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Episode Date: March 1, 2023

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Plevada, what roo! Here we're starting, salusita with the invite. Presentate, for favor. Hey, what on? I'm Rachel Fernandes in all the reds.

Oh, yeah, no more. No more. What you do, you do you? Well, I'm a model, creator of content, and facilitator of plantas ancestral.

There's to pay because I occupy a plant, you have to pay you to get to get a plant. It's difficult to get a plant? Yes, they're difficult to To get.

The plant's more difficult to The yahuasca. Neta? Because it's in the Amazonas And so they're, it has to do 100 years the plant So it's a good

medicine, a good yawasca. I imagine that there are people that are before it's when it's a good because they're young,

some plants, young. And how is a way of that? The yawasca that's a yawaska that is a time? Yes, it's a brevage.

It's a brevage. of various, of various, of the plants and you like a tea. Ah, it's like a

like a shotcito. You know, they're done in a shot and it's in a shot. And it's a

very same they're doing night, some ceremonies of the and it's a very intense. What is

the experience of a voyage in a yahuasca? Well, all are different, but in no personal,

I've taken to yahuasca six times, six veces, and, so, all are

different, all have been different, but the first, you know, first you feel you

have been to be a bit of a lot of I'm in a lot of I'm in a sensation

intense of and I'm know that I'm not even because I'm I'm and they're people,

and they're that's you're you're you're getting you've got and all the feelings

that's got and then my father. It's it's like so you just like

you're so you take you you're you're just like a like a Sme.

You know, you start images, enter to your mom, enter to the people with that you're

to get to get to be to get to the front, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, my father

for things about things, PLAX of adolescence, but like that's a much rancor, and I

saw that I do it, and I'm to get to a point where I'm, I'm, I'm,

and thanks for all the you've done, and then I know, and then I, the

life is a night, but my life changed totally, then. Supered

all my father. I'm a my papa. I'm a mother. And I'm all the

thing I'm doing it's with the love of a mother. But why not you did it

natural? How? Or so without a need a need of a business? Because

a part of the plantes ancestrales is you're a part of the bucked

where you know that's or the baso where you are that you

see to understand it, because we know we're hogs in a basito of water, because we've been the problem enormous or super

great and when you're putte and you're up to you're going to you're going to you're at the other point, well, you know,

that's all this it was all that you know, the ayahuasca in si it's like all the possibilities of a problem.

So, you say, ah, you're to understand, it was for this, it was for this, it was for

the other. It's a reflection of you myself, it's a way to a way to

a way to before to you before, before you do you know, to say,

you know, to say, how was the your relationship your with your father? Pelea.

Pure, a playa. All the days we'd go to get to get a a good was a

something was a lot yeah, yeah, yeah, he's, I'm trying to be

in my carient, I'm getting, that's sentiment of because me gore, no

me want, my my dad was, my dad, was, but I'm me, I said, my father, no

me said, my papa, no me he wanted, no me want. And all what I reclam about, well, I reclaimed many things, and all time, I was for that, I mean, I, I mean, I musterunct, I, I don't have idea of what was this, no, I was about, I'm

my, my novio, that's my, in that moment, no, it, was my my friend, me, he said, me, took this plant, and I saw, he, and I'm the, so, the most horrible that I've done, and I said, I want, I don't know, I'm,

I want to say, but with the idea of To care of the devil, too. No, I mean, but sanas. Sanas, any problem that you have you.

I said, I'm going, I'm so that I said, and my intention because you metes an intention, because you're going, was to

go to the father, and then, so I did the play the most that you've with your father?

It's that my papa always has been very stricto so, then I don't know, but it was for

the fact of the to care me. So, I never me never never made to get

after after the one of the morning to get to be to live in the other people,

my clothes, the I mean, the I'm a I'm a lot of

a play, so you're a day, I think I got, I'm, because I'm after

I'm at a little bit when I'm then, so, then I get to at the

three of the morning, I think, and, I was I was waiting in the cell,

and I had, I was all all the things that I had said,

and I'm apart I gave peda. So, it's like I'm like he I'm going to get to the

I'm here to get in my case, and I'm my wife and I'm never put in my mom's,

my mom to get you so you're your papa and respectal and you. But if you're

a big, a cut out of a patada, a patada, but my papa

only just my dad just my papa never made the man and never me just me detue,

but I did you I get to to that point I said, I'm going to something like that's more than

pure alcohol. Just alcohol, a ha. Erga, way. And you consume you're not? No.

No, no. The best decision that's I think, because, because not

to all the people that the alcohol. Yeah, no, I was, it was, I mean,

on the day, so, I'm a day, so, Wednesday, Saturday, and domingo of resurrection.

But, but yeah, mediant these plants, I dege to take to the attitude

of when you were violent, Or no more with your No, with my Papa. Because like the alcohol I feel like in

a point of a valentia because like things that you don't do you make you know, I always

I'm like like a but I'm but in that point I was just with my father

and I'm and in the grade of alcohol like I'm like I was like it's like

I don't want to and fum let's no I'm even I'm that's your

father that's in front simply me I was on the same. How many years you had in that

a play? 17, 18, about it, more than those 18, I think. It's that they'd

be able to and also that's really, because more like a woman that says, well,

then the confidence, I know, I know to do this, if I'm my responsibility, et cetera,

et cetera. But we we know on the side of that I know me can't

to care. But at 17, 18, then you pass to something, you know, you'll be able to

who are to you, they're going to you know, and I'm all that's super distinct with me,

how many people, I'm going to I'm, so I'm, I'm, so, then I'm , I'm

looking like a little, me still being like a little, no, I'm, so I'm,

so, who, who can't do you can't do you want to be nothing, you're,

it's your your your, your, your, your, you know you're,

you know to get to that's, that's, I'm , I'm , I'm never,

I'm was, but in reality me was really, I'm not the way,

but nobody to be a person, no, there's no, no, no,

no, when, when, when, when, when you a play,

right, you're, with your father? Yeah, with your two papas? With my

two papas. Okay. Sigo , I'm I don't want to go. No, it's that's a young,

the nether. Yeah. But I imagine that, well, at the many years you think you

that would be able to, or so, independentisart? Yeah, but I think this year I'm

to do the second. Cases. And all the rio. Yes, but me does a

fear. Yeah, I mean, the really. Yeah, I'm just, but it's like, hey,

let me a more, to be a little more, to let me let's, but I know,

but I see that the matrimonio is something. It's a big thing. Yeah, because it's adequate two persons in a one solo house, so, then I don't me see ma'hnees, that he, at the most of course, not even has lived together.

Well, imagineate that you see, yeah, end up. And you, get, you mafah, this is he said, caguerre. He's done it. She's a yeah. They're going to be able to get that. They're just, the net. As you, it's just you, or not you're going to be able to be able to

one solo house, even, even, even the pet, get a bit,

get a bit, oh, so it's that I'm not, or for the confidence, yeah,

no, but you know to be to be going to and that's that's things,

the net, that, you're going to be superandolo, or if you're going to go to

do you. But I think in all the relationship, while there's there's

there's a place, that's the basic, if there's, you're in an understanding,

agreements, tat, ta, ta, if there's no, there's a thing, I'm surprised,

you know, you've been in the last you did you know, no, no,

fickate that no. Because, I mean, I mean, that a substance you,

you, you've made to change to a something with your father? With your

mom always you know, yeah, my mom is my best my family

always always, I've always, I've said, I'm I'm

to do, I'm All. Mom, I, this, my mom, is my best friend. You know,

you're going to ask you about what to you know? But, but, but, yeah,

you know, that's, yeah, that's, the first time, you know, that's the first was that

sanation with my papa? Obviously, we're, we're, you know, and the other was,

you were, you know, it's, is that I'm very celosa. So, so I'm going to my issues, of my ceilots

and all this. Well, sometimes if I'm going to the shingada, because the plant not you do make more.

Those who think are hallucinogens really don't they're allusiness. It's a way to do and all that you

want to be to you, like all those people, you say, I think, I'm, I'm a

little bit, but I'm that I'm sorry, that plant you say, no, cabron. Abre the door and

be to your caradero and limpial because it's too. then. So, all that

you want to do you do you see, it's like a, I'm, I'm, I'm sure,

yeah, I'm done it. So, this is the voyage. Really, you've seen a year

and then you know I'm going to do and I'm going to do it, because, because you see all your

pedos and all what you have done to your cagadero, then then then, then after you to say,

okay, here's to say okay, you can't go how it how I'm how I'm how I

the plant is that you make to make Because, because it's how you're talking about, you're talking, you're going to

and you're going more, but simply are the problems there, but if the plant, you see, it's very, this point,

that's a, oh, it's a, I'm going to get a other vase, and here I'm this, I can't

do this way, so, then you're going to really the change you do you know, so that's

a day, but the change, you know, you're doing, you're doing, you, you're,

conforme, you're, you've done in that I know that you that's a real, you

in this year, you put it up a year, you know, I'm just, how I'm I'm making

with her and you know and you know, and you make a new to your newbie and you're and you

say, you know what I say, and you know, you've done to do you see, you know,

you're going to get to and you're and you're like, no, no, no, I'm going to

do you, I'm going to see, yeah, I'm, I'm, my know my

my that's the suffering that I'm not I'm going to but you're so there's

to be a so there there's going to be and they're going to be and they're a decision

of one you're not a child or unica no I've been a minor menor

yeah okay that that that was that was that you about your about your

father when curates that that problem with your father

then what other problem sanas those those that there

go but yeah not Tere's a lot Tere really very Cellosa super super toxic

What you You get to be loco for celos I think I never never I've

done to other I never I've been I'm never I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm

but I'm very very Vengativa At the maybe my sign I'm

sorry So I'm so I idea about I like all the plan for

example I'm I'm Cache that a know I was

being infield and, and, well, he was infiel with her best friend. For who to get her? Has it a lot. Yeah.

I'm lique to his his best friend, and then, I'm, let meh a good friend.

So, your good mother, perro. Because I did you. But I did a favor,

I'm just that I'm a way, to say. That's what to say, well, is what you

did you do a bit to, I mean, no me not me they applied that but

if I my my best my best my my he would have

to keep to get a work she she she was she

was infiel to my new yeah that's that's that my

my perr because it's the same it's like it's

like simon you don't you yeah exactly yeah

the the yeah that that's that tell me that's

tell me that Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know, yeah, you're going to and you're going to help to tell them to. And we're obviously, yeah. No, yeah, it's over there, my dad. No, well, I'd have,

look, neither were nobios. We're almost, we're just, but if, nobos, but if we were married and so. So, um, well, I was very illusioned. For me, it was like, wow.

And in those messages, me manda, one maker, me told me. me said, oh yeah, this, I was the other time with him

because like he's always friends, we're a little bit more a message. I was like, like, I'm looking,

and it was and he said, and if he said, and I'm not what I'm, and I'm, well,

then, then, we were, we said, I was, I'd be my present his telephone,

never I'd never presteed his telephone. Signal, alerta a lot of a letter

or that's or that you put on bolted on the mecita. Al-ah something.

So I said I'm present. Well, no, that no, that's he'll have a red in a moment

I don't remember what he's that I'm that's a little bit that's that's

I'm sure, I'm and I'm and I'm not with one with various but amigas

also. So, then you just that they're just my my my time

photos, too photos, and all this here and yeah and I did

okay, no I did nothing. In that moment no I did nothing. How's years

you have? 18, it was the 18. Uh, uh, this, no, I said,

I said that I said that he said, he, jih, ha, ha, I. Yeah,

I'm a house, I'm a idea, I'm going, I'm, my ideas. Yeah,

no, so is so, so is very macabro. You, you, you make,

you so, I'm, the, I'm, I'm, I mean, Morrow, I had like

a little 15 years that I did, but the morris her, she said,

but she said, yeah, so, yeah. So, the infidelity was, was,

to give us, or you're to go ahead, and you just end up and you, but that was an

infidelity before, and I, and I'm just, she said, no, no, that's,

you know, that's, my hair, my are, my hair, you're, my hair, my,

oh, yeah, all, all, all, all, It's all all

and fume the manned also. Ah, but one doesn't say a day

so, it's a yeah, we're gonna we're gonna not, we're gonna not you

don't know, but no, but no, but I'm I did it I, I'm gonna I'm gonna

nothing so so, so, so, then I'm gonna say to talk more,

I'm, I, I, I, I, dole your people, because,

if they're my, my what the most you dole me dole. I dole

and I'm that's all I'm going to and I'm to get to let me go ahead, let's go ahead

and so and he's and he's all you know. You did do it too obvious yeah,

so I did be of you know yeah, I did you do you did you like the

I'm like the I'm no no no no I'm me disr I'm just

I'm so you so pure ego pure of the ego It's for the ego. It's for the ego.

The other, I mean, it's the truth. The net, because I was because I was because I'm your puttack. It's not even

you're even you're saying, you're thinking, yeah, I'm sorry. But it's very bad. No, it's

not recommended. Yeah, no. When you're a morrillo, the net, it's very easy.

Because, believe me, there's many there's many that they're that they're that they're just for

that they're just, in that I'm just, I feel that they're that's

wap or my my family want to be my time but I'm but I'm doing to do you

to do you know what after the after after after you do it's that's you're going to

an old of a man and are things of people that are that are

experimenting and saying okay if you do you do you know what's

madurring obviously right I'm to say that that mother now that's a man,

because I do you make do so I'm doing, my mind not quite, how's

the, the conscience you're like, you know, acuette perro, you're cagast and not

you know about. All right. It's just the law of karma here in this the

country. So, if he he was he was he would do not, he would

go back, but as I'm and see they regrress so they're But, yeah, well, no, but

yeah, but me engaged many times. But as I'm gonna do, I mean, I said, I did a maldance, so, so, it's the way of karma. And how many

has taken? Um, like, formal is, three. Three, nobios. And the second was the

was that he was he said? Yes. What did you? Yeah, well, I mean, me, I'm in general.

And then what did you? Figgate that the second, no, not to me so, it was,

it was, You just You just, like, and then the more, I was, I'm,

you know, inconsientemently yeah I'm, then I'm going to get a back, then it's

like, that's not, we're doing, we're doing, it's like, I'm back, and I'm and we're back,

and we're that's the way in your and you know, to, and, of, to know,

to know what to be a thing, because the thing, I'm, to me, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, for pendejo for pendejo no, that's

not that I'm going and got to go-wab- and you see. So, all that

you serve to be experience because I know a part of that I'm 22,

21 or 22 years, me they're and I'm and I'm and I'm to develop that's

to say yeah no do you because you're going to and to be you to be

going to get a and to the 25 or 32 you want to have a

three, no see. Imagineate that they'll apply it but it's because it you're going to

get a you're in you know, with the age, you know, more more conscientia of all.

And, look, those proof they're to be a person. Because at the more,

if we've lived, we'd know, one of the one knows to that you live. That's the

way. Oh, yeah, so, and what you can't talk about the part

of the of the actuation? If you you're you're you're just

something that you like what you're doing, the, the fact that's my job,

I'm fascinated, I'm fascinated, I'm going to do you know, I'm going to I'm going to look at the Rosa of Guadupe

when I was little bit I said, oh, I'm just, I'm going to go to see, I want to go to a

telenovela or don't see, but never studied nothing, and I did it's and I'm

I'm just I'm going to do you, you're going to be a newfound celos, and you

me invento yeah, all the history and it's so you you're coming you know,

you know, you know, you know, and what you know what I like, is that in this world,

it's not, but at the least, I'm going to have a little bit me like, me like that

a certain point, that all is a sexualized. The scorpion those scorpions and so, too,

they're, like, is that all is that all is very sexualized. So, so it's,

because, because I to take photos sexies, because I like to get in bikini, because I

like to start because I love to be sexy and I'm going to get to be sexy, but what's many sketch

yeah are very sexualized or they're and they're and it's when I don't not, no, I

feel very incomod and at the way, I'm sure, at the first, I'm not

because I'm saying, you know, learn, to say, to say, this, no,

and this so, but when you're on this, like, for the opportunity,

you, oh, well, I do. Oh, well, I do. But yeah

your body, I'm going to see, I'm a here no I'm not, I'm a

I'm in so you so you're to put your limits. And now more that's what I

feel like kind of kind of kind of kind of like a good or so,

they're like, let's sexualize and, then see, send you more the

fat, does this movement, does this pose, and like I'm so I'm

so, I'm, I'm, I'm, water with the producers. Ah,

yeah. A water fresh. Look, I tell you know, because I'm seen in

many things, in many things of people that are doing things and all that I

think, there were influencers that were using to to use to my woman.

And I said, A. B, my am, what you, you're

going to go to see that's to be a sum are for something

for a bit chilo but no just they're to be like a puttah and there

I'm to watch you get to get a so they're and they want to do a

pata in the cull they're to get that they're a and get to you

get to and they're going to get used using for those people talk about

to the chile what is what you're you know I'm you're you're

you want to you you're you if the product not going to

do you Well, no pedd will be a opportunity good. The net. That's something that's

something that I'm in contra because, for example, we, we, we,

we do we, so we're much that we're that we're we're, but in videos,

we're just we're what we're to do you know what you're the last video

official was the last year was the he's the car, and it's So, no is that, hey,

you invite, collaboration and the verga, because that's it's my dad, no, you, I'll this invitation,

it's going to be a lot of, you know, it's not, no, so I'm, so I'm, okay,

if you have a little bit of a miguer and and it's that's a thing, it's that's, oh, I,

that I'm, that I'm, no, no, it's something that's a thing that's you can't be in the video

of the carlour, the net, that's a good because you're to hear you to hear the

song, my amour, ha' ha, yeah, it's a yeah,

it's a lot of here in Mexico. So, what is what I want to

get to get to do you do you, that I don't abusing of the because

no more you're you're getting a lot of you, you know, you're

so, so if you know, you know you're your person, and you

just you do you want to and that you're there back and there's

another. You've already. You've been but the people is enameled when you're

when you're when you're when you're when you're when you're when you know what is your

that's the thing is that's in my sketch my videos my videos that my videos that

they're they're not that I'm not that's a Racheel I mean I'm

like your I'm just my you're when you when you're when you you're

you do you do you do kind of oh okay okay it's for okay it's for here is

for here But one's so one's quite. Yes, like you like you

know, as well, as you know, because I'm when she when she said, she gave to do that

kind of that's a time when not was to be there and the past or not but a

but I mean no I don't you know to because for celos or because my orgulio

like a woman, no, I don't I'm here I'm here you're here. I'm here

you're because the day of the day of the day of She has a little, and she always said, let, love, what you want, you?

You want to when she going to grow up, see this? And no, the nines do you take as an example. Yeah, away.

So, if it's a famous or so, I say, I want to be like my mom. Simon. And is that in the actuation,

you're just actuando, no, uh, maybe you get to the degree of who you're

not you, as you, the, the people, net, from the day of, of,

we're, um, of what we naturally. It was when the people was attract more.

It's when you know your real. When something you do you know, you're doing it, you know, to make me

to hear the people. It's that you do you're when you're when you're when you're through the

light, when you're that you're that you see that you're not that's that's the

thing. Because all that energy, when you emanates of that energy that something that you

love, the people do, and it's when they're that's Simmon.

That chila that girl, but when no, it's not when something when you don't know

it's a more, it's not much, and not you know that that's so it's

like, I'm like I'm like I'm, I'm in the face, that chispa

for that you can you can't you don't you're to be a lot

to come to come to you to do you to do you

you did you feel you this I'm this and you

yeah the other that that's what I've got back? Has it a year

and a year and a year and a year, I mean, I know, I mean, I said, okay,

this is what I'm going, this is what I'm going to be going to do and it's, it's a structure that you've been doing.

Yeah, it's much. No, yes, the people that's like, and is that if you give a

to do you to do this they're doing in a camera and they're they're they're not

they're they're not in limits with another person. They don't put to that, oh, no, no, no do you do

do this, because it's more, then then one is the that's the has the time. Quote a truce my pa. I'm doing,

the chica. Oh yeah, Rachel, respect to the plants, what is what you have consumed? All,

just naturales. That's natural. That's also. Alpi, and the bird. Also, I gotry a boack of

a bollab. the verga. Of the of the plants that are Simon. That's

the only that I consume is Peyote but I consume ayahuasca ongos

I'm so I'm facilitator of a plant that's a shanga and

um and sapito also the chang what is four shanga is

a plantita also is a plantita also a time about 15 minutes

and there can you can't you can't like its function, no? But the plantita of the shanga, I love, and

she has adopted, no, because I not I'm I'm, I'm elic-you, to share. This plant, you have been the heart. It's a voyage to love, to the love infinite. It's an amor that no has seen, any of your mom, any of your papa, nor of nobody in your life. It's an

love of all the earth. You enter's this voyage, and you're like, the first you see how, the first thing is, like, and it's a humor, you start, you know, how the

land where you do you do you know, you're going to you're going, here

I'm here I'm here and you have to do you haveas the aroused to the

airs the vietnam you know, ah here here I'm here I'm here's

so I'm so it's a with depression with anxieties with people

that you don't want with post-traum because because it's a new

an new avient to for that's you're living, for that's not you're never you're always, you're

never you're doing life, here's you're doing the always and you're never, so all that says in that moment is very different

to say, to say it's different when they're going to when you when you're when you're when you're

when you're and you and you're and you're you're up you're up every morning thanks

all for start there And thanks because I respiro, thanks because I'm a thank you. Thanks for I have a lot, because I'm a lot of my house

because no me a little. It's when you to get a lot. That's a beautiful, a beastia. It's a beautiful. Yes, for example,

because many people getcha on this that's going to say, I'm I'm going to what is the process for

I use to consume that? Yes, it's responsibility. One time is of a diet and strict. If you don't

me do you do. And I don't I know that I'm not at my ceremony I don't do And what is

the diet? The diet is no the meat no cars, no animals three days

before, nothing, no mariscos, no poe, no no drugs, no alcohol,

no sexo, no masturbation, and I think that's that's that is that. And you

you're to the role? You're to the ceremony? How you bested? Normal?

It's recommend to go comod. With a pants, pants, colors of the preference.

You get, normal, we're doing an initiation. Let's let me say, I'm a limpeas

with rams before to enter to start to do you and you get, you know,

so you are 15 minutes here in the year, no? But there your

visit, but you go. But it's a disrute. Yes, yes. That plant

is disrute. Because there others That if it's like the ayahuasca that I told, that if is, oh, I'm going, I know, I'm going to be my cagadero, well, that's not, that is different. You'll be the love.

Then, you know, pass your process, we're going to be in your life, and that's a way in your life, and be, or so, with other perspective of what is the life, then,

all, they're going to take to take very in mind. All's to be a grade of 360 grados to what you're living normally. Your life not will be

like as as in this moment but never never for example in you that's a

thing you that's you know, that you did you or that you're seeing or that

you're that's different for example that I fumable fumab much so I

fumable the cigar normal but I was I was in a first

I was I was a two cacketties so so easy fast I'm

I'm fomomom much much no, um, I'm, the chattar,

you know, and you start to get a conciences, as you know, you know, to get to to be,

to be able, to say, no, manches, I mean, so, thanks, because me move,

you know, because for you're here, because, you know, you know, and you're,

you're, you're, to get, you're, with what, you're, with you're so-

so- so-s- -s-s- -you- because, because, at the the most

you- you- that are in that come in some of the that are in the that's a

problem, in your vegest, all that's, then you get a conciences, for that's

a change, that's that makes to make that that you that's, that you know, when you

when you say, you say, you say, you say, you say, you know, I mean, I'm,

I want to do this damage or I'm not a process prolonged, you know, you say, oh,

no, it's a process prolonged that you solit you start a agar

a conscience and you say, I don't want to make this and you're not quite

I'm going to do this. And not just the substance of all. So,

if you in your life is very so you do you do you do you

just doing it? I'm doing this damn to me myself? I mean

these just the people, then you just you just you start? To you

to do to what you in a future you don't want to live in the

city? I would not living in the city. But it's to be to get us,

for me you know, you know, you know, you're going to you're going to like, you're going to live to the

mountain and you do your day, and you come super fruit, so, super, all natural. For me, that's really,

that's really, that's really, that's really, that's, the thing, the job, for me, in the world, here, here,

in the world, here, because if you're going to you never to know how you're, you don't know, that's

that's what's that's provoked something. Because, because nobody to do you do it's

not going to not over or the wind you're going to say, oh, no, me no,

the people are the people are the people who are the people who are the day-a-day, are the

people, you make the a person, you're a preight to, your reaction is the that you

make you that you're to make you you're you, no manches me gano the courage,

but if you you're you're you're here. And if you want to do you doles, you solo, you're just to bowlers, because I am I'm here, and I'm sure, and restir

if you're here, there's where you're no, mames, I mean, and I'm move. This is, you know, and the role? To you, there's a lot? To be a lot of it, and what is? I've been started working, but if me has enoched much, the traition,

fagate. To whatever, I think. And it's something that you're going to superar. It's You can't, in a point because you have to you have to a other

person? But to, a, to you? Or, for example, you'll do do it,

but to do it, but to give, or it's because? Well, is that really not you

if you do you affect, that you affect, that's the thing. The other

person is that's and you don't have to be and you're not you can't be

to be a newbie and say, for you never me me engage, no me you,

no me want to do it, you can't do you, you can't possess a person. But we're about the tracions

also, of your brother, of your mom and your father. So I'm, I'm,

I'm a little bit more in balance that I can't try to tryion my brother, or

my, my, my, the woman, well, you know, like, you're going

supering that part, but the that's the person me trisionet a family uh,

that part I think is more dolorous than other but you could you. You know, you know, I'm going to say nojure.

A lot of me me ennoge and I'm nojo and I know how I, oh, no, I don't want to hear and I don't want to know to know how much. But a other person at a major, noxor and it provok a lot of a stressor. And it's that all me traitioner. It's that nobody

me want. It's that, tat, tat. So, so, to every person he affects different. But those people just show what you have to do you have to affectarte nobody. I can't say, you're a lot. You can't say, you're not. You're a tont. Yeah, it's in you, if you, you

you're a tont. no. You, you, no, you know, you know, you only move

to you're in the kind of, that's a little bit more. And in the kind of, a better, and the

ender, I'm going to make sure, but you get to get a madurese and say, I'm not

I'm not so, I know what I'm, it's you know, you're you're

you're a person, uh, um, how's he's, how's it's rencorosos

uh, right in this point, no. And, I used, I had many

Rancor. Of what? Yeah, I'm going to like, to work, to be, oh,

I'm not, I'm not you know, I'm going to get a rancor to the people. Of the

the plants, too. All the plants, they're all medicines ancestrales, of the

actual. Because, because it's like, they're a medicine for the body,

for the heart, you start to start all from, and why he's not

guard rencour, because me they're because me I was a rancor a,

a friend, oh, is that he back to be a new year, and I'm I'm going to see in my

life, and be it. So, all met me these plants, these, these, I'm

they were, and I had a time, and I was, and other once in my mind,

because I, because I had got to be here, and it so I'm so,

then they they're they're just on on images, and and it and it

will be to pass, and and it to pass, until you say, after you're

after the time in the day of the day, you know, yeah, I'm really, I'm sure,

I'm really, well, yeah, I'm doing what more, what I'm, what I'm, I'm,

I don't want to live this, and thank you, you know, you know, you know, to say, you know,

to do you know, and you know, you, know, you know, you're saying, you know, so, no,

doesn't, yeah, I understand, I'm, so, so, so, so,

so, repentes something in your life? No, still right not.

I'm repented to something. Because you did some because you did you

a lot of a person? No, I'm, I'm sure, I'm going to pass to that's

to be able to I repent. I don't know to have you know, to have put to a quark to I'm

I've learned I, I've done, I'm, that I'm that I'm I've broken an amistat. I mean, that no

had to have done that. He did he did not have to have ever to have ever to have seen. So,

I'm repent of nothing. All right. All right. You know any other question, Beho?

All right. I'm going to give me some ideas, no? Because the people here, you know,

you know, you know, you know, if you're ready to answer the questions that the people here,

no? A be here, my Tio, Juan. water fresh, and it's the mom

to the verga How's the maximum that you have been for a something or loco

for you? Well, so something or loco if I've offered for being offered

for being a and the most that I've offered in 50 $50,000

$50,000 $1,000 but no quix here in the city in Culeca in Culegan

is the bat The one of the cars Oh, but how you you're to to sexualizing like you?

The netta if I'm tented. I mean to $50,000 Pesons, no, it was like it was in

that moment I'm sorry, I was I was chiquia had like 17, it was 17 was 17,

was a morrita. Tentations. Yeah, and I said, and so, I was, it's enormous to the 17

and says, if I'm I'm going to buy a phone, a phone, me but, but no,

no, I'm am I'm, and thanks to God, I'm really, I'm not, you're

really, yes, so you're so, so, so, like, like, ah,

God, is a person, it's a person, it's, like, so,

like, you know, to do the world, to do you have done, and that's, so,

you know, you're, you'd say, no, no, I think what happens. This, the projects, all my projects, I, all the mornings, for a while,

that's, that's, that's, because it's what I'm doing, I mean, to say, it's, it's like,

thanks for to bring me the way, the people, that's, to get to to do, to get to,

to do, so, all my life has been, so, I've been, so, putting all the

what I've done, it's something, but it's something, but it's, but it's, but we're,

You know, you're doing, right? Yes, yeah. Because if no, no. You think that, even portandot mal, set in the things? Depend. I think that if you're a damage,

to other people, no. Because all, as I say, it's regress. If you, you know, and you do you,

then at the more, because you're doing it's doing a lot, but yeah, when you're when you're

to do you think you, I'm, I'm, because all of that is a regress and in some moment

that you will to you know, you know, you know, that's that you

have passed, that no it's still, of you? Um, the little,

this, um, that, what, because no you're, or because ,

that's, you know, what happens that. But I'm very infofiant so I'm

like the psychologist. That's what what I'm saying is what is what I'm here when they're

in the people who there's not there certainly but thanks to God that's

that's why because they're to say that's that's that's just that's

very important so. So, so I'm backhachate bolog bolog no pas

no no going to be to say the first of the ultimate that it's

I think. What the good is that I'm about the little bit but to be

I'm that I'm that I'm think I'm that I'm think we have done that we're

that we're we're and they're but in a point of my adolescence I'm

and it I'm that I'm that I'm that I'm that I'm I'm just that I'm

I'm a that was my best a friend um the infancia we're

we're just Chiquitas, we'd We've been in a quarter of primary. No, how many we're in a

quarter of primary? 7. 8? Put leke we that we had 9, 9 years. And I was to play

always with my bestina. The mom was a irresponsible, I never was, I was

soltera and she was my best friend and her woman that had 15 years.

That was was major than we was over to go to my to here,

I used to your house and to my house and in a point there's a moment

where I'm to go to a house and the her mother was put in a movie porn.

We had ponicles porn, but we we didn't we didn't know in our

innocence and we we're we're we're but she tookable

while she tookable while she never I'm never so I'm

so yeah so yeah so so so I'm so

I don't know I mean, I mean, but the case is that she did that she said, and, um,

we're going to, I remember that we're saying, of what, what they're doing? And we're doing, oh, what's that?

What's that? Ah, jih, ha, ha, in our innocence. Well, never we knew with more, or I don't

know, but, no, we're just, like, oh, so, no,

no, no, no, that we put a porno with animals, so that they'd, and there, we say, we're saying, like, oh, what pedos, that, that's, that weird,

that loco, and so, and I, yeah, things, very rare, so, yeah, right, record-and-so, if I'd get to, and I was so, and I, I know,

so, I, know, that he'd have done to, to my, to, that, with that, so, yeah, with that, ideas, with these ideas, uh-huh,

and, um, I remember that one She already is lesbian, no? A man, a chaspera is lesbian. This, I remember

that one day no was my, oh no, so it was. We were, we're doing in the quadra

to the un-as- that was like, I think, I think, I think, it was like

for me very impactant that I was blocked. We're playing to the behind the and the

herman me said, but the there was, there was, there was, there was, there was,

Scondet with me and that I know here we're going to find I'm a morrita but also I'm in

not going to know this you're in yeah they're put to get into the house and it's

it's not like the time it's still not have obscuredsied so I remember that it was a day

and yeah there's oh scondette here and get to and I'm to get to a patio

to the patio to the car and me up you so it like

in a lavader that had abandoned me he's up and I'm going to tell a story

I remember Machin. I'm going to talk like so he's to start a thing he he said,

what do you do if you you're doing you're in your school and I think I think he was a

little bit he said and the conserge you say that they're to go down to the

and you start a and you start to and you you're feeling bad and you're

much a lot and you want to I'm to talk to say

a story very rare. And I'm just listening to the what I'm saying here. It's going to be so night. Noche she's going to

me purses as like very pervertida but right I'm put to be to be conscious and the maybe it was things that were things that

she had to because me started stories very pervertied but like and then I remember I was so

I'm too I'm saying I'm going to my house and she'd be and you know I'm just to see back me

and she was to make me and no me to be to go to back me I said, I'm going to and I'm

getting, no, I'm going to be able to and I'm in that I'm desperate and I'm

like I'm going to do you know, it's a night I know I'm going to reañer so, then

I said, I'm going to go and I want to hear, no, wait, wait, and me

abrace and me and I'm and I'm to start so like in the bubis, and I'm

started to start, I'm going to I'm going to get, and yeah, I'm going like,

if it's, yeah, yeah, get it. So, like, I, I,

I'm going to, like, like, that's, like, that's, I'm, I'm sure,

that's, I'm not, I'm, my mom, where you're, yeah, is a, yeah,

they're doing, and that's and I'm doing so, I'm, I'm gonna say, I'm gonna say,

I'm gonna and, just, I'm, I'm, because you're, because I'm, because I'm,

because I'm gonna you're, and, I'm, And yeah, me enshred in my quarter and I think I'm in my timepecito and yeah,

I'm blocky. I think, I think, I know, like, we're doing, because you know, that the

muchachia, right, that you said that was a lesbian, because according to, to the

experiences that one, they can do do you can do or bisexuals too, yeah, exactly,

to the exactly, a better, she, he said, no, and he told many,

I mean, many stories, for example, of what would you would you see a man and is the

husband of your mom and you can't do your room and you say, oh, so things are so very

like, so forth. Yeah, super-furt. It's that I'm a manches, I've got to

manches, I've been that. That's, so, I'm, I've affected nothing,

in my day-a- day, but I'm to get to much more, well, so,

Cuy, to see, to your the net. I mean, cabron. My topas me super

good and even even as far. At the the most, because I'm super-cuitable not to

do you know, but imagine if no, then you know, to put in much attention, much attention to the children.

At the how many years? No, I want to have children, the real. Net, net, net?

No, no, it's my dream. If it's, but it's my dream to have visualized with

you. You've visualized to do it. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah, because I go afreshas Dice,

well, this hate I don't you'll say, so I'm going to Dirtle, Tiro, Segura Is it

Firt? No? Tire it. Dice, Zeta, Zeta, Zeta, Zeta, so, for you know, because

why he's aferra to a accent that no, I'm going to take this too,

too, how I'm gonna Tire, that I'm not I'm going to because I like that accent and I've got

that's a cento me, I'm just them can't those Colombian and the Colombianas their accent

they're very sexual very, very, very sexy but well I'm really my accent, me sound

well, I think me sound well, the people have said that I think I

I'm saying this personage of Colombian and I think phrases in Colombian

and me the past about Colombian but it's a person and the people

is a TikTok of, no, it's Colombian because, why don't

you want your your I'm not a lot of, I'm I'm not I'm a day of my day a good on. with that accent?

That, what, what, what's this, what chimba? No, it's a baccano. I don't

like. I mean, the end of the dog, yeah, so, if you're salem.

No, I've been I've been cantable, me've been that's, it's a, yeah,

I'll be saying, see, let me, let's hear, let me, let's get, to the,

let's the thing, that's the thing has been a that has been in your

life, that's that's, but that, you know, they've passed accidents or things like,

but normal, one person. And one day so it was it was at the three of the morning in my house,

and this is the most furtie so I remember that I'm chocked much. It was at the time and I was up

and I'm and I'm was like, like, I'm just like and I'm remember. And of

I'm just to hear from a rucked in the ragadera in my bano. Like a like a

and it's more And I'm like, oh, what roo? I said, I'm to start, because I was because I was very hard. And so, like, like, like, the pass-it-to-as,

so, like, and when I do you the pass, does it, make sure that all my vision black, and the back, you, has seen the movies of when it's, like,

like, a passillo long, long, like, so. So, so. So, so, so, a, so, a,

so, a passile, and the, the walls I'm like to scrapel a, one, a movie

of a fear, like a really, I'm starting to start to get to the arujaos and here

in the o'id and they're in the podcast they're to make to like, to get a a respiration

a bit abron here so, I don't me kept so, I'm just in what I

got re-fors, I'm to turn to the door to my time, I remember that just I'm just

just parted that's static I was glad. I opened my mom and the door and you know of this don't

I've got to and my dad my papa and my he's got to get to get and what's that I'm like to be your

my house and my papa not to play out of and I'm like I'm in a good rato and I see my mom

the back and I'd try yeah I'm gonna it was real but all my whole my whole

and it's it's been more because one one of the one's so very really

but for me it was eternal that that moment, was something that I said, how I'm I'm going to

see, I'm going to I'm going like, I'm going to really hard as you're going that's the

thing you're for the bad? I think, I don't want to I don't know I don't want to

see, I'm going to get to get a local, I'm going to get a local, I'm but I'm going to

start certain things that I said, well, I'm, when I when I got a confi

Confiance to me. For example, that's a person. A woman. And me said, I'm a

he's a he's a little bit of you know, I'm going to say, oh, yeah, it's that

your t'y here, me says, that's a person, no, I see, a person, I say,

and the person me said, is my t'y, and what's, it's, so, it's when I'm

I'm not, I'm just no, I'm you're not you're not for a way. So,

you're for a so, so I'm, I'm not, I'm going to get a carino. And I said, if I can't use for good, well, if I can't pass messages to family, or things like, I don't do that.

Because me, they're not doing for my Instagram. I don't make, I'm doing, I'm doing. I don't do you go back, because you'll be platy. No, I don't do so. Simply, if me gets, and in the moment it's-you-past, and yeah. Oh, yeah, Rachel, if I'd give it a hour to, regal-te, you know, you're going to arrable a $1 million.

What do you do? with that million? With a million of pesos. Oh, much a lot. No,

I think that I'd like to some good for a society. I've wanted to

be in a society or to get to get like, I'm like,

I'm, for kids that not have in house, or for the

kids of the pediatric or all this, to I'm If I would say,

I would say some of the things for me, things that I'm in the part, I'm certainly to be

to get a certainly to be that's like an inversion for me. And without that's not to make a

to make, so, simply to help and that's, and all this has been that's

heard of this but, as there's been the karma, there's the other part that's the other part,

that's all the good that's for all what you do you do without, without in that

it's to be to be regress. Yeah, that you saw a person

that's a bad, and of your heart said, there's there's that you're

to be, that's it's not a moment, because it's Darmah. Okay, that all yeah.

This, he's here, where it's a little a few of a few me accept

a tach of bistek, I'm a salisahua Leone Guantahuato. I'm

so I'm so I don't you the tachos but the shuita if If you're vegetariana?

Vegetarian. Vergatarian, me said my family. Oh, oh! No. Bola,

bowl, bowl, blah, blah, the plebara. No, vegetarian. You have to

know. This, how I visualize so, I'm doing all my projects. This is

50,000 projects in the mind, then, so, that's realicens, for example, I want to

go to YouTube, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, and I'm,

so. You're the, are the page of YouTube, or what? No, no, but I did it.

What did you do? Spirituality. It was a... You're a little? Yes, I was only. Never you never did for to go to the

pantheon like, that's, that's... Fingate, that I can't, because I no finjo. So,

I don't enter a pantheon. No, I've made emmaryade in cemeteries. Because, imagine you,

to enter, for me, to enter a pantheon is like to enter a stadium, where many people can me talk

in the same moment. And I, I, with the phantasmas, not only those I'm not only those I'm going to, I'm going to be.

So, it's a revoltojo that's a and I'm desmayed there, where so at the same moment, then I can't.

I can't imagine there's a bowl despecuesado and the one of the chingas. No, no, I wanto.

Yes, I, that's a podcast me has said much times, hey, we're going to go to

and I'm, we're going, and I'm, how to I'm going? A be, Ivan? I do you have a question

that you have to your socias that of what yeah palate that if if I would

like to get to the middle of the music okay to see I feel that has a good voice

would be chilo that uh... I got much a cure with those of the R because they say all the

I'm gimmeyingdo so they putier No, I think No, I never I'll say that no But, no, I'm I'm sure

With much Enshadow, well, all the YouTubers are you are there There's a I'm cantate

Yeah, I'm gonna We're We're gonna You're You're gonna Oh, Oh,

oh, You're You're Oh, I'm gonna You're Let's come a Bola, blah

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chandot-a-ca. Eh? Eh? Ablele, you know, Hondurian, let me. Hey,

Rachel, much thanks. No, to be to be me, I'm

very comod very aghast. Thank you. Thanks for to say things that I've never.

No, that's that there's a good, because I don't know what's

here, that the people that the people, there are some there's

there but they're on the your energy so you're like you can't be

so much you know, if you're in my energy, and you know, because I'm an angelone there that

you know, you're going to have you're going to get to be water, your social,

my friends social, and in Instagram, like Rachel R.M. And the page to Facebook is a success this 2012

203. Much of much, Mons. Disutating all. You want to you want to be a

How much is the maximum that's I'm sure I know I know how do you I'm a

how do you that's a I'm gonna me regawn Oh la go ahead no well

much thanks Rache much thanks plebada well was

I'm with the invited here behind the cameras are the social no say

the social no say that's thanks for being to to you know to you're doing. For

a question a comment to get a chilo, for the Rachel, for that's a matter

to get a badger and he depurup to the wayho like the bad for the socials,

the media the media the last the other other I'm Fipper I'm

so sure I'm the company also also see the the podcast plays

of the plebona and of my yeah I'm there time

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