Matthew Cox | Inside True Crime Podcast - Black Exposes Druski’s White Boy Skit
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I responded to Drewski.
It went viral.
I'm really him.
This is what I do for real.
I'm an angry black man in prison.
I'm letting you know.
That's how I feel.
Get them off me.
Help.
Right.
But I get messages on Instagram, right?
People saying, you know, all kinds of like,
I'm going to catch up to you and you motherfucker.
and, you know, every once in a while, though, periodically I'll get a phone call from somebody.
Those are the ones that bother me because they're really brazen.
But the other day, I got a fucking phone call.
It was over the top and had me super concerned.
But just briefly, right?
And I kind of just like, whatever.
I just kind of blew it off.
But I also understand that you got a fucking call.
I had several calls about our previous interview.
And first, let me apologize to you.
I didn't know what it.
someone I was going to call you.
I didn't know that the interview was going to go that big.
I had no idea that my story was so, I don't even know the world.
It's so, so, so amazing, I guess.
To where.
Upsetting?
Upset.
To a lot of people.
It did.
It upset a lot of people.
It did.
It upset a lot of people.
You got to figure, I'm talking about stuff that happened in the 80s and 90.
We were talking about 25 years ago.
You know, people are dead gone and moved on.
They, no, transfer their life.
But evidently, that's not true.
Because just like you...
Some things don't have a statute of limitation.
They don't have a statute of limitation.
And I, too...
So let me apologize to you first by saying, you know,
who reached out to you on my behalf as far as the interview.
I didn't know.
I didn't know the interview was going to be, you know...
I want to say this successful, but also this heartbreaking.
The phone calls, I received several phone calls.
I saw him by the same person or persons.
And they too.
Like, listen, you know, your mother still lives in Southside, St. Pete.
Your mother's address is dot, that, dot, dot, the dot.
Your brother is, you know, you're, we know.
So you need to backtrack those conversations.
You need to pipe down a little bit and tell your story.
You know, you're right.
You know, everybody knows you're a living legend.
Everything you're saying is true, but it's too true.
So back about them interviews and just tell your side.
Don't tell the whole side.
So that was pretty eligorating.
So, you know what I mean?
For the record, I do want to.
say for those who I did offend are the families that felt offended by the names and the stories
that were stated in our last and this is real this is very real right oh I do want to apologize
for those who I offended because the people who have passed or or had got caught up in the
lifestyle that we all were living back then had you know passed on to the next life and I spoke
about things that people that are still alive were offended so I didn't mean offend anybody but
again, I do want to say this for the record.
In the interview I ever do, because I read the comments, and they always say where they're
from or what they do and what you wouldn't do and this.
Listen, nobody gave you a platform.
You got 84 followers.
I'm confused as why the fuck you even talking about me.
But everybody said, oh, well, if it was me, if it was me, well, why I'm from, you wouldn't
do that.
I'm going to fuck where you from.
Nobody, my disclaimer has always been the same.
This is my, I'm speaking on my experience, my life, where I grew.
grew up at this.
Me, get you a platform and tell you a little sorry-ass story.
You understand what I'm saying?
Because at the end of the day, my hood ain't, your hood ain't no harder than mine.
And I'm not saying I'm the biggest, baddest gangster either.
I'm not saying, but my brand black label comes off my lifestyle as being who I'm very
stand up.
I'm very, um, I'm a grown-ass man, bro, you ain't going to play with me.
And that's just that.
You know what I'm saying?
My whole brand is, um, based off my lifestyle.
So I'm not here pitching for Sprite.
I'm not here pitching for, you know,
Procter & Gamble.
I'm not here pitching for Johnson and Johnson.
You're not going to see me holding a baby bottle of lotion.
It's not what I'm here for.
I'm here for the people who understand who I am,
understand why my brand is the way my brand is,
and understand the reason why you're booking me.
Right.
That's what, this is my story.
So if you mad or offended about what God wrote for me,
I can't say what I want to say.
You understand what I'm saying?
with an A-plan emoji?
Yeah, you put the A-plan emoji in your mouth, partner.
You feel what I'm saying?
Because you're not going to change me.
And if you want to be on a T-shirt about what I say, that's your choice.
Because it's going to be a lot of fish fries and mothers crying by playing with me.
And I'm not saying for those who made the phone call, I'm talking about the people in the comments and say,
oh, if I, oh, Crocker, I slapped the shit out you.
I wish the fuck you would.
I wish you would.
I thought the comments were good.
No, no, the comments are great.
But again, I always, and this goes back to the phone call, me and you received,
I only spoke about my circle, my friendship, my compatibility, my novelty of being the only white guy in the all black neighborhood
and how wolves adapt to wolf style living.
So for those who didn't live, they are like, in one of the interviews, we were talking about the N-word.
You know, who can't say it again like this.
I never said who owned it.
I never said.
Nothing about the end word.
I use it.
I've said it.
But again, I'm only speaking for my experience.
I ain't say nobody gave me a pass.
I ain't never said I was looking for no past.
I ain't never said I was going to the,
I'm speaking about me.
This is my life.
I can get on the platform and say what the fuck I want to say when I get ready.
And because it pissed you off, it's supposed to.
You hate me because you can't be me.
So if I was looking for attention, I'd be mad too.
Because I got all the lights on me.
Go get you a story.
Tell your story.
It's okay. Find your platform.
But don't be worried about what I do, because at the end of the day, I'm going to continue to do what I do.
I'm going to pop my shit.
I'm going to talk my shit.
You know what I'm saying?
But at the end of the day, I'm a brand, walking, talking black label, black label services.
I get paid to kick ass.
It is what it is.
You see what I'm saying?
I hear you.
I just wonder about Kobe's sitting there and smiling.
But, you know, people don't like that I'm so rough.
People don't like that I seem a bit detached from a sensitivity of what the case.
The reality of it is not everybody's got the same story.
Every face has a different story.
You could be white.
I could see you in a grocery store.
I don't have to say two words.
You look like a distinguished, you know, white man.
It's not my business to get in your face and ask you what the fuck your story is.
Because if you're picking our cabbages and I'm picking out lettuce,
why the fuck if I'm worried about what the fuck you sound like when you speak?
You got too much time on your hands.
You need to go make some t-shirts.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You need to find another route.
You know, a lot of people, they don't, and put it like this.
Like, obviously they weren't raised in the same environment you weren't.
Right.
Like, and obviously I wasn't either.
Correct.
But it's funny because I think about it like going to prison.
When I went to 13 years in prison and I get out of prison, my buddies were constantly saying, you know, bro, you're like super aggressive.
And I was.
and I used to say, well, I'm assertive.
I'm not aggressive.
Because I think of aggressive as like you're violent or you're, me too.
You're going, you could be violent.
I'm like, I'm not going to be violent.
I'm like, but to me, I was very much it, you know, when you first get to prison, you know,
one of the things one of the guys told me was because I was always like, you know, oh,
I really appreciate that.
Or, hey, you think I, you know, I was very polite, please, thank you.
I was very, very, I thought being respectful to everybody.
listen, I was raised by a strict Catholic woman.
You were respectful to everyone, whether you like them or not.
That is just the way you behave.
Yes.
But that was upper middle class, right?
And so when I go to prison, saying, please, and thank you means you're soft.
And I had a little bit more base in my voice.
You know what I mean?
Because I don't have enough bass in my voice.
Apparently, I sound too soft, right?
Right.
You know, I'm already a short white guy.
So I'm already, and I was at the medium initially.
So people are already asking, do you need anything?
Mind you, when we do these interviews, people only thinking about 20, 26.
They're not thinking about 13, over a decade ago when it was really rocking and rolling.
This was 15, 16 years ago.
Right.
And they don't understand what 15, 16 years cause was more violent.
It was more hectic.
It was less security.
It was less cameras.
But go ahead.
But I just want to draw that to the people's attention that today's prison is a little bit more softer than it was 15 years.
physical, but go ahead.
Well, I was going to say, listen, I got guys.
Like, you imagine me, there's maybe, out of 1,800 inmates in the medium,
there's maybe 30 white guys.
There's only, and we're talking about 25 of them were there because they were making
ice in a bathtub in a single wide somewhere.
You know what I'm saying?
Like, I got nothing.
Like, they're missing half their teeth.
You know what I mean?
Like, I got one or two other guys are there for, like, guns or whatever.
Like, I got nothing in common with any of these guys.
So I got guys already walking up to me, black guys walking up to me, say, you need anything?
I get you some tennis shoes.
I catch you.
No, I'm good.
I'm good.
Thank you.
I realize right away, you better throw some bass in your voice.
You better stop saying, please.
Again, I had a guy tell me, you have to stop saying, please, and thank you.
Bro, it's soft.
I'm like, well, I'm just being polite.
They're like, exactly.
It's too, it's, it's, you're soft.
They already think you're soft.
So, you know, so I had a, you kind of have to, you have to get just rougher.
You have to get, become less soft and be a little bit more assertive of a person.
But I kept that.
And when I got out of prison,
even though I tried desperately, I really tried to soften everything I was saying.
I'm going to give you an example.
And in my mind, I look back on it and I think it's like, bro, you were crazy.
I was working at a gym while I was in the halfway house.
I know this going.
Have you heard this?
Yeah, go ahead.
Have you heard the sandwich story?
No, but I was working at UFIT behind Tampa.
But go ahead.
It's funny because I can relate.
Well, I'm sitting there.
And, you know, everybody knows how this guy just got out of prison.
Now, I own, I know the owner.
So luckily, he let me work there like 80 hours a week and kind of played interference, right?
Like, if I had to go visit my mom, he'd, he'd say I had to go pick up some gym equipment.
But most of the time, I was there and he trusted me.
Right.
So he could leave and go, go eat or go do whatever you want to do.
And he knew somebody was there.
It paid me minimum wage, which I was thankful for.
To this day, I'm thankful.
I appreciate it.
But I'm mopping.
I'm cleaning toilets, bro.
I'm washing out the showers.
Like, I'm doing, you know, grunt work.
but there was this one chick, Leanne, Leanne was like, she's probably like 60 years old, great shape.
And she was one of the trainers and salespeople.
And so one day, and I used to go with my bag lunch.
Every day when you leave the halfway house, they give you a bag lunch.
It's a bologna sandwich or peanut butter and jelly.
And then it's got, you know, and you've got your little, whatever, a little juice or something.
Yeah, yeah, and have some potato chips.
I'm good with that.
I'm okay.
I like bologna.
Everybody hates bologna sandwiches.
I love bologna sandwiches.
You put some mayo on it and some mustard.
So I had my sandwich.
She was going to get to lunch.
And she goes, Matt, she says, let me, what do you want for lunch?
And I went, no, I said, I'm good.
I got a bag's lunch.
She goes, I've been eating it.
She'd just see me eat this shit for four months, three months.
And she was, you always eat that.
She said, let's get a sandwich.
Get a sandwich.
We're going to Jimmy Johns.
I'm like, no, I'm okay.
I got the bag of lunch.
She goes, Matt, she's, it's, it's, she says, let me get you Jimmy Johns.
And I went, and I didn't know.
And everybody's looking at me.
Because I kept saying, no, no, no, no, I'm good.
I mean, they're all like, bro, get a sandwich.
And I'm like, and keep on, I'm trying to save as much money as I.
I got out with 300 bucks that another inmate gave me.
I went into Super Walmart.
Super Walmart, I'd never been in a Super Walmart.
I'd never been in a Walmart.
Do you could imagine the life I'm living compared to what I've living now?
Right.
By the way, my entire wardrobe was made up with $300 from Walmart, which you could do.
I had a pretty decent wardrobe.
So, but I'm sitting there and I looked at her, and you said,
So everybody's looking at me funny.
I looked at her and I went, I said, listen, Leanne, I went, if you want to get me a sandwich,
I said, out of the goodness of your heart, I said, that's fine.
I said, but if you're expecting that in a week, I said, well, no, the one thing is I said,
I don't really have any money.
She was, Matt, she says, fine.
I'll buy, I'll pay for the sandwich.
And I went.
And so when she said that, I was, everybody's looking at me.
And I was like, and I went, listen, Leanne, if you want to buy me a sandwich out of the
goodness of your heart and that in a week from now, when I get paid,
you don't expect me to buy you a sandwich.
I said, or you expect me to pay for, repay you for the sandwich.
If you're simply buying this sandwich out of the goodness of your heart, and at no time
in the future, you expect me to actually reciprocate in any way.
I said, then I'll take a sandwich.
I said, because I'm trying to save all the money I can, and I'm okay.
I have a bag lunch, and I'll eat the bag lunch.
And she looked at me and she went, and you see everybody was looking at me like, this dude's
insane.
And then she went, I'm going to get you a sandwich.
you don't have to pay me back.
And I went, okay, well, then I'll get whatever you think, a ham sandwich or something.
She was, I got, I got you.
And she bought the ham sandwich and everything.
But that's the mindset.
Because in prison, if somebody says, if you say, hey, man, and you don't say thank you
or police, you go, yo, bro, let me get, it's all, I hate that.
Let me get, at first I thought it was super rude.
Now it seems natural.
Yo, let, let me get some coffee.
Let me get a couple scoops of coffee.
Like, how fucking rude is that, bro?
I mean, but now that seems normal.
If somebody said that to me, I wouldn't even think he was being offensive at all.
But I thought it was so offensive initially.
So let me get some coffee.
Let me just give us a coffee.
Because here's what happens.
He gives you a couple scoops of coffee.
And then four days later, when it's time to go to Congress there, they go, yo, bro, don't forget, you owe me a bag of coffee.
A bag of coffee, you gave me two scoops of coffee.
Right.
Like, there's fucking 40 bags, 40 scoops of coffee in a bag of Keefi.
Like, what are you talking about?
Right.
No, no, no.
He expects because you didn't go in up front saying, hey, can I get
some coffee. Now, if you don't know, if you know them, it's okay, right? Like you guys share
maybe, right? But if you don't really know the guy, you don't know what's going to come back.
You don't know. And they'll throw that, even if he says, no, bro, you don't owe me nothing.
Don't worry about it. Don't worry about it. We're cool. We're good. You know, we're, whatever,
we're neighbors or we're in the same. We're good. Let me tell you, you know what? It still happens.
Three months later when he asked you for something, you know, bro, I can. I can. No, I know. I know.
I know you got it in your thing.
No, I can't.
I know about it.
I'm going to have that later tonight or I need that.
Okay.
But when you wanted that bag of coffee, when you wanted those cups of coffee, you're coming
to me for coffee, they just, their child, their children, they throw each other, shit
in each other's face.
And so you have to be on guard all the time.
You have to be harsh.
You have to only look out for you because nobody's looking out for you.
And you become this fucking harsh, what seems aggressive or very least,
assertive person when you get out of prison.
So I can imagine living in the environment you lived in and going in and out of prison,
you become kind of what most people would think is just you're kind of a dick.
I'm not a dick.
I'm looking out for me because nobody else is.
Nobody's looking out for me.
And I know that.
That's the one thing I always think clearly now is that nobody is going to look out for you like you.
So don't expect.
So if you do something for somebody and they fuck you over, that's your fault.
It's my fault.
I fucking gave you $200.
You said you're going to pay me back.
You didn't pay me back.
That's my fault.
It's not your fault.
I shouldn't give me the $200 to begin with.
And if I give you the $200,
I need to expect that you're not going to get back.
And I'm not going to get angry with you or try and get even with you.
Because the next thing you know, you're getting another fucking charge or you're going back
to prison or something stupid.
So I just think everything's my fault.
So everything's...
My fault is one of my best coping thoughts to avoid prison nowadays.
I don't care of myself.
I don't care of myself.
I don't care of myself of no Billy Badass.
I don't wear ass on my chest, bro.
I just know I can handle business when my business needs to be handled.
I'm a grown-ass man.
If I felt threatened or disrespectful, I'm going to handle my business right then.
I said that to say there's a lot of information in the material to bounce off what you just said.
But if I do, if you say, hey, you know, black, can I borrow $200?
I give you back on Tuesday.
In my mind, I'm going to give you this $200.
And they ask them for shit back.
If you bring it to me, good man.
I appreciate you.
If not, bro, I gave it to you.
Two things going to happen.
You're going to start fucking with me, which means I bought you for $200 to leave me to fuck alone for the rest of your life.
And I'm okay with that.
Or I gave it to you, you know what I'm saying?
You gave it back and we can move on with a friendship, either with the way.
And you know, you owe me the two-dollar.
I shouldn't have to come to the $200.
You came to me to get it.
Right.
You come to me.
I shouldn't have to chase you.
Man, that little ass, $200.
Man, that little petty ass $200.
Now I know who you are.
But now when that, it wasn't petty when you needed it.
Oh, fuck get my money.
You got that money.
But I'm not going to jail behind it, bro.
And ain't like, I'm no pussy.
I just literally spun $200 to get you to fuck out my face for the rest of my life.
And I'm all right with that.
Yeah, I was going to say.
I bought you.
So I'm cool.
I ain't tripping.
You know what I'm saying?
One of my audience, when I came home from prison, it was a bar.
You know, I've always done security.
So as a white bartender where at a white like EDM event, they booked me to do the security.
So what in the case may be?
So I went to the bar to ask her for some water.
So I leaned over and I said, you know, the bar is long.
So I'm like, I'm on the edge letting you know I'm not a participant.
You see my black label T-shirt.
So I get attention.
She goes to say, hey, what can I get you?
I said, could I get a bottle of water?
She said, oh, my God, you're aggressive.
You're getting cut off.
I said, no, I'm saying the music is loud as an EDM concert.
You know, it's just, boom, boom, boom.
So I said, no, I'm not drinking.
I'm part, you know, I'm secured out just like a bottle of water.
Adam, Adam, come get him.
He's belligerent.
He's aggressive.
So the bar back, he comes down as white guy.
So again, I'm leaning over the bar and say, hey, you know, I work here.
I just need, you know, a bottle of water.
Man, why the fuck do you talk like that?
You're aggressive.
I'm not giving you nothing.
Swear the God, bro.
I don't see it.
I don't see it.
To me,
all I'm hearing is you need a bottle of water.
Absolutely.
That's it.
I wasn't,
hey,
motherfucker,
no, nothing.
I just need a bottle of water.
I work him thirsty.
So the aggression,
I get that with some women that I date.
What have a discussion?
Say we have,
I don't know,
maybe the,
we say argument,
right?
And the argument as soon as it could be,
she's wrong,
I'm wrong.
I don't know what case may be,
but it's all,
you're so aggressive and you're this and you know i'm passionate about defending my character because
you're trying to tear it down and because two people argue you know they try to raise the voice to
get one over on the other i'm not trying to convince you of being apologetic i'm saying you're wrong
i have a passion about when i'm speaking about myself i'm not being aggressive just happens i got muscles
and not my neck sticking out and shit you a person would assume i'm trying to kill you i'm telling
you it's not that serious i'm not trying to hurt you i'm not violent i'm not aggressive
I'm passionate about defending my character
because you're wrong.
What the fuck?
Just sit down, shut the fuck up
and say your accountability.
So coming out of prison
and having that aggression, like you said,
are dismissing a human
compatible moment in the moment
and say, hey, I'll buy your sandwich.
I see you eating like shit,
you know, good person with the cat,
I'm just by your sandwich.
You over here aggressively, not aggressively,
but arguing, I don't want to self
convince you if you come back,
I can't pay it back to you
and that's going to be a bigger problem.
Like, you fucking with my mind.
Just leave me alone.
I'm okay.
But every face has a story.
She don't know you've been to prison.
These people don't know I've been to prison for 15 years.
She does, but she doesn't know she's never been to prison.
That's what I'm saying.
She's no idea.
So you don't understand the rules and mentality.
So even still to the day when people talk about, you know, black label and stuff like this
or someone that, you know, when me and women date and stuff, I hate that they use the word aggression.
I'm not going to hurt you, lady.
I'm not going to whip your ass, no, none of that.
Like, what the fuck?
Yeah, I'm too old to be aggressive.
I'm walking away because there's nothing worth me going,
being in front of a judge again.
I can never be in front of a judge again.
So they don't understand when it comes to that side of being passionate or being assertive.
Like, I'm a man.
For me, the ideology of a man isn't because I work on cars or I cut the grass or I take the trash out.
Those are gender roles.
I'm a man because I'm accountable.
I'm responsible.
You know what I'm saying?
I go to work.
I make my own money.
I take care of myself.
You know, if I owe you, I'm going to pay you.
if I offended you, I'm apologized to you.
That's what men do.
They take accountability.
So anyways, long story short, getting back to what you were saying about the sandwich, right?
People don't understand in prison when you go to prison and you walk into your room,
if there's a snack on your pillow, right.
So if there's a snack on your pillow for those who are watching who don't understand prison politics,
especially when you're white, it's going to sound so.
I don't even know how to say this.
Just say it.
Just say it.
You say it, I'm worried about the algorithm.
Yeah, yeah.
In prison, the story is all white boys got pussy.
Oh, God.
That's horrible.
It is terrible.
So you're already going in without ideology that somebody here is going to take your virginity on the backside.
Right.
Right.
So if you're white and you go into it the cell and there's a zoom-zoom, a wham-wham, a honey bun and snickers on your pillow,
and you think that this is just a jester of welcome home and you eat it, whoever left it there is going to come back and they want it.
from the back.
Yeah.
So I already knew this because the hostile environment I grew up in, you know,
in my neighborhood, we hear stores.
So when I first came in, it was probably about the third day.
No, it was after the phone, when I slapped the dude in the face with the phone,
we went to the hole.
So we cleared all that, so I'll come back out.
And it's like the third day of me being back out on the compound.
And there's a honey bun on my pillow.
And mind you, I'm going to.
on the top tier. You know, the TVs was on the rail. Yeah. So my, giving an idea of, like,
I can see the TV. So everybody can see this sale. Yeah. So I go in there, I see the honeybond.
Bro, my mind so fucked up, bro. You know, I'm, I'm, I'm a, I'm, it's going to sound
back, I'm an angry black man. Right. In prison. You understand what I'm saying? I'm so, I got
15 years. I come from a crime real environment. You know what I'm saying? I grew up, you know,
amongst wolves. And so now I'm a wolf. So, you know, I shed. I got, you know, head. I got, you know,
I'm a wolf.
I got fang.
So I already knew what this is going to partake in.
So I'm saying to myself,
I don't have a pussy for anybody on this compound.
And I'm not going to be seen as that.
So I go in the cell,
I get the honey bun off the pillow.
I go back on top tier with my foot up on the rail.
I peel the honeyback,
the honey bun wrapper,
slowly because I'm trying to get bitches attention.
So I go to eating a honey bun in front of everybody.
Right.
On the top tier.
Come get your fucking.
Come get your honey bun.
Because this is, like, that's a silent jester.
So is me eating a honey bun.
Because bitch, whoever put it up here,
I want you to know I'm eating this honey bun.
Because you know what's going to happen after this, right?
So I eat the honeyborn.
So about 20 minutes later, hell, I forgot about it, to be honest with you.
So I'm in the cell.
And I just took a piss.
So I took the flat back down, open up the door.
This dude, he steps in.
I got to change names, unfortunately, because of the phone call.
You know what I'm saying?
I don't want no repercussions.
But the person, one of the people who I did get a phone call
was from my childhood friend who was part of, you know,
the story that I'm telling.
And I do want to get to him in a second when we're getting back
to this honey bun on the pillow.
So the dude's name was Ray.
Let's use Ray.
So he comes in, black dude.
He comes in.
He's from Mississippi.
I already heard stories of Ray during state time.
So I know Ray is a booty band.
You know where the booty bandit is.
So in his mind, I'm a white dude.
You know, he ain't really
understand the politics
is going on about me.
Because right now, the prisons are uproar about me.
You know what I'm saying?
With the black car and the N-word
and all this other next shit.
So he's like, yeah, oh, I seen you eating in a honey boy.
I said, shit, you and everybody else did.
You tell me, yeah, well, oh, I'm going to close the door
and you know what's going to happen next.
I said, you're right.
He said, oh, okay, so you already know what's going on.
I'm like, yeah, I do.
I do know what's about to happen.
He said, all right, so he closed the door.
Man, next thing, you know, pat, pap, pat, pat, get him off me.
Help!
I got him beating the shit out.
I'm pulling his clothes down in the cell.
I'm trying to pull his clothes down in the cell.
Because you're not fucking me, champ.
Mind you, I'm pulling his clothes down as a threat.
I'm not going to get him.
But I'm letting you know this how I feel.
Like, you know, I'm a big dude at this time.
You know what I'm saying?
So he put the honey bun in there.
I ate his hundred bun.
He think he's going to come booty banded at me.
I'm in the cell beating him up.
taking the draws off his ass.
Yeah, we're doing, no, we're switching this up.
So at this point, everybody in the pre-it, like in the pod, they're going crazy.
They're like, man, this motherfucker cracker is crazy.
This cracker don't lost this damn money.
So they're mad, but they laugh and like,
but y'all can't stop this, man.
So my partner can't say no names, unfortunately.
So he was the one who gave me a call, but he also is the one who,
is one of my good friends.
Is he in the unit?
He's in the unit.
and he's short and stocky like you.
Like his pull-up game, he probably did, I think, 66 pull-up straight.
Jeez.
It gives you an idea.
I'm not doing 66 pull-ups.
Yeah, straight.
Every compound he goes through, he's the pull-up king.
So he ended up getting, I think, they awarded him or something for doing the many pull-ups
as possible.
I'm trying to find this picture of him real quick.
But long story short, he's in there arguing with the people like, listen, if y'all want to fight him,
go ahead, right?
But y'all going to do it one-on-one.
He is part of, you know, he grew up with us.
You know, everything he do and say is not an act.
That's who he is.
So they was like, listen, you know, we're going to beat him up.
This down and the third, but, you know, he's using the N-word.
So they're like, listen, he's using the N-word because he's part of us.
He's not using the N-word trying to be cool.
Like, he ain't one of them, you know, cool-ass, want to be down-ass, you know,
Krokers, he really had, you know, the choppers.
He really had the birks.
He really had the jury.
He really was out there, you know, moving weight fucking bitches.
He really didn't tell on nobody.
So I'm not saying that y'all can't be offended by him using the N-word in prison.
When I am saying this, y'all not going to jump him and run them off the yard.
If y'all want to get a one-on-one with him, I sit out there and watch y'all get a one-on-one.
But y'all not fucking with him like that.
And if y'all do things that y'all going to jump and run off the yard, then everybody going to get into it.
You want to send the pitcher later?
Yeah, I'm going to have to because it's taking away from the arm.
Right.
So he called me.
He was like, listen, you know, it's great to tell your story.
You know, our story, he, you know, too, it's a gangster.
And, you know, he bought that life.
So he said, hey, listen, you know, the story's great.
It's phenomenal.
You know, like, we really deserve, you know, a Netflix documentary.
We really deserve, you know, a series.
Like, the shit is just unremarkable about what we get.
He was 15 years old, 16 years old.
I swear to God, the man had a quarter million cash at 16 years old.
This man is the originator of street car, like racing cars.
This man had an SS cutlass of Monte Carlo.
You know, when you tub it out, you take all the extra metal and stuff.
You know, you make it real light.
This man took over $100,000.
I ain't talking about on a paint job.
I'm talking about just customizing this to race it at 16 years old.
Listen what I'm saying.
This is what we're doing with our money.
Right.
This man has every bit of $150, $175,000 in cash at 16, 17 years old,
in Arbidale, in Southside, St. Pete.
So when you have that much money at 16 years old,
when you're supposed to be riding bicycles and watching cartoons after,
I'm just trying to put the mindset of the people who haven't lived there.
Because I read the comments on YouTube.
I read the comments on Instagram.
They're like, oh, that didn't have me, and this and that.
And if that was it, we're talking about,
pre-era of Wi-Fi.
We're talking about pre-era of surveillance.
We're talking about pre-era of, you know, how hard FBI and CIA were.
They don't understand that those times, the people who are in the comments at 30 years old.
No, they don't know a life without social media and a camera on every single corner.
It's funny.
I was talking to Colby about a Netflix series that's on right now.
The cops don't even – this is in New Orleans, by the way.
The cops don't even have to do anything.
Everything that happens on this series, you know how they solve it?
it cameras. They're like, oh, we got the such and such camera. Oh, here he is right here. Oh,
there's a camera on these four stores. They go talk to those stores. They go, oh, that's his
picture. They take his picture. They send it around the police station. Some cop comes back and
goes, oh, that's Deboi. I know who he addressed. His real name is Johnson, such and such.
And it's over. It's over. Like every episode is solved that way. These guys don't know
a time when that didn't happen. That's why I'm not arguing in the comments and back.
For first, I'm not going to be that psychological to wake up. It's to argue with people on social
me. But some of the comments
they have to be addressed because, listen, y'all are only
32 years old talking about what you didn't
do or what's not believable. In the 80s and 90s
before the terrorist attack in 2001,
there was
no police.
There's no cameras on every corner. There's nothing.
So getting away with murder was very
easily done with no
problem. Yeah, you could go do a drive-by shooting
and a neighborhood drive off. You didn't have
ring cameras on every freaking door
in the 80s and 90s. Now you'd be
you'd be a fool. I don't know. I don't even know how
anybody gets away with, I don't even think anybody.
The only way anybody doesn't get away with stuff anymore is if the cops are just so overwhelmed
with their current caseload, they just can't get to this because nobody got killed in this.
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Somebody took a couple shots at you.
They didn't hit you.
I'm not going to spend the next three days chasing down the cameras.
I got other cases.
That's the only way.
Is they're overwhelmed?
That's it.
Because you can't get away with anything.
You can't rob a 7-Eleven and think you're going to get away.
They'll be at your fucking house in two days.
So I'm not, again, some of the things I did want to come back when you asked me to come back and do a part two with the phone call and initiate it.
Again, you know, for your family and stuff, man, I apologize.
I didn't know that this was going to be this big.
I had no clue.
But it's very documentary.
You know, I just threw away whole stacks of paper like two months before.
It's crazy.
But I've been carrying, you know, all my literature around for so long.
My whole case transcripts and everything for the last 25 years.
Just been, you know, in the closet there where I moved to my house or size.
Finally, I'm getting ready to move from.
from Cincinnati, you know, back to Florida.
So I'm like, man, I just got rid of a bunch of stuff
and I threw all this because it didn't matter.
My case is over.
I'm not fighting.
There's no more appeals or nothing.
I don't have nothing to prove, you know.
I'm in my 40s.
I don't have to, I don't hang in circles why I got to do a paper.
I can.
Right.
But I'm so legendary.
I'm so legendary.
I'm so legendary.
Two things that people are going to say, I ain't on nobody paperwork.
And I ain't ever fuck no man in prison.
Right.
And I'm saying to those who not watching, that's very.
very important for 15 years. That has to be said because people watch TV and they watch media
and they think that, you know, whatever Netflix put on the TV about prison, that's what's going
on. That's not what's going on because not everybody in prison is the same person in society.
Like in society, not everybody is the same person in society. So, and I'm not saying you,
let me take you out the equation. I want to say you. But those who might come into the prison
and might, you know, have to get booty bandit, banalized, that might be what you had to do.
That's not going to be my story.
Listen, the Snickers bar, so guys, guys would say to me, this is what I get out, like, you know, my buddies who haven't been to prison.
Good point.
Go ahead.
They would say, they would always go, what's the difference between the medium security prison and the low?
And I go, the easiest way to explain it is, I said, if you walk into your cell in the medium and somebody's put a Snickers bar on your pillow, I go, don't eat it.
and I and I and I and I and then they go well what about the low I go if you walk in your cell in the low and there's a Snickers and he goes you're like yeah I go you can eat it nobody's gonna do nobody's gonna do nothing right so super soft I said there it's soft nobody's gonna do not right and they're like what is the what is the Snickers bar and you know I can explain it's a sweet back right yeah we want the sweet back right I was so funny because they don't understand and then I was gonna say what real quick this is a quick quick quick story real quick I was a GED tutor
And I think I've told, I've told this.
Remember, so I was with my buddy Zach.
Remember that one that I said is in jail right now?
He was a GEDU tutor.
He was like number one.
And I think he made $75 a month.
And I made like $35.
I was number two.
And but we got a, oh, we were in the SLD.
This is where they put you.
If you failed the GED or you just can't even take it.
Right.
They put you in this class.
If you get like 200 hours in this class, then you don't, you get an exemption.
So you don't have to take your GED.
So this is the class.
We're teaching these guys like how to count money.
Right.
You know, little things, just how to even get by in society.
But some of these guys were just lazy, bro.
But I remember this one guy used to walk in every, he'd do this maybe once a week.
He'd walk in, and everybody knew he'd do it.
He'd walk in and he'd take a Snickers bar.
And I'd be at my little desk.
He'd walk in and he put a Snickers bar on the corner.
And everybody laughed and I go, get the fuck out of here.
But what are you doing?
And he goes, he'd take you, you don't want it?
I go, no, I'm good.
He'd take it.
I was in the medium too.
Right, right.
And everybody laughed.
And so one day he walked in, you know, he's a big guy.
He walked in and slipped the snickers and everybody snick,
and I grabbed the snickers, opened it and took him by the snickers.
And look, he was, what the fuck, Cox?
Right.
He's what the fuck, bro?
Like, he's just a joke.
And now I'm eating the stickers.
He's like, oh, you owe me a fucking snickers, man?
I mean, just like a little kid.
Right.
But, I mean, just everybody fucking dying.
And they're like, you gave it to him, bro.
You gave it.
Right.
But I mean, you know, it's just, it's, you know, it's, but the thing with the, like,
When I got the low, yeah.
Nobody, no one on that.
The stickers thing is, you know.
And in federal prison, it was funny in federal prison, like in the state, the guys from the state would come into, you know, they do their state bid.
And then they'd come into federal prison and have to do five years or 10 years or something.
And they would walk in and start telling state stories.
Bro, my stomach would fucking start getting it.
My stomach would start doing flips.
I've been, after I've been in the low four or five years and got, I remember this guy, Apollonia came in and started telling stories.
Bro, it made me sick to my fucking stomach.
Like, I was just like, fucking, thank God, I don't, I haven't committed any state crimes.
I could never go to fucking state prison.
And they'd always like, yeah, you'd be all right.
I'm like, I don't think so.
I don't think so.
I told you.
The one guy I said, when I first got arrested, bro, I'm going to stop talking after this,
where you keep reminding me, I think you'll find this funny.
When I first got arrested, my lawyer comes to me.
And she's like, okay, here, you're pleading to this.
And I'm signing everything to plead.
And one of the things they want you to plead to,
She was, it's constructive possession.
I go, well, I didn't have a gun.
And she said, well, your girlfriend, she said, they found a receipt.
And I went, my girlfriend, who was ex-military at the time, had a weapon that she had a receipt for that she bought.
I said, I never saw the gun.
I never touched the gun.
I said it got stolen during a, it was a burglary or a robber.
I said, it got stolen.
I remember.
And she was like, Matt, what does it matter?
It's all going to be around at the same time.
What does it matter?
I was like, all right.
She's just signed.
It's not a big deal.
Okay.
Can you imagine if I signed for a gun?
So I did sign.
Right.
Got back to the unit.
I happened to be talking.
There's one guy who'd been to the feds, a big black guy.
He'd been to the fucking pin and everything.
He sat there and he goes, and he said, what, would you sign all your shit?
I said, yeah, I said, I signed.
Would you lawyers, ah, I thought I said, you know, they had me signed for a fucking gun, constructive possession of a gun?
I said, I didn't even have a gun.
Me too.
And he looked at me and he goes, look me up and down.
He goes, Cox, you was on the run, right?
And I went, yeah.
And he goes, how much time she said you're looking at?
and I was like 10 or 12 years.
That's what I thought I was going to get.
And she's like, he goes,
and is this your first, you in category one?
I said, no, man, I was, one, I was, I was on probation for another fraud.
And then I took off on the run, I come into that.
I said, I'm on like category three.
And he looked at me and went, and you just signed for a gun.
I went, yeah, he goes, and you get in over 10 years.
And I was like, right?
He goes, you're going to go to the pen.
And I went, what?
is you're going to go to a pen.
He said, and you know what, Cox?
He said, I'm sure you could take care of yourself.
You're going to get rid of the pen.
And I looked at him and I went, and I looked at it and I was, well, you're wrong about that.
You're wrong?
I said, I can't take care of myself.
I can't take care of myself at all.
I said, I can't go to open.
He says, you better call your fucking lawyer.
Right.
He said, because once she hands that paperwork in, he said, it's going to be almost impossible to take it back.
Fucking, you've never seen anybody.
I ran down those.
My little feet didn't touch this day.
I looked a little shoe right down the fucking.
Right down the fucking.
ran and boom got the phone boom left a message because she didn't answer the phone like
absolutely not I'll go to fucking trial on that fucking shit bullshit went fucking crazy I'll put my
fucking girlfriend in the stand she'll explain that I never had the gun listen three four days
later my lawyer shows up and says listen I called calm down I didn't turn it in for it's over
you're not pleading guilty to it but terrified it changes that the construction and possession
and changes everything.
Think about it, I wouldn't have gotten our app.
That's what it did to me.
It gave me no, even when they started giving the cuts,
the Obama law and all that, I got none of it, none of it.
Let me tell you.
And I just, it was actually Trump to sign that into law.
It was Trump.
The first step act?
The first step.
No, I was out.
Oh, you mean Obama back when they changed the claw.
You know why they didn't give me the crook law?
No, because of the gun?
No, I have been fighting my case, pro se.
I got all, mine, myself,
I got all the way up to the United States
Supreme Court, myself, digging,
hard as shit, because y'all over-sentence me
with the constructive possession of fire.
I never had this firearm, bro.
Right.
So I fought this for like 13 years.
So like 18 months before I get to the door,
they finally rule on it.
You know what the ruling was?
Well, and I also updated it with the c-claw
and gave them, you know, justification of why I need to be released,
la-la-la-la-la.
So the people came back and said that,
you exercise your right not to cooperate with the United States government.
In doing so, the United States government also exercised their rights by enhancing you
for constructive possession and not cooperate.
Big words, not cooperating with the United States government.
That's why we denied your case.
You'll remain in custody for not cooperating with the United States government.
Stuck me with another five years.
Constructed possession on a firearm, bro.
I hate that shit.
Listen, I knew a guy.
No our doubt.
So you never have, how did they put the gun on you?
Somebody just said you had the gun?
No, the guns that they were talking about is in my case.
The guns I had sold him.
Right.
That's not constructed possession.
That was possessed.
I sold it.
You know what I'm saying?
That wasn't in further than the truck.
The gun they found was in a car that was parked on the street.
They had no ties to me.
It was just, you know, your house is here and the road is here, so it's parked on your side of the curb.
It's not in the yard or nothing.
So they went in the cars unlocked.
I don't know if they found the gun.
I don't know.
Right.
Some guys out of my case were going to trial.
They was forced to go to trial because how much their background, you know, back in the, I don't know how they're doing now.
30 years.
Why not go to trial?
Because 30 years and life is the same.
You're already 40-some years old.
You're getting out of 70 anyway.
So back then you were forced to go to trial.
So they wanted me to, you know, testify on their case.
So two weeks before they go to trial, they come and out.
asked me about, you know, testifying. I'm like, no.
It was like, all right, well, we got something for you.
So they come back two weeks. It was like,
September, September, October, something like that.
They superseded indicting me.
924C, constructive possession of a firearm.
Saying that you was in somewhere category
where you had drugs or possessed drugs
and a gun was in legal reach under constructive
possession. Right.
So they gave me five more years for not cooperating.
Yeah, I knew a guy that got, he got hit with it.
The gun, technically, the gun is, it should be during the course of whatever that crime is, they found gun.
And he had a gun, but he bought it for you or he had it because you couldn't have it on you.
That's construction presence.
Right.
I know a guy that, I think, I want to say he got in hands for a gun because even though he did some drug deals over here and like 12 miles away, they found a gun in his closet.
Right.
in the back of us, like, I didn't have that weapon.
It never, it never took place.
Right, and it's supposed to be because you're protecting your drugs
during the course of like this whole sale.
That's what it is, right.
But it was, no.
It was never, right.
And then it's like, go to trial then.
I don't want to go to trial.
So another big thing, I think they had done away with this while I was in there.
But for a long time, it was doing what's known as a ghost dope.
So say, you know, I know you, you know me.
They're still ghost dope.
Really?
They're still doing that?
I'm almost positive.
That's crazy.
So what they do is, um, you.
You have a case.
Now you're trying to get out of a case.
So you come tell me, I'm your friend.
You be like, hey, you know, my contact guy, you know, he worked for the cartel.
Long story short, I was getting my shit from him.
They fucked them.
So he knows there's a warehouse got 50 keys in it.
You know what I mean?
Just come with me.
We're going to go, you know, into this storage unit that has 50 keys in it.
You know what I mean?
So I'm like, okay, great.
You know, you'll be like, well, you know, grab a couple guys.
You know, we're all going to go in there.
You know, we got a gun or whatever.
You know, it's a cartel.
He'd be like, oh, yeah, fuck it.
I grab a couple guns.
So now you don't implement it me.
I don't want and got two more people.
So now it's four of us.
Because you already have a case I'm not aware of.
You don't have brought me a case talking about 50 keys.
We go into the warehouse, expecting the 50 keys.
There's no 50 keys.
There was never 50 keys.
It was just conspiracy to talk about 50 keys being robbed for.
Then when I go to court, the judge sends me to life in prison.
Over 50 keys, there was never fucking there.
Right.
That's ghost though.
So they were doing a lot of that bullshit.
I don't know if they still do it.
Yeah, I don't think they'd do it.
anymore that's a I think they called it like a reverse sting the DEA got or is it the
ATF got so I think it was one of the two got in trouble for it because they ended up setting
it the case that I think stopped that happened while I was in prison I want to say
2015 there was a kid that was like he had like an 80 IQ and so some somebody gets busted
he tells the cops I got a guy that'll rob a place to rob a place
So he goes and finds this kid who's never been in trouble.
He's like 18, 19 years old, never had a job.
He stays at home, plays video games.
Not all that bright.
He convinces him, tells him, can you get a gun?
Oh, Ann brings, sorry, brings an undercover with him.
And they convince him, they say, get a gun.
Go get a badge so that you have a badge.
And we're going to go kicking the door to this drug house and rob these guys.
We don't mean think anybody's in there.
but we'll have guns and a badge and we'll kick it in.
You just have to come with us.
Right.
And so the kid, when they show up, he does find a gun.
Keep mind, he's got no vehicle.
He goes to his grand—they said, can you get a gun?
He says, yeah, he goes to his grandfather's house and gets like a 1940 revolver—
doesn't even have a pin in it.
It doesn't fire.
Doesn't have bullets, nothing.
They said, did you get the badge?
He says, no, I don't have—I couldn't find a badge.
Where am I going to find a badge?
I don't have any money.
They said, don't worry, we got you a badge.
They give them a badge.
Then they're driving to the house, and as they drive to the house, they're talking about robbing the house.
They get up to the house.
The cops pull up and they stop them.
And they yank him out of the house.
Or maybe they got out of the car.
Whatever it was, they had a full discussion.
And he got charged with robbing this house with who knows how much dope in is or whatever he thought was in it.
But the truth is that it was total coercion, right?
Like I'm playing video games.
You came to me.
I didn't have a badge.
I didn't have a working gun.
I didn't.
Like,
they completely convince him to do this all so that they can bust him.
And then they try and give him like 20 years.
Right.
And he's like,
I'm sitting on my couch.
Like,
you guys basically said there was a house with a bunch of money in it and nobody's there.
We were going to kick in the door and take the money.
That's a robbery.
Like,
it's a burglary.
Right.
Maybe even.
And so at that case was so egregious.
They finally stopped.
And, of course,
they looked at it also.
They looked at like five years earlier.
had done like, let's say 50 bus. Then the next year they'd done like 350. Then it was like
1,500. Then that year they'd done like 3,000 of these because it was so easy. And they're just
smashed. But you're finding people that like this kid has an 80 IQ. He can barely read.
He didn't graduate high school. Like he's. And most of the people in my neighborhood are just that
person. You know, they've been in their whole life. They don't have no education. Everybody's starving.
so it's easy to go into these crime-ridden environments and find your mark
because everybody's starving and looking for the next payout.
So if I promise you in 50 keys,
if I promise you $100,000 of free cash, you're coming.
This is a no-brainer.
This is psychology 101 in the DEA and their law enforcement.
They're trained to spot this and see this.
So that's why it's so easy to go into our neighborhoods that are crime-ridden
and less, you know, habitat with money and, you know, federal...
We're going to get our mark every time.
time. This is the easy, like you said, it's been going on for 30 years. It goes from, you know,
two bus to 10 bus to 15, but now we're getting 3,000 bus in six months. Nobody's going
to look at this. The fuck. And there's only black people, not as only black people in a low
income area. Only black people in a low income area that's not drug, you know, like, come on,
man. Put the brakes on some of this shit. I think it took like 5,500 of them to go to jail before
they decided. Right, right, before they decided. Well, before some public defender. Somebody. Some public defender
finally said, no, we're, we're going to go to trial. Like, this isn't right. Like, and then they
finally said, okay, we're going to, we'll stop doing this. You see all these judges now today that
like, they're sissified. And what I mean by like, they end up in like, you have to remember,
law has no emotion. Law, that there's no progression in to say that because you act erratic
in the moment of being falsely arrested that your actions show me that you were, you know,
on a drug or, like, you're supposed to be totally calm.
by coming and get me and arresting me
and want me to fully cooperate,
not have anything, say,
okay, put my hands behind my back,
take me to jail.
Mind you, I'm just a civilian.
You're accusing me in something I didn't do.
And then you're taking me to jail for it,
and I'm supposed to be okay with this.
So now they got me on, you know, body cam.
I'm acting erratic.
Of course, I'm jerking around,
saying, what the fuck are you doing?
Why are you taking me to jail?
I've never experienced it before.
I had trust you.
Now I don't trust you.
So now they're playing this fucking video
in front of the judge
And the judge is saying, oh, well, you act erratic.
He's guilty.
Bro, are you fucking dumb?
Are you dumb?
They got this judge now on Instagram.
It's like four of them right now going around.
And they're all having hissy fits on the stage.
Oh, well, the court is adjourned.
The court is old.
Beilov, get the lawyer out of my face.
That, that.
Where are we at with law?
Where the fuck are we at?
I was, I was going to say, what was the judge that, what was a rapper that was a, fuck,
I should know this.
People were going to fucking,
they roasted me in the last one.
The one that was holding secret meetings?
Yeah,
the one that was secret meetings.
Remember,
he was,
yeah,
he was holding secret meetings.
The rappers up there
for being supposedly
as a gang and all this stuff.
But the judge is meeting
with the witnesses and the prosecution.
Oh,
you're talking about all thugged them.
Slime.
Yeah,
yeah,
yeah.
Yeah,
like,
and then when the lawyer wants to bring it up,
I'm going to throw him in jail
to throw him in jail to show the money.
But this is what I'm saying.
There's,
you don't,
That's crazy.
Man, I had it, um, it's probably been about five years ago.
And I tell the story because people don't understand.
It's, I had an, um, we're doing a show at Manitraction.
I think we have Busy coming through.
So the girl she had drove from Brandon to come see me.
She had just got off work.
She has a two-year-old child she's dealing with.
So long story short, she pulls to the gas station right down the street from the club.
Mind you, she don't do drugs.
None of this.
She don't drink.
Long story short, I'm trying to paint the picture.
Young Black, you know, female.
in Kenna City. Are you familiar with Kenna City, St. Pete? No. It's clue Clux Klan. Okay.
It's, to say the least, it's Klu Kludz Klan. So she's in her car, arresting, waiting on
me to come get her from the gas station and bring her into the club. Right. And she's in her
car. She sees the sheriff come behind her, circuit of parking lot, come behind her again,
pulls up behind her. She's in the car with a seat leaning back waiting on me, you know, to come
get her. So he pulls out the car. So he pulls out the car.
said that she was sleep.
She said, I'm not sleep.
It's like, well, give me your license
and stuff like that.
Now, she's on the phone call to me.
So I'm telling her, hey, listen,
you know, you're in a bad spot.
You know, a little young black girl,
very tiny, you know, small.
Cop out there's huge.
You know, it's Crackerville.
And, you know, in Kenner City,
and he's out there.
I'm talking about he's just letting her have it.
Fuck, I said you were sleep.
Get the fuck out of the car.
I'm talking about he's just tearing into her.
So I'm telling her, listen,
cooperate with him.
Give me your license and stuff like that.
So he was like,
well, you're not moving fast enough.
He snatched her out of the car.
Now, she starts becoming belligerent.
She starts snatching this shit away.
He's trying to put her in the cuffs of all this shit.
He's saying that she's drunk.
He smells alcohol.
The girl don't have, no, there's no probable cause.
There's no open container, none of this shit.
So he goes in search her car and finds, quote, unquote, supposed to be in two pills
in a plastic baggie that it was supposed to be in her eyeglass container.
Anyways, long story short, they throw her in jail for DUI.
Right.
So I go get her.
She goes, of course,
I'm telling her to take her the trial.
There's no proof.
They didn't even ask her to do a sobriety test,
mind you,
but he's got her in jail for DUI.
The girl wasn't drunk.
So she takes her to trial.
The judge finds her guilty
because she was acting erratic
on the video.
There's no sobriety.
There's no blow.
There was no urine.
There was nobody asked to do
to cooperate with no type of DUI.
But this is the shit that we up against.
They got this fucking judge.
I wish I,
I knew who the judge was.
I'll pin his ass right now because we're up against so much pressure
with trying to understand and trust the law
and they want, you know, what they call the black and the blue
to come both communities come together.
Whenever you have stuff like that,
you are a judge, you're not supposed to come in here with a motion.
You took an oath to not give legal advice.
Your job is to make sure that the statute of person being charged with
is a correct statute,
they're, you know, defending against.
So if you pulled me over for a suspended license,
my license is not suspended,
you have, you have to throw it out.
You're the judge.
You're not going to throw it out
because you just want to see what the case is.
So when the prosecutor, he said, you know,
what you got him on?
He said, well, you know, driving on suspended license.
He's like, well, um,
what happened?
So he says, well,
the officer told him his license was suspended.
He said,
is not suspended, do you want to see my dockets, you know, the receipt that I just paid for
that my license is not suspended. The police says no, if you get in your car and drive away,
we're going to take a jail for suspended license. Mind you, he had the receipt for the, you know,
the seal, the shows you, my license is not suspended. So the police take him to jail for
driving on suspended license. So the prosecutor stands up. Now he's in front of the judge.
Hey, judge, my license wants to spend it. Here's the proof of the DMV. Here's the receipts.
Here's the seal. You know, the stale. It has to be thrown out. He says,
well, I wouldn't hear what the prosecutor's got to say.
The prosecutor stands there and said, well, the police said that his license was suspended,
and he told the police, watch this and he drove off.
The judge said, oh, well, yeah, well, we're going to continue hearing this.
And this is who we're supposed to take our examples of law from.
These people have upheld an oath to say that we are going to be in charge of, you know,
our communities and we're going to apply these laws, you know, in a just manner.
And they're not.
They're not.
I hear you. No, I'm with you. But I'm just saying, it's just, but people who don't live the life that we have lived is so far-fetched. They can't fathom it. It doesn't make any sense because it's law enforcement. They're supposed to be here for us. We have to trust them.
I haven't lived your life. I promise you that. You've been in prison. You've been on the other side of the law, but you can see. Listen, when the cops come, I roll my window down and it's immediately. Yes or no, sir, no, sir. Absolutely.
I don't go, fuck, you fuck you pull me off a pussy ass cracker. Get your motherfucking ass away with my car.
Fuck you got going on.
I typically drive at a BMW. I'm wearing a business tire. I'm very polite. I have all my documents.
Absolutely. Even if they're not my documents, I got all the documents.
Man, fuck them people. On God, because the minute I've never had since I've been home, I've been in Canada jail a few times. There's a couple of mugshots out there. I don't give a shit.
But I already know when I come and counter the very second I speak, it changes.
I've seen it. I've seen it so many times. It's not something I'm proud of. And I tell people all the time, you know, people love my voice. The women love it. The people don't understand. I heard that in the comment. Right, right. It's cool. Don't get me wrong. But if I could have changed my life, if I could have had mothers and a father and grew up in a two-parent home in the suburbs and could talk like Chad and Brad and I would have loved that. I would not have chose to do 15 years in prison. I would not have chose to be a stand-up guy. I would not have chose to show this old.
You understand what I'm saying?
Yeah, yeah.
So it is a day.
If I could go back in time.
If I could go back in time, I would change my time.
I would change my, I would change the very uterus I was attached to if I could.
And that's something else that, you know, the people say, you know, you're kind of harsh on your mom.
No, the lady was very harsh on me.
Yeah.
And the harsh reality of it is when we talk about aggression, it's not aggression, it's a
passion when I speak about her because how derogatory and how negative and where your pattern to thought was when you take.
a child and you put them in a jungle, but you've already lived your life.
So they said, well, your mom don't speak like that.
She's not supposed to.
She was already 40.
I'm confused, sir.
Why would you even, you see what I'm saying?
So my experience with the way I speak when it comes to judges, when it comes to attorneys,
when it comes to the law, and I'm saying you too because you have broken in law, you have experience.
You just spoke about it.
the construction possession, they want you to sign.
It's not fair to you.
No.
You didn't have it.
No, they're not concerned about justice.
That's the whole message that I'm trying to get across.
So it doesn't matter whether or not you're right.
You didn't grow up like me, but you end up in the same places I did.
So you can understand more than a person who didn't go to the other side of the fence.
Because we have a lot of people in the comments to talk a lot of shit that they never left their house to try to scrutinize.
the way where we ended up together.
I sold drugs, and I don't know how your background was,
but you didn't grow up in Harbredale.
No.
I do know.
Harbordale, my neighborhood.
Oh, yeah.
SAP.
No, it was upper middle class.
Right.
That's what I'm saying.
But you ended up at the bottom of a barrel with me at the same place,
Coleman.
Yeah.
You see?
So it's the choice about the end of the day.
It shaped you to make you understand that when you have an account with the law.
Of course, you know, I talk a lot of shit or whatever case may be.
What we do try to, you know, we understand.
and we're up against a no-win situation.
So we want to be polite and cooperative as possible.
Of course, yeah.
Absolutely.
I'm not going to win.
No, I'm not going to win.
No.
So soon as I speak, oh, that shit, I've seen it.
Get out of the car.
Fuck you mean, get out of the car.
Get out of the car.
Because it has a sense of aggression when I speak.
But you don't, the voice that I carry today,
for a person who's cultured,
for a person who understands who has been around the world,
a person, when you hear somebody with my face in this voice,
you understand this voice comes with struggle.
You understand this voice comes with a triumph.
You understand this voice has a lot of tears behind it.
You understand this voice has a lot of losses behind it.
You understand this voice comes with a lot of pain.
So for those who don't speak about my voice when I have a conversation with them,
I understand we already had a silent connection
because you don't ask me the reason why I speak.
So when a person asks me why I speak the way I speak,
that I already know that there's a disconnect.
Now, whether they're asking me to be informed
or they're asking me to criticize me
my senses already have picked up
that this ain't going to go.
Not that I'm wanting to go my way,
but the outcome is
not what the receiving end is going to be.
And I say that because like dealing with the police,
fuck you.
The police understand the way I talk.
I don't have to run you.
I already know you've been in prison.
Yeah.
So I'm going to fuck what you even,
harder. Because I know a certain push, certain buzz that I could push that's going to make you
emotion. It's going to make you erratic. It's going to make you look on camera in front of
judge like you're under an influence. But because I have the upper hand, I am long for it. I have
been trained to deal with people like you. This is what I'm going to do. I'm going to fuck with you
until I can get what I'm looking for until I can put you in handcuffs. So instead of saying,
man, I know this man been in prison. I'm not saying give him a break. But let me just see what I can,
what's the word? Not help him, but God damn. We didn't. We need.
We ain't got to keep kicking him down because he's a felon.
We ain't got to keep putting him in jail every time we put him over.
We ain't got to keep stacking them with fucking false charges.
Like, God damn, get off my fucking back, bro.
I done dead the time.
I got a buddy named Bozziak, John Boziac.
Remember Boziac talks about getting pulled over all the time.
We even had one of his videos.
One of his videos, we did a clip of it.
It got millions of views because he talks about how he went.
By the way, white guy, blonde hair, blue-eyed, tattooed.
Tude all on his head, neck, face tattoos, everything.
Nicest guy in the world.
Everybody's always saying, too, like, he lived with me for two years, over two years.
Doesn't do drugs, doesn't drink, nothing.
And everybody's always like, he'll do a thing and they're always like, oh, bro, that dude's, he's on, you know, whatever.
You know, they always think he's on drugs stuff.
He has allergies.
So he'll be, you know, he's got allergies.
He's in Florida with allergies.
They're like, oh, he's on such a stuff.
I'm like, trust me.
He's on nothing.
And, of course,
we'll look at the way he looks.
I laugh so hard because I got one of my girls,
she's so pretty, right?
And that's all she does all day long.
Yeah.
So for my person, I used to sell, you know,
soft and hard for the algorithm, of course.
Yeah, yeah.
You know what I'm saying?
But if I was on the outside looking in,
yeah, no doubt.
Your body is tea.
You know, your home girls is,
You know, it just kind of just goes with the flow.
You all day low.
Yeah.
Well, so he gets pulled over all the time.
And he said he has a story where he's like this chick.
He picked up this chick.
He's like, we're walking outside.
And he said, hey, why don't you drive?
And she's like, no, you drive.
And he has a nice car.
And he's like, listen, he's, we're going to get pulled over.
And she's like, why?
Something wrong?
He's like, no, nothing.
He's, I get pulled over all the time.
Because the cops, look, they drive by him.
They see him.
Gang member.
That's exactly what else.
It's drugs in the cars, guns in the car.
He's got tattoos.
And they'll come up with a reason to search his vehicle.
And he said it happens.
As a matter of fact, when he drove down here, I forget where he was, Kansas or something, one of the square states up north.
He was coming down to come live with me, to come to Florida.
He got pulled over.
He had a little U-Haul thing.
They took, three cops show up, cop car.
They take, it took hours.
He's just talking about two hours.
I'm sitting in handcuffs on the side of the road, on the interstate.
He said, because of how I look.
And he told the cop, when they pulled him over, he said, they said, listen, we're going to, you know, we want to search the car.
I forget what the reason was, but they basically said, we're going to search the car.
Right.
And he goes, he goes, okay, well, he said, he's had a question for you.
He goes, is it because of my tattoos?
And he goes, no, no, no, we're just randomly, we randomly searched cars.
And he's like, you know, and it's just, you know, and he was like, okay.
And then after the whole thing was done, he asked him again.
He's like, bro, can you, can ask your question?
And they're like, what's that?
He's because of my tattoos, right?
Like he's like, no, no, no.
He would not admit that you pulled me over.
You saw me.
Stereotymed.
You pulled me over.
Because gang member, that's what they thought.
Listen, he's never been up.
Nobody wants him as a part of a gang.
Right.
He's like 5'5, 5, 6.
Skinny.
He's not going to beat you up.
Soft-spoken.
Actually, it gets a little crazy.
Doesn't he get a little crazy sometimes?
But he's not going to beat you up.
He's a buck 40.
Remember one time he'd been eating a whole bunch and working out, and he got to
$1.45.
He was super excited.
He was like, he's like, I'm 145 pounds right now.
145.
I was like, that's like I can't come close to my food.
Skinny as I've been in 20 years is 150 when I left prison.
I've been dieting for six months.
But anyway, yeah, same thing.
He gets pulled over and and, and, but he said, and when they pull him, pull him over,
I'm like, what do you say?
He's like, what do you mean when I say?
Is I say yes, sir, I say no, sir, I get out.
I let him cuff me.
I sit down.
I answer all their questions.
He says, I don't have anything in my car.
I don't have anything.
He said, I say nothing.
He said, because I'm not going to win.
He said, I'm not going to win.
He said, I know I'm not going to win.
He's, I can't go in front of a judge.
I don't want to get these people upset.
He's like, look at me.
You know, and that's kind of how I feel.
Especially, listen, especially in Florida.
Especially in Florida.
Yes, sir, no, sir.
I am.
You've never seen anybody's polite to me.
Yes, sir, officer.
I'm shocked that you pulled me over.
Thank God you pulled me over.
I deserve a ticket.
Like, let's write this.
This nicest can be.
You know, also, I don't know if you know this officer.
I wasn't wearing my seatbelt.
I was actually going a little bit faster than you have me clocked.
Go.
Damn.
Like, I'm as polite as possible.
You know, the bad part about it is that the feds, the DA, the CIA, FBI, they all watch these crimes.
Because everybody.
Of course.
I'm sure I'll get a phone call in the next.
If I got a phone call from the street, oh, I'm definitely getting a phone call from them.
But they watch it and they hone in, they trigger on people like me,
people who disassociate themselves from law enforcement,
who I don't mind cooperating when it comes to,
but once it starts getting like I was in Cincinnati and a cop pulled me over.
I had an old school car I still got it.
But I'm running through one of the local neighborhoods.
I'm coming off the main street, cutting in between,
so I see the cock get behind me.
I'm like, again, tag everything, license, registrations,
No gun, no drug.
I don't do nothing.
I don't care.
None of that shit.
None of that shit.
None of nothing.
Nothing.
Super squeaky clean.
So he puts the blue lights on.
I'm saying you can't be pulling me over.
There's no reason for it.
My windows are down.
There's no music on ad,
but my car has like,
it's a fucking concert by it.
You think rolling a lot is bad.
But yeah, the car is crazy,
but I don't play the music,
you know, for that person.
So he pulls me over.
First thing you say,
he said, I was reaching in the back behind my seat
to get my driver license and stuff
because, you know,
the pocket in the seat.
He'll, whoa,
whoa, what the fuck you're reaching for?
I'm like, okay.
So when he said that, I already knew it's going to be a problem.
He said, is this your car?
I said, yes, sir.
He said, you got title of license and registrate
to this vehicle?
I said, yes, sir.
He said, are there any guns or drugs?
I'm like, oh, fuck, bro, why the fuck you got an attitude?
Calm your fucking nerves, partner?
Because you already negated my fucking car of 10, bitch.
Now, now I'm scared because what the fuck you really got going on?
Are you going to shoot me next?
You know, because you already came with major force.
I ain't even got a chance to say yes.
sir.
Bitch, you already have my car like this.
So now I'm on 10.
But I'm on 10 on defense because, bitch,
you pull this gun.
It's going to be a squabble because you're trying to kill me anyways.
So he's like, is there any fucking guns or drugs?
I'm like, man, get the fuck.
Why would you ask me some dumbass shit like that?
Like, who informs you to this vehicle?
Because you just wait to-
Does anybody ever say yes to that?
Nobody's never going to say yet.
Like, this one's like, I'm going to say yes, sir.
I have it hidden in a secret compartment.
If you give me a chance, I'll give it.
I'll give it to you.
Like, get the fuck out of here.
So he's like, get out of the car.
I say, what's the probable cause for pulling me over?
You can't articulate a crime.
There's no over container.
There's no older America.
I don't smoke.
I don't do drugs.
I don't drink.
So why are you pulling me out of the car?
He said, this is a lawful order.
They love to say that bullshit.
But by law, you do have to get out the car.
So he said, I'm going to search you in your car.
I said, sir, you're in violation of four, five, and six.
My amendment rights.
I want you to know this now.
you understand what I'm saying anything I said your body camera on he said yeah I said okay all right
I'm telling you right now in front of a judge anything that goes on after this is gonna get thrown
out of court I don't go fuck what you find in that car he's like you're going to jail I'm telling you right now
I'm calling a canine I don't give a fuck what much you bring in here bitch you find drugs you put it here
you understand what I'm saying so he's like I don't like your fucking attitude can I say no you cannot
search for me he said well I have the right to search you for my safety I say you can pat around my
waist and pop my pockets. You cannot turn my pockets inside out and you can't take my shoes off.
See, they hate when you know, they feel like I'm not bashing you. You understand what I'm saying?
You started all of it. You came to a scene and start creating a crime, partner. You have officially
created a crime that don't exist. I don't know what the fuck your problem is, but you have already
approached me on 10. So how the fuck am I supposed to take? Fuck being in prison. My own spidey senses
tells me that there's an issue with you.
I don't have the issue.
You came at me cussing and I'm telling me,
you can see like he had a vest on.
You can see he was already like raging because it's,
this is how you approach my car.
Are you fucking serious?
Some of these guys don't have the demeanor, right?
They don't have the attitude to be.
And then it goes back to the feds, they watch this, right?
The feds, the CIA, they watch this and they say,
oh, that's going to be our next mark.
No, you need to go back and teach the fucking,
you need to teach them about mental health.
Because there's a lot of people who they shoot out here because of mental illness.
You understand what I'm saying?
They need to go back to training and putting these people in more than just United States
statute or United States title of USC.
They need to learn how to really handle people in the community.
You understand what I'm saying?
But they'll watch this and want to target me.
No, motherfucker, go back and train your force to be better in the community.
So we can't have better ties in the community.
The biggest thing they're like, say, cooperate.
Yes, sir, no sir.
still take you to jail.
Not saying that, you know,
if they find a large quality of injury
because you cooperate,
you're not supposed to go to jail.
But at the same time,
damn, what the fuck is you attacking me?
I ain't even got out of the car good enough yet.
So he put me in hand because he was like,
I'm going to find drugs in this car.
So this is what I'm saying.
So when the judge watches these cameras
and they try to say that you under the floor,
I'm being attacked
and what my childhood and me being in prison
and anybody who innately
feels like something is wrong,
the breathing is going to change.
The color of your face is going to change.
You understand what I'm saying?
The emotions are going to change.
It's going to become a rat.
It's going to become heightened.
So it's a lot of shit that goes on.
So whenever you get in front and they show this
and they try to say that you're underinfluenced
and shit like that, you're saying, no, this is who the fuck I am.
This is what the fuck I do when I'm under attack.
You understand?
So anyways, he put me in here because they ran the dog through.
I watched him alert the dog.
with the bullshit.
I seen him,
and I said to his partner
who was standing holding me
with my hands behind my back
in handcuffs.
He was holding me.
I said,
you're going to let them
let that fucking mutt, bro?
Did you do that?
He was like, well,
they find the drugs in the car.
They're going to find the drugs
in the car.
Just tell us where it's at.
There's no drugs.
Matthew, none.
So they're tearing the car out.
So he,
the old school car,
you have to push the button
for the truck to come up.
So he's mashing on the fucking button.
I'm saying,
man, listen.
Mind you,
they got shit
on.
I have my work bag with all my security clothes and shit in it.
They got that shit flipped over.
It's shit all on the ground.
So I'm saying, listen, you cannot tell my car up like this by law.
And you have to put the shit back like how you found it.
They hate all that shit, bro.
They hate all that shit.
So they dig through all my shit.
They run the dog around the car again.
He's like, my dog is not trained for marijuana.
My dog is trained for narcotics.
There's narcotics in here.
You're going to tell me where they're at or you're going to jail.
What the fuck is you not understand?
Now, I understand that a person with judge is going to say they don't have it.
You can't make this shit up.
They ain't shit in here.
So I walk over to the car.
He's like, hey, hey, don't move, don't move.
I'm like, you're tearing up my car.
I want to show you what button to push so you can check the trunk.
So, oh, okay, okay, okay, let them come over.
Like, it's idiotic shit like the judge I just showed on YouTube.
It's the idiotic police and shit.
They say that we're wrong.
They say that we act erratic.
They say we're under, you know, the influence.
We're drunk.
No, bitch, we're tired of being oppressed by dumbass law enforcement.
Who don't understand how to handle people in situations?
Now, I ain't saying all law enforcement are idiots.
I'm saying you do have some, it's like any other group around the world.
You have good people, you have bad people.
You've seen a cop in Florida?
They had the same, like 3,000 same arrest where he found the methamphetamine.
Oh, he was dropping it.
He was dropping it.
And they found it in his glove on one of the videos.
Yeah.
This is what I'm saying.
He was a being caught.
They're like, I don't have.
of, that's not mine.
And they got no history.
So they finally watched enough of the body camera.
They actually showed him dropping, you know,
taking it out and drop on video.
On his chest camera.
He's so confident.
He's so confident he drops it like in the back.
And he's like, oh, I got something right here.
Picks it up.
And it's like, wow, you're confident to do it on.
I don't think he thought it caught it maybe.
Right.
He didn't think he caught it the way it was in his glove.
But I say that to say this.
Stop talking about United States.
Sit on wherever.
y'all have law enforcement who really got on, you know, the force to fuck with people like me
or to fuck with people who never broke the law day in their life.
And then you're putting the infatomy.
That's a huge problem.
There's never going to be trust between communities when you have this type of shit going on.
Or when you're, you know, mowing the people down the middle of street and ice and all this old extra next shit.
Like, both sides need training.
They always talk about cooperate, cooperate, cooperate, cooperate, but then what the fuck you're going to do about?
the police who don't know how to cooperate with the community.
When is that going to come about?
You know, you're watching this?
No, can you make a training video and go show them that?
Fuck you over here worried about this for.
You see?
So it's just, there's a bunch of crazy shit when it comes to the law.
But at the end of the day, I try my best to cooperate.
I try my best to, but when they hear my voice, it's a row.
The reason why I didn't put the tattoos and shit
because I don't want to be a convicted felon.
That's why I work for myself.
I don't want to be under, you know, the felon, you know, a title of trying to restrict me in America with my movements.
It's already bad enough.
You know, you sentenced me.
I did it.
I admitted to it.
I did my time.
I came home.
There was no more, you know, crime being committed, yada, yada, yeah.
Let me go.
You mentioned the dog thing when my wife was dealing.
She used to, she would drive around with this guy.
And she said, we would get pulled over.
And they would, they pull her over.
They pull him over for a tent.
She was in his tent.
She said he, I don't know if he, she had, he had a legal tent, but they would just pull
them over saying it is, it's illegal.
Maybe it was illegal.
I don't, I need to figure out that.
But it was too dark.
They were like, oh, it's too dark.
They pulled her over.
They would pull them over.
And then they'd get up there and then they'd say, oh, we smell something.
Can we come in the car?
And they'd be like, no, no.
And then they bring the dog.
She says, they walk the dog around.
She says, there's nothing in the car.
She said, and they would alert them.
Then we would say, like, you know, she's, we're all handcuffed on the side of the road.
And then they searched the whole car.
They don't find anything.
She said, but they knew that she was dealing.
They knew he was dealing.
You know what I'm saying?
They pull them over, pull him over.
She said, it got so bad.
She said, we took the tin off the car because we thought, let's just take the ten off.
She said, one day took the razor blade, scraped it all off, wiped it down with whatever the chemical is, solution.
She said, what done?
She said, because we're just sick of it.
She said, and we're driving like two, three days later.
She goes, we're driving the cop, pulls them over.
And this is a little tiny town.
There's only so many cops.
Like it's the same cops that are pulling her over.
Pull them over.
Walks up.
And he goes, well, why did you pull me over?
He goes, he said, I want to check your tent.
Tent's too dark.
And he goes, what tent?
Cops back and looks at the car.
And he goes, get out of here.
And walks off.
Like, what are you doing?
I had a camouflage.
I had a camouflage BMW.
It was a rap.
Right.
It was yellow.
gray, black and white, camouflage.
How's you find it?
What, the camouflage?
No, I meant the car.
Go ahead.
So I'm driving around.
It's a crazy,
I don't know if I got a picture.
I know we don't have time,
but I'd be wanting to send you these pictures.
Because people in the comments,
he's lying, he didn't this,
he ain't did that I tell no lies.
Everything I tell you about,
I show you on my phone.
I have backup on everything I talk about.
So I'm through one of the back roads.
I'm going down to Miami.
I'm on one of backstreet.
headed down, maybe in, like, Fort Myers,
maybe one of the small cities out, Fort Myers,
something something come through.
So I see the undercover, he get behind me.
So I'm like, okay, I'm not speeding.
Nothing's going on.
He pulls me over.
First thing he says when he gets out of the car,
he said, oh, he said, oh, you was following the car
in front of you too close.
Officer, there was no car in front of me.
I was at the red light.
I went through the red light on a green light.
You pulled in behind me.
there's nobody in front of me.
He says, oh, and your tent's too dark.
Sir, my tent is not too dark.
It's not the five, but what they put at the dealership?
Yeah, yeah, it's the standard.
It's the dealership.
I didn't even add no tent.
It's the standard dealership.
This is what comes to the car.
Yeah, it comes with the car.
It's not illegal.
So he's like, well, we had a lot of calls and complaints about this car.
When?
I'm on the highway.
I'm not in nobody's city.
I come off the exit to cut through, you know,
on the back to get on whatever it was going down.
So he's like, is there any drugs?
We got a high, we have a high,
something of trafficking,
methamphetamies through here.
What the fuck through that got to do with me, sir?
He said, well, I'm a search your vehicle.
Sir, you cannot search my vehicle.
There's no probable cause.
He said there is because we have high methamphetamine traffic.
That does have nothing to do with me, though.
So he's like, well, I'm still sitting the canine over here
and you're still getting searched.
So just tell me what the drugs are.
How many times do you?
get searched, bro, I've never been searched.
This all the time.
True.
But, you know, a lot of my car, that's why I stopped decorating my cars.
That's why I stop with the gold rims and all the shit.
It allures the police to make them assume that there's guns and drugs in here because the gold
rims go with the guns and drugs and what they've been trained.
Yada, yada, yeah.
Yeah, maybe just stop dressing like a drug dealer and they'll stop thinking you're a drug dealer.
I guess that would be, you know, whatever.
So he pulls me out of the car.
He gets the K-9, the K-9 runs through the car.
Again, he alerts the dog.
I never, ever ride with anything illegal.
I mean, I don't do nothing illegal.
Anyway, I'm just saying still, I know that there's, there's, ain't no,
I don't even put people in my, in my personal, you know, the black trucks, you know,
it's for the community.
That's different, you know, but I got somebody come, you know, and detail them all that.
Anyways, long story short, I know, understand what I'm saying, there's nobody being in this car
but me.
This car is brand new.
You can still smell.
It's probably about maybe two weeks old.
So they run a dog through their dog alerts, sits down,
starts barking.
I'm like, this is fucking unreal
for the people who don't,
who haven't set on the other side of law.
People will say, well,
you know, law enforcement's right.
They've been trained. They have a badge.
I trust them. Everything that they said,
you will argue with your mother
about breaking the law because that's how
she ain't believe in you. Her son, who she
cared for not. No, you're fucking, they
said that you did it. And that's what, and you have
people in the comments who are,
I always address the comments because people got so
a shit to say. It's just crazy.
So, I'm on the side of
road, handcuffed, waiting on them to finish
what they do. They come back and say, well,
the drugs must be hitting really good.
Just get them for us and, you know,
we'll work something out with you.
This law enforcement.
This is who we supposed to trust in the community.
Just because my car has
a $1,500 wrap on it,
I make my own, I'm allowed to make
as much money as I want legally.
I could do what the fuck I want to do with my money.
Just because I don't spray share
on the side of my car and I decided to have camouflage,
is that what separates me and you?
Because I'm confused as fuck.
Do you want me to put sheriff with that, leave you the fuck alone?
Would that be okay if I changed it?
But I say that and say this.
You have people who get in those like the judge, the police,
they get in those positions because they have certain affixations or, you know,
fantasizations about, you know, keeping a certain person down or a certain, you know,
ethnic group down, just keep punishing them.
But, you know, the women on here.
Same thing with the women.
I talk about black women.
They said, oh, you fantasize, you fetishize, you know,
about black women.
There's no fantasy.
If you watch the whole video,
you would understand the conclusion of why
I'm attracted to the black women
and black women attracted to me.
I'm not saying that I don't date white women.
I just say I haven't been in a position to date a white woman.
You understand what I'm saying?
But they've been like, I don't like him.
He fantasized and fetishize and that.
If you watch the whole video...
I need to read more of these comments.
I read them.
I read every...
I haven't read...
If it's 3,200 comments, I've read 3,500 comments.
Jeez.
You understand what I'm saying?
Because my brand, my image, it's important.
I say this.
You won't see me holding a Sprite can.
I'm okay with that because I ain't never came here and said I was trying to be corporate.
But my brand is what I get paid off of.
My brand is very stand-upish.
It's very outspoken.
Black Label Services is a brand.
brand in itself. I run a whole company. It's an EI.N. There's L.C. There's a tax bracket for that. I am the brand. So if I don't
speak up and let people know that the things that they think about are far-fetched because they
haven't lived the life that I live or they haven't came from the 80s to the 90s to the 20-30. I only
know what that century is going to be called. I don't know. 20-30, right?
You know what you said new millennium and Gen X and all this old extra next year. But you know,
From beta tapes to VHS, to headsets, to cassette tapes, to CDs, to Blu-ray.
What I'm saying, people don't even heard of this.
They only know what that is right now.
So you just have to sit down.
You have to have a conversation if you're that interested in a person's life.
Don't judge them.
Take time out to learn who they are.
Take time out of 40 years.
It's a long time on this earth.
It's short, but it's long.
But look, how much we've overcame in 40 years.
Juoski, yeah, we're going to a jerusky.
I can't wait for you.
You're that the hand, I mean, I am amazed that you haven't hit fucking something yet.
I know.
You're slinging shit out and I told, and I, and I, and I, and I'll, it's like, so I'm, who, who, he over here, cut shit.
I'm like, no, I'm waiting for the fucking camera to get smashed.
And I'm like, fuck.
No, I got some, bro.
What the fuck?
You're like, you've done this multiple times, and I mean, you've gone right by the, I'm like,
$2,000.
Yeah.
All right.
All right.
What are we saying?
Bruce.
What is Drew's?
You know who Drusky is?
The black comedian.
He's a black comedian.
He's got like, he's got, like, blonde tips.
And he does a bunch of jokes, like skits.
Listen, let me tell you something.
We had a guy on here, Alpha Omega.
Alpha Omega.
Is it Alpha Mega?
Alpha Mega.
Alpha Mega.
I've seen it.
And so he mentioned several rappers.
And I didn't know who they were.
70%, maybe 60%, 60%,
60% of the comments in that video are just roasting me.
Who is the...
Oh, yeah, yeah, I know who he is.
They're all like, who is this fucking interviewer?
How do you not know who?
And then they name the rappers.
It's like, listen, it...
I was talking to my wife.
about this. I was like, listen, do you understand that I, until I was like 15, 16 years,
and there's no social media, by the way, when I grew up. That's what the people in the cops
don't fucking realize. I listened to rock, really heavy metal till I was, let's say, 15, 16 years old.
At that time, I started working out with a guy. So that's all I listened to. Rock. I don't
read the newspapers. There's no social media. There's none of, and people that don't even have a
concept of these fucking children don't have any idea. There's no, there's nothing. There's no,
none of it. I went to a school, by the way, for kids that had learning disabilities. I have dyslexia.
And so I go to this school. There's about 20 some odd kids. There were like 12 kids in my graduating class. It was one of the bigger classes to graduate. There's maybe 20 some odd kids in this school. It was on Davis Island. You had to drive like 30, 45 minutes to get there and back. And by the way, you're not going to believe this. There were no black kids in my school. I can believe. I don't think there were any Hispanic kids in my school, to be honest.
What year was that if you had to, like, yes?
Oh, oh, I mean, I graduated in 88.
So let's say.
You said Davis Island in Temple?
Yeah, yeah.
Oh, yeah, absolutely.
That's believable.
Okay.
So I don't know.
There's no rap.
This is in the late 80s.
This is like 84 to 80s.
Y'all thought vanilla ice was just a fluke.
There was vanilla ice.
So anyway, so then when I'm 17, 18 years old, roughly, I start going to the gym with this guy.
his name was Connor.
And that's a white name, right?
Like Jeff, Jeff, Connor.
Okay, so with Connor.
Connor was upset because all I was listening was like Iron Maiden and Judas Priest and
we're driving.
And he's like, bro, can we have one station with country?
And I was like, okay, we put one.
And so he was able to listen to country every once in a while.
There's no headphones.
There's none of that shit.
This is straight.
So this is still, this is still, um, cassette.
Cassette tapes.
Right, right.
Cossette tapes.
So, anyway, so we're listening to country.
Well, I found myself over the next six months or so listening to more.
I'd find myself by myself.
Because sometimes the fucking heavy metal shit was just, it'd give me a headache.
So I'd start to sweat.
And before I knew it, there's two, there's two radio stations.
But basically it was WQYK country.
And this is what I'm listening to.
Back then you had Q105.
Q105.
Was that country?
No, Q105 was like top 40s.
Okay, yeah, yeah.
Oh, they took a, what was the MJ, MJ in the morning.
But before M1.
in the morning, it was Q105, and that was the go-to-for...
Listen, I still got to hook you up with Bubba.
Yes.
You've got to go on Bubba.
Bubba, I told him about you.
Right, right, right, right.
He said, oh, my gosh, oh, absolutely.
Yeah, put me in contact with the guy.
So, um, so this is all I'm listening to.
Then, of course, then I go to, I go to college.
You have to understand that my last year of college is basically, I remember my girlfriend
coming to me and explaining to me about this thing called email.
Because it started in colleges.
This is in 94, 95.
God. So I didn't choose, do you want to get one? I was like, for what? Like I write checks and I get stuff to the, what am I getting in the mail? Like this is more junk mail on the computer. What computer? I don't have a, I don't have a computer. I don't have a computer. I mean, there were computers, but I didn't have one. Why would I need one? I'm getting a degree in fine arts. Like, what I need a computer? What are you doing? So, so by the time, look, by the time I'm actually on the run, like this is, this is,
It's starting, but there's no social media.
So I don't know who these people are.
I know who Eminem is.
And I knew who Dr. Dre was because I know that Dr. Dre was like a producer that hooked up with Eminem or he was a rapper.
And he's the one that Eminem found Eminem or something.
And he, like they started making music.
And I remember that because I remember Eminem because I remember 8 Mile.
I remember 8 Mile.
But I honestly have never seen 8 Mile.
I have seen the rap battle.
but I only saw it on YouTube when I was in the halfway house.
I watched the rap battle and they went back and forth on YouTube.
Never saw that film.
So these people are roasting me because they're like,
who is this like this guy's a fucking retard, bro?
Like he's a complete idiot.
Like who doesn't know who these guys are?
Like they didn't play it on WQYK country.
Right, right.
I don't know.
And then when I went to prison,
we had a clear radio that picked up three channels.
It was at night it would pick up.
it would pick up a country station.
And then we got the MP3s,
and I would download my MP3s,
those are the songs that I know.
There have never been an opportunity for me
to ever know rap,
not that I would listen to it anyway,
because a few times I've listened to it,
it's just too much.
So I don't know who these people are,
but let me tell you something.
People are very upset about it.
They're very upset
that I don't know who these guys are.
Well, the reason why they ever says
is because it shaped our social ways
and wolves today
and for somebody like you
who is so
fuck you everywhere
all over social media
and then knowing that
you do bring some
of the most influential people
in here that does shape
the drug dealing world
that did shape
the different laws
you know
it shaped different
you know presidential cabinets
like you have real people
and telling real stories
and like man we all
running from the law
FBI and trying to chase us
and changing laws
and figuring out ways
to do shit and new shit
like so how
and the fuck that you don't know all this people i just don't i know i know i know but it's just like never
been never been a part of my life by the time i probably by time i probably could have been interested in
it it just you know it was not interested no more yeah i've never been a music person i've never been
like i'll listen to basic music but to be honest with you i can't remember the names of the artists and i
barely like like when us like growing up man our music was slapping bishops pimping holes selling drugs
like you know what i'm saying fighting uh i shouldn't laugh at that's wrong no i
I'm just, it's the truth, though.
You see, and I think that's why people pulled to me.
They may not like the shit that I say or how aggressive or harsh it is,
but you can't argue with it.
You can't argue with it.
It's unrefutable because the shit is happy.
Like, we grew up on NWA.
We grew up on, you know, Beastie Boys.
We grew up on...
I remember the Beastie Boys.
That's the first concert I ever went to.
My brother and I went.
The founders, Rick Rubin, is one of the founders of what we have music today
from 1986.
So I can honestly
understand why people
would be upset,
but not like death threat or something.
God damn,
like, bro, where are you been?
How are you interviewing all these fucking people?
You've been in prison.
The Alpha Mega,
when he was saying stuff,
the look, he kind of
when he was like,
so and so, so, so he's going through him.
And I was like, no, I don't.
The look on his face for a second
was just like,
he almost stopped to start lecturing me.
Right.
The fuck are you joking?
Like he couldn't,
but he was just,
It's like, it just kept going.
It's like, okay, and you just kept going.
I just got booked for Rolling Loud here in Orlando.
We just did the big show.
And it's crazy because some of the artists I didn't know
and some of the artists who would book me,
they booked me under the pretense of, you know, who I am,
the reference that they came from, the exclusivity,
my reputation, my history, I'm all over social media.
They know, they hear the stories.
So they booking me and the manager is like,
you know, such a sergeant, you know, such and such,
from such and such as I'm like, yeah, no, I'm like truly, you know, these are, you know, younger
kids, you know, and then now they got the emo music, that's out, EMO music.
I don't even know how to describe that.
And then, you know, they're getting, they're switching over to like kind of in between rap and
like death metal where they're screaming on the mic and stuff, some of the artists.
I don't know these people.
Not that I wouldn't listen to the music.
Not that I'm like, I just don't know.
I'm not, you know, so I can relate to.
You're not their target market.
I'm not your target market.
I should know who these people are.
Exactly.
They don't want me listening.
No.
I'm not cool enough.
No.
No, so like, but what I do recognize it, I am part of the entertainment history.
I'm a cloud of, you know, the music industry and stuff like that.
And going through rolling loud, man, there's a sea of people.
It's like, you can't even account it.
It's that many people.
And going through the crowd, like, people was like, even the little kids all the way up to the adults,
like, I'm going through, you know, what my clients,
and stuff.
We're trying to get to the stage
and all this extra and they're like,
damn, man, my goddamn security
and more famous than me.
Like, all these people are like stopping
and want to take pictures and shit.
Like, I can remember getting them on stage
and, you know,
walking across the stage
to make sure, you know, the front is like,
you know, I don't see no, you know, things to throw or shit.
And, man, half the crowds are like,
man, that's black, that's black label.
And I'm like, I hear the shit,
but I'm like, man, this shit crazy.
Like, social media has spawned so much, so fast.
Like, I have a huge following.
Like, when I just went live on TikTok,
500 more followers,
like this.
I was on it on maybe three minutes.
But it'll only get worse.
The more you do this.
It only gets worse.
I say that like some of the people who follow me and stuff like it, I'm not the
target market.
But if you have something to say and the people are willing to listen, that's where
your followers come from.
You know what I'm saying?
And most of the shit that I say, again, it's harsh.
But it's the reality.
It's my life.
So when people will be trying to judge and say this, that, and the next thing, what
they would have should and what they should have did.
And you was there.
I said, you're not from Harbredale, but motherfucker's your ass ended up.
Why I ended up at?
You see what I'm saying?
But still while you was there, you didn't take the choices that I took.
You see what I'm saying?
So it just, like, you went with your target market.
Right?
So what's what, what's this guy's name again?
Drusky.
Drusky.
Drewski.
I've seen him, I've seen, I've seen, I think I've seen some, I feel like he was being
interviewed on a podcast.
I know. I know he's been interviewed. I saw an interview with him, but yeah, he's like a comedian, right?
I don't think I've seen his stand-up. I think it's mostly podcast he's been on. Is it skits? Yeah, he does a lot of skits.
Two of his most famous skits was Erica Kirk or whatever. I don't know.
Oh, Erica Kirk. Yeah, her. And then he had this character called Red. And Red was a white boy who was,
would go to a black neighborhood, but he would go home to a white mom and white dad.
Right.
So, you know, everybody love red, everybody knows red,
but red would try to act black a little bit.
Right.
So in the skit, he did like three or four skits where, you know,
he'll leave his house dressed one way and then get out on the block
where, you know, with the do rag and stuff.
You know, had to make up on white kid named Red.
So, you know, the block loved him and stuff.
He out there, you know, shooting dice and, you know,
on live talking shit.
And then he'll go back home and, you know, his dad's riding them about,
you know, why you hang with those types of people
and you're not from there.
You know, like, you know, stuff like that.
So in doing so, it went viral.
So I responded to Drewski about white guys in the neighborhood that you just,
some white guys you can't make fun of,
some white guys you can't run off because this is who they,
they're not going home to white parents who are white.
There is no home to in these neighborhoods.
And in the skit, he's black.
In the skit, he's white.
He's white in an all-black neighborhood.
Okay.
But he's going home to white parents.
But he's a black comedian.
Right, but he has the makeup on it.
Oh, okay.
Kirk, you know,
whatever,
girl,
that.
So it went viral.
It was hilarious.
So I responded
in a nightclub
in front of,
in Cincinnati.
So I was,
had the nightclub
was called Spotlight.
Spotlight Lounge.
So in the video,
you see me on the block
with a bunch of my guys,
all black.
You know,
got the jury and stuff on.
So I'm like,
yeah,
somebody tagged Drewski,
let them know all white boys,
they ain't going to run off the block.
Yeah,
I ain't got no home to go to.
I'm really here.
Like,
I'm really him.
This is what I do.
for real. So somebody tagged Drewskin
and let Drewiske know, yeah, like, I'm really
him. Fuck what you're talking about.
So then he responded to me.
Everybody started tagging him
and stuff like that. And then he
responded to me. So now me and him
kind of like did a quick little back and forth on the
internet. Man, that shit went.
85 million views.
85 million views.
I'm talking about, I'm talking about
when I'm on all the thumbnails of Snapchat.
I'm on thumbnails of
YouTube. I'm on thumbnails of
four-year page. On every
four-year page ever existed from
Spotify. It could have been
a cartoon show. I was plastered
on that bitch. It went
crazy viral. So
that kind of picked up his own steam.
So then I started doing TikTok
and doing my own little skits and stuff like that.
But that Drewski was something major. It went
so far to where I started having
streamers started asking me like,
hey, you know, come on
stream with me, come on streaming me, stuff like that.
What was the movie where it was the white kid?
He slives in like Beverly Hills.
Malibu Musa Wanted.
I get that in the comments.
Sometimes they'll put the Malibu Most Wanted,
the little kid in the comments and stuff.
It's funny.
But kick, Kassant, it's a couple of people reached out to me.
And like, so I travel a lot.
So I can't always make the dates that they want me to, you know,
because I'm booked out, you know, doing bodyguard work
and traveling and stuff with the celebrities.
But I just, rolling a lot.
I just seen Brenda Don, and he's another very viral streamer.
He was like, hey, get my number.
I got you.
Like, I like what you do.
He's a good dude, though.
You know what I mean?
So me and Brenda Dawn, we're going to link up and do some things.
So do you have a YouTube page?
I don't have a YouTube page.
But you're thinking about doing a podcast.
Thinking about doing a podcast.
Right.
What would the podcast be?
Relationships.
Men and women.
What was the guy?
You knew his name.
Oh, Samuel.
Oh, I forgot his last.
God, he was broad.
I would die a lot.
Yeah, the black dude.
He's like, well, how old are you?
33.
How many kids you got?
Four.
How tall are you?
Four, two.
Oh, how much you were?
No, dress side.
Man, you're ridiculed.
Why does that matter?
No, he does.
It matters.
Listen, and I think it's so important for
to have somebody so, I wouldn't even say,
I wouldn't say,
raunchy, but I say real,
because women's expectations are,
beyond what you think that you're going to pull in because we are a ball of energy and chemical.
That's how human beings are.
We attract what we want energy.
All this is like me being a relationship influencer and doing a podcast and bringing women in and, you know, having, you know, couples come on and things like this.
I really want to put the perspective back into the reality of women because it's so far fetched today.
It's like, oh, back.
They're delusional.
There is delusional.
There is just no way.
As far as the weight thing, listen, you'll appreciate that.
You do you understand both my wife and I when we got together, like, and we're going to get married, that we had a talk where I was like, let me, let's be clear.
This is what I signed up for.
Like I get it.
The whole, you know, through, like, you get sick, something like that.
Thyroid problem.
No.
No, because you can't wait.
That's why I said that.
I'll be a funny.
I'll be a buddy.
You suck it up.
That's what you do.
But I told like, this is like, look, I said, and here's the thing.
I said, if I gain weight, like, if you put on, you know, 15 pounds or something, I'm not going to just leave, like, we'll have the talk.
And but you've got a certain period of time because I'm not going to, I'm not, I didn't sign up to marry your mother.
And I'm saying, I mean, I know it's an asshole thing to say.
No, bro.
And I get it.
No, but I mean, I said, I get it.
And she's like, no, I understand.
I was like, it's the same thing with me.
I get it.
This is what you signed up for.
I understand that.
Like, like, you know, so let's have that agree.
Let's just be two adults.
And we did. We sat there. It was the same thing. I said, look, as far as, you know, relationship,
as far as like what goes in our relationship, what doesn't go, you know, who's calling the shots?
I said, listen, I'm going to be honest with you. Forty-one, I'm going to listen to you,
and if you have an argument and you can sway me, that's fine. I'll listen to you. But in the end,
I'm making the decision, and you're going with the decision. I don't want any attitude.
And same thing with me.
once we're locked in on something, we're locked in.
There's no fucking back talking.
For me either, if I say this is it, like I'm not going to blame it on you if it was my decision.
So, you know, we've had this.
We had a very serious discussion on what I expected and what she expected.
And they were reasonable.
So, and look, we both have very traditional roles, too, by the way.
You know, it's a very traditional, you know, marriage.
And so, but I don't, you know, now if you have, it.
And, bro, we've been married like three years.
So if you had, if I sat down with a regular chick, a 25-year-old chick and had that
discussion with them, they'd lose their fucking shit.
Right.
Who do you think you are?
Inside of me.
Right.
I don't.
So they're delusional.
Not everybody, but a lot of them.
I see them on TikTok.
I see the guys going, I saw a guy in Tampa.
He's like, you cannot date in Tampa.
He's like, 28 years old.
He had met some fucking chick.
He explains the whole thing.
And he's like, you know.
I'm going to show you.
He's like she's been run through.
She's been, he goes through a whole thing.
Exactly.
He's like, she's like, it's insane.
And, and then they expect you, they want you to pay for everything.
Like, I'll pay for everything.
I don't mind paying for everything.
This particular one I was talking about, it's a guy over $5 million.
Oh, I can get back in the house.
I tell y'all things I do to piss my girl off.
The first thing is taking initiative.
I took the initiative to take the trash shot.
She told me he stopped doing it.
Eric, I want you to do nothing no more.
If I don't ask you to do it, don't you do it.
Cool, 15 minutes later, we go to the gas station.
She pumped the gas.
She gets back in the car, she mad.
She said, I pissed off.
Why did I piss off?
Because I didn't get out and pump the gas.
You didn't ask me to get out and pump the gas.
And if I took the initiative to her, I've been in trouble then.
So I just sat down because I took the initiative to sit down and she didn't ask,
and I didn't get out of pump the gas.
She made.
So okay, cool.
Second thing was what I do to piss off is that me and my home boys when I
Spotlight hung out, you know what I'm saying?
Took a picture and a picture I smiled.
She saw the picture.
She said apparently I was smiling too much in the picture with my partners and I ain't
smiled with a picture with me and her when we was out on date night.
I didn't smile big enough.
That pissed off.
Okay.
The next thing was that whenever.
I came home from work.
I walked in the house.
And she had greeted him.
I said, yeah, babe, you know, so I'm tired.
You know, I was going to hang out a little bit with you tonight.
That pissed off.
Mind you, she stayed at home with the dog, do homework, and watch baddies and cook her food.
But I pissed off because I came home and said I was tired.
She told me she was tired, too.
And who am I to think that she shouldn't be tired?
Because she sit at home with a dog.
but I worked 12 hours.
I put a bulletproof vessel and I, you know,
tow guns and in and out of, you know,
big luxury vehicles and jets and, you know,
up and down and walking with people in malls and, you know,
arenas.
So, yeah, that pissed off.
So I'm just saying, I hope this clarifies anybody
who wanted to know and hope I get back in the house.
You can't win.
And that's what the whole thing is you told me to take the initiative.
I took the initiative to take the trash out.
Well, that was a problem.
So from now on, you don't want me to take the initiative.
You want me to not do nothing.
If you don't ask me to do it, don't do it.
So I went to the gas station.
She got out of pump the gas.
You ain't asked me to pump the gas.
Now you're mad.
You get back in the car because bitch, I ain't take it and go pump the gas.
You just told me to wait until you asked me to do something.
So if I took the initiative to pump the gas,
you'd been mad because I moved on my own recognizant because you didn't ask me to do it.
You see what I'm saying?
Yeah.
Then I went to hang out.
I went to pictures with my partner.
I smiled.
She's seeing the shit on social media.
I come home.
She's mad.
Why are you mad?
Because you won't smile like that whenever we are on dating.
Did you, there's a, there's a TikTok where the guy is picture with him and his wife.
And she's smiling.
He's picture of him and it with the wife and kids.
Picture of them on vacation.
Picture of, and then they show picture of him fishing.
Right, right.
of him with his buddy.
He's fishing.
Picture of him at the game.
I mean, it's...
Happy issue.
Happy issue.
Same.
So, like, all my TikToks are from issues I dealt with, you know, dating.
The one with a supervisor was when a girl, she woke up in the morning, she kicked me out of the house.
And I'm like, why are you kicking like?
We had a great night.
We watched Netflix.
You know, a toes rubbed together, you know, we hung out in the bed.
It was great.
Woke up the next morning.
I got to get out.
It was a huge fight.
She's throwing dishes and shit.
she had a dream.
I cheated on her
and the bed we were sleeping in.
Now, I got to get out the house.
That did what I'm saying.
So it'd be so wild.
I really, my podcast would be
on relationship-based issues
when it comes to women
and expectations.
Listen, you want us to own a business.
You want us to work a 9-to-5.
You want us to come home.
They make half a million dollars a year.
They want you to make half a million dollars.
These chicks are saying they want a guy
that's six-foot tall,
fuck you.
Mind you,
you five, three.
Yeah.
And make half a million dollars a year.
No, no, it gets worse.
Hold on.
You have to own a tow truck.
You have to own a boat, right?
You have to own your own business.
You have to work a nine to five.
You have to watch our kids when you come home.
You have to take out the trash.
You have to wash the dishes.
Then come Saturday, you have to be up early in the morning.
You have to pack the truck, take the kids at football practice.
On Sunday, everybody goes to church.
Listen, lady, there's a lot.
not that much vagina in the world that you think I'm going to pay for. You understand what I'm
saying? You think we're doing this. So I had a conversation with it. When we were at rolling
loud, we all went out. I was at the bar. I had a conversation with this lady. So we were talking,
pretty. And I always say, I ain't going to say what color she is because it's the Lord knows it's
going to be a damn fit in the comments. Beautiful woman on what I like. Let me just say it. Right, right, right.
Because we don't need the argument. So long story short, she asked me why as I'm married. I said, no.
She said, well, that's a red flag for me. I don't like that. How you use.
that old ain't never been married. Look, mind you, first of all, lady, I don't owe you no type of
conversation about my past life or why I'm not married. You know what I said? The fact that I did
15 years in prison, you know, for those ages, where you get married and find your kids and things
like that, you know, it's gone. Yeah. There's nothing you can do with it. But that's not your
business anyways. But for you to say it's a red flag for you, because I haven't been married and
divorced and went through all this traumatic shit in my life that you don't want to have no
more conversation with me. What does that say about you? What does that say about you? You're a judgmental.
You know what I'm saying?
You cannot have an adult conversation just out in a bar and be sociable because you're trying to pick up on me, but you have a wedding ring.
You understand?
And if you want a guy who is what does she want?
Like, what if you were married?
Would that be okay?
If you were married at that moment you had a ring on?
You see what I'm saying?
So it was so delusional.
So I just having and I have so many stories about women in my life, it's unbelievable.
the quality of man that you, and you don't even carry that within yourself.
Do you think that these women realize that they're going to be 55 years old and alone?
I mean, if they're bitter in their 20s and 30s, what are you going to be like when you're 55 living at home with your four cats just hating men?
This is wild.
It's insanity.
Like, you know, did you know that there are companies out there, these hedge funds that,
are dumping tons of money into companies that make like box wine and sell cat food.
I mean, because that's how, because that's where you're headed.
Right.
That's going to be a booming business, cat food and wine, boxed wine in a box.
You're sticking in your fridge.
Because that's what women are headed.
That's what 50-year-old, 45, 50-year-old women that are, listen, as you get into your 40s,
harder to lose weight, so you're going to be 40 pounds overweight with your cats at home,
drinking wine, watching shitty videos.
And then brag that you celibing.
Yeah.
Girl, you need to be giving that stuff.
You don't need a man.
You don't need a man and all this extra next up.
You don't need to be celibate.
You need to be selling it or something.
Because at 40 years old,
and I'm not saying as a human being,
I'm not saying this.
And a woman's delusion at 40 years old,
overweight, your dress size,
you know, four times bigger than one it's supposed to.
You barely go to work.
You know what I'm saying?
You don't clean up your house.
You're lazy mentally.
So it shows in your physical.
I get in your car and it's junk
that'll let me know where your brain at
and then you look at me and then put all the expectations on me
and then still want me to buy and pay
and do this.
Ma'am, get the first stop sign, you'll let me out.
The first stop sign you see, I'll walk
because it ain't even that serious.
But as much as women try to look into men
because men will give up their happiness
to have a home. A woman will give up her home
to have a happiness. That's a true statement.
Because any time you ask a man, how you doing?
I'm all right. That man ain't all right.
that man hate being at home.
There was a viral video
on this woman she knocked on a dude's car window
and he was like, man, I'm resting.
He had been outside.
He pulled up from the job.
He'd been in his car with a seat lean back
for about an hour.
You see?
Yeah, yes.
What do you do?
What do you do?
This is why I'm out here.
Exactly what you say.
You don't want to go home.
He don't want to go home.
I have been in that same relationship.
I have lied to my girl
because I already know she's on 10.
She wants to argue.
That's nothing even.
argue about. She want to, mind you, like I said, I'm out here, I got bets on. I'm in the hot
sun. I'm running around with artists. I'm on planes. I'm on boats. I'm up and downstairs. I'm
in the mall. I'm pushing people. It's 12 hours. I'm beat down. I want to come home. I don't
want to have to handle a woman. The fuck am I handling you for? What a woman said, I want a man who can
handle me? It ain't going to be me because I don't want to handle my woman. No, no. Honestly, your
wife or girlfriend or whatever should be like, it should be your peace of mind. It should be your
It should absolutely be everything she should be doing should be to make my life as easy and
peaceful as possible. Because for my wife, like, that's everything I do is to make her, you know,
financially, you know, sound so she feels comfortable, so she has everything she wants. Like,
that's my whole goal. That's my number one goal. Every man's goal is that, but not every woman is
receptacle to understand that because I'm telling her, oh, we're going to after hours, after that,
they want to go out to eat. After they want to go to eat, I got to take them an effort.
I'm lying. You know what I'm at? I'm in a hotel room, taking a shower, decompressing. I don't even want to go home, bro.
You know what's funny? The first few times, because your job, your job sounds great.
But when I, so I travel all the time, right? I'm on a plane at least, at least two or three times a month, at least. Listen, last month, last month, I was in San Diego for four days. I was in, oh gosh,
Austin. Oh, yeah. Austin got back. Ohio drove to, I mean, we're talking about getting on a plane and the next day back on the plane.
We're flying in, flying out. You have four hours here, six hours here, five hours here to drive on four and a half hours to turn around a few hours later and drive all the way back. Like, I'm nonstop traveling. Listen, and then it's this month, I'm still traveling. Like, we got travel plans in the next week or two. Same thing. So at least, at least flying.
a couple times.
When I got out of prison and the first time I got on a plane,
walked through the airport, got on the plane,
fucking so exciting.
Walking through the airport was amazing.
That lasted, I don't know, the first five times,
maybe 10 because it probably stretched a while now.
Oh, you got to fly.
You're going to fly in here.
My first thought, like it's not fun anymore.
This is not fun.
So for you, they think, but see, they think it's exciting.
Right.
I got a baby sitting.
I'm carrying stuff.
I'm helping people.
I'm looking all around.
I'm tracking this.
I'm doing this.
This isn't fun.
Everybody said like when I got from rolling loud, you're like, oh, I see you having fun out
there rolling loud.
I'm just this and I'm dead.
And me, me, me, me, me.
Lady, do you understand?
I'm in a hot sun.
And with all this gear on wearing black, I got to push it.
See if I'm walking in dirt.
You understand?
I got to deal with so many people from the artist.
Then the artist has momager's, daddagers, cousins,
cousins, fringers, and all this other,
the next shit, and everybody wanted this day.
Then we have to get in a car.
My dude, this is not a regular car, right.
We're in a black truck, six or seven people.
We probably got nine people in here plus luggage.
The value model is on 17,000.
Everybody in here is drunk.
You understand what I'm saying?
The truck is doing this for six hours on the ride.
It's not, I don't complain about it.
But understand what I'm saying.
When I come home to my woman,
it's the last thing I want to do is to argue.
with you about nothing and ain't even going on because you said in here you went did your little
nursing job or did your little babysitting job whatever you did put in your head you've seen something
on you know social media now whatever you thought becomes your reality your reality turns into
your nightmare because it's your nightmare now you believe what you told you and then you know my god
I got to cuss him out because he's cheating on me you think I won't that I wish I had time
or the energy or the energy I just you know I just don't I just so when somebody asked
Why are you not married in your 40s?
Y'all have nothing to offer me to make me excited about wanting to come home to y'all.
There's nothing to call.
And it ain't like you help.
It ain't never.
You never picked up my phone and said, babe, do you need more business cards?
Babe, what can I do for you for marketing?
Babe, is there anybody who I can call, maybe some record labels?
Can I get you some more flyers printing up?
Babe, what can I do to help you help us?
It's never been that phone call.
It's never been.
Can I help you?
It's always how can I hurt you and spend your money?
And I want to get married to that?
I don't.
I don't.
You'll keep it.
But this is the podcast that I want to put out there because it's important to reach the masses of women.
It ain't so much it's black or white, comboting.
If you have a vagina, I need to speak to you.
I don't give a damn view of goldfish.
If you got a vagina, you need to hear this message.
You know what's funny?
Listen, I'm my, the bar for my, how much my wife expects.
me to put into our relationship is so low at this point.
I thought you're going to say.
Oh, you got it.
Right.
Like, I, um, so she does, she used to complain about me posting on Facebook.
So keep in mind, we have a Facebook page for the, for the podcast.
Correct.
That is run by a management company.
Okay.
So, which I don't.
I don't control.
Right.
It's Colby.
Like, I don't know what's happened.
You just cut the check.
How do you've been in?
Results.
No, are you kidding me?
That's Colby tells me that.
Right, right, right, right.
That's all Colby.
Yeah, it's just results.
Right.
Well, even results.
Bro, you know when I know something gets posted, when it shows, when I see it on
Facebook.
Like, I don't have a clue.
I have no idea when these things are happening.
And I'll look and sometimes I'll look maybe once or twice a week.
I'll check out what's on there.
And, oh, looks good.
Okay, cool.
I guess.
Oh, there's more subscribers.
That's nice.
I wonder why that happened.
You know, like, I have no clue, but my wife is subscribed and sees it.
And so there's constantly posting.
She's like, you never post me.
Now, I have a private page.
I have a private page, which is just my page.
So, I already know what is it going on, bro.
I'm like, okay, well, I don't, I don't really post on my private thing.
She's like, you used to.
When we were not dating, I did post, but only because I knew she was paying attention to bother her.
So I would post because I knew she was paying attention to bother her.
So I would post because I knew she was monitoring it because we were broken up.
So it but just to bother her.
So.
And listen, it did.
It's furiated.
I post picture of me with another chick and send it out and I get this fucking living.
You know, I'm unfollowing you.
So anyway, but so, you know, then we got married and I posted a couple times.
And then I just stopped posting because like I've got a white.
Like I don't need this.
Like I have other things to do.
So the bar is so low that I've heard her mention multiple.
And this is the worst thing, is that I have a friend named James and I have a friend named Wade and a couple other guys like, like Art App Dan.
These guys post all the time with them and their dogs and them and their wives and them and their kids.
So it just makes me look bad.
Right.
She's like, oh, look, look, look, Dan and Shelley just went to dinner.
And she shows it to me and I'm like, motherfucker.
I'm going to call that bitch.
I'm calling Dan.
Stop posting that shit.
Can you block her?
Same thing with, same thing with, same thing with, same thing with Wade's and.
Oh, God.
And listen, James is...
James loves his wife.
It's nonstop.
It's not...
And he travels a lot.
So he's traveling, dinners, everything.
They're always...
It's horrible.
They've no idea the amount of pressure they're putting in my...
So I finally got...
So I have a chick that does my social...
Does my LinkedIn account.
She posts...
She does all my...
I need her.
Bro.
I need her.
She's good.
What's good about her is that she's a stay-at-home mom with,
I think three kids.
So this is just extra money for her.
Right.
So she posts, but she also, she books all my, she books all of my keynote speeches.
She follows it up.
And she treats me like I'm a small child, like I'm a complete moron, which is exactly what I mean.
Like I'm walking into the speech and she texts and I get a text, hey, by the way, this is, remember, these are the underwriters.
They wanted you to focus more on underwriting.
You met with them last week.
Guy's name is Carl.
You're supposed to be looking for him.
I mean, like, thank God, because she knows.
I'm an idiot.
Right.
So I go to her one day and I said, listen, here's the problem I have with my wife.
I never post.
I want to post.
It just doesn't occur to me to post.
I'm like, we do take pictures.
Could I send you pictures and you post a couple times a week and say something nice?
And I said, is that bad?
And she starts laughing.
She said, I got it.
No problem.
I pay her to post a couple times a week.
On your private page.
Now, unfortunately, I am no good at secrets.
I'm really bad at it.
Right?
Like my wife.
And my wife has complete access to everything I do.
So I'm not able to hide anything.
I didn't last, I think, a couple of days before.
One day she calls me and I put it on speaker.
I'm like, hey, what's going on?
She's like, hey, by the way, this is what's going on.
She's talking about something else.
Right, right.
Which is what she is.
And then immediately she says, by the way, about your Facebook,
are you going to send me some photos about that?
I said, okay, look, I'll, yeah, I got you.
I got you.
I'll call you back.
And I hate the thing.
And of course my wife is looking right at me.
She goes, why is she posting on your Facebook?
I thought you had somebody to post on Facebook.
I'm like, no, no, oh, I said, yeah, the business.
We were just talking about the, and I thought, fuck, I can't even come up for a fucking
professional con man.
I can't fucking come up with a lie for shit.
And I looked at her, I went, and I looked at her and she looked at me, she said, what's
going on?
I went, fuck!
And she goes, what?
I said, okay, I said, I was talking to her about posting a couple times a week on
Facebook, pictures of you and me with something nice and maybe a quote or something, something
so that, because I said, I know, I want to post. I just forget and I think that I should post
and I know it's important to you. And it's honesty coming from you to her. And I'm telling
it. It's falling on death theories. No, no. Oh, okay. Okay. That's what I'm saying. The bar is so low.
Right, right, right. This is a perfect opportunity for her, for a normal woman to be mad at me.
Right. That's what I said. Right. She looks at me and she goes, oh my God, that is the sweetest thing ever.
But it is, though.
You hired somebody.
So you don't feel left out.
To keep me happy.
Yeah, no, I agree.
A lot of women would have been like, you should do this.
You see the first thing I said, right.
Yeah, that's what I thought.
That's my thought.
She went, oh, yeah, she went, oh, my God.
Because you thought list.
She said, well, listen, she says, I need to, I need to okay the picture.
She says, you post horrible pictures of me.
You, I don't like something.
That's a problem.
Right, right.
I want to see the picture.
And I thought, fuck, if all I got to do it is, I'll send you some pictures.
Now she's sending pictures to me to help you, help you help me.
Everybody be.
happen.
That's good, though.
It is good.
But see, she has low expectations of what to expect.
You would have been thoughtless.
You didn't put nothing into it.
You're too busy for her.
You're too busy for the relationship.
You post pictures to make her look fat.
You do it on purpose.
And that's why I said for me to be an important part of a woman's life to become a podcast
influencer when it talks about relationships.
Because women need to hear the grimy stories on what they expect out of their man.
It's like, like for me, right, I'm professional bodyguard.
I don't work at Home Depot.
I don't work at Lowe's.
I don't work at a normal job where people are running to sign up.
You don't sign up to be a bodyguard.
You don't sign up to be.
This is a profession that chooses you because of who you are as an innate DNA.
You have a very unique DNA trait, which I have.
You're not filling out application.
It's for Class D security license, anybody can do.
You're talking about professional bodyguard.
That's a whole different mind frame.
So me dating a woman, a regular woman versus a celebrity.
I've dated, you know, the celebrity, I've been tied to a few, you know, different women in the industry.
But to date a regular woman and to leave this house that y'all share to go get on a yacht with, you know, the megastars who bodies are, or, or, who bodies are, or, or,
who look crazy gorgeous, have crazy money.
You know, I'm a good-looking guy.
You know what I mean?
Now, we're out here on the yacht,
shirts off and all this extra next up,
and she's seeing these pictures.
What does it tell her in her mind?
Because she's a woman,
he's got to be having sex with her.
Do you know how much jeopardy me and this woman
going to be in if we start having relations?
Do you...
But another good thing that makes me great at what I do.
There's no slander.
There's no scandal about it.
me. There's no skin. I don't, uh, what's the word? I don't promote or take advance over my clients.
I've never crossed that line. Um, there's been times where lines have been crossed. There's times
where I woke up and my client, mega superstar, is in my bed and Airbnb. That's the problem.
I understand, I didn't understand how a woman felt when a man does that to them until I was put in that
position. When I tell you, I felt so vulnerable, as big as I am, as much as I am,
I really didn't know what to do. I'm so scared because of the scandal. She might,
her sister might walk in here. She might wake up sober and think that this is what I did.
You understand? Like there's so much going on in my mind and that I do keep it so professional.
I am so well respected in the industry that if this does get out, it's going to change my
whole situation. So to wake up.
with a woman in your bed, man, that shit blew me.
I was so scared, bro.
I've never been scared like this a damn line.
I will face death in the most egregious form.
But when I woke up and that megastar was in my bed,
I laid there for a minute.
Man, my heart pounding.
And she's heavy because she drunk.
She's heavy on, you know, when you're drunk,
you got that dead weight on you.
So instead of me just, you know, being over to lay her over,
I'm like, man, damn I got this, bro.
in my bed, bro.
And I'm fully clothed because we're in the Airbnb.
We just did a big show.
So I'm fully clothed.
I still got everything on except for my bed.
So I got my undershirt on.
I got my gun on my waist.
I got my shoes are still on.
My cargo pants still on.
Everything, my taser, Mesa, everything on the dress.
So I got my gun.
She's laying on top of me.
So I'm saying to myself, bro, you got to get out of here.
I'm going to show you how God favored me in the situation.
It's crazy when you don't see other people do.
So I got up out of bed.
and I went to the bath on the pee.
So I went laid on the couch.
Man, do you know she got up out of the bedroom,
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And I'm saying, man, I don't even know what to do with this.
I really don't know.
So I'm like, no, I'm good.
I don't want to insult her.
Yeah.
I don't want her to feel disrespected.
She's got money and power.
And I'm not saying that she's...
I feel like that gig's over.
You're never having that gig again.
Never, bro.
She's right then she's, she just,
might as well pack my shit up and fucking leave.
This is what I'm saying.
If it gets out to TMZ,
if a story gets leaked,
do you know how many people depend on me?
Do you know how many people allow me around their children?
You understand?
Like, I talk a lot of shit and all that and I do.
But when it comes to respect and family and morals and decency,
I'm really,
that's why people love me.
I know how to move in every situation.
So all this shit is going through my head.
So I just get up and I go back in the bed with her.
So I'm saying to myself,
she drunk. I'm going to go back in the bed. I'm going to, you know, lay her down. You know what I'm saying?
And then hopefully she, you know, drunk passes out and I get up and go back on the couch.
So went back in the room and she hugged me again. I'm like, listen, I don't feel comfortable.
Like, you know what I mean? Mind you, I just said you don't know who see. I'm going to tell you who's seen everything.
So she's like, listen, I don't get, what's the word she used? She said, I don't get,
from her man.
She don't get the...
Affection.
Yeah, affection.
But she used another word,
but affection is a good way.
She said, you know, I don't get
the love and affection.
And she's like, you know,
Black, you make me feel so comfortable
when you're around,
like you more than family.
Like you make me feel like somebody
who I never felt before
and I feel good.
And I know she's drunk.
But I know some of the stuff
she's saying, because I know how I make people feel.
I'm a very courageous man, you know.
So I'm saying.
I feel very safe.
Yeah, you should.
So the whole time I'm trying to figure out
how the fuck can I get out of this situation?
And then I woke up the next day, I ain't say nothing to her.
You know what I'm saying about the situation?
I didn't want to remind nobody, nothing.
I was able to slip out the room.
She slept in her by herself.
So the next day, we was all packing up getting around to leave.
And then her best friend who was like her sister, she pulled me to the side.
She'll say, hey, listen, I want to tell you something.
I'm like, what's all?
She was like, what you did last night?
I've seen it.
Bro, my heart dropped.
I'm like, bro, it's over.
Because it didn't happen.
Right.
So she was like, I've seen it, you ain't had nothing to do with it.
She came to your room.
I seen you get up and leave.
I seen her come and get you.
She was like, I really, like, my level of respect has already been there for you, she said,
but my level of respect for you is much higher.
She said, because anybody else would have, you know, sluttered out.
But I've seen you, you know, take the proper steps to and avoid as much as you can.
She was like, I really want to tell you, like, I appreciate you.
You know what I mean?
I was like, damn, bro, but I've been in some crazy situations with women.
Never got another gig from her, did you?
No, no, I did.
Oh, did you?
We ended up becoming, like, really, like, close to friends.
I thought you were to say, like...
So, no, so what happened was, like, about three weeks later, we were talking,
and I kind of throw something in there to see how she'll catch it,
because I don't know if she remembers the way.
She was like, saying anything, she was like, no, you know, I was out of line.
I was drunk.
I appreciate the way you handled the situation.
It was very manly you.
I didn't want to bring it back up because I didn't want to offend you.
I said, man, you had me shaking in my boot.
I don't want to bring it back off.
It happened.
It didn't happen.
Whatever you thought happened, I don't know, but long as you don't remember what I get, I don't know.
I was fucked up.
I was lost about this shit.
But we ended up talking about it.
She was like, no, you know, man, yeah, we end up becoming close to friends.
We still friends to this day.
She's probably laughing right now when she watched it.
But it's crazy, though.
Let's hope.
Let's hope we don't get a phone ball.
Yeah, let's hope we don't get up on.
You got to take that down.
You're doing too much.
You're talking too much.
But, yeah, it's all, man, this, being a bodyguard is not, it's not for the faint.
It's not for the week.
And for a woman who dates me,
she has to be damn just as level-headed.
Like the jealousy and the bullshit and respect herself.
And she can't be involved with me.
She has to be involved with herself first.
And I think that's where people lose their self.
They end up trying to overmake their partner happy
or make them satisfy.
Like, you know, you're going above and beyond to do shit
and they don't even read it like that.
Because the minute you do something for the person,
you know, the first thing they always say,
you know, anybody tell you to do that.
You did that on your job.
own. How much shit do you want to do on your own? I don't want to do a whole lot of shit on my own.
So you're telling me it's irrelevant because I'm going to tell you I wasn't doing it in the
first damn place because I already know what you're going to do. I want to throw it back at my face.
But, man, being a bodyguard is not for the faint on both sides. It's really not.
So how do you start this podcast, Colby?
How do I start it?
Yeah. So, I mean, how does that, is that a stream yard podcast? Is that a,
We're talking about, yeah, Black's podcast?
Yeah, yeah.
I mean, I would at least start if it's, even if it's just you sitting in front of camera and talking about.
But how do you even get the, how do you get to the position where you have women?
People want to market to come and see what I'm even talking about.
Well, yeah, no, but I'm saying where women are reaching out to you kind of, um.
You know what you need to look at?
Like, what's the name podcast?
I can't believe.
You know, Samuel, Samuel, yeah.
Yeah.
Oh, yeah, the Samuel guy, yeah.
I mean, it's, uh.
Do you know what I'm saying?
Because think about it, that's difficult.
Like, you don't.
already have a following where women, you could probably do a bunch of social, if you probably
did it for like a month and then scheduled people, but you'd have to do a lot of advertising
to really get it out there to let people know and then try and schedule something where they
could, because he did his on Zoom, right? Well, whatever, Streamyard Zoom, whatever it was, Riverside.
He did his all remote. So you'd have the same kind of a platform only it'd be the same thing, right?
You just need to start with a couple. I mean, you're not going to have one shit come in and talk to her for an hour.
You're going to do talk to 15 minutes, 10 minutes, five minutes,
like have to be multiple.
Right.
You got to think about these things.
I really don't, though, to be honest with you.
I really don't.
I'm going to keep a G with you.
I'm going to do is put a trailer out there, a teaser.
It's a route because a lot of women already want to hear what I got to say.
Because you got to remember.
So what is it alive then?
You do a live, but if it's alive, they're not, they're just leaving a chat.
No.
No, you could do a live like a Zoom, like streaming.
Yeah, yeah, you could do that.
And then the same thing, just set the camera up to go on different.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's right, I'm sorry, wrong, yeah.
Yeah, you know, like, it can definitely be done.
But I just think, I really think going into 2030,
women need to rationalize who they date and where their energy is and what they expect.
Because you're not even pulling what you're looking to be pulled for.
You're making $60,000 a year.
You want me to make half a million a year.
And then again, if I am making half a million a year and we're only dating,
where does my financial responsibility for you come in at?
I owe you no obligation.
No.
There's a thing out there.
There was.
I haven't seen it in a while.
It had to be a skit.
It was this mousy chick who was talking to like a dating coach or a woman that, no, like a headhunter, the woman that finds men.
And this chick was just this skinny little white mousy woman who, and she's explaining to the coach, the headhunter, what she was.
wants.
It's the most bizarre.
And I kept thinking, this has to be a skit.
But there's dozens of them.
Like she keeps, it's like her name is, and she looks exactly like, she's like Penelope or
something.
Like she looks like her olive oil.
I mean, she looks like olive oil.
And she's telling her like, needs to be at least six foot tall, needs to have a full
head of hair, has to have at least a master's degree, has to, I mean, she's going on and on
and you're looking at her going, what do you bring?
Are you fucking?
Yeah.
What are you doing?
What's your education?
Where's your base at?
What's not even education?
Because I don't, listen, let's face it.
Guys don't care what a girl does, what she makes, you know.
It's does she look good?
Is she supportive?
Is she going to be, you know, my piece of, like, bring me peace?
Is she like, I don't care if she works in a butcher shop.
I don't care she comes home bloody every single day.
She's a butcher.
It makes very little money, although butchers actually make pretty good money.
But, you know, I don't care what she does, you know, but she's got to have the right attitude.
But this chick was insane.
But most of them are, you know what I'm saying?
That's what like the trouble I've encountered being a professional bodyguard after all that time in prison.
Like I have everywhere I go with, even in a confined environment, like me having, you know, sexual encounters with CEOs who are professional, who have been trained, who are a part of law enforcement, they psychologically, an inmate.
is able to break them down.
So if I'm an inmate
and I've known I have done this for sure
and I'm in a confine about
what do you think is going to happen to somebody like me
when I get out to society? You think I'm not
going to try your wife? You think I don't care about
your marriage or anything? I don't because she's weak,
bro. And I'm on her ass if I want
her. And if I'm going to crack her, I'm going to crack her.
Because I already know what I'm going to do with her.
But again, you know, I taught that shit.
But the reality of it is, if I'm having
sex with COs in a prison,
what's that telling me about when I
get home. There's not a woman I can't try. Right? Okay. Yeah. So, okay. So we go back to that.
Or that you won't try. That I won't try. You know what I'm saying? So we're going back to the
expectations of what a woman want. You want all these things. But then when you have somebody like me
and you at your job for eight hours a day and I've already cracked these COs and you just,
you're dating somebody who just, Elaine, or even if you married to somebody who ain't really doing,
I got eight hours a day with you.
Five days ago.
I got 40.
I got more time with you at this job than you got with your man at the house.
You don't think I ain't for the entertainer?
You see what I'm saying?
You think I ain't?
I'm supposed to try her because I'm a man.
She's supposed to already set her boundaries to where every day I kind of work.
I ain't even supposed to look at her no more.
But the boundary is never set.
That's why women joke they have a career husband.
They have a home husband.
They had the full boyfriend.
They got the cash out boyfriend.
They got the luggage boyfriend.
So where are we at in today's society?
I just think that when we talk about women's expectations,
they don't even...
You're not worth what you're talking about.
You know in the Bible?
Because women always quote,
going to the Bible.
We got to go to the Bible real quick.
Men are providers.
Men are leaders.
They're vice-generance.
God said this.
God said that.
You know what God said about a woman's wages?
Loaf of bread.
Let's talk about that.
They can't quote that, though.
They ain't going to quote that.
Right?
They don't want to talk about it, though.
You see what I'm saying?
I didn't want to get canceled.
No, no, I know.
I know, I know.
I say enough stuff.
You and me both.
Oh, man.
Let's get back on.
Let's talk about these.
Food.
Prison food.
Prison food.
Prison food.
Prison food.
Okay.
I had a restaurant in prison.
Right.
When Super Bowl came, I had probably 150 pizzas on the little aluminum desk stacked up.
I think I sold each piece for 50 bucks apart.
I probably made, I probably made $5,000 between nachos and pizza on Super Bowl.
That's just one weekend, like, run.
Um, my four, my, um, what was the pizza?
It was a rap where you, right?
So you told them, what were they had?
They sold them in five or, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
They had ten packs, the little flour tortillas.
You take them.
You toast them.
No, I put them in the water.
Okay.
I'll put them at, yeah, break it down for someone who's never been in prison.
Okay.
I'm thinking how do you make it crust, like a crust?
Right, so now, boom, I get the flour tortillas.
They come in a pack, just like the grocery store.
You get them out of the commissary.
Once I get them,
I pop them open.
I don't heat them.
I take hot water, put it in the microwave.
Hot water and honey.
The honey, you don't put a whole bunch.
The honey just makes it stick
when you get to wrapping it with the heat.
So you take each flower to tear,
dip it in a bowl of water,
swish it around,
put it on,
take a trash bag
and cut it open
the shape of the locker.
Yeah.
So, you know, it's plastic,
so it's covered.
So now you take your flowers to set up,
and they came 10 in a pack.
Take all 10.
and put them in the hot water, you lay them out.
You lay them out in the shape of a pizza, which is round.
So, you know, once you get to the, you layer it, like, start one in the middle,
then, you know, each side start building it out.
Oh, you did the big pizza.
Yeah, the big pizza.
Oh, I thought you would, they had personal pans.
It was just one.
It was no money in personal pan pizza for me.
Which is selling, like, seven bucks, if that, maybe a book of stands back then?
Yeah, I don't know.
It's no money for me.
Right.
So I make these big ones.
It takes just as much time as the big one.
All right. So now you layer them out. So once you layer them out, the flower tortilla,
shell at the end is not perfect because they got a little round hump. So it looked like a big sunflower.
So now what you want to do is because the honey's already in the water,
you start rolling the crust back slowly in like thin layers. Roll it, roll it, roll it, roll it, roll it, roll it.
Then you start building up your crust with the flower tortilla and the honey in the water.
So now once you get that, you poke holes in it with a fork.
because once you do put it in a microwave, it rises.
So what I used to do is I used to put the sauce on there,
put a little cheese on there and put it in a microwave.
And then that would, it sticks everything together.
I used to season the crust, saison, and salt, pepper,
and all this is real fancy.
So once you get it, once you bake that in the microwave,
you bring it back to your locker,
and then you start building whatever they ordered, or veggie pizza.
They used to sell pepperoni, summer sausage,
tuna, macro, oysters, salmon, man, all type of meats and cheeses.
So every order, I might have 10, 15 orders.
So what I do is I see how many people want a vegetarian first,
so I might have five veggie pizzas.
I make them and get them out of the way.
Then I go next to the meat lovers.
And what I do is I start every pizza, unless you didn't order,
automatically comes with veggies.
So if you didn't like tomatoes or onions, it didn't get put on there.
But for the most part, now you got all these pizzas made.
So people would come to the unit only 10-minute moves.
Every 10-minute move, people are able to go to the yard, library, unicorn.
They would all shuffle into my unit and get their pizzas and, you know, going out.
And I was $50 a $150.
I don't know what the math was, but Super Bowl, nachos, same thing.
I just wasn't just making cheese like Taco Bell, you know cheese on the side with nachos.
I'm actually building, you would bring me your bowl,
and I would build your notch,
I'll put the cheese in the bowl first,
like they do at Starbucks,
what they call it, a caramel drizzle on the cup.
I would do the cheese drizzle in your bowl,
so you have cheese first, put the chips,
now put your cheese on the chips,
then put meat, then put the veggies,
then put your cheese,
then put another stack of chips,
cheese, meat,
and then your bowl is real heavy.
That was like 12 or 15 bucks.
Then it was cheesecake out,
a coffee creamer.
Oh, my God.
Bro, or.
It's terrible.
Yeah.
Guys would be, I mean, like I've listened, I've probably eaten the whole time I was locked up five or six pieces.
But guys would be like, hey, you want some cheesecake?
But I've had enough creamer this week.
Thank you.
Man, that's probably so brutal.
But I made a killing.
But they're also tastes just like cheesecake.
They do taste just like cheesecake.
I mean, it's amazing.
I'll take the graham crackers, crush them up, put them in there with the butter and cinnamon sugar, put it in the microwave, put it around the bowl, get my mix, you know, sugar.
little cream cheese, a little, you know, French vanilla creamer.
And, you know, you might want chocolate or strawberries or blueberries,
mixed out in the bowl, cook it in the microwave,
and get it, you know, good and soupy.
Put it inside your crust, smooth it out, put your little strawberries on top,
blows the lid, put it in a plastic bag, put it in a mop bucket full of ice.
That's a refrigerator.
And so the cold, it just locks it up.
And those were, what, 14 bucks a piece?
Was this a medium or a low?
It was a both.
Okay.
So at the both.
You did it at both.
So when I was in the medium, we had a guy, I mean, every unit has one of these, but they didn't do this at the low because, one, one, we didn't have trash cans at the low.
Oh, I got a great story for you.
And two, guys had stingers, but it would have stunk up the whole place.
It stunk up the whole place anyway, but at the medium, they'll let you get away with more shit.
So they would steal oil out of the kitchen and then put the stinger in it and they could deep fry stuff.
This guy, there was always somebody doing this, but this one guy used to do it.
I can't believe I can't remember his name.
Anyway, Scott, Montgomery.
Scott would take his mattress and they'd crawl up their mattresses and stick them, you know, either in the corner or whatever, somebody else's cell.
And then, you know, we had the, it was just a sheet of metal for the bunk beds, you know,
and they'd take him off and he would have every surface of the entire thing.
They would deep fry all day.
They'd make wraps with chicken in them that they stole out of the kitchen.
And I mean, we're talking about, they were amazing.
And deep fry the shit out of them.
And, I mean, they put them out and take orders.
And you'd come in.
I used to never fucking go in.
I used to never put my order in.
I was coming in.
I'd be like, bro, come on, let me get one.
No, no, Cox, no, no.
We're booked.
I don't even have enough to fill my orders.
One, come on.
One, I got stamps right now.
I don't care.
No.
That's crazy.
This is the whole argument.
Man, listen, I had a friend of mine.
He's a millionaire right now down in Hollywood, Florida.
The name is McCarlos.
I could drop that name.
We won't get a phone call about that.
So I first got into, I first got into when he came in.
And he was, he was.
in Time Magazine for getting busted with the biggest spice ring in the United States.
He would fly in from Indonesia, India, all the spice.
Spice back then, what would they call that now?
What, what they call it?
The synthetic.
Yeah, it's a, is it K2?
K2.
But back then they called it spice, but now they called it K2.
Because you could sell it.
You could sell it.
You could sell it in fucking 7-11.
That's what he was doing.
You could sell it everywhere.
So he would bring in there by the boatloads.
I'm talking about, man, just cut him.
He had like four little dude.
They're all young.
I mean, they're bringing it in.
Anyways, the case made U.S. Times magazine.
Just giving an idea of the capability of his mindset, young kid.
So he comes in and, you know, when you're from Florida, everybody embraces you.
So he came in, cool little dude, just bop.
But I just knew he had a cool little bives.
So we're chopping it up one day, la, la, la, la.
So the weekend comes.
Same thing.
I always roll my mattress back.
I get my own, my, my garbage bag, laying him out on the mattress.
I'm deep frying.
With the stinger, you know, you plug it in, you got two end wires, you twist it around a piece of metal, and you stick it in the grease with the trash can that was made.
The trash can wasn't out of plastic.
What was it back there?
I mean, it wasn't rubber.
It was like a, it's a composite material.
Yeah.
I bet you all the BOPs had this.
Was this in the cold?
The little white ones.
The little white, yeah, in Coleman.
Yeah, yeah.
It was a little, it was this big.
Yeah, that's a round.
And it would, I mean, it's a deep fryer.
Yeah, it's a deep fring.
I mean, you fucking kill yourself.
You put your hand in there.
Oh, absolutely.
Yeah, it's crazy.
So we in there.
So he was electrician already.
So he comes in and I'm in there,
Brian and stuff.
And he's so amazed by the stinger.
He's like, man, that's like 240 houses boats.
Like, man, it's coming right off the wire.
Like, man, you guys are going to electrocute yourself.
No, no, no.
He's electrician.
So I'm in the fry.
So now I get ready to sit down.
Man, soon as I get ready to sit on the metal bump,
man, and grabs my whole check.
and snatching me back all the way to the door.
What the fuck are you doing if you touch that metal, man, you're going to die?
I'm like, man, listen, my God, I know you just left the street and it's okay.
But this is what we do.
This is how we live and eat.
So I said that and say this, his mindset was already.
So he ended up going home.
He did like eight or ten years, but he went home in the same electrician thing that he was doing
and helped me out and pray.
He ended up making me, what is it, super industrial?
thing because he was good with electric.
I don't know how, like, but he made it to where it was in the shape of a ping pong,
almost like the bottom of the trash can.
It gave me an edge on my competition because I was able to fry completely.
Like I didn't have to roll and sit and babysit it.
Right.
What I used to do with my, I used to wrap the dental floss.
So the stuff didn't open up.
The flour tortilla, the fried burrito.
Oh, okay.
So I would take dental floss and wrap the fried.
burrito on four ends and then drop them.
I don't know how they did it.
Yeah, that's how I was doing it.
But yeah, I made the killing on fried burritos, man.
But, man, I don't know, like, F-B-O-P, man.
Like a fried burrito right now.
They didn't call it burrito.
There was raps.
Yeah, wraps.
Raps.
Yeah.
I still call them wraps out here.
And they're like, my wife said it's the other burritos.
Right, right.
You know what I'm saying.
I still make some of the stuff at home.
I make a brick every night again.
And all I do.
My travel packs, like, for food.
I take, well, now it's the 30 grams of salmon.
Like, my book bag right now in the truck's probably about six of them.
I take them in Longhorn.
I take them in everybody sells a salad like the crispy, not the Krisid,
chicken season salad.
I order that for like 15 bucks and then drop that 30 grams of protein on the steel.
Box Chevy?
That's what Donovan used to.
You want a box Chevy?
And I guess that was like a brick of food.
food.
Yeah. It just mushed up food all together.
And then put the hot water on it and make it a brick and then let it sit.
And then peel it out, put hot sauce and cheese on it.
It's insane.
Oh, my God.
This is, yeah.
It's just insane.
Like, like, prison is, federal prison is just a whole another world in itself.
But at the medium, it's funny, at the medium, when I first, when I got there,
yeah, there would be, it was a circus when you went to the rec yard.
There were so many people selling so much stuff.
at the low it wasn't as bad, but it was...
What about the poker room at the medium in the back corner, on the back tables?
At the medium?
They would play...
But I'm saying it was like a real casino.
Oh, yeah, yeah, no doubt.
It was everything you needed.
They had chips and they have all kinds of stuff.
You got poker, you got 21, you got blackjack.
It was crazy.
You had the guys tattooing.
You had the guys cooking.
At the medium.
At the medium.
At the low, not.
as much.
Not that there were,
there were still guys,
but they would shake you down.
Like they,
at the medium,
you could tell a guard,
hey,
I'm gonna,
look,
but I'm gonna be honest with you.
I'm a tattoo guy.
I'm in 107,
you know,
like,
I got a client tonight.
If,
I don't know,
and the guard would be like,
listen, bro,
the fucking,
you know,
the lieutenant comes around at six.
Right.
So get yourself a good watcher
and not some fucking idiot.
You understand?
Like,
I don't want to know about it.
I don't want to hear about it.
But make sure that it's shut down
when the lieutenant
come here.
Because he's going to walk.
If he fucking finds you doing it, I'm in trouble.
And I swear I'll make your life miserable.
They're like, yeah, I got you, bro.
I got you.
Like, they're cool like that.
You know, they know it's happening.
They chased me on the yard one time.
Well, I got the burritos in the bucket.
This grease is frying.
They're coming in a target me specifically, right?
It's like three of them.
So my watch is telling me, like, they're coming upstairs.
Like, they already coming with a bag.
Like, they coming to get somebody.
So I'm like, damn.
So I start unplugging and doing the shit.
So then, you know, they start walking down, you know, the rail.
So, man, I'm the only person you're coming for.
I already know I get the fucking trash can and shit.
Man, I'm coming down the stairs with a trash can.
They're going up the other side of stairs.
So I bulk across the, um, through the double doors and out the front.
They could see me now run out, you know what I'm saying, the dorm with this trash can and shit.
So they come, bro, I'm hauling ass across the whole grass to the rec yard with his fucking
trash can or grease, hot grease and burritos in it, right?
So now the whole yard is out.
like to cheer me on, go, black, go, go, go.
So I look on my shoulder, man,
there's grease is spilling as hot as shit.
I throw the grease and the burritos.
I run out on the yard and shit.
Mind you, two things are already going in my head.
I'm already going to the hole.
So I'm going to make a spectacle of it.
You ain't got nowhere to go
when you get on the wreckyard.
You know what's only me?
Like, this shit was crazy, but, man,
you usually see the guys running from the police
all day long on the wreck yard
or, you know, cutting through the grass
and trying to, I don't know why, but it's just crazy.
Just some of the shit we used to see him through.
It's wild as shit.
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