God.

Reneged of God and I said, for what, because, so, because, I, and I learned, I said,

after after then you said, you know, I saw, I, did the case, and did you know. And if

no me had been happened to that, I know, I don't try to a cateter. So,

so, from that, I, for that me passed. For something me passed. And me

I put the catheter, and, thanks to God, then, you know, not battalya. No battalions. No battalion with my, with my

medications. There was something that was the thing? Yes. What was? That part

of life where you one, when they're in the worst moments, you're, that you

are the only that is the only that is the and you Why, if I'm if I'm good?

Why, if I can eat? Why, if I can't come in, because they, one was in a chair of and the other

was with mules. You're saying, Glais, you're bested I've been deced. Never batted for a process. I've never

the suerty, a past of the security, all the bureaucracy that he had, and I

said, but I said, how I I want, I want, your shingada

mother. Because there are medications carisimus. Apart of that is a

problem difficult, not you can't all the money a that you

have to try to try to the I'm the most noble,

the most but it's very car. All is car

is carissimo. The studios are carisim if you want to do you

do you do it in the secure that is what you

you're going to confront. And that is the most difficult. And if I had the way to

do it, it's not that I'm there's people who have to get to get to

get to do the time to do you to be a studio of imagineate. And if I

would be at the three of my morning, me took my mom

to go to get to get to get to the second of the time for a

medication that's $100,000 $1,000 every 21 days. And not just they were

in the they're in the other is, the other value like $50,000. So, you imagine?

Solventar so, Tantto, more apart all the vitamins that you put, so,

all what there's more atras, is much a cost. Referent to what

you know, you know, and you learnediste and all that,

under the experience this of the cancer of the mother what cancer is the most feo? It's that there's

more aggressive no no no it's not the but the stomach is

very aggressive there there people that they can't and at the month

they can do not they can because Why? Why, why they

it's a one cancer? They're we're not in the malignas that

they're that's active, I mean, I think in a part lei

that is the cells, because those cellulas are good,

malas, one's desechan, then when you when you start to get

to get to formarse to something, it's more than

Nothing, talking of medicine, I think the most expert that could answer that is a question, is a doctor, but I think

that they know, or not they know, of why the cancer, but I think that I'm understood that's

for that part of cellulas. You think that, that, yeah, it's,

it's, we know, that we know, that we know not know that we know,

that they are that's They're developing many and many many many

and so and then all right all right all right all right all has sodium

when and in what moment changed to to be to

be so positive in the process that when I did

when I had my nine years or accept or you'd be or you're to get

to get. Why? Because nine years? Because you and if me go, my daughter

only has only only has never to defend. Or so you know, or you enter with

all, or you don't you don't know. So, in that moment where you say,

no there's a other, I mean, I'm a little and I did

do, do that years, 15 years, then that's a plename and that

my my wife and that my is the moment in the in the you know,

I think I'm a who can do you do that it's a motor. Motor.

What do you would you say, to the people that have been in the good and

the malas, more right. Well, fiftate that that

that there also you also and I try to respect the people that that not

is a respect and the people that really is really is to support to

and the only that I'm that I'm that I'm and I think to have to

be in this life is being gratitude I think is what is what

we know that's we it's a and have

been a person that have been in the process

because a way so I'm so mom a

father and and and and right my best

my person a part a important. I never

I never ever that after after after after to

have a death for the most diagnostic and

I saw this situation and if something and if something was that, I said, no manches, I mean, I think,

I think, I think, so I'm, I'm really very grateful with them, the truth, that,

that, that, that have been helped that I'm very much in the process. Apart,

that I, I'm, I live with her, the fact that she me mantien, me, and I'm

made, I'm, it's the that has the Anna, and this and,

and so never never is going to forget. Here we said, we did

some questions in Instagram and he said a comment just just to

desire that that God the God thank you the people

have got here with us always there there there

there's a person that is in Lem, or so yeah,

for those rumbos. For Israel. Dice, Jorni, Dillle that, for favor

me pass his name complete to ask for her in the Mour of the Lamen.

Lament, Dese. Chelema complete, for favor, and his name.

Well, you know, you know, did you at the initial? Yes. Compa,

George, there the name complete. Dice, what, was the first that was

the first thing when they did it when they were the news that was that you have to

change the style of life? Yes, or so yeah. So, and so.

And not just about about on the thing, of the food, I mean,

I insist that is more of the other that's very. Well,

well, there's there are a net are very tontas. And me

question. How you do you feel you do you? Very well. I'm

in treatment. Yeah I'm almost I'm what you can

say the more pesado but I'm I've worked much

and that that that that has been in

to continue feeling and thinking that for something that

for something that if there were many things very difficult but that it was for something

and that if you know you know you know you know you know if you see in the

same in the same emotions in all that you know or to do you do that

the page because the only that we have the so the

so so to talk to not the problem,

the problem is how you you're going every because what we we're not the present.

The day of today, for me, is a new life. Only for a little addict.

So, so. This question is a little chuska, but you'll be

to do because you're going to ask to you know, you're in the aspect

in the aspect nothing, the the end of it's because? Why?

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if you not have a petito in food, also you do you in the

part sexual because it's it but but it's,

but it all, all, all, all, after the after the time,

yeah, you, you're you, you're, you, something I was

I was my menstruation. I'm in the quarter of chemo I'm regal and I'm reggled and I'm

know if it's for the same medication that I'm doing, that supposedly, it has to be,

but sure, you're going you're getting appetitions. Poder to have children,

you know? Well, if no reglas, no way of how. No,

ovular. Uh-huh, ovular. So, is. Algo, something to say

to the people or it's not going to be going to there a point clave?

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so it could say, that I said, I don't say, I'm, I'm,

when I know, they're in my second treatment of chemio and,

well, so, so, so, that they start to mark the

friends and that's, and how you have been, you know, well, the more to queas

more bad you go. So, if you talk about you know, you know, you're

well, and I'm a friend, and no, well, and I'm doing contact with her,

and I markable every this very at the long, that's how I'm

and it, and seeate that one day me says, I think that he said Gladys, me detected

a ballita. And I, well, check, I'll say, but be with a specialist. I'm a, a radiologist.

If it's an ultrasound, it's a radiologist. The apparel is different that if you go to

you've been an gynecologist, and he he goes, be with a specialist, no,

well, and he they diagnostics cancer too to the two months. So, then she

before to start your process of surgery and all, they're some, you know,

some of the system immunological. And me I said, he said, I'm going to take them,

I'm going to take them, and I'm, you, oh, but for what are me said, and I said,

well, the doctor me has said, he's that you do you do it

because it's the first, we're doing students, we're doing the treatment of chemio,

radio, every 15 days me do studies, I, of laboratories, to be like, how it's a and I'm saying, and I'm saying, I'm going to

let's get, and I know, with all what you do they're, and she she's got to and I, I did a case

miso, he done his first chemio, and I, as I've lived, and I don't want to be imprudent

as, like the person, I'm going, I'm, I'm, you're going to be very well,

so, all the body is different. I don't say how me I'm going to go to me, because I don't see how to go to you. And I'm going to

get a lot. And I'm going to go. And I'm going to get to do. And, and she, she, when

he comes a first chemotherapy, we're doing the same medication, the same, because we're, we're, no,

then you, no, then put this, this, the other. Oh, and me, too, I'm going to do this, and do the

caseuality that we're the same medical, Jonelins, and she in particular. And,

And, and they did their first chemotherapy, and you know, and you know, I'm sorry, no, miss, oh, no, what I'm,

oh, so, so, so, so I'm, it's a different, but you know, and it's a joddia,

and it's and it's there's a who, and he said, oh, no, but it's very good,

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I know, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

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so so I so I learned that in the process so I'm back

in the defences and it's that's that it's that it's that it's

you're they're they're they you're because you met

the the because that's, you know, and apart, you're going to you're not,

and we're not, we're not, we're not. We're just, you know, manches. I'm talking that was a time that was

a new pastillas all day, and, and if it's very car, what you want, but it's, it's a

matter, and you know, I mean, I said, I know, I know, if it was, or no,

but, but, but, so, me, it's, so, how,

has been what has been what has been of what, two, almost three years, yeah?

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get to get to think, you're to the final time, in other moment in

my life, the more, I'm always, I've been, I've been

very, I've been very administrated, and, and, and, I,

a, I, a great to the first, fast, you can I can't say that

I'll I'm more of 250,000 $250,000 so. Fasil in a period of

time that a year and a year and a little. And that the security

me helps. There are people that... Thank you God. I've never got to

to buy a medication. That they're that they are much and that

is. It's a good that you've talked that you to your case of cancer

of mama and then we say we many blessings that you that you recoveres or that

you know because I know I know we know how we're sometimes you sometimes

you know so that's all that and just it's just to just to

just to the to the man of to do to what I'm that's being

being in it and that good that good because that you know, I think

it's what you're going to in your motivation. Yes, there's a lot. The spiritual, believe that you, that's,

I mean, to do you know, the spiritual, was that you said, a bit, me, I'm,

I'm, what you're to do. Because, as you're that's a difficult. That's,

a lot of a pinch gripa, a carlentura, one solo that's just, I'm doing,

I can't, you know, because I'm, I'm a badger, I said, I've got a cold

a clenturona, no, a gripa and tos and a cold of the life has

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to go to go to go, I'm sure I'm to be so I'm imagine,

no, man, I'm sure, man, bulas, bula, bula, oh,

to do my no no more. There's where you goad you know, there's

there's so. So, I'm imagineate a multitude of emotions because

the processos to do you know, has to have to get to a socialological

because the reactions not not even of us sometimes are of the same

medication the same the same the change not don't do

the depression so how how How many time they're

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all the time is when one he's so much many, thank you many,

in all what you do just for today, as we just for the invitation.

And, and if, and so, the the planet, well, there are

many things to learn of all the and to learn to learn to the life

because we're in a instant. So, when the you know, you know, one that

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