Matthew Cox | Inside True Crime Podcast - Insane Crime Stories From Inside Prison | Olboy from the Nitty

Episode Date: February 14, 2024

Insane Crime Stories From Inside Prison | Olboy from the Nitty

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I went from one side of town to another. It was crazy. My grandma called me while I'm on this high-speed chase. She's like, boy, what you doing? I'm like, nothing. She's like, where you're in? I'm like, just driving. She said, what's that noise?

I said, I don't know. The police passed in by somewhere. How many cops are facing you? It was probably, at least we had a good 15 of them. I come back from my lunch day. I'm about to go pick up my gun from my mom's house. Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute. You're telling me that cops never showed up.

Never charged me. Never charged you? Six months later, I never get charged. I didn't have no one after my arrest, nothing. and I'm here from old boy in the nitty. He is a rapper and he is falsely incarcerated. And we're going to be doing an interview about his story. So check it out.

Well, this has been, you know, tough to get you into a position. Yeah. You're currently incarcerated on a charge, which we'll get to, right? But so, so, but let's kind of start at the beginning real quick. Where were you born? I was born in Totsa, Oklahoma. I was born to, I was born in the north side of Tos, Oklahoma, home of the 1921 race ride. I grew up in a rough side of town, like it wasn't no, you know what I'm saying, privileges and nothing.

It was the side of town where it was just rough property, basically. They don't even have no grocery stores to this day on my side of town. They got a lot of dollar stores with no good produce in there, so they kind of let you know where I come from. So, I mean, do you have any brothers or sisters? Yes, I have, well, my father's been across the majority of my life. At the time I was to three, I was 18, then he went back, drugs, trafficking, money. Right. And then my mom, she lost us to the system with, well, my grandmother took custody of us

because she was with some friends. They used to boost clothes and, you know what I'm saying, to make sure we had clothes and stuff. They had no jobs. They were just kids with babies with a whole bunch of babies. My mom was 15 years old when she had me. So just imagine a 15-year-old with a baby in that day, time of age, trying to raise a baby.

You know what I'm saying? It was just like she was doing what she had to do to make sure we had food, clothes. Yes, my grandmother raised me. Okay. Has your mom been incarcerated? Yes. Yeah, she's been across.

She was incarcerated for the time she was a minor until she was an adult. And my grandma just basically just kept custody of us throughout that time period. All my life, my grandma raised. And so I was. How many kids? It was just me and my oldest brother at the time. Okay. Okay.

So I'm like the second, I'm the second artist, and six siblings in my mom's side. Okay, so you went to, you know, raised in a rough area. You went to school there, right? In that area? Yes. I went to school. I went to school from elementary, junior high, two weeks of high school, and I get expelled. What did you get expelled for?

It's crazy to say what I got expelled for because I could have been expelled for a ride. I had a ride one week where somebody was playing a wild ball and the wall ball just like intentionally kept hitting me. So I took it and just talked to build. Look, I'm not going to give it back to you because y'all keep on hitting you with this bar. You know what I'm saying? And a big-off fight broke out. So that's what I got expelled for.

They let that be. So one day I was in a rush to go to school. My oldest brother, we had, like, the same backpack. So I grabbed his bag. He grabbed my bag. He jet out, leave, go catch his bus, and go to school. I'm waiting on my mom's to come, take me to school because I'm running later already. And I go to school on the west side of town, West Tawson now. I was tired of going to north side schools. I was tired of seeing the same thing.

Like, all my life, I always know I was going to be some more big and want to suffer more. But it was just like I wanted to go to a different school. I wanted to different scenery. I didn't want to see the same people I grew up with from elementary school. And now I got to see y'all in high school. I'm tired. Like, I don't want to see out no more. So I went to school one day.

It didn't die on me until I got the class. Like, I went to go digging in the bag, and I looked. I'm like, oh, I got the wrong backpack. But as I grabbed his backpack, my neighbor grew some marijuana one time, and he, like, framed, like, pictures of weed, like, water leaves. And I put, like, a couple joints in there, a couple of blunts. Like, you know what I'm saying? the frame and I was selling it to someone and then I got caught with that I didn't get caught

with it in class but I was I was going to the vending machine to get snacks and then when I came back to put the snacks in my bag a mini baseball bag fell out my backpack which was my brother that he got from the state fair which was a keychain it was a key chain legitimate key chain but it just happened to be like this long like it happened to be about this long so it was just like they they seen it. The lady called the vice principal. It was lunchtime. And I came back off my lunch break.

And she was just like the vice principal wants you. So I go see what the vice principal want. He's like, come in, have a seat. And he asked me, what am I doing? I told him what I was doing. He was like, oh. So I don't know if he was confused. I was trying to get up and leave after that.

And he was like, no, you have a seat. Do you have your bag with you? I'm like, yeah. Want me go get it? He's like, yeah, go get it. Let me go get my bag. all the whole time. I'm not thinking nothing of this bag and nothing in this bag. I'm just thinking like, damn, whatever.

You know what I'm saying? Do they smell the weed on me? Like, I smoked some weird earlier. Like, they come high. So I get in there, he can see the bag. He like pick up his phone, call for security. Security coming out. Look at me. They start going through my bag. He got through the bag. Oh, he didn't see nothing. He was like, check it one more time. He checked it one more time and see the picture for him. and he pulled a picture frame out

and then he found the mini baseball band and then it was just like they caught my people and they just like he expelled they expelled me from school I basically been out of school since I was in the ninth of grade two weeks did you explain like I grabbed the wrong bag

yeah I explained that they weren't trying to hear that they was like it was I don't know if it was that I was high in class or that might just really been in it like this motherfucker's high in class too like he's high he got the munchies like but i did my work like i wasn't no person that just pull up in class i got to be the class clan like i did they there and like i was i smoked a little whiz you know what i had a hard i smoked weed but they was basically they just considered that

like a weapon right yeah they treated it like a weapon told me i had a weapon in school i'm like man it's a keychain you get them at the fur like you people get these on their keys so they won't lose their keys but they weren't trying to hear that it was like get it out of And then, after that, I found myself out of school that summer, running around with friends. And it was like, school was bad to start back. But I've been traveling at the same time, too, and it was like school being starting back. And I'm like, well, shit, I'm not sure if I can go back to school. Like, even if I got to repeat the ninth grade, I might as if I can go back to school.

Like, I called one year to dudes, like, yeah, people come. come and re-enroll you. I couldn't get nobody to re-enroll me in school for nothing. You know what I'm saying? One of the day was like, you don't want to go to school. I'm like, why would I not want to go? Like, I'm begging to go to school. Like, I've been a whole summer. Like, I want to go to school. Then nobody wanted to enroll me. So I just took that as a everybody gave with. So I just took out. I took out for 15 years old, left the state of Oklahoma on my own. Got me in a car just now. Draw over until I couldn't drive in a month. Go over till they took my car. They took my car and Denver, Colorado.

When they took my car in Denver, Colorado, I just started making a life right there in Denver. What were you doing? Man, man, I had girlfriends. I had ladies taking care of me. Like, I wasn't pimping or nothing like that, but I used to think I was at one point in time. But I just had a like, it was 10 to 1 there. So it was like I had a girlfriend for everything I needed. If I needed, I had a girlfriend for all that.

Like, I needed somewhere to stay. I needed money. I needed clothes. Like, I had to learn how to survive. Like, everything my grandma showed me, I was just used it, you know what I'm saying, surviving. Like, you know what I'm saying? At one point in time, I had a girlfriend. She just wanted me to be a babysitter.

Like, I used to come on. You know what I got babysitter kids all day, basically. That's what she wanted me to be a boyfriend for. So, you know what I'm saying? There nobody know how old I was at the time either. I told everybody I was 18 when I was just 15, just turned 15, actually. So nobody never knew exactly how old I was. I just always told everybody I was 18.

I never read it. How long did this go on? How long? Man, that probably went on. So I was like 16 years old. I finally turned 16 and I was just like, hey, look, I'm not even grown. I just finally told like two or three of them. Like, look, they still didn't believe it.

They were just like, nah, you bullshit. I'm not caught home. It's like, how old in mind? He was just like 15, 16, then you just? just have a birthday. I'm like, yeah, I just had a birthday. So I did this shit. Now he was just like, damn, for me. Like, I think my oldest girlfriend was like 30, 31. And like 15. She was 31. Yeah. And like my oldest girlfriend.

Okay. So, I mean, did you get, did you ever get a job or anything? Did you ever try that? I didn't, like, at first, like, when I first got stranded up there, like, when I first went up there and get stranded, it was like, I started asked for my birth certificate with in the Social Security Court, and it was like, I couldn't get nobody to give it to me. They're like, why you want that? I'm like, shit, I'm trying to get a job. This is around. This is around, you know what I'm saying? After that moment, so, man,

the people were trying to give me a job without the paper. I just was so honest, was like, no, I'm not a victim of Louisiana. Like, they was just going to give me the job, just on the strength. If I was just been like, man, I came from out of New Orleans. They had it just gave me the job. But I was just honest. I didn't want to come back and buy me an ass. They go, well, what you're

with your FEMA paper and where your red cross and red you know what I'm saying and I didn't know nobody to get no type of paperwork but if I had to forage it anything so I didn't know nobody at the time so it's just like I just like I ain't no victim they were like well they just look overlooked me because I wasn't no victim but I still tried to get a job like my first my first what seven months I tried for a job I couldn't never get my birth to social security card from my mom's or my grandma nobody wanted to give it to me it was a back and forth story like well your mama got to go get to go it. Well, your grandma got to go tell me. Well, your mama got to go. And it was like, I finally got a girlfriend. It was like, hey, you need your birth certificate and social security card. You know what I'm saying? So I just end up getting on the ground.

Went back home and got what I needed. I stayed for a little bit. Then I found myself, I found myself needing money. You know what I'm saying? I was needing money. And then they had a lot of drugs. drugs up this way for cheap and I could take them back home. So I started doing that for a little bit.

Like, I take a little bit of drugs home, sell them, get what I need, and go on back my business. I never tell anybody when I was coming and gone. When you say take some drugs home, were you transporting the drugs? You were just saying you're going to buy in. I go buy them in Colorado, take them down in Oklahoma. Okay. What does that pay? I just, man, let's say, let's say I spend five.

hundred on a quarter pound of cush i can go take that 500 turn that to 32 at the time like it was still $20 a gram in oklahoma it 10 dollars a gram so it was like i could turn that to 3200 3200 no problem how long that go on man i think i did it i finally turned 18 and i was just like shit i'm on my way home i was on my way home i came down for spring break, stay out all the way to August, end August, and I was like, fucking, I'm about to go home and starting to slow up, you know what I'm saying?

So I called babies, like, shit, I'm on my way home. There nobody else know I was leaving Oklahoma. I never tell nobody when I'm coming and going. I just pop up like I've been in town or down the street. Hey, let's go peevee. And there's a lot of people that know me know what I'm down for. So it was like, yeah. So I went from there to

One day I was leaving I had my partner with me You know what I said? I had probably like a little cutie A marijuana on me Some baggies I was just so impatient that night Because I was already frustrated with everything

That was going on that day So I found myself in a situation where I needed a ride But then I was like fucking I can walk Because I was that impatient I'm a walk So I left one girl house Went to the store

Got me a pack of sweets And I just took out walking Like it's crazy My ride that I could have got a ride from They just drove off And I was just like nah I'm gonna get somebody else Come to get me

And I should just jump in that car So I'm fresh into 18 Shit I'm walking And my partner He got his pen sagging You know what I'm saying I'm like pull your pants up man

Who walking like that You know what I'm saying That's a bad thing You know what I'm saying? Don't walk around with your ass hanging out. You know what I'm saying? So we walk and I see a police car, but it ain't nobody in the car. It ain't no car pulled in front of it. Like we're coming around a bin. Like a bin, how you see is this police car sitting up under the highway bridge, the expressway bridge. So we're looking at it and we're just cracking jokes. Like, man, damn, man. I hope nobody

ain't doing nothing to no police. Because that police car just sitting there with lights on. The lights are spinning And we don't see no head Nobody and nothing So we just like we just We're just cracking jobs Like damn boy Nobody didn't do nothing to no police

That'd be crazy We gotta find the police over Like somebody took out You know what I'm saying Like somebody just took off And left the police So as we get closer and closer We get around a little bin

We see a slew of police cars So we ain't paying him no mind But I turn around Look at my partner before we get there He got his pants hanging down And he's like he got this big asses He got this big-ass gun and you know how a person looked like that reaching in their pants for a gun. He walking like this the whole time.

I'm like, hey, bro, because I know what I got in my pocket. You know what I'm saying? I'm paranoid now. Like, hey, man, straighten up. Walk right. Like, fix yourself. You know what I'm saying? Ah, man, fuck that shit.

What's the damn boy? I don't know what the fuck he's going through, but he's losing his mind because I'm telling. Hey, man, fix yourself, man. The police don't see you looking all, you know what I'm saying? Looked like a thug. You know what I'm saying? They're going to come and get you because you look like that. just on the street.

Like, come from what we come from, that side of the town, you walk with your pants down, baggy clothes, you got something on you, what you get. They're going to come to pull up and stop and frishtry,

just on the humbug or what you look like and what you get on and how many people standing right there. So with that in mind, I'm telling me, hey, man,

put my belt on so you can pull your pants up, obviously, you know what I'm saying? We're going on, and it was like, we kept walking. We walked past them.

We get to the corner of 11 things. Garnett, it was like a police car pulled behind us, and then one just pulled in front of us real fast, no lights on, no, no nothing. Like, they just was like, hey, put your heads up, turn around and walk back, and I just looked in my clothes, like, shit, I got on like, shit, $300 worth of shoes. Like, I'm not, no, I'm not getting in no grass to walk back, just tell me what I did. Like, you know, I'm standing my ground, like, what did I do?

You stopping me for what? what are y'all stopping us for being there with kids they like shit turn around get down on the ground i'm like i'm not going to get down on the ground what is y'all stopping us for so they're gone about a minute and a half to the man was like well look y'all fit the description of somebody that just robbed that stuff i say we don't fit no description with nobody that just robbed their stuff what the people look like i got a afro at the time he like the person got a afro and light skinned it the dude is crazy the dude he's looking for but he he he'd give me this I'm, let me stop.

He gave me the description of this guy. I'm like, we don't fit none of them descriptions. I'm like, well, we look like, robbing something and they don't walk back past y'all. That's dumb, ain't it? They don't make sense to y'all? They're like, nah, y'all fit the descriptions. Turn around.

They got their guns drawn on us, and I'm still standing my ground. Like, hey, we don't fit no descriptions. Because I know I got this quarter pound of weed in my pocket. So he's like, well, just turn around. We want to pet y' out there and make sure you ain't got no guns on y'all. I comply. Like, all right, you know what I'm saying? They walk up on us.

drawn they pull that gun down one on grab me walk me backwards he pat me down felt the weed you know what I'm saying when he asked me like you got something on you y'all like yeah I got a little bit of weed on me you know what I'm saying he like what's side I'm like it's my left front pocket you know what I'm saying it couldn't be that much because you couldn't see it you just pat my pocket you know it ain't third you just patted it so the man he went in my pocket pull left his weed. He didn't pull it all the way. He pulled it out like, like this, and in his hand and just looked at it and slid it back in my pocket. He was like, damn, man, you just told me you just had a little bit of weed. I said, it is a little bit of weed. Like, it's a quarter pound of weed.

It's compressed. I'm like, there's a little bit of weed. He's like, nah. He's like, all right, I ain't tripping on. He usually. I mean, he played me. Like, I ain't tripping on. He was like, what's your name? So I give him my first and last name. My friend, you know, we always get this called we ever get pulled over by the police. Shit, stick with my story. I'm going to stick with your story. You know what I'm saying? So we always come up with these fake names, you know what I'm saying?

Just as we ever get pulled over. So that night, I wasn't using no fake name. I told him my life. I told my real name. Shit, my homeboy, shit. They asked him, what is my name? And he was like, such, so, shit. He's like, nah, that ain't his name.

He tell these people that ain't money. I said, damn, you really going to tell him people this is not my name. Be honest this time. This is like, I'm begging it. Please. Like, this is not the time. the bullshit. Tell us people what is my name. Man, the man ran my name was like, we've been waiting on you. We've been waiting on you. He's like, we're just been waiting on you. He was like,

you're going to jail tonight. Like, even after I argued about my name, like, they sat down and played the whole game with me with the intent on even taking me to jail, period, because they said they was waiting on them. What was it? For what? What's the reason? They never told me why, but then All of a sudden, they booked me for possession with intent. And when I got the intent charge, it was just a whole bunch of sandwich bags with a with a zip of weed, 28 grams, and then probably another, probably like, 10 grams in bags. Like sandwich bags, just balled up in there. Nothing in these sandwich bags.

They booked me for possession with intent, but have a sandwich bag and some marijuana. So I went to jail. I went to jail. and I had my buying money. I taught my people to come and give me. They took my buying money, went to the casino, and lost all my money. And it was crazy. I used to get so high.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. You gave your family. You heard me right. I gave my family my buying money. They took it to the casino and hopes to flip it. I don't know why. And never bonded me up. You need new family.

I said that to them, man. Like, I'm so distanced with them. Like, I love them, but it's just, like, at the same time, I don't dislike them. It's just, I just know, y'all ain't good for my growth. I got to stay with y'all, so I blast them all the way. So I'm able to help y'all out, because as long as I'm around y'all, it's just like, y'all going to try to take from me. So, but, like I said, I went to jail, 18, first time ever in the county jail,

first charge ever like I'm not scared that it's crazy I get in now I know everybody and like what are you doing here I'm like oh shit I'm in jail that shit they're like what's your bond I'm like this do this I'm like I figured out how jail

worked you had bonds me myself shit I called my girl all the way in Colorado told her the situation told her what happened to my buying money she sent me some money and my auntie one of my cousins working in jail, I was like, can you go take my profit and see if it's money inside my

shoes? Grab it. Shit, I had $500 in my shoes. Shit, she took my shoes and they went to go bomb me out. My girl came out all the down and bombed me out from Colorado. Like, I found the bonds from there to fuck with me, and it was just crazy. My family hurt.

And I got to get some of my alley out of the town to bond me out because y'all don't know to, like this money is just too much in y'all hand. So I went from there to bind it out. I fought with the case. I stayed in Oklahoma. I had to fight the case. And then we finally got it to my first defense.

They gave me a deferred sentence. Send me to a program called Reed, which was a minimum max, a mini max minimum security prison with five wire rounded. But it was based off a boot camp military structure. military structure right so there's a lot of discipline in there so i went there for seven months got out from there came home i think like my first week home i got into a high speed chase yeah like my first week home i just i don't know like i don't know like i needed money so i found myself in a situation where i got out of prison i had a car wreck in texas and i got out of

prison with like $1,500 and I like, shit, this ain't enough to live long, I'm going to need some money. You know what I'm saying? Like, ain't nobody trying to hire me. Like, I'm young. I ain't never had no job ever. So it was just like, I found myself back in the game, and I was driving one night. I had some ecstasy pills. I had, like, 200 ecstasy pills, and I was driving one night.

Like, somebody called me. I met these girls. we pulled it at the quid trip boom we pulled it out we pulled out to an alley and I see this police pass you know what I'm saying we just sitting that bullshit for the moment you know what I'm saying chopping it up so boom

I'm like what shit here I'm about to go on my way y'all go on y'all way don't go back the way y'all can y'all might run into that police so boom I pull that I go the way that I went that I didn't come the first time I come off the back street that same police pulled right behind me so i'm sitting there i'm looking at him through the light looking at the light like damn there's light sitting there for a long time in my mind he already turned to his light time the light

was red i just took off i just took off took him on a high speed chase i mean you don't even know how do you know he was event man i don't i felt it you just watch me in that alley just in the alley you creep out of alley for you the i know the police man you going you ain't you ain't you ain't snooping around for nothing you see something you try to do with these people doing i would still wait i would have still waited man i wasn't going to give them the advantage of calling for backup man i can't let you call for backup man listen listen man i can't let you like i can't let you like i can't let you call for backup i got to get a head start like i know all the police station's there so it was like where i'm at i'm on the east side i got to go from the east and get north

getting worse safe so i took them on alone probably like a 45 minute high-speed chase like i went from one side of town to another man it was crazy my grandma called me while i'm on this high-speed chase she's like boy what you're doing i'm like nothing she's like where you're in i'm like just driving around she's what you about to do i said i was about to call you and she if you was at home it's crazy you caught me she said what's that noise i said I don't know. The police passed in by somewhere. I was like, she was like, what you doing?

I'm like, ah, nothing. I was about to get her to come over. You know what I'm saying? She's like, well, I'm like, where are you at, grandma? She's like, I'm at the casino. I'm going to be here for a minute. I'm like, all right. I guess you probably wake up.

I guess I probably wake up to see you and Grandma, I love you. She's like, boy, what's that noise? I heard her phone her because it seems like the police got loud and loud. She kept asking, so I just hung the phone up. Oh, I circled past the house three times, make sure nobody wasn't there I can get in so boom I passed the house

and went back the way I was coming in and went on the other side of the creek and just jumped out the cop and then parked jumped out of it how many cops are facing you it was probably at least about a good 15 of them 15 plus a helicopter

and the car's in your name no I don't never do I I don't never drive cars in my line so you take off i take off i took off on foot it was like man i don't know what a guy happened been with me that night man i jumped in this creek it had rocks like big rocks little rocks it was like i touched one rock jumped in the water touched the water jump back up the rocks and now i'm up on another side of the creek hopped over a fence over the leap ran up under the helicopter

the helicopter never seen me it was coming and i was going so i ran past this helicopter my next dog neighbor sitting outside. They're like, boy, you better run. Once they notice is me, I'm like, hey, can I go on there and hide? They're like, hell no, boy, you better go somewhere else. I said, damn, y'all some fucked up neighbors, ain't y'all? So I, shit, I'm at the doubt. It was like a horror movie.

You know how in a horror movie, people panicking with the keys. I'm sitting there with like six keys in my hand. I know which kid it is, but tonight I can't just think. So I'm fumbling at the door, like, oh, my God, the police pass. I'm like, please don't let them see me. He didn't believe him. It was like I was invisible. Light right on me, like the lights are shining on me.

I get that one key in there, spent that light, man. It was like I just fell in there, and I took out of them pills and hid them. But early that day, I paid my phone bill, and I left the receipt in the car. So I met her high, and my grandma called me again. She's like, boy, what? Boy, these damn police better not be around her for you. I said, what's your time, man? She's like, well, I'm at the casino.

I see the police going back towards us. She's like, I'm about to go away with you with. I said, I'm at the house. I started whispering. I'm like, I'm at the house, grandma. Should I both hear you whisper if I'm like, the police get the house surrounded? I'm hiding in the attic now. I didn't hear the pill.

I didn't jump in the attic, barricaded myself in his house. I'm sitting in the attic like sweating bullets. I'm on ecstasy. So it's like the pill kicking in harder. And I'll actually is the police. They come straight to the house. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. We know you in her.

We followed you. I'm quiet as a church house and now. I'm like, hmm, I better not say nothing. So my phone steady going off and started ringing. I put it on silence. Start vibrating. And it's like, I swear to God, they can hear it. So I'm up to that.

I finally answered. I'm like, hello. My grandma, like, boy, she cussed me. She cussed me. She's like, boy, what the hell you didn't do? She said, Grandma, I ain't doing nothing. They just stopped. She said, you ain't been out of prison.

She cussing me out. She's like, I'm passing by the house right now. What the hell you didn't do? I'm about to park across the street. She parked across the street, telling me, play-by-play with the police doing. So I'm watching them on the side of the house. They shine the light up at the attic. I'm backing up like this.

But now they see me, but I know they can't see me. But in my mind, they seen me. So they beat at the door for like five moments. They just finally gave up. She called me. She was like, boy, come up this goddamn dope. I said, hmm, grandma, the police with you. You're about to let the police get me.

Mm, you're about to death the police get me. She said, boy, you better come up with this guy damn dog. Get your shit and get the hell about her. I said, Grandma, you got the police witch. It's daytime by now. It was nighttime when it started. I've been in an attic since all night. I just didn't want to come up out there attic.

I finally came out. I lived around this daylight, no police. My grandma's in there furious. She's like, well, what the hell you didn't do? I went to go get all my stuff. I said, Grandma had all this stuff on me. And the police just started chasing me. Like, he just started chasing.

She's like, what a car? And I said, I left it on the other side. So I called my girls, like, hey, report your car stolen. Tell the police, somebody stole your car. So you go get your car. So boom, if they had, I'm like, if they ask, you just tell them shit. You went out, you went out drinking. You was drinking with your friends.

You might have left your keys in a dope. You don't know. You don't remember. You don't remember how you get in there. You was drunk. I said to tell him you was intoxicated So shit They gave her a car back

Three days later I was in that car again This time I was on Seriously Why would she even let you borrow the car Yeah Now this time This time is me

My son My brother I'm on my way I was on That it was crazy Like normally I take my gun with me Everywhere I go I got my drugs with me

Because I don't want to have to Have nobody follow me back home to see where I'm hiding the drugs, where I'm hiding it. So I probably got everything on me, but this time, I didn't, like, this one time at something, you know, you know that voice in the back of your head. Like, hey, mm-mm, leave all that. Someone was like, you ain't going to need none of that. Leave everything.

Just grab your phone. I was like, all right, I just list to that, list to my gut. Grab my phone, looked at my gun one more time. Like, I'm going to need it. No, you ain't. Tell myself, no, you ain't. Boom. Jumped in the car.

draw I was about to go pick my other son up and then my cousin called and she was like kemp up I really really really really need you can I get a ride I'm like where you're telling where she was and what she was trying to go like all right trying to keep it from getting in trouble I know a daddy going to kill her where she at

so I'm like all right I'm on my way boom so I'm driving this truck comes speeding up the street and I was on the phone at the same time but I'm looking at the road like I got the phone in my hand driving my other hand

I'm looking at the road so I see this truck comes speed and as his truck comes speed and he just hurry up and turn in front of me hit a quick left boom I almost hit him if I would have kept going I would have hit him

so I merged all the way over in the home come traffic it wasn't nobody coming but he just hurry up and turn up his corner on me the police was following him police turned all the way around on me follow me and we probably went

a half a city block I probably had like four cars on my girl looking at me like I'm looking at her like we are in the audience so I'm frustrated and I'm like what the fuck police pulled me out the car

he pulled me out the car he was like didn't we just have a foot chase with you about like a couple days ago I was like nah hell nah not not me wasn't me He was like, listen, swore up and down, it was me.

The man said, you got the same built, the same aflo, same outfit. I damn there, had a pack of white bidder. Like, I go by all through the summertime. I just had on my white bidders all summer. So that was my, that was my work. I didn't wear a number of white beater. I go different shorts. But yeah, man, the man pulled me out the car and gave me my whole description,

everything I was wondering. He said, the only thing changed, he looked down at them shoes. He said, the only thing changed was your shoe. He's like, but I don't know for sure Because I was right there on your back I remember looking at him because I turned back And looked at him face to face Like damn this motherfucker's fast

He is on my eye He said I was running with you But yeah the man got me my whole description So I was just like Nah that ain't me He's like yes he did I was running right behind you I almost had you

But he was talking about he almost had me He was right on my ass When we jumped in that creek Like it was like I touched that creek And look back at him one time He was like if he was just dove he would have had me. But he was too scared to die if he didn't know how deep their quarter

was going to be. So I just, it was just like crazy. I'm looking like, nah, that wasn't me. He's like, it's the same car. He was you. Mr. Payne, I knew it was you. I'm like, nah, that ain't me. So he gave me in his car. He turned, he gave me in the car for

driving without no license. So they booked me on a drive without no license, and I'm on probation, so I'm not supposed to be driving. So he got me in the car. We drive. off in the scene i tell my girl come bomb me out like hey bomb me out regret that money come get me so aren't you already out on bond no i'm out on probation oh okay i'm on probation i didn't went to prison and came out i've been out two weeks and got it to one high speedy chase

went from the high speed chase to a week later to a couple days later driving that same car this is all in that same week like so the man like uh he drives and he pulls out to the side turned everything off in the car like all the microphones the cameras he turned off his cell phone and he just looked at me like leaned over and just looked at me like i'm in my mom i'm like damn he about to beat my ass he is about to beat my fucking ass i'm about to get the shit beat out of me right here on this damn side of the road i said just man if you beat me just throw me out the car man let's somebody come and take me home leave man fucking you beat me just drop me out let somebody take me in my mind.

So I'm like, fuck. He just look at me. He said, man, I know it was you driving that car. He was like, man. He was like, we need people like you. He said, man, because if you weren't so damn and much in trouble, man, we would love to have you on our force, man.

Driving like that, he's like, man, we need that. He just got to breaking it down. Like, man, like he admired my driving. Like, man, you get a corner of 60 miles per hour and you didn't flinch. I'm like, he's like, man, where you learn how to drive it? I'm like, man, I don't know what you're talking about.

That wasn't me, sir. He's like, man, I know it was, you. No, he turned everything out. Like, he turned everything out. Like, the man, he damn-de-trying to recruit me. Like, shit, we need you to come be a driver for us. Like, huh? I'm looking at the man.

Like, man, if you had his record, man, we need you to come to be a driver. Like, you can drive. Like, where are you laying? I'm like, man, I don't know what you're talking about. Like, I ain't number 19. I'm looking at the man. Like, I don't know what you're telling me. Like, man.

he just was stuck on my driving that night he just got to talk about all the corners how I was turning moving driving and I just in my mind I'm like damn what's how are you driving man I was driving a damn Subaru app bag

listen to me Gabe they gave they asked the blues that charger couldn't fuck when I was hitting railroad tracks like ramps and it and I was I don't I don't know how I did it, but it was just, hey, like, I've been driving since I was 11.

So it was just like, man, it was just like driving a goat car. I was just thinking, like, I like to go fast. Like, I should have been a race car driving. Like, I'll probably go from one side of town in probably like five minutes. I'll probably hit a hundred all the way there. Like, if I see a police, I'll slow it down. But if I don't see no police up there runway, I'm about to gun it. So what happened?

What would the cops say? He just was impressed. He was still trying to get me to say it was me, but I told me it wasn't me. So we go from there to booking me in jail. He booked me in jail. He was like, we're just going to book you for no driver license. You need to go talk to your probation officer. We see you on probation.

So I did everything. I finally that the next day. But I got to go to my probation officer told her the whole situation. I even told her how I got had it, why did I get pulled? over like she was like cool like I had I had a fire ass probation I was the only thing was hey don't get in trouble I understand you smoke weed like it was so much like I had a fire ass P.O like she was so so for me like shit I know you young I told him my whole life story when we first met just told what I've been through like where I'm trying to go she was just like

shit get through this you can get through this the first year first see months. We're going to get your unsupervies. You come here and clean, but then I had another case out of town, so I had to go take care of that. She sent me out of town for about like six weeks. I was good. I came back. When I came back,

I ended up me and my girl got into it. I guess I was gone too long and corporate seating out of town. She had to come and get me. She came and got me. I guess she didn't like what she's seen. That was just something.

So when we got back home, It was just like fire. So one day I went to go and used the car. She told my P.O. I stole her car and I did this, this, this, and this. She sat in the P.O. office. So it was crazy. As I pulled in the drive, I had a park lot of the probation office.

It's like I just flashed. I just flashed in my face like a flash. Showed her sitting up there angry and I felt her. Like it was, I just told my party. and grab out of our stuff. Boom, we grew up in this probation officer. It was just like how I seen it. When I hit that parking lot, I seen her in her arms cross.

She looking at me. She got to look up. Damn, I fucked up. Yeah, I know I fucked up, but I'm mad. But I fucked up. Like, she knows she fucked up. Like, this is why her to draw the line. Like, you're trying to turn me in.

Why is you trying to turn me in? Knowing what I'm at her doing in these streets, you get all my money. Like, you see everything I touch. Like, whatever I get going on, you really going to turn me in to my probation officer. So boom, I probably said, I got in her, I got in there, she closed the door. Like, she laughed about it. She's like, I find it's funny. I'm like, why?

She's like, because the whole time you was going through this, they girl Kyle to make sure you was her, did this, this, this, this, this. I said, now she's sitting there trying to turn me in. She's like, I know it don't make sense. That's just women. She's bucked down for me, mad to make a whole lot of sense. She's like, she mad after whatever you're out there doing, you need to stop and make it right with your girl. I'm like, she turned me in

and my probation officer was just like give her a car bag and y'all you need to get it together or you need to quit messing with her. She's like, you need to make that decision today because this right here, if I was anybody here, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? I probably went to jail. Right then and there on the spot.

Right. So she was like send your friend down there. I'm going to get all y'all stuff at the car. Get that girl like car set back. Boom. She's like, boom. She's like, let her leave. when she lived you can leave i'm like cool so she later leave we watched the live in the park a lot of like people laugh about it like that's crazy the girl crazy about you that's why she did it she's like

that girl crazy about it i'm like nah she i'm over with her like that's overwork like you literally just tried to turn me in what so fast forward probably what two months later i'm in jill it's around like november no it yeah it's around like november no it yeah it around Thanksgiving. It's before Thanksgiving. I'm in jail. So she come and see me. Same girl. So she comes to see me. This is my son's mother. Right. She comes and seen me. She's like,

basically she's like, shit, I feel good because I know what I can find you at. I'm like, what the fuck that man? You feel good because I'm in jail. She's like, yeah, because I can find you. I know where you're going to be there. I said, damn, that's what this is about. Like, because you can't find me, motherfucker, you know where I'm being. So that's when everything kind of came out, you know what I'm saying? She's been cheating. And I just, like, I felt it.

Like, I knew you was cheating. Like, that's why I just quit coming home. Like, you know what I'm saying? Dude, popped at the door one day. She's been cheating and she feels good that I'm in jail because it's where she can find me. And I just, like, when I sat in that jail cell at night, I just told myself, like, I never fuck with her again. son and I, like, I'm cool. Like, if you don't let me see the kid,

fuck you. She's one of the people, she wants you to fuck with her in order to see the kid. And they're like, I'm cool. I don't want to fuck with you. Like, you don't, you know what I'm saying? She don't go to your way. You want to see me locked up, so I can't have that.

I'm cool. Right. Yeah, so I just left that along. And fast forward. Shit, I went from there to. back to hustling, I'm still on probation, and then eventually, New Year's come, New Year's come, I didn't know it was New Year's Eve, I was so wasted. Like, I was so shit-faced, wasted.

Like, I didn't know it was New Year's Eve. On what? Man, man, I was on permitting, coding, cocaine, PCP. ecstasy, we, like, I was so, I was so, like, I don't know, like, I was just, because, like, my lifestyle, like, I had the constant stay moving. I'm selling drugs, so it's like, I'm taking one drug that worked for this drug to work for this drug, and I'm telling myself this shit. Like, if I do this, do this, do this, you never know I was just fucked up. Like, nobody never knew I was just fucked up. Like, nobody never knew I was just fucked up. Like, so I was just like, so I was a functioning addict, basically. Like, I was functioning on upper, downers, hallucinogens. Like, but I was, but it was, I still got the end game in mind. I got to go get that pay for it. So, like, I had to get that money.

That's all I know. Like, some days I'd be so fucked up. I'll start off with a pack of drugs. By the time I wake up sober, I got a pocket full of money and no drugs. He'd be asked him. I said, what the fuck I do with all these drugs? Like, I got the money to care for, but I just knew. So Adam, like, damn, who was I mean?

People would be like, man, he was over kicking him. You did this, this, damn. Like, I had to start. stop. So I guess I used to just get so shit-faced to a point where New Year's Eve came around. I was sitting at my cousins and I was sipping on some drink. Like, she's like, let me get some, I was fucking with like, hell no, I ain't sharing this shit. Like, she really got up enough feelings and got mad and got so angry to the point. I'm like, well, shit, I got this fire-ass weed. My cousin just came from New Amsterdam and he's gone on some wheat bags. So he's like,

shit, I got big, boom, I got some weed from so I'm like, well shit, do you want to try this weed, some fire? Like, they send me, I would break this weed down. I'm like, shit, let's smoke. I read you my pocket, my cigars is broke. So I'm like, well, shit, somebody's time I go get some cigars. I said, somebody will get some cigars. Everybody fucked up except one person,

so the dude. She's like, hell no, you can't use my car as I'll take them to the store. So I get in the car with dude, put my, I had a mink hat on, black hoodie, black jeans, black shorts so I we ride

and the police pass us like when they passed you know what I'm saying I sat there I don't do all this so I just sat there in my seat and they passed you know what I'm saying

they passed I guess I see a white man a black man in a cop we hit the main street we drive and he's like up they go to the police and you know the police like came on

we pulled them in the parking lot And I'm just sitting there like, shit, I ain't got nothing to worry about. Like, shit, I'm on probation. I'm good. Like, I ain't doing nothing wrong. I'm just a little fucked up, so I'm sitting right here. You know what I'm saying? So this shit is already obviously you're speeding themselves.

You know, that's what I'm thinking of my mind. They pull the mouth of the car. I don't even think of nothing of it. Man, that motherfucker came around that, two of them coming around. I got the window. You're like, wrong with the window down. I'm like, what I cracked it just a little, you know what I'm saying? Just a little bit.

Like, what's up? And like, we need you to step out to car. Like, I complied, you know what I'm saying? I ain't thinking nothing of it. As long as I get out of the car, the whole game changed. The man tried to rough me up, like, it's ice on the ground. You're trying to fight with me on this ice. You're trying to beat me up, really.

Like, they end up trying to rough me up. So I just turned to look at him like, hey, not today, man. Don't nobody feel like fight with you. If you're going to pat me down, pat me down. Do your fucking job. You know what I'm saying? Like, I just turned around. I'm like, you up here trying to rough me up.

Like, he's pushing me up, getting my hands behind my back. trying to see if I'm a buck them and shit. Like, I ain't trying to buck you, motherfucking. Search me so you can get the fuck on about your business. So I guess he didn't like I was just so calm, cool, connected about it. We go from there to, they searched the car. They searched it again.

The second time they came back, he popped the trunk, came back out the trunk with a glove on, talking about this yours, and closed his hands on me. And I'm like, what's mine? I ain't nothing mine. Like, I don't even know what you're talking about then. They ran my name. I guess they see something flashing.

So the man pulled me up to you like, this is you? I'm like, yeah, that's me. I'm like, but that can't be me. I ain't got no one after my arrest. I ain't did nothing. The whole time I got a one out from my arrest for possession. He charged me with possession too that night, New Year's Eve. So by the time I get in the county jail, I'm so out of it.

All I remember waking up was like three to two or three days later, you know what saying I'm groggy as shit like I'm like well damn I call on they like damn before you did that come like I just now did like my mother you been in there since New Year's Eve I'm like well damn and like shit what's going on I'm like shit I don't know the man of the shit they got a possession I'm like I don't even they gave me two charges like charge of two possession I'm like yeah they're trying with two possession boom so I know you're saying It literally to the law. You're saying it wasn't even yours.

Man, it wasn't mine. You ain't nine-tenths of the law. It's possession. This is nine-tenths of the law, which is on person, your persons. That's what possession is. If you get it in your possession, you get custody, obtaining, holding. You get possession of it. That's what possession is.

So down here they're charged with possession just because they got to make that quarter. And you shed, like, I already got to possession. intent we in a drug infested neighborhood at the store we get is a drug store you buy drugs at this store we just bought in this park a lot you followed us in park a lot it's the only store that happened to be open right here so it was just like all the all the things mix right they just like shit fuck it we got us another book him but while they was booking me this what they told the white man they talked to me hey you see what happened when you ride around with people like this niggas I'm like what he said niggas I look damn dude looking at me

like damn what you do i'm like i'm looking at him like i don't know what the fuck but it's crazy because they searched this man this man had like six seven description drugs on him and had him and mixed up and they even told me man we could charge you for this and let him go so that right there lets you know that i was in some it was some bullshit you know you think this is yeah hell yeah and then from the running from the cop

man everything I'm saying from when you ran from the cops now this right here's from just me being a feeling black at night time this charge that's really what this is about it was all about me

being in a cop with a white man going to the store and it was basically telling they talked to man Zion which was a white man hey you see what happened when you hang out with you see what I'm saying Like, like, I'm just riding around white people out there.

So, like, y'all, like, this is against the law or something. Like, we're at the fucking store. The store is open. As long as the store, people can come and go, right? So, yeah, it was just crazy. Like, well, on my side of town, like, prejudices at an all-time high. And these are people that don't understand my city limits. So it's like they're trying, and it's trying to come harass us, beat us up,

put drugs on us, potentially kill us. Like, I don't have homeboys get killed by the police. Like, out of being jumped on by the police, I think I was like, what, 12, I got jumped on by the police. I ate up by a dog. Let a dog hit me up. I was doing something wrong, but at the same time, once you identify me and I'm on the ground

and I'm compliant to you, why you still let this dog eat? You still let the dog eat me from my legs all the way up to my arms. And that was at 12 years old, like, it was the craziest shit out. Like, that was that, I think that's when I really just was like, fuck the police. I don't want nothing to do. I don't even want to know. I can't stop for you. Like, 12, I made my mind up.

I would never comply. Not into us in front of somebody or people can see me and help the situation. Like, I can get pulled over today. If it ain't enough people right here to see this, I'm not pulling up. I'm pulling up. I'm pulling up. pull up where I see people there. Safe.

People are going to make you feel at least somewhere safe and secure to the start of this. Somebody going to see what's going on and get a footage of it. Because if you lead the scene looking like this and make it to the county George Judge has looking like this,

what happened? From being picked the dropped off in the jail, you get your ass beat. You damn and get killed in that backseat hand car. Like they do it. It ain't no big secret. They do that shit. Intentionally, like, they harassed black folks.

So they booked you? Yeah, they just went at one point in time, yeah, I got my ass beat. I got stumped on with the little shoe, the flat shoes with the hard seal on the bottom of the whole salt, kicked in my chest. While the dog was eating, screaming for help, 12 years old, man, screaming for help. Like, I'm screaming for help. Like, please let another officer come in here and see this man beat my ass on his floor. skit him. He just, that's all I heard. Then once I just was like, shit,

help I can't come and get the dog off of you. Flight of flight kicked in. I'm like, the worst he can do is pull his gun out of shoot him. You're going to shoot me, but the evidence's going to show that you left the dog bite me first. So I just, shit, I hit the dog. I just started hitting the dog, and the dog backed up. And he was so mad. He kicked me in my chest.

I just rolled over. When I rolled over, he finally just pulled a dog back. Somebody walked in. I think he was about to let the dog hit me some. out once I had my stomach. Somebody walked in and shit. He pulled the dog back, dude cuffed me up. It was like, this is the only one.

This is the only one. They gave me outside. It was like six skinheads. All of them was baldhead. And they just was like, shit, we know you weren't the only one in. Who else is with you? Like, they got me on the truck, on the hood of the car, like hot with my face planted to it.

And I'm just like, look, I'm the only one. I see my friend walking in the field. I know they see them, too. Like, it's a little residential. neighborhood, but I know they see my friend, too. So I'm like, but shit, being that he was a white man. It was just like, shit, we don't see him. No, it couldn't be at him.

So, hey, when I looked up, I see one more car coming. And it was like, that last car with my savior. It was another police who happened to been a black police named Officer Dorsey. Officer Dorsey pulled up, assessed the situation, and see me bent up

and get this guy, and they looking at me, and shit, he pulled one of them to side and they said no talking i over her i'm saying look well i'm gonna just take it from her you know what i'm saying a dude like now we got it he like nah i'm just taking her he called it in right then and there because they never called it in said they had so they called it in was like so what they called in was like we said the alarm was just going off it ain't nobody there they just said the alarm was going off it's clear ain't nobody here that's what doris said he said they called it and said they ain't got nobody

So the whole objective was, let the dog eat me into our die or beat me into I die. He told me when I got in the choir, he said, you know what that was about to do to you? He said, I was about to do the worst thing that you can never think of that he was going to probably potentially kill you hanged. He's like, the guy ate you up, then I like, hell, yeah. I think it ate my balls. Like, it beat me in my leg so bad. I felt it in my, you know what I said, my testicles. Like, I don't know if he bit me there or nothing.

I couldn't, I was just so shaking, like, I was so, you know what I'm saying, trying to deal. process what just happened to me. Like, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't know what the hell was going on. Like, I'm trying this whole process in the shit. Like, I just got beat up by, beat up by the police. They never caught in. And this man telling me they was going to kill me. The man asked me who I was.

Dorsey asked me who I was and I told him who I was. And once he knew my last name, he was like, I know your grandmother. Whoa, whoa, whoa, blah, blah, blah, she worked wolf again, boom. Yeah, I know your grandma personally. He got on his phone, called my grandma, woke up out of her sleep. Like, it's like 5.40 in the morning, woke up out of her sleep. Told her what the situation was, like, I'll be bringing them home soon. He got hung up with her.

He was like, your grandma sounded like she pissed off at you. But I'm about to go get you cleaned up and passed up. He called some emceal buddies in hills. We met up somewhere that he passed me up, gave me a shot, passed me on up, and sent me on and got my way. I never had a charge. Nothing never was done. Like, it was just like it never happened.

I'm the only one of the one I live with it. Like, you know what I'm saying? Nothing never happened. Nobody never knew about it. I ain't, me and my grandma never told nobody. Like, it was such a secret in the family. Like, did nobody know about it? Like, did nobody know I got head up out of the dog?

My brother's getting me, no, don't nobody know. Like, even to this day, we still never told nobody. It was just like something I lived with from 12. And that's probably why I don't have speed chases and don't want to stop. Because I know what they do to me. So it's like, no. Okay. Fast forward.

Yeah, I was going to say, let's go back to the, so this time you get grabbed, the cops fucking roughen you up and they book you, they book you and they book me for position. Man, they booked me for possession and said I had a warrant after my, for my, they said I had a warrant for possession. Not possession with intent, but just simple position. So they gave me two charges that night. Somebody else charged me. All right, all right. That's okay, rewind.

This is how I get that possession. I just thought about it. They gave me the possession because my cousin, mind you, I'm on probation. Any police contact, I'm supposed to report this to my probation officer. So my probation officer was so much on my side with this one. So this is what they did. Boom, I was in my cousin house. You know, I've been locked up, so I'm in my cousin's chilling.

I got some weed. I want to smoke. So I'm like, well, shit, somebody's going to get a cigar. I sent her to go get a cigar, and I'm like, well, fucking, I'm going to grab a weed. Well, I grab a weed, come back in. I'm like, damn, what's taking them so long with the cigar? I'm ready to smoke, you know? I'm trying to smoke so I can go.

I don't like smoking in the car. So I'm like, shit, I'm ready to go. So, boy, I got the weeds in their house. I go outside, see what the hell is taking so long. I'm like, yeah, what's going to go get the squishy of shit out there. and a boyfriend out because he had to change somebody tire on his car so they come from up under the car and they see this blue truck and i see the blue truck i don't know what the hell this blue truck is you know what i'm thinking if somebody to get a fence here it's true so the truck rolling in he's like

that's them right there i'm like who is that who is them like tell me who them is so i start back and i'm like who is there you know what i'm saying by the time i even if i thought about running that police was at that guy without that car and girl like that car was never in gear he jumped out the car still rolling and it just stopped in girl like the man jumped out the car so fast and grabbed me he was like yeah you look like you're a runner like you got to run I like nah I just was a little annoyed because they saying here they go I don't know who the hell they is I don't know if y'all about to do a drive-by y'all creeping through this motherfucker I don't know nothing so instantly my damn phone man my phone wouldn't stop ringing phone just going off thank God it

was my mama and my, my grandmother and my girl calling back and forward. Like, damn, pick up the phone. You know what I'm saying? So they're like, well, damn, we get up. We got us one right here. He talked to his partner, like, we got us one. His phone won't stop ringing. Shit, he looked at the number.

He was like, you know this number. I'm like, yep. I'm like, answer. See who it is. I mean, it's my girl. She's probably called like, well, damn, what's taking you so long? Right. So the dude finally pick up the phone.

This time is my grandma. She's like, well, what's going on? you get his phone. They're like, well, he's been detained right now. For what? I can hear a cuss in the mouth. Like, what the fuck is y'all detaining him for?

He ain't did his shit. So he's telling him, like, well, we pulled in apartments and basically we look suspicious because we're outside. Like, motherfucker's own apartment complex. What do you want us to sit inside? It's locked down. Suspicion. Suspicious isn't a crime.

Yes, that's how they listen. They run our apartment complex like a prison. system. Any apartment complex you go into in the town of Tulsa, Oklahoma, is ran like a prison, like from security to, they even called lockdown. They had called lockdown to everybody going to the apartment. The police that day, they took my phone number, and I was so damn. They took my cousin's boyfriend and cousin in jail. They had a half an ounce of marijuana a piece on them, which we made a whole ounce. So they take these fools to jail,

took my phone number, release me and my cousin because she cussed them out of me. Because why y'all fucking with her? Because she know I'm fresh out. So everybody cussing these police out. So they took them fools of jail. And when he took my number, I ain't ever knew he took my number

because he just took my phone at first. And I'm like, can I get my phone back? You know what I'm saying? Once y'all, I want you out to me after cuff, he gave me the phone back. So I'm driving. my phone ring the first ring is my grandma

she's like oh okay they didn't take you to jail you know what's in checking them and she's like what happened I told her what I was doing what happened

the police jumped out and they took these fools to jail you know what I'm saying and I like you call and that's when everything so we go from there to hanging up

and I'm driving she's like where you want I said I got to call my PO and let them know that the police just I came across the police you know what I'm saying just case anything

I'm talking about I called my P-O right after I got off that phone, told her everything they just happened. She was like, you are right. Did they do anything to you? I said, nope. But I came across them and this is what happened. They took my cousin who would have been boom. So I'm bono.

She's like, oh, yeah, yo, drive me. If I had the one for the driving, I still get the one for the driver. I got a one after my wrist, but driving without a lot of license. So I got this fade to a period. So she's like, well, you need to go turn yourself in tomorrow. I'm like, bet. You know what I'm saying? It's like, do what you need to do today.

First thing in the morning, go turn yourself in so you can get on back out. I'm going to get your own back out. You know what I'm saying? It's like, it's like, it ain't nothing serious. It's just a damn driving ticket. I'm like, bed. So I go and I get rescheduled for court. Get on out.

Boom. Mind you, I went to jail the day after these fools just roughed us up. And, you know what I'm saying? Took these two fools to jail. I go to jail the next day, turn myself in, back door, walked in and a mug. As I'm sitting there getting booked in and processed by the sheriff, you know what I'm saying? They reached my P.O. I'm sitting there getting booked in.

Guess who comes through the door? The same two police, the job out boys. They come through the door and they looked at them. And I guess he was like, that's the motherfucker from yesterday with the fast phone. So he's looking at me like, well, damn, he got charged. I guess he asked the sheriff what I'm doing in there. They're like, shit, he turned to stuff. boom, they got out my information that day and charged with a charge, possession.

Never was booked for charge, never was booked for possession. Get out of the fucking county jail due to the court saying, all right, we just reinstated you another court date. Boom, I get to go out on the OR bond because it ain't number fucking misdemeanor driving. So, boom, I get out of jail. Fast forward to New Year's Eve. That's how I went to jail New Year's Eve due to that case. Okay.

You know what I'm saying? Like, the police seen me in there and turning myself in due to driving without no license. And when they seen me, I guess they seen all my information and charged me with possession. You know what I'm saying? I went, I didn't have no attorney at the time. It was hard for me at the moment. So, I went to jail on that. That night when a dude tried to rough me up, they took me to jail that New Year is.

I called two, three days later. shit I'm like come and get me everybody like shit Christmas just passed we strained up on money so I'm like well I I went it out

they came off of me drug court so boom I'm like fuck I'm just want to get out of her I don't want to go to prison like I don't know I just left all that

I don't want to go back to prison so they gave me drug court I'm probably like six months in and on the run I'm six months in because I'm I had a dirty UA one time. So they were like, go to this place, go to the rehab center.

So I called a place, couldn't find a place. I asked the people where it was. They told me this place. I look up, couldn't find a place. And it was like they just giving me the bad, bad running around. Like, how y'all want me to go somewhere? Then they were like, would you go to turn yourself back in jail? I'm not, hell no, I'm not going to go back in jail sitting there another 30, 60 days because you can't get your shit to catch me.

like it's up like i don't i just i just was tired of it i just like fucking catch me like i'm spending $40 every time i go piss i might go piss shit three times in a week like you got to spend this like i got to pay for my peas then you want some money like they call in my color like we're on a color thing like the man gonna get on the machine you dial this number and if your color is called you need to come in you know what i'm saying the worst thing to be on is ran Rainbow, rainbow, damn there every day at a week, you're going to be caught. So I went through the drug court, went on the run, and while on the run. I lost my best friend, which is like my brother.

You know what I'm saying? On the run, like I'm on the run. I lost my best friend. How? And then, like, man, a mask, a hotel mask in Tosso, Oklahoma. Like, we were seven pounds of weed. and it was like shit

he killed he killed this girl uncle it wasn't no intentional thing it was just self-defense you know what I'm saying they charged him with self-defense so fast forward a year later

we had this hotel we just came back from Oklahoma City and we at the hotel they got the room they like were coming come up to the room like I got to go babysit that night But we get food poison That before

Then my girl back in Tulsa I go eat dinner with us She gave me some old-ass chicken Like I eat the chicken and chicken Oh so I immediately get sick And throwing up Hyde like immediately So I can't leave nowhere

Without throwing up A father now Like I'm passing out So I'm like Someone won't let me leave the house So they call me like What shit? It's just come baby sick the room

And I'm like cool I can do that You know what I'm saying So I get a phone call, somebody wanted five. So I'm like, what shit? I only got a couple of her. I need to go get some out so I can have something around. So I ain't got to be going back and forth and make sure I got some pounds of weed with me. So I end up going out to the wrong, cashing out, grab some weed. And when I get in the room, I sit there on the bed, you know what I'm saying? She ain't

no good. She's set up girl. So I tell my partner, like, hey, man, welcome to the side. You need to get up out of her. Like, she said, why she's sitting on their phone? Why are you letting her sit on that phone? Do you know who she's on the phone? He's like, no, I'm, yeah, I tell her who she is and what she do. He's like, damn, boy. I'm like, yeah, you need to get on the power.

Does you know what she's going on? She's like, he like, nah, I don't know shit. She just came in here. She was being sitting on that phone since she's been in here. I said, yeah, get her ass about their phone and get her to fuck up out of her. I'm saying, she's a set up, girl. So somebody knocked at the door. it's my other partner

and my little cousin they walked through it I'm like what the hell I'm cause immediately tripping with it what the fuck is you doing out her she's like

oh man we're just waiting on CJ so we get some bars I'm like nah you ain't supposed to be in his room your brother gonna kill me and you

if he find out you in the room she's like he ain't died don't do me like that I'm like man get your ass bad

hey nigga get her get help out of her she ain't supposed to be in her take her ass back home I'm like I'm on everybody

like get her up at her get her out of her Like, I'm telling them, get them girls about her. That ain't supposed to be here. Like, you know what I'm saying? So I go back.

I sit down and smoke. My girl's in the Kashakana. Like, come on. So I grab everything and leave. I go back home. Dude, Kyle. Like, never mind. So I put out of my bricks up and go lay down.

You know what I'm saying? Because I ain't feeling too good. So I'm laying down. I fall asleep. Next thing you know, my girl's shaking me, waking me up. Like, baby, get up. Get up. Something wrong.

Get up. Get up. So I wake up out of a dead sleep, grab my gun first. Like, what's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? My partner's sitting at the foot of the bed, pale white, shaking. I'm like, what's wrong? He won't say nothing. So he finally uttered the words. The police got the wrong surround. I'm like, what's wrong? Let's go. So I grab my gun. Jump in his car. I'm like, jump in the past seat. I'm driving. Shit, I'm driving. He said, don't go after a bro. Just don't go after. Just don't go after. it ain't right don't go after so i immediately start calling bro like chirping him through on the boost phone it's going through he ain't responding it's going through he ain't responding he's going through he ain't responding they finally somebody cut his phone off so i get another phone call like come to the green house so i go to the green house and when i get there everybody looking like shit what's going on i'm like shit tell me what's going on i'm trying to figure out what's going on my i still got the 38 in my hand. I'm tripping now. Like, shit, somebody called both. They brought the ball in the line.

Something that ain't right. The detective called, who they came and told me, they called him. It was like, I told them, then I finally just told everybody in the house. Hey, I've been to the room. I can't go up there and talk to the detectives because I'm on the run. They're going to charge me in book because I'm on the run.

I can't go up there. I'm like, and the uncle would ask me, he was like, what did you do in that? I said, shit, I went in there, talked about it. He said, did you touch it? I said, hell now. I just told bro what's going on, get the girl affair, get with my issue at left. You know what I'm saying?

I made sure the bro had his pistol. He was straight. I just told him to get the grill out of home to leave. So we go from there to me. Motherfucking, uh, detective calls. Everybody said, like, everybody wants to go talk to the detective. They finally told the detective I was there. And on the run, the detective was like, cool.

So he, third party, talked to somebody else, and I answered the question. He was like, shit, what you know about that? I said, I don't know nothing about that. You know what I'm saying? Hey, like, we know he was at that. I was like, look, I just went to go check on my brother and left. That's it. You know what I'm saying?

It was through right back then. So do you realize, so what happened after you left, there was somebody got killed? Somebody died. Like, after I left, three people got killed. My cousin and the girl. that was a set-up girl and my brother. Everybody got killed. They heard that killed, their excuses.

Somebody went and I shot everybody in the head. Shot the girl on the phone four times in the head. And you think she was setting them up? It wasn't her. It wasn't her? No. Okay. Who was it?

It was the people. His girl. She didn't know we had that wrong. His girlfriend. his girlfriend set him up okay and they catch the people they catch the guys that did it

dude I'm in prison with the dude who did it dude he killed the other two dudes they did I'm in prison with the dude did it so you know what I did I ain't stab him or none but I beat the fuck out of them though it ain't what I wanted to do to him but I did something

to him you know So what did the detectives say to you? Did they think you had something to do with it first? Nah, they knew I ain't had nothing to do with. I ain't what I was looking for. So it was crazy that somebody went back in the room. They tried to figure out who voice it was. They called the police.

Now, I think it was the dude that came and got me. He called the police. He was the only one went back to that room and seen what happened. That's why he was so pale white. Right. In my bed and didn't say nothing. He never told nobody to this day. He was the only one.

I know you went to that room. I know you went to that room. You're going to and grab what you can grab and live. So I know. But it was just crazy. Like, you know what I'm saying? I haven't been in so many incidents where if I had just stayed five more minutes, one more night, it would have been me. Like, I haven't been in so many incidents like this.

Like, God would have tapped me in. Like, hey, this ain't where you're going to go somewhere. Like, I couldn't leave the house. I couldn't do this. You know what I'm saying? I didn't been an incidence where my fucking did drive-bys and I survived. Bullets, whizs, past me, stopped at my feet. So it was like, you know what I'm saying?

Just, I got a purpose for a minute. I realized it. So it's like, what that happened, man, it was just like, I just went. I just like, quit Kern. Quit, you quit. You know what I'm saying? I'm on the run. I just quit turn.

Like, I just quit turn. Like, we made a pack, like, the pack was, you know what I'm saying? In 2009, by 2010, if we ain't rich, we all going to quit something drugs. Like, we ain't got over $10,000 and just save us alone and still get something going over, you know what I'm saying? Something, because, like, we're coming from nothing. So it's like, shit. We're speaking like shit. You ain't getting less, no, minimum $10,000 saved up, no word.

We got all going to quit the game. You know what I'm saying? Because we have a beautiful one, you know what I'm saying? Beautiful. It was beautiful. Everything was set up beautiful. So it was like, how we got to do is just do this shit. Do what we already been doing, just on the biggest gear.

But that was cut short because that ain't what God had intended for me. So what happened? Go ahead. Sorry. I was rapping. You know what I'm saying? At the same time, I was trying to find the way. to lead a game and figure out the way

where I can make money with my voice. You know what I'm saying? How do I tell my story? You know what I'm saying? At that time, I was like, I want to be a rapper. I used to free staff for people. They'd be like, yeah, you got to get it.

So it was like, shit, we start pursuing and more, you know what I'm saying? That week, we were supposed to go to Dallas and go up there with some rap guys, you know what I'm saying, going to do a couple sessions. They see how I sound with them, you know, see how it's going to work out.

so that was cut short so as that happened my cousin stepped in my cousin johnny you know what saying he like shit it was just crazy he put me together with i don't even know this dude dude adam r steve the man was like man it's my partner kighton he in the game dude do do the rap like big time rapper right now he just like shit here this this is like this is what you're Like, it was like everything I was on, you know what I'm on the run, too. So he's like, shit, I'm just taking you on tour with me so you can see the road. So I'm like, big. I ain't never, you know, I ain't never been close to this.

So my cousin called me one night. Like, we got a show. He wants you to come to do a show. You're like, what you want on your shirt? So I told him what I want on my shirt. So we laughing and joking on the way to the show. You're like, what are you going to do if the sheriffs come up in there trying to arrest you? This shit, it's an exit somewhere around.

I'm going to make my way to it. So, like, I was my first time doing, you know what I'm saying, performing in front of that group, took pictures. A week later, dude, like, well, I'm about to go on tour. I want you to come with me so I can show you the whole ropes. I'm like, yes. Got me a CD with some beats and some music going to, like, we'll write you some music today so we can start recording

and get you some sounds after. I'm like, cool. Like, I ain't never recorded. I was just rapping front of them. If I ain't there recording that. So the man, that day, the day we were supposed to go on tour, we leaving at noon. So I tell my girl was going on. Like, well, look, I'm going to leave all my stuff here.

I'm not going to this tour with dude. Like, I prepped for this all week. So I'm going to go get my hair cut. So when I get on the road, next time I get another cut, they know exactly how I want my cut instead of trying to get something that they want me to have. So I go get my brother going to cut my hair. and in the middle of me picking him up,

the girl called me, like, come pick me back up. I picked the girl back up. When we get in the car, my phone instantly rang. People just checking on me like, you're all right. Okay, we see you made since you're like, you ain't locked up. So somebody like, bring me a swisher

before you leave, come smoke with me and chop it over me before you guys. So I'm like, cool, I do that. As soon as I hang up the phone, the chick that I just picked the little chick out. She just hauled out. Sock me in my face. I'm driving down a busy road.

Like, I hurry up ahead of a quick lift. She dove on me. Like, if I would have just moved over at the long time, we probably would have hit the little old traffic pole. So I immediately threw the car, I hit the brake so fast, and just pushed up off me and grabbed out of my stuff. And just jumped out the car, took out walking like, shit, I'm trying to make this tour.

You're trying to get me, you know what I'm saying? Why is you trying to fight on me? What is you trying to fight on me for? So she chased me through the mile parking lot, trying to run me over. She jumped out the car and tried to chase me. I ran there. She hit you.

Why did she hit you? Why did you hit you? Because somebody called me and asked me for a swisher, man. And I told him, okay, like this other girl, she knew about the other girl. It's just she wasn't trying to hurt. She's like, gone, you know what I'm saying? She's crazy. So the girl just ended up hitting me, chase me through the parking lot.

And I just ran to a car grab of keys and threw them up under another car so she can quit chase me and go, go find your keys. chasing me. I ain't he caught the police. Why she's chasing me in the parking lot. I ain't he called the police on me. Told him what we was and what's going on. I ain't did nothing to this one. I ain't hit her, touched

her. I just cussed out after she ran tried to run me over and grab her like he was through it. She know I'm on the run. Like she know I'm running from the police. First thing she do is call the police on man. I run through the mall. I run through the mall. I get outside. Start walking. The police

grab me. Like, is you such and such? I'm like, nah, that ain't me, you know what I'm saying? When he grabbed me, you know, I kind of pulled out, like, nah, that ain't me. What does you grab me for? He's like, you show. I'm like, look, man, that ain't me. That's how he started asking for ID. I just took off running.

I ran through the mile, parking lot, ran through a shopping center, and then ran through a store. I ain't never been in. Like, I ain't never been in the store there in my life. But it was like I found my way through it perfectly. Like the security in there was a big old lady. She was built like a wrestler, like a big old. old wrestler, she was standing up blocking the door, and I just rushed her.

I just rushed past real fast and just, you know how movies is, and the light come on and be bright. It was like, I seen the light when I rushed past and hit their door. Like, I didn't know if I was going out of an exit, a tunnel, if it's going to lead to outdoors. I didn't know nothing. I just

ride on instant, push past, get through that door, and it was bright. I got outside, and I looked to say where I was. I see police rolling in the park, and I just, start running. I'm out of breath. I'm asthmatic. I just got to smoking. Like, I'm so out of it. I'm running, though. And I just jumped his fence, landing in his backyard with his dog. I didn't know if the dog was going to bite me. The dog didn't bite me. So I just, like, I ran to the front. You know what I'm saying? I get to the front. The police sitting in front of this house. He looked at me. I look at

him. I instantly just got on the phone and just waved him. He waved at me and drove off. you know what I'm saying he drove off and I'm sitting there on the phone I'm telling my cousin why man I'm like man come and get me I don't know why just they keep running I was so out of breath I could I should stay running up that block she's telling me she's like they got it

blocked off all the way down her to all the way up here so I'm like man so I'm trying to figure how I'm going to get to this car I'm so out of breath I'm like I'm like fucking I'm a high for a minute so I went back to the backyard with this dog head up under this car the police came

and they got to do who house it is the man this is when iPads first come out so the man got this big old iPad he had to record I can hear him clearly cops said if somebody in my house I'm getting footage of it he might be hiding in my shed because they looked right at me

I looked at them they looked at me like I had a cold hard coat on with the hood so I'm buried in these leaves under the quarrelingless little burial for the dog the dog got a little you know a little ball that they'll make yeah so he gave at this. I'm, I'm curled up in there looking at him. He's looking at me. And the police

walk right past me. The man come after with the pad. They all sitting there with guns, drawn tasers and maize drawing sitting there at the shed door waiting to pop it open. When I'm going to get up there, pop it open, before they get it all the way open, the dude's scanning and he's scanning him. I'm looking at him. He's looking at me. I'm looking at him. He's scanning, I guess he zoomed in. He's like, hey, man, it's a cohort up under my car right, sir. They looked like him. They all came over there and pulled me from up under their car. I immediately threw up on the police foot.

Like, I just couldn't hold it in. Adrenaline? Yeah. Smoking and drilling in. Like, I've been smoking blunts. Like, I just smoked a whole pound of weed, like, within the past month. You know what I'm saying? All this stuff going on.

So I just been smoking blood, blood, blood, blood. I wake up smoking weed. Go to sleep, smoking weed. I wake up at my sleep, smoking weed so I can go to sleep. So I immediately threw up on them. And when they got me up front, they were so mad. They were like, man, you took us on the run. Dude was like, I just had you at the front of the store.

Why you just didn't stop out? Like, shit, you got my name wrong. I wasn't who you was looking for. And then I went from there. Went back to prison. Found myself in prison. They got me five years. They gave me a five-year sentence.

I went in about two and a half years, came home. home. When I came home, I just started moving different. You know what I'm saying? When I came home, I was just like, you know what? I don't want to, I'm not going to dive in this dope game. Like, I'm not about to jump in here at first week. Go do something right. Like, I started working for my uncles. You know what I'm saying? They got a little construction business. I started working with them. And then I found myself back selling drugs. I felt like that money just one of the money I was used to making, I found myself back to selling drugs, you know what I'm saying, even though I know what it's going to do, what they're going to do to me, how they're going

to do me if they catch me. I know they're going to give me a life sentence if they catch me with these drugs again, but I still, I still lied to myself and tell them, get it. It's the other way you can get it. Even though I was lying to myself, I know I was going wrong. So I found myself back selling drugs, and it was like my cousin found out. She was moving to Las Vegas. You know what I'm saying? She's like, well, you've been out of prison this? long, you should come to Las Vegas with me. Come and stay. Come and try something new. Like, you're going to be able to do your music

down there. You're going to meet a lot of people. People gravitate towards you. Like, you're going to be able to be successful down. Come to try something different. I'm like, you're like, you ain't ever been a bad. I'm like, I think about it. First, I was like, yeah, then my girl is like, now I'm not going to Las Vegas. You know, my cousin's crazy. She

was right though. She was like, leave that girl. You're going to find another one down here. I ain't thinking to myself, you know. So I'm like, Nah, baby don't want to go to Las Vegas Then she's telling me she's pregnant So I'm like, shit, I got to get it together Me and her started walking and fighting

Police get caught I lose all my drugs So now I'm back to zero We just lost the apartment And I hate living with people Like, I don't like living with people They talk about you whether you're doing right or whether you're doing wrong,

they're going to have something bad to say. So it was like, I didn't want to live with no one. So it was just like, I was back in my grandmas, me and my girl, back in my grandmas. That didn't last long because I was like, we got to find somewhere to stay fast. You know what I'm saying? So we here, we found somewhere to stay,

but we found somewhere to stay. So mind you, I'm still broke, busted up, disgusted. My partner pulled up. He was like, man, I got a lick. You know what I'm saying? It's over $10,000, and it's a whole bunch of bricks to weed and bars. So I'm like, no, I'm cool. I shot them down for the first shit, first month and a half.

I'm like, no, I'm cool. I'm going to get it. I'm going to get it. I'm going to just grind, bro. I'm going to stay at her and figure out of the way to come up with five, turn five to $200 real quick. I'm not hitting them all the list. I told myself I ain't hit no more lick. I'm at a vow of God I want to hit no more legs.

One day I was just, I needed the money. You know what I'm saying? Rent. We ain't got no money. I didn't get no food so it's even harder so I'm like I need the money it was crazy

my partner called me I had an assess two-fifth of the time so I'm on muscle relaxes and laura tabs you know what I'm saying so he called me like she

it's a go what's up you in or you out I'm like fuck it come and get me my girl my girl she's washing clothes

she's like what you're about do I say I'm about take these fools go get some weed real quick I'll be back she's like all right I love you gave her kiss hugged I left we went

saw he knocked at the door said fuck are we going in we went in we broke the window out sent my partner in first it was like a home invasion or is it nobody even there and ain't nobody here

oh that's not a little bit just a burglary yeah that's a little burglary that's how i lead up this how i lead to me being in prison right now this story is how i landed in prison right now this story i'm telling this how i landed in prison so i cleaned out all this glass set my partner in and boom he get in he slide on in there i go in three of us i slide in next and i told my partner i'm going to reach back and pull you up so you can get in because it's shorter but i could pull them on up here so as i tell him that I look back out like, hey, man, I'm a, I'm a, I'm a pull you on up, and I looked over. I see a door.

I said, well, fuck it. Just hold on. I'm not going to open up this door for you. And you just come to the door so we can go back out this door. I turn around instantly. I see blood on the bed. I'm like, damn, no one of these people ain't heard that nasty than the motherfucker. I flipped the mattress looking for guns, money, drugs, shit like that.

So I flip the mattress. What I see on the other side, I see a whole bunch of blood. I ain't taking account that it's fresh blood. so boom i'm flipping this mug i push i'm like well shit it ain't shit and i don't know why to flip all of it i was just i was just horrified like damn they get all this blood on this bed i don't want to touch you no more so boom i just leave start finding my partner walking through the house i'm i'm smelling weed like i can smell it where it is i'm about it'll get all the weed i can smell it not knowing this is out of my blood i'm smelling all this blood but it's smell like

weed i'm like damn it's strong i walked past as murray i thought i said it might walk past and so i'm Turn around pointing the gun in myself. And when I look, I just see my whole neck cut open. Like my whole neck was cut open from back here. All the way going down to my collarbone to the jewelry. It cut like into a centimeter of my jewelry. So I immediately did like this. I put my hand in there and poured it out just covered in red.

And this is from climbing through the window or breaking the window? I broke the window. I broke my bag with God. So I called for my partner. He told me where he is. I found the weed, you know what I'm saying? Looking for him, I found the weed. I'm like, hey, we're gonna just come back and grab the shit.

You know what I'm saying? When I get woozy, you just take me to the hospital. We're not too far from the hospital. I'm like, just drop me out of the hospital. Like, right now we're going to grab all this shit. You know what I'm fucked up dying and all. I went to go grab a big old burglety towel, rolled it up, wrapped it around my neck like a squad.

It was just holding it like this, pointing out everything you should grab. You know what I'm saying? I'm like, just grab a weed. Don't grab nothing. else, you know what I'm like, grab the weed. So I'm like, shit, I'm looking for my other partner. I go off and look at the door. This fool's gone. So I'm

calling him. Then someone's like, shit, just call both of their phones. I started calling both of their phones. Like, you know what I'm saying? He's like, fool, why are you calling me? I said, just in case, this is your story. You pick me up. That's it. Just say, shit, I was calling y'all frantically. And I sounded historical when I called. Just say that shit. I kept on telling y'all to come pick me up and y'all pick me up you know what I'm saying like shit y'all

y'all was there y'all was just driving to traffic like shit he car said pick me up pick me up they can't be too far from these towers you know what I'm saying this side of town ain't big so these towers gonna ping you know what I'm saying I ain't on pin you know what I'm saying? can't say oh yeah you was exactly on this street so in my mind I'm like what shit you know what I'm saying just tell if anything happened the worst happened man just tell me that y'all pick me up you know what I'm saying just be like y'all pick me up stick with that yeah you know what I'm saying somebody threw a bottle level and that's all he kept saying and y'all picked me up so boom we find my partner he's walking back you know what I'm saying he looked at me

I look at I immediately just got me and look like yeah you fucked up I'm you know what I'm saying I can't trip with you right now because my neck is cut all the way open I'm bleeding so he got to first of all why did he said he's saying my neck cut up and instead of him say hey hey hey stop come on we got to go he's got to go he he walked off and left because he seen my neck. He said in my neck all that red coming out of my neck. I went back to see what cut me too. So when I went back to see what cut me,

it was like a piece of glass this long. It was at like a little arch. And it was like whatever hit me, just sliced through me. I never felt it. I didn't feel it. I didn't even know I was cut. So shit.

On the way to the hospital, I just remember blank it out. And my partner sitting in front of me in the driver's seat when he was on the corner. I'm like, why you ain't at the hospital when I came through? He's like, boy, he's crying and shit. He's like, you keep all going now. I'm like, well, drive this motherfucker.

I'm like, why you keep stopping at all these weird lights? Why you ain't getting me to the hospital yet? Like, I'm forcing him. Like, if the police jump behind you keep driving, don't you stop this motherfucking car. Like, I'm so out of it. I'm putting myself to sleep because I'm trying to keep the pressure on it. But I'm squeezing so tight, and I'm just knocking myself out.

You know what I'm saying? I thank God that I was on Flitz around that day. I didn't feel it. I was so relaxed. I called my girl. You know what I said? After this fool and slapped me out in the face. And I'm looking at him crazy.

Like, what the fuck is you in my face like that, boy? My other dude sitting up there with his head down because he know he fucked up. He's like, damn, this fool about to down us. He knows what it's over with. So, dude, I call my girl. I was like, hey, baby. She's like, where are you with? I said, I'm on my way to the hospital.

She didn't ever ask why. She's like, what hospital are you? you're going to Stalvers joking. She's like, you're like, you're playing. I'm like, I'm going to go. She's like, what hospital are you going to? I said, what hospital are y'all taking me to? Shit, they told me.

They're like, we take you the same friends. I'm telling them the wrong hospital the whole time. They gave me the wrong hospital to tell us. So I tell them, you know what I'm going to come to meet me there. I ain't telling us. Really, yeah, the situation, none. I'm like, just come and get me. That's all I'm telling.

I'm like, just come and get me. Like, see, we get to the hospital. I was so out of it. I'm in the fool, pulling me out the car, and I was looking at the emce lady, and I couldn't get the words out my mouth now. You know what I'm saying? I'm up with you. I know I'm lipping. Help me. Like, in my mind, I'm hearing myself saying, help me, but it ain't no words coming out. My friend ain't nothing. Probably about 125 pounds. I'm like 175. So I'm 50 pounds over his weight limit. So he dragging me in the hospital with blood, gushing on him, me for me, to him, the towel, the floor. Every time my heart bit, some of my blood going, and they didn't know. All I know is we just hit the floor and I was out of there from there.

Like, I woke up three days. I woke up during surgery. I woke up doing surgery one time. I guess they was a separate my blood, trying to get the blood. They stuck something in my leg and my knee that went in my phone. They did something. And I guess I just woke up in the middle of surgery, screaming. All I remember that dude telling me.

They was holding me and telling me to relax, calm down. We doing this, this, this, this, this. And next thing, you know, a dude put something over my face. And I was watching them while I was watching, I was watching them do this to me from the ceiling. Like, I was looking down watching them do this to me. And I'm just looking like, what the fuck? And I see my girl come in. Like, I seen her come in.

She grabbed me and just held my head. Like, I was so out of her. I watched the whole thing. I told her what she had on when I finally woke up. When I finally woke up, I just told her, I was like, man, I sang me when you came in. So this is what she told me, and the doctor told me they was like, my phone kept on ringing. You know, and mind you, I told her the wrong hospital first off. So she finally got it in gear.

Like, this boy at the damn hospital, she been calling my phone back to back to back to back because she thought I was playing. So the doctor finally took my phone. He was like, man, your phone just wouldn't quit. ring and we grabbed it at your pocket and I just answered it said bay so I answered it because she kept calling and he was like hello and she was like her mom she asked me and they was like well I think this is him laying on the table and I guess she was like where is he at and they told her I was and that's when I sent it coming in the room like I sent it coming in the room and she was crying

and just looking at me like and I was just watching it was like I was sitting in the ceiling watching them like and i was watching everything go on the tubes like i seen island and when i woke up i was i was like this like three days later i woke up like this like oh i finally just woke up and i couldn't turn my head to the right i couldn't turn that way like i couldn't i couldn't do this like everything i did was like this huh yeah like i had to drive like this sideways but it was crazy through all that okay I guess they charged my partners then they have them charged with burglary homicide that's how they skirt these fools the telling everything so they used the scare tech because this is what the police report says

police report said mr. midi is not going to make it we don't believe he's going to make you left right they're dead issue right right dead issue right dead issue So they're going to charge them So these guys start talking Man one of them saying And I grabbed all the stuff at the house And took it The other one was like

It was his idea This this, this, this I didn't find all this out So I got a lawyer Like mind you I woke up three days later I'm like fuck I thought I was shackled to a bed

Like I thought it was handcuffed Like I thought I was gonna wake up Literally handcuffed First thing I did was check my leg Like I woke up Lift my leg up Everybody in the wrong, like, where are you going? Lay down, boy, where are you going?

And they ain't knowing in my mind. I'm like, I'm supposed to be here. So I moved my other arm, you know what I'm saying? They're like, can you sit up? I'm like, I can't say nothing because the tools been in my thought. I'm like, how some drink? So they're like, the doctor come in and like, oh, he woke. And like, get him some of drink.

What's your wild, apple juice? You know what I'm saying? I like, give him some apple juice. That guy was called apple juice. I started getting it together while they talk. so the first thing I asked was can I leave shit the doctor looked at me I'm like I ain't got insurance can I leave

so like I don't want to I don't want to stay here another hour up and I ain't surrounded but nothing before me that's willing to walk out these dogs with me the doctor looked at me he was like stand up for me I stood up no problem he was still a little hazy so I stood up he was like all right

he like drank the apple juice I drank the apple juice And like, all right, it didn't hurt. You know what I said? It didn't hurt. I was so numb. It didn't hurt at the time. I'm good.

I'm taking the pay. I'm ready to go. I don't want to detect you walking in this dog. It's like, come on, you're going to jail now. Right. So my grandma looked at me. I looked at my grandma. I'm ready to go.

She's like, you ready to go. I'm ready to go. I'm ready to go. I'm ready to go. I ain't got no insurance. Just let me go. Oh, he's like, I'm going to get your bitch to our house paper right now. It was like, doctor knew why I was leaving.

He knew why I was leaving. Like, she ain't cuffing. Let me go. So, boom. I'm out. Six months down the line. I finally got movement to my neck. I can finally, you know what I'm saying, move it.

I'm driving. I go on the lunch day. I come back from my lunch day. I'm about to go pick up my gun from my mom's house. Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Wait a minute. You're telling me the cops never showed up.

Never charged me. Never charged you? Six months later, I never get charged. I didn't have no. one after my arrest, nothing. I told her I walked out the hospital. No police, no. What about the other two guys?

One of them pled guilty to something, get five years probation. The other one turned to a rat. Okay. Like a real full-time rat. So I end up six months later, I'm driving. I'm, you know what I'm doing better. I'm back hustling, got a little money, got about three cars and motorcycle. So I'm driving

I'm like fuck I'm like I dropped the girl off My partner in the car with me and we just left So I'm like fucking I'm not gonna change cars You know what I'm saying Get out of my truck, go get in my car So I end up getting in the car I end up getting up to the truck Driving I get to this corner

The way the corner is it's offset Like it's upset like It's like the corner is offset like this Like this is one corner right here This is one corner but this on one side you can't see like the four way how it is it's a crooked four way so even if i didn't stop or even if i still going or whatever i did you didn't see it because it wasn't what you said it was it's what the police said the man said i never stopped at a at a corner

i stopped at that corner for three seconds what is nobody coming i stopped complete stop one two three hit the gas the way it looked like the truck do this when you go so boom i hit the gas. I look at him. He looked at me. I can see him. He probably like a quarter mile down his road. So I'm looking at him. I'm like, damn, I'm going to police. I tell my partner. You know what I'm like they're going to police. Oh, I kept driving. I get quarter mile away from the next thing you know, he'd come out there corner and drive up real fast, get up on me, didn't hit no lights. So I passed the corner. I could have turned to go to my mama house. You know what I'm saying? So I passed this corner. He finally hit the light.

So I drove all the way to the main street And turned the corner real fast Through everything out the car Pulled up in my mama house My grandma just now pulling up They see all these police coming behind me She said she said boy I knew that was you Something told me to come around her

She knew it with me She knew the police was good So these police When they pulled me out the car They he asked and dude like Well what you pull them over for? He couldn't have no He didn't have no legitimate reason

To pull me out they're like Why you keep going? I said because that man He didn't turn his lights on, and I don't know why he pulling me over. I wasn't breaking any laws. He just randomly came at his corner and pulled me over, so I pulled up to a safe spot. They never tried me with a looting right there. So all of a sudden, they tried to say, they tried it, was like, well, you ain't got a license. They take me to jail for no license.

Then they tried to tell me the truck was stolen. The truck wasn't stolen. I never get charged with that. They tried to say all these different things. Then finally, they just dropped their whole issue. and then all of a sudden they got me booked on first degree burglary first degree murder for what burglary first degree burglary listen first degree burglary you know what first degree burglary is that is damn near a home invasion someone has to be there right so they got me choice with first

degree burglary i bonds out of jail on this bullshit ass case that they tried to pin on me i bonds out of jail get a lawyer and he tell me the whole get down he's like hey he tell me every word for word what these other two do is to say he's like hey man they put everything on you I told him the situation I like look man I told him everything that happened everything that I told I told him everything that happened so with that being knowledge of his word and he's been my turn he can't tell nobody yet so we at court they're like well we're gonna get you 10 years for first degree birth I said I never committed first degree burger once he broke down with first degree burglary was

I was like, I never committed first-degree burglary. So we go from there to, we're in the hallway, and I got a picture of my daughter, you know what I'm saying? I'll tell him, man, I make sure I go have breakfast with this little girl every day and go see her every day. And you've got to stop that right here right now, trying to give me 10. I'm threatening that man. Tell him, if I ain't going to see mine, you ain't going to see yours.

Oh, that was a mistake. Yeah, nah, he got his motherfucking ass in gear. He went in there. They went in there, had a whole conversation. Guess what they came back out with? One year breaking and entering unsupervised probation.

All I got to do is send $40 to the DA's office. That's it. So by the time we get through all these proceedings, the judge, like, will tell me the real story because they all want to hear this real story. Everybody gone out to court with me. There ain't nobody with me, the judge, my attorney, and the DA.

Everybody's out there's wrong because the story that my friends, supposed friends told them, like, I stuck with my story, man. I was walking somebody drove by and threw something. That's all I know. I stuck with that even dying. So when we get, when I'm in this courtroom, they're like, well, we want to hear the story from you. Like, we heard all these pieces because they didn't been through these fools

is in the system, one of them out doing this thing. So they want to hear the story. You know what I'm saying? You already convicted me. I'm already convicted of one year. You know what I'm saying? So you can't bring it back up a change. stamp seal profound in the system.

Let's go. So he's like, well, tell me the real story, you know what I'm saying? Microphone off everything. I told him the story. I told him what happened, how I cut my neck. He was like, man, you're really blessed to be alive. This right here is your second change. You need to make a change right here. And that's when I finally cast my, you know what I'm saying?

I catch the collusion. Like, yeah, it's time for a change. You know what I'm saying? Mind you, I had the same DA. So I'm like, it's time for a change. I found myself in a situation where I was selling dope that people were still in. So one day I just found myself like, I finally made their phone call to Las Vegas. Like, shit, hey, I'm about to get on the first thing smoking on my way down.

I'd lost everything. I'd have probably about five cars in this time period of being out. I'd have lost everything. Jury, money, cars, drugs, clothes, housing. I lost everything to the point my girl lost custody. of our kids because she couldn't get it together. She didn't want the kids because I was in their life. So we lost everything.

When I say everything, I lost everything. I haven't lost my mind at one point in times where suicide wasn't no option. The motherfucker killed me. And I finally just got together, man. Get your ass a batter of her. Go get your breath of fresh shirt. You know what I'm saying? Get your ass to Vegas.

So I made that phone call September, September 26th. Make that phone call September 26th. Told her, hey, I'm through. I'm on my way. I had a long talk after that phone call with my mama. I told her, hey, I think I'm about to leave for a little bit. She said, call me when you get there. She know I'm about to live.

She know what time is. She know I'm going through it. So I'm like, I'm about to get up out of her and go somewhere. I go get my shit together. So I finally just, that morning of the 26, somebody started some dope, one of my family members. I'm not mad, not angry. I'm not pissed off. I'm just furious because if you would have asked me for it,

I would have it to you. Like, you know what I'm saying? No problem. So I leave, take off walking, go make some money, hit a knock, hit a swerve, and go give me some cigarettes, walk to the store, and go give me a cigarette. And I just finally jump in the car with a dude. And I text him, like, hey, man, you know what I'm saying?

Y'all, nothing good is going to come to y'all for somebody that I was here, you know what I'm saying? Like, I'm not sure y'all got gas in your car. in the e-tile car. I'm in Seattle straight, you know what I'm saying? Like, I look out for y'all. Y'all ain't had to deal from. Oh, we went from there to later on in the night.

I ended up back on the side of town. And I ended up at my girl's cousin house, which is their house. So when I get over there, the dude that stole, he ain't third, which is supposed to be my kinfoam, you know what I'm saying? So he's not third. So, boom, it's some random dude. he in there bagging up cocaine. I'm like, I'm fucking with my sister. Like, I'd have to ride that dude.

He's doing my in my uncle house selling drugs and he gets you out to watch and shit. You know what I'm fucking where? She's like, nah, boy, need that boy alone. Leave me along. Leave me along. So I get a car, broken arrow, I got a broken arrow, pick up this 50. And then I get another phone car, the dude who, uh, one of my partners, he's like, I need a gun. I just bought a gun for my birthday, August 3rd.

Mine, this is September 26. I'm like, hurry, you can have this motherfucker. You know what I'm saying? I'm like, just give me $150 in a ride. You're going back to the city, right? You're like, yeah, I'm like, give me a ride back to the city. Give me $150 in a ride to the city. You can have this, motherfucker.

I just bought it. I didn't use it. Just buying for protection. Right. So I'm supposed to be meeting him. I go to Broken Arrow, get the money. Come back. The girl that drives us to Broken Arrow,

she's like, well, I'm about to go south. I ain't going to be able to take you north. I'm like, I give you 20 bucks to drive me out north. I'm like, I'm going to give you extra over what you need to drive me somewhere. She's like, no, I can't do it. So, boom, I got the first drink. I threw it after one day. I've taken two swigs of it.

I get up in the house. My mouth is so damn dry. I'm just feeling dehydrated. I shut up my phone. It goes dead. I got an iPhone for it at the time. It goes dead. So it takes about 30 minutes for it to come on after the first little boot up.

So I'm sitting in there charging my phone I got a hold cord to the phone You know what I said I got a rig on there So I got to hold it so I can charge I'm walking in the house And I see the dude is supposed to be my relative Right there

He got this look on his face Like he fucked up on something So as I'm walking in I heard you know what I'm saying His girl said They're gonna nephew right there I guess you tried to say I was breaking down some shit

Somebody left some residue on there So in his mind I got all this shit on me You know what I'm saying Dude was just breaking down cocaine on his county and left So I guess she told me it was me in there fucking, you know what I'm saying, busting shit down. And so when it's my, I got a lot of shit on me. You know what I'm saying?

Because I don't never tell my motherfucker what I do and how I do it. As I'm sitting there charging my phone, I'm like, hey, oh, you got something drinking her, got to something drink? I'm just fucking thirsty. Like, for no reason. Like, why I'm on some thirsty? So I go and I go get the drink. I'm like, shit. Hey, oh, let me just get this roo bird and I just do y'all.

I'll say I'll buy y'all some more. It's a three-liter. He's like, I don't hit a nephew. So I grabbed a real bird. Oh, I'm hitting this thing trying to, you know, I should get my mouth back more. Like, nephew, let me see that drink real quick. Let me get a little bit of it.

I pass it back to him, like, behind me, like this. I ain't even looked at it. I just passed back to him, grab it. I'm charging my phone. Now I'm still sending a charge of my phone. Wait on to come on. So, boom, I reached back. Like, oh, let me get the dream.

When I reached back, I don't know what he was doing. He was doing something like this. Like, put something in there and just dropped it down. So I grabbed a drink. I ain't thinking nothing of it. But it didn't die on me what he was doing. You know what I'm saying? They ain't dying on me there.

Putting something in my fucking drink. I hit that motherfucker, boom. I hit this alone. I just chugged it. I chugged it to it. Like, it was about that much left up in there. Like, just, you know what I'm saying, a little bit. And I just do it in my bag.

And as I'm sitting there way, and it's like, I started feeling high. Like, it wasn't how I ever felt. And it just felt weird. Like, I started feeling weird. Like, not myself. So my phone cut on. When it cut on, I just started dabbling. And whoever number I can get to pick up their phone

to come pick me up because something ain't right. I started instantly feeling like something ain't right. You know what I'm saying? This fool went to go turn off every light in the house. I'm still darling. And next thing you know, I see him standing behind me with his gun out. So I end up calling my baby mama and shit. She didn't answer the phone.

I don't know where she stayed. Like we was just together two days ago in a hotel room, but I don't know where she stayed. You know what I'm saying? I'm not looking for where you stay. Like, you know what I'm saying? She wanted to get up peace and come and see me. And I got her up peace and they'll come and see me.

So I'm sitting there. She finally picked up the phone. I'm like, hey, man, I'm on 21. Like, yeah, you can pull up. Come. Yep, I get one of those. Like, somebody's coming right now. I'm like, yeah, how far is y'all?

Yeah, you're just down the street. Come on. So I'm trying to throw him out because this fool's standing behind me with this gun. And it's kind of making me paranoid. Like, why is you standing behind me with the gun? So my phone, the light cut off. And I just dropped the phone down. Like, you know what I'm saying?

I holding it to charge after getting out the phone. All I just see is the fool. I'm watching them on the phone, like the mirror on the phone. I'm watching this full. Full walk up behind me and point the gun at me like this. Then he falls up. He walked back off. He don't know if he wanted to do it or not.

You know what I'm saying? So when I see it, the first thing I did was put on my gloves. I put on my gloves. I didn't even slap the barricle on him. I just put him on real quick. Like, he can't see in front of me, you know what I'm saying? In my bag, I got this big ass 45 on me. So he know I got this gun.

I mean, he don't know exactly where it's it. So I grab my gun, shit. I pop it off for safety. I always keep one in the head. So I sit it like on my rib, like on the side of my rear, pointed at him. You know what I'm saying? I'm watching him from my phone now. Like, I got the phone up to why I can watch him, but he turned out for all the light.

But it's like the light from outside giving me enough silhouette to see him. So I see him and shit, I immediately jump back on the phone. Like, are you there? Her shit, I don't walk with out through his ass off so quick. because I got the gun and backpack in my hand but I got the gun on one side in the backpack where you can't see that

where he can't see my gun in my hand because I jumped up he tucked this gun like nephew I need you just stay right here and wait just wait nephew I need you I'm like hell not I got somebody

we'll come back I'm trying to throw him out like we'll come back I'm trying to get out of this house I'm like we'll come back man I got somebody me at the stove come on like you know what I'm saying

because I'm waiting on whatever it is to kick in and I'm starting to feel you know what I'm doing so blurry so I'm sorry And this is your cousin? Man, it's supposed to be like my uncle, man.

Okay. So I grab, I grab, I got to the door. The dough ain't up from like two and a half feet. I'm like, if I can get to this dough and get out this door, I ain't got to shoot this man or he ain't going to do nothing to me. So shit, I got that dough. I heard him just unlocked it so fast and get out that door. I just took off running.

Gunning hand, backpacking hand, gloves on, on in one hand, running. And once I get out to, once I get out of safety, and I didn't see him. He was screaming for me, and I just got out of where he couldn't see me. And I just put my gun up, do it in my backpack, do it on my bag, and just start calling for help. I called my mama, I called my grandma, call cousins. I just kept on calling people. It's 11 o'clock at night.

Obviously, it's something wrong. I'm calling for help, you know what I'm saying? Without having to call, I don't want to call the police or empson right now. I don't want to fall with the shit on me and my back mama's shit on. Like, when I picked up the phone, tell me where she was and how to get to her. So, yeah, she coached me on how to get to her. So I'm like, well, just meet me at the store.

Like, come meet me at the store. Because I don't want to be walking in these apartments. I ain't ever been in these apartments. And I don't want to be walking through there stumbling, like, the way I am. Like, I'm stumbling to her. And when I got to her, I remember her saying, like, damn, I can't get her hug. And then when she looked at me, like, damn, you look fucked up. And I kept on telling me, call my mama, Kyle, you know,

Kyle, you know, so I was in drugs. me. He was trying to rob me up to here. You know what I'm saying? She's looking at me and I just like, fuck it. Take my phone, take my bag, call my mama. Like, cause somebody to tell him, come and get me. You just going to just try to rob me up to here and drug. Like, she sees something wrong.

I ain't thinking nothing of it. You know what I'm saying? Like, we got our past. We got our moments. You know what I'm saying? We got a lot of bad and good. So I guess she's saying in a situation and saying the opportunity, shit. Like, we quit fucking with each other because she always tried to get me locked up.

So I guess she's seen an opportunity this time. She, I didn't want to be with. I told her, like, I'm like, I'm cool. Like, prior to the, like, two days ago, I just told her, like, I don't want to be with you. Like, we can't do that. We can't do with us no more. This is it. Like, this is it.

I called myself an evening that night. Two days ago, I called myself needing it that night. She got me to her, seeing that it was, shit, it was a goal. And I was fucked up. She called the police on me. You know what I'm saying? I sent the police tonight. Fight a flight kid.

I took out running. I ran and I tried to run in that house and tried to get the, I had dope guns, skills, money, all this shit on me. I took out running and tried to get in there for help. Like, hey, help. Police out of here. Like, you know what I'm saying? I'm not thinking.

And all I remember is shit, twisting the knot, like, and walking in somebody's apartment, you know what I'm saying? Five hours later, five hours later, shit, I was hanging out of a window. I had, it was tear gas in there, it was smoking her. Like, I don't even remember too much of nothing. Like, all I remember. Wait a second.

So you went into the house. Yep. I was in some random person. I was in somebody, random apartment. Okay. When nobody there, the door was unlocked. They even said, like, they tried to charge me with first degree bird degree, second degree burgundy.

And it wasn't nobody there. And it wasn't kicked in. Like, it wasn't no damage to the door or nothing. They still tried to try it with birth, first free break. So, mind you, all right. So, boom, five hours later, I come down, I come to, they put me in a suicide room. Like, I went straight to the jail. They threw me in suicide.

Yeah, I finally come to it. I look out, it's, like, the whole police force out there. And I just, I was so puzzled, like, well, what the fuck am I doing up there? like, what the fuck going on? I looked down on the side. My gun just laying on the floor and I see the drugs. I grab the drugs and go flush.

And I was just thinking to myself, like, what the fuck I'm doing with this gun? So I hit the gun the best I could. I just jumped out the window when I came out. Zip tied me, hauled me out of the jail. Nobody ever asked me what was going on. Why?

What the fuck? Nothing. They didn't say nothing to me. They just charged me with the maximum extent of a crime, they could charge me with. They threw me a suicide. I got to jump on by the police while I was in there. My eye got busted.

They sent me in solitary confinement the whole time I was in the county jail. So I was fighting it from the shoe. Like, I was in the shoe. I had no access once I started failing. Once I seen what was going on, I'm like, shit, they got me charged with first degree arson. You got me charged with first degree arson for a bed. They weren't even in the blaze.

Like, first degree arson. you got to be somebody in there, the trucks got to be damaged, and I got to be knowing and willing to be doing it, and I don't mean none of the criteria of it. You know what I'm saying? They never thought about what shit. I hung out the window, like, once I seen the footage,

like once they seen me a PD, the PD that they gave me, he broke a cell phone then. I used the cell phone, Google me, and seen what was going on in my case, and I told him, I was like, man, that wasn't me. Like, for five hours, I said, that only nice since I hung out of a window, five hours with a gun.

big ass gun at that pointed at the police fired off some shots why they didn't shoot me i'm like bro i said now you don't think that makes sense like you're talking to me now and you're looking at that right i said that wasn't me i said that ain't my care if somebody drug me i told he like you think somebody going to come to court what a person there i said shit i know where he's i just don't know it's full government name you know what i'm saying he's like but you think they're going to come to court and tell the judge if they drug i said that i ain't that's besides the point the police failed to do their job they didn't do no much the fucking toxicology report to see what the fuck was wrong if i was such a threat you know what i'm saying

like y'all for five hours i played with y'all toy with y'all pointing this during it y'all say what was the what was the thread was the gun being pointed right why was not why y'all didn't shoot me why y'all didn't do all this shit because y'all knew i never heard the 911 call in there night i want to hear the 911 car what was called obviously i wasn't no threat y'all just ran my name and seen i was a criminal and pursued me as a criminal, you know what I'm saying? That's how they're training there. You just see in my name and see that I get criminal intent and behind my foul. And they say career criminal, I was a career criminal at the age of a fucking 11.

That's what it said in the foul. Like, you automatically put me there. You put me in a category there. Y'all treat me like a criminal every time we come together. Like, every time we come past each other, any one did it was doing it. but I had a question. You don't remember hanging out the window, pointing the gun? You don't remember anything.

I don't remember none of that shit. I sent a video of it on the moves, man. I had something pink on my head, pointing the gun at the police, like, pointing it at him. They even said I put it up to my head. It was like, I read at that once we, like, I was going to get there, like, all right, so we, they offered me 10 years for first degree arts. And I'm like, hell no, I ain't commit no crime like that. Y'all got me charged for first degree burglary. Then they tried to bring that burglary charge back up.

Remember I told you? The burglary charge, they tried to, this is how this is how I come about. So they tried to charge me for this and got me first degree burglary. So we're in the courtroom. And I just said, like, how y'all going to charge with first degree burglary? They were so confused on the past case. I'm on probation. You know what I'm saying?

For breaking the entrance on now all of a sudden, it's first degree burglary now because I caught a new case. I was trying to book me. You know what I'm saying? So I walk in the courtroom. The first time, the first person I see coming to courtroom was that same vehicle. When he walked in there, he had my family, he looked at me and said, I got you.

So that's why I got the time I got, they gave me 20 years for a mattress, 85% for a mattress being smothering. You know what I'm saying? Wasn't no damage to the building. Wasn't nothing wrong. Wasn't nothing, nothing. Like, you could have fined me and gave me community circles to go fix that building back Like, wasn't nothing wrong with the building.

They didn't have to demolish anything. They didn't have to turn nothing up. All they had to do is put some kill on their wall and repaint them walls. That's the only thing that was wrong with, heavy smoke damage. Re-insulate the carpet. You know what I'm saying? Well, some new filters through there. They said, that's the only thing that was wrong with the place.

Wasn't nothing wrong with it. So being that I was a career criminal instead of them assessing the whole situation as important what it is, they charged me with first degree, burglary, second degree, burglary, first degree arson, possession of the firearm, reckless conduct of a firearm. They never had the firearm until I was trying to go to trial. They didn't even have a firearm when I was begging to go to trial. They didn't find a firearm until like three months later. So I was just like, shit, let's go to trial.

Because, I mean, now you got to get there. See, in my mind, how trial worked, you got to bring my accusers up or right. right you don't i don't have no cold offended you ain't got nobody to come to testify only person don't come to testify is this girl that said i did what she said i did my baby mama flipped the whole story and told him i came over there tripping over custody of our kids so i was like fuck it i want to go i want to go to trial you know what i'm saying the pd i had he was so he was so adamant of trying to give me to take time i'm like i don't want to take no time i've been in prison I'm like, you read my file

I even asked him. I'm like, do you know what's going on in my car? He didn't even know what the hell was going on in my case. He just came in an hour from the time because his boss sent there, get him to get some time. You know what I'm saying? The judge mocked this man because I wouldn't sign for 10 years. He was like damn, Ben Wuss. You couldn't get him to sign? Like, you're mocking this man in the courtroom because he couldn't get me to sign

no time. You couldn't get me to, you know what I'm saying? That was mocking this man because he couldn't give me to plead out. And I'm telling the man, like, hey, that wasn't me in that video. video. So by the time we about to pick Jerry, he jumped up and was like, Yana, I want to play insanity for my client. Like, he, he's trying to do his job now. Like, you should have did this from the jump. Like, hey, man, from the video, from everything I seen, it seemed like my client was in itself. It's more to this video than what means to I. We need to get

that lady in her and have her come here and have her, you know what I'm saying, a chamber sit down brief. Like, let's get in the chamber and talk about it. It ain't got to be no open court room discussion. It's something. I need to pull her in her and really get on her because she needs to be on the foot.

She needs to be in her serving time too because you falsely accusing me and that's what led up to all these events. Okay, so what happened? So he couldn't get me to take the deal. So we had jury. I'm like running through the names,

ages, city and state where they stay at. And I'm picking my jury. And that man, the man jumped up. It was like, I want to plead insanity. And then they jumped up and stopped. It stopped right there because they found the motion I found. I found the motion for ineffective counseling. So, boom, they held off right there, boom, for me picking jewelry.

And they went back to why I'm not found this. You know what I'm saying? Ineffective counseling. I'm like, well, shit. First off, man, don't know my case. He never came and asked me my side of the story. he ain't even doing his job to fight for my life to the best of my knowledge and the best of my best of his ability because he don't know he don't know criminal law because he's only been a fucking lawyer for a year and a half so he don't know what the hell is going through like he don't know what's going on in the case I'm saying I kept on telling him like I don't feel like he was going to be able to fight for my life the way you know what I'm saying to the best of his ability and the judge mocked me laughed at me and told me it sound like to me that you want him to come to spend more time which I've said not I just want the man to be able to fight for my case.

If you don't just might fight my life, at least fight for my life, you know what I'm saying? The man added in on me taking time, and I tell him out on his 50 criteria of the crime. So, boom, they stopped me right there. We quit picking jury, and shit, we went from nerd to the man. We had one more proceeding until they gave me an ineffective accountant, councilman because I found the man was like well fuck it we're going to get your mental health court

this what he tells me we're going to get your mental health court how you got to do a sign this paper boom take a blind plea you take this blind plea I'm going to tell them to get your mental health court this is what he signed it from like this is what he's telling me so I'm like I don't even know what the blind plea is you know what I'm saying he never broke

it down what it is what it's going to do you know what I'm saying so then that this is my attorney he'd go out and tell my family you know what this blind plea is so they come in take the blind plea take the blind plea i'm like hell no i want to go to trial y'all they're like now take the blind plea they're going to wipe you i'm like they can't wipe me out you got to get that girl up here to come to tell the side of the story that ain't been told and then guess what i get to tell my side of the story right you know what i'm

saying you got to bring that cell phone what an evidence is you know what i'm saying that's what i'm telling me evidence to conviv you what the evidence is you know what led up to all these events. Like, I ain't wake up one morning. I'm about to go over here and do something too. I got to burn a house down. Ain't nobody waking up like that. I didn't even wake up with it on my mind. So, dude went out there, talked to my family, coached them and lied to them, and they called my uncle and everybody, like, take the blind plea. I'm like, hell no, I don't want to take no plea. I don't even want to go to prison. So I took the blind plea, and I found once I figured out what it was, one of my friends in the court

in a jailhouse helped me file a uh uh uh you want to withdraw I found the motion to withdraw plea yeah I filed an emotion

to withdraw plea being that I'm not a part of the bar association this is what I learned being that I'm not a part of bar association it sounds like I'm lying that's what I got about all of that because the man they the man who I'm telling them you know what I'm saying I told them

I told them everything that the man did and what he's doing and what he hasn't done and what he should be doing. Like, and they was just like, shit, he ain't there.

So being that he's a part of the Bar Association, and he ain't had to get up to testify, but it's in black and white. The man said, yeah, we talked about court,

mental health court. Yeah, I told him we was going to get a mental health court all the way to, I don't recall it. This is in black and white. This is all in black and white.

So that man, you were lying. You a lie. I got this in black and white. right now in myself and black and white what this man said yeah we talked about it yeah i said we is yeah i feel that the pepper worked her i don't even know what i'm talking about i don't even know what you're talking about we ain't never had that discussion i'm like that's why i took the blind plea that's why i'm telling you i'm like that's the only reason i took this blind plea

so we went from there to me telling them what happened to me coming off the stand to I'm giving you 20 years for this six years for this two years for this three years for that I get sentenced right off the stand so as I told him that he's not going to fight for my life that's sentenced me right then and there

so they deny my withdrawal plea right then and there and sentence me right then and her to 20 years that ain't what 20 years they gave me 20 years right then and there

like based on that blind plea even if I found a withdrawal plea they still gave it to me based on that blonde plea so on 20 years you do 17 17 and a half I've been gone almost nine years

whoa you still got eight and a half years I'm in a medium max security prison and it's just like I just felt like I never get the justice. Like I never, even, even with just the system, it just, like, I was victimized.

Like, the whole thing, like, it was bias and prejudice, even doing that whole proceeding. Like, the judge was in, or they switched me judge because one judge mocked me and laughed and told me he felt like I want to spend more time. And I have to ask me him on any psychics, psychics that are, keep me understanding knowing what's going on. I told the man, yeah, I'm going to mess. I don't know what's going on. You know what I'm saying?

When he had, I'm like, no, I don't know what's going on. He still proceeded. See what I'm saying? That right there. You are going against your whole, everything you stand for and everything you build. You're showing your real true colors right now in this courtroom. Instead of you doing your job and proceeding the right way, it did you. And once he caught on to it, they hurry up and switch me chambers.

They switched me up rooms, gave me a judge, which was his homeboy. His home boy proceeded right on through. Denied my whip drive plea right then and then, sentenced me to 20 years. Have you tried to appeal it? I appealed it. All they did was took down some of the fine. So now I'm in a process of where I'm about to foul a commutation or post-conviction relief. Yeah, they just never just like.

it was just like the system is against you like so now you're not no such thing you're trying to get out of prison now trying to get we're trying to like right now they push it for something where they can't where the governor is not involved in a parole here in a parole process because it's like this you can get all what is six you can get all all five yeses that's the parole board saying yeah we feel like he should go out which is the public that don't know me are you know what I'm saying that the governor hired right to say yes or no and you can get all five yeses and you waiting on this governor and signed yes and no and guess what the governor gonna do no no so what was

the point you hiring all these people what what what do they judge where is their integrity at you you don't believe in their integrity well it looks good so why would you it looks good uh for him to hire these people it looks yeah it look good but if you're not doing what you're supposed to be doing how do we how do we fight that like how do a person in prison fight that you know what i'm saying how do you fight that because they don't tell you why to know it's no they just know denied like damn y'all just said yeah and you deny so it's like it's like it's a shitty situation yeah it is but it's crazy i got some good out of it like i can honestly say through this sentence

I've been blessed. Like, the positive side of I've been blessed. Like, it could be worse than what it is. Like, I didn't say people dying her, get killed, and overdosed. I didn't see any worse in her. Like, in a small community, a lot happens. You know what I'm saying? So it's like, I've been blessed.

I honestly say I've been blessed overall. Like, it was an eye-opening I needed. Well, what are you doing while you're there? Are you taking any programs? I'm in programs. I'm in different classes. I just graduated the main program. I'm here, one of the first pupils of the program.

And we're in another program called Pathways, which is an extension of this program that lasts forever, even outside of incarceration. I'm saying, just bring a community of felons together and showing like, look, hey, you can beat the eyes. You know what I'm saying? You might be a part of statistics, but you can change it. Um, okay.

Yeah. So how many of these interviews have you done? Uh, like, it's like my third one right here. Like, I ain't ever been in depth like this. Like, you probably had the only one that get the in-depth story like this. Well, what do the other ones go? Uh, a lot of them be like music, like Carter, me and Carter, when we talked about what I do in prison, you know what I'm saying,

where I'm doing time. And I kind of touched on just like being locked up in prison, I'm a majority of my adulthood. Majority of what? My adopthood. Oh, okay. Yeah, listen, I'm going to call a couple of, well, I'll text a couple of guys if you want to do, you want to do any more of these?

Yeah. Man, what's up? You trying to get my cellia on that? I mean, what's the story again? With the Selly? Hey, I'm good. I'm good. Hey, how you doing, huh?

Hey, I'm good. I'm good. What's, uh, what's, uh, what's the story real quick? Just like in, like, can you give me a Reader's Digest version, a quick version? Not really. No. Well, I'm saying I'm trying to figure out, like, if we need to schedule something longer. Like, I can't, obviously we can't do it now.

Oh, definitely. We would definitely have to schedule something. And just giving you the gist of we'll probably take 15, 22. Oh, shit. Basically, I was falsely accused, a first-degree murder by a group that was known to me, even though each party in the group wasn't. And they coupled me in with a rival gang because I grew up in this territory. and I was close to this group of people, even though I wasn't part of that gang. And it's like authorities don't realize that these groups intentionally, maliciously used law enforcement in the way the court system is.

And they use that the same way they would retaliation in the streets with the firearms or with anything else they use that. And it was intentional. The people who accused me of this crime admitted they didn't know who the shooter was, admitted that I wasn't present during the initial altercation. admitted that it had nothing to do with me for weeks. And then when the pressure was on, because they were all charged with their own crimes, they were all in cahoots doing other illegal and violent activities, my name came up because I was close to the guy they were directly involved with.

We have the same last name. These people who knew of me didn't know me intimately. Me and this guy have the same last name, which is Smith, even though my family is originally from, East Texas and his family is originally from Alabama. Both families, both of our families be located to Tulsa, Oklahoma, where we grew up in some apartments called Comanchee Park in North Tulsa. And because of our relationship, people would be thought we were a cousin if we had the same last name. And the altercation that happened initially led to a shooting

24 hours later. And that's how I've gotten drawn in. One person in particular who knew me in the group, had falsely accused me of being involved in the initial altercation, and that's what got me stopping frisk, got my name ran, and got my name put into the case. Even though 24 hours later when the shooting actually happened, my name wasn't said. No one brought me up because I actually wasn't involved. Two weeks later, my name would be brought up again because my name was ran the night of the initial application, and the suspect was still at large. So the guy who they knew was involved in the beef was suspected to be my cousin

because we were close and we got the same last thing so people tied us together in this altercation and the rest of this history entered into an investigation and it just continued to spin in that within the investigation

until you became the prime suspect yeah and it's crazy because I have a I had an alibi defense at the time of trial so I had multiple people let these people know exactly where I was, who I was with, when I left there, how I got there, the whole nine.

I can prove that I wasn't even in the city limits at the time of the crime. I still can. Even a bigger deal is that seven years later, all in young, the guy who actually committed the crime, the guy who was actually fighting the deceased in the initial authentication, the guy who had the beef with him, admitted to the crime on his deathbed to his family. And I'm still here. He presented his evidence to the courts through post-convict. through attorneys and private investigators working and I'm still here the courts won't hear it they won't give me the hearing that I need to make a record of these out-of-court record facts that would you know get me exonerated get my sentence vacated in so that's where I am now trying to get in court um okay well listen um uh Marquis has my number like we can text okay you want to text something so I'm going to contact somebody because I may or may not have something on front this Friday so next week I can probably

figure out a time but obviously you guys have certain times you can do things so okay um sorry go ahead I can give you my advocates number her name is um shelly where that may be the best way to go about it. Can Marquise text it to me, her name and her number? Yes. I can have him do that right now. Yeah, yeah. Have him do that and then I'll contact her and we can try and figure out some way to

to do like a, you know, like an in-depth interview, not like a 15-minute interview, but like this where just tell me like, hey, I was raised here. Here's my parents. Here's my brothers, my sisters. I was raised in, you know, this community. I went here. I was never any problems. or hey, maybe I had problems as a kid.

However, I'd love to. You know what I'm saying? Because most people, like, you can't tell me your fucking story in 15 minutes, bro. Like, you know, you can't even do it in 45 minutes because the truth is, is like, you know, you kind of need to know, like that background. Like, were you ever in trouble? Was I, was it a bad neighborhood? Was it a good neighborhood?

Was it in my character or not in my character? And I've learned that over time, you know, people don't, it's not just your story. People need to know you, too. You know, know what you're like, what's normal for you. and they don't. You don't get that when you're hearing telling each other's story.

You don't get that when you see a guy who was incarcerated and he's been gone 13 years. You know, you don't get that. Hey,

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