LOS MAFIA PODCAST ⭐️ - Mi padre permitió que abusaran de Mi — Yasmin

Episode Date: August 1, 2024

What happened, my Amor? How's it? He was a good good days, good nights, good nights. Have all you

there in houseita or where they're in the time, I'm going to hear there to the people that

we're getting from where they're being, because I have entered of people in the

and of people in the social that puten that the majority at the people

not that they're that they're trying Many people have sent me have sent out of the

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and then here talking about a little little chismett a little little

but but always with a election that that's a little a minute.

Yeah, because you're nervous. For the thing, the theme, the thing is, it's a

thing that apart to be a difficult the fact to expose it and the people, it's a

difficult, but, but, then they'll why I'm in a moment. In some

you've said this, I'm going to get with those who if me support and those that are

to be in the of it. No, no, you know, the life solita

is in charge to put to put up to the people in a time that you have to be a

hour, not more, and that I'm a good a good direction in your

life, or so, and no important the appellate. No important, if it's

family, if it's a person, if it's where it comes, or where

the life is to put to put to the people that you need to be

when you're when you are they're , Oh, but you know, I do you, I, I'll take that

question because much people, he important what they say of one. And more right in the social, no, that there's much people that

you're trying, although you can't have money, you can't have the best image of the world, or what you want to be

something to try to, even if it's, but it's that's that always will be like, you know,

the people that don't do anything that's and only has the time to criticar, the people that not want to resolve their life and want to resolve

the problems of others. And also, you're going to find a person to find a person that's identifiable, to the people who, to say,

I, I, I, I, to be able to do to be more short, to be more easy. Well, we're going to

get into in details, then, in the theme, no, that we're that if you want to,

if you want, if you want, what you do you, no, It's not not here.

Many people that have grabbed here that's with the psychologist.

I know if I'm the psychologist or God us did this don't

to that they feel in a session of psychology. Fidate that's

heard that naturally is a and we have been like the psychologist to the

person but many we're we're the power to be things like

this to give us to to hear of that people like you know the

the people that see us comment and the people that make a more in a particular in a perspective

that we don't have so. This, yeah, always will be the fear of the

people to be the fear of to be a little but at the same time you're

never going to be able to the pinche the same you know you're going to be chas some

things delicate, but you know, when you know you learn that you know, that the fear,

you know, to do you know, this, that's very difficult for me, even even though not it I do it,

I do it and I do with the person that I'm done, and I'm doing it. I'm not, and it

is a lot of a contradiction, but it's my process. And who who want to come to say,

then I'm to me say how it he did it, and I'm, to me, for you a,

I can, a, I can hear and I can't take a point.

So obviously it has someone that's a minute that I'm not a know I'm

know that I'm not you know I'm but I'm that I'm that I'm that you say, no

mams that's a mentality to me will help we're going to we're we're

this violence that's that that you that you came that's

you're standing in the or not in the look at all the

violence and it's not we're not we're we're we're we're we're

we're we're we're we're it's a process of all over all,

all, all, all, all, all, all to all about you a man,

yeah, say for a your mom, yeah, say for your father, yeah, for who can

but it's in your house. And you if you do normalizes and you

know it and not the you know you're that you will be going to you're

to do and you do it and do that's that's that you're

not not you don't and the consequences and there's a responsibility about that

then then then then then then really violence in Mexico we

have top. And just already we start and we're we're trying to not, it's that you

know, it's that you're not the way of the kids, you know, but it's the same that's the

thing that's, there was abuse, there's, and right yeah, whatever thing you

talk is of because it because it has a trauma, but it's massive. No,

it's like something something, a trauma personal is like the I have I'm

I'm underline, it's a a new I can't tell you, I have been

and I've been doing, and it's been and many people have we're doing this and living with this is

a puta. The 95, 93% of the people who are people that are in suicide.

It's a problem, and the people know and the people say, and the

people who people who said, and he said, how he was, how he

He's not even to be able to to get a many people but they're a lot of that's a really a

that's a no, he's going to go to get to do you to get you know you can't

get to it's the it's the thing that it's a moment in that's you're just

you're doing you're gonna do you go to go to camera the the 93%

more of more than nine of every 10 people terminate in suicide. We have to

we need to do we're to be in the person's we're in. We have to start and know this is

a symptom this is a thing, this is a reality, is a confusion. So, and we have to live with

medications. I can't say that I've been a lot of this without this without the medication

and me has served but no I'm not I'm not. It's very very pesado. But all

this, how they're not? if effectively the borderline no has a certain of origin of that if it comes heredade, because you're not, you know,

because you're not, you know, with some lack of that generation of substances, dopamine, serotonina, all what you have to be stable,

and, etc. No? Or, are traumas. Because your neurotransmissures have been in so desgaste,

that, so, desgaste that, right now, although you stimules, those neurotransmissory, then you generate

that serotonina, yeah no generate that dopamine in the same form. How do you super it? The point is

the same. Generate serotonina and dopamine. How you it generates with adrenaline? Well, I know, I'm

really, I'm really, I'm really, I'm need the adrenaline that I'm going to get that adrenaline. I need the things,

need to feel passion. Well, I mean, all is more intense. All, all, all, so, all, all so it's more intense. So, my logic was, okay, if my Cerebr has,

you're still that's still in general, in general it, then I have to do more intense. I have to do those things,

for not depend to a medicament. A medicament, not you can't be in the sun because it irritate the skin. The sun,

it generates, that type of substances, too, vitamin E, vitamin D, that they help

to the generation of those. So, it's like

you in a circle or a big of a way to be

that you like, all just a little but you're in a

little you know. You're you're that you're not, you know, you can't

do you. It's very difficult, and all that's in my case, in my

case, I never I never I never did anything when I when I was

to conscientious I, the only that I saw solution was

independizar me. I said, how do I do this? I'm going to do you. I'm a little to be

a little bit of a job. I don't have a contract of rent. Well, as I'm did it. And I

said, I'm doing. The people think that with the distance yeah is sufficient.

With a nobio is a sufficient. When you you have a person that you

has a person that's a person, you can't, but can't your

Papa? Cangia to your mom, change to your man, change to the person that's

in your family that is affecting your life. No? Although it's,

you want to be able to my family paterna and I love much. To me

what I did the figure paterna were my tios. And those

and they accepted in their families when I did it, when I kept in

the because so I was my papa me left in the car, I'm in the case.

And then you see, the people start to be too, that little bit more that's a little bit more

that's not that's the person who they're just that they're that's natural in the consequences

so my my brain is one after other, that's that's other,

that's I'm to be alerted. But that that's so that's that's about

your point cavernicola of the point of supervivencia It's the point that in a era

in a period that's if you're in alert, well in the epochs is to die or

escape or to looker. So, so there's put the body. I know, there are

days that I can't eat. Because my body need to be a vaceo, because

it's the alert that is the alert that's a person to be able to. has been in my case,

has been so. What happened? Because the 9 years, I remember

that we've had been violence, and it is normal as a ruptura

but it not normal that you get to you get to be repetitiv in those

you're with the same person, because the violence starts with a thing,

with an agress super pecan, and it and crees, and crees, and crees,

and crees, and crees, and crees, And we're not conscious of that. We're not conscious that in

a house in a miscuit of a child is violence. Why? Because you you're putting

in a problem. If a little not has a same and you do you don't

that you don't know, with many mothers solteras, you're super, super-super-soned that not is something that

is something that we're something to start and we we started to talk.

But how people no has suffered abandon in these times? So,

children, adolescents, we're super-traum with the people, and that's

a more of the little. And then then you go to the aggression verbal.

No service for nothing. No no. It's doesn't.

And then go to the aggression physical. And then then the people to the

people that that, also, you know, I'm like, well, in the personal,

that's if you know, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, he's not, he's he's not, he says, he says, he says, my

father, I said, when I was, a person completely sobri, he, he gave to

to say, to me drugabab, and that for he, he'd be and that's, so,

so, so, don't you do you get with her, and, and so, is what

what's what's what is an aggression after another and another that's a way to do the entourn and the

environment and the environment because in the environment, I was my papas Catholic so in the entomner of

we're a family a family very dedicated to the work and to the values

and much people is there that's behind that that's so

so If you know, you're not you're going to change. So my change was to go to

get to get to other things. Even in the same university, this,

they'd know. And I battalya much because I was really I was

I was I was to make a good, I was that I was with

a water super, super free, me desalienable a lot of a lot of because I my gas, my renta of the department, my

school, my transport, all. But that was for that I was in the same. But in reality, I was in supervience. Because it was, I mean, no.

I mean, no. A la verga, is another pedd that, madres. Look, you say the people, is that, look at the side of

a bit, a bitatete, aventate the verga to watches. The netta, No, the netta, if you're doing, the net,

for the other that's, we're going to look at but we're we're going to go back to that's

that mad that's mad as a matter as superviency apennitas and resoged a little and I got re-air

and I got re-a- but I get you the net and I'm and living so you're

so yeah because you want to get something something in your Cerebrough when

you're is border. So there are many things behind to let's the violence like,

it's bullying. I'm, I'm super a favor of me mom the bullying and the sarcasm. To you know,

I mean I'm a little bit of I remember that I'm my stories of the house and

and I was and I'm and my friends are so you can't you can't how you can talk about

so you do be so sarcastic so tragical and at the way I'd be a bit of a real bit of my life is a

big chister, I mean, so you know, so you're in some way, you're in the same mode of supervivency,

is that's in the way, better than you get to be a lot more, and then I'm a little and yeah,

that's the time, but, so, yeah, is something that we're going to we're in

something that's something that so far in the same that's all we're all we're all we're all

moment the epidemic was, this, the COVID, right the epidemic of the health mental, I mean,

we're all all right, we're all we're doing this, and for the time we're not we're we're doing,

we're going to put a call to that we're to say, I'm going to I'm a man,

but I'm not I'm not really a man, I'm always me they're very much something,

and I'm doing a little bit a cation, so that no, now I'm going to disquitar and I

desquitable. And I think that's something that really about with the thing of the generos

that we don't know we're in the case, in the cases, our roles of the role

of the and of mom, are very destroyed. So one, you know, if you

do you do you're you're repit so, then I say, I think, I have

I have I'm super-travers zero vices, with a show of metas in the

life, super atletic, I see, I mean, I've even even even a

pair of that's that I'm not a farand a lot of I'm and I had a

I'm going to get to get a something. Like, a something. A

one was, no, well, no, but now was over the my

no, so, whatever something, whatever disgust so, any,

a a minuteita that's like like what with who what you about, but

with my my mom, or Cositas, like, something little,

I'd or that were very absorbentes. That would be used to that's, what you're,

even if you're a lot of, even, even, even, because I was, I was super accustomed to, and that I

nobody me said, and that I always did my things, and, but, precisely,

I, for that I didn't, because I'm in my house, it was, you know,

when you at the night, depending the day, or if no, puttasos, no? If you were,

yeah. Golpe's like... Look, I can't say, one of the house,

a company of the school was there, a primary, I was in the primary. And in the

primary, everyone was always was always was the role in my house.

So, this this friend, in peace, I was my

good man, I'm, I'm, a man, no, Cañon. Always was with me. I always

always me very can't. So he went to my house, I was going to see that I'm going to be in

the house, he, he, I think you to go to get to be to go to get out of

the house, at the eight of the night, my papa, say that's that's eight, and I'm

talking to you just a some desawgo to this to him, a my, a friend, a Mickey,

and he, he was talking and me said, no, he was much he was really, he was

religious for his mom, not like my pap. My papa, my is very fanatic and I said,

I remember that I'm sure that I'm going to the church because I'm and he was, and no,

Mickey was like her mom was like, no, we're going to something, something, so I'm very

very, so I'm out of eight, yeah, I'm at eight, I'm at a five, I'm at the

door, and the other side of the door, I had a barilla. Barilla? A barilla.

A barrija, I was to see a, I'm that my I said, the door. No see

if he 'll get, but the day next, my friend was shocked he's not sokeated,

Fanny, Fanny, you're you need, something, but no, he said, I remember

very well, the image of him, that's in the door, and he got a

and he said, and I think he he's not, I don't I remember well,

I don't remember that he did the door, my papa, my papa, the door, and just just to pass

the barrily that she put like that's like to be very sincere, I don't remember if me pego

or so me just it. The fact that I don't do you know I'm there's many. But,

so that was the idea, I mean, really what I did say, that I'm traumated much and that

I don't know the before I don't know to try the therapy because I'm

I'm I'm started completely dysfunctioner. So, then I'm

another brother, that also I don't do very well. I'm a not I'm a very good.

So I'm reflected in him and I'm, I'm not, I'm going to go to do you, no, I'm a

un- un-union of a job. A manor. I'm a manor. I'm the men, I'm the

men, so I'm the men, so I'm, I'm, the truth, is that I'm always,

always, always, I'm going, I'm going, I'm much the little bit the time

and the what I put, all he'd me go very very

in. So, I'm going to plan, it's a pandemic, I go to Tijuana.

I'm always always been very rational. So when I'm emotional, I'm really really I'm really to manage

those emotions. It's like the way, I'm sure my papa is me like, but I know,

I know, I know, I know that, I know that my father, I know my father, I'm

my father, no. My papa, no. Much generations know we can't manage our

emotions, that it means that we have responsibility about that. So, you know, I mean,

you know, I think the majority of the women they're going with their men, not because

that way not so you know, you know, you think you think you want, but not

does the things that you want, that you want, or that they're

that you want, so, so, so, that's a way, so it's

very different to that you acceptes a, to acceptes, a, to acceptes a

a that you acceptes a agression, to acceptes to be a

reputable, to that's a not a consequence about that. That's very different.

So, I mean I was, I was, I started to, I started to be with my to get to

the diagnosis, was that I was that I was going to get all my things. I had

had put a new thing, and I, and I, my symptoms were so constant,

that I I could work. I had a job in line, I had work on the

work's and I'm to get the work of the other, I just the one, I'm just the

I'm just a little bit a relax, I'm and I'm to get to my money,

I'm going my coche, I'm going to be to be to be sure I'm sure.

I'm really, I was like, solutions, options, and all the all of the all the

I'm quite without, I said, I'm just, I'm was all the fregapes for the other.

So my papa is psychologist apart of all. He studied. Yes. My papa

is a psychologist. So I'm always a relation distant with my papa for the same.

We don't to talk for years. And in that time just that I was in Tijuana

he was, he was he was to be something he was and I did he

want a family. For I have a family, I have to have to be a family.

We're to give the chance to my my papa, we're going to to make a relation.

I tried to talk to talk to him, I said, you and I, we know, we're all the life, but

with respect, without respect, but we're not having a good relation. You're not? You're not a good relation to

work much that part. Because I know that me was affecting in my, in my life personal,

at the moment that I want to that I'm so, no? So I'm I'm, I'm start to work

to do you not much so part, too, I'm, like, I'm not, the avion. So I said,

well, pa, I go. I'm a therapy, this, I'm, I'm going

coachings therapeutics, I go to the hiking, I'm my own, I'm going to my

meditations, and no, no, no, no, no, no, I don't

not, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm so, I'm, I'm,

so, I'm, I'm really, I'm not I'm able to do you don't know,

I'm I mean, I despera, me chocked their plattices, I'm done all the time I'm just going pures defectos

irritable, I mean, I was really, I was there's with the people and then, so I'm doing the

I'm doing, and then it's with a man, then I said, my papa, no, well,

is that probably pass this, yeah, I'm, I think that there was, there was, I'm,

I'm, there's, he was living in the city of Mexico, in a department, and there

also did a class of English. and apart it has a house in Aguas Calientes

that's a house I'm saying, go to the house to the house ofascalientes. I said, yeah, la chingadota, no? what I mean in my adolescence I took, the other than I said,

it was the reverse. Total that I'm another way in the house of Wascalient, it's the house that where my

my father and my not even my and I'm not even my way to be in my way actually,

my side more more sure that I've seen is being so-and- so- but I'm not my

feel without the responsibility of that being in Tijuana because in Tijuana they're all to pay rents

in dollars and then then I think well at the stress yeah the stress that still

still still regenerating, but and I'm going to the point of of the supervivency. So,

of another way, I was in a time in that point, in that point. And that's me,

I'm stressed about more than the normal, because I was, what I'm so, I'm still, I'm questioning.

All the time I'm in the oyo, all the time I'm in the old, so, and how do you

do? Uh, so, and then it's a, so, I'm, it's when I

I've had been I've been I've been normal, I mean, I said, a idea of

suicide, a lot of a lot of, so, like, so it's a lot of it's a

all over, a lot of me it's super normal. I said, I said, I said, all this,

we're, but this was more constant and more more important, I mean, I was,

I'm going to the door, so I'm doing the and I'm vented. And then then I'm saying,

I'm a-webo me aviento, no manches. What you? Well, well, I'm I was,

yeah, when I got, I'm with a , I'm, I'm surprised,

but, well, this, I'm said, is that, I'm any of

any of the , I'm, I'm know the , and the people me know,

because it's not, so, yeah, in a point very that's,

you know, you know, and if you, that's, I'm going to, the people, the people, then,

I'm, the people, yeah, that I'm the people, that I, because I, temporadas, me

I said, when I knew, I thought you, when I was like you because in the trai's a cargues a heart of stress

so, that's a mind you know, a vipra very pesate. So, I remember that I said,

hey, pa, well, is that I do I'm about, right, I'm not I'm not, I'm not,

I'm not, I'm not, during, without a day without, without, I'm not doing nothing

in my life, I, I mean, I'm not I'm going to be like, the recipe of

the psychiatrist, and And I said, and apart the therapies I don't I can't pay. Yes,

I'm here I'm you to do. If I get the day of the the

time. To be how you do you And so. And so I can talk to

talk about a little more. Total that I'm not I'm not

I'm said, no me doesn't not, but in that I was

in a point I'm in a question, and I don't I'm

I'm to pay to I've got to happen to this I know what's the

do me something because of the really if I'm a lot I'm doing I'm like I'm

I'm going to I'm I'm going to I'm going to my rescatches always all the minute hour

always always was a always I'm a so I'm I can't continue

so I'm I'm kidding without I'm I'm getting in a car I'm

I'm getting without all all my all I'm all my all I'm

so I'm So I saw my brother and I mean a lot of my brother because I know he doesn't

he doesn't exist. So I said, how do you know, how you know, you know, he's a

person super intelligent, he's a exegresado of the tech of Monterey of mecatronic becado.

No, no, no, no, no, no, that we have paid him back becado. He was

he was working in Bosch, he was, and then more, never more more, he'll be to work,

do not do do you to come to get a every when to he's a

very not a not a person functional so I'm I'm not I'm

I'm not I'm so I'm I'm so I'm so yeah total that with

the diagnosis when they're for me for me for me it's

he's quit with with medication yeah when when you

when you you know you know you more or you know

more of me gave much tranquillity. But then when I went recuperating and I'm and learning more

of the disease and knowcied more people who had a time. I mean a thing I'm

know, we're we're going we're going to do this. We're going to have a time of food and with

a lot of sleep, you're so much of my coach. So my image is

like fitness and some in some some way that's there's there sometimes. remedy,

then I invento and I'm so I'm going to have eaten and so it's a bomb of protein

and nutrients. And me asked, oh, and how do you do you do you do you do this?

How do you do do you? The people that said, way, how do you live? Because no,

no, I'm going to make sure that me was working my method and that it was difficult. It's difficult

to be in a, it's difficult to cleaner to the loo siding in the loo. The ultimate, I was just I was working and I was working well, I was

I was there no, you had I was the security to come to a company. So I was when you say,

if you're good, but you're to pay first a time. First, you have to pay the sacrifice

and then then I'm, then I'm something that I'm independentized, me independentice, and I'm

another again. I pass much time out of my house and I'm going to talk to be

my papa. My dad. Ah, it's, my papa to get my papas calientes. And yeah

I'm a family new, no? So, yeah, one of his alunas this,

he's, he's going, and he's going, and he's first to do the way to or something, or, no,

he was, this, this, this lady, a, he'd, a, a,

a, a, very turdia, but it's worth not worth to talk about of that's there's

shone t'cuchas and all the royaloup this novel. So, the total that's coming to come in

to the and for this, I've been convinced to my papa in that inter of that

was to that I was and that he was to try to psychologically that we that we

don't do because I also did coaching psychological to applicable to the

department. I said we're going to try To do not do. To me, it's a much that my brother is so.

We're going to put in amics to treat it between the two. Obviously, it's supposed that you can't try a family, but I said, it's that not going to come a doctor,

or you're going to you're going to do so you're going to so I'm there, that we're that we're in my

family to the house, but the fact it's very difficult for me the conviences and then I'm much out of it. I don't affect about I mean, I affected much outside,

not affected much of the convivance, but when when my papa, this, then I'd get to the house, or there was a class club, of a repent, me going to visit. And my papa, that's, that's, that's

no, that's that they're playing in the house, yeah, there's, no, the, sir, the, sir,

that's, that, who's been people, and, pa, and I'm, my, my, , and my,

No, it's that the other always, always, always, you know, always, you know,

and so, things, or I'd get a man, he's gonna he's a common,

he's that he has been that he doesn't, but no he said, but

your papa would have a defect so, like, um, how's the he's like,

like, schizophrenia, or something, my papa? No. My papa, no, no,

no, no, And those roos? Those decisions? It was to be because I always I've done. But where

he's the way of the question to get molestate? You know, I'm I don't know. A bit.

My father is very, from, from, it's a Randas, Halisco. It's a,

is an ambient very machista. My my papa, when I was a little bit

I was trying like a princess like to the three years, four years, five

years. After of certain situations changed the things. Cambian the things, I'm going to be

infidelity in my house and I do a lot of all. So my papa, me, me,

I'm also, and my mom and my mom and my mom is that the point is I was in middle and I

knew all. I was when my mom or my papa were in the cairno, I saw when they

were when they were, I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm begincied

when I'm know. So, there starts my rebeldi. But you know what

is what's It's manipulation And the manipulation Also, And that's a And so It's a lot With the

When there's Oh, Oh, I'm To get in ideas, Is that your Papa, is that

that's a That's a Verva Whate What's A net? It's a I don't

How's it Yeah, but is a Pendejism That's a Menthalida That's

Kittensel to your Caves'a The Verc Mere'er I mean, I'm going to to be

very sincere I'm today I'm you know, you know, you're you know,

you know, you know that's all that you know I think it's normal. Obviously

we know, no, no, no, no, but if doesn't, no,

but if yeah, I don't want to this I'm a man me,

me, I'm, me, I'm, to, to molestar of that form

or to do The borga, that for that's that's that's that you have to

have to a much attitude in the of the matrimonial has to have to

the woman and the and always talk to all and high and for that

for that always they get an an an an

an an community because because because the making

do do a to do a do a a very easy is a

it's very easy plebe to get with a question a more not you

know it's more no there's no there no, no,

there's a when the other person it's very it's

many problems and I why why I why my my

my and you me did this this you put another more

more more and the and you try you

it and you you say, you know, and there there's a big man,

me'll be to get a and then. And then it's, you know, it's the thing.

And then how's what's what you what's, what you with the relations?

Ah, you know, you know, you're being a father, I've seen with the

parents, you know, she's, you know, Carmelita, for putting a name to the

little to because the girl? Because the that has to be the that's the

thing you is when I say, we're going to we're going to we're going we're using the

need to be a need to get a little bit more that you what you want to the

the wife, the part of the part of the heart and go for that

the man's the yeah the name the I'm sure my dad

my dad my no I did a man I did something is a

pinche a thing that no. At a little the little

the little it's a see, it's a man, I'm going I'm going

because I'm really mullied to the hell of the gymnasio and I'm doing a little

and so a little so and I'm way, I'm a penit to the verga

so then my Jasmine is that is very important all what you

are saying and explain it and of a example

you you, in your, in your role personal, but I'm sure that much

people are going to or pass for something like sure that's sure that someone more is

going to and you know that's fair and you know a parenthesis before you that's part of the

matrimonio that is that I'm sorry, I'm sorry, the matrimonio is a business, the two

puten, the two they're both they're doing, and many many times we've been like the

the other and I, I go to and I'm going to win. And that's... In the

case of a woman. Or, um, women are the same. I'm sorry. I'm not.

What I've seen. No, experience property, but what I've seen. That's,

that's very apart. A little. A bit. Never. You've never you've been, I've

been a company. I've done one. And, well, a way and a one way and

that was the other was the bata had just the these two years. So, then it was

a little together and we were just two months, not more, and with the other person during more

than a person that's a person that was committed that's more more than that and that's that's,

so. Well, and? Yes, well, that part we know, we're,

we're just, we're we're reflect in our life cotinian, with our with the

work, what it and, you know, And you know, what is the worst of all?

That when you do you do you have a lot to do you don't have a lot of

that's a system in Mexico we don't have a system that's that

the violence to the woman, I'm about the violence in general. I can

to tell to me me me attacked one one in the one

various but one that the to get me attacking. And even so, no do you say,

I don't do you know, I know I'm to do you to do to your house, did with your

family, his father, he was in the carcel, I did all the data, you know, what's the policeia?

It's that they're they're going to care of here. I, only had a person,

I only had a lot of I'm just got a more courage, I said, no, mamels,

no, we don't we're when it's when it's of my father was a

casuality I don't know to be a question like a question. A word.

A word or one of a distance that they said? Like a a

for not play because the battle, this other the other

the other the other people a person civilized with

going to resolve the things to the problem

more kind of the problem in a question. All of our

What happened this this time? You've talked about the context. I was out of house, me invite to live to your

other way. I'm going to another way. I was studying and I was doing it. I'm saying, you know,

to work to work at the school, you're going to the house, I'm going to the house,

renunciable my job, I'm going the contract in my apartment and and at the

second day, how you're going to go? How you go? But, but for why? Why?

Why, so? Abrette. And the reasons that the reasons that the reasons finally,

in that time, in that occasion, was because my mama yeah, I was reagania, yeah,

when I was reagania, I'd say, yeah, I'd be like, yeah, and I didn't do

much courage. I mean, I'd be grittable, so I'm getting, like, my mom,

a tonteria, in that time right, my mom, the fact, my mom, the really, is that, much. And I

feel a pardon with my mom because my mom also was part of in their moment. And I feel a pardon

pure with my mom. I don't feel like any rencour, the respect or nothing. I'm

that I have recognized and it has done but in this moment, in those moments,

my mom was like she was like, she I'm a question, she, I'm saying,

that we know, we're not, so, but she I'm not, but she she's

to be the house, so you know? So, you know, well, you know, well, you know, I was a lot because, um,

I went to, um, and they were many, my primos of the prince of the rap, that's, yeah,

I've got to get a, yeah, I've got to a carrily with, with memes of that, but, I,

say, I'd say, I'd say, that situation, so, all the situations, they'd repetian,

and already, the adult, passed, that I, I'm, I'm, under this crisis of borderline, I'm going to

and, and, then, and, I'm, I'm going to have the therapy constant,

even in that the same day that I'm going to with the psychiatrist and desperated, me says, Yasmin, not you're

not you're doing that your father to get to be getting, and I, oh, I'm,

so, yeah, not the same form, but he, because he knows, because he's

why, because he's what is my vulnerability. And it's, like a a Couchillito of a palo

sobre of that over of that and that and I'm humiliated and me was like and I'm I'm like

so I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm what is the problem that I'm that I'm

like you're I'm like okay I'm sorry I'm I'm a situation in the where

I'm in a question in a car right he's in he got he got to he got

a car new in a coche new in this time I never I don't want to put my name because,

I said, I'm going to my dad, no? Well, it's another of the stories. So I said,

well, no, we don't know to make a rent, because I'm going to go to work on the

way that I'm working. But I need to be my hours, so that. You

me quited a coche that no me you're not to do a thing, take the money of

the car like a money to and all that's like the space, that no you can't

occupy, or that's it, take it like a rent. And, for favor, respect my space, because I'm already here live, and this where I'm, respect, my integrity and my person and my space. Because I don't you're not to be lefting the respect.

Sure, that in his moment, was it expletable and I said, and so, but many times I'd be acercalfe with my papa, no? We're going to be a judge. He'd say, we're going to be a judge, that's, that's

a mediation, but respect to my space in this house when I I'm here. Because I never was there. And when I was, I'd, me I'd say to the door when I'd say to the vigilantes that no me to let them pass.

Oh, no, no. I mean, oh, no. I mean, jod, jod, jod, jod, what it was. Total that, I, me, I'd say, me, I mean, I remember. Total, that, no, I accept. No, accepted. So, I just, I'm to do. I said, well, what I do?

I went to the Institute of the woman and I said I can't have a judge that me help to medial

this situation also not that that's a person there is a not a not me interest

to make the only what I want to that is that I'm in curation I'm in

sanation and I'm doing for me only and how I'm so

so is that you you're more of the man, I'm saying, no, no,

he said, I'm going to he said, but this situation not a right, it's a

situation that I never denuncied and that I need a need to

a support to to to be to work and the only

that I think is that's me respect no, no, no,

we we're okay, I'm for this for this for this for

my two put more more more rather so

so so it was we We've got to grab us all. Fifat, what level of disconfiance

you're in your house to grab? And I don't see in other families, but I see much with with the parishes. That the

parents have in perils and pass that. So, so I mean, me gave much terror, not grab because

right I, you, you see very well, right I'm very good. But when I do you're in

those moments, the really is, the consequences, the suicide, is the more that you can't

pass because you you don't get a medias. But that's so the stress that you can give a embolia,

you can't give a paralysis. So I started to all that and I said, because I have been

I've been very much, I'm a food my food, my exercise, my, I'm really,

I'm really, I'm really, I'm really, I'm to pay for this when I always I'm

always tried to care me, to help me, and now the person that me did not want to

give me no, they medications. Why? So, I said, okay, no, there's a pedd, I'm a person

a person and I'm to get a other. I mean, I'm going to a lot of the thing to be able to

make a lot of things to go back to do this, because the last time that I'm doing this is I'm going to

this, yeah, there were amazas of the part of the time, and I'm

doing it the really, I'm surprised, what I'm said, what I said, and I know that I

was a dog-dicta, and I was more a more than that. So, I said, I'm going to inventer. Yeah,

I'm allantable I'm to come my dad, and I've done. When I go, he made my mom and

I said, my my dad, other way, my dad, out of this there, my papa me intends the telephone,

he met to the house, and I, there's when I paniqueed, it's really, I'm, my, my, and my

my point, I'm going to do you know to do that. So, so, then I'm just control,

and I'm to go to the window, because he's met, I'm going to the window,

the he comes to the door, and he he's, and I'm to get to

the phone, but I try the little, so I'm trying to rebatate the telephone,

I don't how is, I'll let me my father and my papa see the

the window and then me go he'll with the mark of the window

but I know how if you the red the phone, I'm and I

go, yeah, I'm make a patruia because the thing

that was that's we're we're we're we're just and we

we're so I'm so, total that not so I'm how I'm

we're we're we're we're we're confused in your

moment if I did clear, my my father me

and I'm going to do this to get to the question, I'm so I'm

so I'm so I'm so on an alarm and I know the and I'm in that

the window of the kitchen so I'm I'm a person and I'm

really and I know I'm actually I'm just because I'm

and even my path psychologically I mean, psychologically, I don't able to do anything. I mean, even in a

terror, even in some moment, courage, I don't, because no, I don't know, because I can't

have any I'm not. I can't say, that's not, psychologically, so, for me, for me,

for me, I've got to the plato, to get the on the person, and he's me quitted

and he's he's, he's, he's, he's, he's, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, no, I think. So then there is calm the cause but when they get to the policeis,

I know what I'm going to me, way. You've got to me? Me they're to be.

Me they're to be. I mean, it's all right? So, I'm going to the rasterts to do you

like a alarm and, never, and obviously, but in art of manseals even, even they're

even they're like, you're saying, manoteas so, with the with the if someone

to do you, This, yeah, so, I said, no, it's a certain, and my papa says,

for this, too, my keys, my, or my, my, my

box, no I'm a total, that my man, my little, my cell,

my and I regress to my things, and I do I'm to my

mother, he said, I'm, I'm, no, so, no, he gets to the

one, but I know, but I'm a, but I look for the second

piece of my my room and I go, ah, carl, well, yeah, I'm a man, but it's a man, it's supposed to when you're going to, they're going to, yeah. Yeah, and they're in, no. And I'm so rarer, no? A lo-mohor, no?

A lot more, some pendejada's my of my head, but a me, it's a me so rarer. And I go, I'm going to the police. The first thing I said, he, he said, official, no see if he'll help him to

help him, but for you do count as common as these things, for favor, pass to my court. I said, no, no, no, I said my papa, for this, this chava

that's a child that's a child that's a she's a thing, she's she's she's

and when the police and he says my papa, no, no, look how he has a

child and he and he and I get to see that what I'm a way of

most, I want to put there's there the pinche pedita of that you're

the cagas you know you know the message of me you know total that you may

I said, I said, no, this police to me not will help. My mom had been in a way to

get a patrol. And so there is when I was like, I'm just to start to transmit it

and I'm to explain the situation. And I still do you still still still still still

still can get to the police and I say, let me get us to get us

to put us to make to come to my house and not me to be to live in

peace and I'm every a million years, no? This,

obviously I know that much people will say, well, you're going to be in a house that

you know, but no, you know in the context of hey, vent to come back.

Obviously, when I go back, I'm going that I'm going to get to get to get

to be a thing, like any other other relation toxic. You get with the

hope to the no, mames, yeah me I'm want to

try to be a going to change the things. You know, and,

obviously, as a you think that's that's that's not a obviously

not. Although one say no, and that he he'll do you and that's divorce and the

dream and that's no. You're strong that's other thing and you're

a but that soo so you always always there. So,

I, I, I, I, I, I, I was a thing,

it was a little dangerous of all. although it was dangerous, it was the most

dangerous of because if me was at least there was there was someone who I was to have a

and I was and the people in my own family I don't you know because you denunciated

to your father? You're they're not they're they're but the attitudes

are they're they're not they're not even they're and you and you and you

don't know you do you think you Because if we put in a context of of parishes, the children

are you in front to the abandoner. You're in front to the abandon to the other family. I'm like, I can't

say that they're abandoning because I'm, I'm like the confidence of that if it's something I go to

and I'm going to get in any problem. Obviously, no, I'm going to say, let's go,

come to be to say, I don't know I'm not, I'm not so I'm too too. I'm not

I'm not I'm at other But I feel that I'm sure I still can't have help of them. But I don't

feel the same convivance as I mean the same co-bijo as there's some people who they're a lot of

and they're a thing, it's it's fair that me those who were in some my figures paternas

now also my my own my own my own was like my own my own

was of that I don't go to a corner but to you not to I'm

to be to talk to you? What is that? I don't go to the skin, but to you I don't

to go to my my brother. For me my my brother is an example of a

man, like a like a father, like a son, for me is a

great example. And I'm very much and you me asked at the

initial, you're just to to live only because the people

say to be to you I'm the people yeah

it he went. And me he left in a moment in that I needed to you those needed and not those needed to

me defendier. Those they were to be able to get them. And if you just they're not

they're going to need to do it but you know, you know, you know, I'm right

I'm right I'm right but in moments of Border that's, that's mental and emotionally and emotionally

then, well, that's what does what the Border. What what is

is that is situational in my case. In my case, situational. Every that I'm a lot of

stress, usually are a play with my papa or, or something. That's my in the personal.

There are people that live in the nothing. So, amnescene and, oh,

I, whey, so you know, then it's situational. In my case, every,

I have a situation too of stress, and my neurotransmissory, then my is when

it's when or so it's out of control and I'll do a time in a time.

So, what was the most what caused that you did you did it the most

that you caused this the border? I'm the violence. The violence familial. Because

I can talk about things of chiquita or, for example, the stress that you

said to be the great, that I had I was a

little I was I had responsibilities of adult. That was stress. All the time was stress. But in one of the situations

that I think the silence, the stress silencers, is what the most to carcomet. Because, for example, in my case, when one that my dad me left out and the people saw someone, said,

to help me, obviously no me did get one to a house, abusored me, me regressersers, and my papa me met me a a cogetiza

also. How many? How many? 16 or 17, more or less? A bit. 16, but,

but I'm saying, you know, it's a one one a lot of, you know, so,

were various situations different. So, those situations silenciosos, is to those are the

I refer. Or the the fact that I, the I'm, the young, the people,

I'd have a count, because, my papa me went, and I were, they'd,

they'd count, they'd be a rare. And, for example, I don't,

when we, we were, we were in some people, me said, they'd in the situation rare with my

father. No, they'd what I was, and I never would talk about, obviously.

No, it's like, my papa, the net, I, I'm a man,

eh, I, like, like, no, like, I'm, like,

you know, but, you know, you know, you know, was, you know, you,

because not you, you're, if you have money, if you're a little bit, if you're

a little my time, I'm going to get a un-as-old you know, you're not you're saying

to do you know, my kids, they'd be a better other people that was, and I

would be, and for that you don't you never you don't know, I'm just about

apparently, but never is only, and I'm yeah, and fiat the,

the the role this of, or that, that I pass

between father and the father. It's very bad. But the

culture that you're what I'm or the custom is that

I'm I can talk about that I'm the only that I can't

say is that I see for my tias that they were

that they were a situation that sometimes they had a

thing with my abuel so so was a

situation much so so so I think my

I perceive that my I think I wanted to have like in the rancho, like you, you're not, but you're, but very, very, very,

very, very, so when I rebella, that I'm going to to reveal her their realities of obviously there, ah, she's, this a newie

rebel, this a new rebel for a machista, imagine, you know, and, you know, and is my, it's like, I think,

had said that one of his kids were gay, a machist or something.

This this is rebel. So, of that's, then they start, you know you're not to do you

don't have to do you do this you know, to do you want to to do you don't you

can't do you can't you're not, you're not so you're so I'm so, I'm sure

because I'm a man because I'm a girl so I'm so I'm my father my father me

got to castigar one one when I was a second and not I'm

going to say my my my father to be the my not a

not a he was that I'm going to the school so that's that contradiction

no me you know it's more the machism I know

more I'm and I see that my father and I don't

have the power to me you there there there

there there there there there so So, Fugate

the thing how you you know, you think that your father did you

because he took to lead with a a daughter, for so to say,

the rebel, I think he know that he know that many people

that are that they're that you know you never never?

Yes, they're in a couple. The first that I

went to my house is at the year in the little but they're

together. My father were in my dad's I'm I'm I've had

time to live and I yeah, and that's another other story

that my father so my father was my mother super like

he'd do all but the moment in the they're

the what's they're to do what's What is to do you know? Oh, go,

he metia and he made a therapy and he said to be there's me, you know, no, no, I was not, and I want to

get to get to the house. And I'm in that time always I'm like that's very close for my

work of and so so I'm, and I talk about the role of his divorce that's a

thing, she's a time she and I and I don't have been about about an year or two,

more or less and I I'm very and I doble- and I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, So then I'm how is the role that that's not the problem with my brother and with

my father even the demand to get her to get her when my mom he helped

to do what he did, you know, many things. Obviously, it's derivative

of the machism. I don't think my father is a bad person, and

however, much we have, we're we're we're responsibility of us

corrective to not going to other people to say I if I grew-s-you-s-dice.

So, I think my my papa no-supon-mage, that to us pass, not-savere-manage a situation. I think with me not knew the situation,

no-sup-ke-to- and that's- what-to-he-cure. And so, and, consequences-negative, obviously. How-tas-n-

people not are going by this... for this system of the machism? muchismas and not

only the women, I can't say that the violence also you're going to you're going to

you're going to you're going to because there was a violence and psychological the net yeah

that's I'm oh yeah oh yeah it's it's been easy way

it's yeah yeah fielate no what what I what

very well, fiel, that is something that in the personal me characterizes and I

do you do with and I'm doing the things well, what I took about

it was and with that of that I did that that then when you

you start that that that that that the part of your

partner you and you you and one of them was way

then what he wants? If I'm doing the I'm sure I'm I'm sure you know

I'm pamp bam pamp something you're start you're going to start you

yeah yeah that I'm yeah so I'm okay then I'm to do you to do you

to be the ideal is good with her and shit to my I'm the

yeah I'm the after I'm no no and I'm emcomient to God that's

what I'm I'm sure that was what I'm me encombending to God and me

a guide and what happened a signal that little that I took that

decision that it was it passed this before this

before to care and I don't wait salte salt

what was what I did that day I I'm I'm I'm

my car and my there with some cameras to distract me so. Because in

that ballita I have a very good and he he gave and he gave

a good I'm much more more than I so I'm so

I'm so I'm I'm to be back in the night and

I'm and again the same cantaleta and I did

I well tomorrow to the the more secal. Ah, I'm I'm going to

I'm doing with all that's and I'm and I'm and when I'm I'm doing

to do this I'm I'm not can't be so my mind you can't be the

pinches stress and I have to have to do you do do

I'm not I'm not I help me well I'm I'm I'm

I'm a voice of internal I'm you you're to receive

a little a failure, but that signal, tomala much in account.

Because a part of there, it's not it, all to change. Oh,

manned, and when it came to and it went to one to the verga,

for the night yeah not was a lot, to be to the

verga. And no, and no, so one, I'm just, when I I'm

I to I to question to question me why would be

I'm the custom of the that you with the you with the

first that you and so that's I'm a bad I said I

what that's going to I'm I'm I'm I'm

the women don't want a man that was

my to that And here to to the I'm going to do a chisel I'm

not malo no malo the net no malo in questions of the of the no

Simon I'm going to say chiro no ma I'm going to go and I'm going to

make a serious and I'm to be not so I'm a bit of a cootorreo a

oh well well well well well well a month a supapona

to know that I gave God, there's a there's a shingada because you call to the

and I'm and I'm to talk about with a chava yeah, so the month and

I'm going to I'm and I'm to remove the emotions very beautiful and I yeah,

yeah, I'm sure I'm this is this is a good my guacket and right we're getting

a chiquette thank you our Thank you. Thank you. Our house, yeah, thanks to God. All right.

All right. And now I've seen the things different. Yeah, no, it's that Jorni,

that Carlos that said that I was a kid of the chingada. No. There are women

good. There are men good. No, more than, to, to have to

sacrifice. There is to learn. There, to learn and sacrifice. And, well, I think the

fact of being transparent, you're going to attract what you want. I think that's, it's a plus. Yeah, it's a, it's a, it's a, it's a, say that, as you're not, they don't

need to the, to the, to the, to the, a, a, that the people is, to,

say, to be, you, all the verga, whatever, compa, it gets, ,

it gets, the person indicated and about about relations of

the new and relations of love relations of

family to because because you something I'm going to

resaltar and very many many my so my socios

my foiper me to I want to until the day that I put very,

but very disciplinal because all all that all what had said earlier

was was what I'm doing and you say you don't have been because you

have been to be a so you learn to learn to learn and yeah from

and I'm in carriol I'm I'm a barga how you how you see?

Well, there there is the that you can't the part of

all right we're that you know you don't you don't know

you know, it's the man, if you know what you know, it's that you know, that's going to be the

way to do this way, because also I'm, I'm doing this. But, and it's like, my, so, you know,

so it's very difficult to make a family. I think has done a very big and a start, and

after it's because to make it, and not me refer to not a economic. No, and it's not far

and it. And, and that you're, that's you're is something that's that's a

notry much your family, that you are going to get a lot of things that that's a whole of the

thing that not a lot of just a little bit of violence, of infantil, familiar. I think you

going to be very conscious with respect to that and then now I'm really, I want to have

because not because, you know, educate it well, ask it do you get a

rightito, so it's very can't a year I'm asked that one, a person

a person a known my man he asked, oh, because I

saw you a story that I'm my baby. And me said,

hey, you've seen a and I did have to have a little

the experience me said. Alue something something is

something is a very beautiful. But not is a not

of nothing that's nothing. I feel I feel

in the difficult in the in the in the in in the

pair has been one that that can be it. It's

a man or a woman that you have one that's that

that because if the two they're they all a valio

a all and that that that that when

the other person is a this the encarrila

in the incarrient but if she she can

carry to continue has to it's what possible to the verga because if

this you're going to say you're to get to get to the

thing I'm to make the thing I'm going to do you know what I'm your

and this case I'm that I am the more the

more that's but I'm and I think I'm myca and

to be, be, be, be, calmate, me, cha, pherat, tell me me, tell me, or reclame something a little bit more. Because not I'm perfect, so, yeah, there's, there,

have to be platicable, have to have communication. Yeah, is that, that's what you can't, and at the final

of all, yeah, all very well, and I'm, I'm, yeah, what you cost my amor,

my amor, relaxate, I know, I know we're living something new, And I'm to say

a thing new because to me not the first I'm and I'm

a new now. And I'm trying to how to get this, but

if I learned I'm I said. Now I know how, I

am I agree, I'm to say that if here there's a inconvenient

this roo we're going to get to be to get to the But if no,

two, three years. How do you do you to get to the, matrimonio or the

new or the juniors? Of, of 50, how do how do you get in the divorce?

Well, well, so, it's better so, look. How many how many

times? I think, I think the one percent if at a casse, no, I don't

know, But if is a It's a percentage It's a very bad Very bad

Yeah, and now there's there there's there starts the suffering

I'm I'm I don't no no no it's

yeah no plebe net I I'm I'm I'm

I'm I'm I'm this verga I'm who I'm who is who

is and I'm because it's a person that he yeah knows how is the

pedo but he he gave me he gave that and now that I'm

saying you know you see you and you how was your

family my development like the role of your your

mom your mom my mom oh okay okay I'm I'm

I'm so I'm so is machista if it's machista but thank you

God never there's that's no benefit much because in my

family we're two men and a woman so my brother

is my brother so is a macho simon and I know if my

father had or no has that the heart to help

but I'm that the I'm that I'm that I'm I'm a lot of

I'm even if had been I'm have had I'm that I'm don't

that I'm that because never there was no there

no there so so so so and that so

and I'm so and I'm my father is really that was

a really was really was very brava And so, if you didn't

keep in the very impulsive. So, so I think that I, I think,

I'm, and alcoholic and my papalcoholic, very alcoholical, cronical, but you know,

what is the best of that all that's, that's there's much the intelligence of

the children. Or you're still the same patron, or desaces that you so that you

see that you are a very very very a good and you

do you do you do you know you I'm the I'm I'm

we're the we're we're to the we know to the family me know

me know my family a month I'm to sender the chamac

the chame the chame a one a month a she yeah

you've you just you've just you and What difference of accords

you have right like a comparison? I feel no, the that a

woman has energy masculine the riega much. The

really. No, it's a not a not something you

say you is that you, because you, why not you don't do you make

more to the woman or like you the no no

it not it is how you're a regular a unconformity in a

if the two have the same energy you're going to be able very difficult very difficult and the

really and the really and the one is not you know and they're and get the barreta

and the other no because I well this pendejo so so that's the

thing that's the wrong because it's error I'm I'm I'm

I'm and the same me do you But why you think that

that's that the best of the experiences before experiences before

I'm I'm can't say that's my case with her

to be she not because not it was I I'm

I I'm I'm I'm that I'm like that

I do I do my I'm and that

that was that was that is that is

the man when when when it It's It's

how how I like I'm to give a woman and to be a provider?

Yeah. Yeah. It has to have much, how you know, it has to

have to let's care the woman for that the self-estim of the

man suba. Ah, verga. You have, you you have to

make to make to make a a thing that's it's

solution and that's no, the verga my batto is a verga

and the and the man so pavonea yeah this this

old water fresh and there starts the and then

that's the is the is the energy masculinity and the energy masculine.

The woman makes to make more makes to but but if right with

many with many I'm I'm I'm a question I'm that you think that's

that the person that's a person that's a trauma too and we

do that we're we're we're not a thing not it's something

that we're that we control we're that's something that's

a little more more sure but it but it's horrible it's

horrible it's horrible because there there are women like you did

do you did it do do you He wants to be the protector, the provider, the role of the man. And it's like, ah, Capron, what I do?

No, well, but no, they're just too. It's horrible. All right. All right. And, and not, and not about your situation specific, but to all us pass,

for having a, to have seen, I've seen a manch, I mean, I've seen for a papa of my kids, but it's been, more, in some masculinity is very downed.

No, me arreged. Look, yeah, sure. And you I'm going to say one when I

started to identify the part of I was a provider, the first muchach that I

knew, and I tried to formalize something, because never we've been

we're to do and a past all there's there, no, there was

the net, but never was formalized, then I said, I'm

a verga boy, I am I'm this pincim-morr has like five, six years

than I don't know is the same that you. So, so you don't

in the same in the same care. From from, alert.

Because if you you want, because if you you want to she's not you don't

you're doing, not I don't think that you're but are thinking

the majority in to do you do, do you to do this,

that come me, this, that I you're to do in this, and this,

that they're not being in, in, in, something, to make, because

the man, because the man, that's the that if the that if you

get the the word of the that's a man to

you can you can even you, Although you Although no

Hasn't Funcionado The But you You do you You know You know That's

And he's And he going to And you The And I You can And

I'm I'm the Because God God no me No me No

I'm But I know I And I And I And And

You And You So You're And No like,

like, thank you. Ah, exactly. This woman me choked the man, my boy,

I'm sorry. I'm going to get a verga, me, get to get the karma, because I'm

thinking of someone who I'm going to and that's something. And that's the woman, and that's

like, it's like, no, I don't know that's, but that's something, like you

you know, it's very to be a man. So, it's like, to you know, a little

to be this person, but you know, that's, that was something for you that if

something that's you're going to be a whole, you're going to get a little bit

but there you're going to be a very, very, very, very, very,

very, very, very, very, very, I think is what what

the most, let, let's the people, when they,

or, they, they're that the word, the word, um, I,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, not, but, but, the peg,

for that the thing, Yeah, the state of all. Yeah, I'm going to I'm going to a man that's sure

that I'm sure I'm the way to have the girl I'm the girl or she's that I'm

the girl the verga and I'm and I don't, no, no, no,

I'm not to use to that because it's after before I'm so how many I can't

you can't I'm not three years four, when much. And I I'm going to have the

woman that I want to be Why? Because my security me do even not try a

because in that time not I'm a lot and you you're going to I'm put a a preo

one of the how was your problem? It was in an anthro the net in an

in this time I used to go to go to and postia and postia and I'm and compare me

bottett and the barge and here I'm going to put a to do you well

I'm I'm well you I'm And from and then both we'd know that

that was that was that was that was that's that we're and I'm going to

go ahead and I'm I'm I'm saying I'm let's say this way to hear me say

because here in this I'm going to let's say to the people who here in the

so you can't talk and he he can he's he's he's

he's it's It's just to understand problems of of those that are with us.

They're not not part of the team, no more. If they're going to be as a problem but I'm

here not I'm not because we're not because we talk about I'm going to I'm

so I'm notable like, like, like, I'm not like, you can't

get to get the whatever you can't always when you be sure, you

clear and you you're to be and you have served because you're

to get to the mukeko how is a and it and it's something

that's that that's that's that has to never

to because the that is that's that you have

to you can't you can be a woman

with we we're that we're to inspire to

to other women. To what? To them a decision yeah before

in reality the message is for women's like I've seen women I've seen men who've not been

the institute of the woman and the institute of the denuncias there is violence and you're

men you're discapacit or you're a woman is violence and it's a institute special

for the violence I'm a a a one a a friend

a this and And I was getting and I was like a and I'm

going to and he was a police with a rasa black canadianse the chabos

a so a matter of some moretons and he he was there was

there and he's in English he he he's

to explain to the police that what you you said

a a man a great he he was this

situation was that They were together and they separated, but he

he was he was paying him and he was like to the chava for celos yeah in

his room and he was put so he was going to and so his life he was

he felt the respect and never he he didn't he was never he never he

didn't never was a situation that was a situation that he was he was

he was so I so I so I so I said the message about

for all to have to is violence. And even someone that you ames much,

has a consequence and has a responsibility. It's your responsibility, permit it, too. I don't

come here to say, I'm a victim, no. To me, I did, because I permitted so many

years. Those 15 years, me could have been aorraught not only only

only the limites with him, but all the people that the people that's the

message is for all. We have to be very conscientent of what

is the violence and that We have to put limits, although we're doing much. Because it's the only that we're to protect. And,

both to us, as those who are you say, there's a lot, there's times that the problems those have you have to be to stop that

train. I, the really, I don't have any expectation of legal. You think I want to

imagine to my pap that he's something? Really, no. I don't have, I'll have for all what

I've been for all the bad what I've lived, what it's normal, But to me, when I did the denunciate, because I don't have to say, I said that me

they've got to be there. That's there where they're and, and they're going to, oh, you, because you're because you're here? Me, I said the of the Travehora Social, no, you have to be to be in the Institute of the Mugent, denunciating to your pap. And there is when I do do it, no, for other thing. Right, is it's a denunciated?

Yes. And how is the It's very Lent. It's very Lento because for the circumstances

and he was done that's that's so frened much the process. How that's

that's this maldita me will get in the halone if no I was I'm

I'm to let me I'm a I was to say to my papa that I was that I'm

that were that are to defend me. So I think when I said that that's to my

papa he he's I was imagine and I mean, I don't you know, you know,

and see, I'm going to see, I'm in the first, and then it's always I'm in

it's always in patruya. But you know, I'm back to get to get a that the drama is a theater.

You know, you decide if you want to be in it, or if you want to be a spectator or if

you want to be a cost it much no, that you know to cost it really, I'm used

when I had had done the denunci I had to go to to do, to make and so

because I'm a lot of that's, that's, what's, that's, I'm,

I'm, I'm going to go to do my papa, and I was to go to that me, I'm going to

do that, I'm going to go to go to go, because right, he's not going to

get a more of aggressive, I'm also, I'm not too also, I'm

so I'm a gachach on the the hands, I'm I'm going to

get the yeah, you're so, then you was like my ped, we're in the

way that's in the road, I'm going to look at the person, I'm I'm going to have to have to be prepared

for if some consequence that's a more transcendent and if not pass, the only that I

want is that I'm a record. Because so in Mexico we can't, I know,

a register of, for I'm a number statistical, of that that many denuncias

diaries, That's that's the ones that are the that are in the

people are the people who are not we're in a number of violence and we know

we know we know we're and we do much more we're we're we're

we're we're we're we're we're we're we're going to

the theme spiritual and your border think me that's a good

podcast we to invite to invite our our friend Ariadne. No,

you took to see the podcast of her? Yeah, I'm

I'm recommend. I'm I'm to go in the last year I think

to and it is a something good. If you're the

podcast the second part with the two together

to do we're so so we do you so so you

do so thank thank to thank you thank God

you, thank you. We'll be there. I'm going to your your social,

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more secure. And it's that is the most we have mead. I mean.

I was I got her love to the soledade. And not because I wanted. Because it was weird.

It was but but but something something. Yeah. Like a

song that says, Accompaniam to be a son. Arjonita of my

my heart. Thank you please and I'm so. In

where? In where we know? No, the Besso in Oh,

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